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Gone Fishing John 21:1-4 Pastor Daniel Reese
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Well, good morning.
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If you have your Bibles, John chapter 21 seems a little less full than last week.
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That's all right.
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Well, I was not a Disney kid growing up.
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It wasn't until my sister was born she grew up a little bit where I actually watched a
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Disney movie.
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So when I broke my leg I was stranded on the couch for a couple of weeks.
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And so we watched about six in a row.
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Now I don't know what your Disney threshold is, but I found out that mine is about four
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movies.
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That's when I about top out and get to a place where I feel like it was slowly stealing
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my will to live.
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But it wasn't until college that I ever went actually to a Disney movie in a movie theater
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and it was The Lion King.
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It was a re-release and things like that.
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And I'll never forget sitting there and there was a time where Mufasa falls and he's not
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getting up.
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And I'll never forget watching the movie in between two seats.
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I see an adorable little face of a little kid who turned to his father and went, why
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is he not getting up, daddy?
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And I remember going, that's the saddest thing I've ever seen.
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I'm like, Disney, why?
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Why?
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You think about the children, right?
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But more than that scene, there was another scene that stood out to me.
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Do you remember when, do you remember Simba and how it impacted him?
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Was his dad's death his fault?
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No, no, there were bigger forces at playing that.
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And yet he knew in the midst of all of that chaos of things going on, he disobeyed his
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father's will and had disrespected the king.
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And so when tragedy unfolded, what did he do?
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He ran.
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And there was a land that needed him.
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There was a people that were hurting and needed his help, but he was far away.
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Where was he?
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Hanging out with his buddies.
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The need is over here.
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All these things needed his attention and he was over here.
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Was it a terrible life?
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No, it wasn't.
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He made some friends, he made a little warthog, Hakuna Matata, all those things.
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But the tragedy was over here and there was need and he was far away and he tried to cover
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up his shame with distraction.
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Now why do I mention that to you?
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Because in ministry, I see a lot of people right there.
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There was a passion for Jesus.
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Maybe it was in high school.
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I mean, all the time people tell me things like they'll ask me, what do you do?
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And I'll tell them I'm a pastor.
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And they're like, oh dude, I was in young life.
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And then they kind of look around and go, yeah.
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And you can tell that somewhere in their life, they derailed.
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And I can see a shame cover them.
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That there was a time where they were chasing.
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And there was a time where they were pursuing.
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And then something happened.
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A decision happened.
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Series of decisions and some social pressure.
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And then now they've been living years in a place far from where God meant for them to
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be.
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Now, I don't know about you, but my youth camp experience was all kinds of crazy.
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I would go to camp as a kid and for the first three or four days, there were all these people
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like living crazy.
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Smoking cigarettes, drinking 40s.
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I mean, I had a weird youth group experience.
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But by Thursday night, everybody got saved.
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And the band was playing and people would be emotionally drawn in.
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The speaker would go.
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And then at the end, we'd lock pinkies and be singing Friends Are Friends Forever.
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You know the song, right?
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And then we always have open mic night.
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And all of us would take turns getting in front of the mic and saying, I'm never going
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to do that anymore.
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I'm going to share Christ with everybody in my school.
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Friends making promises.
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And I can't think of a single one of us that didn't go home.
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And within two weeks, broke every promise.
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And we find ourselves sitting on the floor surrounded by our addictions going, I don't
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know what happened.
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I don't know what went off.
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But I can guarantee most of us, if not all of us, lived through our high school experience
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feeling a dense, a deep sense of shame.
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And it led us into complete ineffectiveness for the kingdom of God.
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And some of you have been living there for years.
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For some of you, it's just been happening this week.
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You took some wrong turns and now you begin to wonder, what does God think of you?
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And so this morning, I want to answer that question.
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What does God do with a group of people who make promises and then they start to make decisions
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that lead us far from storming the gates of hell?
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What does He do with us?
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What does He think of you when you fail big time?
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Well, I want us to look at the life of Peter.
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Now I know all of you probably know who Peter is.
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He was a disciple of Jesus.
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He walked closely by him.
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Peter was the guy who was kind of all heart and maybe not so much head.
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He just really doesn't think things through very well.
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He was kind of a ready aim fire kind of guy, which isn't always a bad thing.
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It makes a great full back, right?
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You don't need a guy who thinks through all that.
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Just put your head down and go.
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Like that's kind of who Peter is.
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And so there are some times that it really helped him to be wired that way.
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Like in a major moment in Jesus' life, when he looked at his disciples and went, who do
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you think I am?
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Peter's the first one, right?
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He's the first one to fire.
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He said, I think you're the Son of God.
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Good job, Peter, right?
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Good job.
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But a couple seconds later, he starts giving Jesus advice.
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He's like, hold on Messiah, you got this thing all wrong.
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And he starts telling him how to live his own life.
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Peter's not always thinking things through, is he?
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Like in the Garden of Gethsemane, he's falling asleep.
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And Jesus just wants him to pray, but he's not into it.
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He's not feeling it.
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So he wakes up and suddenly sees all these troops around Jesus.
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All this commotion.
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And they have weapons and there's flames and there's all this going on.
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And Peter gets up and he pulls out a sword, right, ready to attack him.
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He's trying to end a guy's life and he gets to lobe.
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That's all he gets.
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He just gets a lobe.
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He's trying to end a guy and gets a lobe.
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I mean, he's not a real organized human being, is he?
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And Jesus tells him to knock it off.
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They arrest Jesus and take him to the courtyard and they beat him and mock him and Peter follows
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him.
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And there in that moment, when all this adrenaline is sapped out, he sits around a fire and a
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little girl goes, hey, don't you know that guy?
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Don't you know him?
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And he just says, no, I don't.
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And he's asked again a little while later, are you sure?
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Because you kind of look like that dude that used to walk with him.
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You kind of look like him.
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And he's like, no, I don't.
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The third time, right, to prove that he's not really one of those holy people.
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He starts cussing like a sailor just to show them I'm not like him.
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I don't know anything about him.
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And in that moment, not only does the rooster crow.
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But the book of Luke says that in that moment, Jesus looked him dead in the eye and he could
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sense that shame and Peter left and he cried.
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The sad thing is, I think a lot of us know what that feels like, don't we, to violate
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not only our own conscience, but what we know is the expressed will of God.
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And so what's God going to do with people like us?
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Well, I'm going to invite Luke up here.
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Luke's going to read our passage this morning in John chapter 21.
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And so I'm going to invite you as he comes to read the first few verses of this chapter
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to stand as we honor the Lord's word together and then we'll dive into this.
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After this, Jesus revealed himself again to the disciples by the sea of Tiberius.
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And he revealed himself in this way.
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Simon Peter, Thomas, called a twin, Nathaniel, of Canaan, Galilee, the sons of Zebedee and
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two other of his disciples were together.
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Simon Peter said to them, I'm going fishing and they said to him, we will go with you.
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They went out and got into the boat, but that night they caught nothing.
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Just as day was breaking, Jesus stood on the shore, yet the disciples did not know that
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it was Jesus.
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Jesus said to them, children, do you have any fish?
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They answered him, no.
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And he said to them, cast the net on the right side of the boat and you will find some.
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So they cast it.
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Now they were not able to haul it in because of the quantity of fish.
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That disciple whom Jesus loved therefore said to Peter, it is the Lord.
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Simon Peter heard that it was the Lord.
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He put on his outer garment for he was stripped for work and threw himself into the sea.
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The other disciples came in the boat dragging the net full of fish and they were not far
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from the land, but about a hundred jugs off.
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Let's pray.
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Father God, thank you for this day.
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Thank you for Luke.
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Thank you for his willingness to read your word today.
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I pray God as we examine this familiar story that you will just open our hearts to hear
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from you today.
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We thank you for what you're doing in this place.
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Your name is pray.
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Amen.
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Thanks Luke.
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So this passage, this is after Jesus has been resurrected.
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He's appearing to his disciples and it's confusing to them.
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They don't understand it.
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He's not hanging around, but it's getting some expectation and some hope built up into
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the people.
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And so he shows up to the girls once the book of Mark says that he comes to his ladies'
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disciples and he tells them, hey, tell the boys and Peter to meet me in Galilee.
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And so the disciples, they go to Galilee and when they arrive there meaning to wait on
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Jesus, Peter makes a decision in verse three.
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Peter who has walked far from God, who he swore he would love forever arrives back to
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the sea of Galilee and says, I'm going fishing.
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Now, now, now, why would he go fishing?
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You've got to look at who is speaking and what they're saying.
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This is Peter saying, I'm going fishing.
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It would be like for me to later today to walk up to my wife and say, hey, I'm going
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to go play some basketball.
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Her mental image of me going to go play some basketball would be me putting on my shoes,
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going to the Y and just trying to dribble and get the ball into the hoop.
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That is what her picture would be.
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But we all remember if you're old enough, back in the 90s, after that tragic situation
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with baseball, Michael Jordan, he comes to this press conference and he says the exact
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same thing.
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I'm going to go play basketball.
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And that meant a whole different thing, doesn't it?
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I don't think anybody in that crowd or that was watching on TV thought for a second, oh,
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he's going to go put some shoes on and go shoot around with his kids in the driveway.
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We knew, right?
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This is Jordan.
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This is a career move.
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This is millions of dollars.
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This is a new direction.
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And so here you've got Peter, who is a fisherman for all of his life.
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That is what he grew up doing right up until the moment that Jesus says, hey, you know
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what?
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You used to do this.
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You used to do this for a living.
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Now I want you fishing with me.
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And so Peter looks in this moment and I think he sees he's denied his Lord.
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He's heard rumors of him coming around and he doesn't know if he's still qualified for
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the game.
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And so he takes a regressive step backwards, right?
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He goes back to the familiar.
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He's not going on mission trips anymore.
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He kind of fell out of the Bible study deal and he's not going back to the places that
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he used to go.
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He says, hey, I'm going fishing.
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I think shame has pulled him in a different direction.
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And it's interesting.
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It's interesting to me.
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He's not alone.
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It says in verse three that the other said, we will go with you.
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It's funny how people kind of rationalize their sense sometimes and go, well, this is
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just my life.
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It's my life.
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Well, it's never just your life.
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We're all knit together.
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You're an influencer.
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Peter is a leader and they get out of the boat with him.
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And then it says in the universe three, they went out and got into the boat, but that night
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they caught nothing.
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Why did they catch nothing?
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We're going to find out later, but it's God.
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He's God messing with his people and that's what he does.
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Is he going to let you waste your life?
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No.
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He's got a plan for you.
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And so he begins by complicating things.
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It says in verse four, early in the morning Jesus stood on the shore in the midst of their
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frustration of not catching anything all night.
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Jesus is going to enter the scene again, but it says, but the disciples did not know that
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it was Jesus.
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Now why didn't they know?
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What's going on with that?
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Have you ever noticed that?
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Whenever Jesus shows up after the resurrection, people are not recognizing him.
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Does a resurrected body look different?
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Do they not believe it's Jesus?
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Is he disfigured because Revelation tells us that the only person in eternity that will
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bear his scars is Jesus?
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What is it?
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Do you know what it is based on my understanding of the Scripture?
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I think it's a sense of humor.
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I mean, you see it one chapter earlier when Mary Magdalene runs in and she sees two angels
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dressed in white.
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There's no mistaking who they are.
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And she says, where's the Lord?
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You're like, he's not here.
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And so she turns around and she looks right at Jesus and he says, why are you crying?
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He knows why she's crying.
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Who are you looking for?
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He knows who she's looking for.
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Why is he doing that?
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And then you see she keeps the conversation going.
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Well, I'm looking for my Lord and I can't find him.
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And you're like, why is she not figuring it out?
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It's him.
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Why can't she not see this?
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It's later that in the text it's because she thought he was the gardener.
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Why?
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I think it's because Jesus was messing with the bushes.
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Having this conversation.
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Hey, who are you looking for?
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You know, I think that's what it was.
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And it wasn't until Jesus looked at her and said, marry, that she knew it was Jesus.
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You see it in the book of Luke.
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Two disciples are walking along the road to Emmaus and he comes walking along and he hears
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them talking about what's been going on in Jerusalem.
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And he says, hey, what are you talking about?
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What's going on?
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They say, you've got to be the only person in Jerusalem who doesn't know what's been
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happening these last few days.
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And he goes, what things?
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He knows what things, right?
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And he goes, they start telling him about his own death.
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And then he's like, oh, that's interesting.
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Wait a minute.
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Wasn't that meant to fulfill prophecies in Scripture?
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And then he begins to unpack the Old Testament to them, still not letting them know who he
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is.
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And then it says they arrive at their destination and he pretends that he's going to walk further
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until they invite him to dinner.
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And it says right in that moment he breaks bread.
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He's like, hey, dudes, it's me.
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Now that's a loose translation.
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And then he's gone.
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He just disappears.
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And so he waits until the seven mile trip is over.
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And then they're like, that was Jesus.
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And they run back another seven miles to go where the other disciples are hiding.
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And they're like, we saw Jesus.
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The others are saying, I'm not sure if I believe you.
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And then right there in the middle of the panic, it says that Jesus just appears to
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them and says, peace be with you, which I think is funny because it terrifies them and
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does the exact opposite of what Jesus says.
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Right?
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Peace be with you.
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And they just kind of freak out.
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And in that moment to prove that he's really resurrected from the dead, he's like, they
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saw him die and he's back to life.
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And he goes, do you have any fish?
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They go, yeah.
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And he just starts eating.
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This is how I know the Bible is true because nobody would make that up.
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Nobody would make up that story.
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I'm back from the dead.
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And for my next trick, does anybody have a piece of salmon or whatever fish they had
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there?
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Right?
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So what's Jesus doing when he comes up to this guy's?
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No fish.
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And he walks back to them looking, verse five, it says he called out to them.
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He says, hey, don't you have any fish?
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Do you?
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And he basically says, hey, the lifestyle that you've been following, it's not really
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working out for you, is it?
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What you're doing is not really working out for your best, is it?
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And I love their answer.
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It's just one word.
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No.
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I mean, you can hear and feel the tension in it.
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They're like, can't he see the net?
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I mean, who is this guy?
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Because they don't know it's Jesus yet.
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And yet in verse six, he said to them, throw your net on the right side of the boat and
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you will find some.
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When they did, they were unable to haul the net in because of the large number of fish.
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Now this isn't the first time we've seen this, is it?
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Jesus said the exact same miracle before, but when did he do it?
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When he first called Peter.
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And it was in that moment, Scripture tells us that Peter hit his knees and said, get
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away from me, Lord.
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Get away from me.
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I'm not a good person.
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And Jesus says, that's not what I'm here to do.
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He said, I'm here to change your life.
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You follow me because I'm going to make you a fisher of men.
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Now, why is that significant here in John 21?
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Because that's how the relationship began.
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That's how the beautiful moment where Jesus looked Peter in the face and says, you're
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coming with me.
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You're coming with me.
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And now Peter has denied him in front of God and everybody.
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How do you feel when you do that?
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How do you feel at 2 AM when you just did the thing you promised you would never do
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again?
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How do you handle that situation?
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Well, Peter sitting on the boat and Jesus makes the decision to recreate the exact miracle
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where he called Peter into a relationship to begin with.
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I mean, isn't that a beautiful picture?
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It's not Nathaniel's miracle.
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There's no fig tree here.
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It's not Matthew's miracle.
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There's no tax booth.
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This is Peter's miracle, the exact same way.
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You see, John knew what was happening.
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He knew how Peter felt.
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He saw the miracle being recreated.
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So he grabs Peter.
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Do you see what's happening here?
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That's the Lord.
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And so what does Peter do?
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I love verse 7.
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He says, as soon as Simon Peter heard that it was a Lord, he ran away.
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He grabbed his outer garment around him for he had taken it off and jumped into the water.
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So he doesn't run from God.
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He runs towards him.
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And I love it because this is sweet Peter again, right?
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This is him not thinking things through and he pulls a forest gump, right?
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In the middle of this.
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And I love it.
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Like, listen, all the movies I've ever seen, people take off their clothes to jump into
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the water.
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Not Peter.
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No, let me get my jacket on and then I'm going for it.
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I mean, I don't know how it works back then.
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And I love that you can see the relationship here.
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This passes between the disciples as well because listen to John and verse 8.
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You see this all throughout the scriptures as this interplay.
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They're in a relationship with one another.
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Verse 8, the other disciples followed in the boat, towing the net full of fish, for they
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were not far from the shore, about 100 yards.
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So John saying, we weren't far from the land.
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They were dragging the net of fish.
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See John, who was a little bit more of a thinker, is like the rest of us kind of like rode three
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times and we were on the shore.
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Thanks for nothing, Peter, right?
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I mean, that's kind of what's going on here.
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And in verse 9, it says, when they landed, they saw a fire of burning coals there with
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fish in it and some bread.
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I love that.
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Does Jesus need our help?
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No, he does not.
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And yet in verse 10, he says, bring some of the fish that you caught.
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He doesn't need us, but he lets us be a part of it anyway.
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In verse 11, it says, so Simon Peter climbed back into the boat and dragged the net ashore.
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It was full of large fish, 153.
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But even with so many, the net was not torn.
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And Jesus said to them, come, come any breakfast.
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Come any breakfast.
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So how does Jesus respond to the wayward disciple?
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How does he teach those who loved him and swore allegiance to him and yet have fallen back
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into sin?
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Does he condemn?
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Does he scream?
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Does he beat you?
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No.
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He cooks breakfast.
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You know, it's easy to hear the testimony of the person who was a horrible mess before
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they came to Christ and then came to Christ and their lives are wonderful.
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That's so convenient.
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But do you know what's the really tough testimony?
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Those who came to know Christ early and are then making a horrible mess of their lives
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when we know better.
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That's a real hard story, isn't it?
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That's different.
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That's Peter's story.
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And how does Jesus come to him?
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How does Jesus respond to him?
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He's not the voice that stands up and beats you down.
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He says, come and sit with me.
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To have someone sit at a meal with you is to invite them into a relationship.
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And Jesus says, you haven't lost connection with me.
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You haven't lost that.
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Let's sit together.
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Now that's grace.
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And when God comes to you in your sin, even today, he does it with grace.
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That's the arm that he always extends first.
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And for some of you, that voice that whips you in your head, that beats you, I think
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far too many of us ascribe that to the Lord.
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He doesn't do it that way.
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There's a beautiful parallel in the Old Testament, in the prophet Elijah.
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He's this great servant of the Lord.
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Brought the whole nation back to the Lord, where they were worshiping other gods.
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He's the one who stepped forward and proclaimed the name of Yahweh all by himself.
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Fire came down from heaven.
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He prayed for no rain, and it doesn't rain for three years.
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He was a powerful minister of God.
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And then he found out that the queen wanted to kill him, so he just ran.
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He ran into the middle of the desert.
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Not the best PR for God, right?
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After he's done all these other things.
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And when he's exhausted, he says, God kill me now.
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Wipe me out now.
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And when God comes to him, does he wake him up?
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Does he wake him up and just start kicking him and go, what's the matter with you?
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Get your life together.
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No, it says an angel shakes him awake, and there's some fresh bread and some water.
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And he says, eat.
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This journey was far too much for you.
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And so he eats, and he goes back to sleep.
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He wakes him up again, feeds him again, and lets him sleep some more.
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And it's after that rest where there's this tenderness where he says, what are you doing
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here Elijah?
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What are you doing here?
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God will always come to you with grace first.
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He extends the hand of kindness.
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He loves you.
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If you're his kid, he cherishes you.
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And when you sin, is he pleased with it?
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Of course not.
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But he doesn't come with a hammer.
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He comes with grace.
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And his kindness is what leads us to repentance.
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And so it's interesting, he comes to him with the, Jesus comes to Peter with his display
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of this first miracle.
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Telling him, the relationship with me, it's intact.
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So he recreates that scene.
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But it doesn't stop there.
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He's going to recreate a second one.
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You see it in that word charcoal fire.
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Did you notice how odd it is that he calls it a fire of charcoal, or a charcoal fire in
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verse 9?
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Why does it say that?
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Well, the truth is it's a really weird word for fire.
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I mean you get fire all over the Bible, but the word charcoal fire, you only get twice.
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It only shows up twice in the whole Bible, both in the book of John.
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One is in this moment.
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The other is the fire Peter was sitting around when he denied even knowing Jesus.
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So Jesus is going to recreate two moments.
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The moment we came to love each other and walk together and the moment that you really
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screwed up.
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He's going to recreate these moments.
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Isn't that interesting here?
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That's what grace does.
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He takes him to that moment and says, you're mine.
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You're safe.
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But we've got to deal with this moment in the past.
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We've got to deal with this other thing.
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And that's what grace will do.
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Will grace pass over sin?
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No.
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Grace will make you deal with it.
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He doesn't beat us, but he calls us to repent.
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And that's what he'll do with Peter.
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Look further in the passage where it says, when they have finished breakfast, Jesus said
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to Simon Peter, Simon, son of John, do you love me more than these?
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That's interesting.
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I don't know if Peter caught on with what was happening when he saw the charcoal fire.
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Part of me thinks that he does.
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Like he saw that and went, oh, crud.
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Like I have a feeling that he probably had a hard time eating breakfast that morning
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because there was a sing in his stomach.
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Maybe he missed it.
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I don't know.
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But I think verse 15 gives it to him when he calls him Simon, son of John.
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Because if you look in the Bible, he only calls him that four times.
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And every time he calls him Simon, son of John, it's these major moments in his life.
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It's like when your mom calls you by your full name.
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When you get middle named, you know I better be paying attention right here, right?
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And so it's kind of like that moment.
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So he looks at him and says, Simon, son of John, do you love me more than these?
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Verse 15, he said to him, yes, Lord, you know that I love you.
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He said to him, feed my sheep.
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He says to him a second time, Simon, son of John, do you love me?
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He said to him, yes, Lord, you know that I love you.
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He said to him, tend my sheep.
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He said to him the third time, Simon, son of John, do you love me?
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Peter was greed, it says, because he said to him the third time, do you love me?
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And he said to him, Lord, you know everything.
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You know that I love you.
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Jesus said to him, feed my sheep.
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Every time I read that, when I was younger, I always saw Jesus was kind of being mean,
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kind of picking on him because he's walking him through three denials again, right?
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With a do you love me?
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Like I feel like Jesus was kind of picking on him.
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Jesus is like, do you love me?
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Yeah, are you sure?
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Yeah, because your track record doesn't show that.
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Are you sure that you love me?
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Are you sure?
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Make sure you're paying attention to what I'm asking you.
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Make sure you're paying attention to what I'm saying and how you're answering.
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And he says, you know I do, right?
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Peter says, you know I do.
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And he says, feed my sheep.
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If you think about that, this isn't Jesus picking on him because what direction is he pointing?
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He's pointing to the future.
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It's a call back to ministry.
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Do you love me?
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Yes, then let's go.
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Then let's get back after it.
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There's more to do.
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There's hurting people.
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There's sheep.
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Sheep are confused animals and they get lost a lot is what Jesus is telling them.
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Come with me and let's go.
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Help people.
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Stop wallowing.
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Stop feeling guilty.
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Stop being the victim.
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Let's get back to work.
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Let's get past it and let's move on.
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And so I think Jesus is saving his life here.
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I think Jesus is doing a miracle in Peter's life here because if he hadn't done that to
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him then every time that Peter was sitting around a fire, do you not think that moment
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of his denial would come back to him?
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Do you not think that every time the rooster crowed, he would remember how he looked Jesus
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in the eyes and remember that shame?
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I think Jesus is rescuing him by saying, do you still see that I love you?
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Do you still see that we're in this together?
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Okay, then let's go back to this place of brokenness and let's revive it.
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Let's make this horrible place a place of life, this charcoal fire.
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For some of you, you walked in here and the weight of guilt is on you.
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Yeah, you're still coming to church but the fire of pursuing Christ's glory in this world
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is gone.
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And so when it's time to pray here, you don't really pray, you just kind of look at your
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feet.
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When it's time to sing, you just kind of just look around and check your watch to see how
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much longer we have.
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And when it comes to seeking God on your own, in your house, you just can never seem to
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find the time to do that.
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The passion's gone.
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And because when you think about Him, all you can think about is that guilt.
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All you can think about is the bad decisions that you've made.
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Can I tell you something?
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He's going to call you and he's going to say, you're still mine.
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You haven't lost that but we've got to deal with this.
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We've got to deal with this issue.
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He's going to keep taking you back to that sexual addiction saying, let's get that out
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of here because I want you to be free so that you can help chase the others.
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So you can help the others but we've got to deal with this sin.
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We've got to deal with this addiction.
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He's going to take you to your obsession with your image.
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When you look in the mirror, when you look at others in their Instagram filters and he's
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going to say, you've got to get past that.
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You can never help others if you can't look past yourself.
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He's going to keep taking you to that place of pain until you deal with it because he's
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mean.
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No.
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No.
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So you can move past it and it won't dominate your experience in this world.
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And so for some of us, it's going to be very uncomfortable.
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My hope for you is that the most spiritual, most Christian thing you'll do this week is
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to find a trusted Christian friend and confess.
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These are the sins that have got my mind all mixed around.
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These are the sins that are keeping me from having a passion for Jesus.
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Can I just talk to you about them?
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Will you pray with me?
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Will you hold me accountable?
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Because there's work to be done.
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There's sheep out there in this world in a lot of pain.
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And anytime Jesus mentions sheep, he mentions it because they're lost.
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They're scattered.
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They're confused.
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They don't even know what they're doing.
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Sheep are the most helpless animals in all of creation.
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They have no natural defense systems whatsoever.
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None.
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Any other animal, some can bite you.
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Some can run fast.
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Some can inflate themselves and shoot out needles.
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Some have distinct sprays.
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There's this lizard that can shoot blood out of their eyes.
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I mean, that's good enough for me.
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That's gross.
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I'm not going to touch that one.
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Everything has a defense system except for sheep.
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And Jesus looks at the lost world and he says they're just like sheep.
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They have no idea how to find water unless someone helps them.
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They have no idea how to keep away from the sins of the dark if someone doesn't come rescue
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them.
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Do you think that describes junior high?
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Do you think that describes high school?
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Do you think it describes so much of the world who is lost in the darkness and too many of
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us?
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Too many of us who name the name of Jesus are not dominated by his passion to heal the
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world.
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We are dominated by the guilt of a sin we committed who knows how long ago.
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And he says the time is over, Peter.
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The time is over.
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Don't let your mistakes dominate your existence where you just hide behind comforts and don't
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seek my great mission.
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He's saying no more fish, Peter, sheep.
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And it's the same with us.
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No more fish.
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No more comfort.
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Sheep.
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My prayer for you today is that you would not let the sins of your past dominate you but
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that you would let him heal you.
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It's what he did with Jonah.
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He said Jonah, rise, go to Nineveh.
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What did Jonah do?
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He arose and he fled to Tarshish, the complete opposite direction.
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Did God ditch him?
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And he said, well, there goes Jonah.
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Amos, you ready to tap in?
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Micah, you out for this?
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He didn't do that.
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He sends that storm into Jonah's life.
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And for some of you, he's been rocking your boat.
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He's rocking your boat.
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And when he starts to drown, he sends a fish to rescue him.
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Now, is a fish the most comfortable means of transportation?
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I don't think so.
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I'm guessing not.
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And for some of you, the way he's going to rescue you from your addictions is not going
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to be comfortable.
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But he praises God when he hits the shore.
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And God dropped him right back at Nineveh and said, let's move.
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Let's go.
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Let's go find some sheep.
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Let's bring some light into a dark place.
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And for some of you, that's the exact motion he wants from you.
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Don't waste this week.
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Don't waste your life letting your sins of the past dominate how you see yourself in
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a hurting world.
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Let's get past them.
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Let's go.
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Let's feed sheep.
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There's a hurting world and they need us.
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And what I love about Easter is that sometimes it wakes people up, right?
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Sometimes it wakes people up and they stay away from church, but then they come back
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and they hear about his grace and it ignites that passion again.
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It's like a reset button, right?
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And so my challenge to you as we get ready to take communion is how are you living life
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comfortably where you're going back to the familiar?
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And maybe Jesus has brought you back to the church because he wants to create that same
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miracle in you so that you walk out of here not going back to the comfortable, but going
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to go get some sheep.
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So I'm going to pray for us.
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We'll take communion together.
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Give you time to think about that.
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Amen?
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Let's pray.
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Father, I pray that you will put charcoal fires around us this morning.
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That you will help us understand that we are welcomed with grace, but we've got to deal
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with our sin before we can go get the lost world.
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So Father, I pray that as we get ready to take communion, that you will reignite the
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passion that we once had, that we will not be defined by our past anymore.
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But our focus will be on you completely.
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So God, give you this time.
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Do what you will.
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Amen.
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Amen.
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Amen.
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Amen.
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Amen.
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Amen.
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Amen.
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Amen.
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Amen.
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Amen.