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Transformed, Not Transported // Pastor Drew Milliken

Collective Church Omaha

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  1. that no athlete ever goes looks at

  2. someone like LeBron James looks at

  3. someone like Michael Jordan looks at

  4. someone like Michael Phelps no one looks

  5. at these athletes and

  6. goes you know

  7. what they're incredible I want to be

  8. just like them give me one to two

  9. practice sessions and I'll be

  10. there no one looks at that and goes you

  11. give me a year or two of intense

  12. training and I will be at that level

  13. right no one I if if you were to walk up

  14. to like I no one looks at if you know

  15. who Victor wanyama is no one walks up

  16. and goes like I want to be you he's like

  17. 7 foot 40 I don't know what he is he is

  18. so tall it is ridiculous and and you

  19. don't you don't look at this and go man

  20. I like just a little bit of work and I

  21. think I'm there yet the reality is is we

  22. do this a lot in our spiritual

  23. walk we

  24. think man after that worship I think

  25. I've arrived

  26. spiritually I think I'm there I had some

  27. really good prayer personal prayer times

  28. I've been reading my word for a week

  29. straight I think I've

  30. arrived and the reality is is that as

  31. soon as we think that we have a arrived

  32. we have missed

  33. it and we we think that there's now the

  34. fullness of God becomes available at

  35. Salvation but my fullness of flesh is

  36. still in practice and I now one of the

  37. greatest forms of worship that I get to

  38. offer to the Lord is actually the

  39. surrender of the very things that I love

  40. and I desire and I like and is my

  41. natural bent toward certain things but

  42. are not honoring to the holy Mighty will

  43. of

  44. God and I choose to say yes to him over

  45. sin I choose to say yes to him over my

  46. own desires I choose to say yes to him

  47. over my own plans and this is part of

  48. what Romans 121 talks about our

  49. spiritual act of worship is to lay my

  50. own life as a Living Sacrifice on the

  51. altar of of the

  52. Lord and then but but because we think

  53. that we can we can get there the reality

  54. is is that we picture that there is a

  55. there here on Earth there is an arrival

  56. point I want to tell you guys there is a

  57. lie there's a deception of the

  58. platform the platform that makes people

  59. man if I someday what if I'm as holy as

  60. Pastor Drew what if I'm as as as spir

  61. spiritual as Pastor Morgan what if I am

  62. what if I reach to that level then I

  63. have arrived they have arrived man guys

  64. can I tell you about the things in my

  65. soul that grieve me against the Lord and

  66. I'm I I I'm so longing to become more

  67. like him and it is there is no arrival

  68. point there is only a deeper awareness

  69. of my own

  70. sickness and that this is It's this the

  71. reality of we want to be

  72. transported we want to be taken to this

  73. other place and we want to be we want

  74. our marriages just to boom I prayed and

  75. then we started praying together and now

  76. we're

  77. good my addiction I surrendered it and

  78. now it's

  79. gone we want these things my workplace

  80. I said God use me and now my manager is

  81. so

  82. nice like that's what we think that's

  83. what we want we want this

  84. transportation from the place where

  85. we're at through a prayer to the place

  86. where we want to

  87. be but the problem is God has never

  88. operated that way if you go through The

  89. Narrative of scripture guys we are we're

  90. we're going to go through story after

  91. story after story about God and and how

  92. his goal is not

  93. Transportation it is

  94. transformation he wants to transform us

  95. through this process of constant

  96. sacrifice and surrender and renewing of

  97. our mind and renewing of our life and

  98. the new habits and the new goals see the

  99. reality is that God is far are more

  100. interested in who we are becoming than

  101. what we are

  102. doing we think that it's about getting

  103. to a specific goal but again and again

  104. and again and again God reveals that's

  105. not even the

  106. case if the goal was to get Israel into

  107. the promised

  108. land they would have walked into the

  109. promised land right

  110. away but what did he do he knew that he

  111. didn't have the right

  112. people and not only that but he wanted

  113. to reveal that to them so he walks them

  114. up to the edge of the promised land and

  115. he says will you walk

  116. in they say I don't know there're those

  117. bad guys look pretty

  118. intimidating this looks pretty scary to

  119. me I don't think I want it he says

  120. see you're not ready to carry the

  121. weight that I'm going to have you carry

  122. of the blessing that is to

  123. come if I am not the right person he

  124. transports me there and I will die I'll

  125. be crushed under the weight of the

  126. blessing and the anointing that is come

  127. that comes with that place

  128. the goal is not

  129. Transportation I want to get there as

  130. quick as I

  131. can the goal is

  132. transformation I want to become as holy

  133. as righteous as Christlike as I

  134. can so we see this there's the the

  135. Israelites in the Book of Numbers

    Numbers 13 chapter mention

  136. Chapter 13 when they come to this it

  137. reveals one of five different stories

  138. and pictures that I want to give to us

  139. that we can be transformed in any

  140. season in fact the overlooking of the

  141. Season that you are in right now as my

  142. transformation is on the other side of

  143. this season is a

  144. Lie the Mountaintop is when I see God no

  145. I experience God even more in the

  146. valley if you've ever been

  147. hiking what is on the top of the

  148. Peaks nothing

  149. rocks that's

  150. it what is down in the depth of the

  151. valley

  152. life things only grow when you're

  153. walking through the

  154. valley and the reality is is that when

  155. we look at the the destination that we

  156. try to manufacture in our heads we

  157. really we miss the whole purpose of the

  158. process that God has Us in and I want to

  159. highlight some of these areas of the

  160. process here that to be transformed in

  161. absolutely any season if you want to be

  162. transformed if you want to see God

  163. transform you in any season is that you

  164. come on is anybody with me or am I alone

  165. come on I need I need you guys to help

  166. me preach here come on the sermon is

  167. going to get better if you help me out

  168. so uh I want you guys the reality of if

  169. if we look at the promised land we

  170. recognize that to be transformed in any

  171. season we've got to focus on the

  172. character over the

  173. compensation what is that the

  174. compensation is the that's the reward

  175. that I get I work hard I get compensated

  176. I get my paycheck if I go into the

  177. promised land I get the land of milk and

  178. honey if I get to this place that I feel

  179. like God's called me to I get leadership

  180. I get Authority I get power I get

  181. influence if I get like I get I get

  182. purpose I get all all these different

  183. things and I want the

  184. blessings I want the result I want the

  185. end but I don't want the process and my

  186. character is not even

  187. right the problem is is that God is

  188. trying again and again to go let's

  189. refine your character the lesson that he

  190. taught to the Israelites when he said

  191. okay now we're going to take a 40-year

  192. break and we're going to get a whole new

  193. generation that rises up that's ready to

  194. take this

  195. on that's not the first time he was

  196. teaching that lesson of obedience and

  197. following him and doing so without

  198. complaining and doing so trusting that

  199. his hand is moving it's not my hand that

  200. I've got to make move and the he's he's

  201. taught that lesson so many times he

  202. showed 10 plagues he split the Red Sea

  203. he brings Mana he brings Quail again and

  204. again he brings water out of rocks and

  205. still they go I don't know if God can do

  206. it the lesson had already been taught

  207. the problem is is they hadn't received

  208. it when the problem that we find

  209. ourselves in this recurring cycle so

  210. many times is because we're not

  211. receiving the character transformation

  212. and we're just waiting for that promised

  213. land to come but he says you haven't got

  214. my lesson yet you haven't been

  215. transformed yet you're character is

  216. still so full of Pride and so full of

  217. you and so full of gimme give me give me

  218. that you can't even receive the blessing

  219. that I have for

  220. you so we first if we want to be

  221. transformed in any season we first need

  222. to focus on character over the

  223. compensation Luke 16:10 says if you are

    Luke 16:10

  224. faithful in the little

  225. things you will be faithful in large

  226. ones but if you're dishonest in the

  227. little

  228. things you'll find that you won't be

  229. honest with the greater ones in fact I

  230. find that the more a mantle increases

  231. the more money I get the more power I

  232. get the more influence I get the more

  233. whatever it may be it's only an increase

  234. of that which is already in existence in

  235. my soul money is not bad but it makes

  236. bad people really bad power is not bad

  237. but it makes bad people really bad right

  238. the reality is that it it power and

  239. money also empower the kingdom to move

  240. forward in amazing selfless ways but

  241. is just a magnification of my own

  242. soul so if I go God give me that next

  243. big thing and he says you you're still

  244. letting the thing that I gave you sit to

  245. the side and you're not doing anything

  246. with it why don't you Steward the very

  247. place that you are so that I can take

  248. you to the next place because you still

  249. got lessons and character to

  250. build the next is if you want to be

  251. transformed in any season and every

  252. season is we got to focus on faith not

  253. face focus on faith not my face I'm

  254. trying to show face I'm trying to I'm

  255. trying to look good I'm trying to

  256. perform I want people to see how great I

  257. am I want people to recognize me did you

  258. see how much I served did you see how

  259. much I gave did you hear how much I did

  260. in that did you see my hands raised

  261. during worship like check that out right

  262. like do you see how whole holy and how

  263. righteous I am I want you to see

  264. me don't you know how passionate I am

  265. for you

  266. Jesus these are the words that Peter

  267. spoke the

  268. night that Jesus

  269. said in Luke 22:

  270. 31-34 his name is Simon Peter and he

  271. says Simon Simon Satan has asked to sift

  272. each one of you like wheat but I have

  273. pleaded I have prayed for you that your

  274. faith would not

  275. fail open up your

  276. bibles if you don't got a Bible feel the

  277. conviction we got a free Bible for you

  278. if you don't have a Bible bring your

  279. Bible okay it says uh I have prayed for

  280. you Simon that your faith should not

  281. fail so when you have repented and

  282. turned to me me again strengthen your

  283. brothers Peter said Lord you don't

  284. understand I'm ready to I'll go to

  285. prison for you and even die with you

  286. Jesus said Peter let me tell you

  287. something before the rooster crows in

  288. the

  289. morning you're going to deny me actually

  290. three

  291. times not even once not twice you're

  292. going to do it three whole times you

  293. don't realize how how empty your Zeal is

  294. now here's something that I recognize

  295. here Satan has asked to sift each of you

  296. like wheat Jesus says I have pleaded in

  297. prayer for you Simon that your faith

  298. should not

  299. fail the crazy thing about

  300. this is is this the only thing that

  301. Jesus himself f failed

  302. at he asked that Simon Peter would not

  303. fail and then he denied

  304. him here's the

  305. reality Simon's performance

  306. failed Simon's Faith

  307. lasted that your faith not that your

  308. performance right he already assumes you

  309. will have have to repent but I've prayed

  310. that your faith would not

  311. fail he

  312. failed but his faith

  313. continued part of this transformation

  314. over transportation is we've got to

  315. focus on the growth of our faith and

  316. stop trying to show facei and show how

  317. good I am and how passionate I am and

  318. how holy I am and how righteous I am I

  319. don't care what anyone else thinks I

  320. want my faith with the Lord I want him

  321. to look at me and go that is my

  322. child and if everybody else shames me

  323. for my faith I don't care I want his

  324. eyes and heart for me to be an approval

  325. and for Faith to be something unlike I

  326. can explain or Express it is his name

  327. that I want to be proclaimed from my

  328. lips no one

  329. [Applause]

  330. else's

  331. that is how I find

  332. transformation in every season now Peter

  333. is eventually

  334. restored he is restored but it's after

  335. this failure of

  336. action and his faith is

  337. upheld third thing that we

  338. see third way to be transformed instead

  339. of transported in any season is focus on

  340. the

  341. purpose over the

  342. pain focus on the purpose over the pain

  343. when I think about this I think about

  344. Joseph if you were to look up one of the

  345. first long narratives in scripture is of

  346. Joseph in the life of Joseph and how he

  347. has this dream that his brothers and his

  348. family is going to bow down to him and

  349. he goes this is all about

  350. me I

  351. win I'm the youngest I'm my dad's

  352. favorite and all of them are going to

  353. praise

  354. me and the process of God leads him into

  355. this

  356. pathway of of of turning transforming a

  357. a

  358. bratty

  359. selfish stuck up

  360. kid into a

  361. manager that is capable of humbly

  362. leading the most powerful nation in the

  363. world and if you want to see that type

  364. of transformation in your life you're

  365. going to have to go through the same

  366. things that Joseph

  367. did and it's not going to be fun

  368. because

  369. Joseph was almost murdered by his

  370. brothers he was beaten and almost

  371. murdered by his brothers thrown into a

  372. pit sold into

  373. slavery manipulated and and and cast

  374. into prison for for for righteousness

  375. for him being doing the right

  376. thing forgotten and after gift after

  377. gift after serving after interpreting

  378. people's dreams other other other prison

  379. dreams and he's still

  380. forgotten and again and again and again

  381. then he he he finally he just serves and

  382. he says yes again and again until he

  383. finally catches this lesson that there

  384. was actually purpose in all of the pain

  385. the things you meant for evil God had a

  386. purpose for

  387. good in in in in Genesis 50 he speaks

  388. this and finally he gets it that God had

  389. a greater plan yet the problem is too

  390. often we are so focused on how hurt we

  391. are or how hard that situation

  392. was that we're totally missing the

  393. purpose God had planned in there the

  394. entire time and he's actually walking us

  395. in a pathway of light and of life and of

  396. purpose and and that he's got a plan

  397. that he's doing and it's way bigger than

  398. me I'm here I will die my body will turn

  399. to

  400. dust and if I have not invested things

  401. that are in in things that are bigger

  402. than

  403. me what was it

  404. for so we got to focus on the purpose

  405. over the pain some of you guys man

  406. there's it all all it takes is is one

  407. little tinge of pain to go I'm done I'm

  408. now clearly this ain't

  409. God the reality is is if you look at

  410. scripture we should lean further into

  411. pain that often times is actually a sign

  412. of God moving I don't initiate it keep

  413. in mind I don't initiate I don't cause

  414. my own pain otherwise I'm just causing

  415. my own pain right like we don't actually

  416. want that we're not masochists we're not

  417. going oh I want I want pain I want to be

  418. hurt no it's the idea of that in this

  419. struggle that the Lord has so gifted to

  420. me I see it as that and I take joy in my

  421. trials and my struggles because I know

  422. that in the pain I'm going to look

  423. through it and what will I

  424. see

  425. purpose and God's got something

  426. bigger Proverbs

  427. 121 New Living Translation I love this

  428. if you guys don't have it uh it says to

  429. learn you must love

  430. discipline this is literally in the

  431. Bible it is stupid to hate

  432. correction isn't that great that's the

  433. right response right there right like it

  434. is stupid to hate

  435. correction when I go man I can't believe

  436. that they would say that I can't believe

  437. that they would correct me I can't

  438. believe that that would happen I can't

  439. how hard this is I can't believe how

  440. hurt I am you don't understand and the

  441. reality is is that I actually need that

  442. the wise lean into

  443. that next fourth is we need to focus on

  444. the

  445. process over the

  446. platform in 1st Samuel

  447. 16 Prophets

  448. Samuel is coming to to anoint a new king

  449. because King Saul the first king of

  450. Israel is just doing terrible right he

  451. is he is he is totally run away from the

  452. Lord the spirit of the Lord Has Lifted

  453. off of him his anointing is gone and

  454. he's now in this place of torment and

  455. the spirit of the Lord is looking to

  456. rest on a new king and so Samuel goes

  457. over and finds a new king and and he

  458. goes to he he goes to all the sons of

  459. Jesse and God says it's going to to be

  460. one of the sons of Jesse and I'll tell

  461. you who and he says Jesse I need your

  462. sons he lines up all these sons and then

  463. verse 7 the Lord Sam to said to Samuel

  464. do not judge by his appearance or his

  465. height cuz Jesse had goodlooking

  466. handsome tall like man I would I would

  467. follow that guy into battle coniss

  468. son and again and again God says no do

  469. not judge by his appearance or his

  470. height I have rejected him the Lord

  471. doesn't see things the way that you see

  472. things

  473. people judge by outward

  474. appearance but the Lord looks at the

  475. heart and then what happens is he finds

  476. David brings David over who is the only

  477. son not brought in when this is a we're

  478. g we're going to do a sermon series on

  479. the life of David at some point it's

  480. going to it is so deep it's so powerful

  481. but David comes over he gets anointed

  482. king and he was where was he when all

  483. the sons were being lined up he was

  484. taking care of sheep where does he go

  485. after he gets anointed as king of Israel

  486. he takes care of

  487. sheep how easy would it be to go give me

  488. my

  489. crown I want the platform you said it

  490. God it's G to

  491. come give me the thing that I

  492. want after David's anointed he still has

  493. to go through fighting the battles with

  494. Goliath he still has to become the harp

  495. player for the king for King Saul he

  496. still has to dodge Spears he still has

  497. to run away for his life he still has to

  498. hide in caves and raise his own battle

  499. Battalion of Mighty Men and then he has

  500. to come over and he still carries this

  501. repentant heart and the reality is is

  502. that David was anointed king but he

  503. wasn't yet ready to be king he needed to

  504. go through a

  505. 17year process before he was actually

  506. ready to sit on the throne and wear the

  507. crown because he had was not anointed as

  508. the person that he would become to be

  509. king we have to love the process more

  510. than the

  511. platform the process it's the journey

  512. it's the transformation God won't give

  513. you the leading if you aren't handling

  514. the

  515. serving love the journey it's not just

  516. about the destiny ation it's the journey

  517. that is the goal see God's process is

  518. what turned Joseph into a brat BR from a

  519. bratty brother to a

  520. manager that could lead the most

  521. powerful nation in the world turned

  522. Moses from a murderer and a Wanderer to

  523. a humble multi-generational leader

  524. turned David from a Shepherd to a King

  525. and Saul King Saul from Paul from a

  526. murderer to a missionary God's process

  527. transform forms a group of Misfit

  528. disciples into a dozen unified literal

  529. World

  530. Changers the process of God is worth

  531. falling in love

  532. with but it's always longer than we want

  533. it to be and then when he says go it's

  534. always faster than I'm ready to

  535. go the reality is God does this so that

  536. he stays in control so Galatians 6:9

    Galatians 6:9

  537. says do not become weary of doing good

  538. at the proper time we will reap a

  539. harvest if we don't give up stick in the

  540. process that God has you in right now he

  541. sees you he is with you you have not

  542. Fallen outside of the strength and the

  543. reach of his hand he is right beside you

  544. and he says stick with me if you stick

  545. in faithfulness you will find my hand

  546. was before you the entire time

  547. lastly number

  548. five to see transformation in every

  549. season focus on the

  550. Eternal over the

  551. Earthly see there's things that we get

  552. to do that are going to be investments

  553. in our world right here that are

  554. valuable

  555. Investments but the reality is

  556. everything of this Earth will pass

  557. away it's the pale blue dot Morgan

  558. talked about last week when we look at

  559. it from that

  560. Scope when we look at it from the scope

  561. of the entire world the entire solar

  562. system the

  563. entire galaxy and we realize that my

  564. life will come and it will go and it

  565. doesn't change that pale blue dot what's

  566. the investment I'm going to live what's

  567. the investment I'm going to leave how am

  568. I going to have something that extends

  569. Beyond This Blink of a life that I have

  570. that reaches into

  571. eternity there's

  572. purpose I don't know what you're going

  573. through I don't know what your story has

  574. looked like I don't know what miserable

  575. pain you are in right now I don't know

  576. how deep of a wret you feel like right

  577. now I don't know how high of a mountain

  578. you're sitting on right now and how holy

  579. and righteous you feel like I'm telling

  580. you God has a greater purpose in the

  581. proc that he's leading you in that will

  582. reach into eternity and it'll be greater

  583. than any investment that you can ever

  584. make on your

  585. own but it has to come by submitting and

  586. following the beautiful righteous

  587. process of

  588. God Romans 121 that we had called to at

  589. the beginning and continues on to verse

  590. 2 Romans 121 and2 it says therefore in

  591. view of God's

  592. mercy let us offer our bodies as a

  593. Living Sacrifice holy and pleasing to

  594. God this is your spiritual act of

  595. worship that's the first part and then

  596. do not conform to the patterns of this

  597. world the world says I want it

  598. quick I want this thing

  599. now if you transport me

  600. there I can fake it till I make

  601. it and I don't know do not conform to

  602. the patterns of this

  603. world our desire is to be

  604. transformed to be transformed by the

  605. renewing of our mind by the constant

  606. laying of our lives on the Altar and if

  607. we can stand up in here

  608. the reality is as we focus on the

  609. Eternal over the Earthly Hebrews 12 also

  610. highlights this it says since we are

  611. surrounded by such a great crowd of

  612. witnesses to the life of Faith let us

  613. strip off every weight that slows us

  614. down especially the sin that so easily

  615. trips us up and let us run with

  616. endurance the race that God has set

  617. before

  618. us when when we look at the Eternal that

  619. what we're chasing we're not chasing

  620. chasing just getting into heaven we're

  621. chasing finding this Heaven here on this

  622. earth right now it's about the Eternal

  623. here in the

  624. Earthly it's about every moment every

  625. action everything that I'm doing I'm

  626. thinking about reflecting this action

  627. with my father and in front of Jesus and

  628. that he would say to the very action

  629. that I am in right now and the Heart

  630. posture that comes with it that he sees

  631. that he would say Well

  632. done

  633. good and Faithful

  634. Servants see the reality is is the

  635. transformation process it's

  636. inevitable you are alive so you're in

  637. the

  638. process it's not that if you step into

  639. the process you're going to go through

  640. hard times and it's going to be

  641. transformational no the hard times are

  642. inevitable whether it is God saying I'm

  643. putting this storm over you so that you

  644. will be transformed or whether it's sin

  645. in darkness that has caused the storm to

  646. rise up around

  647. you or maybe it's your own sin that has

  648. caused the trials and the issues God

  649. says I still want to move through it

  650. would you walk through my process cuz

  651. I've turned murderers into missionaries

  652. before I can transform you walk through

  653. my

  654. process I have transformed he he has the

  655. capability to transform I just I just

  656. saw a

  657. testimony of a leader one of the one of

  658. the military leaders of a

  659. genocide find life in Christ

  660. and come to peace in relationship with

  661. his neighbor that he finds out he had

  662. been the murderer of her

  663. sister and God brings them into peace

  664. and into unity and into purpose because

  665. he's a totally new

  666. [Music]

  667. man she's a totally new

  668. person the

  669. reality is God wants to transform you

  670. am I

  671. willing to walk through the

  672. process

  673. Faithfully leaning in to the purpose

  674. over the pain to the faith over the face

  675. leaning in to the Eternal over the

  676. Earthly leaning into him to the

  677. character over the compensation that's

  678. where I'm going to lean that's where I'm

  679. going to follow and I commit to that and

  680. if that's you I want to pray that prayer

  681. and if that's you I want you to just

  682. throw your hands up in the air and say

  683. God I commit to the process wherever you

  684. have me right now however quick or

  685. however long it takes would you use me

  686. for your Divine higher purpose would you

  687. use me for a higher calling that extends

  688. even beyond my own lifetime would you

  689. use me for things that are greater than

  690. I could ever ask or

  691. imagine father God and I will model

  692. after you not seeking my own

  693. Crown but seeking to glorify

  694. yours father God I Lay My Life down

  695. again and I will say yes to this

  696. process I will say yes to

  697. transformation I will stop coveting and

  698. lusting after the transportation and

  699. someone else's story I am going to you

  700. say yes to exactly where my feet stand

  701. right

  702. now and we'll follow we will follow and

  703. if that is you if you say I will follow

  704. would you come on up to the front if you

  705. got your hands raised and you say I'm

  706. coming I'm committing I want us to

  707. gather around people together so that we

  708. can be committing to the process not

  709. alone you are not alone in this process

  710. come on up come on up you are not alone

  711. in this process

  712. say I'm going to walk through this

  713. through the pain through the difficulty

  714. I'm going to walk through the

  715. mundane I'm going to walk through my own

  716. mistakes and I will see God's glory

  717. through

  718. [Music]

  719. me and I want to say real quick the

  720. greatest crown that this Earth has ever

  721. seen

  722. was made of

  723. thorns Jesus has already modeled this he

  724. has already walked through the process

  725. to a level that we could never So when

  726. you say yes to the process and if you

  727. still want to come forward and say yes

  728. to the

  729. process you are joining Christ that's

  730. where he is

  731. found he's not found in me going my way

  732. doing my thing at my timing he is found

  733. in me submitting and picking up my own

  734. cross and saying God I will

  735. follow and if this is your first time

  736. maybe ever maybe first time in a long

  737. time that you're going this is my

  738. transformation I'm stepping into

  739. transformation and I'm saying yes to

  740. Jesus and he's been knocking on the door

  741. of my heart and he's been calling out my

  742. name and finally I'm saying yes what I

  743. want to do is I want I'm going to meet

  744. you right up by this prayer banner and

  745. we're going to give you some next steps

  746. we're going to help walk with you do not

  747. leave without meeting me up here I don't

  748. care how far out of the way it is for

  749. you if that's you we want to walk with

  750. you

  751. here and I want to step into

  752. this in your own

  753. words with your own

  754. prayer that we would

  755. surrender to his process father God

  756. father God in your own words begin to

  757. pray to him in your own words begin to

  758. speak to him I will follow this process

  759. and this isn't going to be an emotional

  760. thing this is going to be a commitment

  761. thing I will follow in the process I

  762. will stop grieving you I will stop

  763. complaining about where you have me God

  764. I will seek your purpose in the midst of

  765. my pain I will seek the character you

  766. are building through the middle of of of

  767. the the things that I do not like and I

  768. am not enjoying I will look for your

  769. plan in this

  770. process I will look for your hand in my

  771. hardship in your own words commit your

  772. life what are the areas that you feel

  773. this this this struggle in of where you

  774. do not want to be but yet you

  775. are and what is the lesson what is the

  776. process God is leading you through

  777. confess it to the Lord right now God I

  778. confess of my pride

  779. God I confess of my

  780. complaining God I confess of my laziness

  781. and I submit to the process what is your

  782. confession maybe it's an addiction and

  783. you say God I need you I just need to

  784. surrender to you and I need you to

  785. overcome this thing and I will walk

  786. through the process as long as it takes

  787. to become more like

  788. you whatever your word is whatever your

  789. process is whatever the thing is that

  790. God is speaking to you that he is

  791. leading you in speak it to

  792. him commit it to him and we speak all of

  793. these things we pray all of these things

  794. not by our might not by our power not by

  795. our ability but by your power and by

  796. your spirit says the Lord come on can we

  797. pray these things in the name of Jesus

  798. and praise His name come on can we give

  799. his name some praise real quick

  800. hallelujah hallelujah