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Green Pastures & Still Waters // Good Shepherd Series (Part 2) // Pastor Drew
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Oh, the Lord is my sheer.
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I shall not want
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me by wers till my fears are gone.
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Though I walk through the valley
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of the shadow of death, I know you are
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with me, my father,
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my friend.
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Your goodness and mercy
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will follow me all of my days.
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I know by your still waterers I'm safe.
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>> Let's go. Come on.
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What an incredible joy it is to get to
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rest and to sit in the presence of the
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Lord.
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This is something that I I always value.
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I always want for us to be able to take
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intentionality to be able to dive into
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into these moments with the Lord like we
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just had in worship. This is something
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that we just did with our team.
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Actually, some of our core leaders uh
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every year we'll bring a group of people
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down to Houston uh for the CMN, Church
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Multiplication Network Conference. And
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guys, we had a great time. We had this
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is the group of people that came with us
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and uh it was so cool. It was so much
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fun. If you see one of them uh today,
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would you find a ask them what stood out
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to you? What did God speak to you?
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Because there was so much so much that
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he spoke so much that when you take time
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and intentionality to say, "Lord, I'm
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right here and I got nothing else to do.
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I got nothing else on my agenda but just
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to receive from you. I you'll you'll get
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something from him every time. I just
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believe that to the core of my being.
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I've experienced that. I I'm so grateful
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uh Pastor Morgan for the way that you
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lead us into these moments where we can
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just take time. The worship's beautiful.
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The the the prayer time is beautiful.
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And just to be able to sit and listen
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and seek the voice of God is
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extraordinary.
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Absolutely beautiful. But
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if we're going on a trip, that means I
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have to do one of my least favorite
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things in the entire world.
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Packing.
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I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. Is it
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is it is the bane of my existence. Is
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the kryptonite to my joy. It is like it
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is so bad. I I truly every day my least
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favorite part of every single day is
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picking out my outfit. I'm not good at
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it. I don't necessarily know what I'm
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doing. This morning I picked out this
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shet and then I had four shirts that I'm
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like, I DON'T KNOW WHAT SHOULD GO
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UNDERNEATH IT. BABE, can you help me
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out? And guess what? She picked out a
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totally different shirt. She's like,
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bad, bad, bad, bad. Nope, none of those.
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We're going to pick out a new one
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because I I've just I don't see it. I'm
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not good at that. Uh it's not a it's but
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I recognize that it's important in terms
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of like how people receive you and will
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they listen to you like and so I see
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it's important. I see I'm not good at it
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and it's just stressful. And packing is
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like taking all the worst times of the
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week and combining it into one lump. I
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hate it. It is so hard. But
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I'm a warrior.
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I am more than an overcomer. Amen. In
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Christ we are more than overcomers. And
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so I got I'm Sunday night. I'm getting
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ready and I'm like, "Let's go." I am
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like whistling. I'm like singing. I'm
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like, "Nothing's going to bring me down.
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I'm getting ready to pack. Here we go."
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And it's like this defiant joy, right?
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Like the world around me is coming
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against me. I've got Goliaths on uh in
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the valley with me, but don't worry,
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I've got God on my side, and I will
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conquer this Goliath of the suitcase.
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And I and so I I come in with this
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attitude and I already guys I was so
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amped because I already had one outfit
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picked out prior I was wearing it
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earlier and I was like I'm going to wear
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this outfit to CNN and that it's like
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pre like so I set it aside. I was like
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I'm on a good start. I look back in my
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closet and I go
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and I have no clue where to start. And
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so I I start as I go through and then
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it's just it's this slippery slope. I
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it's bad. I will like turn around and
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I'll trip on the shoe that I had just
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set out. I will uh set out outfits and
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I'm like that shirt goes with two pants.
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I can't wear two pairs of pants. What am
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I doing? Why? How many pairs of shoes do
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I need to do? Those shoes go with that
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outfit. Does like I I don't know how to
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do any of this. I'm not sure if that
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looks good. I don't know how to put this
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together. I don't want to show up and
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like I got I got a lot of friends here
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and I don't want to show up and they're
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like, "Oh, hey Drew. Interesting choice
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today, right? Like I only see him once a
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year some of them." And so I'm like,
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"Man, I I" And so I just slid down this.
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It was terrible. I fully gave in. My
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heart was like a mess. I was I was a
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disaster. Morgan's sitting there and
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she's like, "We I I got an errand to
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run. It's late. Would you be able to
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come with me?" And I'm like, "Yes, I'll
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come. Hold on." I'm just
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I'm just staring at the suitcase like
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something's magically going to fill up
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inside of it. And it's just going to and
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I don't know what I'm doing. And so
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eventually she takes a bath. I finish
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up. I go and I just take a second and I
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go downstairs. And I didn't need
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anything downstairs. I just went
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downstairs to get away just to pray. And
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I'm like, "I did it. I took down
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Goliath. I felt like he took out my left
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leg, but at the same time I took him
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down, right? Like I kind So I came back
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up to the bedroom ready and filled with
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joy and I'm like, I have been restored.
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Amen. And then I was like, all right,
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babe. I'm ready to go on that errand.
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She's like, it is 10:30. I am not going
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on that errand anymore. It is too late.
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AND I'M LIKE,
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OH MAN, WHAT'S GOING RIGHT? AND I GOT
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RIGHT BACK DOWN TO where I was five
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minutes prior. Man, I need Jesus. Guys,
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that's a little insight into my mind.
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I'm sorry. I'm sorry that uh it's just
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my my heart. It's so easy. Usually I can
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overcome this, but sometimes there's
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Goliaths in the way, right? And
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sometimes I got I got these these
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weaknesses and it's outfits and it's
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packing and the suitcases and I hate
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them. Anyway, so uh I need help. I
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regularly, this is the whole picture of
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restoration, of getting moments when I'm
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like, the day is great, but I'm rooted
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in Christ. The day is terrible. One
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conversation, one bad thing may happen
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and it may lead me into this spiral,
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right? All of our hearts can do this.
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And instead of following where my
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heart's going, I am asking the Lord to
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fill me, to satisfy me, to fulfill me.
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And that's what we're talking about
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today as we talk about green pastures
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and still waters, reading in Psalm 23.
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We're in a series right now going
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through this uh this chapter, and it's
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so powerful. Uh it is if you missed last
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week, it's a great start to be able to
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help get the foundation going. Check it
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out online. But one of our challenges is
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to have memorized
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Psalm 23
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on your own to be able to carry it in
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your heart to be able to keep it at all
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times so that I don't need to open up my
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Bible in order to get the truth of the
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words of scripture. So, just outside the
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doors, we've got a whole bunch of these
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printouts, and it'll be able to give you
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a an opportunity. You can use this, take
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this home, put it in your car, rehearse
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it, recite it as you are driving, put it
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in your on your bedroom, uh, your
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bathroom mirror so you can start
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practicing it. But what we're going to
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do today, we're going to read it out
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loud. So, can we stand up? We're going
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to read this together as we're getting
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this thing in our heart. We're getting
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this in our heart. So, go ahead. Can we
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pull up Psalm 23:es 1-6? Whole chapter
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right there. All right, read it with me
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out loud. The Lord is my shepherd. I
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shall not want. He makes me lie down in
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green pastures. He leads me beside still
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waters. He restores my soul. He leads me
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in paths of righteousness for his name's
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sake. Even though I walk through the
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valley of the shadow of death, I will
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fear no evil, for you are with me. Your
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rod and your staff, they comfort me. You
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prepare a table before me in the
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presence of my enemies. You anoint my
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head with oil. My cup overflows.
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Surely goodness and mercy shall follow
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me all the days of my life, and I shall
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dwell in the house of the Lord forever.
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Amen. Amen. Come on, we can be seated.
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Let that minister to your heart.
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Today, we're going to be Last week, we
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really just focused on like five words.
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The Lord is my shepherd. We're going to
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hit a little bit more today. We're going
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to talk about uh verses really verses 1
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through3 and continuing to build on what
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this means. Verses 1 through three
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continues after the Lord is my shepherd.
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Can we pull it up? I shall not want. He
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makes me lie down in green pastures. He
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leads me beside still waters. He
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restores my soul.
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And it starts off,
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I shall not want. Did that confuse
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anybody first time you read this? The
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Lord is my shepherd. I don't want him.
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That's how I first understood it when I
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first heard this passage years ago when
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I was a kid. And I was like, I am so
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confused. I don't know why he's saying
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this. It's kind of like uh I I always
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wondered why in our God is an awesome
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God, if you know that old hymn, why we'd
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call God's power dumb power.
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because it says our God is an awesome
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God. He reigns in on heaven above with
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wiz dumb power and love our God. I'm
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like why are we saying that? Like that's
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not that doesn't make sense. As you dive
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into this, the reality is is that I
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shall not want begin to set up sets up
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this next section of what we're covering
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today. Verse two and the beginning of
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verse three. And it's this idea of like
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I shall not lack.
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I do not I I I have no lack because the
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Lord is my shepherd.
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And this is true.
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But
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if you look at David,
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there's not really a season of his life
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that this makes sense as a statement. He
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is either a shepherd that lacks a lot
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and can only have what he can carry in
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his sack with him or
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he is running from a king who's trying
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to kill him
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and he's lacking in shelter. He's living
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in caves. He is in in a place where he
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has nothing and just all these all these
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other nothing misfit people begin to
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come and crowd around him and he's like
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man I got I don't know what's happening
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either that or he's king
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and it's like kind of silly to say like
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I have I I I lack nothing's like well
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duh not because of God but because you
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literally own everything in the kingdom
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so I think you're just fine. It's almost
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silly for him to highlight that and to
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correlate that with a shepherd. Now, the
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reality is is that this is this is not
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necessarily I I shall not want, I shall
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not lack. It's a little bit more like I
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need nothing else. I'm fully content.
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I'm fully satisfied. I'm completely
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fulfilled
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with that first five words.
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The Lord is my shepherd.
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There is nothing else that my heart
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covets after.
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There is nothing else that I am striving
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to achieve.
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It is only this one thing I ask and this
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I shall seek is to dwell in the house of
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the Lord all the days of my life. This
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is what I shall not want means. Yet
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here's the reality.
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How often do my prayers
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sound like the Lord is my shepherd I
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shall not want but my heart is the Lord
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is my shepherd SO HERE'S THE THINGS I
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want God
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right how MUCH HOW MANY TIMES ARE OUR
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PRAYERS God this and then this and then
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this and then this my dog has a has a
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bad foot and my my my knee's been
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hurting me and I got this big thing
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going on at work at the end of the week
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and I got to get help with her. Help me,
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God. Help me with this. Help me with
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this. Help my kid. They are crazy. Help
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my parents. They're nuts. My in-laws,
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take them out. I DON'T KNOW WHAT. LIKE,
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I GOT ALL THESE REQUESTS THAT I've got
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right for God. We got all these things
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that we're asking to God. And instead
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of going, I have you.
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I have no other needs.
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I'm fully satisfied with you. See, lack,
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living in lack was the majority of
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David's life. Living in lack was the
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majority in in in earthly lack was the
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majority of those who were closest to
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Christ. The Apostle Paul is regularly
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beaten and imprisoned and ashamed and
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kicked out of towns and all this. And
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and he says in Philippians 4, he says,"I
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know what it is to be in need. And I
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know what it is to have plenty. I have
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learned the secret of being content in
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any and every situation, whether
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well-fed or hungry, whether living in
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plenty or in want.
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These are the all things that I can do
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through Christ who gives me strength.
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It's I need nothing else. And I want God
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to be convinced of that by the way I I
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seek him in prayer
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that I have desires. He wants to know
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those desires. I have wants. I have
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needs. I have things. But there are
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requests laid at the feet of God instead
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of demands to the genie in a bottle. I
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need you to do this. I want this. I want
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this. I want this. And my heart's not
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attached. My heart's more attached to
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those than it is to the Lord.
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got to fix this inside of me. And so we
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see that the the good shepherd, my
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prayer is that all of us would be able
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to echo this heart posture. The good
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shepherd fulfills
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and satisfies me.
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I'm fully satisfied and made content
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in him. In him alone.
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And see the shepherd satisfies by a few
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things that we see in this passage. We s
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we see that the shepherd satisfies first
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by his provision.
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He sh he satisfies us by his provision.
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We see this in uh verse three where it
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says he makes me or verse two he says he
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makes me lie down in green pastures. He
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leads me beside still waters. Now this
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is something really interesting because
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if you look at the land that David was
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writing about as he is writing this as
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he was a shepherd himself where did he
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shepherd it looks like we got a couple
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pictures here of what it looks like in
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the Palestinian wilderness
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and if it is it's a lot
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it is a lot of brown
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it is a lot of dead it's a lot of sand
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it's a lot of dirt. And if you see a
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little bit, you can like, oh, I can kind
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of make out some trees and some shrubs.
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We got another picture here. It's a
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little closer up. And you can see, oh,
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okay. Yeah, there is some some grass,
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but the side of that hill
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may be the green pasture
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that you're being led to.
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It may be that like that's what that's
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what it's like. The shepherd
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has to lead the sheep to green pastures.
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And it's really interesting because
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they'd go, this is why the shepherd
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would lead them to a hillside
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and they got like a day or two before
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they got to go to the next one and they
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got to find a new spot
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or because they have eaten it down. If
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they keep on going, it won't have green
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grass for them the next time that they
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come.
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And so they they have to keep on moving
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from hillside to hillside, from pasture
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to pasture.
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And they are it it's the reality is that
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the shepherd, a bad shepherd
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says, "If you want to just stay where
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you're at, if you don't want to grow, if
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you don't want to find new pastures, if
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you want don't want to take on new land,
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that's fine. Just stay where you're at.
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Just stay exactly where you are. You
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don't need to grow. You don't need to be
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formed. You don't need to be changed.
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You have made it. You've arrived. You're
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at the green pasture. Stay there. The
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bad shepherd lets the sheep then feed
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and graze on that until there's nothing
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but dirt and they have actually
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destroyed the entire field.
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And it will not produce grass and and
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and and good things again unless it is
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stewarded by a good shepherd again.
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The good shepherd says, "That was great.
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We've had a day. We've had a day to be
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able to stand and live in this good
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place. I know all the good is not done
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here, but I want us to keep on moving.
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God's got more growth for you right now
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than we are submitting to yet. He's got
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more for you. He's got a new pasture he
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wants to lead you to. He's got a new
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hill he wants you to conquer. He's got
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new things for you. And I've got to
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listen to him to see where he's saying,
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"I KNOW YOU MAY FEEL LIKE IT'S GOOD
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RIGHT NOW, BUT IT'S NOT GOING TO STAY
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GOOD. I WANT TO MOVE WITH YOU TO THE
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NEXT PLACE. WILL YOU FOLLOW me
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even if it's not to the point where my
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pain is so high that I'm willing to move
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on because I'm like, "Ah, yeah, it ain't
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that good anymore." And he's like, "I've
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been saying that. I've been trying to
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get your attention on that for a while.
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I've been whistling. Come on. Come on
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sheep, let's go. Let's go. He is leading
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us to green pastures.
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But he also
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leads me to still waters. Now, what is
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this? This is interesting because sheep
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are incredibly timid, scared creatures.
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They will not, for whatever reason, I
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cannot figure out why. I've tried to do
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the study. I've tried to use a I don't
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know why. Why sheep AI doesn't know why
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sheep will not eat from moving lapping
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water. If the water has any babbling
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brook to it, they won't take it. In
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fact, there will be a moving water or
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river that's got a just a little bit of
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wave, a little bit of roll to it, and
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they will choose the muddy infested
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puddle of dirt and urine, and they will
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choose to drink that instead of the
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living water right beside them.
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In fact, the same thing happens with the
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green pastures. If a shepherd doesn't
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move them, they will choose to then get
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not the good nutritious part of the
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grass and the plants and the shrubs.
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They'll then start to chew on sticks.
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They'll then start to dig with their
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teeth in the dirt and get the roots out
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of the grass and they'll just try to
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whatever can fill their stomach. And how
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often do we do the same thing? We look
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for something to fulfill me. I'm looking
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for something, a cheap version of love,
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a cheap version of affirmation. And the
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Lord's like, THE REAL THING IS RIGHT
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HERE.
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Seek me and you won't need and to want
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anything else.
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See, there is
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cheap versions, cheap attention that we
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can seek after instead of real love. We
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seek cheap things instead of the real
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thing. Cheap numbing
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instead of real healing.
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Cheap avoidance
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instead of real victory and restoration.
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Cheap relational resolution
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instead of real relational connection.
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Ever been in an argument and just gone,
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"Fine, whatever."
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Right? Is the give up? Is the whatever.
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I'm just trying to get to resolution.
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That's it. Whatever. I don't agree with
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you. I don't even like you right now.
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But that's where I'm at. Done. Right. I
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can be done. So cheap resolution instead
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of real connection. Cheap affirmation
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instead of real glory. I want you to
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affirm me instead of giving the true
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glory, honor, and praise to the one who
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deserves it. Oh, there's so many cheap
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things. There's so many puddles of all
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but it's still water. And here's the
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problem. Most still water if it's not
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moving is infested.
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It's infested with larvae and with and
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and with parasites and with sickness and
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with nasty and with bad and germs and
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and all this stuff and it's terrible.
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And so a shepherd, here's the
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interesting thing, the shepherd
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provides. In fact, many shepherds, most
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of the green pastures and the still
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waters that are provided are provided by
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the shepherd himself. A shepherd takes
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lots of care to build irrigation
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to dig portions of a of a river so that
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there will be a little pool over here
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that it can keep. It can be still, but
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it can still be renewed. It can be
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flowed with it with the river and the
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brook that is there so the sheep can
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gather around and can drink. Here's the
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thing. God wants you to be fed. God
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wants you to hunger and thirst for
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righteousness. And in the same way, he
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goes, "I know. I want you to, but I also
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know that all you poor you, you can't
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feed it off the meat that I have for
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you. And so, I'm going to give it to
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you. Not only what you need, but in the
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way you need it.
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In the way that he will that I will hear
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his word. He will speak to me.
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One of the deepest, most powerful
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revelations that God gave me as we were
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getting ready to plant a church is we
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didn't even know if we would before we
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exited and and and left our jobs. One of
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the deepest things that God spoke to me
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is my ability to speak is greater than
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your inability to hear. And my fear was
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this place of God, what if I miss it?
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What if I'm listening but I miss it? and
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I'm trying but I fail. And he says, I'm
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better at communicating to your deafness
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than you know. I will make myself clear.
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Listen. Stay on your knees. Seek him.
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Pursue him. Listen for his voice. Look
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at the c the things that the
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confirmations that the world is giving
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all around. Listen. His ability to speak
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is greater than your inability to hear.
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Amen. Amen.
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>> Come on. Come on. Let's go, y'all. I'm
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preaching better than that. Let's go.
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>> This is it. This is it. He provides the
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living water to our thirsty souls. Then
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third, we'll go into here. His pre or
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second, what we see what the shepherd
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provides is he provides his provision
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and his presence. Here's something
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interesting. This is so interesting.
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If a sheep, he says, it makes me lie
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down in green pastures.
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Sheep
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are really resistant to lying down.
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And this is actually this is really
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interesting. There's uh a shepherd says
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that there's four things that a sheep
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needs to have
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in order to actually lie down. the
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things that a sheep needs. They need to
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be free from fear.
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They need to make sure even if if
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there's anything if there's anything
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that might look scary, if there's
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anything that I'm unsure of what's on
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the other side of that bush, I'm unsure
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of what's going on around me. I got to
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make sure that I am safe. They need to
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be free from fear. They need to be free
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from pests. There's all these like
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biting nets and gut stuff that they'll
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they'll get when they're drinking from
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this water or when they're around all
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this shrubbery and all this stuff that
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that and and this is they need to be
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free from that or else they're
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constantly antsy and they're not able to
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lay down. They need to be free from
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hunger. A sheep does not lay down until
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they are full.
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Otherwise, they're constantly grazing.
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They're constantly looking for that next
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thing. Where am I going to be fed? Where
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am I? Even if it's a cheap something, I
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just got to fill my stomach. And then
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they got to be free from tension.
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Within a flock, you will find that there
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is there's a hierarchy just like every
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other group. You'll see it's the it's
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the pecking order, right? It's the
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alpha. You see this in lots of different
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animals that herd and group together.
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And it their same thing happens in a
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flock, but usually the the lead is the
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biggest, fattest, strongest you, the the
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the the lady sheep that just likes to
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push her weight around and she'll be a
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jerk to all the other sheep and she'll
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be like, "That's my grass, so you were
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saying over there. I know, but now this
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is mine." And they got all these
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tension. And if I feel this tension of
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of the things that going on around me
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within the flock, within the people
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around me, how many of y'all know when I
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feel someone's EYES BURNING ON THE BACK
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OF MY HEAD, IT'S hard to really dive
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into worship. It's hard to really
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receive from the word. It's until I
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actually let that go.
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Now, here's the interesting thing is a
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is a shepherd can do things to help with
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all of these, but a sheep does not feel
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fully free from fear, pests, hunger, and
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turmoil
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until they see the shepherd.
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And they can see even if the shepherd's
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not with them, they can see from far
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away
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that he's coming.
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And they'll see the shepherd's staff.
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And the staff is the thing that he would
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use to guide and to reach out and to
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help point them in the right direction
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and guide them away from the the the
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sick waters and toward the good still
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waters. to guide them away from the
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sheep that's in a bad mood that I don't
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want you little lamb to get over by
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them. You got to stay over here by me.
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To correct the one that needs to be
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guided away from all the other sheep
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that they're trying to cause problems
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with. When I see the shepherd, I can be
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at peace. His presence brings me peace.
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When there's an enemy around, the sheep
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will gather around the shepherd. They'll
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gather in nice and tight right around
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him. I need to be close. I need to stick
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with his presence. I need to be guarded
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and guided by him. I don't know what to
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do in this situation, so I'm going to
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get a little bit closer.
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And then we see
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the last thing that the shepherd
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satisfies us with. It's by his
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provision, his presence, and his
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restoration.
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See, there's
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just like you guys are probably a lot
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holier than I am, but I need his
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restoration
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all the time.
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All the time. I'm always leading myself
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in a in a wrong direction. I always
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think I'm following him and then I'm
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actually going in my own direction. The
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the DL Moody is asked, "Why are you
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always asking for the Holy Spirit to
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fill you?" And he says, "Because I
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leak." And it's this same picture. I
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spend time with Jesus in the morning and
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then by the afternoon it's like there's
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a lot of Drew involved and I don't like
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it. I need less of me, more of you and
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I've got to I got to get back to this
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place. He restores
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my
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soul.
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He restores my soul. I'm always drifting
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and in constant need of restoration.
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This is where John 10:14 Jesus says, "I
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am the good shepherd."
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He says, "I know my own and my own know
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me." It's this closeness to his
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presence. It's this closeness to his
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comfort. It's this closeness to him that
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I know where to go when I'm facing the
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giants of my life. Whether my giant is
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as dumb as packing up my suitcase or as
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extreme as the diagnosis that I just got
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or the mortgage that's coming up that I
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don't know how I'm going to pay or
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whatever it may be. Whatever your giant
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is, whatever the thing is that's giving
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you this turmoil and this fear and this
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anxiety, he will restore my soul. See,
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there's moments that I can have where
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life is chaos. And yet, I just feel this
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peace.
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I feel this shalom. I feel this ease and
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it doesn't seem to be hitting in the
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same way that it has. Yet, there's other
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times in my life where a lot's going
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right and for some reason, I don't know
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why, but that little thing just gets me
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so hard and DEEP AND JUST
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AND I DON'T KNOW why I'm so anxious. I'm
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so scared. I'm so upset. I'm so whatever
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it may be about this little thing. I
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know it's not a big deal, but it
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certainly feels like one. It's so easy
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and yet I always need to come back to
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his restoration.
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There's this poem written by Marsha
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Horno
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and it's the antithesis
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of Psalm 23 and I just think it's so
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beautiful
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and how it highlights the reality of the
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psalm that we usually live.
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Can we pull that up?
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The antithesis of Psalm 23. It starts
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off,
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it should be a long one. Psalm 23 there.
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No. Psalm 23 antithesis. It should say
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at the top. It's a long one towards the
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end of the slides. I'll start reading.
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The clock is my dictator.
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I shall not rest. It makes me lie down
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only when exhausted. It leads me into
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deep depression. It hounds my soul. It
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leads me in circles of frenzy for
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activities sake. Even though I run
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frantically from task to task, I will
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never get it all done. For my ideal is
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with me. Deadlines and my need for
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approval, they drive me. They demand
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performance from me beyond the limits of
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my schedule. They anoint my head with
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migraines.
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My inbox overflows.
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Surely fatigue and time pressures shall
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follow me all the days of my life,
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and I will dwell in the bonds of
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frustration
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forever.
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How many of you are honest go, "My life
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looks a lot more like that than like
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Psalm 23." anybody? Now the reality is
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is that the peace and the guidance of
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the shepherd
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is accessible in every season.
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It's not how many tasks you are given
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from your from your work. It's not how
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hard your job is. It is how deeply I am
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tied in and how near I am to the
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presence of this shepherd.
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Let him restore your soul. Let him be
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your rest. Let him satisfy you. Let him
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be your food and your drink. Be
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satisfied. Hunger and thirst for him.
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And I want I I just I've found this and
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I want you to be able to carry this with
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you. The presence of the shepherd
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changes everything.
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He wants you right here. He wants to be
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with you right now.
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He fulfills
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and he satisfies me. This is what I
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shall not want means.
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I trust in him to lead me to the next
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place. I trust in him to provide for me
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the the the wisdom and the in the
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knowledge and the goodness that I need
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to be able to quench my thirsty soul. I
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trust in him to restore me and to bring
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me back into a peace, into a unity and
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shalom. It's only found in him.
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I love this in uh Isaiah 55
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1-2.
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It says, "Come everyone who thirsts,
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come to the waters.
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He who has no money,
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come buy and eat.
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Come buy wine and milk without money and
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without price. Why do you spend your
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money for that which is not bread?
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Why do you seek the grass and the roots
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and the sticks and the twigs and the
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dirt to fill your stomach? Why do you
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spend your money for that which is not
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bread and your labor for that which does
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not satisfy?
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Listen diligently to me.
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Eat what is good.
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Delight yourselves in rich food.
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This is all about the true food that is
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found in the presence of the Lord.
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Revelation chapter 7 says it this way.
Revelation 7 chapter mention
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It says, "Therefore, they are before the
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throne of God and serve him day and
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night in his temple. And he who sits on
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the throne will shelter them with his
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presence. They shall hunger no more.
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neither thirst anymore. The sun shall
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not strike them, nor any scorching heat.
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For the lamb in the midst of the throne
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will be their shepherd,
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and he will guide them to springs of
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living water. And God will wipe away
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every tear from their eyes. This is what
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it's like to be led by the shepherd, to
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trust in him wherever he's going. And
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I've got some great news for you. I've
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got some great news. When I look at that
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statement, I shall not want, I want you
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to know.
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You are not enough. Your ability to find
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sustenance is not enough. Your ability
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to strengthen and cur up your loins and
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strengthen yourself and take on the next
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day is not enough.
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And we need I desperately need a
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shepherd to guide me. I desperately need
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a flock to surround me. I desperately
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need to be part of this kingdom and to
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trust that he fully satisfies and
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restores me. Can we stand up in here?
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When we're overwhelmed with life,
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responsibilities, and failures, the
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world says, "Here are five simple tricks
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to become enough."
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Yet, scripture reveals you failed, and
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you will fail again. No matter how hard
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you try, no matter how much you do, no
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matter what you accomplish, you will
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finish this life and meet God and find
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out
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that your actions weren't enough,
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but his were.
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But the good shepherd,
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he's the only one who I can lean on.
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He's the only one who I can come to.
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When I follow this good shepherd and I
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see his staff and I let him guide me to
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green pastures and still waters, I can
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be fully satisfied in Christ alone.
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Amen.
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So, what I want to do, I just want to
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take a second here. We're just going to
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take a couple minutes and I want to take
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some time
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for communion.
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Not the bread and the drink right now.
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This is to commune, to be a part of a
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community, to be a part of of connection
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with him. See, shephering was an
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incredibly lonely business.
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Is the shepherd sometimes they jump in
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with some other shepherds and combined
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flocks so they weren't totally alone.
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But man, it's the shepherd and a a group
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of sheep. And there's this powerful deep
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unspoken connection that happens between
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the shepherd and the sheep and this deep
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love and how deeply the Lord wants to be
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with you right now. He says, "Don't come
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to me with all your wants.
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Sometimes I just want you."
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Can we take some time to just commune
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and just to be with him? just to sit at
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his feet, just to draw near to him as
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his children, as his sheep, as his
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flock, as those who are here. So, what I
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want to do is I just want to step in a
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couple minutes of worship here. And I
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want you to find wherever you need to
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go. If you want to come up to the altar,
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come on up to the altar. If you want to
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step off to the side and hit your knees,
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step off to the side. Whatever you want
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to do, I want us to find some time. Get
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in a posture of communion and full
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consecration. I am fully yours. Close
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your eyes. No one else is here. It's me
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and the Lord. Me and my shepherd. And I
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want nothing else.
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Jesus, I pray
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that we would be satisfied.
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We would be made whole and find that the
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only thing that truly satisfies us, that
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truly fulfills us, that actually lasts,
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living water that causes us to never
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thirst again. Living water that causes
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for us to never have to keep searching
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for that next thing. the next thing that
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makes us sick, the next thing that
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doesn't fulfill, the next thing that
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actually hurts us. Lord, we go to you
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and you alone. We trust in you and your
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salvation and your fulfillment in the
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mighty name of Jesus. Amen.
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your presence.
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I just want to sit here at your feet.
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Yes. Caught up in this holy.
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>> Don't miss this. Don't miss this. I
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never want to leave.
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right here.
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>> Oh, I'm not here for blessings.
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All the other needs set him aside.
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>> Jesus, you don't owe me anything
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more than anything
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that you can do.
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>> What is your want?
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>> I just want you. Yes, Lord. The one
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thing, one thing,
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I'm sorry.
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When I've just gone through the motions,
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I'm sorry
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when I sing another song. Take me back
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to where we started.
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I open my heart.
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>> He's right here. He's with you already.
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He's listening. He's by your side. He is
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right here. Come on. Do not doubt it.
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>> I'm sorry.
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And I've come with my agenda.
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I'm sorry.
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I forgot that you're enough.
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Take me back to where we started.
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I open up my heart to you.
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Come to full yours.
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Come to be your presence.
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I just want to see you at your feet.
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God
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only you satisfied.
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I'm filled with you. your spirit, your
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knowledge, your presence, your
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provision. Lord,
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he gives. He gives.
-
He provides.
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We seek him first.
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Not just one.
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Yeah.
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Nothing else. Yes. Come on. Say it.
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>> Nothing else.
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>> Come on.
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Nothing else will do.
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>> What else will satisfy
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you?
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>> What do you need? What do you need to
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lay at his feet?
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What are the other
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crunches that you're using to satisfy
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your thirsty soul? To satisfy your needs
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for affirmation, to satisfy your needs
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to numb this pain. What do you need to
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lay his feet? And I got nothing else.
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I'm sending it all down. I'm giving it
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all to you all right here, right now.
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Any
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we
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and you alone are you
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nothing else.
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Father God, I just pray in this place,
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Lord, right here, right now, may we lay
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aside all the other things. May we lay
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aside all our other all our other
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grievances, all the things in our hearts
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and in our lives that grieve your spirit
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and we lean in to you.
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We are satisfied and fulfilled
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by you.
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I thank you father.
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I thank you, Father,
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that when we, you promise, when we come
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near to you, when we repent, when we
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turn back towards you,
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when we seek you
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humbly and with our whole heart,
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I know I will find you.
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When I knock,
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I know you will open that door.
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When I ask, I know you will answer.
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I thank you that your presence is right
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here. I thank you that your voice is
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right here. I thank you that your
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satisfaction and your fulfillment is
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offered right before us right now.
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Would you
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make us lie down, find the peace, set
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all our worries aside, make us lie down
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in green pastures in your provision.
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Would you make us, would you lead us to
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still waters, to places that have
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satisfied us, our thirsty, everlonging
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soul, that we can rest in your presence,
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in your provision, and your restoration.
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In the mighty name of Jesus we pray.