I Saw the Lord

When I finally see the Lord like Isaiah saw the Lord, I don't have to fear about what's coming

in the next year. When you finally see the Lord, anything can come your way. Good, bad, ugly,

and different. You can look at that thing and go, and I got the Lord with me.

Welcome to the City Light Church podcast. Thanks for joining us today, as we look into God's

Word and discover the hope and truth that He has for us.

And a future for you.

Good morning, church.

Again, my name is Mohammed and one of the pastors here.

Man, God is good. All they let the cat out of the back, but he's gone.

Well, let's just dive right into it. Today is going to be, again, today is going to be a little

bit of a different service because today is very much about us reflecting backwards and thanking God

for all the things that He has done this year. Amen.

So we're actually going to start in the book of Isaiah. I promise the worship team that I was going

to take five minutes, get out of their ways that we can continue to worship God through some

Dan work in the first service. I ain't going to lie, Dan work. The worship was heavy and it was

hard and I got up here and this, the Lord was flowing. And I looked at the time, I was like, oh,

snap, it's not for the second service. So we're going to see if the Lord does better.

AKA if I do better because he did his part. I just didn't follow the plan.

Isaiah six. In the year that King Uzziah died, I saw the Lord sitting on a throne, high and lifted

up and the train of his robe filled the temple. Above it stood Serafim. Each one had six wings

with two. He covered his face with two. He covered his feet and with two. He flew and one

cried to another and said, holy, holy, holy is the Lord of host. The whole earth is full of his glory.

It has been over 2,500 years since the death of King Uzziah. So it is difficult for us to imagine

this year disaster that his death was to the prophet Isaiah. King Uzziah was the only King Isaiah

had known. Having rained well in Jerusalem for 52 years, at his death the nation remembered Uzziah

as their best and brightest ruler since King Solomon. So that was a big deal because Israel had a

lot of up and downs when it came to rulers. Some rulers were outright idol worshipers and some

rulers did what they could to honor the Lord to make Yahweh the preeminence. A lot of them

did. So when you have Uzziah, he started at the age of 16 and he did what was right before the Lord,

practically his entire life. And I say practically because he only had one faux pas at the very end

of his life due to pride. But it wasn't because he turned from the Lord. He actually tried to do too

much for the Lord and that could be a problem as well. Having King Uzziah on the throne meant peace

and prosperity for the people, but Uzziah was dead and it felt like it would be all downhill from

there. Isaiah experienced a deep sense of loss for his nation and his people. There was fear. I mean

add to the fact that there was a new superpower in town that Syrians they were threatening invasion.

Isaiah didn't know what to do. The future that laid ahead of him was one of fear and turmoil.

He was tormented not knowing what was to come. Now Isaiah doesn't usually date his writings or his

visions, but he does want the readers to know when he heard the Lord's call over his life.

It was in the year that King Uzziah died. It was when he began to fear what was happening in this

nation that he went to the temple to pray. It was while he was in the temple that he saw the Lord.

He saw the Lord. High and lifted up. Have you seen the Lord?

I saw the Lord this year.

Hallelujah. Uzziah was no longer on his throne, but the Lord was on his.

Isaiah wants us to know that despite all that one can dread concerning the future

or the affairs of man. God is still on the throne.

You got some people looking at 2026 like I don't know what's going to happen.

A.I. is going to take my job. God is still on the throne.

Well, what three might be happening? You know, the orange president. He's still in there.

I got a couple of more years. I got to hold out. God is still on the throne.

But Pastor Moell, you don't know all the different things that happened to me in 2025.

You said it was a year of manifested abundance, but it's been a year of manifested busted.

Listen, for some people, that's what it was. I'm not going to lie to you. 2025 manifested abundance.

From the, we started the year and that was the vision we were proclaiming.

We believe that that's what the Lord told us was coming for his people and we try to prepare everybody

from January 1. Listen, this is the year for it. Grab hold of it, appropriated by faith.

And I came again, June, this very table, this very spot, I said, hey, don't forget.

This is the year of manifested abundance.

And you want to know how the Lord got me this thing called manifested abundance.

It is not by wisdom. It is not by the witty maneuverings of one Pastor Moell.

My wife will tell you that.

It happened because I just looked at him and said, I see you high and lifted up.

It wasn't because I was worrying about the external things that are outside,

not worrying about bills, not worrying about pains in the body, not worrying about diagnosis,

not worrying about AI, not worrying about jobs, not worrying about, listen, there are some people

they feel like the end of the world is coming and they are pissed. God, you just gave me my man

and all of a sudden everything is going to hell in the hand basket. What's this about Jesus?

And other people on the other end, like, man, 2025 was crazy, my man treated and he was like a dog.

Oh, they don't know about it. Look at him. Look at him. I'm, you ain't talking about me.

Hold on a man tight. She said, you ain't talking about me. Wow.

She gave me the gaze like, you better look away.

Praise God, boo. Praise God.

Regardless of all the different things that can happen, you have to remember like Isaiah did

that God has now seeded on the throne. That's the thing that we miss.

If you would properly see him as he is, you would be able to navigate every single circumstance in

your life. Good, bad, ugly, and indifferent. Good, bad, ugly, and indifferent. What do you mean?

How do you navigate the good things? Those, those things just happen. No, they don't. Did you know that

good things can derail you? Good things can be the enemy to great things. You can get so familiar

and so content in a good thing that it'll stop you from truly achieving and reaching for the

great thing that is within God's will. How about you can fumble a good thing?

You have a pray so long for the thing that you wanted and God gave it to you and you,

I'm sorry, Jesus can have another one. Oh yeah, lying today and pass the most only one.

Listen, I'm just trying to get you to get out of your own head and get out of this space of

performance Christianity. I am a living example that everything in my life I've received because

of God's unmerited grace and mercy. I said this in the first service and my wife wasn't here.

So she wasn't here to be embarrassed by what I have to say now, praise God.

But that was her choice to come to church. She knew. She knew I was preaching today. She knew

what was going to happen, but she still came. God bless her. But no, I said it in the first

service like everything in my life I have, I know I don't deserve. Yo, this year I moved into a

house that I didn't pay for. Can we talk about manifested abundance for a minute?

Like in reality, we were probably 10 years out from home ownership just because of the natural

like, you know, we manage our, we don't live above our means. We manage things well, but,

you know, you got to deal with the repercussions of past decisions and before Christ. How about

that, the BCH? You got to work your way up and that's the way the things of this worldly system

works where certain people have to say, according to their check measures, this is what you can do

and what you can't do. And God was like, you don't stop him. If I want him to have a house,

he's going to have a house. Bang, God house. But again, I think back to my wife,

I don't deserve the blessing that she is. Now, you guys can look momentarily and I don't mean

to object to find a way. You can look momentarily and you can recognize that she is a bombshell.

Momentarily, fellas. Your moment has passed. The scripture says your season is done.

But for those of you who know her, you know that that's not the true richness of why I'm blessed.

Because she's more beautiful inside than she is out. Type A aggressive going forward in every

facet of her life. Just amazing. Always thinking about others first. Listen, God could have

gave me a hedgehog based on my history and I'd have been like, thanks Lord. Because that's what I

deserve. Oh, you guys don't know what a hedgehog is. Creature, ugly creature with spikes all over it.

Every time you try to embrace, you get poked. Okay, praise God. He could have gave me that and

that would have been enough. But God saw fit to go, you know what? I'm going to give him what he

doesn't deserve. Every day that he wakes up and looks over to his left, he'll know God is good

and God is real. Oh, you ain't saying it. I'm going to say it. Amen. Hallelujah.

My life. So I turned 44 December 16th. Oh, praise God. Praise God.

I know I drink a lot of water. Don't look like it. Don't look like it.

Sitting having dinner with my wife and she looked over because I have a little rack of where,

you know, like you walk in the house to take off your little shoes, you put it on the little rack

and she looked over. She's like, how many shoes you got this past week?

I was like, I don't want to bring it out because what you guys don't know is every shoe that I get

means less closet space for her. And we were laughing about it because she was just like this entire

month. The only thing that the Saints have been asking her is what is my shoe size. I was like,

seriously, she's like, listen, since December 1, they don't even say how to go, hey,

do you know past your most shoe size? Which is only hilarious, right? Because when we got married,

I think I had what, close to 200 shoes?

But before we moved into the new spot because she didn't say it but she said it, she was just like,

looking at everything like, wow, a lot of them. So it's like I knew, all right, we got to make

the sacrifice in marriage, amen? So I whittled it down to like 40? Yeah, that's a lot. Let's see,

praise God, celebrate that. Oh, but it's been growing because like I said, people have been asking

and just this season alone from December 16th till now, the Lord has blessed me with four more pair.

That I didn't buy. And again, it's only hilarious because she was looking at them lovingly like, wow,

look at the Lord. Look at the Lord. It's the good things that the Lord will do if you would take your

eyes off of yourself. You know, the Bible says, magnify the Lord with me. And I think we miss

what that means sometimes. When you magnify the Lord, what you're really doing is you're seeing

him as he actually is. You're actually putting into relief and the proper perspective where everything

else belongs because God is so big. You are magnifying and giving him his proper placement. Amen?

So when I finally see the Lord like Isaiah saw the Lord, I don't have to fear about what's coming

in the next year. When you finally see the Lord, anything can come your way. Good, bad, ugly and

different. You can look at that thing and go, and I got the Lord with me. I remember one time I was

preaching to the Lord, gave me something. I was a little thrown off like, Lord, you know,

gang culture, what's that about? I said, you know, I can go into a knife fight very comfortable if

I know that I have a gun. Oh, I guess it's just me and the Lord that know that life, please go.

But I remember the Lord telling me that like, I'm loaded. You can go into any situation in the

world knowing I got your back. And it gave me a sense of security and confidence where

I'm not going to stress anymore about the things that I see knowing the things that he said

because if he said it, consider it done. The problem comes when God says it and we believe for

a second and then we act like he didn't say it. I don't want to hear about what you believe.

I want to hear about what is the direction of your feet. Your feet will tell me what you actually

believe. Are you calling your friends to complain about the situation? Are you standing firm knowing

that God is going to make a way? It's a talk back church, but they're real quiet. Praise God.

God is good. And all the time? All right. As we hit 2026, all you need to remember is that he

is unaffected by all of these worldly things of man. God is still on the throne. Your God is fully

aware of all of the happenings on earth and he is unmoved. He is still present to bless you,

keep you and cause the light of his face to shine on you and give you favor and grace in the

sight of God and man because you're one of his own. Amen? So today is a day of Thanksgiving

and remembrance as we look back at some of the glorious things that he has done this past year

and worship him through song. 1 Thessalonians 516 says this, rejoice always, pray without

ceasing. In everything, give thanks for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you.

So we started the year with a mandate from the Lord concerning manifestant abundance

and we saw so much of this. I can give you testimony after testimony, not just of things in my life

but things in other people's lives where we've seen the Lord show up and start burgeoning

relationships. People that they will be married within the next six months because God's goodness

has come and said, bang! See all the single people like, mm, must be nice. Yeah, it will be for you

when you grab hold of the fact that, see, all right, God to preach, I'm just here to present to you

the goodness of the things that the Lord has done this year. Amen? Part of manifest that abundance

is not just in physical riches and coin. The greatest miracle that happens on earth is salvation.

One of the greatest riches that we can have is people turning to the Lord and having their

lives transformed. So we had water baptisms in May and in November. In May we had I think 50

souls, 50, give their lives to the Lord and stand as a witness and declare that Jesus Christ is

Lord and then November we had another 25 to add to the mix. 75 people just come into the Lord

and truly, here's the thing, it's not just with words, they testified with their life, they stood

before witnesses and declared Jesus Christ is Lord. Let's play that baptism video.

The reason you see everybody smiling and rejoicing like that, you might not be able to pick it up

from the video, but the presence of the Lord was in that room in such a powerful way.

It was glorious. It's like God winked whenever we do the things that he said. He commanded

to be baptized in the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit. Jesus.

Hallelujah.

So I'm going to show you a few videos and I'll narrate as we go through. We're going to show you

some videos from the healing rooms. Not yet. They're always coming in hot. They're always coming in hot.

So with the healing rooms, we pray for the sick one-to-month, every month and we have seen such

tremendous testimony. People getting healed of blood diseases, people getting healed of physical

ailments. We had one guy come in, literally one of his legs was shorter than the other one,

unbeknownst to him. He comes in with back pain and one of the volunteers is like, well you stand

in like that. He's like, what are you talking about? And literally you can see it. His gate was off.

They prayed for him and watched one of his legs grow out. These are the type of powerful things.

God is still in the healing business today. The Bible says that he is the same yesterday,

today and for. So let's watch these healing rooms videos.

Hey guys, this is Michelle and this is Edward. He just came to the healing rooms at a city road church

and he has a testimony to tell us. So you're dealing with some back pain, right?

My back pain, if I was standing in my back, I would feel pressure in my back and then when he came

to the healing room, they showed that my blood was really long and this is that. So they pray for

him, but then God did it. He gave me a job done and I'm just standing now and now I'm

putting the front of my back in. I feel much relieved when he's died and I'm so happy and blessed.

Hallelujah. Jesus drudged his leg. Hallelujah. Thank you Jesus.

My friend Cynthia, she's become a church for a couple years but she was going through

back pain. Do you want to tell us about what you're doing? Yeah, so I had a lumbar pain that was

touching my sand and nerves. There was one of the things that was humiliated and I was just going

through unbearable pain since December last year. So I had a surgery four months ago. I went through

those surgery process and I was standing pain. I got up and getting injections, literally doing

everything on my own till today. Yeah, how much pain was it with these days? I couldn't. Yeah,

it was cream. Like even at the church service, I couldn't be seated. Like without the pain, it was

it was torture for me to be sitting more than 20 minutes even lying down. Yeah, even this morning,

you were in pain when you came to healing. Even this morning, I will cooperate with a lot of pain,

even in my current way. I was walking and I was in pain. Yeah, and you were kind of saying,

I can't even feel when this pain is on that. It's insane love, right? Yeah. So what happened

today when you can't really start praying? So even when I was sitting and I waited for you guys,

I was already in pain. And like I got bleeding. I was telling you that I feel so relieved because I

you guys put hands on me, would pray, would leave that God will do it. And as I'll pain,

went away. Yeah. And I couldn't, I couldn't be bending down. I couldn't feel my knees. Yeah,

I couldn't lie standing out by myself. Can you bend it down now? I can't. Let's see it.

You couldn't even have before. I don't talk about it. Be a bad it. Jesus!

Yeah. Yeah. Do you have any pain now? No, not at all. Wow. Praise God. Say, glory to God.

Listen, that's just two of the many that we've seen throughout the year. God just constantly again

and again and again showing that he is real. It's one thing, like I love this because he doesn't just show

up to do the things that you can't see. Like somebody gets saved. Praise God. We'll see in heaven.

We'll know for sure. Man, they're with us. They made it. But it's like in the practical,

when you're at a nine level of pain and then that goes down to a zero and you're like, oh,

like there's something powerful to that when the unseen becomes seen. When the intangible

becomes tangible is something that you can touch, hold and feel. And remember, we walk by sight.

We walk by faith, not by sight. Don't say right. But it is a powerful thing to watch God move

in our midst in a very tangible way that we can see and touch for ourselves. Amen. So give

God a round of applause for that. So another thing that we like to do here at City Light,

and if you don't know this, just we like to party. We do like to party because our God likes to

party. And everything that we do here at City Light and serving this city as a house of worship,

giving you a place where you can come and truly glorify the Lord. And even the things that we do

cross sees through global compassion, all of it is only possible by the amazing men and women

of God that volunteer and give of their time to serve. So we can't do what we do without the

volunteers. So we make sure that the volunteers are well served. So this is a video of a little thank you

that we give to the volunteers. Amen. Wait. This ain't no church party. It ain't boring.

So just know that if you're not on the volunteer team, this is how we celebrate. We party.

There are awards. It's a good time overall. Amen. We had a grand old time.

Literally rented a whole venue, a rooftop venue because we've done land and sea before. So we

figured, you know what? Let's go to the air and let's celebrate. We had a rooftop celebration

brunch for all of the volunteers. And it was a glorious time and praise god.

Yes, there was a DJ praise god.

So we celebrate all of our clean leaders. These were so gracefully Sunday after Sunday.

So our volunteer of the year award went to Anika.

Sam, because I was because I was sneaker guy handed her a shoe box and she immediately thought

she knew what it was. Lord bless her with a iPhone as our Nova award winner volunteer of the year.

Yeah, we have the best volunteers in the world. Let me just go ahead and say that public.

Yeah, only get a country's out. Only get in country's house for it and might say everybody else got it.

So I got a question. Does that look boring? Does that look like something you want to be a part of?

Sign up the volunteer.

So for the next one, we partner, we, part of city light, we do local compassion.

All of what we do here being a house of worship, being the kingdom of god, being a place of

accountability and community. But we also have a far reaching hand as well. And it's amazing

for the size church that we have. Our global impact is phenomenal. The amount of money that we give

to help support the kingdom of god overseas. It doesn't make sense for our size church to be

able to do what we do. So one of the people in Ethiopia, not even one of the people that found her,

she made a video just thanking us for some of the things that they saw happen this year. So let's play

that video from the Grace Center.

Hi, Pastor Boyan and everyone at city light. We're so very grateful for you and your amazing

partnership with us at Grace Center. I want you to know we could not do this without you. Thank

you so much. I want to share with you a bit about what has happened in Ethiopia over the last year.

In August, barred our Ethiopia face devastating political unrest.

Over 2000 people were killed within 48 hours just in the neighborhood surrounding Grace Center.

You can see here that the news that has covered doesn't come close to reflecting the reality

of what we are seeing on the ground in Ethiopia. Communication has been difficult as well with the

internet being shut off. We have seen extreme tragedy but continue to see god moving in miraculous

ways. And we continue to pray for god's protection over all innocent people in this region.

For a couple of months, Grace Center was the only program continuing to operate in Bahradar,

a city of about half a million people. Despite the risks to their own lives, our staff continued

their work at Grace Center. Their commitment reflects their dedication to serving those in need,

regardless of the surrounding chaos. My family and I spent several months in Ethiopia last year at

Grace Center. It was truly a blessing to be with the amazing people at Grace Center,

and vital for us to have spent time there. Thank you so much for your partnership with Grace Center.

I want you to know that you are saving and transforming thousands of lives. God bless you.

Hi Pastor Boyan and everyone at City Life. So here's the thing, the Grace Center feeds over a

thousand people every day. They double as an orphan prevention center, an orphanage,

child care. They literally take women who, because in Bahradar Ethiopia, when you get pregnant,

it's pretty much a death sentence. If you don't have a full system around you, some of the women

get pregnant there and throw their babies to the side of the road. So not only are they saving

these orphans, but they're also taking the mothers and teaching them, giving them a trade so that

they don't have to feel like they need to abandon their children. Grace Center is doing such

amazing work that the government reached out to them and said, we want what you're doing here

in Bahradar. We want you to do it in other places as well. So the reach of what City Life is doing

by helping them, we're actually blessing and serving those. Trust me, when you get to heaven,

there will be people that will come up to you and thank you for the work that you've done.

You're going to be like, I don't know, you're Takanama. And then they're going to point you to the fact

that you are responsible for the help that I received again, again and again and again.

Every day you are responsible as a City Life member, as a giver, you are responsible for feeding

over a thousand people every day. That's nothing light. That's nothing to sniff at. That's God's mercy

and grace in action. Amen? So finally, I want to point you to, we've partnered with Love Life.

They are an abortion prevention agency. They specifically are fighting to combat the genocide

that is happening in our country. Now, I will say people look at that and go, oh, that's pro-life

politics. We're not really into that. That's not really pro-life politics. That's Christianity 101.

Preserving life. That is the gospel where we're getting people saved. And with every one person,

because basically what they do is they boots on the ground. They go and they stand in front of

plan parenthood where a majority of these abortions are taking place and they're ministering to people.

They're helping to convince people that there is another way that they don't have to give

themselves up to abortion or give up their child to genocide. And with every one person that we see

saved, think about all the generations that will come from that one life that got saved.

It's a powerful thing. And even more so, the main facility for plan parenthood in Manhattan

was officially shut down in no small effort to the work that Love Life and partnering with City

Light has done. So that's a super huge thing. So a couple months back, we had a prayer walk

on the a story of plan parenthood. So just take a look.

Our work is we started in one area, we worship, we pray, and then we literally hit the

streets, walking, praying, on the loudspeaker, letting the whole neighborhood know what is good for,

which is so often the church is known for what they are against, but not what we are for.

So we were praying for the dads, for the moms, for our community, for the workers themselves,

for the church. It was an amazing time. Like I said, again, right in front of plan parenthood,

it's pretty good.

One of the prevailing thoughts that came through is just to reiterate that abortion is murder.

People try to reconcile and dance around the subject, but you have to look at it for what it is.

A abortion is murderous. So we're making sure that that message is known and that Love will

prevail. Amen. Praise God. So we're going to hop right back into worship through song,

but before we do, we're going to worship in our giving. Amen. Put your hands together. We're going

to receive our weekly tides and offering. You can point your smartphone at the QR code to take you

to our safe and secure landing page where you can do your giving. If you can't prepare to give a

physical gift, we have offering boxes by the door. Just know this that as you give, let your

giving be worship. Don't feel manipulated to do what anyone person says. Ask God what he would have

you give. You're tied again. That's something the Lord has already set out what he would like you

to do. That's 10%. Anything above that is an offering. So that's a free will gift that you give.

Get with God and ask him, what would you have me give? Amen. So we have a first fruits campaign

some weeks ago, I believe at the beginning of December past, the bull preached an amazing message

on the first fruit and you can go and you can check that out. And basically it's not just about

money. It's about the way that you live your life, giving God the preeminent in all things.

That does equate to sometimes you giving of your money, but it's so much more than that. It's

you literally living with God as the first place in your heart. So we do have, oh, they let the

count out the back for his God. So our goal is 100,000. We are already at 81%. So that means

we have this son, this is our last Sunday of the year, but we have till January 1 to make up

the full 100,000. And I believe that we can do it. And not because of any one of you, but I do

believe that as you ask the Lord, what he would have you give, God will speak. I pray that you

would obey. Very simple. Amen. All right. So let's give with the cheerful heart, give as worship.

And after you've given stand to your feet that we might worship and rejoice and reflect on

God's goodness. Again, I want you to see him as he is. Don't see your trouble.

Don't see your lack or your needs. See God as he is and he will meet that need.

Regardless of what it is. Do you believe that today? Well, stand to your feet unless worship the

Lord through song. God bless you. Have an amazing new year. And I will see you January 1,

7 p.m. on Zoom for 21 days of prayer and fasting. God bless, guys.

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