Sermon
Real Talk Friday - Eunia Simbagoye
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Welcome to Real Talk Friday with your hosts Rohan Das and Gus Urban.
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In this groundbreaking podcast segment, we delve deep into the lives of individuals whose
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journey has been profoundly transformed by their faith.
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From the trial of adversity to the triumph of redemption, we explore real stories, real
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people whose encounter with God has reshaped their existence.
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Join us as we embark on a candid and enlightening journey where authenticity meets spirituality
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every Friday on Real Talk Friday, part of Logan City Christian Church.
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Hello and welcome to season two of Real Talk Friday.
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We're so glad you joined us and wow, look at that.
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We have a new brand new studio.
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How amazing is that Gus?
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It's pretty good, especially considering we had people come in, volunteer, build us a
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new studio.
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They sort of, I can't believe they actually believe in what we do.
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Yeah.
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So thank you for your views and thank you for everyone that has helped us build this
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studio.
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It's truly incredible and we thank God and truly this is a blessing, real blessing for
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me.
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Yeah, definitely.
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We know when we started this podcast, we actually wanted to get the church more united in terms
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of like, you know, one person getting to another person's story, like getting to know each
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other.
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That was our main purpose, but we can see God like took that to another level.
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And we are so excited to be doing season two.
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And we thought to start off season two, we bring an incredible person in this segment.
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And I'll let Gus introduce this person and then we'll talk more about her.
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Again, with this podcast, we thought of bringing something new to it.
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We thought that every week when we do this podcast, we give you a highlight of the biggest
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story in the Christian media.
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And we talk about it for a few minutes because I think it's important that we, you know,
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we're living in end times.
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And sometimes it's very important for us to know what's going on in this world and know
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exactly what's going on in the Christian community.
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So we want to bring that to you and we do our research and we get the biggest and sometimes
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not so good things and talk about it in the show.
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What do you think about that?
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Well, I think it's great.
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And you know, some of the times I don't really know what's going on.
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We get so busy and we don't know what's going on and you find out through other people.
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But I think this is a great way to spread the word of what's going on in the church
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globally.
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Yeah, yeah.
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Yeah, that's amazing.
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Well, so this guest that we're going to talk about today, her name is Eunia.
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So hello.
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Welcome Eunia.
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Thank you so much for having me.
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You have an incredible story and we want to go through that story, of course, in this
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segment because I think a lot of people that are going to listen to this story will be
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blessed because you have a journey and it's a tough journey and it will help us get into
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perspective because some of us have had such blessed lives and growing up in, you know,
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getting everything you want and you know, not appreciating that.
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Some people don't appreciate that.
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And I think with your story, the place you've come right now is truly a blessing and God
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has bought you so far.
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And it's amazing to see how you love the Lord.
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You call yourself Princess Eunia, am I right?
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That's right.
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And the reason you call yourself Princess is because you know you're loved by God.
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Amen.
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And I'm sure God loves you dearly.
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So it's really amazing.
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Yeah.
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Well, Jesus is the King.
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So that makes you a princess.
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Exactly.
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Yes, that's what it is.
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That's amazing.
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Well, so you have a master's degree in divinity, am I right?
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That's right.
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Oh, wow.
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What inspired you to do that?
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Long story.
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It's just part of my life journey with God and having a desire to minister to people.
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And I decided to do that so that I can be equipped to share the gospel.
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Yeah.
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Well, amazing.
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Well, we'll definitely go into your story.
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But first, let's talk about Christian news.
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So I was going through the internet and I found it very interesting that in China, they're
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now distributing Bibles.
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Okay.
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How amazing is that?
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So you used to have to smuggle Bibles into China.
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Exactly.
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And now the Chinese government apparently have printed their own version and are giving
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them to people.
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Yeah.
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But there's a catch.
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There's a catch.
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Okay.
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So this is the thing.
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We read John 8, 7 to 11 according to the Chinese Communist Party Bible.
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Okay.
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So this is the story of when they brought a woman to Jesus and said, she has sinned and
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we want to stone her.
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And I will read the actual Bible verse that...
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That's the Mary Magdalene one.
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Yes.
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Yes.
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Is that correct?
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The woman caught in adultery.
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Yes.
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Yeah, that one.
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So this comes from the book of John, and book of John chapter 8 and verses 7 to 11.
John 8 chapter mention
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So I'll read that from the New King James version that we all know of and all trust.
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So this is what the New King James version says.
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So when they continued asking him, he raised himself up and said to them, he who is without
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sin among you, let him throw a stone at her first, and again he stopped down and wrote
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on the ground.
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Then those who heard it being convicted by their conscience went out one by one, beginning
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with the oldest even to the last.
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And Jesus was left alone and the woman standing in the midst.
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When Jesus has raised himself up and saw no one but the woman, he said to her, woman,
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where are those accusers of yours?
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Has no one condemned you?
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He said, no one, Lord.
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And Jesus said to her, neither do I condemn you.
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Go sin no more.
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Such a beautiful story.
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Yeah, we know that story.
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We all know that story.
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So this is according to the Chinese Communist Party Bible.
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Jesus once, so this is John 8, 7 to 11 from the Chinese Communist Party Bible.
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Jesus once said to the angry crowd who was trying to stone a woman who had sinned, he
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who is without sin among you, let him cast a stone at her.
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When he wrote, when his word came to their ears, they stopped moving forward.
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When everyone went out, Jesus stone, stone the woman himself and said, I am also a sinner.
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That is a, no, I didn't get it.
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I think I'm confused.
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So I'll read it again to you.
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This is according to the Chinese Communist Party Bible, John 8, 7 to 11.
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Jesus once said to the angry crowd who was trying to stone a woman who had sinned, he
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who is without sin among you, let him cast a stone at her.
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When his word came to their ears, they stopped moving forward.
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When everyone went out, Jesus stone the woman himself and said, I am also a sinner.
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What?
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Yeah.
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What?
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Yeah.
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You know, when I, when I read this as a person, if I'm very intellectual and I love, of course,
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I'm a scientist by profession, I know what it is to be questioning things.
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I would question this because you know, there's so much inconsistency.
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First he says who is with sin and then he stone this person and he says, I am also a
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sinner.
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Yeah.
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And I'm stones the woman.
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So this is according to, there is many more verses and I wish I could like, I want to
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get hold of the actual Bible to see so much corruption, but this is, this is what we are
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talking about.
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We are living in end times.
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Yeah.
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So are these Bibles being distributed in China?
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In China at the moment from the government themselves.
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What's it called?
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The Chinese communist party.
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They call it according to CCP.
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That's the version of the Bible.
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I believe it's party.
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Yeah.
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Yeah.
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Yeah.
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So the government in China, so they banned the real Bible.
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So the real Bible, the real version is illegal.
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And what they've done is they have made their own twisted verses and then put it out there
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for their people.
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Talk about deception.
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Yeah.
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Because they know that the word of God cannot be stopped from spreading in China.
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And there's so many people that are coming to Christ.
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The only thing they can do is corrupt the Bible because they see it as the only way
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to deter Christian from coming.
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But I know God's going to use this in an amazing way.
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He's going to use this.
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Of course, I don't believe this.
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I believe this is corrupted and this is not the true Bible that we know of.
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But it's just sad to see.
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It's very sad.
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It's beyond sad.
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It's crazy to hear something like that.
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But this also shows the people a hope saw that there must be something about the Bible.
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Why are they fighting against it to such extent where they have to rewrite another Bible
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and then ban the existing one?
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That means there's something.
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It's almost as if they can see that it's like they know who their real enemy is.
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You know what I mean?
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If they're going to these extents, they know what the truth is and who their enemy is.
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I guess at the end of the day, no matter what man tries to do, they'll never win against
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God.
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They'll never win.
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I think looking into the history of the church, every time there's a persecution, something
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great will come out of it.
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So this Bible is probably getting ready for it.
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It's just like making a move for something greater.
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Yeah.
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I couldn't agree more.
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I could not agree more.
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Exactly right.
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Well, viewers, that's our segment of the biggest news this week.
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And I know this is very, it's revealing, but next week we'll have something much greater.
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Maybe we can get the whole Chinese Bible delivered to us here and we'll probably read the amount
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of changes they've made, you know, talking about all, you know, lies.
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This is, this is what it is.
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But anyways, coming back to you, Dunia, now we're going to go into your story because
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I think it's incredible.
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So talk us through your childhood because that's the first thing we want to know where
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you grew up, how your childhood was.
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We know that you went to refugee camp.
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How was that experience?
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And talk us through your journey to come here into Australia.
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Well, my story is really long.
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How many hours do we have?
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Well, we've actually got all day.
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Yeah.
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About 10 hours or something.
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When Jesus returns, we've gone too long.
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Well, I come from Burundi.
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Burundi is my native country.
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I was born in a Christian home.
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My mom and dad love the Lord.
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I don't remember a lot of things that happened when I was back in Africa.
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I mean back in Burundi.
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But when I was six, there was a civil war that took place in my country.
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I remember that day I was in the house with my young sister who was four years old.
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I was six years old.
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And my mom had gone to our next neighbor, like next door, just to get something.
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When you live in Africa, you know that your neighbor's belongings is your belongings.
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You can't get hungry and they have something to eat.
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If you need salt and you don't have salt in your home, you just go and grab salt in your
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next door neighbor.
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So the community there is awesome.
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It's amazing.
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I miss home when it comes to that part of it, even though I was little, but I still remember
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that.
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If I went to get salt from my neighbor, I'd end up in jail.
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But it's amazing because there's an African proverb that says that it takes a whole village
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to raise a child.
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I've heard that one.
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So you can see that community aspect of it that everybody's invested into.
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If you're having a baby, everyone, the whole village or whole community is invested in
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it.
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It doesn't matter.
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You can't call it my baby.
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It's our baby.
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Absolutely.
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So go ahead.
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Yeah.
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So you say, and then so, um, so I was remaining in the house with my young sister who was
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four years old.
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I'm four years old.
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I'm six years old.
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Um, my older brother who is eight years old, who was on the road just playing with other
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kids, having fun.
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And then we hear guns.
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Yes.
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Um, I took my sister, so running, my mom comes back home and she realized, no, I'm
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nobody's in the house.
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So from that point we separated from my mother, our mother, and, um, my dad was at college
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at that time.
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He was not home and, um, we just ran and we took off and we went to our aunt's house,
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but then we realized she was not there because everyone was running.
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That night we stayed outside.
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So we slept outside.
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You yourself, your sister and your brother.
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No, no, no.
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Me, my sister, my brother ran on his own as well.
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So it was just like, yeah.
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Oh my goodness.
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Yeah.
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It's crazy to think about that.
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I cannot say I can relate, but it's, I definitely, yeah, I can't say I can relate, but how was
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it?
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What were you feeling during that time?
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Was it, were you scared?
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Did you like, so coming back to that, did you know God or did you rely on him for your
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needs at that point?
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I wouldn't say I knew God, but I knew that there was a God of my mother who is powerful,
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who can do all things.
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I wouldn't say I had a relationship with him, but I, I can say that I depended on him in,
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in, because of the relationship that I knew my mother had with him.
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That's very interesting.
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That's powerful seeing the, the real relationship that your mother has with God.
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Yes.
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How that influences and affects the children is a very beautiful thing.
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Amazing.
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Yeah.
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So when we were outside, sleeping outside, the way guns still like flashing all around
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and I'm just trying to hold my little sister, don't cry.
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So that no, no one will hear us.
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But I remember at that time when, how I spoke to my sister and I said, it's okay, it'll
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be fine because I knew that God's, my mom's God will serve us.
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I told her actually like, you know, God will connect us with our parents again.
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And I just believed it.
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I knew God was going to do it only because of mom's relationship with him.
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Wow.
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She just loves the Lord.
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She's a powerful prayer woman.
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Oh, that explains it.
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So I knew that her prayers will save us.
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Yeah.
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Wow.
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I'm still trying to come to terms with that six years old, having to step up as a protector,
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a comforter for your sister.
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That's do you feel that the hand of God would have been there for you, giving you that strength
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and courage?
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Yeah, I mean, six year olds that all of a sudden gets exposed to war.
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Yeah, absolutely.
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Oh, I'm, my mind's blown already.
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It was just God.
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So what was that journey?
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Did you get reunited with your parents at the end?
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Yes.
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So after two weeks, not knowing where our parents are, they didn't know it.
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Yes, two weeks.
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So obviously, so from there that night, we slept there and then we saw people passing
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and we decided to follow them.
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And on the way we saw one of the girls that we knew and she took us with her and we crossed
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over to Tanzania.
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So Tanzania is like a next neighbor, like next neighbor country to Burundi.
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And we stayed there.
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Within two weeks, we made our parents there.
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And my brother, he also by God's grace, we all took off the same place.
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So we met him there as well.
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And dad from college went to the same place and we met there.
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Oh, wow.
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What a miracle.
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This is definitely a miracle.
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Yeah.
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It's a great miracle because many people lost their loved ones.
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Many people died.
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Well, that's what I was thinking.
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Yeah, exactly right.
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How many people were just say playing or doing whatever, not realizing that that was the
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last time that day they was going to see their parents or their relatives or whatever.
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So to actually hear of in the middle of a war, a savage war where there's no rules in
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the war over there.
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Not at all.
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Yeah, to actually find out that every one of your family reunited back together in a
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period of two weeks, which would seem like eternity.
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I could only imagine.
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Yeah.
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Glory to God for that.
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Amen.
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So what was your journey like from Tanzania?
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How long did you stay there in the refugee camp before you came to Australia?
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Well, we stayed there for almost 13 years.
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13 years.
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And how was that like in brief?
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I know it's 13 years can be a long time.
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It is a long time.
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But like, tell us your journey within that 13 years in the camp.
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How was it like?
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Well life was very difficult there.
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We had no police officers.
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There was so much crime happening there.
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People would just break into your tent looking for money, looking for food with guns pointing
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at you.
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We had those experiences happening to us.
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And I remember one day when I was just sleeping and before I know it, there were two men standing
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in my room with guns pointing at me and they asked me for money.
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And I realized there were others in my parents' bedroom.
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Others were in the lounge room.
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And I told them I don't have money.
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And to be honest, I don't know what happened that day.
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I just don't know.
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Because I got off the bed and I just went outside.
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And they didn't see me.
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They did not stop me.
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And so after I went outside, I realized that there were other two who were outside with
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guns waiting for anyone who can escape.
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And then I ran.
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And then they shoot behind me.
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Oh wow.
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Yes.
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By God's grace, I'm here.
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I'm safe.
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Wow.
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So I went and I told our neighbors what was happening in our house.
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And they came out.
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They all started making noises.
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And those robbers ran.
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Oh no way.
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Yes.
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So that's how.
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God made me a savior of my family that day.
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Yeah.
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Wow.
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So you've lost your home to civil war.
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Lost your family for a period of two weeks.
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Go as a child, as a six-year-old child, to another country you've never been before.
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Get reunited with your family.
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Have to put up with crime.
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Have been robbed.
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Have been shot at.
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And that's more in like, say, would you say a few years span that that happened?
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Yes.
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Yes.
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But it all almost like it happened at the same time because you are still suffering.
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It's not like you've suffered and now you care yourself.
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But it's like you're still in the same journey.
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These things are happening and you are still in this same journey.
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So it was very difficult.
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Yeah.
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And it's sort of like a baggage just keeps being added on.
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Exactly.
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Emotional.
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Yes.
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Trauma.
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All that sort of thing.
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Wow.
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Yeah.
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It's, it's, as I said, I cannot relate, but.
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And I see you right now and when you're saying this story, you still have that joy because
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I feel that you feel like you're very thankful to God that, you know, you're here right at
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the moment.
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And if you look at it in retrospect, it is what happened is unfortunate, but you, you
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see God's hand over all that situation.
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Oh, absolutely.
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Absolutely.
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It doesn't bother you anywhere because you know that God's hand was there and he's delivered
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you from all that and given you a better life.
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It's my story and it's, it's really reminds me of God's grace and I appreciate God for
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that.
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And I, it's part of who I am.
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Yeah.
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Do you feel that those experiences that you've had have molded you in a certain way as a,
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as a person now, like there are certain pillars in your life that you know you're a lot stronger
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because of that?
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Big time.
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Yes.
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If I had not gone through that journey, I wouldn't be who I am today.
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Yeah.
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Okay.
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It was then in the refugee camp that I made a promise to God.
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Oh, that's good.
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We were going through a tough time and I made a promise to God.
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I said, God, if you take us from this place and take to a better place, I will serve you.
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Yeah.
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Yeah.
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Yep.
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So coming to that story of serving God, so you guys got an opportunity to come to Australia.
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Yes.
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And when was that in?
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Which year was that?
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I don't remember.
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A long time ago.
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No, no, no.
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I, I don't remember exactly when it happened, but after, after, after, after, after, after,
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after, so what was happening in the refugee camp, if they, the, you, if UN sees that you
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are in danger, they will try their best to take you out of that place to overseas.
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So like America or Canada, Australia.
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And when it happened, because it happened a couple of times where they came and breaking
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into our tent, our house, so UN gave us an opportunity to go to America.
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My dad put through an application so that we can go to America.
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But then my mother said no.
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Wow.
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Wow.
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She said that God had not spoken.
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She did.
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Yeah.
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Yeah.
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So she said, I don't feel like God is sending us there.
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And you can imagine we are in the refugee camp.
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We want to get out of here.
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Mom, please.
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And she said, no, I, you know, you guys can go, but I'm not going anywhere because God
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had not said anything.
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Yes.
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That's hearing the voice of the Lord.
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Yes.
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My mother is a very proud, very powerful prayer.
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Even before the war took place, she actually had a dream about it.
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And she told the women that she will, she used to pray with a church.
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She told them exactly what was going to happen.
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But no, no, she didn't know that we were going to end up in the refugee camp.
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But she told them that I saw us in tents in a different place.
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And it looks like this is something that is going to happen very soon.
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Within a few weeks, it happened.
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We were living in tents.
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So now in the refugee camp, dad gets this opportunity to go to America.
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And mom says no.
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And you can imagine we are all angry.
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Mom, why did you do that?
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Don't you love us?
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I want to eat burgers and chips.
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Yeah.
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Yeah.
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But then not long after she prayed about it and God showed her a different country, which
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was Australia.
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Wow.
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And then she told dad, she told us that, guess what, we are going to Australia.
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She didn't say Australia, but she described the country and it was a hundred percent Australia.
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She didn't know Australia.
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Did she say like beach and everything?
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She spoke about trees, animals, white people, blah, blah, blah.
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You know, like this white people, they love dogs.
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Sounds like America to me.
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Anyway, she described the country and we knew it was Australia.
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And not long after dad went and put through a different application and we were accepted.
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Wow.
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How long from the application to arriving roughly?
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I'm not sure.
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Maybe eight months, a year.
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That was very quick.
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Yeah.
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Yeah.
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It was very quick.
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Yeah.
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Oh, wow.
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So yeah.
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You go.
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I'm just like, wow, it's, it's incredible that you've got that opportunity to come to
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Australia.
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How was it like when you first came to Australia?
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Was it like a big culture shock to you or like, you know, because I'm sure it was a
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whole different environment compared to what you grew up in.
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Would that, would you say culture shock by the whole society and culture here?
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It was, it was, um, it was very different.
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Actually we don't speak English.
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We don't speak the language and it's hard to communicate.
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You don't know where to get what and what.
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Yeah, true.
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The food is different.
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People are different.
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Everything is different.
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The systems are different.
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Everything.
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Everything was totally different.
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But because we knew that God was bringing us here, uh, we knew that everything was going
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to be okay.
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We just, we came ready to learn and to, um, yeah, pretty much to learn.
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Yeah.
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It's part of society.
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Yeah.
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Yeah.
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My journey in life hasn't ended because it's not in Africa.
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God has moved us on.
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His purpose and plan is still very much the same as, yeah.
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Yeah.
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And also because we're a big, we are a big family, um, we're still together.
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We talk, we, you know, we share ideas.
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So we still have this beautiful community of a family.
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Yeah.
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So it wasn't that bad.
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Yeah.
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So let's go into, um, when, what was it like when coming to Australia that you started,
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how old were you when you first came to Australia?
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I was 19.
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19.
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Yeah.
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All right.
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So coming at the age of 19, what was it that you felt?
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Did you feel God leading you, uh, into ministry at that time or what, what did you sort of,
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it's sort of like, okay, I'm here now in Australia.
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What now?
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What do I do?
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Well, firstly, I remember, I would always remember the promise I made to God.
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Yes.
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Okay.
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When we were in the refugee camp, I said, if you take us from this place, I will serve
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you.
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Yep.
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Even though I didn't know what it meant to serve God, but I knew that I had to do something
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about it, but I didn't know how to do it.
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Um, and that bothered me a lot, a lot.
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No one knew except me and God.
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I just could not see anywhere at all to serve the Lord.
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And I didn't know how to, I can't even speak English.
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Yeah, true.
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So like, what am I going to do?
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Yeah.
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But by God's grace, I went to call, um, to uni.
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Um, after I finished my diploma, I went to uni and it was at uni where I made, um, young
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girls and boys who loved the Lord.
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I went to this life group at uni and then I realized that everyone was on fire for Jesus.
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Wow.
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I was like, Lord, I want this.
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How come I'm not like this?
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Everyone loves Jesus.
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And I sat down there and I listened to them, the way they worship, the way they, um, share
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the gospel.
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They are so excited and I wasn't there.
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And I was heartbroken.
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Yeah.
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I was like, this is where I supposed to be.
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This is who I was, but I knew this was my life, but I didn't have it.
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And it bothered me a lot.
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I didn't know how to have it.
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And I was actually embarrassed to go back there because I felt like a stranger in that
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place.
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Yeah.
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Yeah.
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Even though I grew up, I was born in a Christian home, but what, I don't know.
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I feel like now when I go back and I think about it, I feel like it was something that
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God just simply put in me just to stir up my spirit.
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Yeah.
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Yes.
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Um, so I didn't want to go back to that life group because I felt like a stranger.
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I wasn't where they are and I didn't want to be embarrassed.
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I didn't want anyone to ask me to pray or to share the word.
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I didn't know how to.
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So I decided I'm not going back there.
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I said, Lord, just let me go.
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I said, I'm not going back there as a lot, just help me read the Bible and understand
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you and lead me where you want me to be.
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Yeah.
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Wow.
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Yeah.
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And then, um, after I finished uni, I long story short, I became sick.
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I was very sick and very, very sick.
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Um, it was then that I decided to, it's not like I decided.
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I had no choice, but to stay at home and study the Bible, worship the Lord, pray and fast.
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Wow.
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And this went on for three years.
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Oh, wow.
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Yes.
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I couldn't go to work.
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I couldn't study.
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I couldn't do anything because I was too sick during that journey.
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Then I met Jesus.
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Oh, wow.
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Remember how I wanted to be on fire for Jesus.
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Yeah.
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And after suffering, I met Jesus.
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Wow.
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Yes.
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I, I just, um, it was huge journey that I went through and, um, yeah, I don't know.
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Like, yeah, it's incredible.
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That's incredible because you know, when we are suffering, the first thing is we need
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someone to blame and most likely it's Jesus.
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Oh, why did you do this to me?
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Yeah.
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What's the purpose?
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I've promised to serve you and I am serving you.
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Why are you doing this to me?
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And I think that's the first thing we would ever do.
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But the fact that you actually came closer to Jesus during that suffering sees a lot.
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Yeah, exactly.
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Right.
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Sort of like God, I've never done anything to deserve this.
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You know, I'm a good person by my own standards or whatever.
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Sometimes we can, you know, speak to God like that, I guess, or think that way.
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Um, well, I did.
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Yeah.
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I don't blame you.
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Believe me, believe me, it was too painful not to think about that.
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Yeah, I could imagine.
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Yeah.
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I could really imagine.
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But then once again, sort of going back earlier on in your life, we see that how that promise
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you made to God was in a terrible situation.
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Yeah.
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And then fast forward to you being sick.
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Yeah.
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In another terrible situation was where you met the Lord.
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Yes.
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And then going from a promise to the Lord, to meeting the Lord really shows how, I guess,
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like with Moses, where it wasn't when he was a prince of Egypt that he received the fullness
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and God spoke to him.
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It was while he was out in the desert in the wilderness, feeling like he had nothing to
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offer God.
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Yes.
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And then God's like, okay, now you're ready.
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Do you feel like that was something similar for you?
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Absolutely.
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I feel like it was something similar because if I go back and I think about it, there's
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no reason why I suffered that way.
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I was actually before it happened, it was a time where I came to myself and I said,
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okay, remember that promise you made to God?
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I think you need to start studying the Bible.
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Yeah.
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And found a church, a small church.
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At that time I was attending his song.
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Okay.
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And I said to myself, you need a small church where you can get to know people who love
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the Lord and then they can help you grow in the Lord and then focus on studying God's
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word.
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So I had already started doing that.
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I had joined a small church and then I was already fasting and praying.
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So I was already into it for like three months.
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And then it was that time, during that time that I became sick.
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Oh, wow.
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Exactly.
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So I was already seeking the Lord.
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I was actually like so excited for him.
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So that's why what you're saying, blaming God, like, hang on, I'm not doing anything
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wrong.
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I actually was not doing anything wrong.
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I was seeking God.
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I was hungry for him.
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I was crying out to him.
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I wanted to know him.
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I wanted to love him more.
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And then from nowhere, boom.
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Incredible.
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Wow.
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Wow.
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It's sort of like you feel like you're at that point in your life.
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All right, I'm ready now.
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God, I'm ready.
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It's only going to be uphill from here.
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And then it was just a snowball down into life.
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Yeah.
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Wow.
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Yeah.
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Continue on in that journey of that process where from when you got sick, what were some
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of the experiences, spiritual experiences that you had in that time of what would you
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say, your rough time?
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Okay, one of the experiences I had, I still don't understand what it is.
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I remember one day I actually used to fast a lot.
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Why?
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Because my mother fasts too much.
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She loves fasting.
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It rubbed off on you.
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She talks to us about fasting.
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She encourages us to fast all the times.
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So at that time I knew what I needed to do was to fast and fast and fast and fast until
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mom was tired of it.
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Until she started complaining.
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She's like, no, you need to eat.
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And I'm like, no, I'm fasting.
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I'd be like, okay.
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I'm hungry.
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I remember one day my family coming together.
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My brother who was no longer at home and all my other sisters, they all came together.
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They said, we have a meeting today.
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I was like, okay.
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I didn't know what the meeting was about.
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And then I came to realize that it was about me, that I need to eat.
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So everybody bought a plate to feed you?
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Your favorite food is right there.
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What do you want?
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But anyway, so one day I woke up in the morning, early in the morning, just that kind of person
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who loves waking up early morning for prayers.
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I woke up five, just praying and studying God's word.
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I went back to bed around like seven hours tired.
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I was like, oh, let me just lay on the bed for a moment.
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And then from nowhere, it's just like the atmosphere changed in my room.
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The atmosphere changed.
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The room looked different.
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I don't know how to explain.
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Like I can't tell you how it looked.
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It's just those things you can't even express in words, but it was no longer my room.
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And then I heard myself coming out of my body.
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I just knew I was coming out of my body, but then I didn't have the power to say no or
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to remain in my body.
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I'm coming out of my body and I can feel it myself coming out and it's so painful.
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And I realized I was out.
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Wow.
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So now I'm just somewhere.
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I don't know what I was somewhere in the universe.
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It's not your room anymore.
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I'm not in my room.
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And then I'm just there.
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I can't see my body because I don't have a body, but I know I'm there.
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I'm there, but I don't see my body and I don't.
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I'm looking around.
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I don't see anybody.
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I don't see anything and I'm not hearing anybody and I want to go back in my body.
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And I'm not able to do that.
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And I just said, Lord, please, can you take me back in my body?
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I'm worried.
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I pray.
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I ask you, Jesus, please put me back in my body.
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I'm worried.
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Where am I?
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What's happening to me?
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And the moment I spot him, I came back in my body slowly, gently, slowly in my body.
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But that was so painful.
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If anything is so painful, it's coming out of your body and coming back into your body
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for three, five hours.
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My entire body, after that experience, my entire body was destroyed, like a broken.
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I couldn't lift a thing.
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I couldn't do nothing.
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I was so exhausted.
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I was so tired.
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Oh my goodness.
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So that is one of the things that happened to me.
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But then after that, after it happened, within a few weeks, same thing.
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I wake up in the morning for prayers.
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I'm worshiping.
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I'm praying, studying God's will, going back to bed.
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And then I realized it happened again.
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I was in the universe somewhere.
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And I said, Lord, put me back in my body.
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Please, Jesus.
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Wow.
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The moment I say Jesus, every time I say Jesus, I'll see myself coming back in my body.
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Really?
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It happened three times.
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Wow.
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The third time, after I came out of my body and I came back to myself, I knelt down before
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my bed and I cried to the Lord.
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I said, Lord, if you know exactly what's happening to me right now, please make sure it doesn't
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happen to me again.
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Oh wow.
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I prayed.
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I said, Lord, I'm tired of these experiences.
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I don't know what this is and I'm not learning anything.
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I felt like I was just going through pain and I'm not learning anything.
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At least let there be a reason.
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Exactly.
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And then I prayed.
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I said, Lord, I will know that you know what's happening to me and that you are with me if
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it does not happen to me again.
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Never happened again.
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Never happened again.
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Wow.
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But going back and thinking about it, I just know that the name of Jesus is powerful.
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Yeah.
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Because unless I sport the name Jesus, I wouldn't have come back in my body.
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Wow.
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Yeah.
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Wow.
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So go forward to the time where you met Jesus, where you had that encounter.
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Where along in the journey were you of that three years of sickness?
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Beginning.
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Right at the beginning.
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Right at the beginning.
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Okay.
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Yeah.
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Right at the beginning.
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Yeah.
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So that was something that you were about to go through a really rough season.
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Yeah.
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But the Lord revealed himself to you at the very start.
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At the very start, yes.
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And so that gave you a foundation to get through that season.
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It did give me a foundation.
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I felt like there was, I came to understand that there is a spiritual realm, like there's
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actually a spiritual world.
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Yeah.
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Because I was not in the physical world.
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I still wouldn't be able to explain to you what happened to me, why and all this information.
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It's something that the Lord hasn't revealed to me yet.
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Yeah.
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But all I know is that at that time I felt like, oh, so it's true.
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One day I will die.
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One day I will come out of my body.
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Yeah.
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And I will not be able to come back.
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Yeah.
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So it's true.
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Jesus has power over death and life.
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Yeah.
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Those things came to me and really like encouraged me to love him more and to serve him and to
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trust him that anything is possible.
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Yeah.
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I thought more about death at that time.
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Yeah.
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I guess sort of like throughout my Christian walk, there are things that happen or you
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see take place or whatever.
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Like I shared this in a testimony last week where in my early to mid teens, I believe
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it was, we had a man of God come over from America who knew no one in our church, but
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would just bring forth a word of knowledge over like 70 to 90 people.
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And it's undeniable.
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God is speaking through a man to the congregation and so accurately and there's no mistake.
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No mistake.
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And then it comes to that point, no matter what anyone says, I could never doubt the
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way the Holy Spirit moves, that the gifts are for today and all that sort of thing.
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So there are things that happen in our life that is very foundational that God allows
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us to go through or whatever, but it becomes a pillar in our walk.
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We may not understand why it's happening or whatever, but later on in life, it becomes
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that strength for when we're walking in the perfect will of God for our lives.
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Amen.
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It's incredible.
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Yeah.
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So we're talking about later on in your life.
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Let's talk about what you're doing.
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Also hang on.
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Go ahead.
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I like what you're saying about the Holy Spirit and the accuracy of God's word.
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Because before that happened to me, there's actually a woman who came to me and prophesied
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and no one wants to hear those negative prophecies.
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We want a blessing.
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Like perfect, amazing.
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And she said to me, Junia, the Lord gave me a word for you.
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I said, okay.
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I'm that three months of like seeking the Lord.
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I'm excited, but I'm okay.
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And she comes and she says to me that God is going to allow you go through a tough season.
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You're going to go in to experience deep dark moment or season, but the Lord will be with
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you.
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And during that season, the Lord is going to reveal himself to you.
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And after that, the Lord will use you greatly.
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I was like, I like the last part of it.
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Let's fast forward to the end.
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No, no, that's amazing.
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Yeah.
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So coming to that, like from my last question is like, what are you doing now?
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Because I know there've been such difficulties, difficult season, as you said in your life
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that has shaped you spiritually.
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And I just want to know what you're doing now with all that experience you've had.
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So talk about your present time.
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What are you doing for the Lord now?
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Amen.
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Okay.
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Going back, sorry for taking you back.
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No, no, that's all good.
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During that time, probably like a year, year and a half later, there's a lady or another
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woman and different woman who I met for the first time and she saw me and she said, what's
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your name?
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I told her I'm Eunia.
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And she said, God is going to use you a lot.
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You're going to be preaching here in Australia.
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I see you moving, going to different places.
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You're preaching the gospel and I see you moving in power.
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And I'm like, what are you talking about?
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I see you doing this and this and you're traveling around the world.
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You're preaching the gospel.
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You're doing this and this.
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And she said a lot of things.
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I actually, I think I still have a short clip of video of her saying those things to me,
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but I haven't watched it since she said those things to me, but I know I have it somewhere.
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So when I was suffering during that time of suffering, I have this woman who spoke to
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me before it happened and I have this lady who's coming and encouraging me.
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Halfway through.
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Halfway through.
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So these were like my pillars.
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When we are suffering, sometimes we forget about the word of God and what God said to
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us.
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But for me, it was an encouragement for me.
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I always would remember what God said.
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God said, you're going to be okay.
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God said this will happen.
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So those things really encouraged me a lot.
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So you're asking what I'm doing right now.
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So that lady spoke those things that she saw me preaching the gospel and doing stuff, but
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I didn't take her seriously, to be honest.
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But after the Lord healed me and delivered me completely, before then he gave me a great
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half for people.
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I just loved people like crazy.
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I wanted to serve people.
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I wanted to go out and tell everyone about Jesus.
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It was my passion.
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I'll go in the shopping center.
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I'll lead people to a cross.
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I'll go to the petrol station.
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I'll lead people to cross.
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Like anywhere I'll lead people to a cross.
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But there are times where they'll ask me questions and I'll be like, I don't know how to answer
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that.
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And then after I got delivered, I said, okay, you near, how about you go to college and
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study?
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So that's the time.
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That's the reason why I went to college to study.
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And when I went to college, remember the promise I made to God?
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Still not happening at the moment.
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And when I went to college, I was praying to God.
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I said, God, I really want to serve you.
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I promise you that I will serve you.
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And you have showed me so many great things and I want people to know you, but I still
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know, I don't know how to serve you.
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So I went to college.
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In my second year, first semester, I did a preaching class.
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It was then that I delivered my first sermon and my lecturer said to me that I was called
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in the area of preaching.
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He said, you need to pursue preaching, you near, because this is your area.
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And then another confirmation, just another person just backing up.
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But that was like pretty much very specific.
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God is calling you into preaching.
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I was very specific and I wanted to hear that.
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But I did not see myself as a preacher.
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He saw something I did not see in myself.
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And then within three months from the time that where he spoke to me, he told me those
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words from college, I was connected to some churches and I start preaching in some churches.
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And then within six to seven months, I was like almost four to every Sunday.
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So since 2022 until today, I'm a preacher.
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Wow.
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Amazing.
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I preach in different churches.
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Every Sunday morning, I'm just traveling.
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Wow.
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That's incredible.
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Preaching the youth groups.
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And it's just been a blessing for me.
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And last year I went to India.
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I preached in many places in India.
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Which is a difficult thing to do.
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It was amazing.
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And I remember that she also said I will be preaching overseas.
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I was like, it's happening already.
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It's amazing.
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It's incredible.
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I know you.
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So yes, I do the preaching.
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I'm an artisanal preacher, but I also love evangelism.
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I do street evangelism.
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And that's something that I, it's just everything to me.
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I love evangelism.
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That's incredible because that would be most believers' greatest struggle to go out and
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just street preach.
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It would be one of the most intimidating things for most people.
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Do you feel like God, when God placed that love for people in your heart, that there's
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an anointing and a power to do it.
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Like do you really feel like you have received something from the Lord to be able to do that?
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Absolutely.
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And also the journey I went through made me believe that there was nothing in this world
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for me except Jesus.
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Wow.
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I came to realize that everything is in vain.
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Like everything is useless without the Lord.
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And if I can live another day to make him known, then I am blessed.
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That's powerful.
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I would have died.
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I would have died.
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Yep.
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And there was no one else to serve me.
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By the way, the doctors couldn't help me at that time.
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So the only hope I had was Jesus.
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He came through for me.
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He saved my life.
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How can I be ashamed?
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It's impossible.
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It's impossible for me to be ashamed.
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So I believe that that journey I went through, so that journey God gave me this passion and
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he made me feel, I don't know how to explain this.
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I wouldn't say fearless.
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There's a times where I feel like I'm scared, but then I'll be like, no, this is remember
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you're serving Jesus.
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Remember what he's done for you.
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And I'll be like, boom, I'm going.
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And sometimes I'll count to one, two, three, go for it.
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But what I hear here is confidence.
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You have a lot of confidence and I don't know.
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I wouldn't say it's confidence, but all I know, I love Jesus.
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And really that proves that you know, it's not you as the street preacher.
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It's the Holy Spirit.
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Absolutely.
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Yes.
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And that's what makes the difference.
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Exactly.
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Cause they do have that fear.
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That's what I'm saying that I wouldn't say I don't have fear because there are times
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where I feel like I'm shaking.
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Yeah.
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But then from nowhere, I'll be like, ah, this is Jesus.
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You are serving.
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This is what he wants you to do.
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Yeah.
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This is what you're supposed to be doing.
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Yeah.
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You're going to put a smile on his face.
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I always want to put him a smile on his face.
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Yeah, absolutely.
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Yeah.
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And then I just go ahead and do it.
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That's fantastic.
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That is so good.
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So preaching on the street is something that I'm passionate about.
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I love doing that.
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I have seen so many great things happening on the street.
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It's just so beautiful.
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Oh, I bet.
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I'll live every second of my life preaching the gospel on the street.
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Yes.
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I remember street preaching and evangelizing in Woodridge train station.
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Okay.
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And we were doing that for quite a few weeks.
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We would get together on a Thursday night.
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We would pray, pray together.
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And then some people would stay and intercede and then others would go out.
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And I remember such intimidation at first, like, I can't do this.
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But once you're there, there's, you know, the Lord smiling, like on the inside of you.
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Yeah.
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If you know what I mean.
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It's, I know I'm doing what God wants me to do.
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It's a very simple thing, but powerful.
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And it just pleases the Lord when we can go out and testify just to anyone.
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Because the hopelessness that people have, believe it or not, last night I was watching
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a video on this guy that I used to watch him years and years ago.
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And now he's, he released some video and I was watching it.
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He's not a Christian.
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But the deadness and the emptiness inside of his life, all his pursuits failed him.
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And there's just nothing there.
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And just like what you said before, there's nothing in this world that can really satisfy,
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it's all vanity.
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Yes, it is.
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And I saw this in this man.
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So from what you've been saying and really what I watched last night, I totally understand
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what you're saying.
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Well, thank you for being here on this show.
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And I feel like our viewers have heard your story and they're listening to this and I'm
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sure they're like, wow, either they feel like they're so blessed to have such a wonderful
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life.
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Second, I feel like some viewers want, you know, they want to use their life in much
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profound ways for the kingdom of God after listening to your story.
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And I feel that too.
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And I feel like I've, you know, I've come also from a very different background, but
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not, you know, I've still got everything like my family provided for me.
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So in some ways I'm very grateful.
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I've not gone through the struggles you have.
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But now when I hear your story, I'm like, wow, you know, I'm putting myself in your
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shoe and I feel like I would be in a situation where I would like be questioning God.
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Why are you doing this to me?
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Like come on.
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Yeah, I am serving you.
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You know, there are other friends out there who don't even serve you and having a comfortable
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life.
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Why are you doing this to me?
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But then again, when we are called by God, it's not going to be an easy walk.
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Yes.
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It's with, you know, ups and downs.
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And sometimes we go through so much persecution, so much sickness.
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And that's because the devil's attacking you because he knows that you're for fire.
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I can see the fire that is within you to serve the kingdom.
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So thank you for being in this show.
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Thank you so much.
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Thank you so much.
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And you know, what would you like to tell our viewers who are listening, something that
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is in your heart that you would like to tell this viewers of ours?
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So you can look into the camera and tell.
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Okay.
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What would you like to tell the viewers?
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What I would love to tell you or to, I don't know if it's to tell you or to encourage you
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is more about patience.
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It's important to be patient as children of God.
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Things will not always be easy and quick, but if you know that God has say something
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to you, then it'll come to pass.
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It doesn't matter how long it's taking.
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When I was sick, I received a word halfway that I was going to be healed completely,
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but then it took another year, year and a half before it happened.
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There was a time where I felt like God had let me down, but it was not true.
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God is always on time and God always knows what he's doing.
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And I feel like it's important for us to learn how to trust him.
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But I just want to encourage you, the listeners, to trust God and to wait patiently for him
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because only those who wait, only those who wait, we eat the best.
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Amen.
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Amen.
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Amen to that.
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So yeah, waiting on God.
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Well on that note, would you like to pray for us and we can conclude this show?
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Amen.
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Yeah.
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And Father, we just give you all the praises.
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We thank you for your grace and for your love.
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We thank you because you are the same yesterday, today and forever.
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We thank you because you are our heavenly Father who loves us so much and you care for
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us.
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We thank you for the story, my journey with you, how you saved my life, how you delivered
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me, how you kept me safe, how you blessed me, how you have used me in many different
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ways for your glory, Jesus, even though I thought that I was the least of them all.
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But Lord, we see your grace and we believe and trust that you, oh Lord, are doing even
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greater things in the lives of those who are listening to us right now.
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We just pray for anyone who is suffering, whether through sicknesses or diseases or
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any kinds of suffering, whatever it is, Lord, we just pray that you empower them, that your
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grace is raised upon them, that they are faithful to you, that they do not lose hope, that they
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continue to trust you and wait on you because you are the good, good Father who loves your
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children and you are always looking after them.
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Lord, I just pray that you release your anointing and power upon them, upon everyone listening
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to us right now.
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Lord, I just pray that you revive their hearts and spirits and mind for your glory, Jesus,
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that they stand up and rise up and do the things that you have called them to do, oh
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Father God.
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Lord, I just pray for your favor upon them, that oh God, that wherever they go, they see
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your face, they see your hand of Father God and that they know who they are in this world,
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that they remind themselves that they are daughters and sons of the living God called
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to know you, to love you, to serve you and to make you known, that they do not turn away
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from you but that they focus on fulfilling the mission that you have called them to do.
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Lord, we praise you and we honor you.
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Thank you for this program, thank you for this podcast.
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May you continue to bless this podcast and bring more amazing people who have amazing
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stories to share.
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We love you Jesus and we appreciate you and we pray this in your mighty precious name.
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Amen.
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Amen.
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Thank you, Eunia.
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Amen.
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Thank you everyone for joining us on episode one of Real Talk Friday, season two.
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We were truly blessed by this amazing story and we encourage you guys, if you have any
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testimonies and stories, reach out to us and not only for that but reach out to us if you
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want to know more about God.
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You can see our details flashing on your screen and if you're listening to a podcast, it's
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definitely on the description there.
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Reach out to us and we're going to help you in this journey because we all went through
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the same journey and I think we'd be more than happy to help you guys.
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So thank you again for joining us and I'm sure we will see you next time on Real Talk
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Friday.
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As we conclude our episode of Real Talk Friday, we extend our heartfelt gratitude to all our
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listeners for joining us on this enlightening journey.
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But our journey doesn't end here.
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Join us every Friday as we continue to uncover the real stories of real people where authenticity
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intersects with spirituality in profound ways.
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Together we'll navigate the complexities of life, finding inspiration and hope in the
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remarkable narratives shared within the walls of Logan City Christian Church.
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Thank you for tuning in and until next time, may your faith journey be filled with grace,
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understanding and the unwavering presence of God.
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Stay tuned for more Real Talk every Friday on Real Talk Friday.