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Tonetta Landis-Aina: Those Who Dream of Peace

The Table Church DC

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  1. All right, so I'm pretty excited this evening to be with

  2. you and to be able to continue our Advent sermon series

  3. that were calling those who dream.

  4. as a

  5. As of.

  6. As I've been kind of preparing for this sermon and thinking

  7. about this sermon, I've been spending some time, Conjuring

  8. up the sights and the sounds and the smells of the

  9. Christmas season.

  10. and,

  11. and I,

  12. and I'm

  13. And I've been remembering a lot about the Christmases of my

  14. childhood. I don't know if you get to this time of year and

  15. you start to think about how you spent your younger years.

  16. I've been thinking about the way that the Landis is in

  17. Greensboro North Carolina used to spend their Christmas

  18. mornings. And I'm starting to think some about some of the

  19. most memorable gifts I've ever received.

  20. The.

  21. that you

  22. That year I got TLC's CrazySexyCool album. That was that

  23. was a year.

  24. Why?

  25. When?

  26. One Year my brother gave me a romance novel, and I don't

  27. know how my parents by church-going parents. Let that pass,

  28. but it did.

  29. in the

  30. and then, I'll

  31. And then I'll never forget the time. Somebody gave me a

  32. perfectly rap. Gillette razor as a preteen and it was his

  33. not-so-subtle hints that I was being initiated into the

  34. ways of proper femininity.

  35. and,

  36. and clearly, they

  37. And clearly that didn't take. So, you know, you do.

  38. Photos of a real.

  39. But I don't even realize.

  40. I've been realizing that Christmas Eve and Christmas Day.

  41. And the day after Christmas, had these particular rhythms

  42. in my family, they were defined by kind of these three

  43. things on Christmas Eve and Christmas night. We would cook

  44. into the wee hours of the morning on the day after

  45. Christmas. We would travel to the country to have dinner

  46. with my extended family.

  47. And then do.

  48. And then they are we.

  49. And then thought we would do all of those things with a

  50. kind of soundtrack that was played Extremely Loud of

  51. Christmas music.

  52. Do my phone.

  53. Did my father only really listen to music on 3 days? And he

  54. listens very loudly. And he listens Non-Stop. And it's

  55. because of the diversity of that Christmas listening, his

  56. Christmas listening to come to it, like to have a real

  57. appreciation for Christmas music, and have a wide. Have

  58. been exposed to a wide variety of Christmas music.

  59. and,

  60. And have a.

  61. And having listened to a lot of it. I'm pretty clear on what

  62. some of my favorite songs are and absolute. Favorite song

  63. is at the top of my list is Happy Christmas by John, Lennon

  64. and Yoko Ono. It's also known as War is Over.

  65. in the

  66. In the absolute best years of growing up, right before, the

  67. clock will strike midnight. We all be in the kitchen making

  68. my parents. Favorite coconut cake, and favorite potato

  69. salad and right at midnight. Happy Christmas with, come on

  70. the radio. And I will grab my mother and we would twirl

  71. around

  72. and I,

  73. And I love the.

  74. And I love that song cuz it's filled with joy.

  75. but it also,

  76. But it also was filled with this kind of appropriate

  77. introspection for the season and which were all split all

  78. too often do by Distraction.

  79. so, the

  80. So, this is Christmas.

  81. And why?

  82. And what have you done?

  83. Best.

  84. That's the

  85. Fastest the question the song asked over and over again,

  86. asking us to ponder less, the gifts that we are going to

  87. give and to receive and more the gifts that we are to

  88. become

  89. And part.

  90. And part way through the first section, the song, you start

  91. to hear the childlike voices in the background singing in a

  92. way that almost feels like this haunting Channel

  93. possibility.

  94. War.

  95. War is over, if you want it, war is over now.

  96. That.

  97. That's all.

  98. That song Never Fails to draw my attention to the famous,

  99. hope and Isaiah to that when Messiah comes, he will judge

  100. with Justice.

  101. I did.

  102. I didn't.

  103. I didn't respond to the people will fashion from their

  104. swords and Spears plowshares. And pruning hooks instruments

  105. for cultivation of food rather than for fighting.

  106. I'm

  107. I know.

  108. I nor will they train for war anymore?

  109. in a

  110. In a lot of way.

  111. In a lot of ways. For me, it feels like it's not a surprise

  112. that the people who wrote a happy. Christmas also wrote

  113. yoga on on John, Legend. Also wrote imagine

  114. Take.

  115. Dickinson.

  116. To consider a world without War a world in, which the way

  117. has been prepared for the coming of God requires as

  118. profound restoration, and I would even say a profound.

  119. Resurrection of the imagination.

  120. It.

  121. It requires this kind of radical Dreaming or or, or maybe

  122. it's better to say the, the freedom and the faith to dream.

  123. God's eyes dreams dreams, that God dreams.

  124. and I,

  125. And not many of us.

  126. In.

  127. and,

  128. Include.

  129. Including me, have that kind of freedom and have that kind

  130. of faith.

  131. Yeah.

  132. yet the

  133. Yet the stories about the coming of God in the birth of

  134. Jesus, they're filled with dreams.

  135. I see.

  136. I think.

  137. I seen that it is those who dream who are best prepared for

  138. the coming of God.

  139. And I'll come.

  140. And I'll confess one more thing.

  141. What?

  142. One.

  143. One more.

  144. One more song that I really love. I really love happy

  145. Christmas but there is one more song that also really grabs

  146. me around this time of year and it's it's a Christmas song

  147. called I Heard the Bells of Christmas day. It's buy cesium

  148. artist Casting Crowns. No judgments.

  149. Is.

  150. It's the right.

  151. Is the ride from a poem that was written during the Civil

  152. War by Henry Wadsworth Longfellow. And here are a couple of

  153. the stanzas in that poem.

  154. Are.

  155. I Heard the Bells on Christmas Day, their old familiar

  156. carols play and wild and sweet. The words repeat of peace

  157. on Earth Goodwill to Men and don't how has the day had come

  158. the bill Fry's of all Christendom had rolled Along The

  159. Unbroken, the song of peace on Earth, Goodwill to men.

  160. Tara.

  161. Still ringing singing on its way, the world revolve from

  162. night today, a voice search, I'm a chance Sublime of peace,

  163. on Earth, Goodwill to men.

  164. then for

  165. then from each black, accursed mouth, the canon thundered

  166. in the South and with the sound that Carol's drowned,

  167. Happy.

  168. A piece of.

  169. happy Saint.

  170. Peace on Earth, Goodwill to men.

  171. And then.

  172. And in despair, I bowed my head. There is no peace on

  173. Earth. I said

  174. For.

  175. for hate is strong and mocks the song of peace on Earth,

  176. Goodwill to men.

  177. That's a.

  178. That's it.

  179. That's an important poem to me because most of the time, I

  180. live my life inside of attention of that song.

  181. In the tent.

  182. Independence.

  183. in attention, but

  184. In the tension between hope for peace on Earth and Goodwill

  185. to men and the reality of constantly, booming by Cannons of

  186. idolatry and inhumanity.

  187. Another.

  188. and I suspect the

  189. And I suspect I'm not the only one.

  190. I'll

  191. I live.

  192. I live with this temptation to live to sparingly with my

  193. head bowed. Instead of remaining alert with closing down,

  194. instead of remaining alert to the doctor who comes every

  195. single day, every single day.

  196. I'm

  197. I only want to look at the facts on the ground instead of

  198. looking toward God's future in fantasy.

  199. So,

  200. so, they

  201. So, this Sunday of Advent, this Sunday, when Christians of

  202. every imaginable, background, traditionally light, the

  203. Advent candle for peace.

  204. The song.

  205. The Sun.

  206. The Sunday.

  207. The Sunday often feel strained.

  208. I'd

  209. I do.

  210. I don't think that all in this country. We know I talk a

  211. lot about peace. Well,

  212. We?

  213. we use it.

  214. We use a lot of cheap. Stand-ins for peace, we call

  215. silence, peace.

  216. We?

  217. We can.

  218. We consider order piece.

  219. We?

  220. We all think.

  221. We often think of the the security State as God shalom in

  222. the American dream as a kingdom of God.

  223. Most days.

  224. Most days. I'd rather talk about Justice and peace.

  225. That.

  226. That's a.

  227. That's something that I have no vocabulary for.

  228. and I'll just say,

  229. And I'll just say, as an aside, I'm one of the people who

  230. and I have not seen what kind of forever. So I know that

  231. this records, the Black Panther is a risky, but I saw the

  232. Black Panther, when I saw it years ago, I cried for through

  233. the whole last part of the movie because I was rooting for

  234. killmonger.

  235. That move.

  236. That movie, which is about the dilemmas that front lip face

  237. African and African Americans and people of African descent

  238. in general.

  239. in the

  240. In that move.

  241. In that movie, killmonger is the one that has a clear plan

  242. to help the oppressed people of the world, but it's a plan

  243. that's rude and Vengeance. It's a plan that offers

  244. catharsis, but then you get this other character to the

  245. Cholla who actually chooses the way of Peace, who chooses

  246. to give away the gifts of the wakandan through education

  247. and transparency.

  248. and that would,

  249. and that remind,

  250. And that reminded me of how hard it is for me to root for

  251. peace.

  252. Every.

  253. Remind.

  254. It reminded me of the Jesus who scandalously opens up

  255. across boundaries and comes

  256. They?

  257. B r.

  258. it remind

  259. It reminds me that Justice always must serve love and

  260. that's the only way to get to peace.

  261. so, as we

  262. So as we move forward on this site, we are going to get to

  263. the scripture. Y'all dedicated to peace, I recognize

  264. attention. So I want to take us to the parts of Mark that I

  265. think can Enlighten us a little bit 1, 1 through 8.

  266. and,

  267. and think of,

  268. And think a little bit about how this part of scripture,

  269. might teaches about teeth, peace, might teach us about

  270. dreaming, and about preparing the way for the coming of

  271. God, Mark 1138, feel free to look that up. If you have a

  272. Bible or I think it's on the screen.

  273. The.

  274. The begin.

  275. The beginning of the good news of Jesus Christ, the son of

  276. God, as it is written in the prophet Isaiah. See, I am

  277. sending my messenger ahead of you, who will prepare your

  278. way

  279. the boys.

  280. The voice of wine and crying out in the wilderness. Prepare

  281. the way of the Lord make his paths straight

  282. John.

  283. John the baptizer appeared in the wilderness. Proclaiming a

  284. baptism of repentance for the Forgiveness of sins.

  285. I'm

  286. MP.

  287. And people.

  288. And people from the hold you day in the countryside and all

  289. the people of Jerusalem were going out to him and were

  290. baptized by him in the River. Jordan confessing their sins

  291. Now.

  292. Now John was with clothes camels hair with a leather belt

  293. around his waist and eat locusts and wild honey.

  294. Hebrew.

  295. He proclaimed. The one who is more powerful than I is

  296. coming after me. I am not worthy to stoop down and untie

  297. the song of his sandals.

  298. Hi.

  299. I have.

  300. I have baptized you with water but he will baptize you with

  301. the Holy Spirit.

  302. so, we

  303. so, what we

  304. So what we have here in this text is it's a Liberation

  305. text, it proclaims right from the outset of gospel that is

  306. outside of the Gospel of Caesar in a typical style of

  307. Martha writer immediately. Throws us into this sense. That

  308. thing, you find me a tire Book of Mark that this gospel is

  309. a gospel country to the ideology of room, it proclaims a

  310. Jewish Messiah who will bring lasting peace over and

  311. against the Pax. Romana the peace, that rolling proclaimed.

  312. Is.

  313. Is it?

  314. It is a mistake that this citation draws the reader back to

  315. this moment and Israelites history and Isaiah 40. And in

  316. the into this moment in which God was acting for the

  317. Deliverance of the Babylonian people are the Israelite

  318. people from Babylonian captivity,

  319. In.

  320. in the

  321. In that moment, you can check it out and Isaiah 40. God was

  322. speaking comfort.

  323. just,

  324. Just as God.

  325. Just as God had delivered the Hebrews From Slavery. God was

  326. now bringing Exodus

  327. The prom.

  328. the prophet Isaiah envisions a literal Highway through the

  329. Wilderness on which those would egg who are exiled could

  330. walk back to safely. Could walk back home.

  331. Is.

  332. It is.

  333. It is no accident that Mark starts. This book, announcing

  334. the coming of Jesus. The Messiah by showing us John, in the

  335. wilderness By The River Jordan, which would have strongly,

  336. remind reminded those first three rivers of God,

  337. separation,

  338. Happy.

  339. After.

  340. After all.

  341. After all these those years God have been perceived to be

  342. silent.

  343. and,

  344. I know.

  345. I never met.

  346. And their emergence. This sense that God is speaking again.

  347. See, I am sending my messenger ahead of you.

  348. That messed.

  349. That message was.

  350. That message would have brought comfort.

  351. but you don't,

  352. but you also would have been

  353. But you also would have brought this sense of coming

  354. judgment.

  355. make a

  356. because the other part of this, this citation from Isaiah

  357. actually goes back to Malachi 3

  358. I'm going.

  359. I'm going to rain.

  360. I'm going to read that cuz I think it's helpful when we

  361. think about the season.

  362. The.

  363. See, I'm still

  364. See, I'm sending my Messenger to prepare the way before me,

  365. and the Lord whom you seek will, suddenly come to his

  366. Temple, the messenger of the Covenant and whom you Delight.

  367. Indeed, he is coming says the Lord of hosts but who can

  368. endure the day of his coming and who can stand when he

  369. appears for, he is like a Refiner's Fire. And like Fuller's

  370. Soap, he will sit at the refinery and purifier silver and

  371. he will purify then I will draw near to you for judgment.

  372. The band.

  373. Tibetan rites.

  374. Damn right Square on the second Sunday of Advent, we had

  375. this piece of scripture. That's a Liberation scriptures

  376. about God's liberating presents, it's about Comfort, but

  377. it's also about a judgment that should be good news because

  378. it's about setting the world, right?

  379. It.

  380. It's

  381. it's a

  382. It's about righteousness and Justice righteousness, and

  383. peace kissing as a song says.

  384. I know.

  385. and those of us,

  386. and those of us who

  387. and those of us who are called All of Us in this room to

  388. clear the road for the kind of comfort in refining that

  389. comes from God, are asked to here,

  390. I will.

  391. I want to say,

  392. I want to say one more thing. I'm going to just say, name,

  393. a couple of takeaways from the scripture before I do that,

  394. I want a ground. It's easy to stand here and to give

  395. In the seas.

  396. In this season to talk through like what does it mean to

  397. prepare the way?

  398. and,

  399. Into.

  400. End-to-end not to become just another thing for you to do.

  401. So I want to start by saying that, in this piece of

  402. scripture, it is super ambiguous. Who is doing, what, who

  403. the messenger is? Who the, who the road has been cleared

  404. for? You can read it at a number of different way, than

  405. what are ways? I read it is that don't fit with the way is

  406. being prepared for and that means that we can root down in

  407. Grace. Don't want to start. I want to say that before I say

  408. anything else that what issues for for this text has the

  409. sense that we can rest in God and what God, there's this

  410. poem by TS Eliot called Ash, Wednesday that has this line

  411. that I love that. I think I get to this work of preparing

  412. the way and it's teach us to Care and not to care.

  413. and I,

  414. And that long.

  415. and that line,

  416. And that line, couches with Paradox of being attached and

  417. letting go of living, fully by grace. And yet, knowing

  418. that, what you do matters,

  419. Adobe.

  420. About being deeply committed to grass and I'm staying with

  421. civil rights, the leader Ella Baker that we who believe in

  422. Freedom cannot rest.

  423. The.

  424. the way has been prepared already for you by an incarnate

  425. God,

  426. Hey.

  427. play a

  428. I agree.

  429. I got.

  430. By God, who created us in their image? Don't want to say

  431. that before I say anything else.

  432. but,

  433. but I

  434. But I will.

  435. But I will say that the main question that always comes up

  436. with his texts. What does it mean to prepare the way? How

  437. do you do that? And I would say that there are as many

  438. answers to that question as there are people in this room.

  439. In.

  440. and,

  441. And yet.

  442. and yet, I

  443. And yet, I think that there are few things to point out

  444. here.

  445. Do.

  446. So far.

  447. Do first.

  448. The.

  449. Those.

  450. Those who dream of the Advent of God, prepare the way

  451. through their repentance.

  452. John Kay.

  453. John comes into this Wilderness into the space, right? For

  454. Liberation. Proclaiming a baptism of repentance.

  455. Advair.

  456. Advantis.

  457. Advantage this time of joy and it's also what time of

  458. preparation traditionally to time of thinking about what

  459. we're growing from and what we're growing into.

  460. and,

  461. and I know,

  462. And I know that talking about repentance is super

  463. uncomfortable, it's really uncomfortable for us to talk

  464. about especially in this room cuz of the ways that word has

  465. been used against us.

  466. In.

  467. In the word.

  468. In the word that usually precedes. It's in also has really

  469. problematic connotations in the way that many of us have an

  470. have been encountered it

  471. there.

  472. there's,

  473. There's usually one biblical metaphor for saying that gets

  474. used over and over again. It's the metaphor around Purity

  475. and impurity it turns on contamination. Logic, even though

  476. there's a ton of other ways to think about Sin, you can

  477. make about Sin in the Bible in the Bible that the biblical

  478. writers think about saying is falling down and getting back

  479. up, stepping off the path and stepping back on, there are

  480. all kinds of ways. I think about send that are less about

  481. taking on shame than that one metaphor most of us or maybe

  482. many of us have been to

  483. and the

  484. And the same.

  485. and the same way, I think we

  486. And the same way, I think we need a broader range of a

  487. Cavalier around what it means to repent, for a Zeppelin In

  488. anti-racism justice-oriented spaces. People talk about the

  489. work of dismantling systems of domination and then to do

  490. so, then you can think about repentance as asking what

  491. needs to be dismantled inside of you.

  492. Other.

  493. Are there is a

  494. Are there is a writer. So I am a retailer that I love and

  495. she talks about. This is one way, I think you could pray

  496. repentance and I'm just trying to chill at a creative way

  497. here. She talks about the ladder of hierarchy, that is at

  498. work in all of us this ladder by where by which we compare

  499. ourselves to people is even greater or lesser.

  500. The light.

  501. The lad.

  502. The latter.

  503. The latter that.

  504. the latter that puts

  505. The ladder that puts the white sis straight able-bodied

  506. people in the top and black brown disable trans bodies at

  507. the bottom.

  508. I hear.

  509. A huge.

  510. I hear you.

  511. Here's what she says, think about this through the lens of

  512. repentance.

  513. The most.

  514. The most powerful way to destroy the latter issue is to

  515. destroy the ladder inside yourself.

  516. and just

  517. Industry.

  518. And destroying.

  519. And destroying the ladder inside of ourselves. It's about

  520. looking at where does the system live inside of me? Where

  521. does the system of comparison live inside of me?

  522. Tell my dad.

  523. How am I judging?

  524. How am I judging myself? Judging my own being based on this

  525. hierarchy? Because the thing that makes the ladder real is

  526. our attempt to continue to climb it.

  527. What?

  528. One way of.

  529. One way of thinking about repentance, I could name others

  530. that are about ego or thinking about the false self or

  531. working through idolatry in humanity. There's so many ways

  532. and I think that this text invites us to consider the ways

  533. that we might repent and the rhythm of repentance

  534. appropriate for our lives.

  535. How do?

  536. I think they,

  537. I think they're

  538. I think there's some

  539. I think there's something richer to consider around the

  540. word repentance than most of us now.

  541. and I,

  542. And then the other thing that I would say about this is

  543. that those who dream of a coming God or invited to prepare

  544. the way through their repentance without repentance will

  545. lead to humility.

  546. and I,

  547. I do.

  548. I don't.

  549. I don't mean Shane there. I mean humility.

  550. I'm

  551. I'm talking to.

  552. I'm talking about this so far. Where does that opens us up

  553. to a greater awareness of the world?

  554. I'm

  555. I know that.

  556. I know that we often think of John as a Brazen profit, but

  557. I think that we don't think of John often enough as a

  558. dreamer, as a person of imagination.

  559. Do.

  560. John did.

  561. John didn't live for the future, John lives, from the

  562. future. He announced the future in his body by the clothes

  563. that he wore, which would remind the people of Elijah. And

  564. the dawning of the new world to come Hebrew sustenance from

  565. outside, the system of Rome by eating locusts and wild,

  566. honey,

  567. and,

  568. And John John's dream is far different than the

  569. triumphalism that we often carry.

  570. But I

  571. turn off the

  572. That often masquerades progress, he doesn't come with five,

  573. easy steps to become more productive for the sake of the

  574. dream.

  575. He?

  576. He does.

  577. He doesn't tell the people who gather at the river to take

  578. more control of your life while you wait for the dream.

  579. It's

  580. It said.

  581. It said John speaks of the stronger, one.

  582. Take me to.

  583. Pizza.

  584. He speaks of the one who is equipped to confront the

  585. powers, the one who baptizes with the Holy Spirit, which is

  586. to say the one who judges the wrong ways that power has

  587. been used and chooses to democratize it.

  588. Stronger. We

  589. Stronger one is coming and John and John humility is able

  590. to lean down into long-term commitment.

  591. John in, John's, humility commits to something that he will

  592. never see.

  593. Be back.

  594. He becomes critical yeast before he becomes critical mass.

  595. Any.

  596. And he carried.

  597. And he carries his dream that he has to pass on to others.

  598. What?

  599. What is a quick?

  600. What are the questions I often think about in Advent is do

  601. we have any dreams that are so big?

  602. That.

  603. that we

  604. That we know they won't be fulfilled. And how comfortable

  605. are we in cultivating humility and acceptance of that

  606. reality.

  607. all right, so I

  608. All right. So I started this sermon with a confession that

  609. preaching about pieces and easy for me.

  610. I want.

  611. I want to be.

  612. I want to be the kind of person who's like, John who

  613. imagines and lives in the future, but I find it hard to

  614. find the kind of Freedom encouraged that John had the

  615. dream, these dreams.

  616. I'm

  617. Any.

  618. And even.

  619. And even as I know that repentance and humility are key to

  620. Preparing the way for the stronger. One who comes in the

  621. form of a baby. There are times when despair near despair

  622. shakes. My actions more than peace. Nothing can shape. Our

  623. actions more than peace.

  624. Yeah.

  625. Yet the

  626. Yet, the reason I love that poem the Christmas bells. It's

  627. not only because it rightly diagnoses the tension, so many

  628. of us feel

  629. but also,

  630. But also because it speaks truth into that tension.

  631. Here's a.

  632. He was all that poo.

  633. Here's how that poor man's.

  634. In.

  635. in a

  636. And ended.

  637. And in despair, I bowed my head. There is no peace on

  638. Earth. I said for hate is strong and mocks the song of

  639. peace on Earth, Goodwill to men.

  640. Did.

  641. Then.

  642. Then till the bills were loud and deep God is not dead, nor

  643. ducky sleep, the wrong. Shall fail the right Prevail with

  644. peace on Earth, Goodwill to men.

  645. Advance.

  646. Advent dreaming is about the true that the wrong shall

  647. fail. The right Prevail, that all things that are not

  648. right, we'll be set, right? Will be made, right?

  649. Apparel.

  650. Preparing.

  651. Preparing the way in Repentance and humility emerges from

  652. that, truth from that reality.

  653. It is.

  654. It is the old.

  655. It is the only truth from which a lasting peace can come.

  656. I'm a.

  657. I'm in.

  658. I meant.

  659. there's,

  660. there's a

  661. There's like eight hundred miles of here. I'm hoping to

  662. pick one that works.

  663. Eric.

  664. Here we go.

  665. Nothing over. We have succeeded.