Sermon
Thirteenth Sunday after Trinity
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Before we jump into God's Word, why don't we pray?
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Lord, we ask your blessing on the reading and the proclaiming of your Word, this 55th Psalm.
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And Lord, we pray that we would be people that do not just hear your Word,
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but people that hear your Word and meditate upon it and apply it to our lives and live by it.
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And Lord, we recognize that it's a very hard thing.
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Actually, apart from you, it's impossible.
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So we ask for your help.
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By your Spirit, we ask that you would make these words true in our hearts
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and that we would grip them and cling to you.
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For they are your very words.
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We pray this in Christ's name.
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Amen.
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If you have a Bible, follow along with me, Psalm 55.
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If you don't have a Bible, there should be a stack of Bibles at the back.
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If not, then follow along with a friend.
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That soul up there, which has the greatest pain, the Master said, is Judas Iscariot.
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With head inside, he plies his legs without.
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Of the two others, who head downward are, the one who hangs from the black jowl is Brutus.
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See how he writhes himself and speaks no word.
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And the other, who so stalwart seems, is Cassius.
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If we have any classicists here, or you remember high school,
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that is from Dante's Inferno, the 34th Canto,
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where Dante, who is taken on a tour of hell by Virgil,
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he sees Satan himself with his three heads.
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And in each head is Judas in one,
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Marcus, Junius, Brutus in the other,
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and Gaius, Cassius in the other mouth.
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Judas Iscariot is very familiar to us.
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He is the one who betrayed Jesus.
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The other two are the chief betrayers of Julius Caesar.
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And these three, I guess, in one sense,
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are the most famous betrayers of all time.
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Written in the 1200s,
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Dante has them in the very mouth of the chief betrayer of all, Satan.
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They swore fealty and love towards their masters
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and then stabbed them in the back.
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There's indeed something terribly horrific about betrayal, isn't there?
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Dante seemed to have found that the case.
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And that story, Dante's Divine Comedy,
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still resonates 800 plus years later.
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There seems to be truth that betrayal is the most egregious.
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For with betrayal comes the breakdown of trust
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and the erosion of relationships and societal cohesion,
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without which trust,
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without trust, our society ceases to be.
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It starts to erode and crumble and break down.
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Psalm 55 is a psalm of David
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that laments the betrayal of a close friend.
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And here David doesn't specify who that close friend is.
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I mean, in the narrative,
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in 2 Samuel,
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two key people betray King David.
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His son Absalom
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and his advisor Ahithophel.
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Both are close to him,
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obviously his son.
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Both betray him.
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Nothing is specified here.
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But David was betrayed.
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We're going to read in this psalm,
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in a sense,
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normally the psalms follow a nice,
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for the most part,
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organized structure.
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In Psalm 55,
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it's a hodgepodge of pleas
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and angst and anger
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and cries for help.
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And then pleas
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and appeals to God
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and then cries for help.
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This is a psalm
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of somebody in anguish.
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What's interesting about David as well
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is that he was a betrayer
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as much as these other two were.
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If you remember the story of Bathsheba,
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where David should have been off to war,
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should have been doing what kings do,
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he sees a woman who is not his wife
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and he has an affair with her.
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Turns out it's his close friend's wife.
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And to cover up his sin
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and his evil and his affair,
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he has his friend killed.
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David, the betrayer,
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is being betrayed.
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So this psalm,
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it's a very helpful psalm for us
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because if we're honest,
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we can find ourselves on either side
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of a relationship,
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of either being betrayed
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or being the one to betray.
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It helps us to be honest
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and not a proud person
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as if betrayal is something
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that is only possible for these people
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or that group
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and not for ourselves.
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More than that though,
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this psalm
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helps us to have a heart
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that is ready to understand
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and receive Jesus
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because Jesus
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was betrayed
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by the people
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that he created
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and he was sent
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to save
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and by his own disciple
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for 40 pieces of silver,
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Judas Iscariot.
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So this psalm,
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in a very real way,
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is an honest look
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at what betrayal does
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and it's a psalm
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that helps our hearts
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prepare for Christ.
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So we'll break the text
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into three parts
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and it's kind of a hard way
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to break up this text
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for the very reason
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I mentioned at the beginning
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that this is a text
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of somebody who is in anguish
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and pain
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where he's a bit
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all over the place.
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But we're going to look at
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the text in three different ways
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and we'll be all over the text
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this morning.
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The first is the reality
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of betrayal.
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And the second is
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the response to betrayal.
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And then the third point
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we're going to look at
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is the hope for the betrayed.
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So the reality of betrayal,
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the response to betrayal,
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the hope for the betrayed.
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If you could follow along,
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that would be helpful.
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Look with me,
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verses 3 and then
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verses 12 to 14.
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Because of the noise
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of the enemy,
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because of the oppression
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of the wicked,
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for they drop trouble
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upon me
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and in anger
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they bear a grudge
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against me.
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Drop down to verse 12.
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For it is not an enemy
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who taunts me,
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then I could bear it.
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It is not an adversary
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who deals insolently
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with me,
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then I could hide from him.
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But it is you,
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a man,
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my equal,
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my companion,
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my friend,
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my familiar friend.
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We used to take sweet counsel
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together within God's house.
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We walked in the throng.
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Notice here that the betrayers,
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although are clearly now enemies,
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used to be friends,
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companions,
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equals.
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They were familiar
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with one another.
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They worshipped together
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and made covenants,
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agreements,
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that would undoubtedly
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invoke the name of God.
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There was a deep connection
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with these people
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and King David.
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In short,
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this was a dear friend.
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David does not specify,
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like I mentioned at the beginning,
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who this was,
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nor the specific thing
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that was done.
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I mean,
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it could be his son,
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it could be his advisor,
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we're not too sure.
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And there's a level
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of ambiguity here
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that's helpful for us
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because it allows us
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to apply this text
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in a very personal way
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in our lives.
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So as I see it,
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betrayal can take
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at least three different forms,
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at least three different forms
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within this text.
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And we see it,
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the first way,
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the first form it can take
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is a peer or friend relationship.
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There's a betrayal.
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At least it's described here
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as this relationship
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of two peers,
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two friends,
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two equals.
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The second,
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the text doesn't really
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talk about it,
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but I think it's appropriate
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to talk about betrayal
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in terms of a relationship
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with somebody in authority.
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And then the third
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and final one
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we'll look at
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is how betrayal
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can affect marriage.
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Imagine that,
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you confide in a friend,
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a family member,
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a colleague,
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you pour out your heart.
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It's very tough
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if you are a closed-off person,
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an introvert,
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to be vulnerable.
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I mean,
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even for the most outgoing of us,
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vulnerability,
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maybe it doesn't come supernaturally.
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It's not a thing
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that we just pour our guts out
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to anyone
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about anything.
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But imagine you confide
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in a friend,
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a family member,
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a colleague,
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only to have that piece
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of information
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that was offered
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in that moment
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of vulnerability
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treated as if it was
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social currency
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for somebody
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to use for gossip.
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a piece of juicy gossip
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rather than
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a precious offering
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of trust.
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Your trust in that individual
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person
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will likely be severed,
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but what will
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likely happen
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is that to a degree
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your trust in all people
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will be weakened.
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Same goes for situations
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where somebody
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is in a position
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of authority
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only to abuse
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that office
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or relationship.
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It's not just that
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one doesn't trust
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that authority figure,
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but struggles
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with any authority figure
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that reminds them
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of the abuse.
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You see,
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when betrayal happens,
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when trust breaks down,
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things really
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start to unravel
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and it's hard
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to climb up
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out of that pit,
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that hole,
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that problem,
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that experience.
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It's hard to rebound.
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The final example
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is of a spouse.
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This is where the pain
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can often run
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the deepest.
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When trust is broken
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due to emotional
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or physical infidelity,
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the betrayal feels
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as if a very part
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of that person
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is torn off,
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ripped apart,
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severed.
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And how on earth
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can you sew that back up?
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Your arm is torn off,
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your leg is torn off,
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your guts are ripped out.
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Betrayal
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is deeply violent
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emotionally.
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Learning to forgive,
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let alone that
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that person,
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that husband
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or wife,
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is almost impossible.
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And will certainly
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take time,
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but what will end up
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happening is
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undoubtedly
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your ability
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to trust others
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will again
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be eroded.
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You will
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struggle
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to trust.
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You are not
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willing to be hurt
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again.
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You put up
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walls,
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and that is
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completely
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understandable.
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You see,
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when you trust
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somebody
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and they betray
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you,
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betrayal
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has the effect
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of a carpet
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bomb
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rather than
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a 50 cal
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in the chamber
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of a
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master marksman.
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It levels
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everything
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and everyone
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around you.
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It has ripple
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effects
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that destroy
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parts of your lives
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that you didn't
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think were
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necessarily connected.
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Betrayal is
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a terribly
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violent,
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violent thing.
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Consider the wording
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here used by
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King David,
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verses 4-8.
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Read with me.
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My heart
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is in anguish
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within me.
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The terrors
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of death
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have fallen
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upon me.
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Fear and
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trembling
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come upon me
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and horror
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overwhelms me.
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And I say,
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oh,
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that I had wings
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like a dove,
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I would fly away
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and be at rest.
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Yes,
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I would wander
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far away.
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I would lodge
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in the wilderness.
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I would hurry
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to find shelter
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from the raging
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wind and tempest.
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How very human
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a response
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to betrayal,
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especially
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verses 6-8,
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is escape.
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An escape
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to the wilderness,
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no less.
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In Scripture,
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the place
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of the wilderness
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is where danger
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lurks.
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It's where
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desolation
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happens.
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It's where
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the place
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that cannot
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support life
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apart from
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God's intervention.
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It is the place
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where people
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go to die.
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Here we see
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a desire
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in a sense
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not to exist.
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And that isn't
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necessarily
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a desire
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to die,
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but to be rid
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of the anguish
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and pain.
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And yet,
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this is followed
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by verse 8,
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which is as if
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David shakes off
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such a dark thought
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and looks to
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deliverance
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instead of escape.
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Verse 8,
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I would hurry
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to find a shelter
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from the raging
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wind and tempest.
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How often
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in the times
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of our anguish
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are our thoughts
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not very linear?
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We go from
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anger to confusion
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to thoughts
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of escape
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to thoughts
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of revenge
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to praying
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to the Lord
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if you are
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a Christian
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or maybe not
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just praying
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up there
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to the universe
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and then
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all of a sudden
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you are in anguish
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and then you are angry
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and then you are sad
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and depressed
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and it is all over
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the place
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our emotions.
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Here we see
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David
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expressing that
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very kind
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of
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kind of
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smorgasbord
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this emotion
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soup
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that is very
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natural
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and very
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much a human
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response.
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Betrayal
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may take
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various forms
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but it
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sure
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does result
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in the same
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thing
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does it not?
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Pain
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for the
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individual.
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However
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it is not
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just pain
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for an
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individual
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betrayal
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has social
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ramifications
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as well
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and I mentioned
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that at the
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beginning.
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Look with me
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at our text
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verses 9
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to 11
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destroy
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destroy
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oh lord
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divide
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their tongues
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for I
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see
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violence
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and strife
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in the
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city
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day
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and night
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they go
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around
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it
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on its
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walls
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and iniquity
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and trouble
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are within
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it
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ruin
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is in
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its
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midst
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oppression
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and fraud
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do not
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depart
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from
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its
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marketplace
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notice
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that
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those
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who betray
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often commit
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other acts
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that further
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erode
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society
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specifically
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in this
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case
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of the
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Psalms
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we see
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the city
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and the
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walls
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described
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as
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no longer
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being
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the very
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objects
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of safety
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but the
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objects
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where
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strife
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and
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conspiracy
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take place
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also
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the
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marketplace
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which is
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to be
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the
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very place
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that provides
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sustenance
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again
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buying
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and trading
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livelihood
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is again
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eroded
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and destroyed
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security
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and commerce
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no longer
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function as
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they ought
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to
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verse 23
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speaks of
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such people
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as having
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blood on
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their hands
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and being
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treacherous
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these people
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do not
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build up
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they are
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not selfless
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they do not
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promote the
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common good
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but only
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personal gain
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you see
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betrayal
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is justified
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if it means
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I succeed
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whether
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it's said
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or not
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it's to
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hell with
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everybody
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else
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and everybody
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else
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in society
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starts looking
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not like
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heaven
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but like
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hell
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things start
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to break
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down
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selfishness
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reigns
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supreme
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the breakdown
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of trust
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that accompanies
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betrayal
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will always
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erode
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always weaken
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always strain
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much more
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than just
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the two
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parties
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involved
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so if
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betrayal
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is so
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destructive
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and it
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is
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how are
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we to
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properly
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respond
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this
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brings us
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to our
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second
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point
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the response
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to
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betrayal
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look with
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me
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first here
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at verses
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1 and 2
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verse 9
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and then
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verse 15
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to 17
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see we're
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jumping around
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quite a bit
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starting in
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verse 1
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give ear to
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my prayer
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oh God
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and hide
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not yourself
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from my
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plea for
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mercy
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attend to
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me
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and answer
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me
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I am
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restless
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in my
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complaint
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and I
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moan
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verse 9
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destroy
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oh Lord
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divide
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their tongues
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and then
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verse 15
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and on
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let death
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steal over
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them
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let them
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go down
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to
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let them
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go down
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to
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Sheol
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alive
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for evil
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is in
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their dwelling
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place
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and in
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their heart
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but I
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call to
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God
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and the
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Lord
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will save
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me
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evening
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and morning
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and at
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noon
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I utter
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my
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complaint
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and moan
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and he
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God
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hears
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my voice
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looking
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first at
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verses 1
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to 2
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we find
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the first
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example
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of a proper
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response to
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betrayal
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is in the
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opening verses
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crying out
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to the
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merciful
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God
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who
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hears
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this
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isn't
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a throw
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away
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verses 1
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and 2
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God
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delights
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to hear
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our prayers
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he does
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he doesn't
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have
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headphones
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in
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he is
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not
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ignoring
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us
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he
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doesn't
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get
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annoyed
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with
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our
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petitions
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look at
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verse 2
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and then
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again
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verse 17
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attend to
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me
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answer
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me
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I am
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restless
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in my
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complaints
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and I
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moan
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doesn't
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sound
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too
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formal
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does
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it
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verse
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17
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evening
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and morning
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and noon
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I utter
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my
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complaint
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and moan
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and he
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hears
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my
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voice
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God
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who
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hears
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and on
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one
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hand
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we
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ought
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to
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come
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to
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God
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with
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reverence
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because
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he
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is
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our
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creator
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and
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king
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but let
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us
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not
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forget
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that
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if
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we
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have
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faith
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in
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Christ
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Jesus
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he
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is
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our
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father
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and we
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can
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come
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to
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a
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father
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the
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perfect
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father
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just
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as
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we
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are
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broken
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and
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bruised
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and
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beat
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up
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and
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full
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of
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emotions
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that
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aren't
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linear
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that
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sometimes
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often
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times
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we
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can't
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make
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sense
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of
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we
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moan
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we
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complain
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day
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and
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night
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noontime
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all
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the
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hours
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we
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come
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to
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the
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Lord
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we
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come
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to
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the
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Lord
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we
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come
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to
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the
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Lord
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in
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fact
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throughout
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the
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Psalter
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throughout
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the
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Bible
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the
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Lord
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is
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not
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just
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okay
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but
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welcomes
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our
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continual
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petition
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our
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continual
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petition
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constantly
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it's
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like
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as
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if
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we
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are
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saying
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I'm
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holding
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you
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at
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your
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word
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I'm
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not
-
letting
-
you
-
off
-
the
-
hook
-
you
-
have
-
to
-
answer
-
me
-
last
-
week
-
was
-
the
-
twelfth
-
Sunday
-
after
-
Trinity
-
Sunday
-
and
-
the
-
collect
-
or
-
the
-
communal
-
prayer
-
it's
-
one
-
of
-
my
-
favorites
-
and
-
this
-
is
-
what
-
it
-
says
-
almighty
-
and
-
everlasting
-
God
-
you
-
are
-
always
-
more
-
ready
-
to
-
hear
-
than
-
we
-
are
-
to
-
pray
-
and
-
you
-
constantly
-
give
-
more
-
than
-
we
-
desire
-
or
-
deserve
-
he's
-
always
-
more
-
ready
-
to
-
hear
-
than
-
we
-
are
-
to
-
pray
-
he
-
hears
-
and he
-
delights
-
in your
-
prayers
-
the
-
almighty
-
everlasting
-
God
-
wants
-
you
-
to
-
talk
-
to
-
him
-
friends
-
remember
-
that
-
truth
-
let
-
it
-
seep
-
down
-
deep
-
into
-
your
-
bones
-
remember
-
it
-
when
-
you
-
are
-
in
-
peril
-
remember
-
it
-
when
-
you
-
are
-
full
-
of
-
guilt
-
remember
-
it
-
when
-
things
-
seem
-
perfect
-
remember
-
it
-
pray
-
to
-
the
-
Lord
-
so
-
we
-
pray
-
but
-
what
-
do
-
we
-
pray
-
for
-
what
-
is
-
an
-
appropriate
-
prayer
-
in
-
a
-
situation
-
like
-
this
-
well
-
look
-
with
-
me
-
at
-
verse
-
9
-
destroy
-
oh
-
Lord
-
and
-
divide
-
their
-
tongues
-
we'll
-
pause
-
right
-
there
-
here
-
we
-
have
-
an
-
allusion
-
to
-
to
-
the
-
the
-
tower
-
of
-
Babel
-
from
-
Genesis
-
11
-
in
-
that
-
story
-
the
-
the
-
hubris
-
and
-
pride
-
of
-
the
-
city
-
of
-
of
-
Babel
-
it
-
it
-
it
-
is
-
such
-
that
-
to
-
an
-
extent
-
that
-
God
-
in
-
both
-
his
-
mercy
-
but
-
especially
-
his
-
justice
-
confuses
-
the
-
language
-
of
-
the
-
city
-
so
-
that
-
they
-
no
-
longer
-
have
-
the
-
ability
-
to
-
conspire
-
and
-
in a
-
sense
-
make
-
themselves
-
gods
-
I
-
say
-
mercy
-
because
-
it
-
is
-
a
-
merciful
-
thing
-
to
-
know
-
the
-
depths
-
of
-
your
-
pride
-
in
-
the
-
field
-
judgment
-
so
-
that
-
you
-
may
-
repent
-
here
-
David
-
is
-
alluding
-
to
-
this
-
he
-
is
-
praying
-
to
-
the
-
Lord
-
that
-
the
-
plan
-
of
-
his
-
conspirators
-
that
-
are
-
seeking
-
to
-
betray
-
him
-
that
-
have
-
betrayed
-
him
-
that
-
are
-
it
-
seems
-
that
-
are
-
going
-
to
-
betray
-
him
-
further
-
that
-
all
-
of
-
their
-
plans
-
will
-
go
-
belly
-
up
-
that
-
they
-
will
-
have
-
no
-
success
-
that
-
they
-
will
-
end
-
their
-
planning
-
that
-
it
-
would
-
stop
-
working
-
it
-
is
-
an
-
appeal
-
to
-
reverse
-
the
-
progress
-
of
-
the
-
enemy
-
by
-
consuming
-
the
-
enemy's
-
ability
-
to
-
plot
-
and
-
scheme
-
it's
-
a
-
very
-
good
-
prayer
-
it's
-
a
-
prayer
-
worth
-
praying
-
it
-
really
-
is
-
in
-
general
-
it's
-
a
-
prayer
-
worth
-
praying
-
against
-
people
-
that
-
do
-
wrong
-
and
-
who
-
are
-
going
-
in
-
a
-
wrong
-
direction
-
and
-
whose
-
decisions
-
will
-
have
-
effects
-
on
-
many
-
people
-
it's
-
important
-
to pray
-
such
-
prayers
-
like
-
this
-
we
-
also
-
see
-
that
-
David
-
is
-
desperate
-
and
-
calls
-
on
-
God
-
and
-
demands
-
of
-
him
-
that
-
his
-
justice
-
be
-
executed
-
and
-
that
-
his
-
servant
-
be
-
vindicated
-
and
-
we
-
see
-
this
-
in
-
verse
-
15
-
and
-
this
-
is
-
where
-
it
-
gets
-
a
-
bit
-
dicey
-
for
-
us
-
let
-
death
-
steal
-
over
-
them
-
let
-
them
-
go
-
down
-
to
-
sheol
-
that
-
is
-
another
-
term
-
for
-
the
-
grave
-
to
-
death
-
may
-
they
-
go
-
down
-
to
-
sheol
-
alive
-
for
-
evil
-
is
-
their
-
dwelling
-
place
-
and
-
in
-
their
-
heart
-
it
-
may
-
seem
-
rather
-
jarring
-
to
-
hear
-
from
-
scripture
-
that
-
it
-
is
-
an
-
acceptable
-
thing
-
to
-
pray
-
these
-
type
-
of
-
prayers
-
but
-
we
-
must
-
understand
-
that
-
such
-
prayers
-
are
-
calls
-
for
-
justice
-
and
-
vindication
-
and
-
not
-
bloodthirsty
-
revenge
-
it's
-
very
-
important
-
David
-
is
-
calling
-
on
-
God
-
to
-
give
-
these
-
evil
-
unrepentant
-
conspirators
-
total
-
justice
-
for
-
their
-
grotesque
-
behavior
-
and
-
it
-
is
-
grotesque
-
but
-
the
-
question
-
is
-
isn't
-
God
-
a
-
God
-
of
-
love
-
this
-
does
-
not
-
seem
-
loving
-
there's
-
much
-
more
-
to say
-
on the
-
justice
-
of
-
God
-
and
-
how
-
it
-
pertains
-
and
-
connects
-
and
-
is
-
related
-
to
-
the
-
love
-
of
-
God
-
but
-
I'll
-
just
-
say
-
this
-
that
-
God's
-
justice
-
is
-
never
-
at
-
odds
-
with
-
his
-
love
-
to
-
love
-
is
-
to
-
protect
-
to
-
vindicate
-
justice
-
so here
-
we see
-
that
-
without
-
God's
-
complete
-
justice
-
he could
-
never
-
be
-
a
-
completely
-
loving
-
God
-
if I
-
love
-
my
-
children
-
if I
-
love
-
my
-
wife
-
if I
-
love
-
my
-
family
-
if I
-
love
-
the
-
congregation
-
and I
-
am not
-
willing to
-
fight
-
for that
-
to
-
oppose
-
evil
-
to
-
oppose
-
harm
-
to
-
seek
-
out
-
justice
-
my
-
love
-
is
-
by
-
word
-
alone
-
it
-
means
-
nothing
-
I
-
mean
-
it's
-
nice
-
I
-
love
-
my
-
children
-
I
-
love
-
my
-
wife
-
I
-
love
-
the
-
congregation
-
but it
-
truly
-
means
-
nothing
-
it's
-
a
-
weak
-
love
-
it's
-
an
-
imperfect
-
love
-
it's
-
a
-
love
-
that
-
lacks
-
a
-
spine
-
God
-
here
-
is
-
a
-
God
-
of
-
love
-
precisely
-
because
-
he's
-
a
-
God
-
of
-
justice
-
friends
-
respond
-
to
-
betrayal
-
mistrust
-
calamity
-
whatever
-
it may
-
be
-
by
-
praying
-
to
-
the
-
almighty
-
and
-
everlasting
-
God
-
for
-
his
-
justice
-
to
-
take
-
root
-
and
-
leave
-
it
-
to
-
him
-
I
-
mean
-
a
-
big
-
part
-
of
-
that
-
is
-
praying
-
to
-
God
-
that
-
people
-
would
-
turn
-
from
-
their
-
wicked
-
ways
-
that
-
God
-
does
-
not
-
desire
-
the
-
death
-
of
-
a
-
sinner
-
but
-
that
-
they
-
would
-
repent
-
and
-
turn
-
to
-
him
-
but
-
nevertheless
-
there
-
are
-
people
-
that
-
do
-
not
-
and
-
it
-
is
-
important
-
to
-
pray
-
that
-
God's
-
justice
-
be
-
executed
-
you
-
know
-
in a
-
very
-
interesting
-
way
-
when
-
the
-
enemies
-
of
-
God's
-
people
-
drive
-
God's
-
people
-
to
-
prayer
-
the
-
enemy
-
has
-
already
-
signed
-
and
-
sealed
-
his
-
fate
-
either
-
they
-
will
-
repent
-
and
-
seek
-
amendment
-
or
-
they
-
will
-
suffer
-
the
-
full
-
extent
-
of
-
justice
-
either
-
in
-
this
-
life
-
or
-
the
-
next
-
either
-
way
-
they're
-
conspiring
-
and
-
they're
-
planning
-
their
-
betrayal
-
will
-
fail
-
because
-
it
-
must
-
God
-
will
-
have
-
the
-
victory
-
and
-
has
-
the
-
victory
-
and
-
that
-
is
-
an
-
encouragement
-
when
-
our
-
emotions
-
are
-
all
-
over
-
the
-
place
-
when
-
anguish
-
has
-
gripped
-
our
-
hearts
-
when
-
we
-
look
-
to
-
God
-
and
-
we
-
are
-
praying
-
to
-
him
-
and
-
we
-
are
-
petitioning
-
and
-
we
-
are
-
petitioning
-
and
-
we
-
are
-
petitioning
-
we
-
feel
-
like
-
we're
-
not
-
being
-
heard
-
but
-
God
-
hears
-
he
-
has
-
already
-
promised
-
a
-
victory
-
and
-
this
-
is
-
a
-
great
-
bit
-
of
-
hope
-
which
-
leads
-
to
-
our
-
third
-
point
-
our
-
final
-
point
-
that
-
we
-
truly
-
have
-
hope
-
if
-
we
-
are
-
betrayed
-
look
-
with
-
me
-
verses
-
1
-
and
-
2
-
16
-
to
-
19
-
22
-
and
-
23
-
actually
-
first
-
we'll
-
go to
-
verses
-
16
-
to
-
19
-
but
-
I
-
call
-
to
-
God
-
and
-
the
-
Lord
-
will
-
save
-
me
-
evening
-
and
-
morning
-
and
-
at
-
noon
-
I
-
utter
-
my
-
complaint
-
and
-
moan
-
and
-
he
-
hears
-
my
-
voice
-
he
-
redeems
-
my
-
soul
-
in
-
safety
-
from
-
the
-
battle
-
that
-
I
-
wage
-
for
-
many
-
are
-
arrayed
-
against
-
me
-
God
-
will
-
give
-
ear
-
and
-
humble
-
them
-
he
-
who
-
is
-
enthroned
-
from
-
of
-
old
-
because
-
they
-
do
-
not
-
change
-
and
-
do
-
not
-
fear
-
God
-
cast
-
your
-
burden
-
on
-
the
-
Lord
-
and
-
he
-
will
-
sustain
-
you
-
he
-
will
-
never
-
permit
-
the
-
righteous
-
to
-
be
-
moved
-
pause
-
there
-
verse
-
16
-
but
-
I
-
call
-
to
-
God
-
and
-
the
-
Lord
-
will
-
save
-
me
-
the
-
covenant
-
keeping
-
covenant
-
making
-
covenant
-
keeping
-
God
-
who
-
will
-
always
-
keep
-
his
-
covenant
-
I
-
mean
-
we
-
mention
-
this
-
a
-
lot
-
but
-
it's
-
a
-
great
-
reminder
-
in our
-
English
-
translations
-
the
-
capital
-
of
-
the
-
full
-
capitalization
-
of
-
Lord
-
is
-
a
-
tip
-
off
-
to
-
us
-
that
-
this
-
is
-
the
-
covenant
-
name
-
of
-
God
-
this
-
is
-
the
-
name
-
that
-
God
-
uses
-
in
-
relationship
-
with
-
his
-
people
-
and
-
the
-
relationship
-
he
-
has
-
with
-
his
-
people
-
come
-
with
-
promises
-
that
-
he
-
has
-
made
-
that
-
he
-
cannot
-
not
-
fulfill
-
he
-
does
-
not
-
break
-
his
-
covenant
-
and
-
here
-
David
-
is
-
appealing
-
to
-
that
-
the
-
covenant
-
making
-
Lord
-
unchanging
-
creator
-
God
-
will
-
sustain
-
and make
-
firm
-
King
-
David
-
and us
-
in him
-
we will
-
find our
-
firm
-
foundation
-
our firm
-
identity
-
so that
-
we will
-
not be
-
shaken
-
when the
-
tempests
-
come
-
and it
-
might feel
-
that we
-
are shaken
-
but
-
this
-
shaken
-
ness
-
that
-
David
-
is
-
talking
-
about
-
is
-
utter
-
eternal
-
despair
-
it
-
is not
-
saying
-
that we
-
will
-
not
-
ever
-
feel
-
this
-
anguish
-
I mean
-
it's
-
very
-
clear
-
throughout
-
this
-
text
-
that
-
that's
-
exactly
-
what
-
we'll
-
feel
-
and
-
this
-
is
-
a
-
very
-
human
-
response
-
and
-
it
-
doesn't
-
mean
-
we're
-
weak
-
or
-
somehow
-
messed
-
up
-
I mean
-
we are
-
all
-
weak
-
in a
-
sense
-
but
-
it
-
means
-
that
-
God
-
will
-
not
-
allow
-
our
-
enemies
-
to
-
prevail
-
and
-
that
-
eternal
-
victory
-
awaits
-
this
-
plays
-
out
-
in
-
two
-
ways
-
we
-
remember
-
that
-
Christ
-
himself
-
God
-
the
-
son
-
of
-
God
-
was
-
so
-
utterly
-
betrayed
-
by the
-
people
-
he came
-
to save
-
and by
-
his
-
own
-
disciple
-
that
-
anything
-
that we
-
have
-
gone
-
through
-
in this
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life
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or we
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will
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go
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through
-
or
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even
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the
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things
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you
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might
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be
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reflecting
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upon
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now
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will
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never
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come
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near
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to
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that
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level
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of
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betrayal
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which
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means
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we
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have
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a
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God
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that
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can
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relate
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to
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us
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he
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knows
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the
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depths
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that
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we
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have
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gone
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through
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and
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if
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you
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have
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a
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friend
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that
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you
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have
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confided
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in
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that
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can
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relate
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to
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you
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that's
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a
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I mean
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there's
-
commiseration
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but there's
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more than
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that
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you feel
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heard
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because
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they know
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precisely
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what you're
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going
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through
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that is
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a
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beautiful
-
thing
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now
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times
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that
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infinitely
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because
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we have
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a
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God
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who has
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identified
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with
-
us
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in our
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brokenness
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in our
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humanity
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to the
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extent
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that there
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is nothing
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we can
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go
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through
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in this
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case
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with
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betrayal
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and the
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breakdown
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of trust
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that he
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can't
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relate to
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I mean
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that is
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a
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wonderful
-
beautiful
-
comforting
-
truth
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something
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that we
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need to
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think about
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and dwell
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on
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God
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doesn't
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just
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hear you
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Christ
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doesn't
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just
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hear
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your
-
prayers
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but can
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completely
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relate
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to your
-
anguish
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the
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second
-
thing
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we
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remember
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that
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because
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of
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sin
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and
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brokenness
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our
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sin
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and
-
brokenness
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that we
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ourselves
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in a
-
sense
-
are
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betrayers
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but
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who
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did
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we
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betray
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we
-
betrayed
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the
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creator
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God
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the
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triune
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God
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the
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creator
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of
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heaven
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and
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earth
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who
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made
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us
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and
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gave
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us
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life
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and
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we
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rejected
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and
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abandoned
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his
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ways
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and his
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very
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real
-
hope
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for
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hopelessness
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that
-
pretended
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to be
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real
-
hope
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but
-
but
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ultimately
-
a
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hope
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that
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is
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not
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rooted
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in
-
him
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which
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is
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hopelessness
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we
-
rejected
-
God
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we
-
betrayed
-
God
-
but
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you know
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God
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doesn't
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treat
-
us
-
as
-
evil
-
doers
-
to
-
smite
-
us
-
to
-
send
-
us
-
down
-
to
-
Sheol
-
to
-
the
-
grave
-
and
-
yet
-
this
-
mercy
-
that
-
extends
-
to
-
us
-
by
-
not
-
treating
-
us
-
that
-
way
-
and
-
yet
-
his
-
justice
-
is
-
still
-
enacted
-
it
-
is
-
still
-
executed
-
but
-
instead
-
of
-
us
-
paying
-
the
-
penalty
-
he
-
lays
-
it
-
on
-
Christ
-
Jesus
-
he
-
pours
-
out
-
his
-
justice
-
on
-
God
-
the
-
Son
-
of
-
God
-
who
-
dies
-
the
-
death
-
of
-
a
-
traitor
-
even
-
though
-
he
-
was
-
no
-
such
-
thing
-
such
-
a
-
miscarriage
-
of
-
justice
-
was
-
Christ
-
on
-
the
-
cross
-
and
-
yet
-
at
-
the
-
same
-
time
-
the
-
most
-
beautiful
-
picture
-
of
-
grace
-
and
-
mercy
-
and
-
love
-
that
-
has
-
ever
-
happened
-
and
-
will
-
ever
-
happen
-
friends
-
this
-
is
-
why
-
the
-
cross
-
of
-
Christ
-
is
-
so
-
precious
-
because
-
it
-
is
-
both
-
the
-
means
-
by
-
which
-
we
-
are
-
saved
-
and
-
made
-
right
-
by
-
faith
-
and
-
it
-
is
-
also
-
the
-
means
-
by
-
which
-
we
-
can
-
trust
-
that
-
the
-
God
-
who
-
hears
-
our
-
prayers
-
knows
-
our
-
anguish
-
and
-
promises
-
to
-
act
-
on
-
our
-
behalf
-
so
-
friends
-
as
-
it
-
says
-
in
-
the
-
that
-
you
-
provide
-
for
-
us
-
what
-
we
-
need
-
to
-
endure
-
and
-
it
-
is
-
very
-
hard
-
and
-
it
-
is
-
at
-
times
-
it
-
feels
-
like
-
part
-
of
-
us
-
is
-
torn
-
apart
-
that
-
we
-
could
-
only
-
wish
-
to
-
escape
-
to
-
that
-
we
-
don't
-
want
-
to
-
die
-
but
-
certainly
-
we
-
don't
-
want
-
to
-
live
-
if
-
this
-
is
-
what
-
living
-
feels
-
like
-
and
-
yet
-
your
-
great
-
promise
-
to
-
us
-
is
-
that
-
justice
-
will
-
be
-
exacted
-
upon
-
those
-
that
-
will
-
destroy
-
and
-
that
-
the
-
anguish
-
we
-
might
-
feel
-
will
-
never
-
be
-
our
-
eternal
-
reality
-
but
-
rather
-
we
-
will
-
enjoy
-
pure
-
peace
-
forever
-
because
-
of
-
Christ
-
on
-
the
-
cross
-
Lord
-
help us
-
to be
-
people
-
that
-
are
-
strong
-
in
-
you
-
help
-
us
-
to be
-
people
-
that
-
remember
-
that
-
you
-
can
-
relate
-
to
-
us
-
help
-
us
-
to
-
be
-
people
-
that
-
remember
-
the
-
cross
-
go
-
with
-
us
-
be
-
with
-
us
-
help
-
us
-
pray
-
this
-
in
-
Christ
-
mighty
-
name
-
amen