Sermon
Sixteenth Sunday after Trinity
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Father in heaven, we humbly come before you as we open up your word, as we consider how
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Judas and the way he lived his life, how he betrayed your blessed son, and how he was
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unrepentant, and we consider his demise, Lord, help us to ultimately flee to you, Lord, that
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we would take heed, take and heed these words in front of us, and that it would go by your
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spirit deep into our heart as a warning to us, but Lord, that we wouldn't simply be afraid,
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but we would see godly fear, but also, Lord, we would see the great benefit of what it means
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to be your child, to be your son or your daughter, that it is truly the best thing, the most
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right thing we could ever do, and it is offered to us because of what Christ has done on the
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cross.
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So, Lord, help us to be humble, help us to have hearts ready to receive, and we pray this in
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Christ's name, amen.
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Have you ever seen that optical illusion that, depending on the perspective you have, you
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either see a young and elegant woman or a haggard old lady?
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You guys know what picture that is?
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I put it on the overhead, we don't have an overhead.
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Maybe I'll include it in the Sunday follow-up, but it's a remarkable picture, and then people
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have done other pictures that the one perspective, you know, looks like, I don't know, one thing,
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and the other perspective looks totally different.
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It was actually, it finds, I looked it up, it finds its genesis in, like, the turn of the century,
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about the turn of the century, but it was popularized by a British cartoonist named William
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Eli Hill in the 1910s, and he named the picture my wife and my mother-in-law.
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That is, that is something else.
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My mother-in-law, that's not, does not go for me.
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I love my mother-in-law, she's lovely.
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But it's so interesting how you can have one picture, and you can see only the one image,
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and yet, you have to almost take a step back and readjust to see the second image.
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But what you can't do, is you can't see both images at the exact same time.
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And if you can, I don't know, maybe you have a trick, but by and large, you can't see both
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images at the same time.
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Jesus has conquered all.
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He has died on the cross.
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The death tried to consume him, and he uses death itself to destroy death, by rising again
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after three days in the grave.
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And he hasn't just defeated death by rising from the grave, but he ascends into heaven,
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and it is this wonderful picture of Jesus and his victory, his victory over sin and death
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and evil.
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And he offers this salvation to all people.
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And it is our very heart's desire to know and be known, to love and be loved for all
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of eternity, and this is precisely what he offers in the cross.
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And yet, there are many people who do not see this when they look at Jesus, but rather see
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the cross as folly, as hate-filled, as bigoted and even dangerous.
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How on earth can this one beautiful thing, the cross, be at once for us and those that
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are being saved, those that are being drawn to him?
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How can it look so beautiful, and then others, it can be such an object of scorn?
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The Apostle Paul in 1 Corinthians 1.18, he also repeats it in a few other places in his
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letters.
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He'll say this,
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For the word of the cross is folly to those who are perishing, but to us who are being
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saved, it is the power of God.
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Like the young lady, old woman, optical illusion, Christ is either the wonderful Savior or he's
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terribly problematic.
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He cannot be both.
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This also is actually the same from Christ's perspective.
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We are either wheat or tares, we are either sheep or goats, either we are his friends or
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we are his enemies.
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We cannot occupy a middle ground, for there is none.
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Again, the word of the cross is folly to those who are perishing, but to us who are being
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saved, it is the power of God.
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Friends, this is a difficult teaching.
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We like the nativity Christ who's meek and mild.
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We don't necessarily like the knight clad in white who will defeat all his foes with
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the word of his mouth.
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And yet, this is the ultimate picture of Christ in the book of Revelation, the conquering knight
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who has defeated all his foes.
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It's an interesting question to ask.
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Do you find yourself as a friend of God or as his enemy?
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in Jerusalem.
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They are devoting themselves to prayer.
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They are united in purpose.
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And they are obeying Jesus in waiting for the coming of the Holy Spirit.
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And our section covers the 10 days after the ascension and before Pentecost.
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10 days for when Jesus ascends to heaven and when the Holy Spirit comes down.
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And what's interesting, in 10 days worth of happenings, this is the only story that is recorded
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in those 10 days.
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Maybe there is other significant things that have happened or that happened in that time,
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but we have no idea.
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Luke here, by the inspiration of the Holy Spirit, records only this one story.
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So it's important.
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It's not merely a narrative filler, but something critical to help us to understand what it means
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to be either a friend of God or what it means to be an enemy of God.
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So to help us understand this, you know, I didn't come up with any lovely points, but
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we're going to look at three people, in a sense.
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We're going to look at Judas, who is the traitor.
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We're going to look at Peter, who is the friend.
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And ultimately, we're going to look at Christ, who is the knower of all hearts.
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So why don't we jump into our first, take a look at our first person, Judas, the traitor,
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and see what we can learn from this section.
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So look with me, Acts chapter 1, starting in the 15th verse.
Acts 1 chapter mention
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We'll go 15 to 20 here.
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When they returned to Jerusalem from the mount, called Olivet, oh, verse 12, I'll go down to 15.
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In those days, Peter stood up among the brothers.
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The company of persons was in all, about 120, and said,
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Brothers, the scripture had to be fulfilled, which the Holy Spirit spoke beforehand by the mouth of David concerning Judas,
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who became a guide to those who arrested Jesus.
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For he was numbered among us and was allotted his share in the ministry, in this ministry.
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Verses 18 and 19 seem to be Luke's commentary in this.
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And this is what he says,
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Now this man, speaking of Judas, acquired a field.
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With the reward of his wickedness and falling headlong, he burst open in the middle,
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and all his bowels gushed out.
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And it became known to all the inhabitants of Jerusalem,
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so that the field was called in their own language,
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Ekeldama, that is, the field of blood.
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Verse 20.
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This is Peter now.
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For it is written in the book of Psalms,
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May his camp become desolate, and let there be no one to dwell in it,
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and let another take his office.
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Quoting from Psalm 69 and 109, respectively.
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Judas Iscariot, he was one of the twelve.
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He was called by Jesus.
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And yet, he became, as Peter called him,
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the guide to those who arrested Jesus.
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He was offended at the scandalous nature of the good news of Jesus Christ,
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and as such became an active enemy agent.
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Quite the turnaround from a trusted, close disciple of Jesus.
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He was one of the twelve.
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He was the inner circle,
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Jesus had many followers,
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but he was the inner circle of Jesus' disciples.
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And then he became a guide to those who arrested Jesus.
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And what was his fate?
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In the Gospels, it says that he killed himself.
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And yet, here, it says that he bought a field and fell headlong into it.
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Now, there is a discrepancy,
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at least from the Gospels to Acts,
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and there is, I think, a fine way of harmonizing the two.
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I think I'll end up,
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by the way, I'll put it in the Sunday follow-up.
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I hope you guys got that this week.
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I'm trying it out.
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If it works, great.
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If it's not so helpful,
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we can scrap it for something else.
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But I'm not going to talk about how
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the Gospel accounts of Luke's,
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sorry, of Judas' suicide,
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how it harmonizes with what Luke says here in Acts chapter 1.
Acts 1 chapter mention
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But nevertheless,
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Luke records here that Judas bought a field
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with the blood money he used to betray Jesus,
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and he fell headlong in the field,
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and his guts poured out,
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his bowels poured out.
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So the question,
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it's an interesting question.
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Why would Luke break from the Gospel narratives
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to talk about Judas hanging himself?
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This is not in the Gospel narratives.
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Why does he mention it?
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And I think there's a really interesting answer.
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In fact, Luke,
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he is constantly,
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and we'll see this throughout Luke,
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he constantly connects
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what's happening with the church
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with the Old Testament.
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There's allusions constantly
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to the Old Testament text.
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And I think this is one of them.
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So we see this,
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a similar story,
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in 2 Samuel chapter 20
2 Samuel 20 chapter mention
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with Joab.
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If we have any Bible scholars
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and they know who Joab was,
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he was the former general
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of King David's army.
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He was trusted by King David.
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And Joab betrays David.
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He kills two people
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that David did not authorize.
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It was a form of betrayal.
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But the second person he killed
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was Amasa,
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the general that was going to take over
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for him,
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that in a sense,
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Joab was looked over for Amasa.
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What does he do?
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In 2 Samuel chapter 20,
2 Samuel 20 chapter mention
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to sum it up,
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he greets Amasa with a kiss.
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And without Amasa knowing,
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he has a knife on his left side
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and he uses it
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to stab Amasa in the stomach.
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And it says that
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Amasa's intestines poured out
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and he died on the road.
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He betrayed Amasa
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and really King David with a kiss.
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And then we have this interesting bit
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about the way Amasa died,
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the one he betrayed.
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Joab was a traitor
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and he killed in a cowardly way.
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And later on in 1 Kings chapter 2,
1 Kings 2 chapter mention
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we see that he is killed
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in a just way,
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but in a coward's,
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he gets what's coming to him
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in a very cowardly way himself.
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He cowers and he is killed
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at the command of King Solomon.
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So with Judas,
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the one who would betray
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the King of Kings with a kiss,
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it's interesting.
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And imagine with me here,
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if truly Luke is connecting
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this story of Judas
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to the Old Testament betrayer,
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Joab,
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we see a betrayal of the King
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with a kiss.
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And although Judas doesn't take a knife
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and thrust it through Jesus' stomach,
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we end up having Judas suffer
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the same fate
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that Joab inflicted on Amasa.
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That is to say
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that retribution happened
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for Judas
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because he was a coward,
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because he was a betrayer,
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because he was a traitor.
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He would suffer a fate
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similar to the one
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that Joab visited upon Amasa.
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Retribution enacted.
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And retribution might seem
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like something that
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wouldn't necessarily be condoned
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by the Lord in Scripture,
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but in this case,
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it's a godly thing
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for those who commit injustice.
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It is an important thing
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to stop somebody
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from the cycle
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of committing injustice.
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In fact,
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St. Augustine will expand this.
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The idea of loving your enemy
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can't actually happen
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unless you're willing
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to exact justice
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on your enemy's enemy.
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We are seeing this happen
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with Judas here.
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But why are we talking
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about punishment
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when Jesus offers forgiveness?
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Why does Judas,
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who is a betrayer,
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suffer the fate
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of one who was betrayed?
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Why does Judas
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not get the same fate,
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in a sense,
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as Peter?
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Did Peter not betray
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Jesus like Judas did?
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I mean,
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think about it.
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Peter
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swears,
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I swear to God
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I will follow you,
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Jesus,
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to your death.
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And what happens?
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He flees
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and he has three chances
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to make it right
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and
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he messes that up as well.
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He betrays Jesus.
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And yet,
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Judas
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has his guts spilled out
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and he's buried
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and Peter
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is leading the church.
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Where is Judas'
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forgiveness?
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Why are we speaking
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of his death
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and not,
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and his replacement
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and not talking about
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how Judas
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is with the twelve?
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Should forgiveness
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not be extended to him?
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Judas is an enemy
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of Christ.
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He is one who refuses
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to put down his weapons.
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He is one
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who does not recognize
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his sin
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and throw himself
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at the mercy of Christ.
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He is not one
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who humbles himself
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and recognizes
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that he needs to live
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under the lordship
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of Christ.
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It's not just a matter
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of indifference
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but
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a critical aspect
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of what it means
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to submit
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to the one true God.
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Judas
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does not
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ask for forgiveness
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and as such
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he continues
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to live
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at least in his own life
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on the throne
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of Christ.
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He is king
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of his own castle.
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Judas
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led Jesus
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into the hands
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of those
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who wished
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to kill him
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because he was
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deep in his pride,
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he was deep
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in his resentment
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and he was deep
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in his greed.
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And like Joab,
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Judas
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betrays Jesus.
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Judas
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and like Joab,
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Judas
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tries to undo
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his treachery
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by his own hand.
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I encourage you guys
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to read the story
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in 1 Kings 2.
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It's a type
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of self-justification
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and like Joab,
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Judas refused
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to go to the only one
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who could
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redeem him.
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Pride
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and self-justification
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will always cause
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a heart
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of stone
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to remain stone
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and cause
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the enemy of God
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to remain
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an enemy of God.
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Friends,
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when we try
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to cover up
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our sin
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or the sin
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of others
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to deny
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its effects
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in our lives
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to justify
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the motives
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of sin
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excuse the offense
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relativize it
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so that it is
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no longer a sin
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we call Christ
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a liar.
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We deny
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God his place
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as creator
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and king
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and we make
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ourselves
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keep ourselves
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make ourselves
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an enemy
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of God.
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And let me
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just say this
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friends
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this is not
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an enemy
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you want.
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God judges
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so often
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in a passive
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way
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by handing
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us over
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to our rebellion
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so that we
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will suffer
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the natural
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and inevitable
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consequences
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of our actions.
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Joab lived
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by the sword
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and what happened?
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He died
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by the sword.
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Judas
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was greedy
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he was prideful
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and he died
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unredeemed.
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In the end
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we will get
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our heart's
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true desire
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in our pride.
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What do I mean
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by this?
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All too often
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God leaves us
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to our own
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devices
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and if we
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are not
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looking to
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God
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who is the
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creator of life
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who knows
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the way
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we ought to
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live
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we will
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inevitably
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go down
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the road
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to death.
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there's not
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multiple ways
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that God
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has designed
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but only
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one way
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because he
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is the
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creator
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and he
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is good
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and he
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desires to
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bless
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and to
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redeem
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and to
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see his
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creation
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flourish.
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So if we
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choose to
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avoid such
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a way
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of living
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we will
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inevitably
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see destruction
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and pain
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in our own
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lives.
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So this
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passive
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judgment
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C.S.
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Lewis
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in the
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great
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divorce
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he describes
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it like
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this
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there are
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only two
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kinds of
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people in
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the end
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those who
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say to
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God
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thy will
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be done
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and those
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to whom
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God says
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in the
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end
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thy will
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be done
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all that
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are in
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hell
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choose it
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without
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that self
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choice
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there could
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be no
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hell
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no soul
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that seriously
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and constantly
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desires joy
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will ever
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miss it
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those who
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seek
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find
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those who
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knock
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it is
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opened
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Judas
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although
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ridden
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with guilt
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ultimately
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wants his
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will
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over
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Christ's
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will
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and we
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see a
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bit of
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that
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in
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the
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second
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part
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of
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verse
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25
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when
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Peter
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he's
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talking
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about
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Matthias
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or the
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one
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that
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they
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would
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pick
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to
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replace
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him
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and he
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says
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this
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to
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take
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the
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place
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in
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this
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ministry
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and
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apostleship
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from
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which
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Judas
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turned
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aside
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to go
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in his
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own
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place
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to do
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his
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own
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thing
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to go
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his own
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way
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Judas
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ridden
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with
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guilt
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ultimately
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wants
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his
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will
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over
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Christ
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he's
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not
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willing
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to bend
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his knee
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and as
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such
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suffers
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a traitor's
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fate
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it
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it is
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a
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terribly
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sad
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thing
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and it
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makes
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you
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wonder
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and it's
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speculation
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makes you
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wonder
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if
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Judas
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if things
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could have
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been different
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for him
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but they
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weren't
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he
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refused
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to call
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out to
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God
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for
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forgiveness
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there's
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this whole
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other side
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bit
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here
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that
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I mean
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because
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it was
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prophesied
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it speaks
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in a sense
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of
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God's
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providence
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and how
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does that
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interact
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with our
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free will
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maybe that'll
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make the
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Sunday
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follow up
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as well
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but that's
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not going
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to be
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an aside
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I'm
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willing
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to take
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this
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morning
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but it's
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a very
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excellent
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question
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Judas
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has suffered
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a traitor's
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fate
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well how
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about the
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traitor
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Peter
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we
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I
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referenced
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him
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moments
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ago
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but what
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separates
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Judas
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the betrayer
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from
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Peter
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the betrayer
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Peter
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is equally
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a betrayer
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remember
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he denies
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Christ
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three times
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and yet
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here he is
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standing up
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amongst
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not just
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the eleven
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but the
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hundred and twenty
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he in a sense
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is the leader
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of the church
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and he is the one
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saying
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we need to
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fulfill scripture
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we need to
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get a twelfth
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we need to
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see this thing
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come to pass
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and we see
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in a sense
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what marks
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Peter
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is the
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the
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the
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besetting
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sin
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of
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what marks
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Peter
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is the
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opposite
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of the
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besetting
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sin
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of
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Judas
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Peter
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constantly
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would
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humble
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himself
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before
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almighty
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God
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he
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constantly
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cried out
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to Christ
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for mercy
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in fact
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what greater
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person
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would there
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be to
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lead the
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church
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than
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Peter
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who
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sinned
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much
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but was
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forgiven
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much
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and as
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such
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loved
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much
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who
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fell
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worse
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than
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Peter
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amongst
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the eleven
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that
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remained
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none
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Judas
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Judas'
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replacement
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had to
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be
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chosen
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and
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it
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had
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to
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be
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one
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who
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was
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witness
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to the
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entirety
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of
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Jesus'
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ministry
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from
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John's
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baptism
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to
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the
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resurrection
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that's
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what it
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says
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in
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verses
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21
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to
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23
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so
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one
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of
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the
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men
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who
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have
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accompanied
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us
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from
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all
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the
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time
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that
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the
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Lord
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Jesus
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went
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in
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and
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out
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among
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us
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beginning
-
from
-
the
-
baptism
-
of
-
John
-
until
-
the
-
day
-
when
-
he
-
was
-
taken
-
up
-
from
-
us
-
one
-
of
-
these
-
men
-
must
-
become
-
with
-
us
-
a
-
witness
-
to
-
the
-
resurrection
-
that's
-
why
-
I
-
think
-
if
-
you've
-
heard
-
the
-
apostle
-
Paul
-
is
-
the
-
true
-
12th
-
apostle
-
or the
-
true
-
12th
-
disciple
-
and
-
Matthias
-
we
-
never
-
really
-
hear
-
of
-
him
-
again
-
I
-
would
-
say
-
that
-
based
-
on
-
verses
-
21
-
to
-
23
-
it
-
truly
-
is
-
Matthias
-
in
-
fact
-
we
-
don't
-
really
-
hear
-
much
-
of
-
any
-
of
-
the
-
disciples
-
apart
-
from
-
Peter
-
James
-
and
-
John
-
it's
-
a bit
-
of a
-
side
-
note
-
but
-
anyways
-
what's
-
happening
-
here
-
is
-
the
-
12th
-
disciple
-
needs
-
to
-
be
-
picked
-
because
-
what
-
we
-
see
-
here
-
is
-
that
-
the
-
church
-
is
-
really
-
a
-
reconstitution
-
of
-
Israel
-
the
-
people
-
of
-
God
-
it's
-
in a
-
sense
-
a
-
new
-
and
-
expanded
-
Israel
-
12
-
disciples
-
needed
-
to be
-
present
-
as the
-
church
-
was
-
birthed
-
and
-
in a
-
sense
-
walked
-
into
-
the
-
promised
-
land
-
in the
-
same
-
way
-
that
-
the
-
12
-
tribes
-
entered
-
into
-
the
-
promised
-
land
-
after
-
captivity
-
these
-
12
-
would
-
lead
-
the
-
church
-
by
-
the
-
power
-
of
-
the
-
Holy
-
Spirit
-
and
-
they
-
would
-
continue
-
as we
-
found
-
out
-
last
-
week
-
that
-
in
-
the
-
the
-
ministry
-
of
-
Christ
-
Jesus
-
so
-
ultimately
-
what is
-
to mark
-
the
-
12
-
apostles
-
and
-
therefore
-
what is
-
to mark
-
the
-
church
-
is a
-
deep
-
humility
-
in
-
Christ
-
a
-
genuine
-
faith
-
not
-
perfect
-
genuine
-
doesn't
-
necessarily
-
equal
-
perfect
-
but a
-
genuine
-
faith
-
in the
-
lordship
-
of
-
Christ
-
and his
-
victory
-
over
-
all
-
things
-
what is
-
to mark
-
the
-
church
-
is
-
to be
-
people
-
that are
-
marked
-
by
-
God's
-
merciful
-
hand
-
extending
-
to
-
them
-
not a
-
group
-
of
-
people
-
that are
-
cleaned
-
up
-
ready
-
to
-
go
-
sinless
-
but
-
people
-
recognizing
-
their
-
sin
-
recognizing
-
that in
-
a sense
-
we're all
-
betrayers
-
we're all
-
enemies
-
of God
-
and that
-
he has
-
made a
-
way for
-
us to
-
become
-
friends
-
we
-
are a
-
church
-
that
-
recognizes
-
that
-
above
-
all of
-
us
-
is a
-
lord
-
that has
-
conquered
-
evil
-
and sin
-
and death
-
which means
-
no foe
-
that we
-
could face
-
can ever
-
overtake
-
our king
-
and although
-
our bodies
-
may
-
break down
-
and they
-
will
-
and our
-
hearts may
-
ache because
-
life is very
-
difficult
-
and often
-
tragic
-
and difficulties
-
come
-
we can
-
know that
-
because Christ's
-
victory is
-
over all
-
of our
-
foes for
-
all of
-
eternity
-
that we
-
can rest
-
secure
-
that our
-
souls can
-
rest secure
-
in him
-
that's the
-
good news of
-
the gospel of
-
Christ and
-
that is
-
something that
-
we can
-
achieve
-
with
-
self
-
justification
-
by pushing
-
away
-
the mercy
-
and love
-
extended to
-
us by
-
Christ Jesus
-
and trying
-
to figure
-
out life
-
ourselves
-
and clean
-
up our
-
own lives
-
we
-
don't
-
enjoy that
-
same sort
-
of eternal
-
victory
-
so the good
-
news of the
-
gospel of
-
Christ is
-
to mark
-
his church
-
and the
-
gospel was
-
to form a
-
new and
-
more expansive
-
community of
-
friends
-
it seems
-
kind of a
-
quaint thing
-
to say
-
but not
-
if you
-
were an
-
enemy of
-
the king
-
it's not a
-
quaint thing
-
to say
-
that
-
that I
-
used to
-
be an
-
enemy
-
destined
-
for death
-
and the
-
gallows
-
and the
-
king himself
-
saved me
-
and now
-
I'm his
-
friend
-
there's
-
nothing
-
quaint
-
in that
-
that's
-
what Christ
-
Jesus
-
does
-
he
-
offers
-
to us
-
what
-
we are
-
so desperate
-
for
-
and he
-
calls us
-
to bear
-
witness
-
to that
-
truth
-
to other
-
people
-
so that
-
unlike
-
Judas
-
who is
-
a guide
-
to those
-
who are
-
trying to
-
kill
-
Jesus
-
we are
-
a guide
-
for those
-
that need
-
Christ
-
we don't
-
bring the
-
enemies to
-
kill our
-
king
-
we bring
-
our enemies
-
to our
-
king
-
so he
-
can make
-
them
-
his
-
friends
-
that's
-
what it
-
means to
-
bear
-
witness
-
to the
-
gospel
-
so what
-
it means
-
to take
-
on the
-
very
-
ministry
-
of Christ
-
himself
-
to be a
-
guide to
-
the blind
-
leading enemies
-
of Christ
-
to him
-
like I said
-
so that he
-
can make
-
them friends
-
this is what
-
marks Peter
-
as a friend
-
even though he
-
was a betrayer
-
this is what
-
is offered to
-
us today
-
if you
-
have enjoyed
-
friendship with
-
Christ but
-
have fallen
-
away or
-
your heart
-
has grown
-
cold or
-
you feel
-
maybe at
-
best estranged
-
but if
-
you're real
-
like an
-
enemy this
-
is the
-
time to
-
come to
-
him and
-
like Peter
-
cry out
-
to mercy
-
cry out
-
for mercy
-
to God
-
himself
-
through
-
Christ
-
friends
-
guilt can
-
be a
-
wonderful
-
thing
-
if it's
-
conviction
-
and if it
-
leads us
-
to Christ
-
guilt is a
-
terrible thing
-
if it
-
does not
-
lead us
-
to Christ
-
and it
-
just is
-
weight
-
upon our
-
backs
-
and our
-
weight
-
and weight
-
upon our
-
backs
-
some more
-
and some
-
more
-
until our
-
backs
-
break
-
we've
-
looked at
-
Peter
-
sorry
-
we've
-
looked at
-
Judas
-
the betrayer
-
we've
-
looked at
-
Peter
-
the friend
-
and now
-
we'll look
-
at Christ
-
the heart
-
knower
-
look with
-
me
-
verses
-
24
-
to 26
-
and they
-
prayed
-
that is
-
the 11
-
they prayed
-
and said
-
you Lord
-
who know
-
the hearts
-
of all
-
show
-
which one
-
of these
-
two
-
you have
-
chosen
-
to take
-
the place
-
in this
-
ministry
-
and apostleship
-
from which
-
Judas
-
turned aside
-
to go
-
to his
-
own
-
place
-
and they
-
cast
-
lots
-
for them
-
and the
-
lot
-
fell
-
on
-
Matthias
-
and he
-
was
-
numbered
-
with the
-
11
-
apostles
-
although
-
the portion
-
this portion
-
of scripture
-
is clearly
-
about
-
excuse me
-
the choosing
-
of Judas's
-
replacement
-
it helps us
-
to understand
-
the scripture
-
helps us
-
understand
-
that Christ
-
knows
-
the hearts
-
of all
-
in fact
-
in the original
-
language
-
this should
-
read something
-
like
-
you Lord
-
are the
-
heart
-
knower
-
or the
-
knower
-
of all
-
hearts
-
this is
-
like the
-
title
-
of
-
Christ
-
he's
-
the
-
heart
-
knower
-
who
-
knows
-
the
-
heart
-
of
-
men
-
and
-
women
-
except
-
themselves
-
and I
-
would put
-
forward
-
to you
-
maybe
-
you don't
-
even know
-
your own
-
heart
-
super well
-
I
-
certainly
-
don't
-
Christ
-
the heart
-
knower
-
and it
-
speaks of
-
his
-
providence
-
and lordship
-
over all
-
things
-
so that
-
he knows
-
our hearts
-
even when
-
we do
-
not
-
so we
-
live in
-
a post
-
modern
-
world
-
or a
-
late
-
modern
-
world
-
however
-
you want
-
to
-
sum
-
it
-
up
-
and the
-
ethos
-
really is
-
moral
-
relativism
-
that
-
that has
-
the catch
-
phrase
-
or the
-
motto
-
follow
-
your
-
heart
-
but
-
really
-
what
-
it's
-
really
-
saying
-
is
-
follow
-
your
-
desires
-
whatever
-
is
-
the
-
thing
-
that
-
you're
-
feeling
-
today
-
follow
-
it
-
and
-
that
-
can
-
get
-
us
-
into
-
all
-
sorts
-
of
-
hurt
-
but
-
who
-
can
-
really
-
know
-
our
-
hearts
-
let alone
-
enough
-
to follow
-
them
-
we are
-
complex
-
and
-
confused
-
people
-
we take
-
in a
-
great deal
-
of
-
information
-
every
-
single
-
day
-
that
-
influences
-
us
-
for
-
good
-
or
-
ill
-
we
-
want
-
to
-
and
-
it's
-
very
-
confusing
-
for
-
us
-
we
-
want
-
on
-
one
-
hand
-
to
-
to
-
have
-
things
-
that
-
we
-
don't
-
have
-
and
-
yet
-
we
-
grow
-
weary
-
of the
-
things
-
that
-
we
-
wanted
-
just
-
yesterday
-
for
-
things
-
that
-
we
-
might
-
never
-
get
-
tomorrow
-
we
-
struggle
-
with
-
contentment
-
and
-
direction
-
and
-
satisfaction
-
and
-
purpose
-
we
-
want
-
autonomy
-
and yet
-
we
-
lament
-
loneliness
-
we
-
want
-
an
-
interconnected
-
community
-
that
-
is
-
lifelong
-
and yet
-
desire
-
fierce
-
independence
-
friends
-
our
-
hearts
-
can be
-
a very
-
confusing
-
place
-
and it
-
is hubris
-
therefore
-
to think
-
we can
-
navigate
-
this
-
life
-
and find
-
eternal
-
meeting
-
and
-
transcendent
-
joy
-
by our
-
own
-
strength
-
by our
-
own
-
will
-
by following
-
our
-
own
-
heart
-
title
-
of
-
Christ
-
again
-
Christ
-
the
-
heart
-
knower
-
he
-
knows
-
your
-
heart
-
he
-
knows
-
the
-
things
-
that
-
you
-
truly
-
desire
-
and
-
he
-
knows
-
the
-
confusion
-
that
-
you
-
struggle
-
with
-
and
-
the
-
complexities
-
and
-
the
-
contradictions
-
and
-
the
-
beauty
-
also
-
in your
-
own
-
heart
-
that
-
you
-
struggle
-
to
-
express
-
I
-
mean
-
he
-
knows
-
us
-
all
-
he
-
knows
-
every
-
last
-
bit
-
of
-
you
-
so
-
friends
-
run
-
to the
-
heart
-
knower
-
run
-
to
-
Christ
-
and
-
trust
-
yourself
-
to
-
him
-
give
-
him
-
the
-
worries
-
and
-
confusions
-
and
-
trust
-
that
-
all
-
of
-
it
-
so
-
that
-
he
-
can
-
truly
-
begin
-
this
-
work
-
in
-
your
-
heart
-
and
-
you
-
can
-
enjoy
-
his
-
salvation
-
which
-
is
-
himself
-
and
-
this
-
is
-
what
-
it
-
means
-
to
-
become
-
his
-
friend
-
Judas
-
in
-
many
-
ways
-
is
-
unlike
-
us
-
but
-
in
-
many
-
ways
-
he
-
is
-
like
-
us
-
we
-
are
-
like
-
him
-
same
-
with
-
Peter
-
we
-
were
-
enemies
-
of
-
God
-
first
-
or
-
Colossians
-
chapter
-
one
-
speaks
-
of
-
this
-
while
-
we
-
were
-
still
-
enemies
-
of
-
God
-
what
-
did
-
Christ
-
do
-
he
-
died
-
for
-
us
-
we
-
are
-
all
-
enemies
-
of
-
God
-
let
-
us
-
not
-
persist
-
with
-
that
-
let
-
us
-
in
-
fact
-
come
-
to
-
Christ
-
as
-
his
-
friends
-
bending
-
our
-
knee
-
to
-
his
-
lordship
-
and
-
seeking
-
not
-
your
-
own
-
justification
-
your
-
own
-
salvation
-
your
-
own
-
satisfaction
-
but
-
instead
-
look to
-
him
-
and
-
trust
-
in
-
his
-
eternal
-
goodness
-
let's
-
pray
-
father
-
father
-
father
-
we
-
if we
-
are
-
open
-
and
-
honest
-
with
-
ourselves
-
our
-
hearts
-
are
-
incapable
-
of
-
being
-
constantly
-
good
-
yes
-
by
-
your
-
grace
-
common
-
grace
-
we
-
can
-
do
-
very
-
good
-
things
-
and
-
many
-
people
-
who
-
are
-
not
-
Christians
-
can
-
do
-
many
-
good
-
things
-
but
-
we
-
cannot
-
reconcile
-
ourselves
-
to
-
you
-
we
-
cannot
-
expunge
-
the
-
sin
-
from
-
our
-
very
-
being
-
that
-
only
-
you
-
can
-
do
-
so
-
lord
-
we
-
come
-
to
-
you
-
as
-
your
-
friends
-
as
-
former
-
enemies
-
and
-
some
-
people
-
may
-
be
-
enemies
-
that
-
are
-
soon
-
to
-
be
-
friends
-
but
-
lord
-
we
-
come
-
to
-
you
-
and
-
we
-
ask
-
that
-
by
-
your
-
spirit
-
you
-
will
-
humble
-
us
-
and
-
that
-
you
-
would
-
sharpen
-
us
-
and
-
make
-
us
-
a
-
community
-
of
-
friends
-
a
-
community
-
that
-
is
-
marked
-
by
-
friendship
-
with
-
you
-
a
-
community
-
that
-
really
-
is
-
honest
-
with
-
our
-
brokenness
-
true
-
about
-
our
-
brokenness
-
and
-
that
-
throws
-
ourselves
-
at
-
your
-
mercy
-
lord
-
would
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you
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have
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mercy
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upon
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us
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we
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thank
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you
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for
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all
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that
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you
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have
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done
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on
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the
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cross
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we
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pray
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this
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in
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Christ's
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name
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Amen