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Parashat Vayeshev | Rabbi Becca Weintraub | December 13, 2025

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  1. Shabbat shalom to everyone.

  2. >> No matter when you came this morning,

  3. I'm really moved today. Sometimes um you

  4. just feel the through your body and

  5. today is one of those for me. So I feel

  6. very blessed to be on the journey

  7. together this morning of the tila and

  8. the gratitude of what it is to be able

  9. to sit and pray together. that that in

  10. and of itself is such a gift and a

  11. blessing that we have the ability to do

  12. that. Um, so Shabbat shalom. Again,

  13. it's hard not to read and watch the

  14. testimonies of the hostages who have

  15. returned. I find it very hard. I know I

  16. think actually for some it's easier to

  17. just ignore it. And I completely

  18. understand that also. And particularly

  19. over the past 24 48 hours, I for me

  20. before Shabbat, I found myself stuck and

  21. haunted by the harrowing propaganda

  22. videos released of the beautiful six.

  23. This was Hirs Goldberg Poland, Carmel

  24. Got, Eden, Shalami, Almog, Sarusi, Ori

  25. Danino, and also Alex Lobonav.

  26. In these videos, they're lighting Kaneka

  27. candles together just two years ago deep

  28. in the tunnels of Gaza.

  29. It's painfully clear that these videos

  30. were staged.

  31. There are snacks that are all around and

  32. their stiff body language.

  33. They have physical wounds that you can

  34. see

  35. and their forced smiles which they have

  36. after 80 days in captivity. And again,

  37. this was December of 2023,

  38. which means that they had eight more

  39. months still ahead of them in captivity

  40. until the moment that these terrorists

  41. murdered them upon hearing the IDF

  42. approaching.

  43. And yet in the depths of these tunnels,

  44. in the pit of the earth, these six along

  45. with hundreds of others found a spark

  46. and kindled it. They kindled it for

  47. themselves and they kindled it for one

  48. another. And when we watch these videos,

  49. even with all of the agony and all of

  50. the doubt that they evoke, it also

  51. reminds us that light can and does exist

  52. even in absolute darkness.

  53. In our para, Vayesv,

  54. Yoseph, the beloved son of Yakov, is

  55. taken by his jealous brothers and thrown

  56. into a pit. a pit which is dark.

  57. It says that they took him

  58. to they threw him into the pit

  59. rake in that this boar was empty and

  60. there wasn't any water that was in it.

  61. And Rashi famously asks this question

  62. since the Torah says that it's empty. It

  63. says rake. Why is it that then it needs

  64. to repeat and say mim that there wasn't

  65. any water that was inside? And he

  66. answers and saysimbo.

  67. We know there wasn't any water there.

  68. But this is actually telling us that

  69. there were nikashim that there were

  70. these snakes and there were these

  71. scorpions that were there. So it wasn't

  72. actually fully empty. It actually had

  73. something in it. It just wasn't

  74. something positive. It was something

  75. scary and dangerous.

  76. And Rashi draws this often Rashi takes

  77. his commentary from other places in our

  78. tradition. And it happens that Rashi

  79. takes this one from the Gamarra in

  80. Shabbat 22a which is the page or the

  81. doth of the garra where he takes it

  82. from. And remarkably this is in the

  83. middle of a discussion on the Kaneka

  84. candles.

  85. The Torah Tamima, another commentary

  86. notices this juxtaposition and suggests

  87. that it connects Joseph and his story to

  88. the teaching of the Gamarra, which this

  89. teaching that it's teaching us about.

  90. It's very detailed. The Gamarra often

  91. likes to give us details. How do we

  92. light the Kaneka candles? Where can we

  93. light them? And this is a part of a

  94. conversation that says you can't li

  95. light them too high up because then

  96. nobody else would see them. And it talks

  97. about you can't light anything over 20

  98. ammote. Although living in New York

  99. City, it's a little different because we

  100. can see each other's candles from the

  101. windows. But in that time, you don't

  102. want it to be too high. And the Torah

  103. Tamima says that this teaches us that

  104. Yseph's pit, it takes it back to the pit

  105. and says that the pit that Yseph was

  106. sitting in was actually 20 ammode about

  107. 30 feet deep. that the brothers, it was

  108. so deep that they potentially didn't see

  109. scorpions and they didn't know how

  110. dangerous it was down there because some

  111. of them did want to kill him and others

  112. didn't want to kill him. And it further

  113. links the story. The Torah Tamima says

  114. that the Hasmonians,

  115. they were the descendants, the I would

  116. say enemy in the Kaneka story. They're

  117. the descendants of Levy and that tribe

  118. and they become the fact that then in

  119. the Kaneka story we fight back against

  120. them. It becomes a tikun or kind of a

  121. revision of what happened to Joseph in

  122. the pit generations before. So the

  123. kanukia is connected to this pit and

  124. this darkness that Yseph is sitting in

  125. and becomes actually the repair for this

  126. story generations later.

  127. But as I read it, I was wondering what

  128. actually happened to Ysef in his pit

  129. when he was in there. I think it was

  130. actually from the videos of the hostages

  131. that made me wonder more and more. What

  132. was Yseph's experience really like down

  133. there? What did he do with his time

  134. there? Was there any light?

  135. The Midrashim are always a wonderful and

  136. beautiful place where we get

  137. possibility. And so some say that Joseph

  138. prayed that he sang. He sang psalms to

  139. himself. Some say that he wept and he

  140. begged his brothers, "Please, can you

  141. hear me? Can you let me out of here?"

  142. Others say that he reflected on his

  143. dreams either in a way of saying,"I know

  144. that this is going to happen or

  145. potentially, I know that I dreamt this

  146. dream that I'm supposed to be something

  147. great, but will that ever happen from

  148. this dark place down here?"

  149. And then there's the myth or a story

  150. that tells us that

  151. when Yseph was in the pit,

  152. he had the primordial light, this

  153. orhagan news, this hidden light that was

  154. with him. And this is a story that we

  155. actually explored uh a couple of years

  156. ago during the Yamim Norim. And it's a

  157. beautiful legend that we have in our

  158. tradition. And it includes Yoseph in

  159. this moment in the pit. God created the

  160. world and at the moment of creating the

  161. world we know ye there was light and

  162. this was a sacred light that was drawn

  163. down in a time of chaos in toou vavohu

  164. in complete darkness and when Adam and

  165. Eve ate from the tree they lost this

  166. light and then God felt as though it was

  167. necessary to hide it away for those who

  168. are righteous and put it someplace else

  169. put it in the world to come but God

  170. preserved a trace of this light, a tiny

  171. bit of this light in a small glowing

  172. stone and they call it the toar

  173. passed down through Adam from Adam to

  174. Seth to Noah to Abraham to Isaac to

  175. Jacob and then finally the stone makes

  176. its way to Yoseph. And it says in this

  177. midrashic tradition that Ysef was gifted

  178. both the konet pim both this beautiful

  179. coat and also a necklace that had the

  180. tohar this stone on it. But he didn't

  181. know what it was nor did his brothers.

  182. And so when the brothers stripped him of

  183. his coat when they were putting him in

  184. the pit they didn't realize that this

  185. amulet was so significant. And Yseph

  186. enters the pit naked, surrounded by

  187. these snakes and these scorpions. And

  188. there, in a terrifying darkness, the

  189. amulet begins to glow. He's wearing this

  190. beautiful necklace of this primordial

  191. light and it kept him alive. And the

  192. tradition even goes on to say that later

  193. in Egypt, the legend tells us that it's

  194. the stone that allowed him to see the

  195. future and to understand the dreams of

  196. the baker and of the the um butler who

  197. was in there with him and that it's even

  198. the stone that they bury him with. And

  199. when Moshe goes to retrieve Yseph's

  200. coffin much much later when leaving

  201. Egypt he finds this stone this amulet

  202. and it is later hung in the tabernacle

  203. as the neramid and then it's put above

  204. every single ark that we have also that

  205. this is this beautiful primordial light

  206. that we hold on to throughout all time

  207. in this myth. The light that sustains

  208. Joseph in the pit is not ordinary fire.

  209. It's the first light, the very light of

  210. creation.

  211. And when we light Hanukkah candles, we

  212. stand in the literal darkest days of the

  213. year and the metaphorical darkness of

  214. our times.

  215. When we strike the match, when we hear

  216. the whisper again, yor,

  217. let there be light.

  218. The Kadush Levy connects the Kaneka

  219. candles to this light of creation in

  220. another way. He teaches that the mitzvah

  221. of lighting Kaneka candles is supposed

  222. to be done between the time that the sun

  223. is setting and between the time that

  224. people disappear or they're walking from

  225. the marketplace. The disappearing of the

  226. feet or the regal.

  227. He connects this to representing the

  228. fading of our habitual

  229. certainty that the world runs only on

  230. ordinary natural forces. So he plays

  231. with the language there. Reguel meaning

  232. foot, hair gel also means the ordinary

  233. or things that are normal. And he says,

  234. "Part of why we have to light at this

  235. specific time, to bring the light in at

  236. this moment, is because we want to push

  237. on this idea that everything has to be

  238. ordinary, that natural forces just are

  239. the way that things always are." And he

  240. says, "The candles teach us that hidden

  241. miracles shimmer beneath the surface,

  242. that the world is constantly being

  243. recreated." Yehi or we should hear this

  244. over and over again every moment by a

  245. God who insists who still insists on

  246. light over chaos and darkness from that

  247. very moment of creation. A God who still

  248. demands light over darkness and chaos.

  249. In a statement that was released

  250. alongside the videos that came out of

  251. these beautiful six, the hostages and

  252. missing families forum, they wrote,

  253. "Hamas filled these videos as filmed

  254. these videos as propaganda, but the

  255. humanity of the beautiful six shines

  256. through this footage. The entire world

  257. must see our loved ones in these

  258. moments. Their unity,

  259. their strength, humanity, even in the

  260. darkest times.

  261. It's difficult to read this sentence and

  262. it's also very clarifying.

  263. Even in the tunnels after months in

  264. captivity, something essential in them

  265. remained intact.

  266. Not the miracle that their families and

  267. all of us had prayed for, which would be

  268. the miracle we've seen when others are

  269. returning home. We wish so much. I think

  270. the pain of these videos is that we also

  271. know what happened to them just months

  272. later.

  273. But another kind of miracle, the simple,

  274. stubborn persistence of human dignity

  275. that refuses to disappear even in the

  276. midst of pure evil and stifling

  277. darkness.

  278. Joseph's story reminds us that darkness

  279. and confinement, they're not new to our

  280. people. We know that to our history, nor

  281. to human history at all. And still the

  282. Torah insists that we endure.

  283. What survives the pit is not the cruelty

  284. that put him in there. It's not the

  285. cruelty of his brothers, but it's his

  286. capacity to hold on to purpose, to

  287. memory, to whatever faint light is

  288. available to him. To the possibility

  289. that even in deep darkness, a person can

  290. begin in some small and unseen ways to

  291. recreate the world. to prepare for the

  292. emergence of an orhadash, a new light.

  293. And this orhadash, this light that we

  294. hope for, it's not just a metaphor. It's

  295. our commitment and it's the

  296. actualization of Torah as Jews and as

  297. human beings to create conditions where

  298. dignity, justice, and life can flourish

  299. even in dark times. It's our commitment

  300. to this to recognizing that toou vabu is

  301. not the way of the world. It's this ore.

  302. It's this light. As we begin Kaneka and

  303. we light our candles tomorrow night,

  304. we're not reenacting a triumph of some

  305. sort. And we're also I can't stand here

  306. and say that we're banishing darkness

  307. once and for all. I do wish that was

  308. possible, but we know it's not. What

  309. we're doing is we're marking the

  310. presence and we're celebrating the

  311. presence of light in places that should

  312. not have any.

  313. We're reminding ourselves that our task

  314. is not to manufacture this light or this

  315. hope, but to guard the light to keep the

  316. flame alive for ourselves, for one

  317. another, and for the next generation.

  318. so that we might yet be worthy of and

  319. swiftly merit the radiance of this new

  320. light that we so desperately pray for

  321. each and every morning. Shabbat shalom.