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The Gospel According to Matthew - Justice and Mercy {May 31, 2026]

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  1. I'm here, I'm here. Hey, good morning. How's

  2. everybody doing? Good. Good, good. It's been

  3. a minute. It's been a minute, but I'm so happy

  4. that I am here to be with you all. And I'm Chris

  5. Britton. I've been around the house for a very

  6. long time. And I know I started to come with

  7. my family when we were still in Rock Island High

  8. School. How many years ago? It's been a minute.

  9. 12 and a half. There's our scorekeeper. Thank

  10. you. So I've been a part for a long time. And

  11. it's been a while, but I do consider it an honor

  12. and a joy to be in front of you. And we're going

  13. to get right into it. Is that all right? So I'm

  14. going to continue our series in Matthew. And

  15. I want to start off just by telling a little

  16. bit about myself. I grew up in the Quad Cities.

  17. I consider Rocktown, AKA Rock Island, my city.

  18. That's my home, even though I moved around a

  19. little bit. And yeah, Rocktown. I'm a Rocktown

  20. graduate. And I met my wife Trish while I was

  21. in college, and I went to a school called Judson

  22. College at the time, Judson University. Ironically,

  23. if you hear Greg and I's story, like we both

  24. obviously grew up in La Crosse, but we both went

  25. to Judson. But I was older, and I showed up like

  26. after he already graduated. We both took the

  27. same master's program, not at the same time,

  28. at different times. You can ask us about all

  29. that later. We have this Marvel timeline that

  30. we talk about that we were on. But I was at a

  31. Judson University in my junior year. I met my

  32. wife in college. That was a great thing I have

  33. three beautiful daughters, and I think they're

  34. all here at this point right now but During my

  35. time there at Judson I Gained just a heart for

  36. youth I got a degree in youth ministry adolescent

  37. studies came back served at a local faith -based

  38. nonprofit for over a decade well almost two decades.

  39. During that time I also picked up a master's

  40. in ministry leadership along the way and when

  41. COVID hit about 2020 that's when God kind of

  42. began to uproot some things and work in me a

  43. little bit and so I was telling someone earlier

  44. that I've been a teacher in Rock Island School

  45. District at an alternative school and I'm about

  46. to in one week complete my sixth year. And I'm

  47. really happy that the year's almost over, and

  48. I'm completing my sixth year, and I'm growing.

  49. And yeah, we got some educators in the house.

  50. So as I have just shown you my resume, one thing

  51. that is not on there is gardening. Or I do not

  52. have the green thumb. I cannot keep plants alive.

  53. My jam is working with youth, the ones that people

  54. might point to and say, they are so bad. And

  55. I'll be like, man, let me try to instill some

  56. hope in them. So it might not be a surprise with

  57. the story that I'll intro with. A few years ago,

  58. it was a hot July morning, and I was mowing my

  59. lawn. I usually mow my lawn with some music playing.

  60. My batteries had ran out. So I was able to hear

  61. nature. And I noticed that there was something

  62. wrong. I didn't even know that I had a magnolia

  63. in my yard until I googled it. I was like, what

  64. is this? You have a magnolia. So I noticed that

  65. something was off with my magnolia shrub. There

  66. was some unusual activity happening in there.

  67. Magnolia bush on the side of my house is probably

  68. about 10 foot high. And there was a lot of buzzing

  69. going on in there. There was a smell in there

  70. The leaves were kind of dark. It was almost as

  71. black sticky residue. It was very gross There

  72. was ants that was in there. There was bees that

  73. was in there There was a whole bunch of you all

  74. that was in there as I mowed by and You ever

  75. been outside and something flies by and you just

  76. start swatting that stuff and the neighbors are

  77. probably like look at him He's like doing a crazy

  78. dance out there something that was me that day,

  79. but from a distance The shrub looked fine. Matter

  80. of fact, what I learned was that I had magnolia

  81. scales. You can Google that. I'm serious. We

  82. got smartphones and stuff. Google magnolia scales

  83. real quick. I was going to pop some up on the

  84. screen, but we got smartphones and stuff. So

  85. somebody at the table, while I'm talking, you

  86. might be on your phones anyway. Just Google magnolia

  87. scales. I'm keeping it real. Google magnolia

  88. scale. Show it to somebody at the table. It's

  89. gross. I'll give y 'all a couple seconds. You

  90. can even usury if you need to. Anybody got it

  91. yet? Yeah, yeah, yeah. Zoom in on there. That

  92. was at my house, man. That was crazy. They moved

  93. in, wasn't paying rent, nothing. From a distance,

  94. my magnolia Still kind of look beautiful. I blamed

  95. it on the Midwest weather I remember pointing

  96. at it a couple years prior saying like something's

  97. wrong with that thing Always says hot. I didn't

  98. know until I started to research some things

  99. that They attach to branches and it's usually

  100. invisible until you turn the leaf over and you

  101. look at the branches Magnolia scale infantation,

  102. it doesn't happen overnight. It's something that

  103. started years before I even noticed it. So I

  104. had been mowing past those guys for a long time.

  105. They probably had been waving, trying to get

  106. my attention. I was oblivious until there was

  107. probably about 20 % or 25 % of the magnolia bush

  108. was just gone. And it was the first time when

  109. I was there, I was like, dang, they can eat.

  110. But what I realized that... One website was like,

  111. push on some of the branches if it breaks and

  112. stuff. There's nothing in there. There's no life

  113. to it. It just was like, just snapping off, snapped

  114. off. And I had a lot of that. I had to do some

  115. pruning. And then for whatever reason, I sought

  116. out to find the information to see if I could

  117. salvage this magnolia tree. I'll get back. I'll

  118. give you an update in a little bit of where we're

  119. at. But this was a few years ago. But I want

  120. to talk today not just about some nature stuff

  121. but I want to talk about what happens when we

  122. zoom in not on my plant but we're going to zoom

  123. in on a passage in Matthew and then we're going

  124. to zoom in on our hearts because what we'll see

  125. in the passage I believe that Jesus did his own

  126. zooming in on people and what he had found what

  127. he overturned in them I feel like we can do the

  128. same in us as we look at things that could be

  129. quietly draining the life ourselves or things

  130. around us so we have a tradition at our church

  131. where we will stand and give attention to God's

  132. Word so in any way that you feel comfortable

  133. or in your power please turn to Matthew 23 verse

    Matthew 23:23–28

  134. 23 through 28 and as you find that there's three

  135. words that we're gonna focus on today justice

  136. mercy and faithfulness and I'll explain a little

  137. bit more about that after I read the scripture.

  138. So here, Matthew 23, 23 through 28. Woe to you,

  139. teachers of the law and Pharisees, you hypocrites.

  140. You give a tenth of your spices, mint, dill,

  141. and cumin, but you have neglected the more important

  142. matters of the law, justice, mercy, and faithfulness.

  143. You should have practiced the latter without

  144. neglecting the former, you blind gods. You strain

  145. out a gnat but swallow a camel. That's crazy.

  146. Woe to you. Everybody say, woe. That's like a

  147. song. Woe to you, teachers of the law and Pharisees,

  148. you hypocrites. You clean the outside of the

  149. cup and dish, but inside they are full of greed

  150. and self -indulgence. Blind Pharisees, first

  151. clean the inside of the cup and dish, and then

  152. outside also will be clean. Woe to you, teachers

  153. of the law and Pharisees, you hypocrites. You

  154. are like whitewashed tombs, which look beautiful

  155. on the outside, but on the inside are full of

  156. the bones of the dead and everything uncleaned

  157. in the same way. On the outside, you appear to

  158. people as righteous, but on the inside, you are

  159. full of hypocrisy and wickedness. Let's pray.

  160. Lord, I pray that you will open our eyes this

  161. morning. Help us to see what you see. Help us

  162. to zoom in on things that matter around us in

  163. our hearts, in our lives, in our circles of influence.

  164. Give us the courage to let you turn the camera

  165. around on us. In Jesus' name, amen. Alright,

  166. let's unpack a couple things. What Jesus saw,

  167. like, Jesus in this chapter, He delivered seven

  168. woes in this chapter. Say woe again for me. Woe.

  169. But when you hear woe, when Jesus was giving

  170. out these woes, a biblical woe, it wasn't Him

  171. pointing fingers and just snapping and spazzing

  172. on people, but a biblical woe is grief. And it's

  173. a sound like a prophet would make this sound

  174. sometimes. There's scriptures, especially in

  175. the Old Testament, where people would feel some

  176. type of compassion, and they would rip off their

  177. clothes and stuff like that. Or they would take

  178. off something, because it would just be like

  179. a moment of woe. There would be grief packed

  180. into it. This grief also filled with compassion.

  181. So. Part of it was a warning part of it was was

  182. heartbreak, but Jesus isn't just up there like

  183. hating on people He was hurting for people in

  184. Matthew 23 Jesus directs the woes at the religious

  185. leaders because here's a couple things that they

  186. were involved in doing one they were blocking

  187. people from God's kingdom they were exploiting

  188. the vulnerable they were teaching hypocrisy and

  189. focused on hourly religiosity instead of justice

  190. mercy faithfulness. So I want to be clear that

  191. a woe was not just a rebuke, it was more of a

  192. sorrowful declaration that their actions are

  193. leading them towards judgment unless they repent.

  194. But it reminds me a lot of Apostle Paul who told

  195. the Galatians that he was in pains of childbirth

  196. until Christ is formed in you. He described that

  197. to the Galatians where he was feeling so torn

  198. up that he's this man was saying that I feel

  199. like a woman that's going to give birth like

  200. the pains. I don't know what that feels like.

  201. I don't want to know what that feels like. But

  202. the metaphor as a poet struck me so hard. I remember

  203. being I came to Christ when I was about 17 or

  204. 18. I remember somebody gave me this book on

  205. a Galatians Bible study. I had no clue. There

  206. was big words in there. There was all this theology

  207. in there. But I remember that scripture. I was

  208. in the basement of this house. I was reading

  209. this. I didn't understand anything. And at the

  210. time, I had homies on the street that was like

  211. in gang stuff. I knew little shorties that was

  212. coming with a pants tag. And I had left a lifestyle

  213. like that. So when I read that scripture, when

  214. I was 17, 18, And I had been working at the youth

  215. center for a little bit around young people.

  216. I knew that my heart had hurt for the generation.

  217. But when I read that scripture, it was a woe

  218. moment for your boy. I weeped. I couldn't explain

  219. it. I remember telling some of my boys, and they

  220. were like, yeah, you was just tripping, bro.

  221. It was probably late. You was trying to do Bible

  222. study late. And I was like, no. I was on the

  223. ground, curled up like a baby, crying. Because

  224. I hurt for this next generation and I felt like

  225. God was calling me to do something about it So

  226. again Jesus hurt For the people that he was speaking

  227. to And Jesus did this publicly on the southern

  228. steps of King Herod's temple some of you as I've

  229. shared earlier that know that Greg and I had

  230. a chance in our Master's program separately on

  231. different occasions to go to the Holy Land. And

  232. that was kind of a big selling point for the

  233. Master's program. It included two weeks in the

  234. Holy Land, and we visited the Holy Steps and

  235. a whole bunch of other places. So, ya boy's been

  236. at this place that we're talking about here.

  237. And one of the things that I learned... quickly

  238. as I walked in some of these places, that geography

  239. gives us so much context and changes how we absorb

  240. some of these passages, at least for me. So I'm

  241. going to do the best that I can to paint a picture

  242. of what the Southern Steps might appear like

  243. for us so we can kind of get some more of the

  244. understanding of what was happening with Jesus

  245. and the Pharisees and stuff out there. But the

  246. Southern Steps was the main public entrance to

  247. the entire Temple Mount. So teachers gathered

  248. there, the crowds moved through there, debates

  249. happened there, the most public stage in Jerusalem

  250. was right there. And Jesus picked this place

  251. on purpose. And from those steps, if you looked

  252. across, you would see what is called the Kidron

  253. Valley toward the Mount of Olives. And this might

  254. not make sense. But I always say that... Remember

  255. coming back from my Israel trip I'm driving around

  256. Rock Island and I was coming down the long view

  257. hill everybody know where long view Park is and

  258. I was like, I can't remember who I was with in

  259. the car, but I was like this is one of the best

  260. spots because When you're on the temple steps

  261. Hear me. I'm not making this up If you're at

  262. the top of long view where you know, they tore

  263. the tennis courts down and stuff like that If

  264. you're in that parking lot, it's kind of like

  265. being on the southern steps because what you

  266. see Across the river, you see a stadium. You

  267. see the lights on the bridge, and there's a valley

  268. right there. When you're on the southern steps,

  269. you just see this valley. There was no cars,

  270. so you would have to walk up there, but you would

  271. see out, and it wasn't that beautiful at our

  272. bridge, but you would see tombs. You would see

  273. these graves, and you would see some tombs that

  274. were covered in white. that looked very, very

  275. beautiful. That if you've seen them, you'd be

  276. like, oh, ain't that a pretty grave. So think

  277. of that. Think of being able to stand on this

  278. big stage, as big as this room, the temple steps,

  279. where everybody's going, and off to the distance,

  280. you can see these tombs. And Jesus wasn't trying

  281. to paint some kind of a picture. I always say

  282. that Jesus used timeless examples so he could

  283. just look at you and talk to you and be like,

  284. hey, bro, you see that? That's you. And everybody

  285. in their mind would be like, hey, he just said

  286. he's like that whitewash tomb. That's crazy.

  287. Jesus said, what? Yeah, you the tomb, bro. That's

  288. you. Jesus pointed at. The people, the Pharisees,

  289. and the thing that we need to understand about

  290. them is they weren't irreligious people. The

  291. Pharisees were the most religious people out

  292. there. They tithed. They tithed from their gardens

  293. down to the last leaf. They would tithe. And

  294. the equivalent of today would be like a... You

  295. know, if we was a church that had the biggest

  296. programs and the best this and we had the best

  297. sounds and the lights and all this stuff, we

  298. have the best of the best. But inside, there

  299. would be some some turmoil and some some mercilessness,

  300. some injustice going on. And it would be like

  301. us after our service, shaking hands with everybody.

  302. We have fireworks going off and everything. And

  303. Jesus would be like. Yeah, y 'all like that trash

  304. can out there. It's a nice painted trash can,

  305. but y 'all got some garbage going on in here.

  306. And people would be like, dang. One of the commentators

  307. named William Barkley, he nails what was going

  308. on wrong. He says that the Pharisees kept the

  309. details of the law and forgot the things that

  310. really mattered. They lost their sense of proportion.

  311. They transformed into people who got the small

  312. things exactly right and the heavy things like

  313. justice, mercy, and faithfulness way wrong. And

  314. they were the examples to the community. So Jesus

  315. drops his punch line in verse 24 that people

  316. would have definitely gotten a chuckle. He told

  317. them, you strain out the nap, but swallow a camel.

  318. Picture, they would try to do the little things

  319. right. Sometimes they would strain wine. Through

  320. a cloth just to catch like a nap Because that

  321. would make it unclean so Jesus like y 'all go

  322. through all that trouble, but y 'all is drinking

  323. a camel Y 'all try to do all that to catch the

  324. net and it'd be like I got it. It's pure but

  325. y 'all Y 'all basically would eat a camel. That's

  326. how that's how y 'all look So people would laugh

  327. until they fit realize like you ever laugh and

  328. then the jokes on you They'd be like hold on

  329. is he talking about he's talking about us Verse

  330. 25 and 26, Jesus says, you can clean the outside,

  331. but the inside is full of greed and self -indulgence.

  332. First clean the inside. One commentator pointed

  333. out that the food in the cup might have been

  334. gotten by cheating or extortion, but as long

  335. as the cup was ceremonially clean, they didn't

  336. care. Jesus was saying, if the inside ain't clean,

  337. it doesn't matter what it looks like. You could

  338. look like the healthiest shrub in the yard, but

  339. there's things that are going on that need attention.

  340. Verse 27 and 28, when he says, you are like whitewashed

  341. tombs, beautiful outside, full of death inside.

  342. These tombs were whitewashed to protect people.

  343. So Passover pilgrims wouldn't accidentally touch

  344. them, because if you touched one, you would be

  345. unclean. They had a lot of rules and regulations

  346. that we might feel are weird, but everybody that

  347. was around him would have known, the business

  348. would have known what Jesus was talking about.

  349. But Jesus said this not as someone that was being

  350. disrespectful. He was telling them truth and

  351. love, knowing that he wouldn't... Really be received

  352. and I find it ironic that these are the kind

  353. of confrontations that got him killed if you

  354. I was gonna say click over but if you swipe over

  355. or Turn over to pages you see that in a couple

  356. pages Jesus gets killed spoiler alert These are

  357. the things that led him to this because people

  358. wanted to like we got to shut dude up like he's

  359. He's saying way too much stuff And this is what

  360. I realized as I was going through this this week

  361. is that Jesus was actually embodying the things

  362. that he was talking to them about When he was

  363. saying like y 'all y 'all y 'all focus on so

  364. many things, but you're not focused on justice

  365. He did this in front of people that were being

  366. treated and justly actually standing up for them

  367. So Jesus in saying this was being just Jesus

  368. Being broken for them with the seven woes, he

  369. is actually being merciful on them. And the thing

  370. that he asked them about their faithfulness,

  371. he was being faithful to his message and what

  372. he knew that he was going to be doing as we continue

  373. to turn the pages, he knew what would lead to

  374. his death. So we have Jesus on the steps embodying

  375. the things that he was checking them about and

  376. they had no idea and no clue because they just

  377. was mad that he was right. This is the time in

  378. a message where I got to just confess like sometimes

  379. when you open this passage If I'm being honest,

  380. we like to see Jesus go off on other people It's

  381. like get him bro. Like he's going crazy on there.

  382. You see that he's talking to the hypocrites And

  383. then it's easy for us to pick up a conversation

  384. and point to hypocrites whether at a big scale

  385. or a small scale Whether it's in our home or

  386. in our workplace or in our social circle We can

  387. read that scripture and then we can go hunting

  388. for the people that we feel like we need to check

  389. as well But then if we do that the jokes kind

  390. of on us, right? Because that's what happened

  391. with the Pharisees where they was Talking and

  392. doing their regular thing and Jesus comes out

  393. there They're talking and then they're ha ha

  394. laughing until they realize that Jesus is talking

  395. right about them So I caught myself, because

  396. Jesus is grieving over the one most sure... Sorry.

  397. Okay. So, before we cheer, I think that the best

  398. thing that we can do is look at our own branches.

  399. even for myself, because injustice and mercilessness

  400. does not start big. It's the micro. In the heart

  401. of a person, in one branch, it's easy to demand

  402. justice, mercy, faithfulness out there at the

  403. macro, and then Jesus kind of drags it in here

  404. to our heart. So, again, back to my shrub. Day

  405. after day life was getting drained out of it

  406. while to me everything still looked Okay, like

  407. it was hanging in there. I had no idea the timeline

  408. that it was dying The environment around it was

  409. feeling the drain But before the the shrub even

  410. knew that it was dying. I started one branch

  411. at a time So this goes this made me really think

  412. about the the number of years that I served in

  413. ministry if I can get personal. I went to so

  414. many different conferences. Me and my brother

  415. Dave Hodge, we served in ministry together. If

  416. we had, you know, a dollar for how many different

  417. leadership books and conferences and all that.

  418. I like to say we're like old school, like where

  419. when youth ministry was booming and the churches

  420. had to build a gym. You know why churches build

  421. gyms? Because in the scripture, like you haven't

  422. seen the thing about how we won an NBA championship

  423. and stuff. I'm just kidding. You didn't do that.

  424. But for some reason, that was a big thing. Just

  425. build gyms. Build gyms. We're going to build

  426. bigger. We're going to do a whole bunch of big

  427. stuff. And then we don't realize that came at

  428. a price. There's people that had to do that.

  429. We had been to so many different things. And

  430. for us in a ministry, I guess I'll speak for

  431. myself, is that what we saw creep in, just like

  432. with my bush, Just like with my shrub. There's

  433. these things called crawlers that will eventually

  434. I was like asking Google like how do these things

  435. find? Why do they attack my magnolia? Well, they

  436. get they just drift over from a branch or there

  437. could be a bird that gets on there But once they're

  438. on there they they get going But it's just a

  439. slow drift towards it. I think back in the day

  440. There was a lot of ministries as it was just

  441. a slow drift towards this type of almost like

  442. the merciless At all costs we're gonna grow So

  443. somewhere in the ministry, there was some kind

  444. of motto or model that came up that got passed

  445. around. And there was this language that was

  446. used where leaders would say, if we're not growing,

  447. we're dying. So we got to keep going at all costs.

  448. I don't know about you, Hodge, but I adopted

  449. that. I remember sitting in a staff meeting where

  450. one of my fellow coworkers had a new family.

  451. and was in a sense asking for mercy, saying like,

  452. man, ministry's taking a lot of time, and I feel

  453. like I just need to have a little bit more time

  454. with my family at night. And I remember, I was

  455. really bought into this thing. And I remember

  456. in my head saying, you might as well quit, bro,

  457. we don't do that here. How you gonna go to the

  458. crib when we got... All these kids that we got

  459. to meet on the streets I kind of laughed and

  460. I remember talking to another staff person like

  461. so -and -so Talking about they want to go home

  462. to eat at night We we trying to pull work in

  463. this kingdom work what they talking about They

  464. got to figure out whatever they got to figure

  465. out at home. They come in here and we're gonna

  466. figure out this kingdom work That's what I was

  467. on And almost ten years later I remember being

  468. at a camp, shaking, anxious. We had bought a

  469. guest speaker out. That's now a world -renowned

  470. person that got books out and stuff, but that's

  471. besides the point. But we was doing work. Y 'all

  472. don't know how hard I worked to get that person

  473. there for these kids. And I was in the back room

  474. shaking, losing my mind, wishing I was home with

  475. my family, wanting that mercy. and grace. Scared

  476. to admit it because it would make me feel like

  477. I was weak if I said I want to go home. If I

  478. came out the room crying and said I want to go

  479. home and see my family, I'm like, I could get

  480. fired because we don't do that. We got to keep

  481. growing. There was a joke in our ministry. that

  482. trickle down from leadership that says, you know,

  483. some leaders don't have the gift of mercy, and

  484. we would laugh. Years later, in some of my darkest

  485. moments where I realized, like, yo, it's possible

  486. for something to grow and die at the same time.

  487. It's possible for us to experience growth and

  488. be dying. Y 'all hear me? It's possible for ministries.

  489. It's possible for us individually. Whatever our

  490. status is, it's possible for us to be planted

  491. in soil that's not good for us, that is merciless,

  492. unjust, and not faithful to who God truly is,

  493. and be slowly drained. Sometimes we're at the

  494. environment just has the right language right

  495. the right programs the right metrics and again

  496. Like I'm not I'm not up here trying to have a

  497. pity party at all because here's the thing The

  498. restoration that God has done in my heart as

  499. I even pulled up to the parking lot today I was

  500. saying when Jen I was like I'm kind of emotional

  501. because I haven't been up here in a while And

  502. I'm so thankful that I can be in a place where

  503. I consider it soil that is good to grow in Amen

  504. a place where I could walk in and there's mercy

  505. exhibited. There's justness and faithfulness

  506. from friends and leadership. And there's a place

  507. where I don't have to come in to this room and

  508. pretend like I got it all together in front of

  509. y 'all. Amen? I hope y 'all are happy y 'all

  510. in a place like that. Shoot. What I've noticed

  511. in these last years of my life... is that it's

  512. important to surround myself around people that

  513. exhibit these things. And in my home, it was

  514. important for me to call a timeout as far as

  515. just being explicitly involved in ministry so

  516. I can get my soil right. So the shrub outside

  517. of my house... Has kind of been this thing where

  518. I've been watching it and looking at it and it's

  519. been a mirror in my own life Because here's the

  520. thing that I realized was that If I wanted to

  521. keep it alive The hardest thing the hardest thing

  522. that any of us or the ministry or whoever is

  523. paying attention to the branches Giving nourishment

  524. to the branches in and out of season Being mindful

  525. of the branches, right? That's mercy That's faithfulness

  526. and that's justness when we care about those

  527. things So for me I googled stuff and I wasn't

  528. gonna let it die and I remember I had to buy

  529. this treatment and I had a timeline where I would

  530. pour this stuff all in the soil, and you just

  531. gotta wait. You gotta wait till the next season

  532. to see if it took, but it has to take in the

  533. roots. It has to grow new. If you drive by my

  534. house right now, you'll see something that looks

  535. kinda funny. You'll see like death on one side,

  536. because guess what? That 20 % is gone, it's not

  537. coming back. And in my own life, I had to think

  538. about the past stuff. That's not coming back.

  539. It's gone. But it's OK. It's OK to let it go.

  540. Because God's growing some new things. Amen?

  541. Amen. That's new, healthy, vibrant, not infested,

  542. not ugly. And it's a reminder for me. And you

  543. can drive by, too, and look at it. that these

  544. things are important. Let me make it clear as

  545. I close. Because I could be a good man standing

  546. before you, or there could be a good guy that

  547. everybody respects, never misses Sunday, coaches

  548. a team, runs a youth group. I'm not talking about

  549. Alex. Alex can be like, bro, what are you doing?

  550. From 10 feet away, family looks perfectly, but

  551. if you zoom in, there could be a kid that's lonely

  552. in a full house. Students, there could be students

  553. in this room that are very precise about your

  554. grades, your image, how many followers you got,

  555. being in the right text group or whatever, but

  556. you could be quietly letting mercy drain in your

  557. own life. You could have a clean feed and a tune

  558. for a heart. There could be relationships where

  559. people are precise about what they did or who

  560. did what. They're keeping score on chores and

  561. all the slights and the tenderness could be drained

  562. out completely from a relationship. You could

  563. show up and everything looks great and have a

  564. whitewashed tune relationship. At work, we can

  565. be precise about metrics and numbers. and advancements.

  566. Y 'all get what I'm saying? Our loyalty and all

  567. those things, the same camel, the same gnat is

  568. a different cup. The thing I hope that we can

  569. leave with today is that we notice, we notice

  570. things. that we notice the things in our hearts.

  571. We zoom in on people in our own soil before the

  572. leaves go black. That we begin to nourish the

  573. things that need attention in our life. That

  574. we begin to go to the root of things before they

  575. break apart or before the bad stuff. Prune what's

  576. dead and sometimes apply the same patient mercy

  577. and justice. that God gives us to ourselves.

  578. I had to learn to do that as well. And I'll close

  579. with this, that's not in my notes. Man, God,

  580. that's good. So, there's a student that I have

  581. in one of my classes I've been having, Mr. Woods,

  582. you know, me and Mr. Woods work at Thurgood Marshall.

  583. There's a student that I've had in my class for

  584. over, you know, the last two or three years.

  585. And a couple of years ago, I tore my Achilles.

  586. I ruptured my Achilles. Trying to play basketball,

  587. you know, because I'm trying to get those Jesus

  588. stats and go to Christian Basketball League or

  589. something. But I ruptured my Achilles tendon.

  590. When I was off on recovery, I kind of became

  591. a sneaker head because I was just like, yeah,

  592. I'm. I'm going to buy some shoes, because I just

  593. envisioned my feet in some nice shoes. I wanted

  594. to be comfortable when I got back on my feet.

  595. So I went through this season where I was buying

  596. a lot of shoes. So I had this student at school

  597. that he would always be clocking my shoes. And

  598. we'd talk about shoes. It was a way that we kind

  599. of built a relationship. I learned this student's

  600. story over talking about shoes. And I remember

  601. there was a pair of shoes that he wore that just

  602. was so nice and shiny all the time. One day,

  603. there was some students that just didn't show

  604. up in my class. And I remember it was just me

  605. and him. We had about 20 minutes, so we were

  606. chit chatting. And I was just like, bro, those

  607. shoes, they wouldn't look good on me. But man,

  608. I'm glad that you're wearing those. Those are

  609. dope. And he was like, you know what, Mr. B,

  610. I got to tell you something. He took his shoe

  611. off. And I'm like, no, bro, that's OK. You keep

  612. your shoe on. He was like, no, man, I got to

  613. tell you, man. And I remember he just took his

  614. shoe off, and he was bending it like this. He

  615. said, bro, these shoes are fake, bro. He was

  616. like, don't nobody know, man. These shoes are

  617. fake, bro. And he was like, hey, don't tell nobody.

  618. Because when I go out there, man, people know

  619. I got the right stuff. But these are fake, bro.

  620. These are so fake, man. Everybody think they

  621. real. And he was, I don't know, I was just like,

  622. what? I said, so are all your shoes like that?

  623. And he was like, I ain't going to tell you, bro.

  624. But he said, the way that you could tell, though,

  625. that is fake. is the soul of the shoe. It's bands.

  626. And what I want to leave with today, he still

  627. wears those shoes too. It would just be like

  628. shh. He said Mr. B is the soul. I thank God and

  629. I pray that we may be a church. where you will

  630. feel enough mercy and that the people in this

  631. room will exhibit enough just and faithfulness

  632. where your soul could feel like that and you

  633. can come up in here with no judgment and you

  634. don't have to be the shiny shoe that you feel

  635. thankful and happy that you could just take it

  636. off and be like this ain't this Things ain't

  637. right with me right now. My soul ain't really

  638. right. And we ain't gonna be like, well, we got

  639. the tithing things here, you better get to it.

  640. You can join this group, or get a book to you,

  641. and all this kind of stuff. But we love you,

  642. and God loves you, and there's mercy here, and

  643. there's justness here, and there's the faithfulness

  644. of God and his people here in this room, amen.

  645. Love y 'all. Let me close in prayer God thank

  646. you so much for your word. I thank you God that

  647. when it comes to issues of our soul I understand

  648. that it's easier sometimes to look at scriptures

  649. like this to point fingers to point at the macro

  650. I'm thankful God that the work that you kind

  651. of continue to do in me in the last weeks in

  652. preparation for this Was looking at these things

  653. on a micro level. And I pray, God, that it be

  654. edifying to your body and to the church here,

  655. to the individuals. I just thank you, God, for

  656. this opportunity to break bread with my brothers

  657. and sisters here. And I pray, God, that you will

  658. do what you do with it. In your name we pray.

  659. Amen. Thank you all.