Sermon
The Way of Jesus 9.0
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We're gonna jump in.
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We are gonna continue, a bit of, a conversation we had last week.
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who was here last, last Sunday?
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I thought some of the content was really helpful.
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We got a lot of feedback during the week, so we're gonna continue
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that a little bit.
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and we're gonna add
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to that, actually doing an interview of three people tonight, which is
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gonna be good.
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And so, the purpose of this
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message today is to encourage, all of us to understand the nature of what
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we're describing, the burden of the Lord.
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That's our emphasis tonight.
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The burden of the Lord, the burden of the Lord, the blessing of this
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burden, and to try and ask the Holy Spirit to come tonight to stoke the
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desire, to seek the burden of the Lord.
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As an aside, sometimes when we ponder the idea of repeating content in church, you
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can kind of approach it with a sense of.
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I've heard this.
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Don't do that tonight.
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Do the.
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Am I embodying this?
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And I think it's such a temptation to just come to our sort of
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information saturated environment and go, yeah, oh no, I've heard this.
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That's the wrong question everybody.
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The question we should be asking is, am I embodying this?
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That's the thing we want to be saying.
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So potentially before you embody it, you need to hear it and hear
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it, and hear it and hear it.
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So now you know the series for the next 15 weeks, it's gonna be great.
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Excellent.
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Last week we looked at Matthew chapter nine, verses 35 to 38, and it says this,
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Jesus went throughout all the cities and villages teaching in their synagogues
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and proclaiming the gospel of the kingdom and healing every disease in affliction.
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Awesome.
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When he saw the crowds, he had compassion on them because they were harassed and
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helpless like sheep without a shepherd.
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Then he said to his disciples, the harvest is plentiful, but the laborers are few.
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Therefore, pray earnestly to the Lord of the harvest to send
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out laborers into his harvest.
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The four points we we tackled last week, and I'm gonna put them on the
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screen all together tonight because when we read this scripture, we recognize
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that we don't actually have a harvest problem, we have a laborer problem.
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But as we dig down on that, that statement, considering what Jesus
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has told us, actually we don't have a laboring problem, a laborer problem.
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We have a prayer problem.
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If we keep on digging, we don't have a prayer problem.
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You and I have got a pride problem.
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And if you keep digging, we don't actually, you and I have a pride problem.
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What we've actually got is a heart problem, and we use this format to kind
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of dive deeper into our hearts because we are ultimately asking the question
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of our hearts because we want to connect the idea that our hearts are the place,
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it's the location in which a burden sits.
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Now, there's all sorts of burdens, but the question we're asking today
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is, what is your burden of the Lord?
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The burden of the Lord is what?
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Is it your specific articulation or part of that burden that he's
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presenting to you?
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I like this question,
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the same question, but where do you dream of harvest?
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I like that question.
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Where do you dream of harvest?
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I've been asking the Lord to stir and fuel in me a kingdom imagination
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for what a harvest could look like.
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Like I was think pondering going.
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Do you think it's possible for the Lord to enter a nation and to turn
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a nation upside down overnight?
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Like, do you think that's even possible?
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Absolutely.
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It's been done.
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We've read it in the Bible.
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He turned an ocean upside down.
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My question is, could he still do it in our day, in our time?
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I'm just asking you these questions to begin to stir your
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imagination for the possible.
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Now, when we think about the burden of the Lord, you may say, excuse me, Adam.
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Excuse me.
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Listen, because Jesus has died on the cross.
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It's his finished work on the cross.
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He's actually taken all our burdens so I don't have to carry a burden.
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Yeah, that's not untrue.
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That is true.
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But when we think about the burden of the Lord or the concept of burdens,
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I wanna, clarify it for you.
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There are burdens that God takes and there's burdens that God gives.
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There's burdens that God takes and burdens that God gives.
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The burden that God takes primarily is the burden of your sin.
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He took the burden of the punishment of your sin, and he laid, laid
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it upon his own son Jesus.
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And so you are free from the obligation or the burden to atone for your own sin.
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It has been done, it is finished.
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But because of this burden carrying capacity of Jesus, we can cast our
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cares onto him because he cares for us.
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Because in the end, you and I, we need to be living in light of eternity,
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not the temporal present moment, but in the light of eternity, we can
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confidently cast our cares on him.
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Does that make sense?
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So there's, there's burdens that he takes from us, but don't be mistaken.
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He still wants to reveal his heart, the things that burden the Lord.
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He wants to reveal that to you.
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Have you heard that phrase, father?
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Or that prayer?
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Father, break my heart for what breaks yours.
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That's what we're talking about when we think about the burden of the Lord.
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An example of this is in Habakkuk chapter one, verse one, the very
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beginning of the book of Habakkuk.
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It says, this is the burden that Habakkuk, the prophet received in a vision.
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Sometimes it says not just the word burden, but oracle or prophecy.
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Habakkuk received the burden of the Lord.
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You can read that in your own time.
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But what we read, just as we read in Matthew chapter nine, Jesus looks
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upon the lost and he feels a burden.
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He feels a compassion.
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Some very strong guttural response to this burden that people are harassed.
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And they're sheep without a shepherd.
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And so this question, what is the burden of the Lord?
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What exactly do we mean by the burden of the Lord?
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Let's just continue to drill down in a definition, sense, a burden of the Lord is
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when we care deeply about what God cares about, when we share in the sufferings
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of Jesus for what he cares about.
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What I mean by that is you know, you've got a burden of the Lord.
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If you have a willingness to enter into suffering because he
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is present in that very space.
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For instance, you're willing to pay the cost of suffering because
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that burden is real to you.
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You feel it deeply.
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It's not something you can just flippantly pass by and turn your head.
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The
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last, thing there is, in terms of what is
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the
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burden of the Lord, when we are moved with
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deep compassion, not to just acknowledge, but to work to relieve the suffering
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of others in the name of Jesus.
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Many of us have no room for the burden of the Lord because we leave the burden
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of the Lord, kind of in the margins of our lives, not in the midst of our
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lives actually allowing the burden to hit front and center in our lives.
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But many of us, 'cause we have no room for the burden of the Lord because we
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are carrying so many burdens of our own.
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But listen to what Jesus says about the nature of this burden
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in Matthew chapter 11, verse 28.
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Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened and I'll give you rest.
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Everyone say rest.
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Rest.
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Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I'm gentle and humble in heart,
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and you'll find rest for your souls.
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My yoke is easy and my burden is light.
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The way you'll know you've got the burden of the Lord on your life is, is.
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And we'll get more specific a bit later, but you'll know that that burden is,
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it's always matched by the grace of God.
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It's always grounded in rest and hope and beauty and delight and joy.
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So the experience is, there's a weight to it, but it's matched by a lightness.
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Spurgeon says this, when God places a burden on you, he's, he
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places his arms underneath you.
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That's good, isn't it?
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So burden is not a weight to crush it's wings to ascend.
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Oh, that's good, isn't it?
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It makes us start, we're trying to reframe the idea of the burden of the
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Lord in our own hearts tonight, but there's obstacles to receiving the burden.
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This is not a simple, transaction.
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God's
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got a burden he wants to give it to you.
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Now, in, in the core of our hearts, we resist various things because
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this is just a very simple list.
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It's harder to receive the burden of the Lord when you
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own your own heart is wounded.
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It's not healed.
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All right?
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Prayerlessness there because I believe that it's in the presence
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of God through prayer, that the burden of God is revealed to you.
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So if you are not even spending time with Jesus, I'm sorry.
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What you're not gonna get from his heart to your heart is
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the things that burden him.
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We find the burden of the Lord in prayer, in his presence.
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Another obstacle is the worries of the world, the deceitful fullness of wealth.
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We are numbed and hardened to the pain of our city.
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We can become so familiar with the sufferings of the people around us that
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we can almost be so blind to it that we don't even see it anymore familiar.
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A lack of desire or faith for his presence.
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That's kind of a similar connection to the prayerlessness there.
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Transient.
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We live in a very transient community.
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We, we, we don't lock into a space and time based on a location.
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We move around all the, all the time because we are more in
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potentially more interested in 2025 in jobs, in relationships.
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And so they cause us to not sort of be rooted in a location.
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And then as we are there long term, we're actually seeing the, the arc of people's
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lives over the long term To discern
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the pain of a city, is the pressure of
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our own burdens and ambitions, our selfish ambitions.
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They help, they prevent us from seeing the burden of the Lord.
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Cynicism.
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Cynicism is kind of like a pride
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function that causes you, to be cynical about
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suffering.
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And so, for example, if someone's suffering, a cynical person will
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go, I've already, concluded what the cause of this is.
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Oh, the cause is, oh, that's because it's their own fault
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and they should know better.
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Do you, you see what I'm saying?
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A cynical
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mind, dis discards, what actually is going
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on?
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And it prevents you from actually receiving the burden of the Lord.
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Frustration.
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Frustration.
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Here we go.
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Frustration in the church has in some ways become a weird kind of virtue
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signaling where there's no genuine burden.
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There's frustration, but there's no genuine burden.
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'cause we resort to this demonstration to show how much we care, or trying to prove
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how much we care by sort of demonstrating and expressing this righteous
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frustration that we hold to and newsflash frustration is not the way of Jesus.
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I've been thinking about this a lot and I've got a little diagram for you today.
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Now.
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This idea of confrontation.
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So you may experience something in your world, in your life that
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confronts you, that that confrontation could be on a variety of levels.
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One of them could be, well, what I'm seeing right now, this is
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not what it should be in heaven.
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It's not on earth as it is in heaven.
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It's not.
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We're confronted by the gap.
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We are fronted, confronted by the pain of our city.
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We're confronted by, the brokenness of our city.
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So that thing that confronts you can be a variety of different aspects.
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And there's gonna be two reactions here.
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One of them is called frustration, which we just talked about.
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Now.
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I was pondering it and I was thinking about how frustration
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is generally motivated out of your own personal preference.
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Oh gee, I'm frustrated.
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I wish I hadn't have happened.
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Potentially what you're doing is you're not receiving the burden of the Lord.
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You're receiving the burden of yourself.
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It's not a great place.
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You know the gun to your head problem.
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Who's holding the gun to your head?
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Oh, you are.
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You're actually burdening yourself.
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God never rush you to carry that burden, but you're carrying it and you get trapped
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in a frustration cycle and you can feel like you can never break out of it.
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But the other side, oh, there's life here.
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Consecration is sitting in the.
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The rub, the tension, the friction of something and actually saying, Lord,
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can you show me what you are doing through this particular situation
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and show me how you want to respond.
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So there's a posture of surrender and trust, and it's actually
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in the surrender and trust.
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I'm putting my hands out 'cause I'm trying to embody it.
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You know, I'm trying to say, Lord, I don't understand it.
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I'm hurting.
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I'm confused, I'm frustrated, but I don't want to let that rule me.
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What I wanna ask is, can you show me how you see this as I surrender
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to what you are doing in and through this situation and how I can
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co-labor with what you are doing?
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Does that make sense?
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And if as you do that, guess what happens?
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Christ likeness begins to occur because when you do that, all of
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a sudden you're gonna start to experience a burden of peace, a
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burden of hope, rest, joy, delight.
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Excitement.
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Oh mate.
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The last 48 hours, my heart's been ripping.
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I've been so stirred by a holy fire that the Lord is capable of doing far more
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than the little box that I put him in.
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Oh man.
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Seriously, I am so excited.
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I don't, I, I i's tell you like there's a holy fire in my guts.
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As I talk about this, I'm not talking about this topic because, oh, that
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sounds like a fun topic to talk about.
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I'm talking about this is burning inside of me.
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This idea that the Lord has got this burden to reveal to me, and I'm
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sorry folks, you're part of Red Door.
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You're gonna get bled on right now.
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We're gonna bleed on you tonight.
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So you pick up on this holy desire for the burden of the Lord.
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Remember, the burden of the Lord is specifically customized and catered
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for who you are, what you are called to do and designed to do by Him.
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You are made on a purpose.
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For a purpose.
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You're hearing me, but you've gotta posture yourself.
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If you're living in frustration land, you're never gonna get it.
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Man, there's so many things that can frustrate you.
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Do you know that?
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Oh, it's like a reflex reaction.
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Hit the knee and bang.
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You know, man, so easy to be frustrated.
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Takes a choice to say, I'm gonna consecrate myself.
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Set myself apart.
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Lord, what are you doing?
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I'm not gonna draw in the treadmill of frustration.
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I'm gonna jump in and say, Lord, what are you up to in this space?
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Oh, stop.
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Stop there.
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Good, good.
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So today we're gonna hear from a few people and, I'm gonna ask, Elise
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Loudon to come forward, and she's gonna talk a little bit about what the burden
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of the Lord has looked like for her.
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We're swapping seats today.
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Is that okay?
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Yeah, I can handle it.
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Good.
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Good.
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Everyone say hello Elise.
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Hello everyone.
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Elise is an absolute champion, mom, daughter, wife.
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I'm so inspired and so, oh, just such a joy to know Elise.
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So Elise, the day that we're gonna ask you the question Yes.
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Well, we, it's quite a difficult thing to talk about the burden of the lawn
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'cause it's quite a vulnerable place back.
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I can see.
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But it's a, it's a vulnerable place, right?
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Because we're kind of exposing a little bit of the deep parts of our heart,
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and that's anytime we're revealing the heart, there's a vulnerability there.
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So, Elise, what, what, how would you define the burden of the Lord for you?
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And, well, you're married, so it's not just the burden in this case
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for you, it's for, for you and Ben.
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What does that look like for you?
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our, our burden from the Lord is, for children, for children
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who don't
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have homes, or, safe family life in
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particular for children in the foster care system.
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Big right now.
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You have got how many foster kids?
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Two.
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And how many of your own biological children.
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So you've got four people in the house?
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Yes.
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Have you ever had more than four kids in the house?
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Yes.
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For a long period of time.
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We had five.
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Five?
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Yeah.
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Yeah.
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So three,
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three foster children.
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and our 2, 4, 4 under
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four.
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Just just
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bow your heads, we've gotta pray for them right now.
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In, in terms of this journey, this didn't just happen overnight.
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Tell us a little bit about how did this burden kind of come about for you?
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Yeah.
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So, when I was 16, I, I
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attended a Salvation Army Youth Camp, which was a camp for
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children in foster care in the school holidays for them to attend
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for a week.
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and, at the end of that week, I, I realized and noticed
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that a lot of the children were going home.
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They were getting picked up by people they didn't know, didn't know who
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was coming to get them, and they didn't know where they were going
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that night to sleep.
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and that.
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Absolutely broke my heart.
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and I was, I knew then
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that I would do something
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about that one day, but didn't know how
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or what
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that would look like.
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10 years later, Ben
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and I are pregnant with our
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first child.
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She's, I'm five months pregnant and, completely outta the
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blue.
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My cousin was in contact with me.
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I hadn't spoken to
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her in years.
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And, we ended up taking
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in her just 2-year-old boy for a period of
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18 months full time.
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and we fostered them
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through the, through the, fostered him
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through the department.
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and then after he transitioned back to m we knew then that we
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were, we wanted to foster in the
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future as a family.
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and we made some decisions
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in order to make that
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happen.
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So we decided to.
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try and we're very
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blessed to have one
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more child so that, as children came in
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and out of our home, our eldest daughter would always have a
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sibling who was constant, because it was quite
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hard when, when the,
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when our nephew left.
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and it was quite in
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the home and hard for Annabel and for
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all of us.
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and, so we had her and then
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we decided we would stop
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there so that we could, foster and take in siblings and, increase our ability
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to have more children in the home.
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Yeah.
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Wow.
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When we think about fostering children, and there's different rub points, one
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of them being the moment that Oscar left, and I'm sure as the thought of
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these precious kids who you're currently caring for, the thought that they may,
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the system may move them on, there's a weight there, a heaviness of, but
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there's also weights from the fact that, you know, the, the children.
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Without care are gonna be experiencing.
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There's waits for that.
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Yeah.
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What, what does it look like when I, when I was talking before about,
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okay, these burdens matched by joy, it's matched by something.
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What is, what is the positive sides of these burdens that you've experienced?
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What, what does that look like?
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Yeah.
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so yeah, I think maybe
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I'll start with the cost.
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So just to talk on that a little bit.
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There's the cost of, physically it's very hard, with, with all the
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children, the young children communicating with the department
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and organizing visits, and there's a lot of stuff that goes on there.
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Then you've got the emotional cost, which I think is what you are
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referring to there, where, once you step into
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it, you, you're no longer turning a blind eye and you can't, you can't ignore it.
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So you're seeing the, the suffering that's, or, you know, the, the
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need, the great need.
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and that can be really
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hard.
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But at the same time, there's, there's so
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much joy that comes
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from it as well.
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So, as an example, we,
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we, this week we had an extra child come to stay with us for a
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couple of nights because, there was just nowhere for him to go.
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He'd been in
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his six years old, has level three autism,
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was in a crisis
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care, temporary home, with like shift staff
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for two nights and wasn't allowed to stay there any longer.
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so he came to us, but we, for multiple
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reasons, unfortunately, just can't have him long term.
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And we had to make the
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call that we couldn't.
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and as I sent him off
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to to school on that Friday with all of his bags packed, and he
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didn't know where he was going
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that night either.
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and that breaks your heart and you see it.
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and you, you have to
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feel that.
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But,
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at the same time, I know that God has him, and that, the.
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The children that
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are in our care full time and they have come into our care and gone
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back to their parents won't have
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that story.
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And so, there's a lot of joy
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that I can take from that and that Ben and I can
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take from that where, we can't save, we can't
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fix the whole
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problem that exists, but we can be a laborer
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and
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do our, do our part.
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and I dunno if you've
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got more questions before I accidentally go through everything.
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No, I, I was ponding that you know, the nature of someone calling
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your family and saying, listen, we've got a desperate situation.
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We need help.
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And your will.
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Oh a your willingness and that's your heart.
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Now there's obviously been a journey of.
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Like managing of this burden that we carry.
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How much can we do of it and how much can we not do of it?
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Yes.
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How have you tracked with that?
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Yeah, that's been a, a
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huge learning curve.
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so we've been doing
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the general foster care system for about 18 months now,
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like after our seconders is a
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bit older.
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and that is the part that I find the hardest.
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for context, like the
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problem that I talk about is that in, so in 2023 there were 46,000
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children needing in, in foster care and there were 9,000 foster homes.
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And so that has declined over the last couple of years.
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I don't even know what the numbers are at the moment, but I know it's worse
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than that.
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Mm-hmm.
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and so the reality
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is for all of those children who
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aren't in those homes, they are just trans.
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They're just passing around through.
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So they have to ask, the department asks carers who are already at capacity.
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If they can just have them for a few nights or just have them
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for a week or two weeks, and then until they find somewhere else
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for them to just go.
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and so that's, that's
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the, that's
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the problem.
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and, that is, you know,
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it's a, it's a difficult thing, but the, the burden that I have
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for the children that Ben has, and the, you know, the, where we
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are with all that is, and what I'm learning
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is that it's, it's a
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compassion and a, and a, a stirring to take action.
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and it causes that.
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But it's not, I'm not carrying the weight of the burden.
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I'm not carrying the weight of
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the problem because, God's doing that and
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I can't, I can't fix that.
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And no one can fix that.
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God,
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God's got them.
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And, so.
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When that, this
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is just, just experiences this week for the first time where I realized
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as hard as it was to say goodbye to him, I knew that God had him.
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And I knew that for our whole journey fostering, I'm gonna have
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to remember that, that God is, God is the one who has this and not us.
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And we can only do
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what we can do.
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But we can pray over him.
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We prayed over him while he was in our home and you know, God will hold him.
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God will hold, God will hold all of the children.
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An off script question.
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Oh, sorry.
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No, it's fine.
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Go for it.
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How do you go when you see the need?
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Know the burden.
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Know how to manage the burden and see others doing diddly squat in this arena.
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Right.
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How on?
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Yeah, please.
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I want, I want to hear it.
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I want to know like, how do you navigate that for your own heart?
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It's
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really hard because it's a full commit.
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Job right's.
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No, I'm just gonna put my toe in.
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There's no toe in here.
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This is, I'm in.
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Yeah.
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I think people
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genuinely don't know, or, people often say, you
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know, I couldn't do it 'cause it would hurt too much when
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they go and I un I completely
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understand that.
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I do.
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but then if you take
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a step back, you know, what's, what's the reason that
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we're doing it?
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We're, the emotional toll that comes from it, doesn't outweigh the
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benefit to those children in that time.
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You
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know, like I, I think, yeah I do, I do find
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that hard, but I'm also rem reminding myself that everyone has a different
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burden and there is so much need in the world, not just for children, but for
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so many, for so many different issues.
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And I, so I think
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the main question is, not, you know, are
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you doing something for the children specifically, but are you doing
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something for anyone beyond yourself?
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Very good.
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Like our family.
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Have made a really conscious decision to be an outward looking family.
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Like, even as our children are growing up, not to be like, oh, well just
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focus on us for 20 years, and then when they're grown up, we'll do it.
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It's like, no, we're, we are gonna
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live that throughout.
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and so that will look
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different for everyone depending on what, what your burden is.
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And
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such a mature response.
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Elise, there's this, there's tendency in Christianity, I call it, I
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call it gift projection, where you assume that the other person should
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have your gift and they don't.
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And so you get frustrated at 'em.
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Welcome to the trap.
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There's also a thing called burden projection, where you're like,
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oh, you're burdened with that.
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Why aren't you doing something about it?
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Welcome to the frustration trap again.
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Mm. So the fact that you're saying what you just said, like,
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'cause otherwise it'll crush you.
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Yeah.
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The
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burden crushes and you'll be a shell of a person.
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Yeah.
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And you don't wanna resent people or you know, no
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thing.
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And I think, um.
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Like with the numbers, you know, you say there's 40, the number of
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children that there are, if there were just
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a few families in every single church in Australia, that need would be covered.
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Like, it doesn't, it doesn't need to be every single family, but there are people
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who are, who are able to and called to do that, who like, it's totally the dream.
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The dream of the harvest is that the church.
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Would wrap their arms around these children and they can Amen.
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Like there are enough people to do that.
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I agree.
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And it doesn't have to be everyone, but, but there are people, yeah,
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I wasn't gonna say this, but one of the things that we're trying to
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investigate as a church community here is how do we support those people who
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wanna step into fostering and, and we're doing our very best to support.
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And you are, we really appreciate it, the family
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in this, in this realm.
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Yeah.
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But I suppose what I wanna say there is if, if the whole realm of fostering
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and children is something you want to investigate, please come and talk to
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Elise and know that you won't jump into it alone because you have a church family
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that want to support you in that endeavor.
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Because what's the role of the church?
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The role of the church is to equip the saints for the work of the ministry.
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And this is a saint here, doing ministry awesome.
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May not look like some sort of formal church structure, but she's
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bringing the kingdom to bear.
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And so, I just wanna say thanks.
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It's generally not.
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I get a lot of thanks.
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Thanks.
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But, we love your heaps.
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Thanks
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for the encouragement.
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Yeah.
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And
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yeah, if father speak to me now or get my number from Adam or
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someone, you can give my number to
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him.
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We can put pass it on.
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Elise, thank you for sharing tonight.
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Give her a big hand.
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Encourage her.
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Awesome
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love.
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We're gonna, hear from Mr. Alex
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Mule, so don't you come up forward, Alex, give him a hand as he comes.
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Alex, we're gonna jump straight into it.
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Let's go, let's go.
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Alex, what's your burden?
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Talk to us.
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yeah.
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So there's been
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a few
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burdens over the years.
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I'm gonna say that
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the first burden was more of a general burden, just
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in a general sense.
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it's a very striking
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thing when the love of God gets
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poured into your heart, you do start caring
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about someone beyond yourself.
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And so I guess that's kind of where it started, where I just loved people and
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I wanted to serve people and didn't really know what that looked like.
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As I've gone on my
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journey, it molded into, well, from my experience
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of reading the word, this burden to preach and, oh, not preach, but, you know,
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help people understand what God wants to say to them in the Bible to make these
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concepts and these truths, known, because you
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know, the truth and truth will set you free.
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I'd experienced that freedom and I wanted other people to have that freedom too.
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And as I've continued down my journey,
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it has surprisingly, shifted to evangelism.
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it's not something
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that I
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ever saw for myself.
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but that is the burden that has, become even greater
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than wanting to preach and teach.
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It's interesting the nature of the word, right?
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If the word of God is Christ himself.
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Yeah.
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The interconnection between making Christ known in an evangelical
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sense and this in initial desire to.
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Inform others of the word, they're so deeply connected.
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Like you can't separate the word of God in Jesus, you know?
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So no way that, that space, I, you said a bit earlier something about you've been
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going into shopping centers and, but now when you're going into shopping centers,
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you have this sort of strange experience where you're feeling a bit of pressure.
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Yeah, yeah, yeah.
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Can you, can you talk
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about that?
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Yeah.
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Okay.
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So.
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Every step that I've taken is a new step.
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I, I have no idea.
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what I am doing.
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I
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am learning through experimenting and learning through failure.
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And because of that,
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I've got some pretty, you know, some stories, of things not working out.
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as I have this desire
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and I want to grow in evangelism and the Lord has
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placed this on my heart, I have had to figure
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out how to do that.
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And before what I was doing was putting all the pressure.
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On me going to the shops and being able to step up to the plate and
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almost in a work sense, start up this conversation
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and somehow have
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the perfect words, to speak to this person
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and get them to react and have an interest in God.
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It's so much pressure and it was
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just overwhelming.
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and I just, I just
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could kept turning back like I would see someone that I could
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approach and turn my back and go home, and I hated that feeling.
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And to avoid that feeling, I would just stop going to the shops, even
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just to get milk, you know, or, or all those basic things because I didn't
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want to turn my back on somebody.
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And I kind of figured out, man, this is not working.
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This is, this is not how I'm supposed to go about it.
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And I was reading through John 15, and of course this was the Holy Spirit
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who's teaching me and training me instead of putting the pressure or the
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focus on being out there, I'm instead putting it on abiding in him as he
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abides in me because it says, if I do that, then I'll bear much fruit.
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And so I've shifted my focus and it's all about my communion with the Lord and
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seeking him in my, my granny flat and.
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It's a good granny flat.
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What I'm experiencing now is I am very, I can very easily
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walk up to somebody.
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I did it yesterday
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and as I approached them, the Holy Spirit was on my chest and it was the most
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smooth and casual and normal experience.
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There is no more pressure in that area 'cause I've put it all on abiding in him.
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And that's been the shift.
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Come
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on.
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Such a subtle, difference.
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Totally.
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Yeah.
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Between this kind of feeling a burden and then in your own
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strength kind of trying to do it.
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Yeah.
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Where it's crushing.
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Yeah.
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Which is what
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we described versus truly being the burden
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of the Lord, which is it's his.
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Yeah.
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So the focus is the Lord, not necessarily the burden.
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Because it's the burden.
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It's not the burden of Alex, it's the burden of the Lord.
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Totally.
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First and foremostly.
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Yeah.
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And the closer you get to him, I think that's where you start
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accessing joy in the process.
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Peace in the process.
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Yeah.
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Excitement in the process.
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Would you agree?
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Totally.
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One thing I've learned is, as you know, Christ lives in us.
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He's made our home, he made his home inside of us, and he's not renting.
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He lives here and owns it.
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When he moves in, he brings in all of him.
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He brings in his heart, his mind, his desires, his power, all of
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those things comes in with us.
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And he's not being transformed into our image.
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We are being transformed into his image.
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And the place where you're gonna get that burden is when
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his heart becomes your heart.
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And the things that you see him doing in the gospels, he hasn't changed.
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He still wants to do those things, except now he's doing it through us.
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And that's the kind of where you get the burden from is when his heart becomes your
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heart and it's through reading the word and is being in relationship with him.
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Yeah.
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Was there a question?
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I don't, I don't know how to,
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that was, that was good though.
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Did you feel that that was good?
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Yeah.
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It's good.
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Hey,
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there's a, we're gonna just spend 30 seconds on this concept because
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you've now got this fresh burden.
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Yeah.
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Same con, same context, or same content of burden, new context.
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Yeah.
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And it's in, in Thailand.
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Yes.
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You feel to go to Thailand, you feel to move to Thailand.
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Tell us a little bit about A, where that began and B, where we're up to right now.
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2019, I went to Cambodia with my church and it was a very unique
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experience where I saw a side of me come out that had never.
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Been seen in myself before, like the environment brought that
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part, that character out of me.
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And it turns out that character really thrives and
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likes being in that, atmosphere.
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And so
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that really put a desire for going into another country and doing these things for
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a good long while.
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I had a, I was working
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on my masters of architecture at the time, and just as we're talking
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about burdens, I have absolutely zero burden to do architecture.
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I promise you.
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I, that is the worst thing.
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And I finished top third in my class, like, and yet it is the
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most undesirable thing in my life.
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I just do not wanna do architecture.
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And so that was there.
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I was doing architecture, so I wasn't
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thinking about too much.
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and then evangelism
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came up and I, a
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year ago in April, I was in.
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My study,
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reading the Bible and the presence of God came on me and I just heard Thailand,
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and I wasn't thinking about Thailand.
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I didn't know
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anything about Thailand.
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and over the next seven
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months, that desire grew more and more and more to the point
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where I didn't know what to do.
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I thought about going to Thailand and just hiring a hotel and just being
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there for a week to check out the vibe, you know, to see this thing
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is the right path.
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I found a vision trip
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and I went there for a week and two days into the trip, I
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just knew this is it.
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the, the country's
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1% Christian, overwhelmingly Buddhist, and I just, it's just a place where
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I, I believe that I need to be gone.
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Yeah.
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So Good.
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So right now you're
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in preparation Yeah.
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for this journey.
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Yeah.
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And what I'm inspired about
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is someone who senses the burden and takes action
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towards that.
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And, yeah, this guy's currently
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selling all his gear in his house so he can pay for the, the journey
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where a church has actually said, Hey, you can come and lodge at their
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property and operate through their ministry in order to do the very
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thing that God's called you to do.
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So, so the crazy thing is, what I see in that right, is you have a burden,
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but God is the one who's faithful.
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He's the one who calls you.
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Yeah.
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He's the one who's gonna actually do it and set you up for it.
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Yeah.
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Which is indicative of the burden of the Lord, as opposed to, I've gotta
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make this happen in my own strength.
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Yeah.
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Right.
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And it's a weird experience.
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Mm. I've tried to get
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things going before.
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I've tried to join
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mini ministries and go to this country, that country, and the doors have
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just shut and it's just not worked.
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And to have a door that's actually opening and things are happening that are
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outside of my control, is very strange.
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And
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I am kind of like, how long into this
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thing falls apart, if I'm being honest.
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But I'm learning to, to change that mindset and I suppose not
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carry that burden.
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yeah.
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Great mate.
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Give Alex a big hand.
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Encourage him.
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I ask Zoe Regal to come forward.
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She's gonna share with us.
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She's just been at the women's retreat.
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She's just an amazing
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young lady, her family.
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I've only sort of recently
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gotten to know her a little better, but one of the things I'm privileged, I feel
-
privileged about is when you get to see
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someone's heart.
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And so, this journey of journey
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for of burden for Zoe is probably a little bit different in one sense, but I'm gonna
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bang you with the question right now.
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What is, is Zoe's burden of the.
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Zoe's
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burden of the Lord.
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can I set it up slightly?
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Yeah.
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Go have permission to set it up, please.
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I was sitting in the service last week and like every single point that
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Adam read out earlier was like, oh my gosh, this is literally Holy Spirit
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talking directly to me.
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and at the end he was
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like, put your hand up if you have a burden from the Lord.
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And I was like, yes, that is me.
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I've got a fire in my belly and there's something in my spirit that drives me.
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And then I put my hand down kind.
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I slowly, and I was like, I could not articulate that in the slightest though.
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What even is it?
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How do I
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even put words to it?
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it was kind of in the
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back of my mind.
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And then Dale asked me to share today.
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Well, she asked me yesterday to do it and I was like, oh, okay.
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I guess I have to kind
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of figure this out.
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and I think this is
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automatic pressure, especially as a young person to go, man,
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I gotta know exactly what God's
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calling on my life is.
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so I can take action
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and drive it and just
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figure it out.
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And, like it's so incredible
-
hearing such specific burdens for Lisa and Alex and like it's incredible to
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hear that, but like at 21, like it's actually okay to not have it extremely
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articulated in your mind.
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but I think I've kind
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of narrowed it down in the
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last 24 hours there, to, I have a burden
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for people
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to be met by love.
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specifically my heart
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is burning.
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Mm. I'll take
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notes.
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It's from him, specifically within
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the church walls.
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So for his
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bride, like when people, in this building, I
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have such a burden for people
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to be met by love, specifically through
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me.
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'cause that's what I have.
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Control and
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responsibility over, I guess.
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so through my words
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and through my actions, how can people walk into these walls and feel
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belonging, feel known, feel seen, and know that the spirit of the God of
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the universe and the creator of this world is active and living and alive
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in the people here.
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and how can I make
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that
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come alive to them, and interact with them
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and yeah, have it come in a physical form because we are
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hosts of his presence.
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so acting that out
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in a sense of belonging and unity.
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Met by love.
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So good.
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Zoe.
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Zoe, I think that, what I observe in you
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is like, love with legs, you know, understand what I mean?
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Like, every time I see you, I can see you.
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Like when you see someone you don't know, you seem to have a magnetism towards
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someone, and that doesn't seem to be something that someone is pressuring
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you to do from a human point of view, it seems to be something that's very natural.
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How did you, you, how did you discover that sort of sweet spot for you?
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Like, what was that?
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You, yeah.
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You're 21, but you've seriously, you, you've still got insight about
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what God's calling you into, and that'll evolve over time, for sure.
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But at the same, how did you know that this was something that, in this
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case, was the burden of the Lord?
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How did you, mm-hmm.
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I think you discover
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it.
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Yeah, I can pinpoint it,
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which is really cool.
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I can pinpoint when
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God's love became real for me.
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And I think when God's love became real for me, that's when this burden began.
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And it's only grown in through seeking him.
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I can pinpoint it back to 2023.
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I was not studying.
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I didn't really have any purpose or vision or drive in life.
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I was kind of floating around hurt from relationships and friendships.
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And one of my friends was like, oh, let's come on, let's go on this camp.
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It's five days.
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This was like missionary organization.
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And when we talk about expectancy, I had zero of it, like absolutely
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no expectancy for this camp.
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I was like, I'm gonna rock up.
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I'm gonna meet some people from around Australia and it's gonna be really cool.
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And I got wrecked like.
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Absolutely wrecked by God on these five.
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During these five days.
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Explain, wrecked by God for the uninitiated.
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Yes.
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I was like, that's such a Christianese
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word.
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I hate that.
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okay.
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Unpacking, wrecked.
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It's so, I came up with no expectancy and there's people with
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great expectancy at this camp.
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There are people flowing, flying over from all around Australia to gather and
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learn about evangelism, to be equipped.
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It's the vision for the camp, per se.
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And I felt like through the teaching, through the worship, God took my
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heart outta my body and operated on it and put it back in me like.
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And that's kind of the analogy I've used over the last few
-
years to describe it.
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but I think growing
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up in a Christian home, I'd just become very familiar with it.
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And I, like, I was doing all the things and I was coming to church and
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I was serving, and I'd been through the whole of youth ministry, but I can
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pinpoint that moment when God's love felt so real for me, that it drove
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me to action in places where I never previously had heaps of action in.
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So in my workplace, I was like, this is a mission field.
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These are, this is the harvest for me.
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And so I went in and I approached my new workplace like that and I've seen
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one of my really dear friends come to Christ and is like loving Jesus
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more than I do now through that.
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And that's just the fruit of that.
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Um.
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And it's in my church,
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it's in my serving.
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but yeah, I can pinpoint
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it back to that camp.
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So the more I've fallen in love with Jesus, I think I wrote down
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here, the more I fell in love with Jesus, the more he grew
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this burden in me.
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and it also praying
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the dangerous prayer, break my heart for what breaks yours and
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he will break it for his bride.
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He will break it for the lost.
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He will break
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it for his people.
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that was my personal
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experience.
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Yeah.
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I
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love your picture of, open heart surgery.
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Yeah.
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He's the master of that.
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He's so good.
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And,
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professional.
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I think that's part of the encouragement that if you feel today, you're
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sitting here and you haven't actually.
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You couldn't articulate anything.
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I mean, we're all on a different journey of discovering what
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the burden of the Lord is.
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But if you would say like, just with a sense of blank canvas, you dunno
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what it is, is to actually decide, I want to enter your presence.
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God, though I would place my heart open before you do the surgery and
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in the midst of the surgery, the
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burden gets revealed.
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for Zoe, put some more
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legs on it for us in terms of what are you doing in relationship
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to that burden that you feel?
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Is there things like these, there activity actions that you're taking.
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Yeah, definitely.
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So I think when I kind of felt this burning in my chest for his love
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and for people to experience like, oh my gosh, I've got this joy in my
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soul and I want others to have this joy in their soul and to know him
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and know the king.
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it takes stewarding
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of that.
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Like anything like you ce receive a prophetic word, you have to steward that,
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or you receive like an incredible teaching and you have to steward that in order
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for it to be grown, in your soul.
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So I
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think part of that stewarding is the
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action.
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Definitely.
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so.
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In my previous church that looked like, serving in heaps of
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different areas.
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I absolutely adored youth ministry.
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Just getting to meet the lost and go into high schools and invite kids
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that are so broken, into the church and
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get them.
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Yeah, just to be in community and feel known.
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I think currently now that more looks like, I feel they've got a bit of
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more of a specific burden, specific burden for the young women at church.
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So that looks like creating spaces that they can come and commune and fellowship
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and do life together.
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and yeah, I think taking
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it into all the spaces you, you are, so your
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workplace, your uni, and getting to approach
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them as environments that you
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can love on people.
-
yeah.
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What else?
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Yeah,
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I think, yeah, seeing gaps and taking action instead of seeing
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gaps in going someone else's job.
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Um.
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But I think that's specifically our eBird.
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And some people like see gaps and they rally other people
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to help fill them.
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but yeah, I'm blessed.
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That's how I'm wired as well.
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So it's interesting
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just back to that
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frustration and, and thank you very much
-
consecration, the sense of seeing a gap like confrontation, right?
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The gap is the confrontation, but you're either gonna get frustrated about it and
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go, the church should just be doing more.
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Yeah.
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Just frustrated, you know what I mean?
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Versus consecration going.
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Lord, how do I feel this?
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How do I play a part?
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How do I ring my peace to bear for that issue or concern?
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Mm. So mature mate.
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Well done.
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What do you
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say to the idea that, so we are, we all have
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received the love of Jesus and we're all called to love
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others as we have been loved.
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But sometimes I sense in people, there's a generalized call of that for every
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single follower of Jesus, but then there's this heightened experience, and when I
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hear you talk about it, you're like on level 10, you know, like only heightened.
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Like, and I wonder, I
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wonder as I speak, to your heart, I wonder
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if you actually are burdened with hospitality.
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Mm. Because you remember earlier you said belonging, like you, we wanna
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see people feel like they belong.
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Yeah.
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Like on steroids belong, like, know that you are loved, you know, like it's,
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you know, like that's what you exude.
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And I wonder if that's a way to describe the burden for you.
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I love that
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hospitality.
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I don't know.
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I'm receiving that.
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Take leave.
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It's
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just a thought.
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It's just, I'm gonna
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steward that word and sit in it.
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Yeah.
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Good, good.
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Pray.
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Let, let Lord show you.
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Awesome.
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Just quickly as we bring
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this to a close here, any tips on how to
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carry this burden from, from, from what you've seen?
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I think there's definitely been times where, so this, like burdens
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are grown in intimacy with him, so praying, sitting with him,
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reading his word.
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And I think when I haven't
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done that and I've, there's been periods where I've not been in my quiet place or
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in my secret place, which is what I've become reliant on, is rather that I can
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become critical of people and the burden gets twisted when it doesn't have his.
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Spirit backing it.
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So when I'm like, I've got this myself, I've got this burn from the Lord and
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I don't need to pray and sit about it.
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I just have to go to church and love on people, and I'm gonna get mad when other
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people don't see the other new person.
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And it becomes this really like gross critical thing inside you
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that is not from him at all.
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And I love that phrase, it's gonna stick with me for years.
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I reckon that when the Lord burdens you, he gives you the
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grace to carry it.
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And who was it that did
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that quote at the end that you said?
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Spurgeon?
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I think Spurgeon.
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Yeah.
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Spurgeon.
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he puts his arms under
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you.
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Under you.
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Yeah.
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When he gives you that burden.
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So I think if when it's felt tiring, like spiritually tiring,
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like coming away from serving and
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you feel exhausted, you're not charged
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in the slightest, then that's how you know that.
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You are act acting outside of his grace, which is quite a
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like, hard thing to reflect on.
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You go
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like, oh that sucks.
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but going back to the
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quiet place and sitting with him and then yeah, feeling his
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grace and his peace over that.
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I think, I dunno if that answers the question exactly.
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No, it does.
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It does.
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I think what you're, another way to describe it, same thing.
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There's a, when you're in the secret place of his presence, the grace
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gives you an ease to it and it becomes actually easy versus like forced and
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like striving.
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Yeah.
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that's pushing you
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away from.
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The way of Jesus.
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Yeah.
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Yeah.
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Can I share one
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more thing, please.
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I think also he, Luke's laughing at me.
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I think this burden
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also has changed how I've approached church specifically is what we
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were speaking about earlier.
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That rather than, I dunno why Yeah, I
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missed it earlier.
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rather than coming
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to church to be filled up, I think I, now, I know that now I rather come to church
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with that phrase that Adam sometimes uses that, who can I love on today?
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And how can I pour out?
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And rather that I come to church, whether I've got a lanyard around my
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neck or not, I'm coming here to love on his bride and love on his people.
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And rather than, which isn't a bad thing.
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Oh, like, no.
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Like if you've come, if you've had a bad week and you need to come and get
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filled up and be around people, that's not saying that's bad either, but
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rather that I've become reliant on the secret place to fill me up in order that
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church is merely an overflow of that.
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So that, and that's become.
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Goggles that I now view church through this goggles
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Love
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gospel goggles.
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I know you love the goggles analogy.
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Oh mate, love.
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I had to tap it in.
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Yeah, that's good.
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You're talking my language.
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Zoe.
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Thanks for sharing.
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Why don't you give Zoe a hand?
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Encourage her.
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Awesome, love.
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Very good.
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We're still gonna do communion today as well, and we're gonna do one more
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interview and it's my best mate.
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His name's Paul Morrison.
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Why don't you come up Paul?
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Welcome Paul, as he comes.
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Where do you wanna sit it?
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Everyone say, hi, Paul.
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There you go.
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Beauty mate, beauty.
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So what is Paul's
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burden of the Lord?
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my burden is the souls
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of Aussie men, the souls of Aussie men.
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Has that been something that has been revealed to you
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overnight or has there been a
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journey towards that?
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it's,
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yeah, it's a lifelong journey.
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yeah, I think, from, you know, getting saved and at, at, well from picking up
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the Bible as an 11-year-old, from getting
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saved at 16, from, throwing my job in
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as a mechanic and gonna Bible college at 26, but I think
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10 years in pastoral ministry
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at review.
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And then, when it kind of hit me was, I was doing a, worship.
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a weekend with a guy,
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a potato farmer by the name of Angus Bucken out
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in, 2009.
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And, I rocked up that weekend
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and Angus had been seeing a, a, a big harvest of men in, in South
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Africa, and I led worship and he kind of spoke a word over me that
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weekend and, and I, I went home.
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I'm just
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going, God, you're stir me up so much, and a whole bunch of things happen that
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would, I just don't have time to go into.
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But one of the, I got a scripture in that time.
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I wanna read it.
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It's an obscure, it's kind of a bit obscure, but when I
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got baptized as a, 16-year-old duly Baptist
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in the cold waters of
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the baptistry there, the, the, the minister
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at the time, his name, his name was Chris Bill, he, he spoke a word over
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me from, from Joshua chapter one, which is be strong and courageous
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and talked about, you know, dividing in the word of the Lord and.
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And trusting that God would give you where he, wherever you put your feet.
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And I was reading that again and I came to verse 10 of chapter one and it says this.
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So Joshua ordered the officers of the people go through the camp and tell
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the people, get your provisions ready.
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Three days from now, you'll cross the Jordan here to go in and
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take possession of the the land.
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The Lord, you, God is given you for your own.
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But to the reubenites of Gadites and the half tribe of mon Joshua said, remember
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the command that Moses, the servant of Lord, gave you after he said the Lord.
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Your God will give you rest by giving this land.
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Your wives, your children, your livestock may stay in the land that Moses gave
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you east of the Jordan, but all your fighting men ready for battle must cross
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over a head of your fellow Israelites.
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You are to help them until the Lord gives them rest as he has done for you.
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And until they too have taken possession of the land, the
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Lord your God is giving them.
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After that, you might go back and occupy your own land, which Moses, the servant,
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the Lord gave you east of the Jordan
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toward the sunrise.
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yeah.
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So that, yeah.
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So do I explain
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it?
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just quickly, you know, east of here
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towards the sunrise is a, is a, is a farm that my father grew up on, his
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father and his father before him.
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And, and in a lot of ways, you know, I, I've, God's given me all that
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I need and want, you know, I got a beautiful wife and kids, but he gave
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me this burden that it's not about you.
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He said to go over ahead of your brothers and help them to find their rest, their
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possession, which is essentially that.
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That we would know God and that the man of this country
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would know God.
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And so, yeah, I ended up in Africa in 2009 and, had an encounter with
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Angus and, and he prayed for us and dropped this burden in my heart that I
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just could hardly contain for 12 months.
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Ended back there in 2010 with you and, um.
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Yeah.
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And then been trying to, really trying to work it out for the last 15 years.
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It's an interesting dynamic when you sense a burden and then someone else
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who's unaware of a burden that God has placed on you, comes and confirms
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it, or speaks a word, speaks a sense of confirmation over your heart,
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such a confidence, like lifting moment.
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And it sounds like you've had a few of them.
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Oh, it, from that time on, it was like, you know, I stepped out, I left
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Riverview in 2010 and stepped out, and God just opened these crazy platforms
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within the context of this city.
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You know, I was, I was part of a sporting organization with a million
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followers.
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You know, I, I ended up with a PR
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platform and a microphone, you know, three to 400,000 people a month tuning in.
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And I was like, God, you're, you're doing this thing, you know, this burden
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for the souls, you're connecting me.
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And, but in the midst of that, you know, uh.
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You know, the flesh, because the beauty about the burden is
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that we think it's about us.
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It's not it's, it's about him.
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It's his burden.
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All these things we're sharing in, do you think God's heart for, for children,
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for Thailand, it's his burden and he invites us in to co-labor with him.
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And, you know, he invites us in not just to do, we're so in the, in, in, in
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our, you know, charismatic Pentecostal.
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We think it's about what we do, do, do, but it's about what he
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will do in us with that burden.
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It's this simultaneously this beautiful co-labor and where he's making us buy
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this burden to say, look, I know this is heavy for you, but if you try, if you
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carry this, watch what I'll do in you as
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you do with me.
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And, these things are happening
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at the same time, which is awesome.
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Can you put into words how that's been a blessing to you?
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I know you kind of just did.
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But can you go a little bit more specific?
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How's that been a blessing to Paul, like co-laboring with him?
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What's, what's,
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what's that look like?
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It is just force me, like Alex said, you've, you've gotta continually level
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up live, but, and leveling up means going down, you know, deeper and in abiding,
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in prayer, in, in the secret of secret places in the, in the place on your knees,
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in the lonely, dark wrestles of the sobel where you go, God, I cannot carry this.
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And it's a death to yourself, a constant death, because without that
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death, there is no life unless the grain falls to the ground and dies.
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And so I kind of, all, all that in a way I was saying, God, I, I kinda
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lost my way a bit in terms of who I was, who Morrow was in that context.
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And God really in his grace took it all away from me for
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four years and forced me to.
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To go to that deeper place.
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It's like, if you want to build something big, you gotta dig a huge
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foundation, otherwise it won't stand.
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And, and it's being conscious of what that looks like in your life.
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And I'm so grateful La the up, last 18 months, the privilege of walking
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into a space and dealing with people dying and confronting all my own
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fears and what this call looks like.
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And, and, and getting to the point of, with, apart from me, you can do nothing.
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And how freeing that is, there's nothing I can do
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so good.
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But he can.
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And we, if we turn up in faith and we, we tune into what he's doing
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just, and he invites us in, most of the time he's just showing off
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and we just happen to be present.
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That's what it, that's what's going on.
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Come
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on.
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Show off, Lord.
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Show off.
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Come on, show off.
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Show off.
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Lord.
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So good.
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You've talked about what, what it's cost you.
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Yeah.
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That there's, it's not a, it's not an easy journey, but it's the most
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satisfying thing you've ever will ever do.
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Mm-hmm.
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Yeah.
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Come to me.
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Oh, you are weary and burdened.
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Mm-hmm.
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And I'll give you rest, take my yoke upon you and learn from me.
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Yeah.
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I'm gentle and humble and heart.
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Yeah.
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You're a bit of a melancholy chap.
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Mm-hmm.
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Right?
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So when you talk about the weight of some of this, it can
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feel, it can feel a bit heavier.
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Yeah.
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Do you know what I mean?
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Yeah.
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So can you just speak into some of the
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Yeah.
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The more, sanguine aspects of
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Yeah.
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The bird is light.
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You know what I mean?
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Yeah,
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I know.
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Sorry.
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No, don't be apologizing.
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No dogs like, oh, no, it's, and that's the space I'm literally coming into now.
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I'm realizing that.
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The la you know, the burden is actually a mantle.
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Another word for a burden is a mantle or a grace.
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And if you look in the Old Testament, you know, the, the grace, the cloak,
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you know, Joseph in his coat, the mantle that was on some of the, you
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know, Elijah, Elisha, there's this, there's grace that God would put on you.
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That is the burden.
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But it, it's from him.
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And in a way, there, there is so much freedom in life in, in
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taking that on, because that is god's, all God's ways are good.
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And he wants to bless us and show himself to it and reveal himself and it's freedom.
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And in a way that the burden is like a, it's like his free mantle.
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Are we gonna go there?
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Are we,
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let's talk about free mantle, shall we?
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It's his free mantle.
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Oh,
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that's so good, mate.
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The mantle of freedom is what he gives you.
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Oh man.
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Hey.
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Hey.
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I
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was with this.
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I'm going there, bro.
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Yeah, go on man.
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I was with Adam last night.
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Go on.
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And we went, we went to Fremantle, and I know the burden this
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guy carries for the territory
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in this city.
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And, I've, he's prayed and
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fasted 20 years.
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He's just, just had a, and we went and we led worship in this and had a two hour
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prayer meeting in this church for this 180 4-year-old church uniting church.
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And we were frothing, man.
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It was so good.
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We were so excited, so excited.
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You know, I said to him on, I said, the funniest thing, I
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said, you know, Fremantle are playing Port Port tonight, right?
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Yep.
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They did Port Adelaide.
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What happened?
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Freemantle, Dockers have never beaten Port Adelaide in
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Adelaide, right?
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And, last night, the captain
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whose name is Pierce kicked the, the final goal and free mental beat port.
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And my son sent me a text as I'm telling Adam this morning, come on.
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And I, and he said, dad.
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The curse is broken.
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Fremantle have defeated port.
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And I said, Adam, you you, you will have through Jesus.
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Come on.
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The king has pierced the darkness.
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Pierced the darkness.
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Jesus pierce the darkness.
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Yep.
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The curse is broken.
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Come on.
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And there were three, three people confirmed last night.
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They saw Jesus walking through the streets of
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Fre mantle.
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Yeah.
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And well man, it is on
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you, man.
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Yeah.
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I had in my notes talk about the burden of the Lord for me free mantle.
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And I've got free mantle written here.
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What
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was beautiful about, last night we're, we
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are just jumping out of our skin last night, 'cause I dunno if
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you're aware, there was some fairly dark things going on in
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Fremont at the moment.
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so we just gathered,
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Chuck chucked it out on Thursday saying, Hey, you wanna come in to
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Freeman and pray and 120 people roll up?
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And we're like, and the place was lifted.
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Like we didn't have any PAs or anything, so Good.
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And worship was just echoing outta this place.
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And we, it's like, man, Jesus is walking the streets.
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Oh, I told you, we'll talk about this
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forever.
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I know.
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But, Paul, thank you for
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what you shared today.
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Um.
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Just wanna pray for Paul.
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Is that okay?
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Just lift your hands to him for Father.
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Thank you God, that it's not by power.
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It's not by might, but it's by your spirit.
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And so the call to reach men in this city, father, we ask for an
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increased anointing to do just that.
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That it would be obvious that you are carrying the heavy burden of
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it and, and you're using Paul to make a difference in this city.
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Father, continue to show him, reveal to him that your kingdom strategies and
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increase and fuel his kingdom imagination for the what is possible in you.
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And so, Lord, we thank you for our city.
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We bless our men of our city and we pray that they would
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come to a living, breathing.
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Example of what it is to be men of God.
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Father, we thank you for your plans and purposes for this city, for
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Fremantle, for the surrounding region.
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Have your way, your kingdom come, your will be done on earth in
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Western Australia as it is in heaven.
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In Jesus' name everybody said amen.
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Amen.
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Give Paul a hand, encourage him.
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Thank you brother.
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I'm gonna ask the band to come up as well.
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As we get sorted, we're gonna try and bring this home.
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Thanks bro.
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We're gonna, just get ready to share
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in communion together.
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We're gonna be doing it slightly differently.
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We don't have the
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normal carafes and bits of bread.
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We've
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just got the little cups this morning.
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'cause the women's, retreat took all that
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gear and then left us with nothing.
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So, but
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no, that's fine.
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So, I just want you to
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close your eyes right now.
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Just close your eyes for a minute.
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As we prepare our hearts to share in the
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Lord's Supper, and, I want this time of
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communion to allow you to ask the question, what or who has your
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heart what or who has your heart?
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And if you can sit here today and you know, man, it's the burdens of the world,
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use this time to say, Lord, forgive me that the burdens of this world burdens
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me more than the burdens of your kingdom.
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If you look on the interior of your heart and you see the burden of the Lord,
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pray God, as I take these elements, as I take in Jesus, I literally eat Jesus the
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body of Jesus, the blood of Jesus, God.
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Invite Jesus on the interior of your soul that it would be very
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obvious it's Him in you working out this burden that is placed on you.
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And may your prayer today be Father, give me courage to act.
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Give me courage to say yes.
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And lastly, if you look in the interior of your soul and you just can't see the
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burden of the Lord there, simple prayer.
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Just say, Lord, show me.
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Show me your way.
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Show me your burden.
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Open my eyes.
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Deal with the obstacles in my heart that are preventing me from seeing clearly.
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God, we thank you that
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we don't have to earn your favor or love today, but what an adventure it is to
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co-labor with the creator of the universe.
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Lord, thank you for every person here today, and I just declare over all
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of you that you have been given very specific personalized assignments
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from the king of his kingdom, of this kingdom, his kingdom, the kingdom of God.
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There's an assignment specifically waiting.
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It's got your name on it for you to play a part.
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It may be a big part, it may be a small part, but it is
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nonetheless a part to play.
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And so Holy Spirit, reveal those parts to us and give us courage to say yes today.
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Jesus, thank you that you've done everything for us to participate
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in your kingdom by ourselves.
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We are completely isolated and distant from your love, from your kingdom.
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From your throne room, but Jesus, because you died on the cross, because you
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rose from the grave because your blood was shed 'cause your body was bruised.
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We have full access to enter boldly and confidently into the throne room of
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God and hear from heaven what you have for us today, Jesus, we say thank you,
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have us to open our hearts to you,
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but as we take the elements that there's be, wounds being old, wounds being healed,
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old misconceptions being removed, fears being dissolved, and new courage coming
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in Jesus' name.
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Amen.