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The Way of Jesus 9.0

The Red Door Community Church

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  1. We're gonna jump in.

  2. We are gonna continue, a bit of, a conversation we had last week.

  3. who was here last, last Sunday?

  4. I thought some of the content was really helpful.

  5. We got a lot of feedback during the week, so we're gonna continue

  6. that a little bit.

  7. and we're gonna add

  8. to that, actually doing an interview of three people tonight, which is

  9. gonna be good.

  10. And so, the purpose of this

  11. message today is to encourage, all of us to understand the nature of what

  12. we're describing, the burden of the Lord.

  13. That's our emphasis tonight.

  14. The burden of the Lord, the burden of the Lord, the blessing of this

  15. burden, and to try and ask the Holy Spirit to come tonight to stoke the

  16. desire, to seek the burden of the Lord.

  17. As an aside, sometimes when we ponder the idea of repeating content in church, you

  18. can kind of approach it with a sense of.

  19. I've heard this.

  20. Don't do that tonight.

  21. Do the.

  22. Am I embodying this?

  23. And I think it's such a temptation to just come to our sort of

  24. information saturated environment and go, yeah, oh no, I've heard this.

  25. That's the wrong question everybody.

  26. The question we should be asking is, am I embodying this?

  27. That's the thing we want to be saying.

  28. So potentially before you embody it, you need to hear it and hear

  29. it, and hear it and hear it.

  30. So now you know the series for the next 15 weeks, it's gonna be great.

  31. Excellent.

  32. Last week we looked at Matthew chapter nine, verses 35 to 38, and it says this,

  33. Jesus went throughout all the cities and villages teaching in their synagogues

  34. and proclaiming the gospel of the kingdom and healing every disease in affliction.

  35. Awesome.

  36. When he saw the crowds, he had compassion on them because they were harassed and

  37. helpless like sheep without a shepherd.

  38. Then he said to his disciples, the harvest is plentiful, but the laborers are few.

  39. Therefore, pray earnestly to the Lord of the harvest to send

  40. out laborers into his harvest.

  41. The four points we we tackled last week, and I'm gonna put them on the

  42. screen all together tonight because when we read this scripture, we recognize

  43. that we don't actually have a harvest problem, we have a laborer problem.

  44. But as we dig down on that, that statement, considering what Jesus

  45. has told us, actually we don't have a laboring problem, a laborer problem.

  46. We have a prayer problem.

  47. If we keep on digging, we don't have a prayer problem.

  48. You and I have got a pride problem.

  49. And if you keep digging, we don't actually, you and I have a pride problem.

  50. What we've actually got is a heart problem, and we use this format to kind

  51. of dive deeper into our hearts because we are ultimately asking the question

  52. of our hearts because we want to connect the idea that our hearts are the place,

  53. it's the location in which a burden sits.

  54. Now, there's all sorts of burdens, but the question we're asking today

  55. is, what is your burden of the Lord?

  56. The burden of the Lord is what?

  57. Is it your specific articulation or part of that burden that he's

  58. presenting to you?

  59. I like this question,

  60. the same question, but where do you dream of harvest?

  61. I like that question.

  62. Where do you dream of harvest?

  63. I've been asking the Lord to stir and fuel in me a kingdom imagination

  64. for what a harvest could look like.

  65. Like I was think pondering going.

  66. Do you think it's possible for the Lord to enter a nation and to turn

  67. a nation upside down overnight?

  68. Like, do you think that's even possible?

  69. Absolutely.

  70. It's been done.

  71. We've read it in the Bible.

  72. He turned an ocean upside down.

  73. My question is, could he still do it in our day, in our time?

  74. I'm just asking you these questions to begin to stir your

  75. imagination for the possible.

  76. Now, when we think about the burden of the Lord, you may say, excuse me, Adam.

  77. Excuse me.

  78. Listen, because Jesus has died on the cross.

  79. It's his finished work on the cross.

  80. He's actually taken all our burdens so I don't have to carry a burden.

  81. Yeah, that's not untrue.

  82. That is true.

  83. But when we think about the burden of the Lord or the concept of burdens,

  84. I wanna, clarify it for you.

  85. There are burdens that God takes and there's burdens that God gives.

  86. There's burdens that God takes and burdens that God gives.

  87. The burden that God takes primarily is the burden of your sin.

  88. He took the burden of the punishment of your sin, and he laid, laid

  89. it upon his own son Jesus.

  90. And so you are free from the obligation or the burden to atone for your own sin.

  91. It has been done, it is finished.

  92. But because of this burden carrying capacity of Jesus, we can cast our

  93. cares onto him because he cares for us.

  94. Because in the end, you and I, we need to be living in light of eternity,

  95. not the temporal present moment, but in the light of eternity, we can

  96. confidently cast our cares on him.

  97. Does that make sense?

  98. So there's, there's burdens that he takes from us, but don't be mistaken.

  99. He still wants to reveal his heart, the things that burden the Lord.

  100. He wants to reveal that to you.

  101. Have you heard that phrase, father?

  102. Or that prayer?

  103. Father, break my heart for what breaks yours.

  104. That's what we're talking about when we think about the burden of the Lord.

  105. An example of this is in Habakkuk chapter one, verse one, the very

  106. beginning of the book of Habakkuk.

  107. It says, this is the burden that Habakkuk, the prophet received in a vision.

  108. Sometimes it says not just the word burden, but oracle or prophecy.

  109. Habakkuk received the burden of the Lord.

  110. You can read that in your own time.

  111. But what we read, just as we read in Matthew chapter nine, Jesus looks

  112. upon the lost and he feels a burden.

  113. He feels a compassion.

  114. Some very strong guttural response to this burden that people are harassed.

  115. And they're sheep without a shepherd.

  116. And so this question, what is the burden of the Lord?

  117. What exactly do we mean by the burden of the Lord?

  118. Let's just continue to drill down in a definition, sense, a burden of the Lord is

  119. when we care deeply about what God cares about, when we share in the sufferings

  120. of Jesus for what he cares about.

  121. What I mean by that is you know, you've got a burden of the Lord.

  122. If you have a willingness to enter into suffering because he

  123. is present in that very space.

  124. For instance, you're willing to pay the cost of suffering because

  125. that burden is real to you.

  126. You feel it deeply.

  127. It's not something you can just flippantly pass by and turn your head.

  128. The

  129. last, thing there is, in terms of what is

  130. the

  131. burden of the Lord, when we are moved with

  132. deep compassion, not to just acknowledge, but to work to relieve the suffering

  133. of others in the name of Jesus.

  134. Many of us have no room for the burden of the Lord because we leave the burden

  135. of the Lord, kind of in the margins of our lives, not in the midst of our

  136. lives actually allowing the burden to hit front and center in our lives.

  137. But many of us, 'cause we have no room for the burden of the Lord because we

  138. are carrying so many burdens of our own.

  139. But listen to what Jesus says about the nature of this burden

  140. in Matthew chapter 11, verse 28.

    Matthew 11:28

  141. Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened and I'll give you rest.

  142. Everyone say rest.

  143. Rest.

  144. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I'm gentle and humble in heart,

  145. and you'll find rest for your souls.

  146. My yoke is easy and my burden is light.

  147. The way you'll know you've got the burden of the Lord on your life is, is.

  148. And we'll get more specific a bit later, but you'll know that that burden is,

  149. it's always matched by the grace of God.

  150. It's always grounded in rest and hope and beauty and delight and joy.

  151. So the experience is, there's a weight to it, but it's matched by a lightness.

  152. Spurgeon says this, when God places a burden on you, he's, he

  153. places his arms underneath you.

  154. That's good, isn't it?

  155. So burden is not a weight to crush it's wings to ascend.

  156. Oh, that's good, isn't it?

  157. It makes us start, we're trying to reframe the idea of the burden of the

  158. Lord in our own hearts tonight, but there's obstacles to receiving the burden.

  159. This is not a simple, transaction.

  160. God's

  161. got a burden he wants to give it to you.

  162. Now, in, in the core of our hearts, we resist various things because

  163. this is just a very simple list.

  164. It's harder to receive the burden of the Lord when you

  165. own your own heart is wounded.

  166. It's not healed.

  167. All right?

  168. Prayerlessness there because I believe that it's in the presence

  169. of God through prayer, that the burden of God is revealed to you.

  170. So if you are not even spending time with Jesus, I'm sorry.

  171. What you're not gonna get from his heart to your heart is

  172. the things that burden him.

  173. We find the burden of the Lord in prayer, in his presence.

  174. Another obstacle is the worries of the world, the deceitful fullness of wealth.

  175. We are numbed and hardened to the pain of our city.

  176. We can become so familiar with the sufferings of the people around us that

  177. we can almost be so blind to it that we don't even see it anymore familiar.

  178. A lack of desire or faith for his presence.

  179. That's kind of a similar connection to the prayerlessness there.

  180. Transient.

  181. We live in a very transient community.

  182. We, we, we don't lock into a space and time based on a location.

  183. We move around all the, all the time because we are more in

  184. potentially more interested in 2025 in jobs, in relationships.

  185. And so they cause us to not sort of be rooted in a location.

  186. And then as we are there long term, we're actually seeing the, the arc of people's

  187. lives over the long term To discern

  188. the pain of a city, is the pressure of

  189. our own burdens and ambitions, our selfish ambitions.

  190. They help, they prevent us from seeing the burden of the Lord.

  191. Cynicism.

  192. Cynicism is kind of like a pride

  193. function that causes you, to be cynical about

  194. suffering.

  195. And so, for example, if someone's suffering, a cynical person will

  196. go, I've already, concluded what the cause of this is.

  197. Oh, the cause is, oh, that's because it's their own fault

  198. and they should know better.

  199. Do you, you see what I'm saying?

  200. A cynical

  201. mind, dis discards, what actually is going

  202. on?

  203. And it prevents you from actually receiving the burden of the Lord.

  204. Frustration.

  205. Frustration.

  206. Here we go.

  207. Frustration in the church has in some ways become a weird kind of virtue

  208. signaling where there's no genuine burden.

  209. There's frustration, but there's no genuine burden.

  210. 'cause we resort to this demonstration to show how much we care, or trying to prove

  211. how much we care by sort of demonstrating and expressing this righteous

  212. frustration that we hold to and newsflash frustration is not the way of Jesus.

  213. I've been thinking about this a lot and I've got a little diagram for you today.

  214. Now.

  215. This idea of confrontation.

  216. So you may experience something in your world, in your life that

  217. confronts you, that that confrontation could be on a variety of levels.

  218. One of them could be, well, what I'm seeing right now, this is

  219. not what it should be in heaven.

  220. It's not on earth as it is in heaven.

  221. It's not.

  222. We're confronted by the gap.

  223. We are fronted, confronted by the pain of our city.

  224. We're confronted by, the brokenness of our city.

  225. So that thing that confronts you can be a variety of different aspects.

  226. And there's gonna be two reactions here.

  227. One of them is called frustration, which we just talked about.

  228. Now.

  229. I was pondering it and I was thinking about how frustration

  230. is generally motivated out of your own personal preference.

  231. Oh gee, I'm frustrated.

  232. I wish I hadn't have happened.

  233. Potentially what you're doing is you're not receiving the burden of the Lord.

  234. You're receiving the burden of yourself.

  235. It's not a great place.

  236. You know the gun to your head problem.

  237. Who's holding the gun to your head?

  238. Oh, you are.

  239. You're actually burdening yourself.

  240. God never rush you to carry that burden, but you're carrying it and you get trapped

  241. in a frustration cycle and you can feel like you can never break out of it.

  242. But the other side, oh, there's life here.

  243. Consecration is sitting in the.

  244. The rub, the tension, the friction of something and actually saying, Lord,

  245. can you show me what you are doing through this particular situation

  246. and show me how you want to respond.

  247. So there's a posture of surrender and trust, and it's actually

  248. in the surrender and trust.

  249. I'm putting my hands out 'cause I'm trying to embody it.

  250. You know, I'm trying to say, Lord, I don't understand it.

  251. I'm hurting.

  252. I'm confused, I'm frustrated, but I don't want to let that rule me.

  253. What I wanna ask is, can you show me how you see this as I surrender

  254. to what you are doing in and through this situation and how I can

  255. co-labor with what you are doing?

  256. Does that make sense?

  257. And if as you do that, guess what happens?

  258. Christ likeness begins to occur because when you do that, all of

  259. a sudden you're gonna start to experience a burden of peace, a

  260. burden of hope, rest, joy, delight.

  261. Excitement.

  262. Oh mate.

  263. The last 48 hours, my heart's been ripping.

  264. I've been so stirred by a holy fire that the Lord is capable of doing far more

  265. than the little box that I put him in.

  266. Oh man.

  267. Seriously, I am so excited.

  268. I don't, I, I i's tell you like there's a holy fire in my guts.

  269. As I talk about this, I'm not talking about this topic because, oh, that

  270. sounds like a fun topic to talk about.

  271. I'm talking about this is burning inside of me.

  272. This idea that the Lord has got this burden to reveal to me, and I'm

  273. sorry folks, you're part of Red Door.

  274. You're gonna get bled on right now.

  275. We're gonna bleed on you tonight.

  276. So you pick up on this holy desire for the burden of the Lord.

  277. Remember, the burden of the Lord is specifically customized and catered

  278. for who you are, what you are called to do and designed to do by Him.

  279. You are made on a purpose.

  280. For a purpose.

  281. You're hearing me, but you've gotta posture yourself.

  282. If you're living in frustration land, you're never gonna get it.

  283. Man, there's so many things that can frustrate you.

  284. Do you know that?

  285. Oh, it's like a reflex reaction.

  286. Hit the knee and bang.

  287. You know, man, so easy to be frustrated.

  288. Takes a choice to say, I'm gonna consecrate myself.

  289. Set myself apart.

  290. Lord, what are you doing?

  291. I'm not gonna draw in the treadmill of frustration.

  292. I'm gonna jump in and say, Lord, what are you up to in this space?

  293. Oh, stop.

  294. Stop there.

  295. Good, good.

  296. So today we're gonna hear from a few people and, I'm gonna ask, Elise

  297. Loudon to come forward, and she's gonna talk a little bit about what the burden

  298. of the Lord has looked like for her.

  299. We're swapping seats today.

  300. Is that okay?

  301. Yeah, I can handle it.

  302. Good.

  303. Good.

  304. Everyone say hello Elise.

  305. Hello everyone.

  306. Elise is an absolute champion, mom, daughter, wife.

  307. I'm so inspired and so, oh, just such a joy to know Elise.

  308. So Elise, the day that we're gonna ask you the question Yes.

  309. Well, we, it's quite a difficult thing to talk about the burden of the lawn

  310. 'cause it's quite a vulnerable place back.

  311. I can see.

  312. But it's a, it's a vulnerable place, right?

  313. Because we're kind of exposing a little bit of the deep parts of our heart,

  314. and that's anytime we're revealing the heart, there's a vulnerability there.

  315. So, Elise, what, what, how would you define the burden of the Lord for you?

  316. And, well, you're married, so it's not just the burden in this case

  317. for you, it's for, for you and Ben.

  318. What does that look like for you?

  319. our, our burden from the Lord is, for children, for children

  320. who don't

  321. have homes, or, safe family life in

  322. particular for children in the foster care system.

  323. Big right now.

  324. You have got how many foster kids?

  325. Two.

  326. And how many of your own biological children.

  327. So you've got four people in the house?

  328. Yes.

  329. Have you ever had more than four kids in the house?

  330. Yes.

  331. For a long period of time.

  332. We had five.

  333. Five?

  334. Yeah.

  335. Yeah.

  336. So three,

  337. three foster children.

  338. and our 2, 4, 4 under

  339. four.

  340. Just just

  341. bow your heads, we've gotta pray for them right now.

  342. In, in terms of this journey, this didn't just happen overnight.

  343. Tell us a little bit about how did this burden kind of come about for you?

  344. Yeah.

  345. So, when I was 16, I, I

  346. attended a Salvation Army Youth Camp, which was a camp for

  347. children in foster care in the school holidays for them to attend

  348. for a week.

  349. and, at the end of that week, I, I realized and noticed

  350. that a lot of the children were going home.

  351. They were getting picked up by people they didn't know, didn't know who

  352. was coming to get them, and they didn't know where they were going

  353. that night to sleep.

  354. and that.

  355. Absolutely broke my heart.

  356. and I was, I knew then

  357. that I would do something

  358. about that one day, but didn't know how

  359. or what

  360. that would look like.

  361. 10 years later, Ben

  362. and I are pregnant with our

  363. first child.

  364. She's, I'm five months pregnant and, completely outta the

  365. blue.

  366. My cousin was in contact with me.

  367. I hadn't spoken to

  368. her in years.

  369. And, we ended up taking

  370. in her just 2-year-old boy for a period of

  371. 18 months full time.

  372. and we fostered them

  373. through the, through the, fostered him

  374. through the department.

  375. and then after he transitioned back to m we knew then that we

  376. were, we wanted to foster in the

  377. future as a family.

  378. and we made some decisions

  379. in order to make that

  380. happen.

  381. So we decided to.

  382. try and we're very

  383. blessed to have one

  384. more child so that, as children came in

  385. and out of our home, our eldest daughter would always have a

  386. sibling who was constant, because it was quite

  387. hard when, when the,

  388. when our nephew left.

  389. and it was quite in

  390. the home and hard for Annabel and for

  391. all of us.

  392. and, so we had her and then

  393. we decided we would stop

  394. there so that we could, foster and take in siblings and, increase our ability

  395. to have more children in the home.

  396. Yeah.

  397. Wow.

  398. When we think about fostering children, and there's different rub points, one

  399. of them being the moment that Oscar left, and I'm sure as the thought of

  400. these precious kids who you're currently caring for, the thought that they may,

  401. the system may move them on, there's a weight there, a heaviness of, but

  402. there's also weights from the fact that, you know, the, the children.

  403. Without care are gonna be experiencing.

  404. There's waits for that.

  405. Yeah.

  406. What, what does it look like when I, when I was talking before about,

  407. okay, these burdens matched by joy, it's matched by something.

  408. What is, what is the positive sides of these burdens that you've experienced?

  409. What, what does that look like?

  410. Yeah.

  411. so yeah, I think maybe

  412. I'll start with the cost.

  413. So just to talk on that a little bit.

  414. There's the cost of, physically it's very hard, with, with all the

  415. children, the young children communicating with the department

  416. and organizing visits, and there's a lot of stuff that goes on there.

  417. Then you've got the emotional cost, which I think is what you are

  418. referring to there, where, once you step into

  419. it, you, you're no longer turning a blind eye and you can't, you can't ignore it.

  420. So you're seeing the, the suffering that's, or, you know, the, the

  421. need, the great need.

  422. and that can be really

  423. hard.

  424. But at the same time, there's, there's so

  425. much joy that comes

  426. from it as well.

  427. So, as an example, we,

  428. we, this week we had an extra child come to stay with us for a

  429. couple of nights because, there was just nowhere for him to go.

  430. He'd been in

  431. his six years old, has level three autism,

  432. was in a crisis

  433. care, temporary home, with like shift staff

  434. for two nights and wasn't allowed to stay there any longer.

  435. so he came to us, but we, for multiple

  436. reasons, unfortunately, just can't have him long term.

  437. And we had to make the

  438. call that we couldn't.

  439. and as I sent him off

  440. to to school on that Friday with all of his bags packed, and he

  441. didn't know where he was going

  442. that night either.

  443. and that breaks your heart and you see it.

  444. and you, you have to

  445. feel that.

  446. But,

  447. at the same time, I know that God has him, and that, the.

  448. The children that

  449. are in our care full time and they have come into our care and gone

  450. back to their parents won't have

  451. that story.

  452. And so, there's a lot of joy

  453. that I can take from that and that Ben and I can

  454. take from that where, we can't save, we can't

  455. fix the whole

  456. problem that exists, but we can be a laborer

  457. and

  458. do our, do our part.

  459. and I dunno if you've

  460. got more questions before I accidentally go through everything.

  461. No, I, I was ponding that you know, the nature of someone calling

  462. your family and saying, listen, we've got a desperate situation.

  463. We need help.

  464. And your will.

  465. Oh a your willingness and that's your heart.

  466. Now there's obviously been a journey of.

  467. Like managing of this burden that we carry.

  468. How much can we do of it and how much can we not do of it?

  469. Yes.

  470. How have you tracked with that?

  471. Yeah, that's been a, a

  472. huge learning curve.

  473. so we've been doing

  474. the general foster care system for about 18 months now,

  475. like after our seconders is a

  476. bit older.

  477. and that is the part that I find the hardest.

  478. for context, like the

  479. problem that I talk about is that in, so in 2023 there were 46,000

  480. children needing in, in foster care and there were 9,000 foster homes.

  481. And so that has declined over the last couple of years.

  482. I don't even know what the numbers are at the moment, but I know it's worse

  483. than that.

  484. Mm-hmm.

  485. and so the reality

  486. is for all of those children who

  487. aren't in those homes, they are just trans.

  488. They're just passing around through.

  489. So they have to ask, the department asks carers who are already at capacity.

  490. If they can just have them for a few nights or just have them

  491. for a week or two weeks, and then until they find somewhere else

  492. for them to just go.

  493. and so that's, that's

  494. the, that's

  495. the problem.

  496. and, that is, you know,

  497. it's a, it's a difficult thing, but the, the burden that I have

  498. for the children that Ben has, and the, you know, the, where we

  499. are with all that is, and what I'm learning

  500. is that it's, it's a

  501. compassion and a, and a, a stirring to take action.

  502. and it causes that.

  503. But it's not, I'm not carrying the weight of the burden.

  504. I'm not carrying the weight of

  505. the problem because, God's doing that and

  506. I can't, I can't fix that.

  507. And no one can fix that.

  508. God,

  509. God's got them.

  510. And, so.

  511. When that, this

  512. is just, just experiences this week for the first time where I realized

  513. as hard as it was to say goodbye to him, I knew that God had him.

  514. And I knew that for our whole journey fostering, I'm gonna have

  515. to remember that, that God is, God is the one who has this and not us.

  516. And we can only do

  517. what we can do.

  518. But we can pray over him.

  519. We prayed over him while he was in our home and you know, God will hold him.

  520. God will hold, God will hold all of the children.

  521. An off script question.

  522. Oh, sorry.

  523. No, it's fine.

  524. Go for it.

  525. How do you go when you see the need?

  526. Know the burden.

  527. Know how to manage the burden and see others doing diddly squat in this arena.

  528. Right.

  529. How on?

  530. Yeah, please.

  531. I want, I want to hear it.

  532. I want to know like, how do you navigate that for your own heart?

  533. It's

  534. really hard because it's a full commit.

  535. Job right's.

  536. No, I'm just gonna put my toe in.

  537. There's no toe in here.

  538. This is, I'm in.

  539. Yeah.

  540. I think people

  541. genuinely don't know, or, people often say, you

  542. know, I couldn't do it 'cause it would hurt too much when

  543. they go and I un I completely

  544. understand that.

  545. I do.

  546. but then if you take

  547. a step back, you know, what's, what's the reason that

  548. we're doing it?

  549. We're, the emotional toll that comes from it, doesn't outweigh the

  550. benefit to those children in that time.

  551. You

  552. know, like I, I think, yeah I do, I do find

  553. that hard, but I'm also rem reminding myself that everyone has a different

  554. burden and there is so much need in the world, not just for children, but for

  555. so many, for so many different issues.

  556. And I, so I think

  557. the main question is, not, you know, are

  558. you doing something for the children specifically, but are you doing

  559. something for anyone beyond yourself?

  560. Very good.

  561. Like our family.

  562. Have made a really conscious decision to be an outward looking family.

  563. Like, even as our children are growing up, not to be like, oh, well just

  564. focus on us for 20 years, and then when they're grown up, we'll do it.

  565. It's like, no, we're, we are gonna

  566. live that throughout.

  567. and so that will look

  568. different for everyone depending on what, what your burden is.

  569. And

  570. such a mature response.

  571. Elise, there's this, there's tendency in Christianity, I call it, I

  572. call it gift projection, where you assume that the other person should

  573. have your gift and they don't.

  574. And so you get frustrated at 'em.

  575. Welcome to the trap.

  576. There's also a thing called burden projection, where you're like,

  577. oh, you're burdened with that.

  578. Why aren't you doing something about it?

  579. Welcome to the frustration trap again.

  580. Mm. So the fact that you're saying what you just said, like,

  581. 'cause otherwise it'll crush you.

  582. Yeah.

  583. The

  584. burden crushes and you'll be a shell of a person.

  585. Yeah.

  586. And you don't wanna resent people or you know, no

  587. thing.

  588. And I think, um.

  589. Like with the numbers, you know, you say there's 40, the number of

  590. children that there are, if there were just

  591. a few families in every single church in Australia, that need would be covered.

  592. Like, it doesn't, it doesn't need to be every single family, but there are people

  593. who are, who are able to and called to do that, who like, it's totally the dream.

  594. The dream of the harvest is that the church.

  595. Would wrap their arms around these children and they can Amen.

  596. Like there are enough people to do that.

  597. I agree.

  598. And it doesn't have to be everyone, but, but there are people, yeah,

  599. I wasn't gonna say this, but one of the things that we're trying to

  600. investigate as a church community here is how do we support those people who

  601. wanna step into fostering and, and we're doing our very best to support.

  602. And you are, we really appreciate it, the family

  603. in this, in this realm.

  604. Yeah.

  605. But I suppose what I wanna say there is if, if the whole realm of fostering

  606. and children is something you want to investigate, please come and talk to

  607. Elise and know that you won't jump into it alone because you have a church family

  608. that want to support you in that endeavor.

  609. Because what's the role of the church?

  610. The role of the church is to equip the saints for the work of the ministry.

  611. And this is a saint here, doing ministry awesome.

  612. May not look like some sort of formal church structure, but she's

  613. bringing the kingdom to bear.

  614. And so, I just wanna say thanks.

  615. It's generally not.

  616. I get a lot of thanks.

  617. Thanks.

  618. But, we love your heaps.

  619. Thanks

  620. for the encouragement.

  621. Yeah.

  622. And

  623. yeah, if father speak to me now or get my number from Adam or

  624. someone, you can give my number to

  625. him.

  626. We can put pass it on.

  627. Elise, thank you for sharing tonight.

  628. Give her a big hand.

  629. Encourage her.

  630. Awesome

  631. love.

  632. We're gonna, hear from Mr. Alex

  633. Mule, so don't you come up forward, Alex, give him a hand as he comes.

  634. Alex, we're gonna jump straight into it.

  635. Let's go, let's go.

  636. Alex, what's your burden?

  637. Talk to us.

  638. yeah.

  639. So there's been

  640. a few

  641. burdens over the years.

  642. I'm gonna say that

  643. the first burden was more of a general burden, just

  644. in a general sense.

  645. it's a very striking

  646. thing when the love of God gets

  647. poured into your heart, you do start caring

  648. about someone beyond yourself.

  649. And so I guess that's kind of where it started, where I just loved people and

  650. I wanted to serve people and didn't really know what that looked like.

  651. As I've gone on my

  652. journey, it molded into, well, from my experience

  653. of reading the word, this burden to preach and, oh, not preach, but, you know,

  654. help people understand what God wants to say to them in the Bible to make these

  655. concepts and these truths, known, because you

  656. know, the truth and truth will set you free.

  657. I'd experienced that freedom and I wanted other people to have that freedom too.

  658. And as I've continued down my journey,

  659. it has surprisingly, shifted to evangelism.

  660. it's not something

  661. that I

  662. ever saw for myself.

  663. but that is the burden that has, become even greater

  664. than wanting to preach and teach.

  665. It's interesting the nature of the word, right?

  666. If the word of God is Christ himself.

  667. Yeah.

  668. The interconnection between making Christ known in an evangelical

  669. sense and this in initial desire to.

  670. Inform others of the word, they're so deeply connected.

  671. Like you can't separate the word of God in Jesus, you know?

  672. So no way that, that space, I, you said a bit earlier something about you've been

  673. going into shopping centers and, but now when you're going into shopping centers,

  674. you have this sort of strange experience where you're feeling a bit of pressure.

  675. Yeah, yeah, yeah.

  676. Can you, can you talk

  677. about that?

  678. Yeah.

  679. Okay.

  680. So.

  681. Every step that I've taken is a new step.

  682. I, I have no idea.

  683. what I am doing.

  684. I

  685. am learning through experimenting and learning through failure.

  686. And because of that,

  687. I've got some pretty, you know, some stories, of things not working out.

  688. as I have this desire

  689. and I want to grow in evangelism and the Lord has

  690. placed this on my heart, I have had to figure

  691. out how to do that.

  692. And before what I was doing was putting all the pressure.

  693. On me going to the shops and being able to step up to the plate and

  694. almost in a work sense, start up this conversation

  695. and somehow have

  696. the perfect words, to speak to this person

  697. and get them to react and have an interest in God.

  698. It's so much pressure and it was

  699. just overwhelming.

  700. and I just, I just

  701. could kept turning back like I would see someone that I could

  702. approach and turn my back and go home, and I hated that feeling.

  703. And to avoid that feeling, I would just stop going to the shops, even

  704. just to get milk, you know, or, or all those basic things because I didn't

  705. want to turn my back on somebody.

  706. And I kind of figured out, man, this is not working.

  707. This is, this is not how I'm supposed to go about it.

  708. And I was reading through John 15, and of course this was the Holy Spirit

  709. who's teaching me and training me instead of putting the pressure or the

  710. focus on being out there, I'm instead putting it on abiding in him as he

  711. abides in me because it says, if I do that, then I'll bear much fruit.

  712. And so I've shifted my focus and it's all about my communion with the Lord and

  713. seeking him in my, my granny flat and.

  714. It's a good granny flat.

  715. What I'm experiencing now is I am very, I can very easily

  716. walk up to somebody.

  717. I did it yesterday

  718. and as I approached them, the Holy Spirit was on my chest and it was the most

  719. smooth and casual and normal experience.

  720. There is no more pressure in that area 'cause I've put it all on abiding in him.

  721. And that's been the shift.

  722. Come

  723. on.

  724. Such a subtle, difference.

  725. Totally.

  726. Yeah.

  727. Between this kind of feeling a burden and then in your own

  728. strength kind of trying to do it.

  729. Yeah.

  730. Where it's crushing.

  731. Yeah.

  732. Which is what

  733. we described versus truly being the burden

  734. of the Lord, which is it's his.

  735. Yeah.

  736. So the focus is the Lord, not necessarily the burden.

  737. Because it's the burden.

  738. It's not the burden of Alex, it's the burden of the Lord.

  739. Totally.

  740. First and foremostly.

  741. Yeah.

  742. And the closer you get to him, I think that's where you start

  743. accessing joy in the process.

  744. Peace in the process.

  745. Yeah.

  746. Excitement in the process.

  747. Would you agree?

  748. Totally.

  749. One thing I've learned is, as you know, Christ lives in us.

  750. He's made our home, he made his home inside of us, and he's not renting.

  751. He lives here and owns it.

  752. When he moves in, he brings in all of him.

  753. He brings in his heart, his mind, his desires, his power, all of

  754. those things comes in with us.

  755. And he's not being transformed into our image.

  756. We are being transformed into his image.

  757. And the place where you're gonna get that burden is when

  758. his heart becomes your heart.

  759. And the things that you see him doing in the gospels, he hasn't changed.

  760. He still wants to do those things, except now he's doing it through us.

  761. And that's the kind of where you get the burden from is when his heart becomes your

  762. heart and it's through reading the word and is being in relationship with him.

  763. Yeah.

  764. Was there a question?

  765. I don't, I don't know how to,

  766. that was, that was good though.

  767. Did you feel that that was good?

  768. Yeah.

  769. It's good.

  770. Hey,

  771. there's a, we're gonna just spend 30 seconds on this concept because

  772. you've now got this fresh burden.

  773. Yeah.

  774. Same con, same context, or same content of burden, new context.

  775. Yeah.

  776. And it's in, in Thailand.

  777. Yes.

  778. You feel to go to Thailand, you feel to move to Thailand.

  779. Tell us a little bit about A, where that began and B, where we're up to right now.

  780. 2019, I went to Cambodia with my church and it was a very unique

  781. experience where I saw a side of me come out that had never.

  782. Been seen in myself before, like the environment brought that

  783. part, that character out of me.

  784. And it turns out that character really thrives and

  785. likes being in that, atmosphere.

  786. And so

  787. that really put a desire for going into another country and doing these things for

  788. a good long while.

  789. I had a, I was working

  790. on my masters of architecture at the time, and just as we're talking

  791. about burdens, I have absolutely zero burden to do architecture.

  792. I promise you.

  793. I, that is the worst thing.

  794. And I finished top third in my class, like, and yet it is the

  795. most undesirable thing in my life.

  796. I just do not wanna do architecture.

  797. And so that was there.

  798. I was doing architecture, so I wasn't

  799. thinking about too much.

  800. and then evangelism

  801. came up and I, a

  802. year ago in April, I was in.

  803. My study,

  804. reading the Bible and the presence of God came on me and I just heard Thailand,

  805. and I wasn't thinking about Thailand.

  806. I didn't know

  807. anything about Thailand.

  808. and over the next seven

  809. months, that desire grew more and more and more to the point

  810. where I didn't know what to do.

  811. I thought about going to Thailand and just hiring a hotel and just being

  812. there for a week to check out the vibe, you know, to see this thing

  813. is the right path.

  814. I found a vision trip

  815. and I went there for a week and two days into the trip, I

  816. just knew this is it.

  817. the, the country's

  818. 1% Christian, overwhelmingly Buddhist, and I just, it's just a place where

  819. I, I believe that I need to be gone.

  820. Yeah.

  821. So Good.

  822. So right now you're

  823. in preparation Yeah.

  824. for this journey.

  825. Yeah.

  826. And what I'm inspired about

  827. is someone who senses the burden and takes action

  828. towards that.

  829. And, yeah, this guy's currently

  830. selling all his gear in his house so he can pay for the, the journey

  831. where a church has actually said, Hey, you can come and lodge at their

  832. property and operate through their ministry in order to do the very

  833. thing that God's called you to do.

  834. So, so the crazy thing is, what I see in that right, is you have a burden,

  835. but God is the one who's faithful.

  836. He's the one who calls you.

  837. Yeah.

  838. He's the one who's gonna actually do it and set you up for it.

  839. Yeah.

  840. Which is indicative of the burden of the Lord, as opposed to, I've gotta

  841. make this happen in my own strength.

  842. Yeah.

  843. Right.

  844. And it's a weird experience.

  845. Mm. I've tried to get

  846. things going before.

  847. I've tried to join

  848. mini ministries and go to this country, that country, and the doors have

  849. just shut and it's just not worked.

  850. And to have a door that's actually opening and things are happening that are

  851. outside of my control, is very strange.

  852. And

  853. I am kind of like, how long into this

  854. thing falls apart, if I'm being honest.

  855. But I'm learning to, to change that mindset and I suppose not

  856. carry that burden.

  857. yeah.

  858. Great mate.

  859. Give Alex a big hand.

  860. Encourage him.

  861. I ask Zoe Regal to come forward.

  862. She's gonna share with us.

  863. She's just been at the women's retreat.

  864. She's just an amazing

  865. young lady, her family.

  866. I've only sort of recently

  867. gotten to know her a little better, but one of the things I'm privileged, I feel

  868. privileged about is when you get to see

  869. someone's heart.

  870. And so, this journey of journey

  871. for of burden for Zoe is probably a little bit different in one sense, but I'm gonna

  872. bang you with the question right now.

  873. What is, is Zoe's burden of the.

  874. Zoe's

  875. burden of the Lord.

  876. can I set it up slightly?

  877. Yeah.

  878. Go have permission to set it up, please.

  879. I was sitting in the service last week and like every single point that

  880. Adam read out earlier was like, oh my gosh, this is literally Holy Spirit

  881. talking directly to me.

  882. and at the end he was

  883. like, put your hand up if you have a burden from the Lord.

  884. And I was like, yes, that is me.

  885. I've got a fire in my belly and there's something in my spirit that drives me.

  886. And then I put my hand down kind.

  887. I slowly, and I was like, I could not articulate that in the slightest though.

  888. What even is it?

  889. How do I

  890. even put words to it?

  891. it was kind of in the

  892. back of my mind.

  893. And then Dale asked me to share today.

  894. Well, she asked me yesterday to do it and I was like, oh, okay.

  895. I guess I have to kind

  896. of figure this out.

  897. and I think this is

  898. automatic pressure, especially as a young person to go, man,

  899. I gotta know exactly what God's

  900. calling on my life is.

  901. so I can take action

  902. and drive it and just

  903. figure it out.

  904. And, like it's so incredible

  905. hearing such specific burdens for Lisa and Alex and like it's incredible to

  906. hear that, but like at 21, like it's actually okay to not have it extremely

  907. articulated in your mind.

  908. but I think I've kind

  909. of narrowed it down in the

  910. last 24 hours there, to, I have a burden

  911. for people

  912. to be met by love.

  913. specifically my heart

  914. is burning.

  915. Mm. I'll take

  916. notes.

  917. It's from him, specifically within

  918. the church walls.

  919. So for his

  920. bride, like when people, in this building, I

  921. have such a burden for people

  922. to be met by love, specifically through

  923. me.

  924. 'cause that's what I have.

  925. Control and

  926. responsibility over, I guess.

  927. so through my words

  928. and through my actions, how can people walk into these walls and feel

  929. belonging, feel known, feel seen, and know that the spirit of the God of

  930. the universe and the creator of this world is active and living and alive

  931. in the people here.

  932. and how can I make

  933. that

  934. come alive to them, and interact with them

  935. and yeah, have it come in a physical form because we are

  936. hosts of his presence.

  937. so acting that out

  938. in a sense of belonging and unity.

  939. Met by love.

  940. So good.

  941. Zoe.

  942. Zoe, I think that, what I observe in you

  943. is like, love with legs, you know, understand what I mean?

  944. Like, every time I see you, I can see you.

  945. Like when you see someone you don't know, you seem to have a magnetism towards

  946. someone, and that doesn't seem to be something that someone is pressuring

  947. you to do from a human point of view, it seems to be something that's very natural.

  948. How did you, you, how did you discover that sort of sweet spot for you?

  949. Like, what was that?

  950. You, yeah.

  951. You're 21, but you've seriously, you, you've still got insight about

  952. what God's calling you into, and that'll evolve over time, for sure.

  953. But at the same, how did you know that this was something that, in this

  954. case, was the burden of the Lord?

  955. How did you, mm-hmm.

  956. I think you discover

  957. it.

  958. Yeah, I can pinpoint it,

  959. which is really cool.

  960. I can pinpoint when

  961. God's love became real for me.

  962. And I think when God's love became real for me, that's when this burden began.

  963. And it's only grown in through seeking him.

  964. I can pinpoint it back to 2023.

  965. I was not studying.

  966. I didn't really have any purpose or vision or drive in life.

  967. I was kind of floating around hurt from relationships and friendships.

  968. And one of my friends was like, oh, let's come on, let's go on this camp.

  969. It's five days.

  970. This was like missionary organization.

  971. And when we talk about expectancy, I had zero of it, like absolutely

  972. no expectancy for this camp.

  973. I was like, I'm gonna rock up.

  974. I'm gonna meet some people from around Australia and it's gonna be really cool.

  975. And I got wrecked like.

  976. Absolutely wrecked by God on these five.

  977. During these five days.

  978. Explain, wrecked by God for the uninitiated.

  979. Yes.

  980. I was like, that's such a Christianese

  981. word.

  982. I hate that.

  983. okay.

  984. Unpacking, wrecked.

  985. It's so, I came up with no expectancy and there's people with

  986. great expectancy at this camp.

  987. There are people flowing, flying over from all around Australia to gather and

  988. learn about evangelism, to be equipped.

  989. It's the vision for the camp, per se.

  990. And I felt like through the teaching, through the worship, God took my

  991. heart outta my body and operated on it and put it back in me like.

  992. And that's kind of the analogy I've used over the last few

  993. years to describe it.

  994. but I think growing

  995. up in a Christian home, I'd just become very familiar with it.

  996. And I, like, I was doing all the things and I was coming to church and

  997. I was serving, and I'd been through the whole of youth ministry, but I can

  998. pinpoint that moment when God's love felt so real for me, that it drove

  999. me to action in places where I never previously had heaps of action in.

  1000. So in my workplace, I was like, this is a mission field.

  1001. These are, this is the harvest for me.

  1002. And so I went in and I approached my new workplace like that and I've seen

  1003. one of my really dear friends come to Christ and is like loving Jesus

  1004. more than I do now through that.

  1005. And that's just the fruit of that.

  1006. Um.

  1007. And it's in my church,

  1008. it's in my serving.

  1009. but yeah, I can pinpoint

  1010. it back to that camp.

  1011. So the more I've fallen in love with Jesus, I think I wrote down

  1012. here, the more I fell in love with Jesus, the more he grew

  1013. this burden in me.

  1014. and it also praying

  1015. the dangerous prayer, break my heart for what breaks yours and

  1016. he will break it for his bride.

  1017. He will break it for the lost.

  1018. He will break

  1019. it for his people.

  1020. that was my personal

  1021. experience.

  1022. Yeah.

  1023. I

  1024. love your picture of, open heart surgery.

  1025. Yeah.

  1026. He's the master of that.

  1027. He's so good.

  1028. And,

  1029. professional.

  1030. I think that's part of the encouragement that if you feel today, you're

  1031. sitting here and you haven't actually.

  1032. You couldn't articulate anything.

  1033. I mean, we're all on a different journey of discovering what

  1034. the burden of the Lord is.

  1035. But if you would say like, just with a sense of blank canvas, you dunno

  1036. what it is, is to actually decide, I want to enter your presence.

  1037. God, though I would place my heart open before you do the surgery and

  1038. in the midst of the surgery, the

  1039. burden gets revealed.

  1040. for Zoe, put some more

  1041. legs on it for us in terms of what are you doing in relationship

  1042. to that burden that you feel?

  1043. Is there things like these, there activity actions that you're taking.

  1044. Yeah, definitely.

  1045. So I think when I kind of felt this burning in my chest for his love

  1046. and for people to experience like, oh my gosh, I've got this joy in my

  1047. soul and I want others to have this joy in their soul and to know him

  1048. and know the king.

  1049. it takes stewarding

  1050. of that.

  1051. Like anything like you ce receive a prophetic word, you have to steward that,

  1052. or you receive like an incredible teaching and you have to steward that in order

  1053. for it to be grown, in your soul.

  1054. So I

  1055. think part of that stewarding is the

  1056. action.

  1057. Definitely.

  1058. so.

  1059. In my previous church that looked like, serving in heaps of

  1060. different areas.

  1061. I absolutely adored youth ministry.

  1062. Just getting to meet the lost and go into high schools and invite kids

  1063. that are so broken, into the church and

  1064. get them.

  1065. Yeah, just to be in community and feel known.

  1066. I think currently now that more looks like, I feel they've got a bit of

  1067. more of a specific burden, specific burden for the young women at church.

  1068. So that looks like creating spaces that they can come and commune and fellowship

  1069. and do life together.

  1070. and yeah, I think taking

  1071. it into all the spaces you, you are, so your

  1072. workplace, your uni, and getting to approach

  1073. them as environments that you

  1074. can love on people.

  1075. yeah.

  1076. What else?

  1077. Yeah,

  1078. I think, yeah, seeing gaps and taking action instead of seeing

  1079. gaps in going someone else's job.

  1080. Um.

  1081. But I think that's specifically our eBird.

  1082. And some people like see gaps and they rally other people

  1083. to help fill them.

  1084. but yeah, I'm blessed.

  1085. That's how I'm wired as well.

  1086. So it's interesting

  1087. just back to that

  1088. frustration and, and thank you very much

  1089. consecration, the sense of seeing a gap like confrontation, right?

  1090. The gap is the confrontation, but you're either gonna get frustrated about it and

  1091. go, the church should just be doing more.

  1092. Yeah.

  1093. Just frustrated, you know what I mean?

  1094. Versus consecration going.

  1095. Lord, how do I feel this?

  1096. How do I play a part?

  1097. How do I ring my peace to bear for that issue or concern?

  1098. Mm. So mature mate.

  1099. Well done.

  1100. What do you

  1101. say to the idea that, so we are, we all have

  1102. received the love of Jesus and we're all called to love

  1103. others as we have been loved.

  1104. But sometimes I sense in people, there's a generalized call of that for every

  1105. single follower of Jesus, but then there's this heightened experience, and when I

  1106. hear you talk about it, you're like on level 10, you know, like only heightened.

  1107. Like, and I wonder, I

  1108. wonder as I speak, to your heart, I wonder

  1109. if you actually are burdened with hospitality.

  1110. Mm. Because you remember earlier you said belonging, like you, we wanna

  1111. see people feel like they belong.

  1112. Yeah.

  1113. Like on steroids belong, like, know that you are loved, you know, like it's,

  1114. you know, like that's what you exude.

  1115. And I wonder if that's a way to describe the burden for you.

  1116. I love that

  1117. hospitality.

  1118. I don't know.

  1119. I'm receiving that.

  1120. Take leave.

  1121. It's

  1122. just a thought.

  1123. It's just, I'm gonna

  1124. steward that word and sit in it.

  1125. Yeah.

  1126. Good, good.

  1127. Pray.

  1128. Let, let Lord show you.

  1129. Awesome.

  1130. Just quickly as we bring

  1131. this to a close here, any tips on how to

  1132. carry this burden from, from, from what you've seen?

  1133. I think there's definitely been times where, so this, like burdens

  1134. are grown in intimacy with him, so praying, sitting with him,

  1135. reading his word.

  1136. And I think when I haven't

  1137. done that and I've, there's been periods where I've not been in my quiet place or

  1138. in my secret place, which is what I've become reliant on, is rather that I can

  1139. become critical of people and the burden gets twisted when it doesn't have his.

  1140. Spirit backing it.

  1141. So when I'm like, I've got this myself, I've got this burn from the Lord and

  1142. I don't need to pray and sit about it.

  1143. I just have to go to church and love on people, and I'm gonna get mad when other

  1144. people don't see the other new person.

  1145. And it becomes this really like gross critical thing inside you

  1146. that is not from him at all.

  1147. And I love that phrase, it's gonna stick with me for years.

  1148. I reckon that when the Lord burdens you, he gives you the

  1149. grace to carry it.

  1150. And who was it that did

  1151. that quote at the end that you said?

  1152. Spurgeon?

  1153. I think Spurgeon.

  1154. Yeah.

  1155. Spurgeon.

  1156. he puts his arms under

  1157. you.

  1158. Under you.

  1159. Yeah.

  1160. When he gives you that burden.

  1161. So I think if when it's felt tiring, like spiritually tiring,

  1162. like coming away from serving and

  1163. you feel exhausted, you're not charged

  1164. in the slightest, then that's how you know that.

  1165. You are act acting outside of his grace, which is quite a

  1166. like, hard thing to reflect on.

  1167. You go

  1168. like, oh that sucks.

  1169. but going back to the

  1170. quiet place and sitting with him and then yeah, feeling his

  1171. grace and his peace over that.

  1172. I think, I dunno if that answers the question exactly.

  1173. No, it does.

  1174. It does.

  1175. I think what you're, another way to describe it, same thing.

  1176. There's a, when you're in the secret place of his presence, the grace

  1177. gives you an ease to it and it becomes actually easy versus like forced and

  1178. like striving.

  1179. Yeah.

  1180. that's pushing you

  1181. away from.

  1182. The way of Jesus.

  1183. Yeah.

  1184. Yeah.

  1185. Can I share one

  1186. more thing, please.

  1187. I think also he, Luke's laughing at me.

  1188. I think this burden

  1189. also has changed how I've approached church specifically is what we

  1190. were speaking about earlier.

  1191. That rather than, I dunno why Yeah, I

  1192. missed it earlier.

  1193. rather than coming

  1194. to church to be filled up, I think I, now, I know that now I rather come to church

  1195. with that phrase that Adam sometimes uses that, who can I love on today?

  1196. And how can I pour out?

  1197. And rather that I come to church, whether I've got a lanyard around my

  1198. neck or not, I'm coming here to love on his bride and love on his people.

  1199. And rather than, which isn't a bad thing.

  1200. Oh, like, no.

  1201. Like if you've come, if you've had a bad week and you need to come and get

  1202. filled up and be around people, that's not saying that's bad either, but

  1203. rather that I've become reliant on the secret place to fill me up in order that

  1204. church is merely an overflow of that.

  1205. So that, and that's become.

  1206. Goggles that I now view church through this goggles

  1207. Love

  1208. gospel goggles.

  1209. I know you love the goggles analogy.

  1210. Oh mate, love.

  1211. I had to tap it in.

  1212. Yeah, that's good.

  1213. You're talking my language.

  1214. Zoe.

  1215. Thanks for sharing.

  1216. Why don't you give Zoe a hand?

  1217. Encourage her.

  1218. Awesome, love.

  1219. Very good.

  1220. We're still gonna do communion today as well, and we're gonna do one more

  1221. interview and it's my best mate.

  1222. His name's Paul Morrison.

  1223. Why don't you come up Paul?

  1224. Welcome Paul, as he comes.

  1225. Where do you wanna sit it?

  1226. Everyone say, hi, Paul.

  1227. There you go.

  1228. Beauty mate, beauty.

  1229. So what is Paul's

  1230. burden of the Lord?

  1231. my burden is the souls

  1232. of Aussie men, the souls of Aussie men.

  1233. Has that been something that has been revealed to you

  1234. overnight or has there been a

  1235. journey towards that?

  1236. it's,

  1237. yeah, it's a lifelong journey.

  1238. yeah, I think, from, you know, getting saved and at, at, well from picking up

  1239. the Bible as an 11-year-old, from getting

  1240. saved at 16, from, throwing my job in

  1241. as a mechanic and gonna Bible college at 26, but I think

  1242. 10 years in pastoral ministry

  1243. at review.

  1244. And then, when it kind of hit me was, I was doing a, worship.

  1245. a weekend with a guy,

  1246. a potato farmer by the name of Angus Bucken out

  1247. in, 2009.

  1248. And, I rocked up that weekend

  1249. and Angus had been seeing a, a, a big harvest of men in, in South

  1250. Africa, and I led worship and he kind of spoke a word over me that

  1251. weekend and, and I, I went home.

  1252. I'm just

  1253. going, God, you're stir me up so much, and a whole bunch of things happen that

  1254. would, I just don't have time to go into.

  1255. But one of the, I got a scripture in that time.

  1256. I wanna read it.

  1257. It's an obscure, it's kind of a bit obscure, but when I

  1258. got baptized as a, 16-year-old duly Baptist

  1259. in the cold waters of

  1260. the baptistry there, the, the, the minister

  1261. at the time, his name, his name was Chris Bill, he, he spoke a word over

  1262. me from, from Joshua chapter one, which is be strong and courageous

  1263. and talked about, you know, dividing in the word of the Lord and.

  1264. And trusting that God would give you where he, wherever you put your feet.

  1265. And I was reading that again and I came to verse 10 of chapter one and it says this.

  1266. So Joshua ordered the officers of the people go through the camp and tell

  1267. the people, get your provisions ready.

  1268. Three days from now, you'll cross the Jordan here to go in and

  1269. take possession of the the land.

  1270. The Lord, you, God is given you for your own.

  1271. But to the reubenites of Gadites and the half tribe of mon Joshua said, remember

  1272. the command that Moses, the servant of Lord, gave you after he said the Lord.

  1273. Your God will give you rest by giving this land.

  1274. Your wives, your children, your livestock may stay in the land that Moses gave

  1275. you east of the Jordan, but all your fighting men ready for battle must cross

  1276. over a head of your fellow Israelites.

  1277. You are to help them until the Lord gives them rest as he has done for you.

  1278. And until they too have taken possession of the land, the

  1279. Lord your God is giving them.

  1280. After that, you might go back and occupy your own land, which Moses, the servant,

  1281. the Lord gave you east of the Jordan

  1282. toward the sunrise.

  1283. yeah.

  1284. So that, yeah.

  1285. So do I explain

  1286. it?

  1287. just quickly, you know, east of here

  1288. towards the sunrise is a, is a, is a farm that my father grew up on, his

  1289. father and his father before him.

  1290. And, and in a lot of ways, you know, I, I've, God's given me all that

  1291. I need and want, you know, I got a beautiful wife and kids, but he gave

  1292. me this burden that it's not about you.

  1293. He said to go over ahead of your brothers and help them to find their rest, their

  1294. possession, which is essentially that.

  1295. That we would know God and that the man of this country

  1296. would know God.

  1297. And so, yeah, I ended up in Africa in 2009 and, had an encounter with

  1298. Angus and, and he prayed for us and dropped this burden in my heart that I

  1299. just could hardly contain for 12 months.

  1300. Ended back there in 2010 with you and, um.

  1301. Yeah.

  1302. And then been trying to, really trying to work it out for the last 15 years.

  1303. It's an interesting dynamic when you sense a burden and then someone else

  1304. who's unaware of a burden that God has placed on you, comes and confirms

  1305. it, or speaks a word, speaks a sense of confirmation over your heart,

  1306. such a confidence, like lifting moment.

  1307. And it sounds like you've had a few of them.

  1308. Oh, it, from that time on, it was like, you know, I stepped out, I left

  1309. Riverview in 2010 and stepped out, and God just opened these crazy platforms

  1310. within the context of this city.

  1311. You know, I was, I was part of a sporting organization with a million

  1312. followers.

  1313. You know, I, I ended up with a PR

  1314. platform and a microphone, you know, three to 400,000 people a month tuning in.

  1315. And I was like, God, you're, you're doing this thing, you know, this burden

  1316. for the souls, you're connecting me.

  1317. And, but in the midst of that, you know, uh.

  1318. You know, the flesh, because the beauty about the burden is

  1319. that we think it's about us.

  1320. It's not it's, it's about him.

  1321. It's his burden.

  1322. All these things we're sharing in, do you think God's heart for, for children,

  1323. for Thailand, it's his burden and he invites us in to co-labor with him.

  1324. And, you know, he invites us in not just to do, we're so in the, in, in, in

  1325. our, you know, charismatic Pentecostal.

  1326. We think it's about what we do, do, do, but it's about what he

  1327. will do in us with that burden.

  1328. It's this simultaneously this beautiful co-labor and where he's making us buy

  1329. this burden to say, look, I know this is heavy for you, but if you try, if you

  1330. carry this, watch what I'll do in you as

  1331. you do with me.

  1332. And, these things are happening

  1333. at the same time, which is awesome.

  1334. Can you put into words how that's been a blessing to you?

  1335. I know you kind of just did.

  1336. But can you go a little bit more specific?

  1337. How's that been a blessing to Paul, like co-laboring with him?

  1338. What's, what's,

  1339. what's that look like?

  1340. It is just force me, like Alex said, you've, you've gotta continually level

  1341. up live, but, and leveling up means going down, you know, deeper and in abiding,

  1342. in prayer, in, in the secret of secret places in the, in the place on your knees,

  1343. in the lonely, dark wrestles of the sobel where you go, God, I cannot carry this.

  1344. And it's a death to yourself, a constant death, because without that

  1345. death, there is no life unless the grain falls to the ground and dies.

  1346. And so I kind of, all, all that in a way I was saying, God, I, I kinda

  1347. lost my way a bit in terms of who I was, who Morrow was in that context.

  1348. And God really in his grace took it all away from me for

  1349. four years and forced me to.

  1350. To go to that deeper place.

  1351. It's like, if you want to build something big, you gotta dig a huge

  1352. foundation, otherwise it won't stand.

  1353. And, and it's being conscious of what that looks like in your life.

  1354. And I'm so grateful La the up, last 18 months, the privilege of walking

  1355. into a space and dealing with people dying and confronting all my own

  1356. fears and what this call looks like.

  1357. And, and, and getting to the point of, with, apart from me, you can do nothing.

  1358. And how freeing that is, there's nothing I can do

  1359. so good.

  1360. But he can.

  1361. And we, if we turn up in faith and we, we tune into what he's doing

  1362. just, and he invites us in, most of the time he's just showing off

  1363. and we just happen to be present.

  1364. That's what it, that's what's going on.

  1365. Come

  1366. on.

  1367. Show off, Lord.

  1368. Show off.

  1369. Come on, show off.

  1370. Show off.

  1371. Lord.

  1372. So good.

  1373. You've talked about what, what it's cost you.

  1374. Yeah.

  1375. That there's, it's not a, it's not an easy journey, but it's the most

  1376. satisfying thing you've ever will ever do.

  1377. Mm-hmm.

  1378. Yeah.

  1379. Come to me.

  1380. Oh, you are weary and burdened.

  1381. Mm-hmm.

  1382. And I'll give you rest, take my yoke upon you and learn from me.

  1383. Yeah.

  1384. I'm gentle and humble and heart.

  1385. Yeah.

  1386. You're a bit of a melancholy chap.

  1387. Mm-hmm.

  1388. Right?

  1389. So when you talk about the weight of some of this, it can

  1390. feel, it can feel a bit heavier.

  1391. Yeah.

  1392. Do you know what I mean?

  1393. Yeah.

  1394. So can you just speak into some of the

  1395. Yeah.

  1396. The more, sanguine aspects of

  1397. Yeah.

  1398. The bird is light.

  1399. You know what I mean?

  1400. Yeah,

  1401. I know.

  1402. Sorry.

  1403. No, don't be apologizing.

  1404. No dogs like, oh, no, it's, and that's the space I'm literally coming into now.

  1405. I'm realizing that.

  1406. The la you know, the burden is actually a mantle.

  1407. Another word for a burden is a mantle or a grace.

  1408. And if you look in the Old Testament, you know, the, the grace, the cloak,

  1409. you know, Joseph in his coat, the mantle that was on some of the, you

  1410. know, Elijah, Elisha, there's this, there's grace that God would put on you.

  1411. That is the burden.

  1412. But it, it's from him.

  1413. And in a way, there, there is so much freedom in life in, in

  1414. taking that on, because that is god's, all God's ways are good.

  1415. And he wants to bless us and show himself to it and reveal himself and it's freedom.

  1416. And in a way that the burden is like a, it's like his free mantle.

  1417. Are we gonna go there?

  1418. Are we,

  1419. let's talk about free mantle, shall we?

  1420. It's his free mantle.

  1421. Oh,

  1422. that's so good, mate.

  1423. The mantle of freedom is what he gives you.

  1424. Oh man.

  1425. Hey.

  1426. Hey.

  1427. I

  1428. was with this.

  1429. I'm going there, bro.

  1430. Yeah, go on man.

  1431. I was with Adam last night.

  1432. Go on.

  1433. And we went, we went to Fremantle, and I know the burden this

  1434. guy carries for the territory

  1435. in this city.

  1436. And, I've, he's prayed and

  1437. fasted 20 years.

  1438. He's just, just had a, and we went and we led worship in this and had a two hour

  1439. prayer meeting in this church for this 180 4-year-old church uniting church.

  1440. And we were frothing, man.

  1441. It was so good.

  1442. We were so excited, so excited.

  1443. You know, I said to him on, I said, the funniest thing, I

  1444. said, you know, Fremantle are playing Port Port tonight, right?

  1445. Yep.

  1446. They did Port Adelaide.

  1447. What happened?

  1448. Freemantle, Dockers have never beaten Port Adelaide in

  1449. Adelaide, right?

  1450. And, last night, the captain

  1451. whose name is Pierce kicked the, the final goal and free mental beat port.

  1452. And my son sent me a text as I'm telling Adam this morning, come on.

  1453. And I, and he said, dad.

  1454. The curse is broken.

  1455. Fremantle have defeated port.

  1456. And I said, Adam, you you, you will have through Jesus.

  1457. Come on.

  1458. The king has pierced the darkness.

  1459. Pierced the darkness.

  1460. Jesus pierce the darkness.

  1461. Yep.

  1462. The curse is broken.

  1463. Come on.

  1464. And there were three, three people confirmed last night.

  1465. They saw Jesus walking through the streets of

  1466. Fre mantle.

  1467. Yeah.

  1468. And well man, it is on

  1469. you, man.

  1470. Yeah.

  1471. I had in my notes talk about the burden of the Lord for me free mantle.

  1472. And I've got free mantle written here.

  1473. What

  1474. was beautiful about, last night we're, we

  1475. are just jumping out of our skin last night, 'cause I dunno if

  1476. you're aware, there was some fairly dark things going on in

  1477. Fremont at the moment.

  1478. so we just gathered,

  1479. Chuck chucked it out on Thursday saying, Hey, you wanna come in to

  1480. Freeman and pray and 120 people roll up?

  1481. And we're like, and the place was lifted.

  1482. Like we didn't have any PAs or anything, so Good.

  1483. And worship was just echoing outta this place.

  1484. And we, it's like, man, Jesus is walking the streets.

  1485. Oh, I told you, we'll talk about this

  1486. forever.

  1487. I know.

  1488. But, Paul, thank you for

  1489. what you shared today.

  1490. Um.

  1491. Just wanna pray for Paul.

  1492. Is that okay?

  1493. Just lift your hands to him for Father.

  1494. Thank you God, that it's not by power.

  1495. It's not by might, but it's by your spirit.

  1496. And so the call to reach men in this city, father, we ask for an

  1497. increased anointing to do just that.

  1498. That it would be obvious that you are carrying the heavy burden of

  1499. it and, and you're using Paul to make a difference in this city.

  1500. Father, continue to show him, reveal to him that your kingdom strategies and

  1501. increase and fuel his kingdom imagination for the what is possible in you.

  1502. And so, Lord, we thank you for our city.

  1503. We bless our men of our city and we pray that they would

  1504. come to a living, breathing.

  1505. Example of what it is to be men of God.

  1506. Father, we thank you for your plans and purposes for this city, for

  1507. Fremantle, for the surrounding region.

  1508. Have your way, your kingdom come, your will be done on earth in

  1509. Western Australia as it is in heaven.

  1510. In Jesus' name everybody said amen.

  1511. Amen.

  1512. Give Paul a hand, encourage him.

  1513. Thank you brother.

  1514. I'm gonna ask the band to come up as well.

  1515. As we get sorted, we're gonna try and bring this home.

  1516. Thanks bro.

  1517. We're gonna, just get ready to share

  1518. in communion together.

  1519. We're gonna be doing it slightly differently.

  1520. We don't have the

  1521. normal carafes and bits of bread.

  1522. We've

  1523. just got the little cups this morning.

  1524. 'cause the women's, retreat took all that

  1525. gear and then left us with nothing.

  1526. So, but

  1527. no, that's fine.

  1528. So, I just want you to

  1529. close your eyes right now.

  1530. Just close your eyes for a minute.

  1531. As we prepare our hearts to share in the

  1532. Lord's Supper, and, I want this time of

  1533. communion to allow you to ask the question, what or who has your

  1534. heart what or who has your heart?

  1535. And if you can sit here today and you know, man, it's the burdens of the world,

  1536. use this time to say, Lord, forgive me that the burdens of this world burdens

  1537. me more than the burdens of your kingdom.

  1538. If you look on the interior of your heart and you see the burden of the Lord,

  1539. pray God, as I take these elements, as I take in Jesus, I literally eat Jesus the

  1540. body of Jesus, the blood of Jesus, God.

  1541. Invite Jesus on the interior of your soul that it would be very

  1542. obvious it's Him in you working out this burden that is placed on you.

  1543. And may your prayer today be Father, give me courage to act.

  1544. Give me courage to say yes.

  1545. And lastly, if you look in the interior of your soul and you just can't see the

  1546. burden of the Lord there, simple prayer.

  1547. Just say, Lord, show me.

  1548. Show me your way.

  1549. Show me your burden.

  1550. Open my eyes.

  1551. Deal with the obstacles in my heart that are preventing me from seeing clearly.

  1552. God, we thank you that

  1553. we don't have to earn your favor or love today, but what an adventure it is to

  1554. co-labor with the creator of the universe.

  1555. Lord, thank you for every person here today, and I just declare over all

  1556. of you that you have been given very specific personalized assignments

  1557. from the king of his kingdom, of this kingdom, his kingdom, the kingdom of God.

  1558. There's an assignment specifically waiting.

  1559. It's got your name on it for you to play a part.

  1560. It may be a big part, it may be a small part, but it is

  1561. nonetheless a part to play.

  1562. And so Holy Spirit, reveal those parts to us and give us courage to say yes today.

  1563. Jesus, thank you that you've done everything for us to participate

  1564. in your kingdom by ourselves.

  1565. We are completely isolated and distant from your love, from your kingdom.

  1566. From your throne room, but Jesus, because you died on the cross, because you

  1567. rose from the grave because your blood was shed 'cause your body was bruised.

  1568. We have full access to enter boldly and confidently into the throne room of

  1569. God and hear from heaven what you have for us today, Jesus, we say thank you,

  1570. have us to open our hearts to you,

  1571. but as we take the elements that there's be, wounds being old, wounds being healed,

  1572. old misconceptions being removed, fears being dissolved, and new courage coming

  1573. in Jesus' name.

  1574. Amen.