Sermon
The Way of Jesus 22.0
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Well, good evening.
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It is a, uh, special privilege for all of us, um, this evening to be
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able to spend some time with you as we, uh, intentionally hover
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around the word of God together.
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And this evening, discuss the way of worship with a particular focus this
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evening, uh, on musical sung worship.
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Uh, I'm on record as having said this every single time I've had the privilege
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of speaking, and I'm gonna repeat it.
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And that is, is that as a Christian, we are called to follow Jesus.
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That is what we're called to do.
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We're called to follow Jesus's character, Jesus' priorities Jesus's
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way, because the way of Jesus is at the core of the definition of a Christian.
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The logical extension is that if we are called to follow Jesus, then how we
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think, how we speak, how we love, how we act, how we worship, how we decide
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to be a part of the father's business.
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This forms the foundation on which we build our life.
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And while perhaps not immediately apparent, and funnily enough, can
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only probably be learned in totality by experience being a disciple
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of Jesus is in stark contrast to being a disciple of church.
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Sometimes following the way is anything but, and as a community of
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believers, you and I must be wise and circumspect as misconceptions of worship.
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Both in music and in lifestyle are often built on manmade and flesh led bubbles
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of inevitable fallibility and comparison.
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By way of example and pertinent to our conversation this evening, sung
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musical worship is just one measurement of disciple making theologically
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sound, communities of faith.
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To clarify, just because the sung worship appears good, that does not imply
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causality that the church is thriving in its pursuit of Jesus, but it is a
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handy thermometer and should not be dismissed out of hand as some sort of
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activity, which only musical people do
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an individual decision to follow.
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Jesus brings with it a connection and a call to communally participate
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in the celebration of God's rescue and redemption of humanity from
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slavery and turning the chaos wild and waste back into godly order.
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This is effectively in summary, the gospel of Jesus Christ.
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These are two key thematic motifs, taming the wild and the waste
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and the deliverance of slavery.
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The Genesis story and the Exodus story.
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And these are really important pictures for our conversation this evening.
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Now, although not the beneficiary of the fullness and fulfillment
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of this promise, the psalmist is clear on a couple of things.
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Uh, it's clear that musical worship is a group activity.
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It's for us to sing for joy.
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It's for us to come before him with Thanksgiving and
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extol him with music and song.
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So if all scripture, as we believe is God, breathe and useful for
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teaching, rebuking, correcting, and training and righteousness, that
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the servant of God may be thoroughly equipped for every good work.
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It is incumbent on all believers to apply the word of God to our individual context.
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21st century.
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English speaking followers of Jesus in Perth, Western Australia may see musical
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worship through a slightly different lens from the psalmist's intention.
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Don't wanna labor the point, but the verses that we read today
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do not take into consideration The invention of electricity.
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Doesn't take into consideration the invention of the piano, Spotify,
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YouTube, or multitracks.com.
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This is why as we continue our series in the way of worship, we've decided that
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to round out the last nine years of, um, red Door Community Church worship
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pastors this evening, we've got Amanda and Davina, uh, building on what Sam
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Kieran and Megan shared last week.
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Uh, these two, along with my three beautiful friends from
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last week have been in the arena.
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Uh, our collective faces smeared with metaphorical and literal dust, sweat,
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and blood, because we have spent ourselves in a worthy cause in building
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a worship community that affirms that Jesus is worthy to be worshiped.
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So over the last nine years, all six of us believe that red door has a key part
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to play in showing the kingdom through the creation of artistic dreams, through
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the cultivation of musical worship.
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And it's our prayer that whoever takes over from Davina and Sam will have
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the same vision and the same desire to build on this foundation of sung
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musical worship at Red Door that we believe will stand the test of time.
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So consistent with how do we build on each other's legacy, we're gonna pick
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up a few threads from last Sunday.
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So I'm gonna do a short teaching on the last supper.
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What that will then do is that it will allow us to extract some themes
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as it pertains to musical worship.
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And then we'll have some questions and attempted answers that Mandy and
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Davina will converse about with me.
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So just a few high level thoughts from last week.
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If you were here, if you weren't, I'd encourage you to listen to the
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podcast from Sam, Megan, and Kieran.
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We talk about the importance of song musical worship through suffering.
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As Drea mentioned this evening, it's a choice, this idea of life, that
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this is really, really hard, but God.
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Secondly, we see how worship has been packaged into a box of
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consumerist entertainment, which can actually impact our frame when we
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are looking at God's helpfulness.
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What can you do for me rather than God's holiness?
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Finally, we talk about the, this idea of the intimacy of the creator God seen
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in the Lord's prayer with our Father.
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However, we have the unquestionable omnipotence that belongs the name above
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all names as we see hallowed be thy name.
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The comparing in the contrast of a God who is near, but see
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it so powerful and omnipotent.
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So as we look at this passage together, why don't you join with me as we pray
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and then we will, uh, go from there.
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Father, we thank you for this opportunity to sit and consider how you worshiped,
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how as the creator of all things and name above all names, how you sang
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and how you worshiped in your context.
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Lord, for those of us who have hearts that are hard this evening,
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would your presence be made known?
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Would you open our ears and open our hearts to be receptive to what you
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have to show us that as we decide to follow your way, that you would
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show us that even though the way.
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May not be easy.
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It is for good.
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And so we thank you for this opportunity to listen, to reflect
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and to be able to slowly but surely see how we can follow you better.
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In Jesus name we pray.
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So in Matthew it says that on the first day of the festival of Unleavened
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bread, the disciples came to Jesus and asked, where do you want us to make
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preparations for you to eat the Passover?
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So he replies, go into a city to a certain man and tell him.
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The teacher says, my appointed time is near.
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I'm going to celebrate the Passover with my disciples at your house.
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So the disciples did as Jesus directed and prepared the Passover.
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When evening came, Jesus was reclining at the table with the 12.
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And while they were eating, he said, truly, I tell you
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one of you will betray me.
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They were very sad and began to say to him, one after the
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other, surely you don't mean me.
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Jesus replied, the one who has dipped his hand into the bowl with me will betray me.
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The son of man will go just as it is written about him, but woe to
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that man who betrays the son of man.
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It would be better for him if he had not been born
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than Judas.
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The one who would betray him said, surely you don't mean me.
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Rabbi.
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Jesus answered.
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You have said so while they were eating, Jesus took bread.
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When he had given thanks, he broke it, gave it his disciples saying, take an eat.
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This is my body.
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Then he took a cup, and when he had given thanks, he gave it to them,
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saying, drink from it, all of you.
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This is my blood of the covenant, which is poured out for many
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for the forgiveness of sins.
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I tell you, I will not drink from this fruit of the vine from now on
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until that day when I drink it new with you and my father's kingdom.
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So this emphasis here is mine, not the Bibles.
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When they had sung a hymn, they then went out to the Mount of Olives.
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We are at a crucial juncture in human history in this verse.
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If you have had the privilege of following Jesus for a little while, you'll be aware
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that there are three synoptic Gospels.
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Matthew, mark, and Luke, Matthew and Mark are written for Jewish audiences.
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While Luke is written for Gentile audiences, the difference is extremely
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important because we see that the thematic thrust of the gospels in Matthew
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and Mark are predominantly with Jewish thought and Jewish education in mind.
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What that means is that Jesus is the Messiah.
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The better Moses, the better Adam.
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Jesus is here to deliver his people and to tame the wild and waste that exists
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before God set creation into motion.
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Luke's intention for Gentiles as evidence in the first verses of his
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gospel directed to a wealthy benefactor, Theophile, is to provide an orderly,
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researched historical account.
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So what you'll find as you explore this beautiful story is that there
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are little morsels of fact that are hidden in Luke's gospel that you may
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not find in Matthew, mark and John.
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That's why synoptic means seeing all together.
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And so there is a concept where you need to read the gospels
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in harmony with each other.
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So these gospels coalesce on this one night in Jerusalem, we
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find ourselves in a secret room.
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We find ourselves in the secret room organized by Jesus, the Passover
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Festival mentioned in Matthew as the feast of unleavened bread.
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They're interchangeable terms, determines that all Jewish
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people return to Jerusalem.
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What that means is that Jerusalem is crowded.
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It means Jerusalem space is at a premium.
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And one thing which is interesting and really important for this evening
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is that in Jerusalem right now, there are lambs absolutely everywhere.
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We know this because as directed in Exodus chapter 12 verse six, lambs are about
Exodus 12 chapter mention
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to be slaughtered the following day, the 14th day of Nisan in the afternoon.
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This is the history of the Jewish people.
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This is tradition dictated from Exodus.
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In one of the things that we'll talk about today, tradition.
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Our tradition is important.
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These lambs are about to be slaughtered, but they must be perfect lambs.
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These lambs must be without blemish.
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They are inspected, they are tested for their worthiness to be sacrificed.
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So the main source of lamb is in a town called Beth Fiji, just outside Jerusalem.
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Here's where this beautiful story gets really interesting to me, at
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least, it is from Beth Fiji that Jesus triumphantly enters Jerusalem.
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It is from Beth Fiji that Jesus enters Jerusalem in a symbolic messianic gesture,
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that he is the greater perfect unblemished Paschal Lamb inspected and tested.
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Who will be sacrificed in the afternoon the following day, the 14th day of Nissen.
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And Jesus is, and has been aware of this for some time.
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So what he does is he sends Peter and John to meet a man carrying a jar of water.
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This is a special coated symbol because the carrying of jars of water back
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then is traditionally a woman's job.
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So what do we infer from this?
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This is a clear hatched plan to overcome the din and the busyness of life, timing,
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priorities, and organization to be able to create a moment of authentic holiness.
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Again, may this be a reminder of how we approach our own
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attitudes towards Sunday worship.
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And Sunday expressions.
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So in this clandestine operation, what we observe is Jesus'
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priorities and Jesus' desires.
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We see in Luke 2215 that he says to his disciples that he has
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earnestly desired to share this meal.
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So because it's Luke, we go to the Greek derivation.
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The Greek verb for earnestly desired is epi mayo.
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What epi mayo means is that my heart has been burning to commune with you.
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I just love this concept, whether the omnipotent or powerful God steps down
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from heaven in his final evening.
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His heart's desire is to commune with us.
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His heart is burning to commune with us.
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Now, the sad thing about.
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This is that as humans, we, we tend to not do things the way in which we should.
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And so during this meal, we see a number of disheartening things happen.
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Uh, we see conflict and we see suffering.
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As it is a common thread of Jesus' ministry become very apparent in Luke's
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account During the meal, there's a fight.
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There's a fight between the disciples about who is the greatest disciple.
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The irony of this entire conversation is that Jesus's first act of ministry is
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the Sermon on the Mount in Matthew five, and he preaches in Matthew five about
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the upside down kingdom or the right side up where effectively the first shall
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be last and the last shall be first.
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For those of you who have followed Jesus for a while, you understand
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blessed of the poor and spirit for there is the kingdom of heaven.
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This whole idea of the reverse upside down gospel.
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So no doubt there is the potential to be discouraged where your disciples
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after three years of full-time ministry have still not caught the
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very first message that you preached.
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Then we see that despite the suffering that has been endured, the
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grief that has been had tradition dictates that a song is sung.
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Tradition dictates that the song is at the end of the Passover Festival
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and tradition dictates that the song, that the song is almost certainly Psalm
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1 1 3 to 1 1 8, known as the Halel.
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These are lyrics that are still sung to this day.
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These are lyrics which Jesus himself sung, and as Sam may have said last
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week, at least in the morning service, this is where we need to understand
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our participation in the collective chorus of generations of Christians
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before us and who we all go before.
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Tradition matters.
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History matters.
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Where we sit in humanity, in the great grand tapestry of God's
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redemption, of humanity matters.
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And it's important that we recognize and respond to our role within that narrative.
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So with that as a background, I think a really useful way as you study
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the Bible, um, and to grease the wheels for discussion is to always
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ask yourself, what is this verse?
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Or what is this passage of scripture teaching me about Jesus?
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What is it showing me about his character?
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What is it showing me about his way?
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Um, I love it as a small group question, um, because it allows us to think about
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the character of Jesus in different ways.
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Um, one really common analogy is that as we look at Jesus together, it's like
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moving a diamond as the light refracts in a different way, in a different angle.
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Because how I see Jesus is different to how you see Jesus.
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But again, based on the definition of synoptic, as we see it all together,
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we then get a better, deeper, more meaningful picture of who Jesus is.
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I hope that makes sense.
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So one of the things which I thought we would do now as we open the
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time up to, um, Mandy and Davina is probably just to start off with
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what do we think this portion of scripture is teaching us about Jesus?
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Would I like to go first?
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Thank you.
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Testing.
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Yes, it's on.
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Um, hi everyone.
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Um, yes.
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Um, so good.
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Thanks for setting it up.
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So in this passage I was reflecting on it, um, Psalm 1, 1, 8 in particular.
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It's not a very long one, but Jesus is.
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At the end of the meal, he's going to his death.
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He knows the divine, uh, purpose that he needs to fill,
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fulfill through the scriptures.
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But as he's walking, he's singing this hymn with his disciples and
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this hymn, it's, it's in four parts.
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So it's in suffering, salvation sacrifice, and then exhalation.
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And, uh, it was written by King David and I, I do wonder as Jesus is, is
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walking, singing this hymn, it's, is it like a consolation to himself
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that he's singing there as well?
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'cause he knows the divine purpose and plan of where he's walking towards.
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Um, that gets me because he is about to fulfill what the scriptures are saying.
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And he's singing what the scriptures have been prophesied about, and
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he's walking towards his death.
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Uh, it's, yeah, it, the intentionality of the scripture.
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Knowing that he's going to be betrayed and acknowledging his suffering.
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Um, I just go, Lord, oh, I'm just so humbled by it.
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And the other point that I was thinking about in preparation for
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today is when fear rises, Jesus worshiped, um, when he was be betrayed.
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He worshiped when he knew that his future, even though he knew that was a divine
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purpose, but it still felt uncertain.
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He didn't want the cup, he worshiped.
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And so such a great reminder that worship anchors the soul when circumstances
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shake the ground beneath us.
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Um, side note, I actually like the side character of the man with the jar.
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She kinda forget him 'cause he's such a side character, but for
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him to be obedient to standing somewhere with a jar, which is.
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What the women traditionally would have done.
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I'm like, good on you.
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So the obedience of that side character and that passage.
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Um, yeah.
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Anyway, that was totally sidetracked there, but yeah.
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Do you love a good NPC?
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So,
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um, I love the fact that we look at scripture differently as human beings,
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because as Vinny said, it creates a synoptic view of the passage.
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I, the first thing that came to mind for me when I read this was,
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oh, if I was Jesus, I wouldn't have told Judas where I was going.
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You know what I mean?
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Like, I would've been like, if I knew that my, one of my closest friends are going to
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betray me in my humanity, I would've been like, no, I don't want him to know where
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I'm going so that he can't betray me.
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But Jesus allowed his father's will to be.
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Like sovereign, like he, he trusted in his father's work and his father's plan,
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and he allowed Judas to sit at the same table as him and to dip bread with him.
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And he extended friendship to this person that he knows is going to betray him.
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And that really speaks to me about the kindness of Jesus, even towards those
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who do not necessarily deserve it.
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Um, so that's my first thought.
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My second thought was that, um, you know, in script in, in that passage, it
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said, you know, after he has taken the bread and the cup with his disciples,
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that he, he said that, um, what was it?
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Basically he is, he eagerly anticipated.
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Having that meal with them.
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But he knew, but he didn't want to have that meal again without them.
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So he says, you know, I will not drink of this cup again until I am reunited
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with you in my father's kingdom.
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And what I love is that he has that same heart towards us as well.
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He eagerly anticipates having that meal, that communion with us.
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And as we, you know, when we as a church have communion together,
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we are telling Jesus together collectively as his bride that we
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are an, we are eagerly anticipating having that meal with him in person.
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So that's my 2 cents.
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Yeah, I love that.
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I love that sort of idea of community, even though it's hard, and I'm sure
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you have all been in situations where there are people in your community that
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you love and they are so easy to love.
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It is almost a spiritual act of worship, musical or otherwise to be able to humble
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yourself and extend kindness and charity and love to people that are unlovely.
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Um, and I think in a strange sort of way, we are seeing Jesus'
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priorities come firmly into focus in his last 24 hours on Earth.
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What you'll observe in the pattern of Jesus's ministry is that it sort of starts
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wide than it goes really, really narrow.
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Um, and I just love what you were saying Davi, about how, you know,
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that was a choice and as Mandy was talking about, worship is a
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choice and how do you actually sing as a sign of spiritual warfare?
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You know, a lot of the spiritual practices that we talk about, um, Sabbath as an
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example, Sabbath is an act of spiritual warfare because it is so antithetical
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to the world in which we live in.
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So to be able to actually say, today I'm going to rest today,
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I'm going to be productive in other ways, is actually warfare.
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Because we're saying no, that's not the way in which we desire
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the rhythm of our life to be.
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And I think similarly with this, that decision to sing that
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decision to worship is warfare.
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And I know that that sounds, um, potentially, um, a little
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hyperbolic, but it is true because who are you under pressure?
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Who are we under pressure?
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Um, and what is our response to these sorts of stimuli?
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May it be worship, may it be declaring worth unto God.
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Um, and so I guess one of the things, and as Andrea said, beautifully construct
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the song this for this evening, this whole idea of the son of suffering,
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this whole reality where if the gospel.
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That you have received is that if you believe in Jesus, you'll have no trouble.
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Everything will be wonderful, and you'll get all of your dreams come true.
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As if he's some magical genie.
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I need to apologize because that is actually not the gospel.
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Um, there is a beauty in being able to go through trials knowing that we should take
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heart because he has overcome the world.
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And so I suppose one of the more practical things and the practical parts
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of our sharing now is I suppose why should we worship through suffering?
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Why should we worship through grief?
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Yeah.
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Um, just preface this by saying that everyone's journey in
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understanding worship through grief and suffering is so different.
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And my experience, um.
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In this started when, um, I lost my, my oldest brother, he had just
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turned 41 and he was late diagnosed with stage four bowel cancer.
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Um, and from his diagnosis to when he passed away was six weeks.
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So just crazy whiplash in, in, you know, hearing that, in that news.
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Um, but what's beautiful about the memory of my brother is that he loved to sing
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and he loved to worship and he was on the quiet Riverview where we were all
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going, um, to that church back then.
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And shortly after he was diagnosed, um, he was like, man, I just wanna worship night.
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I just convene and, you know, a couple of friends just come
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over and just sing some songs.
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Um, so we, we did and uh, we had that privilege of just gather, gathering
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friends and family together and worshiping and praying at his house.
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And I just remember, I'm like, Lord, if there was a miracle
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tonight and that he would be healed, um, that would be incredible.
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But if that doesn't happen, like you are still God.
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Uh, I remember thinking that like, that's, that was really hard because
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of course you're, you are thinking that the treatment, you know, could work.
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It was really late diagnosis.
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Um, and so we just didn't know and it was just gonna, we were just gonna hope.
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But that was such, that's, that reminder of that night really sticks with me and.
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Being able to gather around and worship and pray.
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And in that moment it just lifts you out of the external.
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Um, because it was crap.
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It was hard.
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Um, but when we are there and we are singing and we're worshiping, you're
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like, okay, what Vinny was saying earlier, but God, um, and that was
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something I kind of clung on to.
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And so grief is worship.
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Suffering is worship.
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And you know, just the reminder of, of what I said earlier about Jesus walking
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towards his death, singing, worship, um, this I I'll savior modeled that for us.
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But I'm also reminded in Thessalonians four 13, we do not
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grieve like those who have no hope.
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Um, and so remembering my brother's life, even though there's a grief
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there, um, by celebrate that because.
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He, his life was a good gift.
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Um, and in that situation, um, you know, grief is that invitation to
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always taste and see God's goodness, even though it's really hard.
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Um, and to worship him because he's the giver of good gifts.
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Uh, so that, I think that's that revelation to me about how do we
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worship through suffering and grief.
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We, well, for me in particular, it's, it's seeing his life, it's
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celebrating his life and then thanking God, uh, for that gift of his life.
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Um, I just wanna take a little moment just to reflect on
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that, just for a little while.
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'cause it was shared experience.
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Um,
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I, uh, I just reflect back, I think on, on lyrics.
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You know, for those of you who are musically inclined, there
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are special lyrics and there are people here who would know.
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Um, the song that was Ben's favorite, it's a song called, I'm Yours.
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It's written by a review worship leader Rob Humphreys.
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And the chorus is basically, I'm yours and you, I'm found, um, more
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precious than silver, more cautious than go, Lord, touch me in spirit.
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You are my hiding place, or, Lord, I'm yours.
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And what what we did as, uh, he was sort of in his final hours is we were
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in the Royal Perth ICU and we were really fortunate weren't we loved that,
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um, we were able to bring a guitar in and, and have sort of effectively like
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worship as he went to be with the Lord.
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Um, and so when, when that happened and when the life support was
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turned off, my, my mother-in-law, Amanda's mom, she kind of.
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Shoot everyone out so she could just have this little moment with Ben.
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And I was packing up the guitar, right?
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So I was a little bit slower than everyone else, but I just remember
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this, this moment where my mother-in-law just lifted her eyes towards heaven and
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said, Lord, I give him back to you now.
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And you know, that's just such a, a powerful memory where in that moment,
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my mother-in-law, who I respect and admire so much, somehow worship was able
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to tame the wild and the waste and the chaos that was going through her mind.
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Somehow worship was able to be that healing balm for her.
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Somehow she was able to lift her eyes up.
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Literally and metaphorically and have that presence of mind to understand
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that even though the greatest gift of life which has been taken from her,
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her son, I now give him back to you.
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And I just wanted to just reflect on that moment with you and, and
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with you, and just to recognize that
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this is horrible, but God
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and as a community of faith, how do we respond to that?
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How do we react to these sorts of things?
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Um, it is super human.
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What my mother-in-law did, I've never forgotten it.
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I don't intend on forgetting it.
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And I need you as my community to remind me of that moment because
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there are times when I'm up here and I forget it, I forget.
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That God is bigger than my suffering.
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I forget that our collective suffering is part of worship.
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So, so thank you for sharing that.
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Um, Davi,
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how do you journey through worship, through suffering and grief?
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I, um, I think ever since I was a teenager, music has always been a way
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for me to express what words couldn't.
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And I don't know if that's been a reality for you as well.
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You know, I mean, like many of you, maybe I had a bit of an email phase as well.
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You know, I listened to Eminence Para, my husband listened to Reliant
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K, simple Plan Eminem, you know, and.
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Let me know if you still listen to Eminem, because he's pretty cool.
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Um, but you know, when we're going through a rough time, sometimes
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we go to Netflix, sometimes we go to food, sometimes we go to work.
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Um, like I do, I can be a bit of a workaholic sometimes, or I reckon
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sometimes, you know, go to alcohol, addictive behaviors and all of
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these things point us inwards.
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They edify the ego and the flesh.
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But worship turns us outwards, as Fannie mentioned, and it
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turns us to God and you know it.
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What is going on in our lives, whether the good and bad is true.
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I'm not saying that the things that we're going through are not happening.
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We're not denying.
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What's going on in our lives.
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But there is what is true of what's going on around me and in
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me right now and what is truth.
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And that is very different to what is true for me right now.
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And I just want to really like hit that home because we get so caught up right
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in what's going on around us and in us.
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And sometimes we just gotta sing our way into the truth.
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And that was something that I learned while I was in America.
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I was, I went to the International House of Prayer.
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I was part of the night watch.
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So we were in the prayer room from 12:00 AM to 6:00 AM Interesting.
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I know, right?
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Who would do that?
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But that was an absolute gift for me because I had nothing else to study
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and to sing, but the word of God and.
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There were a lot of lies that I had believed about myself in my twenties.
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Um, and through that season I was able to sing my way into the truth.
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And so for, just to share vulnerably as well, um, I hope I don't cry at this time,
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but you know, Mandy and Vinny went through something that was external of them,
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but for me it was completely internal.
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So I struggled with deep anxiety.
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Um, in, since my teenage years, I had my first panic attack before
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my, my English exam, um, in year 11.
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And, you know, it was kind of there and then I went, Hmm, okay.
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That was hope.
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That was a one off thing.
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And when I grow, when I grew older, it came back again and again and again,
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and again, and again to the point where, you know, my husband has had
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to hold me while I sat on the bathroom floor and heaved for 10 minutes.
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You know, like these things happen and.
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It was a very big shadow over my head.
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Um, and in those moments I, you know, I was still lead worship because I
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had to sing my way into the truth.
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Hmm.
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Because all of these things that were happening in me, they were happening.
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They were true.
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It's not like they're not happening.
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Right.
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I went to see a counselor, which I absolutely, I
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absolutely adore my counselor.
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He's wonderful.
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And I, I love reading.
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I love listening to the podcast.
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But all of those words were just hitting and they were just dropping.
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They weren't really getting to me because there was this really thick fog
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of anxiety that was around my brain, my mind, my spirit, just everything
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like a force field just bumping off.
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And God in his grace, knew what would get to me.
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He knew what could pierce through all of that fog and get to the heart of me.
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And that was music.
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And so one night when I was just lying in bed, unable to sleep, try not to have
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another panic attack, I heard God say, just sing your way into the truth again.
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And I come up here and I try.
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Sometimes it works long times it doesn't.
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And but by showing up, by being here, by leading our wonderful team, I am
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telling myself that God is bigger.
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I'm telling my soul that anxiety doesn't have the last word in my life.
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And that God at the cross, the cross has the final word.
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What he has done has the final word over my reality and what I believe to be truth.
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And so that's what it was.
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My lifeline, I was being whiplash internally by anxiety.
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And I would just cover it up.
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But God, God and His grace was able to just, just cut through all of that.
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And, you know, it's still a journey.
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I, I can't say that I'm at the end of it just yet, but I do know that
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because of Jesus, I can do hard things.
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I can go through hard things.
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Yeah.
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Yeah.
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I love that.
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Debbie.
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It's, um, it's a couple of thoughts which sort of come to mind as we're
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sort of just riffing off each other and that whole idea of like when you are
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your most panicked in your most anxious, one of the things about ministry, and
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one of the things about worship is that it's a little bit like a muscle.
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You have to exercise it.
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And so those hours of from 12 till six where you are.
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Running through songs and you're doing those core progression and
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you're doing those lyrics, like that is a part of ministry fitness.
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You know, I sit and there's people here who I know, like lyrically and
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ministry and musically, there's a bank of stuff where when life is really,
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really hard, you go to that well of verses or lyrics or bridges or whatever
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it is to sing your way into the truth.
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Um, and Davi, I honor you because your musical fitness, your spiritual
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fitness, all of those years of lyrics and chords, they come forth and they
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come alive in these sorts of moments.
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Um, funny thing about, about anxiety is that if, if any of you do struggle
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with it as, as we all do from time to time, I think one of the most
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clarifying thoughts for me is to ask ourself whether God goes before.
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Because if we believe that God goes before and we see again in the Exodus
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story that he is the cloud by day and the pillar of fire by night and by logical
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extension that does suggest that he does go before then anxiety is a false gospel
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because of anxiety is fear of the future.
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What do we have to fear if we know that God goes before?
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And so I pray that for me, I pray that for you.
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Um, I acknowledge that it is a space which I do not know enough about, but I
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think, um, that has just been a thought, which I think is a, as a bit of a, of a
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group we've sort of journeyed together.
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Um, course go for it.
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Um, I was reading the book by Tyler Statin called The Familiar Stranger,
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and it's about the Holy Spirit and his role in the church's life
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and what really stood out to me.
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While I was reading this book, and this is in the midst of everything that was going
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on inside of me, is the word for Holy Spirit in Greek is actually peric CTOs.
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And you know, it's an interesting Greek word, but um, it actually
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means that it's like a tow ship that finds you when you're lost at sea.
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So like, imagine you in a little boat and you get out to sea and you're
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lost and the waves are like just going at you and you're like, ah.
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And Parato, um, in Greek culture is actually like, almost like the lifesaver
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ship where it goes out to where you are.
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It meets you where you are.
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It doesn't say, oh, come in this direction.
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No, it actually goes out to meet you where you are.
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It, it then latches onto you and then you don't do the work.
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It's actually the lifesaving boat that toes you back to shore.
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And that's the Holy Spirit.
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He meets us where we are at in all of the storms and the
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waves or the chaos of our lives.
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He goes, here, let me hold your hand and let me lead you back to shore.
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And he's so patient in that he's not like, oh, oh my gosh, why
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didn't you just read your map?
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Or something like, it it, he doesn't do that.
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Like the Holy Spirit is so gentle and so, so patient in that.
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So just wanna encourage us with that.
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I love that.
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'cause it really sort of puts to bed all of the many insecurities that you and I
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may hold when it comes to musical sung worship, because it is natural in this
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context to be like, oh, I'm not a singer.
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I don't understand music.
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But when you actually put that in the perspective of this Holy Spirit
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tugboat guiding you and loving you and meeting you where you're at,
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it doesn't matter.
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What the actual external stimuli is.
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It singing becomes an attitude of the heart.
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Does that kind of make sense?
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And so, you know, one of the questions which we were sort of
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thinking about over the last week was, what about my insecurities?
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And I think just to acknowledge like the Power of God is a really key driver for
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us as a community of faith, where there have been moments where like my journey
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to Red Door was a slow and gentle one.
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Um, and I actually got connected to Red Door through this
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little band, um, called Still.
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And for those of you who've been here for a while, you remember it.
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And there was a moment in where, as part of a creative expression of the
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gospel, there'd be functions and um, events outside of the church, which was a
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little scary because this is safe, right?
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And so there was this one particular event in Fremantle,
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I think 12, 13 years ago now.
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And I was wracked with my own insecurities.
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I was wracked with my own inability to sing.
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And I'm very well aware that I have limitations musically.
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But one of the things which I just remember feeling impressed upon my
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heart, which I just wanna share with you,
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was half an hour or so into this set, I had one song and I just felt the Holy
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Spirit just impressed upon my heart.
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Vinny, if you sing to me and if you sing to me with all of your
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heart, no one can touch you.
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No one can harm you.
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So I sang and I just wanna encourage you with that sort of thought.
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Where have you sing?
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No one can touch you.
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And I think there is a power when we collectively lift our voices.
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Um, there's this, there is, there's this lyric in this song called
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Never Once, where it's every breath.
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We are breathing in your praise and breathing.
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Uh, breathing out, uh, in your grace and breathing out your praise.
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And it's not very often as a collective bunch of human beings made in the image of
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God that we actually get to breathe in and breathe out together in the same cadence.
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And I just wanted to sort of have that thought as we sort of go into
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our final two questions, which is as red door, um, what are the things
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that we can do to support a thriving culture of sung worship at Red Door?
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So Davi, you are the, you know, you are the worship captain for
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this season, um, you and Sam.
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And so, you know, I think one of the, one of the observations, one
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of the thought processes that we had is that you're not just the worship
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captain of the team, but the two of you are the worship captains for the
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entire church, which is a beautiful thing, but also a responsibility.
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Um, and so I don't mean to to make bigger of it, but I think that's true if
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you're a captain of the football club, you're a captain of the entire club.
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Yeah.
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And so similar, Dave, um, I guess my question is what do you think
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we can do to support a thriving culture of sung worship at Red Door?
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I mean, yeah, we feel the weight of that Captainship pusher, um, but we're
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just really blessed to have a team who is so supportive and so loving.
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Um, and you know, it's a bit like, you know, it takes tu to tango, right?
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It's like, you know, having a thriving sung worship culture here.
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It's not as Adam would say, it's not all on you or it's not all on us.
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It's on all of us as well.
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And so Mandy is gonna speak on more of a sort of collective
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congregational call to responsibility.
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But I'm gonna speak more from a worship team point of view, if that's okay.
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So before, lemme try this, let's go back to the beginning.
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Before worship teens were a thing.
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It was a thing in first and Second Chronicles and they
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were called the Levites.
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And you know, as you know, the, the 12 tribes of Israel, and they all had
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different responsibilities, but the Levites were in charge of the temple.
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They were tasked with religious duties playing a crucial role in worship and
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service to the Lord in the temple.
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You know, there were many different roles as a Levi.
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There are people who offer praises on instruments and
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they're with the gatekeepers and.
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I don't know about you, but if I were given one of one, or, you know, one or
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the other, or the other as an option, I'd pick offer praise to the Lord.
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Not a gatekeeper, because gatekeeping doesn't sound like a very glamorous job.
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Um, and, but gatekeepers is actually what I wanna focus on because it may sound not
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very glamorous, but they were actually in charge of keeping the gates at the temple.
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It wasn't merely about security, but it was deeply intertwined with the sacred
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service and order of worship to the Lord.
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Their role was to make sure that only those who were
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ceremonially clean and authorized to enter the temple could enter.
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And so essentially they were crucial for maintaining the
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holiness, holiness of the temple.
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And so this represents vigilance, you know, they can't just be like,
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oh, I'm just gonna fall asleep on the job or anything like.
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It's again, sounds unglamorous, but David actually spoke about this in the Psalms
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and it says for a day in your courts it's better than a thousand elsewhere in Psalms
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84, 10, I would rather be a doorkeeper IE gatekeeper in the house of my God
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than dwell in the tents of wickedness.
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To draw on a 10th of wickedness is actually to be seated at
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the table of the wicked people.
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To be seated at the, the highest place in the table of wickedness can sound
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a bit more glamorous than being a door peak doorkeeper as well, right?
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And so
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it's just, it's just shifting our perspective of what
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our worship team is about.
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But the good news is that, you know, gatekeeping isn't really
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a thing anymore because of the blood of Christ, the Pascal Lamb.
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We don't need gatekeepers anymore because we are the temple of the Holy Spirit
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through the blood and the body of Christ.
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But in a metaphorical sense, our worship team has a job to gate, keep
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the worship culture of our church.
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That's right.
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And to gate, keep the posture towards God in their own hearts.
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Yeah.
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As well.
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And so pointing people to Christ and his holiness.
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And it is our responsibility as a worship team to help this thriving
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culture of song worship, to keep our hearts tendered towards Jesus.
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Um, and to really believe, honestly, really believe that
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God hears us when we sing to him.
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This is not just Christian karaoke guys.
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God actually listens to what we sing towards him.
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And I feel like that's a really important thing to know.
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That's great Dad.
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Like how do we sing faith into each other's situations?
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And you know, if you are lacking in faith, then the beautiful thing about.
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Corporate sung worshipers.
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You get to have faith sung into your ears.
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And if you are arriving at a moment where Lukey says so beautifully
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where you're full of faith, then it's incumbent on us to speak and sing of
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that faith that other people can hear.
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So thank you Debbie.
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Mandy.
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Thanks Debbie.
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Um, so with my one about how to support with thriving culture at Red Door, when
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you don't understand something, it's actually hard to fully engage in it.
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And so I'm actually really grateful for the opportunity and even,
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uh, last week listening to the three others who was sharing.
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So I encourage you to listen to that podcast, um, on what unpacking worship is.
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Um, and I think an encouragement and a reminder to all of us is that.
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Worship.
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Um, it is, essence is a worship of the heart.
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Um, and I really like that verse from Matthew 15 where it's, it's there's
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people, um, there's people honor me with their lips, but their heart is
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far from me in vain do they worship me?
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And that is such a great reminder of we can go to as many church services,
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it can all and sing as many songs, and it can all be an external expression.
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But if nothing is happening in our hearts towards God, I feel like we've
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missed the essence of what worship is.
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Um, it's when our mind is rightly valuing God when our heart is rightly re um, and
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rightly valuing him and understanding him.
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I think that's when we bring that collectively, um, that collective
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expectancy and being faith filled when we sing together.
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Um, that is something that I, uh.
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I really would like to encourage the congregation on.
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Um, and there's moments where you walk in and you just don't wanna be here.
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Like, I have those moments often, um, and I'm not feeling faith filled, but when I'm
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here and I hear you singing, um, you sing on behalf of me, you sing faith into me.
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Uh, and I believe that's kind of what we bring when we gather together
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expectant what God's gonna do.
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Yeah, I love that.
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Um, just little analogy to sort of tie those two things together.
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Um, I'm really big into names.
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Um, I really believe that names are important.
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I believe that names are a predicator of who you are.
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So my name is Vincent.
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My name means conqueror.
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Amanda's name is Amanda.
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Her name means Worthy to be Loved.
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Um, one of the teams that I, that we named together, um, when the worship team
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was around was a team called GE Geese.
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We believed in the power of names and we believed in the animal kingdom
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teaching us about Jesus through the power of a, of, of a flock of geese.
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The power of the flock of geese is that because they fly in a V, there is a
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momentum which is created as part of the V. So when a goose doesn't feel
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like flying at the pace, what happens is that the goose pops out of alignment.
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But because of the momentum of the v, the goose pops back into
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alignment because of the momentum.
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And I think that's a really useful analogy for us as a worship culture because there,
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we, as a group of people of worshipers, we set the momentum, we set the culture,
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we set the bar for good or otherwise.
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Um, and I think for, for me, just listening to the, to the two of
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you, like, let's come expectant.
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Yeah, because our attitudes and how we posture our hearts is kind of the whole
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deal of sharing the gospel of Jesus.
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How will people know if we come suen?
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Um, which brings us, I suppose to the last question for this evening,
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which is, what legacy does the Red Door Community church leave when it
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comes to s Sun and corporate worship?
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Yeah, that's a great question.
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Um, so I've taken this from the passage in Hebrews chapter 13, verses 15 or 16.
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So through Jesus therefore, let us continually offer to God a sacrifice of
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praise, the fruit of lips, that opening profess his name, and do not forget
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to do good and share with others for which such sacrifices God is please.
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So two things here.
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We'd love, um, red door to leave as a legacy.
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And that is of course, acts of praise and repentance in our worship services
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and in our house church gatherings.
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And then the second acts, um, act is of love to be the hands and feet
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of Jesus to willingly sacrifice for, for the good of others.
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Um, yeah, those two acts are both worship, um, and they're both important.
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And it says God is pleased with them.
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Uh, yeah.
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So the fruit of lips that acknowledge his name and then the fruit of deeds
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is, um, what I would love to see.
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Yeah.
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Red do leave corporately.
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Um, I'm gonna touch on what I already see as leaving as a legacy, and then
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I'm gonna touch on what I would love to see and what I wish your team is gonna.
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Do.
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It's not just a spoken thing, it's not just a dream.
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Like we wanna make this a reality as well.
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What I love is that worship at Red Door has always been a family affair.
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You know, I love seeing families serve the Lord together.
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Um, so we had Asha Ard and her husband Simon, you know, join our worship
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team, and it's just so wonderful to see them worshiping together and to
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see Lily, their daughter, hearing them worship God and to, you know, and even
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though Lily's an infant that's going to impact her for the rest of her life.
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And I love, you know, the fact that the On MAs are serving, um, as a, as a
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family and families that serve together,
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they, they love God together.
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And I think that's something that we already do so well as, as a family.
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Um, it's what I would love to see.
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Is, uh, is for us to leave a legacy as people who are unashamed of the
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gospel of Christ in our worship.
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I would love for us to be able to be unashamed and unafraid.
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So if that means that you take up a little bit more space in this room,
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in your worship to God, so be it.
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If this means that you get out of your seat and go into the yells or come
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to the front kneel before him because you wanted to show God your affection
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towards him, again, I'm not talking about performative Christianity, like
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this is absolutely not that at all.
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But I want us, I, I want us to leave a legacy of freedom.
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Freedom in our expression of worship and adoration to God,
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to show him as the people that have come before us in the Bible.
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Like you know Mary who just sat at his feet, right?
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To have people like David who were undignified before him with before
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the Lord and was unashamed of it.
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I would love for us as a church, as a worship team to be able to
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worship him in spirit and in truth with everything that we have.
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So yeah, that's my little 2 cents.
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Yeah, I love that.
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It's um, and part of that whole thing, isn't it, where I remember being
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asked sort of in 2017, you know,
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why do you think this job or this role is so hard?
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And I remember telling Anna and Dale and I said to them, I have zero
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interest in being a Christian rock and roll superstar, zero interest.
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And I don't think I'm the right person for this role, if that's what you want.
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But if you want to create a community that is known for how we love, if
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you want to create a community that.
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It gets to be in this sort of creative sweet spot where we get to do something
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we love with people we love for someone we love, then maybe there is a way
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in which we can add value to that.
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And I think ultimately that's what it comes down to is that as a community of
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faith, may we be known for how we love and may as a small sample space of that, let
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that be how we worship and how we approach adoring and showing our affections
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for God, as Dave said so beautifully through the posture of sung worship.
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Um, and I think that's, that's the beautiful thing about being in community
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is that the most fabulous thing about this is that we get to make memories
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with people that we love the most.
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And I think part of, um, growing up.
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In church, are those beautiful memories where you're able to actually go,
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no, God is so real in this moment.
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And so as we sort of conclude this time, I think it's, it's important that we sing.
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I was so glad that I think the final song's, living Hope, um,
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because that's who Jesus is for us.
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So can I pray and then let's sing together.
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Father, we thank you for this
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moment of peace and of clarity, where as we troll through suffering and
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grief and loss and heartbreak and anxiety, ultimately you are Lord.
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Overall, you are sovereign, you are good, you are omnipotent.
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You are our Father, our Abba father, so close and so intimate.
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But yet hallowed be your name.
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Your name is holy.
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Above all.
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So God, as we lift up our hearts and our voices to you this evening, may you remind
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us that you are indeed our living Hope
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that grave has lost its sting, that death has lost its sting.
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So we thank you for this time.
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We anoint it as holy.
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This moment is holy.
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We are standing and kneeling on holy ground.
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We welcome your presence.
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Make us aware that we are in the presence of a holy God.
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In Jesus name we pray.