Sermon
Afflicted Through Affirmation
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with me we want to jump into the word of the
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lord today amen we're gonna read a very short
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portion of a of the scripture in job chapter
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1 verse 8 i mean if you don't have it it's up
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there on the uh on the projector screen amen
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job chapter 1 verse 8 portion of scripture simply
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reads then the lord said to satan have you considered
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my servant Job. Then the Lord said to Satan,
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have you considered my servant Job? Amen. Let
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us go before the Lord. Heavenly Father, we come
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before you today, Lord. We give you honor. We
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give you glory. Lord, we pray, Father, that you
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open up our hearts. God, open up our minds, Lord.
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Lord, that we would receive your word today,
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Father, that your word would lift us up, God.
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That your word would encourage us today, Father,
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Lord. Jesus, hallelujah, that we would adhere
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to the instructions of your word today, God.
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Lord, use your vessel, God. Use me, God. Anoint
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my lips of clay, Father, Lord. Anoint our ears,
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our hearts, God. Those that are watching online
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and those who could not be here today, Father,
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Lord. Bless them, Father. In the name of Jesus,
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we pray. Amen. You may be seated. Amen. Have
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you considered, my servant Job, what if everything
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that we thought about life's fairness was suddenly
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challenged? What if the righteous suffered while
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the wicked prospered and heaven itself seemed
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silent in our pain? And what if we were stripped
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from everything, your family, your livelihood,
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your health, your wealth, and left with only
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nothing but questions. This isn't a hypothetical.
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It's a story of Job, a man whose trials echoed
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across time, offering both mystery and meaning
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to all who dare grapple with the hardest questions
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of life. Job's story is one of a man once called
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blameless and upright, and he found himself seated
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in the ashes of his faith, tested to the breaking
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point of his life. He was the picture of prosperity
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and devotion. He was a man who feared God and
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turned away from evil. He was blessed with wealth.
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a large family, unshakable faith. But all of
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it, every single blessing, every bit of joy was
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stripped away in a whirlwind of tragedy. His
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herds were stolen. His servants were strained
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and killed. His children were lost in a sudden
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calamity. And as if that wasn't enough, It meant
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his body was afflicted with painful sores, leaving
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him unrecognizable and utterly broken. Yet through
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all of this, Job did not curse God. Instead,
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he asked the question that haunts all of us today.
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Why? Why, Lord? Why? What makes Job's story even
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more remarkable is what happens beyond our visible
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world in a heavenly courtroom where Satan challenges
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God, claiming Job's faith is shallow and a product
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of his blessings. God allows Satan to test Job.
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This setting the stage for a cosmic drama that
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explores the deepest questions of human suffering
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and divine sovereignty and the nature of faith
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itself. What amazes me even more is that Job
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was not a superhero. Job did not have a cape.
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He did not have a superpower. Job was merely...
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Flesh and bone, like you and I. I want you to
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know that Job's suffering didn't come because
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he failed. It came because God affirmed him.
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Job's suffering didn't come because he failed.
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It came because God affirmed him. And very quickly,
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I want us to look at the man named Job. The Bible
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says in Job 1 .1, it reads, there was a man in
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the land of Uz whose name was Job. That man was
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blameless and upright and one who feared God
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and shunned evil. And seven sons and three daughters
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were born to him. Also his possessions were 7
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,000 sheep, 3 ,000 camels, 500 yoke of oxen,
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500 female donkeys, and a large household. So
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that this man was the greatest of all the people
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of the east. We're talking about a man. Flesh
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and bone. Like you and I. God declared him unique
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among men. And Job's character is introduced
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with some of the most remarkable words ever spoken
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about a person. in the Bible. Imagine having
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your entire life summarized in such an astounding
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term. Who was this man that the Lord spoke of
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and what made his faith so extraordinary? As
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I mentioned, Job was just merely a man, flesh
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and bone, imperfect because he was flesh, but
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in God's eyes, he was perfect. He was a devoted
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father, amen, and a devoted servant of his community.
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He was a figure of influence and respected by
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most. And most importantly, he was respected
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by God. Job was a man of unparalleled reverence
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and faith. And in Colossians chapter 2, verse
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6 through 7. Amen. We receive the instructions
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and how we should live for God or one of the
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instructions as Job did. It reads, so then just
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as you receive Christ Jesus as Lord, continue
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to live your lives in him, rooted and built up
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in him. Strengthen in the faith as you were taught
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and overflowing with thankfulness. Thankfulness.
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This was how Job lived day in, Day out. From
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the moment that he woke up. He woke up in devotion.
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To the moment that he laid his head down to rest.
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He was in devotion. Unto God. And this is not
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to say that Job was sinless. Because as a man
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no one is perfect. Except for Christ. But Christ
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had lived. Amen. The only one to live without
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sin. But the Lord did say that Job. Was blameless.
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And in a sense that in his heart. He was steadfast.
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And aligned with God. Because of his desire.
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To please him. I know it's hot so bear with me.
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The word blameless. It signifies a life. Of integrity.
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Moral uprightness. And a deep. Fear of God. This
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fear was not the fear of punishment. But it was
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a fear of genuine love and devotion for God.
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Job's devotion was deep and it was heartfelt.
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In fact, the opening verse of the book tells
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us that he would regularly rise in the morning
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to offer sacrifices on behalf of his own children.
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Because see, Job wasn't just worried about himself
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and how he pleased God. He was concerned about
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how his family. Please, God. And the Bible says
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in chapter 1, verse 5, that in the morning he
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would rise early and he would offer burnt offerings
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up to the Lord for each of his children. And
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he would say that perhaps my children have sinned
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and have cursed God in their hearts. So Job did
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this regularly. Every single day he interceded
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for his children and his family. This was an
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act of intercession, and this reveals a man who
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cared deeply for his family, their spiritual
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well -being, and his desire to ultimately please
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God. Job embodied the scriptures that we read.
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Job embodied the scriptures that we say out loud.
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Job lived these scriptures out each and every
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day in 1 John 3, verse 22. And we receive from
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him anything that we ask because we keep his
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commandments and do what pleases him. In Hebrews
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chapter 11 verse 6, it says, but without faith
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it is impossible to please him. For he who comes
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to God must believe that he is and that he is
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a rewarder of those who diligently seek after
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him. This was Job's daily practice. This was
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Job, hallelujah, kneeling and praying at the
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altar as dawn broke over the desert, offering
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prayers and sacrifices for himself and for his
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family and for their unseen sins. This detail
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about Job's life speaks volumes about his faith.
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Job understood that righteousness was not just
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a matter of outward behavior. but of the heart.
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He was not only concerned with his own standing
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before God, but he was concerned about the spiritual
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condition of his entire family. And I want to
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pose a question to each and one of you, each
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and every one of you today. How often do you
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wake up in the morning and the first thing you
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ask yourself is, hallelujah, how can I please
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God today? How often do we fall on our knees
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and we cry out to God and we say, God, do you
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find my life pleasing unto you? What do you desire
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of me and what would you have of me for today?
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What songs do you want me to sing? What type
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of praise are you worthy of today? Is our heart
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filled with this concern? Over how we are pleasing
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God. This was Job's heart. This was Job's life.
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Now, unbeknownst to Job, while Job was just living
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his life, praying, taking care of his family,
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there was a challenge and consideration that
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was taking place in the heavenly realm. And the
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book of Job, amen, wastes no time in setting
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the stage for such a celestial confrontation.
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Because as the angels gathered in heaven, God
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turns his attention to Satan. And he asks Satan,
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where do you come from? Because while Satan was
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prowling the world like a predator that he is,
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seeking who he may devour, he steps into the
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gates, amen, and into the courtship of God. God
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looks up and he says, hey, Satan, where are you
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coming from? Satan says, you know, just walking,
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roaming the earth, see me who I can devour, trying
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to find the weak link in your chain. Trying to
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seek the one that doesn't think they need to
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pray this morning. Looking after the one that
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thinks that everything is okay until it's not.
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You know, just up to my dirty tricks. You know
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me, God. It's what I do. God did not say in a
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question. He says, okay, while saying. He says,
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have you considered my servant Job? that there
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is none like him on earth, a blameless and unright
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man, one who fears God and shuns from evil. Now
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imagine the weight of the declaration that God
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just made upon Job's life. God himself pointed
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to Job as an example of righteousness, a man
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whose life rejects unwavering faith, excuse me,
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projects unwavering faith. But Satan, true to
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his name, the accuser, he seizes the opportunity,
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and he says, okay, God, challenge accepted. So
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Satan answered the Lord, amen, and he says, does
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Job fear God for nothing? Have you not made a
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hedge around him and his household? Around all
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that he has and everything. Hallelujah. Amen.
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That you have put on his side. You have blessed
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the work of his hands. His possessions. And have
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increased the land that he lives on. Now stretch
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out your hand and touch all that he is. And he
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will surely curse you to your face. Satan accused
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Job's faith of being shallow and mere a byproduct
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of God's blessings. If you were there, I'm sure
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you can feel the tension in this moment because
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Satan isn't just questioning Job's motives. He's
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questioning God's character. He implies that
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God's blessings are mere bribes and that Job's
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devotion is transactional. And that no one would
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truly worship God without the promise of reward.
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This is an accusation that cuts to the heart
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of the relationship between the creator and his
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creation. God doesn't rebuke Satan outright,
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and nor did he deny his challenge. Instead, he
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permits Satan to test Job. He says, amen, behold,
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all... that he has is in your power. Now the
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stage is set, amen, for this cosmic drama, one
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that will test not only Job's faith, but also
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the very nature of human devotion to God. And
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I want to pose a question, amen, to you all,
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amen, and that question is so common, and it
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singles out in our minds every time something
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happens to us. Why would God allow this to happen
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to Job? Why would God give Job's life over to
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Satan? Why would God allow Satan to test Job,
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a man that God himself declared righteous? A
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man that God, hallelujah, knew shunned from evil
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and turned from evil ways, so devoted to God,
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lived to please God. At first glance, we might
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seem that this is cruel, but this moment reveals
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something profound about God's sovereignty, because
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God, hallelujah, not only has conquered death,
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hell, and the grave, but he is sovereign over
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it. Satan operates within limits set by God.
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And even in his malice, Satan cannot thwart God's
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ultimate purposes in our lives. The test is not
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a sign that God's indifference, but the test
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is confidence in Job's faith and in the greater
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plan that God, amen, has revealed so that he
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would receive the glory. Somebody give the Lord
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a round of applause. We've got to understand
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that the same confidence that Job had in God
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was the same confidence that God had in Job.
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This suggests that God also have a level of trust
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and confidence in a mere man. Recognizing Job's
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potential for good and his capacity to fulfill
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his purpose. Because in Luke 12, 48, it reads,
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when someone has been given much, much will be
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required in return. We have to understand that
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when God calls us to ministry, to purpose, and
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he lays out this plan before our lives, you have
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to know that you are going to be tested. The
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way is not going to be made easy. Some of our
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journeys, amen, have been tragic. Some of our
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journeys have been horrendous. Some of our journeys
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might not have gone the way we thought or the
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way that we planned. But rest assured, there
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is purpose in your journey. Rest assured that
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at the end of your days, God is going to look
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at you, amen, and lay the crown of life upon
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your head, amen, and welcome you in to the gates
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of heaven. let you know that your reward is great
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because you finished your race. The question
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is why? Why would God and how could a God have
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so much faith in a man? God's confidence in humanity
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was implemented in the beginning in the book
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of Genesis because the Bible says that we were
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made in his image. And God said, let us make
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man in our image after our likeness. Mankind
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was created, amen, with intrinsic meaning, meaning
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that the essential nature of God, we were made
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from the core of God himself, inheriting value
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and purpose and the capability of reflecting
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God's character. Number two, God has given us
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authority and purpose. Amen. In Proverbs 8, 4
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-6, what is a man that thou art mindful of him?
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For thou has made him a little lower than the
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angels and has crowned him with glory and honor.
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God honors humanity in trusting us with authority
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and his purpose. And thirdly, God seeks us. Did
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you know that God, he seeks you? Do you know
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that we're not the only, that we don't just seek
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God, but God actually seeks us? Because the scripture
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reads in 2 Chronicles, it says, For the eyes
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of the Lord run to and to and throughout the
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whole earth to show himself strong in behalf
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of them whose heart is perfect towards him. The
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reason why God has so much confidence in Job
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is because Job, you and I were created in the
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image, amen, and in the likeness of God. And
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God had trusted him because he had given him
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the authority and the purpose in which God had
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granted for his life. And then God sought out
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Job because Job, God knew that the end of Job's
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days, with Job enduring the trial, God would
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receive the glory. This is how much trust God
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has in you and I today. So when you are feeling
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lonely and you are feeling, amen, afraid. When
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you are feeling weak and you are feeling saddened.
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When you are feeling that God isn't listening
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and God isn't hearing your prayers. Rest assured
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that God has called each and every one of you,
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amen, to carry out the will for your life. God
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is trusting you the same way. He trusted Job.
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Job was such a man of faith, amen, that when
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everything started to fall apart, Job worshiped
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God in the worst possible time of his entire
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life. In Job 1 -12, it reads, and the Lord said
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to Satan, behold that he has in your power And
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only do not lay a hand on his person. So Job
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went out the presence of the Lord. And imagine
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Job being unaware of this conversation. Being
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unaware of this agreement. Amen. That unfolded
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in the heavenly realms. As he was faithfully
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going about his day. As he always did. He has
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no idea that he has become the focal point of
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a celestial wager. And yet his faith was about
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to be tested in ways he could never imagine.
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Job's lack of knowledge of the situation mirrors
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our very own. Because when we often face trials,
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we face them blindly without any understanding
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as to why. Job's story assures us that even in
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the unseen God, hallelujah, that God is working
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in the background. God is working in the darkness.
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That even though God allowed the devil to touch
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his body, even though God allowed the devil,
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hallelujah, to do his work, that God was still
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in control. Hallelujah. I serve a God that is
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in control. When I feel like all hell is breaking
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loose and I feel like I don't know whether I'm
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coming or going, I know that God is in control.
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And as I thought about this, I can picture Job
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just sitting up in his office looking over the
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view, amen, of all the land that he owned, all
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the cattle, all the donkeys, all the oxen, knowing
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that his children were off having a party at
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his oldest son's house. Everybody's having a
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day. There's no need of anything. The sun is
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shining. The birds are chirping. And Job is just
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sitting in there. Looking over his books. A man
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checking his daily inventory like I'm sure he
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normally did. And then suddenly Job gets a knock
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on the door. Job says, too early. I'm not expecting
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any company. Job gets up and he opens the door.
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The Bible says that a messenger comes running
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in. And he said, Job, Job. He said, the oxen
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were plowing and the donkeys feeding beside them.
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And the Sabians raided them and took them away.
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Indeed, they have killed the servants with the
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edge of the sword. And I alone have escaped to
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tell you. Can you imagine Job just looking at
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his servants and saying, okay, okay, let me,
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hold on, give me a minute. Job sits back down.
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He said, okay, well, 500 oxen, donkey, okay.
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Scratches him off. Minuses from the inventory.
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Okay, we're still good. We're okay. We're still
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good. We're okay. We're okay. We're good. Don't
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worry. We're good. Job gets a second knock on
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the door. Let him in. Second servant comes in.
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And while they were speaking, he says, the Chaldeans
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formed three bands and raided the camels and
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took them away. Yes, and killed the servants
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with the edge of the sword. I alone have escaped
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and I came to tell you. George said, Job, man,
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I'm having a morning. Okay, well, let me take
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a look at this and let me see what's going on.
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Job looks and he reads down and he said, okay,
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well, 3 ,000 camel. Okay, well, let me scratch
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that list. Let me scratch it off the list. Let
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me remove it from the inventory. And while he's
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doing that, another knock on the door. Jeez.
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Okay, let him in. Hey, Job, Job, I came to show
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you that the fire of God fell down from heaven,
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burned up all the sheep, man. We got no sheep.
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Oh, and by the way, all the servants are dead.
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Wait, what? What do you mean? There's nothing
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left, Job. Hey, and I can just imagine the three
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servants standing in front of Job just huffing
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and puffing like, man, what are we going to do?
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We got nothing left. Job goes down, looks at
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his inventory, looks at his books. Okay, well,
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okay, no more oxen, no more donkeys, no more
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sheep, no more camel. Okay, well, you know what?
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I got my wife. I got my children. I got my house.
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I think I'm good. We're okay. We'll recover.
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God will never leave me nor forsake me. We're
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okay. We're good. Oh, God. If I was Job, man,
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my stomach would have fell to the floor. Wait,
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wait. Camel gun, oxen, donkey, sheep. What's
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next? Servant comes running in. And he says,
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Job, Job, man, I'm sorry. I'm sorry, Job. I'm
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sorry, man. I'm sorry. But your sons and daughters
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were eating and drinking. At the older brother's
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house, suddenly a gray wind came, Job, just from
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out of nowhere. I checked the weather. I checked
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the app on my phone, man. It said we were clear,
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sunny. I don't know where this wind came from,
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Job. And I looked up, man, and I saw the house.
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The house shook, and the house fell, man. Job,
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I'm sorry, Job. I'm sorry. I'm sorry, man, but
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the kids are gone, bro. Sons and daughters of
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God. You know, I sat there and I could just believe.
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I need to remind all of you that I know when
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we read these stories and I know we preach on
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these things and we talk about these things.
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We have to remember these aren't folk tales.
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This isn't make believe. This happened. This
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transpired in a man's life. Where he not only
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lost everything that God gave him, he also lived
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with everything that he had and he gave back
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to God. He lived his life fully and unto the
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Lord. He gave everything unto the Lord when he
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woke up and when he went to bed, he prayed over
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his children. He asked God to forgive them for
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their unseen sin. He did this regularly. And
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now in a matter of a day, it's all gone. Everything's
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gone. I can't even imagine looking at my children
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when something's wrong with them. I'm constantly
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asking them, are you okay? Is everything all
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right? Or God forbid they get sick. And I'm constantly
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running to my children and I'm checking on them.
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Are you okay? Are you guys okay? Are you comfortable?
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Are you okay? What would I do? If I was Job.
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Why, God? Why would you take my children? I got
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nothing left. I got nothing left. The anguish,
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the pain, the disbelief. Job's story speaks to
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anyone who has faith. face moments of doubt and
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pain, wondering, God, why, God, would you allow
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such a suffering to take place in my life? What
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about my neighbor? I know that guy ain't living
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for you. What about that dude down the street,
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God? He only goes to church on Easter. God, what
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about that person that speaks bad against his
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brother and sister? God, why would you do this
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to me? Why, God? Why? Job does the one thing,
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and he's a better man than I am, and I'm not
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afraid to admit that. Because the Bible says,
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that immediately Job arose. He tore his robe
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and he shaved his head. He fell to the ground
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and he whispered, naked I come from my mother's
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womb and naked I shall return there. The Lord
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gave and the Lord taketh away. Blessed be the
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name of the Lord. And in all this, Job did not
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sin, nor did he charge, amen, God with any wrongdoing.
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Job thought he had his wife. His wife wasn't
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there for him. Although his wife suffered this
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with Job, she did lose her children as well.
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She did lose everything, her possessions. She
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lost it all. And when Job turned and looked at
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her, she told Job, curse God and die, man. I
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can't see you like this, Job. You're suffering.
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It's too much for me. I can't deal with this.
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Pianist, if you're ready, you can come up. And
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Job tells her, he said, women, you speak of a
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woman with a foolish mouth. Because how could
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we accept everything good from God and not accept
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the bad things? Why is it when the sun is shining
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and everything's going great and everything's
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going our way, we can come into the house of
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the Lord, we can sing, we can worship, we can
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praise God, hallelujah, but the moment that things
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don't look right, The moment that things don't
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work out for us. The moment you don't get that
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promotion. The moment you don't get the job that
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you were praying about. The moment the healing
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doesn't come when you wanted it to come. The
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moment, hallelujah, when things just go off to
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the side. Things just don't work out the way
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you want them to. The way you need them to. How
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about when God doesn't answer you? How about
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when God, hallelujah, doesn't give you the answer
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when you think you need it? How about when God
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doesn't respond when you need the response? How
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about when changes occur in your life? When everything
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is perfectly fine and all of a sudden there's
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a sharp left and things start to go wrong? What
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about when your bank account tells you that you
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don't have enough? What about when you're feeling
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good one day and the next day you go to the doctor
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and they say we don't know what happened but
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we think you might have cancer. We think you
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might have leukemia. Something's wrong with your
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heart. What about when everything turns upside
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down? And we come into the house of the Lord
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with our heads bowed. How about when things don't
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go right in church? Because church is supposed
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to be a perfect place. My friend, it's not. How
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about when the preacher says something that you
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don't like? When pastor makes a decision and
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nobody's in alignment, nobody is agreeing with
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it. And we get mad and we get upset. And we take
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it out on God. God didn't do that to us. This
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is what happens when there is a lack of understanding.
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Because when Proverbs, it reads, with all you
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get, get understanding. See, this is a natural
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reaction of our flesh. When we don't understand
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something, we react to it. We respond to it in
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our flesh. We question in our flesh. Why, God?
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Why did that happen? Why did this take place?
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There's no understanding. There isn't anything
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there for us to grasp for. So we respond to it
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in a way that we feel that we think we need to
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respond. How about responding to it the way Job
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did? You know, I remember a few years back. My
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wife and I, we experienced a financial hardship
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that we have never, ever experienced before.
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And I'll be honest with you, it was a hardship
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that I never expected. And the first time I ever
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experienced this in my adult life, everything
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that I did that was easy to me became hard. Everything.
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It felt like the well had dried up. At the time,
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I was doing a lot of things. And like my father
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would tell me, most of the time you're doing
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way too much. But I was trying, man. I was trying.
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I was trying to support my family. I was trying
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to do the things that I wanted to do for my wife
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and my kids. You know, Brother Jason, one day
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the calls stopped coming. No more work. The people
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that I was calling back for work, because at
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the time I was self -employed. Hey, Dave, great
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to hear from you, but no, we're not interested.
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Hey, you know what? We thought we'd just wait
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for next year. No problem. Hey, you know what?
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Something came up. We don't have the money. Sorry,
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Dave. Thanks for the call. And I started to wonder,
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like, man, what's going on? And you guys know
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the bills don't stop coming. Rent doesn't stop
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being due. The kids don't stop needing things.
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You still got to buy food and groceries. Life
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goes on, man. And week after week, I'm dealing
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with this thing, just staying quiet, dealing
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with this thing in my prayer. And you know, I'm
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not ashamed to admit this to you because we're
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all human and I know we've been there. I start
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to get frustrated. And in my prayer, my prayer
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starts to change. And instead of being thankful
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and grateful for waking me up this morning, I
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start asking God, why is this happening, man?
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Why can't I just get one? One job, God, that's
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all I need, just one. Forget about real estate,
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that dried up. It was gone. So I talked to my
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dad and talked to my dad. My dad had work. My
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dad was getting work. Well, what's going on,
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dad? What am I doing wrong? I don't know, son.
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Keep going. Keep pushing. Dad, maybe I need to
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go get another job. How many jobs are you going
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to get? You're only one person. You're only one
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man. I started to talk to my wife about these
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things because I don't come to her unless I absolutely
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have to. Josh, you know what? We need to start
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praying, man. I don't know what's going on. I
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don't have no answers. And the whole time, coming
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to church, having to preach, having to teach,
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having to sing, worship, pray for people when
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I'm the one that needed to pray. Going home,
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coming back. Telling Josh I'm getting tired,
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man. One month passed. Two months passed. Three
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months passed. Four, five, six months. I'm starting
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to check myself. What am I doing wrong? God,
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am I sinning against you? Maybe I'm not praying
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right. I'm not doing something right. Maybe I'm
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not making myself available to you. What is it,
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God? But knowing in the back of my mind that
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finances money is nothing to God. Because the
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Bible says that heaven is paved with streets
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of gold. God uses these gems and these jewels
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that we admire and we seek after. We even kill
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for them. God uses them as decorations in heaven.
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It's nothing to God. And I start saying, God,
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something's got to happen, man. Something's got
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to happen. I feel like I'm going to break down.
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I feel like I'm going to. I really started to
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feel this way. Finally, one day I talked to my
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dad. And I tell my dad, Dad, I can't do this.
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I don't know what I'm doing wrong. Josh is worried.
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I will tell you how bad it got. Three days away
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from the car being repossessed. Five hours away
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from the PG &E being shut off. I called one of
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my pastor friends. Hey, man, you got to give
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me something. I need something. This is not supposed
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to happen. It's not supposed to happen. He says,
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you know what, Brother David? You're in the will
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of God. What? It happened to me too. My PG &E
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was shut off. Nobody knows. I went to work. I
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trusted in God. I didn't stop serving him. I
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kept praising. I kept praying. I kept fighting.
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I kept going. And the PG &E was shut off. And
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I said to my pastor friend, how did you accept
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that? What happened to the child, to the people
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of God? Why would God do this? He says, I don't
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know. But it did. I said, so what did you do?
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I love him for this. Because he said, you know
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what we did? That night we had prayer meeting
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at my house. All the lights are off. Come on
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over and pray. Don't you turn off the lights
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when you pray at home? That's what we did. We
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gathered and we prayed. So what are you telling
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me? Pray. Pray. That day, I cried out to God.
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Cried out to God, and I just thank God for it
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all. You know why? Because in the midst of it,
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my children were okay. My wife was okay. The
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roof was still over our head. PG &E hadn't shut
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off yet. We got food on the table. Somehow, rent
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was paid. I knew that there were things pending.
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But in that moment, I didn't care. All I cared
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about was being in the presence of God. That
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day, I got up and I went to work. I was supposed
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to finish painting this house. Weeks ago, but
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she kept tacking it on, tacking it on. So guess
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what that did? Although it meant it was more
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money, it kept prolonging the pay. So finally,
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3 o 'clock, two hours before the PG &E is cut,
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and I said, Lord, I am not calling my wife and
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telling her to get the kids and take them to
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my mom's house. That is not going to happen.
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It's not going to happen. So I call. Took a break
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and I called. And I've called plenty of times.
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The deadline's done. You're overdue. You need
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to pay. And I call. And I talk to the lady on
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the other land. She goes, you know, David, man,
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we're getting ready. Five o 'clock, that's the
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deadline. Okay, okay, but are you sure there's
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nothing? Just till tomorrow. I'm going to get
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paid today, but just till tomorrow. This cannot
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happen. This can't happen. She says, hold on.
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She comes back. She says this. I don't know if
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you prayed today. But I just happened to click
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on the button where it says to extend the deadline.
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The deadline extended. I don't know what to tell
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you. You have until tomorrow to pay the PG &E.
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I sat in my truck, and I just began to thank
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God. I know the car was due. I didn't even care
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at that point. Finished up the job, went home.
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And I'll tell you this, because... I want you
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to understand the severity of where I was. Not
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so you can feel sorry for me, but just so you
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can be reminded of how great your God is. Because
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when I got paid, it was just enough to get me
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out of the month. It didn't even include what
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I owed for the car. But I was like, okay, I'm
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okay with that. It's okay. The next day I get
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up, I'm like, okay, I got to do this all over
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again. I got to go look for work. Here I go.
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My phone goes off. There's a chime. I get a Zelle
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payment. I don't remember accepting any work.
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I don't remember. My mom calls. She said, I was
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praying this morning, and God said you needed
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this. I don't accept money from my parents. My
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dad raised me and my brother. Your family is
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your responsibility. If you got to go pull weeds,
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you better work. I do thank God for my parents.
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Don't get me wrong. They're there. But I said,
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Mom, I didn't ask for this. She said, God told
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me you did. I don't know what you need it for.
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But it's there. I cried out so loud to God. And
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I learned a valuable lesson, church. We are not
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in control. And that when we experience things
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and we go through things, it's because on the
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other end, God is going to receive the glory.
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Because even though Job was blameless, upright,
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and pleased God, Job lost everything. And God
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didn't even flinch. He told the devil, take it.
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Because in the end, the Bible says that Job repented
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in his ashes. And the Bible says that Job, because
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he had a conversation with God, and he told God,
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I see you. I get it. I know why this happened.
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I know why I experienced this. I know why you
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allowed this to happen to me. And the Bible says
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that God then turned around and he gave Job a
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double portion. I didn't share what I shared
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with you so you can feel sorry for me. It has
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nothing to do with me because none of you even
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knew that I experienced this. I shared this with
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you to help you. Because sometimes we think we
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got it all until we don't. And then we feel that
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we did something wrong, so God took it away.
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That's not true. God has so much faith in you
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that he knew that if he took it away, you were
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still going to be okay. He knew that if you didn't
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have it, you were still going to be okay. He
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knew that if you didn't know what was going to
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happen from here and now, that you knew in your
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heart of hearts that he would never leave you
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nor forsake you. Come on, stand with me. Job
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was already affirmed, yet... God allowed him
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to be afflicted. There are things in your life
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that you've experienced. And you might even be
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experiencing those things now. But rest assured,
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God allowed it because he knew you were capable
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of handling it. The Bible says that he chastises
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the ones that he loves. We are his children.
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He's never going to leave us alone. We're never
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by ourselves. Listen, your need might not have
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been as great as mine was. Maybe you haven't
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experienced something that drastic, or maybe
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you have, or maybe you're experiencing it now.
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But I want you to know that the way out of it
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is to worship. When we can see past our own needs
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and focus on the one who woke us up this morning.
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Focus on the one who's given us life. Focus on
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the one who's given us another day. Focus on
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the one who's allowed us to breathe the air that
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pumps in and out of our lungs. You will forget
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your need. And you will experience God in such
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a way.