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Thorn Theology

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  1. I'm going to invite you to, if you have your

  2. Bibles, go with me. We're going to the book of

  3. 2 Corinthians chapter 12. 2 Corinthians chapter

    2 Corinthians 12 chapter mention 2 Corinthians 12 chapter mention

  4. 12 and verse 7. Amen. And I'm going to point

  5. you to a passage of Scripture here that I think

  6. many of us have heard or are familiar with, written

  7. by Paul. And I want you to... Read along with

  8. me in verse 7. We're going to read verse 7 through

  9. verse 10 of 2 Corinthians chapter 12, giving

    2 Corinthians 12 chapter mention

  10. you a time to flip there or scroll there. Amen.

  11. How many of you are there now? Amen. All right.

  12. All right. All right. You guys are on point today.

  13. Praise God. It reads this way. And lest I should

  14. be exalted above measure by the abundance. of

  15. the revelations, a thorn in the flesh was given

  16. to me, a messenger of Satan, to buffet me, lest

  17. I should be exalted above measure. Concerning

  18. this thing, I pleaded with the Lord three times

  19. that it might depart from me. And he said to

  20. me, my grace is sufficient for you. My strength

  21. is made perfect in weakness. Therefore, most

  22. gladly, I will rather boast in my infirmities

  23. that the power of Christ may rest upon me. Therefore,

  24. I take pleasure in infirmities, in reproaches,

  25. in needs. in persecutions, in distress for Christ's

  26. sake. For when I am weak, then I am strong. Amen.

  27. Why don't we pray? Father, we thank you for your

  28. spirit that we feel so strongly, so beautifully,

  29. wonderfully in this place today. God, we have

  30. come. as a group of people lord with a made -up

  31. mind to worship you today to gather in this place

  32. lord for such a time as this and now god i ask

  33. that as we go into your word that you would speak

  34. to us anoint our hearing so that he who has an

  35. ear would hear what the spirit is saying to the

  36. church god and anoint my lips of clay god to

  37. speak in this moment in this moment god what

  38. you want to express to your church, your people.

  39. God, in Jesus' name we pray, amen. Everyone say

  40. amen. I'm going to give this a title right on

  41. the cusp, Thorn Theology. Someone say thorn theology.

  42. I have taught in Bible college for many years.

  43. In fact, I am now the director of our district

  44. Bible college, and we have lots of theological

  45. classes. different subjects, pastoral theology

  46. and apostolic theology. But you know what's not

  47. in our curriculum? Thorn theology. But maybe

  48. we'll add that, Brother Jose, after today, huh?

  49. We might add that to the curriculum because thorn

  50. theology is something that the Apostle Paul introduces

  51. us today in this very transparent portion of

  52. writing. As he is opening up to the church in

  53. Corinth in his second letter, a church that he's

  54. developed a relationship with as an apostle that

  55. he helped establish. He's writing some things.

  56. And as typical of Paul, not only does he lay

  57. theological foundations, not only does he teach

  58. the word of God and biblical spiritual principles

  59. of Christ. the doctrines of Christ, but also

  60. at times he gives the reader a view. He opens

  61. up his life to the reader so that the reader

  62. might see or the church might understand some

  63. of his own personal understandings, revelations,

  64. and for the reader to see that even him as the

  65. apostle was... still growing and learning a work

  66. in progress. From his very encounter on the road

  67. to Damascus, we see that the life of the Apostle

  68. Paul is kind of an open book. A little different

  69. from the other apostles and disciples that were

  70. fortunate enough to learn under the instruction

  71. of Christ, such as Peter or John or some of the

  72. other disciples. Peter was one of the more prominent

  73. ones. But Paul's life is a little different because

  74. he was not a one of the original 12 disciples.

  75. He wasn't handpicked in the way that Peter, James

  76. and John and some of the others were in the beginning

  77. of Christ's ministry. At that time, Paul was

  78. still very much a Pharisee and he had an anti.

  79. Christ theological point of view and made it

  80. his personal mission that as the church was being

  81. formed to persecute the church. As many of us

  82. know, this was Saul of Tarsus before he became

  83. the Apostle Paul. And so his trajectory looks

  84. very different from that of the other disciples

  85. of the other apostles. And it gives him a very

  86. unique perspective. on the Christian faith, very

  87. unique perspective on what it means to serve

  88. God. He was not an eyewitness to many of the

  89. things that Christ did in his three and a half

  90. years of ministry, but he probably, like many

  91. others, heard and was a listener through secondhand

  92. information about what Christ did, but he had

  93. that encounter. that moment on the road to Damascus

  94. as he was intent on persecuting and carrying

  95. out every threat that he breathed out against

  96. the church. He made it his personal mission in

  97. life to persecute the church. But there we see

  98. in the book of Acts, I believe it was Acts 9,

  99. where God encounters him in that famous scene

  100. in Scripture where he is probably knocked off

  101. of his horse. blinded by a bright light, and

  102. a voice from heaven tells him, why are you persecuting

  103. me? And tells him it's hard to kick against the

  104. goads. And he has this personal encounter with

  105. God. And we see from the very beginning of Paul's

  106. journey, this very transparent life, one that

  107. is... brought to the forefront, one that we begin

  108. to see just how real God begins to work in his

  109. life and how his life is an open book from that

  110. moment. All the dirty details are left there

  111. on the front page of Scripture. He isn't afforded

  112. the opportunity to go back and scrub out and

  113. redact some of the things in there. It's all

  114. put out there, all the things that... that we

  115. may want to gloss over or tuck away. It's all

  116. out there in the open for everyone to see. But

  117. this really set the stage for the kind of apostle

  118. that he would become. A few weeks ago, we talked

  119. about, or I mentioned a little bit about Paul

  120. and the struggles that he confesses to us about

  121. how there is this other law at work in him that...

  122. that even when he wants to do good, there is

  123. this contrary force, his flesh, that is pulling

  124. him in the other direction. And I find that refreshing.

  125. I find that just encouraging for me to know that

  126. even somebody like him was struggling and battling

  127. within himself. And in that same spirit, in that

  128. same... Type of that same theme or that same

  129. spirit, the same atmosphere. We see Paul writing

  130. yet again about an area of his life that as for

  131. me as a Christian, I find once again refreshing.

  132. In chapter 12, he begins and he starts talking

  133. about these wonderful things that God has shown

  134. him. I won't read it there, but you're free to

  135. read it on your own. He talks about a vision.

  136. That was so profound, so majestic, so supernatural.

  137. He said, I don't even know if I was having an

  138. out -of -body experience or a bodily experience.

  139. But he talks about this moment, this divine,

  140. supernatural moment that he has. And he said,

  141. the things that I saw were inexpressible. He

  142. said, I can't even repeat these things. They're

  143. so holy. They're so awesome. They're so powerful.

  144. I can't even put into words the things that I

  145. saw. It would cheapen it. If I try to explain

  146. in human terms what happened, what I saw, it

  147. would cheapen, it would dilute it. It would water

  148. it down. It was so awesome. It was so holy. And

  149. so, you know, he's talking about this great thing

  150. that God is doing. God is showing him in his

  151. life. And he doesn't even tell us what it is.

  152. He's like, just trust me. It was awesome. It

  153. was great. And in the moment that he's telling

  154. his readers, he's telling the church about these

  155. great things, it must have dawned on him there

  156. that as he's expressing these things, as he's

  157. talking about the great height that God has taken

  158. him to, talking about the wonderful things that

  159. God has blessed him to be able to experience

  160. and to see, not just with his natural eye, but

  161. with his spiritual eye, he has seen things that

  162. perhaps nobody has ever seen or ever will see.

  163. I mean, you know, Paul is just talking about

  164. these wonderful things, but then he says in verse

  165. 7, unless I should be exalted above measure by

  166. the abundance of the revelation, he said, a thorn

  167. in the flesh was given to me. He said, a messenger

  168. of Satan to buffet me, or in other words, to

  169. harass me, to torment me, lest I be exalted above

  170. measure. So Paul begins to tell us about an area

  171. of his life that is a touchy subject. He begins

  172. to show us that in spite of the great knowledge,

  173. in spite of the wonderful things, the blessings

  174. of the Lord and his life and the great places

  175. that God has allowed him to go as a man of God,

  176. as a preacher, as an apostle, he says, but there

  177. is this one issue that I have in my life that

  178. has kind of brought me back down to earth. He

  179. tells us that despite these heavenly things that

  180. he's experiencing in his life, that there is

  181. this thing that keeps his feet grounded right

  182. here in this world. Lest he become boastful,

  183. lest he become proudful, lest he think that he

  184. is somebody greater than he truly is. He said,

  185. there is this one thing in my life, and he calls

  186. it a thorn. Someone say a thorn. Calls it a thorn.

  187. And he wants us to understand that serving God

  188. is beautiful, but even roses have thorns. Can

  189. I tell you that on your way to smelling the roses

  190. that God has, you're going to encounter some

  191. thorns. And sometimes those thorns... are not

  192. so easily removed. And so Paul is telling us,

  193. look, there is this thing in my life and it's

  194. a messenger of Satan. And now that's an interesting

  195. term that he uses, a messenger of Satan. In the

  196. original word, that word messenger is the same

  197. root word for angel. So he's not just talking

  198. about some... Random thing that happens in life.

  199. We all know that life is filled with just sort

  200. of accidents and random things that come. Just

  201. the rain that falls on the just and the unjust.

  202. There are just difficulties that we deal with

  203. in life. Amen? Let me give you an aging or a

  204. hurting body. Amen, right? I got no amens when

  205. I said that. Help me out, folks. There's nothing

  206. we can do about getting older. Now, God, can

  207. you turn back the hands of time? Well, that's

  208. just a fact of life. That you're not going to

  209. feel as robust and as strong as you were when

  210. you were, you know, a young whippersnapper. And

  211. all the energy in the world, you know, that's

  212. just life. And there are other things that are

  213. just part of life. Paul's not talking about just...

  214. Things that happen because life in general, like

  215. Jesus said, in this world, there will be trouble.

  216. There's going to be trouble. We live in an age.

  217. We will get sick sometimes. Amen. That person

  218. at work sneezes on you. You're like, why didn't

  219. you call in sick? You're not getting any awards

  220. for coming in here. You know, you're not. Stay

  221. home. Because we know that if you get around

  222. somebody that sneezes, you've got the flu. There's

  223. a good chance if you're not careful, right, you're

  224. going to get. You're going to get sick. That's

  225. just a fact of life. If you got sick because

  226. you were hanging around someone that was sneezing

  227. and coughing, don't go blame the devil. No, wear

  228. a mask next time. Or don't get around that person.

  229. The devil is after. No, that's just, there's

  230. sickness. There's viruses. There's bacteria.

  231. These are just normal things that happen. And

  232. can we become discouraged? Can that kind of add

  233. on to whatever it is? Absolutely. I'm not saying

  234. don't pray that God would heal you. I'm not saying

  235. that those things are not real. They are real.

  236. But what Paul is talking about here is not just

  237. the facts of life or the realities of living

  238. in a broken world and living in a broken and

  239. an aging and a deteriorating body. He's not talking

  240. about that, folks. He's talking about something

  241. that hell. or that the enemy has done against

  242. him. He's talking about something that is purposeful,

  243. that has been strategically planted in his life,

  244. that God himself has allowed. Now this is going

  245. to be an uncomfortable moment, an uncomfortable

  246. subject for us today, but this whole series is

  247. about the battles. Someone say the battles. The

  248. battles that build us. We think that getting

  249. built in God, growing in God, developing in our

  250. relationship with Christ is just reading another

  251. book and attending another seminar and going

  252. to another service and getting prayed for more.

  253. Those things are wonderful and they can help.

  254. But I come today, the Holy Ghost sent me here

  255. today to talk about thorn theology. Thorn theology.

  256. This is nothing you're going to get. You're not

  257. going to get this in a book, my friend. You're

  258. not going to get this with the latest best -selling,

  259. you know, top 10 Christian book on Amazon. You're

  260. not going to get this on a YouTube clip. You're

  261. not going to get this on a podcast. Man, look

  262. at all these notes. This is foreign theology.

  263. These are things that we learn about God and

  264. His plan and His purpose in our life by simply

  265. allowing God to bring us through those valleys,

  266. allowing God to work in us, and trusting Him.

  267. And still serving him and loving him and giving

  268. of him, of ourself to him, even when he doesn't

  269. do the thing that we so desperately want him

  270. to do. The question before us today is not whether

  271. you can serve God when things are going right.

  272. Not when you can serve God when it's all, you

  273. know, rose petals and a garden, you know, a bed

  274. of roses. But can we still serve him and love

  275. him and serve others when there's a thorn in

  276. our life? Can we still pray with thorns? Can

  277. we still worship? Let me tell you something.

  278. If you can learn how to serve God with a thorn,

  279. there's no devil in hell that can ever cause

  280. you to backslide. Come on. If you can learn how

  281. to keep on pressing on and serving God and come

  282. to church Sunday after Sunday, if you can keep

  283. on worshiping, keep on giving, keep on doing,

  284. with a thorn in your life, let me tell you, you've

  285. got longevity in your spirit. You're the kind

  286. of saint that's going to endure to the end. This

  287. is the key. The key to being saved. We think

  288. that you get baptized, filled with the Holy Ghost

  289. in Jesus' name, and that's all that it takes

  290. to be saved. No, that's the starting point. If

  291. you haven't been baptized, you've got to get

  292. baptized in the name of Jesus, be filled with

  293. His Spirit, and salvation comes. But listen,

  294. it's not just that. The Bible says, Jesus said,

  295. He that endures to the end shall be saved. Which

  296. is why we don't preach the once saved, always

  297. saved gospel. The Bible says to work out your

  298. salvation. Someone say work it out. Come on,

  299. say it again. Work it out. Work out your salvation,

  300. he said, with fear and trembling. And Paul is

  301. giving us thorn theology so that we can work

  302. out our salvation. And he says about this thorn,

  303. a thorn is a painful thing. It hurts. It might

  304. wound you. It might cripple you in some way.

  305. But he said, look, in verse, go with me to your

  306. Bibles again. He said in verse 8, he said, concerning

  307. this thing. Now, he doesn't tell us what it is.

  308. I'd like to know what it was. You know, what

  309. was that thorn? Scholars. speculate about what

  310. the thorn might be. They think that perhaps a

  311. thorn was a physical ailment. Others think that

  312. perhaps it was more just a spiritual thing, an

  313. oppression. And others, they think maybe it was

  314. a relationship or somebody who was a thorn. I

  315. heard an amen. I've got a couple of thorns. My

  316. neighbor. No, I'm just kidding. We don't know

  317. what it is. Amen. So while Paul's being transparent,

  318. I mean, he's not showing us all of his cards.

  319. He's not saying, but he said concerning this

  320. thing, I pleaded with the Lord three times that

  321. it might depart from me. Now, taking into account

  322. everything that I have learned about Paul, Paul

  323. was a man of prayer. Paul was a man of the spirit.

  324. He walked in the spirit. I think Paul had a clear

  325. and consistent connection with God. I think that

  326. when Paul prayed, most of the times God answered.

  327. That's just my perception of Paul is that Paul

  328. was a man of prayer and that he believed in the

  329. doctrine of prayer. How many of you believe in

  330. prayer today? Come on, how many of you believe

  331. in prayer today? And how many of you know that

  332. God is a God who answers prayers? So for Paul

  333. to say, I prayed about this thing on three separate

  334. occasions. Now, he had marked these moments in

  335. his mind where he had prayed earnestly to God.

  336. God, here I am again, little old me. It's me

  337. again, God. And I've got this one thing. And

  338. if you would just remove this one thorn, Lord,

  339. life would be so much easier. And then God told

  340. him, no. All right, well, maybe there's just

  341. something else I need to learn. You know, maybe

  342. I'm not ready yet. You know, these are the things

  343. that we tell ourselves when God doesn't answer

  344. according to our wishes. Well, maybe there must

  345. be another lesson. And so some time went by,

  346. and he prayed again. And the answer was still

  347. no. He said, well, Paul, maybe it's just not

  348. my season. Huh? Maybe the next season God's going

  349. to do. This is just not my season. And so more

  350. time goes by and he prays again and still the

  351. answer is no. Can I tell you that no is also

  352. an answer? Someone say no is an answer. Sometimes

  353. God has answered your prayer. And the problem

  354. is that you just haven't accepted what the answer

  355. is. And we keep praying for God to change his

  356. mind. And God said, no, on this one, you're the

  357. one that's going to have to change. So he said,

  358. praise and praise and praise. And God keeps saying,

  359. no, no, I'm not going to do it. And there came

  360. a point where Paul realized, okay, if God's not

  361. going to answer this specific thing, there must

  362. be a reason. And the Lord spoke to him. You see,

  363. God's going to answer you. It may not be what

  364. you want to hear, but watch what he tells Paul

  365. in verse 9. Look at this. Look at this with me.

  366. And he said to him, my grace, someone say my

  367. grace. My grace is sufficient for you. For my

  368. strength is made perfect in weakness. So God's

  369. answer to Paul's plea to remove this painful.

  370. thorn in his flesh in his life was that listen

  371. in other words I'm not going to remove this but

  372. here's what I'm going to do for you Paul because

  373. I love you because I'm still your God because

  374. I haven't abandoned you Paul just because I didn't

  375. answer you in the way that you had hoped or dreamed

  376. of Paul I'm still your God and I'm still In control.

  377. I haven't stopped being your God. I still love

  378. you with an everlasting love. I've got a plan

  379. for you that's unshakable. But Paul, and saint

  380. of God, this is what you needed. The reason why

  381. it's still there is so that my grace would be

  382. sufficient for you. I want you to understand

  383. that not everything will be fixed. Overnight,

  384. not everything will be removed in our life according

  385. to our liking. And that is very difficult for

  386. us to accept at times because we have never stopped

  387. believing. We never stopped confessing that God

  388. can do it. But there are certain things that

  389. God says, the reason I have allowed the enemy

  390. to touch this area of your life, the reason I've

  391. allowed this problem to persist is so that you.

  392. can grow in grace and so that you will understand

  393. that my grace is more than enough. But there

  394. are two things that Paul gets a revelation of,

  395. and I'll be just a few more moments. Amen. Two

  396. things that Paul gets a revelation that I pray

  397. that every one of us here today, the Holy Spirit

  398. wants you to get a revelation of two things.

  399. Number one, the grace of God. And number two,

  400. the strength of God. He said, number one, he

  401. said, my grace is sufficient for you. You're

  402. learning. The value of grace. God is trying to

  403. teach somebody here today. What grace is all

  404. about. Because we have been fed, many of us,

  405. a false concept of grace. That grace is simply

  406. the favor of the Lord for blessings and for increase

  407. in our life. That grace is simply, you know,

  408. the blessings of God and the goodness of the

  409. Lord. And yes, those are manifestations of grace.

  410. But God's grace is manifold. There are various

  411. expressions of grace. And one of the most important

  412. ones that we must learn and we must contend with

  413. in our own lives is the doctrine of grace that

  414. sustains us when our problems won't leave us.

  415. The doctrine of grace that holds us and is more

  416. than enough for us. It's grace. Even when you've

  417. got that problem in your life, that situation,

  418. it's grace that'll still let you get a good night's

  419. sleep. Oh, I'll come to preach to somebody right

  420. now. It's grace that'll still let you keep walking.

  421. It's grace that even when your world is falling

  422. apart in that one area, you still can wear a

  423. smile on your face. And it's not fabricated.

  424. It's not phony. It's not fake. It's the grace

  425. of God. That says I might have this problem.

  426. But God has still been good to me. I wonder if

  427. somebody can give the Lord some praise here today.

  428. We learn grace. But you're not going to learn

  429. grace. Now you can learn theologically. You can

  430. learn the doctrine of grace. Through study of

  431. the New Testament. But you're only going to learn.

  432. what true grace that is sufficient is to what

  433. I've called thorn theology. And he said, not

  434. only will I give you a revelation of grace, but

  435. of strength. Somebody say strength. He said,

  436. my strength is made perfect in weakness. Think

  437. about that for a moment. Think about what the

  438. Lord is telling us about how strength in the

  439. kingdom of God works. God's strength is not activated

  440. fully until his strength has a place in your

  441. life to set up its power. And the only way God's

  442. strength can have its effect in our life is when

  443. something gives. In other words, He can't be

  444. strong in areas that you refuse to let go of.

  445. He can't be strong in areas where God's not going

  446. to get in a. in a match with you. Something has

  447. got to give. And this is illustrated very profoundly,

  448. and this might be next Sunday's message now,

  449. when Jacob wrestled with God. God said, if you

  450. really want to see my blessing, then something's

  451. got to break. And he touched his hip. See. Can

  452. I tell you what the issue is as I get ready to

  453. close? The issue is we want God to give us more

  454. strength, but we don't want any weakness. We

  455. don't want to be weak in an area. We don't want

  456. to struggle. We don't want to have a need. We

  457. don't want to be broken in any way. And God is

  458. saying, if you really want my strength to be

  459. revealed, if you want me to see how awesome and

  460. how powerful and how mighty I am, then I will

  461. allow some things to happen in your life so that

  462. you will know that I am God and that I am the

  463. one that is holding you. I'm the one putting

  464. food on your table, not your employer. Come on

  465. now, somebody. Are you hearing me today? I'm

  466. the one that's putting food on your table, not

  467. your employer. But you would never know that

  468. unless God had put you in a situation where all

  469. you could do was depend on him. You'll never

  470. know him as a friend. That sticks closer than

  471. a brother until you've been betrayed by people

  472. who you thought were your friends and you thought

  473. you could trust and you thought would be there

  474. for you. Then you realize that, ha, he is the

  475. God that will never leave me nor forsake me.

  476. Would you stand with me this afternoon? Somebody

  477. say amen. I want to grow in grace. I want to

  478. grow in the strength of God, but I must do so

  479. with an understanding that God is going to use

  480. my weaknesses. Can I tell you that sometimes

  481. the thing that we're praying for God to remove,

  482. that if he removes, you know, there are some

  483. things that if God answered your prayer, you

  484. wouldn't be back next Sunday. I'm going to say

  485. it again. Amen? There are some prayers that if

  486. God actually prayed, you wouldn't be back to

  487. church next time. He said, whoo, not me. There

  488. are some things that if God did, you wouldn't

  489. serve him the way you would had he left that

  490. thorn there. He said, but why? Why would God

  491. do that to me? It seems like a little messed

  492. up, huh? Like, God, why would you hold out on

  493. me like that? Someone say, why, God? Because

  494. God knows you better than you know yourself.

  495. He made you. He wired your brain. He understands

  496. what makes you tick. He understands the buttons

  497. that need to be put. God knows you better than

  498. you know you. And in his supreme, listen, in

  499. God's knowledge, His all knowledge about your

  500. life. There are certain things that God knows

  501. that if he does things always the way that we

  502. want. He knows why it's there. And if he always

  503. did what we always wanted him to do. He knows

  504. that probably that would be the thing that takes

  505. us away. Some of us wouldn't pray the way we

  506. pray without a thorn. Hello, somebody. Oh, my

  507. God. In fact, you learn how to pray. You see,

  508. you don't even really learn how to pray until

  509. you have a thorn in your life. You know what

  510. I mean? You know what I mean, Brother David?

  511. Like, read all the books on prayer you want.

  512. There's some good ones out there. Maybe I should

  513. write one, too. I don't know. There's some good

  514. ones out there. There was a whole series of praying

  515. books a few years ago. The Power of a Praying

  516. Husband. The Power of a Praying Wife. The Power

  517. of a Praying... And that's wonderful. But none

  518. of those books will teach you how to pray like

  519. a thorn will. Can I tell you where I really learned

  520. how to get a hold of God? When I had a need in

  521. my life. Jesus. And all I could do was cry out

  522. to God. A thorn in your life will make you forget

  523. about what time it is and how long you've been

  524. there because you're so desperate for the presence

  525. of God. You really learn how to praise God. Can

  526. I tell you what I really teach you how to worship?

  527. Not the latest song on CCM or... Erwan and Caleb

  528. and all that. The latest song is not going to

  529. teach you how to worship and how to praise God.

  530. You know what's going to teach you? A thorn.

  531. Because until you have learned how to lift up

  532. your hands and open up your mouth and say, I

  533. will bless the Lord at all times. Come on now,

  534. somebody. And his praise shall continually. That

  535. you haven't learned how to worship yet. But when

  536. that thorn is there. And yes I've got a problem.

  537. But I've come to bless his holy name. Anyhow.

  538. Come on. Is there somebody with the worship in

  539. your heart today? Is there somebody that can

  540. lift your voice in worship today? Lift your voice

  541. in praise today? I'm not telling you to like

  542. the thorn. I'm not telling you that we are to

  543. pretend that these thorns are comfortable. No.

  544. What I've come to, through the Holy Ghost today,

  545. is to tell you about thorn theology. The greatest

  546. lessons that you will learn about God are those

  547. uncomfortable places in your life that God has

  548. yet to answer and maybe never will. But here's

  549. the point, is that if you could serve him that

  550. way, then you can boast like Paul did. I don't

  551. know. I have read this so many times. I have

  552. read this and I have thought to myself. I don't

  553. think I'm there yet. I'm just not there. I'll

  554. be honest with you, church. I'm not ready to

  555. say I take pleasure in affirmities. Can I be

  556. real with you? How many of you are going to be

  557. real right now? I'm not at that level yet. Maybe

  558. some of you are. God bless you. Share with me

  559. your secrets. But I'm not ready to say, like

  560. Paul, I take pleasure in affirmations. I'm struggling

  561. with saying in reproaches. I don't know if I

  562. can say I take pleasure in needs. And certainly

  563. not persecutions. everybody to how about you

  564. you want everybody to like you i want everybody

  565. to like me i'm not ready to take uh you know,

  566. take pleasure in distresses. I'm not ready to

  567. do that. But here's what, but if I can just today,

  568. here's all you've got to do today. All you've

  569. got to do is, I'm not saying that when you leave

  570. this place, you're going to start thanking God

  571. for all the problems you have in your life. I'm

  572. just boasting of my infirmities today. I'm not

  573. telling you to do that. But all you've got to

  574. do today is accept that if God allowed it, then

  575. obviously God sees a need. If God is allowing

  576. that thorn, then there is There's something that

  577. God is trying to work in your life. And if you

  578. can just praise God for that. Say, God, I don't

  579. understand it all yet. I'm not at that level

  580. yet, God. I don't know if I'm there yet. But

  581. here's what I know. That when I am weak, then

  582. I am strong. When I can lay it down at your feet.

  583. When I can surrender. When I can submit. commit

  584. when i can god put myself in your hands god then

  585. i know everything's gonna be all right i wonder

  586. right there where you are if we can just go before

  587. god in prayer there's somebody here today that

  588. just needs to touch the throne of god oh it could

  589. be that god will answer but it may not be the

  590. answer that you want but in the end god will

  591. give you the grace come on there's a grace that's

  592. here right now there's a grace that god is working

  593. in your life oh Oh, hallelujah. I wonder if you

  594. can praise him even with that thorn. I wonder

  595. if you can pray even with that thorn. I wonder

  596. if you can touch God. I wonder, oh, hallelujah.

  597. Oh, the grace of God is here. The joy of the

  598. Lord is my strength. Come on, anybody got joy?

  599. I'm not talking about fleeting happiness. That's

  600. up one day and down the next. I'm talking about

  601. the joy of the Lord. The joy of the Lord. Is

  602. my strength. Is he your strength today? Come

  603. on, is he your strength today? How many of you

  604. want that joy? The Bible says that in his presence

  605. there is fullness of joy. And that is right hand

  606. pleasures forevermore. So right now for the next

  607. 60 seconds, I'm asking for somebody to step into

  608. the presence of God. Somebody to let your heart

  609. go. and get into His presence where the joy of

  610. the Lord is, where the grace of God is, where

  611. the strength of God will be found. Come on, somebody

  612. open up your heart today. Somebody open up your

  613. worship. Open up your mouth today. Let the Spirit

  614. of God let it dwell. Come on, hallelujah.