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Go Fish

CityLight Church, a Place for You

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  1. I want to read here in Luke chapter 5 and verse

    Luke 5 chapter mention

  2. 1. I'll be reading all the way to verse 7. So

  3. it was as the multitude pressed about him to

  4. hear the word of God that he stood at the lake

  5. of Gethsemane and saw two boats standing by the

  6. lake. But the fishermen had gone out from them

  7. and were washing their nets. Then he got into

  8. one of the boats, which was Simon's, and asked

  9. him to put out a little from the land. And he

  10. sat down and taught the multitudes from the boat.

  11. When he had stopped speaking, he said to Simon,

  12. launch out into the deep. Let down your nets

  13. for a catch. But Simon answered and said to him,

  14. Master, we have toiled all night and caught nothing.

  15. Nevertheless, at your word. Some would say nevertheless.

  16. Sometimes that's what we need in our spirit,

  17. a nevertheless. At your word, I will let down

  18. the net. And when they had done this, they caught

  19. a great number of fish and their net was breaking.

  20. So they signaled to their partners in the other

  21. boat to come and help them. And when they came

  22. and filled both the boats, So they began to sink.

  23. They began to sink. Amen. I'm going to speak

  24. for a few moments today on the thought, go fish.

  25. Somebody say, go fish. Amen. Amen. Let's pray.

  26. Father, I thank you for your presence to us here

  27. today. Lord, thank you for all of us. You made

  28. a way, Lord. You made a way for us to be here.

  29. To worship you and also to receive word so that

  30. we can be edified. So our faith can grow. and

  31. so that we can become who you've called us to

  32. be, God. So I pray that you would anoint us now

  33. and anoint my lips of clay so that every word

  34. that comes out of it gives you glory. In Jesus'

  35. name we pray. Someone say amen. You can be seated.

  36. I'm going to start with a quick survey here today.

  37. How many fishermen do we have in the house? Raise

  38. your hand. We got two. All right. We got two

  39. back there. Not bad. Any other? Three. Or fisherwomen.

  40. That's all right. I don't want to discriminate,

  41. okay? We got a few, and that's good. I'm not

  42. one of you. I'm not a fisherman. I like to eat

  43. fish. You know, I do enjoy that part, but catching

  44. them is a whole different story. I've only gone

  45. fishing a few times in my life, and each time

  46. I didn't catch anything significant, like maybe

  47. a couple of guppies. You know what a guppy is?

  48. It's like a small little fish. And that's about

  49. it. So I never had like a big fishing story to

  50. tell. But in fact, I think I may have caught

  51. more rocks than I did fish. I had a habit of

  52. getting my hook caught in the rock somewhere

  53. and cut the line and all that. It was all a little

  54. frustrating to me. But I have no shame today

  55. admitting this because I'm not a fisherman. So

  56. I don't feel bad at all saying that I've not

  57. caught much. Because I don't claim to be good

  58. at it. I don't claim to be good. So no expectations

  59. equals no disappointment. Amen. But it was the

  60. exact opposite for Simon Peter. Because as we've

  61. learned in this series, he was a professional

  62. fisherman. Fishing was his whole life. So when

  63. you see him in the text today, washing. his nets

  64. early in the morning, that's not a good sign.

  65. It had to feel like total defeat for an expert

  66. fisherman, somebody who prided themselves on

  67. catching a lot of fish. And for Peter, this wasn't

  68. just something that hurt his bottom line as a

  69. career fisherman. Obviously, no fish meant No

  70. payment, right? No money. But it also hurt his

  71. ego. It hurt his pride. It signals something

  72. to perhaps other fishermen in the area, others

  73. who may have been watching and observing that

  74. something might be wrong with Peter. Because

  75. this was the one thing in his life, the one thing

  76. that he could say, I'm good at that. I'm good

  77. at that. Now, I don't know if anybody can say

  78. that about at least one thing in your life, right?

  79. Say, hey, I may not be able to, you know, do

  80. this or that, but, you know, but give me some

  81. flour and sugar and I can bake. Amen. Somebody

  82. say amen out there. I don't know how to, you

  83. know, fix cars or I don't know how to build houses,

  84. but there's one thing, you know, we all got that

  85. one thing we can do, right? When we tell somebody

  86. else, when we see they're struggling with that,

  87. we're like, step aside, you know, let the pros

  88. take over because this is my forte. This is what

  89. I do. This was that for Peter. He was a fisherman.

  90. This was his forte. This is his arena. So for

  91. him to be washing his nets and to come up empty

  92. where he ought to have had something to speak

  93. of, something to show for, Felt bad. Must have

  94. made him feel like a failure. Must have made

  95. him feel bad about his life. But what if I told

  96. you today that this is exactly where God wanted

  97. to meet him? What if I told you that this is

  98. exactly where God likes to meet us? God doesn't

  99. like to meet us when we're on top of the world.

  100. When everything is going according to plan. Of

  101. course, we do enjoy those moments, but those

  102. are also the moments that we tend to forget about

  103. God and who it was that opened the doors for

  104. us to be there in the first place. And so, as

  105. it were, there are many times where we come up

  106. empty just like Peter did and our nets are empty.

  107. And we all know that empty feeling, right? We

  108. know that empty feeling of having a job that

  109. feels uncertain or... Our health has hit a rough

  110. patch and we've got some uncertainty. Got follow

  111. -up appointments. You don't want a follow -up

  112. appointment. Just tell me what it is right now.

  113. No, we've got to do another test. We don't like

  114. being in that place of having to do another test

  115. and feeling empty. Our relationships are strained.

  116. The season that we're going in feels a little

  117. lonelier than usual. Or even just our spiritual

  118. life is stagnated in some way. We're not doing

  119. anything different, praying the same prayer.

  120. reading the same passages, fasting from the same

  121. foods. But yet, for one reason or another, we

  122. just feel spiritually stagnant, plateaued in

  123. some way. And we don't like those feelings of

  124. coming up empty, but that emptiness is often

  125. an invitation for God to show up and begin to

  126. speak into our life, begin to continue the process

  127. of molding and making us into a strong disciple.

  128. And at this stage of Peter's life, he was already...

  129. at a point where he had met Jesus. As we have

  130. heard in this series already, he had received

  131. the formal and official call to follow the Lord

  132. as a disciple. A couple weeks ago, that's exactly

  133. what I preached about. The Lord had officially

  134. called him to follow him. But as we see here

  135. in this passage, in this scene, Peter has obviously

  136. gone back to fishing to some degree. He was at

  137. least a part -time fisherman. And if Peter was

  138. a part -time fisherman, that means that he was

  139. also a part -time follower. Even though Christ

  140. had called him to follow him all the way, there

  141. was still something in Peter that felt like he

  142. had to go back, you know, and still kind of do

  143. it on a part -time basis. Still got to do these

  144. things. Still not ready to follow Jesus all the

  145. way. And so that's exactly the place that he's

  146. in mentally and spiritually. And so in order

  147. to push Peter into his purpose and into his destiny

  148. as a disciple, as a future apostle and a future

  149. preacher of the gospel, God allowed him to come

  150. up empty. God allowed his nets to come up empty.

  151. Why? So that Peter would ultimately learn that

  152. it was not his fishing skills, that it was not

  153. the weather that day or any other aspect, but

  154. it was God that controls the harvest. Somebody

  155. say amen today. God wanted to teach Peter, I'm

  156. in control of everything, not you. It's me that

  157. is holding your world together, holding your

  158. life together. I'm the one pulling the strings.

  159. I'm the one pushing the buttons that must be

  160. pushed. I'm the one, Peter, that's got all of

  161. this under control. But if I'm going to make

  162. you into the disciple that I've called you to

  163. be, then you need to learn some other lessons

  164. about trusting in me and how it is that I will

  165. step into areas of your life that are not all

  166. together. The first thing that we must learn

  167. in this message today, like Peter learned, is

  168. that we need to let Jesus into your boat. Someone

  169. say, let him in. Verse 3 says that Jesus stepped

  170. into Peter's boat and began to preach to the

  171. crowds that were gathered. Jesus had been teaching,

  172. and a crowd of listeners had been following him.

  173. And before you know it, He's at the sea, at the

  174. lake, and he's being pressed up against the shores.

  175. And it was just divine providence. It was God's

  176. plan all along that he would be in that position.

  177. And so he sees the empty boat of Peter, and he

  178. steps into that boat. And from that boat, he

  179. begins to preach to those who are hanging on

  180. every word that he is speaking. I love the irony

  181. of God. I love the way that God works because

  182. God's ways are not like ours. What we like to

  183. do is pour gasoline on something that's already

  184. on fire. Huh? And then take credit for it. I

  185. believed in you. Yeah, after I already was like

  186. a success you did. But Jesus is not like us.

  187. He stepped into... A situation where the odds

  188. were already against Peter. His boat was empty.

  189. And this is the irony of God, of stepping in

  190. to places and choosing areas of life that are

  191. embarrassing to us. Like Peter must have thought

  192. in that moment, Jesus, of all days, you wanted

  193. to show up and have a preaching revival. This

  194. was the day you couldn't have come at a different

  195. time when maybe I had a little more to show for.

  196. You couldn't have come at an hour where at least

  197. I caught a couple of fish. But Jesus, you mean

  198. to tell me you had to pick the one day where

  199. I had nothing to show for. And you stepped into

  200. my boat and you decided to turn my empty boat

  201. into a pulpit. Well, that is how God works. Just

  202. when you think your life, your situation is too

  203. embarrassing, too flawed, fractured, or frustrated

  204. for God to do anything, is exactly the ideal

  205. condition that God looks for to step in and to

  206. show you that he has not forsaken you and that

  207. he has a plan to use and to bless and anoint

  208. your life. So God doesn't look at our situations

  209. the way that we do. The thing that we're most

  210. embarrassed about, most ashamed of, least likely

  211. to put on our resumes. That's the area that God

  212. looks for in order to step into. And this ought

  213. to encourage somebody today who's thinking about

  214. areas of your life and your ministry and your

  215. heart, your family, where you think surely God

  216. is not attracted to any of this. Surely God would

  217. want to bypass this. But I'm here to tell you

  218. that God will turn your pain into a platform.

  219. God will turn your pain into a pulpit. He'll

  220. turn your disappointment into a platform. And

  221. he'll use those areas of our life that we think

  222. are wasted and broken and dysfunctional and offer

  223. no value. And God will take a hold of that place.

  224. I've come to tell somebody that God never wastes

  225. your pain. That's a word for somebody here today.

  226. If you don't hear anything else I say for the

  227. rest of this message, you need to understand

  228. that God never wastes your pain. No matter what

  229. pain you're feeling emotionally, spiritually,

  230. mentally, financially, that pain is not going

  231. to waste. God's going to use that pain and he's

  232. going to use it for his glory. God's going to

  233. step in areas that other people are leaving when

  234. other folks are turning their back on you and

  235. abandoning you. That's the very time that the

  236. whole Holy Ghost will step into your life. Come

  237. on. Is anybody a witness here today of the very

  238. thing that you're embarrassed about, the very

  239. thing you're hurting over? God will step in.

  240. He'll stand on that thing, and he'll speak on

  241. it as a platform. We've got it backwards sometimes.

  242. We think God wants to use our strengths. God's

  243. not interested in your strength. He said, my

  244. strength is made perfect in, somebody say it,

  245. weakness. God's not interested in our strength.

  246. Our strengths are wonderful. They're great. And

  247. they can definitely be utilized. But that's not

  248. where the anointing is going to flow from. The

  249. anointing doesn't flow through wholeness. It

  250. flows through brokenness. Because that is the

  251. conditions that's going to cause that anointing

  252. to truly have an effect in your life. Jesus was

  253. teaching Peter and us today a profound lesson

  254. about stepping into our boats. That brokenness

  255. is the birthplace of real significance. God has

  256. to break us in order to make us. I said God has

  257. to break us in order to make us. There are times

  258. where I have asked, people have asked me, Pastor

  259. Jacob, what is it that That you decided one day

  260. to plant this church, City Light, in Mountain

  261. View. And I have to tell them that it really

  262. didn't start here in Mountain View. It started

  263. many miles away. In fact, hundreds of miles away.

  264. I wasn't even living in the Bay Area when God

  265. really began to deal with me about this church.

  266. I was living in Southern California. And I had

  267. a whole life. Some of y 'all don't know that.

  268. But I had a whole other life that I was planning

  269. on living in Southern California. My wife and

  270. I had already bought a house. We had already

  271. had everything set up with our jobs and everything

  272. was good to go. And I realized that, hey, this

  273. must be what it is. I do not like the weather

  274. down here. You know, it was too hot. I was used

  275. to the Bay Area. Come on, somebody. And there

  276. I was in the Inland Empire of Southern California.

  277. And I just, you know, but that's where I felt

  278. like God had us and we were down there. But it

  279. was, and I don't want to bore you with all the

  280. little details, but I can tell you that through

  281. a process of one thing after another. started

  282. to fall apart in our lives. And it got to the

  283. point where I had to look up to God and say,

  284. Lord, you must be trying to tell me something.

  285. You must be trying to tell me something because

  286. why is it that one day I went into the job that

  287. I thought was, I mean, I moved down there because

  288. of that job. And now they're telling me they're

  289. letting me go. And then that happens. And then,

  290. you know, they're starting to foreclose on my

  291. house. All these things started happening. And

  292. then my wife found out she was going to lose

  293. her job. We're losing all of these things. And

  294. our life is starting to break down and to sputter.

  295. And I couldn't tell up from down. I don't know

  296. if you've ever. been there in your life before.

  297. You can't tell up from down. You don't know what

  298. God is doing and why you're at where you're at.

  299. And you're trying to figure things out. And it

  300. was in that moment that I began to realize that

  301. I was trying to do things my way. And I was trying

  302. to carve out my own slice of the American dream.

  303. And I was trying to do things according to what

  304. Jacob thought was in Jacob's best interest. I

  305. thought that this was what it was all about.

  306. I thought this is what I was supposed to do.

  307. I could preach everyone's little why. I can have

  308. my cake and eat it too. But God allowed some

  309. things to grow empty. I was washing the empty

  310. nets of my life. And it was in the empty nets

  311. of my life of lost jobs and lost cars. I'm telling

  312. you, I lost everything. You know, if you've never

  313. lost everything, you probably don't understand

  314. what I'm saying. But just imagine for a moment,

  315. you've lost everything. everything, and I lost

  316. everything except for my health. I thank the

  317. Lord for that, but it was in that moment where

  318. God began to speak to me, and he began to show

  319. me, Jacob, this is not what I have in store for

  320. you. I had to let your nets come up empty so

  321. that you would realize I've got a greater plan.

  322. I've got a greater mission. I've got a greater

  323. purpose, and I've come to tell somebody here

  324. today that if you feel a little empty in your

  325. life, if you feel a little Send me here today

  326. to tell you that he's just getting ready to show

  327. you what it was all about. He's just getting

  328. ready to step into your boat. Somebody ought

  329. to give the Lord some praise here today. The

  330. dream of planting this church started with a

  331. broken dream. The dream of planting a church

  332. here in the Silicon Valley where people told

  333. me you're wasting your time. People don't want

  334. God in this area. They've got money. They've

  335. got everything they need. But I heard the voice

  336. of the Lord and I never would have heard it unless

  337. God had crushed me. And crushed my dreams. And

  338. I realized that I was building my own empire.

  339. I wasn't building his kingdom. He took it all

  340. away from me. And I remember how I felt. I felt

  341. like such a failure. I felt like, Brother David,

  342. I felt like I had failed my wife. I felt like

  343. I had failed my child who was only two years

  344. old at the time. I felt like I had failed my

  345. pastor. I felt like I had failed everybody. Having

  346. to sit there and talk to my pastor and tell him

  347. with my tail between my legs, you know, this

  348. is what I got to do. But he was graceful about

  349. it. But I felt like a failure. I felt like what

  350. is God going to do with me now? And like Peter,

  351. my nets were empty. washing the nets of my dreams,

  352. washing the nets of my ministry, washing the

  353. nets thinking God's done with me and what do

  354. I have to offer? What am I going to do? Go plant

  355. some church over there. Nobody's going to believe

  356. me. They're going to know I was a failure. But

  357. let me tell you, when God steps into your boat,

  358. when God steps into your world, when God steps

  359. into your marriage, when he steps into your life,

  360. he's going to turn it all around for his glory.

  361. You're going to see clearer than you ever did

  362. before. Oh, hallelujah. In the natural, when

  363. your eyes are tearful, you've got to wipe your

  364. eyes so that you can see clearly. But in the

  365. spirit, it's the opposite. You don't see clearly

  366. until you're crying. You don't see. Come on,

  367. somebody. You don't see clearly until you've

  368. got tears in your eyes. That's when everything

  369. becomes clear. Somebody ought to praise him for

  370. about 30 seconds right now. Somebody ought to

  371. pray in the Holy Ghost. Somebody ought to say.

  372. Somebody ought to say. It must have been your

  373. plan. It must have been your will, God. Oh, hallelujah,

  374. hallelujah. God's getting ready to do something

  375. in our life. And he tells Peter, I stepped into

  376. your boat. Now this is what you got to do. Launch

  377. out again. Launch out. Someone say launch out.

  378. He says, launch out again. I didn't just step

  379. in here so we can just hold hands and sing kumbaya.

  380. No, no, I stepped in here so that you can launch

  381. out again. You've got work to do, Peter. Get

  382. out of your emotions. Stop sucking your thumb

  383. and realize that I have called you and you cannot

  384. stay there anymore. I'll put up with it. You

  385. know God is good. Somebody say he's good. He'll

  386. put up with it for a little while. He'll let

  387. you cry about it for a little while. But there

  388. comes a point. Where God says, enough is enough.

  389. I've called you. And it's time for you to snap

  390. out of that. And realize that it's not just going

  391. to happen. No, the presence of God is in your

  392. boat. So I'm telling you, Peter, launch out again.

  393. And Peter, once again, he's thinking, Lord, not

  394. only did you pick the wrong day. My nets are

  395. empty. My boats are empty. But now you're going

  396. to try to tell me how to do my job. I'm a fisherman,

  397. Lord. With all due respect, you're a carpenter.

  398. Oh, with all due respect, Jesus, you're a carpenter.

  399. Stay in your lane. Let me figure out the fishing

  400. stuff. That's my domain. You know, I'm a fisherman

  401. after all. And I'm here to tell you, this is

  402. my translation of the verse, you know, hallelujah.

  403. He said, I've already been out there before.

  404. I've done it already. I've tried it. Why are

  405. you asking me to go again? There's nothing out

  406. there. I've been there. I've done that. Been

  407. around the block. Got the t -shirt. I've been

  408. there. There's nothing out there, God. But this

  409. is what you've got to understand about God. Is

  410. that God rarely asks you to do things that make

  411. sense from a human standpoint. Do you understand

  412. what I'm saying here? He never asks. In fact,

  413. one of the ways you know God's speaking to you.

  414. Is if it doesn't make sense. If it makes too

  415. much sense, I wonder if it's even God talking

  416. to you. Oh, I lost you right there. You should

  417. have worshipped when you had a chance, man. I

  418. lost you there. And we want God to make it make

  419. sense to us. And there are things that will never

  420. make sense to you. You simply have to trust his

  421. word. You're waiting for it to make sense. You

  422. know, it's all got to, you know, the math ain't

  423. mathing, like some of us say. Well, God don't

  424. use your math. God don't look at your calculator.

  425. No, no, no, no. God is all together powerful,

  426. all together wonderful. If he says to do it,

  427. God knows something that we don't. Oftentimes.

  428. You'll know God is speaking when he asks you

  429. to do the very thing that you're convinced won't

  430. work. I've tried that and I've failed before.

  431. I don't know if I can do that. And our logic,

  432. you know, it's like, well, I already did that.

  433. So what's God trying to teach us then? When he's

  434. clearly asking, and I know that there's some

  435. areas in your life. I want you to consider what

  436. God is asking you to do in your life now that

  437. you feel is not worth it or is only going to

  438. be repetition. Of what? You've already done before.

  439. This is just going to be a repeat. I hear what

  440. you're saying, but it's going to be a repeat

  441. of last time. Last time I went and nobody listened.

  442. Or last time I tried, it didn't happen. Last

  443. time I applied for the job, I got turned down.

  444. Last time I spoke to that person, they ghosted

  445. me after. So what difference is it going to make

  446. now? Can I tell you that your success is not

  447. determined by your experience? Stop using your

  448. experience as the measurement. It is by your

  449. obedience to God. Man, this is a good word. I'm

  450. going to have to go and watch this during the

  451. week this week. Hallelujah. It's not determined.

  452. My experience says, AI says, you better be careful

  453. what kind of advice you're getting on AI. I heard

  454. about some folks that maybe you heard that were

  455. up in the mountains. I think it was in Shasta

  456. or Tahoe. They planned out a whole thing using

  457. AI. AI told them what to eat and how much to

  458. pack. And then you know what happened? They had

  459. to call 911 and get rescued because they ran

  460. out of food. and they were lost. So AI had it

  461. wrong. And sometimes we're depending on things

  462. and technology and the stock market and the job

  463. market and the economy and who says this and

  464. who says that. Your experience, well, that's

  465. not the way it worked in the 2020 and we're living

  466. in a post -pandemic. Forget all about all that.

  467. If God said to do it, that's the only evidence

  468. and the only proof that you need. Stop relying

  469. on your own wisdom. Oh, stop relying on your

  470. own. Lean not to your own understanding. Amen.

  471. But acknowledge him in all of your ways and he

  472. shall direct your path. I don't know Pastor Jacob

  473. like that. My experience tells me, well, what

  474. has your experience brought you? What has your

  475. experience brought you? You say, well, sometimes

  476. it is good to have it. Absolutely. I'm not saying

  477. it's never good, but don't listen to your experience

  478. over the voice of God. Because if Peter had said,

  479. wait, wait, wait, you know, respectfully speaking,

  480. Lord, like, I know what I'm talking about here.

  481. And there's no fish out there. Trust me. There's

  482. no fish. I know this. I know this lake, like

  483. the back of my hand. In fact, I'm more comfortable

  484. on the water than I am on the land. I know what

  485. I'm talking about. And imagine if he had stuck

  486. to his guns. I'm not going to buzz, Lord. I'm

  487. not going to look like a fool all over again.

  488. This is bad as it is. But he, in his heart, recognized

  489. that. Now, there's something about, so he said,

  490. nevertheless. Somebody say, nevertheless. And

  491. that's what you got to have in your spirit sometimes.

  492. You know what, Lord? I don't understand what

  493. you're asking. This has got failure written all

  494. over it. You told me to do it, God. Nevertheless.

  495. I'm going to say nevertheless. Nevertheless.

  496. I know it doesn't look good. I know the odds

  497. are against me. I know there's a resistance.

  498. I know the past time it didn't work. But nevertheless.

  499. If you get a nevertheless in your spirit today,

  500. if you walk out of these doors today with a nevertheless,

  501. nevertheless, I will love again. Nevertheless,

  502. I'll serve again. Nevertheless, I'll witness

  503. again. Nevertheless, I'll evangelize again. Nevertheless,

  504. I'll forgive again. Nevertheless, I'll honor

  505. again. Nevertheless, I'll go again. That's your

  506. word, God. Nevertheless. Oh, that's what God's

  507. looking for in our hearts today. It's just a

  508. nevertheless. We've come through more than half

  509. of this year. Some of you have tried things this

  510. year that haven't worked out. And you're already,

  511. some of you, you're already talking, my goodness,

  512. already talking about 2027. Hello, we're not

  513. even done with 2026. Already drawn plan. Well,

  514. next year is my year. Hello, you still got like

  515. three more months. Do something with it. Hello.

  516. Come on, someone say amen. Well, in 2027, man,

  517. just start 2028, man. Just keep going down the

  518. road. Why is it all the way going to 2030 at

  519. this rate? But we still got time. How many believe

  520. souls can still be one this year? Come on, I

  521. need some help. I said, how many of you believe

  522. souls can still be one this year? We can fill

  523. up the tank again this year. We can have growth

  524. this year. God's not done. But will we say, nevertheless,

  525. God. Come on, why don't we clap our hands and

  526. give the Lord some praise here today. We got

  527. to go. And he says, out into the deep. He said,

  528. you got to go out into the deep. Not right here

  529. on the shallow. And he said, you got to launch

  530. into the deep and out into the deep. How far

  531. out there are we going to go? Like where I can't

  532. feel the floor with my feet deep? Like where

  533. I have to swim deep? How deep are we going to

  534. go? Go out into the deep. You know what deep

  535. is. Deep is when you no longer have control.

  536. Oh, man. Deep is when you let go of the edges

  537. of the pool. Some of us, we think we can swim.

  538. You don't know how to swim. You just know how

  539. to hold on good. Hallelujah. And we call that

  540. swimming because we hold on good. And we kick

  541. our feet and we splash around. And God said,

  542. no, I need you to get to a place where you're

  543. completely at my mercy. Where you can't feel

  544. the floor from under you. You know why? Because

  545. the deeper you go, the bigger the fish are. See,

  546. one of the reasons why I only caught guppies,

  547. brother, because I was always fishing from the

  548. shallowest places. I was fishing from little

  549. creeks and little streams, right? And so that's

  550. all you can get is little guppies. But I see

  551. some stories of some guys that go out into the

  552. deep, and you know what they're pulling up? They're

  553. pulling up, I mean, huge fish, big fish. I said,

  554. God, as some of you are wondering, you're like,

  555. why don't I see that kind of success in my ministry?

  556. Why don't I see those kinds of results in my

  557. life? Why don't I win people like that? Why don't

  558. I do things? I'll tell you why. Because you're

  559. still in the shallow end. You're still in the

  560. shallow ends. You're still in it because it's

  561. safe over here. It feels better over here. But

  562. if you ever step into the deep end, where deep

  563. calls into deep, and now you're saying, whoa.

  564. Oh, where am I now? I can't feel the floor. This

  565. feels risky. This feels like a liability. I might

  566. say something wrong. I might do something wrong.

  567. Lord, if you don't give me the word, I don't

  568. know what to say. If you don't help me out, I

  569. might dig myself so deep, I don't know what.

  570. And that's exactly where miracles are. That's

  571. exactly where the fish are. That's exactly where

  572. the blessings are. If you want God to do big

  573. things, Come on, does somebody hear what I'm

  574. preaching here today? You got to get out into

  575. the deep ends. Miracles. Brother Tony, come on

  576. up and play something. Hallelujah. Someone say

  577. miracles. Say it again. Miracles. Miracles start

  578. where self -dependency ends. Never going to see

  579. a miracle as long as I'm still depending on what

  580. I know. Never going to see a miracle as long

  581. as I'm still depending on my education and my

  582. networks and my skill sets and the degree on

  583. my wall. And I'm never going to see a miracle

  584. as long as I'm depending more on medicine and

  585. on health advisors. And all those things could

  586. be great and wonderful. Pastor, are you saying

  587. to discount? I'm not saying to throw that stuff

  588. away. What I'm saying is that you're never going

  589. to see a miracle if that's where your faith and

  590. your trust is. If it's in you. It's in your giftedness.

  591. God is not looking to use your giftedness. He

  592. wants you to be broken so that you can rely only

  593. on him. People, you've got to hear me when I'm

  594. saying today. The miracles that God has for us

  595. will be in such a way that no one will be able

  596. to take credit or get any glory for what God

  597. does. If it's because of our knowledge, we'll

  598. say, well, you know, go to Bible college like

  599. me and you might know something. It's good to

  600. know something. You can't be biblically ignorant.

  601. But that's not, that's not where the power is.

  602. It's not where the anointing is. You know, it's

  603. because of how eloquent I talk. When I speak,

  604. man, people start crying. People get emotional.

  605. I have a way with words. That's not what it is.

  606. That's emotions. People need spiritual healing.

  607. It's got nothing to do with me. And when Peter

  608. brought up that catch, It was so big. It was

  609. so great. Final point. I'm not going to get into

  610. everything here, but he started to live in the

  611. overflow. This is what you've got to do, live

  612. in the overflow. You only get to the overflow

  613. of life when you've gone through letting Jesus

  614. onto your empty boat. When you've gone through

  615. allowing yourself to launch out again. Next slide.

  616. It's to live in the overflow. Because now Peter's

  617. got so much, whoo, Jesus, that he doesn't know

  618. what to do with. God's been so good to me, I

  619. can't keep it to myself. Would you stand with

  620. me at this hour? God's blessed me so good, I

  621. can't contain it anymore, brother. Oh, I feel

  622. the Holy Ghost. me so much. I can't hold back

  623. any longer. I've got to tell somebody. I've got

  624. to share this love that God has poured into my

  625. life. Let me tell you something, church. God

  626. doesn't bless you. Just play something there

  627. softly. God doesn't bless you just to bless you.

  628. Hear me? God blesses you to be a blessing. To

  629. be a blessing. Oh, God, I feel something right

  630. now. In fact, would you just close your eyes

  631. right there? Just begin to pray in the spirit.

  632. I feel the Holy Ghost just moving right now.

  633. I feel something happening. You see, some of

  634. you have been asking for a double portion. And

  635. you've been asking amiss. You know why? Because

  636. you think the double portion is for you. The

  637. second portion is not for you. It's for somebody

  638. else. Why should God give you double of something

  639. you're going to keep to yourself? Why should

  640. God bless you with an increase in your job if

  641. you're not going to give more to him? Why should

  642. God bless you with areas in your emotions, in

  643. your life, in your spirit, in your ministry,

  644. if all you're going to do is do what you've always

  645. done? God said, if I'm going to bless you, if

  646. I'm going to give you a double portion of my

  647. anointing, a double portion of my spirit, a double

  648. catch, a double catch, if I'm going to give you

  649. double for your trouble and bless you out of

  650. this world, then I'm going to do it. Because

  651. you're going to share with somebody else who's

  652. empty. This is what the Holy Ghost showed me.

  653. I'm not claiming special revelation on this.

  654. It's in the Word. But when Peter, this is ministry.

  655. Some of you have been wanting to know, what is

  656. the next step? What is the secret? What is the

  657. key to unlock effectiveness and growth and becoming?

  658. this call disciple and what it's simple it's

  659. when God has blessed you to such a degree both

  660. spiritually mentally emotionally financially

  661. whatever it is you recognize that I think I have

  662. enough of whatever God has done for me and so

  663. now like Peter there was another boat that was

  664. empty who are the empty boats that God has placed

  665. around you ministry is not complicated evangelism

  666. is not complicated all you have to do is look

  667. for empty boats my god my god my god my god my

  668. god my god my god my god my god i just gotta

  669. look for empty boats some of you you go to work

  670. you're surrounded by empty boats and oh my god

  671. at the park at the doggy park at the kid park

  672. you're surrounded by empty boats You got empty

  673. boats at Starbucks. You got empty boats everywhere

  674. you go. Some of you got empty boats in your own

  675. household. You got empty boats in your family

  676. members, cousins, brothers and unconverted brothers

  677. and brothers -in -laws and sisters and sisters

  678. -in -laws and parents. You got empty boats. That's

  679. your ministry. Your ministry is not to get on

  680. a soapbox. Your ministry is not to start judging

  681. them. You're going to go to hell. Yeah, if they

  682. don't get right, we all go there, right? But

  683. your ministry is to say, you know, I see some

  684. emptiness over there. I see loneliness. I feel

  685. this on the Holy Ghost. I see depression over

  686. there. I see hurt over there. I see sorrow over

  687. there. I see sin and brokenness and counterfeit

  688. joy. counterfeit happiness. I see it over there.

  689. And so I've got to help fill that boat with the

  690. abundance that God has filled me. But right now...

  691. Bow in the Holy Ghost as we begin to worship,

  692. as we begin to pray. This is what God's going

  693. to do for every single one of you that wants

  694. it. If you want it right now, then this is what

  695. God's going to do for you. First of all, you've

  696. got to let him step into your life right now.

  697. Let him step into your empty nets, your empty

  698. boat, your empty heart, your empty dream, your

  699. empty prayer. You've got to let God step in.

  700. Let him step in. Let him step in. into that right

  701. now. In the name of Jesus, let him step in. Let

  702. him step in. Let the Spirit of the Lord step

  703. in. Let him put his foot on your emptiness right

  704. now. Let him step his foot onto your brokenness

  705. right now, onto your weaknesses right now. Let

  706. God step into you. Step in right now, Holy Ghost.

  707. Come on, somebody, you need to pray. Step in,

  708. Holy Ghost. Step in. Step into it right now,

  709. God. Step in this mess. Step in this failure.

  710. Step in this embarrassment. Step into it, God.

  711. Step into it. Step in. And if you will let God

  712. step in. This is what I feel in the Holy Ghost.

  713. God said that you launch out into deep worship.

  714. You launch out into deep praise right now. You

  715. launch out into deep spiritual warfare right

  716. now. You launch out into deep, come on, into

  717. deep prayer right now. You launch out into deep,

  718. into deep worship. For a few moments, I wonder

  719. if there's somebody in this place. You can launch

  720. out deep into the spirit right now. into the

  721. spirit right now.