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Sunday Message - Rachel Hickson (October 29, 2017) | Life Bible Church
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Well, it is a privilege this morning to welcome
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a friend and a guest. I don't know if I can call
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you a guest anymore. You're just kind of family.
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We sure enjoy having Rachel Hickson and Helen
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Azar with us, and they did a fantastic job at
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the Women's Conference. So we're going to just,
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we held them over a little bit. We want to have
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Rachel come and share the word this morning.
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Would you give a big Life Bible welcome to Rachel
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Hickson as she comes this morning? Thank you.
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Well, it is an honour. Thank you, thank you,
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thank you. As was said, it was an amazing time
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with your girls. We missed a lot of you, especially
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the men. I love being on Sunday morning. I have
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to say, my favourite. is when we've got the men
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and girls together and we're worshipping. Thank
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you, worship team. I love that sound of one heart,
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one soul, one place, making Jesus look great.
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So thank you so much. So I want to come and share
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the word with you this morning. I feel really
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encouraged because already just being in your
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prayer time and just hearing so much about the
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release of healing and then just the words that
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you brought for our offering about just the seeds
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and what we carry and all the way through, God
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has tapestried his sound this morning. So I want
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you to just... Listen more. You don't have to
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listen now. Just listen more because he's been
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knocking already. And I've called what I'm going
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to talk about this morning, forget and remember.
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Can you say that with me today? That's okay.
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Let's try more coffee. One, two, three. Forget
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and remember. You're most probably thinking I'm
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slightly schizophrenic. Make your mind up, girl.
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Forget. Or remember, no, forget and remember.
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And as I begin to unpack, you will just see what
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I'm doing. Sorry, I'm just taking this off because
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I forgot one thing. Forget. And it keeps shutting
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down on me and saying, shut up talking, girl,
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you're done. And I'm saying, no, I need my notes.
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But I was walking over the fields with my wonderful
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chocolate Labrador dog. And as I was walking,
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I just felt Holy Spirit say this. You need to
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learn the grace of forgetting correctly and the
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art of remembering completely. Just read this
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with me one time. One, two, three. You need to
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learn the grace of forgetting correctly and the
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art of remembering completely. And he said the
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reason we need to do this is in order to live
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an emotionally healthy life. So I'm going to
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unpack what does it mean to remember to forget.
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Remember to forget. And God took me to a scripture
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in Isaiah 43 verse 25. Now I'm a girl that went
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to church before I was born. I have missionary
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parents. I'm a preacher's kid. I've read the
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Bible and had the Bible in my world for a very
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long time. And, you know, I still am convinced
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that God sneaks. scriptures or extra words into
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certain verses that you know we know that this
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is the authentic word of God but how many of
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you discover you read something you think no
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that wasn't there last time I read it I'm sure
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he snuck something in well I want you to read
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this verse with me and I'll tell you what I am
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convinced God snuck in my Bible this time in
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September 1 2 3 Isaiah 43 25 I I am he who blots
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out your transgressions for my own sake, and
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I will not remember your sins. I am he who blots
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out or forgets your transgressions for my...
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own sake. You see, I always thought God was generous
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and kind in this verse, and I was reading it,
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that this amazing God, God says, I am God, and
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I forget your sins for your sake. I always thought
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it was about my sake, my need. But right here,
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it isn't God saying, I need to action this for
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your sake. Actually, I'm Actioning it for my
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sake. And as you begin to look at that for my
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own name's sake, it actually means that God,
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even God states and confesses for the integrity
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and the well -being of his personhood. He makes
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an active, intentional choice. I will delete.
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completely forget eradicate remove all trace
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of your transgression I will not remember I have
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made an active decision it's not on my grid reference
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at all when I look at you and so you see the
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intentionality of God and God's decision making,
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is also how he wants to school and tutor us.
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So then let's read it for me. Rachel, Rachel,
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for your own integrity, personalhood, and emotional
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well -being, forget the transgressions. The actions,
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betrayals, happenstances of people in your world
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against you. Make an active, intentional choice
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for your own name's sake that Rachel will not
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go there. She will not remember those sins. You
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see... If we make these active decisions, we
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remove the pollutants and the contaminants that
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get inside the very well -being, the very center
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of our lives, and they become a pool that festers
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and pollutes. It's much easier said than done.
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How many of you know that's true? And we all
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know it, but it's hard to do it. And I believe
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God spoke to me that this is a season for the
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church to grow up and begin to discover a new
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attitude of generosity. And already Pastor Brad
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brought it up in concerning our offering. And
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sometimes giving forgiveness is far more costly
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than giving $10. You see, I've discovered one
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thing of life. I'm 57 years old. I have two children.
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My son is 31. My daughter is 34. And I have five
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grandkids. And so I've done a bit of life, done
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a bit of relational life. I've been in the church,
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as I said, for a long time. Gordon and I have
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pastored. I've been in community life. I've watched
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the good, the bad, and the very ugly. How many
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of you would say, yeah, I've done a bit of that
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too, my world. And I have noted one thing, historical
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people usually become hysterical. You know, there
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are those moments of meltdown and they usually
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are because finally a button's been triggered
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and suddenly you go, yeah, I can't believe you're
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doing this and you did this and you did that
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and you did the other and you did the other and
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you go, whoa, bring it on. I didn't know. That
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you were so bitter. Have you ever had those moments?
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And when it's done to you, it feels utterly unreasonable.
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But when we do it, it's actually utterly understandable.
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Don't you remember? You forgot. You never did.
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You never. Hello. You see. That historical pollutant
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often triggers us. But then we end up in this
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catch -22 situation. We end up feeling that the
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devil says, yeah, but if you just forget, you're
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letting them off easy. You're just becoming a
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doormat. You're just weak. Be a man. Man up.
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Let them know. It's just... Too easy to just
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forgive and forget. After all, they should pay
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at least something. They should feel mama's wrath.
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They betrayed me. They hurt me. Don't they understand?
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Don't they have any idea what they did to my
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world? And the enemy then says they should pay.
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The problem is the price has been paid. Jesus
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has paid it in full. We have no right to make
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people pay unless we want to pay. And so you
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see, the enemy always says, don't let them make
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you a doormat. But the greater way is trust.
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And what we're wrestling for in that moment is
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the trust in the goodness of God who does all
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things well, who will. stand on our behalf, who
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will cover our humility, who will make the crooked
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place seem straight, who will make it right.
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And we lean and trust into the goodness of God
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rather than our own defense. But that takes huge
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courage. And then God said this to me, Rachel.
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You need to upgrade in your emotional intelligence.
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How many would agree? Most of us need an upgrade
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in our emotional intelligence. How many of you
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have had a moment, even though 50 -odd, you're
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being three? I don't want it. It's not fair.
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I can't believe poor little me. And suddenly
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you're watching yourself and you're thinking,
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I'm about three right now, but I'm not going
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to go there. Why do those things trigger? What
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is that? I, even I, for my own namesake, blot
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out, delete every transgression, every pollutant,
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every contaminant. You see, God wants us to remove
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those contaminants. We need to realize that unforgiveness
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is a luxury we cannot afford. We need to realize
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unforgiveness is a luxury we cannot afford. You
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see, it pollutes the very essence of who you
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are. It makes the sweetest people bitter. It
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makes you look at yourself and not like yourself,
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but then you're justifying it. How many of you
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know what I'm talking about? Once we decide to
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remember the wrongs people have done against
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us and we catalogue them and keep an account,
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we start a negative route or route in our lives.
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We start this process that leads us to emotional
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self -harming. And you know... You watch maybe,
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and in our culture and society today, I live
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in Oxford. And my world is a student's, young
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professional, young adult's world. My church
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is very much a 35 under church. Just because
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that's my culture. That's where I live. And I
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see the evidence of physical self -harming. But
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it never starts on the skin. It starts in the
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heart. And for so many of us, we cover it better.
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And it doesn't show on our hands. But oh, we've
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got it on the inside. that self -harming those
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blistering blistered places and unforgiveness
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we all the devil fools you yeah hold on to it
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or hurt them the thing is it doesn't it lacerates
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you it lacerates you and when we make those decisions
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to remember what we should forget actually we
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hurt ourselves most. And that injustice, bitterness,
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rage, resentment, anger, depression, sadness,
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weakness, self -pity, all the stuff actually
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becomes contaminants. But it takes great courage.
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But come on, Oregon people. You're pioneers.
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You've got some welly in you. That means you've
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got some guts. Got some... Metal got some willy
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in you. You can have that one for free. But you
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need to remember to forget. But there's another
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level and this word has already come up today
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in the worship set several times. You also need
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to forget yourself. You see, unforgiveness towards
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yourself is self -harming too. It's regret. Say
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that word with me. Regret. You see, regret is
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a very wicked master. 2 Corinthians 7 verse 10
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says this. Read it with me. 2 Corinthians 7 verse
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10. God wants us to experience, leads us away
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from sin and results in salvation. There is no
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regret with that kind of sorrow. You see, the
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devil is a manipulator masterly, a master manipulator.
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And again, you see, just like the forgiving of
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people, you know, the devil begins to say, don't
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let them off light, they should pay. With the
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regret thing, he says, were you a mean? How many
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of you know there was truth in it? And I taught
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on this, and if you want to hear it, listen to
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the Beyond Measure with the girls thing. Don't
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believe the devil, even when he's telling the
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truth. You see, there's truthful information.
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It's not the spirit of truth, but it's truthful
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information that he uses to accuse and bully
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and beat you up. Yeah, but you had the affair.
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You had the abortion. You cheated on your wife.
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You sneak off and watch the porn. You've been
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aggressive with your kids. Irresponsible with
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the money. You were, you were. And because it's
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true, it has a power. And he bullies. And so
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we come into the presence of God and we say,
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oh God, I am sorry. And the devil says, how sorry?
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And he keeps saying, not sorry enough. But the
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Bible says, no, there is a journey of repentance.
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And that journey starts by coming to Jesus and
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saying, I am sorry. And that leads you away from
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your sin. As you look to Jesus, he's taking your
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hand and he's walking you away from your sin.
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And he's walking you in to a brand new redemption,
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a brand new life. He's got you on a journey.
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The devil wants you stuck. God wants you on a
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journey, leaving your sin into redemption, totally
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100 % free. There is no regret. Say it with me.
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One more time, there is no regret with that kind
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of sorrow. God, I'm sorry. I want to leave it
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behind. And I believe today, this is my last
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time I preach before I go home after three weeks.
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I believe today, God brought me here for you,
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precious people, because he wants you to get
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free, totally free, forever free, never feeling
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that bullying. Because there is no regret. It's
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time to remember to forget. I want to just explain
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forgiveness because sometimes we get messed up
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with that. But let's have, this is what God said
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to me. It doesn't mean that there wasn't an injustice.
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It doesn't mean that there wasn't things that
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could have been done better. But forgiveness
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is you actually being empowered, not becoming
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weak. Forgiveness is you stepping up, not stepping
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down. You see, this is what forgiveness is. Forgiveness
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does not mean that you're coming into agreement
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and alignment with the actions. Next slide, please.
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that you agree or come into alignment with the
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actions. Forgiveness just means you will not
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hold those actions against the person or against
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yourself. And you can say to the devil, I know
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that wasn't my smartest moment, but it is finished.
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Let me go. I forgive myself and I am forgiven.
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Forgiveness doesn't mean that you agree and come
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into agreement. It just means you have been empowered
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by the incredible grace of God to be outrageously
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generous and to say to people, I do not hold
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it against you. I let you go and I go free to
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live my life making Jesus look good. So let's
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read this scripture together. Romans chapter
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12, verses 17 to 20. One, two, three. Can you
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read it with me? Never pay back evil with more
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evil. Do things in such a way that everyone can
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see you are honorable. Do all that you can to
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live in peace with everyone. How many of you
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know everyone's a big word? Everyone. Think of
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that someone and now say, help me God. We've
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all got a someone in our everyone. Should we
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read one? Do all that you can to live at peace
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with everyone. Verse 19. Dear friends, never
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take revenge. Leave that to the righteous anger
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of God. For the scriptures say, I will take revenge.
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I will pay them back, says the Lord. God's payback.
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I'll let him do that. I wouldn't want to be on
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the end of God's payback. Let him. Trust him.
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Amen. Instead, if your enemies are hungry, feed
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them. If they're thirsty, give them something
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to drink. In doing this, you heap burning coals
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of shame on their heads. Do not let evil conquer
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you, but conquer evil by doing good. Amen. So
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just put your hand to heaven and just say, help
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me, Jesus. Father, I pray right now. that you
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would help us remember to forget. I pray that
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you put a grace in us this morning to break power
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of regret in our lives and the power of unforgiveness
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and really help us come to peace. In Jesus' name.
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Amen. Now having remembered to forget, we now
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need to... Don't forget to remember. Don't forget
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to remember. Because you see, there are special
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treasures God's given to you and he wants you
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to remember correctly. Remember correctly. And
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you see, when you walk through a tough season
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of life, your memories get skewed. We can often
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get very negative. We look at seasons and all
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we can see is the real hell hole we went through.
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And we can end up with a little bit of a reactionary,
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maybe even rebellious cry that goes, where was
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God when I needed him? But you see, what has
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happened in that process is that our whole emotional
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life has been so skewed that we have got focused
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on the negative and we've lost the fingerprints
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of God. And God, I believe today, wants to take
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you back to take you forward in your personal
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lives. Some of you right back to childhood. Some
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of you back to maybe marriages that didn't work.
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Relationships that have fractured. Business partnerships
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that got messy. All sorts of things. that just
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left their marks negative. And he says, ah, I
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want to take you back so that you can remember
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correctly. So often we miss the face of God in
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times of trouble. Deuteronomy 8 verse 18 says
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this. Read it with me. One, two, three. But remember
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the Lord your God, for it is he who gives you
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the ability to produce wealth and so confirms
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his covenant, which he swore to your ancestors
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as it is today. Remember, it's actually God that
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has given you this incredible power to sort it
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all out. If you read the beginning of Deuteronomy
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8, they have come through a time of hell. They
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have lived in the wilderness. They have felt
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everything was stripped, relationally, financially,
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intellectually. Everything just felt like, where
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is God? And they'd gone through this time. They
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couldn't build houses. They couldn't have children.
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They'd lost their livestock. They'd lost everything.
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And they were crying, God, God, God. But now
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they were in a season where they were building
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again. And it says, now you have your houses.
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You have your wealth. You have your thing. But
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please be careful. Don't forget God. And it isn't
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just don't forget God now. Don't forget the journey
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with God. Don't give the devil all the credit
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for the wilderness. Oh, it was hell and this
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happened and I was diagnosed with cancer and
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my kid failed out of school. We rehearse the
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negative journey of the wilderness. But where
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was your Jesus? He was the fire above you. He
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was the light of the day. He never left you.
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never forsake you but the devil has skewed your
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understanding and again that puts a bitterness
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and it breaks down the trust in your God do you
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understand what I'm saying let me just illustrate
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it you see as I've been digging in to preach
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this word I just had Jesus, just we were talking
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and suddenly I went back to my boarding school
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years. I'm a missionary kid. And between the
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age of nine to 16, I lived over a thousand miles
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away from my parents. Saw them for about six
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weeks a year. They lived in Mumbai, India. I
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lived in the south of India in a boarding school.
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It was a religious, tough. difficult atmosphere.
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It wasn't the greatest. And when I got into my
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age 12, 13, I became the point of wicked bullying.
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It was a girls only school and girls can find
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nails and words like nothing else. They can be
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really mean spirited. And I was on the butt end
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of most of the ridicule, the humiliation. My
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family were known as one of the prestigious missionary
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families that were beginning to see the breakthrough
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of the charismatic Holy Spirit moving in India.
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This was 1963 to 1978. So it was against a very
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conservative God the Father, God the Son, and
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God the Holy Stick. I got beaten to death. How
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many of you recognize that one? And so here I
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am in my little 12 year old and I have got many
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memories that are not happy. And as I was walking
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over the fields, just ruminating, he's saying,
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God, give me a word to preach. Show me. He said,
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but Rachel, don't you remember me? And I'm like,
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I remember the music room where I got. Hell beaten
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out of me. I have memory. And he said, but don't
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you remember Miss Hunt and Miss Payne? And I
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finally thought, oh, yeah. I mean, we're going
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back ancient history, 40 years, 45 years. I'm
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thinking Miss Hunt, Miss Payne. Yeah, Miss Hunt
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was the math teacher. Miss Payne was my physics
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teacher. And thank you, Jesus. I was good at
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both. So I learned to score well, do well, and
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they both liked me. And they were new to the
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school. And looking back with my adult perspective,
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I suddenly realized they most probably realized
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what was happening to me. But because of the
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very legalistic setup of the school, they had
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no way to really protect me and help me. But
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in their own way, they found a way because they
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were young, modern, trendy, and everyone wanted
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to be on the good book of Miss Hunt and Miss
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Peg. And I was. And Miss Hunt, my math teacher,
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suddenly said, I want extra tutorials to you
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because I think we could really get you three
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into scholarship level papers. So come for tutorials.
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And all the others goes, ha ha, you're on thing.
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But I loved it because every time I walked in,
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there was the hugest chocolate cake and tea and
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every treat we never got. And God knew to get
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through that wilderness, a girl needs chocolate
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cake. And I suddenly thought, I used to love
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my tutorials because we didn't actually do a
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lot of maths, but we did a lot of just fun and
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talking and things. And I suddenly thought, oh,
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this is that. Hello, this is that. And then Miss
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Paint used to take me out. for special outings
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because at weekends you had to get a weekend
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pass. You weren't allowed out the school gates.
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But somehow Miss Payne always managed to manoeuvre
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it that I got to be on her team to go out with
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her, to do something special, go for lunch, et
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cetera, et cetera. And I suddenly felt the goodness
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of God in a land that had been hell. Come on,
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God wants to wake up memories for you. Don't
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let the devil say he won. God has never left
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you, never failed you. And today God wants you
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to remember correctly, even though those seasons
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that were very hard. Is that good? Can we do
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it? You see, I believe I've been sent here today
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to stir up your memories. To stir up your memories.
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And sometimes, you see, we're frightened of doing
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that. But God has asked me to come here to you
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in Life Bible Church and in this incredible auditorium
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and this incredible gift of God that he's given
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you in this facility, in this land, and in your
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relationships. And he says, come on, stir it
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up. Stir it up. It is a time to remember. All
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through scripture, there are these constant sort
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of background theme that says, come on, remember
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God. Do not forget. Rehearse the story. Put a
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legacy. I believe that this house is a tri -generational
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house of legacy. That God is going to put something
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on the grandparents and on the parents and on
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the children. individually, but simultaneously.
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It will be together upon all. It doesn't just
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have to be a baton passed and released, but simultaneously.
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And even watching Pastor Brad sing with his daughter,
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Jennifer, as I watched that corporate anointing
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of worship upon them both, something in me said,
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God's modeling. As it is, it will be upon the
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house. And come on, fathers and sons, fathers
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and daughters, mothers and sons, mothers and
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daughters. Don't just... Let's push them out.
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Stay with them because God's going to do something.
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God wants to stir up your memories. Psalm 77.
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If you read this Psalm, it's a psalm of David,
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obviously. And as you read it, this is David.
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Having a bit of a meltdown and then checking
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himself. A Rachel version of this psalm would
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go something like this. Oh God, I am fed up.
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I am sick and tired. I feel overwhelmed. Life
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is just hard. Where are you? I'm on my bed. I'm
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groaning. I am not getting up for church. I'm
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not doing anything. I'm staying right here. It's
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duvet day, pity party. I'm fed up. And in the
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middle of him telling God he's had a... enough,
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suddenly we get verse three and it goes, but
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when I remember God, I moan. And then I meditate
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and then my soul faints. And it isn't the fainting
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of, oh, knew I should give up. It's that, oh,
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fainting of, oh, you're breathing on me, God.
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You're breathing on me. And then he goes on and
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he said, but God, don't try and just. Talk to
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me and smooth me up. No, God. Look, let me have
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a talk. All these people are after my back. My
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back is raw. They're talking about me. They've
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humiliated me. They've been at me. Come on, God.
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I have got a case. Don't just make me be nice.
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The Rachel version of Psalm 77. And then he goes
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on and it says, yeah, but let me remember to
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sing. Let me remember to worship and sing. And
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suddenly when you begin to sing of him, you can't
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be so cross and mean. And David loses it again
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and says, oh, wow, God, you are amazing. And
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then he wakes up in the middle of the night and
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he's remembering all the things he wished he
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had said to all these people who are really annoying
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and irritating. And then he says, yeah, but even
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in the night. My heart can't help but go back
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to you. And I felt that God wants to get hold
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of some of your night times because the devil
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comes in in your night times. You have learned
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to hold him in your conscious mind in your day
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times. You've learned how to address all those
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sneaky thoughts in the day time. But it's the
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night time when you're a little bit more out
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of it. Through your dream life, through your
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subconscious. And it's in that time you begin
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to rehearse and hear the psalmist learns the
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key. No, in the night time. I will. I will remember
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my God. I will rehearse his good deeds. I will
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declare what he's done. I am not going to let
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the devil steal my night times. Come on, is there
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an amen in the house? Don't let him accuse you,
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bully you in the night times. Often when we're
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being through a hard time, we are scared of memories.
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But I believe God wants you to take hold of your
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memories and he wants you to begin to rehearse
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your God stories. In fact, one of the girls at
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Beyond Measure told the story of the lineage
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of her different family lines who'd gone through
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very tough times but had made an active choice
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but God. And there are... those moments where
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we have to just begin to rehearse the God story
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and not let the devil write his line. You see,
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there is a God story carried in your DNA. There
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is a God graciousness and kindness and he wants
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to stir it up. I believe there are many family
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lines like my line. My parents were the first
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ones to come to Jesus. So we thought, having
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now done a little bit of research, I find out
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my great -grandmother got born again in the Welsh
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Revival. And she, at the age of 42, married to
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a very alcoholic husband who was a minor, who,
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as far as we know, never really turned to Jesus,
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became an incredible woman of prayer for her
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five children, one of them my granddad. And her
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13 grandchildren that were present at that time,
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one of them my father, and she targeted them
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with prayer, died, never knowing whether any
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of them ever made any shift to God. But at the
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age of 30, my dad came to Jesus quite supernaturally,
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just before the Billy Graham 1954 London mission.
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Because... A little triplet group of prayers
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wrote on their cards and began to victimize my
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dad in prayer. And the hellhounds of heaven got
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hold of him and he got born again before they
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ever had the opportunity of taking him to the
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London mission. Come on, VIP cards. That changed
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the legacy of our destiny as a family. So my
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dad came to Jesus. His mum and dad came to Jesus.
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His three children, myself, Rachel, Duncan and
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David all love Jesus. I've got two kids. Duncan's
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got three. David's got two. Seven grandchildren
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all love Jesus. I've now got five grandchildren
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and already I had Leela ring me up from Australia,
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eight years old, granny. You know what you were
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talking about, that you can really know God loves
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you. She was going through all sorts of emotional
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insecurities at school. And she was reacting
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appropriately for an eight -year -old, but not
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the best for life. And I said, you don't have
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to be spiteful. You can be gracious. Yeah, but
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granny, I said, come on, Leela. We always go
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in the opposite. I can't, but I... I said, but
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she's, I don't know. So she phones me up. She
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said, I was in worship. She said, and something
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came on me. And in her own way, she describes
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an encounter with the love of God who came upon
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her, flowed upon her, flowed in her, and how
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she was filled to overwhelming with the warmth
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and the sense of a daddy who loves her. She says,
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I know my daddy loves me. I understand it now,
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granny. I've got him inside me. And when I feel
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scared, I have my special language that Jesus
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and I can talk and no one can understand. And
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we've got our secret world. Come on, generation
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to generation to generation. 2 Timothy chapter...
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Now I made myself cry. Helen will rescue me.
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Thank you, sweetheart. She always knows how crying
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has the deal. The Kleenex ready. 2 Timothy 1,
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5 -7. Can you read it with me? 1, 2, 3. I am
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reminded of your sincere faith, a faith that
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dwelt first in your grandmother Lois and your
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mother Eunice, and now I am sure dwells in you.
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as well for this reason I remind you to fan into
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flame the gift of God which is in you through
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the laying on of hands for God gave us a spirit
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not of fear but of power and of love and of self
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-control As I was praying over that this morning,
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God just said something to me. Again, he snuck
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it in there. And I know it's there. He said,
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so often when you read that scripture, you're
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excited about, God did not give me a spirit of
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fear, intimidation, anxiety, but God gave me
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a spirit of love and power. We sort of forget
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this self -control. We're excited about love.
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We're excited about power. What about... That
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one. Awkward one. Self -control one. You see,
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what is self -control? It is that intentional
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decision to align my life, wrestle it, to do
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what's right, to control my emotional intelligence.
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Self -control. We love the love. We love the
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power. We don't like so much. Is that true? It's
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true for me. So God wants you to rehearse your
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God's story. So I want to wake up some of the
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prophetic. that I believe is upon you by the
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laying on of hands. It's like the Holy Spirit
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has put his hand upon you individually and upon
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your house. I want to go a little bit wider.
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What does God want to do in the Northwest at
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this time? It was really interesting. I think
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it was Pastor Brad, but someone said about just
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loosing the cap. Loosing the cap, releasing the
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cap. And so I want you to listen to this word
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and I will give the transcripts to you for your
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prayer team and others. But Johnny Enloe had
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a word for the Pacific Northwest and it includes
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you, Oregon, Washington, on October the 5th,
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2013. And he said, as I was in Tacoma, Washington
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recently, the Lord spoke to my spirit and I perceived
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this region of Washington. Washington, Oregon.
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Then he mentions visions. I'm going to mention
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the cities, Seattle, Tacoma, Spokane, Portland,
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and the Canadian cities of Vancouver, Abbotsford,
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Kelowna, and all the areas making up the towns
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and villages between. There is a new wind and
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a breath of God blowing over you. This region
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is pregnant with destiny. There has been a generational
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buildup, but now it is ready to be manifested.
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released and I saw the Pacific Northwest poised
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as a drinks can with the pull tab in the hand
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of God. Take the lid off and this will open up.
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this region and then resource the whole nation
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with a fresh wind of healing. I had the privilege
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of being in your prayer room before and all the
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words were about healing, healing, healing. But
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I want to expand your thinking of healing. I
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don't believe that the outflow of the healing
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we're seeing is merely going to be people out
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of wheelchairs or cancers healed. I really believe
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that God is on a mission to do incredible mental
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health healing, emotional healing, healing and
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restoration of family lines and reconciliation.
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So I don't want you to downsize that word healing.
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Let the pull tab come back and let it flow with
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every type of healing. And the Northwest was
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poised as a pull tab to open up the nation to
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fresh winds of healing. It was not just the US
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side, but also the Canadian side. And I believe
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the spirit of... Elijah is ready to be blown
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and the angelic realm is present and very active
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over this region with literally millions of newly
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released angels carrying healing in their wings.
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This region historically has been a place of
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great healing ministries and movements but this
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new wind is bringing something different and
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something beyond physical healing. This region
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will now release An evidence of healing that
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heals people, families, cities. Oaks of righteousness
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will arise from this area carrying these new
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fresh leaves of healing. And the spirit of Elijah
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will turn the hearts of their sons to their fathers
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and the hearts of fathers to their sons. And
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there will be a great connectedness within families.
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New revelation will come upon you to understand
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dynamics, to heal families. enter the secret
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place of people's emotional wounds and find dysfunctionality,
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brokenness, coming strong once again. This will
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not just be a movement with healing revelation,
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but it will be a movement of healing information,
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training, discipleship. Do you want it? Do you
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think it could be true? You see, God wants to
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rehearse a God story over you. And then I saw
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great swirls of creativity over this whole region
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of the Pacific Northwest. There is a new wave
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coming that will impact society. You see, I believe
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what God wants you to rehearse, what you need
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to remember to forget, but do not forget to remember,
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is God is a God of a new thing and a new day
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and a new way at this time. And I don't think
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it's going to be so church -centric as community
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-centric. There will be new ways of doing things
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that would explode all over this region. How
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many of you want to stir up a creative memory?
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There will be new trends that start from this
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place and begin to go national and even global.
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There will be new ways of doing music and worship,
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new fashions and fashion trends, new technologies,
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new church models, new eateries, coffee houses.
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You'd have thought Pacific Northwest had done
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enough with coffee. New ways of doing business.
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There is something about this creativity that's
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connected to the generational flow. And this
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is because it is to serve a new community heart
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and connectiveness and will bring social healing
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in vast measures for the sake of America. Let
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it be. Let it be. Come on, God, stir it up. How
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many of you can say, yeah, I can remember a few
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words like this before? And even in the prayer
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time, it was like, healing, healing. Sean Boltz
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on the 4th of June. There is an undercurrent
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of power in the Northwest and it is about to
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explode. With signs and wonders, healings and
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power. Everything that can be shaken will be
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shaken in Washington, Idaho, Oregon and even
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into Canada. There is a release of power that
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will come and explode over the nation. This word
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is for the whole Northwest area. Shake the can
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and pull it. Shake the can and pull it. Shake
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the can, God. Everything that can be shaken will
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be shaken. No wonder it looks a mess. But I believe
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it's time to create memories. I want you to be
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intentional. Don't only remember to forget, but
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please don't. forget to remember. Create memories.
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There will be a new spirit of creativity. Mark
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the land and leave some landmarks. Create some
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memories. And this is the final scripture I want
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to leave with you. And I felt this very strongly.
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Joshua chapter 4 verses 6 to 7. God wants you
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to create memories and he wants you to begin
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to write them down, not forget them, rehearse
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them. And just like Joshua, read it with me.
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And we will use these stones to build a memorial.
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And in the future, your children will ask you,
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what do these stones mean? Then you can tell
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them, they remind us. Dot, dot, dot, dot. You
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need stones that trip you up when you got your
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head down and you're feeling angry and fed up.
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And suddenly you think, oh yeah, there's that
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stone. I remember. I remember. Because every
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one of you have got a stone. That word of God
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in your life. So remember to forget, but please
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don't forget to remember. Worship team, if you
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can come. And I wonder if you'd just stand with
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me as we come to a close this morning. Jesus
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has been speaking to us all day. And he wants
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you to mark the day. Don't forget to remember.
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In England, it is fall back day. But we were
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just saying to each other, God's been mean to
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us this year. We lost our hour in bed in the
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UK and we lost our hour in bed in the USA. We
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lost it all together. So in England, it is fall
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back weekend. But as we stand in the presence
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of God, before you run out and do life and do
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coffee and do friends, take a moment to do God.
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Mark this moment. And there are some of you where
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the wicked devil all your life has made you carry
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a rucksack of regret. But today, Precious Holy
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Spirit, send a crazy English speaking woman with
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weird English to come and shake it up. Some of
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you need to just remember God. So I'm going to
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make a space right in front of me, immediate
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in front of me. If you just know, actually in
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all the hell of life, I lost my face of God.
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Maybe you've known God, you gave your life to
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God a long time ago. But if you're really honest,
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standing in the presence of God now, you just
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know, my life isn't in the best place with God.
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I need to shift and take hold where I let go.
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If that's you, I'm going to invite you to come
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right here in the front of the stage. Maybe you've
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never let go of your life and taken hold of God.
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Now is a great day. You might say, but Rachel,
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that's a bit scary. I don't know how to do it.
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It's okay. We'll have prayer team. We'll have
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people with you. You're not going to be alone.
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But I'm asking you to leave where you've stood
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for many years. Some of you need to leave where
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you've just been marginalized and make a decision
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today. I need God back in my life. And I'm going
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to mark it today. So I'm going to ask you to
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come into the center. There's others of you who
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need to remember to forget. And before you go
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running out, I want to give you a moment where
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you could just be in the presence of God and
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say, okay, God, I am walking. Remember, I am
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walking out of sin towards my redemption and
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there is no regret. Repentance. And you know
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the devil has played and messed with you with
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regret. And often it's people of real integrity.
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Because the devil slams you and says, yeah, but
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you did it. You say, yeah, I know. Hands up.
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Take it. And the devil's messed with you all
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these years. But today, your walk of faith is
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to say, it's done. It's finished. There is no
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more regret. It's nailed. It's finished. If that's
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you, I'm going to give you this left -hand side.
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If you're saying... Oh, help me, Jesus. I want
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everything. Don't worry. Just choose wherever.
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It doesn't really matter. And then I was going
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to open this side and just say, if you know there's
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a sense that you've just forgotten God in the
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journey, it's just got harder. You're saying,
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stir it up in my heart, Lord. Stir up. Activate
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the prophetic. Let me see your face again. God,
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it's just felt very negative. But oh, there's
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a mishunt and there's a mispain in my life too.
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And it's good news. Oh God, I just want you to
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wake it up. Help me. Then I'm just going to give
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you this side. And if you want all three, really
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doesn't matter. But if you just know I need to
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press into God. Don't stress. Just press. Come
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to Jesus. You ready to move? Just come. Prayer
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team, if you could be ready to help, that would
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be awesome. Come press into God this morning.
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Worship team, thank you. Just press in. Leave
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that regret. No regret, no regret, no regret.
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We'll make this a regret side. We'll make this
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a Jesus place. And we'll make this a prophetic
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place. Stir it up in my heart, Lord. I've lost
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your face. I need to know you. You want Jesus,
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stand right here in the front. Thank you. You
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know where you need to come. you press into God
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I won't be able to pray for you all individually
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this is your time to press into him because the
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presence of God is going to come on you he's
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going to help you he's going to restore you all
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that regret all the accusation all the bullying
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of the enemy don't believe the devil anymore
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even if he seems to be telling the truth he's
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a liar He's holding the wrong things on your
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life. Just press it and say, it is finished.
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I'm letting it go. You have no right on my life
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anymore. And prayer team, ministry team, just
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move amongst. Help them stir it up. Help them
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leave it at the cross. or contacting Life Bible
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Church, go to www .lifebiblechurch .org or call
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us at 541 -995 -8282.