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Sunday Message - Bishop Arun Michael (August 11, 2019) | Life Bible Church
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The topic this morning is God's wonders in our
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infirmities and weaknesses. Sometimes we have
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heard of God using us in spite of our weaknesses,
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but I'm going to share with you that God sometimes
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uses our very weaknesses to do his things. So
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it's okay to be weak as long as you're pursuing
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strength. It's okay to be weak. And you don't
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have to be weakened in the faith. That's one
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thing. And when I say weakness and say infirmity,
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I'm not talking about sin. But I'm talking about,
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you know, disabilities, deformities, or some
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of the physical problems, or poverty, or some
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of those issues, persecution or troubles. So
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my passage today is from Exodus chapter 4 and
Exodus 4 chapter mention
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verse 10. And please understand that I have read
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a scripture which was not in the Bible, but I
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read it somewhere. Blessed are those who speak
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short, they will be called again. I just wanted
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you to be at rest, at peace, okay? So Exodus
Exodus 4 chapter mention
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chapter 4 and verse 10 onwards, it says, But
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Moses said to the Lord, O my Lord, I am not eloquent.
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I'm not eloquent, either in the past or since
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you have spoken to your servant. Why did you
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say that? Either in the past or since you have
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spoken to your servant. We'll come back to it.
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But I'm slow of speech and of tongue. It's not
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that my confidence level is low, which I see
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that it is, but I also have some problem with
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my tongue. I'm slow of speech and of tongue.
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I have some problems. I stammer. It could be
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a confidence issue. Then the Lord said to him,
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who has made man's mouth? Who makes him mute
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or deaf or seeing or blind? Definitely I would
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say devil. But God goes on to say, is it not
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I, the Lord? And let me tell you, friends, I
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would not like to rescue God here. So I'm not
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going to give you an explanation which I would
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not be able to prove. So I would leave it just
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there that God said, am I not the one who has
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made man mute? Come on. Are you talking, you
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know, I asked you, and my objection is that I
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don't think I'm the right one to be sent to deliver
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people. I have to talk to Pharaoh. I have to
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talk to people. And I don't think they're going
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to believe me. And God is saying, no, you go
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in the very strength that you have. That's my
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problem. I don't think I have strength. What
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I see is deformity, disability, and my problem,
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and my weaknesses. And that's what God is saying.
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Yes, Moses, I see that's what you see, but that's
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not what you got to see. You got to see me working
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on your behalf and working for my purposes. I
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never chose you to do things for me. I chose
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you so that I would do things in you and through
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you so that my purposes are done. So it's not.
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See, it's not I trusting you that you would get
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something done, but I'm asking you to trust me
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that I will get it done through you. In spite
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of your weaknesses, in spite of your failures,
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in spite of your problems, in spite of your poverty,
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in spite of your foolish steps sometimes that
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you've taken in your life, in spite of your past,
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God is able to do what he purposes to do. My
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Jesus just cannot be defeated. I don't believe
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in a God who can be defeated. Because he defeated
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death. He defeated enemy on the cross. When everyone
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thought that Jesus is defeated. They did not
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know that Jesus is defeating the greatest enemy
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of the human being. And that is death and sin.
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Hallelujah. They did not know when Jesus appeared
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to be the weak, he was the most powerful at that
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moment. I can appear to you weak, but you don't
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know my strength does not lie in my talents and
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my abilities and in my money or in my things.
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My strength lies in my Savior. And that's why
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Psalm is said in Psalm 73, that my strength and
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my heart may fail, but the Lord is the strength
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of my heart. Yes, when you look at me, you see
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a man with frailty, with weaknesses. But you
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look deep inside of me and you will find a God
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who is loving and caring and all -powerful to
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finish what he starts. And I pray that you and
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I would not like to be Moses. And if we are,
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God would not give up on us. That's what happened.
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You know what had happened by this time? Moses
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had one of the best experiences that anybody
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could ever dream of. That he would meet God face
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to face. He had seen the back of God. God spoke
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to him. But this happened later on. But this
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same Moses, what happened? He was in the wilderness
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taking care of the sheep of his father -in -law.
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And one day he saw fire. A burning bush experience.
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Then the Lord said, the voice of the Lord came
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to him and said, this is the most holy ground
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where you're standing. So take off your sandal.
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And Moses did. So Moses listened to the voice
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of the Lord. He stood at the most holy ground.
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He saw the fire of God. In spite of that, what
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he's saying is, I don't think Pharaoh is going
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to trust me. Believe me that I'm sent by God.
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And more than Pharaoh, fourth chapter, he starts
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to show his doubt about people believing him.
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He said, people are not going to trust me, believe
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me. Then God said, okay, in spite of all the
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experiences that I've given to you by now, let
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me give you three more. So those three experiences
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were, what do you have in your hand? Rod, throw
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it. So he threw the rod, he said, pick it up
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again. And he picked it up again by the tail,
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and it was rod again. He said, okay, even if
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they don't believe you now, I know sometimes
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people can be stiff -necked and hard -hearted.
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I understand that. But if they don't believe
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you, believe me. They are going to believe me
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by the end of what I show to you. And that is,
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put your hand under the cloak. And he did. Take
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it out. It was all leprous. Put it back again.
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No leprosy. God says, if they don't believe the
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first sign, show them the second one. Wow. I'm
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carrying something in my hand. I can show something.
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I can show the power of God. like this, and I
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can show them in my own body the power of God
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working. And then God says, even if they don't
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believe you after this, what you can do is you
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take some water from the Nile and put it on the
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dry ground, and it would turn into blood, and
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they would believe. And you know, at the end
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of all this, you hear the story that they believed
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Moses, and that's why they were ready to leave
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that place. They believed Moses, but Moses' problem
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was that they would never believe me. In spite
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of God giving him signs after signs, then came
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the tenth verse when Moses is saying, I am not
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eloquent in my speech. Secondly, friends, he
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said, people will not believe me. You know why?
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Because 40 years ago, I wanted to save them.
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I wanted to redeem and rescue them in my own
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strength. And they rejected me. And Acts chapter
Acts 7 chapter mention
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7 says that they rejected Moses as a redeemer
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and judge. They said, who has made you a judge
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over us? So Moses knows that these people have
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rejected me once and they're going to reject
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me again. But Moses, let me tell you, when you
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do things on your own, people might reject it.
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But when you do things in the power of the most
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high God, nobody is going to reject because it
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is God approving you and your ministry and God
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doing wonders in you and through you. So don't
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worry about what people are going to do. Because
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those same very people, those who rejected you,
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they are going to trust you. Those who never
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wanted to follow you, they are going to follow
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you even for 40 years. Let me tell you, if you
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think you're not able to lead a group of these
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2 million people, let me tell you, God has chosen
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the weakest so that he can confound the wise
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through you. Through the very weak vessels. It's
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okay to be weak. Moses' objection was this. I
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am not eloquent in my speech. Neither was I nor
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I am after my experience with you. And I have
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seen and let me share this. Being charismatic,
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Pentecostal, spirit filled, whatever you call.
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For 31 years. Have had a lot of experiences with
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God. But I don't know why. Sometimes some disabilities
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remain. Sometimes some problems remain. You must
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have gone to many conferences. And it was a powerful
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atmosphere. Every time we come to church, great,
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powerful atmosphere. But we come back and realize
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that I have the same problem that I had some
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time back. Is the experience unreal? No, friend.
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Was God not in that experience? No, friend. He
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was in that experience. The experience is real.
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Everything is real. The thing is this. You think
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that when I am. All together, everything that
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I want to be, then I will accomplish. Let me
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tell you, when you are weak, you can still accomplish
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because it's not your power that gets things
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done. It's my power that gets things done. It's
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okay to be weak. It's okay to come back to looking
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at you, you know. I am weak, yeah. Moses, I know.
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Until the perfect one comes, things would be
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imperfect. But it's okay. My work. Will be perfectly
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done by the perfect power of the most high God.
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Working perfectly inside of you. None of his
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purposes would fall short from happening. Everything
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that he has designed and purpose will come to
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pass. It does not depend on your power. So please
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stop looking at yourself. As if you have everything,
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then you can do everything. No, I can do everything
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if my father wants me to do it. Who says that
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you cannot be? You can be. But look, I don't
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have these talents. Look, I don't have those
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talents. Don't worry, God will be your talent.
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He will teach you. When I receive the prophecies
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that I will travel. All over the world and preach
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the gospel. For somebody who comes from a small
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town. And my parents were from the villages.
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And I did not grow up in English background.
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My family never spoke English. And I didn't go
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to school to learn English. That was hard. I
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didn't know. I could not even utter a word, a
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sentence, a phrase in English. But I trusted
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God. I said, God, you're able to do that. I would
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take English Bible, Hindi Bible, dictionary and
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diary together. Would learn 10 words in a day.
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Try to learn new words, how to use them. And
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then I'll practice again and again and again
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and again. It took some time. But let me tell
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you, praise God, that God has allowed me to travel
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to 18 nations and preach the unadulterated gospel
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of the Lord Jesus Christ. Just when you think
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you cannot do it, let me tell you, God is going
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to surprise you. What he can do through you.
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In spite of your weaknesses. Even using your
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weakness. Okay, let me take you to another example.
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And that is the example of Isaac. You know the
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Bible says Isaac was old and his eyes grew dim.
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And so much so that he would not even recognize
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his son from close. He would not be able to recognize
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him at all. But when he was in that situation,
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don't you think it's one of the weakest points?
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He cannot. He's on his bed and he said to his
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son, Esau, bring me some, hunt some, you know,
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animal for me. Cook the kind of food that I love
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and bring it to me so that I can bless you. Mama
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was listening to every conversation. And mama,
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when the boy was out, mama went to Jacob and
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said, Jacob, it's your time, boy. And Jacob said,
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mama, you think that's right? Mama said, I don't
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know what I'm doing is right or not, but it's
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going to happen because the Lord promised so
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that the younger will be greater than the older
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and older will serve the younger. This happened
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before they even did any good or bad. So the
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prophecy was already there. The word was already
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there that Jacob is going to be the bigger one.
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And you know what had happened? One day when
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Jacob was cooking stew, that's when. Esau came.
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So Esau had already proved why God rejected him.
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Esau proved for God to be right. But you know
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what happened? How it all happened? It all happened
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because one day Esau was so weak in his eyesight
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that he could not even see. So God used his weakness
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to do what he had already purposed before the
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world began. So can God use my weaknesses? Can
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God use even my blindness? Can God use my disabilities?
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God is wiser than you think. He knows how to
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use things. I'm telling you, he has used me for
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about 31 years. I'm no better than those people
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that are recorded here. But God can use you in
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spite of all these things. The only problem that
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God has is when you reject God. When you say,
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I cannot do it. So you're saying, God, your choice
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is wrong. I thought you would choose somebody
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better than me. And I think the work is too great
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and I'm not eloquent for that. Let me tell you,
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don't say those things to God. When God says
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you can do it, you can do it. It's not because
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God is just saying it, but he backs what he says.
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He stands behind what he says. If he says you're
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going to be father of the nation, you're going
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to be. God, why would you use him? Why would
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you use Abraham? He's not the father of any child.
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Why don't you use his brother, Nahar? Or Nahor,
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whatever you call. He is father of eight children
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and four from concubines. He's a fertile man.
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His wife is a fertile woman. So why would you
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not choose them? They can be easy, quick, you
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know. They can produce more children. And God
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is saying, no, I'm going to use somebody who's
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not able to do it. So that glory is not yours
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when the child is being produced, but the glory
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would be God's glory. And that's why, why would
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God wait for 25 years for Adam to have a child?
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Because you remember, when he turned 86, then
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we had a son. So in other words, Abraham was
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able to produce a child, but Sarah was not. And
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Abraham proved to produce a child by producing
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a child through Hagar after 10 years. So when
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he was 86, he became the father. And you know,
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he lived for 175. And what happened? After the
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death of Sarah, he married Keturah. And he had
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many sons and daughters. At what age? Age 137
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to 147. Can you produce so many children? Yes,
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I can. But why have you chosen me? Because your
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wife is barren. And I want to use something that
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is so, so insignificant in itself that it seems
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like it can never produce. But I will make it
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produce. Let me tell you, friend, you could be
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the weakest in your clan. It's okay. You could
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be the youngest. It's okay. You could be the
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poorest. It's okay. You could be the most foolish
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one like me. It's okay. As long as you allow
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God to be all that he wants to be in and through
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you. As long as you say, God, you can do it.
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I know you can do it. But Moses kept saying,
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I cannot do it. I'm not the right one. Don't
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send me God. Please, I'm not the right one. God
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said, no. Who made man's mouth? I did. I did
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with a purpose. I did for my glory. Everything
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that God has created, let me tell you, it is
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for his glory, everything that he has created.
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It's very clear. The scriptures are plain. Colossians
Colossians 1 chapter mention
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chapter 1 and 16 says that everything, whether
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on earth, in heavens, everything, principalities
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or the powers, rulers or whatever that is, seen
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or unseen, everything being created by God and
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for God. And Romans 11, 36 says, to him be glory
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forever and ever. Whatever you do, 1 Corinthians
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10, verse 30 and 31. Whatever you do, by eating
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or drinking, whatever. Do it all unto the glory
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of God. You are the temple of the most high God.
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The Holy Spirit dwells inside of you. Why? So
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that you would die for yourself and live for
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God and his glory alone. Everything has been
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created for his glory. And let me tell you, even
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your weakness can be used for his glory. It's
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okay. Keep pursuing strength, but don't tell
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God that you cannot be all that God wants you
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to be at this moment. That I have to give up,
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you know. Don't give up. Please don't give up.
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Romans chapter 15 is very clear. Verse 4, all
Romans 15 chapter mention
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the scriptures were given so that through the
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endurance and the encouragement of the scriptures,
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we might have hope. That's why you read about...
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Why all the stories of the Old Testament are
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given to me? So that every time I look back to
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the story of David, what I see is a faithful
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God. I don't see faithful David. I see faithful
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God. When I look back to it, I don't see faithful
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Jonah. I see an angry Jonah and disobedient Jonah.
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But I see a faithful God. So every time you look
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back to the story of the Bible, what you see
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is the faithfulness of God. And that's why these
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scriptures are being given to me. So that I would
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understand and know that God is faithful and
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powerful enough to do what he purposes to do.
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And nothing can stop him. Nothing can stop him.
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Even my weaknesses cannot stop him. It was very
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clear one day God said to Gideon, Gideon. You're
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a mighty man of valor. And Gideon said, who,
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me? Are you talking to me? It could be somebody
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else in the worship team. God said, no, you're
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the one. But I am the, my clan is the weakest
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and I'm the youngest in the clan. Don't you think
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you've chosen the right one? God said, no, I've
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chosen the right one. You go. And this is what
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the Lord said, go in your strength. Don't you
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think the problem was that Gideon never thought
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that he has strength? And all that he showed,
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all that he did proved or showed that he really
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had no strength. And he says, God says, go in
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your strength. Have I not sent you? You know
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my strength is? My strength is only Jehovah God,
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the sender. Because he never sends me all by
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myself. He sends me and comes along. That's why
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in Mark chapter 16 and verse 14 onwards, Bible
Mark 16 chapter mention
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says Jesus met them after resurrection. And you
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know what he did? Bible says after resurrection
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when he met his disciples, he rebuked them for
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their unbelief. And you know what is the 15th
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verse? In the 14th verse, he rebuked them for
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their unbelief. And 15th verse, he says, now
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go into all the world. Really? It's not even
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a chapter. to this. It's just one scripture,
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one moment. It's not that, okay, think about
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it for 30 minutes, come up with a conclusion,
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come up with the right conclusion, then I will
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see if you are worthy to be sent or not. No.
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He said, you have unbelief inside of you, but
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if I look for perfect, where would I find one?
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I'm telling you, he tried. He didn't find one
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in India. Maybe Harrisburg. Or maybe Yukon. No,
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there is nobody. So God is saying, I know you
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think you don't have it. If I am there inside
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of you and with you, you have it all that you
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need to do that work which I have called you
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to. Just go in your strength. And Gideon said,
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I don't think I can. I'm sending you when God
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sends you. And you know what happened in the
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16th chapter. Same Mark chapter 16. We heard
Mark 16 chapter mention
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of 14th chapter when Jesus rebuked them. 15th
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chapter he sent them and 20th, sorry, 14th verse
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and 15th verse and 20th verse. The verse 20th
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says, and they went out and preached the gospel
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and God was with them confirming the word with
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signs and wonders. Go in your weaknesses. Don't
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trust that you can do signs and wonders. God
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alone will do signs and wonders. Will he work
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with weak people? Yes, he will work with weak
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people so that they cannot trust in their own
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strength and they can never glory in their own
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strength. They will only glory in God Almighty.
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That's why great things will happen through weak
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people. Believe it, friends. Great things will
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happen with weak people. If you think you are
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weak some way, you have some disabilities, great
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things are bound to happen through you in Jesus'
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name. Through you in Jesus' name. Because God
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cannot be proven wrong. Why has he chosen you?
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Why has he chosen you? He can never be proven
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wrong for anything. He is true. And he is truth.
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Everything he does, everything he says, everything
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he plans is good, is truth. It can never be changed.
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And I pray in Jesus' name that you would believe
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that and you would understand that. But listen
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what happened. Gideon thought that he cannot
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do it all by himself. Gideon thought that he
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cannot be victorious. But God kept telling him,
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you go, you go, you go. And then Gideon decided
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to bring some people who can fight along with
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him. You know how many people came? 32 ,000.
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How big was the army against them? More than
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100 ,000 people. But they still... You know,
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only 30%, maybe 25 % of what the other army is.
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The enemy is stronger. But 32 people, at least
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they could muster some courage. At least they
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could have some courage. Now we can go because
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we have 32 ,000 people with us. And just when
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they were getting ready and, you know, sharpening
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their sword and everything, there comes the voice
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of the Lord. Gideon, I think the people are too
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many. Come on, God, I just mustered some courage.
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I now have some confidence I can do it because
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of these 32 ,000 people. Let me tell you, God
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never wants you to trust anything other than
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him. He is all that you need. Brothers are good.
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Team is good. Sister's help is good. Money is
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good. House is good. But you think I cannot do
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it without it? I will do it without it because
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my God is all that I need. All that I need. And
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he will make it happen. Gideon said, what do
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I need to do? God said, tell them anyone who
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is afraid can go back. And you know what? 22
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,000 went back. Wow. That was a bigger number
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of people who were afraid to be in the army.
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Then why did they come? I understand that all
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the people in the church singing are not all
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the people who have everything all together.
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They're just trying. If I can do it, Lord. If
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you can use me. They were still there in spite
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of their fear. And God said, I want them to go.
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Oh, so you don't want anyone full of fear? So
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you'll reject them? But listen what God did after
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that. Oh, my. God said, there's still too many.
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Take them to the water. Test them. And he tested.
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From 10 ,000, it turned to 300. What do you think?
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From 32 ,000 to 300 is less than 1%. Less than
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1%. And God is saying, with these 300, I will
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deliver Israel. Listen, these 300 will not deliver
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Israel. I will deliver Israel. I will just use
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these 300 people. So these 300 people are all
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that it takes. They are most courageous. They
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are right and perfectly all right. No, let me
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tell you about the leader. Look at the leader
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first. Then you look at those 300 people. Whether
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they had fear or not. No. They did not have the
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great faith that you and I sometimes desire to
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have. How do I know? God said in the seventh
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chapter and verse seven onwards, I will deliver
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you with these 300 people. But remember, Gideon,
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if you still have fear, go down to the... camp
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of the Philistine army and listen to their dream
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and you would have some courage to fight against
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them. And then Bible says Gideon went. Why did
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Gideon go? Because God said, if you still have
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fear. After having 300 chosen one of God, Gideon,
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you the great commander of the army and you still
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have fear? Yes. Let me tell you, the fear is,
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somebody said, fear is not the absence of courage.
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It is in fact the presence, the faith is not
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the absence of fear. But faith is the presence
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of that courage to fight against fear head on.
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And if there is some fear, I pray that you would
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fight against it head on. Who does not carry
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this kind of situation. Gideon, go. And let me
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tell you, God, you just rejected these 22 ,000
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because they had some amount of fear in them.
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But you are encouraging Gideon to go on, be fearless.
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One after another, one after another, instances
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after instances, you're telling him, you're talking
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to him, you're trying to instill some hope inside
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of him and faith inside of him. And why didn't
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you do with him? With those 22 ,000, I don't
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know. I only know this, that if you are still
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in Christ Jesus, if you're seated here, then
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God has chosen you to go ahead and do what sometimes
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you don't think you can do in your own strength.
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God has chosen you. I don't know why many others
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have rejected Christ. I don't know many others,
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what happened to them and why they are not in
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Christ. I only know this, that God can use the
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very people that he has in this building to change
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the scenario and change the places around them.
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You are able to do it all by yourself. You can
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finish what God has started because it is God
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who begins and God who finishes. Friends, I pray
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in Jesus' name that you would not be bogged down
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by those things. Listen what God said to Moses
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after that. God said to Moses, is it not I? Yes.
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And then what he goes on to say is even more
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beautiful. He says, then the Lord said to him
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who has made man's mouth who makes him mute or
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deaf or seeing or blind, is it not I the Lord?
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Now therefore go and I will be with your mouth
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and teach you what you shall speak. But he said,
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oh, my Lord, please send someone else. Then the
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anger of the Lord was kindled against Moses.
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And he said, is there not Aaron, your brother,
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the Levite? I know that he can speak well. But
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listen, listen, listen. Verse 35, you shall speak
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to him and put the words in his mouth. And I
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will be with your mouth and his mouth. And I
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will teach you both what to do. When Moses said,
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I cannot do it, God said, I will be with your
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mouth. And I will teach you. These two things,
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let me tell you, friends, I have realized over
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the course of years of ministry, I need these
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things, both these things, every moment of my
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life. I need God to be my strength and his presence
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to always be with me. And number two, to always
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teach me what to do next. And never go by my
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experience. Oh, I have had the experience. I
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can do it. I have done it 10 ,000 times. No.
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You need God to teach you instantly at that moment
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what he should do. What you should do. In fact,
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one day, me and my wife had some trouble. I was
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talking to Mark about this. We had some issues
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that we wanted to discuss. And my wife was mad
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at me because of something that I had done. And
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I don't remember what I had done. And guess what?
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I didn't even remember in those days. There was
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something. And I knew that she's right and she
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has to be. So I was talking. I thought, let me
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go and talk to her. And these are the words that
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I'm going to say. And everything is going to
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be all right. And I thought of all the good words
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that I would say and good ways that I would convey
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my thought across, you know. And I decided to
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go to her office. And she was in the school.
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She's principal of the school. So she was in
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the school, in the office. And I went into her
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and said, I want to talk. She said, yes, come.
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And we started talking. And since then, I don't
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know what happened. But more than four days,
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we never talked again. I have realized. You think
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I can fix everyone's problems? No. You think
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I can fix all my problems in my house? No. You
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think I can fix all the world's problems? No.
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And guess what? I'm not being called to do it.
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I have my savior right alongside of me. And he's
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going to teach me what to do next. He's going
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to teach me how to go. He's going to teach me
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what to say. He's going to teach me how to behave
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in certain situations. He's going to teach me
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when I am in lack of money how to behave. When
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I have abundance of money, how should I behave?
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He's going to teach me. That's all he wants.
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He's going to teach me certain things. Me and
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my wife, we went through three miscarriages.
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And we were too, too broken. And my wife was
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so broken that one day I was trying to wake her
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up and she said, I wish I would never get up.
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And she started crying. She said, I wish my eyes
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would never open. And I would die in my sleep.
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And I said, don't say that. And I started crying
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too. And I went upstairs and I started crying.
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I said, God, I don't know. Why? And I really
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don't. You know, it doesn't bother me much, but
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the why, I don't need to know the answer of why.
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I know you are wise. But please do something
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so that we have hope. Please do something so
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that we cherish your grace and mercy in spite
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of our weaknesses. And let me tell you what happened.
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All of a sudden I got a phone call from one of
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my disciples from a city called Delhi. And he
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calls me up and says, Pastor, what are you doing?
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I said, nothing, just praying. He said, there's
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a situation. I heard that you guys take care
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of the children, poor children. I said, no, we
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only provide free education to them. Yes, yeah,
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that's what we do. We give them free education,
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food and transportation and all that. And he
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said, but what about those who are better? been
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abandoned I said no we don't do anything he says
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oh I thought you do something because we have
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a situation here a couple came together out of
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wedlock they have a baby and the husband has
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already man has already left the scene he's not
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with the woman and woman is saying I'm only 21
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and I don't want to carry this so she's she's
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getting out of the hospital tomorrow and she's
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gonna drop the baby in the trash can and that's
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what I heard And when I heard that, I said, wait,
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I'll call you back again. I went back to my wife.
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I said, this is a situation. What would you like
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to do? She said, get my ticket. I'm going. She
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got up and got the baby. And let me tell you,
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since then, everything has changed. Everything
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has changed. Today, I have 10 kids playing on
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my bed. Now when I say playing on the bed, I
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really mean playing. Really. Jumping up and down
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and playing on my back. Horse riding and all
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that stuff. And I'm loving every part of it.
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Believe me, I'm loving. I would not like to trade
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this for any other thing. I'm telling you, this
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is part of heaven that I'm enjoying in my family,
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in my life. Believe me, friends. It's okay to
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be weak at times because God knows how he's going
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to use your weakness for his glory and for your
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good. And let me tell you, those kids have done
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so good to me that I can never pay back. Don't
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look at your weaknesses and deformities and disabilities.
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As if they are going to be your handicap. As
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if they are going to be your impediment. No,
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sir, no. God is going to use you in spite of
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that. And sometimes God is going to use the very
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weakness you have for his glory and for your
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good. Trust God in everything. That's why God
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said, I will be with you and I will teach you.
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I will teach you. I will be with you. And I will
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finish with these. See, that's why I'm turning
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the pages. I'll finish with these. One time,
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a lady. Now, let me tell you about my family
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situation. I'm enjoying my family. Don't think
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we fight any longer. God's grace, we have fun
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now. Because God taught me a few things. And
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one of the things that God taught me was this.
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Michael, there can be four associate pastors
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to your church. But there cannot be four associate
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fathers and husbands to your family. So be the
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husband you have to be. Be the father you have
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to be. And I started taking care of my wife.
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I started loving her more than I, you know, I
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started showing so much of love. Because in India
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it's like, I love you, don't you know? I bring
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food on the table, don't you know? Do I have
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to say it again and again? And, you know, husbands
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are not that expressive, you know. I don't know
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husbands here, but in India, we are very shy.
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And you should thank us for being shy. Being
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shy, we are 1 .3 billion. Imagine what would
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have happened if we were not that shy. So you
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should thank us. I'm telling you, your immigration
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would have, like, collapsed by now. Praise God.
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And you needed bigger walls than what you have
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right now. But praise God for everything. Everything
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is for his glory. And he's saying, Michael, I
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can use it. Don't worry. I can use you. I can
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use your weakness. Don't think I just have a
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little bit of strength that I can use only good
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things. I can use anything for my glory and for
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your good. God bless you, friends. Let God be
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glorified as you allow him to work in and through
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you. Thank you, friends. Hallelujah.