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The Long Road | John Challinor

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  1. Good morning, church. Good morning to those of

  2. you on our online family today. Those of you

  3. that are also in Pauldun and Baghdad today, we

  4. are so grateful that we get to do this as a community.

  5. Welcome to those of you in the room. We're excited

  6. for what God's doing today. So some of you have

  7. been like, OK, so what's really happening? Where?

  8. What? When? You're going to find out by service

  9. kind of what is happening. what's happening today

  10. with me being live in Prescott Valley and what

  11. that looks like is that we just want them to

  12. know they're one of our five gatherings, and

  13. we want them to know that we love them and we

  14. see them, that they are a part of this, that

  15. they are a part of the whole, that just because

  16. they're in a different space and often through

  17. a different media, We're still together and we're

  18. still walking alongside each other. So that's

  19. what's happening today. However you're seeing

  20. this, whether it's in person, through a screen,

  21. whatever it happens to be, just know that we

  22. love you and welcome and we're glad you're here.

  23. I had a conversation this week with a gentleman

  24. who's been mentoring me for a while. And as we

  25. were having this conversation, I get to kind

  26. of ask him things. He's led for a much longer

  27. time. than I have. He's much smarter than I am.

  28. He understands and has been through different

  29. things and all of that. And so I was just asking

  30. him, how do you, we're seeing something within

  31. our church that I've been around the church long

  32. enough to go, this is not normal. And what I

  33. mean is we are seeing the Holy Spirit move in

  34. ways that you can only attribute to the hand

  35. of the Holy Spirit. From people being drawn in

  36. a salvation way, like desperation way, a hunger

  37. way to, I need to meet this Jesus, right? To

  38. attendance in youth. If you were to go to our

  39. youth on a Wednesday night or Thursday night

  40. in Prescott Valley, you would discover that God

  41. is up to something within our youth. There is

  42. a stirring happening and it is very, very evident.

  43. If you were to go to our young adults on a Tuesday

  44. night, you would understand that there is a stirring

  45. that is happening within our young adults. If

  46. you attend our services on a weekend, you can

  47. sense the Holy Spirit is moving and working.

  48. If you were to hang around and listen to some

  49. of the answered prayers, you would go, that's

  50. not normal that you prayed and got answered like

  51. that. Right? Like we wish it was like that all

  52. the time, but for whatever reason, there is a

  53. fresh pouring of the Spirit that is happening.

  54. That people are being healed. That people are

  55. coming into a relationship with Jesus in ways

  56. that are not common. That there's no strategies

  57. being done to try and build, but the Lord is

  58. building something. And so I'm sharing all this

  59. with him and I go, hey Larry, how do we steward

  60. this as a family and steward it well and not...

  61. Choke what the Holy Spirit's doing, but actually

  62. help it to erupt and continue and usher in. And

  63. he got this smile on his face as I was talking.

  64. And I'm like, what are you laughing about? And

  65. he goes, well, I have something called the Eagle's

  66. Nest. It's a bunch of pastors from around the

  67. country. And then I personally mentored like

  68. 35 pastors. And they're from all over the country.

  69. And he goes, what you just said. He said, there

  70. are things that are unique to your community,

  71. but that is happening all over the country. And

  72. I think it's important to pause and recognize

  73. that God is on the move. The Holy Spirit is working

  74. in ways that across the board, people are going,

  75. God is up to something. In our midst. And we

  76. need to not miss that. I understand that this,

  77. actually for our community, it's been two weeks.

  78. We've had tragedy. 32 -year -old Cameron Mangarelli

  79. passed away in an accident. If you're connected

  80. to the Mangarelli family, extremely, extremely

  81. difficult. Leaves behind a young family. was

  82. a man that loved the Lord. And that was in our

  83. community roughly two weeks ago. And then you

  84. have the events of this week with Charlie Kirk,

  85. another young man who loves Jesus and has had

  86. an amazing platform to be used. And an assassination,

  87. right? that was murdered in a public space, that

  88. does something to you. That stirs something.

  89. We should just be really clear, murder is evil.

  90. Okay, let's just put it where it belongs. It's

  91. the opposite of what God wants. And so we can

  92. stand pretty strongly and go, murder is evil.

  93. To see then a fellow believer murdered in a public

  94. square in such a way. It brings with it emotions.

  95. It brings with it, and we've got to be careful

  96. that we let God lead and our faith lead and not

  97. our emotions lead. That you follow what's happened

  98. over the last week's Colorado shootings in schools.

  99. You go to a subway and a senseless killing. And

  100. you don't have to go very far to begin to become

  101. unsettled, to begin to become distracted, if

  102. you like. I want to, if you'll let me, I want

  103. to walk through something because I think it's

  104. important to catch when the Holy Spirit is moving

  105. in our midst, to catch that. And last week, it

  106. could not have been clearer that God had changed

  107. my message leading into the weekend. And I want

  108. to just put up on screen, if we could just put

  109. up real quick, the list. So this was walking

  110. through the story of Exodus. This is what we

  111. declare God is from what we saw. That he is our

  112. lifeblood. That he is the holder of our very

  113. breath of life. That he gave the breath of life.

  114. That he is the creator of humans. That he is

  115. in control of this life and the afterlife. That

  116. he is our economic provision. That he's our healing

  117. and protection. That he's in control of nature.

  118. He's our food source. That he controls the light

  119. and the darkness. That he controls both. That

  120. we have been rescued might not be the right word.

  121. I heard a better way to say that what he was

  122. doing with the people in Exodus is he was leading

  123. a deliverance and that deliverance came by knockout.

  124. Why is this important? Because moments when,

  125. like we've been through in the last week, it

  126. can be really easy to become shaken. It can become

  127. really easy for emotions to overwhelm. But that

  128. God that we talked about last week that we saw

  129. in Exodus, the reason he wanted us to know him

  130. is for moments like this. That you would know

  131. that in the midst of someone's life being taken,

  132. Jesus was his lifeblood. And that changes all

  133. of eternity. for Charlie. Yes, while the appropriate

  134. response is grief, we can also celebrate because

  135. we know the God who saves. When you look at this

  136. and you go, okay, the idea of the very breath

  137. of life that only God can give it and only God

  138. can take it, these are moments where you have

  139. to choose to believe that. Or else you walk away

  140. going, somebody with a gun actually has control.

  141. He doesn't have control. Why? Because my God

  142. controls life and afterlife. That's who he is.

  143. And don't miss what God is doing. God has already

  144. prepared us for this moment. Because he's given

  145. us such a clear picture of who he is. That he

  146. controls the light. and the darkness. And so

  147. I recognize you guys, like I get it. My emotions

  148. have been all over the place this week. I probably

  149. had the full spectrum of the range, whatever

  150. that is. And yet I know for you, you walk in

  151. here and you may be grieving. This may be connected

  152. to you in ways that you just need to grieve,

  153. and I just need you to know that's okay. That

  154. you may be hurt, and that's okay. That you may

  155. feel some sense of anger, some sense of fear,

  156. some sense of lack of control. Some sense of

  157. spinning. And I just want to encourage you that

  158. what we're going to do is we're going to take

  159. it to God in prayer. One of the things that we've

  160. been kind of moving in over the last months is

  161. that when we gather like this, this is not about

  162. some show. This is not about something to critique.

  163. The hope of this is that you actually interact

  164. with God for yourself. That if you attend one

  165. of our gatherings in any location, that what

  166. you walk away with is you get a sense of God

  167. met with me today and the Holy Spirit did some

  168. work. That's the hope. That your relationship

  169. with Jesus is changing your life. And so here's

  170. what we're going to do. We're just going to stop

  171. and we're going to pray. And normally it would

  172. be whoever's up here is going to pray over you.

  173. I'm not going to pray. I'll pray to close so

  174. that you know we're done and moving on. But this

  175. is a moment for you to be real and honest and

  176. authentic before God. This is a moment for you

  177. to talk to God for yourself. That if your grief

  178. is over a young family, a mom, and young kiddos,

  179. and you see that and what's left behind and your

  180. heart is broken, tell God that. If it's over

  181. the anger, if it's over the emotion of what was

  182. lost, if it's whatever it happens to be, this

  183. is your moment to sit with Almighty God. We just

  184. sang about, right? Like, this is our God. This

  185. is your moment to go, God, I give this to you.

  186. I need you to work inside of this. I need you

  187. to take away whatever negative is here. I need

  188. this to not become a negative to my faith. I

  189. need you to meet me in my emotions. And he will.

  190. The Holy Spirit is called a comforter and an

  191. advocate. He's called a guide. And so here's

  192. what we're going to do. We're just going to go

  193. silent. Now, if you're here and you go, John,

  194. I'm new to church. I came to church because of

  195. this. And you're like, I don't know how to pray.

  196. I don't know. I just want to encourage you, just

  197. observe a moment of silence and see what God

  198. does. But for those of you that want to pray,

  199. these moments are yours. I'll pray to close this

  200. out. God, we are so thankful today that you are

  201. our God and we are not, that we get to rest in

  202. who you are. God, we are grateful today that

  203. you are not moved, you are not stirred. God,

  204. you are not somehow in a loss of control, but

  205. you're as sovereign today as you were yesterday.

  206. That we declared you in song to be king. You

  207. are king today and we surrender to you. God,

  208. we ask that in moments that we are going through

  209. as a nation, as individuals, as a community,

  210. God, we ask that you would continue to show us

  211. how you control the light and the darkness. God,

  212. that you would show us that you are the God who

  213. holds this life and the afterlife. then whom

  214. shall we fear? And so, God, we place all of these

  215. prayers in your hands as they have risen up to

  216. your ears, God. We are grateful that you are

  217. a God that meets us, that hears us, that walks

  218. with us in the midst of this messy, messy life.

  219. And so we say thank you. Thank you for Jesus.

  220. Thank you for delivering us from death. Thank

  221. you for Jesus and the way that you save us. We

  222. are grateful people and everybody said, amen,

  223. amen. I love the nature of the Holy Spirit working.

  224. Because here's what often can happen, right?

  225. Like we get into a space like this, we get into

  226. a week like this, and it can become easy to make

  227. it about an agenda. It can become easy to make

  228. it about what we want to see happen. But I actually

  229. love that God just loves it when we're honest.

  230. God just loves it when we're like, here's where

  231. I am right now today. And that's where the Holy

  232. Spirit goes to work. I love that in the story

  233. of scripture, in the story of what God has left

  234. us to know him and understand him, it's stories

  235. of real people that he walked alongside, that

  236. he journeyed alongside, and that had real problems

  237. at real times, that had real emotions, that were

  238. human like us. Have you ever been walking with

  239. God or known somebody that walks with God and

  240. in the midst of it you go, why is God leading

  241. them or me down the long road? You ever feel

  242. that? Like this way is way harder. God, why are

  243. you doing this? Where are you leading us? And

  244. again, I find it fascinating and actually have

  245. a deep sense of comfort from when we go to the

  246. Bible, there are people in a similar spot. If

  247. you have been with us, you know we're in the

  248. story of Exodus, but I don't think it's by chance

  249. that we're talking today about God leading people

  250. and walking them out, and specifically God goes,

  251. hey, I'm doing this in a way that you might not

  252. think. And so within that, Exodus chapter 12

    Exodus 12 chapter mention

  253. and verse 31. So where we're at within the story

  254. is God has come and he's come to deliver his

  255. people from oppression and slavery, right? He's

  256. come to set his people free. And within that,

  257. he goes, okay, if you were here last week, there

  258. was 10 rounds where he went toe to toe with the

  259. Egyptian gods. And then he knocks them all out.

  260. He gets to the last one and he goes, hey, there's

  261. going to be death among the firstborn. Hey, Israel,

  262. if you will trust me and you'll obey me, here's

  263. what you'll do. You'll take blood of a lamb,

  264. a specific lamb, and you'll put it on your doorpost.

  265. And if I see the blood on your house, I'll pass

  266. over. But any house I don't find it, the firstborn

  267. is going to die. The firstborn son. And so the

  268. Egyptians, there's loud wailing. The Israelites,

  269. they recognize the rescue that's happened of

  270. their family. And so now in verse 31, you get

  271. during the night, Pharaoh summoned Moses and

  272. Aaron and said, up, leave my people, you and

  273. the Israelites, go worship the Lord as you have

  274. requested. Take your flocks and your herds as

  275. you have said and go and also bless me. The Egyptians

  276. urged the people to leave the country, for otherwise,

  277. they said, we will all die. So the people took

  278. their dough before the yeast was added and carried

  279. it on the shoulders and kneading troughs wrapped

  280. in clothing. The Israelites did as Moses instructed

  281. and asked the Egyptians for articles of silver

  282. and gold and for clothing. The Lord made the

  283. Egyptians favorably disposed towards the people

  284. and gave them whatever they asked for. So they

  285. plundered the Egyptians. OK, so so now Pharaoh

  286. comes, he goes, hey, you got to go. But I want

  287. you to catch. They were blessed by the Egyptians.

  288. So God delivers them, but also blesses them by

  289. he gives them all of this silver, all of this

  290. clothing, all of this gold. And they they now

  291. whatever they ask for, they they head out. Verse

  292. 37, the Israelites journeyed from Ramses to Sukkoth.

  293. There were about 600 ,000 men on foot besides

  294. women and children. Many other people went up

  295. with them and also large droves of livestock,

  296. both flocks and herds. With the dough the Israelites

  297. had brought from Egypt, they baked loaves of

  298. unleavened bread, the dough without yeast because

  299. they had been driven out of Egypt and did not

  300. have time to prepare food for themselves. Now,

  301. verse 40, now the length of time the Israelites...

  302. people lived in Egypt was 430 years. At the end

  303. of the 430 years to the very day, all the Lord's

  304. divisions left Egypt. Okay, context is important

  305. for understanding the next part of the story.

  306. So you have God come and he rescues them, he

  307. delivers them, and now they are given a whole

  308. bunch of stuff. And so you've just got this large,

  309. we don't need to get into figuring out how many

  310. and all of that this weekend. Like there's just

  311. a large gathering of people. And roughly they

  312. go to this area called Sukkoth. Now, what's important

  313. about that is they lived in Goshen. That was

  314. the territory they were in as slaves. Guess where

  315. Sukkoth is? In Goshen. So why does that matter?

  316. Because God literally, walks them to the edge

  317. of the area they've been living in the whole

  318. time. It's roughly about 35 kilometers, which

  319. to give you a bearing of how far that is, it's

  320. roughly from here to Cordes Junction, right?

  321. And that's how far they travel on this first

  322. leg of the journey. Now, if you were to do it

  323. alone, they claim that if you walk like my wife,

  324. you could do it in eight hours. If you walk like

  325. me, it's going to take you a little longer. But

  326. it's a day journey, maybe. For them, with this

  327. many people, it's believed that it would at least

  328. have been two to three days traveling day and

  329. night. Now, I'm not real good at military, figuring

  330. out the best strategies and whatever, but if

  331. you have the strongest empire that has ever been

  332. known in that time with the most technologically

  333. advanced weapons at their disposal, And you are

  334. running away, running to your territory for two

  335. to three days. And let's be honest, let's just

  336. humanize this story. Normally, if you got little

  337. kids and you're on this journey, those little

  338. kids ain't walking, you're carrying them. And

  339. you're also carrying all of the stuff that you

  340. got. This is not an easy journey. And wait a

  341. minute, God, you let us where? To the edge of

  342. our own region? That seems like real reachable

  343. distance for the army that has the most weaponry

  344. that we see. If you turn over a page, or at least

  345. I have to turn over a page, chapter 13, verse

  346. 17 says this, when Pharaoh let the people go,

  347. God did not, listen to this, God did not lead

  348. them on the road through the Philistine country,

  349. though it was, Shorter. Okay. Anybody ever made

  350. any trip in your life? I hope so. Anybody ever

  351. used Maps, the map app, right? And we can argue

  352. all day, Google or Apple, which one's better

  353. and all that stuff, right? But you take out your

  354. map, and mine gives me the first option. And

  355. there's normally a little tag to it, and it says

  356. fastest. Right. And then it gives me two others.

  357. Does anybody actually look at the others? Like,

  358. is it they even exist? Right. Like you start

  359. to go, OK, if I don't want to go by tolls, I

  360. can turn that off. Right. Like, just make sure

  361. all of that's out. But but here's what's interesting.

  362. You look at it and nine times out of 10, if not

  363. 10 out of 10 for me, I am choosing the fastest.

  364. On a journey, the fastest route from here to

  365. there. Like we are just going to get this done.

  366. Minimal stops along the way. All of that good

  367. stuff, right? You're like, I never want a road

  368. trip with you. You don't want a road trip with

  369. me. Let's not do it. But as people, we like to

  370. go fast, right? We don't like to waste our time.

  371. God leads them intentionally on the long. God

  372. intentionally doesn't take them through Philistine.

  373. There was a road that was actually well groomed,

  374. well used, well traveled. It was a coastal road.

  375. Doesn't that sound nice? Like a coastal road

  376. that actually went through the heart of the Philistine

  377. country. Like that road was already there. God's

  378. taking them on a road that is minimal at best.

  379. It's long. It's more difficult. It's not the

  380. route that we would choose. And maybe just today,

  381. where we sit, it's really important to see that

  382. God chose the road. God chose the road. And the

  383. reason it's important to see is because so many

  384. times we want to be in control of the map app.

  385. And we're not. The God that we just displayed

  386. in words on a screen that we learned about through

  387. the battles of last week, that God is in control,

  388. in control of the road your life is on. You may

  389. think you have control, but don't kid yourself.

  390. God has control of the map. What you have is

  391. you have a choice, just like the Israelites,

  392. right? So the Israelites have been delivered.

  393. They are now free people. They've been in slavery

  394. for at least 250 years, if not 430 years, depending

  395. on how you interpret it. And they are now free

  396. people. They have choice. It would have been

  397. really easy to get the leaders of the divisions

  398. together and go, you know what? This idea of

  399. going to Sukkot, this sounds really bad. Let's

  400. go there instead. That road sounds way nicer.

  401. I mean, can you humanize within the story how

  402. many times when God is going, hey, I am leading

  403. you this way. And I'm like, actually, God, that

  404. road looks a lot nicer. Can we just not take

  405. that one? You see, but there's an important part

  406. to freedom. Freedom gives you a choice. It gives

  407. me a choice of who and what I trust. And it gives

  408. me a choice of if I'll obey. I'll be honest with

  409. you, I don't like the word obey. Never have my

  410. whole life. I've gotten aversion to it. But that's

  411. what this comes down to, right? Am I going to

  412. trust God on the road that he has me on? Am I

  413. going to choose to obey him? In Proverbs, we

  414. were in teaching prep this week and Pastor Ben

  415. connected this verse. But in Proverbs 16, 9,

  416. it says, in their hearts, humans plan their course,

  417. but the Lord establishes their steps. In our

  418. hearts, right, we got our plans. We know which

  419. way is faster. We know which way is, but it's

  420. actually the Lord that establishes the steps.

  421. Are you okay with the steps that the Lord is

  422. establishing for you? Maybe in light of just

  423. the weekend that it is, are you okay with the

  424. steps? And where we are as a nation. Are we okay

  425. with that? Because we could end up really quick,

  426. you guys, fighting the wrong battle. That's one

  427. of my biggest concerns, if I'm really, really

  428. honest with you. That's one of my biggest concerns.

  429. We fight the wrong battle in this whole thing.

  430. But Ephesians tells us we don't fight flesh and

  431. blood. Right, like Ephesians tells us that as

  432. followers of Jesus, we're involved in a spiritual

  433. fight. And can we just like bring it down to

  434. our streets instead of living way out trying

  435. to control everything? Can we bring it to our

  436. streets in our neighborhood? Does your neighbor,

  437. does your coworker, does the person you spend

  438. the most time with know and love Jesus? Then

  439. if not, you got work to do. That's the mission

  440. we're on. Eternity is at stake. And we were left

  441. as plan A. And so we have a choice of how we

  442. step into that. That's the road that God has

  443. us on. What is my response to trust and obey

  444. what God has called us to? When he rescued me

  445. in Jesus, what has he called me to? Will I go

  446. do that? Or am I distracted by everything else

  447. around me, right? It carries on in that same

  448. verse. Chapter 13, verse 17. When Pharaoh let

  449. the people go, God did not lead them on the road

  450. through the Philistine country, though that was

  451. shorter. Listen to this. For God said, if they

  452. face war, they might change their minds and return

  453. to Egypt. So God led the people around by the

  454. desert road toward the Red Sea, which was the

  455. longer way to go, and a dead end. The Israelites

  456. went up out of Egypt ready for battle. Did you

  457. catch what just happened? The Israelites, they're

  458. delivered. They go out. They're like, we're ready

  459. to fight. And God knows. God knows what they're

  460. ready for. God knows what they can handle. God

  461. goes, if they go to war, If they face war, they're

  462. going to go, hey, we want to go back to slavery

  463. and oppression. We want to go back to having

  464. taskmasters. Why? Because they at least would

  465. protect us. That wording in here, if they face

  466. war, they might change their mind. Hold on to

  467. that one. You know why? Because that's the big

  468. church word we use, repentance. Do you know there

  469. is a positive repentance and a negative repentance?

  470. Why? Because repentance simply means that I change

  471. my mind that leads in such a way that leads to

  472. a change of action. What was the catalyst for

  473. their change of mind? If they face war, they're

  474. going to give up on what God wants. They're going

  475. to repent of following God and they are going

  476. to go and follow and go back to where it is safe

  477. and go back to the Egyptians and put themselves

  478. under slavery and oppression. Why? Because to

  479. change your mind will lead you to a change of

  480. action. And God knows this. That when you step

  481. out to trust and obey, what's going to happen?

  482. That there are going to be forces that come against

  483. you that are going to what? Want you to change

  484. your mind on what? On who God is. On all the

  485. things we talked about. There's going to be forces

  486. on you that want you to walk away from what God

  487. has for you. Change your mind. That will lead

  488. to a change of action. Can we just like be real?

  489. Quit playing church. I'm tired of church. I'll

  490. be honest with you. What's it going to take for

  491. you to have a negative repentance? What do I

  492. mean? What's going to happen in your world that

  493. you go, I'm done with you, God. I give up on

  494. you. I give up on your road. It's too long. And

  495. don't give me the church shake your head. Oh,

  496. that could never happen to me. I don't believe

  497. it. You know why? Because you're human. Is it

  498. work stress? Can I be real honest? This week

  499. has not been good for me. I've been so stressed,

  500. you guys. If you were in my house, You would

  501. be like, you are so grumpy. And you'd be right.

  502. I've had four out of character reactions that

  503. I've had to go and apologize to those people

  504. for. Some of those being my kids this week. But

  505. you know where the stress is? It's not what's

  506. happening in my home. It's not what's happening

  507. in my life. It's what's happening outside. Charlie

  508. Kirk is assassinated in a public space and the

  509. reaction, the reaction is such that I know that

  510. as a church family, we have to walk through it.

  511. And I'm just going to be real honest with you.

  512. Maybe it's connected to COVID. I don't know.

  513. But I know this weekend, I am not going to say

  514. enough for some people and I will say too much

  515. for others. I just know it. And to try and navigate

  516. with wisdom and shepherd this moment. You know

  517. what's interesting? The word lead in this, where

  518. God leads us in this passage is the same as Psalm

  519. 23 that he leads us besides the waters. It's

  520. the leading of a shepherd. And so for me, this

  521. is just real. This week sitting, there are moments,

  522. I could take you back to them, where I have gone,

  523. there has to be an easier way to make a living

  524. than this. Like I've had moments where I've gone,

  525. how far can I get with the tank of gas that I

  526. have away from here? How do I just run away?

  527. How do I just jettison it all? And yet God has

  528. to bring me back and go, John, The road I have

  529. you on is the road I have you on. Will you trust

  530. and obey me? Will you trust me? Even if it's

  531. hard, even if you don't like it, even if it's

  532. not what you planned, even if, will you trust

  533. and obey here? Will you confess? Will you confess?

  534. Will you confess what is wanting to change your

  535. mind, what is wanting to lead you to negative

  536. repentance? What is wanting you to leave? Will

  537. you just confess it? And so for me, it's been

  538. a week of confession. It's being honest. Lord,

  539. I don't want to do this. I want to run away.

  540. I'm tired of this. They're going to be mad. This

  541. person, and you know what the Lord's done? John,

  542. I led you like a shepherd on this road. Trust

  543. and obey me. I wonder what it is for you, right?

  544. Maybe it's the same. Maybe it's work stress and

  545. your choice of how this works and where you're

  546. going to go is you're going to go back to the

  547. same old things you've been at. You're going

  548. to numb your way out of your work stress. I wonder

  549. if it's your marriage relationship. I wonder

  550. if your marriage is at a point where you know

  551. God has you on the long road with your marriage,

  552. but you're at a point where you're like, I'm

  553. ready to just be done with what God wants, and

  554. I'm ready to go over here. I'm ready to trade

  555. in and trade up. The problem is you go too, and

  556. you are the problem. Right? Like, let's just

  557. get real with it. Some of you are in relationships.

  558. That you have no business being in, but if you

  559. were really honest with God, you're like, God,

  560. the road you had me on, I'm lonely. And so you

  561. keep putting yourself into these relationships,

  562. or maybe the same one, and you keep going back

  563. to it. Because you're choosing to not trust and

  564. obey the hard road of loneliness that God has

  565. you on right now. We're not minimizing that.

  566. I'm not minimizing that it's been hard this week.

  567. But will you confess it to him? God, I'm tired

  568. of being lonely. It hurts. Everybody else seems

  569. to have these great relationships around me.

  570. But the last thing that God wants for you is

  571. to go back and put up with a bad relationship

  572. and continue to put yourself in the space that

  573. that is. Some of you, it's unanswered prayer.

  574. God hasn't answered your prayers and you're like,

  575. I'm ready to jettison this thing. God, if you

  576. were God and you were good, then you built the

  577. whole thing. Some of you, it's because one bullet

  578. killed one man and everything is shaking. God

  579. is not shaken, right? But we are shaking. And

  580. so what happens is we begin to feel like things

  581. are out of control and we see both sides of it

  582. and we hear these comments and we're ready to

  583. walk away from where God has you. You just need

  584. to know you need to trust and obey. And you just

  585. need to keep stepping forward and confess. Why?

  586. Why? And I know I'm over time. We're going to

  587. go there anyways. Chapter 14, if you follow it

  588. through and you can read on your own time from

  589. where we were to chapter 14, it talks about,

  590. it kind of gives this impression that the Israelites

  591. began to walk in circles. Verse three. Chapter

  592. 14, verse 3 says this. Pharaoh will think. So

  593. when they're walking in circles, Pharaoh will

  594. think the Israelites are wandering around the

  595. land in confusion, hemmed in by the desert. And

  596. I will harden Pharaoh's heart and he will pursue

  597. them. Listen to this, listen to this. But I will

  598. gain glory for myself through Pharaoh and all

  599. his armies. And the Egyptians will know that

  600. I am the Lord. So the Israelites did this. You

  601. just need to know today that if you feel like

  602. you're on the hard road and it's a season of

  603. you just keep pressing in and it feels like you're

  604. going in circles. God, we've been here before.

  605. I swear I've seen that signpost before. And you

  606. feel like you're going to you just need to know

  607. there are there's a purpose to the circles. There

  608. was a purpose to them going in circles in Egypt.

  609. What was that purpose? That God would be more

  610. famous than they are. That God's glory would

  611. be seen and not theirs. That he would be known.

  612. What is the purpose of your life and what you

  613. are going through and where you are walking right

  614. now and the struggles that you have and the road

  615. that is hard? What is the purpose? That God would

  616. be known through you. That you have a holy calling

  617. on this earth. I think one of the most things

  618. that stood out this week is that Charlie chose

  619. to use his voice. But you realize that God's

  620. given you the exact same voice for his kingdom.

  621. That's not unique to him. And you just need to

  622. understand that when you say yes to the hard

  623. road and you trust God and you confess what wants

  624. to pull you aside and you continue on the road,

  625. that he will be glorified through your life.

  626. He'll be seen. He'll be seen. He'll be seen.

  627. And that is the purpose of everything. That God

  628. Almighty would be seen as the king on a throne

  629. that he is. That no matter what happens down

  630. here, we're not shaking because we know that

  631. God doesn't shake. And we stand in confidence.

  632. But in the moment, it's difficult. It's difficult.

  633. And so church, don't you quit. You continue to

  634. trust. And you continue to obey. When you feel

  635. like jettisoning, when you feel like, man, I

  636. got to get, you confess it to God. Why? Because

  637. the Holy Spirit is present just as he is here

  638. in your every moment of every day. And he wants

  639. to walk. When you feel scared, he wants to walk

  640. and you give it to him. I feel scared and I want

  641. to run. And watch him empower you to stay. Why?

  642. Because he's a God worth putting on display.

  643. Would you pray with me? God, we are so humbled

  644. by your goodness. We're so humbled by who you

  645. are. We're so thankful that you meet us here.

  646. We're so thankful that we can, God, bring to

  647. you even the most confusing moments of life,

  648. the hardest moments, the parts that make us want

  649. to leave, the parts that make us want to move.

  650. God, you are inside of those and you are working.

  651. And so we trust your working today. We trust

  652. what you are doing today. God, as we declare

  653. with our voice that you're a way maker, that

  654. means that when things seem like it's just darkness

  655. or things seem so confused that you are the one

  656. or impossible, God, you are the one. That our

  657. faith is in to do the impossible. That you are

  658. the one who makes a way when there is no way.

  659. You are the miracle worker. You break chains.

  660. Would you break chains today? Would you set us

  661. free? Would you keep us free even on the road

  662. that is hard and long? And so God, we again say

  663. thank you for Jesus who changes everything. Thank

  664. you for dying for us. Thank you for paying the

  665. penalty of our sin. And thank you for rescuing

  666. us. Thank you for loving us first. And everybody

  667. said, Amen.