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Are You Lost | Jeff Gokee

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  1. Hey everybody, my name's Jeff. Everybody say

  2. hi, Jeff. Hi, Jeff. You guys are so kind, so

  3. kind. So my name's Jeff. I've been married for

  4. around 30 years, been a pastor for that same

  5. period of time. Got three kids, 26 married, 23

  6. just got married, and I have a 16 -year -old

  7. daughter still in the game, still playing the

  8. game, but so grateful to be here. I run a non

  9. -profit called, a parachurch non -profit called

  10. Phoenix One, and we help church staff and spouses

  11. get healthier. I don't know if you know this,

  12. but it's not easy being a church staff. working

  13. for a church sometimes because all of you all

  14. have so many wonderful needs and we want to care

  15. for you and they want to care for you. And sometimes

  16. they need a safe place to go away and they need

  17. to go like, hey, I need some help. I need to

  18. talk to somebody. So that's what we do. It's

  19. a weird job, but I love that I get to do it for

  20. all intents and purposes. I'm like a pastor to

  21. pastors and their spouses. But really, really

  22. grateful to be here. We're going to be in Luke

  23. 19. So if you have your Bibles, go to Luke 19,

  24. verse one. love for you to stand as we read the

  25. word of God. Luke 19, verse 1, if you're able

    Luke 19:1

  26. to stand. Luke 19, verse 1. He entered Jericho,

    Luke 19:1

  27. he being Jesus, and was passing through. And

  28. behold, there was a man named Zacchaeus. He was

  29. a chief tax collector, and he was what? He was

  30. rich. And And he was seeking to see who Jesus

  31. was, but on the account of the crowd, he could

  32. not because he was small in stature. So he ran

  33. ahead and climbed up in a sycamore tree to see

  34. what he could see. Remember that one? Okay. For

  35. he was about to pass that way. And when Jesus

  36. came to the place, he looked up and he said to

  37. him, Zacchaeus, hurry and come down for I must

  38. stay at your house today. house today. So he

  39. hurried and came down and received him joyfully.

  40. And when they saw it, they all grumbled, they

  41. being the people. He has gone to be the guest

  42. of a man who was a sinner. And Zacchaeus stood

  43. and said to the Lord, behold, Lord, the half

  44. of my goods I give to the poor. And if I have

  45. defrauded anyone of anything, I restore it fourfold.

  46. And Jesus said to him, today, salvation has come

  47. to this house since he also is the son of Abraham.

  48. Everyone read verse 10 with me. For the son of

  49. man came to seek and save that what was lost.

  50. This is the word of God and everyone said, amen.

  51. Grab a seat. 2010, I went on my first trip to

  52. India. I got the opportunity to lead a pastor's

  53. conference for a thousand Indian pastors. One

  54. of the most incredible experiences. of my life.

  55. I say often that I felt like I met Jesus again

  56. in India amongst the poor, the watching them

  57. worship. I mean, we went to a leper colony and

  58. we got to worship together and lepers don't,

  59. many of them don't have fingers. So they just,

  60. and they're worshiping God and they're weeping

  61. and crying. And I'm like, who am I? Like they

  62. just, I was so humbled by the people. of India,

  63. pastors who are coming up with whip marks, cane

  64. marks on their back because they preach the good

  65. news of Jesus Christ. And here I am in my...

  66. cozy church here in America. I was just really,

  67. really grateful for the work that they were doing,

  68. the work we get to do here in the States. But

  69. through that process, got to do a lot of work

  70. with that organization. And then my wife and

  71. I had talked before we went that we might want

  72. to sponsor a child, like this place, this organization

  73. had an orphanage. So we thought, let's sponsor

  74. a child. My wife and I have always had this desire.

  75. since we were first married of adoption. So that's

  76. always been an open thing. But so we found this

  77. little girl, her name was Wasunta. They started

  78. telling us her story. And what had happened is

  79. two weeks prior to her showing up, which is when

  80. we showed up, her mom and her father had left.

  81. and what they had done is they had abandoned

  82. their two kids. And Wasunta was taken in by a

  83. neighbor and they were raising her to sell her

  84. on the black market. She's what's called a black

  85. beauty in the Indian culture, which means she

  86. goes twice as much money on the black market.

  87. And so they were raising her as a slave in the

  88. home and they would lock her in a closet and

  89. she would scream. Well, one of the other neighbors

  90. that was next door to them heard her screaming,

  91. this neighbor was a believer. and went and rescued

  92. this little girl and took her to the orphanage.

  93. Two weeks later, I show up and I meet this little

  94. one. Her name was Wasunta and she was very squirrely.

  95. Very squirrely, very angry. And I was like, that's

  96. our girl, right? So sponsored her. But through

  97. the time that I was there, started feeling like,

  98. well, maybe the Lord would want more. And so

  99. I... I met with the man and said, hey, is there

  100. an opportunity for adoption? And they were like,

  101. I don't know, maybe. And so I went home and we

  102. hired an international adoption attorney at the

  103. time. India was a closed country. go through

  104. that whole process. We're Skyping her. We've

  105. actually like, we're helping a family to be able

  106. to raise her. You know, she's going to a different

  107. school, like all the things, going through doctor's

  108. appointments and everything. And so a year later,

  109. I come back. I was so excited to be with her.

  110. She's sitting on my lap. And there's a couple

  111. of things you eat in India a whole lot. One of

  112. them is curry. The other one is chicken. Eat

  113. a lot of chicken, right? And so she's sitting

  114. on my lap and we're eating chicken. and finish

  115. it off the bone. And then she starts eating chicken

  116. bones. And I'm like, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.

  117. No, no, no, no, no. And then she gets mad and

  118. she finishes eating the chicken. She shoves them

  119. in her mouth and chewing them, eating them and

  120. storms off. And I go to the guy who's like, she's

  121. living with, and I'm like, hey, what's the deal

  122. here? Like, what's going on? All right, why is

  123. she doing this? Why is she not living? He goes,

  124. look, your little slave girl is still living

  125. like a slave. She steals mangoes. She runs away.

  126. She makes herself sick. She hides food. It goes

  127. bad. She still hasn't come to understand that

  128. she's a daughter. And it broke our hearts. And

  129. I think what Luke is trying to do in his gospel

  130. and all the gospel writers are trying to do is

  131. this. They're trying to go, look, a lot of us

  132. are living that way. Jesus now enters into that

  133. narrative, into that culture with a people that

  134. are really feeling, alone. And so Luke, especially,

  135. he's known, his gospel is known as the winged

  136. ox because he starts off in the temple with the

  137. sacrifice. And then he's going to pull that all

  138. the way through because what he wants to show

  139. you is who Jesus is. That Jesus doesn't just

  140. talk, he does. He cares. He loves. And so what

  141. we see is Jesus moving in and through the villages.

  142. caring and loving people. In fact, in this section

  143. of scripture, which is chapter 915 through 1944,

  144. it's called the gospel of the outcasts. Because

  145. what Luke wants you to pay attention to is look

  146. at all the people that didn't, the society saying

  147. you don't deserve anything. And yet Jesus meets

  148. them. And what Luke wants you to do is to be

  149. introspective. He wants you to go, how many of

  150. you feel that way? Look what Jesus does. How

  151. many of you feel outcast, alone, lost? And watch

  152. what Jesus does. Look and watch what Jesus does.

  153. Look at the ministry he does. And one of the

  154. people he wants you to pay attention to is a

  155. man named Zacchaeus. In verse one, it says he

  156. entered Jericho and was passing through. Anybody

  157. know where he was passing? He's passing through

  158. Jericho to where? Anybody know? He's going to

  159. Jerusalem. Anybody know why he's going to Jerusalem?

  160. To die for the sins. Past, present, and future.

  161. So he's on his way. He's at the height of his

  162. popularity. Jericho is like a resort town. It's

  163. like Palm Springs, highest levels of taxation,

  164. lots of wealth in that particular area. Jesus

  165. is passing through here. There's a huge crowd

  166. that's around him because they found out this

  167. guy gives a dinner and a show and he heals people.

  168. And so they're like, I want that. So they keep

  169. following him from town to town, kind of wanting

  170. his attention. And here's what we find in verse

  171. two. And behold, there was a man named Zacchaeus

  172. and he was a chief tax collector and he was very

  173. rich. We learned two things. He was what kind

  174. of tax collector? Chief tax collector. And he

  175. was also rich, right? What had happened was Zacchaeus

  176. tax collectors would get hired by Rome. So Rome

  177. is captured, kind of is over oppressing the Jews.

  178. Rome's over them. Rome hires a Jew to then collect

  179. money for them. As you can imagine, the Jews

  180. are not too happy about this. Now Zacchaeus has

  181. made a pretty good business out of this because

  182. not only was he a tax collector, but he's now

  183. the chief tax collector, which means he's got

  184. a great business model, got a bunch of other

  185. tax collectors underneath him. And what Rome

  186. had said was this, look, you can take the tax

  187. for us, but then anything you wanna charge above

  188. and beyond, go for it. I want you to imagine

  189. this for a moment. that you show up to your tax

  190. person and they say the US government is charging

  191. you this amount of tax. And your response always,

  192. every spring is like, ugh, right? Then your tax

  193. collector, prepper, whatever, accountant goes,

  194. and then I'm going to take an additional 15 %

  195. just because, because I want it. You hate that

  196. guy, right? You were like, no, no, no. If I see

  197. you out in public, I am going to take you down.

  198. Now you find out that guy has a boss and he's

  199. the chief tax collector. I really hate that guy.

  200. That's Zacchaeus. They hate him. In fact, if

  201. you read through all the gospels, you'll come

  202. to find out tax collectors are very hated. And

  203. here's the really interesting thing about Zacchaeus.

  204. How many of you, when you named your kids, kind

  205. of had a purpose behind it? The name was important.

  206. Raise your hand. right? We named our child Cooper,

  207. which means barrel maker. No reason at all. We

  208. just thought the name was cool. So it wasn't

  209. that important to us. But for the Jews, very,

  210. very important. It was about legacy, heritage,

  211. land, future, who we believe. They're like praying

  212. to Yahweh and going, listen, you've given us

  213. this son. And we feel like we need to name him

  214. Zacchaeus. And guess what Zacchaeus means? Clean

  215. and pure. Clean and pure is Zacchaeus' name.

  216. Here is a man who has gone so far away from his

  217. namesake. So far away from his namesake to pursue

  218. after what I'll call the American dream. Up and

  219. to the right, money, power, influence. He's in

  220. cahoots with Rome. How has he drifted so far

  221. away from his namesake? I think many of us are

  222. the same way. I think many of us have been trying

  223. our whole lives to be something or someone. hoping

  224. to show up and make a thing, make a name in this

  225. world only to find ourselves desperate and alone.

  226. And what Luke wants to say is Zacchaeus is an

  227. archetype for humanity. And he wants you to see

  228. yourself as Zacchaeus. He wants you to see like,

  229. what have you been striving for that's so pulling

  230. you away from who God has created you to be?

  231. That now you're kind of alone, lost, depressed.

  232. In verses three through four, we find this. And

  233. he was seeking to see who Jesus was, but on the

  234. account of the crowd, he could not. Remember,

  235. the crowd, they don't like Zacchaeus because

  236. he was small in stature. So he ran on ahead and

  237. climbed up into the sycamore tree to see him,

  238. for he was about to pass that way. Zacchaeus

  239. has everything you could ever want. And yet something's

  240. not right. Something is disconnected. He is objectively

  241. alone and he is completely obsessed with trying

  242. to figure out, look, this is not working. I have

  243. pursued after this my whole life and it's not

  244. working. Maybe, just maybe this man who loves

  245. sinners, maybe I could just get a look at him

  246. because this is not working. I feel alone. I

  247. feel depressed. I am tired of living this way

  248. and I need to do something about it. I want you

  249. to see the movement. He recognizes something's

  250. off in his heart, soul, and mind, and life. How

  251. about you? Are you aware that there is a disconnection

  252. that is happening in your spirit? that has moved

  253. you away from who God has really called you to

  254. be. I was listening recently to a podcast from

  255. a lady named Dr. Lisa Miller. She's at Columbia

  256. University, I believe. And she's a researcher,

  257. psychologist. And she was talking about this

  258. diagnosis called dysthemia. Dysthemia impacts

  259. about 5 million Americans. And here's what dysthemia

  260. is. It's a low -grade depression. It's this feeling.

  261. And by the way, you can only get the diagnosis

  262. if you've been feeling this way for two years.

  263. And here's the feeling, meh. Kind of wake up

  264. and it just kind of feels gray. Kind of feels

  265. like, man, something's not right. She described

  266. it like it's a hole in the heart. It's a hole

  267. in your soul. You're just kind of feeling off.

  268. And I think that describes a lot of us. Just

  269. something's. Not right. Something's off. Zacchaeus

  270. is like, something's off. I've run and pursued

  271. after this and something is disconnected in me

  272. and something is just off. And here's what she

  273. found. What most Americans do to fix that feeling

  274. of meh, that low grade depression, grayness in

  275. their life is achievement. Influence, power.

  276. stuff, hobbies. It's the brochure that our culture

  277. has pitched to you that said, listen, if you

  278. feel that way, we can make it all go away. We

  279. can make you better. And they are making billions

  280. of dollars off of convincing you that you can

  281. fix that thing in your soul, in your heart with

  282. stuff. With an identity, with a friend group,

  283. with a zip code, with a politician. Literally,

  284. culture has convinced us that a politician will

  285. fix stuff. This is insane. And it's not working

  286. and we're getting sicker. Here's what they desire

  287. and what I think so many of you desire is a deep

  288. yearning. for a deep connection in your life.

  289. There's something inside of us that knows something's

  290. wrong and we don't know how to fix it. And so

  291. the culture just goes, hey, here you go. Here's

  292. a shiny gift. And if you open it up, how many

  293. of you love when that Amazon package shows up

  294. to your door and it's like Christmas morning?

  295. Something inside of you, that dopamine hits and

  296. you're like, everything's gonna be okay. And

  297. it's lying to you. This is a part of what we

  298. call the postmodern complex. Here's the lie that

  299. was pitched to you. Here's the lie that Zacchaeus

  300. at some point in his life bought into. If I have

  301. all this stuff, if I have money, power, the right

  302. social group, I know we got a lot of teens in

  303. here. If I just accomplish what mommy and daddy

  304. want in my life and that my friend group will,

  305. I just have to do this and this and I can fit

  306. in. then everything's going to be okay. If I

  307. get accepted to the right college, if I move

  308. to the same ZEPCO, if I have enough money in

  309. my 401k, I'm going to be fine. And it's lying

  310. to you. We are getting sicker and sicker and

  311. sicker. The aloneness, the isolation is at an

  312. all -time high. And yet we keep biting on that

  313. algorithm. That it's making them billions of

  314. dollars and the local church needs, Christians

  315. need to say, no. No, it's not working. We need

  316. to say, no, it's not working. It's not fixing

  317. the problem. And we're drowning in our insecurity

  318. and our aloneness and our stuff and our status.

  319. And we become very sick. We don't look like the

  320. Acts 2 community. Acts 2 community, Acts 4 community

  321. was free. Because here's what happened. They

  322. encountered the spirit of God and they went like,

  323. none of it's mine. I don't really care. We share

  324. all things in common. I just want Jesus. I just

  325. want to know that he loves me and he sees me

  326. and he knows me and I've accepted that in my

  327. life. And so what I can't help but do is just

  328. give it away. See, our culture just goes like

  329. this. How do I keep all this stuff to myself?

  330. Because if I give it away, then I won't have

  331. anything. But when you meet Jesus and you fill

  332. that hole in your soul with his gospel truth

  333. in your life, you are free. You are free. And

  334. what Zacchaeus is wondering is, what does it

  335. look to be free? Because I'm not free. I'm lost.

  336. And so the movement he makes is so interesting.

  337. He does something about it. Here's what I want

  338. to say to you. Are you tired of feeling this

  339. way? Do something about it. Here is a man that

  340. everyone hates and he shows his face in public

  341. and he sees a problem and he goes, I don't really

  342. care. I just need to get in a tree because I

  343. just need to see him. Some of you just want to

  344. see Jesus. Maybe that's why you're here this

  345. morning. You just want to see him. Get a little.

  346. Taste the glory. Just get a little picture of

  347. him. And that's what Zacchaeus does. But I want

  348. you to see how absolutely and utterly bizarre

  349. this is. Imagine for me for a second, there's

  350. a giant tree outside of this church and Elon

  351. Musk is in it. Because he heard that Pastor John

  352. can bring the thunder. can bring the word. And

  353. he's like, I want to know about that. Like, what

  354. are you doing as you're walking past that tree

  355. when Elon Musk is up there? You're like, are

  356. you joking? Is that Elon Musk? Do you know how

  357. embarrassing that would be for Zacchaeus? Do

  358. you know how embarrassing that would be for Zacchaeus?

  359. They're like, what's he doing in that tree? How

  360. desperate are you to be loved? that you risk

  361. everything to see Jesus. He's desperate. Are

  362. you desperate? Are you desperate to finally go,

  363. hey, look, none of this stuff is actually solving

  364. the problem for me and I'm done with it and I

  365. don't care what anyone thinks. I don't care what

  366. my partners think. I don't care what anyone thinks.

  367. I just want to see Jesus. He is willing to literally

  368. humiliate himself to see Jesus. The son of Korah

  369. in Psalms 42, one says, as the deer pants for

  370. the water, so my soul longs for you. The vision

  371. he wants to give you is that this is what it

  372. feels like. It just feels like I'm like a deer

  373. and I'm in the woods and there's no water and

  374. I need to find out or I'm gonna die. Do you feel

  375. that way in relationship to Jesus? Like literally,

  376. I'm gonna die without him. Like literally, nothing

  377. is satisfying my soul. Nothing, I've tried. And

  378. it's not feeling it. And I just need Jesus. Paul

  379. in Philippians 3 says this, I've done everything.

  380. He literally says, if you want to see a Jew,

  381. I'm a super Jew. I've done everything. But he

  382. goes, I give it all up just to know. That word

  383. is from the Hebrew word translated into Greek.

  384. The Hebrew word is yada. The first time we find

  385. that showing up is Genesis 4, 1, when it says

  386. this, that Adam knew his wife. Not just know

  387. about his wife, he knows his wife intimately.

  388. Paul is saying, That's the kind of relationship

  389. I want to have with Jesus. Nothing matters. I

  390. don't wanna just know about him. I wanna know,

  391. know him intimately. You know, I get to teach

  392. in a lot of different churches and I'm so grateful

  393. I get to do that. And I ask the question all

  394. the time, what are we all doing here? What are

  395. we all doing here? Is this just some religious

  396. impulse? We just doing this because it feels

  397. good that hopefully in eternity we get to heaven

  398. and the Lord's like, okay, let's talk to your

  399. church attendance here. Okay, we missed a few.

  400. I know Lord, I got to excuse. Is that why you're

  401. here? Are you here to encounter Jesus? To hear

  402. about how he loves you? He cares for you. He

  403. knows you. To not just know about him, but to

  404. intimately. Know him. Yadah him. This is what

  405. Zacchaeus is beginning the process of going.

  406. None of that matters anymore. It's not working.

  407. I'm tired of being alone. I'm tired of being

  408. in this dysthymia that has clouded my life. I

  409. want to be free. And I think that guy has the

  410. answers. I think he knows something that I don't

  411. know and I need. Verses 5 through 6. And Jesus

  412. came to the place. And he looked up and he said

  413. to him, Zacchaeus, hurry and come down, for I

  414. must stay at your house today. So he hurried

  415. and came down and received him joyfully. Can

  416. you even begin to feel what Zacchaeus feels?

  417. In the midst of a crowd. Jesus looks up in the

  418. tree and he knows his name. He knows your name.

  419. The people call him sinner, but Jesus knows your

  420. name. He sees you. He is intimately involved

  421. in your life. He says in the Psalms that you

  422. were fearfully and wonderfully made, that he

  423. has numbered the hairs on your head, that you

  424. are not just some cosmic accident that shows

  425. up in this world, that you belong and you matter.

  426. And he sees you. He sees you and he knows your

  427. name. You matter to him, the King of Kings and

  428. the Lord of Lords. You're not obscure. I think

  429. so many people go, Jesus is for all those other

  430. people, but I got to earn my way to the table.

  431. False. He knows you. And some of you have been

  432. working your whole life to be known, only to

  433. this morning, maybe just realize that he intentionally

  434. knows you. And if you believe that, that changes

  435. everything. Because I think a lot of us are just

  436. up in some tree and we just want to get a peaky

  437. peak of Jesus. We hear he's good. Maybe that's

  438. why you're here and I'm grateful you're here.

  439. But Jesus wants something so much more. He wants

  440. this yada relationship with you. He wants intimacy

  441. with you. That's why in John 15, I in you and

  442. you in me. John 17. John 15, I'm the vine, you're

  443. the branches. He's trying to say, abide in me.

  444. Again, in the Greek, abide means intimacy, union,

  445. wedding night language is abide. He wants so

  446. much more from you, for you, than you just to

  447. know a bunch about him or to get a peek about

  448. how glorious he is. He wants you to get out of

  449. the tree. Because what he does next is so beautiful.

  450. He looks at Zacchaeus and he goes, I know your

  451. name. I know your name. And then he says, but

  452. I want something more. I want to come to your

  453. home. I want to be with you. Here's what I want

  454. you to hear. God is not offended by your humanity.

  455. God is not at a distance. from you. He knows

  456. you. Hebrews 4 says this, what a great high priest

  457. we have who sympathizes with our humanity. So

  458. many of the reasons why you're still stuck in

  459. a tree is because you believe that God has got

  460. his finger in your chest instead of his hands

  461. wide open to receive you. In Revelation, it says

  462. this, the Spirit says this, I stand at the door

  463. and I knock. I think in our minds, sometimes

  464. we have Jesus as like a CIA operative and just

  465. waiting for him to kick down the door into our

  466. lives and come in and rescue us. He already did

  467. that. What he's now waiting is for you to actually

  468. believe and receive it. Do something about it.

  469. Because it's an open invitation, Zacchaeus. You

  470. can stay in that tree if you want, but I'd like

  471. to come home with you. I'd like to have dinner

  472. with you. Andrew Murray wrote one of my favorite

  473. books called Abide in Christ. It's out of John

  474. 15. And he says this, abiding in Christ is meant

  475. only for the weak. Anybody feel weak? And so

  476. beautiful suited for their feebleness. Anybody

  477. feel feeble? You should. You should feel weak.

  478. You should feel feeble. Does not the demand of

  479. something great or thing that we lead a holy

  480. and devoted life. No, it's simply weakness entrusting

  481. itself to the mighty one to be kept. The unfaithful

  482. one casting self on the one who is all together

  483. trustworthy and true. He is not offended by your

  484. humanity. He is not offended by your humanity.

  485. He knows, you know, God's never like caught off

  486. guard by your sin nature. Do you know that? He's

  487. not like, what? I can't believe that. That's

  488. why he sent Jesus. He's fully aware that you

  489. and I are hot messes. You're a hot mess. I'm

  490. a hot mess. And he's like, I'm knocking at the

  491. door of your heart going, I know you're a hot

  492. mess. And I think here's what a lot of us are

  493. doing. Lord, hold on one second. I got to clean

  494. it up in here. I'd love to hang out with you.

  495. I got to clean up this place before I even let

  496. you come in. He's like, I just want to come in

  497. and help you with the mess. That's what he's

  498. saying. He's like, kids, I know you're a sinner.

  499. I'm going to come in to your home and eat with

  500. you and be with you because I'm not offended

  501. by your humanity. And guess what happens as a

  502. result of that? Verse seven. And then the crowd

  503. saw it and they grumbled. He has gone to be a

  504. guest and a man. of a man who was a sinner. You

  505. see, what the crowds love to do is continue to

  506. keep you in your box. What Satan would love nothing

  507. more is to keep you in your shame. Those secrets

  508. that you hide in your heart, what Satan would

  509. love you to do is just to stay there. Oh, that's

  510. right, I am a notorious sinner. Oh, that's right,

  511. I'm undeserving. The crowds are always. going

  512. to do this. The people are always going to, they're

  513. not going to understand the grace that he gives

  514. to you, that all of your good deeds that you

  515. keep bringing, Isaiah says, are filthy rags before

  516. a holy God. And yet we keep bringing them. We

  517. keep thinking like, if I just do more, if I just

  518. show up to church more, if I just serve more,

  519. if I just do more, then I'll eradicate this feeling

  520. that I have in my heart. And God's like, stop

  521. it. You can't do it. You're a sinner saved by

  522. grace through faith. It's not because of anything

  523. you've done. It's the gift I want to give to

  524. you. And the culture will not allow for this.

  525. They do not understand this. The illogical grace

  526. of Jesus will always, always be offensive to

  527. people who can't understand the extreme love

  528. of Christ. Always. Here's what I say. Let them

  529. talk. Let them talk. You know, Zacchaeus is finally

  530. at a place where he's like, just keep talking.

  531. Call me whatever you want, but he knows my name

  532. and he wants to be with me. And that's enough.

  533. That's enough. At 41, I really had become everything

  534. that everybody wanted me to become. Led big things,

  535. gone around the world. When I was a... Sophomore

  536. and senior in Christian high school, I won best

  537. Christian in the school. I have two plaques that

  538. acknowledge this goodness in me. Anybody got

  539. plaques in here? I got that cheddar, okay? You

  540. know, I've been a pastor my whole life, most

  541. of my life, but I didn't know how much he loved

  542. me. And at 41, I finally went. this isn't working.

  543. Zacchaeus is going, this isn't working. The invitation

  544. to you is like, this isn't working. And I've

  545. been trying to figure out what it is to take

  546. Jesus at his word that he says he's knocking

  547. and he wants to be with me. And I want that for

  548. you too. I'm not perfect, I mess up all the time,

  549. but I feel it now. Zacchaeus feels it. Verse

  550. eight, and Zacchaeus stood and said to him, behold,

  551. Lord. The half of my goods I give to the poor,

  552. and if I have defrauded anyone of anything, I

  553. restore it full forward. You see, received grace

  554. turns to repentance, generosity, and restitution.

  555. Here's what happens. All the stuff that defined

  556. him, the house, the power, the business, everything,

  557. he's just like, I'll just give it all up because

  558. it doesn't matter anymore because I have you

  559. and you know me. And I've been living this lie

  560. my whole life, trying to fill this hole in my

  561. heart, and it hasn't worked. Whatever I've done,

  562. have it all. I don't care anymore. What would

  563. it look like for you to love Jesus so much to

  564. look at your bank account and go, it's not mine?

  565. That's reckless. That's gospel. It no longer

  566. has a bondage over you. no longer controls your

  567. life. The market no longer controls the way you

  568. think because you're like, I'm loved by Jesus,

  569. he's in control. How can I bless? And if I've

  570. done anything, I just wanna make it right because

  571. you saw me, you know my name and you came home

  572. to me and I wanna do whatever I can to make up

  573. for it. And here's the really cool thing, Jesus

  574. actually doesn't even come and say, hey, listen,

  575. real quick, I'd love to come to your home. I

  576. think it's gonna be a great time, but you're

  577. gonna have to make up for a bunch of stuff that

  578. you did wrong. So you're gonna have to pay this.

  579. You're gonna have to make up for this. And then

  580. I'll come. He doesn't do that. You understand

  581. when the prodigal returns home, the prodigal

  582. returns home with a prayer. Father, forgive me.

  583. I've sinned against heaven and earth. I'm not

  584. worthy to become your son. Take me on as a slave.

  585. He stands in front of the father and the father

  586. does not even acknowledge it. He just says, you're

  587. home. This is what happens with Zacchaeus. You're

  588. home. verses nine and 10. And Jesus said to him

  589. today, salvation has come to this house since

  590. he also is the son of Abraham. And this is the

  591. linchpin of Luke's whole gospel. For the son

  592. of man came to seek and to save that which was

  593. lost. But here's the thing about it. You gotta

  594. know you're lost. You gotta know you need Jesus.

  595. You gotta know you can't fix it on your own.

  596. You gotta recognize that all of that is gonna

  597. do nothing for you. And you have to finally go,

  598. I need you. I need your rescue. I need your kindness.

  599. I need your grace, your mercy that covers a multitude

  600. of sins. I'm done doing it my way. So year three,

  601. I go back to India. And we've been Skyping her,

  602. Wasunta, the whole time. She sits on my lap.

  603. And we eat two things. What are those things?

  604. Nailed it. You guys listen. Thank you. She eats

  605. her chicken. I'm eating my chicken. And she puts

  606. the bones down on the plate and she runs off

  607. and she goes and she plays. I looked to the man.

  608. I said, what happened? He said, oh, my friend,

  609. your little slave girl finally came to understand

  610. that she's a daughter and it's changed everything.

  611. I think most people are still living like slaves

  612. when he knows your name, that you're a son and

  613. daughter of the most high God, that you are fearfully

  614. and wonderfully made, that he says that he knit

  615. you together. Students, I really want you to

  616. hear this. He knit you together in your mother's

  617. womb, and the culture is going to try to continue

  618. to rob you of that. They're going to tell you

  619. you have to do a bunch of stuff in order to be

  620. a somebody. But he knows you don't live like

  621. a slave. You're a daughter, you're a son of the

  622. most high God beloved. And he is knocking and

  623. saying, I wanna be with you. I know how sinful

  624. you are. That's why I sent my son, Jesus, that

  625. he who knew no sin became sin so that we all

  626. might become the righteousness of God. I want

  627. you to hear this. When God looks at you, He sees

  628. his son, Jesus. You don't have to prove. You

  629. don't have to pretend. You just get to live into

  630. the grace and mercy and then reciprocate that

  631. back out to the world. You are not in bondage

  632. anymore. You are free, free indeed in Jesus Christ.

  633. Zacchaeus knows this, feels this. And what Jesus

  634. does next is he said, I don't just talk, I do.

  635. And he went and died for our sins. And he resurrected

  636. three days later as he promised. And he stands

  637. in victory. And he looks to you and to me and

  638. said, receive this grace, receive this mercy,

  639. receive this gift, not because of anything you've

  640. done, but because I love you. And I know your

  641. name. Get out of the tree and come home. Let's

  642. pray. Father God, we love you. We're thankful

  643. for this gospel truth that we get to live into.

  644. Who are we that you are mindful of us? The son

  645. of man that you would care for us, the psalmist

  646. says. We stand in absolute wonder of your goodness

  647. and your love and your grace and your mercy.

  648. Help us, Lord. Spirit, you are helper and we

  649. need help. Many of us are caught into deep bondages

  650. and we feel so ashamed. Help us to get out of

  651. the tree, to come home, and for you to receive

  652. us, to receive the free gift of grace that you

  653. offer to us through faith. We bless you. We thank

  654. you. We celebrate you. In the name of the Father,

  655. Son, and Spirit, everybody said, amen.