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April 5: Wonder Wednesday - "Revival Week"

Love Quest International Church

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  1. What's going on?

  2. Love quest Nation. Thank you for tuning into the

  3. Love quest podcast. Get your Bibles ready?

  4. Get your notebook, get your coffee, get some water, whatever

  5. you need to do and get ready to receive the time.

  6. Is right now. Let's go.

  7. Right now. God's not necessarily getting

  8. the glory out of it. Ma'am, it is.

  9. Let me tell you something, let me tell you something.

  10. Seek me. What?

  11. First and all these things shall be what Atom.

  12. So the Devil is a Lie. That if you if you get sleep or

  13. if you say no to a couple of appointments, now you ain't

  14. going to be able to make it. It is not God's.

  15. Will you take everything moving and everything knocking?

  16. There comes a point where you gotta, this is why I love being

  17. a source, A sower. I have the confidence of A sower

  18. because the Bible says, if I so he would forgive, he will give

  19. it back pressed down shaken together, running over, he will

  20. call somebody, I don't know who I don't care, who, but he will

  21. call somebody to give back to me.

  22. Right, he says for the sower. If you faint not, you shall

  23. reap. The Bible says, as long as the

  24. Earth remains seed, what time? What Harvest you notice what it

  25. says seed time and harvest. It is a seed, worry Harvest.

  26. But I'm not just talking about money.

  27. I'm talking about gifts. Talents abilities, anointing

  28. assignments, purpose, right? Like I said yesterday, Kayla

  29. plays the drums, there's many drummers he has the talent to

  30. drum What? He might have the assignment to

  31. prophesy. Therefore God puts a gift on his

  32. talent and places him in the army of the Lord to prophesy.

  33. So what makes him different is when he drum because of the

  34. anointing and assignment when he drum demons, get the flame when

  35. he drums the prophets get more clarity to Prophesy, when he

  36. drums, Darkness gets pushed back.

  37. When he drums, you feel like running through a brick wall.

  38. There's a whole lot of people that can cook but not everybody

  39. have the gift of hospitality you ever been around a grumpy chef?

  40. well, I guess if there's if there's a meal but then have you

  41. ever had a good meal? But didn't have good service.

  42. Talking to somebody, see because you got everybody in here, got

  43. gifts. But if you don't know, the

  44. assignment, then you prostitute your gift.

  45. And what you got to understand this, God is obligated to fund

  46. the assignment. Not the gift.

  47. I can communicate anywhere. I can teach anywhere I can

  48. preach anywhere, but my assignment is not anywhere.

  49. I can counsel anybody but my assignment is not the council

  50. anybody. So you wonder how when you when

  51. you're pouring into some people it really just flows you feel a

  52. Grace upon you and then you get with some folks and it feel like

  53. you can't think of nothing you can't remember no you don't have

  54. nothing to offer. You can't Council everybody you

  55. can't help everybody. You can't give money to

  56. everybody. Right.

  57. You can let me help you. You can't just give out

  58. affirmation that. Everybody.

  59. Some people don't need affirmation.

  60. They need accountability and some of y'all be lying.

  61. The people when you say that sound good, when you say, you

  62. can sing You be lying. When you eat that meal that

  63. somebody swear, they they bought all that food and they took

  64. hours to cook. I couldn't wait to have you over

  65. to my house and you sitting there eating at Food, Lion,

  66. telling them that this is so good.

  67. How are you people ever lied and just go ahead and stomach that

  68. meal we going to stomach that meal.

  69. Stomach that meal and then you tell somebody else, I ain't

  70. never eaten at that house again. But there's a person that cooks.

  71. Within that person that cooks, there's the chef with the gift

  72. of hospitality. There's that person that got The

  73. Gift of Gab, you know how to talk.

  74. But then there's the person that know how to talk, that has the

  75. gift of encouragement. It's just something about, you

  76. know, how to encourage people. If encouragement was a gift and

  77. everybody would have it. But there's some people that

  78. don't even want to try to encourage you.

  79. And then there's some people they always see the best in you.

  80. Right. They're not lying.

  81. They just calling those things. That be not as though they were

  82. Right? This is the difference.

  83. It's like I might not tell you. Oh, this is so good.

  84. I might be like, you got some seasoning.

  85. Like, let me help you out. I see what you was trying to do.

  86. Right encouragement. Is this man.

  87. This got some potential. Right?

  88. You just add a little you just add this worship.

  89. Team doesn't get any have so far to go, but it doesn't get there

  90. because because because you just so they can sing, It's like, but

  91. is your spirit right? Is your integrity, right?

  92. If you love walk, right? Hey, you could have tried this

  93. over here. Nah, that bravado.

  94. Don't sound good right there, right?

  95. But for some of us will just whatever people give us.

  96. We like wow. But God has placed you in some

  97. people's life, not to just be merely, they friend.

  98. But who's in your life that God's called you to be a cat

  99. accountability partner too. Right?

  100. We are just loose with our gifts wherever the money is, that's

  101. who God is our gifts. And we underestimate sewing time

  102. into valuable relationships, right?

  103. There's many forms of sewing. And I can get more in my future

  104. from an hour with a Divine coffee meeting.

  105. Then going to get this quick. 150, 250 350, even 1,000 bucks.

  106. Because only reason I'm hustling to go get it.

  107. It's because I want this over here so I need to go get this

  108. money so I can get this over here and then sometime, I really

  109. don't guys like no, I don't need you to get this over here.

  110. We gonna get this over here but it's going to be down there.

  111. What I need you to get over here is going to be over here today,

  112. and I need you to go meet this person over here because with

  113. the thing you've been praying for, right?

  114. There's some things you've been praying for and there's some

  115. things you won't right now and there's some things that ain't

  116. going to come till later. And God is all about the long

  117. game. God's not about the right now

  118. game. He died.

  119. So we might be saved. He knows going to take you

  120. thirty five years to come to Jesus and then, when you come to

  121. Jesus, you just going back side. He knows gonna be another 10

  122. years for you to come back, but he died 2,000 years ago.

  123. So that two thousand plus years later, guess what?

  124. You might have an option to be safe?

  125. He playing the long game. When you're in God's hand, when

  126. your gifts in God's hands, there is no rush.

  127. We won't write that one down. When your gift is in God's

  128. hands, there is no rush. Right.

  129. And there's decisions. We've all made and we have

  130. fruits from rushing. I hate Russian fruit.

  131. Not Russian. Okay, don't do not rushing

  132. rushing fruits. Hallelujah, rushing fruit is not

  133. good. Rushing fruit is Ishmael.

  134. That's that baby that God didn't have for you so that you had for

  135. you. Right.

  136. That that that that and that baby is not just a human that

  137. can be an opportunity. I could be a job that can be a

  138. boyfriend, I could be a girlfriend and you just was like

  139. I'm not waiting on the Lord. That stupid you read the wrong

  140. book. You went to the wrong

  141. conference. you shut the preacher out that God sent you

  142. to tell you to wait and then you went to the preacher who told,

  143. you know you got a test drive it, You like see that Pastor?

  144. They over there that's a cult. They controlling over there.

  145. Well, where's the fruit? Now that same Pastor, I don't

  146. see you finding no videos to help you with your situation now

  147. right, don't manipulate the word for your benefit.

  148. Our gifts. It's go time.

  149. It's go time. First Corinthians.

  150. A few scriptures. First Corinthians 6:19 it.

    1 Corinthians 6:19

  151. You got those mics for. So for those who were here, if

  152. you got some nuggets that that really stuck out to you, I want

  153. you to grab the mic or the mic will come to you and then you

  154. will share. So we can catch some of the

  155. people. We have one right here and make

  156. sure because this is love quest, just say your name because not

  157. everyone knows you You guys hear her name?

  158. What's her name? Say, hi Lydia.

  159. Go right ahead. Now let me let me help you with

  160. that shit. What was she just said?

  161. She said when God anoints you why you're small?

  162. While you seemingly are irrelevant.

  163. When God anoints you while you're hidden.

  164. You better quickly, renew your mind because he didn't anoint

  165. you, because you were small. He anointed you because you were

  166. big. And if you quickly, if you do

  167. not quickly, re you knew your mind to see who God sees.

  168. You will fumble the assignment. Okay, there's some scripture, we

  169. read to Matt to go with that yesterday.

  170. Who else? Adaline.

  171. The scripture is a bee hives. Three verse 17 and says me

  172. Christ through your faith actually, dwell settle down

  173. abide and make his permanent home in your hearts.

  174. And that's the part that stood out to me.

  175. That says that he will make his permanent home in your hearts,

  176. which means that he always abides there.

  177. And I feel like, sometimes we feel like we have to beg God to

  178. function was, or we feel like we have to beg his presence to

  179. come, but his presence is always abiding in them.

  180. Is so good, right? Like he had distant relative,

  181. right? Go put that one, scripture

  182. backup that I had. Look at you.

  183. Flown with me? This is going to flow right into

  184. the scripture I had. Say, I'm gifted.

  185. Do you not know that your body is the Temple of the Holy Spirit

  186. who lives within you whom you have received, as a gift from

  187. God? You are not your own.

  188. You were bought with a price purchase with a preciousness and

  189. pay full made his own. So then Honor God and bring

  190. glory to him in your body. Don't nobody want to hear that

  191. right now. You are not your own.

  192. That scripture doesn't mean do I got to ask the Lord?

  193. Can I get a tattoo? but what this does mean is

  194. somebody's home, when you think nobody sees you This is the,

  195. this is the beautiful thing about the blood.

  196. It doesn't matter what you're saying, is your sin cannot evict

  197. the Holy Spirit. So while you were yet sinning

  198. guess who's home? The Holy Ghost?

  199. But this is the part he gave you the Holy Spirit.

  200. As a gift. So forget if you could drum,

  201. forget, if you can sing forget, if you got money, forget if you

  202. gotta be a beautiful home you own, have you ever thought about

  203. the greatest gift that any human can have?

  204. And that's the gift of the Holy Spirit.

  205. Anybody just say this with me, somebody's home, ain't fooling

  206. nobody but myself, the worst manipulation is to manipulate

  207. myself. No one in here is getting away

  208. with anything. Especially here's the part.

  209. Let's go back. You've received him Jesus.

  210. Here's the crazy part. Jesus didn't ask to be with you.

  211. You pursue him? He found you but he didn't make

  212. you receive him. That wouldn't be love.

  213. Some of y'all. Like, wait a minute, I got

  214. tricked. It, I got tricked.

  215. How did I get here? Most of us receive Jesus in a

  216. broken place in our life. He put us back together, then we

  217. thought we could do it on our own.

  218. So how many people in here have ever received Jesus as their

  219. lord and savior? Raise your hand very high, look

  220. around, look around, look around.

  221. As everybody Jerusalem, you, yo, Kevin say you just be playing

  222. the games of your shouting, all that you on, will ya.

  223. Hallelujah, everybody. Now put your hands down.

  224. So let me ask you a question. Why would you receive someone

  225. that you do will not interact with?

  226. So, here's a reality for you. If you do not follow Jesus, but

  227. you receive Jesus, you are religious Can we talk about that

  228. today? You are just religious got the

  229. nurse that hate religious folks. Why did you answer that to me

  230. right now? Why did you receive Jesus?

  231. Tell me anybody. Anybody want to?

  232. We got, we got 80% in room, trying to figure that out, so

  233. that's fine. You fell in love with Jesus.

  234. Absolutely. Yeah.

  235. Some folks thinking about it right now I'm gonna did we just

  236. Revival week so Ima call people out.

  237. And I'm going shy. People first introverts first

  238. because going introverts first two words.

  239. First Okay. He accepted her just as she was.

  240. That's why she said, hey my life is not my own.

  241. All right, come on. Yes, sir.

  242. Nice, nice. So for him, he's like, okay,

  243. well, Pharmacy. Uncle again, I'm about to get

  244. I'm about to do. I'm about to hang out with his

  245. buddy, all right. She received, what's your name?

  246. Tosun, did I say that right? Hey man, I'm going to work on

  247. that tonight. Because she knew that she would

  248. be lost without him. This is the crazy part.

  249. How did you know that you would be lost without someone you

  250. didn't see. I'm sorry.

  251. I ain't trying to mess you up right now.

  252. She like okay, come back to me in a minute now.

  253. Wait, what is that? Like, you really believe when

  254. you die, you go to heaven and be with Jesus and you got any

  255. turning you either. We are crazy.

  256. Anybody else? Come on, come on, come on.

  257. Yeah. Yeah.

  258. Yes, he said she felt like a dead woman walking and then she

  259. received Jesus and she experienced life for the first

  260. time. Come on, come on.

  261. He's a love, like, no other. That's why you received him.

  262. But you know what? You know what's crazy, though,

  263. is the day, you received them. You didn't really know that.

  264. I like that. You ride.

  265. Okay. That's not denying your

  266. testimony, it's speaking to the reality of his presence.

  267. Yes, sir. He said his was like a life

  268. insurance policy. Hey, thanks you for keeping it

  269. real. That was a lot of people here.

  270. now, what So somewhere in your life, it went from life

  271. insurance policy to, really being able to pinpoint.

  272. Wow, God is really moving in my life.

  273. He's yeah. All right.

  274. Yeah. Yeah.

  275. Nice nice. So everybody in here that said,

  276. Urus you receive Jesus. You so, if you go to a

  277. restaurant, And receive a burger.

  278. What you going to do? If you go to movie theater and

  279. you sit down and watch a movie. What are you doing?

  280. You're receiving the content. There's so many things we

  281. receive. You receive a new car.

  282. What you going to do? You receive a new home.

  283. What you going to do? And because you have received

  284. eternal life, guess what you should do live it.

  285. And if you're not living it, you haven't really received it.

  286. So for me tonight, some of you need to turn over to lease.

  287. Because you being your own landlord.

  288. And the only reason you are, where you are in any type of

  289. trouble or whatever, is because you've been trying to drive your

  290. own life. Take it from a man who tried to

  291. do it. Take it from a man who tried to

  292. be married without letting Jesus do his thing in my life.

  293. Right. You said if I put a burger in

  294. front of you you receive it and you eat it.

  295. Guess what? If you receive Jesus he told you

  296. already, you should eat his flesh.

  297. For those that don't read their Bible but you saved, he really

  298. did say that. And in folks wanted to persecute

  299. and he's like who you think he is telling me to eat his flesh?

  300. Read the word. Chew on the word taste and see

  301. that the Lord is good. Ingest digest, meditate on the

  302. word become one with him. My word abide in you.

  303. Right? If my Burgers abiding, you guess

  304. what? We gon see.

  305. The result of them Burgers abiding.

  306. Write them chips, abiding them, ice cream, sandwich has been

  307. abiding. You Can't Hide, right?

  308. It's like if you're in a long-distance relationship, but

  309. you like, man, I've been working out baby.

  310. I can't wait to see you. You go pick her up at the

  311. airport. Oh, you've been working out?

  312. All right. Now here's the thing.

  313. It's no different than when he abides, it's no different than

  314. when he has say in your life, you can see it on someone's face

  315. who they been abiding with. With someone abides in darkness

  316. you can see it. You can only smile so long, you

  317. don't fake it so long. You weren't created to Bear

  318. Darkness, you're created to bear bear lights.

  319. So he says my glory is upon. You guess what?

  320. You should be carrying Glory, not depression.

  321. Now, stress, not worry. Not fear, not hate.

  322. That's not what we call to carry.

  323. So if his body is, if the spirit is within you, guess what?

  324. He's also bringing you bring brought you to Gift of Life.

  325. He's also brought you the gift of living because some of you

  326. have the gift of life in you, but you're not living.

  327. And he also brought you the gift of longevity.

  328. I want to go to Luke 9 16 and then no, let me go exit US. 14x

  329. hit us. The people oh yeah.

  330. Luke 9 16 16. No I'm sorry.

  331. Exodus 14 15. That's what I said.

  332. How many people that we have in here tonight?

  333. Now do not know. It's no, shame is no, shame is

  334. no shame, it's no shame. How many people really don't

  335. want to live a lukewarm? Christianity, raise your hand.

  336. Like please do not lie in the presence of the Lord.

  337. You do not want to live a lukewarm Christianity.

  338. Alright, most of us how many people in here?

  339. If you were honest? You're like, but I live, a

  340. lukewarm Christianity, raise your hand.

  341. There's no shame. There is no shame.

  342. He went like this. I'm kind of lukewarm.

  343. What you lukewarm, buddy. You look warm.

  344. That's that's that's what lukewarm is.

  345. That's what? Come on.

  346. Everybody say that's lukewarm buddy.

  347. This is that church. Amen.

  348. Now, raise your hand up. Again, you you feel that your

  349. walk is lukewarm? Raise your hand?

  350. Come on. It's nothing to be ashamed about

  351. right now. First, you gotta identify what

  352. being on fire is for the Lord, right?

  353. Being on fire. For the Lord, doesn't mean you

  354. stand on the corner. Preaching the gospel doesn't

  355. mean it looks like, PT, it doesn't look mean.

  356. It looks like you shout all the time.

  357. It doesn't mean you're always in a good mood.

  358. What I understand is first of all, Luke being on fire for the

  359. Lord starts with obedience. It means I live in obedient

  360. life, no matter what. I feel as I crucify the flesh

  361. then my spirit becomes a flame. But I can't live my own will and

  362. be on fire. Right, you can't get fire

  363. without the wood. So, if you don't want to be a

  364. sacrifice, then you can't really complain about being lukewarm.

  365. Right now, the question for some of you do you hang around on

  366. fire people, right? I'm talking to the people raise

  367. their hand and says me, I'm pretty lukewarm.

  368. Praise God, you go to a church that's on fire.

  369. All right, with start with obedience now.

  370. I feel like there's some people in here.

  371. There's some of you in here. I don't want to let me, listen,

  372. let me, let me help you out. It's me, feel a little

  373. uncomfortable. but, The Lord gives his leaders eyes to see.

  374. So, at bare minimum, the people that come here all the time I

  375. see you. The most amazing thing about a

  376. church home. And having a Shepherd or having

  377. a leader in your life that God sent to you, is that God

  378. literally doesn't, it doesn't say he gave to them, he made

  379. them to oversee. Does anybody know what?

  380. Oversee me, right to oversee? There's things that God allows

  381. his leaders to see about the people.

  382. He have given them charge over. It is not fair for God to give

  383. me and p.j. and L. Errors in other leaders in

  384. charge over you without letting us see things about you that you

  385. think you walk in here? And don't nobody know nothing

  386. you doing here. Can I can I can I just give you

  387. a little shepherding? It in sight God makes me care

  388. and see if things that I don't care or want to care about.

  389. But he shows it to me because I have a responsibility to over C.

  390. So, what you don't understand, I'm giving you a little, you

  391. know, when I'm walking in the room and hugging and talking,

  392. and week after week, you think I'm up here just preaching.

  393. I got is giving me first of all, a heart for you because if I

  394. don't have a heart for you, I can't have eyes for you.

  395. But what you don't understand is you have behavioral patterns And

  396. any good shepherd watches, the behavior of the posture, the

  397. attitudes. So you see somebody come all the

  398. time and then all of a sudden you like you don't think I see

  399. you. But I'm like, we're such and

  400. such There's times I even know a person's name but I knew your

  401. presence. I'm like, what's that one?

  402. Girl, she worked. She got the she always word.

  403. She be sitting over but on the left side of the aisle that's

  404. per Rica. And I'm like somebody, pray for

  405. her. Listen.

  406. What I'm saying, man? I'm not even me, even while I'm

  407. up here, right now, you might think Petey you, okay?

  408. Get to the point PT? No, I'm listening, and I'm

  409. watching, and I'm observing, because the father has something

  410. for us tonight and so is my job. To lend his eyes to me, Lynn hit

  411. lint and it's my job to give my eyes to him.

  412. This is no joke. When you say God my mouth is

  413. your mouth. My ears are your ears.

  414. My eyes. You want to be on fire if this

  415. is his Temple, he wants to use it.

  416. All he wants to show you things. So, here's the truth of the

  417. matter. There are some of you in here.

  418. Here, go. Holy Ghost.

  419. I told you back there. There are some of you in here.

  420. That you are playing. With your life.

  421. And you are playing with people who are depending on you.

  422. Alright, this is it don't do the love of God.

  423. Corrects the love of God, rebukes the love of God calls,

  424. things out, how he sees it, don't think everything. it just

  425. giggles and cookies and cream, and You stick around, you're

  426. going to see God. Do some things.

  427. There's wives depending on you. Right here.

  428. Here's what happens. The Lord will cry out in the

  429. wilderness. Like John the Baptist for a

  430. while and if you have the audacity to keep coming around

  431. and not changing, Do not be surprised.

  432. If one day he says, son, love you so much.

  433. Come here. Work stand up.

  434. You playing with fire, all right?

  435. Your wife needs you to leave the family.

  436. I feel like there's some people in here.

  437. And you know who you are. That the altar needs to become

  438. your best friend. Because, for some of you, I'm

  439. not talking about the ones who raise their hand whose bold

  440. enough to. But there's some of you, you are

  441. so lukewarm that if the enemy attacks your house right now, it

  442. would absolutely crumble because you have been given charge over

  443. your wife and your children. And you are leaving your house

  444. uncovered distracted. by provision thinking you're loving

  445. because you're providing But I don't care how much pressure you

  446. have on you to provide? Sometimes you have to see what

  447. your family needs more than what they're asking for.

  448. That's overseer. That's like, okay, we going to

  449. have extended worship. I don't care if you like it or

  450. not, you need it. You know how Mama used to do

  451. you? I don't care boy, if you don't

  452. like these lima beans you about to eat these lima beans.

  453. Because they good for you, say good for you.

  454. What if a parent every time you was like, nah, I don't like

  455. this. Okay, baby here going, snicker.

  456. Now, you going to eat this bread while I want some ice cream?

  457. Well you ain't getting up mama. I don't know about your parents,

  458. but I wouldn't get enough from the table and then let me take

  459. too long. My mama.

  460. I'm I'm, I'm one my mama, get putting a table spoon in my

  461. mouth. He did how big a tablespoon is

  462. he like boy you eating in this year attitude?

  463. She just like my head. Just going back, just mashed

  464. potatoes. All of them.

  465. What I'm sensing is in a little bit, we're going to we're going

  466. to pray for some people, but I think over this next little bit,

  467. God is going to give some people an opportunity to here.

  468. And repent. Why?

  469. Because it's go time. Anytime God faces when he puts

  470. you when he puts your problem in front of you and say, you going

  471. to listen. You've been waiting too long.

  472. It's time now. It's a like like you think it's

  473. a game until you on your hospital bed?

  474. You think it's a game until your kid, your child get burned, or

  475. hit my car or or your wife is dead.

  476. He got cancer. You think it's a game until

  477. something hits your household. And it's and it's listen.

  478. Listen, listen, let me help some people do not think I'm talking

  479. about you unless I'm talking about you.

  480. Because some folks would think because I know certain things

  481. I'm up here, none of that is think that don't let Church

  482. hurt. Do know, it is so many people

  483. that's dealing with your same stuff so don't let the enemy rob

  484. you right now and if you don't only one God talking to right

  485. now, then guess what? Congratulations.

  486. That God still talking to you. So that's one area. our

  487. lukewarmness is leaving our homes unguarded Mothers and

  488. fathers, if you're in this room, husbands and wives.

  489. This is a night where you re New Covenant with the Lord, back in

  490. the Baptist Church and I grew up.

  491. It was salvation. It was rededication.

  492. We going to take it back to the old school and do some

  493. rededication tonight? Right here.

  494. Hey, no pressure, no pressure. But the Lord is calling his sons

  495. and daughters home, he's calling us to repent.

  496. And put it in two wives, having to beg their husbands to lead

  497. the family the way Christ called us to did.

  498. Pastor T, just say that absolutely enough is enough.

  499. That women have to be the spiritual leaders of the

  500. household. and if you don't like it, I'm going to pray for you.

  501. It's cuz I love you. That almost tell you what to do.

  502. I won't let you die on my clock. You ain't dying on my clock.

  503. You can get an attitude. Oh, you won't.

  504. But you ain't die. Oh my God.

  505. Clark. Time for your fried to do know

  506. he's legal, kill the devil. He gots to go cause tonight is

  507. your night open three. You to Chrome for little boys.

  508. I can't thanks. Don't do your kids like your

  509. daddy. Did you?

  510. You too, bro? Don't you do your kids like your

  511. dad? If you tonight is the end of,

  512. yo, excuses. Tonight is the end of your

  513. excuses. I don't know what God that can

  514. save your life. No God that can love you, right?

  515. No, it's God. I know it.

  516. God. No.

  517. Oh God. No.

  518. Oh God. No.

  519. Oh God. That can love your whole life.

  520. No, it's God. That can love you know, it God.

  521. That can save your life. I know it.

  522. God that can love you, right? Guess what.

  523. Oh, God, that can love you. I know it.

  524. God knows God. He will not leave you to it.

  525. He will not leave you there. No matter what you've done, no

  526. matter what you've done, he will not leave you today.

  527. No matter what you've done, you are the interruption in your

  528. bloodline. You are the interruption in your

  529. bloodline, you are the interruption in your blood,

  530. Jesus, you are the interrupting me, go bloodline.

  531. You are the interruption in your blood, Jesus. come, as he

  532. promised me, the Hallelujah, thank you.

  533. Jesus Hallelujah,

  534. we love you. Enough to tell you that the lord

  535. loves you. worst thing to do is hide, From the Lord.

  536. And I remember the day that the Lord called me 2007 and says

  537. son, I cannot go any further and I remember that day, I heard him

  538. so clearly and I was like enough said, In June 2007.

  539. From that day, forward deciding to cling to The Altar and start

  540. running from our call, my purpose, my assignment, my

  541. destiny. Today, we're here because of

  542. that. One day, making that decision.

  543. When you put the Chief Cornerstone in the Chief space

  544. of your life, then everything else Falls in place, ladies, you

  545. don't got to be thirsty. you don't got a, you don't got you,

  546. do not even have to let a man know you single You don't even

  547. want to put yourself out there like that.

  548. Trust me a man of God will see you.

  549. And quite frankly, you don't even want the man that bit the

  550. bait of your flirtatiousness. and fellas, if seriously, stop

  551. being so easy, Oh, he married. Now he's preaching.

  552. Amen. There's a lot of deception going

  553. around because the enemy is trying to interrupt purpose.

  554. And I know Sakura said Hips, Don't Lie.

  555. They do. I'll give you, I'll give you

  556. take these three scriptures and in the end we scum pray, Luke 9

  557. 16 if you had Exodus, 14 15 up, keep that up.

  558. But we're going to go to Luke 9 16, Luke 17:21, Second Kings 29.

    Luke 17:21

  559. And and first Samuel 10-6 no acts 10:38 was do that.

    Acts 10:38

  560. The Lord is in a season where he is enlarging territories.

  561. He's extending lives, he's expanding capacities, he's

  562. enhancing value and he's empowering all of you.

  563. Exodus. 14:15 the Lord said to Moses, why do you cry to me?

    Exodus 14:15

  564. You see Pharaoh coming? You see life is getting crazy,

  565. you see persecution, you see pressure, you see, finances is

  566. getting tight. You see the world is going

  567. crazy, rather in the United States or Canada.

  568. You see schools getting shot up then.

  569. They just have a stabbing in Vancouver the other day in a

  570. Starbucks. Yeah, it's crazy here to you.

  571. See you see life is closing in on you.

  572. Tell your family, tell the people of Israel to go.

  573. Now, it may have seen them, exciting exciting word that the

  574. prophets came in the house and said, it's go time, but here's

  575. another way of looking at it. It's go time because the enemy

  576. is making ground on you. And if you stay where you are,

  577. it's only a matter of time that the Headstart God gave you, and

  578. the distance got created between you and your past and your old

  579. man. It is about to creep up on you

  580. go time isn't just about everything's about to be good.

  581. He's telling you, you got to go because the enemy is getting on

  582. your heels. And you're about to reap.

  583. The fruit of laziness. You're about to reap.

  584. The fruit of procrastination about to reap.

  585. The fruit of Loess, you're about to reap the fruits of addiction.

  586. You're about to reap the fruit. So go time is not just about

  587. walking and blessing. Go time means it's time to get

  588. out of double mindedness. Make a decision, you enter.

  589. Her go time is not about. Just this woohoo is about to get

  590. cracking. Nobody ain't gonna get cracking

  591. if you don't get going. and once that enemy put that net on top

  592. of your head, I don't care how much you cry out to God man.

  593. There is either way you slice it.

  594. Like Paul and Silas. Their praise broke him out of

  595. prison. So either way you slice it, you

  596. could think you're willing to pay the cost of your sin, but

  597. either way, you're going to have to, you're only going to get out

  598. of it the way he was trying to keep you out of it.

  599. So he was like, praise me now. You like, man, I ain't got time

  600. for all that and then you get put in prison and guess what?

  601. He said, praise me now. Now, you want to praise him?

  602. This is what I feel. We do not have to suffer from

  603. sin. I will tell you this, there's

  604. even a grace period to not have to suffer after you have sinned,

  605. but the power of sin. It has the power to keep you.

  606. It has the power to snare you. So it's something that the food

  607. say go forward. Next scripture.

  608. No, I'm sorry. Sorry, sorry.

  609. Sorry. This is the most important part.

  610. Lift up your rod and stretch out your hand.

  611. Lift up what? I put in your hand.

  612. Not you ready, lift up? What?

  613. I put in your hand, not what you got hired for.

  614. And some people will put their careers over their gifts, their

  615. put their assignment over to gifts.

  616. And, what did he say? You gonna get out of this

  617. trouble by stretching out what I put in your hand next Passage.

  618. Hallelujah. And taking the Five Loaves and

  619. two fish. These are is about 15,000 people

  620. here. How many people are said, he's

  621. our families that are hungry. This brother got to fish, he

  622. found two fish and Five Loaves in a young boy could have said

  623. no, my Mama gave me this lunch. I am not sharing this.

  624. Get away from me, but what happened?

  625. and when the little boy, put his gift in the hands of Jesus, Your

  626. gift has multiplication power. It if you put it in Jesus hands

  627. taking the Five Loaves and the two fish.

  628. He looked up to heaven and praising.

  629. I, what was he doing? Praising God with his gift.

  630. Gave thanks and asked him to bless them.

  631. And we know they had they had way more.

  632. They left with baskets. The people left full and the

  633. disciples left with abundance and it started with putting what

  634. they had in the hands of Jesus. Can I help you?

  635. Please go to work. But when your job when you don't

  636. have time to exercise your gifts because of your job, you're

  637. working too much. You need to learn how to do

  638. both. Well, God's put in you is not

  639. meant to be put on the Shelf so you can make money.

  640. Next passage, this is a hard topic.

  641. Elder junk is people. You don't talk about people

  642. money man. But that lets you know how much

  643. it got us. I don't know about you but when

  644. the Lord tell me brother you ain't got to work that hard

  645. Toto. How do you ain't got to say that

  646. again. Jesus, the say less say laissez

  647. Les. Hallelujah.

  648. How many hours you need me to take off?

  649. Lord Jesus. Well, I'm finding all the

  650. scripture seek you first. Hallelujah.

  651. Yes, Pastor Julia. You see this connection, right?

  652. God didn't just give you your gifts.

  653. Or platform. He also gave you your gifts to

  654. get through morning. He also gave you see the best

  655. thing you could do when you're hurting this to Seoul.

  656. But naturally what we want to do is we want to hide.

  657. Complain Grumble. No, no.

  658. We, this is where the enemy gets you is, you're going through

  659. hard times and if he can get you to stop sewing, you then he got

  660. you. If he can get you to stop sewing

  661. you. He got you.

  662. You don't know how much our family has had to endure, but

  663. the thing that got us here is we kept sewing us.

  664. Because I'm a help you. There's things that will come up

  665. in your life, your job can't help you with.

  666. And the people you hang out with, can't help you.

  667. Hallelujah. All right you you some people

  668. might not want to come to church because they out having fun, but

  669. when you when you when you grieve and then you want to come

  670. to church and say, pray for you because you hanging out with

  671. people that don't pray, but when you need prayer, you come where

  672. prayer is, why not? Just be where prayer is all the

  673. time? Hallelujah.

  674. This is Revival. Where's this, okay?

  675. Normal. People go back to verse 20.

  676. Asked by the Pharisees when the kingdom of God will come.

  677. He replied to them by saying what?

  678. We'll talk about gifts the kingdom is in you.

  679. The kingdom is in you. So we can't let the kingdom of

  680. this world. Stop us because there's a

  681. greater Kingdom. Oh, oh we can reach out that

  682. skirt. Greater is he hit me?

  683. This week the Lord is trying to get things in you.

  684. Threw you out of you, the kingdom is in you, the holy

  685. spirit is in you. What what?

  686. What defeat you will? Why you defeated?

  687. You're not defeated because Jesus is not in you and you're

  688. not defeated because the kingdom is not right?

  689. Demon know this, okay? Right?

  690. You're not. You get what I'm saying?

  691. When you reject Jesus, you reject victory.

  692. Then the church is one, and let me, let me help.

  693. You cannot go here, can it? Will you can go to the next

  694. scripture? I grew up in a church, right?

  695. I grew up in a church. I grew up in a litter superlift.

  696. Super Dynamic what you know, what's in the church.

  697. There's so much there's so much and I'm not talking about non

  698. safe people. There are so many stories in the

  699. church. There's pornography in here.

  700. There's abuse in here. There's cheating in here.

  701. There's a diction in here and then we come in here and got the

  702. nerves to stare at the altar. Instead of being broken at it.

  703. And you know what? You wonder, why the world call

  704. us hypocrites? Every person in here, got

  705. something to be at the altar for, but we hold it all

  706. together. There's foul mobs in here.

  707. Somebody in here, you cuss somebody out this week.

  708. Somebody here, you spoke down on your spouse but you come here

  709. hugging on other people. How dare you talk down to your

  710. spouse and then come in here and say, hey faster tea, Phony.

  711. Are you going to honor me more than you?

  712. Honor your spouse? How you going to be more patient

  713. with another person? Then you are with your spouse,

  714. how you open a door for another woman and not open it for your

  715. spouse. This is Revival. the church

  716. would be so far if we had conversations like this, I'm

  717. almost done. I promise.

  718. I'm almost done. Elijah said to Elisha asks, what

  719. I shall do for you before. I am taken away.

  720. Let me read this right here. This a taken away.

  721. He said, taken from you. Elijah was a gift to Elijah and

  722. whenever someone is a gift to you, they have things in them

  723. for you. You see why the enemy tries to

  724. pull you away from people and divide you and all that, right?

  725. You see why he tries to get you to sit in the Pew and be

  726. judgmental and critical and you see that, right?

  727. But when he calls you to someone, they have something in

  728. you for you. This is a principle that's not

  729. talk. Well, talk to Todd often.

  730. So there's some people coming to church, especially men you stay

  731. so far away from PT, we hug? We def, would you say so far But

  732. then you might hang out with the man that you just like y'all

  733. your homies because y'all do things together.

  734. Y'all can have certain combos together but God didn't send

  735. them to you. Bearing gifts, maybe bearing

  736. drinks. Maybe bear another women, but he

  737. didn't bring them to you with breakthrough when they belly.

  738. right in the on when you fail to invest in those relationships in

  739. time of trouble, You can only pull help from the place you

  740. song. And that's the part.

  741. We don't think about, we only think about who could serve us

  742. today, but when life goes bad, some of the people you are

  743. hanging with can't help you. But especially us men, I hear my

  744. wife crying out to women and she like we ain't gonna be messy

  745. women in this church, but men can we stop being so prideful?

  746. That's Revival when men's foot there he goes down.

  747. Right? This is that week.

  748. This is that week. Why?

  749. Because it's go time. It can't be go time if we can't

  750. work time together, right? I want to know, I got I want to

  751. know. I got dogs with me.

  752. I don't want to, I don't want to go to war with people who if, if

  753. we get pressured. I don't want no Peters.

  754. We got some Peter's in here. No, I'm not talking about you,

  755. I'm calling you up. Not out because I love you.

  756. I remember the day doctor could do told me, he said, Son, you

  757. ain't all that, you know? I kind of got low like, okay.

  758. Okay. But man, I thinking All right.

  759. I made that that that So man. We need to repent because our

  760. egos and our pride. Pass on a legacy of humility to

  761. be able to tell another man, I need you.

  762. Oh, I need Elder. John.

  763. All right, I there's me. And I, they're just people I

  764. need unashamed this year. He said let a double portion of

  765. your spirit be upon me. He said Elijah, I need what's on

  766. your life. But he said, none of them.

  767. I'm not trying to do it. What you did.

  768. I'm trying to do double He said, I get Elijah.

  769. You did not come in my life, so I can watch what God does in

  770. your life and just do the same. I want double portion of your

  771. spirit to be upon me. You notice he didn't say, I want

  772. to be like you He said, I just want that anointing on your

  773. life. He said, you have asked a hard

  774. thing. Why is it so hard for

  775. impartation to take place? He said, however, men women, if

  776. you see me when I am taken from you, it shall be so for you, but

  777. if not, it shall not. Be so as they still went on and

  778. talked, Behold a chariot of fire and Horses of fire.

  779. Parted the two men, two of them, and Elijah went up by a

  780. whirlwind into heaven and Elijah, what?

  781. He took up also the mantle of Elijah.

  782. I remember a long time ago, the lord gave me Revelation about

  783. mantles, so when my grandma passed away and I shared at her

  784. funeral, I told the family we can cry but which mounts are you

  785. picking up? Because man toes aren't are

  786. needed in heaven. And this is the week.

  787. I don't know about you. I'm good.

  788. I'm picking me up some answers. I'm picking up that next

  789. dimension of anointing on my life.

  790. I will be the best. I am picking it up.

  791. I am going to walk forward in the name of Jesus.

  792. I will not miss it. What he said is, he said if you

  793. see me when I go, right, if you have eyes to see the church,

  794. you've been put in, if you had eyes to see the worship, you've

  795. been given, if you have eyes to see the word that you've been

  796. blessed, so, Sieve. If you have eyes to see, then

  797. you will be. You will receive double.

  798. But why is it hard? Because not all men, not all

  799. women, we see, we're not paying attention, and the enemy comes

  800. in our lives to block our vision.

  801. So we stay distant, we stay away.

  802. We do our own thing. but I believe this week that God is

  803. going to work in some men's hearts that are humble enough.

  804. To be apart walk something way bigger than you.

  805. This is, man. This is women.

  806. May we be like, what is the lyrics say may I be like David.

  807. Right. Why is David a man?

  808. After God's Own Heart? David was humble.

  809. But he was strong. He was insecure, but he was

  810. humble, he cried out. God, I need thee.

  811. He said, Lord, take not your spirit from me.

  812. He had a heart of repentance. There's people in here tonight,

  813. men and women. Your pride in your ego.

  814. I've never heard it this way but I'm a release it this way.

  815. Fear is a form of Pride because if you notice, when you follow

  816. fear, what you're saying is fear as right?

  817. Fear knows best. And have you ever been a person

  818. to protect? Your fears.

  819. Not Another Day. Not Another Day.

  820. The toxicity of Pride toxicity of ego, the toxicity of

  821. lukewarmness, I come against our families being attacked.

  822. We're little children have to suffer the spirit of Pride and

  823. ego in their homes. There's some of you that are

  824. stretched between the world and the church and the Lord.

  825. I promise you, you're not strong enough.

  826. You're not strong enough, you're not strong enough.

  827. You're not strong enough. You're not strong enough.

  828. Put on Matthew 6. 20 while serving, God and serving Mammon.

  829. Who in this place has the humility?

  830. To say Jesus. I Need You.

  831. I'm sorry. First for I apologize to anybody

  832. Lord. I Repent my heart for whatever

  833. it is. The Lord says work hard grind.

  834. But not to the point where you don't have time for me.

  835. Not to the point that what I put in you is dying.

  836. There's teachers in here, there's Pastors in here.

  837. I see it as people, with pastoral calls in this room and

  838. you keep running and you keep denying it.

  839. Let's go to verse 19. Do not gather and Heap up and

  840. store up for yourselves. Treasures on Earth, that didn't

  841. say don't have a savings account where moth and rust and worm

  842. consume and Destroy and where thieves break through and still

  843. do not pride yourself into storing up.

  844. Monetary gain. And somehow that's your

  845. security, next scripture. But Gathering Heap up in store

  846. for yourselves. Treasures in what?

  847. Where neither moth nor rust nor worm consume, and Destroy, and

  848. where thieves do not break through and steal for where your

  849. treasure is, that is financial. That is your Gifts.

  850. That God gave you, that is your time.

  851. There will your heart be also. Keep that up there.

  852. For where your treasure is. There's your heart and whatever.

  853. Got your heart is what you worship.

  854. The eye is the lamp of the body. So if your eye is sound, your

  855. entire body will be full of light.

  856. Go to the next next. No one can serve.

  857. Two masters. You track him.

  858. For either. He will hate the one.

  859. And love the other or he will stand by and be devoted to the

  860. one and despise and be against the other.

  861. Here we go. You cannot serve, God, and

  862. Mammon, deceitful riches money, possessions, or whatever. / is

  863. trusted in. Therefore I tell you stop being

  864. perpetually, uneasy about your life, what you shall eat or what

  865. you show drink or about your body?

  866. What you shall put on is not life, greater in quality than

  867. food and the body far above and more.

  868. Excellent than clothing. Look at the birds of the air.

  869. They neither sow. Nor reap.

  870. Nor gather into barns yet your heavenly father keeps feeding

  871. them. Are you not worth much more?

  872. And who of You by worrying and being anxious can add one unit

  873. of measure to your stature or to the span of your life.

  874. And why should you be anxious about clothes, consider the

  875. lilies of the field, learn thoroughly how they grow, they

  876. neither toil nor spin yet. I tell you, even Solomon in all

  877. his facts, And if assistance was not arrayed like one of these.

  878. But if God, so clothes the grass of the field which today is

  879. alive and green and tomorrow is tossed into the furnace?

  880. Will he not take care of? You owe us of little faith so do

  881. not worry and be anxious saying, what will I eat?

  882. What will I wear? How will this happen?

  883. How will that happen? I won't have enough.

  884. Will I make it? Oh my God.

  885. What if we don't have this? What if we don't have that, why

  886. we don't have this, why we don't have that.

  887. That's what the world does. for the Gentiles wish for crave

  888. diligently seek, all these things last first Here we go,

  889. verse 33. But seek first, all of his

  890. kingdom. And his righteousness.

  891. And then, all these things that were worried about will be given

  892. you. Besides, this has been my

  893. lifelong scripture, And there's something.

  894. There's a confidence. They're Rises up in someone that

  895. puts God first. For you that are worried.

  896. It says, so do not worry or be anxious about tomorrow.

  897. For tomorrow will have worries and anxieties of its own

  898. sufficient for each day is its own trouble.

  899. This scripture is not saying don't work the war.

  900. There's also in the Bible said you don't work, you don't eat

  901. You got to work. Make money, but don't let money

  902. make you. what we're saying is, It is not God's plan for you to

  903. be consumed with the things of this world.

  904. Some of you are too worried about status too worried about

  905. money too, worried about stuff. And my question to you, aren't

  906. you worth more than stuff? Then act like it.

  907. God has great things for us. All But not at the expense.

  908. Of ignoring him. And seeking him first does not

  909. mean, you just come to church. There's a lot of people come to

  910. church but don't seek him. Idol worship team, unless you

  911. are receiving right now, you can stay right there.

  912. You do not have to get up. Just to say, actually you guys

  913. all good, just stay right where you at.

  914. This revival week has been a little strange for me.

  915. But so, so good. Because all over the world,

  916. we're talking about Revival is where there's nothing but

  917. non-stop music going on. And we're just all spinning

  918. around jump in and and we're laid out on carpets and that's

  919. what we think Revival is. what I do know is God is wanting to

  920. change some hearts and some minds and sometimes Sometimes.

  921. You got to get off the playground, you got to sit down

  922. and actually have a conversation with the father and that's what

  923. this week feels like, is that God is trying to talk to us,

  924. because he's trying to get some things in our hearts and out of

  925. our hearts. So, for you to think that this

  926. week is different, you think it's strange like I do or you

  927. think Revival is us just kind of coming in singing forever or You

  928. going to watch people spin around on the floor.

  929. The Bible says, if the truth sets you free, Your free,

  930. indeed. Here's the question who in here

  931. is allowing the truth to push out the lies.

  932. Are you receiving? Will you respond?

  933. Elders. You have anything.

  934. Julia. You have.

  935. Anything? Is there.

  936. Anyone in here that have a question?

  937. Yep. How would you spend your entire

  938. life in the church? Scary question.

  939. I don't think you have to forsake it.

  940. I don't think I grew up in church. when I'm so living in

  941. right now and what God is, teaching me now, I think.

  942. Part of you is conflicted and feeling guilty.

  943. For part of you may feel like you're abandoning It's less

  944. about the church. I think you feel like Troy.

  945. I feel like you're experiencing. It's weird.

  946. I don't even think the question. I think the question is Poked on

  947. heaven to give you something in a place you're in right now.

  948. I feel like, I feel like you're in a place.

  949. You already were born into a family.

  950. He like wait a minute I don't we y'all ain't my family or y'all

  951. don't look like me so throughout your life and history you

  952. shared. These things are trying to

  953. figure out who is Troy, right? I feel like as you are maturing,

  954. there's a part of you that feels like you're being.

  955. I don't know if this is reoccurrence of maybe loneliness

  956. or orphan or filling not connected, but it's almost like

  957. you're growing out of where you've come from and because

  958. you're growing out of it, then there's almost this separation

  959. anxiety. There's this.

  960. Well, if I'm not that then, who am I right?

  961. It's almost like man. I am tired of trying to figure

  962. out who I am. Right?

  963. And I feel like yours you're stepping into a season of life,

  964. where you are about to your Walking with God, and your

  965. identity is going to be purely who he says you are.

  966. Rights not going to be related to being adopted as not going to

  967. be related to that history anymore and the sooner you can

  968. let go to who you used to be in the sense of God.

  969. Protect got. It was like, God protected

  970. Moses. I told you it's a while ago and

  971. God wrapped you in his basket, he had to preserve you and send

  972. you down string. With Danielle came a point where

  973. Moses start walking with the Lord.

  974. And this identity that God he's trying to shake for whatever the

  975. call is on your life. You could only relate to God how

  976. he sees you. And so there's this season of

  977. Separation, sanctification consecration, that it is painful

  978. right now. But in the end boy is going to

  979. be so worth it. Right?

  980. It's going to be so worth it and so Moses had to be trained in a

  981. foreign land. But how God is going to use you,

  982. man? You're going to have to endure

  983. this, I don't know. The best way I can see if this

  984. Awkward season, but who you are becoming is who you truly are.

  985. It's who you truly are and you don't have to reject the pass

  986. because God is using them. But bro, I tell you what God has

  987. for you. You have to only be able to see

  988. how he sees you. It can't be, he's gonna use that

  989. story but that story doesn't make you who you are.

  990. It's something that God used to preserve you.

  991. So God is Street. He is re-shaping.

  992. You re doing you, renewing? You refreshing you.

  993. There's going to be some things that God asks you to do

  994. physically. That that you don't think is

  995. wild. But there are some things that

  996. you physically, if his physical with his fashion.

  997. If it's cosmetically, there's things about you that you've

  998. allowed, you've grown. You've you've done in the

  999. process of trying to find find your identity and the Lord is

  1000. going to ask you to burn it, cut it get rid of it because there's

  1001. a what there's a new style that's even about to come.

  1002. Right. Is going to be a new style about

  1003. you. I'm talking literally a new

  1004. style from your hair to your clothes.

  1005. You about you you're about to. You are about to step into Troy,

  1006. all right? About to step into Troy.

  1007. This Troy is confident, this Troy is secure, this truck, this

  1008. is, this Troy is confident destroys secure.

  1009. This Troy is intelligent destroy his patient.

  1010. Yeah, this Troy knows his voice. Yeah, that God is about to put

  1011. your about to stop searching for Troy, and you're about to start

  1012. searching for God. And when you find God, you're

  1013. going to find you. This Troy is a son and not an

  1014. orphan. About to experience two feet on

  1015. the ground for the first time. Two feet, ten toes for the first

  1016. time. Your wife's going to see the

  1017. change, your children are going to see the change.

  1018. Bible says man most the Moses came down and his whole

  1019. countenance you're about to encounter the Lord in a way

  1020. where your entire continents is going to be changed.

  1021. And he's not God as making you change certain things style and

  1022. admit I'm is it ain't trying to mess with your hair bro.

  1023. But I feel like the Lord he like honestly I'm not even saying

  1024. thus saith the Lord because I'm not going to put that on you

  1025. all. I'm telling you, is there some

  1026. things that God is coming for? Because there are certain things

  1027. about you that you did for identity purposes.

  1028. You're about to find your sound. You about to find your style you

  1029. about to find your man. I'm telling you.

  1030. There's a confidence. There's a confidence.

  1031. You've been trying to figure that out.

  1032. How do I deal with this past? And how do you can't deal with

  1033. the past? The past has been used by God

  1034. All you need to do Troy's. Keep going forward, keep

  1035. pursuing the Lord. There's going to be love that

  1036. comes your way that you've been hungering for when you receive

  1037. it this way. The Lord was not allowing

  1038. certain love or certain people or certain affirmations to come

  1039. your way because he didn't want that to identify you.

  1040. He didn't want your confidence in someone else's love.

  1041. He wants your confidence in his love.

  1042. Yeah. He's taking the pain out of the

  1043. memory. You do not need closure.

  1044. Troy. God is closed it.

  1045. So we command every remnant. That the spirit of Abandonment

  1046. has left. And we commend you to take your

  1047. hands off of Troy's mine. Confusion go.

  1048. You probably never thought of it this way, man.

  1049. You probably never thought of it this way and there's some people

  1050. in this room too, but when you are trying to figure out who you

  1051. are, there's a form. Of what it.

  1052. What is it? What is it called?

  1053. Pam, multiple, not multiple personality, I'm not want to

  1054. call it. Bipolar is a not so much.

  1055. It's a something personality it isn't.

  1056. We're not talking about a disorder right now though.

  1057. Yeah. Borderline pertinent borderline

  1058. person is is that when there's multiple personalities that a

  1059. person should Huh. Yep.

  1060. So is there a such thing as a multiple personality disorder,

  1061. something like that? Yeah, right.

  1062. I'm very careful with the words that I use because Troy far from

  1063. crazy. But what I am saying is in, this

  1064. is some of you. You, you put your some of your

  1065. good at putting on certain performances depending on who

  1066. you're around, it's called cold switching.

  1067. That's a spirit specially when you do a good.

  1068. And you think it's a gift? But you can fit in anywhere.

  1069. Not because it's the spirit of God is because you're trying to

  1070. fit in is because you're not confident in who you are.

  1071. And in the process of searching for yourself, you pick up

  1072. personalities that are connected to Spirits.

  1073. In the name of Jesus are breaking off of you.

  1074. I'll break it off for you. Every Idol.

  1075. You grew up idolizing. Like, oh man, I could relate to

  1076. him, he's from where I'm from. Do they need me to sound like

  1077. this? I'll sound like that.

  1078. They didn't. They want me to sing?

  1079. They want me to dance. They won't know.

  1080. We break that. Now, I will say this.

  1081. Remember the one time I saw you singing and I was like, buddy.

  1082. They don't they don't love you. They just did you remember what

  1083. I told you? Because her brother was on a pie

  1084. commercial They start one troy to sing about chicken.

  1085. I want to say this, you're no longer a Slave.

  1086. To fear, you are a child of God, you do not have to perform for

  1087. anybody anymore. You do not have to approve that

  1088. you are or you are not. You do not have to thrive strive

  1089. for acceptance here at Love quest for sure.

  1090. We love you Just As You Are We bury every costume that God did

  1091. not put on you. We bury every mass that God we

  1092. call forth pure Troy godson we call forth unadulterated Troy

  1093. right now in the name of Jesus. We push back every lie that has

  1094. been spoken over your mind, even lies.

  1095. You've spoken over yourself. Holy Spirit, we ask now that you

  1096. allow Troy, and you assist joy in seeing who he is clearly.

  1097. The struggle is over confidence in, who he is strengthened, who

  1098. he is patients with who he is patients to develop.

  1099. He is who you says he is. You had some master Julia.

  1100. Thank you for. And if there is anybody in here,

  1101. maybe Troy asked that question for some people when they were

  1102. struggle with their identity on any level, I would ask you to

  1103. come forward. Because it's go time.

  1104. You don't have to hide. We're in a time in this world,

  1105. where the world tells you you could just be, whatever you

  1106. feel, whatever you think you are, you could just be.

  1107. That's what Julie are needed up here.

  1108. Trying to figure out God's talking about gifts and So, who

  1109. am I with the lights? We're God's taken as we can't

  1110. afford to not know who we are. Who you are is more important

  1111. than what you're gifted to do. Can I say that again to you?

  1112. So you're not up here because you don't know what you're

  1113. called to do. You're up here because you

  1114. struggle with understanding Who You Are.

  1115. This is why it's important to seek the Lord first because he

  1116. says, if you seek yourself, if you look for yourself first,

  1117. you'll never find yourself, but if you look for him, you will

  1118. find both you and he right there.

  1119. This might seem again an awkward moment when I feel the Father's

  1120. Heart in this place. There's a sweetness as the Lord

  1121. rest on his children. It's okay, Jesus cry.

  1122. It's okay for us to cry. It's okay for us to say God, I

  1123. want to know who I am. instead of trying to make our fathers

  1124. pay or instead of still wondering why did that happen to

  1125. me when I was young I believe our Healing Begins, when we

  1126. accept who he says, we are I think at this altar, there's

  1127. some people who need to just forgive for those who maybe

  1128. didn't love you, how you felt they should have, but God's here

  1129. to love you. And I promise you, if you just

  1130. let him in your heart tonight, in a fresh way, in a fresh way,

  1131. not in your head, but in your heart,

  1132. There's a question. Lord is asking you right now.

  1133. Will you walk with me from this place forward?

  1134. Will you let me love you? I hear the father saying I did

  1135. not mean. For you to experience that pain

  1136. as a child. I did not mean for you not to be

  1137. loved or handled, right? I did not mean for that spouse

  1138. to hurt you. This is the wrong part of your

  1139. life to allow the enemy to harden your heart.

  1140. You are so close. God is about to break you

  1141. through. This is the wrong time for

  1142. unforgiveness. This is the wrong time to harden

  1143. your heart. Hard Hearts will experience

  1144. delay. If you got to walk all by

  1145. yourself, you got to make that choice, but I'm going to serve

  1146. the Lord. And just right where you are.

  1147. Just begin to open your mouth, it doesn't have to be loud, but

  1148. just talked to the father and vitamin.

  1149. In a fresh way, all you men. Man to man, I love you.

  1150. Can this be the year? Some of you put the anger?

  1151. Away speed the year, you change your family's narrative in how

  1152. you relate to your family. Jesus,

  1153. thank you. Jesus.

  1154. Thank you. Jesus,

  1155. choosing Jesus looks like I've been out the boat.

  1156. This can't be a Mountaintop moment where you just thinking

  1157. thinking thinking this has to be man.

  1158. I'm all in on care. What it look like, I'm all in.

  1159. Let's go. I'm Not Looking Back.

  1160. So what kind of decisions are you making here at the altar

  1161. tonight? I'm Not Looking Back.

  1162. I'm gonna make whatever decisions that I need to make

  1163. whatever is in me and God's way, I gotta get it out the way.

  1164. I'm stopped depending on man more than I do God.

  1165. Make my life in altar. Thank you, Jesus.

  1166. You stake a few more moments. Elder John when you're ready.

  1167. It's going to have Elder John to clear some things over you guys.

  1168. Why you still praying and You.

  1169. You are my. You are my home.

  1170. You have the love of God, feeling your heart and your

  1171. soul. By the Holy Spirit who dwells

  1172. within you. You are seated with Christ in

  1173. Heavenly places. You are filled with the love of

  1174. God in your heart. That you are the transformation

  1175. in your bloodline. Come on.

  1176. You are your father's Delight? And you are fathered by God.

  1177. You have a father in Heaven, who loves you.

  1178. And you have pastors, who love you?

  1179. You are your father's Joy. You are your father's smile.

  1180. You are your father's laughter. You are your father's longing?

  1181. You are your father's remembrance.

  1182. He's mindful of you. You are his the joy in his

  1183. smile. Between the times he sees you.

  1184. The times you have to take care of his business.

  1185. You have a home, you are covered.

  1186. You're forgiven. Your slate is clean.

  1187. Your sins are remembered in heaven and your sins are

  1188. remembered on the earth either. You are whole.

  1189. You are restored. You are anointed with the spirit

  1190. of God. You carry the glory of God on

  1191. your life. You are a living letter?

  1192. Yeah. Then when people come, they can

  1193. see the love of God on your life.

  1194. You are bearing fruit. Your faith is growing.

  1195. Yeah, you are mertaw re you are not the same one.

  1196. You used to be. You are winning and not lose it.

  1197. You are not going to fail. You're not going to fatigue.

  1198. You're not going to give up. You're not gonna go give out but

  1199. you going to grow and you going to stand and you going to bounce

  1200. up, you going to bounce back, you are a testimony in the

  1201. making you are a story that's getting better and better every

  1202. day. Come on.

  1203. You are lamp to people looking for hope.

  1204. And you are Transformers of your communities.

  1205. Yeah. She didn't got us that your

  1206. imperfections. I would make you unique and

  1207. valuable. You are going to Delight in your

  1208. difference. You going to lighten your

  1209. speciality. You want to see the answers to

  1210. your prayers and the promises of God's given you over your life.

  1211. Going to rise up. You going to have joy, you want

  1212. to dance. You want to celebrate?

  1213. You want to smile. You want to have fun and

  1214. Delight. You go dance on your father's

  1215. toes. You going to ride on your My

  1216. father's shoulders. Come on.

  1217. You gonna share ice creams with your father.

  1218. You going to play catch with your father.

  1219. You going to play with your father.

  1220. And in his presence, you'll find how much you are his Delight.

  1221. And how much you are his Joy. You are his Joy.

  1222. Give more dime to still a cute when he gets hard for your

  1223. father. He thinks of you and he gets

  1224. strength. when he sees the condition of the Earth, And the

  1225. suffering of, man. He remembers your praise.

  1226. And it strengthens him. He remembers your sacrifice and

  1227. it reminds them of joy. That was present when he did all

  1228. of these things you are help to him and an encouragement to him.

  1229. And he sees your pictures and he sees your faces.

  1230. Give it about that when his wrath Rises to a point of

  1231. producing destruction. He sees your faces and turns

  1232. from wrath and sends Mercy because you are a testimony of

  1233. his love and his forgiveness. You are you are your children?

  1234. And yours heart. Since forever.

  1235. Since you've been in the eyes of them, both were

  1236. opened, sorry. And when the woman saw that, the

  1237. no, no, no, no, no. There we go.

  1238. Then the eyes of them. Both were opened and they knew

  1239. Knew that they were naked. I feel like it's kind of this

  1240. week especially tonight like I think right now I feel like

  1241. bring it down. I feel like This passage was the

  1242. weaker Revival. I want you to follow me on this.

  1243. Then the eyes of them both were opened and they knew that they

  1244. were naked. And they sewed fig leaves

  1245. together and made themselves aprons like girdles.

  1246. Right. It's kind of like we live our

  1247. lives. Then we come in church with our

  1248. fig leaves on we put our fig leaves on and we come in here

  1249. and put our best behaviors together and we come in here and

  1250. act like long as nobody else sees us.

  1251. But we forget that God sees us. We got the audacity to come to

  1252. his house and hide. If you don't hide from God, the

  1253. best chance is to stay away from his house. and that would be

  1254. hard to do because his house is you But the Lord God Called to

  1255. Adam and said, to him, where are you?

  1256. This is this this is Revival when the Lord comes to Earth and

  1257. he looks for his children and they begin a conversation.

  1258. That is Revival. Because whenever you engage with

  1259. the Lord change is here, I love it.

  1260. No matter who. Why'd you let that little thing

  1261. cause you to hide for me? Here's Adam response.

  1262. He said I heard the sound of You Walking In The Garden.

  1263. I was afraid because I was naked.

  1264. I was afraid, I hit myself because I knew I wasn't right.

  1265. And so I hid myself. How do we hide ourselves Pride

  1266. ego work? We find excuses.

  1267. Not to be around. Those are fig leaves.

  1268. We're hiding. and he goes and he says, who told you that you must

  1269. have ate off of one of them Jeep.

  1270. When I say one of those trees, whatever you'll tree is the Lord

  1271. saying, can you stop nibbling tonight?

  1272. I'm almost say it again. Can you stop nibbling tonight?

  1273. man said, the woman that you gave me, She'll fall God and the

  1274. Lord God said to the woman. Okay, I ain't fooling with Adam.

  1275. Let me go to the next. Let me go to the woman.

  1276. I love how God didn't respond to his excuse.

  1277. I'll say it again. The Lord's not responding to

  1278. your excuse. He's responding to your truth.

  1279. God will respond not to you pointing fingers but he will

  1280. respond when you say I hid because I did what you told me

  1281. not to do. But the moment you start making

  1282. excuses. He like, Lord God said he said

  1283. no woman said, well the serpent did it he made me do it. and the

  1284. Lord God said to the serpent because of you What would have

  1285. happened if Adam and Eve would have repented, I don't know.

  1286. I'm just, can I use my imagination?

  1287. They ate from the Tree of knowledge.

  1288. The ate from the Tree of the knowledge.

  1289. They didn't eat the from the Tree of sin.

  1290. They ate from the Tree of the knowledge, what the challenge is

  1291. knowledge of sin and running from God produces sin.

  1292. What if they would have repented?

  1293. What they would have had with what they have produce.

  1294. Sinners. Oh no.

  1295. I was just a mad my imagination because they only ate they only

  1296. became aware. You know, too much all Jesus.

  1297. You know too much not to follow Jesus.

  1298. I did say, you know, too much Jesus.

  1299. You have too much information to not walk with Jesus.

  1300. What, you know, will kill you. I need Jesus to balance the

  1301. books. Because I am too aware of how

  1302. this and how that feels and how that can alleviate alleviate me

  1303. from pain, or not, it's too much.

  1304. I know, I need Jesus. And the challenge is when you

  1305. try to carry this life without him.

  1306. You fall. Adam and Eve fail, And you will

  1307. continue to fall. Try to carry your burdens by

  1308. yourself. Sons, let they daddy carry them.

  1309. I am so free. Because I've taken his yoke.

  1310. And that's what this week is about.

  1311. You are loved. You are saying you've been a

  1312. firm. You've been approved.

  1313. You're so powerful. There's stuff inside of you that

  1314. will blow your mind. You don't need nothing else.

  1315. To be great. Use what's in you?

  1316. You have a gift. The word says, God has given us

  1317. everything to obtain wealth, you have everything you need.

  1318. I'll give it to Jesus. You are a son of God, you are

  1319. daughter of the most high. You are loved.

  1320. You are desired. You don't you don't just Delight

  1321. in him. He Delights in you.

  1322. You want attention seek him. You want Comfort walk with him?

  1323. I really feel like by the time we get to Good Friday, it's

  1324. going to be a good Friday. See what you got to understand

  1325. what this week is really all about.

  1326. Okay? There you smart.

  1327. God. Normally the way you would spin

  1328. this week is reflecting this is Palm Sunday.

  1329. Right this week got very dark very quick, think about what

  1330. this week represents. Yes, we're on the way since

  1331. we're on the way to Resurrection Sunday, but to get to

  1332. Resurrection, we gotta pass the cross.

  1333. And no wonder. It makes sense.

  1334. The Lord is saying, come on. Lay it down.

  1335. You can't get up Sunday if you don't go through the tool.

  1336. And there's going to be some people show up Sunday.

  1337. Whoa, we got up in but you didn't get down.

  1338. I don't want to celebrate Sunday, a phony.

  1339. I want to celebrate Sunday because I really die to myself,

  1340. and I can truly say when he got up, I got up because when he

  1341. died, I died. So what are you willing to put

  1342. down this week? What are you willing to cut off?

  1343. What are you really cut down? What are you willing to shift?

  1344. Are you really celebrating Easter?

  1345. Dedicate some sins to Jesus, lay some sins down lay some

  1346. behaviors down. If you really celebrating

  1347. Easter, Got anything good? You good, our sister, our hands,

  1348. right? Where we are.

  1349. I know some folks wondering ready to go home.

  1350. We don't let you go home for those that are here doing the

  1351. work man. Thank you, thank you for

  1352. Searching your heart. Come on say, holy spirit, just

  1353. for a moment. Just Holy Spirit, search my

  1354. heart. and while his take a moment and just begin to thank

  1355. him, there's things he's doing within you that you don't

  1356. realize he's doing simply because of your obedience Lord,

  1357. we thank you already love you don't have the saying I'm saying

  1358. I'm already a chose More than I can.

  1359. How? John.

  1360. Thank you that you are eating enough.

  1361. Thank you g. Give us an opportunity to lay it

  1362. down. Lay our burdens down, we lay

  1363. aside that sin that so easily besets us so that we can run

  1364. this race. That you have already ordained

  1365. for us, and it's not just a race father.

  1366. What we got to find out waiting to find out the outcome?

  1367. But it is a race that guarantees Victory.

  1368. So we say, thank you and we thank you Father over these next

  1369. couple of days as we approach. Good Friday that we truly have

  1370. time to reflect. On the goodness of your love,

  1371. that we have an opportunity to reflect and not take for granted

  1372. the sacrifice that it took for us to to walk and true Freedom.

  1373. The blood that was shed, Jesus this week.

  1374. We remember you. We remember your love, will

  1375. remember your sacrifice. Remember your patients with

  1376. mankind? Remember your obedience Lord?

  1377. So Lord, we thank you that our debt was paid.

  1378. My dad was paid and I'm grateful.

  1379. Thank you that you made a way out of no way.

  1380. You brought water and rivers into my desert.

  1381. You straighten my crooked paths. And I say thank you.

  1382. We say thank you. May we not approach Sunday,

  1383. Lord. Just celebrating the benefits of

  1384. the Resurrection. My way, we truly show up Lord

  1385. with a willingness to carry our cross.

  1386. So we speak over every single soul in this place and we

  1387. declare that you are blessed. You are highly favored, you are

  1388. free, indeed, you are a son, you are a daughter and you know who

  1389. you are. I declare Lord God that there is

  1390. an upgrade in confidence, there's an upgrade encourage.

  1391. There's an upgrade in boldness, there's an upgrade in

  1392. self-security self-awareness. This Lord, we break the power of

  1393. sabotage. We break the power of poor

  1394. self-esteem and we declare father confidence in Jesus name

  1395. courage in Jesus name. We know who we are.

  1396. Lord God. We know whose we are.

  1397. Lord. God, and we are grateful that we

  1398. belong to the most high. We are grateful.

  1399. We Belong To The King. Lord God.

  1400. We thank you for been adopted. I Am A Friend Of God.

  1401. I am a child of God. I am a son of the most high.

  1402. I walk in authority. I have dominion.

  1403. Lord God in Jesus name. I am because I Am Lord God, I

  1404. can because of I am. You are the great.

  1405. I am and I know who I am. I am because of I am When the

  1406. enemy comes in like a flood Lord, we raised a standard.

  1407. We are loved. We are chosen.

  1408. We do belong. We are not homeless.

  1409. We are not orphans. We are now fatherless.

  1410. We are not motherless. We are not family illness this,

  1411. we are not friendless Lord. We have a cloud of witnesses,

  1412. there's more for us than there are Against us.

  1413. Lord. God greater is he that is in us

  1414. than he that is in the world. Lord we thank you that your

  1415. favor, surrounds us like a shield.

  1416. We are fearfully and wonderfully made.

  1417. Lord. God, we are the apple of your

  1418. eye. Lord God, we are the Sparkle in

  1419. your eye. Lord God, you died for us.

  1420. You paid the ultimate price for us and we say, thank you.

  1421. And I thank God that you saw fit that.

  1422. I was worthy of your only begotten sons of blood.

  1423. I that you are mindful of me. Who am I that you will give your

  1424. only begotten, son. I must be special.

  1425. I must be somebody. I must be a force reckoned with.

  1426. I must be worthy to pick me. I must be worthy to give me the

  1427. promotion. I must be worthy because I'd for

  1428. me. I no longer disqualify myself.

  1429. if you see me fit, Well, I'm fit if you see me worthy, I must be

  1430. worthy. I declare, I'm worthy because

  1431. Worthy is the Lamb. Is the last how there's nothing

  1432. cheap about me. I will no longer sell myself,

  1433. short. My gifts are not for sale.

  1434. My wisdom is not for sale. Yeah my gifts and talents are

  1435. not for sale, my family is not for sale.

  1436. My pop, my strength is not for sale, my smarts are not for

  1437. sale, I will no longer prostitute.

  1438. With my gifts. Thank you, Lord.

  1439. Jesus name, I make good decisions.

  1440. I have a sound mind. I'm no longer double-minded.

  1441. My mind is no longer scattered. In Jesus name.

  1442. I'm not a Wanderer. I'm a stander.

  1443. Thank you Jesus. I am forgiven.

  1444. So, I can't forgive. I have been given the gift of

  1445. Grace so I can extend Grace. And because the holy spirit is

  1446. up on me, I walk in power ability efficiency and might the

  1447. glory of the Lord surrounds me a favor wherever I go in.

  1448. Jesus name, my hearing is sharp. My-my seeing is sharp.

  1449. My thinking is sharp. Thank you for father Jesus name.

  1450. Amen, we're out of time. We're not out of love.

  1451. I'll see you tomorrow. Look to your neighbor and say

  1452. you're loved. And a firm.

  1453. There's nothing else to say, Get Your Love fix, man.

  1454. Have a good night. Listen, thank you so much for

  1455. joining us for this week's podcast.

  1456. Make sure you like And subscribe on all of your favorite

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  1458. You can find us on IG and Facebook at love quest, int l.

  1459. Church we out here but you know what it is you know the motto we

  1460. out of time but we ain't out of Jesus.

  1461. So till next time get your love fixed man.

  1462. That's walking around. That's walking around.