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Marty Solomon Sunday

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  1. Hey, everybody, I started the first service by singing nickelback, so you

  2. had to be there. I guess we won't do that again. Here's context

  3. and stuff, you know, but we will start here. We'll deal with

  4. what are those things hanging off of his peans? We'll just deal with those

  5. right away. I'm a Jewish believer, follower of Jesus, and so God

  6. asked the Jewish people in numbers fifteen to always put tassels on the corners of

  7. their garments to remember his commands. And so I have what's called the talit

  8. on, and that's what those are. And now you don't have to worry

  9. about it for the next twenty minutes. I find it's the greatest introduction that

  10. I can do. So there you go with that. I want to dive

  11. in because I got a lot of ground to cover before the sun sets.

  12. How about that? Okay, we are they They asked me to talk about

  13. aen tova. That is the first time I've been able I've been invited or

  14. asked to speak on one of my favorite lessons. And at first you're like,

  15. oh, that's kind of like a that's a that's kind of a side

  16. topic, and it's not ain Tovaugh. In the rabbinical mind, it's called

  17. the good Eye, and it sits at the bottom of so much stuff,

  18. and I think could be one of the most foundational relevant conversations we could have

  19. as we think about Christian theology as it relates to Jesus a Jewish rabbi.

  20. And so with that, I'm going to dive into Matthew chapter six, and

  21. we're going to go here. Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth,

  22. where moss and vermin destroy, and where thieves break in and steal.

  23. But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where moss and vermin do not

  24. destroy, and where thieves do not break in and steal. For where your

  25. treasure is, there your heart will be also. And I know you've already

  26. stopped listening because we're so familiar with us verse don't do it. Lean into

  27. this. Jesus is trying to say that where your focus is, where your

  28. treasure is, where your perspective is pointed, is where your heart will be.

  29. There is a Jewish concept called the good eye say aien Tova allen Tova's

  30. the good eye. It's also juxtaposed against allen ra Ah say aien ra Ah,

  31. the evil eye or the bad eye, and judaism. A good eye

  32. is as an eye that sees the world. It's the foundation of generosity.

  33. The good eye, allen Toova, is an eye that thinks there's more than

  34. enough to go around. There's more than enough goodness. I had a teacher

  35. once say, what you look for, you will find. If you want

  36. to find the evil, if you want to see the bad, if you

  37. want to find all the stuff to despair about and be angry about, guess

  38. what you'll find lots of it. But if you want to discipline yourself to

  39. look for the good, guess what you will equally find the good. That's

  40. called the good eye, and it's the foundation for generosity aien Chova. What's

  41. interesting is whenever Jesus talks about generosity, do you know what he always links

  42. it to worry. Whenever Jesus teaches on generosity, either the teaching right before

  43. it or the teaching right after it will be a teaching on worry. Because

  44. worry is rooted in nien rah Ah. It says it's not enough to go

  45. around. It's a posture of scarcity. It's a it's a posture of self

  46. preservation. There's not enough get away. It's rooted and built upon a foundation

  47. of fear. And so there's this conversation about aien chova, and n Jesus

  48. just said, where you put your focus, where your treasure is, that's

  49. where your heart's going to be. Notice what he says next a really weird

  50. teaching that when we often have read it, we're like, this is just

  51. a weird thing to say, Jesus. But now that you know about aenchova,

  52. it makes more sense. The translators even have a hard time because they're

  53. like, it just feels weird to say. The eye is the lamp of

  54. the body if your eyes are good, and so they translated often as healthy

  55. or unhealthy. But the phrase there is aen tova. If they were saying

  56. in the Rabbinic Hebrew, the eye is the lamp of the body if your

  57. eyes are healthy. If you have a aen tova, if you have a

  58. good eye, your whole body will be full of light. Excuse me,

  59. the rabbinical The Rabbinical commentary linked aien tova with light light in your eyes.

  60. If your eyes are full of light, it means that you you have a

  61. bright outlook. The Talmud said that if somebody wrongs you, If somebody wronged

  62. you and there's any reason like it's probably the they're a jerk. But maybe

  63. there's the slightest reason that they didn't mean to be a jerk, and they

  64. meant to do this. The Talmud says, if you can come up with

  65. any reason why they did it with good intentions, you have to give them

  66. the benefit of the doubt any reason. It's ninety five percent sure that they're

  67. a jerk, but five percent maybe they meant the right thing. You have

  68. to assume they meant the right thing. That's ayeen tova. Assume the best

  69. in others, Assume the best in your enemies. Uh oh, don't worry,

  70. we'll get there by the time we're done. If your eye is unhealthy,

  71. if you have ayen ra ah, your whole body will be full of

  72. darkness. If then the light within you is darkness, How great is that

  73. darkness? Jesus says, If you have a pessimistic outlook, if you don't

  74. see the good in people, if you're not looking with generosity to the world

  75. around you, it's gonna change everything, ruin everything. How great is that

  76. darkness? No one can serve two masters. Either you will hate the one

  77. and love the other, or you will be devoted to the one and despise

  78. the other. You cannot serve both God and money. You can't say to

  79. yourself, well, I'm going to be a realist over here, but have

  80. a theological good eye. They won't They're not going to work together. Your

  81. good eye has to be a good eye. It has to be the same

  82. the thing that pervades your your your body, and your soul from top to

  83. bottom. It's a it's a thing that fills you with light. So I

  84. wanted to look at some of these other references that the Rabbis point to when

  85. they talk about eyes and light. And here's what's going to be interesting as

  86. we look at these passages. When we look at these passages about light in

  87. the eyes and aen tova, whenever you see light in the eyes, the

  88. Rabbis will connect it to aen toba. Aen toba is light to the eyes.

  89. It gives you a bright outlook whenever you see it. In the Old

  90. Testament, you are often going to find a conversation about two things, your

  91. sin and your enemies. Those are two weird things. To talk about when

  92. it comes to Diane Toba. So let's talk about it. Proverbs fifteen,

  93. verse thirty Light in a messenger's eyes. See, I think we always read

  94. that. We're like, oh, that's an interesting figure of speech. It's

  95. ayen tova. Light in a messenger's eyes brings joy to the heart, and

  96. good news gives health to the bones. You can communicate the exact same message,

  97. like the same words, the same data, but you can do it

  98. with aene tova. Or you can communicate the same message with ayen ra ah

  99. and we'll pick up on it. You'll say the same thing, but you

  100. will communicate it with aine tova and it brings joy. Or you can communicate

  101. it with ayen ra Ah and we're gonna be like, oh, okay,

  102. we pick up on this. By the way, this is at the root

  103. of so much Christian theology because we talk about the good news, but it

  104. usually sounds like really bad news, doesn't it, Like we call it the

  105. gospel. We call it like I've got good news from you. You're destined

  106. for hell, and you're like, where's the good one? Where's the good

  107. news? So we can communicate theology with ayen ra never say it directly,

  108. and yet people pick up on this. This is why I had some conversations

  109. with people in the lobby after first service. And I don't know venture church.

  110. Outside of a few relationships. I've never even been here. I've got

  111. a buddy named Peter Hartwig. Nobody can't anyway. He says, he knows

  112. you guys, and I've got a few connections here. But there are some

  113. people out after first service said I just I haven't been able to get connected

  114. at church. But I liked this place. And underneath all the conversation was

  115. this sense of like, you guys are holding the gospel a particular way.

  116. You can hold the gospel, or you can hold the gospel. And this

  117. is aien Tova and ayen ra. Let's go to how about Psalm the thirteen

  118. Psalm thirteen, How long Lord, will you forget me forever? How long

  119. will you hide your face from me? How long must I wrestle with my

  120. thoughts day after day? Have sorrow in my heart? How long will my

  121. enemy there's enemy, enemy talk? How long will my enemy triumph over me?

  122. Look on me an answer, Lord, my God give by the way

  123. this Psalm, this person is wrestling with ayen tova, because sometimes it's very

  124. very difficult. This is not like a glossy, shallow surface prosperity gospel,

  125. like aen tova it's always good. This is like, this is a deeply

  126. rooted ayentova. And sometimes it's very very hard to have eyen tova. Can

  127. I get an amen? Sometimes life has lots of reasons to despair. Sometimes

  128. the diagnosis has just come, sometimes health problems, sometimes relationships, sometimes the

  129. divorce papers were finalized. Sometimes, and it's very very difficult to just be

  130. like ayeen tova. And here's the psalmist and ps I'm thirteen saying how long

  131. I don't have eyeen I believe the guy said to Jesus, But help me

  132. in my unbelief. I want look on me an answer, Lord, my

  133. God, give light to my eyes, or I will sleep in death.

  134. God. I need I need eyen Tova. I don't have it today,

  135. but I cry out for it. I need it because I know I'm in

  136. a very dangerous place, surrounded by my enemies, thinking about my sin,

  137. thinking about my situation. I need ian tova. My enemy will say I

  138. have overcome him. My foes will rejoice when I fall. But I trust

  139. in your unfailing love. My heart rejoices in your salvation. Here's a psalmist

  140. trying to plant their feet in praise and worship, trying to plant their feet

  141. and ain tova as almost a subversive act of faithfulness. Their life is flying

  142. apart, but they're trying. They're showing up, and they're just trying to

  143. say day and night, night and day and cens arize. They don't feel

  144. like it at all, but they still sing. You are worthy of it

  145. all. Maybe you've been there before. Sometimes I just sit in a room

  146. like this and I don't sing at all, and I let all of you

  147. sing for me, because that's what it feels like to be in the middle

  148. of Psalm thirteen. I will sing the Lord's praise for he has been good

  149. to me. Sometimes I don't feel the goodness, but sometimes I have to

  150. remind myself in the middle of those aien rah days, God has been good

  151. to me. Give me ayen tova. Then there's some let's see here some

  152. nineteen. This is the opposite. This is the opposite palm. So the

  153. two psalmists here need to get together and have a cup of coffee. The

  154. heavens declare the glory of God. The sky has proclaimed the work of his

  155. hands. Day after day they pour forth speech, night after night, they

  156. reveal knowledge. They have no speech, they use no words. No sound

  157. has heard from them. Yet their voice goes out, and all the earth

  158. their words. The ends of the world and the heavens. God has pitched

  159. a tent for the sun. It's like a bridegroom coming out of his chamber,

  160. like a champion rejoicing to run his course. And the psamis and some

  161. thirteen is like come on. But sometimes ayen Tova is where we come out

  162. of. Sometimes we're in Psalm thirteen, sometimes we're in Psalm nineteen. And

  163. yet it rise that one into the heavens and makes its circuit to the other.

  164. Nothing is deprived of its warmth. The law of the Lord is perfect,

  165. refreshing the soul. The statutes of the Lord are trustworthy, making the

  166. wise simple. The precepts of the Lord are right, giving joy to the

  167. heart. The commands of the Lord are radiant, giving light to the eyes.

  168. We know where ayen Tooba comes from, at least part of it.

  169. It's this word that we can go to. It's this scripture and text that

  170. we can meditate on day and night, and will be like trees planted by

  171. streams of living water, always bearing its fruit and season. We know where

  172. we can be reminded about Aien Toba. The Sama says, the world is

  173. good, God is glorious. I know where to find light for my eyes.

  174. Notice where he goes next. Now I start thinking about the scripture.

  175. The fear of the Lord is pure and during forever. The decrees of the

  176. Lord are firm, and all of them righteous. They are more precious than

  177. gold, and much pure gold. They're sweeter than honey, than honey from

  178. the honeycomb. By them, your servant is warned, and keeping them there

  179. is great reward. But who can discern their own errors? Forgive my hidden

  180. faults? Where does great praise and aien chauva lead the psalmist to their own

  181. self reflection? Because it's the proper way to approach your sin Aien soauvaugh is

  182. the healthy place to look your sin square in the face and say, I

  183. see you, but you don't define me. Because the goodness is better than

  184. the badness. To put it in Romans language, how much more if Adam

  185. sinned and death entered the world through one man, how much more the gift

  186. through one man, Paul. The whole scripture is always trying to remind us

  187. of how aienchouva changes. And yet what does Christian theology often do. It

  188. just drags us to our sin and says, stare at it, and as

  189. we get weighed down with guilt and shame, and it gives us yen ra

  190. ah, and we just kind of end up groveling around. But I Aintva

  191. gives us the proper place and the proper way to approach our sin and square,

  192. stare at square in the face, and face up with confession and repentance.

  193. Because I Aintva. There's enough to go around. There's enough forgiveness,

  194. there's enough love, there's enough grace, the whole creation shouting the glory of

  195. God. Who can discern their own errors, forgive my hidden faults. Keep

  196. your servant also from willful sins. May they not rule over me. Then

  197. I will be blameless, innocent of great transgression. May these words of my

  198. mouth and this meditation of my heart be pleasing in your sight, Lord,

  199. my Rock and my redeemer. Let's look at one more sum. We're going

  200. to go to some thirty eight My wounds fester and are loesome because of my

  201. sinful So what are we talking about? Our sinful folly, Our sinful folly.

  202. I am bowed down and brought very low. All day long I go

  203. about mourning. My back is filled with searing pain. There is no health

  204. in my body. I am feeble and utterly crushed. I've grown in anguish

  205. of heart. Anybody been there? Anybody ever made a total mess of their

  206. lives because of their own sinful rebellion and their participation in some pretty ugly stuff.

  207. Yeah, we've been there. Here's a psalmist. I am feeble and

  208. utterly crushed. I grown in anguish of heart. All my longings lie open

  209. before you, Lord. My sign is not hidden from you. All my

  210. heart pounds, my strength fails me. Even the light has gone from my

  211. eyes. My sin is pulling at ayen Tova like somebody something is trying to

  212. steal my ayen Tovah, And God I know, don't let it be.

  213. My friends and companions avoid me because of my wounds. My neighbors stay far

  214. away, those who want to kill me set their traps. So again,

  215. light in the eyes connected to what two things? Sin enemies On one hand,

  216. I have my sin. On the other hand, I have my enemies,

  217. and these seem to be the two threats that want to pull away at

  218. my eyen tova. I'm sure that's not relevant for us today. This is

  219. what I see everywhere that I go. Wanna. We want to we want

  220. to participate in the gospel, we want to celebrate the goodness of God.

  221. And yet what's the one thing that everybody On one hand, you have the

  222. people that are like, but but but my sin, but my sin,

  223. and it like defines us. I guess somehow puts us in a cocoon of

  224. shame. There's no eyen tova because of my sin. Or if it's not

  225. that, it's often all those people, you know, those other people.

  226. The Bible talks about enemies. We have plenty of them. Have you been

  227. on Facebook lately? Like all those people, they have a tendency of stripping

  228. away my ayen souvall, But what about that political party? But what about

  229. that ideology? But what about those people because they're they're winning, think about

  230. all of our political I don't know if you guys know this, I got

  231. bad news. This is an election year, so I don't care what side

  232. of the of the political discourse you are on. But the narrative that you

  233. will be handed by both sides is but those people are going to ruin the

  234. world. That is not ayen Tova. That is ayen ra A. It's

  235. the worst raha of ra Ah. It makes people enemies. It is not

  236. the gospel. It is not the Gospel. I did not do this in

  237. first service. All right, let's go. Apparently God knows that somebody here

  238. needs to hear about and I'm just kidding, just kidding. All right,

  239. let's come to Ezra. Don't have enough time, Sure I do, I'm

  240. not sure I do. But here we go, Ezra ninety eight. But

  241. for but now, for a brief moment, the Lord our God has here's

  242. Ezra. Ezra's talking to a bunch of exiles who have come back from from

  243. Persia, from Babylon, Babylonian Babylonian exile, and now they're trying to rebuild,

  244. and they're already falling into compromise. They haven't been back for two breaths

  245. yet, and they're already compromising. There are they've already intermarried with pagan folks

  246. that are bringing their idolatry with them into the relationships. Don't focus on the

  247. inner marriage, focus on the idolatry. It's a weird different world, but

  248. you get the point, Okay. And they're trying to deal with this.

  249. We haven't been back for two seconds, and and Ezra's like, but now

  250. for a brief moment, the Lord, our God has been gracious in leaving

  251. us a remnant and giving us a firm place in his sanctuary, and so

  252. our God gives So what are they dealing with. They're dealing with their corporate

  253. sin. And what does Ezra say in the middle of the discourse, even

  254. as we look at our own rebellion, on our own sin, I'm not

  255. gonna let it define our moment because God's given us hope. In Jesus,

  256. we would say, God's given us the resurrection. We're not going to be

  257. defined by how stupid we can be. We're not going to be defined by

  258. our rebellion in our sin. God's given us a little relief from our bondage.

  259. One second. Thank you. So here's what I want to do.

  260. I want to jump back and look at the context of Ezra. That passage

  261. comes in a much larger passage. So let's look at it real quick like

  262. then at the evening sacrifice. This is Ezra talking from my self abasement,

  263. with my tunic and my cloak has talait, his garment that has his tasks

  264. on it. He's torn it because he's in mourning, because he's grieving,

  265. because he's lamenting. How stupid he and God's people can be? How can

  266. we end up here? We were just in Babylon, we were just in

  267. exile. How can this be true? And he's face down on the ground

  268. and his clothes are torn, And I'm on my knees with my hands spread

  269. out to the Lord, my God, and I prayed. I am too

  270. ashamed and disgraced, my God to lift my face to you. Because our

  271. sins are higher than our heads, and our guilt has reached to the heavens.

  272. From the days of our ancestors until now, our guilt has been great

  273. because of our sins, we and our kings and our priests have been subjected

  274. to the sword and captivity as as like have you been watching what we've been

  275. through to pillage and humiliation at the hand of foreign kings as it is today?

  276. And then the passage we looked at. But now for a brief moment.

  277. Our God has been gracious and leaving us a remnant and giving us a

  278. firm place in the sanctuary. And so our God gives a little light to

  279. our eyes, little layen Chova, and a little relief in our bondage.

  280. Like I think the passage almost literally says this. Ezra goes from this posture

  281. of face down on the ground, close torn. We are so pathetic,

  282. we're so ridiculous, we're so sinful. How could we end up here?

  283. And then he kind of looks up. It's almost like God lifts his chin

  284. and he looks up and he goes. Of course, of course, God's

  285. given us a little relief in our bondage. He's given us a little hope,

  286. a little light to our eyes. He's given us a place. Now,

  287. watch what happens as they keep moving, Watch what this does to his

  288. perspective. Though we are slaves, our God has not forsaken us in our

  289. bondage. He has shown us kindness in the sight of the kings of Persia.

  290. Notice like he's now he was seeing nothing but sin and despair and grows,

  291. But now he's got ayen Tova just a little and it's enough to redefine

  292. what he sees in the world as he starts to get up and look around,

  293. shown us kindness in the sight of the kings of Persia. He's granted

  294. us new life to rebuild the House of God and repair its ruins. He

  295. has given us a wall of protection in Jerusalem and Judah. But now,

  296. our God, what can we say after this? So he was despairing,

  297. now he's got hope. And now he turns back around to stare their sin

  298. square in the face? What can we say after this? For we have

  299. forsaken the commands you gave to the servants the prophets when you said this land

  300. you are entering to possess as a land polluted by the corruption of its peoples,

  301. by their detestable practices. They have filled it with their impurity. From

  302. what to the other? Therefore, do not give your daughters in marriage to

  303. their sons, or take their daughters for your sons, and not seek a

  304. treaty of friendship with them at any time that you may be strong and eat

  305. the good things of the land and leave it to your children as an everlasting

  306. inheritance. What has happened to us as a result of our own evil deeds

  307. and great guilt. And yet our God, you have punished us less than

  308. our sins deserved, and have given us a remnant like this, like there

  309. is a there is a a ain Tova has changed his perspective. He was

  310. despairing. He now has hope. But notice this hope doesn't mean that he

  311. just walks away and doesn't deal with his rebellion and sin aint Sova allows him

  312. to go. Okay, So about that, sin, Let's be honest about

  313. that. Now watch shall we break the commands again and intermarriate with the peoples

  314. who commit such a testable practices? Would you not be angry enough with us

  315. to destroy us, leaving us no remnant or survivor. This whole conversation is

  316. sitting couched in the context of all these outsiders, these enemies, these other

  317. people, always this relationship with AYM Tobaugh. So here's what I want to

  318. do. I want to close by going to the Gospel of Luke. The

  319. Gospel of Luke records what seems like the same teaching from Jesus, and yet

  320. it is different. You are going to recognize the pieces of this teaching from

  321. Luke, but they will be different than the other gospels in which you find

  322. them. And I think there's something instructive for us here, potentially today,

  323. Luke, eleven, Lord the God of Israel, you are righteous. Nope,

  324. this is Ezra. Oh there we go. I am sorry, that's

  325. my bad. As the crowds increase, Jesus said, this is a wicked

  326. generation asked for a sign, but none will be given it except the sign

  327. of Jonah. So Jesus is addressing all the religious people. That's you guys,

  328. and He's like, they want to sign, but they're a wicked generation

  329. and the only sign they're gonna get is a sign of Jonah. And I

  330. know that a lot of Christians in the room are like, I know what

  331. the sign of Jonah is. It's three days and three nights in the belly

  332. of the earth. It's the resurrection. No, there is a passage where

  333. you could maybe have that conversation, but he's not gonna say that here.

  334. And Luke, he's having with a Jewish conversation about the sign of Jonah and

  335. a Jewish perspective. The sign of Jonah was the sign that the Gentiles believe.

  336. Remember Jonah. Jonah was the guy who was sent to Ninevah. He

  337. preaches literally the worst sermon in Jewish history. It's one sentence long. He

  338. doesn't his heart's not in it. He doesn't even want to be there.

  339. He's like, forty days in the city of Nineva will be destroyed, see

  340. you later. And all Ninevah repents. They put on sackcloth and ashes,

  341. and Jonah's angry. Jonah has ayen rah because his enemies are showing up.

  342. His enemies want to love God. And God's prophet is like, no,

  343. I'm angry. So Jesus said, this wicked generation, all these church people,

  344. they want to sign from me. I'll tell you the sign that they're

  345. gonna get. The sign they're gonna get is that all the outsiders want to

  346. love me. The gentiles are believing this. Jesus says to the Pharisees,

  347. do you want to sign? Look around as far as as for As Jonah

  348. was a sign to the Ninevite, so will the Son of Man be to

  349. this generation. The Queen of the South will rise. Queen of the South.

  350. She's a pagan, she was a pagan outsider, and yet she will

  351. rise at the judgment with the people of this generation and condemn them. For

  352. she came from the ends of the earth to listen to Solomon's wisdom. And

  353. now someone greater than Solomon is here. The men of Nineveh will stand up

  354. a judgment and condemn these religious people because they repented at the preaching of Jonah.

  355. But now something even greater than Jonah's here. Jesus says, you want

  356. to be on board with the thing the Kingdom of God is doing. Look

  357. around. The Kingdom of God is everywhere where you least expect it to be.

  358. And you keep wanting me to show up right here, But look around,

  359. because I'm showing up everywhere everywhere else. So what is Jesus going to

  360. say next? We're talking about the sin of the religious people as it pertains

  361. to their enemies. You don't suppose, yeah, you do. Suppose no

  362. one lights a lamp and puts it in a place where it's hidden or under

  363. a bowl. Instead, they put it on a stand so that all that

  364. come near may see the light. And we're like, I've heard this teach

  365. before. It's about us being the light of the world. Wrong again,

  366. not this time. Watch your eye is the lamp of the body. This

  367. lamp isn't about shining outside the world. This lamp and Luke eleven is the

  368. lamp inside of you. And Jesus looks at the religious pharisees and he says,

  369. why are you putting your lamp, the lamp of the gospel, the

  370. lamp of what God wants to do in the world. Why are you hiding

  371. it? Because it's killing your insides, your whole body. When your eyes

  372. are healthy, your whole body is full of light, Uncover the lamp.

  373. Remember the goodness of God, remember the Gospel, Remember the thing that Jesus

  374. is doing in the world. But when your eye is bad and unhealthy,

  375. your body is full of darkness. See to it then that the light within

  376. you is not darkness. Therefore, if your whole body is full of light

  377. and no part of it dark, it will be just as full of light

  378. as when a lamp shines its light on you. I would go back here,

  379. and I would sit on this verse right here. This is a challenge

  380. for me as we end our time this morning, see to it that the

  381. light within you is not darkness. I'm not good at this, guys,

  382. I'm not good. I preach this lesson and I like it a lot,

  383. and it's really cool I am a horrible cynic. People ask me all the

  384. time, how in the world do you do what you do and stay in

  385. the church. God, give light to my eyes, Give light to my

  386. eyes. I don't need more enemies. I don't need more those peoples in

  387. my life. I don't need more focus on sin, my sin, their

  388. sin. I need light in my eyes. I need to I need to

  389. focus on. I need to see your redemption, your reconciliation, your shalom,

  390. your goodness, your graciousness, your forgiveness, your faithfulness. I need

  391. light to my eyes. I need to stand there like Moses and hear God

  392. say I am out on nie outn't nigh, compassionate and gracious, slow to

  393. anger, and abounding and love and faithfulness and truth, showing love to a

  394. thousand generations of those that love me, paying back sin to three, but

  395. a thousand to three, a thousand to three. And yet when you go

  396. home today and you log onto social media and you start scrolling through your reels

  397. and your tiktoks, and I guess that's bammed. Now when you go and

  398. you start reading the news, and there's some there's a really legitimate things that

  399. we're reading about and stuff that's going on in our world today really legitimate things.

  400. To be careful. It doesn't steal your light. Because if your body

  401. is full of darkness because of CNN or Fox or Facebook, how great is

  402. that stinking darkness? To uncover the lamp because nobody puts a lamp under the

  403. bowl, and somewhere along the way you received the gospel. Uncover the lamp

  404. because God is at work in you, and God is at work in your

  405. community, and God is at work in your friends, and God is at

  406. work in your enemies. You want to sign as a sign of Jonah.

  407. Make sure there's no see to it that the light within you is not covered.

  408. It's not dark. Let's pray Jesus. Some of us here may be

  409. in a place where we resonate with Psalm nineteen, the glory of the Lord

  410. all creation, shouting your praise. We are brimming with ayen Tova. We're

  411. giving it away to those who lack it. Some of us might resonate with

  412. Psalm thirteen. I am despairing, and I need light for my eyes.

  413. Whatever it is, God, would you hear our prayer? Would you empower

  414. us, would you enable us? Would you guide us? Would you direct

  415. us. God, would your spirit at times, even the sword of the

  416. Spirit, which is the Word of God, Would you use those things to

  417. uncover the lamp that we seem to cover up with all of our ideolotry and

  418. all of our sin and all of our idolatry. And we cover up a

  419. lamp, and we let it be defined by all these things and all these

  420. voices that are not your voice. God. Let us hear your voice,

  421. let us hear the gospel. Let us let us be filled with light.

  422. Your light give us Aintva Jus. We love you. We pray this in

  423. your resurrected name. Amen.