Sermon
Holy is... Holy Is! (9AM) - 3.30.2025 (Elder John Swain Jr.)
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Transcript
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Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to the Love Quest International
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Church Podcast where we seek to love all nations, equip the
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church, mobilize the equipped, and serve all.
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We're super glad you're joining us from whenever and wherever
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you're at in the world. Welcome to the family to get
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your Bibles ready, get some water, get some coffee, maybe
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some tea, and get ready to receive.
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It's go time. Let's get into it.
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Hey man, you going to take your seats there?
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You can grab your seat. That's country expression.
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You can grab your seat. I suggest you're going to take
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it someplace, doesn't it? Praising my savior.
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You know that phrasing. This is my story.
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This is my song is really important because sometimes what
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you can't remember in a word, you'll remember in a song.
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Have you ever been, have you ever been like someplace and
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then someone was will bring back a a quote, a verse of an old
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song or something, right. But you haven't heard like in
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see, I'm old enough to say this amount of time.
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You haven't heard like 18 years and all of a sudden in a moment,
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the verses, you know, and sometimes if you like in the
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store or something, it's a song. You don't want to come back.
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It's like, no, no, no, no, right?
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Songs have a way of helping you remember your stories in ways
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that narrative doesn't. So if you can tie your testimony
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to a song, OK, why don't we get a literal literation here?
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If you can tie your testimony to a tune, If you can tie your
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salvation to a song. If you can.
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If you can tie your deliverance to a, A to a beat that drops in,
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you have a way of remembering a little bit more.
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And every time you remember it, it becomes more alive, it
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becomes more powerful. It just deepens even more, you
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know? So I want to practice really
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quick, Lee here because I'm wanting to practice.
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I'm having so much fun right now and I'm have y'all practice.
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I want you to think of your testimony or a testimony.
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OK, Y'all thinking of a testimony?
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How many of y'all thinking of a testimony right now.
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Now, if you don't have your hand up, if you, if you don't have,
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if someone next to you does not have the hand up, turn to them
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and say here's my testimony. You can borrow mine for this
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exercise. OK, so everybody should have a
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testimony, OK, that they're going to work with.
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OK, ready. And I want you to sing it.
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OK, I want you to sing. No, don't laugh.
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This is a multiply billion dollar idea.
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Any of you obviously movie elf? OK, and what do you know from
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the movie, Elf? I'm with my dad.
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I'm here and I'm Christmas and I love him.
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That's called singing your testimony.
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And you remember it from the movie, don't you?
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And Will Ferrell made a bunch of money off of singing his
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testimony. And Elf, it was good enough for
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Will Ferrell, Got to be good enough for the people of God,
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right? And you can, you don't, You
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can't sound worse than that in singing your testimony.
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So just let her RIP y'all got it.
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Go ahead, sing your. Testimony, everybody, all at
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once. Go ahead.
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Go ahead. Come on, man.
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I want to hear some low pitched voices.
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Now sing your testimony. That's Elita Maris.
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There you go. Come on, man.
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Lord, I'm here. You bless me.
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Lord, your life is in me. Oh, God, you brought me out of
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my marriage. Lord, I'm singing my testimony.
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Oh, Lord. Amen.
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Amen. Amen.
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Amen. That's it.
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That's it. That's it.
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Don't watch you go. Remember that You're going to
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leave here next week. You're going to start.
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All of a sudden you're going to start going.
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Yeah, Dad, where did that come from?
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Singing your testimony makes a difference.
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And you got to pray for the worship team and doing stuff
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like that because they deal with music.
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Sometimes they get in their hair too much, you know, like I sing
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my testimony. Dad.
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I love you, Dad. Thank you, Godfather.
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Thank you. And I'm cool.
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They'd be like three-part harmony.
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Four part harmony. Am I going to sing it in unison?
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I'm not going to sing it. Like, I don't know, let me sing.
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Sometimes they get too much into that, you know, so you got to
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pray for the music to you so they can just I'm not saying
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they have a problem, but when you still doing something, you
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have to do more prayer to be free.
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What is what is all this about? I've just given you an
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experience of what holy is. What we did was just holy.
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I got it, Pat. I got I got my wife.
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What we did was just holy. OK, holy.
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Ain't that difficult. People make it difficult.
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Every time I have a chance to to share a word or share a message,
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I'm always mindful of the privilege it is and the grace
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that it is and the anointing of God that shows up.
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The thing about our pastors give me an opportunity to share the
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word is that in order to do this, there has to be anointing
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of God present. Now I'm skilled enough to fake
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it and I can do a good job faking it.
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No, this is facts. I speak for a living.
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There's certain, there's certain skills you can have, but I'm not
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relying on skill because skill doesn't change your life.
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It's the anointing that changes your life.
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So I have to depend on the anointing to come.
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And the great thing about this opportunity is what every time I
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stand here and have the privilege of standing here, I
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get to experience the anointing of God in a way that I would not
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have had my pastors not inviting me into this space to share this
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word at this time. So they really do me a favor to
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allow me to experience God in a different way when they invite
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me in. So I always want to thank them
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for the privilege and opportunity to grow in these
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moments. Amen.
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What I just did was holy. That's holy.
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Holy's not spooky spiritual. We're going to break that down.
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What is holy? What?
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What? The title of the message I have
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for today is very simple. Holy is.
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Holy is. Right.
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Holy is holy is now, Now this is fire.
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It's a symbolic of purity, cleansing, those kinds of
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things. The holiness of God is not just
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represented by the fire of God. So I don't want you to get a
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picture of fire all the time, right?
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This is not Fantastic Four. You walking around the fire all
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the time, OK, But this is a picture of the purifying,
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cleansing, sanctifying quality and work that fire does.
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And I put holy is the title down here.
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It's because I want you to understand that these are like
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the logs of the foundation. And it rises up, OK?
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Being holy rises up from a revelation of who holy, what
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holy is. It's something you live out of,
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not something you grasp at, not something you put on.
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So holy is as holy is and we're going to do this old school
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style. We got two times to do this
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today and we're going to do it old school.
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So everyone say old school now. I want you to grab a hold of
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this sometimes when we put. Up fancy slides and I don't.
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I do slides. Y'all see my slide game?
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I'm improving my slide game being past week competitive, you
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know. Used to be I was down by 59
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within five with two minutes left.
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I can win, I can win, I can win. OK, my Slack game was improving.
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But sometimes you put a slide up, you just like click it.
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It's like typing. You can type something and to
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have no idea what you typed right.
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But sometimes when you got to wrestle with it on the intake,
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it gets ingrained in you in a way that just flashing it
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doesn't. And even when Pastor puts up a
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slide or I put up a slide sometimes and you copy it, you
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you're copying, you're not necessarily writing it.
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Does that make sense? And there's some things today we
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want to get ingrained. We want to practice that skill
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of having these things ingrained in US and how to do that with
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attention. So we're going to use that
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technique today. So I'm going to share a few
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things. I'm going to say a few things.
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We want to have some scriptures come up.
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And I really want you to take notes.
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I really want you to write the things down that impact.
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Write the things down that are said.
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Write some of the summary statements down.
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OK, y'all got it. OK.
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How do you say write? How do you, say, write in
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Italian? Khajiore, how do you say right
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in Shona What? Yoda, how do you say right in
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Tagalog What? Nama Sama Sama, how do you say
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how do you say right in Thai? You know, say right in Thai.
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Ken, right now we didn't gave you 12 languages.
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We can give you some more to pick from if you want to What am
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I trying to get across? How do you say right in Canadian
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right a how about that? OK
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this is goes for day. How do you say right in day
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speak? Day isn't here.
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I don't believe day you here. How do you say right in day
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speak? Halle Berry, This is what I said
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today and I hope this is safe. I believe it is.
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I was talking to Dave one time and I was dropping some real
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word for him, for his life and I knew God was speaking to him, OK
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and and Dave was listening and I said, OK Dave, he had a phone.
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I even said, man, you got to write this down.
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And he was kept listening with his phone in his pocket.
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I said they what if Holly Berry said to you?
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Or pick any other beautiful available single person.
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OK, Holly Berry's maybe a generational thing.
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OK, who knew? But I said they.
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But they knew who Holly Berry is.
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OK, if y'all know what I'm saying, I said they What if
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Holly Berry say they here's my phone number.
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Would you just be listening then?
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Would you be like all right, I'm going to write this down right.
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So me and Dave got a short phrase when God is dropping
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science of something that God is saying I said I said Dave, you'd
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Holly bury that thing. That means you need to write
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that down. OK, you follow.
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So I saw you hood folks. I just told you to write with
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that with that example, right. Why am I admonishing you today?
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I'm really challenge you to write something down today to
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not be common, not be familiar. Your writing is holy and
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sometimes we act. We look for these big things we
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seek to do. There's a there's a guy in the
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Bible. Why am I spending all this time?
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Because I'm trying to get you to get it before we before we pull
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out. I'm trying to make sure you on
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the plane before we take off. There's a scripture in the Bible
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where a man was seeking to be healed of some stuff on his body
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and he sent for it, went to a prophet to be healed.
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You know the story went to a prophet to be healed and the
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prophet sent one of his assistants out to the guy.
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Prophet said go talk to his assistant.
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Said assistant go tell out this guy here fine no problem.
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Tell him to go dunk or dip himself 7 times in the river
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down the street. And the and the and the man came
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said when he got the message, hold on brother, don't know who
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I am. I'm not Mr. Ordinary.
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He sends his assistant to me. I'm expecting the Prophet
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himself to come out and talk to me, and he wants me to dunk in
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this river down the street. You know how dirty that river
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is. I got water cleaning that at
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home. If we're talking about dunking
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in water, I can do that better at home.
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And a woman that was with him said this to him.
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Let me ask you something. If he had come, if the Prophet
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himself had come here and asked you to do some little thing,
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would you have done it? He said, of course, he said, and
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then just do this little thing and follow the direction that's
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being given. It may not have come in the way
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you wanted, a package you wanted, but your liberties in
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following the plain spoken, simple direction.
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Sometime it ain't that deep. Just dunk in the water, bro.
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He did and he was healed and delivered.
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So when I'm asking you and encourage me to write some
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things down today, sometime it ain't that deep.
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Sometimes your deliverance isn't your determination to write.
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We're clear for take off. Holy is as holy is.
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You got to understand holy in this context.
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Let me ask you this. Do birds bark?
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OK, Do fish meow so birds don't bark and fists don't meow.
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Why? What?
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It's louder. Louder everyone.
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Louder the how? You know birds don't bark.
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You ever heard every bird that ever existed?
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How you know birds don't bark? Huh.
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Extrapolating, right? The way you know birds don't
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bark is not awful knowledge, experience, because you haven't
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heard every bird right? Why don't birds bark 'cause they
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birds. Birds are just birds don't bark,
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man, fish don't meow. If you believe that, you need to
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be in therapy, probably right? OK, what do birds do?
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Birds bird and fish fish. Why?
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Because it's their nature. Holy is because holy is.
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Holy is about a nature that you live out of.
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It's not about something you do on activity.
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For the believer born again in particular, holy is something
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that extends to you in a part of your being.
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You don't have to tell a bird to bird the bird, just birds.
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You don't have to tell a fish to fish.
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The fish just fishes. Holy just holies as an extension
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of nature, as an extension of identity, as extension of
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essence. So when you start trying to do
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holy, you've missed it. And when you understand that,
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then you don't have to be so focused on the things that's not
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a bird is not sitting there going around going like, man, I
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hope I don't bark today, dude, I'm trying not to bark today.
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Why? Because I'm a bird.
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If you are holy, because God has declared you to be holy, you
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don't shouldn't spend most of your time going.
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I hope I can just be holy today. Hope I don't get into something
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that makes me unholy today. You just live and be and walk in
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the fullness of it. Let it bubble out of you.
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Let it just come forth from you. Holy is as holy is.
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The Old Testament focus was what made you unclean.
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The Old Testament focus on live stuff.
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This is unclean. That's unclean.
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That's unclean because unclean gets in the way of your holy.
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OK. The Old Testament focus on what
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was unclean. The New Testament focus is on
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being holy. It's not even focused on
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uncleanness, it's on being holy. The Old Testament focused on
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unclean because there was no way to actually be fully clean
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because of sin had entered in to the very being of man.
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So there was no ability to truly just be clean, just be holy.
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Though they were made holy, they couldn't be holy.
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You ever had you ever seen on them shows you got a car and a
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garage and it's a fine car, you know, but it don't drive.
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That's like being holy but not able to be holy.
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It's built for it's built to be fine, but it don't have the
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internal engine just to live out its character and its nature.
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So the Old Testament focuses on that because you didn't have the
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capacity. We didn't have the capacity.
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The New Testament focuses on being holy.
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And if the New Testament focuses on being holy, shouldn't we
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focus more on that than not being, than than being unclean?
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The focus on Old Testament and the Old Testament was on holy
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stuff, lands, holy people, when they did speak of holy This
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people shall be holy, or this thing shall be holy, or that
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that place might be holy. In the New Testament, the focus
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is on the Holy Spirit and a holy people.
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The focus is on the Holy Spirit, not a land that was holy, not a
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space that was holy, even though land and space can be holy.
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Why am I doing all of this? What's the purpose of this?
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The purpose of this is to show you your mindset.
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If your idea of holy is based more on doing things and not
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being and being unclean and watching, I don't want to get
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soiled, I don't want to get dirty.
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That's going to get in my way versus being holy and walking
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with the Holy Spirit, then you're missing the essence of
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what holy really is. And it's important to know you
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can't walk in the fullness of something if you're not walking
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in the essence of it. Man, that is so good, holy.
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So we're going to go through some scriptures now that talk
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about holy and let God do some work in you and with you and for
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you on this Genesis chapter 2, verse 3, Then God bless the 7th
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day. The context is this is Genesis,
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God's forming things. God blessed the 7th day and made
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it holy. Why?
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Because on it He rested from all the work of creating that He had
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done. So your decision to enter into
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rest is holy. How do I be holy?
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Rest in what God has done. You're choosing to rest in the
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promise. Rest on what God has said is
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you're being holy. It ain't that deep when you
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choose to rest in what God has promised on your life.
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God has promised that, that my body stripes, my body is healed,
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has been healed. I'm going to rest in that.
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Thank you, Lord. I'm going to have peace in the
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midst of that. Thank you Lord.
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You're resting in the promise of God is holy.
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So when you're not resting in the promise, then you are not
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being holy. When you are focused more on
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trying to gain the promise rather than rest in the promise,
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then you are trying to do holy rather than be holy.
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And doing holy will never produce what being holy will.
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Holy is rest. Holy tip, holy is rest.
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Let's go to Exodus 26, verse 3. Now he's talking about building
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the Tabernacle. Here.
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Let me back up on rest a bit. If you're made to be holy and
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holy is rest, then rest is present with you.
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You just have to let it. Say that again, if you've made
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to be holy, and holy is connected to rest, then rest is
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already with you and in you. You just need to let it.
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Sometimes when we're striving to go after rest, we're missing it.
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Rest is present. We just got to let it flow.
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Shout out, go to Washington junior doctor J let it flow.
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I'd said that for you. Judah, you may not know what
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that means. What's an example of that?
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You ever seen a socket on a wall?
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You stick metal in there. What kind?
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What happens, right? Power flows right?
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It it's there ready to flow out, as long as you just open the
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door and let it. Rest is not something you got to
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grasp at If you're dealing with anxiety, if you're dealing with
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mental anguish, rest is not something you go get when you
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are in Christ. Rest is a part of who you are.
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All you need to do is let rest come forward.
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You just need to yield to rest. You don't need to go get rest to
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fight your anxiety, you just need to yield to rest and rest
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will wash through that anxiety for you.
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Go to Exodus 26 three. Join the five of the curtains
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together and do the same with the other five.
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Keep going. Make loops of material along the
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edge at the end of the curtain in one set and same the other
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other set. Make 15 loops is going down a
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little deeper maybe. I got the reference, didn't
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quite get the reference right. The reference I'm going to here
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is after God is giving these instructions about building the
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Tabernacle. He's saying one part will be the
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holy place and the other part will be the Most Holy place.
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The holy place is where you got the word and other people can
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enter in. The most Holy place is the place
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where you can only get into by blood and a high priest.
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So in the Old Testament there was holy and then there was most
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holy. When Jesus gave his life, that
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veil was torn. So now there's not this thing,
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this difference between holy and most holy.
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What does that mean? When God says be holy is I'm
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holy, what he's saying is be most holy because I am most
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holy. There's no little holy and big
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holy however holy I am Most holy is the holy I'm calling you to
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be. So much so that you don't have
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to put on a most on it because it's just who you are.
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God does not call himself Most High God.
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He know who he is. Most high Gods that let the
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other folk that don't know who he is know who he is.
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God is not calling himself most holy.
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He just he just holy, right? So I ever holy he is.
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He's invited us into that level and quality and character of
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being holy. So it's not a little holy and a
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big holy. The fullness of whatever holy
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represents in God you're able to walk in.
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That's the invitation. Do you want to answer that
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invitation now? Right now?
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If I say God's inviting you into the most holy place to be, to
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live in a place of most holy, so much so that it's like regular,
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OK, what's the first thing that comes to your mind?
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Man, that's too much work, man. I'm too scared of that.
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What am I have to do? How am I going to maintain that?
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How am I going to keep that up immediately?
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If your mind goes to stuff you're doing, it automatically
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demonstrates you're missing what Holy is.
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Because it's not about doing, it's about being.
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This is this is my son. Here.
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Right here. Raise your hand, son.
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Where's my money? That's part of the illustration.
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You're supposed to give me some. No.
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Anyway, this is my son here. Right?
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What he what does he have to do to be my son?
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Right as he gets older, is he more my son or less my son?
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He just is my son. He, he is no more my son now
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than he was on that amazing evening with my with his mom.
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That's holy. Now y'all giggle, but that's
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holy. See, that's part of the problem.
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You forget that some things are holy first and foremost.
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Not titillating, not familiar. You're cute, OK?
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The idea is he doesn't have to do anything.
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He's born of me, which makes him holy.
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He's born of me, which makes him my son.
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He's born of God, which makes him in his image and his
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likeness. And where his spirit was dead on
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the inside, he has a new spirit on the inside on which God is
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able to live. Which means he's now able to
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live out the being holy that God always called him to do and to
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be. There's no separation between
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these two. Go Leviticus 1144, the book, the
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least read book in the Bible. Why It got too many rules, man.
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I got too many rules, man. It'd be all dry.
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Too many rules, you know, I was reading through the Bible, man,
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and I was reading all the way. Through And then I Leviticus.
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I just stopped. You know what part of Leviticus
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is for? It's in the name.
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Who's Leviticus for? Right?
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Who? The Levites.
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Yeah, but more specifically, those who are in charge and
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taking up the charge to carry the presence of God on behalf of
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others. See, if you ain't interested in
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that, you can skip Levites. Leviticus But if you saying I'm
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willing to take up the charge to carry the presence of God for my
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nation, my bloodline, my family, a generation, then there's a
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level of holy God wants you to know you are and need to walk in
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and express because it's necessary to be that close to
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God and who he is. Leviticus 1144 says this.
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I am the Lord your God. Consecrate yourselves and be
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holy because I am holy. Now how many of y'all thought
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that was just in the New Testament?
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God been saying that since the beginning.
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Consecrate yourselves now be holy because I'm holy.
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And he said it in the Old Testament in part because he
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wants to say have the people say this God.
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I can't. He says I know, and that's the
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basis of why I'm sending Jesus, because you can't.
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But it's not until you recognize that you can't, that you don't,
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that you receive who God can or who God is.
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You just concentrate yourselves and be holy because I am holy.
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Do not make for yourselves. Do not make yourselves unclean
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by any creature that moves along the ground.
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I am the Lord who brought you out of Egypt to be your God.
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Therefore be holy because I am holy.
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What God is saying here is this. I have established you in
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holiness. It is your responsibility to
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deal with the uncleanness. I've given you a diamond that
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sparkles. It's your job to keep the mud
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off. You don't have to create the
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sparkle. It's already in the diamond.
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If you just keep the mud off, the sparkle will come through.
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OK, God is going to ask you to create the sparkle.
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He's not asking to even create the diamond.
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He says I'm giving you the diamond and I'm giving you the
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sparkle and I'm giving you the light.
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When it goes through the diamond, that will bring
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sparkle. All you need to do is keep it
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clean, keep the dirt off the diamond.
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That's it. And if you want to say if you're
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feeling bad sometimes that's the dirt.
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Just look underneath. It's all diamond underneath.
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Don't give up because you're looking at dirt on the outside,
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because there's diamond underneath the dirt.
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Holy, I said this. We be because he be.
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That's the bebop phrase, Greenwich Village phrase.
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We be he, be Doobie Ooby. Scoobly Roo doody wop Dick Van
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Dyke show. Anyway y'all don't know.
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I'm doing a lot of references here.
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We be because he be. Why do I say we?
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Because it's about a people, not just you.
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Do you know I can't fully manifest the holiness of God
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unless we do it. It's not just about me.
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It's about a we. It's about a people working
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together and living together to get full expression to what God
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is saying, what God is doing. Leviticus 19 verse one says
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this. The Lord said to Moses, speak to
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the entire assembly of Israel and say to them be holy, because
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I the Lord your God, I'm holy. Peterman again, each of you must
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respect your mother and father, and you must observe my
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Sabbaths. I am the Lord your God.
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Do not turn to idols and make metal gods of yourselves.
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Metal gods for yourselves, of yourselves.
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The revelation too, make metal gods for yourselves.
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I am the Lord your God. Holy is how you honor your
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parents. What I have here is holiest
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relationship. Are you giving honor to the
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relationships that you have? If you aren't, are you being
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holy? It's almost like God is saying
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this. I've given you parents that have
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light and glory and blessing to flow through to you.
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It's your job to make sure nothing gets in the way of that
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relationship. Don't let familiarity get in the
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way. Don't let your what your friends
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say get in the way. Holy is about relationship too.
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So you say God, how do I express my holiness more?
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Are you honoring your mother and honoring your father?
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You don't know what they did to me.
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God does. So there was a king that
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committed wickedness and violated God's laws and someone
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went and killed that king and I think maybe cut off that, I
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can't remember, and went back to the people of God said I did
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look, I killed this king and God said this man, what are you
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doing? My paraphrase, what are you
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doing? Though they were wicked, they
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were still a king. Though they cause wickedness
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amongst the people, they were still a king.
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There was still an honor to be given to them, because when you
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give honor to them, then I can let my honor flow to you and
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redeem you from everything they may have taken from you.
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Keep the mud off your relationship with your parents
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because that's holy. It's hard.
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I don't know how I can do that. It's already in you.
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It already will flow through you.
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All you have to do is keep the mud off.
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What's 1 good way you keep the mud off?
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Pray. Let me tell you how you can
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start praying sometime. OK?
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Doctor King, Martin Luther King. Jim had a famous speech and we
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know the speech to be. Anyone know?
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I have a dream you. Know how to speech started.
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I got an idea. Or better, started.
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I'm tired of this. How long is this going to take?
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Why was I even born in this country?
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But you know, there's still hope.
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And I got an idea or policy. No, no, no, what I have is a
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dream. What did I just do for you?
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Showed you the process That's I have a dream speech was as much
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I have a dream when he was like, I'm tired of this as it was.
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I have a dream. It's on the same continuum.
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I said how do you pray ready Lord, I hate my daddy.
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You praying out of honor because you're going to God with your
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issue. God, I hate my dad.
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I hate my mom. You know what they did.
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You know how they treated me whether they did or not.
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You know how that is God, I don't want to pray for them at
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all. You you just like the beginning
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of the I have a dream speech was here you beginning.
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God, I hate God. I'm just upset God.
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I don't know how I'm going to do this God.
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You don't have to help me. God.
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I got such stuff in my heart, God.
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But you tell me to God. But that's wholly involved.
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All right. I just say it.
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Lord, I honor my parents. I don't feel nothing about it.
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You are still praying. The point where it becomes God,
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I see God. I didn't know what they went
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through. I didn't know the struggles they
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had. I didn't know that what they did
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to me was done to them and to the people before them and they
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had no way of coping. I didn't know God.
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The fact that they didn't quit and didn't leave was victory
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because everyone else had walked out on them.
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God, I get a better picture of it now.
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God, thank you for a parent that stayed that was ill equipped to
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stay my dad. I'm going to give a shout out to
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my dad real quick and shut up. My dad was born out of a out of
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an affair. His mom slept with a man that
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was married. She got pregnant, he was born.
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He went to the same school as his half brother but it was like
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they weren't supposed to talk to me.
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Everyone knew The Dirty secret but no one said anything then.
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This is during the time where black people were segregated
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already. There was already stigma on
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being black in in the South in the US.
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OK, just stigma on stigma. His dad didn't support him,
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didn't have a relationship with him.
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His brother came to school enclosed.
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My dad had to hustle for his raising a house with no men.
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His Mama was a His Mama was a numbers runner.
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That means illegal lottery. That's what the lottery comes
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from. Illegal numbers running the kids
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you didn't know. His Mama was a numbers runner
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and his stepfather was a drug dealer.
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When he went to college, he was a senior.
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Met my mom as he jokes. How did you meet mom?
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I saw she had a checkbook son. He started dating my mom, went
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back home and then my mom's parents said to him, she's yours
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now. What do you mean we just dating?
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She's yours now. You're responsible for her.
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He is senior, she a freshman. He moved to Chicago to try to do
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work and support her education and bring her up.
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And money will multiply your weaknesses as much as give your
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ability to do good things. So as weakness become multiplied
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upon multiplied, I'm going to leave it right there.
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But my but my mom and my dad, but my dad stayed married to my
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mom. My mom had every reason to walk
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out, every reason to quit on him.
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But my dad wouldn't quit and my mom wouldn't quit.
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My dad was not present for me in the house as much as I would
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have liked. He was working so hard because
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he was trying to use money to make up for the what he didn't
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have. He was trying to give us as a
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family an honor that he didn't know because he was told growing
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up, you ain't going to never be nothing, do nothing, nothing.
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You're black. You're I'm going to leave it
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there. So we didn't see him much.
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And when we saw him, he didn't have a real emotional
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connection, never had a father, never had a male, never had
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someone to teach him how to be a parent or how to be a husband or
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how to be a father. There's married, I don't know
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what, 50 years, 40 years, 50 years, 50 plus years.
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My dad was holy. What?
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You mean he was not equipped to be married?
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He was not equipped to have a family, but he would not let go.
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He would not let go. He had no ability to stay.
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Didn't know what it meant. But he has said I'm I just can't
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walk away. I'm going to try to stick and
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try to hold on till change come. That is holy.
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Holy isn't always just living out the highest and the best.
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It's having a reverence for God, saying God, I know if I just
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keep holding on, something's going to change.
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Now, what is holy for me? Dad, you left me this.
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You didn't do this, you didn't do this, you didn't do this.
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But by the time I get through the end of my prayer and all
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that story I just told you, that's the story God revealed to
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me, not my father. My father never put those pieces
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together like that, that God put those pieces.
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I was angry at my father when God showed me the picture.
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Then I saw how much of A victory and a worry he was to go into a
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battle against machine guns and tomahawk missiles and all you
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have is a butter knife, but yet you still think you're going to
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get a victory. You ain't got no equipment, no
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ability, you don't know nothing about warfare, and you're
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expecting to come out on the other side only because why?
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I don't want my son to be to know a divorced parent.
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That's all I got. When everyone quitter with you,
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that comes through that prayer part.
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Holy is giving honor to the relationship apart from how the
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people walk in it. And when you give honor to the
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relationship, part of when people walk in it, there's a
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place where you begin to get understanding of who God is in
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the midst of it and what God has done.
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And that's where then you're able to be holy.
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Because now the junk of offense, you're clinging off your
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diamond, the junk of brokenness, you're cleaning off your diamond
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so your light can shine through, not just for you, but for the
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generations to come. Holy is relationship.
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Amen, Amen. I'm a park it there.
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There's more that I that I'm going to share and God is going
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to share the next time we gather at our next experience.
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I encourage you to be here. For that, for your good, and
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because God's trying to do a holy work in us as a people, I
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further encourage you to listen to it online if you're not able
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to be here. Because God has a work to do in
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us as a people, and I know some things God's going to have me
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finish up with that are really the point of the movie.
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The point of the movie is the end, not the beginning.
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Amen. Amen.
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How many of you gotten something out of this today?
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Amen, Amen. Amen.
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Amen. Amen.
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God is doing something in our midst in this area and the the
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wrestling, this part of it is what God is trying.
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He's trying to get us to wrestle with it so that way we really
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get it in a particular way. Amen.
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I just want to make A1 announcement a reminder for us
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in terms of our remnant gathering.
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Well, let me let me pray first. I looked at my wife.
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You know my wife. Give me she didn't do nothing.
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I looked at her. We got and I see stuff on her.
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OK, we'll pray first. Everyone just get in a posture
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of prayer. Good to see you, Oswald and
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Judy, in a posture of prayer. Father, we thank you for this
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moment and what you shared and what you poured out.
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We thank you for your glory and your grace.
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We thank you for revelation of what it means to be holy,
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because without holiness and you just can't even see the Lord,
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more or less even follow him. We thank you that you're
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transforming us to know that you've made us a holy people.
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And I just being the people you've called us to be is being
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holy. And we thank you God, as we go
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forth into this, into the into the world, into the earth, just
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being holy, your presence that accompanies the accompanies
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holiness is with us in a greater measure, transforming all of
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those that are around us. We thank you, God, for the good
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work you've begun in us on this, on the topic and subject matter.
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And we think you're going to watch over the performer to
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bring you to his completion in Jesus name.
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A story about my dad. My dad gave his life to Jesus.
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My dad had encounters with the Holy Spirit that were of
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extraordinary nature. My dad and all of us in our
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family will have been completely and fully reconciled.
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You know, you cannot be broke but not be reconciled.
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We was never broken. We just wasn't reconciled.
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That's for another message. I want to make sure you get the
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end of the story and don't walk out here seeing the middle part
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and highlighting the middle part because the middle part was to
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have you understand the end. Amen.
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Also, too, remember the end of what we're doing.
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You got to remember the end because the end pulls you
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through. The end gets you through.
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The end carries you through. You remember when you was a kid?
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Some of y'all still kids, I'm sorry.
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Remember, I remember when I was a kid, OK, I'm no, we got
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different ages and different experiences.
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I remember when I was a kid and I was getting and we had a drive
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to go someplace and it was a long drive too long had had had
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kid kidneys. You know what I'm saying, right?
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I got stopped at the bathroom all the time.
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I'm like, where we going to get there, Where we going to get
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there, Where we going to get there, where we going to get
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there? The thing that kept me going was
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the expectation of what I was going to see when I arrived.
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That helped keep me going through the middle parts.
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You see, it's the vacation that I'm going to that helps me wait
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in the three hour TSA line or whatever the place is called in
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Canada. It's it helps me get through the
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turbulence of the flight because I know what I'm going to is more
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than worth it. We're in the middle part in many
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ways, what we're doing in terms of establishing a place of
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refuge, a place of rest, a place where people can find hope, and
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a place out of which God can let His light shine in a more
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glorious way. In this community, we encourage
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you to continue to be diligent, to be urgent, to be relentless
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and you're giving and you're investing with the Lord and in
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letting God share with you and show you how he wants to help
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you be a part. I told you this story last time
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and I take it to you again. Woman walked in the church,
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didn't have any money. God said you're going to get a
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bunch of money coming that you don't even know about.
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She said, OK, next week called up looking for something, trying
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to solve a problem in her life and and the bank said, listen,
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you got this money over here. Did you know about it?
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She said, yeah, sure I did, right.
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He said, great, now you got that money, no problem.
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OK, great, great, great, great. She came back to church after
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getting that money and, and, and we talked about the invitation
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to participate in the Remnant project.
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And the Lord said, now, now you got the money to get to the
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Remnant project. It's not about what you have,
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it's about what God gets through you.
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Have I said anything that bless you today?
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Have I been in a relationship with any of you that's changed
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your life at all? My dad sacrificed the dad I just
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told you about. He sacrificed for me to be here.
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He lived uncomfortably for me to be here.
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He let himself be called names for me to be here.
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Blessing don't come without sacrifice.
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And the only thing we're asking is.
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Part of a generation of sacrifice that's going to do for
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the next generation what my dad has done for me and for you and
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allowing me to be, I'm using you as an example, right?
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So and then one thing I encourage you to do, ask God,
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God, what you have me do. God, how generous do you want to
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get through my life? How generous do you want me to
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be? It's not about what you have.
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It's about what God can get to you and through you and then
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pray it through and then praying through.
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God only asks you to do your part.
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God, we thank you that we're going to be walking into this
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building very shortly. The work continues to be done.
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And how many of you all know that in a relay race, the anchor
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leg is critical? The one that takes the baton and
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carries it to the finish? That's the critical one because
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you can be ahead when they get the baton, but they got to keep
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it up to finish the win. And we're in the anchor leg now.
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So thank you for all the generous giving.
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You have done as was, as was aptly put forward today, there's
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195,000 for this phase and we believe that it's done.
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It is finished, it is received, it is allocated, it is
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duplicated, it is multiplied, it is consecrated.
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It is already put to use in an extraordinary, extraordinary way
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already. And we thank you for your
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participation and seeing it brought to pass.
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You got the ways you can give generously again.
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We encourage you to do so as you exit out of this space today.
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Amen. Amen.
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Let's give God another hand clap.
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