Sermon
Persevering Through Trials | Jason Gore
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What's going on. Hope family. What I love about that story, uh,
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is it shows a young man who understands that God's just not with us.
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When things are going well,
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that he is also with us when we're going through a difficult time.
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And not only is he with us,
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he's actually working through the trials that we find ourselves in.
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We're actually gonna be talking about that this weekend, our time together.
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Just by way of introduction, uh, if we have never met, my name is Jason Gore.
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I have the humble privilege of serving, uh,
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this church family and the role of lead pastor. Uh,
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if we have nice sort of woo over there, I guess my,
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my mom's back there in the background. We, uh, hey look, if we've never met,
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if you see me around a campus, please pull me aside.
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I would love to shake your hand. I'd love to hear your story.
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We'd love to meet your family. Uh, but,
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but if you're new and just checking us out,
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what I hope that you're experiencing, uh,
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is a church that just wants to treat you like family.
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Like regardless of what you come in here from, uh, I hope you know that you're,
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that you're just wanted to be a part of what it is that we have going on here.
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I hope you see a group of people that by no means act like we have everything
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together. But maybe there's something different about us. Like, uh,
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not just that we're a little crazy, but that we also love God and,
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and that we just unashamedly follow after the ways of Jesus.
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And that we don't just talk about hope when we get together,
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but we actually share hope with the world around us with everything that we've
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got. And so welcome into that.
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We are in a series right now that we have been calling the Jesus Way. Alright,
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in the New Testament, Jesus says to people, he says, follow after me.
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And so this series is all about what does it look like to walk in the ways of
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Jesus.
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And so we've taken a look at what does it look like to live a life of worship?
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What does it look like to live a life of service?
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What does it look like to live a life of generosity?
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What does it look like in the hustle bustle and the nonstop world that we live
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in?
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What does it look like to make sure that daily we have time to spend in silence
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and solitude so that we can actually hear from God?
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And then last week a friend Ben Foot was in town and he talked to us about this
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idea of Sabbath and what it really means to take a whole day each week to just
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set it aside, to not do work and just enjoy God's gifts to us in this life.
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This week we're gonna be talking about trials and how they impact every
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single one of us and how they play into the ways of Jesus.
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Anybody ever going through a trial? Anybody? Yeah. So here's the thing.
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I'm gonna give you the bottom line right now, like right outta the gate.
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I'm gonna tell you what I'm gonna tell you and then we're gonna live in it and
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then we're gonna hit it again at the end. This is what I want you to know.
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Hard things help us grow. Alright?
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Now we know that and we talk about it in a lot of areas of life. So we just,
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we're kind of right in the middle engaging the summer season.
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If you're anything like me,
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you go into the summer season thinking this year when summer comes around and
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it's vacation time, I'm gonna be in better physical shape.
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And so I'm just gonna ask us to confess together across all of our campuses.
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If that's you, if you came into the summer saying,
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this year I wanna be in a little bit better shape.
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Can we just all raise our hands together? Just some of us, most of us, right?
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We wanna be in some kind of shape, right? Some of it's round,
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some of it's not as round. Look, here, here's what I would say to us.
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If we want to grow and be in better physical shape, that's gonna take work.
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Like we're gonna have to do some hard things.
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We're gonna have to change the way that we eat. That could be hard.
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We're gonna have to go to the gym, right?
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And maybe we're gonna do some things that we don't normally do.
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There's this principle that I talk to people about when they ask me like, Hey,
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how do we get in a little bit better shape?
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And it's the principle of progressive overload. It's really very simple.
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What it says is, whatever you do this week,
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just make sure next week you do the exact same thing and just do one more rep or
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add five more pounds. That's it. Now, you can't just start at zero, right?
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Like you're gonna kind of start close to to where your max is.
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But what happens is, um,
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your body gets broken down and then it adjusts to the stress that you've put it
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under and then it comes back stronger than it was before. Progressive overload.
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What if God's plan to see our character and maturity grow
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spiritually wasn't all that different?
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And so this week we're gonna see that when it comes to the way of Jesus trials
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in our lives, they're not only unavoidable, but they also,
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they they actually serve a critical role in us growing in the way that God wants
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us to grow. So if you have your Bibles, uh,
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I want you to turn to James chapter one.
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We're gonna be looking mostly at verses two, three, and four.
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While you're turning there, uh, I just wanna say this,
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if you have a Bible at home, I just wanna encourage you when we come here,
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like to talk through what the Bible says.
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I just wanna encourage you to bring it. Um,
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you could be tempted to think when somebody gets up here because they're
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potentially a subject matter expert, um,
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that they're doing some kind of magic tricks when they open this thing up and
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preach it.
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But what you'll see is really all we're doing is opening this up and just
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reading what it says and we're recognizing some things that we see and we're
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just trying to see how God would have it apply it to our lives.
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And so if we see that and do it here,
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we're gonna be more prone to do it when we get home,
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which is gonna help really all of us. So let's try to bring our Bibles.
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If you don't have one,
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I'd encourage you to stop by next steps on the way out at all of our campuses.
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They would be happy to try to find out how to get your Bible. Okay, James,
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chapter one, verse two. It says, consider it all joy.
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My brothers and sisters, when everyone in your family is healthy,
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your kids are making straight A's and your spouse is doing all the laundry,
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mowing the lawn and still making six figures.
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I.
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Mean, it's inflation. So probably seven figures would be better right now.
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But look, it doesn't say that. But that is why you should bring your Bibles.
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'cause I could tell you anything I want, we can put anything up on the screen.
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So here's what it says. Count it all as joy. Consider it all joy,
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my brothers and sisters. When you encounter various trials,
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knowing which that seems weird by the way,
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knowing that the testing of your faith produces endurance and let
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endurance have its perfect result so that you may be perfect and complete,
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lacking in nothing.
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I wanna recognize right outta the gate,
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most of us don't get that phone call that we never expected to get in.
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Our immediate response is joy. Now it's not a normal thing.
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And so I just wanna take that thought and we're gonna set it up here on the
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shelf. We're gonna pull it back down in a moment.
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But first I wanna recognize a couple things. I want you to notice that James,
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the author, starts out by saying, my brothers and sisters, uh,
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in the early church and really all throughout scripture, um,
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you see this picture of the church not really viewing itself as individuals
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doing church or going to church,
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but you see them as like a family who understood they were the church.
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And so what you have is James here saying, my brothers and sisters,
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what he's doing is he's kinda showing himself as like a spiritual big brother.
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And he's speaking to those that are going through trials and you know,
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things land a little bit differently on us when they know that it's coming from
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a place from someone who cares about us, someone who loves us.
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And we've gotta see that right outta the gate. Because to be honest,
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this is gonna be a hard word. Like he's,
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he's calling us to take on a perspective that most of us don't naturally take on
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us. So you don't wanna miss is coming from a place of love.
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And so I just want to, I do wanna pause for a minute, for a quick aside,
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give you a moment of reflection. And I wanna ask you a question.
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Do you view yourself as a part of the family of God here at Hope Community
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Church or do I love that?
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Or do you just see yourself as maybe like someone who passively shows up and
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attends church? And, and look, if that's you, you're checking things out,
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that's great. But you gotta realize if families engage at a different level,
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alright? And so, but we can't miss right from the start,
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this is coming from a place of love. Secondly, we need to see the context.
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He says, when you face various trials,
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notice he doesn't say if I think all of us who have lived long enough know like
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a trial is coming. I've heard it said, you're either coming out of a trial,
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you're in a trial, you're headed towards one, right?
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And so you can't go through a series entitled the Jesus Way and not recognize
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that the way of Jesus is through trials. Jesus actually told us in his word,
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he said, in this life you will face trials. He guarantees it.
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So James is talking to us, is a loving family member.
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He's addressing the various trials that we're inevitably gonna face.
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And this is what he says to do.
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Consider it joy when you encounter them.
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And so we're gonna pull this back off the shelf and I just wanna acknowledge
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there's tension in this. Um,
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I go to the gym pretty regularly,
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but I don't just wake up joyful to go to the gym for another round
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of progressive overload, right? Like, that's just not how it works.
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And if we're being honest,
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we would say we don't actually feel joy in the trials that we find ourselves in.
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And so you gotta learn,
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you gotta really lean in to see what James is saying to us. He,
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the verb that he uses to consider it actually means to deem or
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to regard. So it actually takes into account like we might have came into this,
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we might have had a natural tendency to see this in a different way.
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And so if if that wasn't the case,
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we wouldn't have to consider something different. This is like me coming home,
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um, from work. And by the way,
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like we don't have these split gender roles in our house.
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Sometimes my wife cooks, sometimes I cook,
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but this is like me being showing up home from work and Diana saying to me,
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Hey tonight, um, we're gonna have leftovers. And then I say, Hey,
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would you consider maybe us going out to dinner or me pulling something from the
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fridge and throwing it on the grill?
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He's actually inviting us or really telling us, he's saying,
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as followers of Jesus, we need to stop.
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We need to take a breath and we need to do a mental evaluation of the situation
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that's going on.
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And we need to take on a new mindset and we need to make an inner decision to
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actually consider it joy. When we find ourselves in trials,
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he's really saying take on the mindset that might not be natural,
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but take on the mindset of joy. My brothers and sisters ,
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when you encounter trials that you're for sure gonna face,
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and I wanna stop here just for a minute and recognize that in our society and in
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our culture right now,
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like doing something different than what comes natural to us or what feels good,
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it's just not a normal thing. I mean, we live in a world right now that says,
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Hey, you do you like whatever seems easy for you, whatever seems right for you.
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And then we get on social media and there's these algorithms that just put us in
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in an echo chamber and tells us that everything that we want is what we should
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live out.
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And the reality is it takes a level of mental toughness to actually set
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aside our immediate desires and our comforts and to take on a new perspective.
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But the reality is the Bible tells us we're instructed as followers of Christ to
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be willing to take every thought captive and look at it through the lens of what
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God's word says. And so James says,
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consider it take on a mindset of joy when you face trials.
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That's the command considerate joy. Why does he say that? Verse three,
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he says, knowing that the testing of your faith produces endurance.
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So this is like the progressive overload moment, right?
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Like he's giving us the knowledge that we need to change our mindset.
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He tells us that if we go through trials, that testing of the faith,
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it will produce something in us that we need. He says,
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when you go through something difficult,
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it's gonna create an environment for you to grow. Remember,
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hard things actually help us grow. Um,
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the word choice here in Greek, uh,
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it actually gives this connotation like the testing of your faith, um,
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of something that's continually working,
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that it's like actually going to work down inside of us until it gets to that
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place of completion. Like until it does what it's there to do,
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it's gonna stay there. Which in this case is endurance.
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Some translations say perseverance. And if you really break it apart,
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it's like painting this picture of someone who is underneath a heavy load and
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willingly sits underneath that heavy load and laborers faithfully for
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that heavy load to do whatever it is that it's supposed to do while they're
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sitting underneath it. Um, my kids, uh,
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we have three aid Madison, Connor, they have like this insane work ethic, um,
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in many areas they take after their mother. I will say they're not perfect, um,
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by any stretch, but especially when it comes to the area of athletics.
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And this is like I picture my 15-year-old son Aiden, who's a fantastic wrestler.
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Uh, he's a great wide receiver, but it's,
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I picture him like going back into the squat rack for like one last set and he's
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doing one more rep and he's doing one more rep and he's doing one more rep and
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he's doing one more rep and he's heavy and it's hard and he's getting tired and
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he does one more rep and he's willing to do that even to the point of failure
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because he knows even if he does this to the point of failure and even if it
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hurts,
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he knows that what it's gonna do is it's gonna produce it's more strength,
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more explosion, and more speed.
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So he willingly comes up underneath it and endures it.
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I read in a New Testament commentary this week, the theologian said,
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when we face trials this way,
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it's not a passive attitude of quiet submission or resignation,
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but rather a brave manliness that confronts the difficulties
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and contends against them.
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It's the tenacity of spirit which holds up under pressure while
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awaiting God's time for dismissal of the test, test are for his reward.
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People don't write like that all that much this often, but, but I mean,
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you read that and you think, man,
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the the world right now could use more men and women that would
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stand strong under the trials that we face in the world right now.
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And as I was going through this, I thought, man,
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this is probably to a large degree why the church has lost its voice a bit in
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today's world. 'cause we just don't get this. We don't understand it.
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Like this is a hard word. I'm telling you this is a hard word to preach.
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And I've been through some trials in the last six years, so,
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so I needed this message, but man, it's the church.
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Our tendency is to not sit up underneath it,
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but to kind of step back and to walk away from it.
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And so whether that trial is a temptation or a sin, we say, well, you know what?
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It feels right to me, so maybe we'll sit in it or the world is saying this,
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but I know scripture says this and so I should probably stand strong and be
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willing to speak truth into the situation, but instead I'm gonna step out.
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But by God's design,
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we have to sit under the trials that we find ourselves in as this church because
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of what it is that he wants to do in and through us.
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So the command is to consider it joy when we face trials,
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the why is to develop endurance. But what's the goal?
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Like we don't just run because we want to be a better endurance athlete. Uh,
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unless you're crazy, like you probably wanna win a race to some degree,
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you have a goal. You don't want to just build muscle just to build muscle,
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right? Like maybe you read, um, some type of journal that says, um,
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those that have a higher level of skeletal muscle mass typically live longer.
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Or maybe it's for a more shallow reason. Like,
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you just wanna look good on your honeymoon. I, I don't know, but young people,
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that's a good thing to work for, that'll work out well for you.
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But what's the goal? Verse four, it says,
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and let endurance have its perfect result so that you may
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be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing.
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Let endurance have its perfect result.
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You could read that at first and see that word let and just kind of read it as
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like it's saying, Hey,
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just passively allow it to do what it is that it's supposed to do.
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And that's not really what it's saying here.
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The Greek there doesn't actually have a direct English translation.
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And so it would be better to recognize it is saying it's actually a command
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that's intended to put us on guard against a significant danger,
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which is allowing the chain of results to be interrupted.
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So it's not saying just passively allow, it's saying like,
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clinging to stay in whatever you do,
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stay in the situation that you're in so it can do what it wants to do.
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Said in another way, if you're in a trial,
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you're in a process and whatever you do, don't jump out.
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Don't abandon that process that God has you in. James is saying,
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do don't skip that last rep. He's saying stay in it.
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He's saying that there's a result that you only get and that you desperately
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need,
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but you only get it if you labor well faithfully through what it is that God has
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you in. And then James,
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he jumps to the end like he jumps straight to the end of that cycle and he says,
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here's the result that you'll be perfect and complete lacking in nothing.
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What the heck is he talking about ? What that perfect and complete means,
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it actually means like a maturity of character for us as followers of Christ
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like that we would grow into what it is that God has for us. Um,
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there's two adjectives there, perfect and complete. The first adjective perfect,
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um, when you look at it,
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it paints a picture of someone who's like moved into spiritual adulthood
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and it contrasts directly with truthfully like a spiritual baby. Alright?
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The Bible tells us that, um, before we make a decision to follow Christ, uh,
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we're actually spiritually dead.
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And then we recognize by God's grace and mercy who Jesus is what he's done for
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us. And when we put our faith and trust in him as our Lord and Savior,
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it says we move from death to life. We've been reborn. But just like us,
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we don't come to life born as adults.
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You're actually born as a spiritual infant,
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but the Jesus way is not to stay as a spiritual infant.
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We've been talking about what that journey looks like over the last few weeks.
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So we wanna move God desires to see us move from a spiritual infant like a
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spiritual child,
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and then from a spiritual child to like a spiritual middle schooler like sweaty
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and stinky, right?
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And then from there we move into a spiritual high schooler and then from there
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into a spiritual young adult. But if we're raising kids, man,
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we don't wanna have young adults living with us forever.
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We wanna raise them into where they can be like spiritual parents and then
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spiritual grandparents where they can then in turn,
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turn around and equip and empower and help others grow.
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At Hope Community Church. Across all of our campuses,
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we have somewhere between six and 7,000 men and women and students and children
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that attend all of our campuses. Um,
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let's leave the spiritual realm for a moment and just talk physically.
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Could you imagine if all six or 7,000 of us that showed up to all of our
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campuses on Sunday were all infants,
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like just a bunch of babies crawling around like that,
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that would be tough to manage, right? Um,
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right now some of you are at our Apex campus and you're thinking, no,
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I just served in Kid City. That's what it seemed like back there. I don't,
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which is my plug to tell you. If you serve, if you attend any of our campuses,
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that you consider yourself a part of the family of God,
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there are children who desperately need you to step in, uh, not just to babysit,
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but to actually help them grow from spiritual infants into spiritual adults.
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And so if you're a part of this family, uh, jump in,
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but that would be crazy in the physical sense.
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But now let's go back to the spiritual sense.
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Could you imagine if we were a church of six to 7,000 men and women students
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who all carry themselves as spiritual infants?
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I mean, that'd be a mess.
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And right now the world needs more desperately than ever.
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It needs a church that is filled with men and women and students because this
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thing is limited by physical age who understand they're call to grow and to
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spiritual maturity and to be the church that the world desperately needs.
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That's the adjective perfect, the adjective complete.
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That's the same word that's used in the Old Testament when it talks about
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intact, um,
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animals that were perfect and spotless and blameless and were suitable for
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sacrifice before God on the altar. It's actually staying complete in our terms,
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is that we actually have the virtues and the character of Christ that would be
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capable of living lives suitable,
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but able to lay down our lives as a living sacrifice for God and ultimately for
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the world around us. James is saying,
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if you endure trials God's way,
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you will come out on the other side more spiritually mature.
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So don't break the cycle. It's important, uh,
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I think for us to note the maturity and completeness.
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It doesn't actually come from the number of trials that you go through, okay?
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So, um, we can go through a a, a, a number of trials. It,
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it has to do with the way that we actually go through those trials. So, um,
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you can go through the same trial a thousand times and actually not grow. Um,
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if you ever met somebody who's going through something and you can tell it's not
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where they wanna be in life, um, but their tendency is to complain,
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um, to blame other people, uh, to not take ownership,
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to actually play the martyr card. Um, I'm telling you,
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those are the characteristics of someone who's spiritually immature.
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And that's not to say like if that's where you are, that's wrong.
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But that's just to say, Hey, in the way of Jesus,
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that's not where he wants us to stay.
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Like he wants us to move into a different direction into this,
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this state of being perfect and complete the way it's described here in the
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text. And so if we labor through them faithfully,
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it will produce growth in our lives.
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And that's why we need to consider them joy when we face the trials,
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uh, lest you think that James is just, uh, a glutton for punishment, uh,
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you see Paul write something very similar to the church at Rome.
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It says in Romans chapter five, verse three through four. He says,
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not only that, but we rejoice in our sufferings.
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This is gonna sound familiar knowing that suffering produces endurance and
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endurance produces character, and character produces hope.
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I don't think there's one of us right now across any of our campuses that
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wouldn't say amen. We could use a little bit more hope in our lives right now,
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but it actually comes through suffering, through enduring through,
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and it develops something in us. And you know why that happens?
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Because we go through these trials
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and if you've never been there, you will, but we,
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we actually do have to do the mental exercise to consider it joy, okay?
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So we do that.
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But what you do is you get to a place where you realize like you just can't
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mentally tough yourself through this thing. Like I, I like I read David Goggins,
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but you can't, David,
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even David Goggins comes to the end of what it is that he can go through.
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And so you get to a place where you have to fall down on your knees before God
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and you say, God, I don't have anything left,
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and so I need you to see me through what it is that I'm going through right now.
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And then what happens is God shows up
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and he sees us through and we start to develop this confidence. And we,
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our faith doesn't go from zero to a hundred overnight,
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but the Bible does tell us that the faith of a mustard seed can move mountains.
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So we go through these trials depending on God and he shows up.
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James is calling us us to endure the trial in the way
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that will produce the most benefit for us, but allow us to feel it the least.
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You know, how I get to the gym on a regular basis is,
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is not by focusing on progressive overload, ,
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that's not all that motivating.
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I want to go in there and I'm just gonna work hard. I mean every now and then,
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but I'm not just that motivated, like I have to keep the end goal in mind.
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And so for me it's things like, like I love this church and,
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and I have a desire to see this church presented back to Jesus,
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mature and complete. I have a desire to see this church live out,
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the impact that God has for it. And so I wanna be at my best.
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I wanna do everything I can do to take care of myself. I have a daughter,
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she's beautiful, she loves the Lord.
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Like I wanna walk her down the aisle one day, which by the way,
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she's not allowed to date anyone until six months before she gets married.
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So we'll see how that goes.
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I have a 12-year-old son and a 15-year-old son.
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I have two young men that live in my house and I go to the gym to make sure that
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they know that as long as they live underneath my roof, they better not test me.
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That's a real reason. Like I'm telling you that is a goal.
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So here's what James says, you're going through trials, it's gonna happen.
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Consider it joy,
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persevere through the trial and let's grow in spiritual maturity.
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I I want you to know that, um,
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I don't share this with you as a guy who's not been through some hard times.
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The last six years of our lives has been absolutely crazy. Uh,
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in 2018, uh,
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I'll never forget I was in a conference room where I'm standing right now
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physically at the Raleigh campus and I got a phone call, uh,
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and it was my brother.
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He doesn't normally call me during the day and I answer the phone and he says,
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Hey Jason, um, I think dad's dead. And,
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um, I think, well that's wasn't expecting that. I mean,
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he did have a debilitative disease,
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but like that should have been like playing out over the long term.
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Like I knew something tragic must have happened,
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something traumatic must have happened. So I jump in the truck,
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I head to their house and I get there and sure enough,
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I mean the situation that I find is not something that you would wish on anyone.
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Um, my mom is there a couple years prior to that.
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She had had a back surgery. Um, she had some health issues. Uh,
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she was actually in a state of depression.
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She was in some ways unable to fully take care of herself in a lot of ways.
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He was like her primary caretaker.
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And so all of that fell on my wife and I just like that.
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And we do have other family,
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but the truth is like as a result of like some of the trauma of how everything
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happened, it triggered some things in some of my family.
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So we were really the only ones that really could step fully into this thing.
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And I didn't have any experience like managing a state. I didn't have,
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I wasn't prepared to like be the primary caretaker for my mom. So that's 20 18,
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20 19. Uh, that was my stepdad that I was just telling you about. Um,
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my dad was going through depression, he's been diagnosed bipolar,
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and I just lost one dad in my life. I didn't wanna lose another.
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And so we actually helped him get out of his house in Windell and move closer to
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where we live so he could be closer to us and to the grandkids.
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That was a tough stint. Uh, in 2020, I could probably just leave it there.
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Um, covid happened, right? And I know 2020 was hard on everybody.
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I'm telling you in church leadership, it was a special kind of heart. It's like,
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do we gather, do we not gather? Do we wear masks? Do we not wear masks?
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And it doesn't matter what decision you make because of what the media's saying.
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Like, and I talked about this already. We're a family.
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No matter what decision you make, the family's like split on itself. 50 50,
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everybody's mad at everybody. That was a tough year.
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And then we get to 2021 and we had some significant leadership transition here
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at Hope. Our founding pastor at the time, uh,
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made a decision that no one was really expecting. And, um, immediately retired,
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resigned myself and the elders went through a process for a couple months.
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They believed that, um, God was telling them that uh,
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they were supposed to ask me if I would consider stepping into the role of lead
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pastor here at Hope. My wife and I prayed about it,
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and we did in fact believe that God did have this call on our lives.
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And so we step into this role, but legitimately two days after that,
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we find out that there actually was more to the details that none of us knew
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about, but about what was really behind that immediate resignation.
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But we're like sitting on this thing and I'm like, okay,
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well this is gonna be more difficult than I imagined.
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That's 2021 and 2022. My dad's mental health,
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um,
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kind of switched directions completely and he had a severe and significant
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manic episode. And, um, when I tell you that it was a nightmare,
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I I like, that's as g-rated as I can possibly. I mean, I mean,
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I'm talking about worried about his life,
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worried about the health and wellbeing of others,
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worried about my own family's personal safety. And listen, my dad, um,
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is a great man. Um, mental health and mental unhealth is a real thing, man.
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It's challenging and he's in a better place right now.
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He's kind of moving into a good path. And so thanks be to God for that.
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But I'm telling you that year and a half it was hell.
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And now we find ourselves in 2024 in the truth is, um,
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hope Community Church has had an incredible 30 year run.
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We just celebrated 30 years of hope.
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But God's been speaking some things to me and to our elders and to some of our
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leadership here, that it's kind of time to put a bookend, um,
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on those first 30 years and that God has actually calling us into a new
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direction, into a new identity as a church, right?
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And so he's got this new season for us. And if I could be, I,
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and we're gonna talk more about that when we get into the fall,
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so you'll hear all about it. But I just wanna tell you,
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as a man before God and as a brother before you all,
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there are days where I'm like, God, am I really the guy to step into this?
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And then not only that, um,
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we have this model here at Hope from a teaching side where we say we want to
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have unique voices with a unified vision.
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And so for the last few years I've just been saying,
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so I'm just gonna work behind the scenes and I'm gonna help make sure that we're
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moving in the right direction as a church. But recently,
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I believe the spirit of God has been saying to me, yes,
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this is the direction that we're gonna be heading in as in a church,
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but I'm also calling you to step into a more upfront role,
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preaching more regularly casting vision for the congregation,
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calling them in to what it is that I have for 'em. And I'm gonna tell you,
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there's been moments where I've said, Hey, I didn't, I didn't sign up for that.
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And then God has lovingly and gently said,
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I don't know who you think you are to tell me what it is that you're going to
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sign up for. So I said, you're right.
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But here's the thing.
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I've been through enough of these moments that I've had to get down on my knees
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and say, God, I don't have anywhere else to turn.
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And God shows up and it develops this hope
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And it develops this confidence and this faith in God.
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And I tell you that because I want you to know that I've had these moments where
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I've had to ask, man, is this really worth it? You can ask my wife,
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she would tell you,
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I've had the nights where you're laying in bed and your chest is so tight that
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you can barely breathe, much less sleep.
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Like I've had mornings where I wake up and I just have to get down on my knees
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and, and I can have to say, God, is this ever going to end?
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Are we ever going to go back to normal in our lives?
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Like what is that even gonna look like?
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And I share that with you because I know there's someone that can hear my voice
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right now, and you don't know if you can keep going
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and you're in a place right now where you're saying,
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you're telling me to consider it joy and I don't know if I can get outta bed
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tomorrow. And if that's you right now, I just want you to look at my face.
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Don't give up.
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This Bible is filled with stories of God's people getting right up to
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the edge. And at the last minute,
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God's showing up and he does it so that he can bring glory to himself and God's
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people leave stronger as a result filled with more hope.
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You have people that love you. You have a church that's not perfect,
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but we wanna be like a family to you.
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You have a God that loves you and you cannot listen to the lies that the devil
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wants to tell you that you can't make it one more day.
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I am standing in front of you as a broken man,
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and I need this to be true as much as anybody does.
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And so I'm standing strong on the word of God and I've seen it play out in my
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life. I've had people, I i legitimate,
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I've had people ask me over the last few years, man, you've been through a lot.
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Like, how do you actually get over the pain?
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And if I can be perfectly honest with you, I don't know if you do,
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but you begin to learn how to trust God with the pain.
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And.
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You actually learn over time that there's something more beautiful on the other
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side is your faith in him grow.
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I want you to know that Jesus struggled with the same thing as we wrap up. Um,
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it was the night before the crucifixion
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and Jesus is with his disciples and he goes into the garden of Gethsemane and he
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says this to his disciples, sit here while I go over there and pray.
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And taking with him Peter and the two sons of Zebedee,
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he began to be sorrowful and troubled. And then he said to them,
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my soul is very sorrowful even to death.
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Remain here and watch with me. And then going a little further,
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he fell down on his face and prayed.
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Remember like the key to making it through difficult times is not just pulling
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ourselves up by our bootstraps. We have work to do.
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We gotta try to change our mindset,
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but the power comes when we lay down before God and we say, God,
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we need you to move. And Jesus prayed,
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my Father, if it be possible, let this cup pass from me.
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Nevertheless, not my will,
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but your will be done.
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I want you to know that the way of Jesus
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leads to trials and the way of trials can lead to death. I'm,
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I'm not gonna, I'm not gonna tell you anything different,
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but what I do want you to remember is on the other side of death through Jesus
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is resurrection. Okay?
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And this is why we have to remind ourselves of the gospel all the time,
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every single day. It's not something that we need one time to get this,
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get outta hell, jail free. It's because trials are gonna come.
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And we have to remember in that moment, no, no, no. Wait a minute, Jesus said,
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nevertheless, this isn't what I long to do. But nevertheless, Lord,
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if it's your will, I'll take this on.
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And he went to a cross and he paid for my sins and for your sins.
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And he rose from the grave three days later overcoming sin and death so that in
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this moment we could all stand together as a church family and say,
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we have hope.
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Jesus didn't go to a cross
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so that we would sit in a place of hopelessness.
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I told you earlier that he said, in this life, we will face trials.
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He finishes that verse by saying, but take heart.
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I have overcome the world.
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One of our elders earlier this morning, he said, man,
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there's no greater picture of progressive overload than the garden
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of Gethsemane or on the cross of Calvary.
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Um, I've said this once, I just wanna say it one more time.
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Jesus didn't go through what he went through on that cross for you and I to sit
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and despair when the stone rolled away three days later,
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he ensured that you and I can have hope and whatever trial it is that we face,
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I'm just gonna ask you to bow your heads across all of our campuses.
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And I just wanna pray for you.
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And so I'm gonna ask that if you find yourself in a place right now,
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if you find yourself in a trial where you just need God to move,
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I'm just gonna ask you to raise your hand
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and you can just hold it there.
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This is a sign of surrender as a sign of dependency on God.
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Father I, I lift up
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my brothers and sisters,
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the men and women and students across all of our campuses,
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whether they're walking down the street right now,
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listen to this with their hand in the air. Lord,
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you your word tells us in this life we will face trials.
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And so I pray right now that your Holy Spirit would bring a supernatural peace
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which transcends all understanding.
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Father,
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I also wanna pray that we would be able to live out what your word calls us
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into, that we would not break the cycle of what it is that you want to do in our
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lives.
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That we would find a way to mentally considerate joy when we go through these
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trials because we know that it's moving us from a spiritual infant into a
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spiritual adult.
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And we know that this world needs men and women and students who can stand
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strong in the face of trials. So Lord,
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I pray that you would give strength. I pray that you would bring healing.
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I pray for the man who's worried about his children. I pray for, uh,
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the the child who's worried about foster care. Lord,
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I pray for the individual who's worried about a sickness,
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who's maybe looking at surgery down the road.
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Lord, I pray for the marriage. It's on the rocks.
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Lord, we lift them up to you. And Father,
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as we wrap up this series called the Jesus Way,
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Jesus calls us into a new way of life. Lord,
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would we be a church that willingly steps into the life that
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you have for us and boldly live out what it is that you call us into for a world
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that desperately needs it ultimately for your glory? Lord, we love you.
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We thank you for the good news. We thank you for the gospel.
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We thank you for the hope that we have and everyone said together and amen.