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Blind Faith, Walking by Sight

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  1. Ruth hood hood wink wink feel free to come up sorry Matt made you get up

  2. Ruth was away on another vacation was it Australia this time or it was Down Under

  3. Ruth didn't know I would be calling her up so she's going to stumble through this

  4. you might have to hold it closer to testify that the Lord brought me through

  5. quite a trial this past month and I just want to thank him I just want to thank and praise God

  6. for all he brought me through this past week and I mean month and I had a good report from the doctor

  7. I've had a procedure at the hospital and I just want to give him praise honor and glory for bringing

  8. me through this what what what happened to you well had what they call bowel cancer and I've got a

  9. good report and I don't have to go back to the doctor for every four months for a blood test now

  10. so I'm thankful and praise God and when they checked your lymph nodes there was nothing

  11. do you have to go back for chemotherapy no no praise God and I've been free of pain since yesterday

  12. and it all happened in about three weeks ago less than three weeks ago

  13. thank you Ruth see that wasn't half as bad would you like to come up every week okay we were talking

  14. about when am I good to go okay we were talking about Josiah and the culture of kings but somehow

  15. I felt we need to visit something else that perhaps is not as culture ish but something relatively

  16. simple that we've gone over before but I'd like to go over again and so today we're going to talk

  17. about this thing called blind faith but blind faith is really not blind blind faith is actually

  18. the same as walking by sight it just depends on what kind of sight we are talking about that's

  19. why I gave it that title blind faith is equal to walking by sight and though it sounds contrary

  20. to what scripture says we'll find out that seeing is so vital in exerting faith so I put the

  21. scripture on top of your page so that we can look at it and see how God in that scripture brings

  22. out certain things about faith that we need to take notice of and so this is from Hebrews 11 13

  23. to 16 and here's what it says it says all these people were still living by faith when they died

  24. it's talking about the heroes of faith in Hebrews 11 they did not receive the things promised they

  25. only and look at the words that have been highlighted saw them and welcomed them from a

  26. distance and they admitted that they were aliens and strangers on earth people who say such things

  27. show that they're looking for a country of their own if they had been thinking of that country they

  28. had left they would have had the opportunity to return instead they were longing for a better

  29. country a heavenly one therefore God is not ashamed to be called their God for he has prepared a city

  30. for them and so I want us to notice it's not that much fun then yeah it's not living on the

  31. edge yeah so folks one of the things we need to understand about faith is that faith requires us

  32. to be people who see and seeing is vital if we want to walk in the kind of faith that God wants

  33. us to and that the people in Hebrews chapter 11 did and so we're going to examine some of those

    Hebrews 11 chapter mention

  34. things I've highlighted on that page and one of the things we will see there is that it all begins

  35. this way and we spoke about this long ago seeing has to precede believing has to precede confessing

  36. or saying has to precede action or doing seeing has to precede believing has to precede confessing

  37. has to precede doing has to anything less than that if any of these steps are missed then you

  38. miss out on what would really be faith if if we begin at confession then really it's a hollow echo

  39. if we begin at believing whatever believing on because if you don't see accurately a belief is

  40. based on falsehoods and any action that is not based on these is presumptuous and presumption is

  41. not faith presumption is dangerous that which we see is equal to that which we believe which will

  42. then produce that which we confess which then leads to that which we do and please understand

  43. that breakthrough in any area in your life does not come through chance but through change break

  44. through in my life in any area whatever you're struggling with be it failure be it provisions

  45. be it healing be it just an inability to break out of a cycle that you seem to re-enter be it

  46. hopelessness whatever it be breakthrough does not come by chance breakthrough does not come by chance

  47. but only through change only through change and change does not happen till in the areas that I'm

  48. with I go through these four phases I go through these four phases and I'm saying to you that if

  49. you follow through on these steps in whatever area it is that you want to you'll find that over a

  50. period of time it will be impossible impossible to restrict you or short-chain you from obtaining

  51. what God has planned for you it will be impossible I'm using the word impossible it will be impossible

  52. to restrict you or short-chain you from obtaining that which God has for you guys remember we've

  53. said this year before we do not operate by rules we do not operate by policies we only operate by

  54. principles and principles have the ability to do two things principles have the ability to change

  55. our mindset and principles have the ability to destroy principalities let me say that again

  56. principles have the ability to destroy both mindsets and principalities rules will not do

  57. it policies will not do it wishy-washy compromises won't do it the only thing that takes down both

  58. mindsets and principalities which are the only two enemies that Christians have to struggle against

  59. here on earth can both be taken down by principles and one of the unchanging principles of faith is

  60. that I have to see accurately based on what I see accurately I have to now stake my belief based

  61. on what I've staked my belief on I now need to speak it declare my intent and once I have declared

  62. my intent it is required of me now to put into action that which I've seen believed and spoken

  63. and once this principle is established it is impossible to restrict me or short-chain me from

  64. obtaining everything on earth that God has appointed me everything on earth everything on

  65. earth that is appointed to me by God go ahead she's she's she's eating a banana and asking me to

  66. repeat no go ahead yeah it goes well with a bit of calcium there yeah I was surprised that I

  67. didn't pause for a breath let me start again then I want to say to us that the two enemies we have

  68. here on earth are our mindsets and principalities that oppose what God wants for us the one thing

  69. that can destroy both mindsets and principalities are principles principles destroy both mindsets

  70. and principalities we've said before we don't operate by rules because rules don't work we

  71. don't operate by policies or compromised values that takes a little from the world takes a little

  72. from Christianity mixes it and takes a little from the supernatural takes a little from common

  73. sense and mixes it takes a little from reason takes a little from things that have of God mixes

  74. it we don't operate by that we only operate by principles that are extracted from the word and

  75. these principles then have the ability to destroy both mindsets and principalities and one of the

  76. principles that is unchanging when it comes to faith is this principle of seeing accurately what

  77. God has said in his word or what God is showing and then having seen it accurately to stake my

  78. belief on what I've seen and having staked my belief on what I've seen I now begin to embrace

  79. it and very easily declare my intent with words and once I declare my intent it is required of

  80. me now to begin to do or put into action that which I have seen believed and have declared and

  81. when I do this what happens is there is nothing that is restricted from me there's nothing I can

  82. be short-changed off from obtaining in terms of all the things that God has for me here on earth

  83. I'd like to say to you that Jesus lived this way our standards when it comes to faith will

  84. be the same standards as the Son of Man Jesus Christ it will not be less it will not be less

  85. so as we talk about this today if at times it chaffs you that perhaps you operated by a standard

  86. that is lower then feel free to apply some talcum powder but we are not going to lower our standards

  87. we're going to just just operate at that level however the Son of Man operated and how he approached

  88. everything is how we will approach things in terms of being taught. Questions?

  89. A mindset is my way of thinking a principality is opposing spirit force that tries to come

  90. against what I need to do and both can be destroyed with principles because it is written is the most

  91. effective weapon because it's the sword of the spirit. We'll go into that there's just the intro

  92. any other questions? Okay let's move on to seeing then seeing Jeremiah 1 11 you see God talking to

  93. Jeremiah and he says to Jeremiah Jeremiah what do you see and Jeremiah says I see an almond tree and

  94. then God says good I will watch over my word to perform it then he goes a little further and he

  95. says Jeremiah what do you see and he says I see a boiling pot from the north and so on. Folks we need

  96. to understand that sight and sound are used powerfully in the spiritual realm sight and sound are used

  97. powerfully in the spiritual realm by both God and the enemy by the way because the enemy always tries

  98. to counterfeit that which is God and it's a poor counterfeit but it's still a counterfeit sight and

  99. sound are used powerfully in the spiritual realm Israel saw Goliath David saw an uncircumcised

  100. Philistine Peter saw the waves Peter also saw a man at the beautiful gate and seeing him he knew

  101. that the man had faith Elisha saw the chariots of fire around the trees and knew that he was safe

  102. Elijah saw Jezebel even though Jezebel sent a messenger the Bible says Elijah saw sight and

  103. sound are used powerfully in the spiritual realm and God uses sight and sound to show us things

  104. but the enemy uses sight and sound to intimidate us works both ways Elijah this powerful prophet

  105. comes down from Carmel and the Bible says Jezebel sent a messenger to him to say to him that he would

  106. be dead by the evening of the next day and the Bible says Elijah saw Elijah saw and yet Elisha

  107. was able to see chariots of fire around when no one else could see it sight and sound are used

  108. powerfully so guard the affections of your heart in terms of what you let into your life through

  109. the eye gate and the ear gates because all intimidation all fear has to come through sight

  110. and sound they use powerfully and the enemy knows this which is why there is absolutely no room when

  111. it comes to seeing to allow sights and sounds that are meant to put fear in me I have to give it no

  112. room it's like an immediate shut down and it happens quite a few times in a day sometimes to

  113. people where suddenly this sight you see this thing happening or you there's an image that comes to

  114. your mind and you begin to go down that road or you hear something that someone says or you hear

  115. something on TV and immediately your mind starts stirring you've got to train yourself discipline

  116. yourself it is your personal responsibility to train yourself a discipline yourself to shut it

  117. down to shut it down the gates are yours to close our eyes the gates are yours to you got to shut

  118. down sights and sounds that are not from God from entering your soul for instance there is it is

  119. you know you know it's so strange but every medicine every insurance coverage every car

  120. is sold simply on the basis sometimes of sight and sound in terms of fear or attractiveness I

  121. mean they'll tell you this medicine can take away this pain and 80% of Canada is dying off it so

  122. you better get this medicine and then once you're hooked they'll tell you how if you take that

  123. medicine it'll cause you dizziness vomiting slow death pain in the nose and hair loss and that

  124. they say quickly so that you don't realize but they've already got you hooked because they told

  125. you that 80% of Canada dies of it sight and sound are vital the enemy knows that Babylon knows that

  126. Babylon works on it guys works on it shut it down oh this is something you have to take personal

  127. responsibility for there's no other way around it I do not want in my life anything that does

  128. not come from God and I shut it down and I say father I do not want to deal with that and if I

  129. see that there is fear in my heart when I hear this then I go and say to the Lord father I did

  130. not go down that track but did you see that I had fear when it was spoken about so now can you and

  131. I talk about it so that we can deal with this fear because I will not operate by fear either

  132. anything that stirs fear anything that is out of control in terms of sight and sound anything

  133. that brings up emotions that are not a negative anything that sends me down a track track that

  134. is unscriptural or is a deviation of scripture or is not godly anything that is recurring over

  135. and over again anything that comes even with a hint of condemnation anything that accuses or

  136. condemns others anything of this sort is not from God this is why it is vital to know the nature of

  137. God because once I know the nature of God it is easier to identify that which is of God and that

  138. which is not we live in a completely different time Matt completely different time they had to

  139. do that because they had to set the standards of holiness and unholy and then Christ comes and

  140. pays the standard of unholy it was that condemnation that was heaped on Israel that the sun paid Israel

  141. was called the son now son the son who is Christ comes and pays for that condemnation therefore

  142. there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ that's how it works I have to move on but

  143. we'll come back to questions again Matt folks all faith is preceded by accurate sight or revelation

  144. all faith is preceded by accurate sight or revelation all faith all matters of faith have

  145. to be preceded by accurate sight and revelation so there's when we talk about blind faith it's

  146. just a way of saying it I think Tino is there any chance you can turn the air conditioning off for

  147. a little while and then perhaps I'll send you again to turn it on thanks man so accurate faith

  148. is always preceded by sight accurate sight and revelation for instance if you go to Romans 1 17

  149. it says in Romans 1 17 we often talk about it as righteous will live by faith is what Romans 1

  150. 17 says but look at the beginning of the scripture for in the gospel a righteousness from God is

  151. revealed a righteousness that is by faith from first to last just as it is written first it has

  152. to righteousness from God has to be revealed before one can begin to walk by faith and not

  153. by sight but always sight proceeds or revelation proceeds faith take another scripture 2nd Corinthians

  154. 5 7 2nd Corinthians 5 7

  155. again it talks about living by faith and not by sight it says that we live by faith and not by

  156. sight but now go to revelations 5 verse 5 now it is God who has made us for this very purpose and

    Revelation 5:5

  157. has given us the Spirit as a deposit guaranteeing what is to come it is preceded by sight therefore

  158. why therefore therefore because the Spirit of God has been given to us and he shows us what is to

  159. come therefore we are always confident and know that as long as we are at home in the body we're

  160. away from the Lord we live by faith and not by sight it is always preceded by revelation or sight

  161. second Corinthians 5 7 5 5 just going to the preceding verses 5 7 says we live by faith and

  162. not by sight but you see why we live by faith because we have been given the Holy Spirit who

  163. brings us that guarantee of things to come based on that knowing of the things that are to come

  164. that is brought to us by the Holy Spirit now we don't have to worry about living in the body

  165. and living in the heavenlies we just operate by faith because we have something to stand on faith

  166. always is preceded by revelation folks you will teach you will live you will believe what you see

  167. you will teach you will live you will believe what you see let me say that again you will teach

  168. you will live and you will believe what you see I'm not talking about just plain natural sight

  169. I'm talking about see as in what you see and base your faith or belief on why do you think there

  170. are pastors who will tell you that I mean I remember going to this church once and spending

  171. almost 45 minutes talking about the mighty deeds of God and how God has done this and that and

  172. people in the church were very convinced in that meeting of what I was saying and they were agreeing

  173. and then after I was done one of the pastors came up and he stood in front and he said to the church

  174. after I was done thank you Jacob that was very good but we need to understand that these things

  175. don't have to happen and these things don't happen nowadays it may happen occasionally to

  176. one or two people and so don't go in the expectation that this is how life is supposed to work life is

  177. full of difficulties and things go up and down and I'm listening to him and I'm saying to myself

  178. that was 45 minutes destroyed in less than a minute but why is it that a pastor said that the

  179. reason the pastor said that is because that is what he sees he does not see things being

  180. provided he does not see things being healed he does not see scriptures as they need to be

  181. interpreted he does not he has not lived it he has not seen it therefore how can he teach

  182. anything else he has to teach what he has seen so on one hand I cannot blame him on the other hand

  183. I wanted to blame him a lot so I went up after him and I said I know I'm in your church I disagree

  184. with what he was saying but these things I believe can happen to everybody and I went and sat down

  185. because yeah that I didn't want people in the church to think that I agreed with everything he

  186. said I had to say that I disagree and then I went and spoke to some of the elders in the church and

  187. I said I'm sorry I said that I disagreed but I hope it was okay with you and if you want to

  188. say something to me feel free and we left it at that but the point is you teach live and believe

  189. what you see and the battle is to perceive accurately the battle is always that will we

  190. perceive what we need to perceive accurately the sad thing is often we don't we are supposed to

  191. will we perceive what we are supposed to perceive accurately that is the battle that is where the

  192. battle is because if my sight can be jaundiced then the enemy does not have to do anything else

  193. because if sight is jaundiced then he knows that believing will be jaundiced your confessions will

  194. be twisted and your action will be limited simple if my sight is jaundiced my beliefs will be half

  195. baked my confessions will be twisted and my actions will be limited and so faith will not

  196. produce the results it's supposed to produce so how is our sight jaundiced our sight is jaundiced

  197. and this is common knowledge I believe in this church site is jaundiced by our experience our

  198. sight is jaundiced by what we have been taught our sight is jaundiced by feelings our sight is

  199. jaundiced by facts that have not gone over time meaning when facts don't change over time we

  200. begin to believe the facts instead of the truth our sight is jaundiced by human role models that

  201. we have who are themselves jaundiced it's like a blind man leading a blind man our facts are

  202. jaundiced by inaccurate inaccurate teaching these are the things that jaundice our sight

  203. our experience especially when our experiences over a sustained period of time and we have not

  204. seen a change then now that becomes a default in those areas so it could be that in your life

  205. there are people who are sick or there is a sickness in your body that has not gone over time

  206. so then our seeing begins to change and we begin to think that this is the way it is sometimes it

  207. is because of plain inaccurate teaching now in some churches when they listen to this message

  208. they'll say that I am inaccurate in my teaching because I say that it is God's will for everyone

  209. to be healed but I stand my ground and say no that's the right teaching if you are taught

  210. for 40 years that God sometimes yields and God usually does not and he has a greater purpose

  211. that's what you will believe there are human role models we have sometimes it's our husbands our

  212. fathers our mothers our wives who seem to be our spiritual role model and so whatever they did we

  213. now hold on to and will not budge from it human examples are poor examples at the end of the day

  214. remember what we said Jesus Christ the Son of Man is the ultimate standard in faith nothing less

  215. our feelings we know we know what this means sometimes guys biblical concessions can also

  216. John this our site what I mean by that is we will pick on Paul we'll pick on Job and we'll pick on

  217. a few kings from the Old Testament and base our entire theology on what did not happen for them

  218. I'm not going to argue that even right now but those are biblical concessions like like when Jesus

  219. said to the guy who said is it okay to divorce and Jesus said to them Moses gave you that concession

  220. because you were hard-hearted but it is not remember he makes that statement at one point

  221. it's that kind of a thing except for when there's sexual immorality or when there's violence I can

  222. understand and Jesus makes that exception but the point is this that we cannot take biblical

  223. concessions to build a theology around it another favorite theology that comes this oh the Lord does

  224. not want to supply our wants he only wants to supply our needs don't know where that came from

  225. he only wants to supply our needs not our wants and then you'll have to now begin to redefine wants

  226. and needs and try to keep it both clear which father wants to supply only his child's bare needs

  227. this is not that balloon the bear necessities no it's not that thing yeah God will supply all our

  228. needs was never meant to say that God will not supply wants the word needs there is everything

  229. required for living now what is the need and a want suddenly I'm sure hockey will be a want

  230. so just understand that our site is jaundiced by these things and I want to say this important

  231. that you don't pass on your beliefs based on what you inaccurately what you see inaccurately to

  232. others let me say that again please make sure that your beliefs are rock-solid otherwise do

  233. not pass on what you see inaccurately to others just as much as you cannot force one to walk in

  234. your faith don't make someone walk in your lack of faith either calling that faith let me say that

  235. again just as much as I cannot force anybody here to walk in the faith that I may have in a situation

  236. I should not force you to walk in the lack of faith either now I may not have faith for healing

  237. let's assume if I do not have faith for healing and you come to me and say you have a sickness I

  238. should not now say it you know you're right sometimes God does stuff like this he senses

  239. sickness so that we may live a greater lesson you know what you just go and get whatever needs to

  240. be done done and forget the stuff about healing I may not have the faith for it but please do not

  241. pass it on just because you have a lack of because I don't have a lack because I have a lack of faith

  242. make sure that I don't pass it on to somebody else make sure that whatever you pass on to somebody

  243. is rock-solid there are areas in my life where I'll tell people I'm sorry I cannot talk to you

  244. because I have not sorted that out in my life and I'm sorry I cannot advise you on that I

  245. have to fix it in my life first if someone came to me five or six years ago and asked me to pray

  246. for provision in their life I sometimes feel like a hypocrite because I knew the situations with my

  247. provision and my lack of faith when it came to provision and I'd be praying for provision for

  248. someone else and I feel like man you know how to say these lines but you don't know how to back it

  249. up in your own life don't want to do that just take them to someone else who may be able to pray

  250. for them but do not pass on that which is incomplete or a lack in your life either by

  251. pretending as a hypocrite or telling them something that is not true please don't questions comments

  252. I would suggest that you check with someone you think is perhaps in that area walking in your view

  253. a life that is just totally circumspect in what in terms of what the word says and go and check

  254. go and check your understanding with that person or go and check your life with that person's life

  255. learning initially is a process of second-guessing guys I spent many years learning by watching others

  256. in certain areas and I did second guess myself because I did not know how to navigate and it's

  257. time well spent it's time well spent and I would sit and listen while these men would talk about

  258. stuff and I think to myself when am I going to get here it was not beating myself down but it was

  259. always saying here is a man I know who can walk a certain way and I'd like to see how he does it

  260. there's a guy called Vic who was brilliant at constructing churches all throughout the world and

  261. I remember sitting and watching him and thinking to myself man this must be what it is to walk in

  262. the shoes of an apostle and I didn't know anything about the apostolic then but I knew that much and

  263. I watched him and that's the way you learn make sure that your human examples are examples that

  264. actually have learned how to both talk the talk and walk the walk because one of the things Paul

  265. says which I want to say in different areas of my life to the church at acts 29 is imitate me as I

  266. imitate Christ and there are areas in my life which I say without any modesty right now that

  267. you can imitate in my life because I imitate Christ not all but there are many areas in my

  268. life where you can do that I said that with relative ease as I can your life in case you

  269. didn't know and at the end of the day how did Christ walk that should be my ultimate comparison

  270. how did Christ walk when it came to provisions how did Christ operate when it came to healing I

  271. know why he was not sick one because he was not born with original sin two because he walked

  272. perfectly before God but how did he deal with healing in other people's lives there's only one

  273. plumb line for us in all these areas guys how did how did he deal with things of life how did he

  274. walk across the waters how did he listen what did he see that becomes our standard that becomes

  275. our standard faith that is blind is usually faith based on inaccurate site or natural site so the

  276. whole idea of blind faith really is not just trusting God and leaping off a cliff blind faith

  277. is when I'm either operating by natural site or I'm operating by inaccurate scene that's when I'm

  278. really blind otherwise faith always operates on the basis of knowing revealed site always

  279. in a sense yes because by my definition which is not necessarily biblical is just a perhaps

  280. a way of putting it but I'm saying that blind faith is faith that is based on natural site

  281. or an inaccurate scene but it's not a theological statement it's just something I just wanted to

  282. say and the only way blind faith and of the inaccurate site can be corrected is by accurate

  283. teaching or accurate modeling which is again a form of teaching because teachers model what they

  284. are supposed to teach Jesus said that he said look at these Pharisees don't do what they do

  285. sure listen to them but don't you do what they do but that's not a good teacher the other thing

  286. that I need to understand about seeing and we touched on this also before but I was so sure

  287. that this had to be repeated this week the other thing that we need to understand about seeing is

  288. that folks many of us in many different situations in our life think that God is neutral when it

  289. comes to dealing with us God is neutral we understand that God is not against us but not

  290. all of us are constantly aware that God is for us I go through these times when I'm shocked that

  291. I think God is not for me neither is he against me I just sometimes I'm shocked and I go and tell

  292. him you know Lord after 20 years I just when I was talking to you right now I was struggling

  293. because I wasn't sure whether you were for me I know you're not against me but I suddenly felt

  294. that you weren't necessarily for me God is never neutral when it comes to you but you can think he

  295. is neutral if you do not recognize who he wants to be in your life I want you to remind I want to

  296. remind you of Joshua 5 verse 13 to 15 in Joshua 5 13 to 15 here's what happened happens Joshua knows

    Joshua 5:13–15

  297. that soon he's got to go and take Jericho and he goes for a walk and when he goes for a walk he

  298. suddenly sees a man with a sword drawn out and he goes up to the man and he asks the man a question

  299. he says to him are you for us or are you for our enemies and the man has a strange reply and this

  300. man is a pre-incarnate Christ just so you know the man says neither and it's always fascinated me

  301. that the pre-incarnate Christ appears to Joshua and Joshua asks are you for us or are you for the

  302. enemy and he says neither that's neutrality and then after saying neither he says I am the Lord

  303. of the armies of heaven and immediately Joshua falls down to the ground as soon as Joshua recognizes

  304. who he is and his title immediately God begins to reveal to him everything else that needs to be

  305. revealed and I want to say to you that God will only be neutral to you if you do not recognize

  306. his awesomeness and what his title is to you in a particular season at a particular junction in a

  307. particular event that is when you leave thinking he's neutral but if you and I have in every

  308. situation an ability to go up to God and say what are you being to me what is your title right now

  309. in my life I recognize your awesomeness I know you are Lord but tell me your title in my life

  310. right now and I'm saying to you that if you practice this you'll be surprised and how your

  311. heart will leap like a calf that is prancing because suddenly you realize in junctions of

  312. your life in situations in events he tells you who he is for that particular season and you

  313. suddenly are filled with such boldness that on one hand you will bow before him on the other hand

  314. you leap to your feet and prance around because your heart is full of this revelation of who he

  315. is I know who he is this month in July as I travel I'm sometimes surprised at who he doesn't tell me

  316. he is what I mean is I expect him to be mighty miracle worker and when I ask him so father I'm

  317. going on this trip and you know all the things that go with the trip what do you want me to what

  318. do you want to be to me during this time I mean he tells me sometimes it doesn't fit what I want

  319. him to be but it doesn't matter so let's assume he says to me that I want to be a teacher for the

  320. next month during the trip then you know what I'll do I'll go take the Bible and I'll take every

  321. scripture on what a teacher does and I'll take every scripture on how a pupil responds it's very

  322. easy to do that go to esord or any such now I have exactly what the Bible says a teacher will be

  323. like as Christ is and I also know how a pupil should respond now I'm armed for the next 21 to

  324. 26 days I'll be walking around knowing who he is when Joshua went up to him and he said neither

  325. and then he reveals his title he didn't tell Joshua I am Yahweh he didn't say to Joshua I'm

  326. Yahweh Jaira your provider he didn't say to Joshua I'm Yahweh Rapha your healer he didn't say I'm

  327. Yahweh Shama I'm Yahweh Nisi he said I am Yahweh Sabaoth why because he knew that the next morning

  328. Joshua has to go and take Jericho he knows this event the situation the juncture you are at and

  329. he will reveal what he needs to be and suddenly it's like a banner waving over your head which

  330. goes with you wherever you're traveling because the king is in residence there and the king has

  331. a title that applies to your situation for now so you don't have to worry about miracle working

  332. and all that stuff because he had just told you he's going to be a teacher and you know immediately

  333. that he will watch over you and instruct you and teach you his paths and his ways and you will hear

  334. a voice in your ear saying do not turn to the left or to not turn to the right but walk in the ancient

  335. paths and I will prosper you in what you do so suddenly you respond like a pupil and you go with

  336. such confidence and your eyes and ears and heart is continuously caught because you want to hear

  337. the rabbi speak to you and tell you what he is about and you realize that even though you are

  338. going on a trip you're going to learn and come back far more learned for I have been taught by

  339. the tongue of my teacher and my ears have been listening to him you see how everything changes

  340. this is something we need to do in terms of sight when we begin to see who God is in a

  341. particular season then it is easy now to base my beliefs on the sight of his name

  342. when you acknowledge it God begins to reveal more as he did with Joshua have to see his title what

  343. is he want to be at seasons events in my life at the end of the day I always remember this

  344. God is not neutral with you you're a son and God said this about Jesus he said I love my son dearly

  345. and because I love my son dearly I will show him all things and this he says in John 520 put your

  346. name in there I love my Jacob dearly and I will show him all the things that he needs to see because

  347. I love my Jacob dearly can you imagine my Jacob this nuts man sight must lead to believing sight

  348. believing it is possible for sight not to lead to believing it's fascinating how like I said I

  349. was sharing testimonies in that church and at the end of testimonies and they knew I was telling

  350. the truth at the end of all those testimonies there was no believing sight you would think

  351. would lead to belief you know in Matthew 27 verse 28 I think Jesus has just risen from the dead

    Matthew 27:28

  352. and he appears to disciples and it says many believe but some doubted they saw a man they saw

  353. him risen in an immortal body and many believe but some doubted sight should lead to belief and

  354. please understand that beliefs are more than preferences belief is more than consensus beliefs

  355. are non-negotiable convictions yeah please this is important okay we all say we believe but a

  356. belief is a non-negotiable conviction it's non-negotiable and what's it based on it's

  357. based on this grasp you have of God's non-negotiable faithfulness and truth it's

  358. non-negotiable that's what a belief is guys a belief is not a preference a belief is not

  359. a consensus opinion because most people seem to be getting it right when they think along

  360. those lines a belief is a non-negotiable conviction because you have suddenly grasped the fact that

  361. God has some non-negotiable truths and his faithfulness is non-negotiable so now you

  362. can stake your life on it and your reputation and lose both if he doesn't turn up but guess

  363. what it pleases him because there are people who did trust him and the Bible says they did not get

  364. what they were looking for here on earth but they knew something else was waiting for them always

  365. remember the the objective of faith is not to obtain results the objective of faith is to please

  366. God the results are a byproduct it is a big leap for me I always used to think the objective of

  367. faith was getting results convictions are non-negotiable a conviction is a belief you

  368. won't change a conviction is a belief you won't change to violate a conviction would be a sin

  369. a conviction is a belief you won't change you can add to a conviction once you know it's

  370. accurate God may cause more truth to explode onto your site and you add to it but a conviction is

  371. not something that changes I don't know if I told you this I may have told you some of you this

  372. situation I was this happened some five or six years five years ago 2004 May or something or

  373. doesn't matter five or six years ago I was flying from Vancouver to London and with somebody else

  374. on a mission trip and this person was much more learned and perhaps one of the people who's

  375. invested the most in my life and as I'm going on this mission trip halfway through the flight

  376. I break out in a cold sweat and I feel dizzy and I completely just go dead and I found out later

  377. that the person took my pulse and found out that there was no pulse and I had gone cold and so when

  378. I came around I found that they had put an oxygen mask on my face cleared the chair the seat next

  379. to me and had fed me coke because they thought that I needed my sugar levels were low stuff like

  380. that and I felt a little embarrassed at all this that had happened so finally once people have gone

  381. back I took off the mask and the person next to me told me that you had completely gone dead and

  382. he had started praying in tongues and because he did not feel a pulse and the body had gone cold

  383. and we went after the after that the trip went fine I was away for two weeks works really hard

  384. like I'd normally do on trips and came back and when I came back the person said to me that you

  385. need to now go to a doctor and you need to check out the condition your physical condition because

  386. what happened on that aircraft was really something else and you need to go and check yourself out and

  387. I believe that this is something God wants you to do and I would recommend that you do it because

  388. you have to be responsible he didn't say God wants you to do I want you to do it because you have to

  389. be responsible to keep yourself well before God and stuff like that and because it was this man

  390. who had such such an impress such an influence on my life I was suddenly caught in this dilemma

  391. because all my life since I've become a Christian which was in 1988 I have never had ever to touch

  392. a medicine never which is I'm not saying that that is the standard that I want to apply to

  393. everybody but I'm saying in my life that is how it has worked I've never had to touch a medicine

  394. and here is this man of God who I respect and honor and look up to who's telling me that I need

  395. to go and I'm caught in this dilemma because I know what how God has operated with me and I know

  396. what this man is telling me now that night that man has a dream and in that dream this is funny

  397. in that but it but I interpreted it wasn't in the dream he sees me getting married to somebody and

  398. so I'm standing in front of the altar and there's this person in a bridal gown with a with the face

  399. covered with a veil and he is the one who's marrying us and he pronounces us husband and wife

  400. and then I lift the veil and it's a guy and now it's a guy and he says to me Jacob it's too late

  401. I have already pronounced you man and wife and you're married and there's nothing you can do and

  402. as he's talking to me the Lord is beginning to speak to me I was driving down the Oak Street

  403. Bridge and taking that ramp off to come to my place and I just remember this part and the Lord

  404. is saying do you see do you see do you see and as he's talking I said I have an interview he said

  405. I do not understand what it means you have to be careful I said I understand it and began to tell

  406. him I said if I marry right now into the system that you are telling me to go into the Lord has

  407. taught me to be this way all my life he has always taken care of my health and he has always kept me

  408. safe without the need for medicines and he's always healed me now if you have asked me to go

  409. and marry into a system that God has taught me to stay out of and I do it I'll never be able to

  410. come out of it and this man had the humility to say you know you're right do not listen to anything

  411. I said before the reason I'm telling you this is sometimes if you have a conviction about something

  412. and you have to make sure you have an accurate site and conviction then you have to stand your

  413. ground regardless at the cost of your reputation even sometimes at the cost of your life but that's

  414. what convictions are about if you go and check any law situation in the US the if you go to a

  415. court in the US the US courts define what is a belief and what is a conviction did you know that

  416. a belief is something that can change and they ask you is it a belief that you have or is it a

  417. conviction because if it's a conviction they know that you will not change it at any cost even if

  418. you get a jail term but if it is a belief the court can ask you to perhaps change your belief

  419. because beliefs are defined as changeable you can go check it I checked it this morning to make sure

  420. the reason for telling you that story is you've got to know what your convictions are and you've

  421. got to base your convictions on accurate site and then if it's a conviction you can stand

  422. because to violate a conviction would be sin to violate a belief would be a sin and the Bible

  423. says in Romans 14 23 anything that I do not do in faith is sin make sure your convictions are

  424. solid that's important that's why site is so important conviction always will speak guys it'll

  425. always speak because convictions are on the inside and it will always show up on the outside

  426. in your lifestyle if you have a conviction about anything it will speak in Daniel chapter

    Daniel 3:23

  427. 3 verse 23 or thereabouts they had verse 17 and 18 sorry they had convictions they had convictions

  428. and they their conviction within them spoke and they said oh king we believe that our God is going

  429. to rescue us but perchance that God does not rescue us we want you to know that we will not

  430. you it's it's at cost it's at cost any questions before we move on to confession and then action

  431. we should be done by 115 any questions you see why it is very important that I know my site and

  432. my convictions before I teach or try to influence somebody else and why you need to do the same

  433. before you teach or influence somebody because just as dangerous as it is to influence somebody

  434. else to walk in your faith it is as dangerous to encourage someone to walk in your lack of faith

  435. or my lack of faith so there are many times when people will come and ask me for prayer and I

  436. realize that I don't have faith to pray for it so instead of praying help I back off and I first

  437. go and negotiate with God saying I do not have faith to pray for this you know something I did

  438. not have faith to pray for the child's muscle and then the day after I heard it I was talking to

  439. Heidi and saying Heidi so this is what is happening and very casually she said if the child has a

  440. muscle the things will work out and I don't see why God cannot create a muscle and I heard that

  441. and so I went back and I started saying to God it's that easy father I want we want muscles and

  442. then we prayed together that evening but till then I had not even gone to that area of muscles I was

  443. thinking of other options of a tube being inserted father maybe because my father's the dad has

  444. if you put in a tube a seven centimeter tube things will work out so I was going for that option

  445. till I heard about the muscle see sometimes when you do not have faith for something no instead

  446. of going for the usual health prayer which is okay but we have to move to places of maturity

  447. step back and say okay father I want to come to the place where I can have faith for this and

  448. work on it it is your personal responsibility to work on it this is discipline guys these are the

  449. disciplines of Christian life these are the disciplines of Christian life convictions lead

  450. to confession we're talking about the next page now convictions lead to confession and just so

  451. we understand what confession means to confess is to acknowledge agree and then declare confessions

  452. are an acknowledgement an agreement and then a declaration so confessions are not mantras

  453. because they are a declaration of intent they are a declaration of intent and confessions have

  454. limited power if you haven't seen accurately if you haven't believed it to a point of being

  455. absolutely persuaded confessions are just limited in power they don't do much because the Bible

  456. says the name is 3-3 one of my favorite scriptures can two walk together in agreement unless can

  457. two walk together except they are in agreement so it's pointless confessing stuff it's a hollow

  458. echo if I already haven't come into agreement with what God can do and with what God is saying

  459. because I've seen it and now I'm persuaded to a point of being convicted of it in my heart only

  460. then is it natural for the abundance of the heart to be spoken with the mouth that's how it works

  461. and if you begin to actually confess because you have seen and because you are persuaded in

  462. your heart it will show in your in pattern changes in your life guys confession is always

  463. matched with consistent changes of patterns in your life once I begin to confess a certain

  464. thing you and it comes out of a deep conviction you'll see that in an area where I used to react

  465. differently there's a change in pattern now because now my words are not talk-to-talk it's

  466. words that come out of my walk there's a difference suddenly that's perhaps where charismatic Christians

  467. such as some of us missed out when confession became the endgame instead of it being a declaration

  468. of intent that was based on rock-solid conviction with him and here's another important point which

  469. you need to note that that reason will always try to silence confession reason will always try to

  470. silence and intimidate confession reason reason will try to silence confession or intimidate it

  471. will try to silence confession the voice of reason silences dilutes our convictions and our

  472. confession let me see that again the voice of reason will always try to silence or dilute our

  473. convictions and our confession like Roland Tan used to say cut off that cabbage that's I mean cut

  474. off your head and stick a cabbage there you'll do better the voice of reason will always silence

  475. your convictions and confession or it'll dilute it you know I'm just saying this again this is where

  476. you can look really foolish but I need to say like I know that there is a particular vehicle that God

  477. is going to give me in future and I'm even asking him now okay father so what do I do with my present

  478. vehicle and it looks like I'll have to give it away to somebody so I don't know who but now every

  479. morning when I wake up I see this vehicle going past my house and I do not know why he wants to

  480. give it to me because it's not like I'm unhappy with the vehicle I have but I know it so every

  481. morning I say oh father there it goes first thing I get up in the morning there you see it again and

  482. now I'm beginning to examine the vehicle beginning to check it out to see well not bad not bad and

  483. now my question is okay father so who do I give the present vehicle I have to you got to tell me

  484. that too because what would I would do with two vehicles as far as I know I'm not getting married

  485. so don't need two vehicles my dad will give one away and when I was writing this I thought no no

  486. I should speak it out here in church because I'm quite sure this is gonna happen so my dad will

  487. tell you right? My dad will do a raffle in the church or something no just kidding but the point

  488. is I just needed to throw that in for my own sake folks it's a Toyota but it's an SUV the voice

  489. of reason silences or dilutes our belief and folks the voice of reason will also cause you

  490. to sometimes not act in faith for small things here's here's an example it's only a small headache

  491. forget praying just grab the Advil it's only a small headache so why go through the whole

  492. labor of prayer just grab the aspirin or the Advil it's much easier oh it's only a small muscle

  493. pull that will go away in four days I can't understand that yeah that's the voice of reason

  494. but this is this is common to us all I am surprised that sometimes if the pain is not

  495. bad enough it'll go away in three four days we live in a different economy

  496. I guarantee you if Jesus was with twelve of you and you had an it Jesus boo-boo

  497. after three and a half years your language wouldn't change but the point is this guys we

  498. bear it because the voice of reason says now you're going to pray for that and what if the

  499. headache doesn't go to deal with the hassle of why the headache didn't go and just take the

  500. see this is how we fall out of practice guys we have to be faithful in little things that is what

  501. makes a crisis become a small thing later on a crisis is big because we never practiced it with

  502. little things when you practice with little things a crisis loses its size and magnitude

  503. I refuse now to bear up if if there is a thing father it is hurting and I really don't like pain

  504. and you know that I don't know why you gave me such a low threshold of pain but I'm glad you did

  505. but please in the name of Jesus Christ be healed same applies to provision same applies to failure

  506. same applies to doors opening same applies to shutting doors same applies to not allowing

  507. things same applies to allowing things it's all the same man we learn in small things

  508. let's go to action and finish confession has to be followed by action see folks if our response

  509. is the same difference as the world know what good are we if we just bookend our prayers with

  510. some faith jargon what good is it if it's the same difference as the world we got to be distinctly

  511. different when it comes to faith man there's always a shedding away of a garment when you

  512. walk on what you see or what you believe and what you speak remember blind Bartimaeus what did he do

  513. he shed off the garment he didn't shed off the gum and fold it neatly and keep it safely so that

  514. later on he can pull it out and wear it again he's fed it off and he walked an action that follows

  515. this kind of site this kind of believing this kind of declaring of intent is always a burning

  516. of bridges man a burning of bridges because there'll be absolutely no going back you risk

  517. your reputation and your life risk your reputation and there will be times when you risk your

  518. reputation and your reputation is in ruins