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Back-To-The-Future

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  1. Okay guys, so the reason I call this teaching back to the future is because

  2. I'm gonna recap everything we've

  3. Talked about for the last ten weeks and then like

  4. Jane came and spoke

  5. Zoom out to see where God is taking us next

  6. Yeah, I was very encouraged with what was spoken because that's kind of what God wants to do

  7. God wants to say hey look at what I've done over the last ten weeks and what I've been

  8. taking

  9. You on for the last ten weeks now that you know it

  10. Let me tell you what lies ahead so that you know how to treat the earth how to treat nations

  11. How to treat cities and how to live and so it's back to the future

  12. I thought that was the appropriate title for it. So let's look at

  13. Hey guys, you should see Sheldon's hair by the way, most of us had a haircut except him

  14. So that's not important so

  15. Here's here's where we've gone in the past and now we're going

  16. Here's what we look at so here's where we started guys we start we said that

  17. with this pandemic or with kovat as

  18. Much as it is a physical reality there are always spiritual realities

  19. Behind

  20. Physical

  21. Circumstances

  22. You said that first that there are always spiritual realities behind physical circumstances in fact on

  23. the YouTube channel, there's a

  24. There's a series another series there's one particular recording called behind the scenes if you go listen to it

  25. You'll hear what it has to say

  26. And by the way, if you haven't been trying to listen to the videos online, then you're you're poorer for it

  27. I realize that you can't keep up because sometimes a video is released every two or three days

  28. And so it'll be hard for you to keep up

  29. Especially if you're working and if you've got other responsibilities

  30. But if you're not trying to watch them all then you are poorer for it and you'll be behind the rest of us who watch it

  31. yeah, so that's like as

  32. Clearly and as politely as I can put it what I mean is what it

  33. so

  34. there's the spiritual realities behind physical circumstances and

  35. So we said that behind this pandemic behind kovat 19 there are spiritual realities at the first point

  36. we made we said that

  37. Something like kovat happens once in many years and it has the ability

  38. To paralyze the earth

  39. Paralyze the earth

  40. Has the ability to paralyze the earth I

  41. Can hear crunching in the background, but that's okay

  42. It has the ability to paralyze the earth guys the last time something like this happened where the entire earth

  43. Came to a standstill was during World War two. That's the last time it happened

  44. Where the entire earth came to a standstill?

  45. where

  46. things just weren't normal for years on end that was

  47. Things just weren't normal for years on end that was

  48. More than 74 years ago. We said that when the earth is paralyzed this way here are the things that happen

  49. There is war

  50. This is how the earth is paralyzed usually there is war there is famine there is disease

  51. and

  52. There is scarcity

  53. These are the four methods that the enemy has always used to paralyze the earth

  54. We also said that kovat or this pandemic is not a god thing

  55. That it is not God's attempt to punish

  56. It is not God's attempt to force us to repent that this thing did not come from God

  57. I've not been able to participate in

  58. certain global prayer meets on zoom because

  59. When you participate with people who are saying oh we need to repent because this is God's anger upon the earth

  60. It's difficult for me to participate knowing that this is not God's anger that this is not God's discipline

  61. That this is not how God is

  62. And so right away ten weeks ago

  63. We established that this is an attack of the enemy that paralyzes the earth and he has always used these methods war famine

  64. Disease and scarcity he's always used these methods to cripple the earth

  65. And

  66. In the process of using these four methods to cripple the earth what Satan intends to create its fear

  67. Greed

  68. Fear greed lack and

  69. Pride

  70. It's always been the case whenever things like this happen there's fear that grips the earth

  71. There's a felt lack which people now try to fill

  72. There is greed because people start hoarding and desiring things for themselves, and then there is pride

  73. There's a defiance and you see it with Israel you see it with

  74. Any nation once it's broken. What do you hear? This is Boston stronghold. This is Vancouver stronghold

  75. This is Boston stronghold. This is Vancouver stronghold. This is New York strong. What has been broken?

  76. We will build again where the sycamore was removed. We will plant cedars where buildings were torn down. We will build walls

  77. Isaiah 11 talks about this where there's a defiance that nobody can put us down

  78. this is cyclical guys and

  79. When the earth begins to feel this

  80. then

  81. solutions or placebo solutions are provided by

  82. government

  83. By commerce

  84. By religion

  85. these three step in to provide solutions that are actually

  86. Have a placebo effect and unfortunately these three

  87. sum up the lifeblood of

  88. Babylon we talked about all this I'm recapping it so that you

  89. Understand what God has been doing with us for the last 10 weeks

  90. You have any questions on this feel free to ask

  91. It's critical that we understand this say because

  92. See, you know, we caught this often that the sons of Issachar knew their times

  93. What was meant by the sons of Issachar knew their times was very simple

  94. They knew what God was up to they knew what seasons were coming what seasons were passing and

  95. Here

  96. Our sons of Issachar who should know what God is up to so that we have a correct perspective

  97. So that our prayers are accurate so that we know how to approach things

  98. Otherwise, we are like blind men feeling around one day saying repentance another said dating

  99. discipline another day saying the devil another

  100. Day saying God's judgment and we wander around without a solid idea what is happening

  101. Any questions on this

  102. Okay

  103. Then we talked about how if this is left unchecked if this is left unchecked then the earth will be dented

  104. Irreversibly every time things like this have been left unchecked the earth is dented

  105. Irreversibly and this again is cyclical you'll see in Genesis 3 for example

  106. And then in Genesis 6 and then in Genesis 11 you will find that there were three

  107. I mean if you look at Genesis 1 to 12

  108. You will have an idea what happens on the earth again and again again Genesis 1 to 12 is repeated

  109. History is on repeat if you read Genesis 1 to 12, you know the pattern, you know

  110. You know the devil's pattern and you know God's pattern and so in Genesis 3 what happened?

  111. There was death and decay introduced into the world

  112. Through Adam's sin. It was an irreversible dent on the earth. The earth never

  113. Recovered from that in Genesis 6. There was demonic interference

  114. And the earth never recovered from that

  115. So much so that God had to send a flood in Genesis 11

  116. What happened?

  117. Nimrod built Babylon and the Tower of Babel and

  118. The nations were scattered and the earth never recovered from that. These were

  119. such

  120. Irreversible dents left on the earth because nobody stood up to contest what the enemy was doing

  121. However

  122. Every time something like this happens God has Genesis 12 waiting for the earth and what happens in Genesis 12?

  123. If death happened and decay happened and demonic interference happened and defiance from Nimrod happened

  124. then Genesis 12 always brings forth a deliverer and

  125. the first deliverer that God sends is Abraham and

  126. Since then any time the earth suffers this way God sends the descendants of Abraham the true descendants of Abraham

  127. I'm not talking about the nation Israel. I'm talking about true Israel as in the sons of the living God today

  128. God always sends them and says hey, can you combat this? Can you stand up and begin to speak for the earth?

  129. Our

  130. Role over the last few weeks has been to one understand what is happening

  131. to to speak it to anybody who listens and

  132. So there have been different parts of the world that have understood this and I began praying a certain way

  133. You might say but what's one voice amongst eight billion

  134. Guys if there's anything I'm absolutely convinced of over the last ten weeks

  135. It is this that I am a majority of one that we are a majority of one

  136. That God just needs one or two or ten or twenty or forty or fifty people to agree with him

  137. That's all he needs. He doesn't even need that but that's enough for him

  138. To announce what he needs to and to do what he wants to

  139. And so our role over the last ten weeks has to be has been to understand this

  140. And once we understand this we needed to recognize the powers at work globally and in nations and in cities

  141. Once we understood this

  142. Then it was God's intent that hey guys now that you've understood how it works now that I've shown you from scriptures

  143. What's actually afoot now?

  144. That you know that I am a good God. I'm a kind God

  145. I'm a God who uses kindness to bring people to repentance that I'm not

  146. Waiting to count the sins of the world against them that I have paid the price of reconciliation

  147. That my body is the body that goes out and displays my kindness to the world once we understood this and once we understood

  148. That there were powers at work spiritual powers

  149. rulers of darkness that were working globally and in nations

  150. And in cities then we were in a place to now begin to pray and take action

  151. We talked about

  152. Different powers affecting different cities nations and we talked about long ago about four weeks ago

  153. We talked about a power called Leviathan

  154. That it was a ruling spirit that was behind

  155. Most of the things that were happening on the earth for the last 10 to 12 weeks won't go into that

  156. And if it's the first time you're hearing this then it's because either you don't remember or you didn't watch

  157. Some of the videos, but that's fine now you

  158. have been

  159. Told so you can take it from here

  160. Besides these powers we went we began to pray for different nations different cities

  161. Different parts of the globe

  162. We prayed for indonesia different from quebec

  163. We prayed for yemen different from new york we prayed for india

  164. different from bahrain

  165. We are praying now for brazil

  166. And we are praying for the world

  167. We are praying for india different from bahrain

  168. We are praying now for brazil different from

  169. New zealand and we are praying for vancouver very specifically

  170. We're praying for downtown east side different from richmond

  171. And

  172. This was part of the reason we had the open new ancient doors series

  173. So that every time a video was released you could go home and begin to pray

  174. Like we said every time in each video

  175. I would say pray for a city and pray pray for your city and pray for a nation or a location and use these methods

  176. to pray

  177. And

  178. so

  179. The intent of god not the intent of your pastor but the intent of god is through this time

  180. Can I show you how things work and can I raise the people who get the hang of how?

  181. To effectively strategically do what I ask them to do so that I can stop things in nations

  182. I'll give you a simple example

  183. Cyclone amfan super cyclone amfan struck india and bangladesh last week

  184. There were people praying for that the last time a super cyclone struck struck was in 1999

  185. There were 10 000 lives lost

  186. Guess how many lives lost this time 96?

  187. I

  188. Am absolutely convinced about how

  189. Effective it is when you pray what god asks you to pray and that we are a majority of one

  190. That is the greatest thing that has come out of these 10 weeks

  191. I could give you examples of things that happened in indonesia the way death rates began to lower in quebec

  192. So jacob are you saying that we are the only ones praying perhaps not but all I know is we are praying

  193. And what did this prayer look like it looked like declarations go again and visit open up your ancient doors

  194. Most of them were declarations very rarely were their appeals or supplications

  195. Because we were not asking god for mercy because this god is super merciful

  196. So

  197. What happened as we began to pray is that there was stunning visible results one day i'll

  198. I'll tabulate all the results when covet is over and i'll i'll bring newspaper articles

  199. And i'll show you what we prayed and what the result was. I just gave you i'm fun as an example

  200. That there were certain places where governments were asking if we could pray a certain way because they were certainly seeing certain results

  201. That sounds ridiculous, but it's true

  202. And then around april 29th

  203. Around april 29th

  204. Around april 29th, we began to have this sense that the waters will recede

  205. And actually we're looking forward to may 4th because we knew that god was going to do something new all across the globe

  206. around the first week of may and so

  207. I remember

  208. Talking to you on may 3rd or may 4th or may 7th whichever sunday it was about how god put a rainbow

  209. And i've always

  210. Spelt rainbow since then whenever I think of that particular rainbow. I always spell it as rainbow

  211. It's wrong spelling. This is not for kids. This is for grown-ups only and so

  212. I've been spelling rainbow that way for the last one month or so

  213. Because had this sense that the waters were going to recede and the rainbow was going to appear and then on the 29th

  214. Of april the rainbow did appear and here's what we

  215. sensed god saying through the through that rainbow

  216. We sensed god saying that despite the wickedness of the earth despite the wickedness of the earth that will increase now

  217. despite the wickedness

  218. Of the earth

  219. That will increase

  220. As covid lifts

  221. Despite the wickedness of the earth that will increase as covid lifts i god

  222. Will restrain

  223. The devil

  224. And

  225. The next three years will be years of unparalleled

  226. Kindness

  227. We also talked about how times of disaster are never times of harvest

  228. You look at the bible you look at

  229. Incidents you look at the history of the world the church never grew when disasters hit

  230. It's a falsehood that we believe that is perpetrated by

  231. People too that during disasters no during disasters people who come to church for rice

  232. And once you supply them the rice they believe

  233. It's a kindness of god that draws people to him not disasters if fear and disasters could draw people to god

  234. God would use that on a regular basis. Let's send an earthquake. Let's collect some people for heaven

  235. This is what we sense god saying

  236. And if you were to go back and look at some of the teachings

  237. i'm just summing it all up in one shot because we need to understand the last 10 weeks because if we don't

  238. The people who don't understand their past will not be able to step into their future

  239. and

  240. As the waters begin to recede god began to say hey i'm seeking a remnant i'm seeking

  241. a remnant

  242. a remnant

  243. That will now

  244. Go out

  245. And seed

  246. The earth

  247. With my

  248. Unparalleled kindness and spirit

  249. That was about four or five weeks four weeks ago

  250. And once he started saying that we said okay

  251. So what does that look like lord because in september last year you told us that 2020 was the year of the holy spirit

  252. So what does that look like how are you going to seed

  253. And it's such a biblical concept. I think it's in ecclesiastes 11 or thereabouts where it talks about how when flood waters recede

  254. That's when you should seed because the sad the soil is very fertile

  255. And so god is saying hey, can I find a remnant?

  256. That will go out and seed the earth with unparalleled kindness

  257. As I restrain satan

  258. And will you seed the earth with the works of my spirit?

  259. I was talking to may I think and I was telling me

  260. Man, we need to go back and look at what god has already done because every week if we come up with a new teaching

  261. There's no no catching up man

  262. Because these teachings are pretty decent and so you keep going on to oh what's a what did we teach last week?

  263. Even I forget what I taught last week

  264. And so this is why I thought it'd be good to sum it up

  265. We knew in 2020 that it was a year of the spirit

  266. And so we began to ask god if you wanted to seed the earth with kindness and with your spirit

  267. And you said this year was the year of the spirit. What?

  268. Do you want us to focus on because when you talk about the spirit the spirit does everything?

  269. So what are we supposed to focus on and it was very simple. He told us to focus on one word

  270. Release

  271. Release

  272. And that is why we've been hanging around isaiah 61 that is why ari read isaiah 61

  273. If you go back over the last three weeks, we've been talking about isaiah 61 that the spirit of the sovereign lord is upon me

  274. For he has and then it continues she read the whole thing today

  275. Release and this now begins to set us up for the future

  276. And we said that release has two components or and what are those two components the two components of release are vengeance

  277. And favor

  278. Vengeance and favor in isaiah 61

  279. Favor in isaiah 61 you it talks about the favor of the lord the year of the favor of the lord and the

  280. Vendance of god and both are critical parts of release. What is vengeance vengeance is a divine decree

  281. Vendance is a divine decree executed

  282. With wisely

  283. Directed fury

  284. Against

  285. Physical and spiritual oppressors

  286. And it's an essential part of release

  287. Which is why I call it praying carefully praying strategically so that our fury is wisely directed

  288. in the

  289. With the intent of executing upon spiritual oppressors that which god wants to sentence them to

  290. Only time will tell what?

  291. um how effect not only time will tell only time will prove to

  292. Others how effective our prayers were?

  293. Yeah, i'll just leave it at that

  294. And we talked about the year of favor and favor we said was part of this idea of jubilee where

  295. Every 50th year people would be released people would be granted release

  296. you could go and proclaim release to your servants to your land to

  297. Bondage you could proclaim release and you would grant release that was the idea of favor

  298. So release has these two items in it we said

  299. And who were we talking about releasing we were talking about releasing the spiritually

  300. And morally

  301. Poor

  302. We were talking about releasing

  303. Prisoners those that had been sentenced for something that they had done

  304. We were talking about releasing captives those that had not done anything wrong, but had been taken captive by

  305. Tyrants or by

  306. Powers greater than them we were talking about releasing those that were crushed

  307. and broken-hearted

  308. All this is from isaiah 61

  309. We were talking about releasing those that were sorrowing sorrowing why sorrowing because of guilt sorrowing because of shame

  310. sorrowing because of tremendous loss

  311. We were talking about releasing those that were blind our dwelling in darkness

  312. And

  313. Who makes all this happen the holy spirit

  314. How do we know that because isaiah 61 says that the spirit of the sovereign lord is upon me

  315. Because he has anointed us the church acts 29 being part of the church. He has anointed us the church to do what?

  316. to

  317. Preach the good news to the poor to the spiritually and morally broken to the captives those that have been taken

  318. Prisoner against the will to the prisoners who've been sentenced rightly for things that they may have done wrong to the mourning of the sorrowing

  319. To the blind and those dwelling in darkness to those that have been crushed and that are broken-hearted to these god is saying hey

  320. Guess what i'm going to do over the next 30 months with you church

  321. And what are we supposed to release them into

  322. We are supposed to release them into favor

  323. Whose favor the favor of this awesome god if you heard the teaching on favor that was put online man, it's mind-blowing

  324. I'm i'm i'm teaching and i'm thinking about those shucks didn't know this before

  325. People we don't know the favor of god we need to savor it before we can

  326. Show it favor

  327. What do we release them into we release them into favor into freedom

  328. Into rest

  329. Favor freedom rest and sufficiency

  330. And sufficiency

  331. This is what we release this group into why because once upon a time

  332. I used to be part of this group. I'm drawing myself sufficiently

  333. healthy

  334. It's not a stick figure as you can see so

  335. So

  336. Once upon a time I used to be part of this group I almost fell into every category here

  337. But at some point someone

  338. Had the ability repeatedly to show me the kind of kindness that only comes from god and I have moved from here

  339. And i'm increasing in favor increasing in freedom increasing in rest and increasing in sufficiency

  340. And now god is saying hey jacob time to pass on the favor

  341. This is what we've been called to

  342. Restore what was stolen restore what was lost and forfeited restore that which was

  343. Taken away restore it back guys

  344. There is a pattern to what god is doing. He's going to teach us how to do it

  345. I'm just setting you up for it because he's setting us up for it

  346. All this we've already talked about we haven't gotten to the place where we see what's going to happen next

  347. This thing is very dusty when you slam it like that

  348. Any questions

  349. Derek any questions coming in

  350. So

  351. Problem is guys we have to savor this as a lifestyle before we can flavor the earth

  352. With it. We have to savor this as a lifestyle before we can flavor the earth with it

  353. And last week this is

  354. Where we sign off and start what god wants to do ahead last week. We said that

  355. the ingredients of

  356. release

  357. our favor

  358. Presence

  359. Glory

  360. Promise

  361. Provision

  362. And the question is do I know this in my life if I don't know this in my life, how do I give it out?

  363. God is not asking us to distribute bread. He's saying break your life and give it

  364. He's not asking you to go get bread from somewhere else and give it. He says jacob break your life and give it

  365. And

  366. So jacob's life must have these ingredients do I understand and walk in favor do I understand and walk in presence do I understand?

  367. His splendor his weight his magnificence his glory. Do I understand what it is to receive from god? I forgot one

  368. Receive from god his glory his goodness

  369. And we talked last week about how each one just spills into the other

  370. His glory his goodness his promise and his provision

  371. And to the extent that you know it only to that extent can you break it?

  372. The strange thing is everybody here knows something about it

  373. If you've been in this church for more than a year because of the grace of the holy spirit to

  374. Show us these things only we are now called to increase in it. It's not even a choice. It's saying I command you

  375. To go and proclaim and trigger release across the earth. I command you to proclaim and trigger release

  376. upon the earth

  377. Hey tadeusz the camera's still on me, right?

  378. Just checking it's a new cameraman

  379. Yeah

  380. I hope you do a better job than don

  381. What

  382. Okay

  383. I hope there are no child labor laws broken here. Ouch that's on tape now date is 18. Okay

  384. So I want to read out something that kind of summarizes all this

  385. So this was something that jone wrote on

  386. A last week or so that it's a it's a simple poem that summarizes everything

  387. We've said here the wind of the spirit blows over the earth

  388. The waters recede and worship comes forth

  389. This is the year of the spirit the year of rest and release to the east to the west to the south and the north

  390. God is moving

  391. God is moving by his spirit has never seen before

  392. His love for mankind knows no bounds and we will see his grace and compassion soar

  393. God will judge all powers and thrones

  394. Vendance belongs to our king

  395. His justice is perfect his vision complete. This is the reason we sing

  396. A jubilee will sound forth and set many souls free

  397. Nations will rise up to what god wants them to be

  398. Seeding will happen in spirit rest and release

  399. No other way can it be his glory will cover the earth as the waters cover the seas

  400. This sums up everything that we've learned till now any questions before we go forward

  401. Okay

  402. So

  403. That's the back now to the future

  404. So where are we today? Where are we today? I would suggest to you regardless of what you hear

  405. On in the media i'd suggest to you that where we are today is in first kings 18

  406. first kings 18

  407. Was if you if you were to combine was

  408. 43 and 43

  409. Was 43 and 41 first kings 18 43 and 41 and here's what it says

  410. And elijah said to ahab go eat and drink for there is the sound of a heavy rain

  411. So ahab went off to eat and drink but elijah climbed to the top of caramel

  412. Bend down to the ground and put his face between his knees go and look towards the sea

  413. He told his servant and he went up and looked there is nothing there. He said

  414. Seven times elijah said go back the seven times the servant reported a cloud as small as a man's hand is rising from the sea

  415. So elijah said go and tell you have hit up your chariot and go down before the rain stops you

  416. So if I could combine

  417. was 41 and 43 then

  418. Where are we at today? Here's where we are at regardless of what you hear

  419. Around the earth here is where we are at prepare

  420. your

  421. chariot

  422. Because

  423. I can hear

  424. The sound of the abundance

  425. Of rain

  426. This is where we are at

  427. Why do I say that guys?

  428. I'll share it in the future, but I want you to know that the fire of god has fallen

  429. I want you to know that the lord is god. I want you to know that bail or baal has been dethroned

  430. I want you to know that leviathan's head has been shattered

  431. I want you to know that his torso has been broken and cannot be pieced together again

  432. I want you to know that the spiritual powers behind this earth crippling

  433. Attempt to dent it is broken

  434. That a time has come where?

  435. God is saying church since you have taken care of the enemy and I have dealt with it as I

  436. Instructed you to pray across the globe. I'm saying to you now prepare your chariot for I hear the sound of rain as in

  437. Get ready church because the release that I was speaking about that I'm going to send you on that

  438. I'm commanding you to proclaim and trigger get ready for it

  439. Occasionally encourage me by saying yeah

  440. Because you know I can actually make this quite dramatic

  441. I can take my jacket off thump the bible a few times pound my hand on the table

  442. But it would feel so artificial which is why i'm not doing it, but I could get a few raras out of you if I did that

  443. But since i'm not doing that

  444. Okay, so here's how you need to think of it let's assume that there was a huge

  445. Octopus over this building and it was beginning to crush this building

  446. Tentacles wrapped around this building and beginning to crush it

  447. And god tells us how to fight it and instead of cutting out the tentacles we go for the head

  448. And we break its head open and the tentacles lose its effect and it falls down

  449. That is literally what has happened

  450. God has shown us how to deal with this

  451. He has shown other churches around the world to deal with this there were people dealing with the same thing in south africa

  452. in the uk in india

  453. In indonesia in different parts of the world in lithuania in brazil people were praying the same way you and I were praying

  454. And now that the head has been broken god is saying guys now stop worrying about the

  455. Piece of lard on top of this building because it's just that it's a dead octopus that whose tentacles

  456. Whose tentacles don't have any?

  457. Strength to do you harm so instead of focusing on that now get on with the work that I have called you to

  458. Because there are other places to go to and bring release

  459. That's the

  460. That's the

  461. Most childlike way I can tell you what is happening

  462. One day perhaps we'll discuss why and how god has had us arrive at this conclusion

  463. The fire of god has fallen as in on mount caramel the fire of god has fallen the lord he is god

  464. Bail or bal has been dethroned

  465. His head has been broken his torso has been shattered

  466. And if that is the case guys then we are talking now about a shift in kairos

  467. I'm not using a greeting

  468. I'm not using a greek word to sound

  469. greeky

  470. I'm just using it because it's true a shift in kairos has happened and when I say a shift in kairos what I mean is

  471. God is saying hey 10 weeks you did what I told you to great

  472. but now

  473. But now I want you

  474. 10 weeks I told you to behave a certain way you've done it great

  475. You've done it great, but now there's a shift in kairos kairos is fluid times of god where god says aha

  476. This is over now. Let me start you on something else

  477. There is a shift for acts 29 that is coming and here's the shift guys

  478. Creation is longing creation is longing to partner with someone from heaven

  479. Creation is longing as in the rest of the earth

  480. nations cities lives peoples

  481. Creation is longing we can't hear it because you don't hear the hearts of people you don't hear their voices

  482. You don't hear trees cry out. You don't hear the earth groan, but the spirit of god does

  483. Hey, I was listening to

  484. A christian song

  485. on

  486. my car

  487. stereo and suddenly because I touched something

  488. it

  489. flipped to

  490. Vivaldi and started playing this really nice classical piece by Vivaldi and I felt that ushaks

  491. Maybe I should go back to that christian song called jubilee because that's the right thing to do and I felt a lot saying

  492. Can you leave it alone? I really like this music

  493. And two things happened when I sensed him saying that one

  494. I realized how much he loves music and two I realized that he still has such a deep desire

  495. For things to be beautiful again

  496. You don't understand that and I don't understand that

  497. That there is this deep yearning in the heart of the creator

  498. How long must I wait before things will be beautiful again?

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