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Teleios – Boldness

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  1. Okay, so today we talk about teleos from the terms of boldness. Boldness. If teleos is

  2. the moving of a person or a people from one stage of maturity to the to another,

  3. then it is required that as you move from one stage to the other, that you pick

  4. up this thing called boldness because it's greased to your wheels. If teleos

  5. is the process of maturity where one goes from one step to the next to the next,

  6. just as we show in that image that we have put online, where it's the moving of a caterpillar

  7. to a cocoon to a butterfly, boldness is what greases your wheels so that you're able to step

  8. from one stage to the other. The scripture that I want to look at is Matthew 11 15.

  9. Matthew 11 15. These are Jesus's words and he says, the kingdom of God is advancing forcefully

  10. and the violent take it by force. The kingdom of God is advancing forcefully and the violent

  11. take it by force. So the kingdom of God advances forcefully in your personal life,

  12. in our corporate lives, locally, globally. Be aware of that because when we think kingdom of

  13. God is advancing, we think it's removed from us, it's perhaps the job of someone else or it's

  14. happening in church or it's happening around the world. But the kingdom of God as in the

  15. rule of God, when you simplify it, why wouldn't the rule of God therefore advance forcefully in

  16. your personal life, in our corporate lives, locally and globally? Why would it not? It must. The rule

  17. of God must advance this way. The nature of the kingdom of God is such that it advances forcefully,

  18. meaning it's not this lazy evening walk that the kingdom of God is on. It's like a balloon that

  19. is pressing. Imagine a glass aquarium, like an aquarium, like one of those glass boxes. Imagine

  20. a balloon that is being lowered into it. Imagine the balloon full of water and you can see the

  21. balloon beginning to just gather water and you know that it's only a few more seconds and it's

  22. going to burst forth. We are at that stage where the kingdom of God is heavily forcefully advancing

  23. onto the earth. It's only a matter of time before it bursts forth. What I find sad is that many of

  24. us when it bursts forth will not be in a position to have enjoyed the process. It just bothers me

  25. so much that even in this church, even sitting right now, there can be people who miss out on

  26. the waiting for the kingdom to break through. You think it's not possible? What do you think

  27. happened when Jesus came and they missed it? You think they weren't good Jews? The Pharisees were

  28. the best of the best. They were scholarly. They had spent their times learning under brilliant

  29. teachers. They knew the ins and outs of the scriptures and yet they miss out. And why do

  30. they miss out? Because when the kingdom was pressing down, it was like, guys I'm telling you,

  31. if you don't participate now, if you stay on the periphery, if you're on the outskirts,

  32. you miss out on the most amazing thing that is happening on earth. It's wrong. It's wrong.

  33. And if it isn't my power, I will not allow you to get away with it.

  34. So the kingdom of God advances forcefully, but the thing is only the violent take it by force.

  35. By violent, God doesn't mean aggressive. Violent means assertive, reaching beyond your grasp,

  36. pressing in a pursuit that is so passionate that it cannot be stopped. A horse that has

  37. wanted to run all its life, a greyhound that has finally been released,

  38. wildebeests in South Africa that are stomping and snotting, waiting for that

  39. moment where they can burst forth. That is the kind of violence we are talking about,

  40. where you take it by force. So ask yourself this question now as you hear me. Are you like that?

  41. And if you're not like that, what do you want before that can happen for you? Do you want

  42. another sign? What will happen if God gives you that sign? Will you then oblige? What are

  43. you waiting for? If it is a sign, don't ask God for it because he's going to give it to you. And

  44. then what will happen? Is it a few dollars? Is it a visa? Is it a job? What will happen once he gives

  45. it to you? What will I do next? What am I going to ask for next? Because there's a point where Jesus

  46. says, if you still want me to jump off the steeple for you, I will not.

  47. He'll do. He'll oblige initially because if that is what will prove that you need to run after him,

  48. so be it. But my question is, are you actually approaching the king and his rule with a violence

  49. that this verse is talking about? Where you have decided that you will abandon all sense of balance,

  50. all sense of moderation, all sense of being careful, all sense of being dignified. This

  51. pursuit is undignified. It cannot be done in a way that is dignified.

  52. And it has to happen personally, corporately, locally, and globally. So before the Lord releases

  53. a new mantle upon you, and many of you over the last, just even the last one week, I've been

  54. meeting with some of you and you're at the threshold of a new orbit or a new place you're

  55. stepping into in God, in the world. Before the Lord releases a new mantle, he challenges your

  56. heart to a place of greater boldness. He challenges your heart to a place of greater boldness. Before

  57. God releases a new mantle, he challenges your heart to a place of greater boldness. As in,

  58. hey, let me push your heart to a place where you have to express greater boldness because what

  59. awaits you in me is so beyond you. Seeing Peter one day standing in the upper room and preaching

  60. and 3,000 people being saved, what does Jesus do? He says to Peter, come. And now he stretches or

  61. pushes or challenges Peter's heart to step out of the boat and begin to walk on a substance

  62. that no human has business walking on. And so he challenges your heart to a place of greater

  63. boldness. And when you don't step up, you find yourself caught in the ebb and flow of unfinished

  64. battles that God regrets that Satan advantages and that you pay a price for. Let me say that again.

  65. When God challenges you saying, hey, I know you're at the brink of a new orbit or I know that you've

  66. been hungering for this new mantle, I know that you want to step out into greater or more. I know

  67. this about you. But I'm going to push or challenge your heart to a place of greater boldness. If you

  68. don't step up, then what will happen is you will be there and yet not be there and you will fight

  69. unfinished battles that will ebb and flow for the next many months when you can actually take hold

  70. with force and end things personally, corporately, locally and globally so that you can step forward.

  71. But if you don't step forth, I'll give you examples. Then what happens is God begins to regret it,

  72. saying, man, I called Jacob into this. He's doing this half step. I've challenged his heart, but he's

  73. responding, then stepping back, responding, stepping back. He finds distractions on the way he goes,

  74. smells the roses, time goes by. God begins to regret it. Satan advantages it as in, ha,

  75. this could have ruined things for me, but now that he is sufficiently distracted and doing the half

  76. step, great, it is to my advantage. And you will end up paying a cost for it because many things

  77. that could have come into your grasp now escape. Let's look at some scriptures. Second Kings 13,

  78. Second Kings 13, 14 to 21.

  79. Second Kings 13, 14 to 21.

  80. Now when Elisha had fallen sick with the illness with which he was to die,

  81. Joash, king of Israel, went down to him and wept before him crying, my father, my father,

  82. the chariots of Israel and its horsemen. And Elisha said to him, take a bow and arrows. So he took a

  83. bow and arrows. Then he said to the king of Israel, draw the bow and he drew it. And Elisha even laid

  84. hands. I put that even in myself because in my mind it was man, he was so telling this guy how

  85. to go about it. And Elisha laid his hands on the king's hands and he said, open the window eastward

  86. and he opened it. Then Elisha said, shoot and he shot. And he said, the Lord's arrow of victory,

  87. the arrow of victory over Syria, for you shall fight the Syrians in affect until you make an end

  88. of them. And he said, take the arrows and he took them. And he said to the king of Israel, strike the

  89. ground with them. And he struck three times and stopped. Then the man of God was angry with him

  90. and said, you should have struck five or six times. Then you would have struck down Syria until you

  91. made an end of it. But now you will strike down Syria only three times. So Elisha died and they

  92. buried him. Now the bands of Moabites used to invade the land in the spring of the year.

  93. And as a man was being buried, behold a marauding band was seen and the man was thrown into the

  94. grave of Elisha. And as soon as the man touched the bones of Elisha, he revived and stood on his feet.

  95. What a difference, what a difference. Here is one guy who could have ended Syria's invasions

  96. and it did not because it didn't move into that place where God had him invited into.

  97. Guys, I'm telling you, all of us in this room, all of us in this room fall short. We do not go

  98. whole hog. We stop short. I stop short. I'm wasting my life when I stop short.

  99. God is looking for an all or nothing church and he must find it here.

  100. 1 Samuel 15,

  101. 1 Samuel 15,

  102. 1 Samuel 15, 9 onwards.

  103. Here's another guy who should have finished what he was supposed to finish but would not.

  104. In the case of the king we just read about with the arrows, he didn't because he decided

  105. three was enough and three was quite a lot. Three was more than one and was more than two and three

  106. was enough. Do you know how many times you and I do that with God? I hate it. I hate it. It's a habit

  107. I hate in myself. But in this case, it was not an enough mentality. It was a different mentality.

  108. 1 Samuel 15,

  109. Samuel was upset because you know why Samuel was upset? Because he had seen the potential in Saul.

  110. You know it is upsetting when you see the potential in someone and they refuse to step into it.

  111. One of the coolest things in this church is that God reveals his description of your potential

  112. early through the prophetic. So you're not even in the dark about it. Reuben for instance will be a

  113. giant slayer. I was praying for this boy and I started to weep so I stopped praying because I

  114. didn't want to cry in the beginning of the service. This boy you'll see if you give him Lego Lego

  115. to make this boy will know the main piece of the Lego. He can either put it and construct something

  116. or remove it and the whole thing will collapse. He has the ability to choose that one piece that

  117. can either dismantle or bring together. They should let him pray play hockey. His hockey sense

  118. in terms of positional hockey will be tremendous. He will know where to stand so that things come

  119. to him. This is the boy who you can send ahead of you to make clear the paths of the Lord.

  120. That is the kind of person this is. You can send him ahead so that he can use a machete to clear a

  121. path so that others can walk after him. That is the kind of boy this is. Why am I using this as an

  122. example? Because in our case in each person sitting here almost everybody sitting here has had their

  123. potential revealed to them by God himself through the prophetic and we don't have excuses. So

  124. we have excuses. Samuel cried because Saul wasn't turning up to be who he was. Samuel was angry with God

  125. but Saul didn't want to. In Saul's case it was a not following

  126. because he had better things to do. He just liked disobedience like we do.

  127. I have no desire to have you feel comfortable in this church if you're not pursuing him.

  128. I'm okay with us changing so that we pursue him but I cannot bear the thought that you will not

  129. pursue him and you would find yourself comfortable here. That we should not allow. I can't do that

  130. myself but we should do it in a way that people think to themselves, oh we can't sit here.

  131. This is too cranky or like the heat is too high.

  132. It's not a place for healed people. It is a place for people who need

  133. healing but it should be a place where if you think you are healed you'll feel uncomfortable.

  134. It should be a place where if you think you are healed you'll feel uncomfortable.

  135. 1st Corinthians 9 26, 1st Corinthians 9 26,

  136. 1st Corinthians 9 26 and 27. This is Paul talking and look what he does.

  137. He says I refuse to settle. He says I do not run aimlessly. I do not box as one beating the air

  138. but I discipline my body and keep it under control lest after preaching to myself, to others,

  139. I myself should be disqualified. There was this intent of pursuit that I will not settle. There's

  140. something that I have to keep pressing into and I'll keep doing that. Jesus actually in Matthew 18

  141. says that hey Jacob if in your following me, if in your pursuit of me, your hand causes you to

  142. do evil. He was exaggerating but he was trying to convey a point. If your hand happens to do evil,

  143. cut your hand off. If your eye happens to do evil, cut your eye out. I would rather that you come to

  144. me maimed than come to me with your hand or eye intact that is indulging in evil. This is the kind

  145. of pursuit we are talking about. Nothing left to chance. Nothing left to self-determination.

  146. Just this continuous running. Any questions?

  147. Guys all demonic enterprise is by permission. All demonic enterprise is by permission.

  148. I've said this before. All demonic enterprise, anything that the demons, anything that the

  149. devil does is by permission. First, God's permission. He's in accountable rebellion. He

  150. cannot do what he wants. God's permission. Second, my permission. Third, our permission.

  151. Satan cannot do what he wants. There are so many things that you know it's so brilliant. God has

  152. given us the ability to permit and to forbid. There are things that I can permit and forbid

  153. in my life and in the sphere of influence that I have charge over. So do you.

  154. And God's hope is, Jacob can I keep having you come to the very edge of your faith and then when

  155. I tell you step into not presumption but more faith and I'll challenge your heart so that you take

  156. the risk off and have the boldness to step into areas that you haven't gone into. You think this

  157. stage is what I've given you permission over. When I tell you to step here, this entire place

  158. now becomes your permission and it keeps increasing. All demonic enterprise is by permission. Are you

  159. sure the camera is not shooting over my head right now? Okay. All demonic enterprise is by permission.

  160. I want to get to a place as a church where God will be surprised at how much he can trust us with.

  161. One of the questions I want to ask next week in a teaching is can God commit himself to you?

  162. It's a piercing question. It's a painful question because you know why it is painful because I'm

  163. scared that the answer that I give personally may be no. Can God commit himself to you Jacob?

  164. Can he commit himself to you saying Jacob if I give you the favor, if I give you permission,

  165. if I give you a scepter, if I give you my right to do things, can I commit to you and can I trust

  166. that you will do it correctly tethered to my nature? Can I commit myself to you? I'll ask this question

  167. next week but it is bothersome. I'm hoping by next week I'll have it sorted out so I can preach it.

  168. I want us to get to a point where God will be surprised at how much permission he can give this

  169. church to affect events around the globe. And it begins with personal boldness then goes into

  170. corporate boldness then locally and globally. Now why connected to boldness? Because it allows us

  171. to keep stepping forward, keep stepping forward and as we do permission is granted to affect

  172. the earth. They will say of Acts 29, please don't think this is preaching. I hate this kind of ra

  173. ra preaching. They will say of Acts 29, those troublers have come here again. Those ones that

  174. trouble that city, those that trouble that city have come here again. They will say of Acts 29,

  175. and I mean this in all earnestness, Jesus we know, Acts 29 we know but who are you?

  176. It must become a standard. I'm not talking about these many people. I'm talking about whoever we

  177. touch that on the earth will rise up people amongst whom God finds himself very comfortable,

  178. very committed to and easily usable. Why not?

  179. I'm inviting us, this is really not doable by Jacob, definitely not. I'm inviting us to step and

  180. become these kind of people man. And for that there is no holding back. There is only a full committing too.

  181. Guys, if you want to define boldness, boldness is courage in action. Boldness is courage in action

  182. by the power of the spirit. So it's courage in action by the power of the spirit

  183. and by the power of the spirit. So that's what we're talking about.

  184. Courage in action by the power of the spirit

  185. because of a deep conviction

  186. and an urgency that has you pay any cost even when there are threats.

  187. That's the definition of boldness and that's why it is critical to advancing the kingdom

  188. because the kingdom is definitely advancing forcefully but only those that take it by force or

  189. violently grasp it are able to participate in it. See guys you must understand this is not something

  190. that you can shape and puppeteer because you are a fine Christian. There is a way that you can

  191. work and the kingdom works like this. It comes forcefully. If you and I cannot grasp it violently,

  192. we will not participate in it. You will enter the kingdom but you will not participate in it.

  193. Strange eh? You enter a theater but you don't see the movie.

  194. You're given a ticket to enter the theater. It's paid for but you don't see the movie.

  195. Boldness is courage in action by the power of the spirit.

  196. Boldness is courage in action

  197. by the power of the spirit because this is not the kind of courage you need to

  198. for normal earthly things like this. This is courage in action by the power of the spirit

  199. in action by the power of the spirit caused by a deep conviction in your heart and an urgency

  200. that then causes you to pay any cost even in the face of threats.

  201. So you see this in Daniel 3, 18, 17 and 18 and the boys are being going to be thrown into the fire

  202. and they say, oh king we just want you to know that our god is going to save us. And by the way,

  203. if he doesn't save us, we just want you to know that we're still not bowing.

  204. Or you go to Esther 4, verse 16 and Esther says that, all right guys start praying because usually

    Esther 4:16

  205. if you go before the king and he isn't stretching out the scepter, you usually have your head chopped

  206. off and he hasn't called me for a month. But I'm going ahead, you guys start praying. Courage in

  207. action, deep conviction, urgency, urgency. You cannot have the kingdom at your time.

  208. The rule of God is not your mother-in-law's spices kept on the third shelf that you use when you make

  209. your favorite goulash. This is essential to living. It's like water. You don't drink it, you die.

  210. I don't know why the mother's, I think my mother's coming so mother-in-law's spices and all that

  211. stuff got mixed up. Sorry, I never go down there, I don't know. Yeah.

  212. Esther 4, 16 and she asks people to pray and she says, start praying because I'm going before the

  213. king and if I lose my head so be it but I'm going. This is what it looks like. Or Acts chapter 9,

    Acts 9:13–17

  214. verse 13 to 17. I can't imagine what the guy was feeling where God says to Ananias,

  215. hey Ananias, I want you to go. There's this guy called Paul. Yeah Lord, I know about him. I've

  216. heard about him. He's got this letter saying he's coming to arrest guys like me and throw us in

  217. prison and kill us. Yeah, I want you to go to him. It's courage in action brought about by the Holy

  218. Spirit because of a deep conviction that causes an urgency in you to now begin to pay any cost

  219. even in the event of threats. Guys, make sure that if you're looking and I'm not talking about

  220. people who are checking scriptures but if you're on your phone and you're looking at stuff other

  221. than scriptures then I would suggest to you that you will miss out. It's not the same when you listen

  222. to this on tape. Please. Please. Having two more people hear me doesn't make me feel any better.

  223. Like this is not for my esteem or anything but these messages are life-changing, man.

  224. On the other hand, a lack of boldness, a lack of boldness spawns indifference.

  225. A lack of boldness spawns indifference. It spawns sophistication. I'll talk about that. It spawns

  226. indulgence. It spawns avoidance of conflict. Avoidance of conflict.

  227. Guys, just remember this. A lack of boldness in my life and boldness is not natural for me, man.

  228. Unfortunately, the day Adam hid, boldness fled. Boldness fled when Adam hid and so it's not

  229. not natural for me as a human and very often because I'm not living as a believer and I'm

  230. living as a human, boldness is something that I it's not intrinsic though it actually is and I have

  231. to ask for it, pray for it and we will at the end. But when I'm not bold what happens is there's an

  232. indifference that comes over me with regard to the king and kingdom and so instead of once

  233. indifference settles in I would rather indulge myself and get a little sophisticated. It is odd

  234. how boldness strips away sophistication. Boldness strips away sophistication. Boldness strips away

  235. sophistication. You no longer want to be sophisticated in the eyes of the world. I love what Jesus said

  236. about John. What did you go out there to see? What did you go out there to see? A man dressed in fine

  237. linen living in glass houses or did you go to see a man dressed in camel hide in the wilderness?

  238. What did you go out to see? And then it brings an avoidance of conflict and an avoidance of conflict

  239. initially begins with person to person but then the avoidance of conflict spills into the devil

  240. where you avoid conflicts with the devil where there is no raising of your voice, where there is

  241. no commanding, where there's no rebuking, where there's no driving out, where there is no hatred

  242. against the things that David hated about the enemies of God. One of the things that I really

  243. like about David is he hated what God hated and if you don't hate what God hates you can never drive

  244. it out. Part of the reason we cannot talk is because we do not love or do not hate. Love and hate always speak.

  245. Part of the reason is so difficult for us to talk, for us to speak, for us to command, for us to say

  246. is because we do not love and do not hate because love always speaks, hate always speaks.

  247. Lukewarmness just swallows.

  248. If you want to see Jesus disliking things you should check out Matthew 23.

  249. You brood of vipers, you whitewash tombs, he goes on like a rampage man

  250. because he hated what was happening there. They would not go in themselves nor would they allow

  251. anybody to go in. He was talking about the teachers and the teachers of the law.

  252. The presence of boldness on the other hand, man this looks like some

  253. secondary school t-shirt with a lot of words scribbled.

  254. This is not a good day in terms of pens. Don, I don't like these pens.

  255. Don, I don't like these pens.

  256. Okay guys, the presence of boldness.

  257. I don't know why my sister is sending me text messages letting me know what my mother is wearing.

  258. I think I can, meaning like I do recognize her you know.

  259. I hope Reba's watching on TV. I know what Amma looks like.

  260. It's not been that long.

  261. Guys, the presence of boldness, so the absence of boldness we saw what happens. The presence of

  262. boldness, I love the presence of boldness, births holy imagination. This is critical guys.

  263. Births holy imagination. Everything starts with seeing. The bolder you are, the more you can catch

  264. what God is showing. It's like the iPhone when you have the

  265. photo that you take as a square or a rectangle and then you've got that panoramic thing where

  266. it catches an entire swath and that is what we're talking about. The bolder I am with God,

  267. in God, the greater the imagination I have to see what God is showing. Boldness births holy

  268. imagination and once it does that it opens up realms, it opens up realms of faith,

  269. of authority, of hearing, of authority

  270. and things that were restrained to you suddenly open up. Things that were restrained open.

  271. We'll pray for this guys. We'll pray before we leave that, Father, could you,

  272. could you, and the strange thing is every time in the New Testament anyone prayed for boldness,

  273. the Holy Spirit would turn up.

  274. The presence of boldness births holy imagination and opens up realms of hearing, faith and

  275. authority previously restricted, previously restricted and obedience becomes much easier

  276. when you're bold because once you commit to boldness, obedience is easy. Once you decide,

  277. okay, I'm going to walk the plank, then you, it's too late now. You should try it on Oculus,

  278. on a thing called where you walk out on a plank and then it's too late. Ricky's plank.

  279. Any questions guys? Any questions? So here's what we're saying just so we know the connections.

  280. The violent take the kingdom by force.

  281. Violence requires a pursuit

  282. that is relentless,

  283. boldog-ish.

  284. For that pursuit you need boldness. To get that boldness you need the Holy Spirit.

  285. Cry out for it because in the New Testament they would cry out for it often, or we will.

  286. So, once you become bold guys, it's always Philippians 1, 14 puts it this way that

  287. once people see your boldness in Christ it emboldens others. Paul put it this way,

  288. now that people in the Philippi have seen me in my chains, it has emboldened them to preach the

  289. gospel. Whenever I hear stories about young kids or young adults go do something crazy,

  290. I think to myself, ah shucks, if they can do it, I must do it.

  291. I want to do something that sometimes is rather sheer jealousy. Well, so be it if it's a motivating

  292. factor. I can do anything you can do.

  293. I can.

  294. Sorry, it's been a while.

  295. Yep.

  296. Yep.

  297. So, this is just a really small example. This week I was visiting with this lady who is,

  298. I mean things in her life are falling apart, they really are. So, she's telling me this story

  299. and then she starts going on and I've been telling her I'm praying for her and I believe

  300. God's coming through with it. She's going on about this and like she's almost in tears,

  301. it's getting worse. I just can't take it anymore. I don't know what God's doing. Everything's going

  302. bad. And so as she's sharing, I'm praying for one of my sons to be heard. And all of a sudden I

  303. hear myself saying, what is the confession of your mouth? What are you speaking of? You've got to be

  304. really, and her eyes get really large because you say, I know you needed to unload and that's fine,

  305. but you cannot keep saying how terrible it is. And she's just looking at me like, wow,

  306. like, you know, we're so much telling you all the things that are around our lives. They want you to

  307. listen to us. But it happens, all of a sudden, you've got to start speaking to God. You've got to start

  308. saying what God is doing and like you're working with a lot of value for our bones and how people

  309. have to speak, why does that situation happen? And she said, I'm proud. And then she texted me the next

  310. day and she said thank you for listening. And so I was really encouraged that as I asked her.

  311. Thank you so much.

  312. Guys, how do we sustain boldness? How do we sustain boldness? Today we'll pray and God will

  313. give because he loves giving boldness. Adam had it in like Trump's man before he hid. How do we

  314. sustain boldness? Like I said, boldness fled when Adam hid and it was replaced instead by

  315. self-preservation. Boldness fled when Adam hid and it was replaced by self-preservation. He hid and

  316. then boldness goes out of the way and he starts blaming, he starts displacing his responsibility

  317. onto somebody else. But the thing is, if you're born again, even though we don't necessarily

  318. believe it, think it, feel it, we have a spirit that is neither timid nor fearful.

  319. I have a spirit that in its DNA is neither timid nor fearful. It is actually a spirit

  320. that is of love, of power and of self-control. It is just that most of my life is, especially in

  321. dangerous situations or under threat or under duress, most of my life is lived from my soul

  322. and my emotions. Jesus, Paul, some of these champions of the faith learned how to deal with

  323. every situation from the spirit man. It was not their emotions that met external circumstances first.

  324. It is something we train ourselves to become.

  325. One of the fastest ways to get there is to learn how to come to a place of peace

  326. in a crisis. How long does it take you? Eight minutes, three minutes, two minutes, 50 seconds,

  327. 20 seconds. When you are in a very difficult situation, crisis, what are you going to do?

  328. Usually it's fight, flight or deceit. Those are our three options. Fight it, fight it,

  329. fight it, flight, run from it, deceit. There's a fourth one, self-medicate by escaping through

  330. some sin or the other. Just put your head in the sand or in that sin and at least for the next

  331. eight hours it's gone and then we can try it again. And yet, because I don't live out of my spirit man,

  332. and yet because I don't live out of my spirit man, I do not ever experience what it is to have

  333. a place of love, power and self-control because everything I meet with my emotional self, with my

  334. soul. What if we learned how to first respond from the spirit man? It is a training. This is why Paul

  335. said, I don't box the air. I train myself, I discipline myself. We want a Christianity

  336. without responsibilities. Christ took on the responsibility. Now he wants us to

  337. walk with him and it is easy because his burden is light and his yoke is not heavy.

  338. To abide boldly, to abide boldly, once you enter boldness, how do you sustain it? To abide boldly,

  339. intentionally remain at the center of God's affection. Intentionally remain at the center

  340. of God's affection. If you can find God's affection every morning, you will find that you're

  341. bolder than you normally are. Intentionally remain at the center of God's affection.

  342. Jesus was intimately at the center of God's affection, so as a carpenter he does not

  343. have a problem going to sleep at the stern of a boat in a storm.

  344. One of the things that really amazes me is that John was actually at the cross when all the other

  345. disciples had fled. Peter fled, every one of those disciples was being threatened. They were all in

  346. the garden of Gethsemane, all of them fled. But he's there at the cross and Jesus is handing over

  347. his mother, earthly mother to John saying, here, here's your mother, mother here's your son.

  348. And that transfer takes place because one disciple stayed behind, but he was intimately always found

  349. at the center of God's affection. It gives you a strange boldness to be at the crucifixion when

  350. others who were more impetuous and older fled.

  351. There's a saying there,

  352. to abide boldly, once you pray for it, try and walk in righteousness because Proverbs 28.1 says,

  353. the righteous are as bold as a lion. When you are in right standing with God,

  354. all these songs that we sing where it says he will never leave us nor forsake us become real,

  355. because otherwise we think he may abandon us, which is not true.

  356. But righteousness gives you an odd swagger, man.

  357. As in I'm in right standing with God, both positionally and practically, and my God,

  358. the righteous are as bold as a lion. Even if you were not, nothing can separate you from his love.

  359. But when you are positionally and practically righteous, there is a boldness, man, that is so

  360. cool. I remember sitting in front of this guy who was demonized and he was lashing out at people.

  361. But I knew that as I sat before him, it was almost like there was an invisible barrier

  362. that he would not cross, that he would not cross. And I'm thinking to myself, oh shucks,

  363. you're really close. If he does anything, it'll really hurt. And then I'm thinking to myself,

  364. but oh shucks, he ain't going to do it because there's this barrier, because I know that the

  365. righteous can be as bold as a lion. And then there are other times where I keep a healthy distance,

  366. because I'm not very sure of my righteousness that day, even though in Christ I have been made righteous.

  367. I'm talking about ways to sustain our boldness, eh? Boldness can be provoked by the actions of others.

  368. Boldness can be provoked by the actions of others in two different ways. In Jonathan's case,

  369. he's going up this hill and he says to his armor bearer in 1st Samuel 14,

  370. hey, if they say come, are you willing to just walk with me and go ahead? And this

  371. armor bearer says, whatever you want, I'll do. Sometimes when you walk with people that are bold,

  372. you get a boldness. You go with Jeevan to Nandigama, you'll feel bold. Because kids half your age are

  373. doing things that normal people wouldn't do. I think every person here must go to Nandigama once

  374. and should be taken without Jeevan to a village called Poonavaram on your own.

  375. It'll put a strange boldness on you because you'll see these 9 and 10 year olds

  376. doing what you wouldn't dare to do.

  377. And then there's Esther. Sometimes you provoke boldness by saying, hey, if you think you are not

  378. going to do this, then let me tell you that someone else will arise in your place. Either step up and

  379. be bold or step behind and don't pretend to be queen. That's what Mordecai says to her. There's

  380. a provoking to boldness. Walk with people who are bold, man, and there will be a boldness that comes

  381. upon you. Everything in the kingdom is contagious because it is spirit to spirit, deep to deep.

  382. Everything that is good that comes from Christ in the kingdom is contagious. Walk with people who

  383. have that upon them because if you do not, you will not catch it. Many things in the kingdom are not

  384. taught. They are caught. That is why there's this term called impartation.

  385. This next one is a favorite horse that we flog at Acts 29. Boldness loses momentum and proclamation

  386. is subdued. Boldness loses momentum when proclamation is subdued. He who does not speak

  387. cannot be bold. He who does not speak cannot be bold. He who does not speak cannot be bold.

  388. You choose not to speak. It doesn't matter that you started out with oodles of boldness. It'll dry

  389. up. It needs oxygen and it needs the oxygen of speaking. Why do you think these armies doesn't

  390. matter whether it's Braveheart or doesn't matter whether it's Gideon? Why do they go,

  391. ah, and then start charging? Why does Gideon say to them as you come, everyone, all the kids went

  392. silent. As you come down these hills, Gideon says to them, shout out, break those pitchers and shout

  393. in the name of God and for the sword of Gideon and they come charging down. War cries were meant

  394. to bring out of you the boldness that was in you.

  395. Boldness loses momentum and proclamation is subdued. The thing is guys, we think speaking

  396. is futile because we are speaking things into situations and there's no visible shift and you

  397. think to yourself, man, this is so futile. I've done it at least 18 times and nothing has happened.

  398. And yet in Mark 11 verse 20 and 21, can you imagine what Peter is thinking? He must have

    Mark 11:20

  399. thought the same thing. Poor Jesus spoke to that fig tree, seems to have been a little upset

  400. because he was hungry, went looking for figs, didn't find figs. This is one place where he

  401. erred a little and really got mad at the fig tree and cursed it and said, you shall never

  402. bear fruit again. And nothing's happening to the tree. And they come back a day later and in

  403. verse 21 he says, Jesus, look at the tree that you just cursed. I'm telling you, man, with patience

  404. with patience and with every promise is inherited through patience and

  405. Hebrews 10 36

  406. faith and patience. Every promise is inherited through faith and patience,

  407. immediacy, eventuality, both have to collide. Both have to collide. You can't have one or the other.

  408. Once it starts happening, there's this momentum. It's like a juggernaut. It's like this snowball

  409. that starts on the top of the hill. Once it starts happening, it needs initial momentum. Once the,

  410. it starts, my God, man, you'll see it happening all over the place. Speak, speak, speak.

  411. Boldness is triggered by a greater cause. I love this. Boldness, in the kingdom, boldness is triggered

  412. by a greater cause. You have to have something bigger, much, much bigger. In the King James,

  413. you have David going up and down in first Samuel 27 16 to sorry, first Samuel 17 26 to 29,

  414. 26 to 29, first Samuel 17, first Samuel 17,

  415. 26 to 29. I love this boy.

  416. Let me read from the King James or the NKJV. And David speak to the men that stood by him saying,

  417. what shall be done to the man that kills this Philistine and takes away their approach from

  418. Israel? For who is this uncircumcised Philistine that he should defy the armies of the living God?

  419. And the people answered him after this manner saying, so shall it be done to the man that kills

  420. him. And Eliab, his eldest brother, heard when he spoke unto the men and Eliab's anger was kindled

  421. against David. And he said, why did you come down here? With whom have you left those few sheep in

  422. the wilderness? I know your pride. I know the naughtiness of your heart. For you are here.

  423. You have come down here just to see the battle. And David said, what have I now done? Is there not

  424. a cause? That's how the NKJV and the KJV puts it. Is there not a cause? Boldness is triggered

  425. by you having a cause that is greater. You know what my cause is guys? And my cause is not unique.

  426. It is a cause that every believer should have. And that's why I'm saying it. My cause is just

  427. very simple. Christ and the body of Christ. There is no greater cause.

  428. Christ and the body of Christ. As in attaining, Jacob should press towards attaining the stature

  429. of Christ. And Jacob should press towards having the rest of us attain the stature of Christ. That

  430. is the end game. It is a far greater cause than anything else. It's a greater cause than Acts 29.

  431. It's a greater cause than healings and miracles. It's a greater cause than becoming a big church.

  432. It is a greater cause than all those things put together. Guess whose magnificent obsession that

  433. is? It is the obsession of Christ himself. If there is one obsession that God has, if there is one

  434. thing that dwells at the centrality of everything he is, it is the church.

  435. He thought of the church before there was marriage because he knew there would be a bridegroom

  436. and a bride. He thought of the church before there was earth because he said he already

  437. installed his king in Zion before Zion existed.

  438. You should ask God on the quiet day, father, can you give me a desire to build with you?

  439. Because it's the only thing you're building. You're not building mansions. What is Christ still

  440. building? Only one thing guys, the church. Please understand this. Christ isn't building mansions.

  441. Christ is building the church. I will build my church and the gates of hell

  442. shall not prevail against it. You call him Lord and Master. Join him in the only work that he is

  443. doing. God is inviting us to greater causes and the Spirit will give you boldness for lions,

  444. for bears and then for Goliaths. So I want us to just ask the Holy Spirit to begin to give us that

  445. boldness today. In this age of resistance to the truth when evil is called good, you know what the

  446. Holy Spirit wants? This really touched me, bothered me, made me feel bad. The Holy Spirit

  447. wants a people who will move from 1 Kings 18, who will move from 1 Kings 18, 21 to Revelations 12, 11.

  448. The Holy Spirit wants in this present time when truth is so resisted, the Holy Spirit wants a

  449. people who will move from 1 Kings 18, 21. I felt bad when he said this because it was almost like

  450. our shucks must really suck for you Holy Spirit when we behave this way. 1 Kings 18, 21.

  451. Here's what it says. Elijah went before the people and said, how long will you waver between two

  452. opinions? You need a Bible anybody? All of you have Bibles. Okay, 1 Kings 18, 21. Elijah went before

  453. the people and said, how long will you waver between two opinions? If the Lord is God, follow

  454. him. This is the part that really bothers us or bothers me but the people said nothing.

  455. But the people said nothing. I'm not talking about silence right now. I'm just talking about

  456. indifference. I'm talking about not particularly this way or that way. Just waiting to see how

  457. things will pan out. Will the lines fall in pleasant places? Let's see how things will pan out.

  458. Will the lines fall in pleasant places? Let's see how things will pan out. Will the lines fall in

  459. pleasant places? Let's just hedge our bets till we see which way this is going to go.

  460. And the Holy Spirit is saying, hey boldness is different. I want you to just throw yourself,

  461. abandon yourself and then go to Revelation 12, 11. Revelation 12, 11. And everything in that passage

  462. is about boldness man and this is what he's looking for and I pray God that he finds it with us.

  463. Revelation 12, 11. They overcame or they triumphed over the enemy or the devil by the blood of the

  464. lamb and by the word of their testimony and they did not love their lives so much as to shrink from

  465. death. What a statement to make on a church. If they buried all of us or if we all got raptured

  466. and they had to put up a plaque saying here lies Acts 29, may they put this on it. Here lies Acts

  467. 29. They overcame by the blood of the lamb and by the word of their testimony, by the word they spoke

  468. about him and they did not love their lives even unto death. This is where the Holy Spirit wants to

  469. move us to and once we begin this journey it'll gather momentum. But once we begin this journey

  470. guys, permission will be given to affect the earth. We will be given permission to move the earth.

  471. We will be given permission to affect the earth. Please understand why permission is important.

  472. It is not so that we are now a very powerful church that decrease things that should happen.

  473. No, we get to participate with God. You remember that story of the little boy going with his dad

  474. to paint a fence, right? What? How many haven't heard that?

  475. Okay, if my mom gets delayed it's your fault. Little boy,

  476. prodi day, has time to go off to work with his dad. His dad is a painter, paints fences.

  477. Dad says, son you want to come with me? Son says yes. So they both go. Dad decides he'll get his

  478. boy a small tin can of paint with a small brush. Mom packs a tiffin with sandwiches

  479. and they both go off in the morning. The little boy is dressed in his overalls and carrying this

  480. little tin can of paint. They go and they start painting the fence. The dad's doing his job like

  481. he does masterfully every now and then. The son will look at his handiwork. It's the dad who's

  482. doing all the painting but the son without knowing leans on the fence and looks at his handiwork and

  483. rubs sweat off his brow because he can't imagine that he's doing this amazing work. Little knowing

  484. that it's the dad who's doing it. Little knowing that he's just put his hand on wet paint and now

  485. there's a mark on that fence. The dad doesn't paint over the handprint because this boy is

  486. not his employee. This boy is his son. He lets the handprint stay. He lets the handprint stay

  487. and then they sit down and they have lunch together and the boy feels like ah shucks this is one of

  488. those days when he's really earned his lunch and they eat and they talk like men and then finally

  489. the evening comes and the entire fence is done and the boy feels like it is the greatest accomplishment

  490. of his life and they're both walking home. As the house nears the boy begins to run. Runs? Why?

  491. Because he wants to tell his mom and he tells his mom, mom mom you won't believe what we did.

  492. I painted an entire fence. We had those sandwiches. Oh my god what a difficulty. It's almost like when

  493. Derek does stuff after everyone else works and so it's this

  494. it's this oh my god mom you won't believe it and the dad watches the boy go tell the mom

  495. how hard he's worked and now we finished a white fence and the dad doesn't stop to say but son

  496. it's not you who did the work it's me who did the work. Why? Because his father enjoys the son

  497. taking glory for his work. We've been taught this lie that God doesn't want to share his glory with

  498. anyone else. He doesn't share his glory with idols but he loves sharing his glory with his kids. He

  499. has absolutely no problem and Jacob takes the glory. He he lives for Jacob taking his glory

  500. which that doesn't and Jacob knows how to take the glory and then throw it back right at him.

  501. This is how it's supposed to be guys. I always think to myself every time I do a good job

  502. and I say wow Jacob that is amazing preaching. I glory in it for a moment or two and then I

  503. remember the story and I think to myself wow he's got no problems with it but he did all the work.

  504. Let's move to revelations 12-11. Let's commit to that as a church.

  505. One of the marks of the Holy Spirit in the early church was the spirit of boldness. Acts chapter

    Acts 1 chapter mention

  506. 1-8 and the Holy Spirit shall come upon you and you shall be witnesses to me from Jerusalem to

  507. Judea to the ends of the earth. Acts chapter 4 verse 29 to 31.

    Acts 4:29–31

  508. And when they saw the threats that had been issued to them they got together and they prayed and they

  509. cried out saying Jesus would you please stretch out your hands to do mighty signs and miracles.

  510. How would you give us boldness? Acts chapter 4 verse 29 to 31. Now Lord consider their threats

    Acts 4:29–31

  511. and enable your servants to speak your word with great boldness and what happened? Verse 31. After

  512. they prayed the place where they were meeting was shaken and they were all filled with the Holy

  513. Spirit and spoke the word of God boldly. Acts chapter 9-29. Acts chapter 9-29.

    Acts 9 chapter mention Acts 9 chapter mention

  514. So Saul stayed with them and moved about freely in Jerusalem speaking boldly in the name of the Lord.

  515. He talked and debated with the Grecian Jews but they tried to kill him. So it doesn't matter what

  516. the threat was. Acts chapter 13 verse 46. Acts chapter 13 verse 46. Then Paul and Barnabas

    Acts 13:46 Acts 13:46

  517. answered them boldly. We had to speak the word of God to you first. Since you rejected

  518. we now turn to the Gentiles. This was in hostile situations. Acts 18-26. Acts 18-26.

  519. He began to speak boldly in the synagogue. When Priscilla and Aquila heard him they invited him

  520. home and explained more to them the way of God. Acts chapter 19-8. Acts chapter 19 verse 8. Paul

    Acts 19 chapter mention Acts 19:8

  521. entered the synagogue and spoke boldly for three months arguing persuasively about the kingdom of

  522. God. Acts chapter 28-31. It ends there where it says in Acts chapter 38-21 boldly and without

    Acts 28 chapter mention

  523. hindrance he preached the kingdom of God and taught about the Lord Jesus Christ. In Ephesians 6-20,

  524. Paul actually says to the Ephesians, guys could you pray for me? I'm in chains but could you pray for

  525. me so that I might be bold in my witness? He says pray also for me that whenever I open my mouth

  526. words may be given to me just like with Karen so that I'll fearlessly or boldly make the mystery

  527. of the gospel for which I'm an ambassador in chains. Matthew 10-20. I love what Jesus said

  528. in Matthew 10-20. He says hey guys don't worry about when you're brought before governors and

  529. kings. On my account you'll be brought before governors and kings as witnesses to them and to

  530. the Gentiles but when they arrest you do not worry about what to say or how to say it. At that time

  531. you will be given what to say for it will not be you but the spirit that your father sent speaking

  532. through you. Every time they prayed for boldness the Holy Spirit showed up. May I say to you that

  533. he will show up today? I was asking God, father could you give me this rara conclusion where I

  534. can really and get people going and then I heard the Holy Spirit during worship saying I'm already

  535. here so it's okay and so it's a shame that not a shame it's good that I won't have to go down that

  536. route but it's like at home and I was planning this it was going to reach a crescendo but it's

  537. going to end on a whimper and then the Holy Spirit will take over. Second Corinthians 3-17.

  538. It says where the spirit of the Lord is there is liberty. I know I'm taking the words out of

  539. context but Jesus did it too. So second Corinthians 3-17. Where the Lord is now the Lord is spirit

  540. and where the spirit of the Lord is there is liberty. There is liberty. So can we just ask the

  541. Lord to just give us boldness. So here's what we'll do first. First repent. Repent of not seeing

  542. boldness as something that was important. Repent of our sluggishness. Repent of our

  543. repent of our half-hearted half-baked pursuit.

  544. We'll start there and then we'll go to calling out to him saying please oh God

  545. need this and then we'll receive the spirit. Yeah.

  546. Sheldon can you just play the song that you guys would have sung awesome in this place. Just play

  547. it in the background. Guys try not to sing the song. I just want to play it in the background

  548. but don't go down that song route because if you go down that song route you'll miss out on this

  549. because we Christians are so finely tuned to songs that as soon as something starts playing

  550. we start singing. It's like Pavlov's Reflect sometimes. So just play the song and then

  551. just repent first. What are you repenting about?