Sermon
Not Wasting the Wait
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Transcript
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So today we will be sharing from not just one particular verse, but I'll be going through
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different stories in the Bible, and I'll draw different illustrations and biblical characters,
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and we will draw them together and make a point of what I'm trying to share today and
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which is about waiting. Waiting is part of our daily rhythm. Everybody waits, whether
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young or old, student or not, married or not. It doesn't matter. Waiting is part of life.
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We wait for our coffee, we wait for the bus, we wait for a phone call, we wait for an assignment,
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we wait for an appointment. Waiting is part of life. And yet, beyond the everyday life,
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we also carry a deeper weight. Some are waiting for a child to be born, some of us are praying
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for a child, some of us are waiting for financial breakthrough, some are waiting for a right
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job, some are waiting for ministry to kick off, some are waiting for a new change in
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career. We all wait, right? So waiting touches every stage of life. It's part and parcel
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of human experience. And so that's what I'm going to talk about, waiting, right? But when
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you look in the Bible and think of this word, wait, I find it very interesting how the Hebrew
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understanding of waiting is quite different from how we define waiting in English, right?
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So waiting, in simple terms, waiting is just anticipating or expecting something with hope,
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right? You're expecting something, you're waiting, you're anticipating something to
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happen, right? But then when you look in the Bible and think about this word, Hebrew word for waiting,
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the literal translation of this word is to bind together like a cord, right? Or the twisting or
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winding of a strand or a cord. That's what it means, right? So it's like when you put two,
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three wires together and then you begin to twist, you begin to wind like a cord. And so it's about
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you tied up with your partner or something that you are tied against, right? And so if we think of
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that, then it's about your life and God's now intertwined, right? So it's like now when God
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moves, you move. When God sits, you sit. When God runs, you run, right? Because your life is now
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intertwined with the life of God. And so when you think of that, then now you go back to Isaiah
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40, those who wait upon the Lord, they shall renew their strength like eagles. Now we're talking
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about that, right? So now even when your strength is weak because your life is now twisted and deeply
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intertwined with God, that now the strength of God becomes your strength, right? And this is why
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strength will rise, right? We were singing that song. So that's what waiting is about, right?
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Waiting is never sitting idly and waiting for something to happen. Waiting has never defined
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like that in the Bible. I've not come across a single story or a single verse in the Bible where
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waiting is passive. Waiting sometimes is rest, sometimes it's prayer, but it's not inactivity.
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It's not passivity, yeah? That's what I want to talk about, waiting. And so then
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waiting can be transformative, but waiting can also be wasteful. We can waste our time,
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we can waste our energy, we can waste and learn nothing during our wait, or waiting can be so
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transformative, it can be so meaningful, right? And like I said, everybody waits, yeah? And I want
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to share a few points about how we can squander our waiting or say terrible ways, terrible ways of
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waiting, which I hope that we don't wait this way, yeah? So the first one is a frustrated waiting,
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right? Frustrated waiting is a classic example is King Saul, right? He's supposed to wait for
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Prophet Samuel to come and offer the sacrifice, he couldn't wait, yeah? There's a frustrated
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waiting. Second one is a complaint, right? Complain waiting. The Israelites are a classic example.
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Complain waiting is when you constantly vocalize your disappointment and spill out negativity,
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right? The Israelites think that they are better off in Egypt, whereas in Egypt they were slaves,
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and God is in fact bringing them to freedom, right, and to the promised land, and yet
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in the waiting for the promised land they were complaining all the way, right? So that's the
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second way to wait, right? Complain waiting. The third waiting is idle waiting, I-D-L-E, right?
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Idle waiting is like when God has gifted you something and then you like the parable of the
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Tenen, the guy goes and just buries his Tenen, right? So it's like idle waiting, right? Which is
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terrible to wait. The fourth one is envious waiting, right? You compare yourself to someone
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who is experiencing or who is in a different season, and then now you look at their fruits,
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now you look at what's happening in their lives, and then because yours will come, but then you're
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frustrated and so you become envious of someone's season, right? And so that's a different way to
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wait. And the psalm is in Psalm 73, it's a beautiful psalm, right? It's a psalm of Asaf,
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and he thought that the wicked are flourishing, they're prospering, everything they do seem to be
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like, you know, clicking well, and he's frustrated with his own situation, but then until he enters
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the sanctuary and he knows that these are just flourishing for a moment, right, and he knows
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what's going to happen, their destiny awaits, right? And so now that changes. The fifth one is
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angry waiting, yeah? Harboring resentment towards God and others, right? Jonah, when God changed,
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because people repented, and so God, you know, relented his wrath on the people of Nineveh,
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and Jonah is not happy, right? Jonah is not happy with God because he wants the wrath of God to fall
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on these people, right? And so it's like angry waiting, yeah? And then the sixth one is hopeless
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waiting. It's like when there's no hope in the waiting. I don't see any hope now. The things that
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I've been waiting for, the job that I have applied, everyone, you know, rejected me. Now there's no
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hope in the waiting, right? Whereas Jesus was the one walking with them on the road to Emmaus, right?
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Then they were looking for a savior, not knowing that Jesus is with them, yeah? And the seventh one
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is reckless waiting, reckless waiting. It's like forcing outcomes, right? Forcing outcomes.
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Like God never promised Hagar. Hagar was not in the plan. Hagar was never God's design.
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But Abraham and Sarah were promised Isaac, and what happened was that they forced the outcome of God
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in a human way, right? And so what happened was that they birthed Ishmael, right? So that's what
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reckless waiting is. And the next one is fearful waiting, right? Fearful waiting. When Caleb and
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Joshua and 10 other spies went to spy the Canaan, they came and they felt like grasshoppers in the
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eyes of the enemy, right? They belittled themselves. They spread that we're too small. It's not going
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to be possible, right? There's fear. There is worst-case scenarios they're imagining those things,
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yeah? And that's a terrible way to wait. The ninth one is passive waiting. You know, when you think
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of those five foolish virgins, they know that the bridegroom is going to come. They know that,
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and yet they would not prepare, right? It's passive waiting. They want the bridegroom,
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but they're not willing to put in the work, right? They're not willing to prepare.
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That's passive waiting, right? The last one is defeated waiting. It's like you have not been
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defeated. You are still waiting for your breakthrough, but then in the waiting you
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feel like you're defeated. You're already defeated, yeah? Many people wait in this.
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I've been waiting for two years. I've been waiting for three years. I've been waiting for five years,
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and we're still waiting, but you feel defeated in the waiting. And these are terrible ways to wait,
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guys, yeah? And I hope that we don't go this route. But like I said, one can squander or waste our
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waiting, or waiting can be so transformative. And so today, waiting matters. What you do during the
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waiting matters. It's important, right? It's critical. Everybody waits. And one of the fruit
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of the spirit is patience, right? And if you think of that word, patience, patience is impossible
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to develop without waiting. If you never wait, then where will patience grow and develop, right?
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It's impossible, right? When waiting is never part of your life, then it's impossible, right?
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And so my focus would be this. Today, how can we position ourselves? What are some of the ways
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we can develop, we can learn in order to wait well?
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There are times when God
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instantly answers our prayers, instantly heals, but oftentimes God will put you in a process,
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right? Like for example, if I want to be a medical doctor, God can grant me a medical degree, right?
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Like, you know, today we have this term, honorarium doctorate, right? So even if I don't have a PhD,
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one university can grant me a PhD, right? Kind of like a doctorate, right? So it's a, it's called
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an honorarium degree, right? And so by God's divine grace, I can have a medical degree, so to say.
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But then, since I didn't go through the training, I will not have the skills required to operate a
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human body, right? And so, yes, God will give, God will help me to be a doctor, but then when he
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promises me to be a doctor, what he will do is that he will commit me to a process, so that over
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this period of time, I will now develop the skills and the character and whatever that is required
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for me to get trained so that when I have my medical degree, I'm ready, right? So here's the
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thing, guys. You cannot quicken the process. When God commits you to a process, you cannot quicken
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the process. But you can delay the process. Yeah, you can delay the process. When God promised the
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Israelites that it's going to take them 40 days, they cannot change that. Because why? Because the
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journey requires 40 days to travel from Egypt to the promised land, right? God's original design
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was that it'll take them about 40 years, 40 days. It took them 40 years, guys. Did God delay it? No.
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Then who did it? It's their rebellion and their disobedience, right? They complain. They said they
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were better off in Egypt. They started craving for food in Egypt. Where they were? Slaves. So
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they delayed the process.
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One cannot quicken the process, but one can surely delay the process, right? If God wants to release
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something in your life, you can joyfully wait. There are ways to wait. But then the problem is
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that if you don't learn the lessons during the wait, there will be a delay. Yeah? So then,
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there are ways to wait. Like, for example, some of the basic ones are you pray when you wait,
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right? You hope when you wait. You don't give up when you wait. You learn to be restful when you
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wait. You want to be hopeful in the waiting. These are part of waiting. But then, besides these
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praying and hoping and not giving up, but are there other aspects where we can learn to wait?
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I explored this and I find four things that I want to share today. There can be more,
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but I want to share four things. And the first one goes like this. God said to Noah,
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build the ark, right? Build the ark. Why? Because I'm going to bring judgment. Because the corruption
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of humanity is so great that he wants to start in a whole new way. And so the command was,
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build the ark. And if you read there, Noah was 500 years old, 500 years old when he had
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Shem, Ham, and Japheth, right? Those are his three sons. So when he had those three sons,
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he had, I mean, he was 500. But then the time in Genesis 7 when the flood came, Noah was 600 years
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old. And in the Bible, it hasn't been specifically mentioned about how long the exact time it took
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for Noah to build the ark. But then many scholars agree that it took about 100 years, right? It took
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about 100 years for Noah to build the ark. And it's fascinating to see how long it took. And the
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process wasn't easy, right? And long after that, what happened to Noah comes in the New Testament,
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Matthew and Hebrews, they were like Paul wrote Hebrews. And so they are recalling about Noah,
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right? And so Hebrews, in the letters of Hebrew, they are writing about Noah. Noah built it by
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faith, right? Built it by faith. How? Wow. How? Why? Because in Noah's time, nobody had built
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such a gigantic ark. Nobody, right? So it is something that had never happened in history.
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You know, we gotta understand from that context, right? From that lens. Because we think that,
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oh, God told Noah to build and then Noah built it. No. And it was something that God is bringing,
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something which he had never done in history. And God is telling Noah to build the ark. And so
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it would require tremendous faith for Noah to build the ark. Yeah? Because God is warning about
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things that he had never done before and he's gonna do it. When it is gonna happen for the first
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time, it's harder. When someone has done it, it's easier to follow, right? Here we are waiting for
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Hebrides 2.0, yeah? Maybe it's even laughable for some, yeah? But for us, now we're believing.
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We're expecting. We're seeing that the outpouring has already begun. And we will see in its fullness
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soon, yeah? So there was no rain. There was no confirmation. The skies didn't clear, you know,
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no change in the skies. And yet, he's supposed to build, right? And so if you now go to Matthew,
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right? In Matthew chapter 24, if you read there, Matthew is also writing about Noah.
Matthew 24 chapter mention
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Yeah? Matthew is writing about Noah and he's writing that people were enjoying, partying,
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and there were weddings, there was celebration, right? And until the time Noah entered the ark,
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right? And verse 39, verse 39 says this, people didn't realize that what was going to happen
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until the flood came and swept them all away. Because this is something that never happened
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in history. People weren't expecting until the eleventh hour, right? They weren't ready and then
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the flood came and just swept away. And here is Matthew, you know, recalling the days of Noah,
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right? So it's important that we pay attention to what God had said in the waiting, right? What did
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God tell you? And then what's your assignment? It's so critical, guys, because God told, you know,
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Abraham and Sarah, that he's going to give them a child. The promise has been given. Their
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assignment is to wait, not to do the human way. Yeah? God will have his way and God will do it.
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I mean, God's will will be done God's way, but the devil will always try to bring God's way
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in his way, which is like, he'll say that he'll bring what is true, what is God's will,
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which is not a bad thing, right? But it has to be gone. It has to be done God's way.
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Sometimes we get so caught up in the promises. When God said, I'm going to do this for you,
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I'm going to do this for you, then we are hung up in that promise so much that we want that promise
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to happen so much, so desperate that we become desperate of the promise. And that's a dangerous
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place to be in, guys. When we are desperate for the promise keeper, for the promise giver,
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it's great. But when we are stuck with the promise of what's going to come, it's dangerous. Yeah?
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Sarah was caught up in the promise. Sarah wanted Isaac so much that she would bring in Hagar,
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who wasn't part of the plan. Yeah? So she wanted Isaac, but the human way.
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So it's important. Noah kept building. And like I said, we don't know the exact timeline, but it
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took a long, long time for Noah to build the ark. And he worked according to what God had said,
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what God had said, right? And so obedience will always sustain you and me in the silence.
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Obedience will sustain you in the silence. The absence of a new instruction doesn't mean that
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there's a change of plan. Right? Just because God had said that he'd build the ark, and then
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God has been silent for so many years, doesn't mean God has changed the plan. Right? So the
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absence of a new instruction does not mean that God had changed his plan. And this is important,
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guys. Because when we go through this moment of waiting, and we haven't seen the breakthrough,
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we feel like maybe God has changed plan. Maybe God has another plan for me. Maybe God has something
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else for me. Right? And then now, you know, our hearts are torn apart. Right? Now we're caught
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in between. But I would say that until and unless you receive a new instruction from the Lord,
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stay true to what has been previously said. Yeah? So the last word or say, the last thing God said
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is still the word until he gives you the next one.
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And so, you know, faithfulness is measured by not by activity, but by
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consistency in the obedience. Right? And so I would encourage us to write God-given assignment.
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Right? When God had promised you something, it's important that you write them down. Because
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sometimes we forget. Right? And it's good that we go back to what God had spoken. If someone had
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prophesied over your life, if someone had spoken words over you, it's important that you write
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somewhere. And so that you can go back. Right? And often return to it so that it'll center your
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your decisions, your habits, your relationships. Right? Because the wait becomes purposeful
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when you know what you're waiting for. The wait becomes purposeful when you know what you're
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waiting for. Because oftentimes we're unsure of what we're waiting for.
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That's the first one. The second one is wait without wondering.
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Wondering. Wondering as in the blue a-n. D-e-r-i-n-g. Right? Wait without wondering. Narrow your focus.
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Right? Because when you're waiting, it's so easy to be distracted. Because in the waiting,
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we are not quite settled yet. Because you're waiting for something. Right? And so you are in
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this place of camping but not settled. And so what the enemy loves to do during these times is
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bring a counterfeit. Right? Bring something lesser.
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And if you compromise, you'll settle for something lesser. Right? So the other day we were talking
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about this in Lifehouse. But Lot, right? The nephew of Abraham, instead of camping closer
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and closer to Canaan, he started camping closer and closer to Sodom. Right? And if you read
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on and on, later on, he's not just camping closer and closer to Sodom, but later on you will find
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Lot even sitting at the gate of Sodom. He's already inside. Inside Sodom. Terrible, eh?
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Learn to focus. Right? When you are waiting and when you are not quite settled,
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there's a trap. There's a trap of compromising. There's a trap of the enemy bringing so many
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options. Right? If this doesn't work, try this, try this, try this, try this. Right? And now
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you are spreading yourself too thin. Right? You're trying everywhere. Yeah? You're trying
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to involve in a hundred things and that doesn't help. Hoping that somehow God will intervene.
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Right? It's like, Lord, I want a God-fearing husband. Or say a God-fearing wife who is loving,
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who is tall, who is dark, who is handsome. And then later on you say like, any man will do.
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Yeah? I hope that doesn't happen, eh? Had Elisha not focused on his master Elijah,
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he would have missed his double portion. Right? He had his laser focus on his master Elijah. Why?
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Because God is going to release his double portion through that man.
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You know, his master said, before I am taken away, what can I do for you? And he said,
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I want a double portion of what you have. And he said, that's a hard thing. Why? Because if I have
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two apples, I cannot give you four apples. Because two is all I have. And so he's asking
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twice of what he has. You know, Elijah does not have a double portion. He only has what God has
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apportioned him. And so the other portion has to come from God. Right? So he said, it's a difficult
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thing that you've asked. But then he said, if you see me taken up, know that it will be given to you.
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Right? Because he knows that will come from God. And so here's this assignment that if you see me
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taken up, then you will receive your double portion. And you know what happens? Now, you know,
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Elijah wouldn't give up. Everywhere Elijah goes, he goes. Yeah? And you know, one pastor said,
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you know, Elijah wouldn't even let his master Elijah go to washroom alone. Yeah?
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Yeah. Yeah. Everywhere he goes, he goes. Yeah, he follows. And that, that would be weird, eh?
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If I want a double portion of Derek and follows everywhere Derek goes, yeah,
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I wouldn't allow even in this washroom, you know? But then, you know, one day,
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the crazy thing happens is that suddenly this chariot of fire, horseman of Israel came.
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And then took away his master. And, you know, his students, so to say, you know, Elijah cries out,
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my father, he's acknowledging something supernatural is happening. Right? And he says,
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father, father, the chariots of Israel. And he saw his master. Right? I always, I always read it
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this way. When I think of this story, I'm always thinking about chariots of fire,
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chariots of fire came and then took his master away. But then, as you read carefully,
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it's not the chariots of fire or the horseman of Israel that took his master away.
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He went up in a whirlwind, not in the chariots. Eh? And so the assignment was this, it's a,
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I'm sure it must have been a fascinating sight. Right? Comes chariots of fire. And the assignment
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was not on these fascinating sight, which can be a distraction, but his assignment was to see his
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master taken up. And yet this guy has this ability, eh? The ability in the midst of this fascinating
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extraordinary sight that's happening around him, he still has the ability to gaze on his master,
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on the assignment. Right? And you know what happens? He saw his master taken up, you know,
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in a whirlwind and then drops the mantle, picks it up and goes to River Jordan and then slams it.
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And he says, where is the God of Elijah? And then the water parts. Right? And the moment he crossed
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Jordan, now we begin to see that now people begin to see the spirit of Elijah is on Elisha.
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And he goes on and does twice as much as his master. Crazy story, guys.
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You know, if you remember, if you remember the story in, I think it's in Second Kings, Second Kings, somewhere 13.
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When Elisha told the king of Israel to shoot the arrow, right? And then this arrow, sorry, this,
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this king hit the ground three times. And then the prophet was angry with him. Why didn't you
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shoot more? Right? If you had hit the ground five, six times, you would have, you know, annihilated
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your entire enemy. But because you have, you have hit the ground only three times, you will only have
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temporary, three temporary victories. Right? I'm sure the king must have wanted to do a retest again.
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Right? But the sad part is that he didn't know that he was tested.
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Yeah. That's the hard part, guys. Oftentimes, God will test your heart.
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Not, not about judgment, not about right and wrong, not, not about judging, judging what's
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right, what's wrong. But oftentimes, God will test what's in your heart, what's in my heart.
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And, and such kind of tests, you don't have time to pray, you don't have time to think about it.
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But you don't even have time to do anything. Your heart just responds, eh? And that'll expose.
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And so came this test for, for Elijah and it's a, and now he was tested, but he was faithful. He
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kept on the assignment on the mantle. He received the mantle. And so the point of this is, is this.
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The mantle represents the anointing, right? Dropped, fell to the ground.
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So he was not, my point of sharing this is Elijah's waiting on the Lord is not
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passivity. It's not inactive. It is a single narrow focus that won't give up. His eyes was
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on the mantle, on the mandate of God. And it was intensely focused on the assignment.
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And this team reoccurs in the Bible again and again. Yeah. Jesus himself says, if your eye is
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single, know that your body will be full of light. Right? Your body will be full of light.
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Many Christians have their eyes on so many things. They want God, they want something else too. Yeah.
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And Jesus is saying, if your eye is single, know that your body will be full of light.
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Here's an important point. The enemy will bring destruction to derail your direction.
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The enemy will always try to bring destruction in order to replace or derail your direction.
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You know, Elijah kept his focus, completed the assignment, received the double portion. Crazy, eh?
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Next one.
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When we are waiting, it's easy to assume that we deserve to be served.
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Yeah. When we are waiting, we expect people to help us.
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When you're in need of money, you expect people to help you. When you are sick, when you're waiting
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for healing, you expect someone to do something for you. In the waiting,
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we expect. But the crazy part is, in the waiting, can you serve?
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In the waiting, can you serve? Yeah. Serve in the waiting. It's a crazy,
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God-ordained strategy and way of developing and muscling you and me, right?
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And when you look at the story of Joseph, you know, remember he had a dream.
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It was an amazing dream. But then what turned out was terrible, right? He was sold as a slave,
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now in prison. And you know what? In prison, instead of just sitting idly, even in prison,
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he begins to serve. I really love that. Yeah. In prison, of all the places, right? He begins to
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serve. Instead of waiting for him to be released and be out of jail first and then serve, even while
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in such a setting, he serves. Serving in the place of restriction will have positioned him
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for promotion. I really like that. Yeah. Let's take, you know, another example.
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You know, yesterday I was reading this and I got so emotional about this. It just overwhelmed me.
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I've never understood the weight of this. But in John chapter 13, when you read there, right?
John 13 chapter mention
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Jesus knew that his time is coming. He knew that the transfiguration, the way of the cross is so
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near. The hour has come. He knew that. And in that context, let me read it. In John chapter 13,
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verse two on words, the evening meal was in progress and the devil had already prompted Judas,
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the son of Simon Iscariot, to betray Jesus. Jesus knew that the father had put all things under his
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power and that he had come from God and was returning to God. And here's this. He got up
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from the meal, took his outer clothing, wrapped a towel around his waist, and after that he poured
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water into a basin and began to wash his disciples' feet, drying them with a towel that was wrapped
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around him. This happened on the night before his crucifixion. He knew the hour has come.
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He was waiting for the ultimate act of love through the cross. And you know what he did?
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He served. Crazy, eh? I thought it was a very appropriate time for the disciples to wash his
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feet and honor him. It was the other way around. I just felt the weight of that when I was writing
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this down. Wow. The son of man came to serve. Not to be served, but to serve. Crazy, eh?
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There are certain things that my wife and I are waiting for, praying for. And oftentimes,
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I expect people to jump in, help us. And this is a beautiful reminder how
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we are to serve in the waiting. Yeah. God on his knees starts washing his disciples' feet.
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Serving others isn't just an idea. If you are a son, you will serve. That's the crazy thing, eh?
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If you are not a son, you will refuse to serve. Why? Because without being a son, to serve is
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slavery. You will feel abusive, right? You will feel you are being manipulated. But then if you
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know that you are a son, it doesn't matter, right? You know your place. You know your rightful place.
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It takes, or say, it requires for a son to understand his identity in order to understand
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his identity in order to understand servanthood.
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Learn to give, eh? When you think that you should be receiving.
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Learn to build the ark of God when you want an ark for yourself. Because why? Because in the
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building of God's ark, God will build your ark. Yeah? And then the last one.
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David was anointed when he was a teenager. He was quite young, right? And then it took him
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quite a good number of years before he became the king of Israel. It took a long time. It wasn't
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instant, right? And so in these in-between times, he tended the sheep, he served his brothers,
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he served his brothers, served his father, dodged spears from Saul,
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hidden caves. And you know what? His waiting season became a training ground.
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He was training, yeah? You know, in the shepherd's field, he's learning how to worship,
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how to do warfare. In the wilderness caves, he learned humility, leadership, endurance,
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all these things, right? So God wasn't just preparing a king in the wilderness, but God is
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preparing his type of a king, a kind of a king, right? That God wanted, a man after his own heart.
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It's a different kind of shipping, right? And so this last point is formation in the hiddenness,
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formation in the hiddenness, right? Because these days, everybody wants to be a celebrity,
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everyone wants to go viral, right? Yeah? I want my song to be viral.
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Yeah, yeah, go ahead.
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Like using you, it's okay, but do you allow them to continue doing that or what do you do?
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Yeah, do you allow people to manipulate you?
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Yeah.
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Or should you do something about it? Because you said it's okay, but how do you proceed?
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No, I didn't say it's okay. Yeah, no.
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No, I'm saying, I said, if we don't understand sonship, then when you serve others,
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and when people tell you to serve, then it will feel like people are manipulating you,
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or you're being enslaved kind of thing. Yeah, but I'm saying, if I know that I'm a son,
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if I know that, say for example, say at home, say for example, when mom says,
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Toni, go and do the dishes, go and sweep the floor, clean your room, then I'm not offended. Why?
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Because that doesn't take away my sonship. So I'll gladly obey my mom when she tells me that.
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But if someone from the outside just comes and tells these things, and if I don't understand
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my sonship in the house, it's always misunderstood. In that context, I'm saying. Yeah? Cool, thanks.
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So yeah, my point of sharing this is, formation in the hiddenness, right? Because we always want to
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go out to the public too quickly. And I'm saying, even if there's a delay going into the public,
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it's okay. Let God form you in the hiddenness, right? Because it's easy for a church like X39
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to be like this, say like, hey, I've been coming to this. I should be in the leadership now. I
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should do more. I should, I'm not recognized. It's like, I deserve more kind of thing, you know? Or
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it can be here, it can be church, it can be workplace, it can be in the office, it can be
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anywhere, right? But I'm saying, do not accept premature promotion. It's dangerous, guys. Let
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God form you first in the hiddenness so that once you are out in the public, you have the character,
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you have the skills, you have the wisdom, you have what it requires to fulfill your destiny,
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your calling, right? Don't rush in promotion. Let God finish his work in you and then venture out,
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right? Because the throne or say the promise without character will often turn into a curse.
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And God, he will intentionally hide those and form in the hiddenness if he is to use them greatly.
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Oftentimes in the scripture, Joseph had a prophetic dream, right? He saw his sheaves higher than
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anyone else and then the sheaves of his brothers bowing to his. It was a prophetic dream, right?
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It was a prophetic dream. It was a great dream, you know, a dream that is designed for greatness.
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But soon found himself betrayed, enslaved, imprisoned, right? So there's a gap between
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the dream and the fulfillment and this gap was marked by injustice on one hand and the silence
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of heaven, right? Nobody seemed to be listening. God seemed to be silent, right? Because he had a
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dream and the exact opposite happens. And yet I love how Joseph reacted in the prison. Instead of
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being bitter, bitter towards God, Lord, what is this happening? Now I had this dream and things
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should have been different, right? Instead of being bitter towards God and towards Pharaoh and
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and all the jailers, instead of being bitter, he became better.
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He became better, right? He started to interpret dreams. He started to, you know,
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put things into action. And so God used every setback to forge resilience, wisdom,
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leadership, right? And so by the time when Joseph was able to, you know, interpret Pharaoh's dream,
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he wasn't just a dreamer. Those days have passed now, right? So by the time he interpreted Pharaoh's
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dream, he's now ready to steward a nation. Crazy, eh?
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Let's take another example. Yeah, I'll finish early.
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One example in the New Testament.
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Very little did we hear about Jesus, right? From age zero to 30.
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We hardly hear about Jesus those 30 years until he lived for 30 years and those next three years
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of his ministry, it exploded. Jesus lived 30 years in obscurity. Luke 2, you know, recorded a brief
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statement that Jesus grew in stature, in wisdom, and in favor with God and men, right?
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Luke recorded about Jesus that Jesus is constantly growing in the hiddenness,
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growing in stature, in wisdom, and in the favor of God and men. What if you're growing that way?
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Oftentimes, growth is not visible. Some growth are more visible, some are not.
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Do not just look at the outer appearance, not just look at some tangible growth,
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and say that you aren't growing fast enough. If your mind is forming, if your heart is forming,
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you can't tell, right? But the decisions that you're making is better now. The things that
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you're going about, your approach, your attitude. Earlier, somebody says this, it just triggers
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your anger, right? But then now you're able to control yourself. Now you're more patient,
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now you're more loving. Even the people that you don't appreciate or like so much, now you're able
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to appreciate them. You're able to see in a different lens, right? And so it's important,
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guys, that you allow God to form you in the hiddenness, right? And that's why you're able
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to do that. You allow God to form you in the hiddenness, right? Do not despise these days of
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hiddenness. Moses, he was hidden, and he was raised in a palace before he was exposed in the desert,
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right? Because in the hiddenness, strength is forged.
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Waiting seasons are not wasted seasons. Yeah? Like the imagery of what I shared
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earlier. Waiting is about intertwining yourself, twisting like a cord with the life of God, right?
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So that strength begins to rise. Like Noah, as we build in obedience,
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here's this beautiful thing. If we learn how to build in obedience, God will build in us the
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capacity to carry his promise. I really like that. God will give you the capacity to carry and birth
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his plans, his purposes, his promises. It's beautiful, guys. So I hope and I pray that
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let God shape your heart, deepen your roots, grow you strong enough to stand so that when the flood
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came, comes, you'll be able to stand. That's the point of growing and maturing in the Lord, eh?
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So that we are not tossed by the wind. And I want to end with this, delay is never denial,
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right? Delay is never denial. And so I want to go back to how I started Isaiah 40, verse 28,
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onwards, where it says, Do you not know? Have you not heard? The Lord is the everlasting God,
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the creator of the ends of the earth. He will not grow tired or weary. And his understanding,
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no one can fathom. He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak, even youths,
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grow tired and weary. And young men stumble and fall. But those who wait upon the Lord,
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they'll renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles. They will run and not grow
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weary. They will walk and not faint. We wait for the Lord and we do not wait in vain. Yeah?
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Bless you guys.
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Um, don't. Sorry.
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Father, we thank you for your word that was spoken.
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It's much required, Father, for some of us who are waiting.
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How to wait in you, Father. How not to wait.
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I pray, Father, that the words that you spoke and your spirit spoke through to me
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will bear much fruit. Father, I pray that patterns start to change. I mean, that's the whole point.
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Why else would you speak this to us tonight? That pattern start to change, where people who are
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waiting or who used to wait a different way, Father, will start to see a difference in the
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way their mind change. Because your spirit will start working in them, Father. Thank you for
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bringing these truth, truths into light so we can now see it. The knowledge of the truth will set
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us free. The knowledge of the waiting truth will now help us wait better in you. We can do this
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two ways, Father. And your way is what we choose. So we bless you, Father, and we thank you. In your
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precious name we pray. Amen. There will be somebody to pray for you guys, if you want prayer.
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Cool. See you guys.