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Release the Failure | Pastor Loren Covarrubias

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  1. Well have a lot of information in the sermon today, so make

  2. sure your download speeds are run in full speed.

  3. But the reason I want to cover a lot of information because I

  4. want to discuss theology as well as doctrine because it's very

  5. important, because I believe with everything within me, this

  6. is a very important time in the plans and purposes of God.

  7. And so in order for us to understand where we're going, we

  8. also have to understand where we came from.

  9. The Bible says if the foundations be destroyed, what

  10. shall the righteous do? So it's very important for us to

  11. have a groundwork for understanding.

  12. There are two simple messages that will be a part of it.

  13. Now pointed out for those of you who feel it's too much

  14. information to handle because perhaps you don't have the

  15. background to understand some of the things.

  16. But again, I want to stress even before I start, this is a very

  17. important time in God's plan, a time where He's challenging each

  18. and every one of us to take a step higher in Him and to let

  19. Him take us to that place. So in John chapter 16, Jesus

    John 16 chapter mention

  20. said, I still have many things to say to you, but you cannot

  21. bear them now. However, how?

  22. However, when He, the Spirit of truth has come, He will guide

  23. you in all truth. For He will not speak on His own

  24. authority, but whatever He hears, He will speak and He will

  25. tell you things to come. He will glorify me, for He will

  26. take of what is mine and declare it to you.

  27. I shared this scripture on Wednesday.

  28. I did a few weeks back on a Sunday as a part of my YouTube

  29. because I believe this is a very important scripture for laying a

  30. principle for us to understand. When Jesus Christ was getting

  31. ready to go to the cross, He was wanting to prepare His disciples

  32. for what was going to come, and He wanted them to understand

  33. that when they got through to the other side, they would

  34. realize on the day of Pentecost that Jesus Christ did not leave

  35. them orphans. He said I'm going away, but I'm

  36. coming again to you. And he was going to come through

  37. the power of the Holy Spirit. Now that's different than when

  38. he comes in the last day in a bodily form, but it is important

  39. for us to realize there is a present tense reality through

  40. the Holy Spirit that we have that we can continue our

  41. relationship with Jesus Christ. He gave us the Holy Spirit so

  42. that we could have a guide, so that we could have a teacher, so

  43. that we could have instruction and perception that goes beyond

  44. what is ordinary. And so that's the purpose of the

  45. Holy Spirit. That's why we am outside and

  46. encourage people to understand. There is a second work of grace,

  47. as many call it, whereby after you become a Christian, you say

  48. I want to be endued with power from on high.

  49. I want to receive the Holy Spirit.

  50. Now Jesus said something very powerful as well as a part of

  51. this, because he said you're not ready for everything.

  52. I want to tell you. That's why there has to be this

  53. waiting period and then I'm going to come again and speak to

  54. you now through the Holy Spirit. Now first disciples, that meant

  55. they were going to go through the death, burial and

  56. resurrection. It was going to be a very

  57. traumatic experience, one in which they would learn a whole

  58. lot. Then on the other side, through

  59. the Holy Spirit, Jesus would help them recover from the

  60. catastrophe that it was for many of them and also began to

  61. reinstate them and to walk in the full.

  62. And So what God had for them, but also he was making it known

  63. that the apostle Paul would be raised up to continue many of

  64. the teachings and instructions that he had been taking it to

  65. another level. It's important for us to

  66. understand with God there is a progression to his revelation.

  67. It's true in the church as a whole.

  68. It's true throughout history, and we should see it as true in

  69. our own individual lives. But when speaking to them and

  70. saying, but you're not quite ready for it.

  71. We have to understand that a part of his dealings with us in

  72. the Spirit will also correspond to our natural life because

  73. there's a process that we go through in development in our

  74. natural life that helps us prepare to receive more in our

  75. spiritual dimension. That's why in the Bible we hear

  76. the term elder because they're supposed to be people that

  77. through living a long time in relationship with God, there

  78. comes a point in time where it's been proven true in their life

  79. and they have wisdom to share. And that's why God wants us to

  80. understand how important it is for us to continue in the things

  81. that God has for us so that we would be ready.

  82. That's true in our chronological age.

  83. It's also throughout history, something that's very important.

  84. One of the examples I will give about this is one that we can

  85. look back when we look at church history and we know about the

  86. time of the Reformation, which is about 500 years ago.

  87. The church was basically all, all in one church in the Western

  88. part of Europe, all in another church in the eastern.

  89. There was the Eastern and the Western church tradition, but

  90. people began to realize that we need a change now.

  91. And that's where the Reformation come in.

  92. Because all the sudden people began to realize there's a lot

  93. of traditions that were picked up and practices that were not

  94. according to the word of God. Well, how did they know that?

  95. Well, they knew that because they were in a time in history

  96. when there was a dynamic change in civilization.

  97. For many years, really for the 1st 1500 years of church

  98. history, most people in the world did not read or write.

  99. And even if they did, they wouldn't have access to a Bible

  100. because all Bibles had to be copied by hand.

  101. And so there weren't a whole lot of Bibles available.

  102. They would have been very expensive.

  103. So again, out of the hands of individuals, through the Age of

  104. Enlightenment, the Age of Reason and civilization, people began

  105. to understand how important knowledge was, how important

  106. education was, and it advanced human civilization that made it

  107. possible for God to do something new.

  108. And also with the invention of the printing press, a band by

  109. the name of Gutenberg had invented something where they

  110. could use a printing press. So Bibles became widely

  111. available. As a matter of fact, the first

  112. book that he printed was a Bible.

  113. And so you can see very easily here how God works in the

  114. natural as well as the spiritual to perform his perfect works in

  115. the earth. Again, in the body as a whole,

  116. but also in our individual lives.

  117. We should always have this idea. There's never been a day like

  118. today, because today God wants to speak to us in a fresh way.

  119. The Scripture here says that too.

  120. It says therefore, when they had come together, they asked Jesus

  121. saying, Lord, when will you at this time restore the Kingdom of

  122. it to Israel? And he said them is not for you

  123. to know the times or seasons which the Father has put in his

  124. own authority, but you shall receive power when the Holy

  125. Spirit has come upon you. You shall be witnesses to me in

  126. Jerusalem, in all Judea, in Samaria and to the end of the

  127. earth. And of course it was at this

  128. point in time, Jesus Christ has resurrected, spent 40 days with

  129. them. He's going to ascend into heaven

  130. and make his church the new witnesses in the earth,

  131. replacing him. Now there was going to be the

  132. body of Christ. Well, of course, as has always

  133. been true in our throughout church history, they knew Jesus

  134. was going away. They knew that he was coming

  135. back. So immediately they want to

  136. know, when are you coming back? When are you going to restore

  137. the Kingdom? When are all these things in

  138. heaven? And Jesus said, I can't share

  139. with you the things or times and seasons that only the Father has

  140. in his hand, which I always like to throw out there because

  141. there's a whole lot of preachers who can tell you when Jesus is

  142. coming back and he didn't even know itself.

  143. I'm, you know, that should put a little pause when we hear

  144. everybody talking about Jesus's gummy because God has a plan and

  145. a purpose. And sometimes we have to get in

  146. God to really perceive the times and seasons.

  147. But it's important for us to know that God isn't just working

  148. in the earth to do his part of what's happening.

  149. As we mentioned a couple weeks ago, it's so important for us to

  150. know that heaven rules on the earth.

  151. And that's important for us to understand because whether it's

  152. good things or bad things, God is the manager of all things.

  153. As we'll read here today, God gives mankind choices.

  154. Sometimes they suffer for those choices, sometimes other people

  155. suffer for those choices. But the end we have to realize

  156. that God still is a manager of all things.

  157. And for Him, it's always working towards a purpose for His plan

  158. on the earth. And you have to know that God

  159. has a purpose for your life. And so you have to sometimes

  160. stop and say, OK, wait a second, I have a purpose to my life.

  161. I'm going to say, God, what's your purpose in this?

  162. I'm going to put my trust in you and believe that as I do, it's

  163. going to work up. Now, when you said you're going

  164. to be witnesses, he didn't say now you guys have to have a

  165. night where you do evangelism, go out and witness.

  166. You don't have to get your tracks and go out and witness.

  167. When he says here that you're called to be a witness, the

  168. original word in the translation that the Bible came from, the

  169. Greek translation, it means a martyr.

  170. So it's talking about a person's life.

  171. God says your life is a witness. Yes, you should tell people

  172. about what God has done, as you should tell what God has done in

  173. your life. But most important is God

  174. saying, do you realize that I have created you to be my

  175. witnesses? Says the Lord.

  176. So there's always this process that's going on in life where we

  177. have an eternal purpose to be God's witness.

  178. And we need to stop from time to time and say, well, what is the

  179. witness that God has for me in the circumstance I'm now in?

  180. Because sometimes we think that we have to manage our

  181. circumstances. And God say, no, let me manage

  182. the circumstances. You let me do a work inside of

  183. you. And then you'll see how that I

  184. can make something very powerful out of what even you're going

  185. through, says the Lord, Amen. Give the Lord a praise on that.

  186. That's a good thing to know. Now when I talk about why this

  187. day is important, because I believe right here the Scripture

  188. is so important for the day, an hour in which we live.

  189. Now I say that the air, as long as he is a child, does not

  190. differ at all from a slave, though he is master of all, but

  191. is under guardians and stewards until the time appointed by the

  192. Father. Even so we when we were

  193. children, we're in bondage other elements of the world, but when

  194. the fullness of time had come, God sent forth his son, born of

  195. a woman, born under the law to redeem those who are under the

  196. law that we might what receive the adoption as sons, a partner

  197. over this. It's the scripture of transition

  198. because the apostle Paul, the call he had was a call to the

  199. Gentiles, but also he had to reconcile the old covenant with

  200. the new covenant, the law of Moses, with the new message that

  201. Jesus Christ had, which was the message of grace.

  202. And so he wanted the Jews, especially at this point in

  203. time, because in the book of Galatians, he's talking a lot

  204. about the Jewish religion versus what God was doing, because

  205. there were a whole lot of the Jews who had become Christians,

  206. and they couldn't separate the old from the new.

  207. And so they were always trying to bring the people back into

  208. the old. And he's trying to say, no, it's

  209. time to go into the new now. He said it this way.

  210. He says in the old covenant you were treated like servants or

  211. slaves. And it's a natural thing because

  212. even though you are the children of God, you weren't ready for

  213. everything that God had for you to do or everything for you to

  214. be, he said. But just like it is in the

  215. natural, if you're a very wealthy person, your children

  216. are become heirs of your estate. You don't want to just give it

  217. to them at any time. You want to make sure that

  218. they're mature enough, able enough that when the inheritance

  219. comes, they can receive it and do well with it.

  220. And he said that's the way it is with the Kingdom of God.

  221. God has an inheritance for US. Church God has some awesome

  222. things that He's always intended to put in the hands of his

  223. people, but we have to be ready for the blessing He wants to

  224. give to us. And that's why in the Old

  225. Testament they're called the children of Israel, or even the

  226. children of God, because really they were very immature.

  227. They were really just acting like slaves or servants of God.

  228. They never quite understood what it meant to be responsible and

  229. do the things that God had for them.

  230. No, so now there's this transition from the law to grace

  231. and they just couldn't receive it.

  232. No, we're going to stay under the law and not move into this

  233. concept of grace and what that would be.

  234. So really what they were choosing in the Apostle Paul's

  235. determination was you're choosing to be children and not

  236. sons, just like it is in the natural when you have children,

  237. how many know when they first come into the world?

  238. It's such an amazing thing to be a parent and you have kids and

  239. you're like, wow, this is awesome.

  240. So the first thing that you think about is you got to

  241. protect your children. You can even say my job is to

  242. keep those kids alive because how many know that's the bottom

  243. line? And I always joke about it, how

  244. that when we first had children, Bonnie and I were very careful.

  245. She has always been more careful than me about everything.

  246. So every time I went to get a cover, something on the

  247. cupboard, it usually had a lock. If you went down the stairs,

  248. there was something that guarded so the kids wouldn't fall down

  249. the stairs. I remember myself even reading

  250. an article once where they said a major cause of death for

  251. children as they fall into the toilet.

  252. I was afraid to even lift the toilet lid after that point in

  253. time, wondered what I would find.

  254. I was just so we got to be very careful.

  255. We don't want the kids to drown, but you don't want to just keep

  256. them alive. How many, you know, you wanted

  257. to mature, bring to that place where there's potty training, if

  258. you would, So you want them to be aware of their bodily

  259. functions and teach them how to handle those things.

  260. And so that the joy that we have as they're growing up is all the

  261. accomplishments. And when they begin to talk and

  262. when they begin to have some sense of humanity that we

  263. witnessed in them. Bonnie was just talking the

  264. other day about our grandkids. And it's so amazing when they

  265. first start talking, you realize that's a person they actually

  266. think it's, it's almost stunning.

  267. But they are. And our goal should always be to

  268. bring them to a place of responsibility.

  269. Well, believe it or not, that's God's same desire for each and

  270. every one of us. It's important for us to realize

  271. God doesn't just want to keep us as slaves, if you would, or

  272. always just watching over hovering over us, but saying,

  273. I'm going to teach this kid some things.

  274. I'm going to bring them to a place of maturity, which brings

  275. us to Genesis chapter 2. For in the beginning, when God

    Genesis 2 chapter mention

  276. created mankind, the Bible says that the Lord God took man and

  277. put him in the Garden Eden with a responsibility to tend and

  278. also to keep it. And the Lord God commanded the

  279. man saying of every tree of the garden you may freely eat, of

  280. the tree of knowledge of good and evil you shall not eat, for

  281. in the day that you eat of it, you will surely die.

  282. Now the name Adam literally means man or mankind.

  283. So this story isn't just about two individuals.

  284. It's about mankind and how God has created us and what His

  285. eternal purpose is for us. So we have to understand these

  286. things. Now when you read about the tree

  287. of life and the tree of knowledge is a good and evil and

  288. how God puts it before them, we often look at it that it's just

  289. an obedience test. And truthfully, if you were to

  290. simplify most people's ideas about Christianity, it's kind of

  291. like God created the earth. He created mankind.

  292. Put up an obstacle course if you would, and if they do the right

  293. thing and follow the right course, they get to go to

  294. heaven. If not, well, you go to the

  295. other place. That has never been God's plan

  296. and His eternal purpose. His purpose is that He would

  297. have children in the earth whom he would work with and develop

  298. and train so that they would go on to maturity, although there

  299. was an obedient side to it. Just like when we have children

  300. when they're little and we want to protect them, How do you

  301. know? We want them to do what we tell

  302. them to do, or we want them to follow the things that we say

  303. are necessary to stay alive because, well, that's going to

  304. make a big difference. Amen.

  305. And so we protect them as best as we can, but then it comes a

  306. point where we teach them otherwise.

  307. So we have to ask ourselves a question is well with God, was

  308. that just an obedience test? Was he just finding out whether

  309. they would do the right thing? Or was that a responsible thing

  310. of parental care, that the tree of knowledge of good and evil

  311. was something that they weren't perhaps even ready for?

  312. Now, it's important for us to understand that again, because I

  313. talked about reformation, there was a time when all Christians

  314. were part of the same church until thousand AD, and then they

  315. split between the Eastern and the Western.

  316. And this is one of the things that the Eastern church had

  317. separate from the Western church.

  318. Because in the Western church, the idea was what happened is

  319. mankind was given a choice. He disobeyed God, so he was

  320. kicked out of the garden and not only did he fall in his

  321. position, but he fell in nature. So man became depraved.

  322. And there's a doctrine called the total depravity of man that

  323. says you are just totally depraved.

  324. There's nothing you can do for yourself and you certainly can't

  325. make a choice to follow God. And so we see ourselves as

  326. depraved individuals, always trying to do the right thing,

  327. but never quite measuring up. And so many times people think

  328. that's what God's grace is. God says thanks for trying, but

  329. it don't matter, you're under grace.

  330. No, that's not exactly what he was trying to make them

  331. understand. He was wanting them to

  332. understand that there are consequences for choices, but we

  333. always have to be willing to allow God to bring it back to

  334. the place where we were originally intended to go.

  335. And so we know God is a God of restoration.

  336. Can you say Amen to that? That's so important for us to

  337. know and understand. Well, when you have the doctrine

  338. of depravity or total depravity of man, you have this idea that

  339. there's not much use to the human condition.

  340. It's only what God can do. And so some people think, well,

  341. God chooses you, God pulls you in his Kingdom.

  342. It's irresistible grace and all that.

  343. Well, that's all there is to it. Now, this is where the history

  344. comes in because Mount Zion is in recent times been known as a

  345. charismatic church. The Charismatic movement came

  346. out of the Holiness movement, or excuse me, in the Pentecostal

  347. movement. Pentecostal movement came out of

  348. the Holiness movement, which came out of the Second Great

  349. Awakening, which went all the way back to the teachings of a

  350. man by the name of John Wesley who had a different concept.

  351. He called it prevenient grace, which was not that.

  352. We are totally depraved if you would, but God comes to us with

  353. grace, prevenient grace, so that we have an option of a choice.

  354. There's still a choice involved. You weren't just forced to be a

  355. Christian. How many know you chose to be a

  356. Christian? It was an overwhelming

  357. experience, but we believe that we can make choices.

  358. God gives us grace to make those choices, but in the end we have

  359. to make those choices and there's a blessing when we do.

  360. Now this is a very interesting thing because in this Scripture

  361. it says then the Lord God said, behold, the man has become like

  362. one of us to know good and evil. Now, lest He put out his hand,

  363. and take also of the tree of life, and eat and live forever,

  364. therefore the Lord God sent him out of the Garden of Eden to

  365. tell till the ground from which he was taken notice.

  366. God says He has become like one of us in the doctrine of total

  367. depravity. That most people who follow it

  368. have in their mindset or in their thinking is simply this.

  369. We lost being created in the image and likeness of God, which

  370. is God said that in the beginning and after we fell, we

  371. were no longer in the image and likeness of God.

  372. Why would we think that? Well, how many?

  373. No other people. And you think they're not like

  374. God? If that's the image and likeness

  375. of God, I don't want it. But no, the Bible says we're

  376. still in the image and likeness of God, believe it or not.

  377. But there is a process of growth and development that we have to

  378. choose to follow and let God work in our lives.

  379. And I think it's interesting because whereas some people

  380. think they were kicked out of the garden as totally depraved,

  381. when they get kicked out of the garden, God says they've become

  382. like one of us. And I'm like, wait a minute, we

  383. were created in the image and likeness of God and now he kicks

  384. them out of the garden and says they've become more like us.

  385. That doesn't make sense, does it?

  386. Unless you believe that when God was stopping them from eating

  387. from the tree, it wasn't that he didn't want them to know the

  388. difference between right and wrong.

  389. It just says, hey, they weren't ready for that yet.

  390. And how many know that's the way it is with our children when

  391. they're young, they don't know the differences, those things.

  392. So we make those choices, but our end goal is how many know

  393. that they can make choices. Amen.

  394. And so God is recognizing at this point that, well, they ate

  395. in that tree, they're able to make choices, but they're

  396. definitely not ready to live forever.

  397. So we better get them out of the garden or they're going to eat

  398. that tree and live forever in that horrible state.

  399. So God separated them and then he has this plan of action that

  400. leads to eternal life for all of us who will accept the plan.

  401. But at the same time, He's been working to prepare us so that we

  402. can not just go to heaven, but that we can be what more like

  403. God. And that's what God wants us to

  404. understand is we're to be a people more like Him.

  405. And that's why I wanted to talk about the history of it because

  406. the apostle Paul said this is what God wants you to do.

  407. He doesn't want you to be a slave.

  408. He wants you to be a son. 2000 years later, the Christians are

  409. still just thinking about going to heaven.

  410. How good do I have to be and just don't want to get there?

  411. God says there's more to it. And that's why I said I want you

  412. to know what time this church, because this is time.

  413. I said this is time. Give the Lord a praise.

  414. And John Wesley taught a doctrine called Christian

  415. perfection. And though he sowed the seed for

  416. it way back in the 1700s in the First Awakening, it's just now

  417. time for that message to start to come to pass.

  418. That's why I love church history.

  419. That's why I love human history, because I know my God is in

  420. charge of history. It is his story.

  421. Amen. And that's why I'm so excited

  422. about this day and hour. And I want you to know if you

  423. know only one thing from what I say today, it is indeed God

  424. saying this is the time for something to come to pass that

  425. was not possibly before. Although it was written in the

  426. Scriptures and although other people preach it, now is the

  427. time, says the Lord, when we will be more like God as we

  428. allow ourselves to go past our humanity.

  429. And God didn't want them to live forever in their human state

  430. alone if you would. He wanted them to go through

  431. this process of development. And that's why he's doing the

  432. things that He's doing now. This is a very interesting

  433. scripture. In Romans 8, it says we know

  434. that all things work together for good.

  435. To those who love God, to those who are called according to his

  436. purpose, I quote the scripture a lot.

  437. You may know. And This is why for whom he for

  438. knew, He also predestined for what to be conformed to the

  439. image of his Son, that he might be the first born among many

  440. brethren. Moreover, whom He predestined,

  441. these He also called. For who's those whom He called,

  442. he also justified. Those whom he justified, he has

  443. also glorified. Now I want to go back to the

  444. first part. We know all things work together

  445. for good to those who love God. Because I just explained to a

  446. story where Adam and Eve or told something, they disobeyed God

  447. and in one sense God made even what was bad turn out for the

  448. good. How many know God can do that?

  449. Amen. God can take our bad and make it

  450. good. That's what we'll learn when we

  451. talk about the Easter week, the day of Jesus death, burial and

  452. resurrection. There was an apostle by the name

  453. of Peter when he found out Jesus was going to die.

  454. He says I'm not going to let that happen.

  455. As long as I'm here, that's not going to happen.

  456. Jesus is like before the cock crows three times.

  457. Peter, you will have denied you even know me, but he said

  458. something amazing. But when you are converted,

  459. strengthen your brother. In other words, his greatest

  460. failure was going to equip him for his greatest message.

  461. The apostle Paul who wrote the Scriptures about God's grace, he

  462. persecuted the Christian Church, consented to them being thrown

  463. into prison, and even held the coats of the people that were

  464. stoning the first martyr to death.

  465. But God even used that so he'd have such a sensitivity to grace

  466. where he'd always say, I don't deserve this, I persecuted

  467. Christians. But guess what?

  468. All things work together for good to those who love God and

  469. according to His purposes, can take even our bad behavior and

  470. use it for good. Why?

  471. Because it isn't whether you're good or bad.

  472. It's whether you're a child of the Most High God and you're

  473. willing to let Him make you a son of the Most High God.

  474. Because with that, you're going to have to realize how that even

  475. your mistakes can be used for good.

  476. Even your failed circumstances and your greatest

  477. disappointments can lead you to something good.

  478. Which brings me to the story about the good boy who comes to

  479. Jesus one day as he was going down the road and said to him,

  480. Good teacher, what shall I do that I may inherit eternal life?

  481. Jesus said to him, Why do you call me good?

  482. No one is good but one. That is God.

  483. Now the truth of the matter is this guy thought being good

  484. would get him where he needed to go in God and it did have some

  485. blessings to it, but because he thought of it about being good

  486. or being bad, he was like how good do I have to be to have

  487. eternal life? And Jesus wanting to understand

  488. something, it isn't how good you are.

  489. Jesus said don't call me good. I hope, you know, Jesus was the

  490. perfect spotless Lamb of God. He would have known He was good

  491. by our standards for sure, but he wanted them to understand

  492. something. Don't make your measurement

  493. according to people. You know, there's a lot of

  494. people that, well, you know, they were a good person.

  495. Oh, I know they're going to heaven.

  496. They were a good person. They tried to do the right

  497. thing. God says you've got to get out

  498. of this. I'm good enough and understand.

  499. It's about walking in faith and who are we comparing ourselves

  500. to is the real issue. So as the story continues, Jesus

  501. said, you know the commandments don't commit adultery, do not

  502. murder, do not steal, do not bear false witness, do not

  503. distraught defraud, honor your father, mother and he answered

  504. and said him teacher, all these things I have done for my youth.

  505. Then Jesus said looking at him and I want you to take note of

  506. this loved him and said to him, one thing you lack, go your way,

  507. sell whatever you have and give to the poor and you will have

  508. treasure in heaven and come take up the cross and follow me now

  509. in another. And we know these stories are

  510. often in more than one gospel and the other one it says if you

  511. want to be perfect, which is a term about going on to maturity.

  512. But the point is, I want you to know that Jesus loved him and he

  513. actually changed the conversation because really it

  514. was no longer about going to heaven.

  515. It was a situation where he wanted him to know, do you know

  516. you could go on to perfection or think about this.

  517. He actually was inviting him to be one of his disciples, to take

  518. up his cross and follow him. How amazing is that?

  519. But because he only lived in the world of good and bad and

  520. setting his focus on what he wanted to get out of it, he was

  521. going to miss it. You know, I grew up as a good

  522. boy. If you would always was good if

  523. you would look at it from a natural sense.

  524. I always did whatever my parents wanted me to do, whether they

  525. were watching or whether they weren't, did the same thing when

  526. I was at school. I had job.

  527. My joy was to be the best worker that they had.

  528. That was just the kind of person I always was.

  529. I always wanted to do the right thing.

  530. It was natural for me. I actually got a good feeling

  531. out of it. Plus I was always kind of an

  532. anxious person. I found out something when you,

  533. when you're not good, you're in bed, you got problems.

  534. So I always chose the careful way to live if you would.

  535. And so being good, that was what I always would strive to be for

  536. sure. When I was a little kid, the

  537. church we were in, they were a missionary oriented church.

  538. And so being a good boy, I'm like, hey, if that's the

  539. ultimate, I'm going to be a missionary.

  540. So I told my mom, of course, she told the pastor every time he

  541. saw me, he was like, there's my little missionary on the and one

  542. day I went to Sunday school and they said one of the

  543. missionaries we knew was killed in Africa.

  544. I'm like, you can die from being a missionary.

  545. So at that point I said, well, I'm not going to be a

  546. missionary, I will be a Deacon. Told my mom, but just avoided

  547. the pastor because, you know, I didn't want him to think I'd

  548. fallen in his eyes, if you would.

  549. So as you know, my story is before I was 10, I was 10.

  550. I was focusing on politics, but Thomas, 12, I was just going to

  551. run for president. When I got a job at a grocery

  552. store, I was thinking in terms of retailing.

  553. I thought that was amazing. I'm going to develop my own

  554. business and be involved in retailing.

  555. So I was always doing good. And I was the kind of person who

  556. always had this sense of right and wrong, and it was just a

  557. natural, intense thing. And I was kind of shy and

  558. introverted, so it would actually embarrass me to do

  559. something wrong if you would. So even when I was a kid, it was

  560. difficult even hanging with other boys because they were

  561. always being crude in their conversation.

  562. They called potty language, I guess what you call it.

  563. But I didn't just see they were bring crude.

  564. I was like, they're sinning. I'm the only holy person in the

  565. world. Oh Lord.

  566. And when I got older and became a began to preach really is when

  567. it first started, we used to just preach out of the King

  568. James origin Bible and instead of saying donkey, they said ass.

  569. There's even a scripture that says and he pisseth against the

  570. wall. I could read those things, but

  571. one day I got up to preach and I had to say ass.

  572. I'd never said it publicly before that I could remember.

  573. I was so embarrassed. I changed it to donkey long

  574. before the translators of the new King James came along

  575. because I didn't want to say it. That's just the way it kind of

  576. person I was. And it's funny because one day

  577. the Lord began to speak to me and said basically if you're

  578. more holy than the Holy Bible, you're probably too holy.

  579. So I preached a message. It was a Good Friday message

  580. about Jesus writing or a message about Jesus Christ going in

  581. Jerusalem on the cult of an ass. And I was just talking about how

  582. God wants to use this. My message was you can't be 1/2

  583. ass when only complete ass will do.

  584. That was one of those scriptures that one of those sermons has

  585. stuck with me a long time. But anyway, when I became a

  586. pastor, I'd always heard people complain about church all their

  587. life. And I'm like, well, this church

  588. will be different because I'm going to be a good pastor.

  589. This is going to be a good church.

  590. And I found out, guess what? People still complained, People

  591. still found fault. And I'm like, what's going on?

  592. I'm a good preacher. I'm a good pastor.

  593. I tried to do good things that I remember going to talk to James

  594. Beal, who is the pastor of church I was trained in.

  595. He said Lauren, leadership is confrontation.

  596. I'm like, what? I don't like confronting people.

  597. I've always had this personality.

  598. I don't care what you do. You know, some people, they get

  599. mad because other people, they're doing things.

  600. I was never that way. It's like, who cares what you

  601. do? I mean, when you're a pastor,

  602. that has to change a little bit. But all the sudden I realized

  603. something too, and that is I can't just be good.

  604. I couldn't be responsible. I got to realize God has called

  605. me to something that doesn't perhaps even fit my personality.

  606. And He certainly began to lead me in a whole lot of ways that

  607. were just totally opposite of my personality.

  608. But I found out something. I walked with him.

  609. I could do all things. And that's what God wants us all

  610. to understand. Church and that's why this man

  611. was being told you know there's a place you can go where you

  612. begin to live in Kingdom lifestyle living.

  613. Jesus even told his disciples there's some standing here will

  614. not taste till they've seen the Kingdom of God coming in power

  615. because how do you know the Kingdom of God can be a present

  616. tense reality and we can walk in the fullness of what God had,

  617. but we got to do that with a confidence in this isn't about

  618. what I can do good or bad. Sometimes good will only take

  619. you so far and certainly bad can cause you some problems, but how

  620. many know even that's not a problem for God if you'll give

  621. it to him. But always, and this is one of

  622. the warnings I'd like to say is don't let God just forgive you.

  623. Release it because a lot of times people will say, well, I

  624. forgive you, but they don't release it.

  625. You got to release it. You got to let it go.

  626. Amen Church, and that's one of my prayers at this altar today

  627. is God will empower you to release it.

  628. So Jesus look around and said to his disciples how hard it is for

  629. those who have riches to enter the Kingdom of God.

  630. Notice this isn't talking about go to heaven.

  631. And the disciples were astonished at his words, but

  632. Jesus answered again and said to them, because this is the real

  633. crux of the matter children, how hard it is for those who what

  634. trust in riches to enter the Kingdom of God.

  635. It is easier for a camel to go through the ive and needle than

  636. a rich man to enter into the Kingdom of God.

  637. In our day and age, all of us are rich compared to the time

  638. Jesus was talking. Because in those days, if you

  639. had a house and you could have food and you had choices, you

  640. were definitely rich. And I've always said how

  641. important it is for us as Americans realize, compare the

  642. rest of the world, how many know we're all rich when we factor in

  643. all the third world countries and Africa and South America and

  644. Asia. But it's important for us to

  645. understand it isn't what we have that matters.

  646. It's what we put our trust in because some people aren't rich,

  647. but they put their trust in government.

  648. That's why you're only 3% of people go to church because

  649. guess what, they have socialism. And so they're like, hey, we

  650. don't have to trust in God. We have the government.

  651. It's very easy for people to put their trust in government

  652. nowadays. Not only people expect the

  653. government to take care of him, businesses expect the government

  654. to take care of him. It's pretty hard to find if

  655. people say I'm going to put my trust in the Lord, Amen Church.

  656. How we know our trust has to be in him because every human

  657. institution can fail us, but God never will.

  658. So Jesus answered and said to us, surely say to you, there's

  659. no one who has left house, brothers, sisters, father,

  660. mother, wife or children who will not receive a hundredfold.

  661. Now in this time, I know when you do the right thing, God

  662. blesses you. But it's important to see what

  663. it says here. Who will not receive a

  664. hundredfold in this time? Amen.

  665. But also notice he says with persecutions.

  666. You see, when the rich young ruler came to Jesus and he said

  667. good teacher, Jesus knew he was good.

  668. He knew he always did the right thing, but he also knew didn't

  669. matter how good he was, he still had to go to the cross.

  670. He still had to pay a price because of that was his purpose.

  671. And so he was going to lay down his life, even though it wasn't

  672. something he'd naturally want to do.

  673. But he was going to do that for all of us.

  674. But also it was going to open the door to an amazing power.

  675. We'll celebrate on Easter Sunday, which is resurrection

  676. power. Cherish God wants us to move

  677. into resurrection power. Can you say men, Amen.

  678. This is Pastor Lauren Coverbius from Mount Zion Church.

  679. We thank you for joining us today and invite you to connect

  680. with our church family by visiting mountzion.org and

  681. following us on social media. God bless you.