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Gratitude Part 2 | Praise or Problems? with Chris Schlotterbeck
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If you're joining us from home, thank you for
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you to all of our volunteers and participants
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lives all around the world. We are making a difference.
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So when I was a pitcher, I used to be a pitcher
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in my first life. That's pre -Jesus. I always
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enjoyed using the change -up against opposing
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hitters because the change in speed and movement
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would throw them off and make them look like
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fools. Well. It felt like our enemy was throwing
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a lot of change -ups at our team this week, trying
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to make us look foolish. But we are trusting
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that the Holy Spirit inside of us have allowed
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us to not only hit the pitch, but connect on
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a home run throughout this entire day. Many of
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you were expecting a different speaker this morning.
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Unfortunately, Jay had to fly back to Denver
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quickly yesterday morning to tend to a family
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emergency. And he's unable to join us this morning.
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So you're stuck with me. I'm sorry. I'll apologize
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in advance. But our team has been praying for
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Jay. And if you all could join us this week in
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praying for him and his family. We're believing
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that God is going to work this out for his good
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and his glory. Finally, with all the rain in
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the forecast. We decided to pivot and change
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the location of Gather 2025. Tonight, the new
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location is at Experience Gateway, as you heard
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in the announcements. Right off Kemps Mill Road
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in Williamsport. Make every effort to be a part
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of all that God wants to do in your life through
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that worship experience. But let me also say,
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the Meredith Park worship event will happen in
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2026. Okay? For all of you. That faithfully gave
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toward the event. Thank you. And it will happen
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next year. As soon as the dates and the times
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are set. We will be sure to let everyone know.
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And I would like to. If you would join me open
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in prayer. This morning. Because I had to quickly
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pivot. And had less than 24 hours. To prepare
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a talk for you. So this is spirit led. And I'm
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believing God is going to use it to change all
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of us. So Holy Spirit come. God we are just thankful.
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For just being able to gather together to worship
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you. We ask, God, that you would open our hearts,
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our minds, our ears. God, to receive everything
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that you have. Direct us, God. Lead us. We silence
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any distractions in Jesus' name. And allow us,
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God, to leave here changed. And we're just thankful.
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Amen. So the story that we're going to be focusing
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on today is in Luke chapter 17. And this encounter
Luke 17 chapter mention
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with Jesus shows us that many people can have
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the same encounter but not walk away with the
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same change. This story of ten lepers encountering
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Jesus in a powerful way reveals to us the power
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of gratitude. As only one of them walked away
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experiencing all that God had for him. This morning
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I would like to discuss with you... What leper,
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this one leper, would say to us if he could tell
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us about the life change that he experienced.
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And our October Gratitude Series continues with
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inspiring talk on gratitude changes our outlook.
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Gratitude changes our outlook, which leads us
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to our first thought. Jesus sees our pain. Jesus
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sees us in our pain when no one else. Now, we
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don't talk much about leprosy today because with
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the modern medical advances, we no longer struggle
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with that disease. In this story, however, we
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have 10 men gathered together in community. And
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it wasn't around their race or religious background,
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which would normally bring them together. These
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men were connected around their pain, around
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their disease, this disease called leprosy. Leprosy
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was an awful disease that was a long, drawn -out
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death. See, these men could not experience the
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pain which is associated with the disease because
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one of the many side effects is nerve damage
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with the loss of feeling. Leprosy would spread
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throughout the body, causing limbs and extremities
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to be deformed, bleed, and eventually fall off.
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But it wasn't just the physical death for these
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men. it was also the social and cultural death.
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While the physical death took a long time, the
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social and cultural death happened immediately.
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As soon as they would receive the diagnosis of
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leprosy, they were kicked out of town, sent away
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to live on their own. And all of us can picture
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Jesus coming down a road toward Jerusalem. And
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these men were likely holding up a sign. that
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would read unclean. And if they didn't have a
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sign by religious law, they had to shout, unclean,
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unclean. If someone would come near to them,
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they were identified in this place of pain and
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suffering. Could you imagine having to shout
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out your worst sin, your worst sickness, telling
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everyone that you are not well? Imagine yelling
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out as you were in community, a daughterer, full
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of lust, angry, unforgiveness, as you moved throughout
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town. See, these men's primary identity was their
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uncleanliness, their sin, their disease, their
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sickness. Jesus, on his way to Jerusalem to celebrate
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one of the many... Jewish festivals, wouldn't
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have been the only person to pass by these men.
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See, people would have traveled from all over
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the known world to Jerusalem to celebrate these
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festivals. But with most people, when walking
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down the road and seeing these lepers, they would
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quickly move to the other side. As far away as
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possible. Trying to get past them without contact,
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without interacting. Because this simply is what
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culture does. Let's be honest. Our culture tells
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us to avoid anything that is different, that
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is intimidating, that poses a threat. But not
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Jesus. He looked at them. He noticed them. He
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saw their pain, Luke 17, 11 to 14. As Jesus continued
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on toward Jerusalem, he reached the border between
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Galilee and Samaria. As he entered a village
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there, ten men with leprosy stood at a distance,
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crying out, Jesus, Master, have mercy on us.
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He looked at them. He looked at them. Now, why
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did Jesus do that? Well, here's the reality.
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Jesus always moved toward people with pain. It's
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like he had a radar in his heart that guided
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him toward people who were in pain. He always
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found himself in the proximity of people that
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were hurting. Why? Because Jesus is the hope
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of the world. Jesus is a visual reflection of
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God that desires to be close to the brokenhearted.
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And if we're honest, all of us experience this
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heartache, this pain. And nothing opens us up
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to the need of hope more like pain. Nothing gets
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our attention like pain. Listen to these encouraging
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words from Psalm 34. The Lord hears his people
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when they call to him for help. He rescues them
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from all their troubles. The Lord is close to
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the brokenhearted. He rescues those whose spirits
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are crushed. The righteous person faces many
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troubles, but the Lord comes to the rescue each
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time. See, Jesus doesn't need to make his way
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toward pain. He's always there. And that's good
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news for you and I. And if you're gathered here
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this morning, if you're watching online and you're
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in pain today, know that Jesus is drawing near.
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Our desire as a church, as a community of faith,
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is to live the same way. We desire to rally around
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you as family, as community, to support and encourage
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you. So I ask, I pose the question, where is
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your pain today? Some of you may be grieving.
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To you I say, Jesus is near. Some of you may
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be heartbroken. To you I say, Jesus is near.
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Some of you are dealing with the pain of regret,
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a bad decision. To you I say, Jesus is near.
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Some of you are struggling with physical and
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emotional pain. To you I say, Jesus is near.
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Some of you are living in isolation and loneliness.
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To you I say. Jesus is near. But not only is
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Jesus near, we are near because God desires that
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we, as a church, step into each other's pain.
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We are called to follow in Jesus' footsteps,
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to show support to those that are hurting and
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struggling. This is why we partner with Compassion
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International because they show up and support
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and encourage children that are hurting all around
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the world. And in just a few minutes, you will
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hear Catherine's story, which leads us to our
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second thought. Gratitude releases the presence
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and power of God. Luke chapter 17, verses 14
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through 16. He looked at them and said, go show
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yourselves to the priests. Now I want to pause
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there just for a second. Notice, Jesus asked
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them to act on his word before it became their
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reality. I mean, just imagine these ten men.
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They're struggling with leprosy. They're outsiders,
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outcasts, forgotten. They still have leprosy
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on their bodies. They can see it. Yet Jesus says,
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go and walk and see the priest. I mean, their
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minds, they must have been overwhelmed thinking,
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why would we do that? Why would we go when we're
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not healed? And that's where faith comes in.
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And the question I want to pose to all of you
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is, what if we began to live the same way? See,
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Jesus wants us to believe in him, trust in him,
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and press into his promises before we often feel
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it or experience it in our lives. These men,
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they respond with obedience before the healing
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happens. What if we began to do the same? See,
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I believe if we begin to live that way, we will
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see more healings, more miracles, more testimonies
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of God's power if we press in and believe before
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we ever see it or feel it. Let's continue. And
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as they went, they were cleansed of their leprosy.
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One of them, when he saw that he was healed,
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came back to Jesus shouting, praise God. He fell
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to the ground at Jesus' feet, thanking him for
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what he had done. This man was a Samaritan. Now,
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I want you to notice nine of these ten men missed
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out on all that God had for them. Ninety percent
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of these lepers missed out on all that Jesus
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had for their lives. Why? Because gratitude is
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a response. Gratitude is a response. This Samaritan
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man recognized what Jesus had done in his life,
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and he responded with gratitude. How many days
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do I walk through life following my busy schedule
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and don't recognize the goodness of God in my
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life and respond in gratitude? See, quite often
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what happens is we take God's goodness for granted.
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And then when we take God's goodness for granted,
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we get frustrated when the blessings of God aren't
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happening or flowing in our lives. What has God
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done in your life? That you take for granted.
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See, perspective is powerful. The way I choose
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to see things will change whether I take it for
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granted or I'm grateful. Our mindset, our outlook
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on life needs to focus on gratitude. Why? Well,
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Luke continues in chapter 17, verses 20 to 21.
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One day, the Pharisees asked Jesus, when will
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the kingdom of God come? Jesus replied, the kingdom
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of God can't be detected by visible signs. You
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won't be able to say, here it is, or it's over
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there, for the kingdom of God is already among
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you. The kingdom of God church is all around
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us. And if you're in a relationship with Jesus,
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God's spirit is now living inside of you. And
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so many times, when we think about eternity,
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We think of eternity in terms of what happens
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after we die. But let me challenge you, eternity
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begins the minute we put our faith in Jesus.
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And by putting this conversation after the story
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of the healing of the ten lepers, Luke is telling
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us, challenging us, that the kingdom of God is
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wherever the people of God are doing what God
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had created them to do. Worship and life change
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doesn't only happen here on Sunday mornings.
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It can happen in your car, in your home, at your
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workplace, at the gym, on vacation, with others,
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by yourself. Here's the reality. We drift toward
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what we focus on. We're drifting toward what
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we focus on. Practicing gratitude will not only
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grow your personal relationship with Jesus, it
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will also help you see how he is at work in the
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world around you. And then how you can join in
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with that. We're at Hebrews 12, 28 to 29. Since
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we are receiving a kingdom that is unshakable,
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let us be thankful, let us be grateful and pleased,
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God, by worshiping him with holy fear and awe,
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for our God is a devouring fire. The Samaritan
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man turned and noticed immediately. He didn't
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think about it. He didn't question it. Immediately
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responded with gratitude while the other nine
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went on with life. The Bible does not tell us
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what they did, but we know they did not respond
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with gratitude. They moved on and they missed
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out. But unfortunately, that happens with so
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many of us in our everyday life. It's easier
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to have faith when we're sick than when we are
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well. And God daily asks us to take a step of
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faith. And let's be honest, when we're sick,
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it's much easier to cry out, yes, God, I need
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you to take a step, I need to believe. But when
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we're well, when we're good, oh, I'm good, Chris,
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and not practicing gratitude, we can move on
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and miss out on all that God has for us, which
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leads us to our final thought. Gratitude turns
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into praise. Now I'm going to start in verse
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15, back up just a little, of chapter 17. One
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of them, when he saw that he was healed, came
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back to Jesus shouting, praise God. He fell to
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the ground at Jesus' feet, thanking him for what
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he had done. This man was a Samaritan. Now in
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the Greek, that word shouting is made up of two
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Greek words, megas and phony. Megas and phony,
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which today translate to the modern word megaphone.
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And remember, this man... Had to constantly walk
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around shouting, unclean, unclean, everywhere
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he went. Jesus heals him and suddenly this man
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returns and begins to shout, praise God. Praise
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God with a loud voice. Now my question to all
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of you this morning is, which gets a bigger megaphone
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in your life? Your problems or your praise? Which
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gets the bigger megaphone, your problems or your
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praise? And you don't have to go very far to
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answer that question because the people living
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in your house, think about all them. Do they
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hear about your overflowing gratitude or do they
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hear more about your abundance of problems? And
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either way, we are using a megaphone in our homes,
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in our workplaces, in our schools, in our churches,
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at the practice fields. Are people in your sphere
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of influence hearing your problems or your praise?
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Which one is louder? And if we're in a relationship
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with Jesus, we don't need attention. We should
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be giving praise back to him. Jesus asked, didn't
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I heal 10 men? Where are the other nine? Has
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no one returned to give glory to God except this
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foreigner? And Jesus said to the man, Stand up
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and go. Your faith has healed you. Now let's
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pause there for a second. Jesus healed ten lepers.
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But we must realize only one of them walked away
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healed and whole. Because see, the word Jesus
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uses there is the Greek word sozo, which means
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sin. Saved, healed, and delivered. Whole. All
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of us experience the grace of God in our everyday
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lives. Theologians call it common grace. Common
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grace is seeing beautiful sunsets, experiencing
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the birth of a child, enjoying a delicious meal.
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These are all common graces, and we're recipients
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of the good things that God gives us as human
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beings. Think about the other nine lepers. They
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were healed. That was a part of the common grace.
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We have fun in our lives. We fall in love. We
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make money. We drive around in a car. We do amazing
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things. And God says these are gifts of common
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grace. One leper returned with gratitude. And
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not only did he experience common grace, he received
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abundant life. And God wants that for all of
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us. See, no matter who you are and what you're
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going through today, we receive common grace.
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But are you living in abundance? Or are you distracted
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with life and walking through this good life
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numb to the reality of all that God wants to
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do in you and through you? The choice is given
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to us every single day. Will you respond with
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praise? Psalm 107, 20 -22. He sent out his word
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and healed them, snatching them from the door
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of death. Let them praise the Lord for his great
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love and for the wonderful things he has done
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for them. Let them offer sacrifices of thanksgiving
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and sing joyfully about his glorious acts. Philippians
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4, 4 -5. Always be full of joy in the Lord. I
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say it again, church, rejoice. Let everyone see
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that you are considerate in all you do. Remember,
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the Lord is coming soon. Where are you this morning?
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Is everyone hearing about your problems or your
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praise? It's a decision that all of us have every
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single day. So I would now like to invite Catherine
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to the stage. If you could join me, Miss Catherine.
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Catherine flew in. Yes, give her a hand, please.
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Catherine flew in from the Dominican Republic
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Friday evening, and she is joining us as part
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of our Compassion Weekend. And Catherine is going
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to share her incredible story of life change
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and praise. So, Catherine, tell me about your
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life before Compassion. Well, hi, everyone. Pastor,
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if I would use a word, it would be sadness. My
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life was so sad, and I was so troubled as a child.
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I remember this day I was in school, and my teacher
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told me that my mom was there to pick me up.
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I was happy. I was going home. But when I approached
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to the lady she referred to as my mom, I'm like,
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well, you're wrong, teacher. She's my aunt. Well,
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I learned that she was my real mother. As a child,
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you go like, then who's that lady at home? Who's
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Regina? Who's been acting like my mom? Of course,
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nobody would answer because they thought I was
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so young, too young to being told this truth.
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But they did say that my mom was not my mom.
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So I grew up with these unanswered questions.
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And plus, I had to work. Because this lady, she
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said she was my mom. She was never there. She
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disappeared after this day. And so Regina, the
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lady who was my foster mother, had four daughters
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of her own. So she would have to work so hard.
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Plus, she was a single mother. So I remember
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after school, I would go to her workplace and
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do the laundry and cleaning houses of wealthy
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ladies in other communities. And I remember it
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was a funny thing to me because that was the
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only time that I would eat the fruities and the
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snacks. So I was happy to go to work. And it's
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funny because today I see back and I see like,
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oh, I was poor. I didn't have enough food. At
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home, we had two bedrooms for seven people. And
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I remember there was a neighbor of ours. He had
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a land. He would grow sweet potatoes. And he
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would let us go and pick sweet potatoes for dinner
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or lunch. And that would be our single meal.
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during the day. We had an avocado tree in the
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backyard and we would eat avocado with sweet
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potato. If we were lucky, we would have both
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things. If not, only sweet potato. Today, I do
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hate avocado toast. I'm sorry. Don't offer it
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to me. It's fancy and all that, but no. Thank
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you. You know... As a child, you're not supposed
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to go through these things. You're supposed to
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have your mom and your dad. I did not. I didn't
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even meet my father. Because when I talked to
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my mother, my biological mother about it, she
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was in town this day. And I was willing to, you
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know, to establish a relationship with her. I
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was grown up. I was 11. And the only thing she
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said, you know, Catherine, you're a mistake in
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my life. You should not have been born. She was
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troubled. She was a drug addict person. She was
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a prostitute. So she was not really equipped
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to have a baby. So when I heard these words coming
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from my mother, instead of finding hope and,
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you know, restoring a relationship, I found rejection.
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So all this to say that before compassion, my
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life was really sad. Sounds. Now tell us about
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what happened when you entered the compassion
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program. Well, everything changed. I no longer
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had to work. Although I liked the food at work,
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they were provided in this compassion center.
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The first day I entered the compassion center,
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my mom, my foster mother, was there with me,
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and they were serving pizza. So I go, like, Mom,
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I belong here. I will stay here. So I do love
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pizza today rather than avocado toast. So I also
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had godly people walking with me because a troubled
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girl with all these unanswered questions needed
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somebody there with her. And I did. I had Ramona.
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I can mention their names. I had Mary who knew
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about my story and still didn't kick me out of
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the program because I was a hard kid. Because
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I would try to call somebody's attention, right?
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And affection. Because although Regina, my foster
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mother, would care for me, she would never mention
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the words, I love you. But in the letters from
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my sponsors, I did receive these words. And it's
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amazing how somebody who you don't know, who
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lives far away, says, Catherine, we love you.
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We believe in you. So I thought, I want to honor
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these people. I want to honor their effort, and
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I want to become someone in life. So I did. I
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went to school, and I am the only one from my
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family who have ever gone to school. I graduated
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in linguistics and English, and I now own my
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own company. That's awesome. Yes. And who would
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have thought, right? That's right. So share with
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us now your praise, if you will. One of my praise
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is that I am able to be here and speak on behalf
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of these children. One day I was Anna, and Anna
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is not here to speak about her, about her reality
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and story. So I represent Anna and many others
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out there, and I want to give back. Same as in
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my company, we translate for organizations, Christian
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organizations and NGOs. And what we want to do,
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we want to give back. I want to give back because
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I was once a leper and God cleansed me and I
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want to be back. I want to be that one that came
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back and said our praise to God. Amen. That's
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incredible. Thank you, Pastor, so much. Can you
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give her a hand? I appreciate it. Thank you.
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So this morning, I want you to simply ask yourself,
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am I living in abundance? Am I walking in that
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promise that Jesus had for us to be saved? healed,
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and delivered that we read about in Romans 10,
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9 through 10. If you openly declare that Jesus
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is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised
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him from the dead, you will be saved. Sozo. For
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it is by believing in your heart that you are
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made right with God, and it is by openly declaring
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your faith that you are saved. See, God desires
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to release a healing. That is so much bigger
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than our pain. So much bigger than our struggles.
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So much bigger than our fear or our doubt that
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we can overcome. Just like Catherine who had
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no father, no mother. Was told that she was a
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mistake. But yet now is prospering through her
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relationship with Jesus. It's an inspiration
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to all of us. But yet we constantly, living in
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our everyday lives, focus on our what? Our pain
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and our obstacles and our struggles rather than
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our praise. And all of that changes when we pause
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to realize that gratitude is the key. Gratitude
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is the key to us moving from problems to praise.
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Will you stand with me? See, I believe that all
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of us brought pain into this place this morning,
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even those of you watching online. And I believe
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that God wants to release that pain from our
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hearts. It could be something from our past.
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It could be a decision we made yesterday. It
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could be an argument we had with our spouse.
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It could be unforgiveness. It could be regret,
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whatever it may be. It's still pain, and Jesus
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still sees it and is... Drawing near. But we
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have to choose to lay it down. We have to choose
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to seek forgiveness. We have to choose to move
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on if we want to walk in abundance. Otherwise,
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we're going to just be proclaiming our problems
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rather than shouting our praise. And as we shout
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our praise, that's good news for others to hear
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and receive so that they can see you as an example
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to follow. So I'm going to invite the Holy Spirit
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to come, and if you have a pain that you're struggling
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with, I'm going to invite you to lay it down.
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And then I'm going to pray that the Holy Spirit
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overwhelms your heart and your mind, and that
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you have the faith to not only lay it down, but
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shout praises back to God. Holy Spirit, come.
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Reveal to us, God, any areas of our hearts that
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are in pain, that are broken. that are struggling.
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God, we choose as an act of our will to lay that
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down. And now, Holy Spirit, we ask that God,
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you would invade our hearts, our minds, and set
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us free. Set us free from the pain of the past,
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the pain of the present, the fear of the future.
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And may we daily offer back to you praise. For
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all that you do for our lives, in our lives,
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in our families and through us. In Jesus name.
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Amen. Now many of you know that every week we
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believe that God brings people into our midst
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that are distant, far from God and haven't begun
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this relationship yet. We're going to pray a
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simple prayer and I want to invite you to pray
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it with all of us. Because today could be your
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day to come into God's family. To be welcomed
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home by Jesus. And you can today start walking
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in that abundance. Let's pray. Jesus, I'm broken.
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I'm full of doubt, shame, regret, sin. Change
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me. Forgive me. I believe you're God's son. I
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believe you died for me. Make me new. Set me
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free. Fill me with your spirit. Help me, God,
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to serve others. And proclaim your praise. In
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Jesus' name, amen. Now listen, I want to encourage
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all of you that Catherine and Derek are out at
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the compassion table. Go by, have a conversation
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with them. Be encouraged by them. Get prayed
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for if you need to. Choose a child. Make a difference
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in a child's life in a simple, practical way.
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Think about it. Here's Catherine. When through
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the Compassion Program, now is giving back and
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her sponsors, who was sponsoring her monthly
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through a financial gift, now can celebrate what
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God has done in their life. It's life change.
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But it's life change that's happening all around
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the world. Now, there are several words of knowledge
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I want to share with you before we go. Our prayer
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team is here on my right, your left. You have
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a burning sensation in your skin on the lower
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part of your right leg. Left leg. Sorry about
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that. You have right knee pain. You have sciatica
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pain in the lower part of your back on the right
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side. And I was going to have Jay, if he came,
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to pray for, I felt like God wanted to pray for,
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any 19 to 31 -year -olds that feel like you're
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stuck. And last night as we were praying for
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our gatherings, I felt like just because Jay
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wasn't here, I shouldn't pray for that. I'm going
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to pray for that. So if you're a 19 to 31 year
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old and you just feel like you're stuck, you're
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just not making a difference in the life that
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you've been given. I'll be here on your right,
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my left to pray for you because I believe that
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God wants to significantly change and impact
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your life this morning. Now, I want to encourage
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you. We're going to gather tonight for Gather
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2025. Where? At Gateway in Williamsport. Just
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because it's not outside at a baseball stadium
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doesn't mean that God wants to impact and change
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your life as we worship together. Make it a point
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to be there to celebrate all that God is doing,
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not just in our church, but in many churches
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in the tri -state area. Amen? Stop by the compassion
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table. You heard the words of knowledge. God
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bless you guys. I'll see you next. I remember
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by this grace to where I am really brought me
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to this place. The void was finished. I thought
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it was diminished, but back then I was deep.
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I was deep. I was deep. I was, I was deep in
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the dark. He didn't leave me there. Now step
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in the light. I don't need a fear. Had to die
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to myself just to see it clear. Holy finish hands.
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I'm gonna leave it there. Yeah.