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The Send Part 2 | How Would You Answer? with Chris Schlotterbeck

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  40. Welcome Hub. Now, I normally don't do this, but

  41. because of the direction that I feel God leading

  42. this gathering, I'm going to share the words

  43. of knowledge right now. Okay, that way if you

  44. hear them and you think, oh, that's me, their

  45. prayer team will be up here at the end of the

  46. gathering to pray for you. And you'll understand

  47. why I'm doing it now in a little bit. So you

  48. have a painful big toe. You have an injured or

  49. damaged ear. You have left elbow pain. You have

  50. pain in the jaw or teeth that moves into the

  51. ear. Right wrist joint. is painful you have complications

  52. with your intestines it's causing dull pain in

  53. your stomach and you have pain associated with

  54. shingles so if any of those are you at the end

  55. of this gathering we will pray for you and believe

  56. that god wants to heal for heal you now as i

  57. was praying for our sunday gatherings this week

  58. listen my spirit was full of expectation for

  59. what god wanted to do in and through us today

  60. so i'm going to pause i'm going to invite the

  61. holy spirit to come silence distractions Because

  62. I want you to be all in on this word. Holy Spirit,

  63. come. Speak to us, God. We are listening. God,

  64. we silence distractions in Jesus' name. Open

  65. our minds, ears, and hearts to receive all that

  66. you have for us. God, transform us. Amen. So

  67. listen, I want to remind you this talk is for

  68. you. It's not for your neighbor. It's not for

  69. your spouse. It's not for the people in front

  70. of you. This talk is for you and me. See, God

  71. wants to give us a fresh vision for this new

  72. year that I believe will transform our daily

  73. routines, our daily schedules into abundant encounters

  74. with the living God. But for that to take place,

  75. we need a fresh vision for our lives. We need

  76. a fresh encounter with God that will set our

  77. hearts on fire. for all that he's called us to

  78. do. Helen Keller, who lost her sight and hearing

  79. at an early age, distinguished between physical

  80. sight and inner vision by saying this, the only

  81. thing worse than being blind is having sight

  82. but no vision. Having sight but no vision. I

  83. believe that's a wake -up call to the church.

  84. It's a challenge for us to wake up and live lives

  85. with purpose and meaning. Now, I've noticed every

  86. single week you turn in prayer requests. And

  87. as a community of faith, we love it when you

  88. do that. We've got a team full of people who

  89. are called to pray over those requests every

  90. single week. But here's what I've noticed. Week

  91. after week, most of the time, people have prayer

  92. requests for things directly impacting them or

  93. their loved ones. It's, God, I need a breakthrough

  94. in my finances. God, would you heal my grandmother?

  95. Would you? Help me get into this dream school.

  96. God, would you help me find a job? I need a job,

  97. God. Would you lead me in a decision I need to

  98. make? I need you, God. And listen, we should

  99. absolutely continue to pray those prayers. But

  100. instead of just praying, God, would you do this

  101. or do that for me? A dangerous way to pray is,

  102. God, what can I do for you? God, what can I do

  103. for you? Not just God bless me, keep me safe,

  104. but God I'm your servant. And I'm available for

  105. whatever you want me to do. Now this prayer is

  106. called the prayer of availability. And I believe

  107. this will be a foundational talk for many of

  108. you. And some of you think, well what's a foundational

  109. talk? Well over the course of your lifetime,

  110. I believe if you're in a relationship with Jesus,

  111. there will be certain messages or talks. that

  112. when you hear them, you encounter God in such

  113. a way it literally changes the trajectory of

  114. your life. Changes what you do. You'll say, before

  115. that moment, I remember it, I was bored. I was

  116. stuck. I was going through a routine. Fill in

  117. the blank. But when I heard that message, God

  118. spoke to me, and my life has never been the same.

  119. I believe that's what today is. The prayer of

  120. availability is a dangerous prayer. And when

  121. you pray this prayer, God could move you in a

  122. lot of different ways. He may reveal a calling

  123. in your life that you never expected before to

  124. happen. He might lead you to get a different

  125. job. He might call you to serve somewhere in

  126. our community of faith, like the nursery. He

  127. may lead you to go to a different city. He may

  128. call you to serve a group of people that are

  129. very different than you. Don't look the same.

  130. Don't act the same. Have nothing in common with

  131. them, but you're called to serve them. He may

  132. move you to break up with the person you're in

  133. a relationship with right now because it's not

  134. God's best. And I don't know what it could be,

  135. but I do know when you make yourself available

  136. to hear God's voice and pray dangerous prayers,

  137. he'll radically change your life. Now all throughout

  138. the Bible, from the old to the new, you're going

  139. to see that God calls people. And it doesn't

  140. mean that he literally calls their phone. It

  141. means he speaks to people. He prompts them. He

  142. moves them. He gives them pictures. He leads

  143. them to say something, to do something, to go

  144. somewhere, to encourage someone to speak truth.

  145. God will call those who know him to do something

  146. he wants done. We are his vessels. Now, there's

  147. several different responses to God's call, and

  148. I want to discuss four of them this morning.

  149. And the first response is this. We hear it from

  150. Samuel. Here I am. What is it? 1 Samuel 3, verses

    1 Samuel 3:4–5

  151. 4 through 5. Suddenly, the Lord called out, Samuel,

  152. yes! Samuel replied, what is it? And notice,

  153. he got up and ran to Eli, who was his mentor.

  154. Here I am, Eli. Did you call me? I didn't call

  155. you, Eli replied. Go back to bed. So he did.

  156. So scholars believe that Samuel is probably around

  157. 12 to 14 years old when God began speaking to

  158. him. And notice, Samuel did not know God's voice.

  159. He thought it was Eli's voice. And what does

  160. that mean to us? Fast forward to today, we live

  161. in a noisy culture, true or false. Whether it's

  162. the big game on the TV. And all the advertisements

  163. in between, our cell phones, music in the background,

  164. or even billboards on the side of the road were

  165. constantly bombarded with voices and distracted.

  166. And every one of those voices is telling us to

  167. do something, eat something, go somewhere, be

  168. somebody. And if we want to hear from God and

  169. do what he says, we must first put ourselves

  170. in the right surroundings. The main reason we

  171. don't hear God's voice clearly or know his voice

  172. It's not because he's not speaking, because he

  173. speaks to us every single day. It's because we're

  174. distracted or we're not listening. Or we're too

  175. busy. And that's why it's so important to put

  176. ourselves in the right surroundings to hear God

  177. and listen. And it's not just about the right

  178. time and place, it's about our relationships

  179. as well. I firmly believe and I challenge you

  180. every single Sunday to give time to God every

  181. single day. To have daily devotions. To put your

  182. phones on hold or silence or whatever it may

  183. be. To get an devotional plan where you're reading

  184. through the Bible. And to daily pray and communicate

  185. to God all the time throughout your day. You

  186. say, what does it mean to pray to God? Talk to

  187. him. Share your heart with him. Jeremiah 29,

  188. 13 says, you will seek me and find me when you

  189. seek me with your whole heart. And listen, if

  190. you're distracted, you're not going to seek God

  191. with your whole heart. But we also need to do

  192. life together. It's not just about our devotions.

  193. We need to invest in each other so that we can

  194. pray for and encourage one another to recognize

  195. the voice of God. This past Friday morning, if

  196. you would like to join us for the next two weeks,

  197. 6 a .m. prayer here every morning. I led that

  198. morning prayer. My focus, prayer focus, was on

  199. worship. So we listened to our worship song,

  200. and then we walked through the auditorium and

  201. prayed. We listened to another worship song and

  202. we walked through every seat and prayed over

  203. every seat and every stage and every worship

  204. team member and tech team member. We prayed over

  205. them all. Then we listened to another song. And

  206. then had everybody sit in the hot seat. And we

  207. broke into groups of four and we prayed for each

  208. person. Laid hands on. And you say, well, Chris,

  209. why'd you do that? I thought you were praying

  210. for worship. Well, I saved time at the end, 15

  211. minutes where we prayed for one another because

  212. we need to hear from one another and God uses

  213. us to speak through us. We need to be in community.

  214. If you're not connected in community, you're

  215. missing an opportunity to hear God's voice. Which

  216. leads us to our second response. Good old Jonah.

  217. Here I am. I'm not going. Jonah chapter 1 verses

    Jonah 1:2–3

  218. 2 through 3. Get up and go to the great city

  219. of Nineveh. Announced my judgment against it

  220. because I have seen how wicked its people are.

  221. But Jonah, good old Jonah, got up and went in

  222. the opposite direction to get away from the Lord.

  223. What did Jonah do? Jonah ran away from God. He

  224. said, here I am, God. No way, I'm not gone. And

  225. we all laugh. And we all point fingers at Jonah.

  226. And we think, how could he do that? But I wonder

  227. how many of us have had similar experiences.

  228. You feel prompted to do something. Hey, I'm supposed

  229. to reach out. I'm supposed to encourage and pray

  230. for the person sitting beside me. But I don't.

  231. Here I am, God. Oh, I'm too busy. Sorry. I'm

  232. not doing it. I can almost guarantee that all

  233. of you that are in a relationship with Jesus

  234. had times this week, just this past week, that

  235. God prompted you to do something. Maybe you were

  236. convicted of a sin that you know is wrong. The

  237. Holy Spirit was speaking to you, challenging

  238. you, saying, Chris, say no, say no. But the temptation

  239. was too much, and you chose to indulge. You know

  240. what that is? Here I am, God. Oh, I'm not listening.

  241. Maybe you were called to give a $5 McDonald's

  242. gift card to the guy standing at the street holding

  243. a sign, I'm homeless. And you wonder, and you

  244. pray for him or her. And God prompts you, give

  245. them a gift card so they can have some food.

  246. And you just drive right by. Maybe God brought

  247. a friend or family member to mind. You were supposed

  248. to simply reach out, text them, call. And you

  249. got distracted and forgot. Maybe there's a co

  250. -worker or classmate that needed a high five

  251. and a smile. But you were running late and you

  252. missed the opportunity. Maybe, just maybe, God

  253. wanted many of you to attend our 6 a .m. prayer

  254. gatherings with our community of faith, but guess

  255. what? You're too insecure believing that you

  256. can't pray in front of people so you don't show

  257. up. You know what that is? That's, hey God, here

  258. I am, but I'm not doing it. And we point fingers

  259. at Jonah and we make fun of Jonah when in reality

  260. we're just like him. Which leads us to our third

  261. response. Good old Moses. Here I am. Send someone

  262. else. Exodus 3, 10 through 11. Now go, for I

  263. am sending you to Pharaoh. You must lead my people,

  264. Israel, out of Egypt. But Moses protested to

  265. God. Who am I to appear before Pharaoh? Who am

  266. I to lead the people of Israel out of Egypt?

  267. This is a call that Moses agreed needed to happen.

  268. He knew his people had to be freed from the slavery

  269. in Egypt. But instead of saying, sure, God, I'll

  270. go, what's he say? Send someone else. I'm not

  271. good enough. Who am I? I'm not talented enough.

  272. Who am I? Someone would be a better person to

  273. speak and share your truth. Send someone else,

  274. God, Exodus 4, 10 through 13. But Moses pleaded

  275. with the Lord. Oh, Lord, I'm not very good with

  276. words. I never have been, and I'm not now. Even

  277. though you have spoken to me, I get tongue -tied

  278. and my words get tangled. And look, Moses shares

  279. his concerns. God speaks back. Who makes a person's

  280. mouth? Who decides whether people speak or do

  281. not speak, hear or do not hear, see or do not

  282. see? Is it not me? Is it not I, the Lord? Now

  283. go. I'll be with you as you speak, and I'll instruct

  284. you in what you have to say. Now, I don't know

  285. about you, but if I heard God speaking those

  286. words to me, I'd be like, let's go. Not Moses.

  287. Moses again pleaded. Lord, please send anyone

  288. else. And it's so easy for us to respond this

  289. way to God, especially in the American church,

  290. unfortunately, especially in the large church.

  291. You know, we're considered a large church now.

  292. We have to add extra chairs on Sunday morning.

  293. And so many people, when they show up to our

  294. community of faith, they think, oh, well, this

  295. church, they got it all together. They don't

  296. need me. I don't need to give. Let that person

  297. give. They got more money than me. I don't have

  298. any money. Dare I say that's a lie? That's the

  299. enemy lying to you? Because everyone in a relationship

  300. with Jesus is called to give, and it's not about

  301. the money. I don't talk about money that much.

  302. Many of you know that. And it's not about the

  303. money. I don't challenge you to give to our community

  304. of faith for the money. I challenge you to give

  305. for your heart. Jesus connects our money and

  306. how we spend it to our heart. And he says, hey,

  307. church, it's a heart issue. If you're not willing

  308. to give, if you're not willing to tithe, it's

  309. a heart issue. You're not fully surrendered to

  310. me. Or I hear, oh, Chris, I just don't have time

  311. to serve. I'm too busy. You mean I have to arrive

  312. 30 minutes early to hold the door and welcome

  313. someone and smile? Oh, I have to show up 45 minutes

  314. early to make coffee and serve coffee? Wait a

  315. minute. You mean I got to come to the kids and

  316. teach them and then come to another gathering?

  317. Wow, Chris, I work all week. Hey, church, so

  318. do I. I work all week. I work a lot of hours

  319. in a week. But guess what? I show up. Because

  320. God's called me to show up. And God's called

  321. you to show up. And I'm tired of the excuses.

  322. We all have excuses. You know, I have to fix

  323. my refrigerator. My fence is broken right now.

  324. My fence. And I was going to fix it yesterday,

  325. but what did it do? It rained all day. I wasn't

  326. going to go out in the rain because many of you

  327. know if I go in the rain, I'll melt. I didn't

  328. want to go in the rain. So my fence is still

  329. falling over, waiting to be fixed on Monday when

  330. it's sunny. Okay, but the point is, I did not

  331. show up today. I did not serve today because,

  332. oh, I got to get to my fence. I got to do this.

  333. I got to do that at home. I have all these chores.

  334. Oh, wait a minute. I got to go relax. I got to

  335. ride my bike. I got to go on my four wheel. All

  336. good things. But when they get in the way of

  337. your relationship with God, they're bad. It's

  338. a sin. Call it what it is. Because if you're

  339. not serving, who's going to? Here I am, God.

  340. Send someone else. Which leads us to our final

  341. response. Go to Isaiah. Here I am. Send me. Then

  342. I heard the voice of the Lord saying, whom shall

  343. I send and who will go for us? Here I am. Send

  344. me. And notice, when Isaiah prayed this prayer,

  345. he did not say this. Where are you sending me?

  346. Is the weather nice? What about the cost of living?

  347. Pay range? I need a new job. Are there benefits?

  348. Wait, do I get vacation time? Like he didn't

  349. ask any of that. What did he do? He simply said,

  350. God, here I am. I'll say it together. Send me.

  351. Send me. So he said, send me. He was obedient.

  352. And I want to encourage you this week. I believe

  353. that God wants this to become a daily part of

  354. our prayer life. As soon as you wake up, right,

  355. you begin to pray. God. Give me my, give my mind

  356. to you. I give my mind to you. May my thoughts

  357. be like your thoughts. God, I give my eyes to

  358. you. May I look at people as you see them, not

  359. lust after them. I give my mouth to you. May

  360. I speak words of life. May I read your truth

  361. and live it. Not just read it and then go do

  362. something else. Here are my feet, send me. Here

  363. are my hands, use me. Essentially, God, here

  364. I am, send me. And I want to dare you. I want

  365. to challenge you this week, motivate you to pray

  366. a prayer like that. Hey, God, I'm available.

  367. You have permission to interrupt me. You have

  368. permission, God, to change my schedule. If you

  369. want me to say, I'll say. If you want me to speak,

  370. I'll speak. If you want me to shut up and be

  371. quiet, I'll listen. I want to give it away, God.

  372. I want to serve you. I want to use my time to

  373. follow you and point other people to you. Here

  374. I am. God, send me. And listen, it's an incredibly

  375. dangerous prayer. Because when you start praying

  376. like that, I guarantee you, you know what's going

  377. to happen? God's going to interrupt you. God's

  378. going to change your schedule. God's going to

  379. highlight an area of your life you need to change

  380. and get rid of it. God's going to point out a

  381. sin. God's going to invite you to retire early

  382. and get into ministry. Here I am, God. Send me.

  383. And some of you are thinking, okay, Chris, let's

  384. see it. I want to be bold this week. How do I

  385. get there? Three simple steps that we learn from

  386. Isaiah to surrender our lives to God. And the

  387. first is this. We need to experience the presence

  388. of God. Isaiah 6 .1, it was the year of King

  389. Uzziah died that I saw the Lord. He was sitting

  390. on a lofty throne and the train of his robe filled

  391. the temple. What happened here? Remember, Isaiah

  392. was a young man. He was not yet a prophet. This

  393. was his calling into the ministry. And what did

  394. he do? He saw Jesus in all of his glory. Last

  395. week, I shared about the Bible teaching about

  396. angelic beings named Seraphim. The only time

  397. they appear in the Bible. And what were they

  398. doing? They were worshiping. They were praising.

  399. They were singing to God. Holy, holy, holy is

  400. the Lord God Almighty. And there's something

  401. powerful when people gather and sing. I was in

  402. the worship room for the last song, and just

  403. hearing your voices sing out to God brought me

  404. to tears. And that's what these angelic beings

  405. were doing. And when Isaiah saw the presence

  406. of God, that's the presence of God, church, when

  407. he experienced the glory of God, it transformed

  408. who he was. Why is it that you may not make yourself

  409. available to God? Well, perhaps it's because

  410. you haven't recently experienced his presence.

  411. You haven't made time for his presence. Or for

  412. some of you, you're in a relationship with God.

  413. You've never experienced the presence of God.

  414. Listen, I've been pastoring this church for nearly

  415. 20 years now. It'll be 20 years this Easter.

  416. And many of you have commented on our weekend

  417. of rest that we shared a few weeks ago. Jess

  418. and I made a video sharing the story of HTV and

  419. everything. we've been through, the places we've

  420. been, and I've heard from many of you saying

  421. you appreciated the honesty and the transparency

  422. of the story of HTV. You commented on how awesome

  423. it was to see Phoenix wipe tears from my wife's

  424. face as she shared her heart and was vulnerable.

  425. But can I be brutally honest with you? It's been

  426. a very difficult journey to get here. Everybody

  427. sees our community of faith and praises it and

  428. talks about the explosion and everything that

  429. God's doing and 55 people baptized. But in 20

  430. years, there's been many ups and downs. There's

  431. been a lot of tears shed. There's been seasons

  432. where I didn't think I was going to make it.

  433. Whether it be anxiety, heartbreak, personal attacks

  434. on me personally, my family, my character, on

  435. my physical body, on my family's physical body.

  436. Each and every time those attacks or that stress

  437. or that heartache happened, I had to back away

  438. and renew my connection with God. I had to escape.

  439. I had to get in my car and drive and just listen.

  440. I had to work out extra hard because that's where

  441. I hear from God. See, the presence of God brought

  442. me to a deeper place of real submission. Made

  443. me realize, Chris, it's all worth it. Lives are

  444. being changed for eternity. God, I've been with

  445. you, and I'm your servant. Anything you want,

  446. I will do. And many of you know from the testimony

  447. of that video, we do it. I mean, just this past

  448. year, I'm going to bring this up gently, because

  449. next year it's probably going to happen again.

  450. So I played the video, and then that same day

  451. I get a call. Chris! What are the chances of

  452. doing a polar bear baptism tomorrow? I'm like,

  453. oh, man. So New Year's Day, I was in the Potomac

  454. River. Baptizing somebody. God bless you, John.

  455. And it was cold. But the point is, it was all

  456. because of what God wanted to do. Now some of

  457. you may say, that's never really happened to

  458. me before, Chris. And I want to tell you right

  459. now, it can happen to you today. 1 Corinthians

  460. 3 .16, don't you realize that all of you together

  461. are a temple of God and the Spirit of God lives

  462. in you? Friends, you don't have to be in the

  463. middle of a crisis to experience the presence

  464. of God. That verse right there tells us that

  465. if you're in a relationship with Jesus, right,

  466. the Holy Spirit lives inside of you. There is

  467. no more... Old Testament temple where the presence

  468. of God rests. That has now been shifted. The

  469. New Testament temple is you and me. So we literally

  470. have the very presence of God. And you say, well,

  471. Chris, what is that? Raiders of the Lost Ark.

  472. Does everybody remember Raiders of the Lost Ark?

  473. Throwback, right? Remember that ark? Everyone

  474. remember the ark and the destruction and the

  475. power? Where does that live now? In you. In you.

  476. Not that you're going to go out and destroy someone,

  477. but that you release God's power in you and through

  478. you. And listen, experiencing the presence of

  479. God doesn't happen here on Sunday mornings. You

  480. could be driving in your car, listening to a

  481. worship song, and suddenly the presence of God

  482. comes over you. You start weeping, and you realize

  483. God is in my car. You could be praying for your

  484. five -year -old son in his bedroom. praying a

  485. prayer of blessing over his life as he goes to

  486. sleep and realize the presence of God is in this

  487. bedroom. And you begin weeping and sobbing. See,

  488. when you invite the Holy Spirit to come alive

  489. inside of you, it can happen at any point, in

  490. any place, no matter what is happening. And guess

  491. what? No one has to push you over. So maybe you're

  492. not able to pray a dangerous prayer because you

  493. haven't experienced the presence of God yet.

  494. Because when you experience the presence of God,

  495. not just do you experience him, but you get full

  496. of joy, Psalm 16. You will show me the way of

  497. life, granting me the joy of your presence and

  498. the pleasures of living with you forever. See,

  499. unfortunately, in the church world, some people

  500. are afraid of the Holy Spirit because of past

  501. experiences or rumors or churches that you've

  502. been in or whatever it may be. There's nothing

  503. to be afraid of. It's the very living presence

  504. of God that just speaks to your heart and allows

  505. you to change. But when the presence of God comes,

  506. number two, you have awareness of your sinfulness.

  507. See, currently one of the biggest cultural lies

  508. that people believe today is, I'm a good person.

  509. You're a good person. She's a good person. We're

  510. good people. Look all over social media. Can

  511. I be brutally honest with you? Without Jesus,

  512. I'm not a good person. In fact, without Jesus,

  513. I'm pathetic. We're not good people. In fact,

  514. without Jesus, we're pathetic sinners. And in

  515. the eyes of God, who is holy, remember, holy,

  516. holy, holy, God can't relate to sin and brokenness.

  517. Right? And I know from experience, 23 years of

  518. experience, Before Jesus, I was a horrible person.

  519. I was selfish, mean, rude, disrespectful, angry,

  520. upset, addicted, anything to take away the pain.

  521. I wasted a quarter of my life being a horrible,

  522. sinful, pathetic individual. Welcome to HTV,

  523. where I build you up and encourage you to get

  524. closer to God. Friends, that's the truth. Our

  525. natural sin nature is self. We're consumed with

  526. ourselves and selfishness. And when we're consumed

  527. with selfishness, it leads us to making bad choices.

  528. Right? I just started my fourth year journey

  529. through the Bible. I've already completed three

  530. straight years of reading through the entire

  531. Bible. I'm on my fourth year. And man, I'm in

  532. Jacob right now. I tell you what. You want to

  533. realize how pathetic. People are, just read about

  534. Jacob. I mean, he lied, cheated, stole, manipulated,

  535. got in a wrestling match with God and lost. I

  536. mean, he's pathetic. But yet God used him and

  537. his family to what? He was the line that Jesus

  538. was born into. And see, it was when Isaiah saw

  539. the goodness of God, he realized his negativity

  540. and sin. Isaiah 6, 5. Then I said, it's all over.

  541. I am doomed for I am a sinful man. I have filthy

  542. lips and I live among a people with filthy lips.

  543. Yet I've seen the King, the Lord of heaven's

  544. armies. Now, other versions, I took other versions,

  545. NIV, message, and I compiled them all. Listen

  546. to this. Other versions read like this. I'm done.

  547. I'm nothing. I'm pathetic. I'm a sinner. I have

  548. nothing to offer. He's holy, I'm not. He's righteous,

  549. I'm unrighteous. He's full of glory, I'm full

  550. of sin. Woe to me, I'm ruined, for I'm a man

  551. with unclean lips, and I live among a people

  552. of unclean lips, which we know is true, and my

  553. eyes have seen the King, the Lord Almighty. See,

  554. what does it take to get to a place of fully

  555. surrendering to God and saying, here I am, send

  556. me? It takes a genuine experience with his presence,

  557. and it takes a genuine awareness that we are

  558. sinful people. Now, if you're in a relationship

  559. with Jesus, listen, I'll declare over you, you're

  560. a son and daughter of God. You don't have to

  561. continue to be a sinful person. It's a choice

  562. now. James writes it this way in chapter 4, verse

  563. 8. Come close to God, and God will come close

  564. to you. But when he comes close to you, notice,

  565. wash your hands, you sinners. Purify your hearts,

  566. for your loyalty is divided between God and the

  567. world. Which leads us to our final step. We have

  568. to understand God's grace. And when you understand

  569. just how amazing the grace of God is, it brings

  570. you to a point of fully surrendering. Isaiah

  571. 6, 6 or 7. Then one of the seraphim flew to me

  572. with a burning coal he had taken from the altar

  573. with a pair of tongues. He touched my lips and

  574. said, this coal has touched your lips. Now your

  575. guilt is removed and your sins are forgiven.

  576. With one touch. From the goodness of God, from

  577. the presence of God, his sins were forgiven.

  578. He was completely restored. Imagine this, church.

  579. Your lying lips, forgiven. Your lustful attitudes,

  580. forgiven. Your self -centered thoughts, forgiven.

  581. Your angry outbursts, forgiven. Your secret sin

  582. that nobody knows about, but God does. Forgiven.

  583. As if they had never happened, Psalm 103. He

  584. does not punish us. See, when we confess our

  585. sins to God, He is faithful and just to forgive

  586. us of all sins and cleanse us from unrighteousness.

  587. We don't bring anything, church. Jesus did everything.

  588. And when we sense God's presence, when we're

  589. aware of our sinfulness, and we experience the

  590. undeserved grace of God, the only reasonable

  591. response is Isaiah 6, 8. Here I am, God. Send

  592. me. One of the most dangerous prayers you can

  593. pray. God, I'm all yours. Anywhere. Anytime.

  594. Anyplace. For. And listen, this isn't a begrudgingly,

  595. oh man, I gave my life to Jesus, now I gotta

  596. serve God. No, it's, I'm in love with Jesus.

  597. I wanna give him everything. And it's not a one

  598. -time prayer that you prayed in 2002 and got

  599. baptized in 2004. See, church, it's a daily prayer

  600. of saying, God, here I am, send me. But you must

  601. realize when we pray those prayers, there's a

  602. war inside of our bodies. The Bible calls it

  603. the flesh. And it's not your skin. It's your

  604. selfish desires in your heart. And you have the

  605. selfish desires in your heart and you have the

  606. spirit side. And they're at war with one another.

  607. And when the flesh wins, and you say, well, what

  608. does it mean the flesh wins? Give me, give me,

  609. give me. I need to consume. I need more. I need

  610. new. I need this. I need that. Give me, give

  611. me, give me. The flesh one. I'm not going to

  612. do that, God. My life's too important. I'm not

  613. going to do that, God. I'm busy. Somebody else

  614. can do it. Anybody but me. I can't talk. I don't

  615. know the Bible. Excuse after excuse after excuse.

  616. Instead, Instead of making an excuse, you deny

  617. yourself. Paul writes it this way. My old self

  618. has been crucified with Christ. It's no longer

  619. I who live, but Christ who lives in me. So I

  620. live in this earthly body by trusting the Son

  621. of God who loved me and gave himself for me.

  622. And when we battle with the Spirit against the

  623. flesh and we crucify it, that we become a church

  624. that says, yes, God, send us. Yes, God. Send

  625. us. But unfortunately, so many people are afraid

  626. to pray that dangerous prayer. Break me, God.

  627. Search me. Change me. Send me. Use me. They're

  628. all dangerous prayers. And so many people are

  629. afraid to pray those prayers because they think

  630. if they pray those prayers, God's going to send

  631. them somewhere to Africa to use a toilet that

  632. they'll never use like they have here in the

  633. United States. And here's the reality. Yes, that

  634. may happen because I have a son that's doing

  635. it right now. But chances are, you know what

  636. God wants to do with you? He wants you to be

  637. a good dad and a good mom to your kids. He wants

  638. you to make time for them and coach them and

  639. pray for them and love them and lift them up

  640. and serve them because you're the example of

  641. Jesus to them. And you know what he wants you

  642. to do? He wants you to love your wife and to

  643. love your spouse. And he wants you to go into

  644. your workplace and treat it like it's Africa.

  645. And find people that are hurting and broken and

  646. in need and you become Jesus to them. That's

  647. what he's calling you to do. And we're afraid

  648. to pray dangerous prayers because we think we're

  649. not good enough. And I'm here to declare over

  650. you, all of you, it doesn't matter if you're

  651. in a relationship with Jesus or not, you're good

  652. enough. Because when the love of God comes over

  653. you and you experience the Holy Spirit, you'll

  654. be transformed into a new person, a new creation,

  655. and you'll never go back to those old ways because

  656. you want to be used and empowered by God. Will

  657. you stand with me? Now remember what I said.

  658. Listen. Today's special. This is a foundational

  659. day for some of you. We're not even near being

  660. done, so don't pack your stuff up. Put it under

  661. your chair. Hide it. Throw your keys out the

  662. window. We're going to pray a simple prayer like

  663. we always do because I believe God brings people

  664. into our church, into our midst, into our gatherings

  665. that are distant, far from God, have walked away

  666. from God, have never been in a relationship with

  667. Him. And we don't single you out. We all pray

  668. it together. Amen? So if that's you, I invite

  669. you to pray that with me right now. Jesus, I'm

  670. broken. I'm full of doubt, shame, regret, sin.

  671. Change me. Forgive me. I believe you're God's

  672. son. I believe you died for me. Make me new.

  673. Set me free. Fill me with your spirit, God. Help

  674. me, God, to serve others. In Jesus' name, amen.

  675. So if you prayed that prayer for the first time,

  676. listen, welcome to the family. See us, text me,

  677. do something so I can get you baptized, so I

  678. can get you started on this journey. We love

  679. you. Welcome, welcome. Come back every single

  680. week. But now, like I said, for some of you,

  681. this is a foundational moment in your relationship

  682. with Jesus. As I was praying for all of you this

  683. week, I felt like God wanted to release his presence

  684. into your life that some of you have never experienced

  685. the tangible presence of God. You're afraid of

  686. it. You're intimidated by it. It's kind of unknown.

  687. You're not really sure what to do about it. Listen,

  688. that's your lifeline. That's your source. And

  689. I believe God wants to bring it alive inside

  690. of you this morning. But listen, it takes a step

  691. of faith. So I'm going to open up the front.

  692. You heard the... The words of knowledge, if any

  693. of those are you, this is your time. But for

  694. the rest of you, the worship team is going to

  695. lead us in worship. But if you want to experience

  696. the tangible presence of God, or you need a refilling

  697. or a refreshing, I'm going to invite you to come

  698. right now. Just come up front. Come Holy Spirit.

  699. Come on. Come on. Come on. Come Holy Spirit.

  700. That's it. Plenty of room. Plenty of room. Now

  701. listen, for the rest of us, we're going to worship.

  702. And as you worship, God may convict you of something

  703. you need to get up here. God may reveal something

  704. to you you need to get up here. Doesn't mean

  705. that just because you didn't come forward now

  706. doesn't mean you won't. It means be open to what

  707. God wants to do for you. Amen? Let's sing together.

  708. for life for mine if the warrants turn water

  709. into wine please fix my heart things inside