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Scandalous Mercy Part 1 | Messy Mercy (Easter) with Chris Schlotterbeck

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  7. message. Now, I'm out of breath. Are you guys

  8. ready to hear an Easter message? You guys ready

  9. to do this? So, without further ado, I give you

  10. our lead pastor. Rudy. Rudy, what did you do?

  11. Easter is ruined. I needed those flowers, dude.

  12. I needed that pot. You know, friends, here's

  13. the reality. At some point in life, we're all

  14. going to break. And when this happens, humanity's

  15. initial reaction is one of frustration, anger,

  16. and judgment. But God, God doesn't run away from

  17. broken pieces. He comes near. And not only does

  18. he come near, our God humbly and gently kneels

  19. down and begins to pick up each piece. Not one

  20. forgotten. Not one ignored. And the beauty of

  21. this is summed up in one word, and it's called

  22. mercy. Mercy is God giving us what we don't deserve

  23. in our brokenness. And he doesn't stop there.

  24. He doesn't glue us back together so that we're

  25. the same person that we were before. Because

  26. of Easter, he takes it a step further. And he

  27. creates something brand new. A masterpiece. Good

  28. morning and welcome to HTV. Happy Easter. And

  29. if you're joining us from home, thank you for

  30. welcoming us into your space. There is a word

  31. at the very heart of the gospel, a word we often

  32. use but very rarely grasp. And that word is mercy.

  33. We sing about it. We pray for it. We hope for

  34. it. Yet when it meets us face to face, it can

  35. almost feel too good to be true. Mercy is not

  36. getting what we deserve. It is love when we have

  37. failed. It is compassion when we wandered. It

  38. is God looking at us, making eye contact in our

  39. worst moments, in our deepest regrets with eyes

  40. full of grace. And nowhere is that mercy more

  41. visible than in the story of Easter. Because

  42. see, at the very moment humanity had done its

  43. worst, because of Easter, God responded with

  44. his best. At the cross, we see the judgment that

  45. we all deserve. But at the empty tomb, we see

  46. mercy that we could never earn. Today, we stand

  47. in that tension between who we have been and

  48. who God is calling us to become. And the good

  49. news is this. Mercy has the final word. See,

  50. because of Easter, there's no person God can't

  51. reach. There's no life he can't change. There's

  52. no situation he can't handle. There's no miracle

  53. he can't do. And that church is good news. And

  54. that's why we gather to celebrate every single

  55. Easter. Let's open in prayer. Holy Spirit come.

  56. God, we are grateful that we can gather together.

  57. I just pray, God, that you would open every ear,

  58. mind, heart to receive your truth this morning,

  59. God. I silence distractions in Jesus' name. And

  60. I just pray, God, that we would all leave here

  61. differently than when we came. In Jesus' name,

  62. amen. That prayer leads us to our first thought

  63. this morning. See, life can be messy. Life can

  64. be messy, Luke chapter 24 verse 1. But very early

    Luke 24:1

  65. on Sunday morning, the women went to the tomb

  66. taking the spices they had prepared. And see,

  67. quite often what happens when we know a story

  68. from the Bible is we quickly read past verses

  69. that are important to the narrative. Just like

  70. the one I read to you. Early in the morning.

  71. Ladies were walking to the empty tomb. In our

  72. mind, it's Easter. Praise God, Jesus has risen.

  73. And typically when it comes to Easter Sunday,

  74. we dress up a little nicer. We put on a big smile.

  75. We take family photos. We gather for a meal.

  76. We celebrate. So when we read about the first

  77. Easter, we immediately think it was a celebration.

  78. In fact, it had to be the best celebration that

  79. ever was. Right? So when reading that first verse,

  80. we quite often picture these ladies, not in pain,

  81. not suffering, not fearful, but in Sunday's best,

  82. going to celebrate the risen Savior because we

  83. know the end of the story. However, today, I

  84. want us all to put ourselves in their shoes for

  85. just a moment. See, they don't know the ending.

  86. They don't know it's Easter. They're just living

  87. in the mess. Because see, that first Easter morning,

  88. it wasn't a celebration. It was a disaster. For

  89. starters, these women were walking to a tomb

  90. for someone that they loved to put burial spices

  91. on a dead body. They didn't know Jesus had risen.

  92. They were heartbroken. They had loved Jesus.

  93. But at the same time, in their grief, they were

  94. also a little mad, a little confused, a little

  95. scared. Because remember what Jesus told them.

  96. I am the Son of God. I am going to build a kingdom

  97. that will never end. I am the Chosen One. I am

  98. the Messiah. So we find these women totally confused.

  99. and feeling a little betrayed. Maybe Jesus didn't

  100. lie to us. It could be that he thought he was

  101. the Messiah, but he can't be because we saw them

  102. die. We saw them buried. A dead person can't

  103. build a kingdom that will never end. So you see,

  104. we have all these emotions. We have this tension

  105. that the first Easter would bring. And remember,

  106. these women, they were all alone. The disciples,

  107. they had scattered. They were now in hiding.

  108. What is so important about this line of thinking

  109. is if you walked into this place to celebrate

  110. Easter and your life feels a little messy, you're

  111. not alone. If you gathered here with us this

  112. morning or you're watching online and you're

  113. trying to put on a smile, you're trying to celebrate,

  114. you're trying to engage in worship, but mentally

  115. you're just checked out, you're not alone. If

  116. you're currently walking through challenges in

  117. this life, you're experiencing some turmoil,

  118. let me say it again, you're not alone. Truth

  119. is, we are all broken people living in a broken

  120. world. And I can almost guarantee there's not

  121. one person in this place that isn't struggling

  122. with something in their life. And maybe it's

  123. not personal. It could be that a loved one is

  124. struggling or sick. It could be in today's economic

  125. climate, you're struggling with the pressure

  126. to just pay the bills. Maybe for you it's a relationship

  127. that's broken or a marriage that you're fighting

  128. for. Maybe you're dealing with a diagnosis. Maybe

  129. you lost a loved one and are walking through

  130. a season of grief. Maybe for you it's mental.

  131. It's anxiety or depression or fear or, dare I

  132. say, suicidal thoughts that no one knows the

  133. pain you're feeling inside. Let me tell you again,

  134. you are not alone. And John... Chapter 16, verse

  135. 33, Jesus told us, I have told you all this so

  136. that you may have peace in me. Here on this earth,

  137. you have many trials and sorrows. In other words,

  138. life is messy. But take heart, church, because

  139. I have overcome the world. See, because of Easter,

  140. everything has changed. Jesus overcame death

  141. and the power of this world. And I want to encourage

  142. you this morning. It's okay to not be okay. Because

  143. see, there's good news today. And there's good

  144. news for your life. Let's continue reading Luke

  145. 24, two through six. They found that the stone

  146. had been rolled away from the entrance. And notice,

  147. no high fives, no celebrating, no hallelujahs.

  148. In fact, in all four gospel accounts, we find

  149. these women completely confused, believing the

  150. body had been stolen. Continuing on. So they

  151. went in, but they, They still didn't find the

  152. body of the Lord Jesus. As they stood there puzzled,

  153. two men suddenly appeared to them, closed in

  154. dazzling robes. And again, we fast forward to

  155. the end of the story. Oh, the angels are here.

  156. Now they'll understand. Two men in white clothes,

  157. dazzling white clothes. Like if I was them, I'd

  158. be feeling the same way. A little freaked out.

  159. Like, what is going on? And you may be sitting

  160. there thinking, oh, there's no way, Chris. They

  161. wouldn't feel that way. Okay. If two shiny dudes

  162. appeared in your kitchen this afternoon after

  163. Easter service, how are you going to feel? How

  164. are you going to feel? Let's continue. The women

  165. were terrified, just like you would feel. and

  166. bowed with their faces to the ground. Then the

  167. men asked, why are you looking among the dead

  168. for someone who is alive? He isn't here. He is

  169. risen from the dead. Remember what he told you

  170. back in Galilee. See, we know that that is good

  171. news. They didn't. And while this conversation

  172. is happening with the angels, look at Mary's

  173. posture, John chapter 20, verse 11. Mary was

    John 20:11

  174. standing outside of the tomb crying, weeping.

  175. Then she stopped and looked in. See, Mary was

  176. broken in pieces because her life was messy.

  177. Which leads us to discover three important Easter

  178. truths today that I believe you can take from

  179. today and live with for the rest of your life.

  180. And the first is this. Because of Easter, Jesus

  181. still shows up. See, Mary is outside of the tomb,

  182. crying and confused. She stops, looks in, sees

  183. that it's empty, then turning to leave with all

  184. of these emotions in her mind, all this negativity,

  185. all this doubt, her broken heart. We read this

  186. in John chapter 20. She turned to leave and saw

    John 20 chapter mention

  187. someone standing there. It was Jesus. But she

  188. didn't recognize him. Dear woman, why are you

  189. crying? Jesus asked her. Who are you looking

  190. for? She thought he was the gardener. Sir, she

  191. said, if you have taken him away, tell me where

  192. you have put him and I will go and get him. See,

  193. in her brokenness, Jesus showed up. In her doubt,

  194. Jesus showed up. In her confusion, Jesus showed

  195. up. And it wasn't just to Mary. Let's continue

  196. in verse 19. That Sunday evening, notice we're

  197. now in the evening. That was the morning. The

  198. disciples were meeting behind locked doors because

  199. they were afraid. They were terrified of the

  200. Jewish leaders. Suddenly, Jesus was standing

  201. there among them. Peace be with you, he said.

  202. See, the disciples hadn't read the story yet.

  203. They didn't know Jesus had risen. They were full

  204. of fear and doubt. Jesus. Still showed up. Look

  205. at Luke 24. That same day, two of Jesus' followers

  206. were walking to the village of Emmaus, seven

  207. miles from Jerusalem. In other words, they had

  208. given up. They thought it was over. Jesus had

  209. died. He was buried. As they walked along, they

  210. were talking about everything that had happened.

  211. They stopped short, sadness written across their

  212. faces. Guess who showed up in their sadness?

  213. Jesus. And he would walk all the way to Emmaus.

  214. There's this guy named Peter. He leaves the group

  215. full of guilt, shame. He had denied Jesus, ever

  216. existed three times. So he goes fishing. He takes

  217. a few friends with him, and we read this in John

  218. 21. At dawn, Jesus was standing on the beach,

  219. but the disciples couldn't see who he was. He

  220. called out, fellows, have you caught any fish?

  221. No, they replied. And Jesus keeps showing up.

  222. And see, I think this is one of the most beautiful

  223. parts of the resurrection that we need to remember.

  224. Dead guys don't show up anywhere. But when Jesus

  225. stepped out of the tomb and proved that he was

  226. the King of kings and the Lord of lords, he can

  227. show up in people's lives for the rest of eternity.

  228. And friends, dare I say that is still happening

  229. today. See, we are experiencing this abundance,

  230. these interactions every single week here at

  231. HCV. And you don't have to have it all together

  232. before Jesus shows up. I mean, we just read about

  233. all these people. They were hurting. They were

  234. depressed. They were broken. They were grieving.

  235. They were anxious. They were regretful, shameful,

  236. scared. And Jesus showed up. See, God is not

  237. waiting for us to fix ourselves. He's not waiting

  238. for us to get more spiritual before he shows

  239. up. You just heard Rudy say, on Good Friday,

  240. we baptized nearly 90 people who declared they

  241. were publicly following Jesus. And an amazing

  242. move of God. And it was interesting, one of the

  243. gentlemen that had gotten baptized, he wanted

  244. to share his story with me. And I was right over

  245. there in the baptismal, still in the water, cold,

  246. shaking. And he comes up to me, Chris, you got

  247. to hear my story. I said, okay, tell me. I promise

  248. I'm listening. And he began to say, you know,

  249. my sister goes to HCV. She comes here. And she

  250. invited me to church last Christmas. She said,

  251. why don't you come to Christmas Eve with me?

  252. And my response to her was, no, I don't need

  253. church. I don't need your church. I'm good right

  254. where I'm at. And just that week, that week after

  255. she invited me, I was hunting and I was in my

  256. tree stand 30 feet above the ground in a tree.

  257. And I don't remember much from that day, but

  258. I do remember falling out of that tree stand.

  259. I fell 30 feet and bounced off the ground. And

  260. when I came to, I heard my name being spoken

  261. audibly in my ears. And as I woke up and looked

  262. around, not being able to move, I recognized

  263. that voice as God's voice inviting me back home

  264. and getting my attention that I needed to get

  265. back into church. And he said to me, he said,

  266. Chris, I walked away from that accident unscathed.

  267. But I haven't missed a Sunday since. And not

  268. only have I not missed a Sunday since, I'm now

  269. getting baptized because all I want to do is

  270. go all in for Jesus. And you say to me, well,

  271. Chris, why is that important? Well, it's important

  272. because Ecclesiastes 3, verse 11 says, God made

    Ecclesiastes 3:11

  273. everything beautiful for its own time. He planted

  274. eternity in the human heart. In other words,

  275. it doesn't matter where you are, what you're

  276. going through, you have eternity in your heart.

  277. And if you have eternity in your heart, then

  278. God can speak to you, whisper to you, audibly

  279. invite you home. And listen, when we are experiencing

  280. troubles in this world, when it feels like you're

  281. drowning, we need to start to expect that Jesus

  282. is going to show up because he does. And I want

  283. to challenge you today. Let's make this Easter

  284. a little different and take it a step further.

  285. And my challenge to you is not to expect Jesus

  286. to show up, but ask for him to show up. That

  287. we would all start to ask. For Jesus to show

  288. up in our lives. Because when Jesus shows up

  289. in our lives, look what happens. Jeremiah 29

    Jeremiah 29:12–14

  290. verses 12 through 14. In those days when you

  291. pray. In other words, today when you pray. And

  292. you say, Chris, that's not what it says. Yeah,

  293. but Jeremiah was a prophet. And that prophet

  294. was speaking to our times. In those days when

  295. you pray, I will listen. And if you look for

  296. me wholeheartedly, you will find me. I will be

  297. found by you, says the Lord. I will end your

  298. captivity and restore your fortune. In other

  299. words, if we seek him, we'll find him. If we

  300. knock, he will open that door. And if we ask,

  301. he will listen. See, Jesus has risen from the

  302. dead so he can show up in our life. And let's

  303. start to expect those encounters to happen every

  304. single day, which leads us to our second truth.

  305. Not only does Jesus still show up, because of

  306. Easter, we need to remember. Now you say, Chris,

  307. is that really a truth? Well, notice the very

  308. first thing the angel says to these women who

  309. were sad, brokenhearted, downcast, Luke 24. He

  310. isn't here. He is risen from the dead. Remember,

  311. church, What he told you back in Galilee, that

  312. the Son of Man must be betrayed into the hands

  313. of sinful men and be crucified, and that he would

  314. rise again on the third day. Then they remembered

  315. that he said this. And see, I find it interesting,

  316. and I've actually skipped over that verse before,

  317. not even recognizing the word remember. It's

  318. interesting that God told people, a group of

  319. people, that were struggling, brokenhearted,

  320. downcast, to remember what Jesus did. Why? Well,

  321. because of Easter, we have something to remember.

  322. See, Jesus told them he would be crucified. Jesus

  323. told them that he would rise again. And one of

  324. the best things we can do when we're really struggling

  325. is to take all of our negativity and fears and

  326. doubts and unanswered questions, all those difficult

  327. situations that seem impossible, and we need

  328. to begin to run them through the God filter.

  329. And you say, well, what is the God filter? How

  330. do you make coffee? You grind up your grounds

  331. and you pour it into the filter. And then you

  332. have a beautiful, delicious cup of joe that comes

  333. out. Well, we all have the God filter. And that

  334. God filter is remembering what Jesus did for

  335. us. Remembering that he went to the cross. Remembering

  336. that Jesus is now alive. Remembering that he

  337. still shows up. Remembering that he can do the

  338. impossible. See, when you're struggling, I want

  339. to challenge you to remember two important truths.

  340. And the first is this. Remember Jesus loves us.

  341. 1 John 4 .10, this is real love. Not that we

  342. love God, but that he loved us and sent his son

  343. as a sacrifice to take away our sins. And I say

  344. this often, and I mean it, church. This isn't

  345. about you. It's not about how well we love him.

  346. It's not about how much we pray. It's not about

  347. how much we serve. It's not about how well we

  348. play the guitar or how much Bible we read. It's

  349. about Jesus loving us. And you say, really, Chris,

  350. is that scriptural? Sure is. Won't you ask the

  351. thief on the right? Last time I checked, he never

  352. went to church. Didn't read the Bible, didn't

  353. pray. But he is now in eternity. And see, Jesus

  354. doesn't love a future version of you. He loves

  355. you right here, right now, just as you are. And

  356. I believe someone needs to hear this this morning.

  357. God loves you. And you're here for a purpose.

  358. And the second thing we need to remember is that

  359. Jesus died for us, Romans 5, 8. But God showed

  360. his great love for us by sending Christ to die

  361. for us while we were still sinners. The women

  362. were hurting. And God reminds them to remember

  363. what Jesus did for them. See, Jesus knew in the

  364. garden as he was sweating profusely blood droplets

  365. from his forehead. He knew the pain and suffering

  366. that he was going to go through for us. He knew

  367. he would be beaten beyond recognition. He knew

  368. he would hang on a cross where he would be spit

  369. on and mocked. And see, we forget sometimes when

  370. we see pictures of the crosses that they're wrong.

  371. See, in Roman crucifixion, the Romans, when they

  372. killed someone, they would put the crosses at

  373. eye level so that person could be spit on, mocked.

  374. made fun of, and Jesus did that for us. Jesus

  375. knew he would die for you and me. And the next

  376. time you're struggling through life and you feel

  377. like you're drowning, take a minute and remember

  378. what Jesus did for you. See, he loves us so much

  379. that he died for us so that we can walk free

  380. from anxiety and regret into a life of abundance

  381. so that we can be masterpieces. There's no situation

  382. in life that Jesus can't handle. He has been

  383. through it all. And why is this so important?

  384. Well, John 3, 16 reminds us. For this is how

  385. God loved the world. He gave his one and only

  386. son so that everyone who believes in him will

  387. not perish but have eternal life. God says, let

  388. me be clear. There's a reason Jesus suffered,

  389. died, and rose from the dead. It was so you and

  390. I can avoid eternal separation from God. And

  391. we can spend eternity with Jesus in God's kingdom.

  392. And God reminds us whoever believes it experiences

  393. eternal life and lives in abundance right now.

  394. Not tomorrow, right now. Which leads to our final

  395. Easter truth. Jesus still shows up. We need to

  396. remember. And church, there was purpose in our

  397. pain. Now we're going to zero in on this lady

  398. named Mary Magdalene. She was one of the women

  399. who were first to go to the tomb. And she was

  400. experiencing the pain of Jesus' death. But she

  401. also experienced a lot of pain in her personal

  402. life. We read in Luke chapter 8. Soon afterward,

    Luke 8 chapter mention

  403. Jesus began a tour of nearby towns and villages,

  404. preaching and announcing the good news about

  405. the kingdom of God. He took his 12 disciples

  406. with him, along with some women who had been

  407. cured of evil spirits and diseases. Among them

  408. were Mary Magdalene, from whom he had cast out

  409. seven demons. Now, I don't know about you, but

  410. if I knew a person that had one demon cast out

  411. of them, I think we can all agree that person

  412. had some issues. Can we all agree on that? But

  413. if God has to cast out... Seven demons? That

  414. person was a mess. But at the same time, I can't

  415. even picture the pain that Mary experienced throughout

  416. her life. I can't imagine the dysfunction she

  417. lived in. I can't imagine how many people wanted

  418. to totally avoid her when she came near, wanting

  419. nothing to do with her. See, she had a painful

  420. past. And she experienced freedom from her pain

  421. when she met Jesus. So when Jesus died and was

  422. buried, Mary once again found her place in a

  423. place of brokenness. She goes to the tomb. It's

  424. empty. She thinks someone stole the body. She's

  425. totally confused, hurting. But notice what Jesus

  426. says to her. John 20. Mary, Jesus said, she turned

  427. to him and cried out, Rabbani, which is Hebrew

  428. for teacher. She recognized his voice. Notice

  429. she didn't recognize him and his resurrected

  430. body. She heard his voice. Don't cling to me,

  431. Jesus said, for I haven't yet ascended to the

  432. Father. But go find my brothers and tell them

  433. I am ascended to the Father and your Father and

  434. my God and your God. Mary Magdalene found the

  435. disciples and told them, I have seen the Lord.

  436. Then she gave them his message. See, Mary was

  437. experiencing grief and pain. What did Jesus do?

  438. He took her pain and turned it into purpose.

  439. Notice what Jesus said. Go and tell the disciples

  440. everything you have seen and heard. Mary was

  441. the very first person to ever share a testimony

  442. about the resurrected Jesus. And see, that started

  443. a movement. The disciples believed. Peter got

  444. up and preached 3 ,000 would be saved. Then it

  445. went to 5 ,000. Then it went to 10 ,000. Then

  446. 100 ,000. Today, there is over 3 .2 billion people

  447. in the world who believe that Jesus is the Son

  448. of God and was risen from the dead. And see,

  449. this whole movement did not begin in a living

  450. room at a Super Bowl party. This whole movement

  451. began with Mary's testimony. Mary had a purpose

  452. on her life that more than she could ever think

  453. or imagine. She had so much purpose on her life.

  454. We're still talking about her more than 2 ,000

  455. years later. See, Mary experienced the God of

  456. more. And God is inviting us to experience more

  457. today. How do I know that? Ephesians chapter

  458. three, verse 20. Now, all glory to God, who is

  459. able through his mighty power at work within

  460. you, within me, to accomplish infinitely more

  461. than we might ask or think. See, God had a purpose

  462. for Mary that she never thought she could do

  463. for herself. And I have no idea what you're going

  464. through today. I have no idea what you brought

  465. into this room. But can I remind you? There is

  466. no person that God can't reach. You're not too

  467. far gone. You're not at a point in life where

  468. you're so broken that God won't come and pick

  469. up the pieces. You're not at a point where God

  470. doesn't see your hand coming up out of the water.

  471. God is in the business of changing lives in this

  472. community of faith. And not only does he change

  473. lives, he turns our pain into our This week I

  474. was reflecting on one of our leaders within our

  475. community of faith and just kind of began to

  476. weep. It was right around this time. It was late

  477. spring. Easter had passed. We all decided as

  478. a staff to go out for lunch. We went to a local

  479. bar, restaurant, sat on the outside patio deck,

  480. if you will. Just so we could spend time together

  481. and reflect on all that God was doing and have

  482. fun. And we ran into a bartender there. And this

  483. bartender was broken. He was tired. He was worn

  484. out. He had seen the pain and heartache of the

  485. church and judgment and hypocrisy. He was a youth

  486. leader as a youth. But walked away from God.

  487. And this church staff was having fun and having

  488. lunch. And, oh, the pastor ordered a Long Island

  489. iced tea. If you don't know what that is, you

  490. can look it up. Don't judge me. Don't judge me.

  491. And as we were sitting there interacting and

  492. having fun and talking about Jesus and God with

  493. this young man, he became interested and listened

  494. and we invited him to summer jams and he came

  495. to summer jams and heard one of his favorite

  496. songs, non -Christian. And that Sunday recommitted

  497. his life to Jesus. And now, fast forward, that

  498. young man is now a leader in our community of

  499. faith. He's leading young people and youth and

  500. giving back to them and speaking into their life.

  501. He's the coach of a softball team, not in the

  502. church league, in the tavern league, because

  503. he wants to see people meet Jesus. See, God shows

  504. up not just in a church building. God shows up

  505. in bars. God changes lives. And desires to continue

  506. to do so. So I want to challenge you today. To

  507. remember. That because of Easter. Jesus loves

  508. us. Jesus died for us. Gave us his spirit. We

  509. are can be forgiven. And are forgiven. And there's

  510. nothing in this world he can't handle. And no

  511. matter what life throws at you. Because of Easter.

  512. No matter how great the pain, God turns our pain

  513. into purpose. Leading us to impact and change

  514. the lives of others so that our masterpiece that

  515. he created us to be shines for all men to see.

  516. Will you stand with me? I want to close today

  517. with two simple questions. And the first is this.

  518. And the first is a challenging one because I'm

  519. going to ask you to be honest. If you're here

  520. today and you've walked into this place and you're

  521. struggling, maybe you feel like you're drowning.

  522. You're overwhelmed. Can I encourage you and say

  523. that Jesus still shows up? And how do I know

  524. that? Well, last night at our first ever Saturday

  525. evening gathering, I had a young lady come up

  526. and share with me. She came right up front and

  527. said, Chris, do you remember me? I said, no,

  528. I don't remember you. I'm sorry. She goes, about

  529. eight months ago, you reached out to me. I was

  530. on a camping trip with my family and was struggling

  531. with suicidal thoughts. I was contemplating ending

  532. my life and you called and you encouraged me

  533. and prayed for me and broke off a spirit of death

  534. over the phone. That was one of the most difficult

  535. weekends I had ever spent. But God began to move.

  536. And she looked at me and she goes, can you believe

  537. that I'm now at a point eight months later that

  538. my husband and I have just... booked a trip to

  539. Africa this summer because we're going to serve

  540. in an orphanage. And she goes, I needed to share

  541. that with you so you could share it with other

  542. people so that they can be encouraged that even

  543. in the contemplating of suicide, God still shows

  544. up. So if you're here this morning and you're

  545. struggling, I want you to be honest. I want you

  546. to put your hand up. I want you to put it up

  547. real high so I can see them. It could be anything,

  548. church. Put it up. Now here's what I want you

  549. to do. I want you to look up to heaven. I want

  550. you to keep your hand up. Don't put it down because

  551. if you put it down, then you're saying you're

  552. lying. I want you to look up to heaven. I want

  553. you to say these words. Jesus, I need you to

  554. show up. Change my circumstances. Meet me where

  555. I'm at. Holy Spirit, empower me today. In Jesus'

  556. name, amen. Now you walk that out and you believe

  557. Jesus is walking with you. For life or mine Either

  558. one Turn water into wine Please fix my heart

  559. And the things inside Yo