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September 14, 2025 - Sunday Morning Service - The Hope that Cleanses - Part 1 - 1 John 2:28

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  1. Well, we're looking at God's Word, and we're

  2. looking at that little book of 1 John, so if

  3. you want to turn to it, I'm going to be reading

  4. from chapter 2, beginning of verse 28 in a minute.

  5. This section that we're in now is talking about

  6. hope, and we've been looking at it, and we want

  7. to just kind of concentrate on the very first

  8. part there, verses 2. chapter 2 verse 28 to chapter

  9. 3 verse 3. But before we do that, let's ask God's

  10. blessing all this time. Lord, we've gone through

  11. a list of things that we've asked you to be involved

  12. in and we've approached the throne on behalf

  13. of some people that have problems, medical problems,

  14. most of all spiritual problems. We've talked

  15. about the church. and inquires Bible study, a

  16. lot of things that are on a mind and I was thinking

  17. the audacity that I have that I could stand up

  18. here and open your word and tell people what

  19. Almighty God says. That's a practice that the

  20. scripture says don't be too big a hurry to do

  21. that. There's a lot of accountability. And this

  22. morning in our text we'll be talking about the

  23. Lord coming. And that's a fearful thing. Fearful

  24. in the sense that we are sinners and you're not.

  25. You're holy. And the only hope that we have when

  26. we stand before you is if we are in the Lord

  27. Jesus Christ, that we belong to Him. And so I

  28. pray that as we're looking at the text, you'll

  29. help me not to confuse the issue or cover it

  30. up or distort it, but that your word would be

  31. clear and you would have free reign in our heart.

  32. You've promised that your word will not return

  33. void. The idea of returning means that it is

  34. sent out. But that returning would be the fruit,

  35. the response to that. That you send it out and

  36. then you bring it back and it's productive. It's

  37. like fishing, almost fishing for men. You go

  38. out and you share the message and you seek to

  39. catch people, their hearts, and bring them back

  40. into the fold, bring them to the foot of the

  41. cross. I was reminded this morning at the restaurant,

  42. the man had a shirt on and talked about people

  43. kneeling for the flag or standing for the flag

  44. and kneeling at the cross, which I thought was

  45. an interesting thought. And yes it is, that we

  46. come to your presence and when we approach your

  47. presence, we fall on our face because you're

  48. majestic and you're holy and you're awesome.

  49. and we're sinful. So as we're looking at 1 John

  50. this morning, Lord, as we start reading through

  51. the text, I pray that you'll help us to get a

  52. glimpse, John's talking about things that make

  53. up hope, that fulfill your will in providing

  54. us with not just a wish, but a biblical hope,

  55. a reality of what you've promised. that is not

  56. only promised, but is promised to us. And not

  57. only is it a promise that we look forward to,

  58. but it is something that we will realize one

  59. day, that you promised it and they will come

  60. to pass. We will see fruit in our lives. And

  61. so I pray about that. I pray as we look at your

  62. word this morning, you will open our hearts,

  63. protect me from saying stupid things, and to

  64. really... Honor you I pray in Jesus name with

  65. thanksgiving amen First John chapter 2 verse

    1 John 2:28

  66. 28 And I'm going to point out as I read through

  67. the text there's several words in that text that

  68. I want to comment on But it begins at the very

  69. beginning. He writes in says now little children

  70. And we've talked about that before when he uses

  71. that phrase little children. He's not speaking

  72. so much about the age of the audience, that some

  73. are younger than others, but he's speaking, talking

  74. to Christians as general, and he's lumping them

  75. all together and referring to believers of all

  76. ages as little children. And I suggested using

  77. the term beloved. It's not really an accurate

  78. translation, but it does accurately portray,

  79. I think, what John is saying. So now, beloved.

  80. Abide, and that's one of the words I want to

  81. focus on here. When he says abide, abide has

  82. the idea of holding on, of staying without yielding,

  83. without giving up, without quitting. I think

  84. of the military preparation for the Marines.

  85. They go through At least they used to pretty

  86. strenuous and heavy -handed discipline, and they're

  87. very strict with them in the training. And you've

  88. heard stories, and I've heard stories. I was

  89. talking to a Marine the other day, and I asked

  90. him how he liked Parris Island, and he said,

  91. well, they have a lot of sand fleas and mosquitoes

  92. down there. And what he's saying is that when

  93. they're standing at attention and they get mosquitoes

  94. and sand fleas and stuff on the skin, they can't

  95. do anything. They can't slap them or push them

  96. away. You know what I'm talking about. They're

  97. not allowed to do that. And the reason is it's

  98. not so much because they like mosquitoes or sand

  99. fleas or whatever, but they want to teach them

  100. that if they're out in the field and they're

  101. guarding a bridge or something and there's an

  102. enemy on the other side. They can't afford the

  103. luxury of slapping a mosquito or something like

  104. that and giving away their position. They have

  105. to be able to be faithful and endure whatever

  106. painful issues arise in their lives before them.

  107. And so that's kind of the idea here. When he

  108. says little children abide, you stay faithful.

  109. You can't just exit and walk away. we're not

  110. given that privilege he says abide and notice

  111. the pronoun he uses he says abide in him who

  112. is that that's christ but um he's telling us

  113. to be faithful um it is easy for us sometimes

  114. to want something more than christ to want some

  115. promotion or want some uh provision or even some

  116. relationship. I have a young man at work that

  117. has a girlfriend and he was asking me to pray

  118. for him because he's trying to quit drinking

  119. alcohol. He's a young guy. If you look at him,

  120. you wouldn't think he's a day over 18 or so.

  121. He's probably older than that, but he's trying

  122. to quit alcohol. So as I was talking to him,

  123. I said, Cory, why are you doing that? And I said,

  124. I'll be praying for you. And he said, well, I'm

  125. doing it because my girlfriend, I get mad when

  126. I get drunk and act up. And she's going to leave

  127. me. And so he said, I've quit alcohol. I haven't

  128. had a drop in a month and a half or so. And so

  129. that's a nice saying. But you can kind of clean

  130. up the outside, the activity of doing something

  131. like that. and yet not change your heart, not

  132. make a difference in your personal relationship

  133. with the Lord and you can discipline yourself

  134. and you quit alcohol or quit smoking. I used

  135. to smoke for ten years and Elaine told me when

  136. I first met her, after I first met her, that

  137. I had an erratic heartbeat and she was concerned

  138. about that so I quit. And you can do that. But

  139. the difference here is what he's talking about

  140. is staying in a relationship with Christ, focusing

  141. on Him, putting Him first. It's easy to put ourselves

  142. first. It's easy to put things that we want,

  143. whether it be a girlfriend, whether it be a vacation

  144. like Pete and Doria are going on, whether it

  145. be a new car like a Subaru, which I know you

  146. would really like to have, or something like

  147. that. These are things that we could really be

  148. impassioned for. He says to abide in him to remain

  149. faithful in him don't yield and He says that

  150. because it's coming today when he's going to

  151. be revealed. That's what he says in the text

  152. He said now little children abide in him so that

  153. when he is Manifested we may have confidence

  154. and not shrink away from him notice that all

  155. this is around the idea of abiding I mean says

  156. abide in him so that when he is manifested that

  157. idea of manifested means to perceive and particularly

  158. it focuses on perceiving by sight. So that what

  159. he's saying is that when he stands before us

  160. and we see him, we'll behold him with our very

  161. eyes. If you remember in the scripture, Bible

  162. says no man can see God and live, can't look

  163. at his face. It's a deadly thing because you're

  164. standing in the presence of absolute holy God

  165. and the only response is to fall on your face.

  166. your mouth in the ground because he's holy and

  167. we're not we're not ready for that but in Christ

  168. we can be accepted in the beloved we can have

  169. our sins paid for our relationship with the Lord

  170. can be cleaned if you will Bible talks a lot

  171. about cleanse me from sin and remove the stain

  172. in my heart we're dirty God is holy and so he

  173. we can be cleansed And so what he's saying here

  174. is, abide in him, stay faithful, stay without

  175. yielding, don't compromise, stay in him so that

  176. when he is manifested, when we stand before him,

  177. we may have confidence. To be honest with you,

  178. it kind of terrifies me. I know it sounds funny,

  179. the way to say that as a pastor, you should be

  180. bold and everything should be all right and you

  181. don't have any problems. No, I do have problems.

  182. The biggest problem is in my heart. because I

  183. know what it's like to lust, I know what it's

  184. like to struggle, and I'm sure you do too, struggle

  185. with sin and stuff like that. And I think, you

  186. know, I got to stand, I got to stand in the presence

  187. of the Lord one day and give an account. And

  188. I just really, that's a scary thing for me. And

  189. all of us are going to have to do that. We're

  190. going to stand before Him. That day is actually

  191. coming. And we want to be ready for that. We

  192. want to take him seriously and to put that challenge

  193. maybe before us and let it be kind of a purifying,

  194. having a purifying effect, which is kind of where

  195. he's going with this. So he said, abide in him

  196. so that when he is unveiled, when he is revealed,

  197. when we can perceive him by sight, that we may

  198. have confidence and not shrink away. Again, I

  199. keep changing the words here, but the word confidence

  200. there, an interesting word, has the idea of boldness

  201. of speech, believe it or not. Boldness of speech.

  202. You say, well, that's kind of a funny thing to

  203. say. Well, if you remember in the scriptures,

  204. I think it's Romans, it is Romans chapter three,

  205. where it says in there, Paul is listing from

  206. Psalms a lot of the passages in Psalms that describe

  207. man's sinful condition and some of the words

  208. he says, there are none righteous, no not one,

  209. there are none that understand, there are none

  210. that seek God, all are turned aside together

  211. to become useless. And that goes on to the very

  212. end, when it gets to the very end of that, he

  213. says that every mouth will be stopped, that all

  214. the world will become guilty before God. part

  215. of where the Lord is standing, that when we stand

  216. before Him, it's not that God's going to say,

  217. and put His hand over our mouth so that we can't

  218. talk. It's not going to be like that. It's going

  219. to be that man realizes how absolutely guilty

  220. he is and he has nothing he can say. Can't add

  221. anything to it. You can't say but. You can't

  222. blame your wife, or your husband, or your school,

  223. or the company, or the government, or the president,

  224. or your neighbor, or whatever. It's your fault.

  225. You're sinful. You have said you stand before

  226. God guilty, and so we really have nothing to

  227. say. But in this verse, He's saying that when

  228. we stand before the Lord, we are to abide in

  229. Him so that when He is manifested before us,

  230. We may have freedom to speak. We may be able

  231. to say something. You see what I'm saying? That

  232. our sin will be paid for. That's what he's saying.

  233. Abide in him so that when you stand in his presence,

  234. that you'll be able to talk. You'll be able to

  235. say, I don't know the best way to word that,

  236. but it's just that the text says, confidence

  237. means that you'll be bold enough to be able to

  238. speak. and not to shrink away. The shrink away

  239. means to cower. There we have this contrast where

  240. he's standing before the Lord and one of two

  241. things are going to happen. Either we're going

  242. to have the freedom to say something and speak

  243. or we're going to cower and run away and hide

  244. and not be able to be bold before him like that.

  245. that that's a challenge to you and it's a challenge

  246. to me and I I just want you to know that it's

  247. not something that I Really enjoy saying oh good.

  248. I'm going to see Jesus and I it's not quite that

  249. simple. It's pretty severe in scriptures Anytime

  250. anybody sees God or an angel angels many Angels

  251. are many times in the scripture when angels appear.

  252. What's the first? What's the first thing to say

  253. be not afraid exactly fear not Because that's

  254. a fearful, fearful thing to stand in the presence

  255. of an angel. How much more fearful is it to stand

  256. in the presence of Almighty God? It's terrible.

  257. And yet here he said that you'll have confidence

  258. you'll be able to speak and not shrink away from

  259. him in shame, not be put to shame in embarrassment

  260. at his coming. Shame is a way of saying that

  261. we would not I want to say that we would not

  262. be embarrassed, but I think the idea is a lot

  263. more serious than just embarrassment. Think of

  264. the things that you've done or that I've done

  265. that we're really embarrassed about. Things that

  266. are private, things that only you know about,

  267. things that if they were revealed to the public,

  268. you would go away and never want to be seen again.

  269. You would hide. When we stand before the Lord,

  270. all our past is going to be exposed. And I don't

  271. like that. Even though I'm a pastor and you think

  272. you've got it all together, no, don't have it

  273. all together. And I know my life and I know my

  274. thoughts and I know things that I've done both

  275. publicly and privately. And yet he says here

  276. in this passage the word that we're looking at

  277. is the word abide in him, be faithful in him,

  278. walk close to him so that when he is unveiled

  279. or manifested or revealed that we may have boldness

  280. of speech and not run away or hide in shame at

  281. his coming, which by the way there is a reminder

  282. there that he is coming back. The world has not

  283. seen the last of our Savior. The last time he

  284. was here, they spat upon him and they mocked

  285. him and stuff like that. But when he's coming

  286. back, he's going back on a white horse. He's

  287. coming back, the Bible describes him like a sharp

  288. sword coming out of his mouth, which is the way

  289. of seeing that his word will cut and destroy

  290. and expose. And so this is a terrifying picture,

  291. but that's the first picture that he has there

  292. that John paints, is that we want to abide in

  293. him so that when he has appeared, when he comes

  294. back, we will not be ashamed. We will not...

  295. run away from him. The second thing in verse

  296. 29 is he says, you know, and that has to do with

  297. an objective, you know for sure in your heart,

  298. you know, not because you've experienced it,

  299. but you know as a fact that he is righteous.

  300. The idea of righteousness when it says you know

  301. he is righteous means that you know that he is

  302. right. He's doing what's right before God. He's

  303. doing what's right. And we're told to be righteous.

  304. We're told to be righteous before God. We're

  305. told to do what is right, to be what is right.

  306. What does the scripture say? Righteousness exalts

  307. a nation, but sin is a reproach to any people.

  308. Righteousness, what is right? Doing what is right.

  309. Being what God has said and pleases Him. Doing

  310. what is right. The practice of that, the pursuit

  311. of that, the investment of that. makes a nation

  312. strong, exalts a nation, but to live for personal

  313. gain, personal lust, personal sin, personal advancement

  314. is a disgrace, it's an insult, it's death to

  315. a nation. What do you think we stand in our country

  316. today? We've got it all over the place. Riots

  317. in the street, fires, political battles that

  318. are going on. We need to pray for our country.

  319. We need to pray for our country. We saw the assassination

  320. that we were talking about that. I don't know

  321. what God's going to do with it. He could stop

  322. it if he wanted to. He's absolutely sovereign.

  323. That's a comfort that I have to know that God

  324. is sovereign. It doesn't mean that he's happy

  325. that the assassination took, but I think it means

  326. that he's going to use it. That he is able to

  327. take tragedies both in public and in your life.

  328. He's able to take these tragedies and remake

  329. them and use them. What does the Lord Joseph

  330. say? You meant it for evil, but God meant it

  331. for good. He's able to turn it around and turn

  332. it into a blessing to make it good. And so here

  333. in this text here, he says that you know for

  334. certain that he is righteous. He is conforming

  335. to God's will. And you know that everyone Who

  336. does righteousness that is not only do you know

  337. that he is righteous? But you know that everyone

  338. who does righteousness who practices righteousness

  339. whose habit is doing what is God's will? has

  340. been Born of him so that not only is he telling

  341. us to abide But he's saying you know what God

  342. is like that you know that those that do his

  343. will and that's what he's talking about us to

  344. do What is what is pleasing to him to do what

  345. is consistent with him and righteousness? Everyone

  346. that does that is born of Him. To be born of

  347. Him, what does Jesus say to Nicodemus? You must

  348. be born again. That comes out of John 3. To be

  349. born again means to have a new life, a new nature,

  350. a new beginning in a way. It's not just that

  351. you need to have a little turning over of a new

  352. leaf, but you need to be reborn. You need to

  353. have a new life. I don't know where you stand

  354. on that. I know that most of us in church hear

  355. that and we talk about that, but have you been

  356. through that fire? Have you met the Lord face

  357. to face and surrendered your life? Because that's

  358. what he says. If anyone wants to come after me,

  359. let him deny himself. In other words, stop putting

  360. yourself first and take up his cross and follow

  361. me. And you know, we talked about the cross where

  362. in the New Testament time if you saw somebody

  363. carrying a cross on their back and they were

  364. going somewhere. They would have soldiers with

  365. them. That person that had the cross on his back

  366. is a person that's been tried and found guilty

  367. and condemned to die. And all he's doing is going

  368. to the place of execution. What Jesus says is

  369. you deny yourself. Don't put yourself first.

  370. Take up your cross. That is the emblem of self.

  371. Execution, if you will. Die to self and live

  372. to me, if you will. That emblem, Paul says, I

  373. am crucified with Christ. I died to self. When

  374. Christ died for me, I was with him and we died

  375. together. In that sense, we're associated together

  376. with that. I am crucified with Christ, yet I

  377. live. Nevertheless, I live yet not I but it's

  378. Christ living in me and the life which I now

  379. live by faith I live in the faith of the Son

  380. of God who loved me and gave himself for me that

  381. personal sacrifice that personal personal death

  382. To self is what he's talking about here. And

  383. so he says here We know you know for sure that

  384. he is righteous that he is conforming to God's

  385. will and you know for sure that everyone who

  386. does what is conforming to God's will, has been

  387. born of Him. And what does that mean? What it

  388. means is that in our life and in our flesh, we

  389. don't do God's will. We pursue our own selfish

  390. goal. We pursue our own purpose, our own agenda.

  391. To be honest with you, we might say that we care

  392. about God thanks, but we only say that for a

  393. little while because in truthfulness we care

  394. more about what we think. We want to do what

  395. we want to do. We want to put our will first,

  396. our goal first, our purpose first, our passion

  397. first, instead of Him. And that's sin. And so

  398. you know that everyone that does what is righteous,

  399. what is proper, they're not doing it in the flesh,

  400. they're doing it because they've been born of

  401. God and they belong to Him. And so that's kind

  402. of the second thing. First thing is to abide.

  403. The second thing is to live. in a way that's

  404. consistent with God's purpose and God's will

  405. for your life. And then maybe one more we'll

  406. look at out of this text. That is verse one of

  407. chapter three. See how great a love the Father

  408. has given to us. This love is the provision of

  409. His Son, is salvation that He has made available.

  410. The word that I would focus on here is the little

  411. word given. God has given out of His great love,

  412. that's what the verse is saying, is given to

  413. us so that we would be called the children of

  414. God, the children of God to offspring. See how

  415. great a love, how a massive love. Do you know

  416. that the cross is a display, it's not just a

  417. display of God's love, it is a display of His

  418. love. But it's more than that, it's a display

  419. of His Holiness. Christ died not just to show

  420. love, but He died to pay for sin, to pay for

  421. your debt and my debt. It's like an exchange

  422. where we're guilty before God. I don't know if

  423. you've ever had, or you probably have had your

  424. parents, thank you. I know that I was in school.

  425. In fact, I was home. I remember one time that

  426. I had started to set my sister on fire. Before

  427. you get upset about that, we were little kids

  428. and we had a tool shed in the back of the house

  429. in Wake Forest and somehow I'd gotten hold of

  430. some matches and there was some newspaper there

  431. and I could see my little sister standing on

  432. the side there and I lit that paper and all of

  433. a sudden it started getting a big fire and I

  434. got scared so I ran. and left her there. Well,

  435. there were college students upstairs. There was,

  436. at that time, the college was in Wake Forest,

  437. and we had boarding students there. And they

  438. saw the smoke coming, and they ran down there,

  439. and it was going out, but they grabbed her and

  440. stuff. My mother was really upset. I can remember

  441. to this day, I can remember the first thing she

  442. said when she came out of the yard, where's Peter?

  443. And I was hiding under a fig bush. And she said,

  444. wait till your daddy gets home. And sure enough,

  445. he came home and gave me a spanking, which was

  446. pretty severe. I mean, about that, it was painful.

  447. But I can remember anticipating that, thinking,

  448. I'm not looking forward to that. That's not something

  449. I want. Wait till your daddy gets here. It's

  450. not very pleasant. Well, here is a text here

  451. in this passage. See, our greater love, the Father

  452. has given to us that we should be called the

  453. children of God. This is that anticipation here

  454. that He said that we have this love that God

  455. has provided for us, and that He has given this

  456. to us, that if that sacrifice has paid for the

  457. sin that we otherwise would have to pay ourselves,

  458. that we would stand before Him as guilty. And

  459. so here is a display now, not just of abiding

  460. and not just of righteous living, but a display

  461. of God's love and God's provision. in the cross

  462. to pay for our sin in Christ and so he says see

  463. how great a love and the fact that he uses that

  464. phrase see how great a love means that this is

  465. something that we want to contemplate here it

  466. is before you this is a love this is not just

  467. a a feeling but a sacrifice that was paid a sacrifice

  468. by Jesus on the cross see how great a love the

  469. father has given This is freely the the the idea

  470. is abundantly given to who? to us So that we

  471. would be called the children of God when he uses

  472. the phrase children of God It's actually just

  473. saying that we are offspring of God That's one

  474. of the aspects and it took them to look at the

  475. scriptures You see somebody as a child of God

  476. or you talk about Jesus being the son of God

  477. means that he is like his father He is taken

  478. of the same nature the same personality the same

  479. character. God is holy He is holy God is God

  480. He is God these are the same thing and we He's

  481. saying this is a love that Christ has paid for

  482. us that we would be called children of God. We

  483. would be called sons of God. And the word call

  484. there just simply is a word that means it's summoned.

  485. So that we would be summoned before God as His

  486. children. Before we stand before Him to see Him

  487. as He is, now we are being summoned before Him

  488. as His children. And it says for this reason,

  489. The world does not know, that means they intimately

  490. know us because we are standing before God as

  491. his children. The world does not intimately know

  492. us because it did not intimately know him. It

  493. didn't have that relationship with him. That's

  494. another thing that we can see in it in our lifetime.

  495. We can see it as believers. that our heart and

  496. our passion is different from the world's. Jesus

  497. said, I've given them thy word, and the world

  498. has hated them. If we have God's word in our

  499. heart, it puts us on a different level, a different

  500. family, and a different goal, and a different

  501. direction. The Bible says, being unequally yoked

  502. together with unbelievers, that's one of the

  503. reasons why you shouldn't marry unbelievers,

  504. because you're still not going in the same direction,

  505. you're going in opposite directions. and you

  506. can't walk together, two can't walk together

  507. if you're not in agreement like that. And so

  508. he says, for this reason the world does not,

  509. for this reason, this is talking about intimate

  510. knowledge, does not know Him. And then he uses

  511. again a very dear phrase, beloved, now are we

  512. the children of God. This is right now at this

  513. present, and it does not, it has not been manifested,

  514. it has not been opened up, it has not been has

  515. not appeared to us as sight we have not been

  516. able to see it what we will be this is future

  517. this is another word i would have to stop here

  518. at this point but what we will be does not manifest

  519. we are looking um kind of down the road at the

  520. future promise of what we will be we don't know

  521. yet what it will be we don't know exactly except

  522. we know that when we stand before him we will

  523. stand before him in perfect fullness um Have

  524. you ever thought about what it's going to be

  525. like to stand before God? To stand before Him,

  526. really? Because you are and I am too. You can

  527. tell this morning I've been talking about this

  528. is a serious wake -up call for me and I'm sure

  529. it is for you as well. That this is what we will

  530. be when we stand before Him. That He's making

  531. that change in our hearts and our lives so that

  532. we stand before Him complete in Christ. We will

  533. look like Him. We will see Him. as he really

  534. is, and we will be at peace in his presence.

  535. I don't know if you had loved ones, I know I

  536. have, that have died, and you look down at the

  537. empty coffin, or you look down at the coffin,

  538. it's not empty, and you miss them, but if they

  539. know the Lord Jesus and you know the Lord Jesus,

  540. you'll see them again. I have that happen all

  541. the time at work. People would talk about the

  542. military, and I tell them I... married a girl

  543. who outranked me. She's a better wife than I

  544. deserve. And I said, she died October 10, 2013.

  545. Oh, I'm so sorry. And I said, it's OK. I'll see

  546. her again. I know who she is. I know who she

  547. is. She's doing better. She's a better off man

  548. than she ever was before. I looked over at David.

  549. I just remembered his dad. I remember Vernon

  550. and all the things. We used to have a picture

  551. of him on my phone there. I can look at that

  552. and see him. He was a great man. He was one of

  553. the most godly men I knew and you probably all

  554. of you could say the same. He was a great man.

  555. We'll see him again because we know where he

  556. is and we just want to take him seriously. So

  557. here he is. We stand before the Lord. We want

  558. to abide in him. We want to do what's righteous

  559. and because we're his children and we want to

  560. be pleasing to him. Now let me close this in

  561. prayer. Father has been sort of I kind of rushed

  562. through this maybe too much but I do thank you

  563. for your your patience and your mercy and your

  564. grace and your love for us. Thank you for your

  565. love for me in spite of all the rebellions and

  566. bad things that I've done and said and still

  567. say and things you have been you have been and

  568. I shouldn't put that in the past since you are

  569. merciful and you are gracious to me and to us.

  570. And I pray that those here sitting here in this

  571. room this morning who have not surrendered their

  572. life, I ask you to speak to their hearts. Help

  573. them to realize that it's not a toy, not something

  574. to play with, that we can't just decide what

  575. we're going to do like that. We make the decision

  576. to walk away from you. We may walk away for the

  577. last time. So it's not a toy. It's not just a

  578. guessing game. It's real. And I just pray for

  579. our hearts, that you'll work in our hearts. My

  580. heart, make this obedient. Open our lives to

  581. examination by you and show us the things that

  582. need to be confessed and show us how we can turn

  583. our lives over to you. You said that if we want

  584. to come to you, we deny ourselves, take up our

  585. cross, but that's not all. Then we are to follow

  586. you. Help us to do that. I pray in Jesus' name

  587. of thanksgiving. Amen.