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The Slow Acting Poison and Its Antidote Deuteronomy 9

New Heights Fellowship Baptist church of East Toledo

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  1. This song goes by forever!

  2. And oh, happy day, happy day, wash my tears away

  3. Oh, happy day, happy day, I'll never be the same

  4. Oh, for I am changed

  5. When friends suddenly pass through me, you face your friends like your disturbing background

  6. I'll never be the same

  7. Forever I am the same

  8. Oh, what a glorious day

  9. What a glorious day

  10. That you have saved me and I

  11. What a glorious day

  12. What a glorious day

  13. And oh, happy day, happy day

  14. Watch my sin away

  15. Oh, happy day, happy day

  16. I'll never be the same

  17. Oh, happy day, happy day

  18. Watch my sin away

  19. Oh, happy day, happy day

  20. I'll never be the same

  21. Alright, good morning, good morning, good morning

  22. You have your announcements in your bulletin

  23. I'm happy to say that our faith

  24. Spiritual Gifts Fellowship did go well on Thursday

  25. We made an attempt to make a recording

  26. We'll try to podcast that a little bit later

  27. But it went well

  28. I encourage you, if you do not know your spiritual gifts

  29. Figure out what they are and visit one of those

  30. Because that was really helpful to me

  31. To think about the difference between faith, belief, trust, whatever I'm calling it

  32. And a spiritual gift for the faith

  33. And so I felt very empowered by that

  34. So I encourage you to do that

  35. Also coming up, we're getting ready to start our candy drive for the Fall Fest

  36. Individually wrapped candy, if you're going to participate in that

  37. And then also you can get ahead

  38. It's only September, I know, but you can get ahead and think about games for the Fall Fest and that kind of thing

  39. And then we are actively in visitation and inviting

  40. Visitation and game promotes, so

  41. The folks can come

  42. And then if you are somebody who had an invitation

  43. Or had a visit to make with somebody who invited them, I hope you did do that

  44. And then if they said they would come and they didn't, feel free to follow back up with them

  45. We say hey, I miss you, love to see you

  46. Let's work together and let's learn and grow

  47. On my heart this morning, Reaching New Heights

  48. Is about everybody together, working together to take the next step

  49. So obviously we're not all taking the next step

  50. It would be nice if we could all form a line, link arms and take the next step together

  51. Because you don't have the same next step that somebody else has

  52. But we can nonetheless work together

  53. To, for each person to be able to take that next step

  54. And that's what that's all about

  55. We're all on a journey, all in different places

  56. We'll all take them to the next step

  57. So let's work together

  58. Focus your eyes on the Lord

  59. And let Him lead us forward

  60. And that being said, let's pray together

  61. Tommy, I know I caught you off guard, did you pray for us?

  62. I'm sorry, go

  63. Good praise report

  64. I just want to thank God

  65. Always is always there for praise, always our power

  66. He hears us

  67. But it wasn't the same praying for me last Sunday

  68. It was God's intervention for sure

  69. My body felt better, stronger

  70. Which I'm doing a lot of stuff, I'll tell you later

  71. But because of that

  72. I unfortunately just messed up myself

  73. I could not get back on first shift

  74. My tendons are terrible

  75. But I really believe it

  76. Because it was not happening last week, two weeks ago

  77. There was somebody that needed to switch on shifts

  78. So I got back on first shift starting last week

  79. Which was really important for me

  80. Because that night shift was filled

  81. And so just for the men praying for me

  82. I just want to say there is power in that prayer

  83. And I believe it really wouldn't have happened

  84. Because I messed up

  85. If you knew what I did

  86. And just messed up my intensa stuff

  87. I don't deserve that chance

  88. But the men stepping up and praying for me

  89. I'm back on first shift

  90. And I'm starting to feel a lot better

  91. A lot mentally healthy, strong

  92. So I just want to say thank you guys

  93. I just thank God for prayer

  94. He had known that it really would help me get back on first shift

  95. And He had requested it

  96. And they told him no

  97. It's not available to you

  98. You can't do it

  99. Can't do it on first shift

  100. And then after we prayed

  101. He said, can you go around?

  102. He said, God is the one who does that

  103. And I said, alright

  104. I'll be right there

  105. Dear God, we thank you for the time and place

  106. That we have to worship you

  107. We came for the rain today

  108. And we grow the plants

  109. And sometime we'll come after

  110. We pray for everyone here

  111. That we be able to pray for the sermon

  112. And we pray for the blessing

  113. And we pray for the grace

  114. Bye bye

  115. Loving kindness, loving kindness, better life

  116. The grace of God's sufficient

  117. It's an auspicious grace

  118. Your power and your glory are forever on display

  119. And your loving kindness, loving kindness, better life

  120. Oh, it's better, oh, better than life

  121. Oh, so much better, Jesus

  122. Oh, loving kindness, better life

  123. There is nothing about me

  124. Nothing about you, I pray

  125. And nothing in this world could ever

  126. When you are gone

  127. You have loving kindness, loving kindness, better life

  128. All your ways are just so

  129. You'll just be by your way

  130. And don't let my hand go on

  131. To grab you and pray

  132. For your loving kindness, loving kindness, better life

  133. Oh, it's better, oh, better than life

  134. Oh, so much better, Jesus

  135. Oh, loving kindness, loving kindness, better life

  136. Jesus, your loving kindness

  137. Is better than life itself

  138. Better than life itself

  139. Jesus, your loving kindness

  140. Is better than life itself

  141. Better than life

  142. Oh, it's better, oh, better than life

  143. Oh, so much better, Jesus

  144. Your loving kindness

  145. Is better than life itself

  146. Oh, better than life

  147. Oh, so much better, Jesus

  148. Your loving kindness

  149. Is better than life itself

  150. Better than life itself

  151. Oh, so much better, Jesus

  152. Your loving kindness

  153. Is better than life itself

  154. Better than life itself

  155. Better than life itself

  156. All righty, if I could have you on your feet this morning

  157. You could give yourself some room if I could have some young persons towards the front

  158. We're gonna get moving this morning

  159. Get up here, come on, you can do it

  160. But I don't get your name all night

  161. But I don't want to see your faces

  162. I'm so glad you're in my life

  163. I'm so glad you came to save us

  164. Jesus, you came from heaven to earth

  165. You will show the way from the earth to the stars

  166. By the death of faith from the cross to the grave

  167. From the grave to the sky

  168. But I don't get your name all night

  169. But I don't get your name all night

  170. But I don't want to see your faces

  171. I'm so glad you're in my life

  172. I'm so glad you came to save us

  173. Jesus, you came from heaven to earth

  174. You will show the way from the earth to the cross

  175. By the death of faith from the cross to the grave

  176. From the grave to the sky

  177. But I don't get your name all night

  178. You came from heaven to earth

  179. You will show the way from the earth to the cross

  180. By the death of faith from the cross to the grave

  181. From the grave to the sky

  182. But I don't get your name all night

  183. Okay, so we've come to that inspirational moment

  184. time that we had earlier this week

  185. and today we're going to do something a little bit different

  186. with more light on my heart

  187. So I'm going to ask you to focus

  188. the way your distractions, whatever's distracting you right now

  189. the side you think, that person's on your mind, that's okay

  190. All right, so pay attention

  191. Zadah, pay attention

  192. Thank you

  193. All right, what we're going to do is we're going to pray together

  194. I don't want you to do it in your head

  195. or out loud while you're sitting and praying with me

  196. We're going to ask God to remind us

  197. what He's been showing us for the last seven days

  198. to remind us what we've read in His Word

  199. and to tell us if He chooses to, tell us something new right now

  200. and then that's what we're going to talk about

  201. whenever He brought back the mind, okay?

  202. So join me in prayer, here we go

  203. God in heaven, you are an awesome God

  204. We love your people

  205. We realize your Word says that you have been working

  206. every moment of every day, even up until now

  207. We realize that you have been showing us things, that you speak to your people

  208. and that sometimes we are dense to hear or recognize what you're doing

  209. You do so through your miraculously protected, powerfully inspired by you, Word of God

  210. Then we might see a verse that really speaks to us

  211. or a verse that leads us to a chain of thought where you really speak to us

  212. or we also know that sometimes you just say, hey stop right there

  213. that's wrong, you're crossing the line

  214. Other times you say, hey go forward, go faster, go stronger, go harder

  215. because it is what's right

  216. So while we're looking back on the week since we were here last

  217. we're asking you right now in this moment

  218. point out to us what it was that you've been saying

  219. what it was that we saw that we need to pay attention to

  220. what it was that you were, how you were working on us

  221. Father, I know that even as we sit here now praying

  222. there are people who have thoughts in their head

  223. that are evil spirits, distractions, or thinking about something else

  224. It's hard to have a single minded focus today

  225. because the world has many voices

  226. and our many evil spirits, they outnumber us

  227. but they don't outnumber your angels, and they don't outnumber you

  228. and they do not have strength that you do not have

  229. and the greater is he that is in us and the greater is he that is in the world

  230. So right now we're praying in the name of the Lord Jesus

  231. to review voices that have nothing to do with you

  232. Lord pass them all out and help us today

  233. listen to what you are saying

  234. show us what you've been saying

  235. and if necessary show us something new right now

  236. that we may speak up and show others

  237. what it is that you're saying in our hearts

  238. and what you're saying in Jesus' name

  239. Alright?

  240. What do you got?

  241. What came to mind?

  242. Go ahead, I got one

  243. So in my journey through the Bible

  244. I'm up to the point where

  245. Saul, Israel's first king, he's king

  246. he doesn't like David, he's looking for him to get rid of him

  247. David's already been anointed by Samuel

  248. and here he was to do the next cave

  249. he's on the run, Saul's trying to kill him

  250. so he's hiding up with his men in a cave

  251. in a cave

  252. and this was just after

  253. I'll get a little ahead of myself because I was reminded of when

  254. here being critical of Jesus about his disciples

  255. meaning the leaf of the field of the Sabbath

  256. and we were reminded of that

  257. they gave David a holy bread

  258. that it was not the grace of God that used David's bed

  259. as a part of this

  260. and one thing I didn't remember about the story I didn't pay attention to

  261. was the priest had asked if his men had

  262. men of the lives of men who made themselves ceremonial

  263. on cleaning at the end of the day

  264. and he said no, that when these men are on the job

  265. they're not going to be able to do that

  266. so David's already feeling a value

  267. as to that about serving God

  268. and being in a proper mindset

  269. and now we're in the cave and Saul finally is in that area

  270. and goes in the cave to take care of some business

  271. and didn't know David was there and David snuck up a cup

  272. he's a robot, this man told him

  273. you know what, this is a good opportunity for you to get rid of him

  274. so this is the key point, he could have went in and killed him

  275. and then take us from

  276. but he knew that it would be wrong to raise a hand on that scouts and goyans

  277. which he totally was

  278. so he cut a piece of the robot

  279. and instead when he left the cave he showed up and said hey I could have taken you out

  280. so sometimes

  281. when sucker tips come to life

  282. you think you're getting directed

  283. in a certain direction, you think you should do something

  284. just based on circumstance, take time to think about

  285. what does the Bible say about it

  286. what does God teach us or something

  287. that I think seems to be the right way to go

  288. but after all we're relying on the scripture

  289. and rethink what you're doing because if David would have killed Saul

  290. then once he teaches those men

  291. and what Bob did, maybe when he's king

  292. and some of them don't like to be killed

  293. they'll come after him and start to value it

  294. and so

  295. also if he would have killed King Saul

  296. then he probably would have killed his entire family

  297. and anyone else, Saul's side

  298. and the whole country would have been in trouble

  299. so take your time and think about doing things right

  300. sometimes there's a way that seems quite, you know, it could quite push you away

  301. Robert says there's a way

  302. that looks right at a man but it leads to death

  303. and I guarantee you

  304. if he'd gone against Saul in that cave

  305. that was not a way that he wanted to go

  306. that was a way that he was taken into a place where God would not want him to be

  307. Good work, very good. Ok, who else?

  308. Ok, I'll tell you mine real quick

  309. So it's interesting how mine relates to yours

  310. because it's Bob Rowe

  311. We were talking about the woman who had the 12 year issue

  312. she had an issue of blood for 12 years

  313. and this came out of the spiritual gift fellowship

  314. we talked about faith as a personal gift on Thursday night

  315. and we talked about the woman who had faith that she could be healed by Jesus

  316. She was looking at Jesus

  317. and she was thinking, I've had this issue for 12 years

  318. and I've literally tried everything else

  319. I've tried every doctor, every medicine, she basically ran herself broke

  320. tried everything she could

  321. and she thought about Jesus and she thought

  322. she didn't think, man I need to go beg him for healing

  323. or I need to go see him

  324. she didn't even feel worthy to go to his presence and ask him to heal her

  325. but she thought if I could just sneak up and touch his robe

  326. if I could just sneak up and touch his robe

  327. then I would be healed

  328. I've had people who believe

  329. they have a conscious knowledge

  330. that there is a God

  331. but not only do they not come to God through Christ

  332. which is the only way somebody can come to God

  333. but they don't feel worthy to do so

  334. I remember when I was a young person before I got saved I was 25

  335. but between the time I was about 11 and 25

  336. I believed there was a God

  337. and I had some incredible

  338. what I almost call holy thoughts about God

  339. I told a story about

  340. my organizational system in my bedroom

  341. some of you young people might relate to this

  342. I had a horizontal organization system

  343. everything I owned was spread out on the floor

  344. there was very little room

  345. you had to nudge something to sit

  346. I had to build the shelves

  347. and then I went back to organizing everything horizontally on the floor

  348. I did not have piles, that's different

  349. I didn't make piles of things

  350. I wanted everything out flat so I could see it

  351. I was leaving with my parents

  352. I was crossing the room and there was a Bible in the middle of the floor

  353. I went to put my foot down and if my foot had come down

  354. it would have stepped on the Bible

  355. it was already a little beat up

  356. it was just a book to me, but it was God's book

  357. I believed in God, but I didn't trust God

  358. I didn't know about Jesus at all

  359. I went to put my foot down and my foot would have landed on that Bible

  360. I said I can't put my foot there

  361. I swung my foot out to try to put it somewhere else

  362. I put it down on a toy and it hurt

  363. I went up collapsing down into my pile of horizontal organization

  364. I got all scraped up and bruised and everything

  365. all because I didn't want to step on that Bible

  366. I wasn't saved, I didn't know God

  367. but I had a sense of His holiness

  368. and I submit to you that in the world right now

  369. amongst lost people there are a lot of people who have been called

  370. to God who kind of get an understanding of that holiness

  371. but they feel unworthy to come to God

  372. or they feel like they can't or they feel like they don't know how

  373. and that's what the Great Commission is all about

  374. that's what Christians are all about, that's what the Church is all about

  375. telling people everywhere, so we should be living for God in a way

  376. that they'll look at us and know that person is something a little bit different

  377. and that has to be perfect, but there's something a little bit odd about them

  378. and then you get in a conversation and tell them

  379. and one of the first things I encourage you to tell them is

  380. it was never the road

  381. or whatever it was, but it's not about coming into close proximity with Jesus

  382. it's not about touching Jesus or touching something that was touched by Jesus

  383. or even coming to church or singing worship songs

  384. or acting like the Church, it's not about anything like that

  385. it's about coming into a right relationship with God

  386. through Jesus' Son

  387. you can try to sneak up on Jesus and be healed

  388. try to sneak up on Jesus and have the plan of your life unfold in a positive way

  389. but it doesn't actually work

  390. the only way to do it is to truly come to Him humbly

  391. let's say confessing our sin, admitting that we have sin, admitting that we're not saved

  392. believing in Jesus Christ as Lord

  393. believing in Him as Savior, that means He paid the price for your sins

  394. knowing that God raised Him from the dead

  395. and receiving salvation, and that's it

  396. and then after that there's no work other than those three things

  397. that can essentially be done and belief is not really a work that we can do

  398. but I submit to you that there are a lot of people in the world that are like that

  399. and our job is to find them and show them what they're already looking for

  400. and I'll end on this illustration

  401. I went to Tony Pacos with a youth pastor and two teenagers

  402. who were looking about bringing the mission team up

  403. there was a young lady there and I got to witnessing with her

  404. and I offered to pray for her and she said okay

  405. and then she came back later and I asked her if she'd stop back at the table

  406. she had a little bit of time, she was working the bar, she came over

  407. she crossed the table and I asked her about her faith

  408. she told me she'd been in a car accident, almost died

  409. died actually right after the accident for like 13 seconds or something

  410. and then almost died after that and wasn't able to walk

  411. and all these things and she had to remake her life

  412. and she said she felt like God was bringing her through that for a purpose

  413. but she didn't know God or who God was

  414. she's openly saying this, I don't know who God was, I don't know how to know God

  415. I don't know anything about God but I felt like God was doing that

  416. and I said well this is what the Bible says and I explained it to her

  417. I did this in the middle of Tony Pacos

  418. and these guys were looking at me like you're a little bit

  419. weird for doing this, especially when we're trying to have a meeting

  420. and then she wound up standing there, tears streaming down her face

  421. and praying to accept she's Christ the Lord and Savior

  422. but the point is she already knew

  423. that God was real and was working in her life

  424. Acts 17 says that God

  425. oriented all of the parameters and boundaries of our lives

  426. so that we might grope around for Him and by some chance find Him

  427. and then realize He was never very far away in the first place

  428. this is the problem, those people that are out there in the world are acting

  429. like fools, they're acting like lost people

  430. this is what they're doing, they're acting like lost people

  431. and they're lost because they have not come into a relationship with God

  432. and I'm going to be a little bit raw about this for a second

  433. sometimes that's because we in the church have not gone as far

  434. and shown them how to do that

  435. sometimes it's because they're too fond of their sin

  436. or sometimes because they're caught up in addiction

  437. or they've got real problems, whatever it might be, there are lots of reasons

  438. and some of them, then there are people that even think that they're saved

  439. and I may be critical when I say this but I think people who think that they're saved in art

  440. are usually worse people, worse, have more sin

  441. more wicked, more problems to their nature and like that

  442. there are people who are not saved

  443. so I say not saved people, they might have a little fear about God and wonder

  444. they might fall down rather than stepping on the Bible

  445. but the people who think they're saved in art, they think they're ok

  446. let's step on that Bible in a minute, I'm not going to hurt myself

  447. and keep from disrespecting God because God loves me

  448. He sent His sons to darkness, so whatever, I can do whatever I want

  449. and they become pretty darn wicked, you know

  450. and then there are people that say, well I know who God is

  451. and I know that's pretty bad too, but I'm not trying to judge people

  452. I'm just saying, that rub was never the issue

  453. and it was when she came and said Jesus and your faith has healed you

  454. and then He basically declared her as saved

  455. and sent her away

  456. don't sneak up on Jesus, come right out of the open

  457. right out of the open and say, look I've got my issues

  458. the Lord Jesus, I'll submit myself to you

  459. alright, 28 and Arjun

  460. real quick, your name just popped in my head, but I was just thinking

  461. it was a book about Jonah, everybody loves Jonah

  462. trying to flee because if you're supposed to come to Nineveh

  463. you can have a whale and spit back out so you can go to Nineveh

  464. but at first you just thought you could flee from God because you never could

  465. and the book just shows him fleeing from God, and he's on a boat

  466. and in the boat, he's in the bottom of the deck

  467. and there's a hole, a little hole where the light can shine in

  468. and it's really funny, so he went to them

  469. across the other side of the earth, literally as far away from Israel as you could

  470. as far away from him as you could

  471. and he's hiding under this boat

  472. and he's like, God can't see him, and there's a light

  473. where the window is peering right through

  474. and it's just missing Jonah, if you would just step up

  475. the light would shine on him, and he's just right here

  476. so it's just like, it's not like anything

  477. but the picture is Jonah thinks he's completely

  478. did it, I got away from God, I got away from my mission

  479. and the light is really shining through this door

  480. like a little doggy door on a boat

  481. and Jonah's this close literally to letting the light shine on him

  482. so God is not, even if you go to the farthest

  483. ends of the earth, no matter where you go, even if you go to the bottom

  484. you're there with me, and I fly in the highest eagle

  485. in the heavens, you're there as well, but God is always there

  486. so just something to think about, no matter what, you can't escape God

  487. and God's not trying to get you to escape, he loves us

  488. he's holy, he's right, he's true, and he's just waiting

  489. for you to just look up and see the light shine

  490. what's interesting about that is he couldn't get up

  491. without getting touched by the light

  492. okay, perfect, got a video blocking the light?

  493. what about that?

  494. so I've actually seen this guy's

  495. talk to me this morning, and it's really, really amazing

  496. but the message in this song is so incredible

  497. because all of us

  498. all of us have problems, and the problem is

  499. we hold on to those problems inside, we don't like to

  500. express them, we don't like to show them, we don't like to share them

  501. but we all have them, and

  502. it gets to the point to where it's so much that

  503. holding onto you that you can't let go of anymore

  504. you're afraid that people will find out the real you

  505. and they might not like the real you

  506. and you have to understand that

  507. you might think that, well God knows who you are

  508. God knows the real you

  509. He knows who you are supposed to be, He knows who you

  510. He wants you to be

  511. so don't hold everything in

  512. and always remember that God knows your pain

  513. your suffering, but there's also His love

  514. which is like no love you'll ever find anywhere else

  515. no husband, no wife, no boyfriend

  516. no girlfriend, no child, can show you the same love

  517. that God can show you, it is not physically possible

  518. for a human being to share the kind of love that God has for us

  519. and that in itself

  520. is an amazing thing because

  521. we don't deserve that kind of love

  522. because of the stuff that we do, the evil things that we've done

  523. or have done or will do in the future

  524. we don't deserve that kind of love

  525. and yet God gives it to us freely and gives it to us daily

  526. so when you ever feel like you're down

  527. and out, just remember that

  528. God knows that, He knows that pain, He knows that hurt

  529. but He also has that

  530. unattainable love that you can get

  531. through His Son, Jesus Christ

  532. the worst thing about the fact that we

  533. that a lot of kids know that we early on memorized

  534. the poor God so loved the world that He saved

  535. or the copy that's on the God's side through several parishes

  536. John 3.16 verse is the fact that we skim right over the force

  537. of God's soul love of the world, that soul is huge

  538. that soul means

  539. in a way that we can't understand it

  540. so much more, so much more intricate

  541. so much more intense, so much more complete

  542. so much more whole, it is a love that

  543. that betters what it loves

  544. and then of course in the Gospel Road, He is love

  545. He is that love

  546. I just wanted to talk about God's love

  547. God's also put love in us, it may not be ultimate love

  548. but it's like when you read out to that woman that she knew

  549. it looked like they both strayed away in that video

  550. but they were actually coming to find her, the other two weren't looking for her

  551. but when they found her they consoled her

  552. and so even though we are going through our roughest time

  553. there are people just going through stuff just as worse

  554. and if we are just caught up in our mess and deal with our own selves

  555. we couldn't be a blessing to others as well

  556. so we are not the only ones that are suffering

  557. Sometimes we have to reach out, you know, even while we're suffering to help those and the same token

  558. That woman that saw she was on her own

  559. Her best friend found her because it looked like you know that she was struggling that no she found her

  560. So I would say because God still loves his work

  561. He's put loving people and we do need to sometimes be sincere to others to reach out

  562. So that people can reach out to you. It's hard because we can't always love

  563. You can't always be there, but there's still love inside of humanity

  564. It's not to put your trust back in humanity

  565. It's but it's to put your love and trust back in the God that he's given us humanity

  566. Anybody else?

  567. Just sort of stuck on the video and it reminded me of a theory and I'm listening to remember the names of it

  568. But basically this theory that came into my head that I must have read about somewhere when I was watching that

  569. Basically is about the versions of self

  570. self image that should be said but basically the idea is that there are three

  571. You's as you could say you that only you know

  572. You that only your close friends and family, you know, your circle of people knows who there's a you that the world sees

  573. And it just kind of got me thinking in that video. There's a whole nother you there's a you that God only knows and

  574. You don't know that you

  575. At least not all of it

  576. There are pieces of yourself that are that are that you don't

  577. You don't even see on your own

  578. It's like you don't know the problem

  579. Amen, that is hard

  580. Especially considering how much we lose focus

  581. When we start to go out of problems

  582. Well, I'm the only person that has this problem with my situation or whatever

  583. And you're just seeing how I'm the you that God only knows

  584. That's all good stuff

  585. Okay, we're gonna pray together. We'll be tied off a little more worship and then go to the word

  586. Jason, would you pray for us as and remember the tithes and offerings and then as we go forward is do

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  620. As I was sitting there we were singing those last two songs I

  621. Became even a little bit more intimidated by this word that the Lord has been sharing with me this last week

  622. That's unusual actually because usually by the time I get up here. I have dealt with it

  623. I have repented and committed myself to the Lord in the way that I'm best understanding it and now I stand before you

  624. Even further convicted of what we've been studying what I've been God and I have been doing

  625. I guess you could say this last seven days and so here we go

  626. First of all, you see the act. There's a couple of four matters. We got to deal with before you see the title

  627. It is a slow-acting poison and its antidote

  628. We've been talking about and Moses has been preparing the Israelites to go into the promised land

  629. We've been talking about what he was giving them like teachings that he was giving them to help them to understand

  630. What they would face while they're in there and how they would eventually stray from God

  631. That's what we've largely been talking about and he's been giving them some proactive

  632. Suggestions and either there, you know, that's not really a strong enough word

  633. But commands almost about how to be prepared and how to handle what would happen to them and through them and in them

  634. And what God was going to be doing and what the enemy was going to be doing

  635. Once they got into the promised land because he's not going with them as you may recall

  636. So now in this in chapter 9

  637. Moses talks to them about a slow-acting poison now

  638. We've already talked about idolatry and we've talked about the being tempted or being distracted aside by the wealth that they would receive

  639. Those were two things that he radically warned them about and we talked about those in the last two or three weeks

  640. But now we see in this passage scripture that there is a slow-acting poison that is built into being God's people

  641. That will eventually kill your forward progress if not your soul in the kingdom of God

  642. And it so it's a pretty big deal

  643. All right, so two more things so first second thing is

  644. You may have heard and it's been it's been kind of tossed around and comments that people have made

  645. About how sometime and it happened I can almost tell you what decade it happened in it happened around 2000 between

  646. 1995 to 2005 where there became this impetus to give everybody who participates in

  647. Kids sports youth sports, whatever a medal

  648. Okay, and so no longer was it you know

  649. Most valuable player and so they just give everybody a medal everybody gets a medal

  650. even the guy who only showed up to one or two practices and maybe only you know sat the bench and just played like a minute

  651. Each game because he really wasn't practiced really wasn't there but they had to play him so they did so everybody gets the same medal

  652. And then there's a lot of like backlash against that amongst and I'm going to be honest with you amongst people like me

  653. Who feel like excellence deserves its own reward. That's justice, right? If someone does well, they should be rewarded

  654. So if they are the they perform well are the most valuable player they should get it and if they only you know show up to

  655. A few practices here or there and don't do what they are supposed to do

  656. Then they shouldn't get the same medal as somebody else who shows up and performs and so that that fits with my sense of justice

  657. But I'm going to show you today

  658. the problem with the metal system and

  659. even though the world got there to the place of

  660. sharing the

  661. Giving the medal to everyone the wrong way they got there the wrong way not in a biblical way not in a godly way

  662. I'm going to show you how

  663. Everyone getting a medal does have some merit and we should be a little careful

  664. To to blow off that system. Okay. All right, then there's a third thing. I want to talk to you briefly about the underdog

  665. Okay, so I wrote this there is an underdog

  666. He fights for what he believes in he has continued to stand up against the system. He sees as unfair

  667. He will never change

  668. Resisting to the very end against what he sees as an oppressive overlord

  669. Even until he is finally caught and will spend the remainder of his life in torment

  670. But will never yield before then despite the obvious fact that he cannot win

  671. a

  672. Little paragraph about the underdog

  673. Sounds good, right?

  674. Almost kind of seems like how we sort of picture Christians a little bit

  675. It sounds like the kind of tenacity that humans value the one who doesn't quit because they know they what they think they know

  676. What the right is and the justice is and they just won't quit

  677. In fact in some lesser way many would choose to emulate that person that's described there wouldn't they?

  678. They might be inspired to rebel against perceived injustice

  679. They might be inspired to stand for their beliefs and to do so against all odds based on this count this account alone

  680. Is he not courageous?

  681. according to this account

  682. I'll read it again briefly. It says there is an underdog

  683. He fights for what he believes in he has continued to stand up against a system. He sees as unfair

  684. He will never change

  685. Resisting to the very end against what he sees as an oppressive overlord

  686. Even until he is finally caught and will spend the remainder of his life in torment

  687. But will never yield before then despite the obvious fact that he cannot win

  688. Almost sounds good

  689. Is he not courageous according to this account?

  690. Now what if I told you that that paragraph is about the devil and I said it this way the devil is an underdog

  691. He fights for what he believes in which is his right to kill steal and destroy his rights to rule and the tainted

  692. Wicked worship of the human race toward the false gods that he ordains

  693. He has continued to stand up against the system

  694. He sees as unfair human beings being allowed access to God and the good things of life a system

  695. That places him below God's human creation man

  696. He will never change

  697. He will be evil always and the father of lies

  698. He will be resisting to the very end against what he sees as an oppressive overlord

  699. God who is love even until Satan is finally once and for all put down

  700. And will spend the remainder of his life in torment

  701. But will never yield before then devouring as many as he can luring humans into his traps

  702. And all this despite the obvious fact that he cannot win

  703. I am an underdog

  704. Amongst the human race and faced with opposition like demons in the world systems

  705. I stand up for my belief and I stand up against the system warped by Satan's hatred of God and people's confused emulation of him

  706. I will never change

  707. I have been regenerated by the God of heaven and his Holy Spirit and if I change it all it will be to be more like Jesus

  708. I will resist even unto my death the tactics of Satan and my true enemies

  709. This I will do knowing that if Jesus does not come again before my time I will die for my Lord

  710. But I will not spend eternity in torment rather I will spend it with God in the place that he is preparing for me

  711. This I will do knowing despite any losses I may take I cannot lose

  712. I submit to you that the rebels of the world emulate Satan because they do not have Christians to emulate

  713. They emulate Satan because the people who are in the Kingdom of God who are receiving the promised Kingdom of God

  714. Who are receiving the destination the eternal destination that lasts forever and bliss

  715. Those people are not standing up as examples as rebels against the world system

  716. So that people who are in the world who feel inside themselves and need to rebel

  717. Rather than rebelling against Satan and the world system which is what they should be doing

  718. They rebel against God following the only example that they are given on a daily basis

  719. Which is the devil and the evil system that he has so aptly put in place

  720. Oh yes I know all creation glorifies God I get that

  721. But a simple message of how good God is and that we should go to him

  722. Compared to that every moment every day of their family friends TV social media everywhere that they go

  723. Being pushed on them that God is not good that he is an oppressive overlord

  724. And they should stand against him and their need to rebel which is created in them

  725. So that they will rebel against the world system and turn to God

  726. Their need to rebel is then harnessed to be that underdog more like the first chapter the one that they think is awesome

  727. But they're rebelling for the wrong reason

  728. Grab your Bibles if you would and turn with me then maybe a hoot a holler amen as we go to Deuteronomy chapter 9

    Deuteronomy 9 chapter mention

  729. This is God's word it is an effective word you can know that for sure whether we are affected by it or not

  730. Will really be up to us in our willingness

  731. I'm going to read the chapter here we go it's chapter 9

  732. Here oh Israel you are crossing over the Jordan today to go into dispossessed nations greater and mightier than you

  733. Great cities fortified to heaven a people great and tall the sons of Anakim

  734. Whom you know and of whom you have heard it said who can stand before the sons of Anak

  735. Okay so through this point he's basically telling them what's about to happen

  736. I want you to notice a couple things first of all see the word today now it wasn't literally today right

  737. In fact they would not go in that day it means in this era at this time it means this is what's happening

  738. This is the era in which you live it has always been given to God's people to know the era in which they live

  739. You should be realistic about the era in which you live and I think we could say certain things

  740. It is the era in which many things buy for our attention

  741. There era as in which we from childhood on are taught to not focus on one thing

  742. But rather to live a balanced rhythmic existence absorbing and appreciating many things and that that by that means you will be blessed

  743. And all of that is wrong by the way there is one place that our focus belongs and I think you know what it is

  744. At least you should

  745. Second thing in there it says a people great and tall the sons of Anakim this is a great enemy

  746. And when faced with a great enemy and considering yourself an underdog

  747. When you've heard the things like who can stand before the sons of Anak when you realize that the opposition that is before you

  748. I'll just be plain with you in my flesh as a normal human being if Satan came in this room and said hey shut up I would be scared

  749. He's an eternal being with power granted him by God I know he's only been granted that power only so much power

  750. And he can't just kill me unless God says it's okay he can't actually make me shut up unless God says that he is allowed to and so on

  751. But he's an eternal being and he might come as whatever he might look like whatever or whoever and I can admit I think I would be scared

  752. At the same time I understand courage is when something inside you powerful motivating pushes you past your fear

  753. And I hope I would know that he was in me is greater than he is in the world but our enemies are large or obtrusive

  754. They stick out they make a big impact

  755. Verse 3 says this know therefore today that it is the Lord your God who is crossing over before you as a consuming fire

  756. I preached a sermon about a month ago now which was from Deuteronomy earlier on about how God is a consuming fire

  757. And the phrase is in there God is a consuming fire and of course then it's been re-quoted in the New Testament

  758. But the fact is that God has a trait that he is a consuming fire

  759. And when I preached that sermon I took some heat and it was basically no pun intended there although that is kind of funny

  760. But I took some heat because people were telling me that I was preaching a message that that nobody wants to hear

  761. That nobody wants to hear that God is a consuming fire

  762. Well if that's true that God is a consuming fire that I submit to you that if no one wants to hear it

  763. It's because they think they're about to be burned up right they're about to be affected by that

  764. But God is whether you like to hear it or not I'm here to say if you're one of those people in this room I apologize

  765. For stepping on your toes but the bottom line is that God is a consuming fire and here it says that he would go before him

  766. I want to use an illustration at this point kind of a little puzzle riddle that goes back a ways

  767. And that illustration is if you were on an abandoned island there's no one else on the island right

  768. And there's grass it's about waist high on the island if you were on that island and a fire broke out on one end of the island

  769. It broke out on the west end of the island and the wind is blowing from the west to the east pretty quickly

  770. And it's pushing the fire along so that where you're standing on the island will eventually be consumed in fire

  771. Everything on the island has these weeds and you can cut down some and make a hole for yourself

  772. But the bottom line is there will be fire all around you and even unless you got it all the way down to the dirt

  773. You don't have a shovel whatever so the riddle goes like this what do you do?

  774. How do you survive in that circumstance where you can't leave the island let's say the water is

  775. Sharconfested or it's a deep cliff or whatever you can't leave the island but how do you survive when that fire is being pushed along the island

  776. At you know seven mile per hour or whatever because whatever the wind pushes it that's pretty much how fast a fire goes generally speaking

  777. It's running along the island you're going to be burned alive how do you survive it and some of us know the answer what's the answer?

  778. Nope I mean you could pray for a miracle, somebody else got it? Say it again?

  779. Nope because it's the whole I mean you could try that but the fire is covering the whole island

  780. You wouldn't be able there's nowhere you could run that wouldn't be on fire

  781. Say it again?

  782. No predetermined can't go in the water whether sharks or cliffs you take your pick

  783. Okay maybe we haven't heard this one before good that's fine you'll like it okay so what you do is you set what's called a backfire

  784. You take some of the fire where it's burning you take it over to the other side of the island the last like third or whatever and you set it on fire

  785. As that happens the fire that's pushing this way will burn up the middle space the fire that's there will be pushed that way will burn everything down that's in that remaining space

  786. Then when the fire comes to you you walk into the space that's now been burned down to nothing and the fire comes to you and you're not burned

  787. Because you're in the space that's already been burned down to nothing it's on the backfire okay

  788. So God is a consuming fire is a very scary message I totally get that okay and as I said I took some heat from some people because that's a message nobody wants to hear

  789. But I submit to you the very same messages that we sometimes don't want to hear are the very same messages that we desperately need to hear

  790. And more than that employ them in our lives because here we see the consuming fire of God going before them into the land of Israel

  791. I get it sometimes you're under wrath because you sinned against God in fact the truth is we probably all have sins all the time

  792. And just God could just send us all to hell and be completely justified but because of grace he has saved us okay

  793. So then you do things that you should do and God resists your course because it's not good for you and you feel the consuming fire of God

  794. And you're like oh man I don't want to hear about that anymore because I keep screwing up and I keep feeling the wrath of God

  795. And I get that it's an unpleasant message but here's the reality when you are doing what it is that you are supposed to be doing

  796. Or at least advancing along the course that God has for you it is that very same consuming fire that is going before you to clear the path

  797. Notice here in Deuteronomy what he says is

  798. It is the Lord your God who is crossing over before you as a consuming fire when God destroys the people in the promised land

  799. It was God as a consuming fire that caused that to happen it says he will destroy them and he will subdue them before you

  800. So that you may drive them out and destroy them quickly just as the Lord has spoken to you

  801. We know in chapter 8 it said not too quickly so we don't want the wild animals of the land to become overpowering

  802. But he said quickly he will destroy them just as the Lord has spoken to you

  803. Do not say in your heart when the Lord your God has driven them out before you because of my righteousness the Lord has brought me in to possess this land

  804. But it is because of the wickedness of those nations that the Lord is dispossessing them before you

  805. In other words God was not going in as a consuming fire because Israel was awesome

  806. Or because they had matching uniforms or whatever right

  807. He was going in as a consuming fire because the people that he was consuming the people was wiping out to make room for his nation

  808. Deserved what they were about to get they deserved it

  809. He held Egypt he held Israel in Egypt for over 400 years possibly 430 years

  810. Waiting for these people to come to full measure in their sin now they have and God is going to send his people in

  811. Notice the phrase also dispossessing you remember even though we always get kind of cracked on in the apologetic circle

  812. Because God ordained the wiping out of everybody that lived in the promised land to make room for his people actually people were allowed to flee

  813. They could run away if they wanted but there was the people that stayed and fought that died right

  814. God wiped out everybody that stayed and fought including the man woman and child anybody that stayed and fought because basically they were hopeless

  815. Because they didn't realize that God was doing what God was doing there's no stopping that so if they stayed then they were destroyed

  816. But if they ran they were allowed to run the Lord is dispossessing them before you

  817. I submit to you that all of your dreams will be built out of the shatters and the tatters of someone else's dreams

  818. This is not a new earth it may be a new earth overall compared to what people think is an older

  819. But the bottom line is your money if you pull out the paper money that's in your pocket it was not printed today

  820. When you get new money from the bank and it looks like it was just printed it wasn't printed today

  821. It was printed a long time ago may have been in storage for a while

  822. But the bottom line is multiple people have had it since before you had it is not just money either your car

  823. Right was in the hands of someone else unless you bought it like mint stock new from the factory

  824. It was in the hands of multiple people before it ever got to you in fact people more people profited by it

  825. In the process of getting it from where it was created to you, then you'll ever know

  826. Untold people the bottom line is we're building all that we are building out of the tatters of all that went before us

  827. And the creation is working against some people but the bottom but really God is dispossessing those who went before us

  828. To give us something awesome if you have something awesome that God gave you

  829. He gave it to you over top of the ruined hopes and dreams of others that went before you

  830. Verse five says it is not for your righteousness or for the uprightness of your heart that you are going to possess their land

  831. But it is because of the wickedness of these nations that the Lord your God is driving them out before you in order to confirm the oath

  832. Which the Lord spoke to your fathers to Abraham Isaac and Jacob

  833. So we've got really essentially two factors it's the not righteousness of the people in the land and the righteousness of God

  834. And notice how when the righteousness of God meets the not righteous in the people of the land what happens

  835. The not righteous get eliminated or dispossessed right but God's righteousness remains always that way

  836. God's righteousness always remains and so if you run up against God's righteousness well what's going to happen to you the same thing

  837. God is a consuming fire but if you will ride the wave of God's righteousness essentially then God will go before you

  838. And do what it is that God wants to do and he will make for you incredible things rewarding you even in this lifetime

  839. And I'm not I'm not preaching a health and wealth gospel with the bottom line is Jesus said they will whoever gives whoever leaves behind

  840. Wife and home and blah blah blah for me will have that much more and more in this lifetime and he added the phrase in this lifetime

  841. And so the bottom line is as you walk the path of holiness toward heaven God will pave the way before you

  842. But what happens you start to get some good stuff this is a couple chapters back and you start thinking well now I've got some good stuff

  843. And I got to protect it and you stop along the way in a rest area and start protecting your stuff

  844. And you're not walking the path a consuming fire goes on before you and pretty soon it circles back and it destroys you too

  845. Because you're more about the stuff that God gave you than the path that God had you on or you get into idolatry

  846. You go a little ways along and things are going pretty well and over here is people want you to do this and you can just have sex

  847. A few more times a week if you do it with these temple prostitutes and so on or you can feel that serotonin in that

  848. Endorphins in your brain if you watch some more sports or if you if you go to more concerts or if you eat better food

  849. Or go out and let people serve you and pay 50 bucks a meal to let people serve you and you'll feel better than if you made it yourself

  850. And you believe all this idolatry essentially and then you're off the course again and the consuming fire will circle back and it'll deal with you

  851. But that's the reality of what we're facing here

  852. But if we continue on the road of holiness that God has put us on that consuming fire goes before the believers

  853. And it does not go before the believers because of the righteousness of the believers but rather because of the righteousness of God

  854. Second factor then is the oath that the Lord made God will always keep his promises

  855. Jesus said if I go to prepare a place for you I will come again and I will take you there to be with me period end of story

  856. That's a promise you could take it to the eternal bank. That's what's going to happen

  857. He's actively preparing a place for you believer right now in heaven. He's taking you there

  858. If he's taking you there, why are you so concerned about what's going on here?

  859. Unless you're trying to make it about God and take everything that's under your control in the direction of the kingdom of God

  860. Then why are you so concerned and that is exactly what?

  861. Moses is calling us to to make everything that we have control over about the kingdom of God verse 6

  862. No, then it is not because of your righteousness that the Lord your God is giving you this good land to possess

  863. For you are a stubborn people a stubborn people

  864. Remember do not forget how you provoked the Lord your God to wrath in the wilderness

  865. From the day that you left the land of Egypt until you arrived at this place

  866. They were always doing it you have been rebellious against the Lord even at Horeb

  867. You provoked the Lord to wrath and the Lord was so angry with you that he would have destroyed you

  868. When I went up to the mountain received the tablets of stone the tablets of the covenant which the Lord had made with you

  869. Then I remained on the mountain for 40 days and nights and either ate bread or drank water

  870. That's a long time to not eat or drink 40 days and nights verse 10

  871. And the Lord gave me the two tablets of the stone written by the finger of God

  872. And on them were all the words which the Lord had spoken with you at the mountain from the midst of the fire on the day of the assembly

  873. So he put all that stuff on there God did God put it on there and gave it over to Moses

  874. And verse 11 says and it came about at the end of 40 days and nights the Lord gave me the two tablets of stone

  875. The tablets of the covenant then the Lord said to me arise go down from here quickly for your people whom you brought out of Egypt have acted corruptly

  876. They have quickly turned aside from the way which I commanded them they have made a molten image for themselves

  877. The Lord spoke further to me saying I have seen this people and indeed it is a stubborn people

  878. Let me alone God said let me alone that I may destroy them and blot out their name from under heaven

  879. And I will make of you he said to Moses I'll make of you a nation mightier and greater than they

  880. 15 says so I turned and came down from the mountain while the mountain was burning with fire

  881. And the two tablets of the covenant were in my two hands and I saw that you had indeed sinned against the Lord your God

  882. You had made for yourselves a molten calf you had turned aside quickly from the way which the Lord had commanded you

  883. And I told and I'm sorry and I took hold of the two tablets and threw them from my hands and smashed them before your eyes

  884. I fell down before the Lord as at the first 40 days and nights I neither ate bread nor drank water

  885. Because of all your sin which you had committed in doing what was evil in the sight of the Lord to provoke him to anger

  886. I think it's interesting that's 40 days plus 40 days and even if you got a little break in the middle

  887. He had 40 days plus 40 days that's that's something else and you could make a lot of theology out of that

  888. And say well it was 40 days learning the will the Lord then the will the Lord was broken

  889. And then it was another 40 days repenting of the fact that he that the will the Lord had been broken

  890. That follow for I was afraid of the anger and hot displeasure with which the Lord was wrathful against you in order to destroy you

  891. But the Lord listened to me that time also and the Lord was angry also enough with Aaron to destroy him

  892. So I also prayed for Aaron at the same time and I took your sinful thing the calf which you had made

  893. And burned it with fire and crushed it grinding it very small until it was as fine as dust

  894. And I threw its dust into the brook that came down from the mountain verse 22 again at Taberah and at Massa

  895. And at Kibroth-Hatava you provoked the Lord to wrath

  896. Now I submit to you if we stop there for a second and we try to list our own list

  897. My list of when I have provoked the Lord to wrath would probably be pretty long it's more than I know

  898. And it would probably take me to a pretty dark place if I thought about it long enough

  899. Verse 23 and when the Lord sent you from Kadesh Barnea saying that's where they stopped before they were going to go into the promised land

  900. He said go up and possess the land which I have given you then you rebelled against the command of the Lord your God

  901. You neither believed him nor listened to his voice

  902. You have been rebellious against the Lord from the day I knew you

  903. I'm going to ask you have you been rebellious against the Lord from the day God invited you into the kingdom?

  904. Verse 25 so I fell down before the Lord the forty days and nights which I did because the Lord had said he would destroy you

  905. And I prayed to the Lord and said oh Lord God do not destroy thy people even thine inheritance

  906. Whom thou hast redeemed through thy greatness Whom thou hast brought out of Egypt with a mighty hand

  907. Remember thy servants Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob

  908. Do not look at the stubbornness of this people or at their wickedness or their sin

  909. And so there's a whole sermon in there that we would beg God not to look at our stubbornness or our wickedness or our sin

  910. And the difference between the three

  911. Stubbornness is when you keep not doing what you're supposed to do

  912. Wickedness is when you keep intentionally doing what you're not supposed to do

  913. And sin is when you either don't do what you're supposed to do or do what you're not supposed to do

  914. Generically speaking

  915. And you could have a whole sermon right there

  916. Verse 28 otherwise the land from which thou didst bring us may say

  917. So now you're talking about Egypt right

  918. Because the Lord was not able to bring them into the land which he had promised them

  919. And because he hated them he has brought them out to slay them in the wilderness

  920. So Moses made this argument to God

  921. If you destroy them now then people are going to think about you that you were not able to do what you said you were going to do

  922. And so you brought them out here and destroyed them rather than doing what you said you were going to do

  923. It's an argument from God's righteousness an argument from God's power

  924. Verse 29 we're almost done

  925. Yet they are thy people even thine inheritance

  926. Whom thou hast brought out by thy great power and thine outstretched arm

  927. Alright so in this section of scripture we see several things

  928. The first thing is the poison the slow acting poison that I warned you about

  929. Has anybody figured out what it is?

  930. The slow acting poison

  931. The slow acting poison what he's warning us about what he's warning the Israelites about what I'm now here I think to warn us about

  932. Is comparing oneself to others

  933. See they were thinking that they took the promised land

  934. That they were taking the promised land

  935. That they were being led into the promised land

  936. Because they were better than the people who lived in the promised land

  937. They could say well we never sacrificed our children in the fire to the false god Molech

  938. However while Moses was up on the mountain and the fire was still there receiving the command of God

  939. They did take the gold and silver jewelry and make it into a calf sat down to eat and got up to play

  940. Which means have an orgy basically

  941. Have sex all over the place in honor of the false god that they have created for themselves

  942. So are they really better?

  943. But that's not really the point is it?

  944. The point is that there is a disease that human beings have

  945. Not on the list of diseases

  946. There is a psychological problem that human beings have

  947. It's the natural outflow of the selfish nature

  948. It's not on the list of insanities

  949. Although it's getting close when you think about this what they call social media

  950. Dysphoria basically you watch social media and you think that's real life

  951. And you start feeling all depressed inside yourself

  952. And you think that might actually be an insanity that people are creating

  953. That's new relatively new

  954. In our selfish nature we have a tendency to exercise our senses and perceive

  955. When we see the image of God walking around in flesh

  956. And we look at that other person and just as we are warned not to covet

  957. Or to love our neighbor as ourselves

  958. Just as we were warned in the Ten Commandments on how to relate to one another

  959. At the same time we look at them and we think

  960. Just as God was so gracious to us to share in the inspirational moment when we prayed and asked him to do so

  961. We think oh man they've got it all together

  962. They've got what they need

  963. How often I have heard someone say to me and I'm not chastising anybody

  964. I'm hurting or I'm going I'm in a dark place or I'm sad today or I'm depressed or I'm broken

  965. Or I'm really struggling or this has been really hard or I'm mourning the loss of my loved one

  966. And they are literally being crushed under the weight of a burden of internal stress

  967. And their core is about to crumble

  968. And they've become aware of it in their present circumstances

  969. That my core is about to crumble

  970. Alright here is the reality of life, are you ready? I'm going to tell you the reality of life right now

  971. Everyone's core is about to crumble

  972. That's it

  973. Under death the wages of sin is death means that you will be crushed away from having a proper relationship with God

  974. And the wages of sin is death doesn't end when somebody gets saved

  975. It literally says the wages of sin is death but the gift of God is eternal life, bless you

  976. So it doesn't end, so you are in sin, you sin against God

  977. And the wages of that sin is a separation between you and the person you were created to have a relationship with

  978. And the power source, I read an article, don't know if it's true or not, I'm not trying to preach the news

  979. But an article said that California was telling people who own electric cars not to charge their electric cars

  980. Which is super ironic because they were the first state to pass laws saying that eventually everyone has to have electric cars

  981. So it was kind of ironic but I didn't read the article so I don't know the truth of it so don't hold me on that

  982. But when I thought about that I thought this is what we do

  983. We go to the ends of the earth to try to make somebody better, teach, preach, tell them what they need to do

  984. While all the while we ourselves are just about to crumble

  985. And what we do is then make that person, if they should even put in a serious effort, twice as much a son of hell as we are

  986. There is only one way to be saved and that is to come into a proper relationship with God through Jesus Christ

  987. And that's what it means when Jesus said you can do nothing except that which you go through me

  988. Unless you completely depend on Jesus, again today you are on the verge of crumbling

  989. You say no, no that's not true, I feel okay, I'm good

  990. What if later today somebody that you love or yourself or whatever suffers a terrible tragedy

  991. What if our church, God forbid, loses somebody integral to who we are today

  992. Anybody that's in this room, anybody in this room, I'm being transparent right now

  993. If somebody before me, and probably most people that are joining us online right now, dies today, I'm going to be hit

  994. It's going to hurt me, it's going to strike through to my heart in a way that I cannot describe to you

  995. And you've probably been there, because you've been hit at some point in time and felt like oh I can't take this

  996. And I'm submitting that probably if you're here today and hearing this gospel we preach

  997. Then you now realize that it was God who shored up your infrastructure, who gave you the strength and the power to continue under the worst of things

  998. So many times in my life I've faced what I would never want to face and then God from the inside

  999. It wasn't like somebody called me on the phone and said hey you're going to be okay

  1000. Because frankly I wouldn't have believed him, somebody calls me and says I'm going to be okay when I'm really hurting

  1001. I don't believe them, do you? Really? Who would it be? Would it be me?

  1002. Would you believe me if I called you when you were in the worst moment of your life and said hey you're going to be okay?

  1003. Now it takes something more than that, doesn't it? It takes a spiritual, emotional lifting up

  1004. Now sometimes God uses somebody to do that, don't get me wrong, there is a spiritual gift of encouragement

  1005. But even the spiritual gift of encouragement taps into the strength that is God, otherwise it's nothing

  1006. You get a phone call from somebody you haven't heard from in 10 years and says hey you're going to be okay

  1007. And you're like yeah I know you, I trust you, I'm going to believe what you say

  1008. If you do that, it is sorcery at best and idolatry probably, it's nothing to do with God

  1009. The bottom line is we are all at all times on the verge of collapsing down

  1010. We may get to heaven and find out that when you look into outer space and see those black holes

  1011. Where there are no stars and no light and you know the gravity there must be huge

  1012. And they occasionally see like a star or a planet or something that might be consumed, sucked in and just gone

  1013. Whether it goes to another galaxy or whatever, whatever you believe is true

  1014. Bottom line is that that black hole is probably the purest representation of the human soul in all creation

  1015. We are vacuous and when the Bible says the Holy Spirit comes and takes up residence in us

  1016. He is the only one who can fill that space and shore up its walls and make it solid and to last

  1017. And so when we look at others, we go oh they got a new car, they got new shoes, they got new pants, they got a new storyline

  1018. There's something cool going on, oh look how cute she is doing the fancy dance

  1019. Right, well watch that 17 times and we're watching this crap or we're watching TV right

  1020. That's my favorite actor, every movie he's ever been in, I've always loved every movie he's ever been in

  1021. Oh this one's not that great, but I love him and so I must love this movie

  1022. Or look at my new car that I've got, now I'm going to be okay and I'm not going to have to worry about my transportation

  1023. While all of that is going on, it's not affecting your soul in any positive way

  1024. We're all on the verge of crash, there was a girl that was at Pizza Hut that I was witnessing too

  1025. I say a girl, but she was like in her mid-20s and she was the Pizza Hut store manager, just got promoted

  1026. And I had witnessed her at a management meeting about like a month before the incident I'm about to describe

  1027. I told her about Jesus, I told her about God and I asked her to be saved and she had declined

  1028. And I was terrified the whole time, I was terrified the whole time I was talking to her

  1029. And she's like, no, I'll think about it, I'll pray about it, whatever, and she let it go

  1030. And about a month later, her promotion came through officially, she got her salary increased and everything

  1031. And the day she got her salary increased, she went out and bought a motorcycle

  1032. And I heard she bought a motorcycle on the phone, she said she bought a nice new motorcycle

  1033. This is like 2000 or something, it's about like a 2000 or a 1999 motorcycle, like 8 grand, whatever she financed it

  1034. And I heard about it like almost immediately, because you know, I'm a motorcycle driver, in my core I enjoy driving motorcycles

  1035. But I don't worship motorcycles or idolize them, but God makes me like think and I'm not tempted to get on my phone

  1036. I have, I will admit, read the Ten Commandments while driving my motorcycle, I put them on the inside of my windshield

  1037. And read them over and over as I was driving down the road, and the books of the Bible, memorizing the books of the Bible

  1038. Put that on the inside of my windshield whenever I was, nothing going on, I was doing

  1039. So I have read while I was driving my motorcycle and while I'm driving my car, but the bottom line is, while I'm on my motorcycle

  1040. I feel like I can focus, I can think about God, I don't have a motorcycle currently because motorcycles are expensive

  1041. And I didn't, at that time, I did have a motorcycle, but it was broke down, it was like a 1200 dollar repair

  1042. And I didn't have the money to replace it, so when I heard that she bought a motorcycle, I'm like, holy crud, she has the life I want

  1043. I'm a follower of Jesus trying to tell her to get saved, and she, and that's what I thought as a young Christian, I thought

  1044. Oh man, she has the life I want, she just got a new motorcycle

  1045. Two hours later, I got the phone call that she drove the motorcycle off the lot on her test permit

  1046. Never having driven a motorcycle before, lost control of it, two blocks away from the lot, hit the curb, flipped the bike, totaled the bike, 8 grand bike

  1047. And was in the hospital

  1048. Took her three months to learn to walk again, she lost her job at Pizza Hut because she didn't tell them anything of what was going on

  1049. Or she didn't keep them in the loop after that, so she was no longer store manager, no longer had a motorcycle

  1050. And went through terrible agony and pain, and when I heard that she had, it didn't even strike me that I had said she has the life that I want

  1051. Didn't even strike me that I had done that

  1052. I just immediately went to prayer for her, prayed that God would miraculously heal her

  1053. And then later it came back to me and I was shamed by the fact that that initial report that she had the motorcycle that I wished I had

  1054. Had somehow affected me, listen to me, your soul is going to remain your soul

  1055. And there's only one person that can deal with your soul and your heart and regenerate it

  1056. And that is God the Father through his son Jesus Christ

  1057. Comparing yourself to others in whatever condition

  1058. They're cuter than me, they're fatter than me, they're thinner than me, they're smarter than me, they're faster than me, they're stronger than me, they're weaker than me

  1059. Listen, most people are physically stronger than I am

  1060. It's a fact, yet I do more physical labor than 80% of the people I know

  1061. I literally moved last year, wait for it, 100,000 pounds of groceries, myself

  1062. And Jamie moved almost that much

  1063. And by the time Tommy's done this year he will have moved that much

  1064. Now Tommy's pretty strong so he's not the best illustration

  1065. But Jamie and I are physically weaker than most people we know

  1066. And yet we move tens of thousands of pounds of groceries every year

  1067. While most people clickety clackety the keyboard or talk on the phone or drive their car for a living or whatever

  1068. Your physical strength is literally irrelevant

  1069. What you look like is irrelevant

  1070. You will die, go to heaven

  1071. The bottom line is we're all suffering under the effects of creation

  1072. Our bodies are all messed up

  1073. Now if you are willingly not taking care of your body and taking it to a place that it should not go

  1074. Then you have missed that command where the Lord says

  1075. This is a physical temple in which the Holy Spirit and your spirit dwell

  1076. And you have a responsibility to take care of it

  1077. I am not weaker than most people for lack of trying

  1078. I have literally done curls with weights to the tune of like 50,000 curls

  1079. Now I can show you my bicep and it looks pretty good

  1080. But compared to Michael's it's nothing

  1081. It's literally like a twig

  1082. Or to Tony or Ron

  1083. We got a couch out of a truck last night out of a van last night

  1084. I could barely lift it like an inch and Arjun just grabbed the end and hauled it out

  1085. Because he's twice as strong as I am I get that

  1086. Am I yearning for his strength?

  1087. No

  1088. Here's what I know

  1089. Physically, emotionally, psychologically, spiritually

  1090. There is absolutely no better person to be in the place that you are in

  1091. To have a relationship with God the Father

  1092. He has orchestrated your life and the boundaries of your life

  1093. Stop pitting yourself over your condition or your health concerns

  1094. Or say well somebody else is God

  1095. And just do what it is that God would have you to do

  1096. I run on ahead of myself but the bottom line is

  1097. Comparing yourself to others is going to lead you to either

  1098. A lack of repentance

  1099. Because you say I'm already better, I'm already doing a good job

  1100. What is this little problem that I have? It's okay, I'm doing that

  1101. At least I'm not doing that anymore, whatever

  1102. Comparing yourself to others, right?

  1103. Or maybe you say priestly I'm angry because I'm doing the best I can

  1104. And yeah they may be doing better than me

  1105. But why is God giving them so much more stuff than he's giving me?

  1106. Or so much more emotional?

  1107. Or he can preach like I wish I could preach

  1108. Or he can talk like I wish I could talk

  1109. Or he's bold like I wish I would be bold

  1110. Or whatever

  1111. Or it leads you to a lack of trusting God

  1112. The truth is that we are clay in the hands of the potter

  1113. If you would just be faithful and follow God

  1114. Then you are a clay in the hands of the potter

  1115. And if you're messed up, God will fix you

  1116. He'll take you back, start you over, and recreate you

  1117. Stop with the excuses and say I can't do what somebody else does

  1118. You can literally do anything that God sets before you to do

  1119. I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me

  1120. And yes I understand that's in a certain context

  1121. But the bottom line is if God sets it before you and empowers you to do it

  1122. You can do it

  1123. The trouble is that as clay in the hands of the potter

  1124. We look at the pots already made and say I'll never be that good of a pot

  1125. Or maybe God's making us out to be like a bedpan pot

  1126. And somebody else is a beautiful whole flowers pot

  1127. And we're like well the beautiful whole flowers pot is so awesome

  1128. I'll never be able to be like that pot

  1129. I'm really angry that I'm a whole poop pot

  1130. Right? I don't want to be a whole poop pot

  1131. I want to be a whole flowers pot

  1132. Who are you to tell the potter how he should make the clay?

  1133. Who are you to tell what God wants to do through you?

  1134. He literally cannot, wait for it

  1135. What God wants to do through you he cannot do through anyone else

  1136. Everyone is unique, a unique creation with unique gifts

  1137. Stop trying to follow somebody else's path

  1138. All our paths converge together in honoring God

  1139. And walking the kingdom of God and following his commands

  1140. I get that, but the bottom line is you have to get real with yourself

  1141. And say am I willing to be the clay so the potter can make me into whatever he wants me to be

  1142. What if he makes me into a bedpan?

  1143. What if he makes me into a door stop?

  1144. Am I cool with that?

  1145. Well better is one day in his courts than a thousands elsewhere

  1146. And we can and will be walking the way of holiness

  1147. Living our lives for God

  1148. We'll be thinking about his word

  1149. We'll be meditating on his word

  1150. And along will come someone else

  1151. And they will say something or do something that will get your attention

  1152. And while you're supposed to think about it in a godly way

  1153. You're supposed to ask God what do I think of that

  1154. You're supposed to let what you experience, everything in your five senses experience

  1155. Affect you internally only in that it is filtered through your God filter

  1156. That's how it's supposed to be done

  1157. Instead you will think about yourself compared to someone else

  1158. 2 Corinthians chapter 10

    2 Corinthians 10 chapter mention

  1159. If you want to flip there in your Bibles you're welcome to do so

  1160. I'm going kind of fast because I still have two points even though they're shorter

  1161. 2 Corinthians chapter 10

    2 Corinthians 10 chapter mention

  1162. 2 Corinthians chapter 10 I'm going to read verses 2, 7, 12 and 18

    2 Corinthians 10 chapter mention

  1163. And by that you will get the gist of the entire chapter almost

  1164. Chapter 10 verse 2, 2 Corinthians says

  1165. I ask that when I am present I may be bold with the confidence

  1166. With which I propose to be courageous against some

  1167. Some that is who regard us as if we walked according to the flesh

  1168. There were people that looked at Paul and his companions

  1169. And said they're not walking after Jesus they're walking according to the flesh

  1170. There were people that were comparing themselves saying

  1171. Well we're followers of Jesus but that Paul over there

  1172. He's not quite doing the right things

  1173. Down to verse 7

  1174. If you are looking at things as they, I'm sorry

  1175. You are looking at things as they are outwardly

  1176. If anyone is confident in himself that he is Christ's

  1177. Let him consider this again within himself

  1178. That just as he is Christ's so also are we

  1179. Be careful when you look at others and judge their actions

  1180. Or judge them or think well they've got it all together or they're falling apart

  1181. Either one because it's not your place to do that

  1182. It's your place to be working between you and God

  1183. To be fixing you and letting God do the work in you that he wants to do

  1184. Verse 12 then says

  1185. For we are not bold

  1186. To class or compare ourselves with some of those who commend themselves

  1187. But when they measure themselves by themselves and compare themselves with themselves

  1188. They are without understanding

  1189. What you're essentially doing is when you look at somebody else

  1190. And compare yourself to them you're measuring yourself

  1191. Just the same as you're measuring yourself in comparison to them

  1192. You're measuring them in comparison to you and sometimes you'll say they're better in that thing

  1193. And sometimes you'll say you're better in that thing

  1194. You really need to not be doing that at all

  1195. Paul who preached the gospel was the first one to even go to Corinth with the gospel of Jesus Christ

  1196. Would not even dare to compare himself though

  1197. At one point in time somebody might be miraculously healed

  1198. He brought a guy back to life who fell asleep while he was preaching

  1199. All these crazy things that Paul did

  1200. And he would not compare himself with the young Christians in Corinth

  1201. I'm not comparing myself with you

  1202. I yearn that you would strive forward and try to be what God would want you to be

  1203. But I'm not comparing myself with you at any point in time

  1204. If I see something in you that I don't think is godly

  1205. I hope I'll have the courage to bring it to you

  1206. But when I think about having the courage to bring it to you

  1207. I understand it's my own weakness that would keep me from doing so

  1208. Not you, not yours, nothing about you

  1209. Paul said I don't even compare myself with those who commend themselves

  1210. But when they measure themselves by themselves and compare themselves with themselves

  1211. They are without understanding

  1212. Stop it!

  1213. God loves you and is trying to make you into something awesome that will glorify him

  1214. And if you're busy looking at what others are and what others are doing

  1215. You're just messing all that up

  1216. Verse 18, last one in the chapter

  1217. He says this, because not he who commends himself is approved

  1218. But whom the Lord commends

  1219. It doesn't matter, go ahead, put it on Facebook that you're proud of yourself

  1220. Or proud of your kid or proud of your school or proud of whatever

  1221. Go ahead, tell everybody about what's going on in your life

  1222. You can do all that, but make sure that you do more telling everybody about

  1223. Who's the source of all your contentment?

  1224. Who's the source of all your power?

  1225. Who's the source of all your holiness?

  1226. Who's the source of all your righteousness?

  1227. Who it is that will take you through to eternity?

  1228. Who it is that is preparing a place for you?

  1229. Maybe if you get around to talking about God the way you're supposed to

  1230. You won't have quite as much time to talk about everything else

  1231. For it's not he who commends himself who is approved

  1232. But whom the Lord commends

  1233. The second thing I want you to see in this passage of Scripture then

  1234. That it is not because of our righteousness that we are being given the promised destination

  1235. Indeed it is because of his righteousness

  1236. Now it's interesting because the Israelites were being given a picture

  1237. Of what it's like for us knowing Jesus first hand

  1238. You know that it is not your righteousness, right?

  1239. I mean you should

  1240. You're not going to go to heaven because of your righteousness

  1241. Jesus does not make you righteous when you get saved

  1242. That's not how it works

  1243. If you think that's how it works you're confused

  1244. That's a process of sanctification

  1245. It happens long term over your whole life

  1246. What he actually does is he imposes his righteousness on you

  1247. So now when God looks at you he sees Jesus' righteousness

  1248. That is if you're saved

  1249. So if you've trusted in the Lord Jesus Christ as Lord and Savior

  1250. And believe that God raised him from the dead

  1251. Called out to him to save you

  1252. Then God at that moment in time allowed Jesus to superimpose his righteousness upon you

  1253. And continues to this day every time you mar it, mess it up

  1254. Go somewhere you shouldn't go

  1255. Do something you shouldn't do

  1256. He continues to stand at the right hand of the Father

  1257. And to impress God with his own righteousness

  1258. The righteousness of Jesus

  1259. Not your righteousness but the righteousness of Jesus

  1260. And say God please forgive him, overlook it

  1261. We can just hear the words of Moses

  1262. As Moses is pleading with God not to destroy them

  1263. Jesus is doing the same thing for you and for me

  1264. That is if you're saved

  1265. He's doing the same thing for you and for me every day

  1266. So the next time you sin

  1267. Understand that immediately Jesus has to turn to God

  1268. Or God to Jesus and look at each other

  1269. Or they just talk without looking at each other

  1270. Whatever and Jesus says it's okay God

  1271. It's covered by the blood I shed on the cross

  1272. By the crushing sacrifice that was made

  1273. It's covered

  1274. So we've still got him

  1275. We've still got him

  1276. If ever they had you

  1277. They'll still have you because Jesus will eternally be standing there

  1278. Imposing his righteousness over top of yours

  1279. Now it is ultimately the goal that your righteousness will become

  1280. A little bit more like Jesus' righteousness all the time

  1281. Never fully arriving until that moment

  1282. Which come into God's presence

  1283. But always getting a little bit more

  1284. We're not sinless but as we grow we sin a little less

  1285. And that's it

  1286. It is not because of our righteousness

  1287. That we are being given the promised destination

  1288. We receive because of his righteousness

  1289. Because he is keeping his promise

  1290. But then you want to go on to say don't you

  1291. And because of his consuming fire toward others

  1292. That's what we want to say

  1293. But that has nothing to do with salvation

  1294. That has nothing to do with why we'll get to heaven

  1295. What happens to other people literally has nothing to do with when we get to heaven

  1296. Where did God's consuming fire play out?

  1297. Where did that happen at?

  1298. Where did God's consuming fire destroy or crush someone

  1299. So that we could have the course that we have into eternity?

  1300. On the cross

  1301. God's consuming fire crushed Jesus on the cross

  1302. So that we could have this course into eternity

  1303. That we could go to heaven

  1304. That's the math of it

  1305. He doesn't have to crush your neighbor to do that anymore

  1306. He doesn't have to crush the mayor

  1307. The crooked politicians or the child molesters

  1308. He doesn't have to crush any of them

  1309. For you to be able to have the eternal path

  1310. Between where you currently are and heaven

  1311. He doesn't have to do that

  1312. Because he crushed Jesus to pay the price for my sin

  1313. To pay the price for your sin

  1314. His consuming fire consumed his son

  1315. So it's not based on our righteousness that we're entering in

  1316. But based on his righteousness opposed upon us

  1317. And wait for it

  1318. His love for other people

  1319. You're like, well how do we see that in Deuteronomy 9?

  1320. Well we may see it elsewhere in Scripture

  1321. How do we see it in Deuteronomy 9?

  1322. Why?

  1323. What standard did Moses use?

  1324. Or what argument did he make with God

  1325. That God would not wipe out the Israelites?

  1326. Because if the Israelites don't arrive in the promised land

  1327. That God is taking them to

  1328. Who does that reflect upon?

  1329. Who was not able by an outside standard

  1330. To do what they said they were going to do?

  1331. Well it's not people

  1332. Because people are always under one circumstance or another

  1333. Not able to do what they said they would do

  1334. They make a plan

  1335. They commit themselves

  1336. They try really hard maybe even

  1337. They go out of the way

  1338. Block out the time

  1339. Everything like that

  1340. But still fail because it was outside their control

  1341. So it wasn't going to be the Israelites

  1342. That they were all going to be laughing at and mocking

  1343. It was going to be God

  1344. You see the Israelites were God's plan to bring every man in the world to heaven

  1345. And wait for it

  1346. You are God's now plan to bring every man in the world to heaven

  1347. Every man and woman in the world can go to heaven

  1348. Through the church of Jesus Christ that lives in our day

  1349. If they would accept Christ

  1350. If they would believe in him as Lord and Savior

  1351. And that God raised him from the dead and call out to be saved

  1352. They would receive salvation

  1353. And I submit to you many of them are looking for it

  1354. And not finding it because they are wrapped up in this

  1355. Long lasting poison of comparing to others

  1356. They look at the church and say

  1357. Well I'm more honest than that church is anyway

  1358. They are just a bunch of hypocrites

  1359. That's the poison

  1360. And it's killing them

  1361. It's a particular brand of sin that persists

  1362. But God is guaranteeing our walk on the highway of holiness

  1363. Even when we sin against him

  1364. Because of his righteousness imposed upon us through his son Jesus Christ

  1365. And because of his love for other people

  1366. And because of his love for other people

  1367. That we might take Jesus' righteousness into the world

  1368. And that people might be saved

  1369. And then the third thing to see in the text

  1370. Which is blaringly obvious but I think just sometimes needs to be said

  1371. And that is he is able

  1372. Remember that from the moment they left Egypt

  1373. God could have snapped his God fingers

  1374. And they could have been in the promised land

  1375. Remember that from the moment they left Egypt

  1376. He could have snapped his fingers

  1377. And all the people that lived in the promised land

  1378. Could have been wiped out

  1379. And the animals not gotten out of control by eating them

  1380. Because he could have made them gone

  1381. God has the power because God created everything

  1382. So if God had the power to teleport them out of Egypt

  1383. Into the promised land

  1384. And wipe everybody out that was in their way instantaneously

  1385. What was the journey all about?

  1386. It was all about the fact that

  1387. It's not about us

  1388. And they needed to learn that

  1389. And we actually read that in chapter 8 of last week

  1390. He said I brought you through all of that

  1391. And all that stubbornness and all that foolishness

  1392. To test your heart and see if you were willing and able

  1393. And up on Mount Horeb or the base of Mount Horeb

  1394. He said again that they were not willing and able

  1395. And yet Moses said but please don't destroy them

  1396. Because the people will say

  1397. You are not willing and able

  1398. And this is the reality

  1399. We are living in a day where if we as a church do not step up

  1400. If we as a church do not shine

  1401. If we don't give more than we've ever given

  1402. If we don't serve more than we've ever served

  1403. If we don't be outspoken more than we've ever been outspoken

  1404. The church will be dying

  1405. And they're saying it's already happening

  1406. It's happening in parts of the world

  1407. In some parts of the world the church is growing like crazy

  1408. But by and large the church will be dying

  1409. And it won't be the church that people will be mocking

  1410. It'll be God

  1411. He'll say yes, see they claim in the name of Jesus

  1412. But God wasn't able to do what it was

  1413. When churches doors close

  1414. It is not because God is weak or not able

  1415. When buildings stop being meeting places for churches

  1416. Pastors stop preaching the word

  1417. Or church staff or deacons get into an affair with the church secretary

  1418. Or children's teacher

  1419. When all of that evil happens

  1420. Or a pastor who preached the truth of God stands up after 10 years

  1421. And declares himself to be a practicing homosexual

  1422. When all of that stuff happens

  1423. It is not because God is not able

  1424. God is able

  1425. But along the journey of people discovering just exactly how able God is

  1426. They encountered his wrath by perhaps consuming this long lasting poison

  1427. That pastor who stood up for 10 years and preached the gospel

  1428. And said I'm a follower of the Lord Jesus Christ

  1429. And you need to be too

  1430. And his church was growing

  1431. People were getting saved

  1432. People were like man our pastor is all that

  1433. Our pastor is so awesome

  1434. We love our pastor

  1435. Look how he grew our church from 100 people to 3000 people or whatever

  1436. And then one day he gets up and all that while he's saying

  1437. I'm better than all these 3000 people

  1438. I'm preaching the word

  1439. All these 3000 people are looking to me

  1440. And then he gets up and he said

  1441. And I'm practicing homosexual and I am not going to repent

  1442. And I'm going to keep coming up here every Sunday

  1443. And I'm going to keep preaching and teaching

  1444. Because this is the way I think it is

  1445. Even though for 10 years he taught what the word said

  1446. That day he said

  1447. And you know what happened

  1448. The next week guess how many people come to church

  1449. 1300 not 3000

  1450. The next week 300

  1451. The next week 150

  1452. Because they knew that they had bought into something that was a lie

  1453. I am no better than anybody

  1454. Josh you are no better than anybody

  1455. Tony you are no better than anybody

  1456. Lynn no better than anybody

  1457. Right

  1458. We are not

  1459. Saved or not it doesn't matter

  1460. At best we become a servant of the servant king

  1461. Delivering the truth

  1462. And when we do that he is able

  1463. And when we don't do that watch out

  1464. Because he is able

  1465. And somebody else later on down the road will come

  1466. And they will build their life out of the remnants of your crushed dreams

  1467. Because you didn't do what it was that God called you to

  1468. He is able

  1469. Trust him

  1470. Stop thinking it's going to take this or that or whatever

  1471. And commend your whole life and all your variables into his hands

  1472. He is able

  1473. If a bullet should enter your brain and you should die

  1474. He is able to take you to heaven

  1475. And in that moment you will sure be hoping that's so won't you

  1476. But right now you are like I am not worried about that because there is no bullet

  1477. He is able

  1478. Get out of bed in the morning and remind yourself that he is able

  1479. And stop comparing yourself to others

  1480. And if you look at yourself in light of Jesus

  1481. That's what 1 Corinthians 3 18 says

  1482. That we are focused on the image of God in him

  1483. And by focusing on the image of God in him being transformed daily

  1484. A little bit into the image of God that we see in him

  1485. So focus on Jesus

  1486. And if you are not satisfied with who you are compared to Jesus

  1487. Repent and turn to the Lord

  1488. And by the way you should not be satisfied with who you are compared to Jesus

  1489. Because compared to Jesus you are just a piece of dirt

  1490. With a little bit of inspiration

  1491. And then when you are saved it's his righteousness written on that tablet of God's creation

  1492. Not your righteousness

  1493. The gospel is the unveiling of the meeting point of God's power and his righteousness and his love

  1494. I want you to think about 3 lines

  1495. Very bold bright glowing lines in the sky

  1496. And they are running all over the place

  1497. And finally they all meet the power of God

  1498. The power of God the love of God

  1499. And the righteousness of God

  1500. And they all meet in one place

  1501. And now you tell me what you see there

  1502. When the power of God and the righteousness of God and the love of God all meet in one place

  1503. What do you see there?

  1504. Do you see Jesus on the cross?

  1505. Because when those 3 lines met that was the only way

  1506. To satisfy the power and the righteousness and the love of God

  1507. That was the only way

  1508. Or if you are saved

  1509. Do you see the empty tomb?

  1510. Jesus risen

  1511. Or do you see the gates of heaven?

  1512. And that sick man Lazarus for his whole life sat at the gates begging

  1513. Sickly usually not having enough to eat

  1514. But there in eternity forever comforted

  1515. Never yearning for anything ever again

  1516. Do you see that?

  1517. His power his righteousness and his love

  1518. The gospel is the unveiling of the meeting point of all of those things

  1519. And that brings us to our conclusion because there is an antidote

  1520. The antidote for this sickly poison

  1521. Slow acting gouge

  1522. God's greatness out of your life over the longest possible period of time

  1523. Is the kingdom of God at work in you

  1524. The kingdom of God on earth is that place at which God's motivations and his power connect

  1525. Do you love God?

  1526. Do you believe in God?

  1527. Have you met God through his son Jesus Christ?

  1528. And believe he is able

  1529. And do what he would have you to do

  1530. And thereby be in the kingdom of God and the kingdom of God has its own antibodies

  1531. Because I can't know whether you're saved and you can't know whether I'm saved

  1532. So I can't look at Tommy even though realistically I might say that Tommy is more handsome than I am

  1533. He's stronger than I am, he's surely faster than I am

  1534. He's more intelligent in certain things like electronics

  1535. He can solder circuit boards which I can't do

  1536. He's great with little children

  1537. I might look at all of those things and I might say that he is better than me all of a sudden

  1538. But here's what I can't do

  1539. I can't look at Tommy and say for sure he's going to heaven

  1540. Nor can I look at anyone else in this room, doesn't matter what you've told me

  1541. I cannot look at you and say for sure I know that you're going to heaven

  1542. I cannot judge your salvation

  1543. And because of that it rules out my appreciating anything that you have

  1544. Or coveting anything that you have that makes you better than me

  1545. And I could go around the room and say this makes you better than me, this makes you better than me, this makes you better than me

  1546. This makes you worse than me, this makes you worse than me, this makes you worse than me

  1547. And I could balance it out and ultimately say well I think Ron is better off than Dan is

  1548. RJ is worse off than Dan is

  1549. Sierra is better off than Dan is

  1550. I could go around the room and I could do that

  1551. But because I can't know whether you're saved or not

  1552. The kingdom of God at work in me

  1553. The Holy Spirit of God testifying with my spirit

  1554. That I know where I'm going when I die

  1555. That I'm living as best I can on the road of holiness for as long as I can while I live here on this earth

  1556. I'm walking that path because I know that that's what I'm trying to do

  1557. There is no comparing me with anybody else

  1558. Because for all I know

  1559. Very realistically speaking for all I know

  1560. I might be the only person in this room that's actually saved

  1561. And for all you know you might be the only person in this room that's actually saved

  1562. You say no I'm sure Pastor Dan's saved

  1563. I submit to you that you need to repent and turn to God because the Bible says judge not lest ye be judged

  1564. And that means whether you judge me well or judge me poorly

  1565. Either way you're doing what God says you must not do

  1566. And it will not be he who cries out Lord Lord necessarily

  1567. Who will enter into the kingdom of heaven when the time comes

  1568. But he who follows God

  1569. He who is saved through Jesus Christ God's own son

  1570. And receives a righteousness that is not his own

  1571. Be careful that you don't automatically set up something that will cause others to compare themselves to you

  1572. When you say sometime for example

  1573. And I'm not saying you can't talk talk and say what God wants you to say

  1574. When you say sometime that I am so well off

  1575. You know that there are going to be others who are going to go well yeah I'm not that well off

  1576. You say to others I am so poorly off things are so bad

  1577. There are going to be others when you say that that are going to say

  1578. Well I must be doing much better

  1579. And if they lost and think that if they're lost and think they're doing much better

  1580. They're not because they're going to hell

  1581. And if they're saved and think they're doing much worse

  1582. Then that leads to a lack of trust in God they need to repent

  1583. The kingdom of God has a built-in inoculation against comparing ourselves with others

  1584. And that we can truly only know if the Holy Spirit is in us testifying that we're saved

  1585. And as soon as you go well I'm pretty sure he's saved and look at how awesome he is

  1586. Or look at how pretty she is

  1587. As soon as you do that you're crossing into that zone of consuming little bits of that poison on a daily basis

  1588. There is a practice in fact one of my favorite lines of all time from a movie

  1589. And I'm closing here in a second is from Princess Bride

  1590. Some of you will go I know that movie

  1591. There are lots of good lines for that movie

  1592. And there's a movie where he's in an intelligence battle with a duel essentially with Vincini

  1593. The Dread Pirate Robert says and they're supposed to guess whether the poison is in which cup

  1594. And he does this thing and he sets it down and he goes hahaha very funny

  1595. Ultimately he says he wins and then Vincini drank from his cup and he dies

  1596. And the Dread Pirate Robert says well I've spent the last few years building up an immunity to Iocaine powder

  1597. And so the poison was in both cups

  1598. And not that Vincini couldn't have essentially figured that out and refused to drink

  1599. But the bottom line is that's a fictitious thing

  1600. Building up immunity, poison to immunity, immunity to poisons in your body is almost impossible

  1601. There are lots of different kinds of poisons, all the metal based poisons

  1602. They actually build up a little bit, a little bit right

  1603. And so if you would consume the tiniest microgram of that poison today

  1604. And then again in a month and again in a month hoping to eventually build up immunity

  1605. What will actually happen is once you build up enough of it you'll die

  1606. Your body starts to shut down

  1607. So when you get to a thousand grains for example

  1608. Your liver croaks out and you start having organ failure and you die

  1609. So you can't do it on those kinds of poisons

  1610. You know about snake poison right

  1611. And so there have been a lot of people that over the years believe that you could actually

  1612. Get immunity to certain snake poisons by taking a little bit, little bit over a long period of time

  1613. And they figured out how it works, the liver produces this chemical that allows you to metabolize the poison

  1614. And you don't die from it if you only have it in very small doses

  1615. And these are animals that have natural immunities and they could replicate it

  1616. And there's this guy who goes and gets his blood drawn in Greenland every year

  1617. Because he's done this for like 30 years, injected himself with little bits of snake poison

  1618. And so far what they've determined is that he's not immune to snake poison at all

  1619. So you really can't do that either

  1620. Plant based poisons pretty much produce a certain chemical in your liver

  1621. And over a period of time if you produce too much of the cow

  1622. If you need to produce too much of the chemical, you don't have it

  1623. Then your body metabolizes the poisons into your fat cells or stores

  1624. And wherever it possibly can to try to keep you alive

  1625. But when there's too much of it or one day you're walking down the street

  1626. And you worked out a little bit and your body starts to burn off some of the fat

  1627. It goes to your liver, your liver's not prepared, you croak

  1628. There's really no becoming immune to poisons

  1629. There's some very limited success that people have had

  1630. But you can't take a little bit, little bit, little bit of a poison

  1631. And I submit to you, why am I talking about this?

  1632. Because that's exactly what people are doing today

  1633. They're taking a little bit of comparing themselves

  1634. A little bit here, a little bit there

  1635. They're like, well, no big deal, you know

  1636. I compare myself to that person but I'm not really letting it affect me and so on

  1637. I've got a little bit of comparing myself, a little bit more, a little bit more

  1638. And in doing all that, they think that they're building up an immunity

  1639. Because they're realizing that that person's trying to make them feel small

  1640. But they're not going to let that happen

  1641. They're realizing that that person's trying to make them big

  1642. But they're not going to let that happen

  1643. They're going to give glory to God

  1644. I submit to you that giving glory to God might be a good way to go

  1645. But here's what's not a good way to go

  1646. Don't ever, ever, ever, ever, ever

  1647. Let's go on until God, until Jesus comes again

  1648. Compare yourself with someone else

  1649. It's a poison

  1650. You'll never become immune to it

  1651. You will eventually destroy your walk with God

  1652. Maybe yourself

  1653. And if that is so, and I believe it is

  1654. Then it's a sin against God

  1655. Which means it will also destroy your relationship with God

  1656. Because the wages of sin is death

  1657. I mentioned to you at the beginning three things

  1658. And I've covered one of them

  1659. The next one was the medals that are given to children

  1660. So here's the thing

  1661. I learned a long time ago when I was a kid

  1662. We used to get desserts for if we did well in school

  1663. My mom would give us desserts

  1664. She'd take us out for ice cream and things like that

  1665. That ever happen to you?

  1666. And I learned from my psychology classes and so on

  1667. That that is the way to make your children have difficulty

  1668. Dealing with, when they grow up, eating habits

  1669. Because you say to your child, also by the way

  1670. Forcing your child to eat everything on their plate

  1671. Also screw up their eating habits

  1672. Forcing or allowing your child not to try new foods that they don't like

  1673. Also screw up their eating habits

  1674. Lots of ways you can screw up your child's eating habits

  1675. So now you think every time I'm down, I'm hurting, I'm sad

  1676. I'm going to go get some ice cream because I'll feel better

  1677. So you screwed up your psychology that way

  1678. Now, obviously it's all in the hands of the Lord

  1679. And you can say, well I'm not going to worry about that

  1680. God's going to take care of it

  1681. Rewarding children for their good behavior is dangerous in a sense that

  1682. They will think later if they do good behavior, they deserve a reward

  1683. And if they don't get a reward, then they'll be irritated about the reward

  1684. They didn't get a reward, right?

  1685. So if you try really hard on your sports team, really really hard on your sports team

  1686. And you do really really well

  1687. And at the end of the year you don't get a medal for MVP or Most Improved or anything like that

  1688. You get upset

  1689. If you get the same medal that everybody else got

  1690. That's no better because everybody got a medal, right?

  1691. The bottom line is, should we give medals to sports teams?

  1692. Probably because we should encourage good behavior

  1693. But we as parents have a responsibility to teach our children

  1694. It's not relative to what others did

  1695. When we say most valuable player, for example

  1696. We're saying you were the most valuable player over top of the other nine kids on the team

  1697. We're teaching them to value themselves

  1698. Responding to what they see in others

  1699. We're literally teaching them to compare themselves to others

  1700. Sporting events

  1701. My baseball team goes out, plays against another baseball team that my kids are on

  1702. At the end, the score tells which team was better

  1703. Team sporting events are awesome

  1704. They teach teamwork, they're actually perfect for this

  1705. Because does the 11-10 score at the end of a baseball game say that one pitcher was better than the other?

  1706. It does not

  1707. Does it say that one right fielder was better than the other team's right fielder?

  1708. It does not

  1709. However, if every member of that team gives their extreme best effort and does what they're supposed to do

  1710. Yet they lose to this other team who did the same thing

  1711. Then you can reasonably say that the team that won is better than the team that didn't

  1712. But maybe it was simply in their teamwork or in their coaching or in their planning or in their playbook

  1713. Or pure luck

  1714. Time and chance happens to all men

  1715. It is the responsibility of every person to be the best that they possibly can be

  1716. And we are being crushed under that burden if we're trying to do it outside Jesus Christ

  1717. So sporting events are a great place to help people remember

  1718. It is not about how well you did it in response to how well somebody else did it

  1719. It's about who you're becoming

  1720. What are you doing?

  1721. Are you following, in our case, are you following Jesus and becoming the person that God would have you to be?

  1722. Or not?

  1723. If you're playing sports or if you're playing games or if you're watching TV

  1724. And it is not about you following the highway of holiness or going to heaven when you die

  1725. You following Jesus and letting His righteousness be imputed to you and so on

  1726. If it's not about that, then you shouldn't be doing it

  1727. So if you have a kid who's playing sports or you have a kid who's watching or playing video games

  1728. Or you have a kid who's watching something on their phone

  1729. And you realize that it is causing them to compare themselves to somebody else

  1730. It's time to step up mom or dad or aunt or uncle or friend or brother or sister in Christ

  1731. And say, look, this is not so that you compare yourself to somebody else

  1732. Because it's really about who are you in Christ?

  1733. Let's not train our children

  1734. As I said, the world got there the complete wrong way by giving everybody a medal

  1735. Saying nobody is better than anybody else

  1736. It's a complete wrong way, it's a PC maneuver, politically correct maneuver

  1737. But better that, then we go to one kid and say, well, you're better than this other kid

  1738. And we go to this other kid over here and say, well, you're not as good as this kid, he did more for the team

  1739. If there's no, did everybody do their best? Are you doing your best?

  1740. Try your hardest, do what you can, do what it is that you're supposed to do

  1741. And the last illustration was of the underdog

  1742. And I wrote this at the end, I am an underdog

  1743. Amongst the human race and faced with oppositions like demons in the world system

  1744. I stand up for my beliefs and I stand up against a system

  1745. Warped by Satan's hatred of God and people's confused emulation of him

  1746. I will never change

  1747. I have been regenerated by the God of heaven and his Holy Spirit

  1748. And if I change at all, it will be to be more like Jesus

  1749. I will resist even unto my death the tactics of Satan and my true enemies

  1750. This I will do knowing that if Jesus does not come again before my time

  1751. I will die for my Lord, but I will not spend eternity in torment

  1752. Rather I will spend it with God in the place that he is preparing for me

  1753. This I will do knowing despite any losses I may take

  1754. I cannot lose

  1755. I want you to say to yourself right now this moment, Christian

  1756. I cannot lose

  1757. We're going to have the praise team come forward and lead us in closing him at this point in time

  1758. And I'm asking you

  1759. To think about you and about your relationship with God

  1760. You say well God is holy, Jesus is just and loving and kind and I'm not like them

  1761. Yeah, kind of the point, we're not

  1762. We're trying to be, but we're not

  1763. But if you've been comparing yourself to other human beings, even other human beings

  1764. That profess to be saved or other human beings that preach the word

  1765. Or whatever, you've been comparing yourself to others, I would ask you to repent and turn to God

  1766. And let God inform you about you because apparently you don't know you

  1767. There's a you that you don't know and only God knows

  1768. Let God inform you about you

  1769. I'm trying to tell God, God I'm not as strong, God I'm overweight

  1770. God I'm too young, I'm too old, I'm too poor, I'm too rich

  1771. I'm too, my health concerns get in the way

  1772. Don't do that

  1773. Just say to God, God here I am

  1774. Take this me and make of it

  1775. What it can be

  1776. God give you the medal

  1777. For first place in your life

  1778. After Jesus

  1779. You stand with me and sing this song and if the Lord has spoken to your heart with you

  1780. Respond and just make whatever decision

  1781. That God's all in our new faith, just say okay God I get it

  1782. I'm hearing you, I'm surrendering to you

  1783. I'm following you

  1784. And if anybody in this room needs me to say

  1785. If anybody in this room needs me to say something

  1786. Jesus, sit around with me

  1787. Have you decided?

  1788. Follow Jesus

  1789. Why would your eyes be open if you've decided to follow Jesus

  1790. I have decided

  1791. To follow Jesus

  1792. No turning back

  1793. No turning back

  1794. Don't go with me

  1795. I still will follow

  1796. What if they won't come because they're not following him?

  1797. Will you still follow?

  1798. I still will follow

  1799. What if their sufferings are weighing them down? Will you still follow?

  1800. Don't go with me

  1801. I still will follow

  1802. No turning back

  1803. No turning back

  1804. My cross I'll carry

  1805. Till I see Jesus

  1806. My cross I'll carry

  1807. Till I see Jesus

  1808. My cross I'll carry

  1809. Till I see Jesus

  1810. My cross I'll carry

  1811. Till I see Jesus

  1812. No turning back

  1813. No turning back

  1814. No world behind me

  1815. No cross before me

  1816. No world behind me

  1817. No cross before me

  1818. No world behind me

  1819. No world before me

  1820. No world behind me

  1821. No world before me

  1822. No turning back

  1823. No turning back

  1824. As I was just singing that last verse

  1825. I felt like the Spirit impressed upon me this image

  1826. I want to share it with you, you can vet it in the scripture and all that

  1827. This is what I was feeling like I was standing in a crowd

  1828. Of just an infinite number of people

  1829. And just outside the crowd on the other side was a line, right?

  1830. Like there was a barrier but there was no barrier, there was nobody

  1831. Everybody was just standing there all looking, they were all looking

  1832. And there's Jesus and he says, come

  1833. And I'm standing in a crowd, maybe like the seventh rank or whatever, there's people in front of me

  1834. But I peek between heads and I see Jesus and he says come

  1835. And I edge forward to make sure, he's not saying to me come

  1836. He's saying to everybody come, everybody come

  1837. And nobody's coming, they're all standing there all thinking about it

  1838. They've got their issues, they're wondering, they've got questions, whatever

  1839. Some of them are looking at each other, lots of them are looking at each other

  1840. Some are looking at aisles or things they think are important or whatever

  1841. They're looking everywhere else, Jesus just come

  1842. I'm looking at Jesus, he says come, and I edge forward, I'm like in the third row now

  1843. And he says come, and people are milling about in front of me

  1844. It looks like they're thinking about going but they're not coming

  1845. And he's going, he says come, let's go

  1846. And so I reach my hand between two people and I go like this like I'm swimming

  1847. And I push the people away and then suddenly now I'm in the very front

  1848. And I don't see anybody, all those infinite number of people that were there

  1849. I don't see any of them, all I see is Jesus

  1850. That's the Israelites coming out of Egypt

  1851. It's Peter running to the cave, to the tomb

  1852. It's me when I was sitting in the queue week after week after week thinking, thinking, thinking

  1853. And they were like, Jesus is saying come

  1854. And then finally it was like I think he's saying come to me, you know

  1855. And I'm like, so I'm going to go, but nobody else is going

  1856. Nobody else is walking forward, nobody else is making a decision

  1857. Nobody else is saying anything

  1858. I just go like this, and put everyone else

  1859. I'm not saying forget everybody, I'm saying dismiss your family

  1860. I mean if it takes you dismissing your family to get saved you better do it

  1861. Because in eternity you're going to regret it, you don't

  1862. Jesus doesn't want us to dismiss our families

  1863. We're called to be, and better called to be a dad

  1864. Called to be a husband before anything else

  1865. But before we're called to be a dad and a husband, we're called to be saved

  1866. To have an eternity, to have a relationship with God

  1867. And then in that God calls us to be a dad and a husband

  1868. And women to be a wife and a mother when that's how he ordains it

  1869. But you've got to swim your way forward out of the crowd

  1870. And say me and Jesus

  1871. And if your eyes are on Jesus

  1872. When Stephen was being stoned

  1873. You read the story for yourself

  1874. But I believe he did not see his attackers

  1875. He did not see the stones

  1876. He did not know that he felt the pain leading up to his death

  1877. But he was looking at the throne of God and could see Jesus

  1878. The word says he was looking there and could see Jesus

  1879. And the glory of God showed on his face

  1880. As he was looking there and all the more they wanted to kill him

  1881. If you will put the world behind you and focus on Jesus

  1882. Yeah, it's going to cause some problems with some folks

  1883. Some people aren't going to like what you have to say or what you're doing

  1884. I commit this to you that here in this place amongst us

  1885. If we can figure out that that's what's going on

  1886. If we can figure out that we're doing what it is that God wants us to do

  1887. We'll never have a problem with it, will we?

  1888. If we can have a problem with somebody in this room deciding to do what God wants to do

  1889. Even though you don't quite think it's the way it should be done

  1890. Assuming you know they're doing what God wants them to do

  1891. What problem would you possibly have?

  1892. And should you maybe even be noticing

  1893. Considering your eyes are supposed to be on Jesus in the first place?

  1894. God help us

  1895. The world wants you to compare yourself to everyone else

  1896. And Jesus just wants you

  1897. I don't know if I was in the room with you

  1898. I may have shared this a little before

  1899. But when we were at Cayman

  1900. Jason came up to me and he was sat in the middle of the room

  1901. He wanted to go up in the front and he danced

  1902. The rest of the kids were up there dancing

  1903. But he was too afraid

  1904. And I told him why are you afraid?

  1905. Because I'm afraid I'm going to punish him

  1906. Jason, it doesn't matter what people think about you

  1907. What matters is what you think

  1908. And what God thinks

  1909. I was like if you want to do it, just go ahead and do it

  1910. And I was like the problem is you're thinking about it too much

  1911. And I think that's what we get a lot

  1912. We start thinking about it too much

  1913. Instead of just jumping in and doing it

  1914. We think about it, think about it some more

  1915. And it never actually happens

  1916. So if you're around the fence of like

  1917. Okay, well is this really what God wants from me?