Sermon

Standing Firm in Faith (10/09/2024)

Church At Briargate Sermons

Open publisher episode ↗

Publisher transcript

Transcript

View source ↗
  1. Alright.

  2. How's everybody doing?

  3. Awesome. So far so good?

  4. Let's take a

  5. few minutes

  6. before

  7. we get going. I haven't done this,

  8. lately.

  9. To,

  10. anything

  11. on your mind, your heart? Any questions? Any

  12. theological things? Any,

  13. we'll even talk

  14. world stuff. I have a question for you.

  15. Anybody but Aiden? This is just good.

  16. When do you think you're going to make

  17. a Wednesday night service of going through,

  18. the the the

  19. with propositions.

  20. About initiatives. Yeah. What have you. So I

  21. mentioned I mentioned this just a little bit

  22. Sunday. I think,

  23. if you have one specifically you'd like to

  24. ask about, I can talk about it. But

  25. I've got them on my website and, the

  26. way that I,

  27. the way that I would, politically lean on

  28. them. And so you you can go there

  29. and see. I don't really give a lot

  30. of explanation. There's, like, 2 of them that

  31. I explain a little bit.

  32. But,

  33. but if you have one that is that

  34. is concerning to you or you want more

  35. information or maybe you've been to the website

  36. and you say, why did you vote this

  37. way?

  38. I can

  39. I can do that for you?

  40. Well,

  41. the thing is sometimes a lot of those

  42. opposition, they're so Bowden issues? They're well, they're

  43. they're they're worded in such a way they're

  44. all attractive. And you think, wait a minute,

  45. there's a hidden agenda behind each of them.

  46. Yeah. Most of them are bad. Therefore,

  47. I I was hoping to that you would

  48. be able to go through them ever so

  49. quickly and let us know how you're going

  50. to vote

  51. even if, explanation is just,

  52. ever so brief. I I don't know, but

  53. it would be great if you could do

  54. that so we could take notes.

  55. I can give you

  56. I'll give you some of the, I think,

  57. the bigger ones.

  58. Let me, let me start with the obvious

  59. one.

  60. Number 79, that is

  61. to,

  62. codify

  63. abortion into the constitution

  64. to our state constitution.

  65. Right now, abortion is a statute in Colorado.

  66. And and

  67. and oh, by the way, even though,

  68. Kamala Harris said in the debate with Trump

  69. that

  70. that there are no states that abortion is

  71. legal up to the day of birth or

  72. even after, she said that doesn't exist, blah

  73. blah blah, and all these people have been

  74. saying that.

  75. She lied. She knows this because she helped

  76. pass this,

  77. in California.

  78. And, in Colorado,

  79. our abortion laws go up

  80. to the day of the day,

  81. of birth,

  82. but then it is,

  83. intentionally

  84. innocuous after that

  85. That and there's other states that have very

  86. similar language.

  87. That if a baby is born,

  88. the,

  89. the

  90. doctors

  91. slash mother

  92. I mean, the mother has to be involved

  93. in the decision, but,

  94. well, she is the decision. But they can

  95. say whether or not they think that this

  96. baby is

  97. viable, and the viable is not the medical

  98. term of viable.

  99. It it, it's that's also ambiguous, and they

  100. can leave the baby there

  101. on the table and let it, die.

  102. That is the way that Colorado law can

  103. be. It's not specifically stated that way, but

  104. it is written in such a way that

  105. that can happen.

  106. And then people are saying, yeah, but nobody

  107. does that.

  108. That is already happening. There are there are

  109. documented cases that you can go and find

  110. where people are allowing these babies to die.

  111. It's obviously not a lot, that are documented

  112. because they're keeping this quiet,

  113. but, there's already documents. So if there's documented

  114. some,

  115. there's a lot more out there that that's

  116. happening. And

  117. there are a handful of states, and Colorado

  118. is the leading

  119. one, that,

  120. up until the day of birth, you can

  121. you can kill the baby

  122. and then,

  123. even potentially afterwards.

  124. So no one's 79? No one's 79. Because

  125. what happens is so I've run 2 pro

  126. life bills

  127. the last 2 years.

  128. 2 each year.

  129. And,

  130. if this if 79 passes, what happens is

  131. for me to run a pro life bill,

  132. now I will be trying to I have

  133. to word it in such a way that

  134. I am changing the constitution

  135. because it will be codified in the constitution.

  136. This is not just a statute anymore.

  137. And, and the it's,

  138. I so

  139. as a legislature

  140. as a legislator,

  141. our legislature

  142. cannot change the constitution.

  143. Okay?

  144. So the only thing that I could do

  145. would be able to bring something forward to

  146. the legislature

  147. that

  148. that, presents this as a ballot initiative

  149. to go. And then it then it has

  150. to be,

  151. ballot initiative change the constitution. So so the

  152. threshold just becomes much, much more difficult.

  153. It it almost nullifies I mean, I'll still

  154. do it, but it almost nullifies

  155. any kind of pro life anything after that

  156. because your constitution

  157. says you can't change it. So even if

  158. even if somehow

  159. I could

  160. supernaturally,

  161. miraculously, by the hand of God, get it

  162. all the way through in onto the floor,

  163. We cannot vote something in

  164. as a statute that goes against the constitution.

  165. I mean, the Democrats can. They do it

  166. all the time. We are not allowed to

  167. because we're Republicans

  168. and because

  169. some of us actually go by the law.

  170. So

  171. so 79 is real bad.

  172. The,

  173. the ranked choice voting, does any anybody

  174. does everybody know what ranked choice voting means?

  175. That's you.

  176. Ranked.

  177. As in 1, 2, 3, 4, you rank

  178. them.

  179. So this is a very bad idea. We

  180. need to not we need to vote against

  181. that. What ranked choice voting does is it

  182. takes,

  183. whoever is running for whatever office. And and

  184. it's actually only the this is the silly

  185. stupid little part that nobody's paying attention to.

  186. It's only for the high higher state offices,

  187. so it doesn't affect all the other stuff.

  188. So you're gonna have all kinds of different

  189. you're gonna have some ballots, some parts of

  190. the ballot that are gonna be voting that

  191. are the the way that it used to

  192. be. And then as you go higher up

  193. the ballot, it's gonna be ranked choice voting.

  194. You talk about confusion. That's already a problem.

  195. It will not be able to be done

  196. properly.

  197. Any states

  198. all the states that have tried ranked choice

  199. voting before have all come back and said

  200. it was the stupidest thing we've ever done,

  201. and they've done away with it. K? But

  202. Colorado,

  203. we're smarter than everybody else, and so we're

  204. gonna do this. And what it does is

  205. it takes,

  206. it takes let's say that

  207. that

  208. that,

  209. the the 4 of us. So Daniel, Cara,

  210. and,

  211. me and, Didi, we're gonna run for whatever

  212. office. Okay?

  213. And we're we're

  214. let's say the 3 of them are Democrats,

  215. and I'm a Republican. Because

  216. so

  217. let's call it like I see it. So

  218. so those 3 are the Democrats. I'm the

  219. Republican.

  220. Alright. In in fact, let's throw Allen as

  221. an independent.

  222. Okay?

  223. So 3 Democrats and independent Republican.

  224. And they've and you vote

  225. it depends on how it's set up.

  226. I think it would be the top 5

  227. in our state, but let's let's for numbers,

  228. let's say it's the top 3. Okay?

  229. So you vote, and you have to number.

  230. On your ballot,

  231. you have to number 1, 2, 3.

  232. K. Well, let's use 5 because that's the

  233. way it's gonna be. 1, 2, 3, 4,

  234. 5.

  235. You're you're ranking

  236. all of the people.

  237. Doesn't matter what party. Doesn't matter what party

  238. you are. Doesn't matter what party they are.

  239. You're just saying,

  240. 1, 2, 3, 4, 5.

  241. Then they take all of these ballots that

  242. are 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, and they

  243. see who has the most at the different

  244. numbers

  245. going down the line. And then they take

  246. all of that,

  247. and they rank

  248. all of the ballots. Now if on your

  249. ballot, you only put,

  250. 1, 2, 3, 4 because you just don't

  251. like Al. K. 1, 2, 3, 4.

  252. Your ballot gets kicked out.

  253. It does not get counted.

  254. In almost every place that ranked choice voting

  255. was tried,

  256. more than 2 thirds of all ballots

  257. were every single time were discarded

  258. because they didn't

  259. understand or go by the rules, which, by

  260. the way, is the intention of the people

  261. that wanna do ranked choice voting.

  262. Because the more confusion,

  263. the more the the kind of the insider

  264. mentality works. Right? Now, let's say 1 and

  265. 2

  266. are Daniel and Kara.

  267. 1, 2, 3, Daniel, Kara and Dede. Okay?

  268. They're the Democrats.

  269. That means

  270. the people that get to the actual

  271. election

  272. are all Democrats,

  273. no Republicans

  274. because of the ranking.

  275. And so what happens is you can completely

  276. throw out

  277. any,

  278. any grassroots person, any person that is that

  279. is

  280. a strong conservative or whatever, or what'll happen

  281. is is they'll all get to the the

  282. Democrats do this well. The Republicans are horrible

  283. at working together.

  284. K?

  285. So the Democrats all say, well, we'll just

  286. flood the the ballots with all the Democrat

  287. names. 123. 123. 1, 2, 3. That means

  288. no matter how many votes

  289. the Republican or the Independent get, they cannot

  290. get into that top of the ranking. It's

  291. not gonna be possible.

  292. And so this is this is the that's

  293. a simplistic understanding, but that's the concept. And

  294. and the big deal is most of the

  295. ballots will be discarded.

  296. Because if you don't fill all 5 spaces

  297. out with a name, then you don't then

  298. your ballot doesn't count.

  299. Doesn't matter.

  300. If you like one person and you just

  301. wanna vote for the 1, your ballot's not

  302. gonna count. Doesn't matter. Yeah. It's also

  303. really even more complicated than that. There's multiple

  304. rounds of it. Yes. And so and it's

  305. almost impossible to audit.

  306. It's it's like you you can't come back

  307. later and audit these.

  308. Now,

  309. as I understand it, there's It'll actually be

  310. against the rules to come back and audit

  311. it later. It'll be written in there that

  312. you cannot come back later. Ours is doing

  313. that. Okay. I didn't get that one. I

  314. was under also understanding that that some of

  315. the states that have done this, and I

  316. don't know about ours, I'm asking.

  317. Some of the states that have done this,

  318. they're also changing how to get on the

  319. ballot,

  320. require,

  321. adding requirements like signatures, the things that require

  322. money Yeah. That

  323. that that that mean only candidates that have

  324. big money backing will actually make it ever

  325. to the ballots anyway. Is ours do that?

  326. Because some of them did that. Another another

  327. step in the process is this is an

  328. attack against,

  329. our basic caucus system and our assembly and

  330. caucus. Okay?

  331. So so, basically, if we go to ranked

  332. choice voting and and then you have,

  333. it's it's it's pay to play in my

  334. opinion. You have to have a certain amount

  335. of signatures to get onto your petitioning onto

  336. the ballot.

  337. Guys like me, grassroots guys will never be

  338. on the ballot again.

  339. It'll it'll be impossible for guys like me

  340. to get on the ballot. Because to get

  341. enough signatures, you're you one person can't do

  342. that. You get 5, 10 volunteers. You cannot

  343. get enough signatures to get onto a ballot.

  344. So what these people do is they pay

  345. companies

  346. to get the signatures for them.

  347. Right now, for El Paso County, this is

  348. happening regularly. Almost all of your Republicans on

  349. the ballots all across actually,

  350. almost all Republicans

  351. at

  352. legislator senate

  353. all across the state of Colorado, almost all

  354. of them have petitioned on.

  355. It cost about $25,000

  356. to petition on. I don't have $25,000.

  357. I will never you know you know how

  358. much money

  359. I had in the bank when I actually

  360. won,

  361. the caucus, which means I was gonna be

  362. the only Republican on the primary 2 years

  363. ago? That's how much money I had in

  364. the bank.

  365. $2. 0. Because I didn't have a bank

  366. account yet. So

  367. $1,

  368. brother.

  369. So here's the thing. I could I would

  370. never have been able to get on the

  371. ballot.

  372. I never will be able to get on

  373. the ballot. They go to this, I I

  374. can't run again.

  375. I can't afford to get on the ballot.

  376. It this is designed

  377. for wealthy insiders

  378. that have,

  379. backing,

  380. and conservative

  381. grassroots conservatives don't have backing.

  382. Advance Colorado is never gonna give me a

  383. penny. They're supposedly,

  384. conservatives.

  385. They're supposedly Republicans.

  386. The problem is is I believe,

  387. that abortion is a sin.

  388. Abortion is morally wrong and should never happen.

  389. So Advance Colorado, a Republican organization run by

  390. the Koch brothers, will never give me a

  391. penny.

  392. They are also now they say they're pro

  393. life, but they're not. They also say they're

  394. strongly for the second amendment. They are not

  395. for the second amendment. They will never give

  396. me a penny.

  397. They they gave

  398. 3 different Republicans,

  399. 2 years ago,

  400. $250,000

  401. a piece

  402. from for races that that are running somewhere

  403. around 10 to $15,000

  404. budgets.

  405. That's what it a that's what a a

  406. legislate,

  407. legislator

  408. campaign should cost. Let's say up to 20,000

  409. if you're one of the big spenders.

  410. They gave,

  411. a representative in Castle Rock $250,000.

  412. That's called dark money

  413. because you can't you know how you know

  414. the most somebody can give me?

  415. $450.

  416. Unless I can get it through a pack,

  417. which hides all the givers,

  418. and it's called dark money, and that's

  419. should be illegal,

  420. but they the Democrats changed the rules on

  421. this last year, voted in a law that

  422. says, instead of 4.50 per cycle, so in

  423. other words, $900

  424. a person, I can only get $450

  425. a person totally,

  426. during a campaign year. Because they wanted to

  427. make sure it was grassroots. The people that

  428. were running the bill were getting 2, 3,

  429. $400,000

  430. by dark money to run the bill, so

  431. that I can only get $450

  432. a person.

  433. And I mentioned this. Not as nice as

  434. I'm saying it here.

  435. Because why? It's corrupt. They're liars. The whole

  436. thing. So, guys, ranked choice voting is an

  437. attack. In fact, ranked choice voting, if somehow

  438. this went across the United States,

  439. it would tear down our republic. We would

  440. not have a republic anymore.

  441. It it can't exist under a ranked choice

  442. voting mentality.

  443. You don't have representatives anymore. You can call

  444. me a representative a representative, but we are

  445. not representing

  446. when under ranked choice voting mentality.

  447. You're not voting in representatives.

  448. You're voting in, wealthy people that are insiders

  449. that are getting paid to do the job,

  450. which a lot of them are anyway.

  451. But then there are some people like me

  452. that are not corrupt. They're not taking PAC

  453. money. If Advance Colorado came to me tomorrow

  454. and said, we wanna give you $200,000.

  455. I would say, no.

  456. I'm not taking in fact, I have done

  457. this,

  458. many different times where people try to send

  459. me money and or endorse me, and I

  460. say, nope. You don't endorse me.

  461. I'm not gonna take your endorsement. Well, we

  462. wanna give you you're not giving me money.

  463. You're not gonna endorse me because why?

  464. I am not that.

  465. This is how the system is rigged, and

  466. ranked choice voting,

  467. it it it makes it even more corrupt

  468. than it already is.

  469. Another big one is 80.

  470. 80 is the one that is it is

  471. this one is the one that is the

  472. strongest bipartisan. It is being,

  473. promoted by, well, Advanced Colorado, being promoted by

  474. almost all of the Republicans.

  475. You know, interestingly, another representative sent me a

  476. a, email yesterday or text yesterday. It was

  477. Ken de Graf, and he said, hey. The,

  478. Colorado Chamber of Commerce just came out with

  479. their,

  480. endorsement list. They had endorsed all the Republicans

  481. except 4 of us.

  482. Guess which 4?

  483. The conservative 4. Stephanie, Brandy, Ken, myself.

  484. Which if they would have endorsed me, I'd

  485. have been like, did I answer something wrong?

  486. What where what happened?

  487. But,

  488. but,

  489. all the Republicans,

  490. except the 4 of us, are backing,

  491. out of initiative 80, amendment 80.

  492. And, basically, it is saying that we're gonna

  493. make sure that

  494. that children have school choice.

  495. K?

  496. That's not the right way to say it,

  497. is it, Carolyn? That's

  498. Well, no. And you're not backing.

  499. No. No. I'm not backing, but I'm saying

  500. that's what the amendment says.

  501. Basically, it's children will have school choice. A

  502. right to school choice. A right to school

  503. choice. There's a A right to equality education.

  504. That's what that's what Yeah.

  505. Yeah. Which which is a smokescreen because they're

  506. they're not planning on them going to charter

  507. schools and things like that. That's not the

  508. goal of this. It supposedly is, but it's

  509. not. But here's the thing.

  510. When did we start letting kids decide

  511. their own education and direction?

  512. They get to start with their own gender.

  513. That okay. Valid. Valid.

  514. Touche.

  515. So

  516. but but here's the thing is you you

  517. don't you don't you don't let a 9

  518. year old,

  519. have the right

  520. to a quality education? You say, well, of

  521. course, we do. We love kids. No. That

  522. takes away parental rights to decide

  523. that the,

  524. help best education for their children. Mark?

  525. Thanks. Well, it is same thing is happening

  526. with statutes that you guys are passing. They're

  527. giving

  528. children rights like the foster care

  529. system. The children have rights. Anytime you see

  530. rights being give given explicitly to children, it's

  531. in opposition to parental rights. Yep. And it's

  532. a way to erode it. And, you know,

  533. if what happens is that you pass the

  534. these things go into the state constitution

  535. or

  536. or in the in the statute and then

  537. it's up to the court to decide

  538. what these things mean. Like,

  539. it explicitly says in the statute well, say

  540. say in the statute that a child has

  541. a right to a quality education. Well, what

  542. does that mean? Who decides that? And who

  543. decides that?

  544. It's not defined. So the courts are gonna

  545. define it. What's a quality education?

  546. And then you have a a system of

  547. oppositional rights where the the parent

  548. the parents have the right to direct

  549. the education of the child, but child has

  550. the choice to an edge to a quality

  551. education.

  552. So what's gonna happen, and these people should

  553. see this a 100 miles away, there's already

  554. LGBT

  555. charter schools in other states.

  556. I can't imagine it won't be long before

  557. they're here in the state.

  558. So when a 12 year old girl and

  559. her cohort

  560. wants to go to this charter school

  561. and the parents say, no. You're not.

  562. Well, then what will happen is the courts

  563. will say,

  564. wait a

  565. second. You know, this right to direct the

  566. the education of the child

  567. is contingent on the on the parent

  568. operating in the best interest of the child.

  569. And they're gonna say this this is not

  570. in the best interest of the child. They're

  571. exhibiting

  572. animus towards LGBT,

  573. and they've lost their right to direct it.

  574. The education of the child. Because they're actually

  575. coming against

  576. the state except the definition of quality.

  577. If the state says

  578. that this school teaching this whatever

  579. ideology

  580. is quality,

  581. then the school that teaches against it, like

  582. a charter school or something that is a

  583. Christian charter school, they're not providing quality education

  584. because they're not giving what the state defines

  585. as what quality is. And what'll happen long

  586. term, that's the short term, is the way

  587. Marx describing this. The long term is all

  588. children will go to to these

  589. state controlled

  590. environments, which were already there at some level,

  591. but the state controlled environments

  592. that says that is quality. And if and

  593. if your and if you as the parent

  594. don't send your child there, you're abusing your

  595. child.

  596. This is child abuse and then social services

  597. has another layer to be able to step

  598. in on these kind of things. Barry? What's

  599. the percentage of, Colorado

  600. in homeschools?

  601. Carolyn?

  602. Well, that's part of the goal. The goal

  603. is to tear down,

  604. homeschool. And the governor really made a big

  605. deal about how he's for charter schools, charter

  606. schools. First, he's a liar.

  607. Hopefully, reporters are listening. I said the governor

  608. is a liar.

  609. And and then the next thing is is

  610. he wants eventually to have charter schools, but

  611. he wants to design what the charter schools

  612. look like, which is what Mark is talking

  613. about that other states are doing. So he's

  614. in favor of charter schools when he gets

  615. to define them from the socialist agenda.

  616. What's that? He started to charter schools.

  617. He he's he's got his hands in this

  618. already. He does not like Christian charter schools,

  619. and he's made that very clear. He wants

  620. his kind.

  621. And he wants to shut down all the

  622. others. And the teachers' unions are

  623. are already on paper signed and confessed that

  624. they are a Marxist organization.

  625. There's a lot of research you can do

  626. on that very quickly,

  627. that they have signed stuff that says that

  628. they do not believe in capitalism, that that

  629. is a an agreed an egregious attack against

  630. children, all this kind of stuff.

  631. And, and so the the next step of

  632. this is the public schools are gonna

  633. just become a worse version of what they

  634. are. The good thing right now is

  635. the,

  636. parents are pulling their kids out of public

  637. schools at an astonishing

  638. rate,

  639. which is good.

  640. We need to continue that trend.

  641. These kind of bills, though, will make it,

  642. very difficult to do that.

  643. You have to go to the

  644. quality education

  645. schools.

  646. I think those are the big ones.

  647. I was asked about the, police funding one.

  648. I'm actually in favor of the police funding

  649. one. The question that I always get with

  650. that is, isn't that pretty corrupt, and won't

  651. most of the dollars,

  652. go to corrupt police organizations?

  653. Yes. They will.

  654. I know that.

  655. But there will be funding that will go

  656. to some good police

  657. departments.

  658. There will be funding that will go to

  659. some legitimate

  660. situations. Some of this really is gonna be

  661. heavily pushed into,

  662. police academy, building police academy, so those kind

  663. of things.

  664. But

  665. here's the thing is I I'm not defund

  666. the police. I I know that our police

  667. departments are becoming more corrupt all the time.

  668. I get that. But not all of them.

  669. This is Denver and and Boulder and stuff

  670. like that. We we know that there's some

  671. of that going on in Colorado Springs. But

  672. guys, we we're one of the areas where

  673. we have a a good police department.

  674. Overall, there's there's problems.

  675. But overall,

  676. the way that you fix that is you

  677. vote in the right mayor.

  678. And they begin to,

  679. they begin to reform that and fix that.

  680. It takes time, but they begin to do

  681. that. When we vote in a mayor like

  682. we have presently, you're gonna have corrupt everything.

  683. Okay?

  684. Daniel?

  685. The amendment g, does that one

  686. just defend,

  687. expand the definition of who a disabled veteran

  688. is with the property tax?

  689. No. So there so this already exist,

  690. at some level.

  691. You as a veteran get a property tax

  692. break.

  693. It it it doesn't

  694. broad broad is not a bad term. What

  695. it does we saw 2 bills come up

  696. in in,

  697. in a session this last year. 1 1

  698. the year before, but 2 big ones that

  699. came up this last time where the what

  700. they're trying to do. So so the bigger

  701. issues that you have let me let me

  702. broaden out past property tax. The bigger issues

  703. you have within the veterans,

  704. the whole veterans culture

  705. is when you get out into rural places,

  706. you don't have the veterans do not have

  707. the,

  708. access to to,

  709. all the same things that you have in

  710. one of the veteran meccas of the United

  711. States, Colorado Springs. Okay?

  712. You can literally get down,

  713. to past Pueblo,

  714. and veterans have to drive 2 or 3

  715. hours sometimes. And we've we've sat and listened

  716. to stories of them having to drive 5,

  717. 6 hours just to get some veteran assistant.

  718. Well, that means they're not really being served,

  719. which is part of the deal.

  720. What they tried to do is they tried

  721. to broaden the definition

  722. out

  723. to include

  724. special this was specifically a bill this last

  725. year.

  726. Special

  727. veterans,

  728. priority toward,

  729. LGBT

  730. veterans.

  731. Specifically

  732. transgender veterans.

  733. Extra,

  734. assistance. So if you like, you know, you

  735. got a $100 and everybody there's a 100

  736. people and they're all getting a dollar. What

  737. happens now is all of the veterans that

  738. are not transgender

  739. are gonna get a nickel, a nickel, a

  740. nickel, and then these these transgender people are

  741. gonna get $20 each.

  742. That's the concept. It's not the numbers, but

  743. that's the concept.

  744. So they've been trying to work on this

  745. whole veterans thing for a while trying to

  746. do that. And then also, they tried to,

  747. had a bill that was put up this

  748. last

  749. session. And the lady that put it up

  750. voted against it because

  751. so

  752. it was her bill, but she felt like

  753. that we weren't including transgenders enough. Because what

  754. she was doing is saying that first priority

  755. should be to women.

  756. Women veterans.

  757. Here's the thing with me.

  758. So

  759. that's that came up. That came up in

  760. the conversation, because we had already discussed the

  761. bill of transgender

  762. veterans.

  763. Right? They get a they get the first

  764. cut of the pie.

  765. So so the the the problem with this

  766. is,

  767. there's there's

  768. I think women veterans

  769. have the same

  770. priority

  771. as male veterans.

  772. Right?

  773. When you start classifying,

  774. they're they're no longer veterans. They're veterans of

  775. this class, veterans of this class, veterans of

  776. this class kind of thing. It's the whole

  777. concept.

  778. This is this is a probably a weird

  779. way to answer, but this is my thing

  780. this is my heart on this. This is

  781. my thinking.

  782. When you look across America, you you should

  783. say Americans.

  784. When you put something in front of that,

  785. you're changing

  786. the whole concept of America. So in other

  787. words, African American.

  788. That that's not a that's not a real

  789. thing for almost all of the black community.

  790. They they didn't move here from Africa.

  791. They're Americans.

  792. In fact, my father-in-law used to say this

  793. all the time. He lived in Africa longer

  794. than he lived in America. He said, does

  795. that make me an African American?

  796. Well,

  797. we we got these weird definitions. Okay? So

  798. anytime you say,

  799. that this type of veteran should get

  800. more access

  801. or should have extra benefits just because of

  802. some classification, you've already messed the whole system

  803. up. It's not it's not

  804. nothing is designed to work that way. K?

  805. The idea of affirmative action in veteran thing

  806. is stupid. Affirmative action is stupid to begin

  807. with,

  808. when we start in doing this. And now

  809. now when it comes to this specific bill,

  810. it's not that broad, but I believe what

  811. they're doing is they're trying to lay the

  812. foundation.

  813. Because we already saw that 2 years in

  814. a row where they're they're trying to change

  815. all the rules for veterans. They say we're

  816. trying to get more access, but you can

  817. give more access without trying to classify who

  818. gets first shot at it kind of thinking.

  819. And so Is it tax breaks? So are

  820. you saying you vote for it or not

  821. vote?

  822. I I believe in tax breaks.

  823. And I believe that veterans I have do

  824. what?

  825. See, there's the other part of the problem.

  826. I believe in tax breaks. When you say,

  827. okay. This group gets a specific

  828. tax break over another group, I struggle with

  829. that. Now

  830. I I don't struggle as much with veterans

  831. because I understand the the concept

  832. of what pay is and how that looks.

  833. But here's the thing. Why can't we just

  834. give everybody a tax break?

  835. Why do we have to to to do

  836. this? Now if I say this about veterans,

  837. well, then I don't like veterans. That's not

  838. what it is. I think that everybody should

  839. get a tax break.

  840. What what we do, this is this is

  841. how people this is how government buys votes.

  842. You raise the taxes to this, and then

  843. you say, what is a big demographic that

  844. we could get votes that we don't have

  845. votes for now? The democrats say, well we

  846. don't usually get the military vote. Let's give

  847. them an extra tax break, and they'll vote

  848. for democrats.

  849. That's that's literally what this is.

  850. Okay?

  851. With that said,

  852. I don't mind veterans getting a tax break.

  853. And

  854. and along that same lines, whatever happened to

  855. Taber in this whole

  856. property taxing that you guys got called back

  857. in the special session for? Is it already

  858. gone?

  859. So

  860. so we got called back in a special

  861. session. It it came out to somewhere around

  862. $85,

  863. for the average,

  864. Colorado

  865. and,

  866. $85

  867. property tax break

  868. a year.

  869. That's awesome.

  870. A year.

  871. K?

  872. But here's here's what here so Democrats hate

  873. Tabor. They say this all the time. They

  874. said this to us many times, and now

  875. I'd say that we're gonna tear down Tabor.

  876. Tabor is the only thing that has kept

  877. Colorado from literally just sinking, just sinking ship.

  878. Tabor is the only thing. Doug Bruce was

  879. a genius when he put this together.

  880. Still is a genius. But

  881. so

  882. here's one of the ways that they've been

  883. going they go around it with 4 or

  884. 5 different things, and I've argued all of

  885. these in on the floor. But one of

  886. the ways is they make special districts.

  887. So in other words, a special district is

  888. not,

  889. is not,

  890. they're exempt from Tabor.

  891. So the so the concept of Tabor, taxpayer

  892. bill of rights, Tabor. The concept of Tabor

  893. is before anybody,

  894. me, Democrats, Republicans, before we can raise taxes,

  895. it has to come to the vote of

  896. the people.

  897. We cannot raise taxes by ourselves.

  898. California, they can raise taxes whenever they want.

  899. The legislature can.

  900. We can't do that in Colorado

  901. because Doug Bruce saw this coming 22 years

  902. ago.

  903. So we have to bring it to the

  904. vote of the people. So here's the way

  905. you get around it. You have

  906. tolls on roads.

  907. It's not a tax. It's a toll.

  908. You

  909. so

  910. so you have tolls on roads. You have

  911. extra fees. I don't know if you've gotten

  912. your driver's license lately.

  913. You have extra fees. Those are fees. Those

  914. are not taxes.

  915. They're fees.

  916. Yeah. Because what now are they? They're taxes.

  917. Toll is a tax. Fees are taxes. But

  918. this is how we verbally get around Taber.

  919. Then you have special districts like,

  920. school districts, fire districts, water districts, all these

  921. other things. They're not susceptible to taxes because

  922. Taber,

  923. taxes, yes. But Tabor, because we call it

  924. something else. They're they're a special district. They're

  925. a special municipality.

  926. So we got all these groups that are

  927. exempt from this. So then they lower property

  928. tax, quote unquote for the people, But then

  929. they backfill all of these districts because if

  930. if you're gonna pay less taxes, that means

  931. your school district gets less money. Your fire

  932. district gets less money. Your, water district gets

  933. less money. Now,

  934. on on paper, they get less money. But

  935. you understand how government

  936. budgets work?

  937. K.

  938. Everybody

  939. gets more money than they did last year.

  940. Fire department gets this much money. If they

  941. lower taxes, they get this this is what

  942. they got last year. This is what they

  943. get in this year. But when you lower

  944. taxes, this is what they get now.

  945. They still get a 60% increase or something.

  946. That's a big number. But an increase

  947. but it because it wasn't 62%,

  948. they say that they're getting a tax cut.

  949. That is a lie.

  950. That is a lie.

  951. That and everybody does. They do it the

  952. federal level, they do it state level. Every

  953. one of these groups get more money each

  954. year than they got the year before, but

  955. they don't just they just don't get as,

  956. as much as they were gonna get. So

  957. they call it a So then we come

  958. along as the state, and we say, well

  959. then let's backfill that. Let's give them that

  960. extra money that they weren't gonna give.

  961. Be given.

  962. They're already getting all of this extra money.

  963. And you say this to the there was,

  964. the fireman came up and and

  965. talked to us in special session.

  966. And I went at them. And there was

  967. even some Democrats that went at them and

  968. said, why should you have extra money when

  969. everybody else doesn't? I'm like

  970. because democrat even said it.

  971. The guys, they get they get 100 and

  972. 100 of 1000 more money all the time

  973. constantly. Schools schools never get less money.

  974. They get more money. They just may not

  975. get as much more money if you get

  976. a property tax decrease.

  977. They still and here's the thing. They're still

  978. not when they get the more money, they

  979. don't give it to the teachers.

  980. The teachers don't get all these raises. They

  981. add extra administrators at 3 times what the

  982. teachers make. Did you realize in the last

  983. 10 years, 72%

  984. of all,

  985. increases in public education went to adding

  986. administrators?

  987. Not to teachers.

  988. The the the the balance has become there's

  989. a movie that's called,

  990. Whose Kids Are They? You should watch that

  991. movie. Whose Kids Are They? It was put

  992. it was

  993. made by

  994. Deborah Flora. She she,

  995. ran for

  996. senate 2 years ago, and I think she

  997. was running for something this last time too.

  998. But

  999. her and her husband made the movie, documentary.

  1000. Very solid. You when you finish that, you'll

  1001. just you're you'll be floored

  1002. at how corrupt all of the school stuff

  1003. is.

  1004. How completely corrupt it is. Well, they get

  1005. extra money.

  1006. They're not gonna give it to teachers.

  1007. Why don't we go back to having like

  1008. 30 teachers and one principal instead of having

  1009. 15 teachers

  1010. and 38 administrators.

  1011. Why don't we go back to that and

  1012. give teachers the money? Because they don't care

  1013. about education. That's not the point. It's never

  1014. been the point.

  1015. So

  1016. that's,

  1017. my rant on that. Would you like me

  1018. to rant about anything else?

  1019. Yes, ma'am.

  1020. So

  1021. when you're talking about going Hold the microphone

  1022. up to you. I I don't like We

  1023. have to because they have to hear you

  1024. online. Okay.

  1025. So going on about

  1026. dropping down to 1 principal and 30 teachers,

  1027. doesn't that shorten the building as is? Because

  1028. given that if you're gonna drop down to

  1029. 1 main principal

  1030. I came from a school that had 3

  1031. principals.

  1032. We had 3 different principals given on how

  1033. many students were coming into that town, coming

  1034. in through different high schools, what is that

  1035. going to do for those buildings? If they

  1036. drop down to 1 being able to control

  1037. almost 400 students,

  1038. what power will they have there

  1039. to keep anything in order?

  1040. Adding you could have 50 principals. They have

  1041. no power. They're they have no discipline they

  1042. cannot discipline.

  1043. They have no,

  1044. any kind of,

  1045. disciplinary power power over the children, and they

  1046. don't actually have the power over the teachers

  1047. either. That's a teacher union lie. K?

  1048. Back in the day when I was in

  1049. school, my dad was a principal.

  1050. He didn't even have an assistant principal. This

  1051. was a decent sized school. Didn't even have

  1052. an assistant principal. He was it. And he

  1053. ran a school of 100 and 100 of

  1054. students by himself. Because why? The teachers

  1055. were paid,

  1056. decently back in those days, comparatively, I'm saying.

  1057. And they could discipline.

  1058. When you don't discipline, it doesn't matter how

  1059. many principals, how many teachers, how many have

  1060. anything. You are never gonna be in control

  1061. of that school. That thing is out of

  1062. control.

  1063. The more teachers you have that are that

  1064. are paid decent to do their job, the

  1065. more they're going to invest. Right now, we

  1066. see you can see videos online constantly. When

  1067. a fight erupts in a classroom, a teacher

  1068. will walk out Because they can't do anything,

  1069. and they're in danger. And the ones that

  1070. don't walk out get beat up by the

  1071. students.

  1072. That that we're not paying these teachers enough.

  1073. You don't need a bunch of extra administrators.

  1074. What does the extra administrator do? Walk around

  1075. the halls? They're not actually doing they can't

  1076. discipline the kids. They're not allowed to do

  1077. that. So what are they doing? Administrative

  1078. paperwork, all that kind of stuff. Things that

  1079. teachers used to do back in the day.

  1080. If I may ask, what do you mean

  1081. by disciplining?

  1082. Spanking kids, making them actually stay after school,

  1083. failing them when they don't know how to

  1084. read at 10th grade, things like that.

  1085. Our schools are are completely broken with this.

  1086. We we'll never go back to spanking students.

  1087. I I understand that.

  1088. But we don't have any other way of

  1089. discipline. We graduate you realize that most of

  1090. the kids that graduate cannot read above a

  1091. 3rd grade level

  1092. now in public in fact, here's a big

  1093. one. Do you guys remember when the Department

  1094. of Education or the,

  1095. Education Administration was started in the United States?

  1096. What president started that?

  1097. Carter.

  1098. We were ranked what in the world educationally?

  1099. We were number 1 in the world.

  1100. America provided the best education in the world.

  1101. We started this national

  1102. Marxist

  1103. controlled

  1104. thought process

  1105. education

  1106. union.

  1107. And now where are we ranked?

  1108. In the in the high forties. 47, 48

  1109. right now across the world.

  1110. Well, I'm glad we did that.

  1111. At the same time Yeah. If I was

  1112. president, I would do away with that day

  1113. 1. That is a Marxist organization.

  1114. Well, here's the thing that we that we

  1115. did with that. Is when that started, the

  1116. union started doing all this and that's where

  1117. you started seeing major major philosophical

  1118. changes in what education was.

  1119. K? Now it's easy to look from that

  1120. time until now, and see how vast and

  1121. drastic these changes became to the point where

  1122. we're not actually educating kids anymore. We're not

  1123. we're not,

  1124. there is no such thing as, as,

  1125. critical thinking. And and even all of the

  1126. common more common core math and all the

  1127. stupidity that we've added into schools, this is

  1128. all part of this this Marxist mentality.

  1129. But you couldn't see it systematically.

  1130. It seemed it seemed ambiguous.

  1131. But when you look now,

  1132. we we are failing children.

  1133. Now, what what they've actually started doing is

  1134. now there's a lot of universities

  1135. that will not use the SAT or the

  1136. ACT anymore

  1137. for, entrance,

  1138. requirements.

  1139. Why?

  1140. It's too hard. They can't pass it.

  1141. But we still need all of the diversity

  1142. within the universities.

  1143. And so we are This is what Harvard

  1144. was doing when they were when they were

  1145. stopping,

  1146. Asians

  1147. from coming into Harvard.

  1148. There were too many Asians in Harvard.

  1149. What?

  1150. Maybe

  1151. they had the best scores. Maybe they had

  1152. the best test. Maybe they were

  1153. more driven

  1154. than all of the other groups. But Harvard

  1155. started discriminating against Asians because it didn't look

  1156. good in pictures.

  1157. Now we don't even do entrance examinations

  1158. the same way.

  1159. Because why? Guys, these are things This is

  1160. when I get up and say stuff about

  1161. how the average 40 year old and above

  1162. has no idea

  1163. how much the country has changed. That this

  1164. is the thing. We just assume all the

  1165. stuff is still the same. When you when

  1166. you hear like Harvard and Stanford and all

  1167. this, you assume

  1168. that that is the way that that those

  1169. Ivy League schools are always what they used

  1170. to be.

  1171. They're not.

  1172. These are indoctrination

  1173. camps like you would not believe.

  1174. They don't educate them. They don't do this

  1175. stuff anymore.

  1176. This is where we have so much change.

  1177. And it starts it starts in the public

  1178. schools in, you know,

  1179. kindergarten to 12

  1180. with this.

  1181. I can't hear I didn't hear what you

  1182. said.

  1183. That's the point. You you bring them in

  1184. and tell them, you deserve

  1185. to be there. But, oh, by the way,

  1186. you'll never pass this test. You would not

  1187. have the qualifications

  1188. to be here. So what we're gonna do

  1189. is we're gonna run this down. Then the

  1190. answer to why you're so unsatisfied and give

  1191. you a Harvard education, no one will hire

  1192. you. No one will hire you just because

  1193. they're discriminating against you. Yep. And so but

  1194. it's easy to just radicalize people. And this

  1195. is what the this is what the Muslims

  1196. have been doing from day 1. Yeah. So

  1197. really it's it's okay

  1198. to go into this place and break these

  1199. people and shoot them and cut their heads

  1200. off because you've been radicalized.

  1201. The whole world's against you. Yeah. This is

  1202. one of the things. Thomas Sowell, has a

  1203. whole book about this. If you if you

  1204. guys do not know who Thomas Sowell is,

  1205. you need to figure out who this guy

  1206. is.

  1207. He's in his nineties now, and you need

  1208. to start reading his books.

  1209. The man is one of the the the

  1210. best thinkers that has ever lived in America.

  1211. And he talks about this. He says

  1212. that we're doing a disservice to people

  1213. when we let people

  1214. into

  1215. these,

  1216. elite schools. Now he said this back when

  1217. the schools were still educating.

  1218. K.

  1219. Now they're disindoctrinating.

  1220. But he says we do a disservice when

  1221. we lower the standard so that somebody can

  1222. get into the school because of skin color

  1223. or because of something else.

  1224. He said because the problem is is they

  1225. cannot achieve

  1226. at that level.

  1227. Doesn't matter

  1228. who they are, what color they are, whatever.

  1229. If they can't achieve at the level, don't

  1230. let them in. It does a disservice to

  1231. them, and it does a disservice to the

  1232. school. And then what happens is the businesses,

  1233. the corporations,

  1234. begin to not trust that school anymore.

  1235. Alright? Is there

  1236. Yeah. Yeah. Any in California will hire none

  1237. of those IT companies will hire from Stanford.

  1238. That's that has become so, I just read

  1239. JD Vance's book.

  1240. I I don't necessarily recommend it, but,

  1241. it it was I'd either way. But,

  1242. but he talks about this. That used to

  1243. be if you were a lawyer coming out

  1244. of Stanford, you could pick your job.

  1245. Doesn't exist anymore. Why? Because the school's not

  1246. what it used to be.

  1247. It's not the same that it used to

  1248. be.

  1249. The it is better for this student let's

  1250. say that the student is a low a

  1251. average student.

  1252. You let them into a school that is

  1253. a high a average student, and they will

  1254. always be behind. They can't perform. They can't

  1255. do the stuff.

  1256. So

  1257. they're they're killing themselves trying to get there.

  1258. They can't get there. It would be better

  1259. if they went to a an Ohio state

  1260. or a Michigan or something like that that

  1261. I'm not saying there were schools,

  1262. but their their overall understanding

  1263. is more of the low a or the

  1264. high b.

  1265. You you won't.

  1266. Where you can be in the top half,

  1267. your whole rest of your career will be

  1268. better.

  1269. Yes.

  1270. You'll learn you'll learn more instead of just

  1271. trying to make sure you make the next

  1272. grade you're actually learning.

  1273. All these different things. And and Thomas Dole

  1274. Thomas Dole has done study after study after

  1275. study on this. But when he says something

  1276. like that, he's called a racist.

  1277. Oh, by the way, he's black.

  1278. But he's called a racist for this.

  1279. One of the people I read his biography

  1280. too is, Clarence Thomas. He says the same

  1281. thing. He said, we've got to make sure

  1282. that we that we help people succeed,

  1283. not just get into a school so that

  1284. the picture

  1285. of the graduating class has a lot of

  1286. different color in it. A lot of different,

  1287. mentalities behind it. It doesn't matter. If they're

  1288. all Asians, Harvard, okay.

  1289. They got in.

  1290. It's stupid what we're doing with this kind

  1291. of stuff.

  1292. Yes. This is by the way, this is

  1293. how when Carter started the,

  1294. the NEA, this is this is the concept

  1295. of how it started. It was started with

  1296. the communist, but I would say more Marxist,

  1297. principles that guide this.

  1298. And and it's written this I I would

  1299. I'm being reminded of this documentary a lot.

  1300. Go watch the documentary whose children are they?

  1301. It'll it'll floor you.

  1302. Right. Democratic world Right. Have control.

  1303. Yeah.

  1304. That that's the concept is it's the the

  1305. and that's what the, World Economic Forum is

  1306. doing, guys. They're trying to take over the

  1307. whole world. They're not trying to hurt America.

  1308. Trying to take over the whole world. America

  1309. is just their biggest obstacle.

  1310. Somebody else? Yes.

  1311. Okay.

  1312. Alright.

  1313. Let's let's talk about the Lord.

  1314. Yeah.

  1315. That's they let's bring Jesus back to the

  1316. school. We don't have to worry about any

  1317. of this. But you can't have this this

  1318. communism, Marxism cannot have a god

  1319. because,

  1320. the system is the god.

  1321. You cannot have

  1322. you know, this is something that gets lost

  1323. on people sometimes.

  1324. Jesus says that he did not come to

  1325. bring peace.

  1326. Right? You guys know that he Jesus said

  1327. that. Right?

  1328. We think

  1329. that Jesus came to bring peace on earth.

  1330. Goodwill to all men.

  1331. Right?

  1332. He came to bring peace in our spirit.

  1333. He came to bring freedom in our spirit.

  1334. That's why I don't think that that the

  1335. sermon that I preached about this a few

  1336. months ago, I don't think Jesus is as

  1337. concerned about freedom of religion as we are.

  1338. The reason Jesus gets concerned about freedom of

  1339. religion is so that we can,

  1340. witness.

  1341. So that we can propagate it. But that

  1342. happens in very controlled countries too. In fact,

  1343. Chinese Christians and North Korean Christians and and,

  1344. Iranian Christians

  1345. witness a lot better than American Christians do.

  1346. They just do.

  1347. Fastest growing church in the world right now

  1348. is where?

  1349. Iran. Iran.

  1350. Yep. Alright.

  1351. So

  1352. Jesus came to bring

  1353. peace in our spirit.

  1354. Freedom in our spirit. Well, you can't have

  1355. that in communism.

  1356. When you're free in your spirit, it's amazing

  1357. how your conversations change.

  1358. It's amazing how your world view changes.

  1359. Everything changes. And all of a sudden, the

  1360. government's not your god. And

  1361. communism can't have that. Marxism cannot have that.

  1362. Socialism can't even have that.

  1363. Right? You understand socialism will always end up

  1364. a communism.

  1365. Always.

  1366. Okay. Alright. Psalms 51.

  1367. Somebody give me a little bit of background.

  1368. Where why did David write Psalms 51?

  1369. He was a murderer. Yeah. Not just a

  1370. murderer. What else was he? An adulterer.

  1371. An adulterer?

  1372. And not only did he murder this has

  1373. always been the thing for me.

  1374. And I think some of this is I

  1375. don't know if this is because I'm a

  1376. guy. I don't know if girls see this

  1377. the same.

  1378. Maybe because I was in the military. I

  1379. don't know.

  1380. But not only did David murder

  1381. Bathsheba's husband, but Bathsheba's husband

  1382. was one of his 30,

  1383. one of his elite

  1384. military men.

  1385. It would be the equivalent

  1386. of,

  1387. of a navy seal unit and the commander

  1388. killing one of his

  1389. elite

  1390. seal soldiers

  1391. because he slept with the guy's wife.

  1392. Come on, David.

  1393. How

  1394. how horrible do you have to be?

  1395. How horrible do you have to be?

  1396. Well, he's the king. King can do anything

  1397. he wants.

  1398. I know and I love it when he's

  1399. confronted by Nathan later.

  1400. And and I and before he wrote this,

  1401. he's confronted by Nathan, I believe.

  1402. And,

  1403. and he tells the story and and they

  1404. and then Nathan says, it was you, David.

  1405. You did this.

  1406. And he said, you could have anything you

  1407. wanted,

  1408. and you had to go take,

  1409. the sheep from the, the guy that only

  1410. had 1 sheep.

  1411. You get up all the sheep in the

  1412. world, but you had to take the sheep

  1413. from the guy. That's my I'm paraphrasing.

  1414. You had to take the sheep from that

  1415. guy.

  1416. Man,

  1417. the good thing about David,

  1418. when God says,

  1419. you're a man after my own heart.

  1420. That this is

  1421. this is why.

  1422. David was a scoundrel. He was. I love

  1423. David. I think he's one of the most

  1424. amazing guys in scripture, but he is also

  1425. one of the worst guys in scripture.

  1426. Probably

  1427. I would love to see David in battle

  1428. because that's when he was David.

  1429. I would love to see David in the

  1430. 30 in battle.

  1431. I would like to see,

  1432. David's,

  1433. warrior that fought

  1434. the fought the,

  1435. lion on a snowy slope,

  1436. in a snowy pit.

  1437. Man,

  1438. would you like to have seen that? Yeah.

  1439. David was an amazing guy, but man, he

  1440. was a scoundrel. But here's the thing.

  1441. Is he

  1442. he was a very tender hearted toward God

  1443. and he repented.

  1444. He repented of stuff. If there's anything,

  1445. I think the number one thing that should

  1446. always stand out to us in the story

  1447. of David is no matter what you've done,

  1448. no matter what you've done,

  1449. the Lord will forgive you if you just

  1450. repent.

  1451. And I've had so many conversations with people

  1452. over the years. Well, you don't know how

  1453. bad I've been or you don't know the

  1454. things I'm done I've done.

  1455. And I don't wanna know.

  1456. But god

  1457. knows, and he will forgive you.

  1458. Why would god send his son to die

  1459. on the cross

  1460. if he's not going to forgive us?

  1461. Wouldn't it be better to send Fred

  1462. to die on the cross?

  1463. You say, who's Fred? It's irrelevant.

  1464. The reason Jesus dies on the cross

  1465. is because he wants to forgive us. David

  1466. says, have mercy on me, oh god,

  1467. because of your unfailing love. Not because David

  1468. deserves mercy,

  1469. but because of your unfailing love.

  1470. The reason the lord forgives you is because

  1471. he loves you, not because you've done something

  1472. to earn it.

  1473. The reason he forgives you is because you've

  1474. done something that needs it,

  1475. Not because you've earned something or done something.

  1476. Because of your great compassion, god, blot out

  1477. the stain of my sins.

  1478. Wash me clean from my guilt.

  1479. Purify me from my sin.

  1480. I I I think you hear me say

  1481. this regularly.

  1482. That I think that one of the things

  1483. as a Christian that has to be one

  1484. of our main

  1485. guiding

  1486. things in our life constantly

  1487. is repentance.

  1488. A repentant heart.

  1489. And I and I've said that in different

  1490. settings. First time this happened to me, I

  1491. wasn't expecting. I said this something similar to

  1492. that. I was going to Denver Seminary at

  1493. the time and

  1494. and, and there's

  1495. there's a lot of,

  1496. one saved always saved Calvinist there. And,

  1497. the fact that I would say that you

  1498. need to repent regularly or you should have

  1499. a heart of repentance,

  1500. oh, they they took umbrage with that. Deep

  1501. umbrage.

  1502. We don't need to be repenting.

  1503. What do I need to repent of? Sin?

  1504. I think that's what you need to repent

  1505. of. Sin? The Lord's already forgiven me of

  1506. my sin.

  1507. That that you haven't repented of? Scripture doesn't

  1508. say that.

  1509. Scripture says that he forgives you when you

  1510. repent.

  1511. He didn't just forgive you because he wants

  1512. to forgive you. If he's gonna do that,

  1513. we should believe in universalism.

  1514. Everybody's forgiven. Doesn't matter.

  1515. You repent.

  1516. This is why it says confess your faults

  1517. one to another.

  1518. Why would he say that if you're already

  1519. forgiven? It doesn't matter.

  1520. Right?

  1521. For I recognize my rebellion, it haunts me

  1522. day and night. One of the things that

  1523. I think isn't that comes along with the

  1524. repentant

  1525. spirit and attitude

  1526. is that you recognize who you are.

  1527. You recognize your frailty. You recognize the the

  1528. potential you have for this one. Paul says,

  1529. I'm the chiefest of sinners. I've literally sat

  1530. and listened to people say, well, he didn't

  1531. mean that. He wasn't really a sinner.

  1532. Well, then that means you just made him

  1533. also a liar,

  1534. which is worse.

  1535. Right?

  1536. Carrie, did you just wanna hold the microphone

  1537. or were you gonna say Yeah. I did

  1538. just wanna hold it so no one else

  1539. can talk.

  1540. As you're as we're, you know, reading this

  1541. and everything,

  1542. I can't help but think about the story

  1543. you shared this morning

  1544. on the Joshua Nation stuff about the guy

  1545. that was doing the 3 day thing and

  1546. talked to the teenage girl.

  1547. But that and what you said hit me

  1548. really hard, and it was right before I

  1549. walked into work.

  1550. But you said

  1551. he the guy said something like or can

  1552. you just share that story first? I don't

  1553. want I'm gonna completely chop it up. Yeah.

  1554. So I was at a breakfast with,

  1555. 3 guys,

  1556. 2 really old guys,

  1557. and,

  1558. one younger guy.

  1559. So Moments of a story. Well, one of

  1560. them is in the room. So,

  1561. but but he he was talking about this

  1562. story. He was at a conference. I'll try

  1563. to make it quick, get the main details.

  1564. But he's at this conference. He was speaking

  1565. at this conference. He comes across this young

  1566. girl that had grown up in an atheist

  1567. household,

  1568. but her parents let her come to this

  1569. conference.

  1570. And, and he he had presented

  1571. Christ in his

  1572. message.

  1573. And,

  1574. he didn't know this girl, but he had

  1575. interacted with her. We're just walking down the

  1576. hall.

  1577. And so she'd been raised in an atheist

  1578. mentality for I think I think she's 14,

  1579. 15 years old.

  1580. And,

  1581. so she'd been indoctrinated with atheism for that

  1582. long.

  1583. In the 3 days of the con by

  1584. the time they left the conference, he had

  1585. a time to talk to her for a

  1586. little bit, talk to her about Jesus,

  1587. prayed with her, but didn't know exactly how

  1588. it turned out.

  1589. He got word later from one of the

  1590. his people that

  1591. that the girl had gone to an another

  1592. lady afterwards

  1593. and and said that she had given her

  1594. heart to Jesus.

  1595. That's a great story. Right? Amazing story. But

  1596. what what got me is when he said,

  1597. you know, it took how many years? 15

  1598. years

  1599. of indoctrinating

  1600. her day after day after day for this

  1601. atheist mentality.

  1602. He said, but it took the Holy Spirit

  1603. 3 days to break that down and she

  1604. got saved.

  1605. As we gotta keep that in our minds,

  1606. we gotta that's basically am I right about

  1607. the stupidity? Yeah. That's that's the story. Well,

  1608. I was asking the other old guy that

  1609. was behind you.

  1610. Oh. But just as Todd, I was looking

  1611. at Todd.

  1612. Just as we're reading this, like, it's making

  1613. me think of that that we, I believe,

  1614. need to be in that constant

  1615. mentality,

  1616. you know, of allowing Christ to

  1617. renew us. You know? Because like you were

  1618. talking about this morning,

  1619. that

  1620. American Christians are just so comfortable

  1621. with where we're at, you know, and,

  1622. but now I really like that story. And

  1623. then with what you said about the 3

  1624. days, like that hit me,

  1625. pretty hard. And as we're reading this, it

  1626. just reminded me of of that. You know,

  1627. we kinda have this thinking, and I've even

  1628. kind of given,

  1629. allude alluded to this a different time. But,

  1630. you know, that we gotta just keep working

  1631. on somebody, keep working on somebody, keep working

  1632. on somebody, and someday they get saved.

  1633. I've also seen it happen instantaneously

  1634. with somebody that has

  1635. no has no history.

  1636. Because you have to remember the Holy Spirit

  1637. is the guy in charge of everything. He's

  1638. the power of the universe.

  1639. K. If you wanna put some kind of

  1640. equating to it, God is the judge. Jesus

  1641. is the word

  1642. and also the lamb.

  1643. And the Holy Spirit is the power.

  1644. When Jesus, the logos,

  1645. speaks creation into existence,

  1646. the holy spirit is the one who makes

  1647. it happen. He's the power

  1648. of the universe.

  1649. Right? When Elijah calls fire down from heaven,

  1650. the holy spirit is the one who brings

  1651. the fire down. He's the power of the

  1652. universe.

  1653. If if the power of the universe can

  1654. keep the planets going around the sun and

  1655. all you say, oh, no. That's the laws

  1656. of physics. Okay. Who made those?

  1657. Right?

  1658. If the holy spirit can keep the whole

  1659. solar system running, don't you think he can

  1660. dig into your neighbor's spirit and soul if

  1661. you'll just say something?

  1662. If you just if you just step out

  1663. there,

  1664. do this, say this,

  1665. pray for him.

  1666. Holy spirit, man, he he'll get on that

  1667. horse and ride that thing.

  1668. All you gotta do is just what you

  1669. can.

  1670. And the holy spirit can change somebody instantly

  1671. overnight.

  1672. Overnight.

  1673. I I I know I've told this

  1674. story here, but I think it's been a

  1675. while. But,

  1676. when I was a youth pastor,

  1677. I needed my lawnmower fixed.

  1678. And, so a guy in the church said,

  1679. go down to this guy. This is in

  1680. East Texas. And when he said go down

  1681. to this guy,

  1682. he didn't give me an ad. That that's

  1683. that's East Texas talk for there's gonna be

  1684. a little shed, and there's gonna be a

  1685. guy sitting out in front of that shed,

  1686. and he will fix your lawnmower. That's what

  1687. that meant. K? But I knew that. I

  1688. grew up there. So so I go down

  1689. to this little shed and and this I

  1690. walk in, got my lawnmower, and I'm walking

  1691. in. And and there he's sitting there, and

  1692. there's, like, 5 or 6 other guys. And

  1693. this was the hangout for all these guys.

  1694. That's it's like, that happens. Okay? When you

  1695. see that on movies, that really happens. And

  1696. so

  1697. I walk in, and as I'm walking in,

  1698. this guy

  1699. just starts cussing at me.

  1700. I don't know him. I've never met him.

  1701. I don't know anything about him. But he's

  1702. screaming at me and yelling and cussing at

  1703. things I didn't even know. Things about my

  1704. family I didn't know. All kinds of stuff

  1705. that he's saying.

  1706. And and I'm just standing there like,

  1707. did I do something?

  1708. And one of the old,

  1709. guys, homeless people I don't know who he

  1710. was. Just sitting there chewing tobacco, drinking, you

  1711. know.

  1712. And, he said, don't worry. That's just who

  1713. he is.

  1714. I don't know even know what that means.

  1715. That's just did I do something? I still

  1716. don't know. So he said, well, come on.

  1717. Bring that thing in here. You're just gonna

  1718. stand there and blah blah blah blah blah.

  1719. You know? I'm like, you know, I'm I'm

  1720. almost in tears. I don't know what to

  1721. do.

  1722. K? And this guy is

  1723. 91,

  1724. 92, I think it was.

  1725. And,

  1726. well no. He would have been, like, 89

  1727. at this point.

  1728. And so I I go in there and

  1729. he's asking about this, and I said, well,

  1730. so and so told me to come down

  1731. or you'd fix my lawnmower.

  1732. And then he just starts cussing so and

  1733. so. That was at our he's a guy

  1734. in our church.

  1735. And

  1736. but the whole time he's, like, looking at

  1737. my lawnmower doing all this kind of stuff.

  1738. And and he said, where'd you meet that?

  1739. So and so and so. And I said,

  1740. well, he goes to my church. I'm the

  1741. youth pastor of the church. Oh, man. I

  1742. shouldn't have said that.

  1743. It got really bad then.

  1744. So I I leave.

  1745. Come back a couple days later, he's got

  1746. my lawnmower fixed. I walk up soon as

  1747. I walk up, he starts cussing me

  1748. and cussing the church.

  1749. Because he knows he remembers that.

  1750. This guy is vile.

  1751. So

  1752. this gets in me.

  1753. Challenge accepted.

  1754. Right?

  1755. Alright.

  1756. Bring it, old man. We're doing this.

  1757. So I just start every time he says

  1758. something, I just start talking to him about

  1759. Jesus and preaching at him.

  1760. He's being as rude as any person has

  1761. ever been to me in my life.

  1762. And so I just take it back to

  1763. him. And he'd say something. I said, you

  1764. know, you need to shut your mouth. God

  1765. doesn't like that.

  1766. Looks at me and then he starts off

  1767. again. And I said, no.

  1768. First, don't talk don't use my god's name

  1769. when you're making those kind of statements. My

  1770. god is holy and he's just and you're

  1771. not any of these things. And I'm just

  1772. going at him. I'm tearing him up just

  1773. as much. And all these old dudes sitting

  1774. over there are loving this.

  1775. They're hollering,

  1776. you know, that kind of thing. And I

  1777. just go at this guy.

  1778. And,

  1779. take my lawnmower, leave,

  1780. and I'm thinking,

  1781. what else do I need fixed?

  1782. I didn't have anything else to get fixed,

  1783. so I just went back to his shop.

  1784. I just showed

  1785. up. He starts screaming and cussing me again.

  1786. He says, what do you need fixed this

  1787. time? I said, I don't need anything fixed.

  1788. You need fixed. And I just go at

  1789. him again.

  1790. Guys,

  1791. I never thought

  1792. this would happen.

  1793. A month later,

  1794. 4 or 5 weeks, something like that later,

  1795. he shows up at church.

  1796. Came in, sat at the back, just sat

  1797. there.

  1798. You know, the whole time.

  1799. When our pastor gave the altar call for

  1800. salvation,

  1801. he got saved.

  1802. He died 6 months later.

  1803. But in that 6 months, he completely transformed.

  1804. I

  1805. I I wasn't expecting that.

  1806. And I'm not saying I'm I get the

  1807. credit for that. I I I somehow somehow

  1808. obviously, I'm involved,

  1809. but it could have been that other guy

  1810. that he was cussing that recommended him. I

  1811. mean, I I don't know. I'm not trying

  1812. to figure that out. Here's what I know.

  1813. The holy spirit can change anybody in an

  1814. instant.

  1815. This dude had 90 years of being that.

  1816. In the last 6 months of his life,

  1817. he was a good Christian.

  1818. And people said they never heard him cuss

  1819. again.

  1820. Never. The old man got bored with him.

  1821. Yeah. It was why be here if he's

  1822. not gonna go out? Alright.

  1823. I recognize my rebellion.

  1824. It haunts me day and night.

  1825. Guys, recognize recognize. I'm gonna I'm gonna talk

  1826. a little bit about this Sunday.

  1827. But recognize who you are. Own up to

  1828. who you are. One of the biggest problems

  1829. we're ever gonna have in our life is

  1830. us.

  1831. You're you're you're you are your biggest enemy.

  1832. Satan just uses you,

  1833. but you're your biggest problem.

  1834. Because nobody else can make you do something,

  1835. you're doing it because you're choosing at some

  1836. level.

  1837. Recognize that. When you when you know you

  1838. have an issue with something, get before god

  1839. and ask him to work on it.

  1840. Repent and ask him to work on it.

  1841. I I've given you different examples over the

  1842. years, but the biggest one for me

  1843. back in the day was my anger.

  1844. I I had such a major problem with

  1845. anger.

  1846. Such a problem. And I and I and

  1847. every now and then it rears its head.

  1848. Right?

  1849. But for the most part, I had that

  1850. thing whooped.

  1851. I spent hours and hours and hours and

  1852. hours praying and pleading with God and asking,

  1853. going through scripture. How do you deal with

  1854. anger? How do you deal with this kind

  1855. of stuff?

  1856. Talk to people. I've had mentors and counselors,

  1857. and I've had my wife.

  1858. She's really helped me a lot over the

  1859. years with that.

  1860. She has a vested interest. And so

  1861. the all all these different things. And every

  1862. now and then, I tell you I tell

  1863. you when it hit me again,

  1864. it's standing in the well in the capital.

  1865. But in my defense a little bit,

  1866. a lot of it is actually righteous indignation.

  1867. And so I I kinda let it I

  1868. kinda let it take its

  1869. course sometimes

  1870. in ways that I wouldn't do in the

  1871. church.

  1872. I figured they don't come to church.

  1873. They're getting both barrels.

  1874. Look at this. This is important. This is

  1875. important.

  1876. Against you, who's who's David talking about?

  1877. God.

  1878. Against you

  1879. and you alone have I sinned.

  1880. I struggled with that for years years years.

  1881. Because I

  1882. thought, if if I do something against Daniel,

  1883. I've sinned against Daniel. David sinned against Uriah,

  1884. didn't he?

  1885. How can you how can you just negate

  1886. that?

  1887. But what

  1888. what David is saying is a spiritual truth

  1889. that transcends our understanding sometimes.

  1890. When you sin,

  1891. you can't sin against a person

  1892. because they're not god. They are not a

  1893. holy

  1894. god.

  1895. When we sin,

  1896. we're sinning against the person that made the

  1897. rules.

  1898. If I do something wrong to to Daniel,

  1899. I've I've wronged Daniel. But I can't sin

  1900. against him because he didn't make the rules.

  1901. He's not the holy judge. I'm not gonna

  1902. stand before him someday.

  1903. I sinned against God. But you say, well

  1904. that's kinda

  1905. getting out of it. It's the opposite.

  1906. If I sin against Daniel, it's only between

  1907. Daniel and I.

  1908. I can take care You know when that

  1909. stops? When Daniel dies or I die?

  1910. But if I sin against God, it doesn't

  1911. matter when I die.

  1912. I'm gonna stand before him for that.

  1913. Daniel will never be my judge,

  1914. but God is always my judge.

  1915. And that's what David understood. And and here's

  1916. the amazing thing about it. David understood this

  1917. before the concept of the cross.

  1918. That's that's big. That's powerful in my opinion.

  1919. He says, against you and you alone have

  1920. I sinned. I have done what is evil

  1921. in your sight.

  1922. You will be pro proved right in what

  1923. you say. And your judgment against me is

  1924. just.

  1925. And basically, he's just saying, God, I want

  1926. you to forgive me. But you're the judge.

  1927. You're the judge.

  1928. Now be careful with that after the cross.

  1929. Because if you assume that maybe Jesus won't

  1930. forgive you, now you're going against the word.

  1931. K? That's important.

  1932. That's an important,

  1933. differentiation

  1934. after cross before cross.

  1935. Right?

  1936. Don't ever don't ever let Satan tell you

  1937. that Jesus will not forgive you.

  1938. That's a lie that goes against scripture.

  1939. K?

  1940. For I was born a sinner. Yes, from

  1941. the very moment my mother conceived me. You

  1942. desire honesty from the womb. I, the the

  1943. best I can tell, I don't think womb

  1944. is the right,

  1945. translation here. I think it means from in

  1946. the inside of you, not from the inside

  1947. of your mother.

  1948. K? It doesn't seem to fit the rest,

  1949. and that's not really how the Hebrew says.

  1950. I don't think it's bad that it says

  1951. womb, but I think we miss the bigger

  1952. point. And I don't think that's what the

  1953. Hebrew was the Hebrew says. But you desire

  1954. honesty from my inner parts, teaching me wisdom

  1955. even there in in here,

  1956. not in the womb.

  1957. Okay? That's just that. Alright. We're gonna start

  1958. with verse 7

  1959. next week.

  1960. And we're gonna go down through it.

  1961. Alright?

  1962. So here's the obvious question of the evening,

  1963. but it seems to be a little stronger

  1964. for us tonight.

  1965. How how are we gonna pray about this?

  1966. Let me let me not use the word

  1967. we. Because that kinda gives us a little

  1968. bit of a

  1969. a transference potential.

  1970. Right?

  1971. How are you gonna pray about this? Wisdom.

  1972. I think wisdom is very appropriate because everything

  1973. you said Start over, Aidan, so they can

  1974. hear you at home. I think wisdom.

  1975. Because everything you said earlier about the political

  1976. thing affects us in the here and now.

  1977. And,

  1978. I could understand the right to say indignation

  1979. when you have to go to the capital.

  1980. I get that. And I think a lot

  1981. of whiz mess to go into that. And

  1982. looking at what you just shared on the

  1983. second half of the set of the service

  1984. was very, very spiritual.

  1985. What you said about the womb and it

  1986. means interbeing

  1987. and about finding out about I don't sin

  1988. against this person. I sin against god, the

  1989. ultimate judge. When we have responsibility

  1990. to our brothers and sisters, but it's against

  1991. God. And David understood that. I never realized

  1992. that before.

  1993. That's important. So I think the discernment and

  1994. wisdom Yeah. In this message.

  1995. I like you attaching discernment to that. Because

  1996. to me, wisdom and discernment need to go

  1997. hand in hand.

  1998. How else are you gonna pray?

  1999. Somebody else?

  2000. Did I see somebody over here? Raise your

  2001. hand.

  2002. Oh.

  2003. Here here is what always comes to my

  2004. mind

  2005. Is,

  2006. Lord, let me let me be honest with

  2007. me.

  2008. In your spirit,

  2009. convict me

  2010. and let me be honest.

  2011. I I don't wanna ever get to the

  2012. point where

  2013. I brush my sins under the rug, and

  2014. then I preach to you guys.

  2015. I don't I don't wanna do that.

  2016. And by the way, that's a lot easier

  2017. than you think.

  2018. I I want the lord to I wanna

  2019. I wanna

  2020. truly be open with the Lord. I wanna

  2021. know where my

  2022. rebellion is. I wanna know where my attitude,

  2023. pride, selfishness,

  2024. lust. I wanna know where all those things

  2025. are in my existence, so that I can

  2026. get them before God.

  2027. Sometimes I fight with god about things.

  2028. Because I try to justify, but

  2029. I I wanna be honest and open.

  2030. I'm I'm talking about that

  2031. some Sunday.

  2032. I think that's why I switched to to

  2033. Psalms 51 here tonight because it's

  2034. it leads us very well into this weekend.

  2035. But I I just

  2036. I don't wanna be I don't wanna be

  2037. an intentional hypocrite. I think we're all hypocrites

  2038. at some level, but I don't wanna be

  2039. intentional.

  2040. Joy? I was just gonna say that too

  2041. is that, you know, help me to just

  2042. really see my sin because it's really easy

  2043. to read about David and think, well, I've

  2044. never done a lot of things he's done.

  2045. So, I must not be such a bad

  2046. guy. And so

  2047. it's like

  2048. we really

  2049. I I wanna see,

  2050. you know, how I'm sinning against God in

  2051. a in a really way that I can

  2052. change.

  2053. We we always rationalize. Human nature rationalizes our

  2054. sin by assessing it,

  2055. toward who we think is worse.

  2056. Right? We never pick somebody better.

  2057. We don't ever do that. Right? We don't

  2058. ever say,

  2059. you know, I wish I was more like

  2060. mother Teresa.

  2061. Right? We always say, I'm just glad I'm

  2062. I'm not as bad as these 3 Democrats

  2063. sitting here on the front row.

  2064. Alright. Let's pray. God, we thank you for

  2065. your grace.

  2066. Lord, that you truly are

  2067. you are grace.

  2068. Your your

  2069. you fill us with your presence and your

  2070. spirit

  2071. to soften our hearts so that we can

  2072. first respond to your grace and then then

  2073. also give it.

  2074. Lord, help me to realize that

  2075. that when I sin, I sin against you.

  2076. Lord, I don't wanna sin against you.

  2077. I don't wanna wrong anybody else either.

  2078. Or there's no one on this planet

  2079. that I wanna see hurt,

  2080. harmed.

  2081. Lord, I I

  2082. I wanna see people judged.

  2083. Lord, I don't want anybody go to hell.

  2084. So I want your grace for me and

  2085. I want your grace for others.

  2086. I don't want you to create a clean

  2087. heart in me and then give me the

  2088. ability to help somebody else see that.

  2089. Lord, help every one of us here

  2090. to realize and recognize

  2091. our rebellion.

  2092. And then get it right with you.

  2093. Lord, I don't wanna be convicted just to

  2094. be condemned. Wanna be convicted so that I

  2095. can change it and I can serve you

  2096. better.

  2097. Lord, I pray that for our church.

  2098. Pray that for every one of us.

  2099. Help us to let your holy spirit

  2100. get inside our minds, and our spirit, and

  2101. our heart, and just

  2102. just wreak havoc in there

  2103. and change us.

  2104. We pray all of this ultimately for your

  2105. glory, lord god.

  2106. And in the name of your son, Jesus.

  2107. Amen.

  2108. Amen. Alright. Don't forget men's breakfast, Saturday.

  2109. Looking forward to,

  2110. There Better Be Bacon. I don't know who's

  2111. planning this, but

  2112. alright. We'll see you guys. Have a great

  2113. rest of your night.