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Wrecked By God!

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  1. Oh, and so, Father, we just thank you for Bruce. Lord,

  2. we thank you for the word that you've placed on his heart. Father,

  3. I asked that you would just speak through him. Lord, I give

  4. him permission and full blessing to speak every word Lord that you have for us.

  5. So, Lord, I asked that you would cause your anointing to fall

  6. yes in Jesus name. Amen, Amen, Amen, Amen. I was

  7. having a little trouble in them. It's the worship service today. I gave

  8. God permission to wreck me. And I didn't mean right then, God,

  9. but that's what happened anyways. And ah yeah, and then she came up

  10. and prayed over the fathers that had had a rough life. And are people

  11. that had a rough life with their fathers. And I can celebrate Father's Day

  12. with just so much joy because I had a great dad. And I'll tell

  13. you something, I had a great diet. But I don't know if he's

  14. in heaven or not, but I have a first father and his name is

  15. Jehovah. He's my abba father. And over the last few years he's he's

  16. allowed me to call him that, and I've learned how to to just fellowship

  17. with him that way, and I'm really privileged this morning to share. Pastor

  18. gave me a warning, said I should not last beyond like two thirty.

  19. Uh so, Um, but wasn't two thirty? Where do you go?

  20. Um? I want to talk about being ruined by God, or being wrecked

  21. by God, or being undone by God, because because that's really what God

  22. wants to do for us. It's a privilege to bring the word here a

  23. place where where people are obviously worshiping God and obviously seeking Him, and and

  24. I'm just blessed by that. Let me tell you what happened. Uh,

  25. last Sunday, I was sitting over here, or this lady sitting and and

  26. my friends were with me, and in the midst of things, Pastor was

  27. bringing things to a close and and and God told me something that this church

  28. needed to hear. And basically he said, this group of people needs to

  29. get undone by me. And I said, okay, God. You know,

  30. sometimes I'll come up and say something, but sometimes I'll just kind of

  31. let us sat and ruminate and and just kind of digest in my spirit.

  32. I never said a word to anybody except my friend Brent and and maybe his

  33. wife Jennifer. And I didn't say a word to pastor justin. I just

  34. didn't do it. I said, God, if you want this to happen,

  35. you're gonna have to open the door. And Thursday night I was sitting

  36. at home, minding my own business, and I got a text, Hey,

  37. you want to preach on Sunday. And first I looked at it and

  38. I said, this Sunday. And then then I said, well, God,

  39. if if, And then I remembered God wanted me to share something with

  40. you guys, and praise God, He's opened the door. So so would

  41. you just pray with me right now? Lord God. There is nothing greater

  42. than your love for us. There's nothing more powerful or gives us more potential

  43. than your desire for us. And Lord God, today, thank you God.

  44. You wrecked me in the worship service. You've done it to me before

  45. here, and I just pray that next Sunday you do it all over again,

  46. Lord, because when I'm wrecked for you, I'm wrecked to the world.

  47. And I thank you for that. Father, hallelujah. So so who

  48. am I well? And nobody's special. Be very honest with you. I

  49. don't have a Bible degree, but I planted three churches. I've done a

  50. lot of different things, and God's given me the desire of my heart and

  51. all those things, and I kind of casually tell people I have a bam

  52. diven PhD because I'm born again, my mass there's divine and I'm pretty hard

  53. on the devil. Amen. Okay, and yes you can steal that,

  54. Okay, just don't use it next Sunday pastor Okay, because they will remember.

  55. Maybe you came here this morning with the joy of a four year old

  56. little girl who just learned how to skip and knows that her dad's taken her

  57. to get ice cream. Okay. But maybe you came here today and you're

  58. just about at the end of your rope, and you've struggled with this and

  59. that, and you've been scarred, and there's people here today who never knew

  60. their earthly father or their father was was a mess. Doesn't matter, because

  61. God is here to touch your heart today. That was a little slow.

  62. Okay, we'll work on that together. Okay. You know you may have

  63. crawled in here and maybe that slow response was why. You know, but

  64. God wants to do some things to you. And let me just say something

  65. about the spiritual forces over this area. Being from New England, and I'm

  66. almost far enough from New England now, but but being from New England,

  67. there's a different spiritual principality there. It's a it's a Greek principality that tries

  68. to talk about about intellect and how important you are and how the world messages

  69. you, uh measures you, and all those things. But that stuff doesn't

  70. matter. But here, in the midst of a hundred churches, the principality

  71. here is a religious spirit. Well what does that mean? Well, first

  72. of all, there are no second generation Christians. Okay, that's that's the

  73. way. You just can't be a second generation Christian. But you can be

  74. a second, third, fourth, or fifth generation religious person. And that

  75. doesn't work. You need a real relationship with Jesus Christ. And I can

  76. get away with saying things that this nice fellow here might not say. Okay,

  77. but I'm going to there's a danger for you to come to church with

  78. low expectations. If you came to church this morning with low expectations, please

  79. don't raise your hand. Okay, I don't want to see that. But

  80. I'm talking to you. Okay. That's just the way it is. God

  81. intends for us to come here and for him to touch us. You know,

  82. sad things happened to me last night about eleven o'clock at night, when

  83. when I had to hug my daughter and my oldest granddaughter and my youngest granddaughter

  84. and know that they were flying away this morning and going back to New England.

  85. That hurt, okay, But I also have the great joy of knowing

  86. that I have an oldest granddaughter and the youngest granddaughter, and a daughter who

  87. loves me and who followed in some of my footsteps. And all those good

  88. things have happened to me because I have this first father and he wants to

  89. work in my life. Years ago, there was a song written by a

  90. guy named Don Ingalls. I don't know who he is, and I'm going

  91. to save you the paint of me trying to sing it to you, because

  92. that wouldn't be pretty. But he wrote this song and it says, don't

  93. leave here like you came in Jesus name, okay. And it's a pretty

  94. famous gospel song. A lot of the Black churches sing it and it's a

  95. part of their repertoire. But I want you to make a confession with me,

  96. please, And I really mean this, Will you say this with me?

  97. I won't leave here the same in Jesus name, And you just kicked

  98. open a great, big door for God's favor. You know. A little

  99. while back, just for a little background, I taught a fairly lengthy Bible

  100. study from the Book of First Peter. And I spent the whole first session,

  101. the first session of the whole process, talking about Peter, who he

  102. was, and where he was from, and what he did, and that

  103. he smelled like fish and those kinds of things and all of that. But

  104. when I felt called, and pastors already quoted one of my scriptures this morning

  105. to talk about Isaiah, whose name, by the way, means God is

  106. salvation. It won't take me long to explain what the Bible says about Isaiah,

  107. because it don't say very much. It says he had a dad named

  108. Amos, not Amos the prophet, but Amos, who was possibly probably ascribe

  109. for the king, so he had this important thing to do in his life.

  110. But but really other than that, and that he was married to a

  111. prophetess okay, And and man, can people go down a rabbit trail on

  112. that one? Okay? Oh my goodness. I started studying that because because

  113. I believe women can be used of God in ministry. Okay, all right,

  114. I'm just gonna tell you that. Okay. So I looked up the

  115. word prophetess in Hebrew. Guess what it means, prophet? Okay, all

  116. right? And and and then I said, well, there there's got to

  117. be a better explanation where I got gotta be more more evidence here how God

  118. works. And and sure enough I looked in the Book of Exodus, and

  119. it says Miriam was a prophet. Okay. You can't de gender that,

  120. okay. You you can't make that a male thing because Miriam didn't live in

  121. twenty twenty three. Okay, And we'll kind of leave that one along,

  122. Okay. I'm one other thing I know about about Isaiah from history is that

  123. he gave his kids strange names. Okay. He named one of them sheer

  124. Jaba jasub okay, and that means a remnant will return. And then he

  125. named the second son a lucky kid. Okay, mayor shall all hashbaz Okay.

  126. Now there's a name that not everybody on the street hat. And and

  127. I can tell you that kid probably knew when his mom called his full name

  128. he'd better get home. Okay, all right, So now we know that,

  129. Um, other than that, Isaiah was not a political figure. He

  130. was not somebody of noble birth, nor did he look like Brad Pitt as

  131. far as we know. And okay, ladies back to me now, I'm

  132. gonna get back contract. All right. So but what else do I say?

  133. Because God chose this common person to change into an uncommon instrument of eternal

  134. significance, and he would like to do that in your life too. Okay,

  135. that wasn't good enough. Okay that the phrase is supposed to go to

  136. God. Okay, he wants to change you into a specific and powerful instrument

  137. of God's plan. Okay, it's it's not just it's not just pastors.

  138. It's not just those kinds of things. Uh. God wants to use you

  139. in a special way. And I figured that out a while ago. Um,

  140. I got a friend request on Facebook, and yeah, I know that

  141. made me special, right, but uh and I always question who these people

  142. are. And the guy who sent me the prayer request or the friend request

  143. was Matt Wilson. So, I mean, Matt Wilson's a pretty common name.

  144. I'm a little selective about friends. On Facebook, and so I messaged

  145. him back and where's Rob. You want to hear this? Okay? This

  146. is a way to be known, Okay, So here we go. I

  147. said, how do you know me? And what can you tell me about

  148. me that makes me different than other people? He didn't write back your short

  149. and fat okay. But but he wrote back and he said, listen,

  150. I worked with you as a police officer, and you were known for praying

  151. with people beside the road instead of giving them tickets. I said that fella

  152. knows me, okay, So praise God doesn't make me special, just makes

  153. me yielded to God. Isaiah, chapter six, verses one through eight.

  154. I'm going to read it out of the NIV. I don't know what you

  155. call that, but I was kind of listening. But I'm a little deaf.

  156. Okay Isaiah's commission, Okay, Isaiah saye. And the year that King

  157. Yuziah died, I saw the Lord high and exalted, seated on a throne,

  158. and the train of his robe filled the temple. Above him were seraphims,

  159. each with six wings. With two wings, they covered their faces,

  160. with two they covered their feet, and with two they were flying, and

  161. they were calling to one another. Holy, Holy, Holy is the Lord

  162. Almighty. The whole earth is full of his glory. And at the sound

  163. of their voices, the doorpost and the thresholds shook, and the temple was

  164. filled with smoke. We almost got there today, okay. The worship here

  165. was powerful today, and I loved it. Verse five. Woe unto me,

  166. I cried, That's what Isaiah said. I am ruined. I am

  167. wrecked, for I am a man of unclean lips, and I live among

  168. the people of unclean lips. I know this happened in seven forty two BC,

  169. but it might as well have been twenty twenty three AD, because I'm

  170. a man of unclean lips and I live amongst the people of unclean lips.

  171. So this matters. All of this matters, okay. And Isaiah goes on.

  172. He said, in my eyes have seen the King, the Lord Almighty.

  173. And then one of the seraphim flew to me with a live coal in

  174. his hand, which he had taken with tongues from the altar, and with

  175. that he touched my mouth, and he said, see this has touched your

  176. lips. Your guilt has taken away, and your sin atoned for that's a

  177. pretty good definition of the relationship that your first father wants with you. And

  178. then I heard the voice of the Lord saying, whom shall I send and

  179. who will go for us? Okay? Us one God, three persons with

  180. a message to people, okay, And I said, here I am,

  181. send me. And I won't go on to tell you, but the message

  182. he gave him to say wasn't the most popular message in the world, okay.

  183. And if you read it in the Hebrew, you'll really find out that

  184. it was very specific that God was talking to church folks about the way they

  185. were living in the victory that was not in their lives. So here God

  186. chose this common guy, and this was a real occurrence. This wasn't some

  187. vision, Okay. Something happened there where Isaiah was taken out out of his

  188. seven forty two BC reality and eshered into the Kingdom of God. And it

  189. may actually have been so far into the I don't want to get too theological

  190. here, but it could have been so out into eternity that the God he

  191. saw was the Lord Jesus Christ. They post resurrection, Lord Jesus Christ.

  192. And here's what he saw. He saw the Lord, and that word there

  193. is ad on okay, as in the word that you would say for ada

  194. and i, which means master God. And he saw him as high.

  195. And the word there is the word rom phonetically okay, and it means this.

  196. It means being high above, but not by perception, but by actually

  197. having the position. It's not about what this first word high ram means.

  198. It's something that God really is. And then and then it goes on and

  199. said that he was exalted. And that word is the word nisa, and

  200. it's the same word or the same root word as the title Jehovah Nisi,

  201. the Lord our banner. Okay. That word means having a position that is

  202. given or recognized. It's not about about something that really is. It's about

  203. how you see that position. That really is why am I doing this,

  204. because because it's kind of important. When I get to the end of this,

  205. you're going to see why the word means having a position recognized. And

  206. please understand that God is high and lifted up, but it's up to you

  207. to make him recognized as your Jehovah Nissi. And if you don't think that's

  208. a part of your life, then see me afterwards. Okay. All of

  209. this reveals this relationship of reverence to God that ruined Isaiah's earthly plans. Let

  210. me tell you about a guy, a kid that came to my youth group.

  211. His name was Mark Williams. Mark Williams parents were ministers. I loved

  212. his family. My second daughter has Mark's mom's name as her middle name.

  213. We just loved these people. What great examples they were. Mark was in

  214. our youth group. He was tall, he was good looking. All the

  215. girls you know, like that, and everybody was all excited about it.

  216. Mark thought he was going to be a doctor, and he had the brains

  217. for it, and he was all set up for this. But he started

  218. coming to our youth group with his parents, who were part of our church

  219. because we were their home church in Colorado, and God wrecked him. God

  220. wrecked his plans because in the midst of his planning to go off to medical

  221. school, God said, I got something better for you, buddy, And

  222. God took Mark Williams into the ministry. Mark Williams became the general overseer of

  223. a seven million member denomination that's on fire for God. Okay, and then

  224. Mark got done with that, and now he's the pastor of the central kind

  225. of like pivotal church of the entire Church of God denominat, and he's on

  226. fire. He don't say what people want to hear. He says what God

  227. wants him to say. So God kind of wrecked his life. Um,

  228. why did I say that? Because because this is where the cool part really

  229. starts. God reveals himself and his surroundings with the angels, with the seraphim

  230. and then allows or ordains one of them to rescue Isaiah from his from his

  231. just deserts for being an unclean person in the presence of God, and then

  232. moves into this thing where God says, you know, I'm touching you,

  233. I'm healing you, I'm making you fit for my work. That's what God

  234. wants to do with each of us. Don't ever think God doesn't have something

  235. special for you to do. Now I'm from I'm from New England. I

  236. still can't make you all into one one syllable. It's kind of two with

  237. me. Uh, I can't do that yet. I've lived in the presence

  238. of the sun for a long time. I've been a Christian for fifty years,

  239. but I'm still trying to get used to living on the surface of the

  240. sun. Okay, because it's it's been a little rough for for us cold

  241. weather folks here. Okay, but we love it here. Um my wife,

  242. God bless her. She's wonderful, forty nine plus years of marriage.

  243. And and she gets better looking every day, and and and her vision is

  244. going. So I get better looking every day, and those kinds of things.

  245. But but God works here. And the reason I asked I mentioned that

  246. is because I want to ask you a question. Does anybody here in Kerville

  247. Ingram comfort wherever you're from? Anybody here other than the self employed guys and

  248. ladies work in a job where there's no Christians? Anybody here? Dad,

  249. jokes are on suspension today. Okay, Dad, jokes are mine to give

  250. today. You you prayed over me? Anybody else? You do? You

  251. work with a place where there's no other Christians? Do you know how rare

  252. that is here? It's very rare. You know how common that is in

  253. New England to work someplace where you're the only Christian. I love you,

  254. guys. I love the fact that that I can go someplace and witness to

  255. somebody and they'll and the person that's standing beside of them will go. Yeah,

  256. I feel the same way. Okay. I ran into a satanist at

  257. Costco the other day and his shirt said not today Jesus on it, and

  258. he had this goat head and a pentagram, and his beard was black,

  259. and he had a little hat on with two little horns sticking out of it,

  260. you know. And and my buddy walked right by him, and in

  261. the whole time, I think he was chuckling because he knew that I wasn't

  262. gonna walk right by this guy, okay. So I walked right up to

  263. him, and I asked the obvious question, and I said, what if

  264. it's today? What if it is today, Jesus, No, it can't

  265. be today. I'm not ready for it to be today. Well that opened

  266. the door a little water, and I said, well, I'm ready for

  267. it to be today, okay. And I looked over and the ladies standing

  268. there handing out the little treats at Costco, you know, where you get

  269. a free meal and then you go pay for a buck and a half hot

  270. dog and and and she looked at the guy, looked at me and said,

  271. yeah, I'm ready for it to be today too, Yes, Praise

  272. God. And then as I'm walking away, you know, I said,

  273. could be today, and he says, he said to me, oh,

  274. he really, y'all have been in pastures, right? He stepped in it,

  275. okay, And I'm sorry, but I grew up between two dairy farms,

  276. so I'm very acquainted with that. And he turned around and he said,

  277. Heyles Hayton, and I said, not today, and I walked away.

  278. And I've been praying for this guy. I don't know what his name

  279. is, but God's got a target on him. Okay, all right.

  280. If Abah told me last week that many right here need an undone encounter with

  281. him, then that means something. First, he wants you to know that

  282. your knowledge of him, your experience with him, can increase over and over

  283. and over again. It doesn't ever have to be stale. And then the

  284. next thing you want you to know is that the basics don't prepare you for

  285. battle. A more clear knowledge of who he is, his royalty, his

  286. real presence, and the way that he wants to work in your life will

  287. ruin you for this world. That's my sincere prayer. Okay. Initially I

  288. thought that there were three forces that want to undone you. Okay, that's

  289. the King James word. Too bad, one good. But now I realize

  290. there's at least four of them. First one that wants to undone you or

  291. ruin your life is Satan's Crew. Okay, they're spewing confusion all over this

  292. world, and those people out there that are trans don't realize that it's us

  293. who are trans We're transformed. Okay, we're made new. Okay, that'll

  294. preach, by the way. So Satan's Crew in John chapter ten, verse

  295. ten, the first part of that verse says, the thief only comes to

  296. steal and kill and destroy. Well, Satan's Crew has that in for you.

  297. That's what he wants for you. Things, And I go, oh,

  298. my goodness, how these people get into this stuff. So the devil,

  299. we know that he's our enemy. Just confess that the devil is my

  300. enemy. He man, hey, man, Well he's not your only enemy,

  301. okay, because right behind the Devil's crew comes your flesh. This is

  302. where I get to be a little bolder than the pastor okay. Roman's fourteen,

  303. verse seventeen, The first part of that verse says, for the Kingdom

  304. of God is not a matter of eating and drinking. That means church and

  305. being in God's house is not something you do between breakfast and pot roast.

  306. Okay, it's something that should be a highlight part of your day. And

  307. God wants to bless you in it. He wants to wreck you, but

  308. in the best way you can think of. So your flesh gets involved and

  309. it's eating and drinking in the pleasures of life. Your flesh is wrecking you

  310. when you become pretentious. I've been a Christian for fifty years, and you

  311. don't put the part in where I'm a sinner saved by grace and now I

  312. don't have to sin because God's rescued me and He's given me a new way

  313. of living. That's pretentious when you just neglect that last part, your flesh

  314. is wrecking you. When you become jealous or envious of other people's talents.

  315. You know why you don't have other people's talents because they ain't yours. Okay,

  316. Sean stands up here and plays and sings, and he doesn't left hand.

  317. I can't even hold on to a fork with my left hand. Okay,

  318. I mean, you know how does he do that? Anyways? Praise

  319. God. You don't want to hear me play a guitar either, all right.

  320. So so the devil and your flesh, and here's the one that gets

  321. most people. It's your past. Okay. It seems that what we need

  322. to realize that each encounter we have with the living God is deliverance from the

  323. past and promotion towards the future. In Second Peter, chapter one, verses

  324. three through nine, it says, this his divine power. That guy seated

  325. on the throne, that guy that's high and lifted up, that guy who's

  326. who's Who's train of his robe a sign of royal authority and influence fills the

  327. temple. And he's got angels all around him who've been contented for all eternity

  328. to just sing, Holy, Holy, Holy, is the Lord God.

  329. That same guy came to earth. It was crucified and rose from the dead.

  330. So you don't have to be trapped by your past. And that gets

  331. us here, but it doesn't get us here quite so fast. You don't

  332. want to know about my past. Why was I at decent cop because I

  333. was such a sneaky little bugger when I was a kid. Okay, So

  334. God said his divine power. Don't you quote me on that either. Okay,

  335. His divine power has given us everything we yet we got that right,

  336. Paul has given us everything we need for godly life through our knowledge of him.

  337. Everything you need to get beyond your past was given to you by God's

  338. power. Anthony came up from prayer a couple of weeks ago. The Lord

  339. told me, that's stuff that he's battling, that's from his past. It

  340. has no right to be on his life anymore. You know, praise God

  341. for that stuff. He loves us. Okay, through our knowledge of Him

  342. who called us by his own glory and goodness. Through these he has given

  343. us. That means you and I has very great and precious promises, so

  344. that through them, through his promises, you may participate in the divine nature.

  345. Okay. That's better than what you're living right now, most of us.

  346. Okay, I mean, God manages to pull us into these godly things.

  347. But you know, we get frustrated in traffic, and we do things

  348. we shouldn't do. And Pastor was watching, and you know, having escaped

  349. the corruption of the world and caused by evil desires. Okay, for this

  350. very reason, make every effort to add to your faith, goodness and the

  351. goodness, knowledge and to knowledge, self control and to self control, perseverance

  352. and to perseverance, Godliness and to Godliness. Mutual affection and to mutual affection

  353. love. And that should be in your marriage class, by the way,

  354. because that's all about making success. My wife and I are so very different,

  355. and we are so very in love. It's amazing. Okay. For

  356. if you possess these qualities an increasing measure, how do you get that by

  357. having more experiences with God? Do you hear that? You don't gain in

  358. your spiritual life unless you have more experiences with God. And believe me,

  359. what He really wants to do is wreck you, Okay. He wants to

  360. break the old man, make you look like some kind of a Picasso painting

  361. in your flesh, and just raise you up into the glorious life that God

  362. has for you. Philippians chapter three Versus eight, and then twelve through fourteen.

  363. What is more, I consider everything a loss besides because of the surpassing

  364. worth of knowing Christ Jesus, my Lord, for whose sake, I have

  365. lost all things. I consider them garbage. And that's a safer translation than

  366. what the king James says. Okay, back to the cow pastor. Okay,

  367. that I may gain Christ, not that I've already obtained all this basically

  368. what Paul say. And this is God's still reckon me. He still reckon

  369. me. I love the fact that I go to a church where the pastor

  370. is passionate and full of God's Holy Spirit and anxious to please God. And

  371. so are these musicians. Man, I'll tell you I have the gift of

  372. discernment. If you come up here and fake it, I'm gonna know.

  373. Okay, I may not say anything, but I'm gonna know because a very

  374. anointed friend of mine said, Bruce. God didn't give you the gift of

  375. discernment of spirits so you could look down your nose at them, he said,

  376. but that you could pray for them. So all right. So but

  377. I press on to take hold of that which Christ Jesus took hold of me.

  378. How simple is this? How profound? But how mist is it?

  379. Your past doesn't stack up against this stuff? It does not. I was

  380. not a good kid, and when I first got married, I wasn't a

  381. very good husband either. Okay, but God kept working on me and pulling

  382. me in. And if he can pull in a a carp like me.

  383. Why can't he pull you in because he wants to? Why dude, here's

  384. a question. Okay, in case you wondered, this is a question.

  385. Why does so many believers insist on measuring themselves by their past? Show me

  386. that in the word of God, it's not there you measure you know.

  387. There's one side, Well, I measure myself because I was a sinner and

  388. I did bad things when I was young, or I did bad things yesterday.

  389. Okay. God doesn't measure you by that. And then there's the other

  390. side where people measure themselves by by past successes. Well I'm important, yes,

  391. oh my Okay, you know that's the way it is. I worked

  392. with Rhodes scholars, literal Rhodes scholars. I worked with people that were presidents

  393. of international organizations of types of eye surgery. I mean, I've been around

  394. some pretty potent people. But guess who the Christian was in the group.

  395. Okay, And boy did I try to tell him about Jesus. You pass

  396. into your past accomplishments don't work. Okay. God was the god of yesterday,

  397. and some may need a clean up or called deliverance. And I understand

  398. that. And God is the God of the future, of your eternity and

  399. those things. But sometimes people have a real problem understanding that God is the

  400. God of today. He's the God of twelve seventeen on a Sunday afternoon.

  401. Who wants to move in us? Okay, if Paul wrote those words that

  402. said I'm going to press on, then maybe we should too. And finally,

  403. the one who really really wants to wreck your life in the best way

  404. is God himself. Recognize this Isaiah's encounters with God himself. It wasn't his

  405. first encounter. Okay, he was already a prophet. Here's what the Word

  406. says in Romans, chapter fourteen, verse seven seventeen. Excuse me, and

  407. I mentioned the first part before The Kingdom of God is not a matter of

  408. eating or drinking. But then there's this comma and I like grammar in the

  409. Word of God said but of righteousness, peace and joy in the Holy Spirit.

  410. And then the second half of John ten ten says, for I have

  411. come so that you and I may have life and have it to the full.

  412. Delvill doesn't want you to encounter God because then you realize how powerful God

  413. is. And your flesh is a liar that tells you, well, it's

  414. okay that for you to doubt and dabble and delay things for the pleasure of

  415. this world, it's stealing from you when that happens. I don't mean that

  416. you have to be some acetic monk. You know, you don't have to

  417. be a Christian Gandhi. Okay, but if there's something you placed before God,

  418. then there is a blank space in your heart where the good things are

  419. missing. I get to say that. Okay, I heartily agree. Texas

  420. is an amazing place. We moved here because of that. But I can

  421. clearly discern that there's too many people here who have left their first love and

  422. they dove headlong into the things of this world. And here's what I got.

  423. And I'm just going to speed ahead to this a little bit because I'm

  424. running out of time, and pastors looking at this watch just saying, Okay,

  425. there's an awful lot of people here who are Christians who know more about

  426. Cummings and powerstroke and Durhamax then they know about who mephibishef is and not to

  427. leave just you ladies all hyendry here. There's an awful lot of ladies that

  428. know who Javanci Is and Michael Cores and the Cardassians, but they don't realize

  429. that Hadassah is another name for Queen Esther, and she was more beautiful than

  430. every other woman in that land. So please understand, I'm not criticizing you.

  431. Do you know what? And this is my closing thought right here.

  432. Do you know what God says when you come to him and say, hey,

  433. I need to be undone. You know what he says to you.

  434. This came to me a few weeks ago and I'm hanging onto it. God

  435. says to you when you come to him and say I repent God, I

  436. want to new me, I want to better me, I want to I

  437. want to turn my love over you. You know what he says. He

  438. comes up to you and he says, guess what, Let's start over.

  439. And he says it just that way. He wants you to know how much

  440. he loves him and he wants you to be sorry. That's the Church of

  441. gotten me to come down from the platform. Okay, yeah, so you

  442. know, um, that seemed seated, shining, exalted Savior wants to wreck

  443. your life. He wants to take away your infatuation with the words. And

  444. if God delivers you from a nice f one fifty. I receive it in

  445. Jesus name. I drive a Honda Court. My wife and I came here

  446. in one accord, okay, or we'll leave here in one accord. But

  447. yeah, sorry, that was that was low. That was that was low

  448. hanging fruit in the dad joke closet. Okay. But when you fail or

  449. fall or flounder, God just wants you to be undone all over again.

  450. Would you stand with me, please, Father God. You want to be

  451. all up in my business. You want to be all up in my business

  452. to give me a du life. You want to be all up in my

  453. business to beat the devil bad. You want to be all up in my

  454. business, Lord God, when my flesh begins to take control and your spirit

  455. gets gets shoved into a closet. You want to be all up in my

  456. business when I remember my fast, my past, what you say, Oh,

  457. I have a hope for you in a future. You want to be

  458. all up in my business when I when I'm a little dry in my worship

  459. and you come and you nail me in a worship service, So I have

  460. to go looking for Kleenex and have to stand there and cry because God loves

  461. me that much and he loves you that much too. Oh. God wants

  462. to wreck youe church. God wants to destroy the strongholds in your life.

  463. And he is able to do it according to his good will over you.

  464. Hallelujah, Hollywood pastor, Oh thank you. That's a good word. Y'all

  465. give him a hand, please, So if if I can get some of

  466. the prayer team to come up to help catch um if need be. And

  467. uh, mister Richard Holcom is going to be coming forward and h Troy's going

  468. to be assisting, and Richard's going to be doing a father's blessing. This

  469. is not limited to men today. This is a father's blessing. Yeah,

  470. And so I just want to encourage you. Don't be bashful. Come forward

  471. if you want to touch from a father's blessing and from a father. Show

  472. who your name? Lady in the four back in the green, come up

  473. here, Come on, hurry, hurry, hurry, hurry. She's a

  474. minister of the gospel. Tell him your name now. And what I do?

  475. I work at the Pregnancy Resource Center and you help me, yes,

  476. her and you pray for people. Yes, Yeah, she's a lake.

  477. You can see this this is what church is all about. This is a

  478. message without words. Inside of you lives a living God that she can pour

  479. out to other people. She said. I prayed for her a while,

  480. bike I don't remember. I just remembered. She's a minister of the gospel,

  481. a woman who has given out everything in her body. And this is

  482. what, if anything, you can think inside of your body, you can

  483. be that kind of a person. Don't ever put yourself down. You heard

  484. the sermon while a gold. Believe in yourself, Believe in who you are,

  485. and give away what God has given to you. And all you have

  486. to do is believed. The greater is Heath is in you than he who's

  487. in the world, and out of you out of your own mouth. If

  488. you want to know who you are, wait until you've been kicked. Now,

  489. if any of y'all ever been kicked, what came out of your mouth

  490. before Christ? I had a horrible, horrible, horrible mouth, and I

  491. had to repent over and over and I had to call people sixteen years later

  492. for the words that I used that crush people. And if you think a

  493. blessing done work, I can promise you a cursing does work, because you

  494. curse people, and you put people down. And so right now I want

  495. to give to you a blessing, a father's blessing. Like I don't remember

  496. what I prayed, not one word. Didn't remember I prayed for, But

  497. God did. She did. She ma'am at the door, and she said,

  498. you prayed for me six seven months ago. And so inside of each

  499. one of us is a living God waiting to get out. He's not waiting

  500. to be stuffed inside. He's waiting for you to give it away to people.

  501. Just like this lady right here, she believes in me. She believes

  502. what I'm saying. She has a spirit of God inside of her, because

  503. inside of her is a spirit to give away what God is given to her.

  504. All through this building, you are literally I had a vision my wife

  505. talking. Got to do this, my cousin one day he grabbed himself,

  506. Grab yourself and hold your arms around you. He said, I got to

  507. get ahold of myself. And so if you ever get somewhere in life you

  508. don't oh good or want, grab yourself charms around you, and said,

  509. I got to get a hold of myself. I hold your hands up,

  510. please, in the name of Jesus Christ. I bless you with the promises

  511. of God. What your yea and amen, be blessed with supernatural strength to

  512. turn your eyes from evil and worthless things. May you behold the wonderful things

  513. that God has planned for you. I bless your ears to hear, your

  514. eyes to see in your spirit to understand the wonders of our God. May

  515. your hands and your feet be ever outstretched to help those. Indeed, God's

  516. grace be upon your home. May God give you success and prosperity your places

  517. of labor. Wow. May God give you spiritual strength overcome the evil one

  518. and to avoid temptation. God's grace be upon you to fulfill your dreams and

  519. your visions. The Lord bless you and keep you. The Lord make his

  520. face to shine up on you and give you grace and peace. May His

  521. goodness and his mercy follow you all the days of your life. And I

  522. bless you, I bless you, I bless you in Jesus Name. Thank

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