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Waiting On God With Expectancy!

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  1. You're listening to the Cross Kingdom Sermon of the Week,

  2. we hope you enjoy this message from Justin Carpenter, who's

  3. double who's double dipping this morning? Who just yelled they

  4. were oh Patrick? Or behind the computer upstairs he's he's

  5. like Wizard of Oz, the one behind the scenes, right,

  6. But we don't do magic here, that's witchcraft. All right. Well,

  7. I have a second time to attempt this, so we'll

  8. see how it goes. You feel confident or what I

  9. want to talk to you this morning about out waiting

  10. on God with expectancy? How many in the room this

  11. morning you're believing God for something, whether it came through

  12. a dream of vision, his scripture was highlighted to you,

  13. like there's something you're waiting on. All of us, no

  14. matter how many things we've had fulfilled, all of us

  15. are waiting on the Lord to act on our behalf

  16. in some way, shape or form for something at any

  17. given time. Please don't ask me to repeat that. You

  18. can watch the live stream, but we're all waiting on

  19. him and it can get very very tiring at times

  20. when we believe we've heard the Lord so clearly, and

  21. then nothing happens and then nothing happens. A little bit more,

  22. and then a little bit more, and it's been a day,

  23. it's been let me push this back here, it's been

  24. a day, it's been a week, it's been a month.

  25. And in our culture, we're not a culture that's very patient. Right,

  26. anybody ever get frustrated standing in front of a microwave? Yeah,

  27. that's pretty stinking bad, isn't it. You're like, whether it's

  28. you know, I use my microwave to melt my butter

  29. that I make for my rabbis, and so you can

  30. only imagine you're looking at those poor ribbis they just

  31. need a bath of butter, and you're looking at the

  32. microwave and it just can't go fast enough. I thought

  33. I might get a couple of amens from some carnivores,

  34. but apparently not. Is everybody vegan in here or what? Well,

  35. now that I offended half of the room, I'll keep going.

  36. But God is more interested in the process than in

  37. the fulfillment, meaning for you, he's it's way more interested

  38. in what you're becoming than your destination. And too many

  39. times when we're waiting on the Lord for something to happen,

  40. we are viewing our destiny as a destination versus a journey,

  41. and your destiny is all about a journey, and that

  42. journey is all about people. Your destiny is not tied

  43. up into buildings, it's not tied up into money, it's

  44. not tied up into material things. It's all about relationship

  45. because at the center of it all, God is focused

  46. on his creation. He's focused on us, And I don't

  47. care if you remove people, you have no destiny. Are

  48. y'all with me? So if you think you're here to

  49. get this massive financial breakthrough at some point and then

  50. go to Hawaii and retire for the rest of your life,

  51. you're wrong. Retirement is not in the scripture. It's not

  52. show me where retirement from the kingdom is in the scripture.

  53. Your destiny for planet Earth stops when you breathe your

  54. last breath. I don't care if you're seventy five or

  55. thirty five. If you're breathing and you're still alive, God

  56. has not done with you period. In fact, your elders,

  57. literal elders and age, you have the greatest opportunity before

  58. you right now because we're living in the most fatherless

  59. generation ever and there are men that there are. I

  60. should say this. There are boys trapped in men's bodies,

  61. and they have no clue what it means to be

  62. a man because they were never initiated into manhood. Neither

  63. do they know how to father. And for those of

  64. you that were initiated into manhood that do you know

  65. how to father? You are so needed. It's not even

  66. and funny. And I'm talking about true spiritual fathers and

  67. true spiritual mothers. Not not another title to idolize, not

  68. another way to get on a stage and be seen,

  69. and oh I'm a spiritual father, but literally pouring your

  70. life into the younger men. It's desperately needed. Isaiah sixty

  71. four to four from of Old. No one has heard

  72. or perceived by the ear, no eye has seen a

  73. God besides you, who acts for those who wait for him.

  74. The problem is, many times, as we're waiting on the Lord,

  75. we're not in the throne room, we're not in heaven.

  76. We don't see what he's doing on our behalf in

  77. that moment. We don't see the angels being dispatched and

  78. all the things, all the acts of God that it

  79. took to literally get you here to this moment, because

  80. we're many times so earthly minded that we don't see

  81. the Kingdom for what it is.

  82. Sean is that me?

  83. Or is that the wind? Is that me? Okay, the

  84. winds Isaiah forty thirty one. But they that wait upon

  85. the Lord will renew their strength. They'll mount up with

  86. wings like an eagle. They will run and not grow weary,

  87. and they will walk and not faint. Some of you

  88. may have dream fatigued this morning. Some of you may

  89. have thrown away God's best because you got tired of

  90. waiting for it. Says, hope deferred makes the heart sick.

  91. So because of that deferment, in your vain attempt of

  92. protecting your hearts, you took that hope that you had

  93. and you threw it away, believing that somehow it wouldn't

  94. hurt as much. While you wait hopefully that God will

  95. show up, that maybe God will do something. And some

  96. of you are way more trusting in yourselves than the Lord,

  97. because unfortunately, you've had a rough upbringing, and you're actually

  98. allowing your experience to tell you what to believe about

  99. God versus truth. I remember, at seventeen years old, going, Lord,

  100. I'm literally kneeling at my bed and I said, Lord,

  101. I can totally relate to you as my savior. I

  102. can totally relate to you as my friend. I can

  103. relate to you Jesus. But if I'm honest when I

  104. say Father, I don't feel anything. And you're never gonna

  105. walk trusting your father with no connection. Some of you

  106. need a massive revelation of who the Father is and

  107. his goodness. Otherwise you're going to live as an orphan

  108. and never step into that adoption and know that you're

  109. supposed to be living from inheritance from Jesus. It says

  110. no good thing will he withhold from those who walk

  111. up rightly. But we can have a mindset at times

  112. where people owe us pal I'm thirty seven thirty four.

  113. Wait for the Lord and keep his way, and he

  114. will exalt you to inherit the land you will look

  115. on when the wicked are cut off. I think I'll

  116. get a little further this time. I think Abraham is

  117. one of the best examples of waiting on the Lord.

  118. And Abraham and Abraham fifteen help me, Lord and Abraham fifteen.

  119. They're all like, what book's that? That's the nearly inspired

  120. version Genesis fifteen. It says, after these things, the word

  121. of the Lord came to Abram in a vision. Fear not, Abram,

  122. I am your shield. Your reward shall be very great.

  123. But Abram said, oh Lord God, what will you give me?

  124. For I continue childless? And the error of my house

  125. is Eliezar of Damascus. And Abram said, behold, you have

  126. given me no offspring, and a member of my household

  127. will be my error. And behold, the word of the

  128. Lord came to him. This man shall not be your error.

  129. Your very own son shall be your error. And he

  130. brought him outside and said, look toward heaven and number

  131. the stars. If you're able to to number them, then

  132. he said to him, so shall your offspring be. And

  133. he believed the Lord, and he counted it to him

  134. as righteousness. So in Genesis fifteen, Abraham believes the promise

  135. of God that he's going to have his own son.

  136. But somewhere in this process they got a little tired

  137. of waiting, and so Sarah I came up with this

  138. great idea, I'm gonna help God fulfill my destiny. Because

  139. even though Abraham believed their physical bodies were well past

  140. the physical age of having children, and they did not

  141. live with the technology that we live with today. So

  142. proud of myself. I'm literally holding jokes back right now, David,

  143. you're supposed to incur me, comfort me, strengthen me. A

  144. Genesis sixteen one to four. Now Sarah, Abram's wife, had

  145. borne him no children. She had a female Egyptian servant

  146. whose name was Hagar. And Sarah said to Abram, behold,

  147. now the Lord has prevented me from bearing children. I

  148. will help him go And it doesn't say that go

  149. into my servant. It may be that I shall obtain

  150. children by her. And Abram listened to the voice of Sarah. So,

  151. after Abram had lived ten years in the land of Canaan, SARAHI,

  152. Abram's wife, took Hagar, the Egyptian her servant, and gave

  153. her to Abram, her husband, as a wife. And he

  154. went into Hagar and she conceived. And when she saw

  155. that she had conceived, she looked with content on her mistress.

  156. So that's another key point. If you help God fulfill

  157. what he's called you to rather than waiting on what

  158. he's actually called you to, you may get what you want,

  159. but you're not gonna like what you get, and you

  160. will battle with contempt, and it will be somebody else's fault,

  161. because that's what the victim mindset does. Are you all encouraged? Yet?

  162. It will get better, I promise. Fast forward to Abe Earth.

  163. I almost did it again, to Genesis seventeen. When Abram

  164. was ninety nine years old. The Lord appeared to Abram

  165. and said to him, I am God Almighty, walk before me,

  166. be blameless, that I make my covenant between me and you.

  167. So again Abram falls on his face. He makes the

  168. covenant with him, father of a multitude of nations, changes

  169. his name from Abram to Abraham, because your destiny is

  170. in your name, and no longer will we be Abram,

  171. but you'll should be called Abraham. And he goes on

  172. to say about his offspring, But interestingly, he can't get

  173. over Ishmael. Abram says to God, oh, that Ishmael might

  174. live before you. God said, no, but Sarah, your wife

  175. shall bear you a son, and you should call his

  176. name Isaac. I will establish my covenant with him, an

  177. everlasting covenant for his offspring after him. As for Ishmael,

  178. I've heard you behold. I will bless him and make

  179. him fruitful and multiply him greatly. He shall be the

  180. father of twelve princes, and I will make him into

  181. a great nation. But I will establish my covenant with Isaac. Y'all,

  182. if you don't let go of Ishmael, you'll never have Isaac.

  183. And I don't care who you are, what God's called

  184. you to. Prophetically speaking, everyone has to deal with a

  185. metaphoric ishmael. We all know in part we prophesy, in

  186. part we have had a piece of what God has

  187. called us to. Again, regardless of how He brought that

  188. revelation forward to you, but you will absolutely be faced

  189. with ishmael. There'll be a moment in time where you're

  190. going to have to grieve your version of your destiny

  191. because we all add to that little bit of revelation

  192. we have. I call it Hamburger helper. Kind of like

  193. when people want to go prophesy, God says four words,

  194. you say thirteen sentences because you want to help the

  195. Holy Spirit finish that sentence so you look more spiritual. Well,

  196. I know that's never happened in here before, but maybe

  197. down the street, what's your ishmael? What's your ishmael? This morning?

  198. My ishmail was when I started a cross Kingdom ministries

  199. in twent thirteen. Pastoring was not in that destiny. I

  200. was gonna do itinerant ministry, travel the world, have a school,

  201. do all these other things, but not shepherd. That was

  202. my Ishmael. And all of a sudden I start getting

  203. prophetic words about planning a church. No, Lord, let it

  204. not be, Let it be this Lord, That's what I

  205. was laboring towards. And I literally was faced one one

  206. day in my office in twenty sixteen with the reality

  207. of am I gonna hold on to Ishmael? Am I

  208. gonna hold on to my version of what I think

  209. God's called me to? Or am I gonna yield fully

  210. to what He's called me to? So again, what is

  211. your Ishmael this morning? Looking back? Whether you've known what

  212. you whether you've known what God's called you to do

  213. for a year, two years, five years, how much have

  214. you helped him fulfill that calling? Interestingly enough, the number

  215. twenty is a number associated with prayer and expecting God

  216. to do something big. It's associated with the prophetic. The

  217. sum of ten x two tends to be a witness

  218. that God has ordered something and has to do with

  219. process associated with its manifestation. There's actually twenty whole dreams

  220. in the Bible. There are twenty whole visions in the Bible,

  221. and there are twenty examples of relating to waiting for

  222. God to speak. We could go through all sixty of

  223. these exacts amples, but we would be here till tomorrow.

  224. But I want to encourage y'all go back and look

  225. at the dreams. Go back and look. One third of

  226. your Bible is dreams and visions. Did you know that

  227. one third of it? In fact, by the time yere

  228. sixty years of age, you will have spent one third

  229. a sleep. Some of you all need to wake up

  230. right now, but literally twenty years, so a third of

  231. your life by the time you're sixty years old. Do

  232. you think the Lord could have said something to you

  233. in twenty years of sleeping? Food for thought. Jeremiah twenty

  234. nine to eleven says, for I know the plans I

  235. have for you, declares the Lord plans for welfare and

  236. not for evil, to give you a future and a hope.

  237. Do you understand Jeremiah's prophesying this literally on the cuffs

  238. of Israel going into captivity for seventy years in Babylonian captivity,

  239. God saying, hey, I know what I think about you,

  240. Thoughts of peace, thoughts to prosper you as they're literally

  241. going to spend the next seventy years in captivity by

  242. their enemy. When Abraham got his answer, when he was

  243. given Isaac, what happened. All of a sudden, the Lord says, hey,

  244. I need you to take Isaac and go sacrifice him.

  245. This is the other step in the midst of waiting

  246. for God with expectancy, waiting that he's going to act

  247. on your behalf, because it says he's actively working on

  248. the behalf of those that wait for him. And then

  249. all of a sudden, easy, there, tiger lion. I was like,

  250. everybody turned their eyes away. I was like, is there

  251. an angel behind me? Just a lion? But the reality

  252. is Isaac had to be left on the altar. Interestingly,

  253. he told Isaac, he goes, He goes, we are going

  254. to go worship the Lord over this hill and we

  255. will come back. So he had faith that Isaac would

  256. come back with him. He'll provide a sacrifice, he said.

  257. But literally, Isaac has no clue. He's carrying the wood

  258. in the rope. He lets his Father tie him down

  259. on an altar. Hello, now, y'all, these aren't just little

  260. stinking Disney fairy tales. This is reality. This is history

  261. in the Kingdom. This is the Father of all nations

  262. who's literally thinking that he's gonna have to sacrifice the

  263. most precious thing to him, his only son, which was

  264. where the promise was just like Jesus, because if he

  265. didn't die, we're all lost. And he literally is laying there,

  266. pulls his knife back and the Lord speaks to him

  267. from heaven and they come back. Your destiny has to

  268. be left on the altar, and your ruthless trust has

  269. to be willing to see it come into man or fullness.

  270. For whatever he chooses. You don't get to choose Isaac.

  271. God chooses Isaac. You can have Ishmael or you can

  272. have Isaac. And right now we're literally seeing the war

  273. of the House of David in the House of Saul,

  274. and the House of Saul is growing weaker and weaker

  275. as the House of David will grow stronger and stronger.

  276. There are people falling away as we speak, shipwrecking their

  277. faith because they want to hold on to Ishmael and

  278. they're not willing to hold on to Isaac. They're not

  279. willing to take up their cross, because, make no mistake,

  280. the only way into the kingdom is through death. He says,

  281. not my will, but your will be done, literally sweating

  282. great drops of blood in the garden being strengthened by angels.

  283. He says, not my will. But we live in an

  284. American culture where it's about us, and it's about our

  285. dream and what we desire and what we want, and

  286. how we want to tell everybody else they're wrong and

  287. we're right and you're doing everything wrong. And the whole

  288. servant hood leadership thing goes to the wayside. Greater love

  289. than this are greater love that no man has had

  290. than this, that he should lay his life down for

  291. his friends. So we when we look like Jesus the most.

  292. If you're married, husbands, it's when you're laying your life

  293. down for your bride like Christ did for the church.

  294. Submission and honor happened a whole lot easier when there's

  295. mutual love and respect there not demanding. I always tell

  296. Lisa said, Sarah always called Abraham Master, what's going on?

  297. And that was her respond. No. But the reality is

  298. when you see that that picture, which is Paul goes on,

  299. you know, beyond marriage and says, this is Jesus in

  300. the church. It's not fifty fifty. If you're married here

  301. this morning and you think it's fifty to fifty, I

  302. guarantee you your marriage isn't that great. I mean that

  303. in the most pastoral way possible. It's one hundred hundred

  304. And regardless of how your spouse is returning love. Love

  305. is not self seeking. So you love your spouse one

  306. hundred percent because that's what Jesus does. Jesus doesn't say, Hey,

  307. I'll love y'all halfway. You meet me halfway, aren't you glad?

  308. That's not the case y'all. Whoo. So, when God desired

  309. to show more convincingly to the errors of the promise,

  310. the unchangeable character of his purpose, he guaranteed it with

  311. an oath, so that by two unchangeable things in which

  312. it's impossible for God to lie, we who have fled

  313. for refuge might have strong encouragement to hold fast to

  314. the hope set before us. We have this as a

  315. sure and steadfast anchor of the soul, a hope that

  316. enters into the inner place behind the curtain where Jesus

  317. has gone as a forerunner on our behalf, having become

  318. a high priest forever after the order of Melkezedek. Some

  319. of y'all have dream fatigue this morning. What do I

  320. mean by that? You've been waiting, but you're You're no

  321. longer waiting with expectancy. You're waiting miserably victorious. Do you

  322. ever see anybody miserably victorious? They're doing what the Lord

  323. called me to do, but they're not happy. And you

  324. know it. One time, one time, the Lord was dealing

  325. with my brother. Then Micah and Cole we're all driving,

  326. and then my brother was in a bad mood. I

  327. forgot what this was years ago. I know where we

  328. were going, and and Micah was in the back seat.

  329. Micah was not six foot two. He was just a little,

  330. you know, little dude. And we were talking about joy

  331. and and Micah goes, can't you see the joy on

  332. my face? Mocking my brother? But you know it's like

  333. they're like, I love the Lord. The Lord's good, He's

  334. really good. I'm so full of joy. I couldn't be

  335. more joyful than this right now, Like whoa somebody needs

  336. to give you a muscle relaxer Zachariah nine twelve. Returned

  337. to your stronghold, oh prisoners of hope, today I declare

  338. that I will restore to you double y'all. We are

  339. in a jubilee, I'm telling you right now, and we

  340. are positioned to see amazing, amazing things. But you can

  341. miss your visitation. Make no mistake. You can forfeit inheritance.

  342. I'm not talking about your salvation. I'm talking about your inheritance.

  343. And you can choose to stubbornly hold on to Ishmael

  344. because you don't want to trust the Father, or you

  345. can let go of Ishmael and say, all right, Lord,

  346. I want Isaac, but you got to leave Isaac on

  347. the altar. That means ruthless trust. That means we pray

  348. what the Lord prayed, not my will but yours. Talks.

  349. Cheap talk is cheap. What are we doing behind the scenes,

  350. when behind closed doors, when the curtains are closed and

  351. no one's around and it's you and the Lord, what

  352. does it look like? I know we all come in

  353. on Sunday morning with how are you?

  354. I'm fine.

  355. Fine is a four letter word in the church because

  356. so many times we tell people we're fine and we're

  357. not because deep down inside we don't think the other

  358. person genuinely cares when they ask, or we're actually afraid

  359. to tell them how we're really doing because we might

  360. get rejected. So so many times we walk around and

  361. pretend and have the halo effect over our heads and

  362. tell people I can tell you right now if I'm

  363. not fine and you ask me, I'm gonna tell you,

  364. so don't ask me if you don't want to know.

  365. And I think we should all be that way. Authenticity,

  366. you know you can actually be transparent. Do you understand

  367. the difference between being having authenticity and transparency. I can

  368. be authentic and I can be open about things I've

  369. gone through and I think I messed the other word up,

  370. but that's okay. But having transparency and vulnerability sorry, not authenticity.

  371. You can be transparent about your past and not be

  372. vulnerable about your present. Are you with me? So you

  373. might be in a place where you have no problems

  374. with telling people about your past and everything you went through,

  375. but the moment they ask you a vulnerable question, which

  376. means it's present tense, you're not nearly as open, and

  377. we need to have vulnerability and transparency you with me.

  378. Romans four eighteen says, in hope he believed against hope.

  379. This is Abraham, y'all. His body was good as dead.

  380. He's one hundred years old. By the way, thirteen years

  381. passed with him believing Ishmael was the answer. And did

  382. you know God did not talk to him one time

  383. during that time period. And number thirteen is the number

  384. of rebellion in the scripture. And at the fullness of

  385. that thirteenth year, the Lord came to him and talked

  386. to him and said, Nope, not Ishmael. So make no

  387. mistake if you choose to hold on to Ishmael, if

  388. you choose not to hope against hope in those moments

  389. when you need to and you hold on to Ishmael,

  390. you are in rebellion. Even if it's cloaked. Slow obedience

  391. is nothing more than cloaked rebellion. None of us have

  392. ever been there looking for lightning. But in hope he

  393. believed against hope. You can't let what you're looking at

  394. in the natural to tell you what to believe about

  395. what God's promised you, because if you do, hope deferred

  396. makes the heart sick, and you will throw your hope away.

  397. You will not reckon yourselves as prisoners of hope. You

  398. will not hold on to hope, because hope is the

  399. bridge that brings you to fulfillment. Why do you think

  400. the enemy wants to crush it? Find me a leader

  401. with lots of influence, and I'll show you a leader

  402. with a lot of hope. How many hopeless leaders do

  403. you know with lot having great influence? No, it says

  404. you look at our political leaders. It says righteousness exalt

  405. righteousness exalts a nation, but sin as a reproach to

  406. any people. When we have unrighteous rulers, guess what happens

  407. we suffer as a nation. When we have righteous rulers.

  408. Guess what hapen weapons were blessed? That says, pray for

  409. all leaders so that we can live a peaceful life.

  410. I don't give two cents what you think about the

  411. Orange man. Some of you may despise him, some of

  412. you may love him. I don't care. You're called to

  413. pray for him, I really don't. I mean that in

  414. the nicest way possible. And you were called to pray

  415. for the previous gentleman that was there, whether you like

  416. him or not, You were called to pray for him.

  417. I can tell you this, and I said this first

  418. service as us as the church. If we don't stand

  419. up and take that watchman position over this country, whatever

  420. goods you perceive happening right now will be gone like

  421. that period. It is the church's responsibility when you know

  422. a country was built by faith people, Christian foundation, that

  423. we don't live in it. We don't even live in

  424. a backslid and Christian nation right now. We live in

  425. a nation that used to be very much Christian. But

  426. it's our job, it's our assignment right now to have hope,

  427. to believe that God really does want to continue to

  428. restore our nation. And I believe that wholeheartedly. There's a

  429. psalm in the scriptures that has to do with end

  430. time events and it talks about seven princely kings being

  431. raised up to fight against the Antichrist. It doesn't specifically

  432. say who they are. And there will be sheep nations

  433. and there will be goat nations when Jesus returns, And

  434. I believe wholeheartedly it's his desire that we are a

  435. sheep nation, that we are once again become a lighthouse

  436. to the world, sending out more missionaries than are actually

  437. coming in right now. This is part of our assignment,

  438. all of our assignment to be watchmen on the walls.

  439. Inner Seed. We're a royal priesthood. You have. Every single

  440. one of you has a priestly role to be interceding

  441. for your family, for your friends, for the nation, for

  442. the leaders. Are y'all like it? You don't get a

  443. get out a prayer card. You know what I'm saying.

  444. Rejoice and hope, be somewhat patient and tribulation. Rejoice in hope,

  445. be patient and tribulation. How do you rejoice in hope

  446. by having the confident expectation that what God said to

  447. you is going to take place? Period, you can have

  448. joy and hope when you actually know what He told

  449. you will come to pass. John seventeen, The great high

  450. priestly prayer, Jesus said, more than once, anything you ask

  451. according to My will, it has already done. That's how

  452. you say thank you Lord. So the moment you pray

  453. God's will, the moment you pray, which, by the way,

  454. praying in the spirit first and foremost is actually praying

  455. the will of God, not just praying in a different language.

  456. Because not everybody has the gift of tongues, and the

  457. Holy Spirit gives that gift as that gift as he

  458. sees fit. According to one Corinthians twelve, So guess what

  459. if it's only about praying in another language? How do

  460. you pray according to His will? If you don't have

  461. that gift? But if you realize that praying in the

  462. spirit first and foremost is praying His will, then everyone has.

  463. That ability.

  464. That was free. All right? Moving on eight minutes so

  465. one Corinthians thirteen. Love bears all things, believes all things,

  466. hopes all things, endures all things. So now faith, hope,

  467. and love abide these three. But the greatest of these

  468. is love. So what happens if you go, I'm I'm

  469. not gonna wait on God? What are the effects of disobedience?

  470. Because you may just find yourself in a place where

  471. you're like, no, this is what I want and I

  472. don't care what anybody else thinks. You've ever been around

  473. anybody like that before? There? Had any of us ever

  474. been like that at moments in our lives like yeah, whatever,

  475. I'm gonna do what I want. We've all been there,

  476. And how did it work out for you? Straight to

  477. the scene, of the crash. The problem is if you

  478. get in that busted up car and go do it again. Yeah,

  479. all right, I'm gonna I'm gonna start landing the plane

  480. with this one. Samuel thirteen, Saul is king. Samuel tells

  481. Saul to wait seven days, and it says he waited

  482. seven days the time appointed by Samuel. But Samuel did

  483. not come to Gilgal and the people were scattering from him.

  484. So Saul said, bring the burnt offering here to me,

  485. and the peace offerings. So what just happened, There's multiple

  486. things that just happened. Saul is about to make the

  487. greatest mistake of his life by stepping out of the

  488. lane of what he was called to as a king.

  489. He left kingship for priesthood. He allowed the desires and

  490. wants of the people to lead him into disobedience to

  491. the Lord. The fear of man. If you don't crush

  492. the fear of I should say, if you don't allow

  493. him to crush the fear of man inside of you,

  494. you will never fulfill your destiny because you will end

  495. up fearing people more than God, and it will lead

  496. you into a place of disobedience. The fear of man's

  497. a real thing. It is. Why do you think if

  498. you have a tendency to want to please people and

  499. you want them happy with you, did you know that's

  500. actually the fear of man, and so you're partnering with

  501. it by trying to appease everyone. Let me tell you this.

  502. If you're trying to make everybody happen, I mean happy,

  503. forget it, You're not going to And the more influence

  504. you get, the more people you're going to tick off.

  505. And that's their problem. And I mean that in the

  506. most pastoral way possible. So Saul said, bring the burn

  507. offering here to me, and the peace offerings, and he

  508. offered the burn offering. As soon as he finished offering

  509. the burn offering, behold, Samuel came. The moment you threw away,

  510. your hope was right on the cuffs of your fulfillment.

  511. And Saul went out to meet him and greet him.

  512. Samuel said, what have you done? Saul said, when I

  513. saw the people were scattering from me, and that you

  514. did not come within the days appointed, and that the

  515. Philistines had mustered at micmash, I said, now the Philistines

  516. will come down against me at Gilgal and I've not

  517. sought the favor of the Lord. So I forced myself

  518. and offered the burn offering. And Samuel said to Saul,

  519. you've done foolishly. You've not kept the command of the Lord,

  520. your God, with which he commanded you, or then the

  521. Lord would have established your kingdom over Israel forever. See,

  522. what you think is a simple act of disobedience in

  523. the midst of your destiny could literally cause you to

  524. change the direction of a nation. Just like you're saying, well,

  525. I'm not a king. I don't think anything of that.

  526. You have no idea what the Lord ultimately has planned

  527. for your bloodline and what he desires to do with

  528. your children's children. But your sin affects your bloodline. Your

  529. unwillingness to repent is literally spiritual DNA to your bloodline,

  530. and then it just makes it more difficult for your

  531. kids to walk in freedom. Two thousand and five, when

  532. I was exposed to an your Healing and Deliverance ministry,

  533. which was a big pill to swallow coming out of

  534. a cessationist background, by the way, and I realized were

  535. my freedom. I literally called my wife after the first

  536. session of meeting with Dan Gerroy and I said, I

  537. finally feel like the prison doors open, meaning in me.

  538. And I told the Lord, I don't care how long

  539. this takes. I found the key to get free of

  540. myself and I'm not stopping until I am. And I

  541. and that that journey was a two year journey of

  542. me being intentional with pursuing emotional spiritual health. And I'm

  543. not saying I got it all together today, that I'm perfect,

  544. that I'm you know, you can ask my wife, but

  545. I can tell you this. I would never be where

  546. I'm at had I not in two thousand and five

  547. said okay, Lord, cut me. See. The reason why some

  548. of us aren't in the place that we would like

  549. to be is because of his mercy over your life.

  550. Because he knows that if he gave you what he

  551. wants to give you right now, he would have to

  552. turn around and judge you for it, because your character

  553. would not be able to sustain that gift. And he

  554. is a good father, and he will only give us

  555. good gifts, it says in James, every good and perfect

  556. gift comes down from him, the father of lights. So

  557. it's his mercy at times that he's saying wait, wait,

  558. have hope, wait, because he's more interested in your maturation process.

  559. He's more interested in what you're becoming than what you're doing.

  560. Are interested in you looking like Jesus versus you having

  561. success in your own eyes. So Saul fears man blows

  562. it and literally changes the very trajectory. I can split

  563. that word out of his entire bloodline. We would be

  564. talking about Saul today, not David. Think about that. He

  565. would have set the kingdom in Saul's bloodline. And Samuel.

  566. We're watching some new series called House, said David that

  567. I I get a little picky when they take freedoms

  568. in certain areas, and in that House of David they

  569. made they may made Samuel seem a little more like

  570. gand or Gandalf with Lord of the Rings, even torquing

  571. his voice at one point. That was a little creepy.

  572. But in the scripture, after Saul the kingdom's removed from him,

  573. Samuel grieved and wept over Saul losing the kingdom, and

  574. in fact, he grieved so long that the father comes

  575. to him and says, how long are you going to

  576. grieve the loss? Or how long are you gonna grieve Saul?

  577. It wasn't him coming and like kind of like what

  578. they portrayed where he put the smack down on him.

  579. He was like, get out of my No. He loved Saul,

  580. and he says, enough, now grab the oil and I'm

  581. gonna go to the house of Jesse. I'm gonna show

  582. you who to annoy his king. Y'all, every single one

  583. of your bloodline God created with divine purpose. There is

  584. his will that he desires to carry out through your bloodline,

  585. and you have the capacity. Some of you are literally

  586. changing your bloodline right now. The enemy came in took

  587. your bloodline out. You've been five to ten generations bound

  588. with generational iniquity, and you are breaking all of that iniquity.

  589. And you're changing your bloodline in this moment so that

  590. your children's children can be blessed by the Lord and

  591. actually discover not just what their individual destiny is, but

  592. what your bloodline destiny is. But if you choose to

  593. be narrow minded, near sighted like Hezekiah, you'll never see it.

  594. Because Hezekiah said, well, at least they'll be peace in

  595. my day. He had no vision for his children or

  596. his children's children. You understand, there's five generations on planet

  597. Earth right now, five generations that God is interested in

  598. every one of those generations, and what you do has

  599. ramifications for your bloodline. So if you're fighting to get

  600. free of something right now, you're not just fighting for yourselves,

  601. You're fighting for your bloodline. Don't think an instant gratification.

  602. If you think in earthly terms, you're always going to

  603. get earthly results. Don't be like Saul. Don't give up

  604. your destiny because of people. Are the fear of them. Y'all.

  605. Whatever he's called you to do, run after it, but

  606. more importantly, run after him. Regardless of what you're doing,

  607. be with him, have intimacy with him. He cares way

  608. more about what you're becoming than what you're doing. And

  609. we are at a tipping point in the church for

  610. the greatest move of God. We're seeing little birth pains

  611. of it. We're seeing college campuses still God coming and

  612. wrecking them. I'm still believing God's gonna come and mess

  613. tithean Ingram up like suddenly. I believe wholeheartedly the Lord's

  614. about to move on a greater level among the young people.

  615. We are poised for an amazing move of God. But

  616. don't touch Isaac. When you get them, leave them on

  617. the altar. It's the dark night of the spirit. It's

  618. where you live your life in such a position with

  619. Jesus that if he doesn't show up, nothing happens. Nothing

  620. of an eternal impact will happen apart from him showing

  621. you what he desires to do and you co laboring

  622. with him. All right, let's pray if I can get

  623. the prayer teams. If you're on the prayer team, that

  624. means you're voluntld. All of our keyboard players left, didn't they? Hey, Micah,

  625. can you come down and play real quick? Y'all? Just

  626. want to take a minute before I close in prayer.

  627. I want to challenge you today. Ask the Lord, Lord,

  628. have I given Ishmael up? Lord? Show me how I'm

  629. holding on to Ishmael? And then say, Lord, what's the

  630. Isaac that you have? And will you give me the

  631. grace to leave him on the altar? You know he said,

  632. God says he will not share his glory. The moment

  633. you think you're going to touch his glory, you're in

  634. grave trouble because he says he will not share it

  635. with anyone. Sean, could you end me at the keys?

  636. Everyby's like listen Oh, there we go. I just want

  637. to actually, you know what I want to do. I

  638. know we're a little bit over, but that's kind of

  639. normal around here. If you if you need to, if

  640. you need to give up Ishmael, I want to invite

  641. you to come forward. You realize that you've been holding

  642. and there's no shame in this. But I believe that

  643. God's called us to be in a company of people

  644. that will carry Isaac, that will keep our hands off

  645. God's glory. And to the degree that we hold loosely

  646. will it prophesies. It determines what we're going to be

  647. able to carry in the future. So I just I

  648. want to encourage y'all because I feel like there's a

  649. few of you that that that just need to surrender

  650. Ishmael and say, Okay, Lord, I'm ready to dream with you.

  651. I'm ready to find out what you've what this really

  652. looks like. Some of y'all need to surrender your life

  653. to Jesus this morning, literally.

  654. And I want to encourage you to do that. Father,

  655. You're so good.

  656. Lord, you said, many are the plans in a man's heart,

  657. but it's your will that prevails. Lord, you said, delight

  658. yourself in the Lord, and you'll give us the desires

  659. of our heart. Lord, as we commune with you, as

  660. we behold you, as we rest in you, as we

  661. wait for you, as we watch for you. Lord, there's

  662. a divine exchange where the identity of Jesus becomes a

  663. greater reality than the things that we've been wrestling with

  664. inside and trying to hold on to.

  665. Lord.

  666. Nothing that we're going through, no pain, is worth to

  667. be compared to the glory that's.

  668. Going to be revealed in us.

  669. Lord, you are the hope of glory Jesus. You're the

  670. reason why we're here. You're the desire of nations. You're

  671. the King of kings.

  672. And Lord of lords. You're the Lamb that.

  673. Was slain before the foundations of the earth. You are

  674. the light of the world. You are the bread that

  675. came down from heaven. You are the high priest after

  676. the order of Melkezedek. You are our healer. You are

  677. our father, You are our provider, you are our righteousness.

  678. You are the Lord of Hosts. You're the one that

  679. fights our battles. And Father. Right now, we just surrender

  680. fully again, afresh.

  681. And new to you.

  682. Lord, we say not our will but yours. Thank you

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