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Mission Vineyard Church Apr 7, 2024

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  2. Sweet

  3. Sound let it be a

  4. Sweet

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  6. Sound

  7. [Music]

  8. your lord May everything that we have

  9. everything we brought with us today all

  10. of our best attempts Lord be a sweet

  11. sound in your

  12. ear at this time in our service we get

  13. to pause reflect and celebrate the

  14. Lord's supper or communion if our

  15. communion servers would come forward and

  16. prepare your stations just a quick bit

  17. of instructions for those who are new we

  18. uh take communion here every week and we

  19. come down these interior side aisles and

  20. we dip the gluten-free cracker into the

  21. grape juice um and you can take it back

  22. to your seat or you may take the

  23. prepackaged elements um that we have

  24. available for

  25. you this is the time we are invited to

  26. Jesus's table we pause and reflect on

  27. Jesus's life death and Resurrection we

  28. welcome him into wherever we are coming

  29. from from 1 Corinthians 11 the Apostle

  30. Paul writes to followers of Jesus for I

  31. pass unto you what I receive from the

  32. Lord himself on the night when he was

  33. betrayed the Lord Jesus took some bread

  34. and gave thanks to God for it then he

  35. broke it in pieces and said this is my

  36. body which is given for you do this in

  37. remembrance of

  38. me in the same way he took the cup of

  39. wine after supper saying this cup is a

  40. New Covenant between God and his

  41. people an agreement confirmed of my

  42. blood do this in remembrance of me as

  43. often as you drink it for every time you

  44. eat this bread and drink this cup you

  45. are announcing the Lord's death until he

  46. comes

  47. again Heavenly Father we thank you that

  48. you welcome us to your table as we come

  49. may we receive all that you have for us

  50. we bless this time this cup representing

  51. your blood and the broken bread your

  52. broken body for us as you instructed we

  53. do this in remembrance of you in your

  54. name Jesus we pray amen come and receive

  55. from the Lord's

  56. table

  57. [Music]

  58. the

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  60. we

  61. exalt

  62. the

  63. we

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  102. Lord

  103. as Jesus lived on this Earth with uh his

  104. closest followers at one point he asked

  105. are they asked him how they could pray

  106. and he instructed them with this what we

  107. now call The Lord's Prayer it's a simple

  108. way to pray so if there's ever a time

  109. where you don't know what to say or do

  110. you can say the Lord's Prayer it

  111. encapsulates um all of our need and

  112. desire you can see it on the screen in

  113. English or in Spanish but feel free to

  114. say it when a language you're most

  115. comfortable

  116. with our father father who are in heaven

  117. Hallowed be thy name thy kingdom come

  118. thy will be done on Earth as it is in

  119. heaven give us this day our daily bread

  120. and forgive us our trespasses as we

  121. forgive those who trespass against us

  122. and lead us not in temptation but

  123. Deliver Us from Evil for thine is the

  124. kingdom and the power and the glory

  125. forever and ever

  126. amen be

  127. seated good morning

  128. church uh this would usually be the time

  129. that we would pass uh baskets for giving

  130. uh there's lots of people that give

  131. online and sometimes we just kind of say

  132. and now we're going to pass the offering

  133. baskets not knowing what an offering

  134. basket is or if is that's actually what

  135. we call offering basket and so this week

  136. we got together with uh the team that

  137. oversees a lot of teams here at the

  138. church and I said what is actually our

  139. discipleship around this like how how do

  140. we share with the congregation what

  141. we're actually doing here and especially

  142. for those of you who are new maybe

  143. coming to a church and you think well I

  144. guess they're passing baskets but like

  145. do they want me to put money in there do

  146. you want do they want me to

  147. put my gum like what is what what is is

  148. this

  149. for and so over the next weeks we're

  150. going to be trying out some language

  151. that gets around the Theology of our

  152. discipleship what on Earth are we doing

  153. here when it comes to money and so this

  154. is one try and so I want to read this to

  155. you because I think it gets a little bit

  156. to what we believe here it's because God

  157. loves a cheerful giver and there's so

  158. many scripture verses around everything

  159. that I'll say I'm not saying each

  160. scripture verse but because God loves a

  161. cheerful Giver at Mission Vineyard we

  162. don't give financially because God needs

  163. our money or because the church needs

  164. our money we believe that God owns it

  165. all and we can never outgive God giving

  166. is a part of our worship so we take time

  167. during our worship service to give

  168. financially some give

  169. online I remember just a couple weeks

  170. ago somebody was offering me a basket

  171. and I turned him away cuz we give online

  172. and it felt weird and so I'm like oh

  173. maybe I should bring something on Sunday

  174. just like to be able to Worship in

  175. person

  176. but some given person but we want to

  177. take a moment to reflect on our

  178. discipleship in our finances as we

  179. worship in giving we remember a few

  180. things about our relationship with God

  181. and money God is generous and God is

  182. longing for us to grow as generous

  183. disciples we thank the Lord for the gift

  184. of our church Community as a place for

  185. the giving of ministry time energy and

  186. money

  187. we pray for our church to use the

  188. financial giving for God's kingdom work

  189. and as a part of spiritual warfare to

  190. combat the enemy Jesus called us all to

  191. give sacrificially for those who are

  192. here for the first time we urge you to

  193. give generously and receive the joy of

  194. the Lord for those who are Church

  195. partners and leaders here remember that

  196. our goal is to tithe that to give a

  197. tenth of our income towards the work of

  198. the church and to share generously above

  199. and beyond the tithe towards AC of

  200. kindness and missions through offering

  201. this is also a reminder that we are all

  202. on a journey towards generosity in our

  203. lives and not judging one another let's

  204. pray for our church finances as we

  205. continue Lord Jesus thank you so much

  206. that we get to participate in this way

  207. God I remember the homeless folks those

  208. folks that don't have homes that have

  209. visited our church and they wanted to

  210. give again God we think of those that

  211. are very wealthy that are also just

  212. joyful to give and and everyone in

  213. between God uh help us teach us how to

  214. be generous like you

  215. are God help us to not help us to be

  216. free of any guilt or shame around money

  217. and I I pray in the name of Jesus that

  218. you'd bless every dollar that's given

  219. towards your kingdom work and Mission

  220. through our church we pray in Jesus name

  221. amen and so when we pass these baskets

  222. they're not offering baskets they're

  223. baskets to give if you want to give that

  224. way but also we have a slide uh where

  225. you could give online as well and uh

  226. sometimes people want to do that here in

  227. the service that's great but uh there's

  228. no judgment either

  229. way I'm G keep you up here John because

  230. you are fun and I am often not I'm fun

  231. yes that's great I like being fun my

  232. name is arita and I'm John's wife so if

  233. we see I'm your

  234. husband I don't know if I said the right

  235. thing no you did I'm reflecting I was

  236. afraid for a second that I miss you're

  237. great um my name's arita welcome to

  238. Mission Vineyard if you are new here uh

  239. visiting with us for the first time

  240. we're so glad you chose to worship with

  241. us um or if you're worshiping online

  242. we're glad that you um we have that

  243. capability to worship I'm so thankful

  244. for our media team and our audio team

  245. and our visual team our camera

  246. team they have been working together so

  247. hard over the last year to make

  248. something work and Marcelo it works

  249. right

  250. fun correct

  251. I just know how to hear I don't know

  252. anything else so I'm very thankful for

  253. everybody that puts in their skills and

  254. talents towards making other people be

  255. able to hear um anyway if you're new you

  256. may have gotten one of our welcome bags

  257. they're on the back table there are

  258. white bags I they're they're gone so I

  259. imagine they're out in the congregation

  260. but inside we have some uh goodies for

  261. you our main giveaway for our visitors

  262. is something here called a Mana bag um

  263. we do have extras on the table of these

  264. Mana bags if you want to take just one

  265. of these but um this is our gift to you

  266. for you to give away

  267. um often times uh we're driving about

  268. the city um and we encounter someone who

  269. is in need of food or money and we often

  270. don't carry cash with us and we still

  271. want to extend God's love to people and

  272. so we put together these little bags

  273. they have some food for a day's worth

  274. and some socks hand sanitizer Band-Aids

  275. just some basic necessities that our

  276. friends um might be able to utilize um

  277. as they're looking for more food and

  278. help and so it's our way to extend God's

  279. love to our neighbors so feel free to

  280. give that away keep it in your car or as

  281. you just see people about this the

  282. city um in our welcome bag as well or on

  283. our back table we have something called

  284. a connect card and that is our way to

  285. get to know you

  286. more uh so you can share whatever

  287. information you're comfortable sharing

  288. if you are added if you put your email

  289. address you'll be added to our Weekly

  290. Newsletter if you want to send give us

  291. your mail snail mail your stuff that

  292. actually comes in the regular mail uh

  293. Pastor John here will send you a thank

  294. you card with a Starbucks gift card just

  295. as a note of appreciation for worshiping

  296. with us today

  297. um in that Weekly Newsletter we share

  298. all the different things that are

  299. happening in the life of the church

  300. including things like the women's brunch

  301. which will be this

  302. Saturday or um on your sheets you all

  303. see the cute little Flyers um if you've

  304. ever seen the show Bluey that was there

  305. was a mockup of this going around with

  306. Bluey the cartoon character from Disney

  307. plus um on it and it was said for real

  308. life um but we can't do that because

  309. we're not copyrighted but on the back

  310. are all the information of things that

  311. are happening for real life um in our

  312. Ser in our church in the next month or

  313. two including baptisms next Sunday we're

  314. going to have uh six or seven baptisms

  315. at least if not more out in the patio

  316. next Sunday it's going to be a really

  317. great time um but there's more

  318. information on the back of these things

  319. that's why we gave them out to you guys

  320. but anyway there's lots going on in the

  321. life of the church uh we have people

  322. living all over the city so we have

  323. small groups all over the city and we

  324. want ways to welcome Jesus into all of

  325. life um here in our community so we can

  326. continue following him um in our daily

  327. lives so I'm going to pray for you

  328. thanks I I left you out you're fun

  329. mostly cuz your shirt's fun that's why I

  330. wanted you here um thanks and I didn't

  331. need your help at all

  332. actually that's a that's a normal story

  333. but it was like a secur it was like a

  334. security blanket for me so I appreciate

  335. that so heavenly father I thank you so

  336. much for my husband and his uh Grace

  337. towards me as I

  338. uh yeah do this and so Lord I pray that

  339. you would be with him this morning as he

  340. shares your word with us and that you

  341. would fill them with your Holy Spirit

  342. and that everything you have for us even

  343. if it's not something that comes out of

  344. his mouth but you would translate it

  345. into what you want us to hear Lord in

  346. Jesus name amen amen thanks for

  347. Lita taking my stuff it's all

  348. right good morning

  349. church I'm really glad to hear to uh

  350. here to be with you wow language

  351. backwards

  352. sometimes

  353. it's a cloudy day so you should be in

  354. bed but you're not and I'm really glad

  355. you're not uh because I have some big

  356. expectations for what God might do with

  357. us this

  358. morning I'm very very thankful for the

  359. opportunity to get into the scriptures

  360. with you and maybe see what kind of

  361. freedom God wants to give us we're in a

  362. new series called doing life well how to

  363. welcome Jesus into all the things and so

  364. you might think that we're going to talk

  365. about all the things what could all the

  366. things be

  367. all of them you

  368. know but actually what we're going to be

  369. talking about are some of the barriers

  370. that allow us that keep us from

  371. welcoming Jesus into all the things so

  372. all the things could be relationships

  373. could be finances could

  374. be say some other things sex sex that

  375. was really loud

  376. and how to welcome Jesus into sex that's

  377. work raising kids raising kids marage

  378. marriage your hobbies

  379. Hobbies schol

  380. School unemployment

  381. unemployment fear

  382. fear medical issues retirement

  383. retirement sports

  384. sports politics you guys don't want to

  385. welcome Jesus into your politics do

  386. you oh Jesus

  387. come every time hilberto leads us Come

  388. Holy Spirit I go in Jesus name into our

  389. politics so we're going to be learning

  390. about how to welcome Jesus into all the

  391. things but often times it's going to be

  392. not directly at the things it's going to

  393. be at the ways that keep us from the

  394. things um I know I know that I'm

  395. distracted by some feedback I don't know

  396. if you're distracted by some feedback I

  397. just have a weird ear but uh if there's

  398. some way to turn down my gain or

  399. something and I can just yell that is

  400. just

  401. fine uh today we're going to be engaging

  402. in how to welcome Jesus into our

  403. past and oftentimes when we deal with

  404. our past we deal with our

  405. shame but today we're going to be able

  406. to hopefully through the scriptures

  407. exchange our shame for God's

  408. grace before we even do that though you

  409. might be wondering what I mean by shame

  410. and what I mean by Grace because

  411. everybody may have their own definitions

  412. Lucas there's a slide that describes

  413. shame and

  414. Grace I hope Lucas you're so good thank

  415. you so

  416. much shame and if we look in the

  417. scriptures this is how it typically

  418. would describe shame to be under a

  419. curse you ever think of Shame like that

  420. to be under a curse

  421. the word entropy you know our word

  422. entropy some Physics people here know we

  423. got some someone's learning physics in

  424. school to have all of your energy lost

  425. the word entropy actually comes from the

  426. the word shame and entropy are

  427. intertwined in the Bible have all of its

  428. energy lost and to be locked in

  429. disappointment

  430. shame that doesn't feel good

  431. and you might think like as I'm trying

  432. to do all the things and welcome Jesus

  433. into all the things if I feel like I'm

  434. under a curse all of my energy is lost

  435. and I'm locked in disappointment how am

  436. I going to welcome Jesus into all the

  437. things I generally feel like I'm

  438. spending all of my energy just fighting

  439. the disappointment and fighting the

  440. curse that I feel like is on my

  441. life in

  442. exchange God wants to offer us his

  443. grace to be under God's favor imagine

  444. the king of the earth that has created

  445. all things going it's all

  446. yours I love you so much here you go

  447. that's God's

  448. favor a big hug and like all the

  449. inheritance of the world it's all

  450. yours to be empowered by God we're going

  451. to look at how Jesus empowers his

  452. disciples this morning but to be

  453. empowered by God meaning God gives you

  454. everything you need to do all the

  455. things to be given a gift is somehow

  456. sometimes how the scripture defines

  457. Grace where God is giving us all that he

  458. has and that we're living an

  459. expectation positive expectation that

  460. God's on the move like at any moment God

  461. could show up and do amazing

  462. things so I I think I really believe

  463. that there are some people here that

  464. will be delivered from shame

  465. today from the curse of

  466. Shame some of us are living under a

  467. curse of Shame and God wants to Deliver

  468. Us from that shame and bless us with his

  469. grace so Lord Jesus I pray that as we

  470. engage your scriptures that you would

  471. begin by the power of your Holy Spirit

  472. to deliver us

  473. amen amen all right let's look at the

  474. Book of John this is chapter 20

    Isaiah 20 chapter mention

  475. last week where we left the disciples

  476. was that Jesus had risen from the dead

  477. now

  478. what now what is really really fun it's

  479. actually if if God gives me any

  480. spiritual gifts I want it to be the one

  481. that Jesus displays in this

  482. situation John 20: 19 that Sunday

  483. evening the disciples were meeting

  484. behind locked doors because they were

  485. afraid of Jewish leaders can we enter

  486. into the story for just a second have

  487. you ever locked your door afraid of what

  488. was going on on the other

  489. side right are you feeling what the

  490. disciples might be feeling

  491. here they're not just hanging

  492. out they are

  493. afraid lives at

  494. risk suddenly this is my most favorite

  495. spiritual gift that Jesus does here

  496. Jesus was standing there among them you

  497. ever watched Star Trek

  498. beam me up Scotty this is like be me

  499. down Jesus without the Sci-Fi this is

  500. just he's just there I love our world so

  501. much like I God has created it so

  502. beautifully I just want to be able to

  503. appear in different places wouldn't that

  504. be fun to just like see the Eiffel Tower

  505. to just like be able to see family for

  506. dinner and then go home

  507. hundreds and thousands of miles away

  508. Jesus can do this so our redeemed bodies

  509. in the future I'm holding on guarantee

  510. that we'll be able to go all around the

  511. earth wherever we want all the time I'm

  512. excited about this but I

  513. digress suddenly Jesus was standing

  514. there among them peace be with you he

  515. said so they're locked behind closed

  516. doors afraid of what's on the other side

  517. side Jesus arrives in the middle of them

  518. he doesn't go through the door he's just

  519. there in the midst of their locked door

  520. feelings he says repeat with me

  521. peace with you

  522. peace peace so I don't know where you

  523. guys are at right now I don't know what

  524. kind of lock doors you have going on in

  525. your heart I know that was a big analogy

  526. to pull in it's a really powerful One

  527. For Me Jesus this morning is first first

  528. saying

  529. peace as he spoke he showed them the

  530. wounds in his hands and his

  531. side so you just picture Jesus doing

  532. that with you he says peace but then he

  533. shows you his own

  534. wounds they were filled with joy when

  535. they saw the Lord Lord so now their

  536. feelings are

  537. changed and again he said peace be with

  538. you as the father has sent me and he's

  539. just shown them his

  540. wounds as the father has sent

  541. me so I'm sending

  542. you take that for just a moment so many

  543. times we forget that Jesus says in this

  544. world you will have trouble

  545. I wonder if he's doing that a little bit

  546. right now peace and by the way look

  547. where I was

  548. crucified and watch what he does and

  549. this is weird like don't do this

  550. especially postco we don't do this at

  551. all this is really weird but he breathed

  552. on them and said receive the Holy

  553. Spirit

  554. if you have experienced this is you know

  555. some some people have not experienced a

  556. palpable move of God but if you have

  557. experienced the power of God on you I

  558. want youd imagine right now in the story

  559. maybe you haven't but youd imagine what

  560. it feels like to receive God's presence

  561. and his power and his personhood his

  562. identity in

  563. you in the the midst of whatever you're

  564. going through right now could you

  565. imagine as Jesus says and he breathes on

  566. you and he says receive the Holy

  567. Spirit and his whole being comes upon

  568. you envelops you fills you could you

  569. imagine what that might feel

  570. like he's not just saying calm yourself

  571. he's not just saying calm

  572. down he's saying

  573. peace

  574. and he doesn't just say it he becomes

  575. it receive the holy spirit for some of

  576. you today I want you to begin to see the

  577. sentence for yourself receive the Holy

  578. Spirit receive the Holy

  579. Spirit

  580. peace receive the Holy Spirit

  581. and then we're going to come back to

  582. this but he changes Lanes I

  583. think we're all in the same story he's

  584. doing the same thing but why he would

  585. immediately say hey if you forgive

  586. anybody's sins they're forgiven and if

  587. you don't forgive them they're not

  588. forgiven if I'm a disciple that moment

  589. I'm going whoa Jesus and he's going

  590. peace and I go woohoo and he's like

  591. peace receive the Holy

  592. Spirit like

  593. whoa and he goes if you forgive

  594. anybody's sins they're forgiven if you

  595. don't they're not

  596. forgiven

  597. okay it's like all of the sudden the the

  598. definition

  599. or the impact or or or the the future of

  600. what it means to be filled with the holy

  601. spirit means that something gets to be

  602. changed about the way that we experience

  603. sin so that we can receive the authority

  604. of

  605. God to say that which holds you down

  606. that curses you that keeps you back that

  607. takes all of your energy that which has

  608. been done to you and that which you have

  609. done right now is as far away from you

  610. in the east as the

  611. West has gone to the Grave with Jesus

  612. and is not allowed to come out ever

  613. again and the only thing that we get

  614. back from that in the name of Jesus

  615. which is what Jesus is empowering them

  616. to do when he fills them with the Holy

  617. Spirit they get his authority to do this

  618. in the name of Jes Jesus all of those

  619. things are forgiven and in exchange for

  620. all those things that you've experienced

  621. and all those things you've done that

  622. forgiveness is what we call

  623. Grace the old is

  624. gone the new has come and that's the way

  625. life is supposed to

  626. be but it doesn't feel that way does it

  627. why because we're reminded about all the

  628. things aren't aren we and all the things

  629. that go

  630. wrong your political party isn't doing

  631. so well whatever that is your political

  632. leader isn't doing so well all the ways

  633. that you hop that you'd be able to raise

  634. your kids is fantastic or not you have

  635. health issues that are not going the way

  636. you thought and so in our tension of the

  637. way that we view

  638. things in the way that we experience

  639. things we don't experience Grace all the

  640. time and instead sometimes we experience

  641. some different things for instance if

  642. you've ever felt this how do you know

  643. there's an author his name is Lewis

  644. smees it's a

  645. funny funny name Lewis SME shame and

  646. Grace is a book He's a author out a full

  647. Fuller University he's passed away now

  648. but he has this description of sometimes

  649. how do we know that we're carrying

  650. shame and so see if any of these ReSound

  651. with you sometimes I feel as if I'm

  652. fake I feel that if people who admire me

  653. really knew

  654. me they might have contempt for

  655. me I feel inadequate I seldom feel as if

  656. I'm up to what's expected of me when I

  657. look inside of myself I seldom feel Joy

  658. at all at who I am or what I am I feel

  659. inferior to the really good people that

  660. I

  661. know I feel as if God must be disgusted

  662. at

  663. me

  664. in this world of uh Instagram fame we're

  665. constantly comparing ourselves and in

  666. that comparison sometimes uh we see

  667. friends and actually this is one of my

  668. biggest stumbling blocks when other

  669. people are successful I feel like a

  670. failure anybody else feel like that

  671. Instagram is the worst of this but as a

  672. pastor I've battled this the whole time

  673. I've been a pastor when I hear of other

  674. churches doing things that I wish that

  675. we could do or people experiencing

  676. things that I wish our people would

  677. experience I go oh

  678. instead of going woohoo the father's at

  679. work in the world yay I

  680. go anybody ever feel like that when you

  681. you see other people's

  682. successes in your discouragement

  683. sometimes do you feel like you're not up

  684. to the job or in shame you feel like

  685. you're not that kind of person that can

  686. do those

  687. things maybe some of us has told a lie

  688. do we feel guilt about telling that lie

  689. like we've done done a bad behavior or

  690. do we feel shamed that we're not the

  691. sort that we are the sort of person that

  692. lies what Jesus is trying to do I think

  693. In this passage and I'm going to

  694. continue as he as he has some tension

  695. with some of the disciples he's trying

  696. to remove all of that identity that

  697. comes from sin because as we're born

  698. into the world and we operate in the

  699. world every time we're disappointed we

  700. face this reality that the world is not

  701. the way it's supposed to to be but also

  702. we are not up to what we were supposed

  703. to

  704. do God has called us and he's created us

  705. to be his partner in creation but

  706. there's something that we feel in

  707. ourselves that something's not right but

  708. Jesus wants to change that and and all

  709. of our sins to be forgiven so that we

  710. can receive his grace instead of that

  711. feeling of Shame the truth is that

  712. without him we're not made for this

  713. moment on the Earth but with him we we

  714. are empowered to partner with him in all

  715. the things on the earth do you hear what

  716. I'm saying on our own things aren't the

  717. way that they're supposed to be and

  718. we're always striving we're always

  719. battling that that identity that says

  720. something's not right with me but in His

  721. Grace by the power of His holy spirit

  722. we're empowered to partner with him and

  723. so we can mess up we can have bad

  724. behavior but we're we're actually made

  725. for when we're filled with the Holy

  726. Spirit is to join with

  727. God and we're made brand new the old is

  728. gone the new has come and so Thomas he

  729. gets this tension this is John 20: 24

  730. one of the 12 disciples Thomas nicknamed

  731. the twin we don't know why I have to

  732. look into that was not with the others

  733. when Jesus came so he's late to the

  734. party note to self don't be light to the

  735. party they told him we've seen the Lord

  736. because Jesus wasn't there yet Thomas

  737. comes in they've had this amazing

  738. experience they've received peace

  739. they've received the Holy Spirit and

  740. they go we've seen the Lord but he

  741. replied I don't believe you

  742. you this is where we get the term

  743. doubting Thomas

  744. from and I won't believe it until I see

  745. the nail wounds in his hands and put my

  746. finger in them and place my hand in the

  747. wound it his side yall have some gross

  748. friends and they say things that are

  749. left of normal sometimes or right of

  750. normal they're just not normal this is

  751. Thomas and he's like you can hear the

  752. bitterness and the anger in them can't

  753. you like things aren't right and things

  754. are broken and I'm disappointed like if

  755. you've seen the Lord I don't believe you

  756. and I'm not going to believe you until I

  757. can actually feel the flesh his broken

  758. flesh that I saw crucified on that cross

  759. oh but we do understand don't we because

  760. every time something goes wrong there's

  761. some trigger in us that goes

  762. The Whole World's broken I'm broken

  763. you're

  764. broken and there's a Grace that's

  765. missing but something happens here and

  766. this is what Jesus

  767. does eight days later Thomas has to wait

  768. a week more than a week the disciples

  769. were together again and this time Thomas

  770. was with them wasn't late to the party

  771. this time the doors were locked again

  772. but suddenly as before Jesus was

  773. standing among them and said peace be

  774. with you in the midst of all the things

  775. peace be with you has the world changed

  776. in eight days nope maybe worse maybe the

  777. anxiet is

  778. higher then he said to

  779. Thomas put your finger

  780. here look at my

  781. hands put your hand in the wound of my

  782. side

  783. don't be faithless any

  784. longer

  785. believe

  786. believe what could Jesus be asking you

  787. to

  788. believe I hope it's all that mess of

  789. feeling

  790. inadequate seldom feeling Joy feeling

  791. inferior feeling like you're broken when

  792. you just messed up

  793. I wonder if some of what Jesus is asking

  794. us to believe

  795. is life can be brand new if you'd

  796. received me you don't have to fight like

  797. that anymore if you receive me you

  798. receive a new

  799. identity Grace can be exchanged for your

  800. shame I know I might be stretching now

  801. but you know the response from Thomas is

  802. so loud and big my Lord and my God he's

  803. not taking the lord's name in

  804. pain my

  805. God cuz he's right there he he feels him

  806. he sees him he knows him something's

  807. different life can be different then

  808. Jesus told him you believe because

  809. you've seen me but blessed are those who

  810. believe without seeing

  811. me that trap that we fall into it and

  812. I'm projecting it on Thomas and maybe it

  813. might be too much but I want to tell you

  814. you shame keeps all of our activities

  815. trapped by our own Brokenness and we go

  816. about the world going well I'll see it

  817. when I believe

  818. it I'm broken the world's

  819. broken but Grace puts all of our

  820. activities in the unlimited potential of

  821. God's hands Jesus wants to show us

  822. himself and say I know you think you're

  823. broken I know you think you're

  824. inadequate but I'm

  825. alive and if I'm alive I can breathe on

  826. you I can speak life into you I can say

  827. peace to you and I can fill you with my

  828. holy spirit so that it's not about you

  829. anymore it's about me in you in the

  830. world 2 Corinthians says it like this

  831. this is Paul he's a church planter

  832. speaking to a church he says so we

  833. stopped evaluating others from a human

  834. point of view we don't think about the

  835. limitations of our own Brokenness at one

  836. time we thought of Christ merely from a

  837. human point of view how differently we

  838. know him now he's talking about that

  839. exchange that happened with Thomas do

  840. you hear this means that anyone who

  841. belongs to Christ has become a new

  842. person the old life is gone the new life

  843. has

  844. begun friends take your hand and test

  845. Jesus put your hand in his wounds touch

  846. him Jesus if you're real show

  847. me because he wants to make you brand

  848. new if you believe in him it makes you

  849. brand new he will make you brand

  850. new Paul says this to another church is

    Isaiah 2 chapter mention

  851. chapter 2 verse in in Ephesians he says

  852. God saved you by his grace when you

  853. believed you can't take credit from this

  854. this is a gift from God this isn't about

  855. us getting better this is about us

  856. receiving Jesus who's the

  857. best our life won't be transformed if we

  858. just keep on trying trying to get better

  859. and better better we need his life we

  860. need his

  861. power salvation's not a reward for the

  862. good things you've done doesn't depend

  863. on your Instagram feed so none of us can

  864. boast about it we are in Jesus God's

  865. Masterpiece he created us a new in

  866. Christ Jesus so that we can do the good

  867. things for us he planned long

  868. ago he wants to set us free free he

  869. wants to give us his

  870. grace we do this by keeping our eyes on

  871. Jesus this is Hebrews 122 the champion

  872. who initiates and perfects our faith he

  873. comes in the room we welcome Jesus into

  874. all the things not by focusing on the

  875. things but by focusing on Jesus he's

  876. here right

  877. now and we say I welcome you

  878. Jesus I welcome you to speak peace to

  879. me and then he takes care of all the

  880. things because he makes us brand new

  881. because of the joy awaiting him he

  882. endured the cross disregarding its shame

  883. its disgrace its

  884. curse its

  885. entropy now he's seated at the place of

  886. honor beside God's Throne think of all

  887. the hostility he endured think of the

  888. wounds from sinful people then you won't

  889. become weary and give up after all you

  890. have not yet given your lives and your

  891. struggle against sin you see he's

  892. calling us to be wounded like him but to

  893. be empowered like

  894. him the bad things are not going to

  895. stop I wish I wish I could say with

  896. Jesus life gets easier no more car

  897. accidents no more insecurity about work

  898. or friendships no more worrying about

  899. your

  900. kids it's not that way instead Jesus

  901. welcomes us to be wounded with him but

  902. also to be empowered by him to welcome

  903. him into the room to receive his peace

  904. and to be filled with his holy

  905. spirit there's a word that's pretty

  906. popular these days it's narcissism you

  907. ever heard that word

  908. narcissism and it's that moment where

  909. somebody has stopped being able to

  910. receive God's

  911. grace they feel the shame because we all

  912. feel shame don't we and instead of

  913. exchanging that shame for Grace they

  914. can't receive the shame anymore and so

  915. it just turns into a rebuttal it just

  916. turns into a a vacuum or a mirror that

  917. pushes out shame everywhere else and the

  918. curse instead of being received but

  919. transformed it just gets pressed out and

  920. shame just goes

  921. everywhere I I want to make more room

  922. for God's grace in my life but it means

  923. confessing those places where I curse

  924. myself where I feel broken and saying

  925. God I don't want to live like that

  926. anymore I want to live in your grace I

  927. want to be transformed by

  928. you

  929. so come Holy

  930. Spirit Jesus said come to me all who are

  931. weary at Laden and I will give you

  932. rest

  933. so for some I want you to hear these

  934. words from our prayer team this morning

  935. and prayer teams if you would ready

  936. yourselves to receive folks we have

  937. prayer teams that are going to be in

  938. this corner for you to receive anybody

  939. with emotional physical or spiritual

  940. needs but especially these folks if God

  941. is calling you to come for prayer Don't

  942. Be

  943. Afraid someone who's discouraged in

  944. sharing the gospel someone who has pain

  945. in the left

  946. shoulder someone who needs to be able to

  947. receive to take your place in the

  948. kingdom of God Jesus will make you

  949. adequate someone who's having trouble

  950. with braces on their teeth I love how

  951. God just he he cares about the little

  952. things not that braces on your teeth is

  953. a little thing but it's worth naming you

  954. hear if I was in your seat right now and

  955. I made a call to say for anybody who

  956. wants shame removed from their lives if

  957. it's a heavy burden or if it feels like

  958. a curse would you stand I would stand

  959. with you because I battle shame all the

  960. time but if there are those of you would

  961. you stand I'm standing right now I need

  962. this this morning I need God's grace in

  963. exchange for

  964. shame that I battle in my life would you

  965. stand with me if that's you this morning

  966. there's a

  967. couple

  968. yeah Cal Holy Spirit thank you Lord

  969. thank you

  970. Lord thank you

  971. Lord thank you Lord there's a couple of

  972. people

  973. around um would you just would you come

  974. around these people and would you not

  975. say a word but if if you're willing just

  976. put a hand on their shoulder those who

  977. are

  978. standing God there's a sh name the

  979. sickness and the evil of this world is

  980. too much for our Humanity to

  981. bear so I pray right now in the name of

  982. Jesus you cleanse these friends of the

  983. shame in the name of Jesus we command

  984. shame to go be free peace be filled with

  985. the Holy

  986. Spirit in Jesus

  987. name

  988. I I want to ask for some more courage in

  989. the room because there are some of you

  990. that have not received Jesus

  991. yet

  992. and he's saying enough's enough let me

  993. set you free please let me set you

  994. free you were made for me you were not

  995. made for anything else you were made for

  996. my peace you were made for my freedom so

  997. receive it if you're willing to receive

  998. him for the first time or it's been a

  999. long time would you stand right now

  1000. encourag just stand receive him you are

  1001. made to receive his Gra Grace you are

  1002. not made for

  1003. shame you are not made to be alone you

  1004. are not made to be broken you are made

  1005. to be

  1006. healed you are made to be set free would

  1007. you stand and receive him this morning

  1008. please let this be the

  1009. day in Jesus name receive the Lord he

  1010. loves you so much he wants to set you

  1011. [Music]

  1012. free the worship team's already started

  1013. I'm going to ask them to continue would

  1014. you stand with me all of you and let's

  1015. receive the grace of the Lord through

  1016. this worship and come all of you who are

  1017. needing prayer this morning if God's

  1018. calling you to come for prayer Don't Be

  1019. Afraid someone who's discouraged in

  1020. sharing the gospel come for prayer pain

  1021. in the left shoulder come for prayer

  1022. someone who Jesus will make you adequate

  1023. take your place in the kingdom of God

  1024. come for prayer someone who's having

  1025. trouble with braces on their teeth come

  1026. for prayer this is that time and once

  1027. these guys are done with this song I

  1028. will come back and bless us to

  1029. [Music]

  1030. go the spirit of the Lord

  1031. is there is

  1032. freedom where the spirit of the Lord

  1033. is there is

  1034. [Laughter]

  1035. [Music]

  1036. freedom lift your rise the

  1037. Heaven There is

  1038. [Music]

  1039. freedom LIF your rise the

  1040. Heaven There is

  1041. freedom freedom rigns in this

  1042. place

  1043. of mercy and

  1044. gra there's falling on every

  1045. face there's

  1046. Freedom if you're tiing you are

  1047. thirsty there is freedom

  1048. if it's not in you I

  1049. [Music]

  1050. [Laughter]

  1051. [Music]

  1052. thiry so give your all to

  1053. [Music]

  1054. Jesus there

  1055. freedom

  1056. Lord we give it all to

  1057. you so give your all to

  1058. Jesus there

  1059. [Music]

  1060. Freedom

  1061. freedoms in

  1062. this show and mercy

  1063. and falling on every

  1064. face there is

  1065. freedom Jesus Reigns in this

  1066. place Jesus Reigns in this

  1067. place the mercy

  1068. falling on

  1069. everything there is

  1070. freedom and so would you go out with

  1071. this freedom in the name of the father

  1072. and the Son and the Holy Spirit instead

  1073. of shame instead of a curse on your life

  1074. would you go out with the grace and the

  1075. freedom and the blessing in of the Holy

  1076. Spirit as he says be filled with the

  1077. Holy Spirit he breathes on you and he

  1078. says peace instead of antagonism instead

  1079. of curses would you go out blessing the

  1080. world partnering with the Holy Spirit

  1081. and saying peace in Jesus name go in

  1082. peace amen amen continue to receive

  1083. prayer I know there are teams available

  1084. for you and uh continue to worship for

  1085. those who are just wanting to receive