Sermon
Mission Vineyard Sunday Service 12/7
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Is that okay? See okay?
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>> Yeah.
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>> We're okay there.
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>> Well, it goes it goes up,
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>> right?
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>> Eternal.
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Yeah. So, let's change it.
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>> Yes.
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>> Let's bring it down to a we do that.
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>> Yeah, let's do that.
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Is it going to change it on its own or
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do I have to change it?
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>> I just changed it.
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>> So, if you refresh,
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>> refresh.
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Okay, got it. Let's try that. Let's do
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um more than all riches.
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>> Okay.
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Could
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you go down on leave?
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>> Uh, let's just try it in G, I guess. I
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think Yeah, G would be easier.
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Is that going to take your verses down
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into
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>> Oh, I see. Let me try the verse.
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>> A is okay for the verses there. But is
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G.
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>> Let's try G. Let's try G. So
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>> sure and steady
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my hope is held in your hand.
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When castles crumble
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and breath is fle
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upon this rock I will stand.
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Wo!
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Upon this rock I will stand.
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Glory. Glory.
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We will skip to the bridge. Okay. Um,
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>> our soul's declaring
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our souls declaring
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Jesus is better.
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Make my heart believe.
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There you go. Good.
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>> Yeah, that's good.
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>> Way to go on the low for the G.
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>> Whoa.
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>> And then I speak Jesus. We're okay. Let
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me see here. I just want to speak the
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name of Jesus.
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>> Jesus.
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>> It's okay.
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>> Over heart and every
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peace within your presence.
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I speak Jesus.
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>> It's okay.
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>> Yeah. And then does it go up anywhere?
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>> Okay.
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>> Yeah, it's good. This one's good.
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>> See, he's okay. All right. Great.
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>> I think we get into it and God's going
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to carry us. It's going to be okay.
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Well, good morning, Mission Vineyard.
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>> Good morning.
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>> Morning.
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>> I love that you fought the San Antonio
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police to get here this morning.
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Way to rage against the machine. I'm
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just so so proud of you.
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Uh
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it's so wonderful that we get to be here
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this morning and we're going to
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celebrate and worship as we typically
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would. And uh we've got many things that
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are going to happen today because today
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is the second day of Advent. The
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waiting, we're in this process of
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waiting for Jesus, for the arrival of
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Jesus. So, we're very excited for that.
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Uh we are going to have uh testimony by
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Chris and Ashley Simmons about how
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they've walked with one uh with
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fostering and adopting as we focus in on
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our advent conspiracy giving to one hope
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for kids who helps churches raise up
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foster parents here in the city. And
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then uh we have a special guest leading
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worship this morning, Hannah. Hannah,
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>> hello.
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Uh Hannah was a part of the church
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five years ago, six years ago.
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>> Uh like eight more like eight
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>> eight years ago.
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>> Starting eight years ago. Yeah.
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>> And then uh was a Trinity student and
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then left to be an intervarity staff in
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North Texas and has just come off staff.
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And so today I Hannah happens to be a
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worship leader, but I wanted you all to
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meet Hannah so we could bless her as
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she's come off of interarsity staff and
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into whatever the Lord's doing next,
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which I hope has to do with all the
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creativity that God's given her. Um, but
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this today is the Lord's day. And so as
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you have the capacity, would you stand
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with me as we posture ourselves to
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worship the King of Kings and the Lord
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of Lords in the season of Advent where
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we are anticipating the arrival of
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Jesus.
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And as we get excited about what God
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might want to do in us and through us
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today, no matter how many police you've
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had to break through the barriers of
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today in order to get here. So come Holy
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Spirit. Come Holy Spirit.
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We ask you to consecrate our hearts and
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our minds, our bodies to your work and
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to your way,
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for your joy, for your promise.
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And I love that as we as a church, no
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matter what's going on, not only do we
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welcome the Holy Spirit, we also declare
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as a congregation why we're here. And so
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up on the screen we have this
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declaration that we can speak together.
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As we are here to encounter the love of
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the living God, worshiping father, son,
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and holy spirit. We reject chasing all
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other competing spirits and idols
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including reputation, status, and
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control. completely forgiven and totally
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accepted in Christ. We welcome Jesus to
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be Lord of all of life. Come Holy
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Spirit.
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Come Holy Spirit.
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And there may not be a more appropriate
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song for us all to sing.
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Oh come
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all ye faithful,
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joyful
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and triumphant.
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Oh come ye, oh come ye to Bethlehem.
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Come
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and behold
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him
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born the king of angels.
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Oh come let us adore
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him. Oh come let us adore
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him.
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Christ
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the Lord.
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Sing
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choirs of angels.
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Sing in exaltation.
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Sing
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all ye sin
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of heaven
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above.
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Glory
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to God.
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Glory
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in the highest.
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Oh come let us adore
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him. Oh come let us adore
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him.
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Christ
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alone.
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>> Would you sing with me a simple chorus
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of We give you all the glory. We give
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you all the glory.
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We give you all the glory.
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We give you all the glory
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re
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our Lord.
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>> And we stand in on worship.
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>> We stand in worship.
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>> We stand in on worship.
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All in worship
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>> we stand in all in worship
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Christ
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the Lord and the chorus standing on
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worship
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standing on worship
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raise a voice in worship
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Come adore
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the King of Kings and Lord
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of Lords.
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Sing it again. Standing on worship.
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Standing on worship.
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Raise a voice in worship.
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Come adore
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the King of Kings and Lord of Lords.
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>> One more time. Standing on worship.
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>> We stand in all of you.
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>> Standing on worship.
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>> We stand in all. We raise a voice toship
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>> the king of kings and lord of lords.
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>> And a simple chorus of oh come let us
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adore. Oh come let us adore
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him. Oh come let us adore
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him.
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Christ
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the Lord.
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sing with us. Generous God.
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Generous God,
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giver of life,
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and every good and perfect gift.
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With arms open wide,
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we come to receive from you. Cuz we know
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that you are
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generous God,
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giver of life,
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and every good and perfect gift.
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With arms open wide,
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we come to receive from you. Because we
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know that you you do exceedingly
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so much more than we could ask
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or imagine.
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For you are generous
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with your lavish
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love pouring out on us unending.
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Sing again. Generous God,
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generous God,
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giver of life
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in every good and perfect gift.
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With arms open wide,
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we come to receive from you cuz we know
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that you you do exceedingly.
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so much more than we could ask.
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For imagine
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for you are generous
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with your lavish love. You pour it out
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on us, honey. You'll do. You'll do. You
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do exceedingly
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so much more than we could
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for imagine.
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For you are generous
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with your lavish love. Pour it out on
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us. Unending.
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>> So pour it out. Pour it out on us.
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>> Pour it out on us.
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>> Sing to the Lord. Pour it out on us.
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>> Pour it out on us. Pour it out on us.
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>> Pour it out.
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>> Pour it out on us.
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>> Pour it out on us. Pour it out on us.
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Pour it out on us. Pour it out on us.
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Pour it out on us. Pour it out. Jesus,
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>> you do exceedingly
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so much more than we could ask
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or imagine.
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For you are generous
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with your lavish
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love. pour it out on us unending.
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>> We have an Advent reading this morning.
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The Koreans are reading. Give a cheer
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for the Koreans.
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Jesus brings peace. The prince of peace
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was not born in a lavish place palace
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surrounded by luxury and power. He
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entered our world in quiet simplicity. A
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stable, a manger, a young family far
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from home. This Advent, as we prepare
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our hearts for Christmas, let this truth
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guide us. Filling our days with endless
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busyness and our carts with more than
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what we need is not the way to honor
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him. Those things promise peace but
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never deliver it. True peace, deep,
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lasting, unshakable, can only be found
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in Jesus himself. He is the one who
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calms storms, quiets anxious hearts, and
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speaks peace be still into every worry
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we carry.
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In John 14:27, we hear Jesus say, "I
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leave my peace with you. I give my peace
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to you. I do not give it to you as the
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world does. Do not let your hearts be
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troubled and do not be afraid."
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From Luke 2:13-14,
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we read, "Suddenly, a large group of
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angels from heaven also appeared. They
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were praising God. They said, "May glory
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be given to God in the highest heaven,
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and may peace be given to those he is
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pleased with on earth." This second
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candle is the candle of peace. It
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reminds us the prince of peace has come.
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He is with us now. And his peace is a
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gift we simply receive. Jesus has come.
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Jesus is here. Jesus is coming again.
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Come, Lord Jesus. Fill us with your
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peace today and every day. We light the
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peace candle. We look at our calendars,
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our Christmas shopping lists, and ask
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God to help us simplify this year. Let
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peace, not pressure or guilt, guide our
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Advent season. Amen.
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>> Amen.
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There is no other
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so sure and steady.
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My hope is held in your hand.
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When castles crumble
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and breath is fleeting,
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upon this rock I will stand.
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Upon this rock I will stand.
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Glory. Glory.
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We have no other king but Jesus, Lord of
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all.
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We raise the anthem.
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Our loudest praises ring. We crown him
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Lord of all.
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Your kindly rule has shattered and
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broken
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the curse of sincere in me.
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My life is hidden
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heaven shadow.
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Your crimson flood covers me.
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Glory. Glory.
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We have no other king but Jesus, Lord of
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all.
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We raise the end of the
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loudest praises ring. be crowned in
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order
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in all my sorrows.
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Jesus is better.
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Make my heart believe
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every victory.
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Jesus is better.
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Make my heart believe
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than any comfort.
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Jesus is better.
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Make my heart believe.
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More than all riches,
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Jesus is better.
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Make my heart believe.
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Our souls declare
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Jesus is better.
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Make my heart believe.
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Oh,
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our song eternal.
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Jesus is better.
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Make my heart believe.
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>> Glory, glory.
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We have no other king but Jesus, Lord of
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all.
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>> We raise the anthem.
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Our loudest praises ring. We crown him
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Lord of all.
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We crown him Lord of all.
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We crown him Lord of
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going to begin
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celebrating the Lord's supper today.
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going to use a text a little bit
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paraphrased if I might because today is
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about the peace that God brings, offers
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and promises to us.
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Bit of a paraphrase of Psalm 23 if I
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might. The Lord is our shepherd. We have
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what we need. He brings us to lie down
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in fertile pastures, leading us beside
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his waters of peace.
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He renews our lives, leading us along
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his paths for his name's sake. Even when
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we go through valleys as dark as death,
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we fear no evil, for the Lord is with
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us. Even his rod and his staff bring
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comfort to us.
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You have prepared a table before us.
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Even in the presence of our enemies,
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anointing us with the oil of your
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presence, our cups overflow.
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Your goodness, O Lord, and your faithful
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love continue to pursue us every day of
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our lives so that we may always dwell in
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your presence, O Lord of peace.
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On the night that our Lord Jesus was
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betrayed, he took bread and when he had
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given thanks, he broke it and said,
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"This is my body which is for you. Do
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this in remembrance of me. For as often
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as you eat this bread and drink this
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cup, you proclaim the Lord's death until
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he comes." And we declare, "Come, Holy
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Spirit."
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So, we're going to ask you to come
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down these middle aisles as usual. Most
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of you know that. And go back out
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through there on the outside.
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And uh we will want to lead us in a
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quick word of prayer. Well, a prayer and
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uh let the servers come forward and be
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prepared for us. So, Lord, thank you for
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the peace that you give us. Thank you
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that your peace even allows us to have a
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table prepared for us in the presence of
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our enemies because you are our peace.
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You are our salvation. You are all that
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we have and all that we need. So Lord,
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as we come to this table today, we want
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to honor you. We want to remember you,
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but we also want to meet you once again,
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especially your peace today. Please pour
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out your peace on this congregation
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today. We pray that in Jesus name. Amen.
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Please come.
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There is no other
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so sure and steady.
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My hope is held in your hand.
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When castles crumble
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and breath is fleeting,
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upon this rock I will stand.
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Upon this rock I will stand.
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Glory. Glory.
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We have no other king but Jesus, Lord of
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all.
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We raise the anthem.
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Our loudest praises ring. We crown him
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Lord of all.
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Your kindly rule has shattered and
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broken
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the curse of sincerity.
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My life is hidden
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neath heaven's shadow.
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Your crimson flood covers me.
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Oh,
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your crimson flood covers me.
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Yeah.
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Glory. Glory.
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We have no other king but Jesus, Lord of
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all.
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We raise the end.
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>> Our loudest praises ring. We crown in
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Lord of all.
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Glory, glory, glory.
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We have no other king but Jesus, Lord of
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all.
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Raise an
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>> We raise the anthem.
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Our loudest praises ring. We crown him
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Lord of all.
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>> Would you please stand with us and we'll
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say the Lord's Prayer together. We'll
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have it up on the screen both in English
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and Spanish. But uh we welcome your
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praying to him in a language in which
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you're most comfortable.
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Our father who art in heaven, hallowed
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be thy name, thy kingdom come, thy will
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be done on earth as it is in heaven.
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Give us this day our daily bread. And
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forgive us our trespasses as we forgive
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those who trespass against us. And lead
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us not into temptation, but deliver us
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from evil. For thine is the kingdom, the
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power, and the glory, and will add, and
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the peace. Amen.
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Take a quick break. Come right back and
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uh we'll have some announcements.
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>> Thank you.
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Draw me close to you.
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Never let me go.
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Lay it all down again.
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To hear you say that I'm your friend.
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You are my desire.
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No one else will do.
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Nothing else could take your place
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to feel the warmth in your embrace.
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Help me find the way.
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Bring me back to you.
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And you're all I want.
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And you're all I've ever
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>> Hey, Brandon.
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>> Brandon,
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>> help me know you.
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All right, Mission Vineyard,
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good morning again. Good morning. Good
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morning. I'm really glad you're here.
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Uh, thank you for the ones that brought
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amazing sugar this morning to go with
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the coffee. How's the coffee this
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morning? Is it okay? I used an
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inordinate amount of coffee.
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People were uh were missing this
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morning, but you're here and so I'm
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really really glad. Uh if if there were
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new people, I'd want to tell you and
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it's important so that you know that
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when new people come, they're welcomed
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really, really well. And so you want to
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invite friends because when they come,
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they're going to receive something that
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if even if they never come back to
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church, they're going to be sent out on
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mission. They're going to be sent with a
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mana bag out into the world in a way
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that they can share the kingdom of God
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with others. And so I would encourage
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you to invite friends so that they can
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get a welcome bag. And that welcome bag
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is going to have everything from a way
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to get prayer requests uh submitted to
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giving information. And I even send out
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I love sending out Starbucks cards to
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strangers. They never can read. Who has
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actually been able to read a card that
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I've written them? Raise your hand. Wow.
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You should work in a doctor's office as
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well. I love writing strangers scribble
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and giving them Starbucks. So please do
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invite your friends to church even on
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these kind of days. It's going to be
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super fun. Now the most fun that we have
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during Christmas I think is when we go
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Christmas caroling. Who's been Christmas
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caroling before with a church? Okay it
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who misses also their vignia friends
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that we had to send out last year. Guess
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what? We're going to Christmas carol
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together
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and there's going to be two different
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options.
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So, for those of you who are intimidated
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by getting on a truck and a trailer
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driven by who knows what, by who knows
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where, we've hired a special company
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this year. You know those tourist
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trolleys that go around town? We hired
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one of them to take us Christmas
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caroling this year. We've paid for a
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driver and there are people ready to
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make uh hot cocoa for you and all kinds
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of stuff. So, we're going to have one of
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those. And the special thing about that
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trolley is that it is wheelchair
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friendly. And so if you know friends
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with wheelchairs that want to go
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Christmas caroling, but they go, "You
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going in a truck and trailer?" Not this
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year. They're going in style. So come to
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the trolley. It's a very safe
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environment. But if you do like riding
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dangerously, there will be a truck and
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trailer for you because the trolley
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cannot go everywhere in Minky Park
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because of the trees being so low. So,
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we need for that truck and trailer to go
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where the trolley can't go. So, if you
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want to ride dangerously, that
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opportunity is for you as well. But
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we're going to be singing, giving out
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invitations to Christmas Eve and praying
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from house to house for those who are
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willing to come out. And we've seen
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amazing things happen. Our lead has been
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hugged by many, many drunk people over
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the past as we've prayed for people. So,
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I just encourage you if you think that's
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exciting, come Sunday night. No, you
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won't get hugged by a drunk person.
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That's
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I will. So, this Sunday, 6 PM in this
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parking lot,
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a week from tonight. A week from
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tonight. 6 p.m. Yeah. Don't come
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tonight.
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Don't come tonight. Uh, but the other
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thing about Christmas that I love at
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Mission Vineyard is that every year we
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decide not to focus on ourselves.
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Typically, churches get really anxious
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towards the end of the year because they
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have to make budget and we say, "Not us.
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We don't care about our budget. Instead,
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we care about those that are serving in
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our world. And we focus on different
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ones every year. Last year, we focused
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on uh an organization that serves during
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hurricanes and that kind of stuff. Uh
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this year, we're focusing in on One Hope
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for Kids. It's been a partner of ours
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for 10 years. They've been out there for
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10 years. And we are going to be
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focusing on them because we realize what
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the father is doing. Our church always
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is looking, what is the father doing?
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What is the father what is the father
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doing? Do you know that we have three
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families in our church that have
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fostered and adopted children?
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And so you're going to see this Sunday,
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the next Sunday, and the Sunday after
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that, we're going to be interviewing
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those families. And then instead, this
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is the encouragement as a church.
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Instead of giving the amount of a
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Christmas gift you might give to
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somebody you don't care about that much,
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instead invest time and energy and
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crafts, glue, creativity, write a song,
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poetry, whatever you're good at that
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would be much more memorable than the
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gift card you would have given them.
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Do that for them and then instead take
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that money and we're going to ask that
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you give that to One Hope for Kids. and
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you can do that through their website or
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you can do that through ours. So, we
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encourage you to do that. Um, this is
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our Advent Conspiracy and we'll we'll
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share that video in just a second. Um,
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beyond that, I want to pray because we
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do actually still have a church budget
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and people do like giving during the
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church service and thank God we don't
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have any debt. God takes care of us
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financially. So Lord Jesus, as we do
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give this morning and as we set apart
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time, we ask in the name of Jesus that
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you would bless every single dollar
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that's given,
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every single offering that's given.
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God, use every single penny, even though
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they're not printed anymore, to your
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kingdom work in us and through us in
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Jesus name. Amen. So there are going to
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be baskets going around and Elena, would
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you play that video for me, please?
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Son of God
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>> and stop your music at the same time.
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Heat. Heat.
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Heat.
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So, with a little bit of a testimony, I
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want to show you what you're going to be
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giving to as you give the cost of that
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one gift to One Hope for Kids. This is
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Chris and Ashley Simmons. They've moved
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from Houston not too long ago. They're
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in the midst of moving into their new
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home. Merry Christmas.
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>> Speaking of Christmas chaos,
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Uh but years ago, even though we were in
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the same small group with the same
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little kids, our kids are now 18 and uh
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and in college, but somewhere along the
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way, God got a hold of your heart to
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start fostering. So, what happened?
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That's that's unusual. You could be
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free. You could be vacationing,
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traveling, something happened, though.
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>> That's all part of the story, right? Um,
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so we actually uh kind of always talked
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about adopting, not really fostering. I
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I don't know if at the time I just
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didn't even know what that was. Um, but
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in my mind that was when our kids were
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little to make our family bigger. Um, we
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had two, we had a girl and a boy and
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Ashley said, "We have a girl and a boy.
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You're done." I said, "Well, you have
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the hard part. If we're done, we're
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done." Um, but I did. Um, she knew I
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wanted more kids. Um, always felt like I
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wanted a big family. My mom was one of
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six and I loved going back to my
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grandparents house and having a house
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full of people there for uh holidays and
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birthdays and stuff like that. So, but I
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mean that wasn't in the cards. Um
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honestly, we found out there were
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actually some health issues and our
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doctor told us we're lucky we actually
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had two. Um which was obviously a
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blessing. Thank you Jesus. Um and he
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gave us a girl and a boy which was fun.
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Um but
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little did I know he had a different
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story down the road. So, we were about
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five years ago, maybe six years ago.
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Yeah. Right before COVID, um Ashley was
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was thinking our kids were at a point uh
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in middle school and high school and um
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she was trying to figure out what was
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next because they didn't need us needed
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her as much. Obviously, I I work
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full-time, but didn't need her as much.
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She's trying to figure out what that
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next um step was going to be and she
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couldn't even figure out where to go
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with it. And so I told her, I said,
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"Fast and pray." I said, "Every time you
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fast and pray, God answers you." I said,
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"Fast and pray. I guarantee you he's
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going to answer you." And she's probably
-
should be telling this, but the first
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thing he told her was, "I want you to do
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what you're good at." And that's all he
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gave her. And so she came to me and
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said, "What is that?" I'm like, "I don't
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know.
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>> No, no, no, no. They're still married,
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folks. Still married."
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>> Seriously.
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>> Seriously. But um I don't know if I said
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it or if then he told you.
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>> I don't you want me to take it?
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>> No,
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>> that's okay.
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Um so he started sort of laying out to
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me that I was supposed to take care of
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kids that were in need. Um, one morning
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I I love to walk in neighborhood and so
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I was walking in the neighborhood one
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morning and um, he sort of gave me a
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thought of maybe I was supposed to help
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children from drugrelated situations and
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I thought, "Oh, I'm scared to death to
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do that." Um, but it became very
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apparent that I was going to foster. So,
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I started looking into some foster
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agencies and we found one and um the
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process began and um it was very
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overwhelming and then COVID happened and
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my kids came home and so I was like I
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just I can't do this right now. I don't
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think it's the right timing. So, I
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always felt being a mom like guilty that
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oh, I let these children go and I I
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really didn't finish what God wanted me
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to do. And um Chris would always say,
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"That's not true. You know, you're
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believing something that's not true." So
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one morning I'm out walking again and I
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just became overwhelmed with the feeling
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like, "Oh my gosh, I'm going to do this
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again." So I called some other agencies
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because we didn't want to go to back to
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the previous one. And the agency I found
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the only one who answered my phone call
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and gave me all this information. I
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realized they were tied to the Houston
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vineyard. And I was like, "This is it.
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We are supposed to be a part of this."
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So, we got involved with that and we got
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through the process. It normally takes
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about six months. And I just worked
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right through it cuz I thought I I want
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to start and I want to start right away.
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And um all we've had four or five kids
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and
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>> well no no no in the second time around.
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Um and they were mostly newborns and
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they all came from drug addiction
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and that's a whole another situation to
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go through these poor little kids. And I
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don't know, I um was telling Cara this
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morning, I said, "It's amazing how
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there's so much pain involved, but yet
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God is constantly growing you and giving
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you what you need each day. And there
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isn't a day that I don't wake up with
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extreme joy that oh my gosh, in this
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situation, Sunni, Sunni's going to wake
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up and we're going to go and do these
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things together." And it brings so much
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joy to my life. And so you want to talk
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about
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>> well I I some of that kind of got pushed
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together there. So we did start
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fostering about five years ago. We did
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it for four months had four placements.
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Realized our kids still needed us more
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than we thought. And so that's when we
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stopped. And it's funny because we've
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seen a lot of people have done the same
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thing. But then about two years later,
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so about two and a half years in, she
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goes, "I think we're supposed to do this
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again." If you've been through the
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process, everything lasts for two years.
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So, we got to start all over again with
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our our licensing, but we still had a
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lot of that stuff, so it was easy to go
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through. And um when God told her it was
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to she was supposed to take care of
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kids, and she told me that, I said,
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"Well, I mean, we're extremely blessed.
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If you guys ever meet our kids, our kids
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are incredible." And I'm like,
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"Obviously, you did an incredible job
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with our kids. I don't see why we
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couldn't do that with other people's
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kids." So, um so that was kind of
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confirmation there, plus the fact that
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we had talked about it before, but then
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we got licensed again and and yeah, I
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mean, it's, don't get me wrong, it's not
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an easy way. Um, as far as the
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adoption's concerned, when we first
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started it was fostering and and that's
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what I signed on for, but they tell you
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to get licensed foster to adopt because
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you never know where that's going to go
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and it's easier to just do it all at the
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same time. Um, and then as we're going
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along, she starts getting the inkling to
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adopt. And I'm like, "Yeah, I'm no
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spring chicken. I don't know that I want
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to start over again."
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>> Well, I I'm gonna share that. And I and
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I did. I I flat out told her no. And and
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I told her for for all the right
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reasons. I said, "Look, I'm not going to
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tell you yes to make you happy. Get down
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to the end and then have to say no
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because I'm not ready. I can't do that
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to you. And I'm not going to get down to
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the end if I'm not ready and say yes and
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resent you and that child for the rest
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of my life. I can't do that." I said,
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"So through this process, either God's
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going to change your heart or God's
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going to change my heart." And that's I
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mean, that's whatever he decides I'm
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good with. I'm on I'm on board with his
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plan. 48 47 years almost 48. The one
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thing I've learned is God's a lot better
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at planning my life than I am. So, I'm
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on board with what he wants. Um, and so
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we're going through the process and the
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we've had Sunni for a little over a
-
year. She's 14 months. We got her about
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two weeks old. The child we had before
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her was a little boy named Gabe. We got
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him at 10 days old. We had him for a
-
year and a half and we lost him and we
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thought we were going to adopt him. And
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it's I I can't you can't describe the
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pain. But
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then God sends people to confirm you did
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what he asked. And it doesn't make it
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easier, but it makes it better. And so
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we lost him. She wanted to jump back
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right back in. And I'm like, "Look,
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we're moving this." I knew we were
-
coming to San Antonio. I said, "We don't
-
know what that looks like. We could lose
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this child next year when we tell them
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we got to go to San Antonio." I said,
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"You've got to be okay with it." And she
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said she was. I knew she wasn't, but she
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said she was.
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>> And they're still married, folks.
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22 years. Um, and so, but I said, "We
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can't tell anybody anything because we
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didn't know the rules." And I didn't
-
want them thinking the whole time, okay,
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we got to replace this kid. We got to
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replace this kid uh somewhere else
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because we didn't know. So, we didn't
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say anything to anybody on at our agency
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or CPS or anything until July.
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>> He also had told me, "No, we went down
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that road. We're not doing that again. I
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won't do it again." And I'm like, how
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could you have been on the same page
-
before and now we're not again?
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>> So that was another hard thing. But God,
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I was driving in the car one morning and
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God specifically told me he said because
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you are so faithful with Gabe, I'm going
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to make it easy with Sunni. And that's
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and he had I mean in ways.
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>> So So I mean
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>> his easy is not ours
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>> ever. No,
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>> I mean what what you guys are hearing is
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the reality of what it means to walk
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through this process of loving children
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who are orphans. And we can't get away
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from the scriptures that says we must
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take care of orphans.
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There's another couple that you hear
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from next week, Robert Marcella, and
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their obedience was just if we ask God,
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what is he going to say? The scripture
-
says we must do this. And so, you're
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seeing a couple walk through obedience
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hyper relationally with Jesus. And that
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the organization that we give to helps
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equip the church to walk with couples
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through this and equip couples like
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we're doing right now. Honestly, if you
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don't didn't know it, you're being
-
equipped right now with this gift of
-
obedience to Jesus. So, when it comes we
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we're new to this as a church and
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supporting couples and families through
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this. And so, as you talk with your
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congregation right now, this we're your
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people. What's the biggest support that
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we could ever offer you as a
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congregation as you walk through this
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pain?
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>> You're asking the question. I'm gonna
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say it. If you want to get licensed, we
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need babysitters. Babysitters have to be
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18 years old and licensed. And it's very
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difficult. It's called a respbit care.
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It's very difficult to find respit care.
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>> Yeah. You can't get just anybody
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babysit.
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>> I can't. So, when we first went into it,
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two things. One, and one's a positive,
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one's a negative. One, we had two
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teenagers at home. Like, we got
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babysitters. And we go through training.
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I'm like, "We don't have babysitters."
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And not only that, my mom can't babysit
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unless she gets licensed. I mean, my I
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mean, aunts and uncles can't babysit
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unless they get licensed. And so, it's a
-
big ask to ask somebody to do that. And
-
there's people that, you know, if you
-
ask, they'll say yes, but then do they
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really want to do it or they just doing
-
it to be nice, right? And so, that I
-
mean, that's huge. Um, and again, we're
-
hopefully pretty close to adoption to
-
where it won't be an issue anymore, but
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there's plenty of foster parents out
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there that need help with that. Um,
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>> so that's a huge one,
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>> huge
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>> and and through the pain, we just are
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going to love you and hopefully we're
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going to start a small group near you.
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You have there's a lot of families
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church if you didn't know or that are
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moving close to Bulverie Spring Branch.
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We hope to plant a church there over the
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next two years. We hope that there'll be
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a small group there in the spring
-
because what you need also is just
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people
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>> life.
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>> You need actual life support.
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>> Yeah, we love this church. Um, and we
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knew we had a place to to start when we
-
got to San Antonio. It's obviously not
-
convenient to home right now. Um, but
-
getting here on Sunday is not a big
-
deal. It's all the other stuff that
-
happens that is the church that's
-
happens during the week that's hard to
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connect. It's hard to come in constantly
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into town. And so to have some of that
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out near us would be great.
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>> So church, would you extend your hands
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please as we bless Kristen Ashley
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continuing in their work. Lord, thank
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you, Jesus, that Sunni is in their home
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and that she's hearing the songs of
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Jesus, that she's having scripture
-
spoken over her and uh God, that all the
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nine children that you have blessed them
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with have had the same experience of
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being prayed for, scripture read over
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them, worship music played over them, no
-
matter where they are today. God, we do
-
pray that you would continue to support
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Chris and Ashley in this time. That you
-
would bless them with this adoption as
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as Sunni's parents have been um
-
not eligible now to take care of her
-
anymore, Lord. That you would bless
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Kristen Ashley to be her parents, but
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God strengthen them where they will be.
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Clothe them with your light. Fill them
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with life. Send your holy angels, Lord,
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and respit people to help support them
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in this time. We ask in Jesus name.
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Amen. The one positive I that I learned
-
through through um training that I
-
didn't know I figured when we signed up
-
to do this that it was our
-
responsibility financially to take care
-
of these children and yes and no. I mean
-
obviously we got to make sure that
-
everything's met but honestly there's a
-
pdium that you get. I mean just taking
-
care of Sunni which is basic care um we
-
get a check for a little over $800 a
-
month. On top of that there's um you get
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wick um for a lot of the food the
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formula and stuff like that. Um, there's
-
foster closets that will give you
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clothes and anything and everything you
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could possibly need.
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>> There's a foster closet through One Hope
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that's in New Bron Falls. If you guys
-
have things, even up to teenagers,
-
donate it to those foster closets
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because it makes a huge difference in
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foster families being able to support
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more than even one child. So,
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>> yeah, if your baby stuff's rotten in the
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attic, somebody could use it.
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Thank you guys. Thank you so much. You
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can give a clap for them.
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And then I want to introduce you to one
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more person and I'm going to get into
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the scripture for about three hours.
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Hannah, would you join me for just a
-
minute? Uh I invited Hannah to be here
-
today because I heard that she was no
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longer on intervars staff. And do you
-
guys remember co remember that? Could
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you imagine somebody starting a college
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ministry in the middle of COVID?
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>> Okay, Hannah, you're very talented,
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brilliant, smart. You went to Trinity.
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There's tons of genius, creativity, you
-
could do whatever you wanted.
-
And then you said, "Jesus, you can have
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my life. Where do you want me?" And he
-
said, "Go be an university intern and
-
then go start a college ministry." What
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on earth?
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>> Um, yeah, like why?
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>> Yeah.
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>> Yeah, good question. Um, yeah. So, I
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studied music education at Trinity.
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Pretty safe job. Get be a teacher. Um, I
-
was like ready to get my masters and I
-
think God really like provided like uh
-
both doors open and was giving me his
-
blessing to kind of choose. Um, and
-
ultimately I just didn't want to miss
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out on how he could use me uh on staff.
-
Um, I feel like the college campus is a
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really strategic missions field and I
-
received and was transformed so much by
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the gospel during that time and I really
-
wanted to be part of um other students
-
formation and um yeah, I something about
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going to Dallas and serving on staff was
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just drawing like I feel like the spirit
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was just kind of calling me in that
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direction
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>> and you know everybody was lonely during
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co and being on a college campus, being
-
away from home, you're from Houston, uh,
-
takes a lot of grit. So, what was it
-
like to meet Jesus in the midst of
-
loneliness, in the midst of starting
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ministry, being an entrepreneur, being
-
away from home, what is it like to meet
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Jesus there?
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>> Yeah. Um
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I think
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uh
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in the midst of all the ups and downs.
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So um also just navigating mental health
-
struggles uh struggling with depression
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um and feeling isolated at times or um
-
like God really met me there. Um, and I
-
think in my in my lowest moments, um, he
-
really drew near to me and, uh, yeah, he
-
would speak to me or he showed me
-
things. Um, and he would just remind me
-
of his promise that he didn't promise it
-
would be easy, but he promised he would
-
always be with me and that he who
-
promises is faithful. And he promised
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um, that he's a good God. And, um, every
-
day that we like wake up is a gift from
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him. and I was really blessed to get to
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do what I did um serving on staff. So,
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>> for those of you who don't know, those
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who have served like Hannah often wash
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out pretty like disillusioned with the
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church, with ministry, like there's a
-
lot of fragmentation that happens.
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>> And I love when I called you when I saw
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your email that said you were you're
-
going off of staff. I called you and one
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of the first things that Hannah said
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was, "He's asking me to abide with him.
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He's asking me to abide with him." And I
-
just love that in this season, you are
-
abiding with Jesus. That that hasn't
-
stopped. That you're worshiping this
-
morning and it didn't come from a place
-
of, "Well, I guess I have to go help
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this church." You wanted to. The
-
creativity is still booming. You're
-
still writing songs to him. There's
-
still poetry coming out. There's still
-
testimony. The Holy Spirit is living in
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you, thriving in you. His love is alive
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in you.
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>> Amen. And so I just I church I I wanted
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her to be here so we could just bless
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her and say well done and keep going.
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Can we say that together? Well done and
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keep going. I mean I didn't ask them to
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do I guess. Who knew that they would
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actually repeat? But
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>> I knew.
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>> You knew.
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>> Way to go. And can we bless her for the
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next season? Would you extend your hand?
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>> Yeah. Holy Spirit, come continue to fill
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Hannah with your power and your life and
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your joy. God, thank you for not letting
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her go. Thank you for being with her in
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the depths, in the valleys. And God, uh
-
I we see her, Lord, and you see her as
-
blessing, as part of your kingdom. And
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so we say, be blessed in Jesus' name
-
towards his kingdom work in you and his
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kingdom work through you. as a
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congregation we bless you in Jesus name.
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>> Amen.
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>> Thank you.
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>> Thank you everyone.
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>> All right. Now if we have three more
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hours
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we are in advent peace.
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Advent peace is not an advent
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uh truce.
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So, if there's anything I want you to
-
remember from today is that peace must
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be made. And that's why Jesus is here.
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Peace must be made. And we often settle
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for a truce. Here's how that usually
-
goes. Uh, we negotiate with God. We say,
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"I'll be good enough, then you'll accept
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me." Or we negotiate peace with
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ourselves. A truce. I'll just lower my
-
standards and then I'll feel better. Or
-
we negotiate peace with others. I'll
-
pretend it didn't hurt and then we could
-
move on. Anybody do that? I do that a
-
lot. I just pretend it doesn't hurt and
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just move on.
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We negotiate peace with our
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circumstances. I'll just manage it and
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numb the pain. Control what I can
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control.
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But I think what most of us feel,
-
especially during the Christmas season,
-
is that negotiated peace is just managed
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hostility that still exists. It's a
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ceasefire. It's not reconciliation. It's
-
survival. It's not shalom. And that's
-
what peace means. That's what God wants
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to give. He wants to give actual shalom.
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And so if Jesus came to bring peace,
-
what does that mean? I want to introduce
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you to Colossians chapter 1. We're going
Colossians 1 chapter mention
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to read verse 15.
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You've already heard wonderful
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scriptures that the Koreans read.
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Colossians 1:15. Paul is writing to a
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church that has been settling. They've
-
been settling for less. And in their
-
context, settling for less means, well,
-
let's just keep up the Jewish traditions
-
and then we'll be okay. Or, you know
-
what? I it doesn't matter if we do the
-
pagan worship every once in a while.
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It's a cultural thing. It's no big deal.
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Or, yeah, I mean, what does morality
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really mean? We're in a sort of
-
different day and age. They've been
-
settling, but yet they've still been
-
super loving. And so like if you want to
-
know a church that's like super good at
-
social justice but not very good at
-
following Jesus, that was Colasse.
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And so he praises them for how they've
-
been loving each other and that's great.
-
But in his introduction, he also reminds
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them that Christ is everything.
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Christ is everything. And what we often
-
do is instead of let Christ be
-
everything,
-
we make a truce with everyone. We
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settle.
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115 says, this is from Colossians.
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Christ is the visible image of the
-
invisible God. And it's often why we
-
settle truses with people and with
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ourselves instead of asking for the
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actual peace with God. It's because God
-
is invisible. In the midst of the
-
distractions, he's hard to relate to.
-
But he Paul reminds them he existed
-
before anything was created is supreme
-
over all creation. For through him God
-
created everything in the heavenly
-
realms and on earth. He made the things
-
we can see and the things we can't see
-
such as thrones, kingdoms, rulers, and
-
authorities in the unseen world. He
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existed before anything else and he
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holds all creation together.
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If you can poke your neighbor or pick up
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your chair, he holds all creation
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together.
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All of it. Not just the spiritual stuff.
-
He holds the stuff that's not considered
-
spiritual to us. He holds everything,
-
all creation together. This is our Jesus
-
who died on the cross. He holds all
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creation together. He holds all of our
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circumstances. He holds all of our body.
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He holds all of our relationships. He
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holds all of our tensions.
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He holds all
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the injustice.
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So Paul continues to remind them. He
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says, "Christ is also the head of the
-
church, which is his body. He is the
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beginning, supreme over all who rise
-
from the dead. So he is first in
-
everything. For God in all of his
-
fullness was pleased to live in Christ.
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And through him God reconciled
-
everything
-
to himself.
-
Think for just a moment. What is not
-
part of the kingdom of God?
-
Are ants a part of the kingdom of God?
-
Are your noisy neighbors part of the
-
kingdom of God?
-
At what point have we said it all
-
belongs to the kingdom of God?
-
everything. God reconciled everything to
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himself. And watch this. He made peace
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with everything in heaven and on earth
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by means of Christ's blood on the cross.
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He made peace with everything. How? By
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Christ's blood on the cross. So church,
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very, very quickly, I want to encourage
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you to stop making peace with the world.
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Stop making peace with your
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circumstances. Stop making peace with
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anything except for God.
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Make peace with Jesus and invite Jesus
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into all of life and let Jesus make
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peace with your circumstances. Do you
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hear me? When we make peace, the only
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thing we can do is negotiate.
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When Christ makes peace, he dies for it
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and he brings himself in the middle of
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it.
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He Jesus is the only one that can make
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peace because he is the only thing that
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is peace. Now some of you are saying
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well what about blessed are the
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peacemakers
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and I tell you you want to read that
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scripture again and again and it says
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blessed are those who bring shalom on
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the earth. That is the holistic healing
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and full rule and reign of God. You
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cannot do that. Jesus is that. So if you
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want to be a peacemaker, the way that
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Jesus intends to us to be a peacemaker
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on the earth and join with his peace is
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nothing more than to invite him in the
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middle of the unpieace.
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Now what needs to change for us then is
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to address every single place where we
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have not invited Jesus, where we've
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negotiated peace, where we've made
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partial truses. And let me tell you,
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Satan has no problem with partial truses
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because as long as he's got a foothold,
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he's fine with it. God demands that he
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is welcomed into all of it. And so I
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encourage you, this is the time instead
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of overestimating your strength and
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saying, "I can handle the sin, instead
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of underestimating sin's power and just
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saying your sin's a small thing, instead
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of undervaluing Christ's blood, I don't
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need his blood for this." Instead of
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protecting some piece of your autonomy
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in your life, I want to keep this area
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for myself. This is a no-go zone. It's
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time to surrender all. Jesus is offering
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peace. And we must surrender. And if we
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don't surrender all, then it's not
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really peace. It's just a negotiated
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truce where Satan still has a foothold.
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Do you hear me? Probably not. There's
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too much distraction going on and it's
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almost 12. It's okay. We can't make
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peace. Jesus is peace.
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Jesus is peace. And so the reason why he
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came to earth wasn't so we could be more
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moral or do our own thing. He came to
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earth so that he could be our peace. So
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would you stand with me, please? Santa,
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would you come and uh help us hear from
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the Lord? There's been a whole team
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praying for us this morning. And Santa
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leads the prayer team. And so Santa,
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would you make sure that we hear what
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God may be wanting to do with us this
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morning in prayer? And worship team,
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would you join me?
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>> Yes.
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He is the prince of peace.
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Okay. The is there were a lot of healing
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words for today. The first one was about
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berscitis, which is inflammation in the
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in the joints.
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And the second one was for the back to
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be straightened and and strengthening.
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And uh uh when I got that word, it I I
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heard a kind of the popping sound kind
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of like the chiropractor.
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And the elbow.
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The elbow.
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And uh the last healing one was
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gastrointestinal issues.
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So there there's quite a bit then. And
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and then just expect breakthrough. God
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is big and overwhelming. There's nothing
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too small for him.
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So, uh, we're going to have a group, uh,
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over here in the corner, uh, ready to
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pray for you. If one of these things
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spoke to you or if you've got some other
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need, we would love to join you.
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We're going to speak the name of Jesus
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over all the things that he wants to
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rule and reign over.
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We're going to sing it.
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So, we take a moment. The prayer teams
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are open. They're available to you for
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any emotional, physical, or spiritual
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place that has been negotiated in the
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past. But God wants full rule and reign
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over. There's been a truce, and you've
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been feeling the tension of that truce,
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but God wants to rule and reign over all
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of it.
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I just want to speak the name of Jesus.
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>> I just want to speak the name of Jesus
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name
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>> over every heart and every mind.
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Cuz I know there is peace within your
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presence.
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>> I speak Jesus.
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>> I just want to speak the name of Jesus.
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>> Till every addiction starts to break.
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>> Declaring there's hope. declaring there
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is hope and there is freedom.
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>> I speak Jesus
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cuz your name is power. Cuz your name is
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power.
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Your name is healing.
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Your name is life.
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>> Break every stronghold.
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Shine through the shadows.
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Burn like a fire.
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>> I just want to speak the name of Jesus
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>> over fear and all anxiety.
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>> To every soul held captive by
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depression.
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I speak Jesus
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>> cuz your name is power.
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>> Your name is power.
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Your name is healing.
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Your name is life.
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Break every stronghold.
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Shine through the shadows.
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Burn like a fire. Cuz your name is
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power.
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>> Cuz your name is power.
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Your name is healing.
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Your name is life.
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>> Make every stronghold
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shine through the shadows.
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Burn like a fire.
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>> Shout Jesus from the mountains.
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Jesus from the mountains.
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Jesus in the streets.
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Jesus in the darkness over every enemy.
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>> Jesus for my family. I speak the holy
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name.
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Jesus.
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>> Shout Jesus from the mountains.
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Jesus in the streets.
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Jesus in the darkness over every enemy.
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>> Jesus for my family. I speak the holy
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name.
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Jesus.
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>> Cuz your name is power.
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Your name is healing.
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your name.
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>> Break every stronghold. Break every
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stronghold.
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Shine through the shadows.
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Burn like a fire.
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>> Your name is power.
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>> Your name. Your name is power.
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Your name is he.
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Your name is love.
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Break every stronghold.
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Shine through the shadows.
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Burn like a fire.
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This ministry time is going to have the
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Godfather in it.
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Michael Corleone, he goes to a priest
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and he's trying to negotiate something
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else. He's trying to figure life out and
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the priest says, "Would you like to have
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a time of confession?" And Michael
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Corleone says, "What's the what's the
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point of confession if I don't want to
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repent?
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He says, "You're a reasonable man. What
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do you have to lose?"
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It's time to surrender every single part
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of our lives. To not let any part be a
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part, put away in some secret stash or
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secret stronghold. It's time to let
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Jesus take every part of it. So pray
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with me a simple prayer.
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Sorry. Thank you, please.
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Lord Jesus,
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I am so sorry for the things that I've
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done wrong. I'm so sorry for the things
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that I keep to myself. I'm so sorry for
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the things I don't trust you with. I'm
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so sorry for all the things in life I
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try to negotiate and figure out and
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strive for.
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Thank you for coming during Christmas.
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Thank you for dying on the cross for me
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so that I could be forgiven and set
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free. Thank you for the gift of
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forgiveness and the gift of your
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freedom, the gift of your authority. I
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now receive that gift.
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So please come into my life by the power
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of your Holy Spirit. Be with me forever.
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Be my peace,
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Lord Jesus. I welcome you into every
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space in my life that needs peace.
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Every space that I've been trying to
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make peace, Lord, instead of doing it on
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my own, I welcome you to be peace.
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I want to work with you.
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Come, Lord Jesus. Come, Lord Jesus.
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And so with that, would you speak with
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me this declaration as we leave today?
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Filled with the Holy Spirit and grounded
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in God's love, were sent out to join in
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God's kingdom with impact through his
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word and his works. Deeply rooted in the
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Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit,
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we help others to follow Jesus, bringing
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good news to the poor, sight to the
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blind, freedom for captives, and
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blessing to our family, friends, and
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neighbors. in Jesus name. Amen.
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Would you go now receive this blessing
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to go filled with the Holy Spirit in the
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name of the Father and the Son and the
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Holy Spirit bringing peacemakers on the
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earth by welcoming Jesus into all of
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life. I bless you in Jesus name. Go in
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peace. For those who want to talk more,
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go by the door. For those who want to
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worship more, come towards the front.
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We're going to continue to worship.
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Shout Jesus.
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>> Shout Jesus from the mountains.