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Hope Vision 2026 - Into Deeper Waters

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  1. So Chris is going to speak now about our vision for 2026 at

  2. Hope, which is really exciting. So I'm going to pray that we

  3. hear God and are sensitised to our role or contribution within

  4. that because it's our our shared vision.

  5. Lord, I thank you so much that you, you work through the body.

  6. That's your plan A, and there isn't any other plan.

  7. You work through the body of Christ and then in Christ us to

  8. bring about your reign on earth as it is in heaven.

  9. And we count it the greatest privilege to be a part of your

  10. body and to take our place with each other, standing side by

  11. side with each other, contributing to your vision

  12. coming on earth as it is in heaven.

  13. And so I bless us today to hear your voice for us personally and

  14. also corporately as as to what you're saying to us about your

  15. plans and purposes for us as a community in 2026.

  16. Amen. Thanks, Alice.

  17. Good morning, everyone. Hi, I'm Chris and I'm a follower

  18. of Jesus and Alice and I came to Bristol.

  19. I'd never been here in my life before in 2000 and two, 2003,

  20. because we've heard of this new church that had started called

  21. Hope and it was doing quite radical things.

  22. It was a building site at the time, which I loved building

  23. sites and and it had these big dreams to, to reach out to

  24. people on the edge of society, to be a prayer centre for the

  25. city. And we just loved the engagement

  26. within the church. And that was our that was our

  27. reason to come to Bristol back in 2000 and two, 2003 and just

  28. love being part of this community ever since.

  29. And different times of growing in God in different ways and

  30. seeing God do different things. And yeah, I'm excited to see

  31. what what the future holds. I wonder when, when was the last

  32. time that you felt you were out of your depth?

  33. When was the last time you felt like you needed God to come

  34. through for you? Otherwise, I don't know what,

  35. Yeah, I think, I think for some people it might be like

  36. actually, actually being here right now and you know, or it

  37. could be every, it's an everyday thing.

  38. And for others it might be actually, I don't know.

  39. I felt pretty comfortable for a long time.

  40. And actually I don't know that I, I'm happy out of my depth for

  41. a while. And I kind of want to, I think I

  42. want to, I wasn't planning to say this now, but I think I'm

  43. planning to come onto land where I actually think we're designed

  44. to be out of our depth. I think that's actually the

  45. right place to be in life. And as Alice said, speaking a

  46. little bit into some of our vision for this year.

  47. And we shared a few weeks ago a prophetic word which relates to

  48. this painting, which is behind us.

  49. And a lady called Liz who's been encouraging us prophetically for

  50. a while, shared this word with three elements for us for 2026

  51. about going into deeper water, and I'll explain that in a

  52. minute. So going and that was going

  53. further from the kind of safe place or the place going further

  54. from the church, actually sort of gathered and gathered church

  55. place, experiencing God's power and substance in that place.

  56. That's further from the church. And the third aspect was us

  57. being more tightly knit together as a community so that there's

  58. no gaps. People aren't left out and say

  59. I'm going to speak into the first bit of that today.

  60. And I think at other times in the next few months, I'll speak

  61. into some of the other ones. But I wanted to speak about this

  62. thing about going into deeper water, going further from, from

  63. the sort of church. And we're going to do this by

  64. I'm excited. Andy's going to share a story

  65. with us from Philippines and I'm excited about that.

  66. But we're going to also go through a passage in the Gospels

  67. in, in, in Matthew chapter 8, where we see Jesus leading his

    Matthew 8 chapter mention

  68. disciples into, into deeper water.

  69. And that's we'll kind of track through that.

  70. But first up, just, you mightn't be familiar with this picture

  71. behind us. This is Hope Chapel.

  72. As you can see, there's a river coming out of it.

  73. And it's based on Ezekiel 47, which is a prophecy to the

  74. people of Israel from the prophet Ezekiel.

  75. And, and it was basically showing the temple and, and, and

  76. out of the temple flowed this river of life.

  77. And the river had these plants and trees and fruits and the

  78. further away it got from the temple and the sort of more life

  79. there was coming to it. And so, and for a year or two,

  80. we kept on having people say, I've got a sense of God speaking

  81. as equal. 47 over over Hope. This is your corner to see Hope

  82. Chapel with water flowing like this.

  83. So hence we've painted it. Rebecca stands.

  84. We started off and Becks has been painting this large version

  85. wonderfully. And and so I think for me, it

  86. symbolises the people and the place of prayer and worship is

  87. this is this is the source of our life, the source of our

  88. energy, the source of our power, our hope and, and the

  89. expectation that as we are live as the people of God worshipping

  90. Jesus, lives oriented around Jesus and actually things within

  91. us flourish. And there's an overflow of life

  92. which, which which serves the city, the greater Bristol area,

  93. wherever we are in our communities, our workplaces.

  94. And that's kind of a vision really of of who we are as a

  95. church and, and, and what, what, what we're about as, as, as

  96. hope. We're expected and believing

  97. that our contributions to society and life and everyday in

  98. in in the little whether they're mundane things or whether

  99. they're massive great global policy changes.

  100. Whatever it is, we are the sort of light which is bringing the

  101. life of Jesus. So Liz's word, the aspect was

  102. about as you go further, and this is the same in Ezekiel 47

  103. as you go further out from the temple as you get into deeper

  104. water, so much so that your feet can't touch the bottom of the

  105. river. And that's where there's a more

  106. significant encounter of power. And actually that's part of Our

  107. Calling on hope is to go, is to go to the edges and to go to go

  108. to places that have maybe farther, further from God,

  109. places people and to and to pursue.

  110. And so I want to speak a bit into that this morning.

  111. And so we're going to go through this passage.

  112. And as we do, there's two questions I'd love you to have

  113. in mind. What does it show us about the

  114. heart of Jesus, his passion and his priorities, his responses to

  115. situations? And secondly, what's the

  116. experience of the disciples as they go with Jesus?

  117. Because that could relate to us as we go with Jesus in this.

  118. So we're going to go to, if you want to find on your tables,

  119. there's a few Bibles in the same version, which is the NIV that

  120. I'm reading from. It's Matthew chapter 8.

    Matthew 8 chapter mention

  121. Liz, you can tell us a page number, Matthew 8, and we're

  122. going to start at verse 14. Page 972, if you got one on the

  123. table, Bibles. OK, And before we're going to

  124. read from verse 14, Matthew chapter 8, verse 14 before.

    Matthew 8:14

  125. So before we do, I just wanted to say a little bit about the

  126. context. And so Peter and the other 12

  127. disciples or other 11 disciples who are with Jesus, they lived

  128. pretty sheltered. They lived pretty sheltered

  129. lives. I, I, I reckon.

  130. And if this is, this is Lake Galilee is my hand here.

  131. And they lived over sort of over here in this sort of top left

  132. hand corner, this Capernaum, the town old village.

  133. And they kind of lived on the, on the east side, no West side,

  134. sorry, over on this side here. And, and life of them would have

  135. been pretty local, I reckoned in their village.

  136. They'd probably have known everybody and they would

  137. probably have all loaded. Loaded of them would have been

  138. related cousins and you know, second cousins, 3rd cousins, you

  139. know, they'd all have grown up together.

  140. You know, nowadays we have a lot of movement that we people move

  141. between towns and cities and villages.

  142. They were much more, much more, stayed in the same place for

  143. generations. They'd have had the occasional

  144. trip down. Maybe some of them would have

  145. gone once a year, maybe more than maybe two or three times a

  146. year down to Jerusalem, which is what is that about 60 miles, 70

  147. miles? I don't know.

  148. So it's a bit of a journey, but I reckon other than that they

  149. wouldn't have got out much. They'd have been pretty tight

  150. and their lives would have been fishing, simple agriculture and

  151. sort of subsistence living. They would have spoken Aramaic.

  152. That was the language that they spoke and say.

  153. And then they were also pretty religious people.

  154. They were really immersed. There's a lot of time in the

  155. scriptures and and keeping these really tight law code.

  156. That was part of the Jewish faith.

  157. So they wouldn't, you know, really care about what they ate,

  158. about who they associated with. They wouldn't associate with

  159. people who weren't Jewish. They wouldn't associate with

  160. people who were, they wouldn't eat with other people who

  161. weren't Jewish. They were really quite a sort of

  162. quite a sort of closed life. And that was, and that was the

  163. way they lived. And and so we'll read from

  164. Matthew 8, verse 14. And so you can picture this,

    Matthew 8:14

  165. this is happening in the top left hand corner of Lake

  166. Galilee, Capernaum, up there in this sort of religious space.

  167. When Jesus came into Peter's house, he saw Peter's

  168. mother-in-law lying in bed with a fever.

  169. He touched her hand and the fever left her and she got up

  170. and began to wait on him. When evening came, many who were

  171. demon possessed were brought to him and he drove out the Spirit

  172. with a word and healed all who were sick.

  173. This was to fulfil what was spoken through the prophet

  174. Isaiah. He took up our infirmities and

  175. boride diseases. So I'm just seeing how much I'm

  176. going to read. When Jesus saw the crowd around

  177. him, he gave others to crossover to the other side of the lake.

  178. Then the teacher of the law came and said to him, Teacher, I'll

  179. follow you wherever you go. Jesus replied, Foxes have dens

  180. and birds have nests, but the Son of Man has no place to lay

  181. his head. Another disciple said to him,

  182. Lord, first let me go and bury my father.

  183. But Jesus told them, Follow me and let the dead bury their own

  184. dead. So life on the West side of the

  185. lake, top left corner is going really well.

  186. There's really big crowds. People want to join, want to

  187. join Jesus. But we see something here about

  188. his priorities that we see quite often and that he just leaves

  189. the he's actually, no, yes, things are going really well

  190. here. I'm having a really successful

  191. impact on this community. But actually I'm going to go

  192. somewhere else. And that's a familiar theme that

  193. we see as we read through the Gospels.

  194. Quite often Jesus will leave a crowd and say, actually, I'm

  195. going somewhere else. And we get the idea as we follow

  196. Jesus and as we see we, as we see in the book of John, John,

  197. John 5, Jesus says this thing, I do only what he says.

  198. I do only what I I see. I do only what I see my father

  199. doing. My work is to do the will of my

  200. father and to finish. And you get the sense that he's

  201. always got to got his ear out and what's, what's God the

  202. Father saying to him to do now? So he's not looking at his

  203. circumstances. They're not looking at the

  204. impact where he is, but he's, and you get the impression that

  205. he's probably the Father's saying to him, actually, I want

  206. you to go across the lake. I've got something, I've got

  207. someone for you on the on the other side of the lake.

  208. So he and his disciples get into the boat and they're going to

  209. and they're going to cross and they're going to cross the lake

  210. here. And I just think this is a this

  211. is a really big, I'm imagining this is a really big deal for

  212. these disciples. I wonder if they've ever been

  213. over to the other side of the lake before they were fishermen.

  214. They'd spent a lot of time in the water.

  215. But the area that they're going to is like a completely

  216. different environment. I was trying to think of

  217. examples. Would it be like someone from a

  218. Somerset village going to a night out in Las Vegas?

  219. I'm trying to like sort of picture, you know, what would be

  220. a sort of comparison type thing. Because on the other side, this

  221. Decapolis area is this kind of Greek and big cities that would

  222. have been marked by sort of temples and sacrifices to all

  223. sorts of idols and all that sort of stuff going on at big

  224. theatre. And Roman power, Greek kind of

  225. liberality of life, all the sorts of sexual ethics of the

  226. morality of the Jewish world were completely different in

  227. this space. So everything was everything was

  228. completely different and would have been shocking to a Jewish

  229. person. I wonder if they'd ever been

  230. there. But they're going with Jesus.

  231. They're doing their they're on this kind of Jesus mission.

  232. So surely this is all going to go really, really well.

  233. They get into the boat. Let's read let's read from verse

  234. 23. Then he got into the boat and

  235. his discipled followed him. Suddenly a furious storm came up

  236. on the lake. So this so that the waves swept

  237. over the boat, but Jesus was sleeping.

  238. The disciples went and woke him saying, Lord, save us, we're

  239. going to drown. And I think there's an

  240. encouragement here, isn't there? Like they're going on this

  241. special mission they're going into.

  242. They're leaving the comfort of their family home where

  243. everything's going really well. And actually it looks like

  244. they're all about to die and it and it's and it's and actually

  245. this as we'll see in a minute. And as you probably know, it all

  246. ends pretty sweetly right here. But but actually there isn't a

  247. promise. I don't think that that things

  248. will always be easy for us and when we follow Jesus leading to

  249. the edges. I was thinking of like Steven.

  250. He was, he was killed for his faith.

  251. Paul was put in prison. He was shipwrecked.

  252. People just stoned him to death. He was flogged.

  253. He was beaten multiple times. Peter and John early miracle in

  254. Acts chapter 3, they hear the crippled beggar at the temple

    Acts 3 chapter mention

  255. and they're arrested. And, you know, so, so, so

  256. there's another pattern here, which I think should encourage

  257. us is that as we go to the edge and and we face opposition,

  258. right? There's a question here.

  259. Was this this storm that kicks up?

  260. Was this like a spiritual, a spiritual thing for a sort of

  261. spiritual event confronting them for the breakthrough that

  262. they're going to see on the other side of the lake?

  263. Or was it just a bad weather day?

  264. You know, I don't really, I don't really know.

  265. But nonetheless, they're not, they're not living in this sort

  266. of bubble. If life is going to be sweet and

  267. easy. We're we're with, with Jesus.

  268. And yet at the same time there is this protection.

  269. Jesus replied, you have little faith.

  270. Why are you so afraid? Then he got up and he rebuked

  271. the wind and the waves and the water was completely calm.

  272. The men were amazed and asked, what kind of man is this?

  273. Even the winds and the waves obey him.

  274. Now we came onto the other side of the lake.

  275. We're nearly there. We've already said that it's a

  276. real move out of their their comfort zone.

  277. And we're going to see even more now as these village kids go to

  278. Las Vegas. So verse 28, when they arrived

  279. at the other side in the region of the Gadarenes, also called

  280. Garrison in some, some places, and this is this is about, so we

  281. were up here. It's probably over here on the

  282. sort of three o'clock 4:00 to the side of Lake Galilee.

  283. It's about 8 miles. So it's quite a long journey.

  284. That's probably like here to the far side of Portishead.

  285. So it's a Big Lake. You wouldn't have seen the other

  286. side when you set out. It's a long way.

  287. It's a big storm. When they arrived at the other

  288. side, in the region of the Gadarenes, 2 demon possessed men

  289. coming from the tombs met him. So tombs were another thing that

  290. Jewish people always avoided. You don't go near dead bodies.

  291. You don't go near tombs. It makes you unclean,

  292. ceremonially unclean. As a Jewish person.

  293. You don't, you don't go there. They were so violent that no one

  294. could pass that way. What do you want with us, son of

  295. God? They shouted.

  296. Have you come here to torture us before the appointed time?

  297. Some distance from them, a large herd of pigs.

  298. Was feeding pigs really unclean for Jewish people?

  299. Pigs are like the worst animal. You don't go near pigs at all.

  300. You avoid them. So you've got these protected

  301. village kids come from their safe, their safe enclave of

  302. family life, living with their grandparents and their parents

  303. and extended and they know everybody and they've got,

  304. they've come across this torturous journey across the

  305. lake into really hostile territory.

  306. People don't speak the language. Everything is just filthy and

  307. polluting and offensive and vile.

  308. And they're in a graveyard and there's mad people who are

  309. really deluded or just like destructive and and there's

  310. pigs. Everything is wrong.

  311. And yes, that's the place that Jesus takes them.

  312. And again, this is something that we see again and again and

  313. again we see Jesus. Jesus heart of compassion is

  314. actually I'm not going to. I don't need to be hiding.

  315. He goes and touches lepers again.

  316. We can't really probably comprehend that in our society.

  317. Infectious fatal skin disease that scars you for life and

  318. again makes you uncontactable with other people.

  319. He touches leopards, he goes and he touches a woman who's

  320. bleeding and bleeding for many years, again, really richly

  321. unclean. He goes and he goes and speaks

  322. to a Samaritan woman at a, at a well, she's a Gentile again,

  323. she's considered the lowest of the lowest.

  324. She's, she's had a sort of loose lifestyle because of her trauma

  325. that she's been through. But again, he shouldn't be

  326. talking with her, but he goes right to the edges every time He

  327. heals the, the Roman centurions. How can you heal the servant of

  328. a Roman centurion? They're the brutal oppressor of

  329. the Jewish people. How can you do that?

  330. And yet Jesus, Jesus goes there and he takes his disciples with

  331. him. And what's lovely is we come on

  332. in a minute to see the impacts of this mission where it looks

  333. like Jesus, Jesus went across the lake.

  334. I mean, it's interesting. It says in here that there are

  335. two men, 2 demon possessed men in Mark and Luke.

  336. There's only one. There's quite a few of these

  337. confusing bits in the Bible where the where different people

  338. are telling the story. And I wonder why they why I

  339. don't know why. Why does one say there were two

  340. one say there were one. Maybe maybe one of them was the

  341. kind of main character he was the dramatic one that was doing

  342. all the speaking and and the other guy was just sort of

  343. hanging out with him. I don't know what the reason

  344. was, but but in Matthew's Gospel there, there, there are two.

  345. So distance from them. A large herd of pigs was feeding

  346. the demons begged Jesus, if you drive us out, send us into the

  347. herd of pigs. He said to them, go.

  348. So they came out and went into the pigs, and the whole herd

  349. rushed down the steep bank into the lake and died in the water.

  350. Those tending the pigs ran off and went into the town and

  351. reported all this, including what had happened to the demon

  352. possessed men. Then the whole town went out to

  353. meet Jesus, and when they saw him they pleaded with him to

  354. leave their region. That's a crazy response, isn't

  355. it? In Mark chapter 5?

    Mark 5 chapter mention

  356. I'd like this bit in the Mark version.

  357. That's a lovely description of the man afterwards.

  358. So this is Mark 5/15. When they came to Jesus, they

  359. saw the man who'd been possessed by the legion of demons sitting

  360. there dressed and in his right mind.

  361. I just think that's so lovely for that man.

  362. You know, he'd been tortured for years and years and years,

  363. outcast from society, physically battered and in pain and

  364. presumably had this continue in a in a torment all the time.

  365. And I'll just read it again. When they came to Jesus, they

  366. saw the man who'd been possessed by the legion of demons sitting

  367. there dressed and in his right mind.

  368. And they were so struck by it says that they were afraid fear

  369. of God type moment. What's happened to this person?

  370. He's completely changed and the impression is that Jesus,

  371. because after this he goes back again, the impression was that

  372. Jesus went across the lake just to do this, made this long

  373. journey across the lake through the storm, all the trauma of

  374. that, all the challenge of that just to heal this one guy.

  375. And then it goes on again in the Mark version, gives a bit more

  376. detail than we get in Matthew about what happens next.

  377. As Jesus was getting into the boat, the man who'd been demon

  378. possessed begged to go with him. Jesus did not let him, but said

  379. go home to your own people and tell them how much the Lord has

  380. done for you and how he's had mercy on you.

  381. So the man went away and he began to tell him the Decapolis,

  382. how much Jesus had done for him. And all the people were amazed.

  383. This is the first example of a of a missionary being sent out

  384. into Gentile territory into like a non Jewish area.

  385. And it was this man who'd been so tortured and so tormented in

  386. his experience. And he and he sent out and, you

  387. know, people that have written about this say, you know, it's

  388. unlikely that Jesus is a Jewish rabbi.

  389. If he'd gone into this Decapolis area, these, these 10 cities of

  390. Roman and Greek living, it's unlikely that a Jewish rabbi,

  391. Jesus would have been accepted there.

  392. They would have like hated the Jewish people who looked down on

  393. them as being unclean and inferior.

  394. And so Jesus is unlikely to have been welcomed.

  395. But initially at first, but Jesus sends this one man and he

  396. basically says he doesn't tell them to go and plant a church.

  397. Just go, just go and tell them, tell them what you've

  398. experienced, tell them what you've seen.

  399. And we, we get some glimpses of the potential impact of that

  400. later on, later on in the Gospels, we see that.

  401. So Jesus feeds 5000 people and another time he feeds 4000

  402. people afterwards. And they reckon that was

  403. probably in the capitalist region that that happened in

  404. this in the same area. And the people that were eat

  405. those 4000 were probably people that had heard the testimony of

  406. this, of this man, this man that had been healed.

  407. And it says that they were waiting for Jesus when he came.

  408. And it's another time a guy who's blind is healed by Jesus

  409. and people are waiting for Jesus to come in the Decapolis region.

  410. So that one man story may well have softened the area to be

  411. ready to receive Jesus. So that's a that's a story.

  412. It's an example of the Gospels and it's a sort of template.

  413. It's an example of what we see so often Jesus leaving in many

  414. going for the few going for probably one of the sort of

  415. darkest places and experiences of life and and and he moves

  416. there and he sees the power of God come.

  417. And I think this is what we should have in mind when we're

  418. when we're hearing God say to us, he's calling us into deeper

  419. water, take more risk, move further out from from the

  420. comfort of church, from the comfort of the gathered people.

  421. Yes, I'm not saying that we don't gather.

  422. It's vital that we do. This is the place and the people

  423. where we are encouraged. We're built up.

  424. We're resourced in prayer and the power of the Holy Spirit,

  425. but the the energy and the, the leading of the Spirit is to go

  426. out to the edges. And in a minute, I'm going to

  427. give some examples of how we can do that this year.

  428. But first up, we're going to hear from Andy.

  429. He's going to tell us the story of from his time in Hong Kong,

  430. Philippines. Yes.

  431. I'll be brief firstly about going deeper, just a quick story

  432. from last week. I took my kids swimming last

  433. weekend and they can't swim but they're head cases so they run

  434. into the deep end and they threw themselves in.

  435. Sophie didn't know this yet but I'll tell her later.

  436. So I had to, I had to fish them back out and then take them back

  437. to the shallow end. And then I realised I've been

  438. spending the last 4-5 years enjoying the paddling pool but

  439. too scared to actually go in the deep end.

  440. But actually it was quite easy just following my kids because

  441. they're all in for the deep end. So I'm really excited for this

  442. year doing it. Probably about nine years ago,

  443. Sophie and I moved to Hong Kong and we thought that was us going

  444. into the deep end. It was deep.

  445. Like I got there, we're living with some like drug addicts or

  446. murderers or whatever it be. And we also can't speak the

  447. language and we're being mocked for it.

  448. And so I felt like so out of my depth, It was about after week

  449. one, I was like, can we go home? And then every day after that,

  450. it was, can we go home? And then like 2 weeks in, they

  451. said, oh, we forgot to tell you. In four weeks, you're actually

  452. not staying in Hong Kong. You're going to the Philippines

  453. for two weeks or two months and you'll be living in a slum.

  454. And we're up. But we're already, we're already

  455. doing the deep bit like what are you talking about?

  456. And in that Jackie Pullinger style, she said, you're not

  457. doing anything here. You're not helping anyone yet.

  458. You need to actually understand what it is to really see the

  459. poor. And so I was just even angrier

  460. and desperate to come home because that's so offensive.

  461. But we got on this flight, which actually felt really nice to be

  462. getting out of Hong Kong because it's like living in central

  463. London, but times 10. So we're on a flight and then we

  464. land at the Philippines and I'm picturing beaches, lovely

  465. weather. The weather was actually, no,

  466. it's oppressively hot. But then we went over a bridge

  467. and immediately could just see like slums.

  468. I'd never seen anything like this.

  469. They drove us into the centre of a slum and said at you get get

  470. your bags out. We had forgotten you guys were

  471. coming. So we haven't got accommodation

  472. view yet but we'll see what we can do in the next couple of

  473. hours. So I was immediately like I just

  474. want to go home like and then it's the first time in my life I

  475. went to the toilet, said so if I need the lid I just cried.

  476. I was like I just want to go home.

  477. And we did this for like 3 weeks, just cried, just wanted

  478. to come home because everything was so intense.

  479. Michael, can you put the picture up?

  480. It's very small, but basically we'd gone into a slum area where

  481. the group that they were really going after was families that

  482. lived in tombs. So these guys had no houses.

  483. So that's a baby hanging up in their cot in a graveyard.

  484. And the families would, like, tunnel under the tombs to live,

  485. to live in them. That was like, that was it.

  486. That was all they had. And yeah, we had to look at this

  487. for three weeks in a row. We'd go and meet these people

  488. and all I wanted to do was come home.

  489. I was absolutely terrified and still offended that being told

  490. that you don't know what poor is until you really see it.

  491. But I think what the the excitement for us was like going

  492. deep was, yeah, for three weeks we just kind of pleaded with

  493. each other, can we go home? But then the following five

  494. weeks, it was like, I can't believe we're going to have to

  495. go home. And when we actually left, we

  496. got in the back of the car to go to the airport and we wept for

  497. the opposite reason. If I don't want to leave these

  498. people, I don't want to go home. I don't want to go to Hong Kong.

  499. I don't want to do anything. We just want to stay here.

  500. And it was because of the people, like, they had a really

  501. simple way of explaining it of like, when you go into the deep

  502. water, everything is overwhelming.

  503. But it's not when you just go after the one, like just go

  504. after the one person, the one thing you go into this community

  505. with your eyes open. There's 100 people sleeping in

  506. tombs. Like the baby caught my eye.

  507. So it was like, right, we're going to go and see how we can

  508. help the parents or do they need us to hold the baby so they get

  509. food or do they have any food? And then when you live that

  510. really simple life with Jesus, it was actually really easy to

  511. do because it didn't feel overwhelming.

  512. It didn't actually feel deep. And I think I've realised that

  513. we just over complicate deep. But actually it was really

  514. simple. Like we got to meet the people

  515. we, we were working with, the people that lived in the slums,

  516. like they had nothing. And I, I mean nothing, but these

  517. were like the nicest people we've ever met.

  518. And like, yes, we sing happy birthday here.

  519. They, they celebrate birthdays like on their own steroids.

  520. It's like crazy. The whole party goes out, but

  521. they give away everything. So like, the best birthday party

  522. ever, ever had was in the Philippines, where they do like

  523. karaoke in a slum and they buy a chicken and cook it for you.

  524. They can't afford a chicken for like their whole year's salary,

  525. but they give everything away. And that felt doable because we

  526. were just going after the 1. And I think Sophie and I have

  527. been talking and it sounds offensive, but we're really

  528. hungry to go deep again. It's hard when you've got kids.

  529. It's hard when life and work is stressful and everything is

  530. stressful and it's impossible to do it on your own.

  531. But it's super exciting that as a church, we can do it this year

  532. and in really simple ways of just going after the one.

  533. And it also doesn't have to be you that goes after the one.

  534. You can just have the eyes and someone else can have the heart.

  535. So that we used to go into these areas and be like, I don't know

  536. why that's caught my eye or if it was me, it was like, that's

  537. caught my eye. But actually I can't deal with

  538. that because that's a group of 10 women.

  539. Has someone got a heart for it or there's a baby?

  540. Could someone go to it? So just it doesn't have to be

  541. you're the doer. We don't have to do anything

  542. extreme. We don't have to be taking our

  543. whole families into the prison. But you can just have the eye

  544. and then share that. And then someone else will be

  545. the one that gets stirred up and excited and then gets to go and

  546. do it. Thanks, Andy.

  547. Just have to say a little bit more about about being out of

  548. our depth before I then mention some ways that we can engage

  549. with this practically and then we'll finish by praying.

  550. So that I said at the beginning, I wonder if it's good design for

  551. us to be out of our depth. And I just want to expand on

  552. that a little bit. And so last week Charlie did a

  553. brilliant talk here about the Beatitudes, which I've never

  554. really, to be honest, I've never really understood.

  555. I've always found them a bit annoying because I didn't really

  556. sort of get them. And for me last week, he made

  557. them more clear than I've ever seen them.

  558. And he was essentially saying we are sort of raised and live in a

  559. way to kind of avoid pain and avoid suffering and avoid

  560. discomfort. And, you know, the Beatitudes

  561. say things like blessed are blessed are blessed are those

  562. who mourn, blessed are those who are persecuted.

  563. And it's sounds slightly strange, but but but the point

  564. that Charlie was making was that actually it's right that we feel

  565. sad in the face of death and suffering.

  566. It's inhuman for us not to it's, it's, it's, it's wrong, it's

  567. denial. It's, it's, it's, it's

  568. avoidance. And, and he was talking about

  569. actually to be human, to be alive, to be real is, is to

  570. recognise brokenness and suffering and, and to, and to

  571. feel the, the pain of it. And, and yet we spend so much of

  572. our time trying to get into a place of comfort, trying to get

  573. into, trying to get out of difficulty, trying to get into a

  574. place of self-sufficiency. You see that right at the

  575. beginning in the Garden of Eden, Adam and Eve, you know, in that

  576. story, which was written to show the human condition and they had

  577. everything, you know, that they were right next to God, but yet

  578. there was something in them that just wanted to be able to,

  579. wanted to better sort of look after themselves without really

  580. needing God. And I think that's the, that's

  581. the story that you see, that's the, the, the pattern that you

  582. see throughout humanity, throughout the Bible and

  583. throughout our lives and throughout, we just want to be

  584. able to be, if I just have enough money or just enough

  585. comfort or just, if this just changes, then I'll be OK.

  586. And it's, and you can see that again through the Bible, the

  587. leading of God is taking people out of their comfort zones into

  588. places of needing. We always need God, but we don't

  589. always realise we do. And the problem is that we

  590. forget that we need God and we sort of make life work in

  591. whatever sort of way, in a way that we can get by without

  592. really needing to connect with God.

  593. And, and so Abraham leaves his family.

  594. He leaves his home for a, for a different place.

  595. You know, Moses has to take his people out of out of Egypt into

  596. a different place. The disciples are called out of

  597. their little village life, their comfortable village life in the

  598. top left of Galilee. And they have, and they go into,

  599. and then they go around the world.

  600. Jesus sends the, the disciples and us as the church around the

  601. world. That's that's our that's Our

  602. Calling is to is to go to the edge, go to the most broken and,

  603. and and lovely hearing from Andy's story, wasn't it that the

  604. that the the when when out of one's depth and when in that in

  605. that space, it actually I just I just need God here.

  606. We find that actually, actually, I can swim.

  607. You know, it's OK that my feet don't touch the bottom of the

  608. ground. Actually, I'm I'm not going to

  609. it's not all I'm not suddenly going to get washed away.

  610. It's safe. It's like in the, in the Narnia

  611. stories where Aslan is described, he's not a safe line.

  612. He's not a tame lion, but he's good and he's kind.

  613. And, and I think that all speaks into this, this, this thing of

  614. being out of our depth in, in a right way, being out of our

  615. comfort zone, which actually is how we're, we're designed to be.

  616. We're designed to need God. We're designed to live in, in,

  617. in, in relationship with God. So just a few things that we

  618. could a few ways that we can connect with this as a church

  619. and as individuals. And I know that people are

  620. already, so I'm not saying we're not doing any of this.

  621. If you're, you know, in that zone already be encouraged for

  622. what you're doing. But we're looking at starting a

  623. prison Sunday once a month. So we work closely as a church

  624. with God's house and Pastor Ossian goes into HMP Bristol,

  625. the the prison behind Lost a Road in Hawfield.

  626. He goes in there every day actually and runs services most

  627. Sundays. And we've been talking with him

  628. about us going in as a church once a month and running a

  629. service in Bristol prison. And he's really excited about

  630. that. And it's, it's a yes, I've got

  631. my security clearance. So we can go in as like teams of

  632. of, I don't know, maybe it's like 6 or 6 or 8.

  633. Typical format is, is they have a, a short one hour service, 10

  634. to 11. Austin's seen over the last

  635. couple of years, numbers go up from 8 or 9 people coming to

  636. these services to now more like 4045.

  637. They love it. They, they, they love to sing,

  638. They love to hear story, a message about Jesus.

  639. And then there's an opportunity to pray with people afterwards.

  640. So would you like to come? Let's form a team.

  641. You know, we, we, we considered a church, we'd considered like

  642. an evening service and we've been scouting around that idea.

  643. And one of the conclusions on that was actually let's, let's,

  644. let's, let's plant a service in the prison.

  645. Let's, let's do that. That would be a healthy thing

  646. for us in line with Our Calling. It's going into deeper water.

  647. So speak to me if you're interested.

  648. Another opportunity is prophetic ministry to students, Bristol

  649. students. So I mentioned Liz earlier and

  650. like Sam's here, isn't it? I saw Sam Whitlock somewhere,

  651. there he is. He, Sam's involved with this

  652. ministry to students, prophetic ministry to students in the

  653. universities. And again, that's an opportunity

  654. to be out of your depth in terms of needing God to speak.

  655. And Sam can tell stories about that.

  656. But that's another opportunity for us.

  657. Liz is keen that we grow in that area as well.

  658. And that's, that's another one, as I said already, perhaps

  659. you're already like in perhaps you're already in deep water

  660. looking at Rose. I think it's some of the

  661. situations that Rose is in and, and, or in your personal life or

  662. in other hope boats, in which case, you know, be encouraged.

  663. This is the heart of what you're doing is the heart of Jesus.

  664. And then the 4th, my 4th suggestion was was prayer

  665. support as well. So once a month on the Tuesday,

  666. the first Tuesday of each month we have is our sort of prayer

  667. focus day. I, I, I, I join in with a slot

  668. that Simon and Becca host, which is praying for young people.

  669. And we do that from like 6:45 to 7:30 in the morning.

  670. And I think having some other prayer slots that particularly

  671. accompany our our boats and our ministries, I think would be a

  672. really useful and important feature.

  673. So if we're going into the prison once a month, let's have

  674. a corresponding prayer session for half an hour, 45 minutes

  675. before that. We're praying for that.

  676. And I was thinking that Christie's not here today.

  677. He's been unwell. But Celebrate Recovery is a

  678. brilliant boat within hope, brilliant ministry within hope.

  679. And I was saying to Christie, it'd be great if we could form a

  680. form, a press not within our Tuesdays where we pray for

  681. Celebrate Recovery. You know, names of people are

  682. confidential, but we can still pray for certain situations and

  683. we can pray for that. So if you'd like to be part of

  684. maybe like 1/2 an hour or 45 minutes prayer for Celebrate

  685. Recovery each week, each each month.

  686. Then again, maybe it's not best. Maybe don't, don't come and talk

  687. to me about all these things because I'll forget, write it

  688. down on a bit of paper or e-mail the office or or whatever like

  689. that. You know, I'll let you take the

  690. initiative and the best way to, to make it happen, but do but do

  691. make it happen. And there'll be a myriad of

  692. probably other things as well. So my main takeaway I think for

  693. today is I think that we're called as humans actually, not

  694. just Christians, it's humanity. I think we're designed to be out

  695. of our depth. I think we're designed to be in

  696. a place where we need God and we rely upon God.

  697. That's actually that's actually solid ground to be tackling on.

  698. Ironically, that's the that's the safest place.

  699. And there is this cool we see in in the in the Bible and upon us

  700. as a hope, as hope to go to the edge, to go to the go to the

  701. vulnerable, go to the broken, moving away from the comfort and

  702. safety of our of our right community.

  703. That is important for us not, not not diminishing or

  704. dismissing that at all. We need this safe and secure

  705. home base but from which we we move out.

  706. Yeah the full were prison Sunday university students prophetic

  707. prayer the boat or life that you're in already your work or

  708. personal life. And then the 4th 1 was prayer

  709. support prayer. Mike is going to lead us in a

  710. song with a nice watery theme. We sung this, we this is this

  711. song, Oceans is the song. And then Alice is going to lead

  712. us in some praying before we finish at 12:10.

  713. I remember we went for a really difficult time maybe about 15

  714. years ago and I just sat in this song for months.

  715. It really spoke to me because it's the, it's the kind of you

  716. call me out upon the waters. It's that call to.

  717. He uses the metaphor of Jesus inviting Peter out of out to the

  718. boat to walk on the water. And it's a slightly different

  719. watery situation to the to this one, but you get the concepts

  720. the same. It's about it's about needing

  721. God. So Mike is in leads.

  722. If you'd like to stand or if you'd like to sit, use this

  723. opportunity to respond to what God's been stirring in you as

  724. we've been in the scriptures, as I've been speaking, as Andy's

  725. been speaking to us. And then Alice will close us in

  726. prayer.