Sermon
Genesis Week 40 • Pour Out Your Life
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Good morning.
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If you have your Bibles, and I hope you do,
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I want to invite you to join us in Genesis chapter 35.
Genesis 35 chapter mention
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As you turn there, if you're a first-time guest,
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we're so grateful and honored and blessed that you are here with us today.
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After the service is over, back here to my left, my wife and I will be back there.
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We'd love for you to stop by on your way out the door.
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We'd like to thank you for being here.
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Face-to-face, maybe learn your name and introduce ourselves to you
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and give you an opportunity, if you may have questions about who we are as a church,
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to get those questions answered for you.
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And we're so blessed to have you here with us.
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We will have our Harvest Hangout here coming up very quickly.
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It feels like it was summer and then fall's been really nice over the last several weeks.
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I know it's warming up a little bit, but we hope July's not about to kick in.
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But we will have our Harvest Hangout.
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We're inviting our community.
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We're inviting you.
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We're inviting your friends.
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We'd love for you to be here and be a part of that.
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You can come and attend if you would like to volunteer.
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I know we still need some candy.
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We need more trunks.
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We need all sorts of things.
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And so just let us know.
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We'd love to connect you in areas that you could serve in our Harvest Hangout.
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As we have been doing since Hurricane Helene hit, we've been sending out crews.
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At first, it was every day for a week.
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And then now we've been sending out crews on Thursday.
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For this coming Thursday, we're going to pause on our Thursday work that we've been doing.
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And I want to explain what we will be doing instead.
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Joel Van Ham is kind of a liaison for us as a church between Willow Ridge Church and Black Mountain Children's Home.
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And Joel received a phone call from Rodney.
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Many of you have had the opportunity to meet Rodney.
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Rodney works up there at the children's home.
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He's been here with us and worshiped with us.
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And Rodney said, listen, man, we were in a meeting this week with the president, the board, and it was a tough meeting.
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And I don't know what all these people in western North Carolina and eastern Tennessee are going through.
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But I know it's tough.
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I know it's hard.
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And Rodney, if you know Rodney, and I know a lot of our youth do,
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he is like the most laid-back, positive individual to be around.
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And Joel was talking to me and just was like he could hear the hurt and the desperation in his voice.
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And he said, we were talking in the meeting, volunteers are slowing down,
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which is what we thought would happen.
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And they're working hard.
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And I guess it's like, in my mind, what they're having to do literally and figuratively
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is move a mountain one shovel at a time.
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And you spend all day and you feel like you haven't gotten anywhere.
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And I do not say this boasting about our church, but I do say this praising God.
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God says, let your light shine so that others will see and give glory to God in heaven.
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And he said, in our board meeting with our president,
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they said, we need Willow Ridge to come and to help.
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And so we said, okay.
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So what we're going to do is after the Harvest Hangout on October 27th,
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we're going to take a group of men from our church to go up to Black Mountain Children's Home
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to work from that Monday to that Thursday.
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Now, I know a lot of you ladies would like to go.
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Here's the reason why we're doing what we're doing in the order that we're doing it.
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They've told us that they can get us one cabin that we can stay in.
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And since we can only have one cabin, and many of you who've been there,
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you know these cabins, this isn't a whole lot of privacy in these cabins.
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We got one cabin that we can use.
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And so because of that, we're just going to be taking men.
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But we are looking at opportunities where we can take more than that up there.
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And we look forward to that opportunity to be able to do.
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We're going to leave that Sunday after the Harvest Hangout.
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We're going to go up there, work that we know that needs to be done.
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And we're going to find out some of our details a little bit more this week as they evaluate.
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Is we need plumbing work to be done.
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We need electrical work to be done.
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And so if you have those skills and those capabilities,
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and you have the time, and you would like to come and be a part of this,
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please come see me after the service, and we'll have a conversation.
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But also, beyond that, we need people that can dig dirt out, dig mud out,
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that can run chainsaws, that can move heavy things,
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and that can go and serve in this opportunity.
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So we count it a little bit as a blessing and an honor and an act of trust as we step out,
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not knowing.
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I was talking to a group of people in the lobby this morning,
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and I said, what's been remarkable in my,
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it has taught me how small my perspective is.
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I'll see a picture and think that I grasp the devastation that's there,
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and I don't until I see it.
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And so I've seen the pictures, just like many of you have,
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of what this part of our country looks like.
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And my mind says that I know, but I don't.
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So we're going to go, and as best as they can,
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they're going to communicate what we need to bring and what we need to do,
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and we're going to, as much as we can do in a week,
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we're going to prepare and plan in that capacity,
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but we're just going to go, and we're going to serve, and we're going to love.
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And I'll be honest with you,
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Joel and I were talking about this on the phone this week.
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Here's what it felt like.
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They need a friend that can encourage.
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And so we're just going to go and be a friend and encourage and lift heavy things.
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And in the coolest moment in my life this past week,
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and I hope to be able to do this again up there,
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maybe I'll get to run again a 36-inch chainsaw.
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Because that was a whole lot of fun, right?
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So if you're interested in going, men, please let me know.
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Ladies, we're going to be working on some other opportunities of what's there
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and why we are there, praying through what is Willow Ridge,
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continued partnership with them as they walk through
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and as they face these difficult days, weeks, months,
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and potentially even years ahead.
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I apologize, I was a little tardy, and I don't have this verse on the screen.
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So just listen to it this morning.
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And out of Genesis 35, verse 10.
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So he called his name Israel.
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Would you pray with me?
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God, I thank you for the opportunity that we have to open up your word.
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God, I pray as we gather in here today
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that what we do will not be done so that we can just obtain more knowledge,
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but God, so that our hearts will be changed,
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so that our lives will be changed,
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so that the world will be impacted by the gospel.
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God, remove any part of this that is me,
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and may it all be you.
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In Jesus' name we pray.
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Amen.
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Well, if you were here last week,
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it was a little heavy passage.
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Warren Wearsby, who's one of the pastors and authors
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that I read most weeks,
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said this.
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He said,
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moving from Genesis 34 to Genesis 35
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is like going from a desert to a garden
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or from moving from an emergency room
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to a wedding reception.
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Genesis 35 definitely has some things
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for us to work through,
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but there's this heaviness
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that what we're moving from
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as we come out of Genesis 34.
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But here's the deal.
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You and I,
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we've all had
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a Genesis 34 moment
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or multiple Genesis 34 moments
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in our life.
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Like, I hope we get that.
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I hope we get that.
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That oftentimes,
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that the very specific
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chaos and dysfunction
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that we find in the Bible
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might not be the exact chaos
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and dysfunction
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that you and I experience
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on a day-to-day capacity
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in our lives,
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but yet we can look at
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and we can see points and times
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where we fall short,
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points and times
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where we choose lesser,
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points and times
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where we choose rebellion
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in our life,
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that we see these things
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and these aspects of there,
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that we go through
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these very critical,
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chaotic moments
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in our life.
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And oftentimes,
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as we walk through
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these devastating moments
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moments of sin
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that have filled
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our life,
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our response
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can be this,
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how can I get
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out of this?
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Like middle school Bo
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with a report card
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waiting for his mom
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and dad to get home.
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how do I get
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out of this?
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But the question
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that we need to answer
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in these moments
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is this,
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what can I get
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out of this?
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Not how can I get
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out of this,
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but what can I get
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out of this?
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You see,
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God is so big,
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God is so powerful,
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God is so strong
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that what God does
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is God doesn't waste
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an opportunity
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in our life
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to grow us.
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God uses every moment
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in our lives,
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the good,
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the bad,
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the pretty,
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the ugly,
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and everywhere
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in between
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to work and move
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in the hearts
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of those
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who follow him
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and love him
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even in the midst
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of our rebellion
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to grow us
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in the moment
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for the next season
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so that we don't
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see a Genesis 34
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so that we learn
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that we grow,
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we learn how to seek
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and honor
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and glorify him
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with all that we are
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in our life.
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God's not wasting it
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because God's working
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in it
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and God's working
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in it
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and God's working
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in it
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and that's what I love
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about what we see here
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beginning in Genesis
Genesis 35 chapter mention
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chapter 35
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so let's read,
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starting off,
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let's read the first
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four verses.
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God said to Jacob
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Arise,
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go up to Bethel
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and dwell there.
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Make an altar there
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to the God
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who appeared to you
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when you fled
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from your brother Esau.
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So Jacob said
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to his household
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and to all
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who were with him
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put away
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the foreign gods
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that are among you
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and purify yourselves
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and change your garments.
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Let us arise
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and go up to Bethel
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so that I may make there
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an altar
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to the God
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who answers me
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in the day
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of my distress
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and has been with me
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wherever I have gone.
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So they gave to Jacob
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all the foreign gods
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they had
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and the rings
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that were in their ears
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and Jacob hid them
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under the tree
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that was near Shechem.
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So here's what we begin
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to see
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and understand
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in this process
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of what is happening
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in the life
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of Jacob.
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That Jacob
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is understanding
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is coming to grasp
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it's this moment
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not with a guy
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who doesn't know
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the Lord
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but a guy
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who knows the Lord
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who has chosen
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to not follow God
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and God's saying
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well I'm not done
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with you
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I'm not wasting this
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I'm going to work
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and I'm going to move
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so God says
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to Jacob
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Jacob hears
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and then we'll see
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these responses
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in Jacob's life
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of what Jacob does
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coming out
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of a Genesis 34
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moment
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out of a Genesis 34
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season
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out of this point
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in time
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of weakness
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and rebellion.
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I think it's very interesting
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and one of the things
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that he does
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is I'll label it
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changing course
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of what it means
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to come out
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of these moments
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and these seasons
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is it's changing course.
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You know it's not
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it's not always about
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getting it right.
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You see you and I
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because you know you
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and I know me
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and I know you
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and you know me
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we don't always
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get it right.
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we're not always
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obedient.
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Do we want
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to be obedient?
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Do we desire
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to be obedient?
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Do we have the
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expectation of obedience?
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Absolutely.
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Like the call
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on our lives
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is holiness.
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I don't want
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to belittle that.
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We're not minimizing
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sin.
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But the reality is
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it's not about
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always getting it right
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because we're not
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going to get it right
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so we've got to deal
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with the reality
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that we're going to have
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Genesis 34 moments.
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We're going to have
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them tomorrow.
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We're going to have
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them today.
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And you know
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you had them
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yesterday.
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That even in our
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obedience what we're
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going to find are
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these patterns of
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rebellion that sneak
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into our life
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and in that
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the goodness of God
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and how God works
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in his grace
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and his kindness
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and his mercy
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and his love for us
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and what God's doing
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in the work of the
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Holy Spirit
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in the lives
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of those who
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were saved
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by his grace
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is he's recognizing
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that and the
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question becomes
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well then what are
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you doing when
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you get it wrong?
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what are we doing
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when we miss
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the mark?
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What are we doing
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when it's right
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it's obedience
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it's righteousness
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it's godliness
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it's holiness
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and then that moment
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happens and it's
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depravity.
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it's about
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recognizing
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it's about
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changing course
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it's about
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understanding
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the holiness
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of God
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and the
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offense of our
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sin
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it's about
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repentance
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and that's
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what we
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see here
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in Jacob
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it's the lesson
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of Abraham
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in Genesis 13
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it's the lesson
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of Isaac
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in Genesis 26
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and now it's
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the lesson
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for Jacob
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as well
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and the thing
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with repentance
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you see repentance
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is about more
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than feeling
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sorry
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or saying
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I'm sorry
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those things
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are important
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it's what God's
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called us to
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we're to confess
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we're to repent
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we're to say
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the things
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that we've done
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God gives us
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the Holy Spirit
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who convicts us
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and we experience
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a feeling
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of remorse
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as we
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as we experience
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these moments
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of depravity
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in our life
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from a Holy God
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who loves us
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enough
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not to be
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numb by our
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sin
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but to be
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remorseful
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for it
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but the thing
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about repentance
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is there's
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action
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there's action
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the remarkable
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thing about
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this whole
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deal
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with Jacob
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we know
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that God
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had called
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him to Bethel
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and we talked
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about this
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last week
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where he hadn't
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sought through
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the obedience
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and there had
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been this
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partial obedience
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there had been
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this break
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in his obedience
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to God
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and for years
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for years
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he'd been 30
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miles away
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from where God
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had called him
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to
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and that's why
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I love that
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in the midst
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of all of this
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because I don't
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know about you
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but I feel like
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that can be the
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pattern for Bo
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Bradbury
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30 miles away
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a one day
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journey
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of where
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do you need
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to be
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of what
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do you need
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to do
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of just
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missing
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what God
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has
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but I love
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this
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verse
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verse 1
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God said
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go
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God said
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go
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God didn't
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say go
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away
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God didn't
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say get
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out of my
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presence
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God said
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go
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God said
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go
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and Jacob
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responded
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Jacob
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changed course
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but specifically
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what did he
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do
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you see
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they had been
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living amongst
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pagan people
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and we had
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seen
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where one of his
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wives had already
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brought with them
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a pagan idol
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and we could
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only begin
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to think
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that as they
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had lived
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for years
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amongst pagan
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people
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that we're
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seeing pagan
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practices
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being brought
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in
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and so
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Jacob's like
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listen this is
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what we need
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to do
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this is what
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we need
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to be
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so here's
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what you
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gotta do
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you gotta
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put away
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your idols
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you gotta
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put away
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your idols
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and so
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they brought
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their idols
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to him
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when we
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hit these
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moments
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when we're
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changing course
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from the path
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of sin
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and destruction
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that we've
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chosen
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and we
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point our
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eyes
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we center
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our compass
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we aim
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who we are
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toward the
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God
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who's called
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us
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and the
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God
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that
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loves us
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what we
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have to do
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in our
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lives
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is put
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away
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the idols
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as well
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we gotta
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put away
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the things
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that we've
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trusted
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we gotta
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put away
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the things
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that we
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desire
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we gotta
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put away
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the things
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that we
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want
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and long
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for more
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than anything
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else
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I don't know
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if you're
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aware of this
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or not
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but we live
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in a pagan
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culture
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and you
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and I
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in our
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ignorance
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if you want
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to be nice
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but in our
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rebellion
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which is
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more
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accurate
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I've said
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yeah let me
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take some
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of these
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into
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and we
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tried to
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partner
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God
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with our
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pagan
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idols
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that we
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bring
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into the
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moment
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and when
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we change
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course
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we gotta
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look at
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and we gotta
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identify
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and we gotta
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get rid
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of
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you see
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put away
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was not
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pack them
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up
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carefully
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in your
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bag
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because we
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gotta go
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it's not
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we gotta
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trash
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this
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Jacob says
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put away
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your idols
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the next
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thing he
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says
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purify
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yourself
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purify
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yourself
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this was
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common
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practice
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purify
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yourself
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wash
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yourself
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he says
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change
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your
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garments
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change
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your
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garments
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you see
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it wasn't
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just that
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hey
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we're
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physically
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some
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dirty
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people
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we're
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gonna go
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into a
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new
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place
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and so
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let's
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look like
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we're
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ready to
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go for
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what
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God
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has
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for us
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this
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isn't
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a
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put on
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your
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Sunday
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best
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type
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speech
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that
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they're
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giving
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here
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it's
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recognized
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that
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this is
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what
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we've
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done
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this
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is
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what
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we've
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taken
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on
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we
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gotta
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get
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rid
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of
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this
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the
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Bible
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doesn't
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fully
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explain
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in
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commentaries
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kind of
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argue
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a little
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bit
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back
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and
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forth
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of
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they
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turned
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in
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their
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idols
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but
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they
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also
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took
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off
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their
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earrings
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and
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this
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is
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not
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an
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appeal
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for
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earrings
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for
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anyone
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but
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what
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I
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think
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is
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happening
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here
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as they
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purified
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themselves
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and washed
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themselves
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they
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begin
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to
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understand
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that
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there
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were
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things
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about
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them
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that
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they
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brought
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on
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that
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marked
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them
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and
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that
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had
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marked
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them
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not
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as
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God's
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people
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but
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people
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of the
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pagan
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world
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and
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so
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wash
-
yourself
-
you know
-
part of
-
repentance
-
is
-
we've been
-
made
-
clean
-
by the
-
blood
-
of
-
the
-
lamb
-
but
-
sometimes
-
we pick
-
up
-
the
-
slop
-
and
-
we
-
put
-
it
-
on
-
us
-
and
-
we
-
come
-
to
-
God
-
understanding
-
that
-
our
-
eternal
-
state
-
we've
-
been
-
made
-
clean
-
but
-
in
-
this
-
moment
-
Lord
-
cleanse
-
me
-
wash
-
me
-
make
-
me
-
new
-
and
-
then
-
I love
-
this
-
very
-
simply
-
maybe
-
in
-
the
-
story
-
that
-
he
-
heard
-
about
-
his
-
grandfather
-
when
-
God
-
called
-
him
-
to
-
go
-
sacrifice
-
his
-
son
-
and
-
he
-
chose
-
not
-
to
-
delay
-
but
-
to
-
go
-
James
-
says
-
let's
-
go
-
today
-
we
-
obey
-
today
-
we
-
obey
-
you
-
see
-
if
-
it's
-
not
-
about
-
living
-
in
-
the
-
reality
-
of
-
what
-
God
-
has
-
saved
-
us
-
from
-
it's
-
about
-
living
-
in
-
the
-
reality
-
of
-
what
-
God
-
has
-
saved
-
us
-
for
-
so
-
I
-
don't
-
look
-
back
-
and
-
hold
-
on
-
and
-
think
-
that
-
I
-
can't
-
because
-
of
-
my
-
sin
-
but
-
I
-
look
-
forward
-
and
-
think
-
that
-
I
-
can
-
because
-
of
-
who
-
my
-
Savior
-
is
-
it's
-
about
-
going
-
maybe
-
you're
-
here
-
today
-
and
-
you're
-
thinking
-
about
-
your
-
too
-
late
-
to
-
start
-
again
-
God
-
hasn't
-
given
-
up
-
on
-
you
-
and
-
God
-
won't
-
and
-
God
-
won't
-
and
-
so
-
maybe
-
you're
-
like
-
hey
-
listen
-
like
-
Genesis
-
34
-
man
-
that's
-
not
-
a
-
day
-
that's
-
not
-
a
-
moment
-
man
-
that's
-
my
-
life
-
oh
-
there's
-
a Savior
-
who's
-
bigger
-
there's
-
a Savior
-
who's
-
more
-
powerful
-
there's
-
a Savior
-
who's
-
more
-
loving
-
than
-
your
-
sin
-
is
-
offensive
-
verse
-
five
-
through
-
eight
-
so
-
they
-
go
-
and
-
as
-
they
-
journeyed
-
a
-
terror
-
from
-
God
-
fell
-
upon
-
the
-
cities
-
that
-
were
-
around
-
them
-
so
-
that
-
they
-
did
-
not
-
pursue
-
the
-
sons
-
of
-
Jacob
-
and
-
Jacob
-
came
-
to
-
Luz
-
that
-
is
-
Bethel
-
which
-
is
-
the
-
land
-
of
-
Canaan
-
he
-
and
-
all
-
the
-
people
-
who
-
were
-
with
-
him
-
and
-
there
-
they
-
built
-
an
-
author
-
the
-
place
-
El
-
Bethel
-
because
-
there
-
God
-
had
-
revealed
-
himself
-
to
-
him
-
when
-
he
-
fled
-
from
-
his
-
brother
-
and
-
Deborah
-
Rebecca's
-
nurse
-
died
-
and
-
she
-
was
-
buried
-
under
-
an
-
oak
-
below
-
Bethel
-
so
-
he
-
called
-
its
-
name
-
Elan
-
Bakuf
-
number
-
two
-
when
-
we're
-
coming
-
out
-
of
-
these
-
seasons
-
here's
-
the
-
challenge
-
walk
-
and
-
worship
-
walk
-
in
-
worship
-
what
-
Jacob
-
had
-
to
-
do
-
was
-
walk
-
in
-
the
-
path
-
of
-
God
-
to
-
walk
-
in
-
the
-
path
-
that
-
God
-
had
-
for
-
him
-
now
-
if
-
you
-
remember
-
back
-
to
-
Genesis
-
34
-
and
-
you
-
remember
-
the
-
assault
-
that
-
took
-
place
-
on
-
Jacob's
-
daughter
-
and
-
you
-
remember
-
his
-
unwillingness
-
to act
-
to move
-
to lead
-
and
-
when
-
his
-
sons
-
come
-
back
-
specifically
-
Simeon
-
and
-
Levi
-
they
-
went
-
and they
-
concocted
-
a plan
-
and
-
the
-
plan
-
that
-
was
-
in
-
their
-
heart
-
was
-
the
-
revenge
-
of
-
men
-
and
-
they
-
murdered
-
and
-
Jacob's
-
fear
-
in
-
that
-
moment
-
was
-
what
-
are
-
they
-
going
-
to
-
think
-
of
-
me
-
and
-
what
-
are
-
they
-
going
-
to
-
do
-
to
-
me
-
an
-
eye
-
for
-
an
-
eye
-
are
-
they
-
going
-
to
-
come
-
to
-
kill
-
are
-
they
-
going
-
to
-
come
-
to
-
take
-
revenge
-
what
-
are
-
they
-
going
-
to
-
do
-
but
-
what
-
we
-
have
-
to
-
remember
-
is
-
that
-
God
-
sets
-
the
-
path
-
and
-
in
-
the
-
journey
-
of
-
the
-
path
-
God
-
keeps
-
his
-
promises
-
in
-
Genesis
-
chapter
-
28
-
verse
-
15
-
passage
-
that
-
we
-
studied
-
months
-
ago
-
Jacob
-
had a
-
dream
-
and
-
God
-
spoke
-
to
-
him
-
this
-
is
-
what
-
he
-
said
-
your
-
offspring
-
shall
-
be
-
like
-
the
-
dust
-
of
-
the
-
earth
-
and
-
you
-
shall
-
spread
-
abroad
-
to
-
the
-
west
-
and
-
to
-
the
-
east
-
and
-
to
-
the
-
north
-
and
-
to
-
the
-
south
-
and
-
in
-
you
-
and
-
your
-
offspring
-
shall
-
all
-
the
-
families
-
of
-
the
-
earth
-
be
-
blessed
-
behold
-
I
-
am
-
with
-
you
-
and
-
will
-
keep
-
you
-
wherever
-
you
-
go
-
and
-
will
-
bring
-
you
-
back
-
to
-
this
-
land
-
for
-
I
-
will
-
not
-
leave
-
you
-
until
-
I
-
have
-
done
-
what
-
I
-
have
-
promised
-
you
-
from
-
this
-
day
-
in
-
Genesis
-
28
-
in
-
this
-
dream
-
to
-
this
-
moment
-
in
-
Genesis
-
35
-
years
-
have
-
gone
-
by
-
this
-
has
-
not
-
been
-
a
-
brief
-
period
-
of
-
time
-
Jacob
-
has
-
gone
-
through
-
the
-
highs
-
and
-
the
-
lows
-
and
-
walking
-
the
-
path
-
that
-
God
-
has
-
had
-
for
-
him
-
and
-
God
-
in
-
his
-
goodness
-
and
-
God
-
in
-
his
-
kindness
-
when
-
Jacob
-
breaks
-
off
-
of
-
the
-
path
-
God
-
allows
-
him
-
to
-
choose
-
what
-
he
-
chooses
-
as
-
God
-
works
-
and
-
moves
-
in
-
the
-
midst
-
of
-
that
-
as
-
he
-
draws
-
him
-
back
-
to
-
the
-
loving
-
God
-
who
-
created
-
him
-
who
-
called
-
him
-
who
-
chose
-
him
-
and
-
who
-
will
-
fulfill
-
everything
-
that
-
God
-
has
-
for
-
him
-
but
-
the
-
path
-
will
-
not
-
be
-
easy
-
but
-
God
-
will
-
always
-
be
-
faithful
-
now
-
the
-
path
-
will
-
it
-
challenge
-
logic
-
absolutely
-
but
-
the
-
choice
-
is to
-
trust
-
God
-
will
-
the
-
path
-
be
-
faced
-
with
-
difficulties
-
absolutely
-
but
-
the
-
choice
-
is
-
to
-
trust
-
God
-
will
-
the
-
path
-
have
-
uncertainties
-
absolutely
-
but
-
the
-
choice
-
is
-
to
-
trust
-
God
-
brothers
-
and
-
sisters
-
I
-
do
-
not
-
know
-
for
-
every
-
single
-
one
-
of
-
you
-
the
-
difficulties
-
the
-
uncertainties
-
and the
-
moments
-
that you
-
were
-
having
-
on
-
the
-
path
-
that
-
you
-
were
-
on
-
but
-
here's
-
what
-
I
-
know
-
because
-
it
-
is
-
who
-
I
-
know
-
is
-
that
-
you
-
can
-
trust
-
the
-
God
-
who
-
has
-
you
-
on
-
the
-
path
-
you
-
can
-
trust
-
the
-
God
-
who
-
has
-
gone
-
ahead
-
of
-
you
-
you
-
can
-
trust
-
the
-
God
-
who
-
will
-
come
-
after
-
you
-
you
-
can
-
trust
-
the
-
God
-
who
-
walks
-
with
-
you
-
and
-
you
-
can
-
trust
-
the
-
God
-
who
-
carries
-
you
-
right
-
now
-
in
-
the
-
midst
-
of
-
all
-
of
-
those
-
because
-
our
-
God
-
has
-
done
-
all
-
of
-
that
-
he's
-
he is
-
the
-
friend
-
who
-
is
-
ever
-
with
-
you
-
and
-
he
-
is
-
the
-
warrior
-
who
-
carries
-
you
-
that
-
that
-
is
-
the
-
God
-
that
-
we
-
trust
-
and
-
so
-
we
-
walk
-
the
-
path
-
of
-
what
-
we
-
see
-
but
-
we
-
also
-
worship
-
we
-
also
-
worship
-
in
-
this
-
why
-
why
-
do
-
we
-
worship
-
because
-
he
-
is
-
faithful
-
because
-
he
-
is
-
faithful
-
Jacob
-
worshipped
-
I think
-
this is
-
important
-
Jacob
-
worshipped
-
why did
-
you
-
come
-
here
-
today
-
why
-
did
-
you
-
stand
-
and
-
sing
-
of
-
all
-
the
-
things
-
that
-
you
-
could
-
do
-
while
-
worship
-
you
-
see
-
there
-
there
-
is
-
I
-
don't
-
want
-
to
-
not
-
look
-
at
-
coming
-
and
-
worshiping
-
and
-
praising
-
God
-
with
-
with
-
a hope
-
and
-
an
-
expectation
-
even
-
of
-
what
-
God
-
is
-
going
-
to
-
do
-
because
-
we
-
do
-
we
-
do
-
I
-
can't
-
wait
-
to
-
do
-
tomorrow
-
I
-
can't
-
wait
-
to
-
see
-
what
-
God
-
is
-
going
-
to
-
do
-
this
-
afternoon
-
I
-
can't
-
wait
-
to
-
see
-
how
-
God's
-
going
-
to
-
work
-
and
-
move
-
in my
-
life
-
and
-
use
-
me
-
for
-
things
-
that
-
I
-
am
-
not
-
capable
-
of
-
but
-
he
-
is
-
I
-
can't
-
wait
-
to
-
see
-
how
-
God's
-
going
-
to
-
work
-
and
-
use
-
and
-
refine
-
me
-
and
-
make
-
me
-
more
-
like
-
him
-
I
-
can't
-
wait
-
to
-
see
-
all
-
of
-
these
-
things
-
of
-
what
-
God
-
is
-
going
-
to
-
do
-
but
-
I
-
think
-
sometimes
-
what we
-
miss
-
in
-
worship
-
of
-
why
-
we
-
come
-
to
-
worship
-
and
-
it's
-
been
-
a
-
driving
-
reminder
-
of
-
what
-
we
-
see
-
is
-
that
-
as
-
we
-
come
-
here
-
what
-
we
-
see
-
over
-
and
-
over
-
and
-
time
-
and
-
time
-
again
-
is
-
what
-
God
-
has
-
done
-
that
-
we
-
remember
-
that
-
we
-
cling
-
to
-
that
-
we
-
hold
-
on
-
to
-
and
-
so
-
this
-
is
-
what
-
we
-
see
-
look
-
at
-
verse
-
nine
-
God
-
appeared
-
to
-
Jacob
-
again
-
and
-
when
-
he
-
came
-
from
-
Padme
-
and
-
blessed
-
him
-
and
-
God
-
said
-
your
-
name
-
is
-
Jacob
-
no
-
longer
-
your
-
name
-
is
-
Jacob
-
no
-
longer
-
shall
-
your
-
name
-
be
-
called
-
Jacob
-
but
-
Israel
-
shall
-
be
-
your
-
name
-
so
-
he
-
called
-
his
-
name
-
Israel
-
and
-
God
-
said
-
to
-
him
-
I
-
am
-
God
-
almighty
-
be
-
fruitful
-
and
-
multiply
-
a
-
nation
-
and
-
company
-
of
-
nations
-
shall
-
come
-
from
-
you
-
and
-
kings
-
shall
-
come
-
from
-
your
-
own
-
body
-
the
-
land
-
that
-
I
-
gave
-
to
-
Abraham
-
and
-
Isaac
-
I
-
give
-
to
-
you
-
and
-
I
-
will
-
give
-
the
-
land
-
to
-
your
-
offspring
-
after
-
you
-
then
-
God
-
went
-
up
-
from
-
him
-
in
-
the
-
place
-
where
-
he
-
had
-
spoken
-
with
-
him
-
and
-
Jacob
-
set
-
a
-
pillar
-
in
-
the
-
place
-
where
-
he
-
had
-
spoken
-
with
-
him
-
a
-
pillar
-
of
-
stone
-
he
-
poured
-
out
-
a
-
drink
-
offering
-
on
-
it
-
and
-
poured
-
oil
-
on
-
it
-
so
-
Jacob
-
called
-
the
-
name
-
of
-
the
-
place
-
where
-
God
-
had
-
spoken
-
with
-
him
-
Bethel
-
and
-
we
-
see
-
in
-
this
-
what
-
God
-
says
-
here's
-
what
-
I'm
-
going
-
to
-
do
-
but
-
always
-
remember
-
this
-
is
-
who
-
I
-
am
-
remember
-
don't
-
panic
-
remember
-
don't
-
let
-
anxiety
-
take
-
over
-
remember
-
this
-
is
-
who
-
I
-
am
-
but
-
with
-
this
-
this
-
is
-
who
-
you
-
are
-
this
-
is
-
who
-
you
-
are
-
and
-
in
-
this
-
what
-
we
-
find
-
is
-
a
-
God
-
found
-
identity
-
we
-
love to
-
see
-
and we
-
talked
-
about
-
this
-
of
-
God
-
changing
-
names
-
God
-
changing
-
the
-
names
-
of
-
the
-
men
-
and
-
women
-
who
-
follow
-
him
-
and
-
while
-
he
-
might
-
not
-
have
-
changed
-
your
-
name
-
or
-
might
-
not
-
have
-
changed
-
my
-
name
-
when
-
we
-
are
-
found
-
in
-
Christ
-
what
-
we
-
have
-
in
-
him
-
is
-
a
-
new
-
identity
-
and
-
so
-
Paul
-
writes
-
in
-
2
-
Corinthians
-
5
-
17
-
and
-
he
-
says
-
therefore
-
if
-
anyone
-
is
-
found
-
in
-
Christ
-
he
-
is
-
a
-
new
-
creation
-
the
-
old
-
has
-
passed
-
away
-
and
-
behold
-
the
-
new
-
life
-
has
-
come
-
the
-
language
-
that
-
Paul
-
uses
-
here
-
is
-
the
-
language
-
of
-
life
-
and
-
death
-
Paul
-
says
-
look
-
in
-
Christ
-
here's
-
what's
-
happened
-
the
-
old
-
you
-
it's
-
not
-
just
-
gone
-
it's
-
dead
-
that
-
in
-
the
-
power
-
and
-
the
-
work
-
of
-
Christ
-
that
-
we
-
identify
-
in
-
his
-
crucifixion
-
that
-
as
-
he
-
was
-
nailed
-
to
-
the
-
cross
-
so
-
was
-
the
-
oldness
-
of
-
you
-
was
-
nailed
-
there
-
and
-
that
-
old
-
you
-
has
-
gone
-
that
-
old
-
you
-
has
-
passed
-
away
-
that
-
old
-
you
-
has
-
died
-
and
-
behold
-
what's
-
come
-
from
-
that
-
is
-
not
-
just
-
new
-
it's
-
new
-
life
-
it's
-
a
-
new
-
person
-
it's
-
rebirth
-
it's
-
being
-
born
-
again
-
that
-
this
-
is
-
who
-
you
-
are
-
in
-
him
-
and
-
God
-
does
-
a
-
remarkable
-
thing
-
of
-
what
-
God
-
is
-
going
-
to
-
do
-
with
-
Jacob
-
as
-
he
-
names
-
him
-
Israel
-
but
-
in
-
the
-
midst
-
of
-
all
-
of
-
this
-
what
-
we
-
see
-
is
-
what
-
God
-
is
-
capable
-
of
-
and
-
what
-
God
-
is
-
going
-
to
-
do
-
in
-
Jacob
-
because
-
of
-
who
-
God
-
is
-
and
-
what
-
God
-
is
-
creating
-
in
-
him
-
God
-
says
-
I
-
am
-
God
-
almighty
-
I'm
-
creating
-
a
-
people
-
I'm
-
giving
-
them
-
a
-
land
-
I've
-
started
-
this
-
I
-
will
-
finish
-
this
-
and
-
I'm
-
not
-
doing
-
this
-
because
-
of
-
who
-
you
-
are
-
but
-
I'm
-
going to
-
do
-
this
-
through
-
you
-
because
-
this
-
is
-
who
-
I've
-
called
-
you
-
to
-
be
-
and
-
when
-
you
-
were
-
born
-
again
-
in
-
Christ
-
God
-
gave
-
your
-
life
-
purpose
-
and
-
hope
-
and
-
mission
-
for
-
the
-
work
-
and
-
the
-
goodness
-
of
-
God
-
and
-
this
-
is
-
what
-
he's
-
called
-
you
-
to
-
so
-
how
-
does
-
Jacob
-
respond
-
to
-
that
-
I
-
meet
-
with
-
a
-
group
-
of
-
guys
-
on
-
Wednesday
-
mornings
-
now
-
we
-
were
-
meeting
-
on
-
Thursday
-
days
-
we're
-
meeting
-
on
-
Wednesday
-
now
-
and
-
we
-
were
-
as
-
we
-
were
-
talking
-
about
-
this
-
we
-
were
-
talking
-
about
-
the
-
marketplace
-
and
-
it was
-
a really
-
cool
-
conversation
-
because
-
I've
-
got
-
I
-
think
-
six
-
men
-
were
-
there
-
that
-
day
-
I'm
-
the
-
only
-
pastor
-
I'm
-
the
-
only
-
one
-
that
-
works
-
at
-
a
-
church
-
the
-
rest
-
of
-
them
-
have
-
the
-
regular
-
jobs
-
right
-
jobs
-
that
-
y'all
-
get
-
that
-
I
-
don't
-
get
-
right
-
we got
-
bankers
-
we've
-
got
-
engineers
-
we've
-
got
-
people
-
that
-
work
-
in the
-
medical
-
system
-
we've
-
got
-
these
-
guys
-
and
-
one of
-
the
-
interesting
-
things
-
that
-
one of
-
our
-
guys
-
said
-
and I
-
love
-
the
-
rawness
-
and the
-
honesty
-
of it
-
and he
-
said
-
sometimes
-
man
-
like
-
it's
-
like
-
I
-
forget
-
in
-
my
-
sin
-
that
-
what
-
I
-
gain
-
and
-
what
-
I
-
take
-
in
-
and
-
what
-
fills
-
me
-
on
-
Sunday
-
is
-
the
-
call
-
to be
-
a
-
missionary
-
on
-
Monday
-
it's
-
not
-
just
-
the
-
call
-
that
-
now
-
I
-
feel
-
better
-
about
-
myself
-
it's
-
the
-
call
-
that
-
I'm
-
to
-
do
-
something
-
with
-
this
-
there's
-
something
-
that
-
happens
-
here
-
in
-
Genesis
-
35
-
that
-
what
-
we
-
just
-
read
-
Jacob
-
offers
-
a
-
drink
-
offering
-
it's
-
the
-
first
-
time
-
that
-
we're
-
going
-
to
-
see
-
a
-
drink
-
offering
-
in
-
scripture
-
when
-
you
-
look
-
at
-
2
-
Timothy
-
where
-
Paul
-
talks
-
about
-
his
-
life
-
is
-
being
-
poured
-
out
-
like
-
an
-
offering
-
his
-
last
-
days
-
is
-
the
-
same
-
verbiage
-
that
-
Paul
-
is
-
giving
-
and
-
this
-
example
-
of
-
what
-
Jacob
-
is
-
doing
-
as
-
he
-
makes
-
this
-
altar
-
as
-
he
-
provides
-
a
-
burnt
-
offering
-
is
-
that
-
he
-
takes
-
a
-
drink
-
and
-
he
-
empties
-
it
-
onto
-
the
-
altar
-
and
-
it
-
symbolizes
-
an
-
emptying
-
of
-
himself
-
it
-
symbolizes
-
that
-
God
-
all
-
that
-
I
-
am
-
is
-
yours
-
and
-
it
-
hit
-
me
-
Grayson
-
if
-
you
-
can
-
help
-
me
-
buddy
-
I'm
-
a
-
guy
-
that
-
likes
-
to
-
tell
-
stories
-
not
-
necessarily
-
use
-
illustrations
-
like
-
this
-
but
-
I'm
-
going
-
to
-
give
-
it
-
a
-
try
-
and
-
bear
-
with
-
me
-
I'm
-
also
-
going
-
to
-
write
-
things
-
that
-
maybe
-
if
-
you're
-
sitting
-
close
-
that
-
you
-
can
-
see
-
I'm
-
probably
-
going
-
to
-
dispel
-
some
-
of
-
them
-
okay
-
so
-
let's
-
just
-
give
-
me
-
grace
-
so
-
we
-
take
-
our
-
life
-
and
-
I
-
don't
-
know
-
about
-
you
-
but
-
sometimes
-
I
-
feel
-
stretched
-
a
-
little
-
thin
-
sometimes
-
I
-
feel
-
like
-
there's
-
not
-
enough
-
of
-
me
-
to
-
go
-
around
-
I
-
feel
-
overburdened
-
and
-
I
-
pause
-
and
-
I
-
evaluate
-
so
-
if
-
these
-
cups
-
represent
-
your
-
life
-
and
-
represent
-
my
-
life
-
these
-
cups
-
represent
-
the
-
different
-
areas
-
of
-
our
-
life
-
that
-
we
-
give
-
ourselves
-
to
-
if
-
I
-
were
-
to
-
ask
-
you
-
what
-
are
-
the
-
areas
-
of
-
your
-
life
-
that
-
you
-
should
-
give
-
yourself
-
to
-
hopefully
-
number
-
one
-
on the
-
list
-
is
-
God
-
so
-
we
-
take
-
the
-
God
-
portion
-
of
-
what
-
we
-
decided
-
if
-
this
-
is
-
our
-
life
-
and
-
our
-
life
-
represents
-
in
-
the
-
drink
-
in
-
the
-
water
-
right
-
God
-
you're
-
a
-
priority
-
I
-
didn't
-
put
-
anything
-
else
-
down
-
first
-
but
-
let
-
me
-
see
-
how
-
far
-
this
-
goes
-
because
-
I've
-
only
-
got
-
so
-
much
-
margin
-
so
-
God
-
there
-
you
-
go
-
next
-
to
-
the
-
next
-
area
-
of
-
our
-
life
-
and
-
I'm
-
going to
-
use
-
these
-
as
-
my
-
life
-
if
-
you're
-
single
-
then
-
this
-
might
-
not
-
be
-
yours
-
but
-
this
-
is
-
mine
-
and
-
maybe
-
some
-
of
-
you
-
in
-
here
-
it's
-
my
-
spouse
-
right
-
and
-
I
-
love
-
her
-
and
-
she
-
is
-
kind
-
and
-
gracious
-
to
-
me
-
and
-
some
-
days
-
she
-
doesn't
-
see
-
me
-
as
-
much
-
as
-
she
-
would
-
like
-
and
-
I
-
definitely
-
don't
-
get
-
to
-
see
-
her
-
as
-
much
-
as
-
she
-
would
-
like
-
because
-
I'm
-
busy
-
and
-
I
-
don't
-
mean
-
to
-
be
-
disrespectful
-
sometimes
-
as
-
well
-
we
-
can
-
manage
-
I
-
got
-
my
-
kids
-
so
-
I
-
take
-
my
-
kids
-
man
-
like
-
I
-
love
-
conversations
-
with
-
them
-
I
-
love
-
that
-
they
-
get
-
my
-
sense
-
of
-
humor
-
God
-
gave
-
them
-
the
-
gift
-
of
-
sarcasm
-
and
-
I
-
now
-
know
-
what
-
I
-
would
-
have
-
been
-
like
-
if
-
I
-
were
-
a
-
girl
-
because
-
I
-
have
-
Emma
-
but
-
I'll
-
be
-
honest
-
with
-
they're
-
busy
-
they
-
got
-
they're
-
taking
-
classes
-
that
-
I
-
couldn't
-
pass
-
now
-
I
-
couldn't
-
pass
-
them
-
then
-
either
-
I
-
can't
-
give
-
them
-
as
-
much
-
right
-
give
-
them
-
that
-
sorry
-
Aaron
-
they
-
got
-
more
-
in
-
here
-
than
-
you
-
did
-
so
-
let
-
me
-
can't
-
have
-
more
-
than
-
your
-
mama
-
there
-
you
-
go
-
I
-
got
-
my
-
job
-
I
-
love
-
my
-
job
-
I
-
love
-
working
-
here
-
this
-
is
-
the
-
best
-
job
-
in
-
the
-
world
-
you
-
guys
-
are
-
so
-
fantastic
-
to
-
work
-
with
-
our
-
staff
-
is
-
wonderful
-
ministry
-
that you
-
allow
-
us
-
to
-
do
-
but
-
you
-
got
-
a job
-
too
-
right
-
you
-
got
-
responsibilities
-
let's
-
be
-
honest
-
right
-
that's
-
what
-
it
-
feels
-
like
-
almost
-
full
-
God's
-
here
-
job's
-
here
-
man
-
that's
-
what
-
requires
-
quiet
-
time
-
in the
-
morning
-
takes
-
ten
-
minutes
-
but
-
a
-
job
-
especially
-
in this
-
economy
-
and
-
it's
-
hard
-
to
-
find
-
and
-
what
-
you
-
got
-
to
-
do
-
we're
-
at
-
church
-
so
-
after
-
job
-
comes
-
church
-
good
-
priorities
-
right
-
church
-
is
-
important
-
man
-
there's
-
less
-
time
-
there's
-
less
-
than
-
me
-
it's
-
good
-
enough
-
now
-
I know
-
that's
-
me
-
and
-
I'm
-
not
-
making
-
fun
-
of
-
this
-
at
-
all
-
with
-
what
-
I'm
-
about
-
to
-
say
-
but
-
this
-
is
-
something
-
that's
-
really
-
come
-
up
-
a lot
-
recently
-
like
-
self
-
care
-
like
-
I
-
need
-
to
-
be
-
on
-
my
-
list
-
because
-
if
-
I'm
-
not
-
caring
-
for
-
me
-
if
-
I'm
-
not
-
doing
-
the
-
things
-
that
-
I'm
-
supposed
-
to
-
do
-
for
-
me
-
if
-
I'm
-
not
-
exercising
-
if
-
I'm
-
not
-
going
-
to
-
my
-
doctor's
-
appointments
-
then
-
what's
-
going
-
to
-
happen
-
to
-
me
-
man
-
that's
-
getting
-
low
-
we
-
still
-
got
-
one
-
two
-
three
-
four
-
five
-
empty
-
cups
-
I
-
don't
-
know
-
about
-
you
-
but
-
the
-
number
-
one
-
thing
-
that
-
married
-
couples
-
argue
-
about
-
and
-
fight
-
about
-
I
-
don't
-
even
-
write
-
a word
-
I'm
-
going
-
to
-
write
-
the
-
symbol
-
money
-
money
-
money
-
money
-
that's
-
a lot
-
still
-
rings
-
true
-
we
-
still
-
spend
-
more
-
than
-
we
-
make
-
tell me
-
when
-
thank
-
you
-
right
-
$400,000
-
you can
-
have
-
a
-
300
-
square
-
foot
-
home
-
right
-
money
-
now
-
we
-
got
-
we
-
got
-
friends
-
we
-
got
-
friends
-
some
-
of us
-
got
-
more
-
friends
-
than
-
others
-
some
-
of us
-
are
-
extroverts
-
some
-
of us
-
are
-
introverts
-
we
-
don't
-
understand
-
each
-
other
-
I
-
just
-
misspelled
-
friends
-
Chris
-
don't
-
laugh
-
at me
-
like
-
that
-
man
-
that's
-
not
-
a lot
-
we'll
-
give him
-
a little
-
bit
-
we'll
-
hang out
-
in the
-
cul-de-sac
-
ain't
-
that
-
right
-
Chad
-
Chad
-
lives
-
across
-
the
-
street
-
from
-
me
-
we
-
talk
-
in
-
the
-
cul-de-sac
-
just
-
friends
-
we got
-
rest
-
I
-
said
-
self
-
care
-
but
-
self
-
care
-
doesn't
-
include
-
naps
-
and
-
sleep
-
which
-
most
-
of us
-
don't
-
get
-
enough
-
of
-
two
-
more
-
you
-
got a
-
hobby
-
you may
-
think you
-
don't
-
have
-
a
-
hobby
-
but
-
you
-
do
-
have
-
a
-
hobby
-
you
-
got
-
something
-
that
-
you
-
choose
-
to
-
do
-
so
-
you're
-
empty
-
and
-
I'm
-
empty
-
and
-
best
-
we
-
can
-
we've
-
spread
-
ourselves
-
thin
-
we've
-
spread
-
ourselves
-
thin
-
you see
-
this
-
represented
-
you and
-
I
-
but
-
it
-
represented
-
you and
-
I
-
by our
-
time
-
our
-
talents
-
our
-
personalities
-
our
-
abilities
-
our
-
finances
-
and
-
maybe
-
we don't
-
want to
-
admit
-
this
-
but
-
there's
-
another
-
area
-
of our
-
life
-
that
-
we
-
empty
-
ourselves
-
for
-
sin
-
sin
-
take
-
some
-
of
-
that
-
take
-
some
-
of
-
that
-
take
-
some
-
spouse
-
man we
-
neglect
-
them
-
sometimes
-
right
-
kids
-
and we
-
neglect
-
church
-
maybe not
-
the hobby
-
but
-
maybe the
-
godly
-
portion
-
of our
-
hobby
-
you know
-
God gave
-
you hobbies
-
to use
-
for his
-
name
-
and his
-
glory
-
take
-
our
-
rest
-
in our
-
sin
-
it's
-
hard to
-
sleep
-
at
-
night
-
our
-
friendships
-
our
-
finances
-
and it
-
takes
-
all of
-
us
-
and that
-
my
-
friends
-
is
-
Genesis
-
34
-
so let's
-
start
-
over
-
what
-
does
-
Jacob
-
do
-
in
-
Genesis
-
35
-
what
-
does
-
he
-
do
-
on
-
that
-
mountain
-
what
-
does
-
he
-
do
-
at
-
that
-
altar
-
he
-
takes
-
every
-
part
-
of
-
him
-
he
-
takes
-
all
-
of
-
the
-
good
-
all
-
of
-
the
-
bad
-
all
-
of
-
the
-
victory
-
all
-
of
-
the
-
defeat
-
everything
-
that is
-
on
-
his
-
list
-
and
-
he
-
doesn't
-
know
-
about
-
the
-
man
-
that
-
the
-
promise
-
is
-
about
-
but
-
he
-
has
-
faith
-
in
-
the
-
God
-
who
-
knows
-
who
-
it's
-
about
-
and
-
he
-
takes
-
everything
-
on
-
the
-
list
-
and
-
he
-
sets
-
it
-
down
-
but
-
he
-
still
-
has
-
himself
-
he
-
takes
-
an
-
altar
-
that
-
would
-
have
-
a
-
burnt
-
offering
-
and
-
he
-
offers
-
a
-
new
-
sacrifice
-
the
-
one
-
that
-
Paul
-
says
-
at
-
the
-
end
-
of
-
his
-
life
-
he
-
challenges
-
Timothy
-
to
-
live
-
boldly
-
for
-
the
-
gospel
-
he
-
says
-
I
-
have
-
been
-
and
-
I'm
-
being
-
poured
-
out
-
and
-
Jacob
-
in
-
that
-
sacrifice
-
he
-
starts
-
pouring
-
and
-
he
-
doesn't
-
pour
-
some
-
he
-
doesn't
-
pour
-
most
-
but
-
he
-
pours
-
all
-
of
-
it
-
and
-
he
-
says
-
this
-
is
-
what
-
I
-
am
-
for
-
you
-
to
-
use
-
me
-
of
-
how
-
you
-
think
-
you
-
can
-
use
-
me
-
and
-
how
-
you
-
will
-
use
-
me
-
to
-
do
-
what
-
you
-
call
-
me
-
to
-
do
-
to
-
be
-
who
-
you've
-
called
-
me
-
to
-
be
-
God
-
and
-
I
-
empty
-
myself
-
for
-
you
-
so
-
that
-
God
-
you
-
you
-
it's
-
not
-
about
-
figuring
-
out
-
the
-
parts
-
of
-
me
-
the
-
portions
-
of
-
me
-
that
-
I
-
give
-
my
-
spouse
-
my
-
kids
-
my
-
job
-
my
-
church
-
my
-
family
-
my
-
friends
-
my
-
hobbies
-
it's
-
not
-
about
-
delegating
-
it's
-
not
-
about
-
a
-
spreadsheet
-
it's
-
not
-
about
-
a
-
flow
-
chart
-
it's
-
God
-
it's
-
all
-
yours
-
do
-
with
-
it
-
as
-
you
-
please
-
can
-
I
-
tell
-
you
-
I'm
-
better
-
than
-
my
-
wife
-
when
-
I'm
-
100%
-
gods
-
I'm
-
better
-
than
-
my
-
kids
-
when
-
I'm
-
100%
-
gods
-
I'm
-
better
-
with
-
my
-
finances
-
when
-
I'm
-
100%
-
gods
-
I'm
-
better
-
with
-
my
-
job
-
when
-
I'm
-
100%
-
gods
-
I'm
-
better
-
with
-
my
-
church
-
when
-
I'm
-
100%
-
god
-
I'm
-
better
-
against
-
sin
-
when
-
my
-
life
-
daily
-
begins
-
by saying
-
God
-
I
-
am
-
yours
-
use me
-
would
-
you
-
today
-
make
-
the
-
choice
-
that
-
today
-
you
-
commit
-
to
-
empty
-
yourself
-
every
-
part
-
of
-
you
-
for
-
him
-
and
-
trust
-
him
-
to
-
use
-
you
-
in
-
how
-
he
-
sees
-
fit
-
and
-
that
-
may
-
mean
-
that
-
you
-
gotta
-
put
-
away
-
some
-
idols
-
it
-
may
-
mean
-
that
-
you
-
have
-
to
-
wash
-
yourself
-
and
-
change
-
your
-
garments
-
take
-
off
-
your
-
earrings
-
and
-
it
-
may
-
mean
-
that
-
you
-
have
-
to
-
go
-
will
-
you
-
go
-
you
-
pray
-
with
-
me
-
God
-
we
-
want
-
to
-
know
-
we
-
want
-
to
-
plan
-
we
-
want
-
to
-
flow
-
chart
-
we
-
want
-
to
-
agenda
-
we
-
want
-
to
-
part
-
to
-
tell
-
us
-
what's
-
next
-
and
-
to
-
lay
-
that
-
out
-
simply
-
for
-
us
-
but
-
God
-
my
-
prayer
-
for
-
myself
-
my
-
prayer
-
for
-
us
-
my
-
prayer
-
for
-
my
-
church
-
for
-
my
-
family
-
for
-
my
-
friends
-
prayer
-
is
-
that
-
today
-
before
-
we
-
try to
-
figure
-
out
-
what
-
to
-
do
-
next
-
begins
-
with
-
an
-
emptying
-
of
-
ourself
-
taking
-
all
-
that
-
we
-
are
-
pouring
-
it
-
out
-
Lord
-
that
-
we
-
would
-
literally
-
waste
-
ourselves
-
on
-
you
-
God
-
thank you
-
that you
-
take
-
Genesis
-
34
-
moments
-
Genesis
-
34
-
days
-
Genesis
-
34
-
seasons
-
and God
-
you
-
use
-
what
-
is
-
ugly
-
in a
-
beautiful
-
way
-
to
-
bring
-
us
-
to
-
you
-
so
-
God
-
I
-
don't
-
just
-
give
-
you
-
today
-
my
-
good
-
I
-
don't
-
just
-
give
-
you
-
my
-
Sunday
-
when
-
there's
-
nothing
-
else
-
on
-
the
-
calendar
-
I
-
don't
-
just
-
give
-
you
-
my
-
quiet
-
time
-
I
-
don't
-
just
-
give
-
you
-
my
-
mission
-
trip
-
I
-
don't
-
just
-
give
-
you
-
my
-
convenience
-
or
-
I
-
give
-
you
-
all
-
of
-
me
-
or
-
take
-
it
-
and
-
use
-
it
-
for
-
your
-
name
-
and
-
for
-
your
-
glory
-
take
-
it
-
and
-
use
-
it
-
so
-
that
-
men
-
and
-
women
-
and
-
children
-
will
-
be
-
introduced
-
to
-
Jesus
-
Christ
-
take
-
it
-
so
-
that
-
your
-
name
-
would
-
be
-
made
-
known
-
to
-
those
-
who
-
don't
-
know
-
you
-
take
-
it
-
and
-
use
-
it
-
as
-
you
-
see
-
fit
-
God
-
I
-
pray
-
that
-
we
-
would
-
be
-
a
-
people
-
who
-
see
-
the
-
opportunity
-
that
-
we
-
have
-
as
-
we
-
gather
-
to
-
be
-
filled
-
so
-
that
-
we
-
can
-
pour
-
ourselves
-
out
-
it's
-
in
-
Jesus
-
name
-
we
-
pray
-
amen
-
thanks
-
again
-
for
-
listening
-
and
-
be
-
sure
-
to
-
check
-
back
-
next
-
week
-
for
-
another
-
episode
-
in
-
the
-
meantime
-
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-
can
-
visit
-
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-
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-
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