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#The Call to walk in Holiness – Part 2: The Fear of the Lord

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  1. So we have been in our series The Call looking at the call of

  2. God upon. Us and I started looking at the

  3. call to be with Jesus that. Before we called to do anything,

  4. we called to be someone. Before we called to.

  5. Something we called to someone and we've been looking at Luke.

  6. Chapter 51 to 11 which talks about the.

  7. Story or tells the story of when Jesus called his first

  8. disciples. And when Jesus went into the

  9. boat with Simon Peter, we've been unpacking that together.

  10. And then last week we started the second call, which is the

  11. call to walk in holiness, and we looked at how we are called to

  12. be separated from the world. That holiness means to be

  13. separate. From and moral purity and we

  14. unpacked. What that looks like and as I

  15. said to you last week, we're going to be, excuse me, doing.

  16. Two parts, but I have to say I reserve the right to extend this

  17. part of the call. That's that's the privilege I

  18. get as the pastor here. So only because as you dive into

  19. the. Call to holiness.

  20. There is just so much there and the reality is we could do you

  21. know, 15 weeks on that. But we looked at that and then

  22. we come to the second part this week and we're going to look at

  23. a very interesting subject. You know, I was speaking with a

  24. very good. Friend of mine this week and we

  25. were reflecting. On the call to walk in holiness

  26. and he said hey Mark he he was serving in one of the teams on

  27. Sunday so he he wasn't at the talk but he listened to it

  28. afterwards. Indeed, at this point, can I

  29. just say if you've missed any of the talks, of course you can

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  33. But all of that to say he was. Watching the updating, the talk,

  34. he said. Hey, Mark.

  35. I've got some questions. I mean, I get it.

  36. And and I felt, you know, there was this conviction in this,

  37. this almost this sense that I wanted to walk in holiness.

  38. But as a Christian who's lived many, many, many years, I have

  39. to deal with the reality that my life doesn't.

  40. Always look victorious and that what do you do when you want to

  41. overcome? And yet you have this.

  42. Here we go again. Here we go again.

  43. Now that is a very good question.

  44. And as he reflected and as I reflected those five points.

  45. That I gave at the end of the talk last week.

  46. Are a way in which we can help position.

  47. Ourselves to allow the Holy Spirit in us.

  48. To change us from the inside out, because holiness, you see,

  49. is not a manufactured. Work holiness is about allowing

  50. the work of the Spirit in our life to transform us to the

  51. likeness of Jesus. That's holiness.

  52. You can't. You can't skip the inward change

  53. and go straight to the outward because it will never work.

  54. Outward change comes from the inward change in us.

  55. But as I was reflecting on that and and and as I've been

  56. reflecting on Thursday. As I prepared my talk it, it

  57. dawned on me that what we're going to be speaking about this

  58. morning is, I think, one of the answers to that very.

  59. Important question of how and it is a topic which I guess is one

  60. of the most difficult and misunderstood.

  61. But, as we will see, I hope, one of the most important and

  62. necessary for us, and it is this subject.

  63. It is the fear of the Lord. Now the holy and healthy fear of

  64. the Lord is an important and yet I think at its.

  65. Best forgotten about and at its worst, I would say intentionally

  66. ignored. I think some of you.

  67. Older in the faith probably can recount in your childhood some

  68. sermons or talks about the holy fear of the Lord and and yet in

  69. our. Present day do we hear much

  70. about? The fear of the Lord probably

  71. don't right at. Best we forget it.

  72. At worst, we intentionally ignore it.

  73. Why is that the case? Well, I kind of was thinking

  74. through why. Is that the case?

  75. And I came up with four reasons, which I want to share as way of

  76. a preface to this talk Because this.

  77. These four reasons might speak to some of your instincts to

  78. recoil. Almost from that fear of the OH,

  79. it's just something about that phrase I don't like, and I think

  80. there might be 4 reasons why. The first one is this is that

  81. commonly fear is being always negative, isn't it?

  82. You know, on a basic level, we associate fear with purely

  83. negative. Connotations and negative

  84. things. In fact, we try all we can to

  85. eliminate and negate any fear. Whatsoever in our life, don't

  86. we? And I think it's fair to say

  87. that. Much of the negativity or

  88. negative things or fear based things in our lives are things

  89. that we want to eradicate. Of course.

  90. For example, it is a healthy fear of being run over that

  91. stops me running in the road. That is actually a positive

  92. fear, right? It is a healthy fear of being

  93. electrocuted. That means I don't play around

  94. with 240 volts, right? That's a healthy fear.

  95. It is a healthy fear of not looking like a complete idiot

  96. that stops me from playing golf. That is a positive and healthy

  97. fear. I'm just jealous of you golf

  98. people. I.

  99. Can play well. I just want to plug We have an

  100. amazing for for a part of the men's ministry.

  101. We have Max and Tim who head up a fantastic and very active Golf

  102. Club. So if you do like golf and you

  103. don't have a healthy fear. Of looking like an idiot and

  104. you've gone through a measure of healing, which I clearly need to

  105. do. Then why don't you sign up for

  106. that glove? You see, it is the same with the

  107. fear of the Lord. It is not a negative fear.

  108. It is a fear that is healthy and that there is blessing with it.

  109. It brings us protection and enabled us to walk in holiness.

  110. That's the number one objection. Normally the fear of Lord #2, we

  111. think it's. Just an Old Testament thing,

  112. don't we? We erroneously think that to

  113. fear God was something in the Old Testament, that the God of

  114. the Old Testament was some kind of God.

  115. And the God of the New Testament is a is a different kind of God.

  116. You know, the God in the Old Testament wants to obliterate

  117. everybody. And the God of the New

  118. Testament, That's my kind of God.

  119. He loves everyone like that is a lie of the enemy.

  120. To suggest to you that they are different God.

  121. It's the same God. It is the same God.

  122. In fact we see the wrath of God in the New Testament so

  123. specifically in the cross. The difference is it's pointed

  124. towards Jesus. Who took it for us?

  125. Because God is still just. He will always be just.

  126. That's for another time, for another sermon.

  127. And so we think, therefore, that the fear of the Lord is

  128. something that we would have done in the Old Testament times,

  129. but now, under grace and love there is no necessary.

  130. For the fear of the Lord, that is.

  131. Incorrect, as we shall see, #3 Here's another objection.

  132. We made you on. This is a biggie.

  133. We made you on love and minor on.

  134. Everything and anything else. Can I just say as a parenthesis

  135. some love can be sinful? It says in one John that if we

  136. love. The world that is simple, the

  137. trap we get. Into as Christians is what?

  138. If it's love, it must be from God.

  139. Therefore it's okay that gets. You into all sorts of problems

  140. because not every love is good. And that's for another talking

  141. for another day, someone making a note of these other talks in

  142. other days, because we could just create a new.

  143. Service series right now that would send me a lot of time.

  144. Now I want to just at this. Point out some resources.

  145. I would like to show you this, but the Holiness of God by

  146. Aussie sproll. Aussie sproll.

  147. Passed away, I think, in 2017. He's a Reformed theologian and

  148. pastor. I wouldn't.

  149. Agree with all his theology, but what a godly.

  150. Man, and This is a seminal work on the holiness of God.

  151. If you want to read a book that's going to get you on your

  152. knees and all of God, then can I recommend this one?

  153. Also, some of you would have heard John Bevere.

  154. This is a. Very famous book.

  155. The fear of the Lord that he wrote, and I've benefited from

  156. some of his talks as I have studied this subject and I will

  157. be quoting and and using some of that material, so I credit him

  158. for that in fact, a sister in Christ emailed.

  159. Me this week, I think on Thursday or Friday and said and

  160. by the way. I'm really excited about the

  161. fact you're. Preaching on fear of the Lord,

  162. have you heard of John Bevere's new book?

  163. The aura of God. So I haven't yet.

  164. Thank you sister, for sending that to me, but I'm sure that's

  165. very good. So.

  166. Those there some resources for you?

  167. And so I'm going to benefit. From from these brothers here

  168. who have written about this, not least, of course a study in the

  169. word. But to quote John Bevere, he

  170. says we fall into the trap of trying to sell Jesus not to.

  171. Preach Jesus now. This is some hidden truth and

  172. nugget right here we fall into the trap of trying to sell.

  173. Jesus not preach Jesus, but selling is different than

  174. preaching. When you sell something, you

  175. want people to be appealed by the benefits.

  176. Of what you're trying to sell them, right?

  177. You major on the benefits, you talk about how the cost is, how

  178. the price is so low and the running costs are so small.

  179. You talk about the ease of convenience that this new

  180. product will give you. Boy, don't we try and sell

  181. Jesus. We want to remove any objections

  182. that we think someone might have.

  183. We want to demonstrate how easy it is.

  184. We want to major on the love. And in so doing, when we try and

  185. sell Jesus, we don't sell the real Jesus at all.

  186. We preach a forced Jesus. What we have to do, if you go

  187. down that path, is. Scrap out a ton of the Bible and

  188. a ton of God's truth, because when you talk about picking up

  189. one's cross daily, how you going to use that when?

  190. You sell Jesus when you talk about living a life of holiness

  191. and moral purity. How do you talk about that when

  192. you try and sell Jesus? That mentality is what gave rise

  193. to the seeker sensitive churches.

  194. Let's sell Jesus and remove any any potential barriers of

  195. objections and. Make it as easy as possible, and

  196. in so doing, we don't. Preach the gospel of Christ.

  197. We sell something completely. That's not to mean that we're

  198. not aware and targeting of those that are seeking God.

  199. But there is a difference between targeting and being

  200. sensitive to by removing what we perceive as being objections.

  201. But I go with the Apostle Paul on this one.

  202. I'm not afraid of the gospel of Christ, because it's the power

  203. of God unto salvation. There is no power in selling.

  204. There is only. Power in preaching the gospel of

  205. Christ. And So what happens with the

  206. fear of the Lord is we don't want to go there because we want

  207. to remove any perception of objections and.

  208. Oh boy, this might be a bit hard.

  209. Listen, I've got to be honest with you, I think.

  210. It's easier not being a Christian than it is being a

  211. Christian. I mean, people say, oh, it's a.

  212. Been a Christian? Really.

  213. Have you tried it? My life was easy before I became

  214. a Christian. I did whatever I wanted to do.

  215. And that was it. Now of course, I walk in the

  216. blessings now, and I have a piece that surpasses all

  217. understanding now. And I've got eternal destination

  218. now with Jesus, and so I think because of the fear.

  219. Of the law. We don't want to go there, we

  220. major. On love to such a degree and

  221. hyper grace we miss out the. Power in God's Word #4.

  222. This is the long preface I don't mind.

  223. I think this is a really important one and I think this

  224. probably speaks. To some of you in the room now,

  225. what are the other reasons why we don't talk about the fear of

  226. the Lord #4? We've been hurt.

  227. Or even worse, abused by bad and legalistic teaching on the fear

  228. of the Lord. It's been used as a hammer.

  229. To control people. Oh, you're going to be fearful

  230. right now because. Boy, you're a bad person.

  231. Maybe we've been. Maybe you are in this room or

  232. watching online? And and and as I'm speaking, the

  233. Holy Spirit is reminding you of an occasion where you.

  234. Been bashed over the head metaphorically with bad teaching

  235. on the fear of the Lord, and it's wound you up in a place of

  236. being scared of God. And you're like, I'm not going

  237. there anymore, God willing. The teaching that I'm going to

  238. bring is going to add some, bring some correctness to that

  239. and some healing. I pray.

  240. And so there's the four reasons. Fear is always deemed negative.

  241. When it's not, we think it's just an Old Testament thing.

  242. When it's not, I mean if you have to read the, the epistles,

  243. the letters to the. Churches, you see?

  244. The right is talking about the fear of the Lord.

  245. Jesus himself talked about it. Three we major on love and.

  246. Minor on anything and everything else, because we want to sell

  247. Jesus, not preach Jesus. And four, we've been hurt or

  248. even worse, abused by bad and legalist teaching.

  249. So as way of a. Preface That's why I think we

  250. rarely talk about the fear of the Lord.

  251. I want to share a story that, yeah, we're definitely going to

  252. have a Part 3 next week. You know Part 2 preface Part 3.

  253. Introduction Part 4 Teaching now.

  254. I'm just kidding as I was watching.

  255. Talk from John Bevere. As I said, I I critic some of

  256. this content with with with him, he.

  257. Shared a story back in the early. 90s and he's called to go

  258. and see a very famous evangelist who.

  259. Was in prison now during the 80s.

  260. This, this evangelist. Was had the largest.

  261. Ministry in the US. He was on all of the T GOD TV

  262. channels and he had books and everything, and he was a fiery

  263. preacher by John Bevere's recollection, and he was called

  264. to see this preacher. In prison.

  265. Now this preacher had been convicted of mail.

  266. Fraud. So, you know, sending out mail

  267. and getting money. And he had a sentence of 40.

  268. Five years, which was reduced to five years, and it was across

  269. CNN. Every day, some of you might.

  270. Know who I'm talking about and and so John Bovere goes to.

  271. See him in his fourth year of incarceration and he goes to see

  272. this evangelist and the guy hugs him and.

  273. Won't let go and say it's so. Good that you're here.

  274. I've got so much to talk to you about, but I've just got 90

  275. minutes. So he sat down with.

  276. Him And he said, Listen, I want you to know this is the

  277. evangelist, This is God's mercy. That I am here in the first year

  278. that I was here. God dealt with the.

  279. Evil and the sin in my life. And he spoke and eventually John

  280. says, listen, I want to ask you a question.

  281. You know you were convicted of mail fraud.

  282. Prior to that, in 1983, you committed adultery and then for

  283. seven years you were doing this, then you got found out, he said.

  284. I want to ask you one question, he said.

  285. I remember when you preached to thousands, there were tears in

  286. your eyes. You preached with conviction and

  287. you preached with boldness. When did you stop loving Jesus?

  288. And he said. I never stop loving Jesus, he

  289. says. No, no, no.

  290. I don't think you understand the question.

  291. When did you stop loving Jesus that you did all of those

  292. things? He said.

  293. Listen, John. I didn't stop loving Jesus, John

  294. says. He could see the confused.

  295. Face that I had. And the evangelist said to me

  296. this that it wasn't that I stopped loving Jesus, it was

  297. that I stopped fearing the Lord. Let's.

  298. Just let that sink in. If you major on one aspect of

  299. God's character and call for us, you will fall into error.

  300. God loves me. It's OK.

  301. God loves me, God loves me, God loves me.

  302. And yes. He absolutely does.

  303. Not only does he love you, he is love.

  304. And I want to unpack. Why and what?

  305. Is the fear of the Lord. And you see, in the Bible we see

  306. two. Types of fear towards God.

  307. The parable of the talents is a good.

  308. Example you've got the Master Jesus who gives the the the

  309. different. So the three different guys

  310. says, right, take this, I'll be back.

  311. And two of them invest it and there's a return on the other

  312. one. He buries it and he says I did

  313. that because I was scared of your demands and.

  314. What you would require of me that is not a healthy, holy fear

  315. of the Lord that is being scared of God.

  316. And that's a difference. Another very good example is an

  317. Exodus 2020. Moses went up to mount.

  318. Sinai after they came out of Egypt, and he comes down and he

  319. says the people do not fear for God has come to test you that

  320. the fear of him may be before you.

  321. That you may not sing. Excuse me, do not fear, for God

  322. has come to test you that the fear of him.

  323. May be before you that you may not sing well that.

  324. Doesn't make sense, Moses. It is or is or it isn't.

  325. Do not be scared of God, for God has come to test you that the

  326. fear of the Lord of Him. May be before you that may you

  327. may not. See.

  328. You see the distinction. You see?

  329. A healthy, holy fear of God means we run towards.

  330. Him not away from him. You hearing this, a healthy holy

  331. fear of the Lord means we run towards Him, not away from.

  332. Him being scared, We believe in our hearts and our minds that

  333. God is so holy, so magnificent, so pure, so loving, so powerful,

  334. so awesome that we would dare not run away at all from Him,

  335. but that we'd only ever want to run towards.

  336. That is a holy fear of God, that we recognize His Holiness and we

  337. esteem Him much, that we want all of him, and that we want to

  338. love what he loves so much that we run into his arms.

  339. That is the fear of the Lord. It is a holy reverence of God

  340. that we would so honor Him as we sing with our lips that we want

  341. our lives to honor him too. And we come to him humbly and

  342. reverently, without any sense that God owes us anything.

  343. That's the holy fear of God, that we recognize who he is.

  344. And that he is for us and that we want to run into his arm and

  345. run away therefore from everything.

  346. Else that is not him. That is the holy fear of God.

  347. It is not scared of a God that's looking to beat us over the head

  348. to punish us. Now caveat, if you are not yet

  349. in Christ, you may feel that terror of God, and that's called

  350. the. Conviction of the Holy Spirit in

  351. your life. Maybe you're here this morning

  352. and you've yet to say yes to Jesus.

  353. And as I'm speaking, you're like but Mark, I am terrified of God.

  354. Yeah, you should be. Because without saying yes to

  355. Jesus, you can experience his wrath.

  356. That's the gospel, isn't it? But Jesus took that so you don't

  357. have to. That's the good news.

  358. That's the good news. God is a God of justice, and he

  359. is a God of love. And he has made a way for us

  360. that whoever so believeth in him will not perish but have eternal

  361. life. But as believers in Christ, as

  362. we've said yes to Jesus, we do not need to be scared of a God.

  363. We do not need to be terrified of the punishment of God because

  364. Jesus took it all for us. That is the good news of the

  365. gospel. It says in the scriptures, Lord,

  366. would I have the joy of your salvation?

  367. There is a joy that comes as we. Recognize that we're his, and so

  368. the joy of the Lord is a fruit of the fear of God.

  369. Are you? Following Are you tracking with

  370. me, people? I know it's.

  371. Really deep. But I said at the start of this

  372. series, I said, you know enough with with us playing in the

  373. water, water parks or splash parks, but it's calling us to

  374. the deep. This is the heart of this

  375. series. Is if you want to say I want to

  376. go deeper with God, then we're going to need to get into His

  377. word and his truth. Because that's where the gold

  378. is. That's where the freedom is.

  379. That's where the life is. I don't want to be a Christian.

  380. That just opens up the. Fridge and just grabs the coke

  381. and come fine now and moves on. I want to get into the deep

  382. living waters of Jesus don't you?

  383. I'm fed up paddling in the little bits.

  384. And going, oh, I'm done now, I'm going to go back into the world.

  385. I'm, I'm preaching to myself. You can come along with me on

  386. the right if you wish. I'm done asking God for more

  387. equipment for the splash part when he's saying, hey son,

  388. there's a massive ocean I want you to dive into, right?

  389. And so are we all there with the definition?

  390. Of the holy fear of God, Let's unpack the blessings.

  391. Of the fear of the Lord, then, because there are so many

  392. blessings that the enemy does not want you to know about the

  393. 1st is this. It brings knowledge and wisdom.

  394. Proverbs 910 says it's the fear of the Lord is.

  395. The beginning of wisdom. If you're praying, who prays in

  396. Lord? I pray for your wisdom.

  397. If you're praying for that, you should be praying, Lord first I

  398. pray for healthy holy. Fear of you.

  399. Otherwise, don't pray for wisdom.

  400. Why? Because the truth of who God is

  401. and who he as he reveals himself from the Word comes from when we

  402. align ourselves with Him. Yeah, and when we say I only

  403. want what? Pleases you God.

  404. That is the holy fear of God. I only want to do that which

  405. pleases my Father. That is the fear of God and from

  406. that place. He reveals his wisdom to us.

  407. OK, fine. I'll show you some, daughter.

  408. The fear of the Lord is the place at which wisdom and

  409. knowledge flows from, because the fear of the Lord brings us

  410. into. Alignment with Him, you do not

  411. be conformed any longer to the pattern of this world, but be

  412. transformed by the renewing of your mind.

  413. Why Wisdom and knowledge? What's the root of wisdom and

  414. knowledge? A holy fear of God #2 keeps us

  415. from sinning, and this is where I reference the conversation at.

  416. The start of this talk when a brother in Christ said, you

  417. know. How do I move on?

  418. I want to walk in holiness and I would say a holy fear of God

  419. will keep you from sinning Deuteronomy. 529 says this Know

  420. that they had such a heart. As this always listen to fear me

  421. and to keep all my commandments. We keep God's commandments not

  422. because we feel compelled to and we feel like if we don't, we'll

  423. get bashed over the head. We keep His commandments because

  424. we want to reverence a holy God, and we recognize that He loves

  425. us and His commandments are there to bless us and we want to

  426. align ourselves. With the Almighty that is the

  427. outworking of the fear. Of the Lord, you see, and

  428. therefore in that place we keep. His commandments, but it starts

  429. with a holy healthy. Fear of the Lord.

  430. We want to keep his commandments because of a healthy.

  431. Awareness of his holy law. We are called, as we looked last

  432. week that we are called to be holy as he is 2 Corinthians 71.

  433. Paul says this to the Church of Corinth.

  434. Since we have these promises loved, let us cleanse ourselves.

  435. Listen from every department of body and spirit.

  436. Bringing holiness to completion. In the love of God?

  437. No. In the grace of God, No in the

  438. fear of God. What?

  439. When did you stop loving Jesus? I didn't.

  440. I just stopped fearing him. Since we have these promises,

  441. beloved, let us cleanse ourselves from every department

  442. of body and spirit. Bring holiness to completion in

  443. the fear of God. If you were saying last week and

  444. you'll. Say this week I want to walk in

  445. the holiness of God. Then you've got to embrace the

  446. fear of the Lord and the blessing that comes from that.

  447. I want to give you my own story, I think, growing up.

  448. And I I I'm, I'm, I'm grateful of of a blessing of parents

  449. that. Brought my brother in UP and the

  450. scriptures and the Church that we went to.

  451. I always. Had a a fear of the Lord.

  452. There was this sense that there was.

  453. Lines that I didn't want to cross because I knew he this God

  454. was holy and he was magnificent, and it was that holy fear of God

  455. that came kept me. Celibate until I got married, it

  456. wasn't the love of God. Although I, I, I experienced the

  457. love of God that kept me from sinning.

  458. It was a fear of the Lord that kept me from going over that

  459. line and sinning in that way. If it wasn't for the fear of the

  460. Lord, I wouldn't have remained. Celibate until I got married,

  461. which as you guys know is the call for all, all of us.

  462. The sexual activity is therefore a as a blessing of the covenant

  463. of marriage. It is not to be used outside.

  464. That's another talk for for another time as well.

  465. We'll put that in the list. We've got four talks there, but

  466. it was the fear of God that kept me from sinning.

  467. And I I would love to say that our modern church.

  468. And I use the word church global because we have so lost the

  469. healthy holy understanding. Of the fear of the Lord, and we

  470. have majored on the things that are easy to us.

  471. It is easier, therefore, to fall into sin.

  472. Preacher brother, thank you very much, #3.

  473. It cleanses us and brings us life.

  474. Proverbs 1427. For the fear of the Lord is a

  475. fountain of life. There is A and this in some

  476. respect is a summary of all the blessings.

  477. And in the John Bevere. Book here that I mentioned,

  478. which is an amazing book. He lists at the end 19 plus

  479. blessings that come. With the Fear of the Lord 19

  480. plus. That the scriptures demonstrate,

  481. and somehow we've managed to ignore.

  482. But the fear of the Lord is a fountain of life that one may

  483. turn away from the snares of death.

  484. You see, what is the thing about a snare?

  485. It is both hidden and it has a bait.

  486. The thing about a snare, it is hidden and there is a bait while

  487. we get trapped, of course. But you see, it's the fear of

  488. the. Lord, that is a fountain of life

  489. that protects us from the hidden bait.

  490. Filled traps that the enemy sets for us, and that is where you

  491. will see victory in your. Life with the holy fear of the

  492. Lord. So how do we?

  493. Walk in the fear of God. Because they don't.

  494. Like you. But that's my question.

  495. Like yes. Sign me up Preacher.

  496. I'm, I'm all. There with you.

  497. You know you're right. I haven't.

  498. Really thought about it, but I want to think about it and you

  499. know what? I want to walk in the holy fear

  500. of the Lord, but you tell me how I start.

  501. Thank you for asking me that question.

  502. I've got some good news and some bad news for you.

  503. That can be the bad news. First, there is no five step.

  504. Model for this one. Sorry, there is no magic

  505. formula. That means you could just do

  506. and. Then you got the fear of the

  507. Lord. Fear of the Lord comes with the

  508. knowledge and. Experience of a holy God?

  509. I'll say that again, fear of the Lord comes with the knowledge

  510. and experience of our holy God, who felt the magnificence of God

  511. as we were in that time of worship.

  512. And as I read Revelation out to you, who felt you don't have to

  513. be hands up, but who felt? The presence of a magnificent,

  514. holy, almighty God, and yet because feeling convicted.

  515. Right now myself, because I don't get into the scriptures

  516. enough and work out who this God is and read about who he is and

  517. His Holiness and where is revelation anyway and why should

  518. I read that and why should I read the Old Testament and blah

  519. blah blah blah? Because I don't read about God

  520. and understand the knowledge of who He is.

  521. It doesn't lead to holy fear. Because what I've done is I

  522. constructed my view of God, and my view of God is a cosmic Santa

  523. Claus that loves me no matter what, and therefore I can do.

  524. Whatever I want to do. When did you stop loving Jesus?

  525. I never stop loving Jesus. I stopped fearing the Lord, but

  526. we also experienced. Him and that what brings us what

  527. a great introduction to our anchor text.

  528. Which was Luke 51TO11. Seriously, in that story we see

  529. the fear of the Lord here that when Simon Peter saw, when he

  530. had a revelation of who Jesus was by the fact of this miracle,

  531. what happens? It says this he fell down

  532. Jesus's knees. Not from me, for I am a sinful.

  533. Man, O Lord, oh, what was that? A revelation of a holy God.

  534. We see that so many times in Scripture.

  535. What about Isaiah 6, four to five.

  536. And the fountains, foundations and the thresholds shook at the

  537. voice of God who called, And the house would fill the smoke.

  538. And Isaiah said, Woe is me, for I am lost, for I am a man of

  539. unclean lips. I am not God, as I thought I may

  540. be, and I dwell in the midst of a people of unclean lips, for my

  541. eyes have seen the king that is A.

  542. Holy, Reverent, Fear of the Lord, and it comes from an

  543. experience and in the knowledge. Of a holy God that we worship

  544. God is going to break. Some God boxes this morning.

  545. He's bigger, more almighty, more powerful, more loving, more

  546. kind. Than we can ever know, and it is

  547. as we experience that, that we've fallen our knees.

  548. And say, wow, I want to run towards you.

  549. God, not run away from you. Like to invite the band up as I

  550. bring this plane into a land. I want to read you something.

  551. Actually, 10 years almost to this day, I had an experience.

  552. Over there, my right, your left. It was November the 3rd, 2013 we

  553. had guest. Speakers Ellie Mumford, who at

  554. the time, Ellie and John were our national directors of the

  555. Vintage UK. It's now John and Debbie Wright

  556. as you may know and I had such an experience that I actually

  557. the next day or in fact on the two that I emailed.

  558. My family in Australia and I emailed them what had happened

  559. and I'm going to read you an excerpt from that e-mail.

  560. Of what happened to me, this is me writing.

  561. I and I'd written some other stuff before, and this was the

  562. next thing I want to read, I remember.

  563. And I was laid down like that on the floor.

  564. Couldn't. It was over an hour and a half.

  565. I remember feeling that I was in the presence of God, that I

  566. couldn't speak. I tried, but it was if I was

  567. under anesthetic. And then I opened my eyes

  568. disorientated, and I could make out and I.

  569. List the people that are around praying for me and then someone

  570. said to me. You've seen your Savior Mark,

  571. and as she spoke the words, I had such an intense feeling of

  572. his presence. In fact, I would say that while

  573. in the natural my eyes didn't see Him, my spirit did, at least

  574. at some measure, and I cried out from the depth of my belly.

  575. He was He is holy and I am undone.

  576. As Isaiah said, when he saw the Lord, I didn't see his face, but

  577. he was there and the awfulness of God.

  578. And I got here in brackets. I used that word in its

  579. historical way to describe the awe of God.

  580. Was so great that I thought I'll disintegrate.

  581. And I remember it to this day. There was a notion that I was

  582. being disintegrated in the presence of a holiness, and I

  583. think I even said words to that effect.

  584. I can't take it. Lord, it wasn't that I was

  585. scared. It was like a purging feeling.

  586. Truly, words to describe what happened are inadequate.

  587. That is a holy holy. Healthy fear of God.

  588. The question for each. One of us is, are we going to

  589. walk in that because we are called to fear God in a wholly

  590. healthy way? Can we stand as I pray before we

  591. worship?