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#The Call to walk in Holiness – Part 2: The Fear of the Lord
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So we have been in our series The Call looking at the call of
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God upon. Us and I started looking at the
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call to be with Jesus that. Before we called to do anything,
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we called to be someone. Before we called to.
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Something we called to someone and we've been looking at Luke.
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Chapter 51 to 11 which talks about the.
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Story or tells the story of when Jesus called his first
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disciples. And when Jesus went into the
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boat with Simon Peter, we've been unpacking that together.
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And then last week we started the second call, which is the
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call to walk in holiness, and we looked at how we are called to
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be separated from the world. That holiness means to be
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separate. From and moral purity and we
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unpacked. What that looks like and as I
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said to you last week, we're going to be, excuse me, doing.
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Two parts, but I have to say I reserve the right to extend this
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part of the call. That's that's the privilege I
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get as the pastor here. So only because as you dive into
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the. Call to holiness.
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There is just so much there and the reality is we could do you
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know, 15 weeks on that. But we looked at that and then
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we come to the second part this week and we're going to look at
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a very interesting subject. You know, I was speaking with a
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very good. Friend of mine this week and we
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were reflecting. On the call to walk in holiness
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and he said hey Mark he he was serving in one of the teams on
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Sunday so he he wasn't at the talk but he listened to it
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afterwards. Indeed, at this point, can I
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just say if you've missed any of the talks, of course you can
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But all of that to say he was. Watching the updating, the talk,
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he said. Hey, Mark.
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I've got some questions. I mean, I get it.
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And and I felt, you know, there was this conviction in this,
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this almost this sense that I wanted to walk in holiness.
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But as a Christian who's lived many, many, many years, I have
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to deal with the reality that my life doesn't.
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Always look victorious and that what do you do when you want to
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overcome? And yet you have this.
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Here we go again. Here we go again.
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Now that is a very good question.
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And as he reflected and as I reflected those five points.
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That I gave at the end of the talk last week.
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Are a way in which we can help position.
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Ourselves to allow the Holy Spirit in us.
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To change us from the inside out, because holiness, you see,
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is not a manufactured. Work holiness is about allowing
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the work of the Spirit in our life to transform us to the
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likeness of Jesus. That's holiness.
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You can't. You can't skip the inward change
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and go straight to the outward because it will never work.
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Outward change comes from the inward change in us.
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But as I was reflecting on that and and and as I've been
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reflecting on Thursday. As I prepared my talk it, it
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dawned on me that what we're going to be speaking about this
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morning is, I think, one of the answers to that very.
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Important question of how and it is a topic which I guess is one
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of the most difficult and misunderstood.
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But, as we will see, I hope, one of the most important and
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necessary for us, and it is this subject.
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It is the fear of the Lord. Now the holy and healthy fear of
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the Lord is an important and yet I think at its.
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Best forgotten about and at its worst, I would say intentionally
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ignored. I think some of you.
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Older in the faith probably can recount in your childhood some
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sermons or talks about the holy fear of the Lord and and yet in
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our. Present day do we hear much
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about? The fear of the Lord probably
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don't right at. Best we forget it.
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At worst, we intentionally ignore it.
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Why is that the case? Well, I kind of was thinking
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through why. Is that the case?
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And I came up with four reasons, which I want to share as way of
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a preface to this talk Because this.
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These four reasons might speak to some of your instincts to
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recoil. Almost from that fear of the OH,
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it's just something about that phrase I don't like, and I think
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there might be 4 reasons why. The first one is this is that
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commonly fear is being always negative, isn't it?
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You know, on a basic level, we associate fear with purely
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negative. Connotations and negative
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things. In fact, we try all we can to
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eliminate and negate any fear. Whatsoever in our life, don't
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we? And I think it's fair to say
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that. Much of the negativity or
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negative things or fear based things in our lives are things
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that we want to eradicate. Of course.
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For example, it is a healthy fear of being run over that
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stops me running in the road. That is actually a positive
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fear, right? It is a healthy fear of being
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electrocuted. That means I don't play around
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with 240 volts, right? That's a healthy fear.
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It is a healthy fear of not looking like a complete idiot
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that stops me from playing golf. That is a positive and healthy
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fear. I'm just jealous of you golf
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people. I.
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Can play well. I just want to plug We have an
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amazing for for a part of the men's ministry.
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We have Max and Tim who head up a fantastic and very active Golf
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Club. So if you do like golf and you
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don't have a healthy fear. Of looking like an idiot and
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you've gone through a measure of healing, which I clearly need to
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do. Then why don't you sign up for
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that glove? You see, it is the same with the
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fear of the Lord. It is not a negative fear.
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It is a fear that is healthy and that there is blessing with it.
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It brings us protection and enabled us to walk in holiness.
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That's the number one objection. Normally the fear of Lord #2, we
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think it's. Just an Old Testament thing,
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don't we? We erroneously think that to
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fear God was something in the Old Testament, that the God of
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the Old Testament was some kind of God.
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And the God of the New Testament is a is a different kind of God.
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You know, the God in the Old Testament wants to obliterate
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everybody. And the God of the New
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Testament, That's my kind of God.
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He loves everyone like that is a lie of the enemy.
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To suggest to you that they are different God.
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It's the same God. It is the same God.
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In fact we see the wrath of God in the New Testament so
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specifically in the cross. The difference is it's pointed
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towards Jesus. Who took it for us?
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Because God is still just. He will always be just.
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That's for another time, for another sermon.
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And so we think, therefore, that the fear of the Lord is
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something that we would have done in the Old Testament times,
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but now, under grace and love there is no necessary.
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For the fear of the Lord, that is.
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Incorrect, as we shall see, #3 Here's another objection.
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We made you on. This is a biggie.
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We made you on love and minor on.
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Everything and anything else. Can I just say as a parenthesis
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some love can be sinful? It says in one John that if we
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love. The world that is simple, the
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trap we get. Into as Christians is what?
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If it's love, it must be from God.
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Therefore it's okay that gets. You into all sorts of problems
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because not every love is good. And that's for another talking
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for another day, someone making a note of these other talks in
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other days, because we could just create a new.
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Service series right now that would send me a lot of time.
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Now I want to just at this. Point out some resources.
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I would like to show you this, but the Holiness of God by
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Aussie sproll. Aussie sproll.
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Passed away, I think, in 2017. He's a Reformed theologian and
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pastor. I wouldn't.
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Agree with all his theology, but what a godly.
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Man, and This is a seminal work on the holiness of God.
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If you want to read a book that's going to get you on your
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knees and all of God, then can I recommend this one?
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Also, some of you would have heard John Bevere.
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This is a. Very famous book.
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The fear of the Lord that he wrote, and I've benefited from
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some of his talks as I have studied this subject and I will
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be quoting and and using some of that material, so I credit him
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for that in fact, a sister in Christ emailed.
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Me this week, I think on Thursday or Friday and said and
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by the way. I'm really excited about the
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fact you're. Preaching on fear of the Lord,
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have you heard of John Bevere's new book?
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The aura of God. So I haven't yet.
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Thank you sister, for sending that to me, but I'm sure that's
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very good. So.
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Those there some resources for you?
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And so I'm going to benefit. From from these brothers here
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who have written about this, not least, of course a study in the
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word. But to quote John Bevere, he
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says we fall into the trap of trying to sell Jesus not to.
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Preach Jesus now. This is some hidden truth and
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nugget right here we fall into the trap of trying to sell.
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Jesus not preach Jesus, but selling is different than
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preaching. When you sell something, you
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want people to be appealed by the benefits.
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Of what you're trying to sell them, right?
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You major on the benefits, you talk about how the cost is, how
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the price is so low and the running costs are so small.
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You talk about the ease of convenience that this new
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product will give you. Boy, don't we try and sell
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Jesus. We want to remove any objections
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that we think someone might have.
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We want to demonstrate how easy it is.
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We want to major on the love. And in so doing, when we try and
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sell Jesus, we don't sell the real Jesus at all.
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We preach a forced Jesus. What we have to do, if you go
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down that path, is. Scrap out a ton of the Bible and
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a ton of God's truth, because when you talk about picking up
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one's cross daily, how you going to use that when?
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You sell Jesus when you talk about living a life of holiness
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and moral purity. How do you talk about that when
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you try and sell Jesus? That mentality is what gave rise
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to the seeker sensitive churches.
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Let's sell Jesus and remove any any potential barriers of
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objections and. Make it as easy as possible, and
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in so doing, we don't. Preach the gospel of Christ.
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We sell something completely. That's not to mean that we're
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not aware and targeting of those that are seeking God.
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But there is a difference between targeting and being
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sensitive to by removing what we perceive as being objections.
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But I go with the Apostle Paul on this one.
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I'm not afraid of the gospel of Christ, because it's the power
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of God unto salvation. There is no power in selling.
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There is only. Power in preaching the gospel of
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Christ. And So what happens with the
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fear of the Lord is we don't want to go there because we want
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to remove any perception of objections and.
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Oh boy, this might be a bit hard.
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Listen, I've got to be honest with you, I think.
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It's easier not being a Christian than it is being a
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Christian. I mean, people say, oh, it's a.
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Been a Christian? Really.
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Have you tried it? My life was easy before I became
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a Christian. I did whatever I wanted to do.
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And that was it. Now of course, I walk in the
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blessings now, and I have a piece that surpasses all
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understanding now. And I've got eternal destination
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now with Jesus, and so I think because of the fear.
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Of the law. We don't want to go there, we
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major. On love to such a degree and
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hyper grace we miss out the. Power in God's Word #4.
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This is the long preface I don't mind.
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I think this is a really important one and I think this
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probably speaks. To some of you in the room now,
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what are the other reasons why we don't talk about the fear of
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the Lord #4? We've been hurt.
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Or even worse, abused by bad and legalistic teaching on the fear
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of the Lord. It's been used as a hammer.
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To control people. Oh, you're going to be fearful
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right now because. Boy, you're a bad person.
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Maybe we've been. Maybe you are in this room or
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watching online? And and and as I'm speaking, the
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Holy Spirit is reminding you of an occasion where you.
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Been bashed over the head metaphorically with bad teaching
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on the fear of the Lord, and it's wound you up in a place of
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being scared of God. And you're like, I'm not going
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there anymore, God willing. The teaching that I'm going to
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bring is going to add some, bring some correctness to that
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and some healing. I pray.
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And so there's the four reasons. Fear is always deemed negative.
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When it's not, we think it's just an Old Testament thing.
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When it's not, I mean if you have to read the, the epistles,
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the letters to the. Churches, you see?
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The right is talking about the fear of the Lord.
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Jesus himself talked about it. Three we major on love and.
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Minor on anything and everything else, because we want to sell
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Jesus, not preach Jesus. And four, we've been hurt or
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even worse, abused by bad and legalist teaching.
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So as way of a. Preface That's why I think we
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rarely talk about the fear of the Lord.
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I want to share a story that, yeah, we're definitely going to
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have a Part 3 next week. You know Part 2 preface Part 3.
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Introduction Part 4 Teaching now.
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I'm just kidding as I was watching.
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Talk from John Bevere. As I said, I I critic some of
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this content with with with him, he.
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Shared a story back in the early. 90s and he's called to go
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and see a very famous evangelist who.
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Was in prison now during the 80s.
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This, this evangelist. Was had the largest.
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Ministry in the US. He was on all of the T GOD TV
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channels and he had books and everything, and he was a fiery
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preacher by John Bevere's recollection, and he was called
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to see this preacher. In prison.
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Now this preacher had been convicted of mail.
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Fraud. So, you know, sending out mail
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and getting money. And he had a sentence of 40.
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Five years, which was reduced to five years, and it was across
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CNN. Every day, some of you might.
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Know who I'm talking about and and so John Bovere goes to.
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See him in his fourth year of incarceration and he goes to see
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this evangelist and the guy hugs him and.
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Won't let go and say it's so. Good that you're here.
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I've got so much to talk to you about, but I've just got 90
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minutes. So he sat down with.
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Him And he said, Listen, I want you to know this is the
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evangelist, This is God's mercy. That I am here in the first year
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that I was here. God dealt with the.
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Evil and the sin in my life. And he spoke and eventually John
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says, listen, I want to ask you a question.
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You know you were convicted of mail fraud.
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Prior to that, in 1983, you committed adultery and then for
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seven years you were doing this, then you got found out, he said.
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I want to ask you one question, he said.
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I remember when you preached to thousands, there were tears in
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your eyes. You preached with conviction and
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you preached with boldness. When did you stop loving Jesus?
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And he said. I never stop loving Jesus, he
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says. No, no, no.
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I don't think you understand the question.
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When did you stop loving Jesus that you did all of those
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things? He said.
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Listen, John. I didn't stop loving Jesus, John
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says. He could see the confused.
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Face that I had. And the evangelist said to me
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this that it wasn't that I stopped loving Jesus, it was
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that I stopped fearing the Lord. Let's.
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Just let that sink in. If you major on one aspect of
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God's character and call for us, you will fall into error.
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God loves me. It's OK.
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God loves me, God loves me, God loves me.
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And yes. He absolutely does.
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Not only does he love you, he is love.
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And I want to unpack. Why and what?
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Is the fear of the Lord. And you see, in the Bible we see
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two. Types of fear towards God.
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The parable of the talents is a good.
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Example you've got the Master Jesus who gives the the the
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different. So the three different guys
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says, right, take this, I'll be back.
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And two of them invest it and there's a return on the other
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one. He buries it and he says I did
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that because I was scared of your demands and.
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What you would require of me that is not a healthy, holy fear
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of the Lord that is being scared of God.
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And that's a difference. Another very good example is an
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Exodus 2020. Moses went up to mount.
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Sinai after they came out of Egypt, and he comes down and he
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says the people do not fear for God has come to test you that
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the fear of him may be before you.
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That you may not sing. Excuse me, do not fear, for God
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has come to test you that the fear of him.
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May be before you that you may not sing well that.
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Doesn't make sense, Moses. It is or is or it isn't.
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Do not be scared of God, for God has come to test you that the
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fear of the Lord of Him. May be before you that may you
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may not. See.
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You see the distinction. You see?
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A healthy, holy fear of God means we run towards.
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Him not away from him. You hearing this, a healthy holy
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fear of the Lord means we run towards Him, not away from.
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Him being scared, We believe in our hearts and our minds that
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God is so holy, so magnificent, so pure, so loving, so powerful,
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so awesome that we would dare not run away at all from Him,
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but that we'd only ever want to run towards.
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That is a holy fear of God, that we recognize His Holiness and we
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esteem Him much, that we want all of him, and that we want to
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love what he loves so much that we run into his arms.
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That is the fear of the Lord. It is a holy reverence of God
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that we would so honor Him as we sing with our lips that we want
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our lives to honor him too. And we come to him humbly and
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reverently, without any sense that God owes us anything.
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That's the holy fear of God, that we recognize who he is.
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And that he is for us and that we want to run into his arm and
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run away therefore from everything.
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Else that is not him. That is the holy fear of God.
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It is not scared of a God that's looking to beat us over the head
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to punish us. Now caveat, if you are not yet
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in Christ, you may feel that terror of God, and that's called
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the. Conviction of the Holy Spirit in
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your life. Maybe you're here this morning
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and you've yet to say yes to Jesus.
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And as I'm speaking, you're like but Mark, I am terrified of God.
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Yeah, you should be. Because without saying yes to
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Jesus, you can experience his wrath.
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That's the gospel, isn't it? But Jesus took that so you don't
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have to. That's the good news.
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That's the good news. God is a God of justice, and he
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is a God of love. And he has made a way for us
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that whoever so believeth in him will not perish but have eternal
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life. But as believers in Christ, as
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we've said yes to Jesus, we do not need to be scared of a God.
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We do not need to be terrified of the punishment of God because
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Jesus took it all for us. That is the good news of the
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gospel. It says in the scriptures, Lord,
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would I have the joy of your salvation?
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There is a joy that comes as we. Recognize that we're his, and so
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the joy of the Lord is a fruit of the fear of God.
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Are you? Following Are you tracking with
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me, people? I know it's.
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Really deep. But I said at the start of this
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series, I said, you know enough with with us playing in the
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water, water parks or splash parks, but it's calling us to
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the deep. This is the heart of this
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series. Is if you want to say I want to
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go deeper with God, then we're going to need to get into His
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word and his truth. Because that's where the gold
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is. That's where the freedom is.
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That's where the life is. I don't want to be a Christian.
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That just opens up the. Fridge and just grabs the coke
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and come fine now and moves on. I want to get into the deep
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living waters of Jesus don't you?
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I'm fed up paddling in the little bits.
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And going, oh, I'm done now, I'm going to go back into the world.
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I'm, I'm preaching to myself. You can come along with me on
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the right if you wish. I'm done asking God for more
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equipment for the splash part when he's saying, hey son,
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there's a massive ocean I want you to dive into, right?
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And so are we all there with the definition?
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Of the holy fear of God, Let's unpack the blessings.
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Of the fear of the Lord, then, because there are so many
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blessings that the enemy does not want you to know about the
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1st is this. It brings knowledge and wisdom.
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Proverbs 910 says it's the fear of the Lord is.
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The beginning of wisdom. If you're praying, who prays in
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Lord? I pray for your wisdom.
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If you're praying for that, you should be praying, Lord first I
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pray for healthy holy. Fear of you.
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Otherwise, don't pray for wisdom.
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Why? Because the truth of who God is
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and who he as he reveals himself from the Word comes from when we
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align ourselves with Him. Yeah, and when we say I only
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want what? Pleases you God.
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That is the holy fear of God. I only want to do that which
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pleases my Father. That is the fear of God and from
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that place. He reveals his wisdom to us.
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OK, fine. I'll show you some, daughter.
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The fear of the Lord is the place at which wisdom and
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knowledge flows from, because the fear of the Lord brings us
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into. Alignment with Him, you do not
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be conformed any longer to the pattern of this world, but be
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transformed by the renewing of your mind.
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Why Wisdom and knowledge? What's the root of wisdom and
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knowledge? A holy fear of God #2 keeps us
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from sinning, and this is where I reference the conversation at.
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The start of this talk when a brother in Christ said, you
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know. How do I move on?
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I want to walk in holiness and I would say a holy fear of God
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will keep you from sinning Deuteronomy. 529 says this Know
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that they had such a heart. As this always listen to fear me
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and to keep all my commandments. We keep God's commandments not
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because we feel compelled to and we feel like if we don't, we'll
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get bashed over the head. We keep His commandments because
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we want to reverence a holy God, and we recognize that He loves
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us and His commandments are there to bless us and we want to
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align ourselves. With the Almighty that is the
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outworking of the fear. Of the Lord, you see, and
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therefore in that place we keep. His commandments, but it starts
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with a holy healthy. Fear of the Lord.
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We want to keep his commandments because of a healthy.
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Awareness of his holy law. We are called, as we looked last
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week that we are called to be holy as he is 2 Corinthians 71.
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Paul says this to the Church of Corinth.
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Since we have these promises loved, let us cleanse ourselves.
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Listen from every department of body and spirit.
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Bringing holiness to completion. In the love of God?
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No. In the grace of God, No in the
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fear of God. What?
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When did you stop loving Jesus? I didn't.
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I just stopped fearing him. Since we have these promises,
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beloved, let us cleanse ourselves from every department
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of body and spirit. Bring holiness to completion in
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the fear of God. If you were saying last week and
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you'll. Say this week I want to walk in
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the holiness of God. Then you've got to embrace the
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fear of the Lord and the blessing that comes from that.
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I want to give you my own story, I think, growing up.
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And I I I'm, I'm, I'm grateful of of a blessing of parents
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that. Brought my brother in UP and the
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scriptures and the Church that we went to.
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I always. Had a a fear of the Lord.
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There was this sense that there was.
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Lines that I didn't want to cross because I knew he this God
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was holy and he was magnificent, and it was that holy fear of God
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that came kept me. Celibate until I got married, it
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wasn't the love of God. Although I, I, I experienced the
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love of God that kept me from sinning.
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It was a fear of the Lord that kept me from going over that
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line and sinning in that way. If it wasn't for the fear of the
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Lord, I wouldn't have remained. Celibate until I got married,
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which as you guys know is the call for all, all of us.
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The sexual activity is therefore a as a blessing of the covenant
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of marriage. It is not to be used outside.
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That's another talk for for another time as well.
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We'll put that in the list. We've got four talks there, but
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it was the fear of God that kept me from sinning.
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And I I would love to say that our modern church.
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And I use the word church global because we have so lost the
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healthy holy understanding. Of the fear of the Lord, and we
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have majored on the things that are easy to us.
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It is easier, therefore, to fall into sin.
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Preacher brother, thank you very much, #3.
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It cleanses us and brings us life.
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Proverbs 1427. For the fear of the Lord is a
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fountain of life. There is A and this in some
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respect is a summary of all the blessings.
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And in the John Bevere. Book here that I mentioned,
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which is an amazing book. He lists at the end 19 plus
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blessings that come. With the Fear of the Lord 19
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plus. That the scriptures demonstrate,
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and somehow we've managed to ignore.
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But the fear of the Lord is a fountain of life that one may
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turn away from the snares of death.
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You see, what is the thing about a snare?
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It is both hidden and it has a bait.
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The thing about a snare, it is hidden and there is a bait while
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we get trapped, of course. But you see, it's the fear of
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the. Lord, that is a fountain of life
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that protects us from the hidden bait.
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Filled traps that the enemy sets for us, and that is where you
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will see victory in your. Life with the holy fear of the
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Lord. So how do we?
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Walk in the fear of God. Because they don't.
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Like you. But that's my question.
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Like yes. Sign me up Preacher.
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I'm, I'm all. There with you.
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You know you're right. I haven't.
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Really thought about it, but I want to think about it and you
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know what? I want to walk in the holy fear
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of the Lord, but you tell me how I start.
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Thank you for asking me that question.
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I've got some good news and some bad news for you.
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That can be the bad news. First, there is no five step.
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Model for this one. Sorry, there is no magic
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formula. That means you could just do
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and. Then you got the fear of the
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Lord. Fear of the Lord comes with the
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knowledge and. Experience of a holy God?
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I'll say that again, fear of the Lord comes with the knowledge
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and experience of our holy God, who felt the magnificence of God
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as we were in that time of worship.
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And as I read Revelation out to you, who felt you don't have to
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be hands up, but who felt? The presence of a magnificent,
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holy, almighty God, and yet because feeling convicted.
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Right now myself, because I don't get into the scriptures
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enough and work out who this God is and read about who he is and
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His Holiness and where is revelation anyway and why should
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I read that and why should I read the Old Testament and blah
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blah blah blah? Because I don't read about God
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and understand the knowledge of who He is.
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It doesn't lead to holy fear. Because what I've done is I
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constructed my view of God, and my view of God is a cosmic Santa
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Claus that loves me no matter what, and therefore I can do.
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Whatever I want to do. When did you stop loving Jesus?
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I never stop loving Jesus. I stopped fearing the Lord, but
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we also experienced. Him and that what brings us what
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a great introduction to our anchor text.
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Which was Luke 51TO11. Seriously, in that story we see
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the fear of the Lord here that when Simon Peter saw, when he
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had a revelation of who Jesus was by the fact of this miracle,
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what happens? It says this he fell down
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Jesus's knees. Not from me, for I am a sinful.
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Man, O Lord, oh, what was that? A revelation of a holy God.
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We see that so many times in Scripture.
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What about Isaiah 6, four to five.
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And the fountains, foundations and the thresholds shook at the
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voice of God who called, And the house would fill the smoke.
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And Isaiah said, Woe is me, for I am lost, for I am a man of
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unclean lips. I am not God, as I thought I may
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be, and I dwell in the midst of a people of unclean lips, for my
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eyes have seen the king that is A.
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Holy, Reverent, Fear of the Lord, and it comes from an
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experience and in the knowledge. Of a holy God that we worship
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God is going to break. Some God boxes this morning.
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He's bigger, more almighty, more powerful, more loving, more
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kind. Than we can ever know, and it is
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as we experience that, that we've fallen our knees.
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And say, wow, I want to run towards you.
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God, not run away from you. Like to invite the band up as I
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bring this plane into a land. I want to read you something.
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Actually, 10 years almost to this day, I had an experience.
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Over there, my right, your left. It was November the 3rd, 2013 we
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had guest. Speakers Ellie Mumford, who at
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the time, Ellie and John were our national directors of the
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Vintage UK. It's now John and Debbie Wright
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as you may know and I had such an experience that I actually
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the next day or in fact on the two that I emailed.
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My family in Australia and I emailed them what had happened
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and I'm going to read you an excerpt from that e-mail.
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Of what happened to me, this is me writing.
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I and I'd written some other stuff before, and this was the
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next thing I want to read, I remember.
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And I was laid down like that on the floor.
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Couldn't. It was over an hour and a half.
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I remember feeling that I was in the presence of God, that I
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couldn't speak. I tried, but it was if I was
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under anesthetic. And then I opened my eyes
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disorientated, and I could make out and I.
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List the people that are around praying for me and then someone
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said to me. You've seen your Savior Mark,
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and as she spoke the words, I had such an intense feeling of
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his presence. In fact, I would say that while
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in the natural my eyes didn't see Him, my spirit did, at least
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at some measure, and I cried out from the depth of my belly.
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He was He is holy and I am undone.
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As Isaiah said, when he saw the Lord, I didn't see his face, but
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he was there and the awfulness of God.
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And I got here in brackets. I used that word in its
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historical way to describe the awe of God.
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Was so great that I thought I'll disintegrate.
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And I remember it to this day. There was a notion that I was
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being disintegrated in the presence of a holiness, and I
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think I even said words to that effect.
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I can't take it. Lord, it wasn't that I was
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scared. It was like a purging feeling.
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Truly, words to describe what happened are inadequate.
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That is a holy holy. Healthy fear of God.
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The question for each. One of us is, are we going to
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walk in that because we are called to fear God in a wholly
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healthy way? Can we stand as I pray before we
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worship?