Sermon
Ephesians: When the Gospel Story Meets Our Story - Pastor Jenna Morris
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Thank you for listening to this message from
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Lifehouse Church. God's good. It is so good to
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have my daughter Jenna here. For those of you
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who don't know, might be a little bit newer,
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we were on staff together here at Lifehouse,
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well, way back actually since the beginning,
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since we planted the church, but really eight
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years we spent together. She put up with me for
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eight long years. I've put up with you my whole
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life. This is true. Much longer than eight years.
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So I'm celebrating today, but I'm so glad to
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have her here. She's bringing the word. She's
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a credentialed minister and God has gifted her
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in so many ways and so many fashions. And my
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mind was racing a hundred mile an hour about
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all the things that we've walked through together
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over the years. But I'm glad she got the whole
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way back from Atlanta and got the opportunity
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to be here and just to bring the word of God
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to you today. So if you would just give her a
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hand this morning and thank you. Good morning.
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How's everyone doing? It is so good to be here.
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This is my first time, well, my second time in
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this building, but I love this space. What an
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answer to prayer. There's so much more room for
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more of you. This is so good. But we are so glad
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to be here. So if you haven't met me, my name's
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Jenna. I hope I get the chance to meet you today.
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My husband, Brad, is the bald guy on the front
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row there. Wave. He loves when I'm pointing him
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out. And then our two little girls, Maisie and
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Mia, you probably saw them running around in
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pink somewhere, are here with us. And we're just
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glad to be back with our church family at LifeHouse
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and just spend time with our family this week.
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We're grateful. For those of you that don't know,
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we, for about a year, a little over a year, we've
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been in Atlanta, Georgia. The Lord... called
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us to move and be a part of what's happening
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at Passion City Church in Atlanta. And it has
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been nothing short of incredible over this last
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year. We've had challenges, we've had lots of
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growth, lots of amazing things, but God has been
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so faithful. And so I just wanna say thank you
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to those of you that sent us off in prayer and
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continued to pray and are still praying and reaching
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out. God is moving. all over the world. He's
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moving in Atlanta. He's moving in Carlisle. And
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it's just a, it's a joy to be a part of it. So
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glad to be here. Go ahead and grab your Bible.
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If you brought your Bible with you today, go
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ahead and grab it. We're going to be, which I
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love this. God was already moving before we got
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here. We're going to be in Ephesians, just like
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Beth started us off so beautifully this morning.
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So if you just want to get ready, we're going
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to spend a lot of time in Ephesians two through
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five. So, so that you're ready to jump in, it'll
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be on the screens or you can follow along as
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we read in Ephesians. While you're turning there,
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I wanna give you just a little bit of context.
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How many know it can be helpful to have some
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context around the scripture that you're reading?
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So if you're not familiar with the book of Ephesians,
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it's a pretty small book. It's about six chapters,
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more like a letter. So it was written by the
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apostle Paul, who was a church planner. He planted
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some of the very first churches. And Paul's kind
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of rhythm with church planning was he would come
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to a place that the Lord was calling him to.
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He would plant a church. get them set, get everything
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started and rolling. And then he would move on
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to the next place that God was calling him to.
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And the way that he would continue to mentor
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over time, pour in and encourage and correct
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these churches were through letters. And so that's
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actually what makes up a lot of the New Testament
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are the letters that Paul's writing back to these
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churches that he's mentored. So that's exactly
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what's happening here in Ephesians. In fact,
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this letter in Ephesians that we're reading today
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is about eight, to 10 years after Paul was physically
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there with the church of Ephesus, getting them
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started, getting them just established as a church.
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And when Paul is writing this, he is in prison.
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So that's a really interesting perspective to
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just keep reminding yourself of as we're reading
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this. He is writing everything he says in Ephesians
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from the Roman prison. So say there if you're
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there. Are you in Ephesians? All right, good
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stuff. We're going to read in Ephesians 2. We're
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gonna start in verse four. But because of his
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great love for us, God, who is rich in mercy,
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amen, we just sang about it, made us alive in
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Christ, even when we were dead in transgressions.
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It is by grace you have been saved. And God raised
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us up with Christ and seated us with him in the
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heavenly realms in Christ Jesus. In order that
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in the coming ages, he might show the incomparable
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riches of his grace expressed in his kindness
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to us in Christ Jesus. For it is by grace that
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you have been saved. Through faith, it is not
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of yourselves. It is a gift of God, not by works
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so that no one can boast. I love that we started
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off this morning and we're coming back to be
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reminded God who is rich in mercy. has made us
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alive in Christ. This is exactly what happens.
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So when Paul was writing this letter to the church
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of Ephesians, he essentially broke Ephesians
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down into two major themes. And the first...
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half of Ephesians was Paul reminding the church
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of the gospel. So he reminded them, hey, it's
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been eight to 10 years since I've been here and
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we've started this thing, but don't ever forget
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for one second the power of the gospel and what
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God has done for you and what he's pulled you
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from. And then the second half of Ephesians is
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all about how that intersects with our life.
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So that's what we're gonna talk about today.
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What happens when the gospel story meets our
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story? And so you see, we just read that exactly
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what happens when the gospel story meets our
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story. We're made alive. We sing about it, right?
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We rejoice. Did you rejoice this morning? We
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are made alive. We go from death to life. So
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Paul's words weren't just for the church of Ephesus.
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They're every bit as relevant to you and me to
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be reminded. Because when we were raised, to
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life in Christ, we weren't just, before Christ
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came into our life, we weren't just bad, right?
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We weren't just bad people who needed to be turned
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good. We were dead, spiritually dead, lost in
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darkness, hopeless. And Christ came in and made
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us alive. That is something to celebrate. And
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Paul's saying, don't forget it, guys. It's been
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eight to 10 years, but don't forget, Christ has
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made you alive. And what does that look like
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in your life, right? And the beauty of all of
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it too, he reminds them, is that it's nothing
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you did. This wasn't because you did anything.
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This wasn't because you deserve it, right? Can
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a dead person earn anything? Can a dead person
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do anything? No, right? This was a gift freely
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given. From Jesus. And so Paul's reminding them,
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and I want to remind us this morning, that we're
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alive and that is something to celebrate. We
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have a gift that was freely given and we got
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to walk away from darkness and walk towards light.
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That's something to celebrate. A few months ago,
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our pastor at Passion City in Atlanta, he shared
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this powerful story with us about a girl who
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had an encounter where she came face to face
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with death. And I want to share this story with
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you. I'm going to read. I'm going to read you
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her story. On a bright June day in 2024, 15 -year
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-old Lulu Gribbon was swimming off Seacrest Beach
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in Florida. What started as a normal, carefree
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day turned into a moment of sheer terror when
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a shark suddenly attacked her in the water. In
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those critical moments, Lulu suffered severe
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injuries, losing part of her left arm and part
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of her right leg. It was a life -threatening
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situation that could have ended in tragedy. But
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then, a bystander on the beach, just an ordinary
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man, a father, who happened to be there with
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his kids, saw what was happening. Without a moment's
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hesitation, he rushed into the waves. He fought
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off the shark and pulled Lulu to safety, carrying
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her back to shore. His quick and selfless action
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was the difference between life and death for
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Lulu. I think we have pictures of Lulu. Actually,
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I don't know if you've heard Lulu's story, but
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she kind of went viral on Instagram for just
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this incredible rescue. This is Lulu after her
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accident. I think we've got some pictures of
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her after her accident. And the third picture
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that we have is actually her and Stephen, the
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man who rescued her, the father that was at the
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beach that day that rescued her. They got to
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reunite. a little while after the accident and
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just celebrate the rescue of what happened. Can
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you just imagine as I was hearing this story
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and I was thinking about being in Lulu's position,
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can you imagine? Has anybody endured a shark?
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Maybe somebody has in here. Has anybody endured
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a shark attack? You wouldn't have. Okay, so none
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of us have. So just imagine it with me for just
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a moment. Just imagine being in her position.
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You're swimming in the ocean. It's a beautiful
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day. You're having a great time relaxing on vacation.
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And then all of a sudden, the worst fear, the
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absolute worst possible thing happens. And you're
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all of a sudden faced with death, right? Face
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to face. Can you imagine just being locked? I
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can only imagine how hard she was fighting to
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get loose from the grip of that shark. She was
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probably fighting and fighting, and then she
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started seeing blood, and then she probably got
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really hopeless. She probably started thinking,
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you know what? This could be the end for me.
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And then all of a sudden, out of nowhere, a father
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comes and pulls her, fights off a shark, fights
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the fins of the shark, pushes the shark off of
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her, and literally pulls her from the mouth of
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the shark. Can you just imagine? Can you imagine
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what was happening in the water that day? Can
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you imagine being Lulu? Lulu's story is my story.
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Lulu's story is your story. Lulu's story is our
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story. Friends, we were drowning. We were in
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the mouth of the shark. Before Christ came into
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our lives, we were in the death grip of darkness
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and devastation. And Christ just reached out
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and he pulled us from the mouth of darkness.
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That is us. That is the gospel. It never gets
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old, right? It never gets old. It's new. It's
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exciting. I don't know about you, but I wanna
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wake up every day and I just wanna be in awe.
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I don't ever wanna, and do I? No, but I want
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to. I wanna strive every morning to wake up and
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just be in awe. Thank you, God. Thank you every
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single day. that I was headed to death and you
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just pulled me out. I can imagine Lulu every
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day is probably grateful. Probably at one point
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in her day, she gets faced with a reminder of
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how she was saved, a reminder of how her life
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could have been over and ended. But because somebody
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saved her, she was rescued and the trajectory
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of her life was changed. And that's exactly what
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Christ did for you and me. After Paul beautifully
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sets up this reminder in the beginning of Ephesians,
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he continues to go on through Ephesians 4 and
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Ephesians 5, and he really explains what it looks
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like to live in response to the gospel. So now
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we're reminded, we know, we understand this beautiful
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thing that God's done for us. How does it affect
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our lives? And so he really lays it out. So we're
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going to jump back. If you still have your Bible
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open, we're going to jump back into Ephesians
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4, and we're going to start in verse 1. As a
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prisoner of the Lord, so remember Paul's in prison
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when he's writing this. As a prisoner of the
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Lord, then I urge you to live a life worthy of
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the calling you have received. Be completely
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humble and gentle. Be patient, bearing with one
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another in love. Make every effort to keep the
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unity of the spirit through the bond of peace.
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Then jumping all the way down to verse 21, Paul
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really starts to lay out what it looks like to
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reflect the gospel. Verse 21, when you heard
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about Christ, you were taught in him in accordance
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with the truth that is in Jesus. You were taught
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with regard to your former way of life, put off
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your old self, which is being corrupted by its
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deceitful desires and to be made. new in the
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attitude of your minds and to put on the new
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self created to be like God in true righteousness
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and holiness. He goes on to explain, therefore,
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each of you must put off falsehood and speak
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truthfully to your neighbor for we're all members
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of one body and in your anger, do not sin. Do
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not let the sun go down while you're still angry.
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And do not give the devil a foothold. He continues
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to instruct them. Anyone who has been stealing
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must steal no longer, but must work. Do something
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useful with their hands that they might have
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something to share with those in need. Do not
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let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths,
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but only for what is helpful for building up
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others according to their needs. And do not grieve
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the Holy Spirit of God with whom you were sealed
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for the day of redemption. Get rid of all bitterness,
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rage, anger, brawling, and slander, along with
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every form of malice. Be kind and compassionate
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to one another, forgiving each other just as
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in Christ God forgave you. Paul is urging the
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church, let your life be a beautiful reflection
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of what God has done for you. Don't ever forget
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it and then let your life reflect it in every
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moment. He lays out all through that passage
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some ways that we can reflect Christ. And he
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continues on. We're going to take a closer look
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in Ephesians 5 in just a second. A closer look
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at some of those parallels. Paul literally makes
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almost like a chart in just a minute. We'll look
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at that. where he parallels what it looks like
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before Christ and then what it looks like after
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Christ. But I think if we're not careful, I think
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we can look at this passage and maybe even in
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a minute when we look at those charts, I think
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we can look at those parallels that Paul makes
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and we can almost see a lot of rules and regulations,
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right? Sometimes we can see that. when we look
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at scripture. But that's why I love Paul's intention
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here. He starts the entire book off reminding
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us of the good news of the gospel. This isn't
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rules and regulations, right? This is a story
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of rescue. And this is what it looks like to
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reflect the gratefulness of what God has done
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for us. You know, he also, even in the second
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part of Ephesians, he weaves all through, when
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it's primarily instruction like we just read,
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he still weaves through the reminders of what
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Christ did, his sacrifice, and his love for us.
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You know, when we fix our hearts and our minds
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on the gospel, our only appropriate response
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becomes to desire everything of Jesus. You know,
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it kind of becomes like a lot less of I can't,
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or we shouldn't, or we won't, and more of there
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is nothing I desire more in this world than to
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align my life with Jesus in every way. You know
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what that reminds me of? Any parents in the room,
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especially parents of little kids, but parents,
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yes. It reminds me of when Brad and I became
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parents, right? So before kids, we didn't realize
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it at the time. We certainly do now. We didn't
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realize it at the time, but we had so much time
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before kids, right? There was so much time. It
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was just endless. There was time after time after
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time. Before kids, I was thinking about this,
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you know, we used to be able to just be like,
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hey, let's just go somewhere. And then we just.
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Went somewhere. Like we just got in the car and
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we just left and we just went to that place and
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there was no planning and there was no, we just
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went, right? Before kids, we could plan a vacation.
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We could plan a trip and we could pack up like
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maybe a bag, maybe like a bag and a backpack,
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get in the car and go. Now, after kids, our entire
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house goes into the Subaru, like the whole thing.
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And then as if that's not enough, we've got this
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big like black. box that goes on the top, and
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it's full of snacks, like just millions of snacks.
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Because before kids, we did not need snacks.
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We need so many snacks, right? Before kids, this
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is the last one. Before kids, I was reminded
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of this this morning, actually, right when we
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walked in here. Before kids, I used to be able
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to go to the bathroom completely alone, like
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just by myself. It was just me, right? There
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was a lot of things that I could do before kids
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that were convenient. I liked them. They were
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nice, right? But it didn't take long when Brad
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and I became parents, it didn't take long for
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those things to feel so much less valuable in
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comparison to this new life with our amazing
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kids, right? Right, because before kids, I never
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knew what it was to look at someone or to know
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someone was coming into existence and fall immediately
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and unconditionally in love with them. Now I
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fell in love with Brad deeply over time, but
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to immediately, I just, I had to make sure over
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time, right? It was quick, it was quick, but
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it wasn't immediate, right, right? Before kids,
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I didn't know what immediate unconditional love
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was. The moment that I found out there was a
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being inside of me, mamas, you know this, unconditional,
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the moment you find out you're gonna be a parent.
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Unconditional, it's like nothing you can explain.
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It's unreal, right? Before I was a parent, before
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kids, I didn't know how much joy would just come
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from the smallest things, right? How much joy
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would come from pointing them to Jesus? How much
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joy would come the first time that you hear that
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little crackly voice just whisper a prayer or
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say the name Jesus? I didn't know how much joy
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would come from little handprints that are just.
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whether they're made of paint or dirt, all over
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the house, right? I didn't know the joy that
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would come from a hug from behind that almost
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knocks you over or a little whisper of, I love
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you, mommy, at night. It became my joy to step
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into my new life with my kids and leave my old
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life behind. It became my joy to love and serve
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my kids, to teach them and walk with them. When
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we live in response to the gospel, it becomes
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our joy to set aside the old life, to set aside
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the things that were all about us. It becomes
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our joy to set those aside and walk in our new
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life with Jesus. Say it with me, out with the
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old, in with the new. Say it. Out with the old,
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in with the new. It's a joy to walk in this new
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life. And Paul instructs in chapter four that
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the believer is to take off. the old self that's
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being corrupted by deceitful desires and put
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on the new self created to be like God in true
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righteousness and holiness. And here's where
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we jump into those charts that Paul literally
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lays out for us. And I just wanted to share a
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couple of the examples that Paul shares in chapter
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five. He really lays it out. It's literally like
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a chart. Yeah, we have it up there. On one side,
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there's all of these things that our old self
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takes off and that our new self walks in, right?
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Our old self takes off lies and anger. Our new
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self in Christ puts on truth and peace. Our old
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self takes off theft and revenge and puts on
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generosity and forgiveness. Our old self takes
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off gossip and foolish talk. Our new self walks
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in encouragement and thanksgiving. And I can
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imagine for a lot of us, this list goes on and
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on. There's more and more. Maybe for you, your
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old self was gripped by fear and anxiety. And
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then Jesus came into your life and now you walk
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by faith and you're rooted in peace. Maybe our
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old self was bound to idols, but now in Christ,
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we put him above everything else. Maybe our old
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self was walking with pride. and selfishness.
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But now our new self puts on humility and we
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love people well, right? Everything in Christ
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is made new. And it might look different for
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you. Fill in the blank. We were all walking in
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some kind of darkness before Christ and he's
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made us new. Raise your hand. Anybody in the
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room ever have a new car? Anybody? Okay. So a
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good bit of you know, if not, you can just imagine.
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Think about that moment that you had a brand
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new car, right? And I'm not talking new to you,
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which absolutely, that's amazing. I'm talking
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brand new, has a new car smell, like that new
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kind of car. You have that new car, you get in
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the car. You're feeling on top of the world,
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right? You get your shades out. You put the window
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down. You crank the music. You are checking out
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all the controls. You're like realizing you at
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your seat not only gets hot, but it gets cold.
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Your steering wheel gets hot. Like there's all
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the cool things, right? It's exciting. It's new.
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You're feeling on top of the world. And then
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if you're anything like me, not if you're a car
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person, but if you're anything like me, maybe
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four or five months goes by and all of a sudden
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it doesn't really smell like a new car anymore.
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All of a sudden there's like, wrappers and water
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bottles on the ground. I know this is not you,
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Brad. Stop looking at me like that. He's very
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clean with his car. But for me, you know, it
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just, it ends up like kids are throwing backpacks
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and bags and toys and all of the sudden over
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time, it just becomes this means of transportation.
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right? All of a sudden, this thing that was so
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new and so exciting, it's just getting me from
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place to place. It wears off, right? Or maybe
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this one is really me. I had to put the car one
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in there, but this is really me. Brad tells me
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that I have a little bit of a problem with water
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bottles. I don't know if you can relate, but
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I feel that if you buy a new water bottle every
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month, you will in fact drink more water. I tend
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to do that, right? You get a new water bottle.
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It's exciting, right? We should be drinking so
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much water. So to do that, we get a new water
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bottle. It's the perfect one, right? Like if
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it fits perfectly in your hand, it doesn't get
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stuck in the cup holder, clear straw, so no surprises.
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Like it is, it's the perfect water bottle. It's
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so exciting. And for like a full week, your water
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intake is perfect, right? You are doing good.
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Like, and then maybe a week, a week and a half,
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two weeks goes by. maybe three weeks if you're
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lucky, and that water bottle is on the top shelf
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behind all of the other water bottles and all
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of the other cups, right? It wears off or it
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breaks. That happens to me. It breaks. It wears
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off. The newness and the excitement wears off.
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Can I tell you something? Christ, our life with
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Christ, the gospel is new every day. day it doesn't
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wear off the gospel doesn't get put to the back
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shelf of the cabinet the goodness and the newness
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and the mercy and the forgiveness and the grace
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of the gospel does not lose its new car smell
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it is fresh and it is new and the scripture reminds
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us all throughout scripture we're reminded we
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can see this i want to share quickly a couple
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with you in second corinthians it says therefore
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we do not lose heart though outwardly we are
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wasting away yet inwardly we are being renewed
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day Colossians says, Lamentations says, Romans
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says, do not conform to the patterns of this
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world, but be transformed by the what? The renewing
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of your mind. Then you will be able to test and
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approve what God's will is, his good, pleasing
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and perfect will. Wouldn't it be beautiful if
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the longer we were walking with Jesus, the more
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we looked like him? Think about that for a minute.
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If we're being honest, maybe some of us who have
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been walking with Christ for a long time, if
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we're being honest on the weekends, maybe we're
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still sitting around with friends and we're still
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in that gossip circle, right? We're sitting around
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with our friends and we're still just engaging
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in every bit of that conversation about other
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people. Or maybe some of us have been walking
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with Christ for a long time, but we have... We're
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still that sarcastic person that we were before.
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And we end up tearing down more people than we're
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lifting up, right? If we're honest, like, let's
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be honest. Let's not just say, yeah, I'm new
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and I never do that stuff anymore. Let's be honest.
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Take a real look inside. The gospel is not meant
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to be relevant only on the day that you place
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your faith in Christ. The gospel is meant to
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be relevant every moment of every day. It's pertinent.
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It's not just the good news that we share and
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hope somebody puts their faith in Jesus. It is
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the message of our lives as Christ followers.
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It is the lens that we should see everything
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through. It is the lens we should make decisions
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through. It is the lens we should conversate
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through. It's the lens that we live our lives
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through. Now, I don't know about you, but I want
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to look in the mirror every morning and see just
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a little bit more of Jesus. Are you with me?
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When the gospel story meets our story, everything
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changes. We go from death to life. We live in
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response to that good news and to the freedom
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and the grace that's been extended to us. And
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then we walk in our new life that's rooted in
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God. One of the very first friends that I met
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in Atlanta that Brad and I met actually was a
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friend named Sarah and her husband Bryson. They
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were the very first people before we even moved
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to Atlanta that we connected with. And Sarah
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and Bryson. are just this amazing couple who
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love the Lord. They made our transition to moving
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to Atlanta so smooth. They welcomed us into Passion
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City Church. And Sarah in particular has just
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become a dear friend to me. Sarah is somebody
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who exudes the love of Jesus. She's that person
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that opens the door and you're meeting her for
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the very first time. And it's like you've known
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each other your whole lives and it's Christmas
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and she welcomes you in. That kind of joy exudes
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from her. incredible person. And she has an amazing
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story of what God has done in her life. And so
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I want to share my friend Sarah's story with
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you this morning. So if you just turn your attention
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to the screens, you can see what God has done
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in Sarah's life. Honestly, the majority of my
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childhood before 18 is loneliness. Always felt
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lonely. I felt like no one was for me. My parents
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divorced when I was 11. There was abuse within
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our family and it was just dark. It was a dark
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place. I started having anxiety attacks and depression
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by the time I was 16. I mean, I turned to alcohol
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early. I turned to partying early. And when I
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went down that path in middle school and high
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school, it was just darker and deeper. I sat
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in that loneliness, and it just became home.
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And so a week before I graduated high school,
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I had gone to the church. And I remember that
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youth pastor, Reed Hughes, talking to me about
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Jesus. And so I talked to him about my feelings
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and everything I was struggling with. And he
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led me to the Lord, May 10, 1987. And I knew
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then that I was making a 180 -degree turn. I
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knew that night. So I grew up in a pretty violent
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household that had a lot of alcoholism in it.
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It was a very lonely home because they were so
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busy fighting that I just didn't really matter.
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And they fought on and off until I was 16. And
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my dad finally got arrested and he got pulled
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out of the home. And at that point, my mom transitioned
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into being an abuser. One night when I was 16,
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my mom's dog. bit me because my mom and I were
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fighting we got him off and I was laying in the
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yard bleeding waiting for the ambulance to come
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in she came out there and told me that she hated
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me and she would rather keep the dog and that's
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when I decided to leave so when I moved out I
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started living with a boyfriend and it just started
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this whole trajectory of just bouncing from relationship
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to relationship I would just define myself by
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whatever that they would say about me and however
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long I could hold a relationship but I didn't
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have any worth, and I didn't have anybody telling
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me I was worth anything. So I was just empty.
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I spent a season in my early 20s in church, and
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through that I met some people and just ran into
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some situations with them where I was really
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in need, and they kind of turned me away and
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almost shamed me. Because I had had those interactions,
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it was really easy for me from that to then just
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generalize that Christians were hypocrites. But
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yeah, they just didn't seem like they at all
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cared. They only seemed like they cared about
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themselves. I mean, when you already believe
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that you're worthless, and then you go to a place
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that's supposed to tell you that you're worth
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something, and the people don't. It really only
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dug that hole deeper for me. So in 2014, I started
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going back to college at the University of North
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Georgia for science. And through science, I just
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felt totally empowered. I could understand the
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concepts like it was nothing. It was easy for
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me. It came natural to me. And it was the first
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time I really felt like I had worth because I...
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I felt smart, and nobody had ever told me I was
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smart or capable my whole life. And so as I learned
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about science, man, just the rage against Christians
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was just fueled in me. Christians are hypocritical,
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and they're repressive. It was just like normal
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to just slam Christianity. And I was in this
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class called The Mechanisms of Disease. There
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we're talking about white blood cells and the
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way that your body knows the specific type of
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infection. that it needs to respond to, whether
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it's a parasite or a pathogen. And it's super
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specific, and it's very intricate. And I just
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had this moment when I thought, oh no, oh no,
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oh no. You can't tell me that billions of years
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of chance have gotten us here. I think it's from
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a higher power. And in that moment, it was just
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full -on panic, because everything that I thought
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I knew about... Christianity and God and science,
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it just all collided and I had just shattered
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my identity again. In the same semester, I was
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teaching organic chemistry and there is another
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TA with me teaching organic chemistry. And it
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just grew this really sarcastic friendship. And
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over time, I started to realize that he wasn't
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just like this sarcastic man. He was actually
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really gentle and kind and steady. And then I
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realized that he was a Christian. And I was like,
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oh, no. I was really diving deep into young adults
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at Passion City Church, and I was just really
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trying to focus on my faith with God at that
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point. Along that same timeline, it was down
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in my basement with my mom and my sister. We
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were watching a show, and then after the show
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ended, I kind of just turned around, and I was
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like... Hey, I'm dating this girl that is like
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six years older than me, and she's not a Christian,
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and I'm just confused. And I kind of had this
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sense and feeling that I needed to try to step
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in and talk to Janelle. I really had this expectation
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that she was going to reject me or not think
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that I was good enough for her son, just based
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on what I had learned from other Christians,
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feeling like I had no worth or value. And it
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was not that way at all. She accepted me wholeheartedly,
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and she... made me feel and know that I had value.
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And that was easy for me to say because I had
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come from that broken place. I was that broken
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girl. And I'm like, this may be her one chance
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to see grace, to see love like she's never experienced
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before. And I had had that. And she was accepting
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and she was kind. You could just tell that she
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was generous, and I don't mean financially. I
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mean with her time and with her love and with
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her space. And she sat with me in those hard
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conversations a lot because I still was pretty
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unsure about Christians and what it meant to
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be a Christian. I had a lot of questions, and
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I had done a lot of things that I didn't think
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allowed me to be a Christian. I thought I was
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kind of disqualified at this point. And she modeled
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that idea that, like, you can never be too far
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gone for God's love. It's just amazing to see
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both of my parents, specifically my mom, just
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be loving and graceful and gentle towards Sarah.
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And she was just such a gift of generosity in
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that for me. I just started attending Passion
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to see where my relationship with God could go.
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And every time I saw her at church, she was becoming
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someone different. And then in 2017, Janelle
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invited me to Passion Conference for the first
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time. Jesus was already working in her life in
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turning her heart toward him. And at the very
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end, it was the year that Sean debuted Worthy
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of Your Name. I remember the purple cross and
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just closing my eyes and just having this full
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revelation of how beautiful God was. She starts
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worshiping with such abandon, tears flowing down
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her face. And just listening to when Sean is
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singing, you're my author, you're my maker. You
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know, my Redeemer, all of those things, and thinking,
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oh, like, you really are that for me. She said,
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and it was literally like a veil was lifted in
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that moment. And the beauty of Jesus that had
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never been there before. And I was like, that's
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it. And that moment at Passion Conference, that
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was really the liftoff for me. That really pushed
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me forward into a wholehearted pursuit of Jesus.
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That is what happens when the gospel story meets
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our story. I don't know where you're at this
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morning. I know some of you. I don't know a lot
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of you. And I don't know where you walked in
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today. I don't know if you're finding yourself
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more like maybe Janelle. Maybe you've been walking
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with the Lord for a long time. And this morning,
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you need reminded of the goodness and the mercy
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and the grace. How easy it can be for us to just
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get used to life, right? We can just move on
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with our days and life gets busy and it can be
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so easy to just downplay the goodness and the
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power that the gospel has in our life every single
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day. Maybe for you, maybe you've been walking
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with the Lord for a long time and you have just
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got comfortable, right? You just got comfortable.
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If you're being honest, if you look maybe over
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the last year or the last two years, Not a whole
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lot has changed. You know, you've got, you hit
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that age where everything's going good and not
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a lot has changed. And if you're honest, you're
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not seeing the fruit that comes from continually
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walking and growing with Jesus. And in a moment,
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we're going to pray if you guys want to begin
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to play. I just want to encourage you to reflect.
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Take this next few minutes. We're going to sing
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and we're going to worship together in a moment.
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But I just want to encourage you, would you just
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take these next few moments and just reflect.
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Look at your life and be honest. If you've been
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walking with the Lord for any amount of time,
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years, like Janelle, or maybe a few years, or
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maybe even a year. Are you seeing a difference
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from the moment you said yes to where you are
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now? Are you seeing fruit? Are you seeing growth?
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There is so much goodness that comes from walking
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with Jesus. Maybe this morning you're like, no,
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I can actually do really a lot more with Sarah.
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Maybe this morning you're coming from a place
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of darkness. Maybe you have, like Sarah, experienced
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brutal. abuse and difficulties and challenges
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and struggles your whole life. Or maybe it's
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a season you've just walked into and things are
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hard and they're tough. And maybe you haven't
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officially made the decision. Maybe you're hesitant
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like Sarah and you haven't made the decision
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to put your faith in Christ. Can I just urge
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you this morning? There is no better decision
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that you will make in your life than to turn
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it over to Jesus. There is no place on this earth
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or in your own will that you can find the peace
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and the joy and the freedom and the growth that
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comes from a life with Jesus. And so I could
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not leave this place this morning without giving
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you the opportunity. If you cannot say, you know
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what? I don't think I've ever actually confessed
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my faith in Jesus. I don't think that I've put
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it or I've been hesitant, but I feel this pulling
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and I want to walk away from it. I don't wanna
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be stuck in the jaws. death. I want to walk in
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the freedom. I want to walk in newness. I want
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to be made new. That can happen this morning.
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We're going to pray in a minute, and it's not
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a magical prayer. The power comes from you making
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the decision to walk away from your old life
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and to step into this newness of God. Your life
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will never be the same. And there is a church
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full of people and a staff team here that is
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just... eagerly waiting to walk beside you to
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show you what it looks like to open the bible
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to show you what it looks like to actually get
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something from scripture and and see god in every
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part of scripture and understand what it's saying
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there's there's an entire team waiting to pray
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for you and teach you how to get on your knees
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and pray living for jesus isn't a magic pill
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it doesn't make everything better immediately
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but i can tell you it is a hope that you will
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find in no other place And it is life -changing.
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I'm gonna ask you if you would stand with me
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this morning. And we're gonna pray and for privacy
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of others. And just so we can focus, would you
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just bow your heads with me? And as I talk and
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as I pray, and even in a minute as I sing, can
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you just block everything out? Every distraction
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from the morning, every distraction that's beside
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you, every just thought that's going on of what's
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happening up in the week. Would you just lay
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it right now at the feet of Jesus? When you take
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a moment of inventory, if you were in that first
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group and you've been walking with the Lord for
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a while, take a look. What has the fruit been
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like? When's the last time you were in awe, on
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your knees, just praising him for saving you
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from death? And if you're in that second group
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this morning with every eye closed this morning,
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I just wanna ask you, would you take a step of
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boldness? If that's you this morning and you
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wanna say, you know what? I'm done living in
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the darkness. I'm done having no hope. I want
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to put my faith in Jesus. Would you just raise
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your hand this morning? Because I wanna pray
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with you and I wanna encourage you this morning
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that there is so much more in a life with Jesus.
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So I'm gonna give you just a moment. I wholeheartedly
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believe that someone is sitting here this morning
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and you related so much to what Sarah said. And
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I can tell you, Sarah is full of life and is
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life easy for her? No, but she's full of life
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and hope and joy. Her life drastically changed
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coming to know Jesus. I wanna give you just one
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more moment. Is there anyone this morning that
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wants to be bold, raise your hand and say, I
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want that freedom. I wanna walk like Sarah. I
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wanna walk in the freedom of Jesus. Thank you,
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Jesus. Thank you, Lord. I'm gonna pray over us.
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Father, I thank you. Thank you for those that
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just rose their hands. God, thank you that in
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this very moment, as I speak, you are changing
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lives. God, I thank you that you have rescued
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us. God, that you cared so deeply about every
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single person. God, that you sent your son to
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die a brutal death. God, so that we could live
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in freedom and hope with you. And God, I just
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pray for those that just rose their hands so
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boldly to put their faith in you. God, I just
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pray right now that they would have a moment
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between you and them. God, where they would confess
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and say, Lord, you are my Lord and I believe
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and I trust in you. Lord, I pray that in this
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moment they would confess their sin. And they
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would lay it at your feet and they would walk
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away from their sin. God, they would walk away
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from their old life and turn and walk toward
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you, Lord. That is how we come to salvation in
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you. And I thank you, Jesus, that it is attainable
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to us right in this moment. I thank you, Father.
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I thank you for your freedom. I thank you for
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your goodness. God, I thank you for LifeHouse
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and a body of believers who is so rooted in your
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word. God, who desires to come up beside one
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another and walk with one another and point each
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other to your word and to your freedom in you,
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Lord, to growth in you, to the things of your
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word and who you are, God. I thank you, Jesus.
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I thank you for a new life in you. God, I thank
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you for pillars that are standing in this church
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that have been walking with you for years and
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years. God, I pray that they would leave this
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room this morning strengthened. Lord, I pray
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that they would leave this room this morning
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humbled. Lord, just brought back to that moment
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when they put their faith in you, God, and in
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the all that they stood in, God, that you, a
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God of the universe, would look at a sinful,
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messy person like me. And you would choose to
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sacrifice and save me and then continue to grow
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me and walk with me and be in relationship with
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me. God, bring us back to being in all of who
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you are and what you've done for us. Father,
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we love you and we worship you and it is only
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in your name, God, that we seal all of these
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things. God, yes and amen. Thank you, Jesus.
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