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Ephesians: When the Gospel Story Meets Our Story - Pastor Jenna Morris

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  1. Thank you for listening to this message from

  2. Lifehouse Church. God's good. It is so good to

  3. have my daughter Jenna here. For those of you

  4. who don't know, might be a little bit newer,

  5. we were on staff together here at Lifehouse,

  6. well, way back actually since the beginning,

  7. since we planted the church, but really eight

  8. years we spent together. She put up with me for

  9. eight long years. I've put up with you my whole

  10. life. This is true. Much longer than eight years.

  11. So I'm celebrating today, but I'm so glad to

  12. have her here. She's bringing the word. She's

  13. a credentialed minister and God has gifted her

  14. in so many ways and so many fashions. And my

  15. mind was racing a hundred mile an hour about

  16. all the things that we've walked through together

  17. over the years. But I'm glad she got the whole

  18. way back from Atlanta and got the opportunity

  19. to be here and just to bring the word of God

  20. to you today. So if you would just give her a

  21. hand this morning and thank you. Good morning.

  22. How's everyone doing? It is so good to be here.

  23. This is my first time, well, my second time in

  24. this building, but I love this space. What an

  25. answer to prayer. There's so much more room for

  26. more of you. This is so good. But we are so glad

  27. to be here. So if you haven't met me, my name's

  28. Jenna. I hope I get the chance to meet you today.

  29. My husband, Brad, is the bald guy on the front

  30. row there. Wave. He loves when I'm pointing him

  31. out. And then our two little girls, Maisie and

  32. Mia, you probably saw them running around in

  33. pink somewhere, are here with us. And we're just

  34. glad to be back with our church family at LifeHouse

  35. and just spend time with our family this week.

  36. We're grateful. For those of you that don't know,

  37. we, for about a year, a little over a year, we've

  38. been in Atlanta, Georgia. The Lord... called

  39. us to move and be a part of what's happening

  40. at Passion City Church in Atlanta. And it has

  41. been nothing short of incredible over this last

  42. year. We've had challenges, we've had lots of

  43. growth, lots of amazing things, but God has been

  44. so faithful. And so I just wanna say thank you

  45. to those of you that sent us off in prayer and

  46. continued to pray and are still praying and reaching

  47. out. God is moving. all over the world. He's

  48. moving in Atlanta. He's moving in Carlisle. And

  49. it's just a, it's a joy to be a part of it. So

  50. glad to be here. Go ahead and grab your Bible.

  51. If you brought your Bible with you today, go

  52. ahead and grab it. We're going to be, which I

  53. love this. God was already moving before we got

  54. here. We're going to be in Ephesians, just like

  55. Beth started us off so beautifully this morning.

  56. So if you just want to get ready, we're going

  57. to spend a lot of time in Ephesians two through

  58. five. So, so that you're ready to jump in, it'll

  59. be on the screens or you can follow along as

  60. we read in Ephesians. While you're turning there,

  61. I wanna give you just a little bit of context.

  62. How many know it can be helpful to have some

  63. context around the scripture that you're reading?

  64. So if you're not familiar with the book of Ephesians,

  65. it's a pretty small book. It's about six chapters,

  66. more like a letter. So it was written by the

  67. apostle Paul, who was a church planner. He planted

  68. some of the very first churches. And Paul's kind

  69. of rhythm with church planning was he would come

  70. to a place that the Lord was calling him to.

  71. He would plant a church. get them set, get everything

  72. started and rolling. And then he would move on

  73. to the next place that God was calling him to.

  74. And the way that he would continue to mentor

  75. over time, pour in and encourage and correct

  76. these churches were through letters. And so that's

  77. actually what makes up a lot of the New Testament

  78. are the letters that Paul's writing back to these

  79. churches that he's mentored. So that's exactly

  80. what's happening here in Ephesians. In fact,

  81. this letter in Ephesians that we're reading today

  82. is about eight, to 10 years after Paul was physically

  83. there with the church of Ephesus, getting them

  84. started, getting them just established as a church.

  85. And when Paul is writing this, he is in prison.

  86. So that's a really interesting perspective to

  87. just keep reminding yourself of as we're reading

  88. this. He is writing everything he says in Ephesians

  89. from the Roman prison. So say there if you're

  90. there. Are you in Ephesians? All right, good

  91. stuff. We're going to read in Ephesians 2. We're

  92. gonna start in verse four. But because of his

  93. great love for us, God, who is rich in mercy,

  94. amen, we just sang about it, made us alive in

  95. Christ, even when we were dead in transgressions.

  96. It is by grace you have been saved. And God raised

  97. us up with Christ and seated us with him in the

  98. heavenly realms in Christ Jesus. In order that

  99. in the coming ages, he might show the incomparable

  100. riches of his grace expressed in his kindness

  101. to us in Christ Jesus. For it is by grace that

  102. you have been saved. Through faith, it is not

  103. of yourselves. It is a gift of God, not by works

  104. so that no one can boast. I love that we started

  105. off this morning and we're coming back to be

  106. reminded God who is rich in mercy. has made us

  107. alive in Christ. This is exactly what happens.

  108. So when Paul was writing this letter to the church

  109. of Ephesians, he essentially broke Ephesians

  110. down into two major themes. And the first...

  111. half of Ephesians was Paul reminding the church

  112. of the gospel. So he reminded them, hey, it's

  113. been eight to 10 years since I've been here and

  114. we've started this thing, but don't ever forget

  115. for one second the power of the gospel and what

  116. God has done for you and what he's pulled you

  117. from. And then the second half of Ephesians is

  118. all about how that intersects with our life.

  119. So that's what we're gonna talk about today.

  120. What happens when the gospel story meets our

  121. story? And so you see, we just read that exactly

  122. what happens when the gospel story meets our

  123. story. We're made alive. We sing about it, right?

  124. We rejoice. Did you rejoice this morning? We

  125. are made alive. We go from death to life. So

  126. Paul's words weren't just for the church of Ephesus.

  127. They're every bit as relevant to you and me to

  128. be reminded. Because when we were raised, to

  129. life in Christ, we weren't just, before Christ

  130. came into our life, we weren't just bad, right?

  131. We weren't just bad people who needed to be turned

  132. good. We were dead, spiritually dead, lost in

  133. darkness, hopeless. And Christ came in and made

  134. us alive. That is something to celebrate. And

  135. Paul's saying, don't forget it, guys. It's been

  136. eight to 10 years, but don't forget, Christ has

  137. made you alive. And what does that look like

  138. in your life, right? And the beauty of all of

  139. it too, he reminds them, is that it's nothing

  140. you did. This wasn't because you did anything.

  141. This wasn't because you deserve it, right? Can

  142. a dead person earn anything? Can a dead person

  143. do anything? No, right? This was a gift freely

  144. given. From Jesus. And so Paul's reminding them,

  145. and I want to remind us this morning, that we're

  146. alive and that is something to celebrate. We

  147. have a gift that was freely given and we got

  148. to walk away from darkness and walk towards light.

  149. That's something to celebrate. A few months ago,

  150. our pastor at Passion City in Atlanta, he shared

  151. this powerful story with us about a girl who

  152. had an encounter where she came face to face

  153. with death. And I want to share this story with

  154. you. I'm going to read. I'm going to read you

  155. her story. On a bright June day in 2024, 15 -year

  156. -old Lulu Gribbon was swimming off Seacrest Beach

  157. in Florida. What started as a normal, carefree

  158. day turned into a moment of sheer terror when

  159. a shark suddenly attacked her in the water. In

  160. those critical moments, Lulu suffered severe

  161. injuries, losing part of her left arm and part

  162. of her right leg. It was a life -threatening

  163. situation that could have ended in tragedy. But

  164. then, a bystander on the beach, just an ordinary

  165. man, a father, who happened to be there with

  166. his kids, saw what was happening. Without a moment's

  167. hesitation, he rushed into the waves. He fought

  168. off the shark and pulled Lulu to safety, carrying

  169. her back to shore. His quick and selfless action

  170. was the difference between life and death for

  171. Lulu. I think we have pictures of Lulu. Actually,

  172. I don't know if you've heard Lulu's story, but

  173. she kind of went viral on Instagram for just

  174. this incredible rescue. This is Lulu after her

  175. accident. I think we've got some pictures of

  176. her after her accident. And the third picture

  177. that we have is actually her and Stephen, the

  178. man who rescued her, the father that was at the

  179. beach that day that rescued her. They got to

  180. reunite. a little while after the accident and

  181. just celebrate the rescue of what happened. Can

  182. you just imagine as I was hearing this story

  183. and I was thinking about being in Lulu's position,

  184. can you imagine? Has anybody endured a shark?

  185. Maybe somebody has in here. Has anybody endured

  186. a shark attack? You wouldn't have. Okay, so none

  187. of us have. So just imagine it with me for just

  188. a moment. Just imagine being in her position.

  189. You're swimming in the ocean. It's a beautiful

  190. day. You're having a great time relaxing on vacation.

  191. And then all of a sudden, the worst fear, the

  192. absolute worst possible thing happens. And you're

  193. all of a sudden faced with death, right? Face

  194. to face. Can you imagine just being locked? I

  195. can only imagine how hard she was fighting to

  196. get loose from the grip of that shark. She was

  197. probably fighting and fighting, and then she

  198. started seeing blood, and then she probably got

  199. really hopeless. She probably started thinking,

  200. you know what? This could be the end for me.

  201. And then all of a sudden, out of nowhere, a father

  202. comes and pulls her, fights off a shark, fights

  203. the fins of the shark, pushes the shark off of

  204. her, and literally pulls her from the mouth of

  205. the shark. Can you just imagine? Can you imagine

  206. what was happening in the water that day? Can

  207. you imagine being Lulu? Lulu's story is my story.

  208. Lulu's story is your story. Lulu's story is our

  209. story. Friends, we were drowning. We were in

  210. the mouth of the shark. Before Christ came into

  211. our lives, we were in the death grip of darkness

  212. and devastation. And Christ just reached out

  213. and he pulled us from the mouth of darkness.

  214. That is us. That is the gospel. It never gets

  215. old, right? It never gets old. It's new. It's

  216. exciting. I don't know about you, but I wanna

  217. wake up every day and I just wanna be in awe.

  218. I don't ever wanna, and do I? No, but I want

  219. to. I wanna strive every morning to wake up and

  220. just be in awe. Thank you, God. Thank you every

  221. single day. that I was headed to death and you

  222. just pulled me out. I can imagine Lulu every

  223. day is probably grateful. Probably at one point

  224. in her day, she gets faced with a reminder of

  225. how she was saved, a reminder of how her life

  226. could have been over and ended. But because somebody

  227. saved her, she was rescued and the trajectory

  228. of her life was changed. And that's exactly what

  229. Christ did for you and me. After Paul beautifully

  230. sets up this reminder in the beginning of Ephesians,

  231. he continues to go on through Ephesians 4 and

  232. Ephesians 5, and he really explains what it looks

  233. like to live in response to the gospel. So now

  234. we're reminded, we know, we understand this beautiful

  235. thing that God's done for us. How does it affect

  236. our lives? And so he really lays it out. So we're

  237. going to jump back. If you still have your Bible

  238. open, we're going to jump back into Ephesians

  239. 4, and we're going to start in verse 1. As a

  240. prisoner of the Lord, so remember Paul's in prison

  241. when he's writing this. As a prisoner of the

  242. Lord, then I urge you to live a life worthy of

  243. the calling you have received. Be completely

  244. humble and gentle. Be patient, bearing with one

  245. another in love. Make every effort to keep the

  246. unity of the spirit through the bond of peace.

  247. Then jumping all the way down to verse 21, Paul

  248. really starts to lay out what it looks like to

  249. reflect the gospel. Verse 21, when you heard

  250. about Christ, you were taught in him in accordance

  251. with the truth that is in Jesus. You were taught

  252. with regard to your former way of life, put off

  253. your old self, which is being corrupted by its

  254. deceitful desires and to be made. new in the

  255. attitude of your minds and to put on the new

  256. self created to be like God in true righteousness

  257. and holiness. He goes on to explain, therefore,

  258. each of you must put off falsehood and speak

  259. truthfully to your neighbor for we're all members

  260. of one body and in your anger, do not sin. Do

  261. not let the sun go down while you're still angry.

  262. And do not give the devil a foothold. He continues

  263. to instruct them. Anyone who has been stealing

  264. must steal no longer, but must work. Do something

  265. useful with their hands that they might have

  266. something to share with those in need. Do not

  267. let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths,

  268. but only for what is helpful for building up

  269. others according to their needs. And do not grieve

  270. the Holy Spirit of God with whom you were sealed

  271. for the day of redemption. Get rid of all bitterness,

  272. rage, anger, brawling, and slander, along with

  273. every form of malice. Be kind and compassionate

  274. to one another, forgiving each other just as

  275. in Christ God forgave you. Paul is urging the

  276. church, let your life be a beautiful reflection

  277. of what God has done for you. Don't ever forget

  278. it and then let your life reflect it in every

  279. moment. He lays out all through that passage

  280. some ways that we can reflect Christ. And he

  281. continues on. We're going to take a closer look

  282. in Ephesians 5 in just a second. A closer look

  283. at some of those parallels. Paul literally makes

  284. almost like a chart in just a minute. We'll look

  285. at that. where he parallels what it looks like

  286. before Christ and then what it looks like after

  287. Christ. But I think if we're not careful, I think

  288. we can look at this passage and maybe even in

  289. a minute when we look at those charts, I think

  290. we can look at those parallels that Paul makes

  291. and we can almost see a lot of rules and regulations,

  292. right? Sometimes we can see that. when we look

  293. at scripture. But that's why I love Paul's intention

  294. here. He starts the entire book off reminding

  295. us of the good news of the gospel. This isn't

  296. rules and regulations, right? This is a story

  297. of rescue. And this is what it looks like to

  298. reflect the gratefulness of what God has done

  299. for us. You know, he also, even in the second

  300. part of Ephesians, he weaves all through, when

  301. it's primarily instruction like we just read,

  302. he still weaves through the reminders of what

  303. Christ did, his sacrifice, and his love for us.

  304. You know, when we fix our hearts and our minds

  305. on the gospel, our only appropriate response

  306. becomes to desire everything of Jesus. You know,

  307. it kind of becomes like a lot less of I can't,

  308. or we shouldn't, or we won't, and more of there

  309. is nothing I desire more in this world than to

  310. align my life with Jesus in every way. You know

  311. what that reminds me of? Any parents in the room,

  312. especially parents of little kids, but parents,

  313. yes. It reminds me of when Brad and I became

  314. parents, right? So before kids, we didn't realize

  315. it at the time. We certainly do now. We didn't

  316. realize it at the time, but we had so much time

  317. before kids, right? There was so much time. It

  318. was just endless. There was time after time after

  319. time. Before kids, I was thinking about this,

  320. you know, we used to be able to just be like,

  321. hey, let's just go somewhere. And then we just.

  322. Went somewhere. Like we just got in the car and

  323. we just left and we just went to that place and

  324. there was no planning and there was no, we just

  325. went, right? Before kids, we could plan a vacation.

  326. We could plan a trip and we could pack up like

  327. maybe a bag, maybe like a bag and a backpack,

  328. get in the car and go. Now, after kids, our entire

  329. house goes into the Subaru, like the whole thing.

  330. And then as if that's not enough, we've got this

  331. big like black. box that goes on the top, and

  332. it's full of snacks, like just millions of snacks.

  333. Because before kids, we did not need snacks.

  334. We need so many snacks, right? Before kids, this

  335. is the last one. Before kids, I was reminded

  336. of this this morning, actually, right when we

  337. walked in here. Before kids, I used to be able

  338. to go to the bathroom completely alone, like

  339. just by myself. It was just me, right? There

  340. was a lot of things that I could do before kids

  341. that were convenient. I liked them. They were

  342. nice, right? But it didn't take long when Brad

  343. and I became parents, it didn't take long for

  344. those things to feel so much less valuable in

  345. comparison to this new life with our amazing

  346. kids, right? Right, because before kids, I never

  347. knew what it was to look at someone or to know

  348. someone was coming into existence and fall immediately

  349. and unconditionally in love with them. Now I

  350. fell in love with Brad deeply over time, but

  351. to immediately, I just, I had to make sure over

  352. time, right? It was quick, it was quick, but

  353. it wasn't immediate, right, right? Before kids,

  354. I didn't know what immediate unconditional love

  355. was. The moment that I found out there was a

  356. being inside of me, mamas, you know this, unconditional,

  357. the moment you find out you're gonna be a parent.

  358. Unconditional, it's like nothing you can explain.

  359. It's unreal, right? Before I was a parent, before

  360. kids, I didn't know how much joy would just come

  361. from the smallest things, right? How much joy

  362. would come from pointing them to Jesus? How much

  363. joy would come the first time that you hear that

  364. little crackly voice just whisper a prayer or

  365. say the name Jesus? I didn't know how much joy

  366. would come from little handprints that are just.

  367. whether they're made of paint or dirt, all over

  368. the house, right? I didn't know the joy that

  369. would come from a hug from behind that almost

  370. knocks you over or a little whisper of, I love

  371. you, mommy, at night. It became my joy to step

  372. into my new life with my kids and leave my old

  373. life behind. It became my joy to love and serve

  374. my kids, to teach them and walk with them. When

  375. we live in response to the gospel, it becomes

  376. our joy to set aside the old life, to set aside

  377. the things that were all about us. It becomes

  378. our joy to set those aside and walk in our new

  379. life with Jesus. Say it with me, out with the

  380. old, in with the new. Say it. Out with the old,

  381. in with the new. It's a joy to walk in this new

  382. life. And Paul instructs in chapter four that

  383. the believer is to take off. the old self that's

  384. being corrupted by deceitful desires and put

  385. on the new self created to be like God in true

  386. righteousness and holiness. And here's where

  387. we jump into those charts that Paul literally

  388. lays out for us. And I just wanted to share a

  389. couple of the examples that Paul shares in chapter

  390. five. He really lays it out. It's literally like

  391. a chart. Yeah, we have it up there. On one side,

  392. there's all of these things that our old self

  393. takes off and that our new self walks in, right?

  394. Our old self takes off lies and anger. Our new

  395. self in Christ puts on truth and peace. Our old

  396. self takes off theft and revenge and puts on

  397. generosity and forgiveness. Our old self takes

  398. off gossip and foolish talk. Our new self walks

  399. in encouragement and thanksgiving. And I can

  400. imagine for a lot of us, this list goes on and

  401. on. There's more and more. Maybe for you, your

  402. old self was gripped by fear and anxiety. And

  403. then Jesus came into your life and now you walk

  404. by faith and you're rooted in peace. Maybe our

  405. old self was bound to idols, but now in Christ,

  406. we put him above everything else. Maybe our old

  407. self was walking with pride. and selfishness.

  408. But now our new self puts on humility and we

  409. love people well, right? Everything in Christ

  410. is made new. And it might look different for

  411. you. Fill in the blank. We were all walking in

  412. some kind of darkness before Christ and he's

  413. made us new. Raise your hand. Anybody in the

  414. room ever have a new car? Anybody? Okay. So a

  415. good bit of you know, if not, you can just imagine.

  416. Think about that moment that you had a brand

  417. new car, right? And I'm not talking new to you,

  418. which absolutely, that's amazing. I'm talking

  419. brand new, has a new car smell, like that new

  420. kind of car. You have that new car, you get in

  421. the car. You're feeling on top of the world,

  422. right? You get your shades out. You put the window

  423. down. You crank the music. You are checking out

  424. all the controls. You're like realizing you at

  425. your seat not only gets hot, but it gets cold.

  426. Your steering wheel gets hot. Like there's all

  427. the cool things, right? It's exciting. It's new.

  428. You're feeling on top of the world. And then

  429. if you're anything like me, not if you're a car

  430. person, but if you're anything like me, maybe

  431. four or five months goes by and all of a sudden

  432. it doesn't really smell like a new car anymore.

  433. All of a sudden there's like, wrappers and water

  434. bottles on the ground. I know this is not you,

  435. Brad. Stop looking at me like that. He's very

  436. clean with his car. But for me, you know, it

  437. just, it ends up like kids are throwing backpacks

  438. and bags and toys and all of the sudden over

  439. time, it just becomes this means of transportation.

  440. right? All of a sudden, this thing that was so

  441. new and so exciting, it's just getting me from

  442. place to place. It wears off, right? Or maybe

  443. this one is really me. I had to put the car one

  444. in there, but this is really me. Brad tells me

  445. that I have a little bit of a problem with water

  446. bottles. I don't know if you can relate, but

  447. I feel that if you buy a new water bottle every

  448. month, you will in fact drink more water. I tend

  449. to do that, right? You get a new water bottle.

  450. It's exciting, right? We should be drinking so

  451. much water. So to do that, we get a new water

  452. bottle. It's the perfect one, right? Like if

  453. it fits perfectly in your hand, it doesn't get

  454. stuck in the cup holder, clear straw, so no surprises.

  455. Like it is, it's the perfect water bottle. It's

  456. so exciting. And for like a full week, your water

  457. intake is perfect, right? You are doing good.

  458. Like, and then maybe a week, a week and a half,

  459. two weeks goes by. maybe three weeks if you're

  460. lucky, and that water bottle is on the top shelf

  461. behind all of the other water bottles and all

  462. of the other cups, right? It wears off or it

  463. breaks. That happens to me. It breaks. It wears

  464. off. The newness and the excitement wears off.

  465. Can I tell you something? Christ, our life with

  466. Christ, the gospel is new every day. day it doesn't

  467. wear off the gospel doesn't get put to the back

  468. shelf of the cabinet the goodness and the newness

  469. and the mercy and the forgiveness and the grace

  470. of the gospel does not lose its new car smell

  471. it is fresh and it is new and the scripture reminds

  472. us all throughout scripture we're reminded we

  473. can see this i want to share quickly a couple

  474. with you in second corinthians it says therefore

  475. we do not lose heart though outwardly we are

  476. wasting away yet inwardly we are being renewed

  477. day Colossians says, Lamentations says, Romans

  478. says, do not conform to the patterns of this

  479. world, but be transformed by the what? The renewing

  480. of your mind. Then you will be able to test and

  481. approve what God's will is, his good, pleasing

  482. and perfect will. Wouldn't it be beautiful if

  483. the longer we were walking with Jesus, the more

  484. we looked like him? Think about that for a minute.

  485. If we're being honest, maybe some of us who have

  486. been walking with Christ for a long time, if

  487. we're being honest on the weekends, maybe we're

  488. still sitting around with friends and we're still

  489. in that gossip circle, right? We're sitting around

  490. with our friends and we're still just engaging

  491. in every bit of that conversation about other

  492. people. Or maybe some of us have been walking

  493. with Christ for a long time, but we have... We're

  494. still that sarcastic person that we were before.

  495. And we end up tearing down more people than we're

  496. lifting up, right? If we're honest, like, let's

  497. be honest. Let's not just say, yeah, I'm new

  498. and I never do that stuff anymore. Let's be honest.

  499. Take a real look inside. The gospel is not meant

  500. to be relevant only on the day that you place

  501. your faith in Christ. The gospel is meant to

  502. be relevant every moment of every day. It's pertinent.

  503. It's not just the good news that we share and

  504. hope somebody puts their faith in Jesus. It is

  505. the message of our lives as Christ followers.

  506. It is the lens that we should see everything

  507. through. It is the lens we should make decisions

  508. through. It is the lens we should conversate

  509. through. It's the lens that we live our lives

  510. through. Now, I don't know about you, but I want

  511. to look in the mirror every morning and see just

  512. a little bit more of Jesus. Are you with me?

  513. When the gospel story meets our story, everything

  514. changes. We go from death to life. We live in

  515. response to that good news and to the freedom

  516. and the grace that's been extended to us. And

  517. then we walk in our new life that's rooted in

  518. God. One of the very first friends that I met

  519. in Atlanta that Brad and I met actually was a

  520. friend named Sarah and her husband Bryson. They

  521. were the very first people before we even moved

  522. to Atlanta that we connected with. And Sarah

  523. and Bryson. are just this amazing couple who

  524. love the Lord. They made our transition to moving

  525. to Atlanta so smooth. They welcomed us into Passion

  526. City Church. And Sarah in particular has just

  527. become a dear friend to me. Sarah is somebody

  528. who exudes the love of Jesus. She's that person

  529. that opens the door and you're meeting her for

  530. the very first time. And it's like you've known

  531. each other your whole lives and it's Christmas

  532. and she welcomes you in. That kind of joy exudes

  533. from her. incredible person. And she has an amazing

  534. story of what God has done in her life. And so

  535. I want to share my friend Sarah's story with

  536. you this morning. So if you just turn your attention

  537. to the screens, you can see what God has done

  538. in Sarah's life. Honestly, the majority of my

  539. childhood before 18 is loneliness. Always felt

  540. lonely. I felt like no one was for me. My parents

  541. divorced when I was 11. There was abuse within

  542. our family and it was just dark. It was a dark

  543. place. I started having anxiety attacks and depression

  544. by the time I was 16. I mean, I turned to alcohol

  545. early. I turned to partying early. And when I

  546. went down that path in middle school and high

  547. school, it was just darker and deeper. I sat

  548. in that loneliness, and it just became home.

  549. And so a week before I graduated high school,

  550. I had gone to the church. And I remember that

  551. youth pastor, Reed Hughes, talking to me about

  552. Jesus. And so I talked to him about my feelings

  553. and everything I was struggling with. And he

  554. led me to the Lord, May 10, 1987. And I knew

  555. then that I was making a 180 -degree turn. I

  556. knew that night. So I grew up in a pretty violent

  557. household that had a lot of alcoholism in it.

  558. It was a very lonely home because they were so

  559. busy fighting that I just didn't really matter.

  560. And they fought on and off until I was 16. And

  561. my dad finally got arrested and he got pulled

  562. out of the home. And at that point, my mom transitioned

  563. into being an abuser. One night when I was 16,

  564. my mom's dog. bit me because my mom and I were

  565. fighting we got him off and I was laying in the

  566. yard bleeding waiting for the ambulance to come

  567. in she came out there and told me that she hated

  568. me and she would rather keep the dog and that's

  569. when I decided to leave so when I moved out I

  570. started living with a boyfriend and it just started

  571. this whole trajectory of just bouncing from relationship

  572. to relationship I would just define myself by

  573. whatever that they would say about me and however

  574. long I could hold a relationship but I didn't

  575. have any worth, and I didn't have anybody telling

  576. me I was worth anything. So I was just empty.

  577. I spent a season in my early 20s in church, and

  578. through that I met some people and just ran into

  579. some situations with them where I was really

  580. in need, and they kind of turned me away and

  581. almost shamed me. Because I had had those interactions,

  582. it was really easy for me from that to then just

  583. generalize that Christians were hypocrites. But

  584. yeah, they just didn't seem like they at all

  585. cared. They only seemed like they cared about

  586. themselves. I mean, when you already believe

  587. that you're worthless, and then you go to a place

  588. that's supposed to tell you that you're worth

  589. something, and the people don't. It really only

  590. dug that hole deeper for me. So in 2014, I started

  591. going back to college at the University of North

  592. Georgia for science. And through science, I just

  593. felt totally empowered. I could understand the

  594. concepts like it was nothing. It was easy for

  595. me. It came natural to me. And it was the first

  596. time I really felt like I had worth because I...

  597. I felt smart, and nobody had ever told me I was

  598. smart or capable my whole life. And so as I learned

  599. about science, man, just the rage against Christians

  600. was just fueled in me. Christians are hypocritical,

  601. and they're repressive. It was just like normal

  602. to just slam Christianity. And I was in this

  603. class called The Mechanisms of Disease. There

  604. we're talking about white blood cells and the

  605. way that your body knows the specific type of

  606. infection. that it needs to respond to, whether

  607. it's a parasite or a pathogen. And it's super

  608. specific, and it's very intricate. And I just

  609. had this moment when I thought, oh no, oh no,

  610. oh no. You can't tell me that billions of years

  611. of chance have gotten us here. I think it's from

  612. a higher power. And in that moment, it was just

  613. full -on panic, because everything that I thought

  614. I knew about... Christianity and God and science,

  615. it just all collided and I had just shattered

  616. my identity again. In the same semester, I was

  617. teaching organic chemistry and there is another

  618. TA with me teaching organic chemistry. And it

  619. just grew this really sarcastic friendship. And

  620. over time, I started to realize that he wasn't

  621. just like this sarcastic man. He was actually

  622. really gentle and kind and steady. And then I

  623. realized that he was a Christian. And I was like,

  624. oh, no. I was really diving deep into young adults

  625. at Passion City Church, and I was just really

  626. trying to focus on my faith with God at that

  627. point. Along that same timeline, it was down

  628. in my basement with my mom and my sister. We

  629. were watching a show, and then after the show

  630. ended, I kind of just turned around, and I was

  631. like... Hey, I'm dating this girl that is like

  632. six years older than me, and she's not a Christian,

  633. and I'm just confused. And I kind of had this

  634. sense and feeling that I needed to try to step

  635. in and talk to Janelle. I really had this expectation

  636. that she was going to reject me or not think

  637. that I was good enough for her son, just based

  638. on what I had learned from other Christians,

  639. feeling like I had no worth or value. And it

  640. was not that way at all. She accepted me wholeheartedly,

  641. and she... made me feel and know that I had value.

  642. And that was easy for me to say because I had

  643. come from that broken place. I was that broken

  644. girl. And I'm like, this may be her one chance

  645. to see grace, to see love like she's never experienced

  646. before. And I had had that. And she was accepting

  647. and she was kind. You could just tell that she

  648. was generous, and I don't mean financially. I

  649. mean with her time and with her love and with

  650. her space. And she sat with me in those hard

  651. conversations a lot because I still was pretty

  652. unsure about Christians and what it meant to

  653. be a Christian. I had a lot of questions, and

  654. I had done a lot of things that I didn't think

  655. allowed me to be a Christian. I thought I was

  656. kind of disqualified at this point. And she modeled

  657. that idea that, like, you can never be too far

  658. gone for God's love. It's just amazing to see

  659. both of my parents, specifically my mom, just

  660. be loving and graceful and gentle towards Sarah.

  661. And she was just such a gift of generosity in

  662. that for me. I just started attending Passion

  663. to see where my relationship with God could go.

  664. And every time I saw her at church, she was becoming

  665. someone different. And then in 2017, Janelle

  666. invited me to Passion Conference for the first

  667. time. Jesus was already working in her life in

  668. turning her heart toward him. And at the very

  669. end, it was the year that Sean debuted Worthy

  670. of Your Name. I remember the purple cross and

  671. just closing my eyes and just having this full

  672. revelation of how beautiful God was. She starts

  673. worshiping with such abandon, tears flowing down

  674. her face. And just listening to when Sean is

  675. singing, you're my author, you're my maker. You

  676. know, my Redeemer, all of those things, and thinking,

  677. oh, like, you really are that for me. She said,

  678. and it was literally like a veil was lifted in

  679. that moment. And the beauty of Jesus that had

  680. never been there before. And I was like, that's

  681. it. And that moment at Passion Conference, that

  682. was really the liftoff for me. That really pushed

  683. me forward into a wholehearted pursuit of Jesus.

  684. That is what happens when the gospel story meets

  685. our story. I don't know where you're at this

  686. morning. I know some of you. I don't know a lot

  687. of you. And I don't know where you walked in

  688. today. I don't know if you're finding yourself

  689. more like maybe Janelle. Maybe you've been walking

  690. with the Lord for a long time. And this morning,

  691. you need reminded of the goodness and the mercy

  692. and the grace. How easy it can be for us to just

  693. get used to life, right? We can just move on

  694. with our days and life gets busy and it can be

  695. so easy to just downplay the goodness and the

  696. power that the gospel has in our life every single

  697. day. Maybe for you, maybe you've been walking

  698. with the Lord for a long time and you have just

  699. got comfortable, right? You just got comfortable.

  700. If you're being honest, if you look maybe over

  701. the last year or the last two years, Not a whole

  702. lot has changed. You know, you've got, you hit

  703. that age where everything's going good and not

  704. a lot has changed. And if you're honest, you're

  705. not seeing the fruit that comes from continually

  706. walking and growing with Jesus. And in a moment,

  707. we're going to pray if you guys want to begin

  708. to play. I just want to encourage you to reflect.

  709. Take this next few minutes. We're going to sing

  710. and we're going to worship together in a moment.

  711. But I just want to encourage you, would you just

  712. take these next few moments and just reflect.

  713. Look at your life and be honest. If you've been

  714. walking with the Lord for any amount of time,

  715. years, like Janelle, or maybe a few years, or

  716. maybe even a year. Are you seeing a difference

  717. from the moment you said yes to where you are

  718. now? Are you seeing fruit? Are you seeing growth?

  719. There is so much goodness that comes from walking

  720. with Jesus. Maybe this morning you're like, no,

  721. I can actually do really a lot more with Sarah.

  722. Maybe this morning you're coming from a place

  723. of darkness. Maybe you have, like Sarah, experienced

  724. brutal. abuse and difficulties and challenges

  725. and struggles your whole life. Or maybe it's

  726. a season you've just walked into and things are

  727. hard and they're tough. And maybe you haven't

  728. officially made the decision. Maybe you're hesitant

  729. like Sarah and you haven't made the decision

  730. to put your faith in Christ. Can I just urge

  731. you this morning? There is no better decision

  732. that you will make in your life than to turn

  733. it over to Jesus. There is no place on this earth

  734. or in your own will that you can find the peace

  735. and the joy and the freedom and the growth that

  736. comes from a life with Jesus. And so I could

  737. not leave this place this morning without giving

  738. you the opportunity. If you cannot say, you know

  739. what? I don't think I've ever actually confessed

  740. my faith in Jesus. I don't think that I've put

  741. it or I've been hesitant, but I feel this pulling

  742. and I want to walk away from it. I don't wanna

  743. be stuck in the jaws. death. I want to walk in

  744. the freedom. I want to walk in newness. I want

  745. to be made new. That can happen this morning.

  746. We're going to pray in a minute, and it's not

  747. a magical prayer. The power comes from you making

  748. the decision to walk away from your old life

  749. and to step into this newness of God. Your life

  750. will never be the same. And there is a church

  751. full of people and a staff team here that is

  752. just... eagerly waiting to walk beside you to

  753. show you what it looks like to open the bible

  754. to show you what it looks like to actually get

  755. something from scripture and and see god in every

  756. part of scripture and understand what it's saying

  757. there's there's an entire team waiting to pray

  758. for you and teach you how to get on your knees

  759. and pray living for jesus isn't a magic pill

  760. it doesn't make everything better immediately

  761. but i can tell you it is a hope that you will

  762. find in no other place And it is life -changing.

  763. I'm gonna ask you if you would stand with me

  764. this morning. And we're gonna pray and for privacy

  765. of others. And just so we can focus, would you

  766. just bow your heads with me? And as I talk and

  767. as I pray, and even in a minute as I sing, can

  768. you just block everything out? Every distraction

  769. from the morning, every distraction that's beside

  770. you, every just thought that's going on of what's

  771. happening up in the week. Would you just lay

  772. it right now at the feet of Jesus? When you take

  773. a moment of inventory, if you were in that first

  774. group and you've been walking with the Lord for

  775. a while, take a look. What has the fruit been

  776. like? When's the last time you were in awe, on

  777. your knees, just praising him for saving you

  778. from death? And if you're in that second group

  779. this morning with every eye closed this morning,

  780. I just wanna ask you, would you take a step of

  781. boldness? If that's you this morning and you

  782. wanna say, you know what? I'm done living in

  783. the darkness. I'm done having no hope. I want

  784. to put my faith in Jesus. Would you just raise

  785. your hand this morning? Because I wanna pray

  786. with you and I wanna encourage you this morning

  787. that there is so much more in a life with Jesus.

  788. So I'm gonna give you just a moment. I wholeheartedly

  789. believe that someone is sitting here this morning

  790. and you related so much to what Sarah said. And

  791. I can tell you, Sarah is full of life and is

  792. life easy for her? No, but she's full of life

  793. and hope and joy. Her life drastically changed

  794. coming to know Jesus. I wanna give you just one

  795. more moment. Is there anyone this morning that

  796. wants to be bold, raise your hand and say, I

  797. want that freedom. I wanna walk like Sarah. I

  798. wanna walk in the freedom of Jesus. Thank you,

  799. Jesus. Thank you, Lord. I'm gonna pray over us.

  800. Father, I thank you. Thank you for those that

  801. just rose their hands. God, thank you that in

  802. this very moment, as I speak, you are changing

  803. lives. God, I thank you that you have rescued

  804. us. God, that you cared so deeply about every

  805. single person. God, that you sent your son to

  806. die a brutal death. God, so that we could live

  807. in freedom and hope with you. And God, I just

  808. pray for those that just rose their hands so

  809. boldly to put their faith in you. God, I just

  810. pray right now that they would have a moment

  811. between you and them. God, where they would confess

  812. and say, Lord, you are my Lord and I believe

  813. and I trust in you. Lord, I pray that in this

  814. moment they would confess their sin. And they

  815. would lay it at your feet and they would walk

  816. away from their sin. God, they would walk away

  817. from their old life and turn and walk toward

  818. you, Lord. That is how we come to salvation in

  819. you. And I thank you, Jesus, that it is attainable

  820. to us right in this moment. I thank you, Father.

  821. I thank you for your freedom. I thank you for

  822. your goodness. God, I thank you for LifeHouse

  823. and a body of believers who is so rooted in your

  824. word. God, who desires to come up beside one

  825. another and walk with one another and point each

  826. other to your word and to your freedom in you,

  827. Lord, to growth in you, to the things of your

  828. word and who you are, God. I thank you, Jesus.

  829. I thank you for a new life in you. God, I thank

  830. you for pillars that are standing in this church

  831. that have been walking with you for years and

  832. years. God, I pray that they would leave this

  833. room this morning strengthened. Lord, I pray

  834. that they would leave this room this morning

  835. humbled. Lord, just brought back to that moment

  836. when they put their faith in you, God, and in

  837. the all that they stood in, God, that you, a

  838. God of the universe, would look at a sinful,

  839. messy person like me. And you would choose to

  840. sacrifice and save me and then continue to grow

  841. me and walk with me and be in relationship with

  842. me. God, bring us back to being in all of who

  843. you are and what you've done for us. Father,

  844. we love you and we worship you and it is only

  845. in your name, God, that we seal all of these

  846. things. God, yes and amen. Thank you, Jesus.

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