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Sins Ruckus - Bro Samuel Howell 11-26-2024

Bethel Holiness Church - Wednesday Night Services

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  1. He thought we were gonna be gathered together tomorrow, but

  2. maybe the maybe it worked out good.

  3. Uh.

  4. I do have a burden tonight to preach. I do

  5. want to say how thankful I am to have my

  6. pastor home. Man, it's a wonderful feeling to have him home.

  7. Certainly missed them and those that were out. Glad the

  8. Lord brought him back safely. Well enough. Pastor started off rough,

  9. but thank god he's doing. Oh alright, I'm thankful for

  10. the opportunity that that the Lord has given us. An Uh,

  11. thankful for the pastors. Uh give me a chance to

  12. preach a little before y'all. We'll not for y'all, but

  13. for the live with my brother. Yeah, I got a

  14. burden tonight. I'm sorry. That's why i'm a little little fluster.

  15. Uh.

  16. We've been looking at Matthew chapter five. Uh.

  17. I haven't battled this hard over message in a long time.

  18. I really wanna see some why to get help. I

  19. really want to see somebody could changed. I thought I

  20. had with y'ad had given me.

  21. I with it all day long.

  22. Then I got here to church and about five o'clock

  23. I got a message.

  24. Shame. That's something that's never happened to me. So y'all

  25. to bear with us. The Lord's want to help us.

  26. I believe it will Matthew chapter five right here, or

  27. mark chapter five. And there came over onto the other

  28. side of the sea, and to the county, and up

  29. into the country of the gatherings gatherings.

  30. And when he come out of the ship, immediately there met.

  31. Him out of the tombs, a man with an unclean spirit,

  32. who had been dwelling among the tombs. No man could

  33. bind him, No, not with change, because he has been

  34. often bound with betters and change, and the chains have

  35. been plucked asunder by him, and the betters have been

  36. broken into pieces.

  37. Neither could any man tame him, and he always it.

  38. And all night and day he.

  39. Was into the mountains and in the tombs, crying and

  40. cutting himself with stones. But when he saw Jesus afar off,

  41. he ran and worshiped him. And he cried with a

  42. loud voice, and said, what have I to do with

  43. thee Jesus.

  44. Thou son of the Most High?

  45. I enjoy THEE by God that thou torment me not,

  46. For he said, unto him, come out of the man,

  47. thou unclean spirit for a little while. All I have

  48. to preach, I won't belong and feel like God give

  49. me this sins rufus. We know legion causing such a rufus,

  50. but y'all has beare of weathers and ask God to

  51. help us here.

  52. Lord, he asked you the please.

  53. God help us.

  54. God asked that you would see fit the grazes with

  55. your knowing and Lord, and live with the bird that

  56. you give us.

  57. Lord, let the cross lead the way God, God has

  58. been the same. What all it needs to he said, Lord,

  59. not to fight, o Lord, but to get right to

  60. where he wants to be.

  61. R be beg you to meet us down.

  62. It all to Lord God done.

  63. A lot can be changed, going to live different.

  64. Than what they came.

  65. God.

  66. We asked that you and for at your spirit want

  67. to punt.

  68. Off fish Gordon annoying us. Gordon your name or if

  69. He asked if we see your names and Jesus nor

  70. we asked what we pray? Amen and amen.

  71. Uh.

  72. I'm sure in our lives everybody has seen some kind

  73. of ruckus or some kind.

  74. Of disturbance, whether it be at your house or we're

  75. in town watching.

  76. Somebody calls us scene. I know little ones that seems

  77. like you never really have a piece of quiet moment

  78. til bedtime. They're always getting into something. They're always doing

  79. something h leads you, no doubt, was making a ruckus

  80. in the tones. Perhaps people couldn't go see their loved

  81. ones because they knew the man that was sleeping in

  82. the tombs, the man that was terrorizing the tombs.

  83. No doubt they probably longed to see.

  84. Him, but because of the ruckus that was going on

  85. in there, they didn't even attempt to go.

  86. For years, they couldn't even go see their friends or

  87. their family.

  88. To The tomb where Legion was living was no doubt,

  89. a stinky place, possibly a dirty, dingy place.

  90. And I remember the time whenever I found myself living

  91. in the tombs. I know what it's like.

  92. I know right where you've been, I know where we've

  93. all been. But Legion was desperately looking for something. I

  94. feel like because it said that he saw Jesus afar Off,

  95. he was already looking for something he knew for she

  96. has ever got to shore.

  97. He's seen him. He said, there's something different about this man.

  98. I've been living in these tombs way too long. It's

  99. time that I get a change.

  100. I can't stand being here anymore, this dirty, dark, dingchy

  101. feeling and.

  102. All he just calls him a disturbance. He knew it

  103. was time for a change, He knew.

  104. It was time to.

  105. Move off from this disturbance. And I feel like no

  106. doubt in my mind that Legion was also.

  107. Had a disturbing in his heart and soul, because it

  108. said he.

  109. Was crying day and night. He was up all hours

  110. of the night, he wasn't sleeping, so obviously he was

  111. a tor minute soul. I feel like, maybe, then, perhapster,

  112. somebody in here, Anaida, that you know exactly kind of.

  113. What Legion is going through. You've been losing sleep at.

  114. Night, You've been tormented day and nia. The day was

  115. calling the rockets in your soul. Could just tain't think

  116. to find peace, but you long for desperation. Your eyes

  117. are fixed on the sea. Just open them one day, Jesus,

  118. don't make laying fall. He didn't find that peace until Jesus.

  119. Maybe the shore.

  120. He resorted to other things, cutting himself, just trying to

  121. make it better, just trying to ease the pain, something

  122. to take his mind off the torment that he was in.

  123. That's the way we find ourselves.

  124. Sometimes when we ain't got God in our hearts, we

  125. find ourself.

  126. Crashing for things that we all not to be.

  127. We find ourself causing pain to oursel that we don't

  128. have to go through us.

  129. But because you have no piaza, you're just grafting crestona

  130. and taking and hurt yourself. But one that Jesus and

  131. fall at his feet.

  132. You don't have to live a life of ruckus, disturbance

  133. or commotion. There's sweet peace, and there's sweet joy and

  134. sweet rest. How they do any won't find it, though,

  135. until you run at Jesus's feet. Until you find yourself

  136. at Jesus' feet, you'll find yourself in constant commotion. You'll

  137. find yourself in constant disarray, just wondering when will I

  138. ever get what they're talking about?

  139. When will I ever.

  140. Experience at peace? God, I've tried, but yeah, I still

  141. have a rocket. Throw it out, God, I'm still disturbed.

  142. God has tomotion in my heart.

  143. But until you find yourself at his feet, you will

  144. never experience peace. Here in the Bible that says that

  145. he was often bound with fetters and shame, you can

  146. try to bound your.

  147. Sin all you want.

  148. You can try to set yourself free all you want.

  149. I know, whenever I was experiencing my life of sin,

  150. I could do good for about a week. Oh, I

  151. could do good for about a week. But that's as

  152. bad as long as I could go. And now I

  153. find myself sitting there doing the same old things, nothing bad.

  154. But I was still unsaved, and I was still grasping

  155. for the thing.

  156. I thought.

  157. Okay, I'm st.

  158. Free, but until you follow and Jesus is lees, you

  159. will never be fred. You can have a good will,

  160. you can fight off to.

  161. Yourself, but it'll.

  162. Come back because you ain't really free.

  163. God my lesson, what the devil mind? Lest you are

  164. think that you're free? Can I let you think that

  165. you finally got over it? What unless you're repented of it?

  166. Unless God washed.

  167. You in the blood, you were still.

  168. Just as broad as you was at first. Jesus was

  169. ready and willing to meet Legion. He was headed to

  170. a place, but he met his mission because Legion went

  171. to him.

  172. Jesus is ready, but he's waiting for you to come

  173. to him. He sees you're tormented, he knows the pain,

  174. but he wants to see if you're looking.

  175. He wants to stay.

  176. If you're toxically desperate, he.

  177. Won't to stay.

  178. If you have a desire or not won had a desire?

  179. The fact, why who was looking? Hallelujah? To get free?

  180. You must want to be free day and night crying

  181. and cutting yourself. Does that fit you in the spiritual realm?

  182. Now day and night?

  183. Waking up in the morning realizing you're still just as

  184. tormented as you was, going to bed still tormented, No peace,

  185. no hope, no joy. Jesus is the reason that Lesion

  186. was set free. He's waiting on you. He's ready, He's waiting.

  187. I can almost see now as Jesus come in contact

  188. with the shore.

  189. Before he ever got his foot on his sandy Legion

  190. was already out his feet worshiping. Could have said he

  191. met him there and he fell down out his feet

  192. and began to worship. Don't wait till Titus is making

  193. his way into the town or whatever he was headed

  194. to decide. Oh, I need to catch him. Leader's des

  195. now or never. This is my opportunity.

  196. I've been in this time wait too long, I've experienced

  197. this dark dearie feeling a way too long.

  198. I'm tired of this commotion.

  199. I'm tired of this ruckus. Helen you, but you gotta

  200. be honest with the Lord and say, I'm sick of

  201. the ruckus.

  202. I'm tired of the commotion. I'm tired of the pain

  203. that I'm causing. Not only Jesus Christ, because you've let

  204. him died.

  205. For your sin.

  206. He wants you to be saved just as much, if

  207. not more than you ever wanted to be.

  208. He died for you.

  209. Jesus, the Lord is ready for you to say, Lord,

  210. I'm ready to move.

  211. Legion had a change of house, a change of scenery.

  212. After that, I got sick of the scenery, no doubt.

  213. I imagine there was.

  214. Cattle trails all in that tube. He probably knew every

  215. single tunbestot.

  216. He didn't.

  217. Somebody could have said, hey, you know what this one is.

  218. They're right over there under that shade tree. You know

  219. every corner of your bondage. You've been in it for

  220. so long.

  221. You know every situation, you know where it leads you.

  222. You know every trail takes you as you wine through

  223. the tombs.

  224. You wonder for so long.

  225. You can.

  226. It's time for you to get a change of home.

  227. Perhaps generation after generation was raised with parents telling their kids.

  228. Then scream you're hearing it's a man who's been there

  229. for years.

  230. Will we see in this church generation after generation pass

  231. you by?

  232. God forbid? And we have to explain to our children

  233. and the children after them. They've had the same opportunity

  234. time and time again, but yet.

  235. They let it pass the by.

  236. Yet they still cry in the mountain, yet still cut the.

  237. Cup with stones. What we have to explain to our children.

  238. This is someone who's content with the tombs.

  239. Pastor is time and time and and time again pointed

  240. you to Jesus.

  241. Let you know, Jesus is coming to shore. It's time

  242. for you to move on. Will this be your story,

  243. the story of Legion? Legion, it doesn't have to be.

  244. Jesus is already there.

  245. I imagine some of the town folks that was in

  246. the street that not after the deliverance of Legion, one

  247. out and listen to a sound that they have never

  248. heard before, a sound of silence, a sound of peace, to.

  249. Know that they no longer have to worry about their

  250. children wandering in the tombs.

  251. You too, can walk your children.

  252. Out into the streets.

  253. Say you hear that sun?

  254. Because I got delivered that.

  255. The sound of me, I'm no longer crying in the tubes,

  256. I no losser streaming at night.

  257. You can't shut.

  258. It's the sound that you've never heard before. To be

  259. able to lay your head on your pillow at night

  260. and to ensory silence. I think that was one of

  261. the most awesome the things I ever experienced. After I

  262. got sacked, I laid there in bed and just stand

  263. at the room. It's joying a sound that I often missed,

  264. the sound of silence, the sound of no ruckus, the

  265. sound of no commotion in your head, the sound of

  266. no tourment.

  267. God, you can.

  268. Husband of Mark chapter nine seventeen.

  269. Another example example of a commotion and one of the

  270. most answered and said, Master, I have brought unto thee

  271. my son which had a dumb which has the dumb spirit?

  272. And where'soever he taketh him, he teares him, he fall

  273. with he gnashes with his teeth. He pinted the way

  274. I spake to him out disciples, and they took that.

  275. They cast him out, and they could not This father

  276. had to go to bed every night knowing that his

  277. son was tormented.

  278. Perhaps there the father and the mother in here tonight

  279. that closes your eyes with peace, joy and happiness.

  280. But in the back of your mind, he's to have

  281. a prayer. God help my troubled loved ones.

  282. God have my trouble loved one.

  283. Get him out of that tune.

  284. Lord's in the tone of that storm. Lord, let there

  285. be peace to the commotion. This son for abst ton't know.

  286. What he was causing, what kind of pain that he

  287. was calling his son where his father and his father?

  288. But his father loved him another to take him to Jesus,

  289. possibly despite the embarrassment.

  290. There ain't a parent in it here.

  291. I know for my parents and your parents, there ain't

  292. a parent in here that I will take you that

  293. wouldn't take you right to Jesus to speak because they

  294. have pride or because they had embarrassment.

  295. They would be the first once to take you there

  296. because they want.

  297. To see you experience, to sound the silence. Don't sit

  298. among the tombs watching the letting Jesus pass by. This

  299. is the moment to get your peace, to get over

  300. the ruck. Is that sit causing it your life? This

  301. is what you've been longing for.

  302. Joy, happiness, love, contentment. Contentment is something you ever you

  303. haven't ever experienced.

  304. With Jesus woke your trade to most important, to be

  305. in your right mind, to go to bed.

  306. Knowing that should the Lord come, then he'll find you

  307. clothing in your right mind. Lord, God's coming back for

  308. people who was closed and in their right mind. If

  309. you have rugas were because of all the ruggus and

  310. the commotion in your head and all the torment that

  311. you're going through.

  312. I know for a fact you won't be hearing the call.

  313. You have to get that buzzed out of your head,

  314. the constant temptation.

  315. That right.

  316. Sin ain't worth fooling with.

  317. That's why a legion he had enough of that he

  318. could take all he could take. I pray that tonight

  319. you'll come to it all to a prayer and really

  320. pour out your home, your heart, and beg God to

  321. rid you.

  322. Of the constant commotion that knocks around in your head,

  323. the constant torment that what causes you. There's more than commotion.

  324. There're a lot more to.

  325. Experience than torment, adity and pain and stars.

  326. You don't have to keep cutting yourself spiritusly to try

  327. and ease the pain.

  328. Run to Jesus. Jesus is on your shore, and I

  329. these auts, I pray Jesus is on your shore.

  330. The town folk I understood the Bible right after he

  331. made leading the setting free.

  332. They pray that Jesus believe you don't have to leave

  333. this the same. There could be peace to that common

  334. that that commotion filled mind. Just give it to Jesus,

  335. turn it over to him and he'll take care of

  336. it all.

  337. God about that signs.

  338. It?

  339. You WoT be?

  340. That says way back in the fall display, So I did, said,

  341. do you think so? Oh?

  342. I know the things in your game?

  343. Why do you call even the game? So you have.

  344. To go.

  345. To Jesus

  346. Leaving the