Leaving Lodebar - Bro Jeremy Howell 3-26-2025

Again our Golden Text, Second Samuel, chapter number nine, verse

number seven, and also we will be reading verse number thirteen.

Brother Nathaniel, First John, chapter number one and verse number nineteen.

Please, my brother, if we can.

Fess on our sins, he is faithful and just to

forgive us our sins, and it cleanse us from all unrighteousness.

How many in the building tonight believe that to be true?

Do y'all believe that to be true? I can tell

there's some holy rollers in this building tonight to believe

the word of God to be true. Brother Jesse, Psalm

chapter number twenty three and verse number two.

He maketh me to lie down in green pastures.

He leadeth me.

Beside the steal waters. How many of you believe?

In order for you to have peace of mine, sometimes

you have to confess that your situation is not exactly pleasing.

To the Lord, anyone else or you.

Sometimes we're in unsettling situations due to circumstances that.

We're out of our control.

People have a way of putting us in situations that

we would not have put ourself in. As we read

the Golden Text, you'll see here that our biblical character

before us here.

Tonight is the son of Jonathan. But fibisheth.

He was carried into a place, put into a particular

situation at.

That time while he was young.

It was out of his hands, out of his control,

and things begin to develop around him.

But thank God he got himself out of a miss.

Let's stand for the reading of our golden text again.

It just begins with a confession, Lord, I realize I'm

in Ladabar.

All right.

Second Samuel, chapter nine, verse number seven, the Bible says,

and David said, unto him, fear not, for I will

surely show THEE kindness for Jonathan thy father's sake, and

will restore THEE all the land of Saul thy father.

And thou shalt.

Eat bread at my table continually, just when we thought

we were out of scriptures about bread, all right. Skipping

down to verse number thirteen, solm, fibisheth dwelt in Jerusalem,

for he didn't eat continually at the King's table and

was lame on.

Both his feet. Again.

He found himself in a situation that was out of

his control. It was not his fault that he was

lame in his feet. But I'm glad God brought him out.

At three point forty seven this morning, I was sound asleep,

and the Almighty God of Heaven spoken to my, being

somewhere in the quarters and the chambers of that eternal soul.

I heard what appeared to be the voice of the Lord,

and he said, preach to them that sometimes you have

to leave.

The load of bar.

And I felt the Holy Ghost begin to speak to me.

Title it leaving load of bart three forty.

Seven this morning. How do you know the time?

Because it was such an awesome experience that God brought

an awesome awareness of mind concerning this that I looked

at my phone and made a mental note. I have

been able to tell the time of this experience all

day long up until now.

It's probably ain't thirty. May I never forget it?

Three forty seven this morning, the Holy Ghost spoke to

me and said, tell him it's okay to leave load

of bar. W to stretch your hands toward heaven and

ask the Lord and help us.

Heaven and Father.

We love and we praise you. We thank you for

the opportunity to be in your house. I pray that

you would annoyed this thy servant, not much of a servant.

But I'm willing to do whatever.

You bid me to do with will for obedience, no negligence.

Howbro obey, Lord.

Said of God at my mouth, and help.

Me to say the things that you would have me

to say.

Nothing more or less the north the ears of this

thy people, that they might.

Hear what the spirit of God says.

Or to the church tonight, not of my words, but

if your words. I pray, may these words go below

the shoulders, get in the spirit.

And the soul.

They don't want them to go in one ear and out.

Together the wrong twirl in that mind to be forgotten.

Lord, Let it go to that spirit, that's soul. I pray,

help them to hear and to heed. Help from the

ear and heed. Help me to hear and to heed.

We have ears to hear.

Help us to use them for your glory, and be

thankful that you have spoken to us. May we leave

this place joyfully and not depart sorrowfully.

In Jesus's name.

And the Church said, as you're being seated, look at

your neighbor and say, hey, neighbor, aren't you glad you

left Lodabar?

Praise the Lord.

Our text is found in an Old Testament book of

the Holy Bible.

During both services this.

Past weekend, we spoke a lot about the life of

the Sweetsalmist of Israel. I believe our text Sunday Night

was found in this same book of the Bible, Second Samuel.

The story of David is very intriguing. It is most interesting,

and certainly it is most captivating to the believer and

the unbeliever.

At times in my life I have witnessed.

Unbelievers, including atheists, talk about David.

The reason for this is.

The nation of Israel, who are not expecting to build

any churches anytime soon that would lift up the name

of Jesus Christ, as they considered him to be a

counterfeit or an impostor in that land of Israel. People

that did not believe at all that Jesus was the Messiah,

the long awaited Prince, the King of all nations.

King of kings, and lord of lords.

Israelites or Israeli's, they did not receive him. But they

do receive David, and he is beloved to them. He's

beloved to them now as much as he was to

the people of David's generation. People just find his image,

his writings most captivating and certainly without a doubt, David

and his excellence and his exploits readily come into the

believer and the unbeliever's mind. People all over the world

are very familiar with how David took the head off

Philistine Bully, a champion of champions, how this shepherd boy

was willing to go head to head with such things

as lions and bears and giants.

Who would not be.

Captivated by the thought of such a character as this,

And so I want you to know that this morning

I was surprised that God did not speak into my

heart concerning the biblical character of David, because.

In the last few weeks God.

Has been dealing with me a lot about the excellence

of David's spirit and the exploits and his mighty acts.

But Brother Nathaniel, the Lord spoke a word into my heart.

First again, at three forty seven a m. This morning,

I heard the word lodomar, how many people in this building?

By raising your hand, which signify to this people that

you have ever given this word second thought?

Has anybody ever did a word study on this word?

Load of bar?

Has anyone ever heard a teach or teached about Lodobar.

We've got eighty.

Something people in the building, and not one person raised

their hand. And there are saints of God in this

building that have been in Pentecostal and holding this churches

for over.

Half a century.

I have been at Pentecostal and holding his churches for

nearly a half a century.

Right at fifty years.

And in all of my years of attending services regular

double services on Sunday and midweek services for nearly fifty years,

faithfully attending the House.

Of God, I could say I could put on.

One hand how many times I've even heard the word

at Lodibar pronounced in the House of God. And so

at three forty seven, while some of you might have

been contemplating heaven what we call an early morning snack,

or while some of you early birds were brewing your

coffee and catching that word before everybody else even rose

at three point forty seven, God wasn't speaking to me

about of shepherd going taking off the head of a.

Bully named Goliath. But Brother Jesse, he.

Spoke into my heart and woke me up with this

word loado bar.

And then the holy Ghost of Heaven spoke and said,

title that message, leave.

It loadobar again by showing of hands, how many people

in this building has ever heard the word lodobar pronounced

in the House of God. There's only about two or

three that have ever heard that word spoken. But about

eighty something people are saying they've never heard anybody preach

on it. They've never heard anybody bring any thing out

about it. And you know what, I would have been

the same way. I'm nearly fifty years old again, I've

attended church services regularly for nearly a half a century,

and the last thing that would have been on my

mind at three forty seven in the morning is loaded bar.

And so right then after God's spoke into my heart

to tell some people it's okay to leave loadabar again,

if you've ever left loudabar, look at your neighbors, say hey, neighbor,

I don't even know what that is.

I didn't think so.

The word that loadedbar means a.

Place of no pasture, a place of no word, a

place of no communication.

But of Nathaniel. Immediately when I began to look into.

This place, since to how the Holy ghost lit my

insides up, And like the notable propert Yeremiah, I could

say that ever since three forty seven this morning, his

word has been in my heart like a fire shut

up in my bones. And I've been weary with for Maried.

I just could not hold back tonight.

I got to preach to somebody the burden of my heart.

I did not make any phone calls. I did not

research in my library and look for any sermon books.

I conferred not with flesh and blood, as the apostle

Paul said. But I turned through the pages of my

Bible until I came to Second Samuel, chapter number nine.

And as I was reading through Second Samuel, I read

of a time when the sweet Somist of Israel, David,

wanted to show kindness to the house of Sault and Jonathan.

How many recognized the name Jonathan. I know that my

daughter does. She's married to a man named Jonathan.

I'm not talking about a.

Scoundrel or s Kelly wagg like my outlaw son in

law Jonathan. I'm speaking of David's best friend. You will

remember that David said the relationship between him and Jonathan

was not shaken to the relationship of a husband in life.

Bonnie and Clyde might disagree with that.

When I believe the Holy Girls would say that without

a doubt, these men shared a kinship and a special friendship,

resulting in a beautiful, life long relationship. This man, Jonathan

was the king a son, and I want you to

know here tonight he was heir to the throne. And

when God had Samuel and knowing David to be king

and Saul stean, Jonathan was not at all sorely displeased

with God's plans when God said, I've got somebody else besides.

You, Jonathan.

The Bible students and readers present tonight know that David

and Jonathan.

Had a close fond a very special friendship.

How many in this building tonight could say, I'm probably here.

Tonight to because somebody.

Prayed for me.

I feel like Sister Howell, and I are here tonight

because of the prayers of parents, grandparents, and great great

great great great grandparents. There's no tellents who all besides

Jesus prayed for us. How many of you remember that

Jesus prayed for the believers that would be forthcoming.

Isn't that comforting to know that the Lord.

In advance said prayers on your behalf. It's very important

that we've had these relationships, and how many this building

tonight could say.

I thank God for my founding father.

Spiritually, I thank God for those that brought me up

in the nurture and the admonition of the Lord.

I thank God for.

The relationship that they had for the King of Kings

and the Lord of Lords. There is no doubt that

my fevership benefited because of his father's a relationship with

the King. Oh, come on now, I'm pulling you.

In about now right. You know how.

Important that special friendship and relationship was, the one that

was between grandma and Grandpa.

You know, the old timers and most saints of God, they.

Would reach up to the glory world and put your

hair to the sky and give the glory.

Now conical sons come home, teachers would get annointed, and

people would hear from heaven, heeding they heard from God.

At one point, David and Jonathan had made a covenant

between them, and that covenant was finding even after the

death of his friend, David honored it. I know that

some of you you still believe what the preacher preach

thirty years ago should still be preached today. Yesterday, early

in the day, God spoke to me the preacher a serm.

Of sometime tyler. He has never changed. Have real you know,

the Lord is steal the same yesterday, today and forever.

We're a special bond, a close knit relationship, if you would.

Jonathan and David had been in sync, and.

Even though Jonathan and had died, David honored the words

of Jonathan. Come on, how many people are no longer

honoring the word itself?

That covenant between the King and the people.

I've seen it. I'm so upset about it. And we

could preach about it unto a.

Stred bear, just worn out. And the truth is, people

are gonna do what they want to do. They're gonna

go to church when they want to go to church.

When the men of God, in the Word of God

put pen in the partsment and he said, they will

heed to themselves teachers having itching ears, They're gonna.

Go somewhere where they're comfortable.

But I want you to know, good people are never

They're never comfortable in brogressive pastors. They are looking for

green pastors. De pison they know all too well. And

the Lordness Shepherd, it's one that leads them to green

posters and minsed them beside still waters.

I believe that David.

Was reaching into the life from the Phemist to bring

him out.

Tonight's message is not on the story of Dapness, on

the story of the Phemister.

It will be the story of people in this building,

and perhaps some that are listening.

God has dene for them.

Of you, you will set aside some kind to pray.

Could it a been you were sitting on a piece

of equipment and bring in your hands and saying, God,

I know I need to do.

Something, but how can I do it?

I want to tell you what the Holy girl said

at three pointy seven am.

It's o Kaana leave.

Who ron the bar?

You take with me, as Dave sent his messenger. Then

I said, courier carried the news to look to the

sefton lord of bar. He said, the King has called

for you.

He snorts you.

We feel like here, tod not we're here by old doing.

We feel like we're here tonight by old tuosing. But

I like to think him of like this.

I'm here tonight by the goodness and the grace of God,

and it's a heavenly calling.

Then I'm answered, Then I has brought.

Me in this place that I'm in the night. You

feel so much better when your real life.

The reason why.

You're here is because the King sern the summons. I said,

no reason why you're here.

It's not been.

Causing Nephew were there then, Uncle, that's their game. Look

come on, he see the summits.

Come.

The reason why you're.

Here, it's because the king has told you out.

I've blown them all.

Sir David summoned the son of Jonathan of Phibish Earth

to Jerusalem, and David's desire was to bring the son

of Jonathan to his rightful place. I'm preaching to somebody

to not you've been treated like the red headed stepchild.

I'm not trying to throw off on my beautiful redheaded

daughter in laws. Papa's trying to stay out of trouble,

but you do not deserve to be treated like your lana.

In your feet, you're walking in a righteous path as

a child of pop. You still known as a highway

and his call holding us, He.

Still know us a light pack and people trying to.

Treat you what is stumb.

But you know it's still the same today because.

It was too many years ago. I'm come to do

the king.

Mother has called you. The king has called you said

so to leave?

Ala, Oh yes, oh yes, I'm a child, Heather King.

Don't think for me as the courier who bore in

his hand to roll up scroll came to the door

and began to knock on.

Not what was seeing the palace door on, maybe the

door of a little cabin or a little modest abode.

You said, a preacher, I'm not a pedigree. I'm not

a prominence or prestige. But I want you to know

none of that has anything to do with it. A

god that is not a respecter of persons.

What's mindful of you? At three forty seven am this morning,

while this preacher's story, this news.

And God's spoken to my heart about you, to tell

you it's okay to leave, he lord to all. I

want you to know, my parself heard the news of

what his person don't here? What dave it has called

for me? What am I gonna do with this? How

am I gonna go about it? How I'm gonna handle

a situation? Listen, it's simple. It's a simple word. It's

a true letter word.

God. You just go wh the tea.

To your rightful place. I don't feel right about this situation.

I don't feel very keenly while everyone else is stripping

us of our royalties. I don't feel like the son

of a king or the daughter of a king when

they start telling us that we are of this world

and they expect us to love the things of.

This world, and they have pleasure in the things of

this world.

But something inside of me tells me wouldout look around that.

These people do not feel like they're the son of

the daughter of a king.

That I remember when I got here eighteen years ago,

there must no holiness church here that I could tell.

There was a handful of people that would say, Oh,

we need this to become.

The right place.

You're tired of this place being.

A spiritual lulabar, were tiring us place of being a

land of no pasture, a ladam, no word, no communication. Well, listen,

I don't need to hear about faith. He lissen, yes,

toy guy. I need to hear the Lord of cod

Tata stop talking.

Hear the stores. I'sd she like, can't talk.

My son, God that preach up what I say, God,

trace the wire, preach up, preach the word.

The preaching.

People need is what th saith God.

Sometimes we find ourselves locked Israelites in the days of

the young Prophet.

Samuel, y'all pray for me.

I bit my tongue so hard yesterday, and I've got

a massive sore on it, and it hurts to preach.

But every time I get annoyed it, I don't feel it,

but I might stumble on my words a little bit

because it's but Sister Hell, I should have knew the

hind or would show up because of what God would

give to somebody here tonight. But in the days of

saying yell, there was no open words, There was no

open vision.

If you wouldn't, there was no open Bible.

You answer me this question.

Can I Pentecostal and holiness preachers really get it done

in fifteen minutes when.

They say very little about to de the open division,

open relation, open word, dream passions. That's what I belong.

I do want belong.

You love them all, Sister, I told me something on.

The way to church tonight.

In eighteen years of preaching here, I've never told her

what I was gonna preach on because I didn't want

somebody to say we were lining the songs up with

the message.

I wanted people to know. She was getting hers from God,

and I'm getting.

Mine from God.

My sister Hawd told me something on the way here

that I will never forget for as long.

As I live.

She said. You know, Brother Jeremy, whenever it comes to

spiritual things, she said, I'm more tolerant of those.

That have never want in Jesus and those that have

never lived it, those that have never tasted it, those that.

Have never seen it.

I'm a whole lot more tolerant with people like that.

But when they know we are supposed to do it

this way, when they now what they say of God,

who they know what the Bible says. Oh, I've got

a major problem with it. I have no desire to

fellowship it.

I have no desire to hear it.

Preach her sa Am, I taught of your old He

knew what I'm about to preach it an hour and

a half.

You said, how much he got degaitor, sister, howell, I

know a my famish.

Lect me come here on that place and said, you

know what, this is no place.

So I'm all for the grandson.

Love you come. I tell you this is no lad.

Kind of center.

A prince, I'll tell.

A somebody and I ain't be go ahead, I'm nothing.

You up and say if you don't belong here, Lord

of ball, no, you are not born.

Too much home grown nutritionalus crash.

Those emphasis in the shepherd's arm when he said, you

leave me in the green pastors again.

The meaning of the word of Lord of bar is

no pastor nowhere to feed.

Does it sound familiar, sister VICKI to what you told

me about two and a half weeks ago. You said,

I don't care about driving, and how ten minutes she said,

I don't even look at the clock because I know

when I get to Bethel, which means to Havelse of Brandon,

she said.

I know I'm gonna be fed. I didn't so this

at that testimony.

I didn't ask for it. I didn't coach it out

of her. I didn't call hersel to say it.

That was just a woman speaking from her heart when

it told me was she had a hunger pains.

And there was a reason for coming out of where

everywhere else he came from. I don't know the history,

I don't know the background.

When I want to tell every sing of God, it

is never the mill of God, whatsoever.

For somebody to dwell it known to God and to

be hundred who you can.

Be like a well pat cant her a stall.

I'm telling you what cough to you her great tent,

I said, tired of.

Cat of her great triad. I don't have to sit in.

A stall and have a feeder. If you would come

over and scatter rock salted me.

Huh, said you better pour the trough pool of grain

if you're gonna feed me.

Hey, I want to be in my rightful place.

Could you say amen? Should I keep preaching or should

we go to Culver's. You see, David felt that this

young man had an important place in the Lord's plan.

I'm preaching to somebody here tonight. You have a very

important place in God's plan. The Pebaeft literally had.

A seat that was open for him.

Oh come on, now.

Ask your neighbor. Hey, neighbor, do you know where your

place is?

Do you know your place?

I'm sure the often of what it would have felt

like to live the life of a prince like his

daddy did. I was sure he would have wondered.

What it felt like to live the.

Life of a king.

He is real knew his father as a prince, and

Israel knew his grandfather as a king. But here nobody

knows anything about the prince's boy.

But I want you to know the king knew, and

that three board is sitting this morning.

The king he knew.

The pastor of.

Becca didn't know.

I didn't know what you would deal again, I didn't

know what you lost and all about. But the King

knew that.

Out Here in a third the summits and tell you

how he taught us. Who long that you got us

what you're playing about?

Then I want you to go.

The hold in the said it's okay to leave.

He all of all.

I'm sir for philis. I have thought often and what

it would have felt like to eat at the King's

table and.

To partake of the King's meat, brother Jesse, But after

spending so much time, so far away from there, he

deemed it impossible to return. Why would I dwell anywhere else?

They're right here where I'm at. I guess I just

have to make the most out of a bad situation.

I guess I just need to make the best of it.

I guess I need to eat.

The crumbs that falls from the master's.

Table, or come on now, famoust, he told David. He said,

I paraphrase, I'm a little bit nervous. I'm a little

bit concerned about this. I don't know how the nation.

Will receive me. I don't know how you would receive me.

And David whispered some beautiful words to income multimast.

Then he said, be not afraid.

You know why, because of custom who the king was

to sway those that were heir to the throne.

He didn't know it. Behind David's back was a dagger

to see to it today the offspring of Saul would

never seen in the throne again.

And David said, be not.

Afraid of fetish Saut, and he gave him a philishift

all in the land of Saul.

You know what come he doesn't country Bible student to

be very at all to know the king.

I'm the best of the lamb, I said the King.

I'm a crest of a lamb.

I want to tell somebody better days.

Very proud of you.

They're not told a couple of days where come of you?

The king had great past?

The king has great pastor.

Oh what a beautiful lamb.

He was given the land of Soult.

Sis the wind that makes me want to shout to

know that God is speaking to somebody to tell you

it's gonna be nothing but green pastors and blues.

Guys.

Are you telling me, preacher, that I can get to

the place where God wakes me up at three forty

seven he speaks into my soul them. Yes, that's what

I'm telling you. That is exactly what I'm telling you.

Green pastors and steal waters and restoration of soul. That

will notaught this my head with all my cup runneth over.

Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days

of my life. And I was well in the House

of the Lord forever, where there's grand pastors, my God

in heaven.

You're feeling, the brother just said, how am I feeling?

That God loves somebody? Might a great ded in this

building right here?

She needed to do is just come right.

On the left side of there now, he said.

Now, I've got some lame teeth. I've been in this

conditions alone. I didn't cause this to happening to myself.

You know what the Bible said it when he was around.

Five years of age, because Saul.

And Jonathan had been slaying in battle, his precious, sweet

little nurser to touff that little boy and ran away

with him. And while she was running to save his life, Hey,

she dropped him.

And he broke his ankle.

Sir, he tore up his knees.

He and he was lame in his sweet from that day.

Qul time, you mean God still wants me. I've been

exposed to Tenser, I taught over and never.

Been exposed to him.

I've been reduced around task taps, I've been.

Redeased the taining.

Then he coll un walters. I'm telling you, when God

has cut with you the laying to, we'll be parked

one of the kids table. I said to the laited,

didn't part touches.

Brother and the kids.

The preacher, you don't know what I've done.

You don't know what I've been through.

Just leave luta bar.

Brother Nathaniel. I don't know exactly the aid from a

phibishist at this.

Time, but I would say he's a young man, right,

all right, It's gonna take a couple of men to

carry him a phiebishafts.

To the king or preacher. I'm not sure the king

would have me. I'm not sure the king would want me.

I've got an unpleasant surprise for the king. I've got

an unpleasant surprise for the King.

I've got bait baggage, I've got issues I've got to

pray through.

I don't feel I can measure up. I don't feel

I come in adequate. Oh come on, move his bench

right out here. That's no place where a young man

is being brought to the king. I'm not the king,

I said, I'm not the king. Jesus is the king,

and they bring him that Sister Kathy. It's not head

up in the air and all smiles. He's not cozy,

nor is he chatty. He's not cozy nor chatty.

Charity.

Amen.

She told me today she hated them two words.

I flashed a devilish grin, and she said, you're gonna

figure out a way how to put that.

Into sermon, aren't said? I said yes.

She said, I hate to word cozy and I hate

to word chatty. Was a cozier chatty Charity, Hey man,

thank you Holy Goes for help with me. But brother Tyler,

it's all he could do to lift up his head

because in his mind is you go.

Over there, they're gonna murder you.

You go over there, they're gonna use you.

You go over there, they're gonna take them air t

off ya. You word, you're gonna be.

Picked on because you're not just like them. Gonna come

whole now.

But Dame Was said, freem hey, Fred, I can see

it now in my mind's eye. The kids begin to

play the game, puts.

Hard his his head, and he said, he looks just

like Johnathan. His heart's beat, the come ust beat, my

son's is still for his brother, And was said, I

can't wait for mess it. He don't know what I'm

puts you to do for him. I'll tell somebody or not.

You read rot the bar.

There's no telling that.

But God not playing for you.

Be not afraid.

Be not afraid.

I'm sure with rimishing thought. Is it really happening, brother,

Time to get.

That sleep, buddy, your eyes pitch yourself my dreaming? Or

is this the reality?

Is God really.

Speaking to me tonight?

Yes he is, Yes he is, Brother Tyler. He has

spent too much time where he'd been. But Fibscheff would

have understood that he had no clear path to his

grandfather's strong going forward.

But David knew he still has a place in the kingdom.

This young man was laying in his feet in spite

of his disability.

There was a place for him.

And I'm telling you here to night, there is room

plenty of room in the Lord's.

House for you. If you'll just yield to him, he

will certainly let you be in. There's room in the

Lord's house for you.

That's what the prodigal believes that the father would seek

to it that in my brother's a state.

There is a room for me, and there's bread enough

to go around.

My mind goes bad right now to a cousin of

our Lord Jesus's name, John the Baptist. John the Baptist

had his place in the wilderness with a pocket full

of locusts and wild honey. He's a cricket eating, honey

dipping preacher. Hey, could you imagine, Sister road Cap when

they pulled out that his pocket some locusts. He was

supposed to have been a priest by the thomysteric. His

father was at the rise, was a priest. He's a

priestly lineage, and brother Nathaniel he's after in the wilderness

and people hear him saying something like behold the Lamb

of God. It takes away the sin of the world.

The Bible said, a voice was heard in the wilderness. Hey,

brother eatn say that, behold the lamb of God.

Prepare e the way of the Lord.

So he's not performing his priestly duties at the temple

or in a synagogue, is he?

He's out there? But brothers, your mind. He knew his place,

and what he knew.

Too, was that he was not gonna be king.

He knew that Jesus was the king. And whenever the

Jews they sent people to come to John and they asked.

Who are you and what are you doing out here?

He said, I'm the horse of one crime in the wilderness.

They pressed him sore, and they pushed on him some more,

and brother Jesse, they said, who are you? And at

that point he said, I am not the Christ.

If you're trying to give me to tell you that

I am the Christ, i am not. And that's all

my femself needed to know. I'm not the Christ.

I'm not the king.

But I'm willing to sit at the King's table. I'm

asking somebody right here, right now, Ah, you're willing? Are

you ready to leave? Lelabard ain't good place. Come my

nurse table. Amen, praise. The Lord said, I keep preaching herself.

We go to the house.

John had a clear understanding as to who he was.

Maphiboshaff needed a clear understanding, and the Lord used to

covetant between his father and David to show him who

he was and.

Where his place was.

I am not the king Jesus is, but the Lord

has used his home aw lowly servant who is less

than a dog.

That's what Maphiebischuff said.

He was not like the woman that went to Jesus

said and challenge him by saying, the dogs can eat

of the cribs that fall from the master's table.

Mpibischet did not take too highly of himself.

Mcphibishef had confidence issues and self esteem problems, and he said,

I'm a dead dog.

Who am I?

I wouldn't be able to do such a thing because

her I'm a dead dog.

The woman told Jesus, I'm a dog, and Jesus said,

great is your paint.

My people says.

Said I'm a dead dog.

And David knew he's as.

Sweet as his daddy was.

He's as good as.

Sider, as as daddy was, And I'm telling us somebody

in this still, and you're as good as Golder. Your

daddy's as good as Golder, and you're a lover. At

a king's table, I said, good.

Daddy's as good as the older.

You're as good as Golder, making the longer at a

king's table. In the old Saints of God prayed for us.

They struck a covenant in an agreement with our Lord.

And that's why we feel the way we do. It's

why we're unsatisfied. At times.

People tell us here eat of this, we take a

taste of it, and that it is not good. Pray

for me at church. I've got a burden. I must

deliver it. I am assured that I am no David.

You are sure that you're no join the badness, and

we all are in agreement and alignment that we are

not the Christ.

But one thing we can't spile. That she's mighty big

about as we are.

All that you are and of a king.

Brother Richard Jacob, you're a child of the King. You

don't blow in a loaded ball. I had somebody message

be late last night.

And they said it was good to be there. Sunday,

said we feasted so well, feasted so well.

Oh Jesus, Brother Samuel, I can't take my credit because

at three forty seven, I'm sound asleep. I'm as flesh

and blood as you all. That's great sleeping time right there.

That's yes, even when the night owls are crashing, that's

when all of us are sleeping the best. But the

hole Lego said, I got somebody that needs to hear

that it's okay to leave load of bark.

Does anybody feel what I'm a feeling? Does anybody feel

what I'm a feeling. I'm body excited tonight. I'm might excited.

God's up to something, Something beautiful is about to happen.

Something good is on its way. The messengers are carrying

you out of loaded bar. Heaven's angels are making it okay,

I said, Heaven's angels are making it okay.

Be not afraid. Jesus said it is a.

It is a.

Brother, Samuel.

Loaded bar literally means a place or no pasture, no word,

no place to feed. David made it clear to masphibis

Chef that he planned to restore all of the land

that previously belonged to his grandfather and David told him,

you will always sit at my table. This doesn't tell

me we have to have fifty good services and then

fifty bad services. This doesn't tell me that we have

to have ten terrible dry services and two good services.

We can have good services every service because it's his church.

It wasn't David or Misshibbish story. After all, it was

God's story. And that's what I want you all to know.

God has beautiful plans for you all. It's God's story

and I'm glad to be part of it. And that's

what David knew. This ain't mine, this ain't my church.

My name's Jeremy Howell, my good brother back there. He said,

I remember you. I said, that was years ago. I

went through y'all's area. He said, I remember you very well. Hey,

come on, I'm telling you, brother Tyler, David didn't even

know the Phibbish chef.

But God had beautiful planners. Or in a fishif I remember.

Meeting his brother, I said, you definitely resemble your people.

It's like Howels. You can see a Howel fifty states

away and you know their howl. It's like my buddy

Sila's carver. I could see his daughters in another country

and another continent and say that's Silas Carver's girls.

Y'all know what I'm saying. And I don't want to

call the name my brother, but you can see it.

And that's a good thing. That's a good thing. That's

a compliment. That's a good thing, my brother, that's a compliment.

Years ago, brother, every day he told me, he said,

I need to take you to a certain people of

a certain name. I'm trying not to name it. I'm

gonna slip up here with my swollen tongue in a minute,

say it got a big old sowred on my tongue.

Fighting what I'm preaching. I need to get annoyed him

once more. Amen, I'm feeling it now. That's right, Rose

there had annoying is opening up the altar for you.

Thank God, I feel an order call coming on.

My brother.

Every day he said, I know you up here vacation,

spending some time winning. But he said, I think you

got this other group of people a little bit better

than the ones me and you went to today.

I said, I ain't said nothing.

I ain't had any complaints about where we went. I

think to this day it was he knew he locked

them people. He was taking me to see better, and

he used me as an excuse. But I walked in

that church, that old pastor was a pastor. I loved

him immediately, and he said, hey, son, do you play

the pan so as to have three men of the

bus everybody going three minute buses? Yes, he does, He said,

come on up here. And I've been and preachers ever since.

I got up there and played depend years and years ago.

Now I've been there once or twice since then. I

love them people, i love God's people.

I love you all. I'm afraid that I'll miss it.

I do do my bestiness study to show myself approved

under my King, not under my brothers and sisters, but

under my King. Show yourself approved under God. A working

and needed not to be ashamed rightly dividing the word

of truth. But what blesses me is when my King says,

at three forty seven in the morning, tell them it's

okay to leave Lodobar, Brother Samuel. Come shake brother Samuel

right here and speak to him loudly and say, hey you,

it's okay to leave Lodobar, Brother Nathaniel. I am preaching

the sermon the Holy Ghost titles to people in this building,

primarily and others. It's okay to leave Lodobar. Leaving Lodobar,

look at your neighbor and say, hey, neighbor, it's okay

to leave Lodobar. Be not afraid.

You have a place at the King's table, which y'all

stand with me to night, Sister heal.

My heart broke as I prayed about this in my

office before church. Lodobar is a place without pastor. Lodobar

is a place with no comforting words. How did he

find himself there? How did a king's son and grandson

find himself there? And I want y'all to know somebody

dropped him. You talk about dropped the ball.

Somebody let that church down, Somebody let those people down.

Somebody that at one time meant well Again, somebody at

one time that meant well. A nurse that was out

for his best interests made of mistake and dropped him.

And sometimes when I hear some of these people minister

and pool and preach, and I see him drop standards,

I see him drop the word of God and pick

up something else.

My heart breaks.

As I was playing in my office an hour and

a half before church, I cried, and I said, God,

they deserve green pastures.

They deserved to come out of lodo bar.

And if you'll notice the shepherd's song says he leadeth

me into green pastures, He leadeth me beside the still waters.

And here tonight it's been a parent no obvious to

all eighty of you that he.

Is mindful of us. Brother Jesse, would you come to

the cano, please, my brother.

We belong at the King's table. Could we mail our

heads and close our eyes tightly? If we're able, would

somebody be willing to raise your hand right now and say, preacher,

you preach to meet Anne.

There's one, two, three, four, five, six seven. What does

loado bar represent to you? What does that place represent?

If you were to define it, how would you describe

load of bar? Preacher, I need to leave load of bar.

I need to leave this place of desolation.

I need to leave this place where there's no bread,

and I need to be at a house of dread,

at the King's table. If we can, if we're able,

even if we're of a fibishop, could we just make

our way somewhere into view nearby?

If you were sitting in the altar up front, could

you pull them lame feet up and under the table

of the king. Walk away from lodo bar.

Drag yourself away from load of bar if you must,

fourteen year old preacher said before I preached, and uh,

he said, if I fight your way to church, if

you have to use the sword of the spirit, fight

you way all the way there, it's okay to.

Leave a load of bar.

How to do? How to do?

I never thought I'd be in a place without pastor.

I never thought i'd be in a place without fee.

I never thought I'd be in a place without the

world of God. I never thought I would leave God's

house saying why do I feel empty?

I never thought I would leave a place where God's

name is on the mar key, which still feels like

load to mark. It doesn't have to be something.

You can you can receive right now in the name

of Jesus. But on whistle, How to do that? Take

me to the Take me to the morn store and pass.

It's my It's worth the journey.

All there alone is my shepherd.

He's a bone making this pastious.

The king needed after stood.

He was still the game.

I don't have to burn.

A lord stored pacent it's my oberd.

Blame me at the long name me ever the gaze

upon you.

See this all.

Truth, These are time options are.

I'm trying to breath.

For the weird.

I'm all church, the lander nor muscles. I can't tell

what lets.

To the team.

I don't have much de breed, my party storty princess.

It's my opery baby at the game.

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See you this Take the all that have much tiber.

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It's hard in pacing.

It's my arber lame and the ball.

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Breath thus us to die for one time will chain.

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I don't have much DeBerry. My heart is torted pieces.

It's my uber l the ball.

Leave me lay long days of hormo. See this all, Take.

Me to the king.

I don't have much deburry. My heart is torn in pieces.

It's my uberry. Lay behind the ball there long because

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The sinney is not Take me to the king and