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Simon's Sturdy Faith vs Satan's Seismic Forces - Pastor J.D. Howell 1-7-2026

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  1. Simon's Sturdy Faith versus Satan Seismic Forces, Brother Nathaniel Luke,

  2. Chapter number twenty two Versus number thirty one through thirty four,

  3. My brother, Brother Jesse Jeremiah, chapter number twenty and verse

  4. number nine. Let's pray for those that just had to leave.

  5. There's no doubt in my mind at all that some

  6. sort of emergency has come up. Y'all pray for them

  7. for traveling mercies, Brother Jeremiah, you could send them a

  8. link if you would. Again Simon's Sturdy Faith versus Satan

  9. Seismic Forces, Brother Nathaniel Luke, Chapter number twenty two Versus

  10. number thirty one through thirty four, And Brother Jesse Jeremiah,

  11. Chapter number twenty and verse number nine, Brother Nathaniel, would

  12. you read those verses of scripture?

  13. My brother?

  14. And the Lord said Simon, Simon, behold, Satan hath desired

  15. to have you, that he may shift you as wheat.

  16. But I have prayed for THEE that I faith fell not.

  17. And when thou art converted, strengthen thy brethren. And he said,

  18. unto him, Lord, I am ready to go with THEE,

  19. both in the prison and to death. He said, I

  20. tell THEE Peter, the cock shall not crow this day

  21. before that thou shalt thrist deny that thou knowest me.

  22. Satan desires to shake people apart. Satan desires to shake

  23. families apart. Satan desires to shake churches apart, countries, nations, kingdoms.

  24. That's his desire, Brother Jesse Jeremiah, chapter number twenty, verse

  25. number nine.

  26. Then I said I would not make mention of him,

  27. nor speak any more in his name. But his word

  28. was in my heart as a fire shut up in

  29. my bones. And I was weary with forbearing, and I could.

  30. Not stay a man.

  31. The devil was trying to discourage the great prophet Jeremiah.

  32. Was he not.

  33. Let's stand for the reading of our golden texts. Matthew

  34. chapter number twenty four, Verses number twelve and thirteen. And

  35. the Bible says, and because iniquity shall abound, the love

  36. of many shall wax cold. But he that shall endure

  37. unto the end, the same shall be saved. But he

  38. that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved.

  39. Would you pray with me, Heavenly Father, We love and

  40. we praise you. We thank you for the opportunity to

  41. be in your house tonight. Lord, I too, like so

  42. many others present and those that are absent tonight, I'm sick.

  43. Pray that you would heal their bodies, heal my body,

  44. give me the strength that I need to deliver what

  45. the Word of God says, not of my words, but

  46. what the Word of God says, what the Spirit of

  47. God says.

  48. Unto the church.

  49. Thank you for the sisters and brothers obey and the

  50. Holy Ghost tonight. Thank you for my brother brothers and

  51. sisters worshiping and praising you. Thank you for putting the

  52. desire to do so in their heart. Annoint this thy servant.

  53. Put a guard at my mouth, and help me to

  54. say the things you would have me to say, nothing

  55. more or less, and not the ears of this thy people,

  56. that they might hear what the Spirit of God says.

  57. And to this church, we'll give you praise and honor

  58. and glory. We thank you for it. In Jesus' name.

  59. In the church said, hey, man, I want to say

  60. my hat's off to all of the preachers that preached

  61. deuring our absence during our vacation. We heard some great

  62. preaching through the live stream and the Spreaker Ministry that

  63. brother Jeremiah had made accessible and put at our fingertips.

  64. And I'm very thankful for that great preaching brethren. Reading

  65. our text again, Matthew, chapter number twenty four, verses number

  66. twelve and thirteen, the Bible says, and because iniquity shall abound,

  67. the love of many shall wax cold. But he that

  68. shall endure unto the end of the same shall be saved.

  69. Our textas found in a New Testament book of the

  70. Holy Bible. The Book of Matthew is the first book

  71. of the New Testament. The former tax collector turned disciple

  72. and apostle of Jesus Christ had much insight concerning the

  73. future because of who he was traveling with after he

  74. left the receipt of custom. A lot of you in

  75. this building tonight are most knowledgeable concerning the will or

  76. the views of God. It's simply because you have the

  77. mind of Christ, or the word of God, or the

  78. will of God in your grip tonight. Thank God that

  79. you are mindful concerning things forthcoming. I'm thankful for the

  80. foretelling that we find in the Word of God. And Matthew,

  81. as a disciple, he would have known things that nobody

  82. else knew. Because of his close company with Christ. It's

  83. very important that we, like the apostle John, maintain close

  84. company and have communion with our Jesus Christ on a

  85. daily basis. And so this man he heard the word

  86. of Prophecy spoken out of the Prince of preachers, Brother Jesse.

  87. Prophecy personified spoke concerning futuristic events.

  88. Jesus told of a.

  89. Time coming when a Roman general would lay siege on

  90. the City of Peace. I mean, who in the world

  91. would feel like a city, a capital city at that

  92. by the name of the City of Peace, the Jerusalem

  93. that David adored and established. Who would have ever thought

  94. that the prophecies of the Messiah concerning the siege and

  95. the downfall of such a city would be possible or

  96. come to pass. Matthew believed in the words of God.

  97. He believed in every word that Jesus Christ spoke, as

  98. well as Peter concerning the Messiah. Jesus asked Peter one time,

  99. he said, who do you say that I am. I

  100. know that the jury is still out concerning my identity.

  101. But when whenever the.

  102. Rubber meets the road, and you must answer a persecutor

  103. or an exterminator somebody that's gonna put your life on

  104. the line. According to how you're answering, how are you

  105. gonna answer that? He said, I'm persuaded. I'm sure. I'm

  106. most confident that thou art Christ, the son of the

  107. Living God, and Jesus committed him with these words, he said,

  108. blessed art thou Simon Barjonas, for flesh and blood has

  109. not revealed this unto you, but him that sent me.

  110. And so Peter, like Matthew, they had received a revelation

  111. of things forthcoming. They see perfect understanding as to the

  112. deity of Christ and the intention of Jesus concerning his kingdom.

  113. Later on we discovered that the name of that famous

  114. general that destroyed this beautiful city of Jerusalem was Titus.

  115. There's people in this building to now that had no

  116. idea that Titus was the Roman general that laid siege

  117. upon this beautiful city and did not leave one stone

  118. in its place. As Jesus spoke of a time of

  119. total chaos and cataclysmic event in this all of it discourse,

  120. the Lord Jesus spoke of people hearing of wars and

  121. rumors of war.

  122. He spoke of the beginning.

  123. Of sorrows, a time of moral decadence and moral decline.

  124. I've never seen a time like this present time. In

  125. half a century, in fifty years, I've seen a lot

  126. of things. I've never seen a time like this when

  127. moral standards are upside down. People's minds are certainly in

  128. the muck, the mare, and the gutter. Truly, this is

  129. a perilous time for the children of our Lord Jesus

  130. Christ to be living upon the face of this earth.

  131. In this chapter, as we read verses number ninety ten,

  132. we can tell that Jesus expected for his disciples or

  133. his followers to be a persecuted people. And he also

  134. expected true blue puvedial of great a believers to possess

  135. an endurance that would be within them that would enable

  136. them to finish the race that they had begun, to fight,

  137. the good fight of faith, and to lay hold on

  138. eternal life through him Jesus Christ. Several verses in this

  139. twenty fourth chapter of Matthew's Gospels speak of the purity

  140. of the church being assaulted. The purity of the Church

  141. is being assaulted in a way that I have never

  142. witnessed at being assaulted. Truly, we are underattack not me

  143. personally only, but we the Church, the bride of Christ,

  144. is under attack. In this chapter, Jesus speaks of the

  145. destruction of the Jews holy city, the city of Jerusalem.

  146. And it seems to me.

  147. Like a lot of Christians have forgot that this happened

  148. to such a wonderful city, Sister Woot.

  149. And they seem to tell us they are.

  150. Rich and increase with all kinds of spiritual goods, and

  151. they have need of no discernment, They have no need

  152. of fear of God, they have no need of keeping

  153. the law of this blessed Bacob. And they they feel

  154. like their churches will be unscathed by the talons of

  155. the devil. They feel like their bodies, which are the

  156. temple of God are supposed to be, that they would

  157. not be subject to the seismic activity generated by the devil.

  158. There's some of you in this building.

  159. You understand that the location of Hell, and the Bible

  160. teaches us that Hell moves beneath our feet. Somewhere in

  161. the belly of the earth or in the center of

  162. the earth. He is that awful place called Hell, and

  163. the Bible speaks of that place opening itself or in

  164. enlarging itself in order to receive more souls of the damned.

  165. And I don't know about you, but that lets me

  166. know there's some cataclysmic things going on in the region

  167. of the damned souls. I'm not using a slang term there.

  168. I spell at D A m N E D.

  169. The souls of the.

  170. Damn and the doomed, and those that are in the

  171. belly of Hell. They have been witnessed to the seismic

  172. and the cataclysmic activity of that awful place, and as

  173. it grows bigger in order to swallow.

  174. More occupanza for eternity.

  175. The spirit of God dealt with me a few knots

  176. ago to tell young and old in this place tonight

  177. and those that may be listening later, that Hell is

  178. and awful place. And the last time I checked, there's

  179. nobody walking around in here.

  180. That is to me, you have already maden.

  181. God has not put wings on your back and the

  182. halrd on your head and allows you to descend down

  183. here to tell us how good it is over there.

  184. People seem to forget that churches can become houses of icabad,

  185. a place full of a vacuum, of an absence of

  186. the spirit of God.

  187. They seem to.

  188. Forget that their minds can become a void of the

  189. presence of God, and that the soul can be taken

  190. from them even before they breathe their last breath to

  191. or lose their mind or their alive. The spirit and

  192. the body and the soul. It belongs to the Lord,

  193. that which is supposed to be a dwelling place for

  194. the most High of God. And the devil wishes to

  195. defile it first then destroy it ultimately.

  196. We all know the verse of Scripture so well. It

  197. goes like this.

  198. The thief, of course, that's the devil. The adversary, of course,

  199. that's the devil. They are going about as a lion

  200. seeking whom they made devour.

  201. Before they devour, they defile.

  202. They steal it, and they kill before they destroy. And

  203. I see a lot of this going on in our

  204. independent and Penecostal churches. People don't seem to understand that

  205. iniquity is abounding. Matthew said it in verse number twelve.

  206. He said, because iniquity shall abound, the love of many

  207. chall waits cold. He did say, the love of a few.

  208. He is saying, the hate of many God haters. That said,

  209. the love of many. These are people that walked with

  210. the Lord, people that wants thrived in the presence of God,

  211. people that wants felt to the power of God, who

  212. warm their soul and illuminate their mind. Those are some

  213. of the many that child wife's cold.

  214. In the end of time, lawlessness.

  215. In the end of time, lawlessness will be increased, and

  216. the result will be coldness of the heart and the spirit.

  217. Their love will dim until it is diminished. Their love

  218. will dim until it is diminished. The Endian preacher Brother

  219. Leon Buzzard used to sing it with such an anointing

  220. in the song with something like this, the flame has flickered,

  221. but the fire has never gone out. But Brother Leon

  222. Buzzard could sing that personally. But if he was to

  223. speak or sing about the testimonies of brothers that have

  224. witnessed throughout the course of us ministry, he could save

  225. the fire once burned, and the flame once left up,

  226. and the flame once left out. But you know it's

  227. gonna beyond flickering, and it has gone out. I'm telling

  228. you there's somebody that will be listening to this. You

  229. feel like you're indefensible, you feel like you're so holy,

  230. you feel like you're so righteous, and you feel like

  231. you're so much above the sin line that there is

  232. no way whatsoever you could ever fall. I'll tell you,

  233. if you don't love him as much as you did

  234. the night you got saved, you're close to falling. I'm

  235. gonna tell you, if you don't love him Nania morning,

  236. your deer last week, you're close to falling. Now.

  237. If you can say my light is.

  238. A little dimmer and my fire is a little smaller

  239. than it was a week ago, you are in the process.

  240. Of sliding back.

  241. Oh come on now, I'm telling you it may be dim,

  242. but it isn't diminishing. I'm talking to Summer. You better

  243. put the all to the fire. You better put the

  244. wood to the fire. You better put the word of

  245. God back where the word of God belongs in your life.

  246. And the love of many shall wax cold? Why because

  247. of iniquity? What is worse than the persecution Jesus told

  248. his disciples about the love of many wax and cold?

  249. What's worse than her mysterious signs in the heavens, the

  250. love of me wax and cold? What is worse than famines? Falks, teachers, wars, rumors,

  251. of wars, diseases, and pestilen says the love of not

  252. a few, but many growing cold. The Bible spoken of

  253. our great falling away. Can I tell you, in my

  254. fifty years of living, I've seen wave have to wave

  255. rolling that took many that were once faithful out of

  256. the House of God. I want to ask her here tonight, Simon,

  257. how sturdy is your faith? Because the seismic forces of

  258. hell that.

  259. Not only move beneath your feet, they will shake you.

  260. I said, they will test you, they will try you,

  261. He will tipt you.

  262. How sturdy he is your faith? How sturdy is your faith? Church?

  263. There is a mass, a mass mutiny against the word

  264. of God. There is a mass mutiny against the word

  265. of God. I have never heard so many false teachers

  266. come together and rally against the teachings of God. At

  267. the end of this age, there is another falling away

  268. taking place. I have never heard so many people make

  269. excuses for their their sins. I've never heard so many

  270. people talk about how they are okay sinning every day

  271. and how God.

  272. Approves of it.

  273. There are reprobate minds on every corner. These minds call

  274. evil good and good evil. They have lost their moral compass.

  275. They have no sense of right and wrong. I saw

  276. about eight hundred pe in that condition. I was not

  277. their judge. I was not there Jesu Jesus, nor was

  278. either jury. But I tell you the fruit on their

  279. tree smoke anything other than than being a child of God.

  280. They went over there to sight and sound and watch

  281. the same play that I watch. It was on the

  282. Life of David. And we no sooner are walking out

  283. of the front door of that venue. And this woman

  284. with a respy voice, she coughed, and Sister Howell growing

  285. up in the home of a smoker. She said, that's

  286. not the flu, that's not the group. That is a

  287. smoker's cough. I said, did you hear what she said?

  288. And she said no. I said that woman was speaking

  289. of those that accompanied her. And she said, well, I

  290. was religious in there for a little while. I guess

  291. we've all been a little religious for about an hour,

  292. hour and a half or two.

  293. She said. But now I'm telling you.

  294. Go get my blankety blanketed car and go get it

  295. right now.

  296. I realize, Sister howled.

  297. As soon as she stepped out of the Vinu where

  298. that wonderful production was done. She was the same center

  299. as she was when she walked in. And I want

  300. you to know, you go in the church does not

  301. make you a Christian anymore than a car.

  302. Come on now, y'all, listener in a garage.

  303. Your car in the garage makes you a mechanic oll

  304. thank card in this house here tonight, I tell her. Somebody,

  305. I don't care how young they are. They could have

  306. been saved one week. They're eligible to backslider where they

  307. could be one breath away from their death, and they're

  308. able to backslider and.

  309. To lose out with cad. Oh kid, don't let me

  310. come down to the end of my life and lose

  311. my soul.

  312. I'm gonna say it again. A new creature, a new

  313. convert is in jeopardy of losing their salvation.

  314. Within a week, within.

  315. An hour of becoming a new creature. I've seen them

  316. praying the altar, and by that time they get to

  317. their religious family, their religious family tell them that's not necessary.

  318. You keeping the word of God and obeying his commandments,

  319. that's unnecessary. And you know what Brother Thomas Sterrett was

  320. sharing with me a couple days ago.

  321. He said, there was this man that was.

  322. Telling the homosexuals and the transgenders, the transvested tites, the lesbians,

  323. all the above, that you can become a new creature

  324. in Christ Jesus, he said. I had been through some

  325. gender change surgeries. He said, but you know, one night

  326. I knelt and I prayed through. I got through the

  327. ruby red blood of Jesus, and I came out a

  328. new creature. There was no desire for that sin. I

  329. was delivered from rebellion and stubbornness. And Brother Jesse, here's

  330. what breaks my heart. After all all them years of

  331. preaching to the homosexual and the transaction and the transgender

  332. and telling them you can be made free in Jesus Christ,

  333. you can be delivered. He hung around enough teachers that

  334. taught him it's okay to sin a little bit every day,

  335. that we all wake up every morning expecting the sin.

  336. Oh no, we don't. Christians do not commit sin habitually.

  337. Christians do not say I'm going to commit this sin

  338. so that I can ask God to forgive me without

  339. the shed blood of Jesus, without his goodness, without his grace,

  340. without his spirit drawing you to an altar repentance, without

  341. taking the plunge without commonly sorrow, without true remorse, without

  342. true repentance, without heartfelt please, and without forgiveness, you will

  343. not be saved, I said, you will remain unconverted and unregenerated.

  344. But he'd been awful that he believed we could send

  345. a little bit. Oh, you know where he's at now.

  346. He's right back.

  347. Here in the mucca and in the mire.

  348. He's right back to that sin that God had delivered

  349. him from. Don't tell me, Jesus lie. When he said

  350. a dog, we go back to his fighting. You're supposed

  351. to be a sheep, not a dog. When he said

  352. the cell, we go back to it's wallering in the mire.

  353. You're not supposed to be an earth clean pig. You're

  354. supposed to be a sheep or the shepherd. So what's

  355. worse than signs in the heavens and signs in the deep.

  356. What's worse than the physical earth shaken and people keeping

  357. track of the seismic activity? What's worse in people saying

  358. there's an increase in the numbers of earthquakes. What's worse

  359. than there being pestilences and them telling us there's some

  360. kind of superflu that I'm preaching through right now has

  361. taken a life of people's five year olds and six

  362. year olds and seven year olds. I'll tell you what's

  363. worse than all of them, pestilences and numerous diseases. The

  364. love of men he growing cold, and it's these false

  365. teachers and these falts preachers. I sit there in that

  366. story of David and I listen to I guess you

  367. could say the caste portraying the life of David. They're

  368. in that s South Theater, and it was definitely amazing.

  369. But I will tell you, within the first five minutes,

  370. I found things that directly contradicted what is written and

  371. recorded in the Word of God. I found there to

  372. be a tendency concerning fairy tales. I could say there

  373. was some make believe in there, as much as there

  374. is concerning Santa Claus. There was some my way, the

  375. way I want to see it, my will, the way

  376. I wanted to play out.

  377. And I want you to know when it comes to.

  378. A direct or directing a play, he can make it

  379. go the way he wants it to go. When a

  380. script writer writes the script for a drama or a play,

  381. they will write it the way they want it to go.

  382. In the way that it will end up. But I

  383. want you to know concerning your life, if you do

  384. not use the authority of God's word, if you do

  385. not hold on to every word that proceeds out of

  386. the mouth of the Father, you will end up ship

  387. print concerning your faith. Even David the Simus said in

  388. the Law, doth I meditate day? And not? The apostle

  389. Paul said less when I have preached to others, I

  390. find myself for her castaway.

  391. What are you thinking?

  392. You can't sit there at the house and have church

  393. in your living room? What about gathering together? What about forsaking?

  394. Not to the assuming of yourself together? How's the manner

  395. of you is? How's the matter of they are? But

  396. ask for me, as for me and my house, we

  397. will serve for the Lord.

  398. It's the love of growing cold.

  399. And they get mad right now and they say, I'm

  400. not growing cold. You don't know what's going on my life.

  401. You don't know what's going on between me and my Jesus.

  402. You shouldn't think so highly of yourself. I'm talking about

  403. Simon's sturdy faith up against the seismic forces of the devil.

  404. Jesus help us here, in this place tonight. There are

  405. reprobate minds on every corner, and many inside of churches,

  406. people that have lost their moral compass. The Bible spoke

  407. of the adulterous and said she would wipe her mouth

  408. and say I have done no wrong. It also said

  409. the adulterous will seek after the precious life. That's what's

  410. going on in this day and hour. And I'm telling

  411. you the independent the Pentecostal churches better be careful. There

  412. is a pastor swap going on right now. Even in

  413. the independent holiness movement. There's a lot of men that

  414. I have confidence in that have slid out of the

  415. poolpit for whatever reason at the beginning of this year.

  416. I can't tell you that the devil didn't tempt me

  417. with doing the same thing on my twenty years of

  418. preaching and a pastoring and being dedicated and devoted to

  419. the work and the will of God down here, I

  420. can't tell you I didn't sit down by the river

  421. yesterday and ask my wife if it was time to

  422. be done with pastoral ministry. I'd be lying if I

  423. told you any different than that. And you know what,

  424. there's a lot of them just tired of fighting. There's

  425. a lot of them exhausted for standing for the truth.

  426. There's a lot of them tired of fighting against false

  427. teachers on the internet making it convenient for people to

  428. mail in their love offerings and making it convenient for

  429. people to eat a cinnamon roll and drink a diet

  430. pepsi while they listen to their teaching and their preaching.

  431. It's a battle.

  432. Every time you drag your hide into the house of God.

  433. I will by somebody saying I'm church hurt. I will

  434. never buy that. I will never attend the pity party

  435. of the clown that pretends that they've been hurt in church.

  436. I'll tell you who's been hurt the most is any

  437. preacher that loves people enough to tell them what the

  438. Bible says and to see people go and do exactly

  439. opposite to what God's word instructed them to do. Isn't

  440. it amazing that a preacher or a pastor that could

  441. have preached the people for fifteen or twenty years see

  442. somebody at the end of their life actors though their

  443. enemy is that preacher. I'll tell you I am not

  444. to run the trouble at Israel.

  445. I've never been the trouble here. I will never be

  446. the trouble here. I know who has been the troubler

  447. from Israel.

  448. And I'm telling everybody, if we want to make it

  449. up better, look at ourself and see.

  450. Where we are with God.

  451. I feel the Holy ghostait in this place. I love

  452. what Sister gil Hammon said on Photo Circle. I read

  453. it late last night. I told sister House that come

  454. and read this with me. I said, I'm so proud

  455. a Sister Gil. I said, look what she said. You're

  456. so called enemies. You talking about them people that prayed

  457. with you when you were at your wits end. You

  458. talking about them, people that prayed for your family when

  459. nobody else would pray for your family. You talk about

  460. them people that put up with you when nobody else

  461. would put up with you. What it is, it's jealousy

  462. in your heart, and it's been there all along. And

  463. what happens is we get older, and when we get older,

  464. we don't have a filter, and when we get older,

  465. we're not able to suppress our emotions and we say

  466. things that we should not say. I remember people telling

  467. me that a very influential preacher in the Holiness movement

  468. got older and the older he got, the worse he

  469. was with his mouth, and they said he has no filter.

  470. And brother Jesse, I believe every preacher that was under

  471. his influencing in his circle made a mental note that

  472. we better kill some devils and do away with some things.

  473. Why we are young while we are young, because you

  474. sew it and you reap it. You make your bed

  475. and you lie in it. You water the tree and

  476. it grows, and the birds of the airbill Nesta. When

  477. it falls, it falls, and it stays lying right there.

  478. I'm telling you you can let hate, envy, jealousy, rest, corteousness,

  479. all of this stuff faster inside all these years, and

  480. you get to the end, and for some reason your

  481. flame is not bleeping.

  482. He's flickering. And before you.

  483. Know it, your love for the Word of God is God,

  484. before you know it. Your love for the people of

  485. God is God. Before you know it, your love for Jesus,

  486. he is gone.

  487. Simon.

  488. At one point Simon had told Jesus, when asked the

  489. question by Jesus, will you go away? Also Simon said,

  490. Lord to whom shall we go, Thou hast the words

  491. of eternal life, thou hast the words of eternal life.

  492. I'm gonna say it again. They've thrown the Bible out.

  493. They have no more compass, have no sense of right

  494. and wrong. Because the false prophets, who are inwardly revenous wolves,

  495. they are teaching that there are exceptions for sinful behavior.

  496. Many no longer able to feel conviction for wrongdoing or

  497. sins committed. You know why the preacher doesn't want to

  498. perish or feeling conviction, because they don't want to perishon

  499. or making them feel convicted. My granddaughters were with us

  500. on vacation, and because they are so skinny, I remember

  501. being this way myself, and I remember my son Nathaniel

  502. being this way as well. I remember being like they

  503. were so thin, little flesh and little meat on them bones.

  504. And brother Philip, when we got in that seventeen degree

  505. whether that felt like negative too. Little Renee and Little

  506. Rebecca were shaking and trembling. It didn't matter how many

  507. coaches Daddy put on them. It didn't matter how many

  508. jackets Mama put on them, how many blankets me Andi

  509. Balt put around them. They were shaken. And I thought

  510. about the inspiration for this message one night, dealing with

  511. this sickness. I told Brother Nathaniel, Brother Jonathan, I said,

  512. I gotta go to bed. I don't feel good. It's

  513. about midnight. I stepped in there, in that bedroom, and

  514. I took my shoes off. In the minute my socked

  515. clothes foot hit that wood floor, a chill went from

  516. the sole of my feet to the top of my head,

  517. and I went to shaking, all but convulsion because I

  518. had been running fever. And Brother Jesse, I looked just

  519. like somebody shaking into spirit. I looked like Brother Gabel

  520. does when the Holy Ghost is moving on him.

  521. I told the boys.

  522. I said, about thirty minutes later, I'm still into bed

  523. and shaken, and I wondered would I be able to

  524. catch my breath. To be honest with you, I thought

  525. another ten minutes of that it was gonna shake me apart,

  526. and your mama was gonna have to call.

  527. Nine one one. Just let me die and go on

  528. to be with Jesus.

  529. I've been sick many times, but Brother Philip, I was

  530. being shaken, and I'm telling you, there's somebody listening to

  531. this sermon right now. You are being shook, and you

  532. think it's the spirit of God. But you don't realize

  533. it is satan. I watched them granddaughters become numb. I

  534. watched their little feet turn red. I watched their little

  535. hands turn red, and I watched them get past feeling

  536. the love of many shell wax cold because iniquity has abounded,

  537. that jealousy and that envy and that conviteousness. Oh, somebody

  538. mentions that other sister's name and you just can't stand it.

  539. Somebody gives that other preacher some praise and you just

  540. can't stand it. I'm talking about seismic symptoms. Are y'all

  541. talking here? Listening to me? Am I talking to you.

  542. I think a way out of church because I haven't

  543. been recognized. Call lay out of church because I can't

  544. show out them and show off and receive recognition. I'm

  545. telling you your becoming numb the love how many shall

  546. what's cold? It got to the place where my granddaughters

  547. were shaken, just like a god from me.

  548. Later I was shaken.

  549. I want you to ask yourself a questioner, how is

  550. it concerning my faith?

  551. Is it sturdy simon?

  552. Is it sturdy faith to be against the sismic forces

  553. of Satan? I'm asking you a question. Is it because

  554. God spoke to my heart today and he said, there

  555. is a fault liner under every faithful saint. I said,

  556. God said, there is a fault liner under every faithful saint.

  557. He better not forget.

  558. That you can transgress against.

  559. Koda lady in life and lose your soul.

  560. Reprobate brins their numb and their temperatures are dropping. Bethel,

  561. we know the importance of the word of God. We

  562. know the importance of a good fire. The prophet Jeremiah

  563. knew the spiritual numbness will take your very soul. And

  564. Jeremiah twenty and verse number nine is basically a confession

  565. and an admission. I considered giving up ministry. You know

  566. why he considered giving up ministry, not because he was

  567. a whimper a weekling.

  568. He had had his high moments. The Spirit of.

  569. God knew he would be a great preacher before he

  570. was even born. The God that knows all things knew

  571. this man would have something in him nobody else had.

  572. He would have a desire to weep for people. He

  573. would have a desire to say things nobody else would say.

  574. Jesus knew this about Peter. Jesus knew this about Peter

  575. when he called him out of fishing boat. Jesus knew

  576. this about Simon when he called him through his brother Andrew.

  577. Jesus knew. I'm telling you there were good days in

  578. Simon's record book. Just before this text, they had been

  579. at the Passover. They were at a guest chamber, and

  580. Jesus is in the house, and they've taken communion, They've

  581. maded the body. They partok of the fruit of the vine,

  582. and Jesus is commanding everybody. He's telling them about things

  583. that are forthcoming. He tells them about a betrayer in

  584. the midst and Peter is not holding the soop, and

  585. Peter is not to one the sweating bullets. And Peter

  586. is probably feeling good about now. I'd say Brother Jesse's

  587. feeling super spiritual. I'd say he's walking on the tips

  588. of his toes and saying, I praise the Lord for

  589. how I felt during that Passover celebration. He's feeling mighty

  590. good about things. He's feeling mighty good about living in

  591. La Belle. He's feeling mighty good about starting to preach.

  592. He's feeling mighty good about Christ. Hold in grace and

  593. in God, but now are you all listening. But now Jesus,

  594. before the party is over, he knows Judas is gone,

  595. and he tells.

  596. Simon Simon, Simon.

  597. Satan hath desired to have you. And this is where

  598. I want to focus. Satan has desired to have you

  599. that he may sift you.

  600. He cannot sift you if he.

  601. Does not have you. And I'm telling somebody under the

  602. sound of my voice, don't let him have you.

  603. I said, don't allow him to have you.

  604. So Peter watch Judas to betray her. Go do what

  605. he was to do. What you're doing, Do it quickly,

  606. Jesus said, said to such a one, And Peter goes

  607. to walk off. He's feeling good. We've had church. Raise

  608. your hands, brother Jesse, Praise the Lord. I took of

  609. his blood, I took us flesh. He washed my feet,

  610. and I told him, don't just wash my feet, wash

  611. my whole entire body. And Jesus and I have been talking,

  612. and we've been communion, and you're just having a great discourse.

  613. And I'm just telling you it's been church. And then

  614. Jesus squares off with Simon and he says, Simon, Simon,

  615. what I want you ought to remember. At this point,

  616. Jesus is using Simon's old name. Jesus is using Simon's

  617. old name. It wasn't Peter, it wasn't Cephiss, it wasn't

  618. Great Rock or Great Stone. Jesus is saying, Simon, you

  619. know what's in there, Simon, Simon and that rock.

  620. Simon back on his.

  621. Heels, and you know what Jesus said, Satan has desired

  622. to have you. And Simon's feeling so spiritual that he says, oh,

  623. he ain't gonna get me. In fact, Lord, wherever you go, I'm.

  624. Gonna go with you.

  625. In the word of God, Peter said, if it's to

  626. the prison house, or if it's to the graveyard, if

  627. it's being in prison or dying, I'm going with you.

  628. Oh come on, some of you have said the same thing.

  629. I'm gonna go through anything with my Jesus. How even

  630. die martyr if needs me. That's the same thing. Simon said, Hey,

  631. thank your brother just said. But you know what Jesus

  632. meant what he said, and Simon, I know, didn't forget it.

  633. And then what long after that, talking about her love

  634. of many growing cold, Simon's not with the Lord he's

  635. down there away from guests, Simony.

  636. Now he's away from the guest chamber.

  637. Now he's down there in the High priest courtyard, and

  638. he's out there near a little campfire and a little damsel,

  639. and he's getting cold, and he's warming himself, and his

  640. love is growing colder. The closer he gets to the

  641. world's fire, the closer he gets way evil communication to

  642. the corner. He's growing. And then the rooster cruise. I said, Then,

  643. just as Jesus said, the rooster crowse, he denies the Lord.

  644. And now it's reeling and it's rocking. It's reeling and

  645. it's rocking. Echoing in his mind is what I'm telling

  646. somebody here tonight. You better drag your hide back to church.

  647. You better drag your selfish hide back to the altar,

  648. because the devil is not only to go to destroy you,

  649. he's gonna destroy your family. He's down there, he's shaking,

  650. and Jesus said, I prayed for you, Simon. Satan has

  651. desired to have you. I don't know about you. Oh,

  652. but I don't want no abductor to take my grandkids.

  653. I kept my eye on them grandkids, even when we

  654. were in supposedly a Christian theater, watching what was supposedly

  655. a Christian production.

  656. I was watching them grandbabies.

  657. Can you imagine Jesus told Satan go ahead and try,

  658. and somebody said that ain't true. That's what he told Joe.

  659. You want, Joe, go ahead and try. I'm gonna tell you.

  660. When you're the senior pastor and your son's the youth pastor,

  661. and you're standing out there with your own hands, you

  662. and your son and the dead babies, uncle's digging his grave,

  663. that's a shaken. When you're standing out there at the

  664. Oortona Cemetery and you find Duke Camon's widow on the

  665. wrong side of the cemetery, it say shaken. When you're

  666. in the Fifth Avenue store that's just recently open, and

  667. Iris and Gene are finally living their dream and doing

  668. what they want to do together, and you're looking at

  669. Jeane dead and Iris kissing him and the lips repeatedly, Oh, Gene,

  670. I love you, and Gene ain't kissing him back.

  671. And the more she kisses, the colder his lips. Grass.

  672. That's what I'm telling you. The preacher can.

  673. Love you more and more and more Impostle Paul said,

  674. the more I love you, the less I be loved.

  675. There was no way he could love her back because

  676. life was gone. And that's what I'm saying. Not only

  677. was life gone, love was gone. And when they can

  678. look at a preacher that gave blood, sweat and tears,

  679. Apostle Paul said, concerning some, he said, there was a

  680. time to pluck your eyes out and gave them to me.

  681. Brother Nathaniel, how he wept and cried and said, sat

  682. God them.

  683. Had nothing to do with me.

  684. Jesus cut Satan loose on Job, and Job's ship rocked,

  685. and it real, it rocked, and it real. Ten caskets

  686. laid out there. Job's wife's going in saying curse God

  687. died Job. If it wouldn't have been for your intimate

  688. relationship with this man that controls all things, the one

  689. that calls you to prosper, If he hadn't allowed this,

  690. we wouldn't be in this shape to just curse God

  691. you die. I'm asking you a question, why is it

  692. no more? Though he slaved me, yet I will trust him.

  693. Why is it no more?

  694. You pray for those that despitefully use you and abuse you.

  695. Why is it that you would even deem somebody in

  696. the church your enemy, who has bewitched you, who has

  697. come between you and your first love. Jesus said, I

  698. have somewhat against you because you've left your first love.

  699. I've heard Sister wood And say for years, I couldn't

  700. imagine not being able to fill his presence. And I'm

  701. going to tell you that's what Drew David in Closer

  702. was realizing. I ain't feeling his presence. And that's why

  703. David said, take not your presence from me, because he

  704. was the one that set outside Saul's door, playing on

  705. the harp while Saul.

  706. Begged for ten minutes.

  707. I remember in the Church of God, watching them old

  708. Saints of God that refused to leave when the spirit

  709. of God said, come out from among them and be separate.

  710. Do not compromise any longer. Read this word of God,

  711. keep his commandments, be holy, be righteous, do your best

  712. to serve the Lord, and be obedient. I remember some

  713. of them old Saints of God saying, We're gonna stay

  714. with the ship.

  715. And you know what happened.

  716. The ship rocked and it relled, and Sister Cristal, I

  717. remember looking at that old Saint of God that I

  718. had confidence in about two years after she made a

  719. bad decision to stay with the sinking ship. She had

  720. put breeches on and she had cut her hair. I'm

  721. gonna tell you, it don't hurt me as bad as

  722. it hurts you. It hurts me. I've cried over it.

  723. But me watching your fire go out breaks my heart.

  724. But the one that's ultimately going to become numb and

  725. lose out is you. Jeremiah said, I will not make

  726. mention of him, nor speak any more in his name.

  727. But his word was in my heart. But his word

  728. was in my heart as a burning fire shut up

  729. in my bones. And I was weary with forbearing, and

  730. I could not stay Simon, Simon, Satan had desired to

  731. have you. I'll say this, brother Philip, I don't know

  732. what it is to have a quitter's mentality. And since

  733. I've been saved, I've heard Sister how Will say this,

  734. I've heard Sister woot And say this. I've heard Sister

  735. Cheryl say this. Since I've been saved, I have never

  736. been tempted to backslide. A bad day as a Christian

  737. is better than the best day of a sinner.

  738. A bad service.

  739. In an anointed church, family service is better than the

  740. best day in them charismatic churches. I'm not trying to

  741. scare you tonight, but I'm telling you the devil wants

  742. to have you. He wants to have Jeremy Howell, he

  743. wants to have Hannah Edwards. He wanted you the very

  744. second after you became born again, and he's gonna want

  745. you the very second before you take your last breath.

  746. I remember the story. It goes something like this. This

  747. man had stood strong against conflict and controversy for years,

  748. and then the day came that his true colors would

  749. be manifested, and some people came in and drug him

  750. and his family out of their primitive looking church, and

  751. while at gunpoint, he was told to deny Jesus. He

  752. denied Jesus. After they had said, if you deny Jesus,

  753. we will spare your life. He denied Jesus. He cursed God,

  754. he used foul language, and then the cold hearted executioner

  755. pulled the trigger and sent him straight to Hell. I

  756. don't understand wanting to give up. I understand being sifted.

  757. When Jesus prayed in the Garden of cassemine to feel

  758. like as them. Sweats became his great jobs of blood.

  759. He started praying, God, help Peter. You know how rambunctious

  760. he can be. You know how energetic he can be.

  761. You know how outspoken he can be. Help Peter.

  762. You know he's got a good heart.

  763. Help Peter. And Jesus began to pray. I pray that

  764. his faith fell not. But let's fast forward some two

  765. thousand years. There'd be somebody sitting at eleven fifty three Corneli,

  766. your driver tuned in right now, listening. And Jesus said,

  767. Father Satan desires to have them, that he might sift

  768. them as week. I've been involved in engineering and design

  769. and drafting for a long time. I remember us looking

  770. at some members that had been sized and literally size

  771. and connection material to make the connection between two intersection

  772. intersecting members. And I remember the owner of this large

  773. structure hiring an independent specialty engineer, and brother Nathaniel that

  774. specialty engineer. He said, where is this structure being erected?

  775. Somebody said out west? He said, is there not a

  776. fault line within so many miles of this structure? And

  777. everybody threw their hands up and said yes. He said,

  778. none of you took that into consideration, and we all

  779. said no. I was one of the ones that had

  780. to run the specialty connections to determine how thick the

  781. connected members would be, plates, angles, channels, bolts, the sizes

  782. of the bolts, etc. The thickness of the plate. I

  783. had to go into that software and we had to

  784. consider size, but activity. It took some of them one

  785. inch thick gusset plates and increased them to about two

  786. and a half inches because there needed to be a

  787. consideration for a cataclysmic earth shaken instance. And I'm gonna

  788. tell you, laying at the house, it isn't gonna prepare

  789. you from an earth shaken, life shattering experience. Simon's sturdy faith.

  790. Simon stood and it was Simon, Peter, if I'm not

  791. mistaken it, so be strong, be vigilant for your adversary,

  792. the devil. And there's some of you you don't even

  793. realize how thin the ice is you're walking on. Let's

  794. stand tonight. Satan desired to have job, Satan desired to

  795. have Peter. But I want to remind you, Jesus said,

  796. I will never leave you. Orphus said that to Ruth

  797. I'll never leave Naomi. But then there came a time

  798. she left Naomi and Ruth, and I feel it in

  799. my soul. There's about seventy five people in this building.

  800. The spirit of orpis upon you, three or four people

  801. in this building. I say to you, it will be

  802. no reflection upon Pastor Howell or his ministry. It will

  803. be no ill testimony or bad spoken word to the

  804. Bethel hole in his church, or the likes of Sister

  805. Charity Howl or Sister Irish Woot and her sister gil

  806. Hammond or anybody else.

  807. Will you go away?

  808. Also from the garden of Yosemite to the courtyard of

  809. the High Priest, the sifting began since the how it

  810. can begin between Tonight's servants and Sundays. Peter took some

  811. wrong steps that were not ordered by the Lord, and

  812. those wrong steps led to the sifting and the shaken.

  813. And because of his sturdy faith and because of the

  814. prayers of the Lord, he didn't suffer spiritual ruin. And

  815. that's my mental outline. Your steps need to be ordered

  816. by the Lord. Your steps would lead you to your

  817. sifting and the shifting. Impossibly if you don't get us

  818. thirty faith tonight. This will be the beginning of your

  819. spiritual ruin. I remember that woman. She had hair that

  820. extended all the way to her ankles. David's song that

  821. he wrote after he received the news that Saw didn't

  822. survive the shaken was this how or the mighty falling?

  823. They were swifter than eagles yard listening. I don't care

  824. how many times you've ran around the church, how many

  825. services you attended. I'm reminded of the deacon of the church,

  826. basically a co founder. I reminded one of the main

  827. elders of a church because of just little things that

  828. used to wouldn't bother him, him allowing it to bother him.

  829. He got old. On a Sunday morning, we were all

  830. in church. I was at the front pew, and a

  831. stranger walked in that had never walked in that church before.

  832. And he came to the pastor and he whispered into

  833. pastor's ear, and the pastor got a wild eyed expression,

  834. just wild eyed on his face. And he came over

  835. to me right in the middle of service, and he whispered,

  836. and he said, that man is dead. He laid at

  837. the house, acting like no church was good enough because

  838. of his little feelings, and he died on his living

  839. room couch. And the report was he just choking for

  840. someone no reason, say, not desired to shake you. I

  841. said it a couple of days ago. The Holy Girst

  842. spoke to me that Satan wants to shake some people apart. Well, oh,

  843. one of the Kentucky singers says, Satan, take your hands

  844. off my church. Satan, take your filthy, nasty hands off

  845. my soul. I want to make it clear you've got.

  846. No power here.

  847. Satan, take your hands off my church. Let's bow our

  848. heads right now, if we could please. There's some people

  849. in this building tonight. I've preached through sickness, and some

  850. of you have said amen, through sickness, and I want

  851. to tell you, in eighteen months you won't be the

  852. same spiritually. Brother Bill Houston tells the story of a

  853. man that was a preacher, a Pentecostal preacher that allowed

  854. his love to grow cold, and he started putting his

  855. affection on other things and what he used to have

  856. affection towards. And then one Wednesday night, instead of going

  857. to church, he went and played golf. And then he

  858. come back to church on a Sunday after a few services,

  859. they noticed he was dressing differently in his golf clothes.

  860. This man was a holiness preacher, a Pentecostal preacher, and

  861. brother used to say, over the course of the time,

  862. not very long at all, an evil spirit, just like

  863. the one that entered saw entered him that man. And

  864. he said, after a while, somebody said you got to

  865. go to the hospital and pray for him. And he said,

  866. whenever I went to the hospital to pray for him,

  867. he was and there groaning and grunting like a wild bull, bellowing, bellowing.

  868. And Brother Bill Houston said, I walked in there and

  869. I prayed, and I asked God to deliver him, and

  870. spent hours in there. I saw Brother Euston weeping as

  871. he told this story. He said, I was praying from

  872. my buddy God deliver him and set him free. And

  873. he said, after a couple of hours of praying, he said,

  874. in a still small voice, I heard God say no.

  875. And he said, I walked out, and he said, that

  876. man bellowed himself all the way to hell. Why has

  877. your love grown cold? These altars are open right now.

  878. He used to be excited about praying seeking the Lord,

  879. but in these perilous times, as iniquity abounds, as sin

  880. is on every corner. Grace is supposed to so much

  881. more abound than it does for some, but for others

  882. the shaken is unsurvivable. I prayed for you, Simon, and

  883. I want to tell a handful of you.

  884. I prayed for you.

  885. In recent days. But it's on you. There's a shaking

  886. going on in the movement. There's a shaking going on

  887. in families. There's a shaking going on in churches. There's

  888. a shaking going on. It has nothing to do with brother,

  889. how we'll rebuken sin. It has nothing to do with

  890. an elder saying, let's fire the circus and the clowns.

  891. It has nothing to do with people standing against foolishness.

  892. It has everything to do with Demus loving the present world.

  893. And I must ask for an altar at this time,

  894. as there's somebody right now that would like to pray.

  895. The spirit of God has been present. Simon's sturdy faith

  896. versus satan seismic forces. Here's one. When the son of

  897. Man comes, shall he find faith on earth? In another

  898. scripture it said, who then can.

  899. Be saved with God? It is possible if your flames flick.

  900. You need to ask the Lord tonight to not allow

  901. it to go out. Peter went from the garden to Gyosemine,

  902. to the courtyard of the High Priest. Somewhere he took

  903. some wrong steps. Those wrong steps led him to the

  904. Sifton and what could have been his spiritual ruin.