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More Than A Snack Shack - Pastor J. D. Howell 5-6-2026

Bethel Holiness Church - Wednesday Night Services

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  1. Brother Nathaniel First King's chapter number nineteen and verse number seven,

  2. and whoever's reading on Brother Jesse's behalf tonight Luke, chapter

  3. number fifteen and verse number sixteen, Brother Caleb, Praise the Lord.

  4. Are you glad you're in the House of the Lord

  5. tonight during midweek service? Bear with me about another forty

  6. five minutes and we'll get out of here. I love church,

  7. though I could be here all night long, praise the

  8. Lord before I got saved. I could be at a

  9. party or a rodeo all night long. I'm glad to

  10. be here tonight, Brother Nathaniel, First King's chapter number nineteen,

  11. verse number seven. My brother, and the angew of the

  12. Lord came again the second time and touched him and said,

  13. arise and eat, because the journey is too great for thee.

  14. Arise and eat.

  15. Look at your neighbor and say, hey, neighbor, did you

  16. eat today? I know the people of Bethel Holness Church.

  17. They had something good to eat today, There's no doubt

  18. about it, Brother Caleb, Luke, chapter number fifteen and verse

  19. number sixteen.

  20. Brother and he would fain have filled is really with

  21. the husk that the swan did eat? And no man

  22. gave unto him.

  23. That scripture is speaking of the prodigal son, all the

  24. prodigal's extreme hunger. He got so hungry before he decided

  25. to return home to the father's house. Let's stand for

  26. the reading of our golden text tonight, Matthew, chapter number

  27. five and verse number six. You'll notice these are words

  28. in red. Look at your neighbor and say, hey, neighbor,

  29. did you notice these are the words of Jesus. Now

  30. respond to them with this old, silly person. All of

  31. these words are the words of God. That's right. Whether

  32. black or red, they are all the words of God.

  33. Amen.

  34. Matthew five and six. I will said, blessed or they

  35. which do hunger and thirst after righteousness, for they shall

  36. be filled. May we pray, Heavenly Father, we love them,

  37. We praise you, We thank you for the opportunity to

  38. be in your house.

  39. Tonight.

  40. We pray God that you would set a guard at

  41. the ears of this thy people. Help them to hear

  42. what the Spirit of God says into the church tonight.

  43. Not of my words, but of your word. Lord. Your

  44. word is the bread of life. Lord.

  45. That's what they need, is the bread of life. I

  46. pray that we would divide this bread and hand each

  47. man and woman, boy and girl their portion. I pray

  48. that you would anoint this thy servants, set a guard

  49. at my mouth, and help me to say things you

  50. would have me to say, nothing more less heavenly Father,

  51. And may we hear and heed. May these sayings go

  52. below the shoulders. May they saturate the spirit soul on mine.

  53. We pray that we would depart this place joyfully and

  54. not sorrowfully. In Jesus' name. In the church said, Amen,

  55. look at your neighbor and say, hey, neighbor. Church is

  56. more than a snack shack. Amen, I want to preach

  57. a message the Holy Ghost titled more than a snackshack.

  58. Amen.

  59. Our golden text is found in a New Testament book

  60. of the Holy Bible. Saint Matthew's Gospel is the first

  61. book of the New Testament. The title bears the name

  62. of its author, the tax collector turned disciple of Jesus.

  63. Must have knew a little something about the temporal satisfaction

  64. of person experiences while feasting on the things of this world.

  65. For this man to have willingly betrayed his people, the

  66. Jewish people, and have sold out to the Roman government

  67. and worked for them by employment to seize upon that

  68. opportunity to be considered a trader by his own people.

  69. He must have felt that the things of this world

  70. offer temporal satisfaction. My guess is he felt like all

  71. the days of his life he would be satisfied financially

  72. because of his act of betrayal against his kin's people.

  73. And so there's no doubt that there was a period

  74. of time where this man was feasting wondrously upon the

  75. things of this world. But one day Jesus Christ came

  76. to his tax collector's booth, and Jesus pointed at him

  77. and charged him to follow him. And there was something

  78. about Jesus that commanded this man's attention and demanded his affection.

  79. And this man forsook all. He forsook that golden opportunity

  80. given him by the Roman government. He walked away from

  81. that tax collector's booth, and he was willing to walk

  82. with Jesus. During the Ministry of Jesus, which lasted only

  83. three and a half years, even though Jesus said, I

  84. do not have a roof to lay my head under.

  85. I have not been promised all of the meals that

  86. I need. I am not at all barded with money.

  87. I am not at all one that just has overflowing

  88. barns full of grain. But follow me and I'll show

  89. you something. I'll let you partake of satisfying bread. How

  90. many of you are thankful for that satisfying bread? And

  91. our golden texts the Bible said, Blessed are they that

  92. hunger and thirst after righteousness, for they shall be filled.

  93. And so I suspect the moment that this man laid

  94. his eyes upon Jesus, he knew that this man was

  95. the bread of life. And this bread of life offered

  96. a long lasting satisfaction to anyone who was willing.

  97. To learn of him.

  98. We remember the rock star that wrote the song I

  99. can't get any satisfaction this evening. We're watching people in

  100. the House of God that can say we are like

  101. satisfied calfs of the stall. There's no doubt whatsoever in

  102. my mind that the expressions on your faces are indicative

  103. of fatted bellies. Spiritually, you're satisfied. I can tell that

  104. you're not panting after some tainted water of this world,

  105. or pining after some contaminated.

  106. Bread of this world.

  107. Sister Howell, took something out of our refrigerator today and

  108. I asked her, I said, what is that?

  109. She said, it's chicken and dumplings.

  110. I said, must we depart from something so glorious and wonderful?

  111. She said, well, if you like fuzzy and.

  112. Slightly green chicken and dumplings, then there's no need for

  113. us to get rid of it. And Sister how was

  114. one that keeps a very clean house and keeps a

  115. very clean refrigerator. But upon closer observation, she realized that

  116. Pastor's favorite food needed to be turned out because it

  117. was tainted or polluted or contaminated by an unfriendly bacteria.

  118. You see this evening watching Brother Jesse and Sister Hannah's

  119. little boys, and one of them little boys likes to

  120. eat more than the other little boys. But I tell

  121. you something about those little boys, or Brother Jesse's and

  122. Sister Hannah's. Every one of them likes to eat. But

  123. that little Martin White Howell, whenever Mama left to go

  124. get them their little sister, he was unhappy about it.

  125. He was not pleased at all to stay with popping

  126. me me. He pitched a fip, and he let Papa

  127. know that he wanted to get back on that black

  128. explore and go with Daddy and Mama. He shook his

  129. head violently in protest from Mom and Dad pulling out

  130. of Papa's yard without him. And I looked at Martin

  131. White Howell and I said, Martin, do you want something

  132. to eat? And immediately it was like throwing a switch.

  133. That little boy. His composure changed, his countenance changed, and

  134. even though a warm tear was gliding down in big, cute,

  135. little chubby cheeks, he knotted up and down. I like

  136. something to eat, And I tell you, I took him

  137. in there and I opened some of Mimi's cookbooks just

  138. to see what his reaction would be. And in those

  139. cookbooks his sister Heill had given some of my daughter

  140. in laws. I found an old fashioned banana pudding. In

  141. Martin's countenance lit up, and you could tell Martin was

  142. excited about the idea of partaking of that banana pudding.

  143. And then his big brother, Micah Howe, at the age

  144. of seven, started thumbing through those cookbooks and showing Martin

  145. all the foods that those pages represented, and all the

  146. ingredients that were found on those pages, and how you

  147. could put this and that together and the end result

  148. would be something so scrumptuous and delicious.

  149. But after a.

  150. While, Martin White Howell got tired of looking at what

  151. could be, and he'd rather partake of what needed to be.

  152. Hey man.

  153. And so from my brief observation of this little man,

  154. I knew he has no problem whatsoever being blessed to

  155. because of hunger. You look at that little man, you

  156. can tell he is not malnourished at all. If you

  157. look at our golden text, Matthew, chapter number five and

  158. verse number six, the Bible said, blessed or they which

  159. do hunger and thirst after righteousness, for they shall be filled.

  160. Notice the first part of that verse, blessed or they

  161. which do hunger. Well, I wonder if Martin whit Howell

  162. got that from Papa Jeremy David Howe. Because I like

  163. to eat. Y'all know, I like to eat good food.

  164. I don't like bad food. But every morning when I

  165. wake up, I think.

  166. About good food.

  167. And I believe here tonight there's people in this building

  168. that know the difference between good and bad food. There

  169. are people in this world that do not know the

  170. difference between a good or a bad entree over there

  171. in Ukraine, there are people that have no idea that

  172. they could go to something called the Golden Corral and

  173. walk inside of there and belly up to a buffet

  174. where they could choose.

  175. Any and everything that they want to eat.

  176. I could take you to Kenya and introduce you to

  177. Pastor Caleb, and Pastor Caleb could tell you I've never

  178. seen food like this before. I've never in my life

  179. seen anything like this. And there's no doubt though, within

  180. every being of humanity there has to be a sense

  181. of hunger because God's rule mandates it to be sod,

  182. and so goes it.

  183. With a spiritual man.

  184. There is a natural appetite and a spiritual appetite for

  185. sustenance and provender.

  186. Amen.

  187. I believe that those boys of Brother Jesse's, that they

  188. walk around with growling bellies. Oh, I heard a pack

  189. of coats there for a minute and I noticed them

  190. little boys were salivating, and I realized they wanted something

  191. good to eat. And it wasn't long before Mimi did

  192. better than Papa.

  193. Papa was taunting.

  194. Them with what we could offer them, but Mimi came

  195. out of the kitchen with something that would satisfy. Can

  196. I tell you, it's one thing to lay your eyes

  197. on the buffets of the West. If you are in

  198. a refuge g camp in Palestine, it's one thing to

  199. lay your eyes upon the buffets that are readily available

  200. in the West. Come on then, to just sit there

  201. and just daydream about what could be or better times

  202. or better days.

  203. Amen.

  204. So I believe those boys and brother Jesse's as they

  205. walk around throughout the day, they recognize they have growling bellies.

  206. And because they have growling bellies, they have growing bodies.

  207. And the only reason they have growing bodies is because

  208. Mama is doing.

  209. Something more than Papa was doing.

  210. Papa was entice and Papa was presenting them with an

  211. opportunity to see what is available. But Mama and Mimi

  212. will actually pull out the ingredients, put them in a

  213. mixing bowl, can conjure up something and put the spread

  214. on and come on and fill up the table.

  215. And I feel like there's people in this building tonight.

  216. You have growling bellies day and night for satisfaction. I

  217. appreciate all of our visitors that are in the building tonight,

  218. appreciate all of the people that have moved from other

  219. states to come here to the Bethel Holiness Church, and

  220. I feel like this must be a reason for.

  221. Why you have come here.

  222. I know this that there are some that seem to

  223. be spiritually malnourished, while there are others that aren't not

  224. so malnourished. But I know there's a hunger. How many

  225. of you are thankful for the sense of hunger? Aren't

  226. you thankful for the hunger pangs? I asked one of

  227. our church members last night, who's been camping in the

  228. hospital for some time now, who is now and I

  229. see you?

  230. I asked him. I said, what have you been eating?

  231. She said, Pastor, I haven't been able to eat anything.

  232. And she talked about things that have been offered to

  233. her and brother rooting us. She said that she turned

  234. her nose up to it because it was not appealing

  235. or it was not appetizing, and to listen to her.

  236. She went on to say, it just was not satisfying,

  237. it was not nourishing. Come on, this sister knows what

  238. it is to eat a girl. And there's a lot

  239. of people in this building here tonight that could throw

  240. up a hand and say I know what it is

  241. to eat good, naturally and spiritually. If you've sit for

  242. preaching her brother Nathaniel, Howell, you know what it is

  243. to eat good spiritually. If you sit under the table

  244. or at the table of Sister Irish.

  245. Wootin, you know what it is to eat good and naturally.

  246. And so you look at these kids or brother Jesse's,

  247. and you can tell they are not malnourished, and they

  248. are not starving to death, but they have growling bellies

  249. seemingly incessantly. They are all ways ready to eat something.

  250. I want you to know.

  251. There's some kids in refugee camps tonight with pop bellies

  252. that are growling bellies, but they.

  253. Do not have growing bodies.

  254. You know why those little children and those people in

  255. those refugee camps and war torn countries are not experiencing

  256. growth and development.

  257. It's because of what they are eating.

  258. As a bass fisherman of yesteryear, I remember going to

  259. ponds where there was not plenty of marine life in

  260. that body of water for those mighty majestic bass to

  261. feed on them. I remember approaching that body of water

  262. and looking at the shallow waters where the minos should

  263. have lived, and I noticed there were no minnos, no shiners,

  264. and no shad and I taught my boys to look

  265. for the food sources. And sometimes I would say, you know,

  266. this little pond right here is on the backside of

  267. a subdivision, but for whatever reason, it is deprived of life.

  268. And we would take a lure.

  269. It did not matter the color, it didn't matter the selection,

  270. it didn't matter the representation. As soon as that lure's

  271. belly splash on the surface of the water, a skinny,

  272. scrolling bassa would strike. And I told those boys as

  273. they pulled up what should have been trophy bassa? I said,

  274. if that bass had it been in a collusive Hatchie river,

  275. would it have been an abundance of food for it

  276. to have partook off on a daily or an hourly basis,

  277. that bass would have raided weigh two to three pounds more.

  278. I've seen what looked like a scrony bassa devower things.

  279. That you would have never thought they would have devoured.

  280. We filayed somehow and looked at the contents in their belly,

  281. and we realized there's no doubt they had growling bellies,

  282. but they didn't have growing bodies. And what was in

  283. their belly, you wouldn't have believe that. I'm telling you plastic.

  284. We've seen plastic bags, We've seen plastic lures. And even

  285. though their bellies were filled to capacity, because there was

  286. no brim or blue gill.

  287. Or shiner or shatter inside.

  288. Of that belly, there was no development or growth. And

  289. I've noticed that to be the trend and a lot

  290. of churches today. I'm not here to judge any pastor

  291. of their ministry. I'm not here to judge any church

  292. or their ministerial team. But I can tell you when

  293. I walk around, I hear nothing but growling bellies, and

  294. I see bery few growing bodies.

  295. Don't you know that we are to be the bride

  296. of Christ.

  297. We are to be the body, and every one of

  298. us is more than a stomach.

  299. Come.

  300. You see, sometimes people go to church hoping to hear

  301. something given from the priest or the rabbi, or the

  302. preacher or the evangelist or the teacher, and that person

  303. walks out of that building with a growl and belly

  304. and with a body that's refusing to grow because somebody

  305. did not hand them a hand on the purpose. And

  306. the Bible said that we are to rightly divide the

  307. word of truth.

  308. I'll tell you every honest.

  309. Hearted father, he will count the sum of the people

  310. that have bullied up to his traumper, and he.

  311. Will look at that dinner table.

  312. And if it be three in attendance, or if it

  313. be twelve, he will divide it evenly without partiality, and

  314. he will give everybody their portion for the daily bread.

  315. And I want you to know that every minister and

  316. every ministry had to be able to rightly divide the

  317. world of truth. And somebody on a know with somebody

  318. in that building his contemplating suicide. Somebody had to know

  319. with somebody in that building's taking of giving up. Somebody

  320. had to hear her for growl and belly, have the

  321. drug at it. I tell you why the drug atic

  322. his old George tonight. It's because he tried church.

  323. That he did try Jesus, I tell you the church

  324. will let you down. The church. We'll run out of

  325. beder that in our father's house.

  326. There is better enough to spare, and nobody's person with hugger. Amen,

  327. pray for me here tonight as I try to preach,

  328. and pray for my son and daughter in law as

  329. they bring forth ano other growling baby. Amen, And this

  330. time that growling baby there'll be a girl with a

  331. growling belly.

  332. You see, these babies are born into.

  333. The world in one of the first things they searched

  334. for is food. And woe hold be to the church,

  335. and woe be to the minister, woe be to the

  336. ministry teens who watch people come in when people go

  337. out without plenty to eat. We talked a little while

  338. ago about the prodigal son. Brother Caleb read our co

  339. text found in the fifteenth chapter of Saint Luke's Gospel,

  340. and Brother Caleb talked about this man being reduced.

  341. Because of the sense of hunger.

  342. And Sister Simmons, the Bible said, and he would fain

  343. have filled his belly with a husker that the swine

  344. did eat, but no man gave to him.

  345. This is the sun of royal pedigree.

  346. This is literally representing the Jewish people. This is representing

  347. people they're supposed to be, the people of God. Come

  348. on a prodigal somebody that once was his child, somebody

  349. that once caught him daddy, somebody that once tasted of

  350. the goodness of the Lord and went out there because

  351. of the limelight and the luster, because of the glitter

  352. and the glamour and ended up in a park country,

  353. devouring everything it could consume. But whenever it got done,

  354. the world left. That's restless spirit and penniless. And the

  355. Bible said he lost his friends. There's no doubt the

  356. family had been left behind, and there's nobody all concerned

  357. about his belly.

  358. He would have filled his belly.

  359. And that's what the drug out of cr is doing tonight.

  360. And the Church has forgot our obligation to tell them

  361. we are here to help other people eat. Take of

  362. the acronym hope. We are here to the help other

  363. people eat. You know why their own drugs, and you

  364. know why they're on alcohol. It ain't an excuse, but

  365. it is one of their reasons. Their country crooners, they

  366. win the Country Music Association of Art being honest and saying,

  367. I'm trying to mask her the pain. I'm trying to

  368. hide the hunger. Oh they were just hunger had thurst

  369. out their righteousness. Think about what they're saying. There's a

  370. tear in my beer because I lost him, my dear.

  371. All I got is a quarter to call somebody who cares.

  372. She left me last night and I'm lonely. That just

  373. ain't no peace under the embers of the Neon Moon

  374. that just stain't no rest is their brother Philip. For

  375. those laying in the streets of Seattle, Washington, you and

  376. I have been there before a few times, and we

  377. have went down the streets that people say you should

  378. not go down.

  379. It's just the way, brother Philip, and our nature.

  380. We put our own life on the line sometimes in

  381. order to help somebody. Brother Nathaniel has been with me.

  382. When I do that, I try to follow the leading

  383. of the Lord. And I look at drunkards, and I'll

  384. look at hormongers, and I look at harlots, and I

  385. look at people that are nothing but skin and bones,

  386. and they're and everything. Lucifer, that dictator will feed them.

  387. It's no more nutritious as a lolly papa is to

  388. a new baby.

  389. If a doctor was to give a new baby.

  390. An astro papa, the doctor would say, are you crazy?

  391. Come on, I'm telling you. They are eating things, but

  392. they are not.

  393. Nutritious, even if they are delicious.

  394. I'm telling you. The church needs to be more than

  395. a snack shack.

  396. It needs to be more or where people come to

  397. the House of God on Easter, where they come to

  398. the House of God for the cantata where they come

  399. to the House of God for Christmas celebration. There needs

  400. to be more than a snack shack where somebody comes

  401. in with somebody hands in a spiritual hersy bar and

  402. because of a burst of energy, they feel good the

  403. next day on the child, but they feel religious for

  404. a week that I want you to know.

  405. You can't run off for a long time.

  406. Ho the hoshy bar aymen, all the prodigals extreme hunger.

  407. When I came into church thirty two years ago and

  408. sat on the back pew that night, I had no

  409. desire to be the pastor of a holiness church. I

  410. had no desire to be the father of a tribe

  411. of thirty and the grandfather thereof I had no desire

  412. even for a wife. That night I was hungry, I said,

  413. I was hungry, and I walked in the church to

  414. see that they have that he bred in the house.

  415. I want you to know there is bread in the

  416. Father's house. It may not be in every church on

  417. the corner, but it is in the Father's house.

  418. My word, I feel all he goes said in this place, Sister.

  419. Wootin, I hate to see a skinny bath.

  420. Amen. I hate to see a skinny.

  421. Fish because I know that fish is suffering in that environment.

  422. And that's how Brother Philip and I feel, and Brother

  423. Nathaniel and I feel when we venture in the.

  424. Places and we see the prodigals in poor health.

  425. Too many people are so bitter and worried about why

  426. the prodigal left the house. And so many people are

  427. so bitter and wondering why the prodigal squandered everything, and

  428. they're so bitter wondering why he wasted all of his

  429. living with harlots. But you know the real father, he

  430. don't care as long as he comes home. He don't

  431. want to know the reasons for why they did what

  432. they did, but he wants to know the reason.

  433. For why you're here. And the motivation was pure. My

  434. belly is empty.

  435. There is all kind of things inside of here, but

  436. it's like nuts and boats and glass and barbie.

  437. It's not nutritious.

  438. I'm telling you here tonight, I'm expecting of and in

  439. fox of people to show up. I have to built

  440. the holess church in these last days and say I'm

  441. seek I'm not having pretty eat.

  442. The hunger.

  443. The thirst says to how They're doing everything they can

  444. to satisfy it. I've already mentioned it. The rock and

  445. roll freak. He put it down the lyric. I just

  446. can't get any satisfaction. Hell was, presley one of the

  447. most restless souls that mankind has ever known and witnessed.

  448. People shake their head and they say, how could the

  449. self proclaim and the one that people work, the king?

  450. How could he be in such poor help? How could

  451. he be in such poor health? He was not only

  452. in poor health physically, he was in poor health spiritually.

  453. I know men do him whenever he was in his prime.

  454. I had a preacher tell me as a young man.

  455. He said, don't you go out in this world. He said,

  456. I watched Elvis fight away behind the scenes, begging for

  457. us to sing a gospel tune. He said, I was

  458. with Elvis the night before he died. He said he

  459. was restless and he was miserable. He said the only

  460. time he ever felt whole was when we, as rock

  461. and roll freaks, we're singing the old gospel hymns. I

  462. want you to know, there's something about the songs of

  463. this red back him north. They offer virtue, they offer

  464. peace of mind, they offer sustenance. They offer provision, They

  465. offer nourishment for every person that opens them up and

  466. looks at them. You need more than filling your belly

  467. with boo slade shoes.

  468. You need the ruby red blood. Oh Jesus Christ, you're righteous. Amen.

  469. So when the prodigal son came home, he's in poor help. Now,

  470. Sister Rachel, you're a mother, and I believe you have

  471. a mother's heart. Just let brother Nathaniel has a father's heart.

  472. You tell me how you would feel if one of

  473. them girls ever goes out to the far country and

  474. they told you they're gonna live it up. And the

  475. reports for the last few years have been they have

  476. been living it up. They've had plenty of heat, they've

  477. been successful. But when you see them coming out of

  478. them spiritual refugee camps, and you see them coming out

  479. of them tattered war zones because of them poor conditions,

  480. you know that stomach is still growling, and you know

  481. that body is not growing. Am I preaching up in

  482. here tonight? Or shall we go to the house?

  483. Amen.

  484. I don't want to just hold you if you ain't

  485. a feeling what God's given me for you here tonight?

  486. I want to preach and be obedient to God regardless.

  487. But I want you to know, because of poor conditions

  488. people are in those states, they are experiencing a sense

  489. of hunger the Bibles, my people perish for a lack

  490. of knowledge. They are not preaching the word of God.

  491. And that's what Jesus was saying. You've got a desire

  492. for righteousness. You've got an appetite to drive an hour

  493. to church. You got a desire to move from one

  494. state to the next for your spiritual man. That's okay.

  495. At the end of the day, you'll be blest because

  496. of it. I said, I'd rather live with an Eskimode

  497. and lovetid in Hour, Alaska and the dwell in the

  498. city I've sought them up, or in the city.

  499. Of New Yorker and live with the wicked up.

  500. I'm telling you there is something about her living with

  501. the righteous.

  502. The summer said.

  503. I've never seen the righteous forsaken nor his seed begging bread.

  504. I'm telling you, you get a mom and dad, whether

  505. coal mining or washboard. You get a mom and dad,

  506. whether a banker or pauper. But you let them be

  507. full of the word of God, and you let them

  508. provide a wholesome environment at the house, and you won't

  509. find all that their offspring talking to the drug dealer

  510. for some temporal satisfaction. I'm telling you we don't look

  511. for a moment of unrighteousness when we've got a lifetime

  512. of righteousness. It takes a desperate person to beg for

  513. steale bread. I'm gonna say it again, it takes a

  514. desperate person to beg for steel bread. One of my

  515. great family members that I love dearly, he told me

  516. one time, he said, I'm gonna sit right here in

  517. this church.

  518. He said.

  519. Mostly what I'm getting bones, he said, But I'm thankful

  520. that I can pick the meat off the bones. I thought,

  521. if your pastor getting that Bible, I ain't his judge.

  522. But brother Philip just at the drop of a hat.

  523. He didn't know he's gonna be asked to say something tonight.

  524. And I got something good out of that. Brother Robecap

  525. didn't know he was gonna say something tonight. I got

  526. something good out of that. That's how it ought to be.

  527. Church ought to be more than a snackshack. I'm telling

  528. you our choirs ought to be able to do more

  529. then give a concert they ought to be able to

  530. put on a spread. I said, they ought to be

  531. able to sing with the anointing. We need more than

  532. a concert and cantata. We need a canteen. We need

  533. somewhere where there is food.

  534. Food. That's what the prodigal son was thinking. Food. Food.

  535. Jesus himself said, blessed are they that hunger and thirst

  536. at the righteousness? Blessed is that when it said, you

  537. know what, I got more than a snack. Hey, when

  538. I go to Zaxbs, I don't want that two piece snack.

  539. When I go to Popeye's, I don't want that to

  540. pieace snack.

  541. Y'all.

  542. Ask sister how as I walk in there, I say,

  543. at a minimum a three piece meal. But most of

  544. the time she knows if she orders three piece, it's

  545. not gonna be enough.

  546. I'm gonna want to four piece in there. There's no reason.

  547. Whatsoever for you to say I'm tired of chewing on boats,

  548. I'm tired of chewing on barbar I'm.

  549. Tired of chewing on briars.

  550. Y'all praying for me here tonight, you could count on

  551. you old belly being filled where there's bread enough and

  552. despair you go to the father's house. That stomach is

  553. growling day and night. I can feel it, I can

  554. hear it. I'm telling you in my spirit, there is

  555. a hunger that cannot be satisfied. The things of this

  556. world will never satisfy since the woop and their stomachs

  557. will continue to growl no matter what they jest, no

  558. matter what they consume, since to how it will not

  559. nourish them.

  560. You can fill your stomach with grass.

  561. Did y'all know back during the Depression they had something

  562. called grass soup. I'm old enough to have talked to

  563. people and listened to people as they talked about surviving

  564. the Great Depression. There's some of you kids in here.

  565. You can't believe that we're from the nineteen hundreds. Well,

  566. we go way beyond nineteen ninety nine, pow, We go

  567. way on back to the fifties and sixties, in the seventies,

  568. and we have heard those people talk about them uso years.

  569. We've heard them talk about being famished in the famine.

  570. We've heard them talk about victory guards. We've heard them

  571. talk about fuel and food rations. We've heard them talk

  572. about doing without. And I heard them say, you people

  573. are way too picky. If you ever knew what it

  574. was like to eat tangerine and orange and citrus pilings.

  575. In my lifetime, I'm fifty years old. In my lifetime,

  576. I remember watching old timers eat grass soup in my lifetime.

  577. I remember watching poor people eat potato pillings in my lifetime,

  578. I remember watching people fin the soup in order to survive.

  579. I remember my great grandmother telling us she actually witnessed

  580. one of the first vehicles of Henry Ford go buy

  581. their little small Georgia town. She said, we didn't know

  582. what that mechanical monster was. She said, as sharecroppers and

  583. dirt farmers, we looked and it wasn't a horse. It

  584. was a mechanical beast. And I've been right there to

  585. where some of their water wells were. I was right

  586. there where their gourds were. I've actually drank out of

  587. gourge in my lifetime. As a four and five year old,

  588. I made my keen people in South Georgia. Some of

  589. them didn't even have plumbing in the house of my preaching. Now,

  590. I'm telling you how old I am, and some of

  591. you are older than I am. There's a couple in

  592. here older than dirty. You kids believe that, don't you,

  593. hey man, some of you believe some of these old

  594. saints of God was old God's hand when he created

  595. the universe.

  596. Amen, old old But I.

  597. Remember my Granddaddy saying all they got for Christmas was

  598. a tangerine, and they said, we peeled the tangerine and

  599. ate it after a Christmas dinner, which was just a

  600. goose or something they had shot, and the whole.

  601. Family split it.

  602. And then the great Grandma, she told me she tended

  603. the soup with water and she wouldn't eat. And then

  604. my Papa Willard said that night before bed he'd eat

  605. the tangerine or the orange pilling. I'm telling you, sister,

  606. how And when he got older, Papa told me, he said, son,

  607. because of the conditions that I was raised in, growing

  608. up without and the incessant growl and belly, he said,

  609. Papa doesn't know what it's like to ever feel fool.

  610. And my papa grew to be a very large man

  611. because he said, I do not know what it's like

  612. to be satisfied having enough to eat, because we wit

  613. salon without enough. And I'm telling you that's about how

  614. I feel though in the spiritual things, of God. I

  615. never feel feel to capacity. The more I eat, the

  616. better it is. The more I consume, the more I want. Oh,

  617. come on now, I thank God that we can be

  618. like those well fatted Castle of the Star.

  619. Amen.

  620. I've seen food chunkies destroy their bodies, their health, and

  621. their organs because they chose to fill up on sweets

  622. or snack foods.

  623. You know what.

  624. I want to go to church where they have a

  625. rodeo church. Listen, I love horses too. My son told

  626. you wal the other night. He said he was eight

  627. years old and his daddy bought him a five thousand

  628. dollar horse. Well, notice to the church. That was before

  629. I became a pastor.

  630. Amen.

  631. We ain't buying five thousand dollar horses anymore. We're buying

  632. five hundred dollar horses.

  633. Amen.

  634. And everybody in this building knows a little bit about horses,

  635. knows that ain't a lot of horse. That's one you

  636. don't look in the mouth if you know anything about horses.

  637. You know what I just said. Am I preaching in

  638. here or not? I'm trying my best to get this

  639. message across. I walked in there to that sister last night.

  640. She's in I see you struggling to live. I said, well,

  641. you're gonna come back to us, honey, or you're gonna

  642. go see daddy. And she said, did you just say

  643. what I thought you said? And I said, yeah, are

  644. you gonna come back to us?

  645. Honey? Are you gonna go see daddy?

  646. You know, I have a way about me, is stirring

  647. up to fight her in people, and sis, the hell

  648. she come up out of that comatose type, you know, situation,

  649. and she went to pleading the blood of Jesus and

  650. the praying, and she just got into a fit.

  651. If you would just praising her Lord and thanking God.

  652. Did she not, sister? How?

  653. And she did that twice before we left, And I said, honey,

  654. you're gonna have to eat. You're gonna have to have

  655. something to nerve, and you're gonna have to fight otherwise

  656. we need to talk about heaven and we need to

  657. talk about the end of life. And she asked me

  658. a question a lot of people have asked me. Is

  659. it a sin to sign a d n R? I said,

  660. are you saying that do not resuscitate? She said, yes, sir,

  661. That's what I'm saying. I'm talking about serious conversations and

  662. she's watching and listening right now. And sister, how she said,

  663. My daughter has told me not to sign it until

  664. she gets here.

  665. She said, but I'm not at all looking forward.

  666. To somebody putting something on my chest and shocking me repeatedly.

  667. I'll just go on home if it comes to that.

  668. I said, it concerning me. I feel the same way

  669. you have battled poor help for ten years.

  670. And then I said, let me ask the question that

  671. I want to put out there for people at your

  672. funeral if God chooses to take you. I said, how

  673. did you get in renal failure nine years ago?

  674. She said, I did not take diabetes seriously.

  675. I did not take my food choices and consumption seriously,

  676. and I lost my kidneys.

  677. And she said, my help spiral down from there old

  678. that I.

  679. Could dip my help back and listen, it doesn't matter

  680. now what they feed her, she said, able to regain

  681. her help. And I want you to know if you

  682. end up the never satisfied belly up heel, you can

  683. recide every sermon whoever heard preacher.

  684. You can play in your mind.

  685. Every spiritual buffet that every possiby, but there will not

  686. be an opportunity for satisfaction. I'm telling you concerning your soul,

  687. you need more than a snackle.

  688. You need a meal.

  689. She said, I'm here because of a poor diet, diabetes.

  690. I didn't take it seriously. She chose to fill up

  691. on sweets and snack foods, no matter what her body

  692. was crying out, no matter what the doctor was saying.

  693. And that's what we do. We know what our soul

  694. man is telling us. Crack aunt answer, Budwiser and t answer.

  695. Come on, heroin an answer pod answer. But that alter

  696. is and so is that blood of Jesus. But I've

  697. seen them pray and shed crocodile tears, and God spoke

  698. to me and said, they're getting just enough to feel better,

  699. but they're gonna go right back into that pig pen.

  700. Let me ask you a question I asked a week ago.

  701. Do you want to live again on the Father's porch

  702. or do you want to live the rest of your

  703. life in the pig pen. But even though you make

  704. your choices, I still contest at the church ought to

  705. be more than a snack shack in the church, said Amen.

  706. Thirty minutes, Sermonetes thirty minutes, Sermonetes it's gotta be more

  707. than rituals. It's gotta be more than ceremonialism. It's gotta

  708. be more our brother Sam Severs, you go into that

  709. jail and you start preaching to them guys. You know what, buddy,

  710. You're gonna give them more than a two piece snack.

  711. I guarantee you that. It was the last Wednesday night.

  712. Him and I stood right there and talked about the

  713. Lord till two o'clock in the morning, and I flipped

  714. through his Bible.

  715. He did it for me.

  716. I looked page at the page, at the page, at

  717. the page, at the page, at the page, at the

  718. page notes.

  719. I said, Man, this guy right here has been dick.

  720. You dig into this buffet, buddy, you'll pass up candy bars.

  721. I give it to you. Brother Jesse, you're about to

  722. have a baby girl. Your favorite candy bar is a

  723. hersheywood almonds ice cold. Now you know where he got

  724. that from. Daddy right here. But it was about twenty

  725. years ago. I experienced a serious health issue and sister Wooton,

  726. you can't hardly give me five hundred dollars at any

  727. given night to eat a Hershey bar.

  728. You know why, because.

  729. I want to experience the moments of little melodies coming

  730. into the world. I want to spirits, experiencing moments seeing them,

  731. little boys and girls and moms and dads get delivered

  732. around these altars.

  733. How to Ho'm sick or tired.

  734. Of seeing spiritual food junkies destroy their spiritual health and

  735. their spiritual organs they choose to eat all these sweets

  736. and snacks in the church said Amen, I'll say this again,

  737. there's more to a body than a stomach. The stomach

  738. can be filled and the rest of the body can

  739. feel it. You know, the rest of the body says,

  740. you know what, mister stomach, You're filled, You've got plenty.

  741. But we're starving. We're so deprived. And that's what happens.

  742. You go and you hear little sermonette, you hear three

  743. points and a cute little illustration and a cute little song,

  744. and you feel good.

  745. You got your energy bar right.

  746. But there's something about that old fried chicken dinner, some

  747. mashed potatoes, coach saw biscuit, real butter. So I'm preaching

  748. now all you're gonna be hungry. McDonald's stock. I'd buy

  749. it right now. Sneak out the back of the church

  750. with your phoned Amen, buy some stock, because Bethel's about

  751. to leave and flood Little Bell McDonald's.

  752. We're hungry, Amen, We're hungry, ain't we?

  753. I see fill them emotions with nuts and bolts and

  754. barbed wire. They cry, say, boy, I'm glad to know

  755. Jesus loves me. But when they walk out their sister,

  756. how that energy burst, that hunger. That's what the prodigal

  757. son was experiencing what we called a sugar rush, then

  758. a sugar load. Listen, nibbling on a message every now

  759. and then? Is it going to provide the nursement you

  760. need to grow in grace and then the knowledge of

  761. the Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. Let me get Miss Janet,

  762. heill in trouble whether the past there so I'm not

  763. the only one in trouble, she said. Sometimes some of

  764. these people listen, I think, just to be nosy, to

  765. see who's gonna get in trouble with a prophet. And

  766. you know what, you can live off a little nibble

  767. levery now and then. I almost called a few names,

  768. Sister Janet, of those you talked about. But there's something

  769. about coming in here, sitting down in that pew am

  770. I telling it right? Amen, that holy ghost energy, that

  771. holy ghost and his brother Nathaniel singing, has brother Phillips

  772. playing on them drums, has brother Jesse's tickling the ivories,

  773. his brother Caleb's tooting his own horn. Has these saints

  774. of God get unified, and they begin to praise the Lord. Amen,

  775. y'all know Elijah had experienced a burst of energy. Right

  776. in First Kings, chapter number nineteen and verse number seven,

  777. the Bible said, out to such an event, the Angel

  778. of the Lord came again the second time and touched

  779. Elijah instead of rise and eat, because the journey is

  780. too great for them. How many of you know the

  781. journey of life is too great for a spiritual energy

  782. bar every now and then.

  783. Throw me a bar on Easter, Preacher, Okay.

  784. I'll do that, But wouldn't it be better than having

  785. a bar every now and then to have a buffet

  786. on a weekly basis? Elijah, I know fire just fell

  787. out of heaven. Elijah, I know you just had an outburst.

  788. I know you just had a burst of energy, and

  789. you feel like you're gonna run on for a long time.

  790. And then before long he realizes that the Jezebel's threat.

  791. He's running for his life, and you know what, the

  792. Holy Ghost has shaken. And wake up, Elijah, wake up,

  793. wake up. You need to be annoyinged again. You need

  794. another burst of energy. Fires come down, yes, but you're

  795. gonna need a fire to fault again, sister Howell. And

  796. if he doesn't eat, if he doesn't eat, the Angel

  797. of the Lord awakes. Close your eyes, prophet, that's what

  798. preachers are. Prophets. Amen, hey, prophet, arise and eat, and

  799. then it gives a reason for why the prophet, the

  800. preacher that has continuity in connection with God better eat

  801. again because the journey's too great. It was undeniable that

  802. in his moment firefell, But it's also undeniable right now

  803. that he's running for his very life from a woman queen.

  804. And you know what's going to happen since the woot

  805. And if he don't arise and eat, he's going to

  806. contemplate filling his belly with the husk.

  807. Of the world.

  808. You know what's going to happen if you stop going

  809. to this altar, young man and young woman. You know

  810. what's going to happen if you stop taking the walk

  811. One of these days they're going to pull out a syringe.

  812. What was the offense? Tell me none of us know her.

  813. She'd come to work high and hungover, and y'all lost

  814. the great employee. And you said, I hate to do this,

  815. like a loving parent to a child who's being disciplined.

  816. This hurts me more than it hurts you. I can

  817. tell you, knowing this man right here, when that woman

  818. walked out, sister, how he probably thought, what's going on

  819. in her life? It's so bad that she would risk

  820. losing her job for a little high. Oh, the temporal fix,

  821. the temple satisfaction. I feel it, s aster. How somebody

  822. is this close just saying I'm sick and tired of

  823. this world. I'm sick and tired of this God's size

  824. hole and void? Would you feel me up? Lord, with

  825. your goodness and your love. And if you don't arise

  826. and eat, you will die. Notice the holy ghost in

  827. the angel The Lord didn't say a rise and snack.

  828. You think you all are waiting on to grand baby.

  829. I'm trying not to get too big of a hurry

  830. and run out that door. I'd love to be holding

  831. her right now, but I want to give you something

  832. to eat that will keep you here till Sunday. I

  833. want to give you something to eat that'll keep you

  834. from thinking Budweiser will be the answer come Monday. I

  835. want to give you something to eat from this word

  836. of God that will give you a permanent fix and

  837. not a temporial fix.

  838. A rise and eat, a rise and eat.

  839. If you don't receive of this, you won't be able

  840. to give to others. And that's what happened thirty two

  841. years ago. I figured out that if I don't eat

  842. from myself as daddy, my little boys and my little

  843. girls are gonna go out there and they're gonna feed

  844. in hogpins. The Bible said to the Liidjah the prophet,

  845. he said, will arise and eat, and he arose, and

  846. he did eat and drink, and he went in the

  847. strength of that candy bar. No, and he arose, and

  848. he did eat and drink, and he went in the

  849. strength of that meat for forty days, forty nights until

  850. horror the mount of God. He didn't consume a hershey

  851. bar or an almond joy. He consumed meat. Well, I'm

  852. gonna go to the Rodeo church. That's okay. Some of

  853. my keen people go there. But I'm gonna tell you

  854. something they have told me with honesty. There's something new

  855. that doesn't satisfy about that, because they said, we all

  856. know the real reason for why we're there is to

  857. ride horses. Now, if there was ever an equine attic,

  858. equine attict, it's this boy right here. But when I

  859. found Jesus, I found something more satisfying than the wild

  860. spirit of a mustang. I'll tell you, Before I found Jesus,

  861. I could look at a wild mustang and cry, and

  862. I could say, you are my spirit animal. But brother

  863. broke at what you said tonight. There's misery in that restlessness.

  864. And you know what the mustang. There's one just up

  865. the road. He's been out here for a while now.

  866. Every now and then I'll drive by and I'll say, Jeremy,

  867. you old man, you you were no longer restless. Just

  868. how you know what the wild is missing out on.

  869. The restless is missing out on sweet feed in abundance

  870. alfalfa flakes, apple treats.

  871. Yeah, huh right, yeah, whoa.

  872. You could keep that wild heart might have stall you

  873. all you want to, And you flared them nostrils of

  874. a morning I'm free to make my choices. But when

  875. you're sifting through briars and you're you're eating grass soup, oh,

  876. I feel the Holy ghost in this place. And he

  877. rose sister whooting, and he ate of that meat. He

  878. wasn't feeling famished anymore. He drank sister. How he wasn't

  879. feeling parched anymore. You know what Elijah was saying, I'm

  880. well nursed, I'm well so satisfied, and now I have

  881. strength and endurance. I'm done preaching. We just stand tonight. Please,

  882. brothers and sisters, friends and family. Only Jesus can satisfy

  883. your soul. Only Jesus can take that broken heart and

  884. make it whole. If I had to guess the night

  885. I've preached the five people, Brother Philip, that have SATs

  886. settled for grass soup, I'll tell you this, and Ukraine,

  887. I have seen my interpreter at that time, Brother Vadem,

  888. dig my chicken bone out of the trash, and take

  889. his teeth and nibble that bone till its split, and

  890. then eat the bonemorrow out of the bone. This missionary

  891. threw away. And I'll tell you I'm a country boy

  892. from the South. When I throw a bone away. There's

  893. no sin you, there's no meat, there's no anything on it.

  894. When he picked that up, he said, you Westerners are

  895. so wasteful.

  896. I come home.

  897. It was Thanksgiving holiday, and my beautiful bride, she had

  898. put that spread on from one end to the other,

  899. Sister Simmons. We had six kids there and some family members,

  900. and everybody prayed and they said grace, and everybody was

  901. throwing up hands of gratitude, thankgiving to God. And when

  902. they got done praying, I started thinking about that interpreter

  903. pulling my chicken bone out of the trash. I started

  904. weeping uncontrollably, walked out in French door, jumped that fence

  905. where all them horses had lived that I had, some

  906. had broke, many, I had rude. They wanted attention. I

  907. had no to give, none to give. Went up in

  908. the bayhead, if you would. The swamp found me a

  909. high spot. Got up in that swamp on that high spot,

  910. and I knelt down enough, cried uncontrollably, and I said, God,

  911. I feel so guilty because I know the waste that

  912. we're fixing to witness. And I tell you this, in

  913. the world, there is no waste. There's only want. But

  914. there's been times that I walked out of the House

  915. of God after a good service and I thought it

  916. was so rich, it was so sweet, it was so good,

  917. it was so it was so plentiful.

  918. There's no way we took it.

  919. All that Brother told me, he said, I can never

  920. come to the States again because he said, now that

  921. I've witnessed the buffets that are in the States, he said,

  922. I can't live in my country with peace of mind

  923. because I understand we're not okay like our government has

  924. told us we are.

  925. We are starting. We are not the blessed we are without.

  926. And sometimes Brother Jacob, we see people they pass by

  927. and they realize, Oh, it could be so much better

  928. for my daughter, it could be so much better for

  929. my son, it could be so much better. Twenty years ago,

  930. when I packed my bags and moved the little Bell,

  931. God spoke to me and said, Jeremy, it's not about you,

  932. it's about others.

  933. I said, Lord, what do you mean.

  934. He said, it's about your wife and your kids, and

  935. it's about people that's gonna come to that church. And

  936. he cautioned me, Brother Nathaniel. He said, when they're hungry,

  937. feed them. And Brother Ethan. It's not my words, it

  938. feeds them. It's his words. And I wonder if we

  939. could bow our heads right now and close our eyes

  940. at this altar, there is provision that will feel the

  941. satisfied and also fell the longing.

  942. It'll feel the saint in the center.

  943. I've heard Sister wood And say repeatedly, I'm like a

  944. holy ghost talk. I've been eating good at his table

  945. for years, and I'm gonna keep eating good at his table.

  946. I'm gonna say it again.

  947. It'll satisfy the satisfied, and it'll satisfy.

  948. Those that are longing.

  949. Blessed are they that hunger and thirst after righteousness? It

  950. doesn't say blessed are they that are thurston after a

  951. cold beer? Now we know that usually ends up in

  952. our baby boys wrapped around an oak tree at three

  953. o'clock in the morning. I wonder, is there a restless

  954. soul tonight and that needs to come to this altar

  955. and pray. We want to pray with you. Anybody, young man,

  956. young woman? Do you know what I'm talking about? Temporal satisfaction?

  957. You go, you walk out of here, and you say,

  958. I just am not satisfied. I need something more where

  959. are you? You could have been attending this church for

  960. fifteen years. I don't know you could be the one

  961. I'm preaching to. Would you come? Anybody? Anybody calling you?

  962. Calling you? Can't you hear the Blessed Savior calling you?

  963. Just can't be satisfied. I've tried this, and I've tried that.

  964. There's two? Is there a couple more? I'm not surprised.

  965. I remember being that one that said, you know what,

  966. I don't feel that I'm a bad guy. I don't

  967. feel that I want to be a drug addict. I

  968. don't feel that I want to be a drunkard. I

  969. don't want to hurt nobody. But I'm miserable insight, I'm

  970. not satisfied. There's got to be more than two. Is

  971. there one more? As we tarry?

  972. Is there one more? Preacher? I realize I'm so hungry? Blessed?

  973. Are they that hunger and thirst?

  974. Do you know every person in this building should probably

  975. be around an altar right now saying I'm hungry for

  976. another wave of glory. I'm hungry for another meal from heaven.

  977. I'm hungry for another handful of purpose. I'm hungry. I

  978. just can't get enough. Is there anybody else, all right,

  979. everybody that will at your place of prayer, would you

  980. kneel and just ask God to continue to supply all

  981. your needs according to his riches and glory. I've never

  982. seen the righteous forsaken, nor his seed begging bread. It's

  983. not God's will to not that anybody go away hungry.

  984. He will feed you to the full.

  985. I feel the sweetness of God in this place, sweeter

  986. also than honey and the honeycomb. Church should be more

  987. than a snack shack. Praise the Lord. Growling bellies, but

  988. do we have growing bodies? Oh God, help me, help

  989. our family, help our church family, help me to growl