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HINDSIGHT: LOOKING BACK TO MOVE FORWARD | Part 4 | The Power of a Testimony

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  1. Praise

  2. God. [music]

  3. [music]

  4. >> [music]

  5. [music]

  6. >> Hallelujah.

  7. >> That is my traditional Pastor Ben

  8. greeting in case you missed it.

  9. >> You missed it first time.

  10. Oh my goodness.

  11. >> Maybe I just do all the little Pastor

  12. Benisms.

  13. Hey, are you guys thankful for our lead

  14. pastor, Pastor Ben and Sister Jessica?

  15. Amen. [applause]

  16. Such a privilege to serve with him in

  17. ministry. And this is such a great

  18. church. And uh Pastor Ben's kind of

  19. catching his breath this week. I am

  20. Pastor Dan if you're new here. uh one of

  21. the pastors on staff and we're wrapping

  22. up a series called hindsight and so

  23. we're going to look back one last time

  24. and then we're going to keep moving

  25. forward. It is February 1st.

  26. >> Are you excited about that?

  27. >> Because I'm really excited when we can

  28. stop complaining about the cold and

  29. start complaining about how hot it is

  30. again.

  31. >> We'll just go from one season to the

  32. next. But God is good. And um as I was

  33. thinking about hindsight, you know, we

  34. have a windshield in our car that's

  35. quite big. And then there's a rearview

  36. mirror which is quite small. And so I

  37. think, you know, you can't really drive

  38. effectively with your head looking back.

  39. So if you're always looking back at your

  40. kids, um that's dangerous. Don't do

  41. that. But um you know I think it it's

  42. just a good kind of illustration of how

  43. you know we need to look back now and

  44. then just to see what's going on behind

  45. us and see if any of our Grace Summit

  46. brothers and sisters are riding our tail

  47. and about to run us off the road or

  48. anything like that. That's a true story

  49. by the way that has happened. Um but we

  50. need to for the most part be looking

  51. forward but we do need the reference

  52. from what's behind. And so I would like

  53. to uh share with you a message called

  54. the power of a testimony. and it'll be

  55. coming primarily out of Joshua's 4th

  56. chapter. And so if you have a Bible, you

  57. can turn there. It should also be on the

  58. screen behind me. Joshua 4 and beginning

  59. at verse 4. So Joshua called together

  60. the 12 men he had chosen, one from each

  61. of the tribes of Israel. He told them,

  62. "Go into the middle of the Jordan in

  63. front of the ark of the Lord your God.

  64. Each of you must pick up one stone and

  65. carry it on your shoulder. 12 stones in

  66. all, one for each of the 12 tribes of

  67. Israel. We will use these stones to

  68. build a memorial in the future. Your

  69. children will ask you, "What do these

  70. stones mean?" Then you can tell them.

  71. They remind us that the Jordan River

  72. stopped flowing when the ark of the

  73. Lord's covenant went across. These

  74. stones will stand as a memorial among

  75. the people of Israel forever. So the men

  76. did as Joshua commanded them. They took

  77. 12 stones from the middle of the Jordan

  78. River, one for each tribe, just as the

  79. Lord had told Joshua. They carried them

  80. to the place where they camped for the

  81. night and constructed the memorial or

  82. the testimony there. Joshua also set up

  83. another pile of 12 stones in the middle

  84. of the Jordan at the place where the

  85. priests who carried the ark of the

  86. covenant were standing. And they are

  87. there to this day. Down to verse 21 now.

  88. Then Joshua said to the Israelites, "In

  89. the future, your children will ask,

  90. "What's up with these stones?"

  91. Then you can tell them, "This is where

  92. the Israelites crossed the Jordan on dry

  93. ground. For the Lord your God dried up

  94. the river right before your eyes. And he

  95. kept it dry till you were all across

  96. just as he did at the Red Sea when he

  97. dried it up until he had crossed over.

  98. He did this so all the nations of the

  99. earth might know that the Lord's hand is

  100. powerful and so you might fear the Lord

  101. your God forever.

  102. This is a really important

  103. time in Israel's history. And I want us

  104. to draw from it the fact that they're

  105. testifying. They are recalling. They're

  106. looking back on their journey. And

  107. they're setting up a memorial, a

  108. permanent testimony of what God had done

  109. in their lives. And I hope to have you

  110. see yourself in this passage as we go

  111. along because all of us are witnesses

  112. regardless of where you're at with

  113. Christ even. And I'll explain that a

  114. little later on. You are a witness. God

  115. could have decided to just write across

  116. the sky, hey, I'm God. I save people and

  117. stuff.

  118. He could have done that and we'd be

  119. like, "Oh, wow. God's speaking directly

  120. to us." But God most often speaks

  121. through other people. And if you look

  122. over your journey, you may realize that

  123. God has sent specific people into your

  124. life at specific times to get his

  125. message to you. That's just how God

  126. works. All of us have a story that's

  127. unfolding in real time and a story that

  128. we can share which will be a blessing to

  129. other people. I want to share with you a

  130. couple of verses about being his

  131. witnesses. Isaiah 43:10.

    Isaiah 43:10

  132. The scripture says, "You are my

  133. witnesses, says the Lord, and my servant

  134. whom I have chosen, that you may know

  135. and believe me, and understand that I am

  136. he. Before me there was no God formed,

  137. nor shall there be after me." Isaiah

    Isaiah 44:8

  138. 44:8.

  139. Do not fear nor be afraid. Have I not

  140. told you from that time and declared it?

  141. You are my witnesses. Is there a God

  142. besides me? Indeed, there is no other

  143. rock. I know not one. Acts 18. But you

  144. shall receive power when the Holy Spirit

  145. has come upon you, and you will be

  146. witnesses to me in Jerusalem and in Fort

  147. Wayne and in Judea and Ellen County and

  148. Samaria and Indiana and to the ends of

  149. the earth.

  150. >> Is that how it read?

  151. That was the PD paraphrase.

  152. Acts 26:22, the Apostle Paul said this,

    Acts 26:22

  153. "Therefore, having obtained help from

  154. God, to this day I stand witnessing both

  155. to small and great, saying no other

  156. things than those which the prophets and

  157. Moses said would come." The story is the

  158. same for all of us. We are created

  159. beings.

  160. God, we are the the height of his

  161. creation, the climax of all that he

  162. made. If you ever read the the account

  163. of creation, he created and said, "It's

  164. good. It's good. It's good." And when he

  165. created man, he said, "It's very good."

  166. We are in the image of our creator. And

  167. the story is still that we need our

  168. creator. We were created to be in

  169. fellowship him. We were created to

  170. worship him. And this world would love

  171. to pull us in a thousand different

  172. directions to take away from that truth.

  173. But we are witnesses. There is no other

  174. God but him. There is no one that can

  175. change a life like him. He is the one

  176. true God. He always was, he is, and he

  177. always will be. Jesus Christ the same

  178. yesterday, today, and forever. He has

  179. touched my life and knows touched many

  180. of your lives. And we are witnesses. We

  181. are those who will testify of the

  182. awesomeness of God. So I want to unpack

  183. Joshua chapter 4 this way. I'm kind of

    Joshua 4 chapter mention

  184. giving you a road map if you will. There

  185. are three parts to the story. There are

  186. two levels to the story and there are 12

  187. stones in the story each of which which

  188. we will discuss. Three parts to the

  189. story. You see, when they put these

  190. rocks uh as a wi as a testimony on the

  191. other side of Jordan, they were

  192. recalling, they were looking back at all

  193. that God had already done. These are a

  194. people who had started in the land of

  195. bondage. That's the first part. The

  196. first part is the bondage part. The

  197. second part is the wandering part. And

  198. the third part is the promised part.

  199. We're standing on the brink of the

  200. wandering part, stepping into the

  201. promised part. But before they got to

  202. this, they were in bondage just like we

  203. were.

  204. You see, the the uh slavery in Egypt is

  205. typical of us being slaves to sin. If

  206. you know the story, the Israelites went

  207. into Egypt to fulfill a need. There was

  208. only about 70 of them at the time,

  209. basically a family, and they were going

  210. down because there was no food. There

  211. was a great famine in the land and there

  212. was food in Egypt. So they said, "Let's

  213. go down to Egypt and get our needs met."

  214. And over the course of 400 years and

  215. generations, they became in bondage.

  216. They became slaves in that land. And

  217. many of us have tried to fulfill a need

  218. by going, you know, to a place that God

  219. really didn't want us to go in the first

  220. place in order to fulfill an emotional

  221. need, a physical need, uh a need for

  222. affection or affirmation. And so you're

  223. looking for love in all the wrong

  224. places, right? And then after a while,

  225. what met that need in the short term

  226. becomes a place of slavery and you find

  227. yourself stuck and a slave to sin. But

  228. God didn't leave them there. He heard

  229. their cry. He saw their despair and he

  230. sent a man named Moses. Moses is a type

  231. of Jesus.

  232. If you think about it, Moses, they tried

  233. to kill him when he was a baby. They did

  234. the same thing to Jesus. He was born

  235. into a hostile environment. And Moses

  236. had a message, but before he would

  237. deliver that message, he went out into

  238. the wilderness. And he shepherded sheep

  239. all by himself. And God taught him the

  240. principles of shephering. And then he

  241. called him to shepherd his people out of

  242. Egypt. And so he goes back to the land

  243. of bondage, back to Egypt. And Pastor

  244. Moses has a message for them. You don't

  245. have to live this way. You don't have to

  246. stay slaves. There's a way out of this.

  247. And the people for the most part

  248. received that word gladly. People are

  249. excited to hear, "I don't have to stay

  250. this way. I don't have to stay in

  251. bondage. There's a way out." And Jesus

  252. is telling me there's a way out. That's

  253. awesome.

  254. But I want to tell you what I wish

  255. somebody would have told me in that

  256. stage that it's going to get worse

  257. before it gets better.

  258. It it was a strange season because God

  259. was doing miracles

  260. and at the same time their task masters

  261. were treating them worse.

  262. And so they were encouraged that there

  263. was hope that there was a way out but at

  264. the same time they were discouraged

  265. because their circumstances weren't

  266. getting any better. Is this making sense

  267. to anybody? And so it is when we're

  268. hearing the gospel for the first time.

  269. When Jesus first speaks to us, be it

  270. through people or pastors or however he

  271. gets word to you and you hear the

  272. message and it's exciting, but I'm just

  273. telling you, it can get worse before it

  274. gets better because your your this the

  275. slaver, the one who has you in bondage,

  276. is not willing to just let you go. He's

  277. going to fight for you. So, of course,

  278. things are going to get worse before

  279. they get better. But if you hang in

  280. there, my friend, he will get you out.

  281. if you hang in there and you take steps

  282. of faith. And so Moses says, "Okay,

  283. we're about to leave. We're getting out

  284. of this place and I want you to do

  285. something. We're gonna we're going to

  286. kill a lamb, each household, and then

  287. you're going to take the blood and

  288. you're going to put it over your

  289. doorpost." And they said, "Well, that's

  290. kind of a weird thing to do, Moses, but

  291. we'll do it." They were stepping in

  292. faith and they did what they didn't even

  293. understand. And God made a way for them

  294. to leave. And Pharaoh finally says,

  295. "Fine, go." And they're like, "Woo,

  296. we're out of here." And so they're

  297. marching, but there's one last major

  298. obstacle called the Red Sea. And so they

  299. come up to this impassible body of

  300. water. And then they look behind them,

  301. and the Egyptians had changed their mind

  302. and were chasing them down. And and so

  303. the people start freaking out. And of

  304. course, they go to Pastor Moses and they

  305. say, "Pastor Moses, dude, what are we

  306. doing here? This is this is not going to

  307. end well. You ran us right into a dead

  308. end and we're about to be killed.

  309. And Moses says, "Stand still and see the

  310. salvation of your God." The Egyptians

  311. you see today, you're never going to see

  312. him again. And Pastor Moses puts his

  313. staff to the water and the Red Sea parts

  314. and there was a way out where there was

  315. no way before. And the people come out

  316. on dry ground. And the Egyptians try to

  317. follow, but God takes the waters and and

  318. collapses them and drowns all the

  319. enemies. And so the Israelites are out.

  320. Isn't it exciting when you not only hear

  321. there's a way out, but you take a step

  322. of faith and you find yourself not in

  323. bondage anymore?

  324. They were out of Egypt,

  325. but there was a problem.

  326. Egypt wasn't out of them quite yet. This

  327. is characteristic of the wandering part.

  328. And if you can see yourself in this

  329. story yet, this is the part where you're

  330. not you're not in you're not a a slave

  331. to sin anymore, but you're kind of just

  332. going in circles.

  333. The wandering part is characterized by

  334. idolatry and bad attitudes and

  335. complaining. Y'all don't know nothing

  336. about any of that.

  337. But if you know somebody, you can apply

  338. this to them going in circles like,

  339. "Yeah, I'm not in Egypt anymore, but I

  340. still have a slave mentality. I'm still

  341. in a bondage mentality. I still don't

  342. walk in the promises of God." And here's

  343. the interesting thing. God is providing

  344. for them. They have mana every day. mana

  345. cookies and mana cakes and mana pies and

  346. mana mana shakes and protein shakes I

  347. suppose and whatever else and God is

  348. also making sure that their clothes

  349. don't wear out their sandals think about

  350. it for 40 years don't wear out some of

  351. you are like hey I get that I got

  352. clothes in my

  353. closet that are that old

  354. and you know if you hang on to them long

  355. enough they'll come back in style right

  356. you've learned

  357. So God is providing for them, but

  358. they're just kind of going in circles.

  359. They're really not reaching the place

  360. God had called them to reach. The

  361. journey from Egypt to the land of

  362. promise should have only taken about 14

  363. days. It takes them 40 years. I wonder

  364. what God could have done in a couple of

  365. weeks in your life that you have spent

  366. decades

  367. dealing with and never truly getting

  368. victory.

  369. That's not a statement of condemnation,

  370. just one of examination. Like I've been

  371. in that place. Many of us would would

  372. affirm we've been in that place where

  373. I'm not in Egypt anymore, but I'm kind

  374. of just in a cycle, stuck in a cycle in

  375. between where God brought me from and

  376. where I'm supposed to be. But can I tell

  377. you Deuteronomy 6:23 says he brought us

    Deuteronomy 6:23

  378. out to bring us in.

  379. So the wandering part is temporary. You

  380. weren't meant to stay there.

  381. And again, this is Israel just looking

  382. back on their story. And they finally

  383. come to another body of water as they

  384. look at the land of promise and it's

  385. called the Jordan River. And once again,

  386. God parts the waters for them to get

  387. from the the wandering part to the

  388. promises part. And it's there that they

  389. pause and look back at their story and

  390. say, "We're going to leave a testimony

  391. here of how God how far God has already

  392. brought us."

  393. So those are three parts. Can I say this

  394. about the promises part? It's not the

  395. problem free land.

  396. It's the promise. It's it's uh the

  397. promised land is not the problem free

  398. land.

  399. Just because you're going into the

  400. promises of God doesn't mean all your

  401. problems go away. In fact, they would

  402. face Jericho first, which was a

  403. fortified city, and and they would march

  404. around it in faith, and the walls would

  405. come down and they'd get victory. But

  406. the very next city called Ai, they were

  407. defeated and there was battle after

  408. battle after battle because the promised

  409. land, the problem is it's a land that

  410. flows with milk and honey, but it's also

  411. inhabited by enemies. There were

  412. Jebusites and Ammonites and and uh all

  413. kinds of otherites living there that

  414. they had to fight to take the promise

  415. that God had said they could have.

  416. Did you know you were in a battle?

  417. Nobody told you this was going to be a

  418. cakewalk, did they?

  419. It It's not a cakewalk. This is

  420. spiritual warfare. This is taking

  421. ground. This is making progress. And And

  422. you may lose a battle here and there,

  423. but a war is won through a series of

  424. battles. And you may lose one, but you

  425. may win a few. And God intends to get

  426. you all the way to where he's trying to

  427. get you. So don't lose heart if there's

  428. a little resistance. That actually can

  429. be a good sign that you're on the right

  430. track.

  431. >> So there are three parts. There are also

  432. two levels.

  433. Did you notice in the story that there

  434. was a a memorial built on the other side

  435. of the Jordan River inside of the

  436. promised land? And Joshua also went back

  437. into the middle of the Jordan and set up

  438. another pile of 12 stones.

  439. There were two piles. One would be

  440. covered by the waters when the waters

  441. came back together. And I believe there

  442. are two levels to every testimony. The

  443. surface part and the deep part. I want

  444. to share with you just a little of my

  445. story. I was relinquished at birth by a

  446. 16-year-old girl.

  447. My mother was far too young to raise me.

  448. And so I was put into foster care

  449. briefly and then I was adopted into a

  450. home where I didn't look like anybody. I

  451. still don't look like anybody. That

  452. hasn't changed. They were different

  453. nationality. Uh they they were different

  454. personalities and I never felt like I

  455. fit into that household. Not not only

  456. that, but the household was highly

  457. dysfunctional.

  458. My mother in the adoptive household was

  459. a raging alcoholic. She was extremely

  460. abusive. And my my earliest childhood

  461. memories are of my parents fighting each

  462. other constantly.

  463. I remember so many nights laying in bed

  464. and hearing the screaming and my brother

  465. and sister and I pleading stop fighting.

  466. And it was just a daily occurrence and

  467. glass would be breaking and they'd be

  468. just hated each other.

  469. And my mother was extremely abusive, as

  470. I mentioned. And when my dad wasn't

  471. around, she would take out her anger on

  472. us, particularly me. At 10 years old, I

  473. was brought into the judge's chambers of

  474. the divorce court, and I pulled up the

  475. back of my shirt to show him the welts

  476. on my back because my mother had beat me

  477. with the buckle end of a belt that had

  478. cut my skin right open.

  479. I don't remember any love in that house.

  480. I don't remember being told I was loved.

  481. I don't remember hugs. I don't remember

  482. affection. It was chaos. I have one of

  483. my friends that lived down the street

  484. that was coming uh to see if I could

  485. come out and play. Back in the day,

  486. that's what we used to do

  487. to today. They slide into your DM and

  488. see if you're available. But back then,

  489. you literally had to go and knock on the

  490. door and say, "Hey, you want to come out

  491. and play?"

  492. But my friend said that halfway down the

  493. street before he even got to my house,

  494. he heard the screaming and the yelling

  495. and he turned around. He's like, "I

  496. don't want any part of that."

  497. And that's what I lived in every day.

  498. And early early on when I was just a

  499. little boy, I remember feeling just dark

  500. spirits

  501. just like hating life as even a little

  502. boy. like like just it's hard to

  503. describe but just despair and sorrow and

  504. sadness and depression that evolved into

  505. suicidal ideiation that is fixating on

  506. wanting to die.

  507. Y'all are quiet in here.

  508. I made it heavy, didn't I?

  509. But

  510. in that dark place,

  511. which then evolved to drug use and

  512. serious anger issues and legal problems

  513. and all that comes along with with that

  514. kind of disposition,

  515. God met me.

  516. He met me in the midst of the deepest,

  517. darkest depression I'd ever been in.

  518. Listen, for I think 12 years, I thought

  519. daily about taking my own life daily.

  520. And I would plot and plan and think of

  521. how I could do it. And three times I

  522. tried and a couple of times I almost

  523. succeeded.

  524. And it was in that darkness that Jesus

  525. called me into his marvelous light.

  526. That's my story.

  527. Now, you could look at my life and and

  528. see the surface things,

  529. the drugs and the alcohol and the fact

  530. that I'm actually trustworthy now and I

  531. won't steal from you,

  532. which is different than I used to be.

  533. But the deep things

  534. I don't share all that often and you

  535. wouldn't even know it. That's why you

  536. have to be careful about judging people

  537. based on what you see. You have no idea

  538. what their true testimony is, what their

  539. story is. You look at the rough edges

  540. and you judge them for it, but you have

  541. no idea how far they've come, where

  542. Jesus found them.

  543. You truly cannot judge a book by its

  544. cover. So those are the levels in my

  545. story,

  546. deep things and surface things.

  547. Now, why is that powerful?

  548. I remember when God delivered me from so

  549. much of that. I remember thinking,

  550. "Okay, God, I'm I'm in I'm all in now.

  551. I'm in it for you. I'm going to serve

  552. you the rest of my life. There's no

  553. going back. But what on earth did I go

  554. through all of that for? And what good

  555. is it to you now?" And around that time

  556. when I was contemplating such things, I

  557. remember getting a a phone call from a

  558. panic-stricken father whose daughter had

  559. just tried to take her own life. and he

  560. said, "Would you please talk to my

  561. daughter?" And of all people that could

  562. have gotten the phone call, it was me.

  563. And I was able to speak life into this

  564. girl and and and I could tell that it

  565. was getting through because I had been

  566. where she is, where she was. And I was

  567. able to speak hope and life into her

  568. soul. And then I hung up the phone and I

  569. remember thinking, "Okay, my testimony

  570. is powerful. It may not be the same as

  571. yours, but it's powerful."

  572. Do you know that 20% of our young

  573. people, 20% of kids high school age have

  574. seriously contemplated suicide,

  575. 20% of them and something like 9.7% have

  576. actually attempted it.

  577. Boys are far more likely to succeed at

  578. atteming

  579. suicide, but girls are three times more

  580. likely to try it.

  581. I don't know if you knew these things.

  582. In the LGBTQ

  583. community and the same demographic, the

  584. the percentage jumps to 40% that have

  585. seriously considered taking their own

  586. life. For those that consider themselves

  587. transgender or non-bionary, it jumps to

  588. 50%.

  589. This is the world we live in

  590. and we can try to approach it from a

  591. hundred different angles, but I'm here

  592. to tell you that a testimony is

  593. powerful. There is power in a testimony

  594. of somebody that God has pulled out of

  595. that kind of darkness and can shed light

  596. and we as people relate with other

  597. people and God can use that. So the

  598. testimony is powerful. Leaving that

  599. particular subject aside, I think of a

  600. couple other uh well, one other example

  601. that I'd like to share with you. I was

  602. at a water park one time with some

  603. buddies of mine. And you know, we had

  604. been going on these slides for a while

  605. and I was kind of tired of it. And um I

  606. was kind of over the whole water park

  607. thing cuz I'm cool like that. And so I

  608. told I told them I was like, you know,

  609. you guys go ahead. I know you want to do

  610. that that one again, but I'm just going

  611. to hang out here at the bottom and I'll

  612. wait for you. And so they went and did

  613. the ride and and I'm waiting to see them

  614. come down the slide and and there was a

  615. young lady next to me with a

  616. walkie-talkie on who worked at the park

  617. and her job it was to make sure

  618. everybody was safely getting off of the

  619. ride.

  620. And somehow a conversation ensued and

  621. she began to just open up about the fact

  622. that she was living uh with a boy who

  623. had who had all kinds of weird religious

  624. beliefs and practices, witchcraft and

  625. all kinds of strange things. And can I

  626. tell you, I began to testify to her and

  627. inside of 10 minutes I was praying with

  628. that girl to receive Christ right there

  629. at the end of the water park ride.

  630. [applause]

  631. And it was one of the most powerful

  632. moments that I ever remember because I

  633. watched the glory of God hit her face

  634. and she literally transformed in front

  635. of me. You could just see that that

  636. light had shined into darkness and Jesus

  637. had come into her soul. My buddies got

  638. done with the ride. I introduced them to

  639. her and we went on our way. But she,

  640. like a little puppy dog, followed us

  641. around.

  642. We we just kept going through the park

  643. and and looking back and she just kept

  644. following us and following us and at one

  645. point I looked back and she was

  646. following us and her boss was following

  647. her scratching his head wondering what

  648. in the world has happened to my

  649. employee. It's the power of a testimony.

  650. There was a gentleman I wasn't going to

  651. share this to backtrack a little bit but

  652. I will. There was a gentleman that uh

  653. had tried to take his life with a

  654. firearm and the gun jammed. and he

  655. pulled the trigger, a loaded gun, and it

  656. didn't go off. It didn't discharge. And

  657. so, he's like, "I know God's trying to

  658. get a hold of me." And I began to

  659. witness to him and testify to him of my

  660. story. And somehow the Holy Spirit was

  661. speaking through me. And you know how

  662. when the Holy Spirit's on you and you're

  663. just kind of happy and joyful and

  664. smiling and you don't even really

  665. realize it. That must have been

  666. happening because while I was still

  667. talking, he just stopped and he said,

  668. "That right there. That and I was like,

  669. what?" He said, "That's what I want.

  670. That's what I want. What I see in you is

  671. what I want.

  672. The power of a testimony.

  673. It's not just some boring story. It's

  674. the very power of God. So, we talked

  675. about the three parts and two levels.

  676. Let's talk now about 12 stones.

  677. There were 12 stones. And that number is

  678. not uh insignificant.

  679. Jacob,

  680. who was later called Israel, had 12

  681. sons. The 12 sons became the 12 tribes

  682. of Israel.

  683. Of these tribes, there were 12 men sent

  684. into the promised land for the first

  685. time to gain information, to do recon,

  686. and come back and give a report. The

  687. high priest had a breastplate with 12

  688. stones on it. If we move, well, Elijah,

  689. let me mention him too. He built an

  690. altar challenging the prophets of Baal

  691. with 12 stones.

  692. As we move into the New Testament, we

  693. find Jesus at the age of 12 teaching the

  694. teachers in the temple.

  695. We find at the feeding of the 5000, 12

  696. basketfuls of leftovers.

  697. We find 12 disciples that Jesus

  698. handpicked

  699. in the book of Revelation. There was the

  700. tree of life had 12 fruits.

  701. Jesus heal went to heal a 12-year-old

  702. girl. And on the way to heal her, a

  703. woman with an issue of blood for 12

  704. years stopped him and touched the hem of

  705. his garment and got her healing. 12

  706. biblically means completeness or

  707. wholeness.

  708. So the testimony that was placed there

  709. was was the completeness. All the pieces

  710. were there of what God was trying to do.

  711. Now I ask you a question. Were the

  712. Israelites that came out of Egypt and

  713. through the wilderness and set foot in

  714. the promised land, were they perfect?

  715. Are you perfect?

  716. No. But God, he who began a good work in

  717. you will complete it until the day of

  718. Christ. Furthermore, God looks at you as

  719. perfected already.

  720. By him, Jesus, he has perfected forever

  721. those who are being made holy. So though

  722. you're a work in progress, you are also

  723. complete in him.

  724. Is this making sense? Your testimony is

  725. a bunch of pieces that God sees as a

  726. complete picture already. But the but

  727. the the detriment is we may begin to

  728. think we don't have what it takes. Our

  729. life isn't perfect. We got too much

  730. baggage. We have too many issues to

  731. truly have a testimony. But I would

  732. submit to you at any stage you have a

  733. testimony. Even if you're not a Christ

  734. follower in this moment,

  735. even if you're still in the bondage part

  736. and you have not been set free from the

  737. bondage of sin, you still have heard a

  738. message of hope. And God has done

  739. miracles and signs and wonders to get

  740. your attention. And maybe you came to

  741. church today just because somebody

  742. promised you a free lunch or that there

  743. were donuts or something. But but God

  744. has already been speaking to you. Even

  745. if you haven't made your mind up yet, if

  746. you're in the wandering part, you may

  747. feel stuck. You may feel like you're

  748. going in circles, but you still have a

  749. story. It's not finished yet. You may

  750. not be where you want to be yet, but

  751. neither are you where you used to be. Do

  752. y'all remember Charlie Brown?

  753. It's it's awesome how like he he came

  754. out in the 50s and people I asked the

  755. young people this morning they know who

  756. Charlie Brown is.

  757. Charlie Brown is the epitome of a

  758. defeated mentality.

  759. Do you remember when he and his friends

  760. were trick-or-treating

  761. and they went to house after house after

  762. house and and after each house they'd

  763. gather and see what they got. And some

  764. kids were like, "I got money." And

  765. another would say, 'I got cookies and I

  766. got candy. And Charlie' be like, I got a

  767. rock.

  768. And that happened again and again and

  769. again. And so all the other kids are

  770. getting this this stash of good stuff.

  771. Oh, look at that. Just happens to be a

  772. Jolly Rancher sitting there.

  773. >> Thanks, Lord. We'll leave that for

  774. somebody. But Charlie's just like, I got

  775. a rock. I got a rock. And pretty soon

  776. he's got a bag full of rocks.

  777. Maybe that's what you feel like your

  778. life is. Like you've been to house after

  779. house, relationship after relationship,

  780. church after church, and you've been

  781. hurt and injured and betrayed. And it

  782. feels like a weight. And it feels like

  783. you were damaged. And it feels like

  784. you're broken now. And you're dragging

  785. what you consider baggage.

  786. But could I tell you, it's not your

  787. baggage. It's your testimony.

  788. These stones represent my journey.

  789. And I'm not perfect, but God sees me as

  790. perfect. And God is still working on me.

  791. And so, in spite of my imperfections, I

  792. can still reach into that bag and and

  793. pull out a a story of what God has done

  794. in my life.

  795. It's not your baggage.

  796. It's your testimony. [music]

  797. It's your story,

  798. but it's God's glory.

  799. I wish to God I hadn't gone through the

  800. things I'd gone through.

  801. But if I'm honest with you, as

  802. hard-headed and stubborn and arrogant as

  803. I was, I would have never come to a

  804. place of surrender to Christ had I not

  805. been through what I've been through. Had

  806. I not got desperate.

  807. And so those broken things

  808. become blessings.

  809. And I will spend my life telling anyone

  810. who will listen

  811. how great God is.

  812. And one last thing,

  813. the stones

  814. didn't speak.

  815. People saw the stones and asked

  816. questions.

  817. What do these stones mean?

  818. You have the stuff. You have the touches

  819. of God on your life that will make

  820. people inquire.

  821. What's up with those stones?

  822. Well, let me tell you what's up with

  823. that stone of residual bitterness and

  824. anger that you brought out of Egypt.

  825. Yeah, I know it looks bad, but let me

  826. tell you where God brought me from.

  827. As the worship team comes today, um I'm

  828. just going to tell you there will be

  829. prayer teams on either side of this

  830. platform

  831. in position to pray with anyone that

  832. would like prayer.

  833. But friends,

  834. you have a story.

  835. You have a testimony. No matter what

  836. stage you're in,

  837. even if you're not a Christian yet, I

  838. hope you can accept and understand what

  839. I'm saying, God's still been touching

  840. your life and you have a testimony to

  841. share.

  842. And if you're struggling, I know there

  843. were some people in the first service

  844. that resonated with some of those deep

  845. things that we're really good at

  846. concealing. I want you to know we love

  847. you. That we will stand with you and

  848. pray with you and walk with you and

  849. testify to you that God will bring you

  850. through this.

  851. It's not the end. Let's pray. Father, I

  852. thank you for the opportunity to speak

  853. truth to your people, to testify

  854. of your goodness,

  855. of your power to transform a life. And I

  856. pray that people would be strengthened

  857. and encouraged because of it, Lord. That

  858. they

  859. would run after you with everything

  860. within them. I come against every devil,

  861. every demon, every lie. I come against

  862. everything that would hinder any one of

  863. my brothers and sisters here in this

  864. room watching online. I I come against

  865. anything that would hinder them from

  866. getting to you. In the name of Jesus, I

  867. take authority over the atmosphere. May

  868. a way be straight where they can get to

  869. you and experience you

  870. and be more than overcomers

  871. in the mighty name of Jesus. Amen.

  872. [music]

  873. >> [music]