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IT’S NOT YOU, IT’S ME SERIOUSLY | PASTOR LUKE LEZON

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  1. All

  2. right. Any parents in the house? We got

  3. any parents in the house? How's that

  4. going?

  5. Is that going different for you than it

  6. is for me? I just just out of curiosity.

  7. Uh hey, um I I say that because I I just

  8. want to add to what's been said. And let

  9. me just tell you, our kids team does an

  10. incredible job putting Navigate together

  11. coming up. Uh if you care at all about

  12. your littles coming to know and love

  13. Jesus and you being better equipped to

  14. help them be discipled all throughout

  15. that journey, uh then you will be there

  16. or you will help make sure that other

  17. people can be there. Can I get a

  18. witness? Right. Uh like listen, one

  19. thing we care about a lot here is that

  20. families are being discipled and that

  21. they are growing up within the body of

  22. the church that they might come to know

  23. Jesus Christ as Lord and Savior and not

  24. just kind of backslide a little bit from

  25. there on out, but actually pursue him

  26. with all of who they are and all of what

  27. they have. So, it it might seem like uh

  28. writing a check is is is not that big of

  29. a deal if you can't give much or serving

  30. is not that big of a deal. Or let me

  31. just tell you, generations of families

  32. that can point to how this moment

  33. changed their life will be so grateful

  34. for the way that we all step in and

  35. serve to make sure that children in our

  36. community are growing up with gospel-

  37. centered knowledge of who Jesus Christ

  38. is and what he's done for us and how we

  39. live for him. Is that is everybody

  40. behind that with me? So albeit four of

  41. you care about our kids, which is really

  42. great. And so uh everybody else is fine

  43. with the heathens running around and

  44. we'll we'll get over that. It's fine.

  45. We'll still be here. Uh and so let me

  46. just say uh it is so great to see you

  47. and to be here with you all this

  48. morning. I am so grateful that we're

  49. gathered together in this house and I'm

  50. grateful because we're continuing in

  51. this collection of conversations that

  52. we've been in over the course of the

  53. past several weeks that we have been

  54. calling Walk the Walk. Walk the walk is

  55. a collection and a discussion that has

  56. us living and lingering in the book of

  57. James. And what we see is that James

  58. wants to make sure that we are a people

  59. that are practicing what we preach. And

  60. so we've taken the title for this

  61. collection from a famed phrase that

  62. says, "Don't just talk the talk, but

  63. rather walk the walk." And James

  64. understands what the Christian walk

  65. looks like. He knows that we live in a

  66. broken and a fallen world that is sick

  67. with sin. Sin which separates us from a

  68. holy and a perfect God. In fact, Romans

    Romans 6 chapter mention

  69. chapter 6 23 would say, "For the wages

  70. of sin is death." And that's not just a

  71. physical death, but even worse is an

  72. eternal spiritual death, eternal

  73. separation from that holy and perfect

  74. God who could not be holy, perfect, or

  75. just if he allowed sin in the camp. And

  76. so, we needed somebody to radically

  77. rescue and intervene on our behalf.

  78. Otherwise, we would be hopeless. And the

  79. good news of the gospel is that in a

  80. merciful demonstration of sacrificial

  81. love and grace in Jesus Christ there is

  82. salvation. Yes. We excited about that

  83. this morning? I'm be on y'all this

  84. morning. I just need you to know that.

  85. So, uh we better be excited about that.

  86. That Ephesians says in him is redemption

  87. and the forgiveness of sin. And so we're

  88. a people that gather here today and

  89. we're grateful that we are not trying to

  90. achieve salvation, but we have received

  91. it as a free gift in the sacrifice in

  92. the person of Jesus Christ. We repent of

  93. our sins, turning our face toward him

  94. and put our faith in him. The good news

  95. of the gospel is not that you and I have

  96. a chance now to try to climb our way to

  97. God. The good news of the gospel is that

  98. God came down to us in the person that

  99. is his son, Jesus Christ. And so we

  100. understand that we are not saved by our

  101. works, but the saved will demonstrate

  102. works. And so we are a people that

  103. understand that we have renewed and

  104. regenerated hearts under the power of

  105. the Holy Spirit at work within us, but

  106. also have engaged heads and hands in the

  107. work of the ministry, the kingdom of God

  108. going forward on earth in Orlando as it

  109. is in heaven. And so congratulations. Uh

  110. we have moved through James chapter 1,

    James 1 chapter mention

  111. 2, and three. And we are now in James

    James 4 chapter mention

  112. chapter 4, beginning in verse one. James

    James 4 chapter mention

  113. chapter 4, verse one. If you have a copy

  114. of the scriptures, get there. If you're

  115. still working out your salvation scroll.

  116. And I want to take a moment and let you

  117. know that as we move through this, uh,

  118. you are not going to probably dislike a

  119. message more than you dislike this one

  120. today. And I say that to you because

  121. James isn't letting up on us. And so I'm

  122. not going to let up on us. Uh like this

  123. is what the text says. And I think

  124. there's a lot of us like even if we're

  125. excited about the idea of a difficult

  126. message that hits us right in the solar

  127. plexus, I think the reality is there's

  128. got to be a tenderness in our hearts

  129. going into it, being willing to receive

  130. something that we maybe don't even think

  131. we need right now. Uh and so I want to

  132. read James chapter 4 beginning in verse

    James 4 chapter mention

  133. one. Are y'all with me this morning? I I

  134. need you to do better than that. Are you

  135. ready for the word this morning? Anybody

  136. grateful that we're saved by grace

  137. through faith? It says

  138. this. What is the source of wars and

  139. fights among you? Don't they come from

  140. your passions that wage war within you?

  141. You desire and do not have. You murder

  142. and covet and cannot obtain. You fight

  143. and wage war. You do not have because

  144. you do not ask. You ask and don't

  145. receive because you ask with wrong

  146. motives so that you may spend it on your

  147. pleasures. You adulterous people. Don't

  148. you know that friendship with the world

  149. is hostility toward God? So, whoever

  150. wants to be the friend of the world

  151. becomes the enemy of God. Or do you

  152. think that it's without reason that the

  153. scripture says the spirit he made to

  154. dwell in us envies intensely, but he

  155. gives greater grace. Anybody grateful

  156. for that right there? But he gives

  157. greater grace. Therefore, he says, God

  158. resists the proud but gives grace to the

  159. humble. Therefore, submit to God. Resist

  160. the devil and he will flee from you.

  161. Draw near to God and he will draw near

  162. to you. Cleanse your hands, sinners, and

  163. purify your hearts, you double-minded.

  164. Be miserable and mourn and weep. Let

  165. your laughter be turned to mourning and

  166. your joy to gloom. Humble yourselves

  167. before the Lord, and he will exalt you.

  168. Don't criticize one another, brothers

  169. and sisters. Anyone who defames or

  170. judges a fellow believer defames and

  171. judges the law. If you judge the law,

  172. you are not a doer of the law, but a

  173. judge. There is one lawgiver and judge

  174. who is able to save and to destroy. But

  175. who are you to judge your neighbor?

  176. Let's pray

  177. together. Lord, we need

  178. a

  179. serious level of humility in this house

  180. coming into this word uh that you have

  181. laid out for us because God, we are not

  182. a people that can find ourselves in a

  183. place where we have anything to stand

  184. on.

  185. Lord, you gave it all that you might

  186. have all of us. And Lord, for any of

  187. those areas in our life where we are not

  188. fully surrendered to you, God, I ask

  189. right now that you would absolutely

  190. wreck us in this place, spirit of the

  191. living God, would you move in this house

  192. in a remarkable way and would you break

  193. open the hearts of individuals that

  194. aren't even really caring about what I'm

  195. saying right

  196. now? Father, would you radically work in

  197. us that we might be conformed into your

  198. image? Lord, we are not trying to carve

  199. for ourselves images of us, but Father,

  200. we are trying to be molded into your

  201. likeness. Father, we love you. We praise

  202. you and we thank you. We ask these

  203. things in Jesus name.

  204. Amen. Well, in the fame tale written by

  205. Victor Hugo, Lelay Miseraba will take

  206. place in the 19th century, and we see

  207. that it will happen in

  208. post-revolutionary war France. Uh, it

  209. begins with a main character, Jean

  210. Valjon. Jean Valjon is an individual

  211. that has just been released from serving

  212. a 19-year sentence in prison for all of

  213. his crimes. And we see that his major

  214. crime that he committed is that he ended

  215. up stealing a loaf of bread in order to

  216. be able to save his sister's starving

  217. child from death. That he acted in

  218. desperation because his family was in a

  219. destitute position. And we see that as a

  220. result of that that Jean Valjon will end

  221. up having to serve what was originally

  222. supposed to be a 5-year sentence. But it

  223. continually gets delayed and extended

  224. because he'll make multiple escape

  225. attempts in prison. None of which end up

  226. being successful. And so now after 19

  227. years, he is finally released. But he's

  228. not all that different from the way that

  229. he went in. When he's released from

  230. prison, things actually might be worse

  231. on this side of things. Because what we

  232. see is that now he'll come to find out

  233. that to have a criminal record was a

  234. societal cancer. Nobody wants to give

  235. him housing. Nobody wants to give him

  236. any kind of work. And not only will they

  237. not give him housing or work, but people

  238. look at him and they feel like he

  239. doesn't even deserve basic human dignity

  240. whenever they see him. And so as a

  241. result, Jean Valjian is angry, bitter,

  242. starving, and he's filled with all of

  243. this rage. but he will miraculously end

  244. up crossing paths with a loving and a

  245. kind bishop who will hear about all of

  246. these things in Jean Valjon's life, but

  247. he will bring him into his home anyway.

  248. And we see that Jean Valjon will

  249. unfortunately end up taking advantage of

  250. this bishop's loving kindness under the

  251. cover of darkness. He'll find all the

  252. silver that he can in the bishop's home

  253. and he'll run away. But as he does,

  254. police find him and they recognize that

  255. this is not a man that should be

  256. carrying this much silver. and they ask

  257. him where he got it. And so Jean Valjon

  258. escorts them back to the bishop's home

  259. and the policemen knock on the door. And

  260. when they do, the bishop ends up

  261. answering and he's putting all the

  262. pieces together in real time. He sees

  263. Jean Valjan, who's been staying with him

  264. with all of this silver that belongs to

  265. him. He sees the policeman behind him

  266. and he says something astonishing in

  267. that moment. He says to the policeman,

  268. "Oh no, you've made a mistake. I gave

  269. him that silver." And then he says, "And

  270. John, you forgot the candlesticks. take

  271. them too. And all of a sudden, the

  272. policemen are dumbfounded, but nobody's

  273. more dumbfounded than Jean Valjan, whose

  274. jaw is on the floor in that moment. And

  275. when the policemen go away, it's just

  276. the bishop and Jean. And we see that the

  277. bishop will say to him, Jean Valjan, you

  278. no longer belong to evil, but to good. I

  279. have bought your soul to God. And in

  280. that moment, he experiences radical

  281. grace. And he falls to his knees and he

  282. weeps. There is a breaking and a

  283. remaking by grace. He'll end up taking

  284. on a new name. He'll live a new life, a

  285. life that is marked with compassion,

  286. with grace, with justice. He'll become a

  287. business owner. He'll become the mayor.

  288. He'll even end up carrying out his

  289. desire for justice in a godly way. That

  290. he is championing those that are poor

  291. and those that are suffering. And yet,

  292. despite all of these incredible things

  293. that are happening in his life as a

  294. result of this change, we see that there

  295. is a man from his past that cannot

  296. fathom that an individual like Jean

  297. Valjan could grow in such grace. And we

  298. see that as a result, he seeks to end

  299. him, to see him fall. And so, we see

  300. that in this moment, Inspector Jave

  301. enters the picture. Inspector Ja oversaw

  302. Jean Valjan's sentence. And as he did,

  303. he found himself in a position where he

  304. was constantly letting him know that

  305. this is exactly where he should be.

  306. Inspector Jav sees himself as the

  307. embodiment of law and order, as the sole

  308. arbiter of truth and justice. He's an

  309. individual that sees nothing more divine

  310. or spectacular than seeing individuals

  311. punished that have broken a law. And so

  312. as a result, he tells everyone in his

  313. life, he's a man that's just after this

  314. truth and justice, but there's something

  315. actually broken on the inside of him.

  316. While he tells everyone that he's about

  317. seeing truth and justice in his life,

  318. the fact of the matter is he cannot

  319. fathom that grace would be distributed

  320. to somebody that he doesn't think is

  321. worthy of it. He cannot imagine a world

  322. in which he might be wrong. He's living

  323. a life being built upon the idea of

  324. being seen as righteous, but it's

  325. actually his own pride. And when he

  326. comes face to face with himself, it

  327. breaks him in a way that's different

  328. than the way that we see Jean Valjon is

  329. broken. During a political uprising,

  330. Inspector Jave and Jean Valjan are in

  331. close proximity with one another. And

  332. John Valjon has an opportunity to kill

  333. this man that's been hunting him. And he

  334. says, "I will not harm you. You are

  335. free." And Inspector Jav has no idea

  336. what to do with this. He's just

  337. experienced this grace that changed Jean

  338. Valjan's life, but he doesn't receive it

  339. in the same way. He recognizes in this

  340. moment, the only response to such grace

  341. is that you would have to humble

  342. yourself before this man that you think

  343. is so evil, before God Almighty himself.

  344. And so Victor Hugo would write that in

  345. that moment, Inspector Ja says to

  346. himself, damned if I'll live in the debt

  347. of a thief and damned if I'll yield at

  348. the end of the chase. Which is him

  349. saying, I cannot possibly have to deal

  350. with the fact that grace has been given

  351. to an individual that I don't think

  352. should have received it and certainly

  353. not that that individual would extend

  354. grace to me. I cannot possibly imagine

  355. that all of my life's pursuits have been

  356. for not. And so he ends up taking his

  357. own life. that we see that in this

  358. moment there's this ugly tale that

  359. arises that Jave has been hunting and

  360. following this man in Jean Valjon saying

  361. he's seeking truth and justice with all

  362. of his life and he's lying to himself.

  363. He really believes this at one point,

  364. but he is lying and he is fooling

  365. himself that we see that rigid pride in

  366. his life is creating conflict and as a

  367. result of that he's doing it under the

  368. guise of truth and justice. He thinks

  369. that he's in a battle with Jean Valjan,

  370. but he's really in a battle with

  371. himself. And so he's so focused on being

  372. a man of truth and justice that he's

  373. only focused externally. But while he's

  374. focused externally, there's a bigger

  375. battle that's happening internally. And

  376. we see that pride in his life is

  377. masquerading as righteousness. And I say

  378. that to you this morning because we do

  379. the same

  380. thing that you can find yourself living

  381. your life convincing yourself it is with

  382. certain motivations and their

  383. motivations that you have not truly

  384. submitted to the Lord God Almighty. And

  385. so you find yourself being driven by

  386. things that are not of God. And we see

  387. that James is going to say, "Hey, you

  388. like to look externally at how other

  389. people have wronged you and what's

  390. happened and you're building your whole

  391. life on that." And he's saying, "God is

  392. going to bend your hand from pointing

  393. the finger here to pointing the finger

  394. here." And he says here in James 4,

  395. beginning in verse one, "What is the

  396. source of wars and fights among you?

  397. Don't they come from your passions that

  398. wage war within you?" I love that he

  399. asks a rhetorical question and he gives

  400. an answer. Any parents in the room know

  401. what that's

  402. like? Why isn't your room clean? Is it

  403. because you're being a terrible child

  404. right now? Like you ask a rhetorical

  405. question, but then you also just go

  406. ahead, let me lob an answer out there.

  407. He says, "What is the source of wars and

  408. fights among you?" Isn't it those

  409. passions that wage war within

  410. you? He he says wars and fights. He's

  411. saying there's interpersonal struggle

  412. even in the church. you've got a problem

  413. with this person, they got a problem

  414. with them and these got a problem with

  415. those and there's all of these issues

  416. that are happening and you're only

  417. thinking about it in an external way and

  418. you need to start focusing on the

  419. internal. He says, "Let me help you out.

  420. If you don't know what the issue really

  421. is, what is the source of all these wars

  422. and fights among you, the source, the

  423. origin story? Isn't it that you have all

  424. these things happening on the inside and

  425. that's the wellspring of conflict that's

  426. overflowing on the outside?" He says,

  427. 'Isn't the issue

  428. you? And we don't like that. We don't

  429. like that. I did some light reading on

  430. Satanism this

  431. week. And as I was up early seeking the

  432. Lord Jesus Christ with the Church of

  433. Satan's website on my computer, hoping

  434. nobody knocked on my door. Um, it was

  435. amazing to read their declaration of

  436. faith and what it is that they say. This

  437. is on the Church of Satan's website. I

  438. don't recommend going there. Uh, I just

  439. I did the work for you. And it says

  440. this, our position is to be

  441. self-centered with our self being the

  442. most important person, the god of our

  443. subjective universe. And so we are

  444. sometimes said to worship ourselves.

  445. Satan is to us a symbol of pride,

  446. liberty, and individualism. And it

  447. serves as an external metaphorical

  448. projection of our highest personal

  449. potential. How many of y'all are reading

  450. a book right now about achieving your

  451. highest personal potential?

  452. We do not believe in Satan as a being or

  453. person.

  454. Satanists don't believe in

  455. Satan. They don't even think he's

  456. real. You believe in Satan more than

  457. Satanists believe in

  458. Satan. The question is, are you less

  459. self-centered than Satanists

  460. are? They're centered on

  461. self. We find ourselves in a position

  462. right now where we are living at a time

  463. and it's even touched the church of such

  464. cultural

  465. selfcenteredness that as I was reading

  466. this, I was broken as I was reading on

  467. their website what it is that they

  468. declare as a statement of faith. Because

  469. to be honest with you, I wondered to

  470. myself, are we a people that are more

  471. aligned with the church of Satan or the

  472. kingdom of heaven? Are we a people that

  473. live with such

  474. selfobsession that we live in direct

  475. contradiction to the kingdom of heaven?

  476. Because I know that many of us all that

  477. we just heard probably riles everything

  478. up within us. That we just heard, hey,

  479. that source of wars and fights among

  480. you. You've got internal battles that

  481. are creating external wars. That your

  482. bigger issue is what's happening within

  483. us than it is something that's happened

  484. because of them. And whenever we hear

  485. that, immediately we want to start

  486. defending our position and we go into

  487. this mode of self-preservation. But but

  488. but

  489. but you don't understand what they did

  490. to me. You don't understand what

  491. happened. You don't understand these

  492. things. Many of us are living our life

  493. and we are making decisions daily based

  494. upon things that have happened to

  495. us. And what I want for you today is to

  496. be free from that.

  497. There are so many of us where we are

  498. living our lives. The things we say, the

  499. things we do, the things that are

  500. happening in our life, they're the

  501. result of because of what someone did to

  502. me. I'm trying to prove my dad wrong.

  503. I'm trying to make my mom understand

  504. that I made something of myself. That

  505. that person who hurt me, oh yeah, watch

  506. this. That we're doing things in our

  507. life because we are trying to let people

  508. know that have hurt us in our mind at

  509. some point. Hey, this is the deal. watch

  510. me go. And can I just go ahead and tell

  511. you that there is a freedom on the other

  512. side of that? That there are many of us

  513. that are in here right now and the Lord

  514. is just going to break you down until

  515. you get to this place of understanding.

  516. Did something happened to you that you

  517. don't like? Probably. Was it justified?

  518. Maybe not. But the truth of the matter

  519. is for 99% of our issues, nothing

  520. sinister or criminal happened to you.

  521. You just didn't like

  522. it. You just didn't like it. and it's

  523. driving your whole life. And we can live

  524. at a time of such self-centeredness

  525. right now in the way that we are trying

  526. to say, "I'm I'm I'm living my life for

  527. Jesus." And the truth of the matter is,

  528. we're so self-centered that we even are

  529. expecting our churches to become these

  530. things that they're never designed to

  531. be. Listen, you do not have a pastor

  532. that is going to build you a cruise ship

  533. called self-care that caters to your

  534. feelings. Uh we're not going to build a

  535. cruise ship called self-care that's

  536. like, "Well, this is what I'm feeling

  537. and this is what I want and well, you

  538. got to understand these people and these

  539. things." No, we're called to be a

  540. battleship of

  541. self-sacrifice and forgiveness that you

  542. weigh into the into the world with a

  543. warship that is built on this idea that

  544. you do things differently than the way

  545. that the rest of the world is doing it.

  546. But even we desire to see satisfaction

  547. of our own selfish desire more than we

  548. desire to be sanctified in the Lord

  549. Jesus Christ. And I don't know how to

  550. tell you this. It doesn't matter those

  551. things that have happened to you. Does

  552. the Lord care about them? Absolutely.

  553. But you follow a king who forgave the

  554. people that crucified him and you feel

  555. like you can defend every inconvenience

  556. in your life.

  557. You follow a king who as his back was

  558. ripped open. You could see his lungs

  559. with every breath that he took was put

  560. onto a cross with splinters in his lungs

  561. that could barely even be made sense of.

  562. Like, who is that guy? He forgave the

  563. people that did that to him. But you

  564. want to seek vengeance on everybody

  565. that's inconvenienced or wronged

  566. you? Please explain that. Well, you

  567. don't understand what they did. Did they

  568. hoist you upon the cross for the sins of

  569. the

  570. world? There's freedom on the other side

  571. of this in

  572. forgiveness. And James won't let up on

  573. it. He won't. He says in verse two, you

  574. desire and do not have. You murder and

  575. covet and cannot obtain. You fight and

  576. wage war. He's saying, "Listen, we are

  577. filled with selfish ambition, selfish

  578. desire, and we'll do anything that we

  579. can in order to make sure that that

  580. satisfaction happens in our life. We

  581. will throw time and we will throw

  582. resources at anything that we can do to

  583. have our selfish desires satisfied." And

  584. he says, "Hey, but the truth is these

  585. internal battles that are creating

  586. external wars are the results of

  587. internal lust that you like to blame on

  588. external situations.

  589. It's because of them. And God says,

  590. "Let's let's look inside." And we don't

  591. like to do

  592. that. I'm not into horse

  593. racing. It's just not my thing. Look at

  594. me. And so I don't like animals that are

  595. bigger than a certain size. It's like,

  596. "What are we doing?" You know, I don't

  597. camp. I don't do horses. I I don't do

  598. any of those things that uh quite

  599. honestly don't make sense. And so um

  600. it's amazing though. I have some core

  601. memories that you you ever have a core

  602. memory and you're just like why why is

  603. that there? I don't even know why that's

  604. there and so I don't often end up

  605. watching horse races unless it's a

  606. bigger one like if the pnness is on that

  607. I actually won't watch the pnness either

  608. but like uh like the Kentucky Derby is a

  609. pretty big one. Are we all familiar with

  610. the Kentucky Derby in

  611. here? Just raise your hand for the sake

  612. of participation. You know what the

  613. Kentucky Derby is? I you know like I

  614. mean just Okay, we all know what the

  615. Kentucky Derby is. For whatever reason,

  616. a core memory for me is that I remember

  617. watching the Kentucky Derby intently for

  618. the first time. Don't know why, but I

  619. do. And I remember they were panning to

  620. all of these different shots and they

  621. were uh people with um hats that cost

  622. more than my house and there were people

  623. that uh were looked ridiculous. And it's

  624. like, are we in like Elizabeth in

  625. England right now? And and like all of

  626. these things and then they they show

  627. horses prancing and galloping and

  628. they're just like and there's his coach.

  629. I'm like, his coach is a human? Like

  630. what? And so there there's all of these

  631. people that are doing these things and

  632. these guys that get paid to do stuff

  633. that probably doesn't actually work. And

  634. and so as you're watching all of this

  635. unfold, I'm watching the horses and I'm

  636. mind blown by the fact that uh they have

  637. like these flaps over their

  638. eyes. And as I'm looking at these flaps

  639. on their eyes, I'm like, "Well, that

  640. that makes sense." Uh because you

  641. probably keep these flaps on the horse's

  642. eye in order to lead it into the stable

  643. so it'll remain calm. I think we have a

  644. picture of these flap things. And so I'm

  645. like that that makes sense. You know,

  646. you're gearing up for a big race. Get

  647. the horse in the stable. Make sure that

  648. everything feels like not anxious. And

  649. then obviously you'll end up taking that

  650. off the horse's face because I don't I

  651. don't drive blindfolded. Would imagine

  652. you don't want to run a horse uh that

  653. can't see. That doesn't make any kind of

  654. sense. But they escort the horses into

  655. the stable. The gun goes off and they

  656. start racing around the raceourse. And

  657. and and I am kind of panicked and I'm

  658. I'm like, we got to stop the Kentucky

  659. Derby. They didn't take the blinders off

  660. the horse, right? Like something is

  661. wrong. And so I find myself in a

  662. position where you ever been in a

  663. situation where you're like I think

  664. everyone else knows what's going on but

  665. I don't. So I don't want to ask it so

  666. I'll secretly Google it. Uh this is this

  667. is where I was in this moment. Okay. I'm

  668. just like obviously I'm the odd man out.

  669. And so I stumbled across the Dallas

  670. Equestrian Cent's website which by the

  671. way is just a fancy word for horse

  672. riding if you didn't know what

  673. equestrian means. Uh I grew up in

  674. Dallas, Texas and I had no idea what

  675. this word means. First time someone was

  676. like are you a Christian? I was like I'm

  677. a Christian. Um

  678. um you get away from me with that devil

  679. junk, you know. You're like, "It's horse

  680. riding." I was like, "Obviously." And um

  681. I was just messing with you. And it said

  682. this on the Dallas Equestrian C Center's

  683. website. Horses sometimes need to be

  684. made to focus and blinders keep the

  685. horse's eyes focused on what is ahead

  686. rather than what is at the side or

  687. behind. That is why raceh horses are

  688. often given blinders for the purpose of

  689. keeping focused when racing around a

  690. racecourse. The jockey has very little

  691. amounts of control over the horse. If a

  692. horse decides to take a different route,

  693. it will simply take the jockey with it.

  694. And this can pose problems, which I love

  695. that little anecdote. It's like the

  696. jockey actually doesn't do anything. And

  697. if the horse wants to go somewhere with

  698. him, the jockey will follow. It says,

  699. "Troublesome raceh horses are fitted

  700. with blinders for their own safety and

  701. for the jockeyy's safety.

  702. I think some of us need some spiritual

  703. blinders

  704. on this

  705. place where you find yourself in a place

  706. where you can't even run the race that's

  707. been set before you by God Almighty

  708. because of what they did and because of

  709. what they did at the side and

  710. behind. And you find yourself in a place

  711. where James says, "You need to focus

  712. your troublesome racehorse running

  713. around this raceourse." And you need to

  714. do it in a way to where you recognize

  715. you've got enough passions that are

  716. waging war within you where you don't

  717. have to worry about what's going on here

  718. or there. Because if you do, you will

  719. run towards sin instead of your

  720. savior. And James continues on and he

  721. will say in verse three, "You desire and

  722. do not have. You murder and covet and

  723. cannot obtain. You fight and wage war.

  724. You do not have because you do not ask.

  725. You ask and don't receive because you

  726. ask with wrong motives so that you may

  727. spend it on your own pleasures. We seek

  728. desires and the satisfaction of them on

  729. such a level that we will even as

  730. believers in Jesus Christ struggle to

  731. not look inward as much as we do upward.

  732. There are some of us that are so

  733. committed to living our life based upon

  734. what we feel like has gone on in

  735. previous areas of our life that we will

  736. settle with what God has given us in a

  737. way to where we are pursuing the things

  738. that we want for our life rather than

  739. the things that he wants for our

  740. life. And so James will say you do not

  741. have because you do not ask. And when

  742. you do ask, you ask with wrong motives.

  743. James says, "Here's one of the biggest

  744. issues is when it comes to your prayer

  745. life, you don't have

  746. one. You don't have

  747. one. How much time did you spend in the

  748. presence of God praying for him to

  749. change the things in the world that you

  750. were too busy posting on Facebook that

  751. you hope were

  752. different? What's your screen time look

  753. like compared to your

  754. time with Jesus Christ?" He says, "You

  755. don't have a prayer life. That's your

  756. biggest issue." And then he says, "The

  757. problem is if you do have a prayer life,

  758. a lot of our prayer life is us kind of

  759. treating God like a genie. We we ask him

  760. to kind of end up doing things for us

  761. that we've tried to do for ourselves and

  762. that's not working. So, I guess we'll

  763. kind of go to God with it a little bit."

  764. And we end up going into prayer more

  765. like we're reciting an incantation than

  766. we are entering into relationship with

  767. the heavenly father. If I just say this

  768. right and do these things right, well

  769. then maybe it'll work out and maybe I'll

  770. kind of get what I want. And that's not

  771. what it is. that we're supposed to be a

  772. people that realize prayer is entering

  773. into the presence of God, communion with

  774. God, and being able to communicate with

  775. our heavenly father. And can I just tell

  776. you, some of y'all don't like it because

  777. you try to make it pretty and it's the

  778. ugliest thing ever. Like, I mean, if you

  779. show up at my office at 6:30, you're

  780. going to think a psychopath is up there

  781. because I am just going crazy throwing

  782. things before God. And you don't have to

  783. dress everything up pretty. You get up

  784. there and you just say, "God, this is

  785. what I'm struggling with. This is where

  786. I feel like I've got passions that are

  787. waging war within me. I feel wronged by

  788. this person. I feel like these people

  789. don't get this. I don't really

  790. understand that. This is what I'm

  791. struggling with at home, and I don't

  792. really know if I'm going to be able to

  793. fix it. God, these are the things that

  794. I'm excited about. This is the thing

  795. that's putting wind in my sales, and I

  796. hope it's the right thing." But God, add

  797. or remove anything that is going to keep

  798. me from fully pursuing you with every

  799. single ounce of what I've

  800. got. Lord, it's yours. But so often we

  801. pray the reversal of the Lord's prayer

  802. in the Garden of Gethsemane and we're

  803. busy going, Lord, not thy will be done,

  804. my will be

  805. done. This is what I want from you.

  806. Instead of submitting before him, God,

  807. what is it that you would have me do?

  808. What do you want from

  809. me? We see that he'll say, "You

  810. adulterous people, don't you know that

  811. friendship with the world is hostility

  812. toward God? So, whoever wants to be the

  813. friend of the world becomes the enemy of

  814. God? Or do you think it's without reason

  815. that the scripture says the spirit he

  816. made to dwell in us envies intensely?"

  817. We should have noticed a tonal

  818. difference in this particular part of

  819. James. Yes, we've gone from brothers and

  820. sisters, brothers and sisters, brothers

  821. and sisters to you adulterous people.

  822. And it's like, "Huh? what happened? Uh

  823. what's going

  824. on? And we see that

  825. James, let me remind you, is writing to

  826. a predominantly Jewish audience. And

  827. because of that, he's reminding them of

  828. something that they would understand

  829. very well given their cultural context.

  830. Friendship with the world is hostility

  831. toward

  832. God. Often times we operate in spiritual

  833. unfaithfulness. And he's saying to this

  834. predominantly Jewish audience, you guys

  835. know as a nation and as a people that we

  836. have the proclivity to follow God really

  837. well in a moment and he can show up in a

  838. remarkable way on our behalf and the

  839. next moment we'll be worshiping idols

  840. and you can very easily go from falling

  841. in love with the Lord to falling in love

  842. with the created things rather than the

  843. creator. Romans 1 would

  844. say and he says friendship with the

  845. world is hostility towards God. Very

  846. often we can spend more time worshiping

  847. idols but we can say that we're the ones

  848. who are trusting and following in the

  849. King of glory. And he's like does your

  850. life actually look like that? He says

  851. you adulterous people, you've got to

  852. deal with these things or God will deal

  853. with you on them. And we know how that's

  854. gone as we look at the history of our

  855. people.

  856. But he says in verse six, but he gives

  857. greater

  858. grace. Therefore, he says, God resists

  859. the proud but gives grace to the humble.

  860. This is an alltime scripture that should

  861. have all of us rejoicing on our face

  862. every single

  863. week. The Lord is jealous for you. He's

  864. zealous. He is uninterested in us being

  865. a people that are going to try to share

  866. glory that we should be giving to God

  867. with other people. He's uninterested in

  868. part-time worship. And as we feel like

  869. we've been reading James and it's like,

  870. "Man, this is tough. Man, that's a lot.

  871. Man, that's hard." All of a sudden, here

  872. comes the reprieve that we have so

  873. desperately needed. And what does it

  874. say? But he gives greater

  875. grace. God has a really high standard

  876. for devotion to him. And what does he do

  877. when you fall in that? When you stumble,

  878. when you struggle? Does he shut the door

  879. in your face? Does he kick you while

  880. you're down? Does he berate you and tell

  881. you to get off his porch? No. It says he

  882. gives greater grace. That he resists the

  883. proud and gives grace to the humble. I

  884. got to tell you in worship sometimes I'm

  885. amazed and I know we all grew up

  886. different but I got to tell you some of

  887. us are so unmoved in worship that I'm

  888. like man I hope that we are a people

  889. that understand how amazing how

  890. unbelievable it is that the king of

  891. glory has extended grace to us because

  892. if you don't then you've forgotten how

  893. badly you needed grace or you've

  894. forgotten that you need grace as badly

  895. today as you did on the day that you got

  896. saved. He says he resists the proud and

  897. gives grace to the

  898. humble. He resists the

  899. proud. Those people ah those they they

  900. shouldn't get no you don't understand

  901. what they've done. You don't it's but he

  902. gives grace to the humble. If God gave

  903. out grace as sparingly as you give out

  904. grace to people in your life, you

  905. wouldn't even be in the kingdom of

  906. heaven. But he gives greater grace.

  907. Those of us that have tasted and seen

  908. that the Lord is good, that have

  909. experienced grace, understand that grace

  910. is like water. It flows to the lowest

  911. elevation. And so we are a people that

  912. should be low before the Lord. And

  913. recognize I am not the one that tells or

  914. helps God distribute grace. I am just a

  915. beggar telling other beggars that's

  916. where you find bread. That when you've

  917. experienced grace, we should also be a

  918. people that extend grace. And so often

  919. we can be stingy with it. God resists

  920. the proud but gives grace to the humble.

  921. It says, "Therefore, submit to God.

  922. Resist the devil and he will flee from

  923. you. Draw near to God and he will draw

  924. near to you. Cleanse your hands,

  925. sinners, and purify your hearts, you

  926. double-minded." He says, "Therefore,"

  927. saying, "As a result of the grace that

  928. we've experienced in our life," what is

  929. the response? Humble

  930. submission. Humble submission is the

  931. only answer. that we're a people that

  932. surrender our own will and say, 'Lord,

  933. I'm done with any kind of agenda or

  934. desire that I have for myself. I am

  935. prioritizing what it is that you would

  936. have for my life over the things that I

  937. want for myself. And for some of us,

  938. that would be the first time that we've

  939. even entered prayer in that way. What is

  940. it, Lord, that you would change in my

  941. life? And am I open and submitted to it?

  942. And you see that James is going to use

  943. language that would have people that

  944. were in a predominantly Jewish context

  945. understand that oftentimes you need to

  946. get to a place where you're willing to

  947. change where you're even willing to go

  948. to God asking what is it that you want

  949. for my life because there's this weird

  950. amalgamation of things that are said in

  951. these verses. And I think we understand

  952. it's interesting. He says uh submit to

  953. God, resist the devil, he'll flee from

  954. you. Draw near to God. He'll draw near

  955. to you. Cleanse your hands. Purify your

  956. hearts. You're double-minded. Like like

  957. what does all of this mean?

  958. humble submission to God, resisting the

  959. devil because you have a real enemy and

  960. those that do his bidding, that have

  961. nothing more that they desire than to

  962. see you walk in

  963. disobedience. And yet at the same time,

  964. he starts using all of this different

  965. language about drawing near and

  966. cleansing. I love the way that Oswald

  967. Chambers said it, the great theologian

  968. who wrote an incredible devotional

  969. called My Utmost for His Highest, when

  970. he said, "You can measure your growth in

  971. grace based on your sensitivity to sin.

  972. And James is talking to a group of

  973. people that would understand, hey,

  974. cleanse your hands, purify your hearts.

  975. There was a lot of ritualistic cleansing

  976. and purifying that would happen in

  977. Jewish culture. And that would be how

  978. you could even participate in meals.

  979. That would be how you could participate

  980. in worship. You had to do those things

  981. before you entered into any kind of

  982. communal aspect with people and with

  983. God. And so James is saying, "Hey, what

  984. are those things in your life that you

  985. need to be cleansed of? What are those

  986. things that you need to repent of?" He

  987. he says you need to deal with that. And

  988. he really gets into it in the next verse

  989. where it becomes really plain where

  990. he'll actually end up saying to us, "Be

  991. miserable and mourn and weep. Let your

  992. laughter be turned to mourning and your

  993. joy to gloom. Humble yourselves before

  994. the Lord and he will exalt you." Well,

  995. it looked like we were on a good

  996. trajectory there for a

  997. minute. It kind of looked like things

  998. were looking up and then it was like,

  999. "Be miserable. Mourn

  1000. weep. Let your joy be gloom." You're

  1001. like, "What is going on?

  1002. He's calling for real

  1003. repentance. Everyone in here is more

  1004. prideful than we care to admit. Every

  1005. single person in here. And he's calling

  1006. for real repentance.

  1007. We want grace distributed to us in

  1008. buckets, but we will just give drops to

  1009. other

  1010. people. And he says, you better humble

  1011. yourself and

  1012. repent. And he talks about it. He says,

  1013. "Don't criticize one another, brothers

  1014. and sisters. Anyone who defames or

  1015. judges a fellow believer defames and

  1016. judges the law. If you judge the law,

  1017. you're not a doer of the law, but a

  1018. judge. There's one lawgiver and judge

  1019. who's able to save and to destroy. But

  1020. who are you to judge your neighbor? Why

  1021. is criticizing one another dangerous?

  1022. Because you're putting yourself in the

  1023. place of

  1024. God. You know about 150th of what's

  1025. going on in somebody's life, but you're

  1026. ready to make full-blown decisions on

  1027. that. But it's interesting. He says, "Do

  1028. not judge." And I think in our cultural

  1029. context, a lot of people will use that

  1030. as like a catch-all verse to kind of

  1031. shame someone who's a believer. The

  1032. funny thing is that non-believers,

  1033. that's their favorite verse is do not

  1034. judge. Jesus says in Matthew 7:1, "Do

    Matthew 7:1

  1035. not judge so that you won't be judged."

  1036. And a lot of people in culture will

  1037. weaponize that against believers,

  1038. saying, "Hey, you should tolerate all of

  1039. the sinful things that God says not to

  1040. do in scripture. Don't judge." judge and

  1041. it's like no that's not what that

  1042. means. We live in a time right now

  1043. where disagreeing with someone's

  1044. decision is the equivalent of harboring

  1045. hatred towards that

  1046. person. He's saying you can love someone

  1047. unconditionally and yet at the same time

  1048. not have unconditional approval for

  1049. everything that they do. Jesus is not

  1050. here prohibiting judging. He's giving us

  1051. a right prescription for judging. This

  1052. is the same Jesus that said you'll know

  1053. them by their fruit. Saying you can

  1054. examine a situation critically without

  1055. killing someone with

  1056. criticism. But the scary thing is what

  1057. he says in verse two. He says do not

  1058. judge so that you won't be judged. But

  1059. then he says you will be judged by the

  1060. same standards that you judge. Hello.

  1061. based on how you think and act toward

  1062. other

  1063. people. Is that the standard you want

  1064. used for

  1065. you? I'm amazed that some of the most

  1066. critical and fault-f finding people I

  1067. know are people that claim to be a

  1068. believer in Jesus. We are so good at

  1069. seeing small issues in another person's

  1070. life and we are just oblivious to the

  1071. ones in our

  1072. own. We like to call criticism

  1073. discernment.

  1074. And you got to be careful putting

  1075. yourself in place of God.

  1076. It's interesting in lay miserab there's

  1077. a

  1078. moment John Valjon steals all the silver

  1079. from the bishop and he runs away through

  1080. the back of the house and there's a

  1081. garden in the back of the

  1082. house and after there's been this moment

  1083. of forgiveness the bishop says and now

  1084. go in peace incidentally my friend when

  1085. you next come here you need not go

  1086. through the garden in the back this door

  1087. is never locked for

  1088. And for some of

  1089. you, I just want you to know that the

  1090. door of the Lord is open because you

  1091. come in here and you run out the

  1092. back. Can I tell

  1093. you, some of you are so

  1094. fixated on things that have happened in

  1095. your life and you're making full-blown

  1096. decisions. You're claiming that you're

  1097. living for the Lord. And the truth of

  1098. the matter is that you find yourself in

  1099. a place where you're kind of living for

  1100. the Lord, but you're living more trying

  1101. to prove people wrong or in fear of

  1102. people or something in your life. And

  1103. can I just tell you the only antidote in

  1104. freedom is that there's real repentance

  1105. in the house. Real repentance. I'm never

  1106. going to preach a sermon that's good

  1107. enough to just absolutely wreck your

  1108. life and change it and keep you there

  1109. forever. You can do more in a prayer

  1110. closet for 10 minutes than I can do up

  1111. here.

  1112. We've got to be a people that are on our

  1113. face saying, "God, I want to surrender

  1114. to you. These things that have been just

  1115. determining the direction of my life

  1116. that have quite honestly been anything

  1117. but you. God, I've been harboring hatred

  1118. towards this person. God, I have an

  1119. inability to forgive people. But man, do

  1120. I want forgiveness for myself. Father,

  1121. would you set me

  1122. free?" And so, this altar's open, and

  1123. God, would you do it?

  1124. God, I am uninterested in playing a

  1125. Christian. I'm interested in being

  1126. one. And Lord, would we be a

  1127. people? Would we be a church that is

  1128. more concerned with our own sin than we

  1129. are the sin of other

  1130. people?

  1131. Would we stop being bride

  1132. bashers and fall on our face realizing

  1133. that we're a part of the

  1134. problem and get fully right with you,

  1135. fully free in

  1136. you, of people that are marked by

  1137. forgiveness in the way that we

  1138. distribute grace to other people in the

  1139. way that you've distributed it to us.

  1140. Would we resist being proud? And would

  1141. we find ourselves at a place of humility

  1142. where we forgive those individuals in

  1143. our life that we feel like have

  1144. inconvenienced us or wronged us that we

  1145. would come to recognize there's passions

  1146. that wage war within us. And if we've

  1147. even got a percentage point of wrong,

  1148. Father, would we own

  1149. it and fall at your feet of

  1150. grace? Lord, we love you. We praise you

  1151. and we thank you. We ask this in Jesus

  1152. name. Amen.