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The Commission

Trinity Cambridge Church

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  1. Lord, we thank you for your word.

  2. Lord, we thank you for the stories of Jesus

  3. and the character of Jesus,

  4. for how deeply you love us.

  5. Lord, I pray that as we hear from your word today,

  6. that you would speak to us

  7. and that you would be at work.

  8. In Jesus' name, amen.

  9. So I know at least a few of us here

  10. are Marvel movie fans.

  11. And for those of you who don't know,

  12. the kick of superhero movies

  13. for the last 10 years or so

  14. are mostly put out under the brand of Marvel, right?

  15. And so these stories are often compelling,

  16. but they've also got,

  17. have like achieved their own frameworks at this point

  18. where we kind of know what's gonna happen in the movie

  19. and there are certain key things

  20. that they always bring up.

  21. And one of those things

  22. that there's often an after credits scene now.

  23. So literally fans will sit in the theater.

  24. And I shouldn't say fans,

  25. I should say me too, because I do this.

  26. And so you'll wait for five minutes

  27. for all the credits to scroll by

  28. so that you can see a little 30 second clip

  29. that kind of concludes some side story

  30. or it ties into something

  31. that's happening in the future.

  32. One of the most popular ones

  33. is at the end of like the,

  34. one of the movies

  35. and all of the superheroes

  36. are sitting in like this local restaurant

  37. and they're chowing down on food

  38. and they're in like their full outfits and everything.

  39. And it's just like this really weird, corny scene

  40. that just fulfills some offhanded comment

  41. that a character made earlier in the movie,

  42. you know, after they win the battle,

  43. they're like, hey, you wanna go get food?

  44. Basically.

  45. And so John 21 is a bit like an after credits scene.

  46. Everything is kind of wrapped up nicely in John 20

  47. for Jesus's story.

  48. He's resurrected.

  49. He reappears to the disciples.

  50. He commissions them to go out as he was sent out.

  51. But John 21 in this chapter,

  52. John wraps up a few loose ends, right?

  53. What happens to Peter after he denies Jesus?

  54. And what happens to John, the author of the book?

  55. And as John answers these questions,

  56. he communicates his last message to Jesus's followers,

  57. that Jesus loves generously,

  58. restores fully and calls uniquely.

  59. And so we see his generous love in the first story

  60. where they go out and fish

  61. and Jesus provides a lot of fish for them.

  62. And so this section is bookended in verses one and 14,

  63. that this is of Jesus revealing himself.

  64. So I really see the purpose of this section

  65. is it's another testimony to Jesus's revelation

  66. of himself after he was resurrected.

  67. It's another piece of John's claim

  68. that Jesus truly died and rose again.

  69. But each of these times that Jesus appears,

  70. he does it with a little bit of a different purpose.

  71. And so the first time he appears to Mary, right?

  72. Just outside of the tomb.

  73. And he sends her to go and tell everybody else

  74. that he's resurrected.

  75. And then the second time he appears as proof

  76. of his resurrected body

  77. for most of his disciples in a room.

  78. And then the third time,

  79. second time to his disciples directly,

  80. he appears for the benefit of Thomas

  81. to really care for him,

  82. someone who has doubted that Jesus is really rose.

  83. And so this last time here,

  84. Jesus seems to reveal himself

  85. to demonstrate his ongoing love for the disciples

  86. and his generous provision for them.

  87. And so Peter, who is a fisherman by trade,

  88. goes out to fish

  89. and the other disciples go along with him.

  90. And this is likely either to feed themselves,

  91. maybe they're hungry,

  92. or they could be catching extra fish

  93. to go out the market

  94. and try to make some money.

  95. Now, fishing is probably a little bit different

  96. than most of our careers here

  97. for those who are working.

  98. Fishing is literally like hand-to-mouth work.

  99. And so for a lot of us working,

  100. you know, academics or tech or business,

  101. if we have a down day

  102. where we're not as productive,

  103. we don't get a tenth of our paycheck cut out

  104. or something in that two-week period

  105. or however your payment system works.

  106. But with fishing, you know,

  107. if you go out and spend an all-nighter

  108. fishing on the lake

  109. and you don't catch anything,

  110. then you have made no money at that point.

  111. It would be like if I showed up to work one day

  112. and didn't get a lot of work done

  113. and my manager came up and was like,

  114. yeah, sorry, we're not paying you today.

  115. You didn't get everything done.

  116. Like, what? Are you serious?

  117. So this is a devastating evening for the disciples

  118. to spend all night out on the lake

  119. and to catch nothing.

  120. And so this kind of frames Jesus' appearance

  121. and question as he comes up to them.

  122. And so it's kind of in the morning dusk,

  123. so they probably,

  124. when it says the disciples didn't recognize Jesus,

  125. it's probably legitimately,

  126. like, they're a few hundred yards off from shore.

  127. They probably can't quite see him in the morning haze.

  128. And so there's this guy standing on the edge of the beach

  129. after all night out fishing.

  130. He's like, hey, have you caught any fish?

  131. And the disciples are probably like,

  132. oh my gosh, no.

  133. And Jesus says,

  134. oh, well, why don't you just throw the net

  135. on the other side of the boat?

  136. And if you don't know this is Jesus,

  137. this sounds like, are you serious?

  138. Like, I don't know if there's an exact phrase for it,

  139. but there's kind of fisherman's folklore

  140. where people have these ideas

  141. that they're good fishermen,

  142. but the reasons that they are

  143. are probably not connected to reality at all.

  144. It's just kind of,

  145. oh, I know where the exact best fishing spot is.

  146. Sometimes that's true

  147. and sometimes it's just,

  148. I caught a lot of fish there one time.

  149. I know an older gentleman

  150. who goes fishing regularly

  151. and he takes another fellow with him

  152. and the other fellow at one point

  153. had a very poor fishing experience.

  154. I think he caught like one fish

  155. the whole time they were out there

  156. and my friend caught like two dozen.

  157. And ever since then he said,

  158. oh, this guy, you know,

  159. I think about the fish,

  160. he couldn't catch a cold.

  161. You know, it's just like,

  162. that stigma is stuck to him at this point.

  163. And so this feels like

  164. that kind of fisherman's advice.

  165. Like, oh, just, you know,

  166. I always throw the net

  167. on my right side of the boat.

  168. It's going to work for you guys.

  169. And so the disciples,

  170. whether they're exasperated

  171. or whether they just, you know,

  172. all right, sure, whatever,

  173. they throw the net on the other side.

  174. And the results are quite different

  175. than the typical fisherman's advice, right?

  176. The net fills up instantly with fish.

  177. And so John, for John,

  178. it instantly clicks.

  179. He says, this is the Lord.

  180. And for Peter, as it usually doesn't,

  181. it doesn't instantly click.

  182. But as soon as John says it,

  183. Peter is out of the boat

  184. and swimming to shore,

  185. leaving the others to drag the net

  186. a few hundred yards into shore.

  187. And so thankfully,

  188. Peter's not completely rude.

  189. And he actually,

  190. when they get the boat in,

  191. he comes back and helps drag the net

  192. up to shore.

  193. And so they sit

  194. and they eat with Jesus

  195. and it's just this overwhelming thing.

  196. And in verse 12,

  197. it's phrased a little strangely

  198. and I want to point it out.

  199. You know, Jesus says,

  200. come and have breakfast.

  201. Now, none of the disciples dared ask him,

  202. who are you?

  203. They knew it was the Lord.

  204. And it feels kind of weird.

  205. It's like, why would you think about asking

  206. if you know it's the Lord?

  207. Like, what's going on here?

  208. And I think it's really an expression,

  209. probably, of just the emotions

  210. that they felt at that time.

  211. Like, here is a man

  212. who has only appeared to them

  213. a couple times

  214. and that they saw die, right?

  215. And he's sitting on the beach

  216. cooking fish.

  217. Like, we are so used to hearing the story

  218. that the disciples,

  219. like, this is the first time

  220. that they've seen Jesus

  221. really interact with material,

  222. not, like, phase into a room magically,

  223. like, through a locked door.

  224. So it's, like,

  225. a really typical experience

  226. and I think this is just the expression

  227. of, oh my gosh,

  228. like, this is the Lord.

  229. And you kind of want to ask

  230. because he should be dead,

  231. but here he is.

  232. And so I think that's the expressiveness

  233. that's going on there.

  234. And so I mentioned

  235. that the purpose for this section

  236. is another testimony

  237. to Jesus' resurrection.

  238. But I think that the message

  239. of this section seems to be

  240. that Jesus simply loves his disciples

  241. and loves caring for them.

  242. You know, he gives them

  243. an overabundance of fish.

  244. So 153 could easily be

  245. over 1,000 pounds, right?

  246. And yet the net is not torn

  247. that they're catching the fish with.

  248. And he also cares for them

  249. and he prepares breakfast for them

  250. after a long night of work, right?

  251. He's already cooking the fish on the shore.

  252. It's not necessarily the fish they caught.

  253. He's gone out and caught some

  254. and has prepared something

  255. specifically for them.

  256. And we have no real given reason.

  257. There's no allegory.

  258. There's no symbolism.

  259. It's simply that Jesus loves his disciples

  260. and cares for them.

  261. And I think that it's much like

  262. washing his disciples' feet earlier.

  263. He's showing that he still serves them

  264. and is going to provide for them

  265. after his resurrection.

  266. And I think it's worth highlighting

  267. this generous provision here

  268. because in our modern world,

  269. I think the common word for it

  270. is networking.

  271. But there's a lot of aspects in life

  272. where we're pushed to build relationships

  273. with people so that we can get

  274. some sort of advantage from them later.

  275. So it's making connections

  276. or getting to know somebody.

  277. And often we think about,

  278. okay, if I get to know this person,

  279. what can I possibly get from them

  280. in the future?

  281. And I think that Jesus challenges

  282. that conception.

  283. I'm not saying that we shouldn't

  284. do those things.

  285. I am saying that we need to go out

  286. and love much like Jesus did

  287. without much benefit to ourselves.

  288. And so when I was a staffer

  289. at college camps,

  290. one of my camp directors

  291. would ask the question regularly,

  292. when was the last time

  293. that you did something

  294. for someone else

  295. when you received

  296. absolutely no benefit for it?

  297. Like it was of no selfish motivation.

  298. Nothing was really returned to you.

  299. And every time that I remember

  300. that question,

  301. I can't think of the last time

  302. that I have selflessly

  303. served somebody in that way.

  304. And I think that Jesus

  305. sets the example for us here

  306. of doing this,

  307. but he also shows us

  308. that this is how he continues

  309. to love us

  310. with this provision,

  311. this true care for us.

  312. And so one of the ways

  313. in this story

  314. that Jesus goes on

  315. to uniquely love his disciples

  316. is by restoring Jesus

  317. after he denied,

  318. or by restoring Peter

  319. after he denied Jesus three times.

  320. And so moving into 15 through 19,

  321. this is kind of,

  322. this is the counter passage

  323. to Jesus's three,

  324. or man,

  325. I'm going to keep saying this,

  326. Peter's three times denying Jesus

  327. when Jesus was at trial.

  328. And I think that Peter's denial

  329. of Jesus carries a special weight.

  330. This isn't just saying,

  331. oh, I don't believe in Jesus.

  332. He's not, you know,

  333. he's not real.

  334. This is someone

  335. who followed Jesus

  336. for three years

  337. and had a pre-built relationship

  338. with him.

  339. And they had had exchanges

  340. and they had gone

  341. through things together.

  342. And then at the first sign

  343. of real challenge

  344. and difficulty,

  345. he's denied him

  346. and said,

  347. no, I don't know this man.

  348. It reminds me a little bit

  349. of kind of flare-ups

  350. that we have

  351. in the relationships

  352. with people that we care about.

  353. A kind of funny

  354. but also sort of dangerous one sometimes

  355. is if you're arguing

  356. with your spouse

  357. or significant other

  358. and you say,

  359. oh, you remind me

  360. of your parents.

  361. Don't say that.

  362. Another thing is,

  363. you know,

  364. I think of children

  365. that get so upset

  366. and just riled up

  367. and they're like,

  368. I hate you, mom or dad.

  369. Or, you know,

  370. and they just say that

  371. and they stomp off.

  372. And that's not like serious

  373. in that moment,

  374. but that's painful

  375. to the parents.

  376. Or, you know,

  377. a really powerful thing

  378. can be when a parent

  379. expresses disappointment

  380. in their children

  381. in really strong terms.

  382. You know,

  383. unintentionally,

  384. maybe in the heat

  385. of the moment,

  386. but those things

  387. chip at the relationship

  388. that have been built up

  389. over all that time

  390. and it's a swift swing.

  391. It's, you know,

  392. it's really taken

  393. a chunk out of it

  394. and it's to test

  395. the endurance

  396. of that relationship.

  397. And I think that

  398. those are all kind of

  399. little types

  400. of what Peter

  401. has done with Jesus.

  402. You know,

  403. they've built

  404. that relationship together

  405. and now he's denied Jesus.

  406. And so Jesus is working

  407. on not just forgiving

  408. Peter for this,

  409. not just brushing

  410. it under the rug,

  411. but we'll see

  412. that he actually

  413. restores Peter

  414. and we'll get into that

  415. a little bit more

  416. in detail.

  417. But one of the first things

  418. I want to talk about

  419. with this section

  420. is verse 15.

  421. And there's a couple

  422. things going on here

  423. that I want to stop

  424. and really examine.

  425. First,

  426. it seems like

  427. the conversation

  428. between Jesus

  429. and Peter

  430. probably happened

  431. by the campfire

  432. with all the other

  433. disciples sitting around.

  434. I know in verse 19

  435. or verse 20

  436. it talks about

  437. Jesus is walking

  438. down the beach

  439. with Peter

  440. and John's behind them.

  441. But in verse 19

  442. it seems to indicate

  443. that Jesus says,

  444. follow me

  445. and that's when

  446. they get up

  447. from after breakfast

  448. to walk down the beach.

  449. And so this seems

  450. kind of awkward.

  451. Jesus is asking

  452. these questions.

  453. It's kind of like

  454. you don't want to be

  455. in the room

  456. when a parent

  457. is disciplining their child

  458. or chewing them out.

  459. That's just an awkward moment,

  460. particularly when you're

  461. growing up as a kid.

  462. If your friend

  463. is getting beat down

  464. by their parents,

  465. you're doing something wrong.

  466. It's like you don't

  467. want to be there

  468. in that moment.

  469. So it feels awkward to us

  470. but I think that it fits

  471. with the story so far.

  472. Peter is really

  473. one of the main characters

  474. in John besides Jesus.

  475. And he often seems

  476. to be kind of set up

  477. as the de facto leader

  478. of the disciples.

  479. He often speaks for them.

  480. He's the one

  481. that publicly spoke

  482. for the disciples

  483. when a bunch of people

  484. stopped following Jesus

  485. in John 6.

  486. And Jesus turns

  487. to the disciples

  488. and said,

  489. are you going to leave me?

  490. And Peter's the one

  491. that speaks up

  492. and says,

  493. who else would we go to?

  494. You are the one

  495. with the words of life.

  496. Peter publicly chopped off

  497. the ear of the servant

  498. in the garden.

  499. And Peter also publicly

  500. denied Jesus three times.

  501. So a lot of Peter's actions

  502. have been in front

  503. of these disciples already.

  504. So it makes sense

  505. that his restoration

  506. would happen in front

  507. of all of them as well.

  508. A second kind of confusing

  509. thing about the verse

  510. is that there's

  511. an undefined pronoun

  512. that Jesus uses

  513. in the first question.

  514. And Jesus says,

  515. Simon, son of John,

  516. do you love me

  517. more than these?

  518. And so it's,

  519. no one's like exactly sure

  520. what these is,

  521. but there's only

  522. so many things

  523. it could be.

  524. And I think the two

  525. main things are,

  526. it could either be

  527. the fish that he had

  528. just caught,

  529. or it could be

  530. the disciples

  531. who are sitting around him.

  532. Once again,

  533. the choice of the other

  534. disciples seems kind

  535. of awkward at first,

  536. like playing favorites

  537. or something.

  538. But it probably fits

  539. better with the story.

  540. And so the fish,

  541. what the fish has

  542. going for it

  543. is the explanation

  544. for the pronoun

  545. is that it's

  546. the less awkward

  547. of the two.

  548. You know,

  549. okay,

  550. do you love me

  551. more than the fish here?

  552. But there seems

  553. to be no story

  554. and context for that.

  555. Right?

  556. There's never any

  557. conflict between fishing

  558. and following Jesus.

  559. And in fact,

  560. when the disciples

  561. are called from fishing,

  562. they always leave

  563. to go to follow Jesus.

  564. And Jesus just blessed

  565. them with 153 fish.

  566. So it seems a little weird

  567. to come back

  568. and ask the question

  569. that way.

  570. So the more awkward

  571. explanation of the disciples

  572. seems to sit correctly.

  573. And I think that this is

  574. expressing not literally,

  575. Peter,

  576. is there like some

  577. quantifiable more amount

  578. of love that you have

  579. than the rest of the disciples?

  580. What he's saying is,

  581. Peter, you know,

  582. is the passion

  583. that you've shown for me,

  584. is that true?

  585. Because Peter,

  586. as we said before,

  587. Peter's frequently

  588. representing the rest

  589. of the disciples

  590. and even does

  591. outlandish things

  592. above and beyond them.

  593. A few others of them

  594. is that when Jesus is

  595. washing the disciples' feet,

  596. you know,

  597. Peter says,

  598. okay, whoa, whoa,

  599. don't wash my feet.

  600. This is crazy.

  601. And Jesus says,

  602. no, I have to wash your feet.

  603. And then Peter's like,

  604. okay, fine,

  605. but can you wash

  606. my hands and head too?

  607. And Jesus is like,

  608. just calm down.

  609. It's gonna be fine.

  610. So Peter's like always

  611. showing that exuberant passion.

  612. And Peter says,

  613. I will lay down my life

  614. for you during the Last Supper,

  615. which ends up not being true,

  616. but then ends up

  617. being true later also.

  618. And then Peter is the one

  619. who also barrels

  620. into the tomb head first.

  621. We talked about this

  622. in our community group

  623. a little bit last week.

  624. That's like,

  625. you have no idea

  626. what's in there.

  627. This dead body possibly

  628. could be really bad.

  629. And Peter just,

  630. boom,

  631. like straight into the tomb,

  632. like right by where

  633. Jesus was laying

  634. looking for what's going on.

  635. So I think the question here

  636. is not that quantifiable

  637. love question,

  638. but is that passion

  639. and exuberance

  640. that you've shown,

  641. is that there?

  642. Do you love me?

  643. And so Jesus and Peter

  644. go back three times.

  645. There's slight differences

  646. between all the questions

  647. and answers,

  648. but they're almost

  649. all identical.

  650. And Peter gets exasperated

  651. by the third time

  652. the question is asked.

  653. And that kind of makes sense.

  654. You know,

  655. you can say what once

  656. if you didn't hear

  657. what somebody said,

  658. but like if you don't hear

  659. them the second time,

  660. like you don't get another chance.

  661. You just have to pretend

  662. you understood

  663. what they said.

  664. So like there's,

  665. it feels like there's always

  666. room for like that

  667. clarifying question,

  668. but the third time is like,

  669. Lord, you know everything.

  670. You know that I love you.

  671. And I think that the reason

  672. that Jesus asked him three times

  673. is not just because symbolism

  674. works well and you know,

  675. you denied me three times,

  676. so I have to ask you three times

  677. and that's how it's going to work.

  678. I think that there's real

  679. restoration at work here.

  680. The answer to the question

  681. or the answer to Peter's answer

  682. is not,

  683. okay, you know,

  684. it's not,

  685. do you love me?

  686. I love you.

  687. I forgive you.

  688. It's,

  689. do you love me?

  690. I love you.

  691. Feed my sheep, right?

  692. Jesus is doing,

  693. Jesus is doing more

  694. than just saying,

  695. don't worry about it.

  696. He's really saying,

  697. I'm restoring Peter

  698. back to the commission

  699. I've given him

  700. to the church fully

  701. from that point of denial.

  702. And so I really think

  703. that each statement of denial

  704. is replaced with a call to serve.

  705. I think that the correct illustration here

  706. is probably something

  707. about restoring like old paintings

  708. and I looked at that a little bit

  709. when I was looking for like illustrations

  710. but I really don't understand enough

  711. about paintings.

  712. So maybe some of you do,

  713. it's like super meticulous

  714. the work they do

  715. to like restore a painting

  716. to look the way it used to

  717. but not too much

  718. and there's like these fights about,

  719. oh no,

  720. they made it too bright,

  721. that looks too much better.

  722. Like whatever,

  723. I don't know.

  724. Car restoration is another thing

  725. where you have like a vintage car

  726. that you restore

  727. that's drivable

  728. so you can go and show it at shows.

  729. The thing that I know about

  730. is video games

  731. so I'm gonna share that with you.

  732. And so about 30 years ago,

  733. you guys probably,

  734. a lot of you remember this,

  735. like the big TVs called CRTs,

  736. like when we didn't have HD TVs

  737. that were skinny

  738. and attached to the wall

  739. and you had to like lug them around

  740. like this to be able to set them down

  741. and the screen was only that big anyways.

  742. Older video game systems

  743. were designed to run on those TVs

  744. and so if you find a way

  745. to finagle a 30 year old video game system

  746. onto an HD TV,

  747. you're gonna find out

  748. it doesn't look very good,

  749. and it doesn't respond very well.

  750. And so there's this thing

  751. called emulation

  752. which is careful,

  753. tedious redesign

  754. of both the original systems processor

  755. and the game itself

  756. to be able to run it

  757. on modern TVs.

  758. And so one of the biggest gaming companies,

  759. Nintendo,

  760. made a small little emulator

  761. basically like that

  762. and reproduced,

  763. you know,

  764. the exact game

  765. as it was before.

  766. And so it handles

  767. absolutely beautifully

  768. but it also acts

  769. exactly like the game did

  770. and so it's restored

  771. in that sense.

  772. And so Jimmy can actually attest to this.

  773. He was over at our house

  774. one afternoon.

  775. I think we were just

  776. like hanging out afterwards

  777. and Jimmy,

  778. like I showed it to Jimmy

  779. who had grown up with this system

  780. and he's like,

  781. this is amazing.

  782. He's kept being like,

  783. okay, just one more level.

  784. Like if we're like,

  785. he was like,

  786. I'm just gonna try one level up front

  787. and then like 10 minutes later

  788. he's like,

  789. okay, I gotta stop for sure now.

  790. But it works exactly like it did.

  791. It was restored fully.

  792. And so when we think of restoration,

  793. we think of hard, tedious labor

  794. to bring something back to where it was.

  795. This is not just a brushing under the rug.

  796. Jesus is really working on Peter here

  797. to restore him.

  798. And so once Jesus restores Peter

  799. from his past mistakes,

  800. he also gives him a future purpose

  801. to glorify God in his death.

  802. And so verse 18,

  803. I mean verse 19 makes it clear

  804. that that's what he's describing.

  805. This is to show how he would glorify God

  806. in his death.

  807. Verse 18 is likely referring to crucifixion

  808. when it says stretch out your hands

  809. and being carried where you don't wanna go.

  810. And this is kind of the early church.

  811. That's the earliest records we have

  812. is that Peter was the first one martyred

  813. and that he was crucified.

  814. It's also possible,

  815. I would say likely that Peter

  816. had probably already been martyred

  817. by the time John had actually finished this gospel.

  818. So he's probably describing at this point

  819. both the prophecy and that it did happen.

  820. And so what's interesting is that

  821. this is a reversal of the previous experience, right?

  822. John first lied to protect his own skin

  823. when he was in slight danger.

  824. But Jesus is saying,

  825. next time that this happens,

  826. you're going to risk your own life

  827. and you're gonna give glory to God in doing it.

  828. So there's a future restoration there as well.

  829. One of the earliest instances of church martyrdom

  830. that we have recorded

  831. is of a bishop named Polycarp.

  832. And he was put to trial before a proconsul

  833. and then executed.

  834. And the words that he uses are like,

  835. this is what I picture like Peter standing up

  836. before he was martyred.

  837. And so the proconsul was insistent

  838. and said,

  839. take the oath and I shall release you to Polycarp.

  840. Curse Christ.

  841. And Polycarp said,

  842. 86 years I have served him

  843. and he never did me any wrong.

  844. How can I blaspheme my king who saved me?

  845. And so that's just a reversal.

  846. You know, Peter going from,

  847. oh, I don't even know this man

  848. to the example that Polycarp sets

  849. and probably Peter said,

  850. if we have the record,

  851. of absolutely affirming his belief in Jesus,

  852. even in the face of death.

  853. So Jesus restores his past,

  854. you know, sets his future

  855. and then he gives him the open offer

  856. to restoration in the present

  857. with follow me, right?

  858. And I think that this is probably a literally like,

  859. hey, come on,

  860. let's walk down the beach together,

  861. follow me.

  862. But John does a lot of this double meaning stuff

  863. where it's, you know,

  864. okay, come and follow me.

  865. And so at this point,

  866. oh, sorry,

  867. follow me is kind of the way

  868. that Jesus calls the disciples

  869. back in John 1 originally too.

  870. That's specifically the word he uses

  871. when he calls Philip.

  872. He says, you know, follow me.

  873. So at this point,

  874. Peter is fully back in the position

  875. he was before denying Jesus.

  876. And like I said before,

  877. restoration is not trivial.

  878. It requires extreme work.

  879. And I think that work in this case

  880. is the death and resurrection of Jesus,

  881. that Jesus has died and come back to life.

  882. To bear Peter's sin in this instance,

  883. he can now call Peter back to restoration.

  884. And I mean, this is really like,

  885. this is one of the first actings

  886. out of the gospel that we see

  887. of direct forgiveness given to Peter.

  888. Um, every time personally

  889. that I wonder about whether God is,

  890. God forgives me

  891. or is like disappointed in me.

  892. Um, this is the passage

  893. that I come back to

  894. because it's extremely clear to me

  895. that Jesus is the one restoring here.

  896. It's not about Peter coming back to Jesus.

  897. It's about Jesus working to forgive him

  898. even after he's denied Christ three times.

  899. Um, and I hear two primary concerns

  900. from kind of two groups of people

  901. that might be wondering,

  902. you know, is God disappointed in me?

  903. Does God really forgive me?

  904. Does he really restore me?

  905. Um, and I think the first group

  906. are, um, those who feel

  907. that they've committed,

  908. like, grievous faults.

  909. Um, maybe they've hurt someone

  910. in a very lasting way

  911. or done something that was really wrong.

  912. Um, and these people can,

  913. you know, hear,

  914. they might hear a Christian

  915. who professes, like,

  916. or confesses to, like,

  917. small sins, like, um,

  918. whatever it might be,

  919. just, you know,

  920. I struggle with pride

  921. or, you know, I'm struggling with,

  922. I got mad at somebody.

  923. And they think to themselves,

  924. oh my gosh,

  925. what I've done is so much worse

  926. than this.

  927. Like, God's forgiveness

  928. is not for me

  929. or, like, God can't be pleased in me.

  930. Um, and those people

  931. never realize that Jesus

  932. can restore people

  933. from even the greatest of sins.

  934. Um, the second group of people

  935. are kind of the ones

  936. that might be sharing about,

  937. you know, I got angry at my neighbor

  938. or something like that.

  939. It's those who feel

  940. they consistently struggle

  941. with endlessly nagging

  942. small faults.

  943. And you may hear testimonies from,

  944. they may hear testimonies

  945. from people in the previous group

  946. of, you know,

  947. God bringing someone

  948. out of drug addiction

  949. or out of a strong belief

  950. against Christianity

  951. to believing in him.

  952. And they might sit there

  953. and think, okay,

  954. God moves large things like that,

  955. but he's never gonna come after me

  956. in my small faults.

  957. Um, these people

  958. may never realize

  959. that Jesus is more persistent

  960. in his forgiveness

  961. than we are in our wrongdoing.

  962. Um, and the fact

  963. that Jesus fully restores Peter

  964. should be an encouragement

  965. to all of us in that area.

  966. You know, Peter has fallen

  967. into both of these camps easily.

  968. He's made a lot of boneheaded

  969. small mistakes

  970. along the way consistently.

  971. And he's had the great mistake

  972. of denying,

  973. literally denying Jesus.

  974. And keep in mind,

  975. this isn't just some guy.

  976. This is the man that goes on

  977. to lead the early church, right?

  978. And when I'm talking

  979. about restoration,

  980. I'm not talking about,

  981. oh, you can now do

  982. this little small thing.

  983. No, Jesus fully restores him

  984. back to the calling

  985. that he had for him.

  986. Um, so I think that

  987. Jesus' restoration is powerful.

  988. Um, I think that we often

  989. think about restoration

  990. as something that only happens

  991. in heaven when things

  992. are made right.

  993. Um, and I think that God

  994. is working that in each

  995. and every one of us now.

  996. And I would not run it past him

  997. to, to, to work,

  998. continue working in your life.

  999. Ask him for these things

  1000. because he continues to restore.

  1001. Um, so I imagine this is all

  1002. kind of just swirling

  1003. through Peter's head,

  1004. um, including the statement,

  1005. wait, didn't Jesus say

  1006. I was going to die

  1007. a brutal death before?

  1008. Um, you know,

  1009. I can just kind of picture

  1010. that coming back to him

  1011. while they're walking

  1012. down the beach.

  1013. And Peter's like,

  1014. okay, but you know,

  1015. what about the guy behind me?

  1016. Like, is he going to have

  1017. to go through the same stuff

  1018. I am?

  1019. This sounds like,

  1020. you know, pretty rough

  1021. come to the end.

  1022. Um, and Jesus' answer

  1023. to Peter is pretty much,

  1024. yeah, don't worry about it.

  1025. Right?

  1026. He just is like,

  1027. you know, if he,

  1028. if it's my will

  1029. that he remain until I come,

  1030. what's that to you?

  1031. You follow me.

  1032. Um, and it appears

  1033. that John's purpose

  1034. for including this

  1035. is initially the rumors,

  1036. that rumors were spreading

  1037. that Jesus like would come back

  1038. before Peter died.

  1039. Someone took this out of context

  1040. and spread it around.

  1041. Um, and in contrast to Peter,

  1042. John was likely

  1043. the last apostle to be alive

  1044. as he was writing,

  1045. he was exiled

  1046. and writing Revelation,

  1047. uh, one of the latest books

  1048. in the New Testament.

  1049. Um, so it's possible

  1050. that people are sitting there

  1051. saying, oh my goodness,

  1052. John's still alive.

  1053. You know, you know,

  1054. in five, 10 years or so,

  1055. Jesus is going to come back

  1056. because he's pretty old

  1057. at this point, right?

  1058. We've seen in the past

  1059. that every prediction

  1060. of Jesus is coming back

  1061. that's before today

  1062. has all been wrong.

  1063. And it also gets people

  1064. really caught up in the,

  1065. oh, when's it going to happen?

  1066. Um, and so I could definitely

  1067. see John giving this statement

  1068. here to say like,

  1069. okay, calm down.

  1070. This is not what Jesus said.

  1071. You've misinterpreted this.

  1072. This is what he actually said.

  1073. He was just using me

  1074. as a possible example

  1075. of, um, Peter

  1076. to contrast Peter

  1077. not worrying about it

  1078. and just to follow after Jesus.

  1079. Um, and I think

  1080. what's significant to us

  1081. is how different

  1082. Peter and John's calling was,

  1083. right?

  1084. Even though that they both

  1085. have this main goal

  1086. to witness and glorify God.

  1087. Uh, John ends up being

  1088. the second most prolific author

  1089. of the New Testament

  1090. after Paul, right?

  1091. He provides some of the

  1092. most intimate testimony

  1093. of Jesus and the testimony

  1094. of his second coming again.

  1095. While Peter seems to be

  1096. the de facto leader

  1097. of the disciples,

  1098. as we mentioned,

  1099. but definitely goes on

  1100. to lead the church

  1101. and is at the front lines

  1102. of God's Spirit's work

  1103. in the church,

  1104. particularly when they come

  1105. to the Gentiles

  1106. and that wall finally falls.

  1107. The, it doesn't become

  1108. the Jews or God's

  1109. chosen people anymore,

  1110. but there are chosen people

  1111. from every tribe,

  1112. race, and nation.

  1113. And Peter's there for that,

  1114. right?

  1115. He's the one right there

  1116. experiencing it.

  1117. Um, as I mentioned before,

  1118. John, you know,

  1119. is called to live a long time.

  1120. Peter is called

  1121. to an early death.

  1122. Um, and something interesting

  1123. is that they both have

  1124. very different personalities.

  1125. Um, it seems like,

  1126. we don't know this for sure,

  1127. but it seems like Peter

  1128. and John were good friends

  1129. from the writing here

  1130. and the way that they,

  1131. that John describes Peter.

  1132. Um, we know the two of them

  1133. are working together,

  1134. but they are just

  1135. entirely different people.

  1136. Uh, John's usually

  1137. the first one to pick up

  1138. on something

  1139. and kind of think about it,

  1140. and Peter's usually

  1141. the first one to do something.

  1142. Um, but God is using

  1143. both of them

  1144. for the same purpose.

  1145. Uh, and I think that

  1146. there's both an encouragement

  1147. and a challenge to us there.

  1148. Uh, the encouragement

  1149. is that Jesus's call

  1150. on each of our lives

  1151. can look very different

  1152. from person to person.

  1153. So if you're looking

  1154. at somebody else next to you

  1155. in church

  1156. or someone else that you know,

  1157. um, don't measure

  1158. your spiritual success

  1159. off of whether you've

  1160. taken that same,

  1161. the exact same path

  1162. as somebody else, right?

  1163. It might look like

  1164. somebody's living

  1165. a better life than you are

  1166. or has gotten something

  1167. better than you have,

  1168. but Jesus's answer

  1169. to that is,

  1170. no, just follow me, right?

  1171. Um, and both of, uh,

  1172. I think, you know,

  1173. with this church,

  1174. you know, some of us,

  1175. we might be called

  1176. to extremes here.

  1177. Some of us may be called

  1178. to preach Christ

  1179. in countries that are

  1180. violently opposed

  1181. to Christianity.

  1182. Um, and some of us

  1183. may be called

  1184. to live long lives

  1185. and care for families

  1186. and injustices

  1187. in our own communities,

  1188. but both of these things

  1189. bring glory to God,

  1190. and God is pleased

  1191. with both of those callings.

  1192. Um, I think that the challenge

  1193. is that, you know,

  1194. in church,

  1195. where this isn't necessarily

  1196. like a friend group

  1197. that you get together

  1198. and pick,

  1199. this is, each of us

  1200. have been called

  1201. by God to himself,

  1202. and so there's gonna be

  1203. different personalities here.

  1204. There's gonna be

  1205. Peters and John

  1206. sitting in this room,

  1207. and there's gonna be

  1208. all kinds of different

  1209. personalities too,

  1210. and you're not gonna get

  1211. along with everybody

  1212. right away.

  1213. I'm gonna be honest with you,

  1214. like, it doesn't work

  1215. that way.

  1216. You know that.

  1217. There are some people

  1218. you click with right away

  1219. when you meet.

  1220. There are some people

  1221. you're like,

  1222. I just, I don't get that person.

  1223. Like, how do they

  1224. even process life?

  1225. Like, it's just totally

  1226. out of left field.

  1227. Um, and Jesus provides

  1228. the framework for this too,

  1229. right?

  1230. Yeah, my calling

  1231. is on that person's life.

  1232. You follow me, right?

  1233. Um, and I think that

  1234. this ends up being a blessing,

  1235. and, um, I see people

  1236. who, there are

  1237. different recommendations.

  1238. Should you, like,

  1239. try to be mentored

  1240. by someone who's similar to you?

  1241. Should you try to be mentored

  1242. by someone who's different than you,

  1243. whether it's in work

  1244. or in church or in life

  1245. or whatever it might be?

  1246. Um, and personally,

  1247. like, all of my best mentors

  1248. have been people

  1249. that have processed things

  1250. entirely differently

  1251. than I have.

  1252. Um, Sean processes things

  1253. entirely differently than I do,

  1254. and I've really enjoyed

  1255. sitting under him

  1256. because of that.

  1257. And I can, all the people

  1258. that I've benefited from

  1259. most in, like, work or life

  1260. that I think back to

  1261. are people that are like,

  1262. they're, you know,

  1263. I'm processing life this way

  1264. and they're processing life

  1265. this way,

  1266. and it's just such a benefit

  1267. to see all of those

  1268. different perspectives

  1269. and the different ways

  1270. that people work.

  1271. Um, and so I think

  1272. that that's,

  1273. in God bringing together

  1274. all the different people

  1275. in the church,

  1276. that's part of his design.

  1277. Um, and a lot of personalities

  1278. are meshing together,

  1279. um, for the glory of God

  1280. ultimately.

  1281. Um, so in the,

  1282. the conclusion of this chapter,

  1283. come to verses 24 and 25,

  1284. uh, it,

  1285. John kind of includes this

  1286. as affirming his identity

  1287. as the writer.

  1288. You know, in John,

  1289. in verse 24,

  1290. he says,

  1291. this is the disciple,

  1292. this is the disciple

  1293. who's bearing witness

  1294. about these things,

  1295. the disciple who,

  1296. you know,

  1297. uh, Peter and Jesus

  1298. pointed back to.

  1299. Um, and so he's kind of,

  1300. he's kind of signing the letter,

  1301. he's kind of signing the letter

  1302. at this point.

  1303. Um, and he's bearing witness

  1304. about these things,

  1305. which are the things

  1306. that Jesus has done.

  1307. And these things

  1308. that he's done

  1309. in this chapter,

  1310. you know,

  1311. he's referencing that.

  1312. And a lot of the things

  1313. he's done in this chapter

  1314. are things he's done before

  1315. where he, you know,

  1316. loves generously,

  1317. restores fully,

  1318. calls uniquely.

  1319. These are themes

  1320. we've seen run through John.

  1321. But, you know,

  1322. Jesus has done miracles.

  1323. He's spoken truths.

  1324. He's both called people

  1325. to himself

  1326. and scared them away

  1327. from himself

  1328. by the things

  1329. that he said.

  1330. Um, and, you know,

  1331. John is,

  1332. John's ultimate purpose here

  1333. is that he's clearly

  1334. claiming to provide

  1335. an eyewitness account

  1336. to the greatness

  1337. of who Jesus is.

  1338. Um, so if you're here

  1339. and you're not a Christian

  1340. or you're not sure

  1341. what you believe

  1342. or you're kind of,

  1343. you're, you know,

  1344. you're not,

  1345. you're not quite sure

  1346. where you're at.

  1347. Um, a lot of these bold claims

  1348. that John makes about Jesus

  1349. I would just encourage you

  1350. to pay attention to

  1351. because he's making

  1352. real truth claims here.

  1353. He's not just saying

  1354. this is a cool idea

  1355. that I had about this guy

  1356. I met one time.

  1357. He's literally saying,

  1358. no, this is like

  1359. an eyewitness account.

  1360. This is the equivalent

  1361. of a news story

  1362. or a video reel

  1363. because they didn't have

  1364. those things back then.

  1365. This is literally

  1366. as accurate as you can get

  1367. at this point.

  1368. And so he's saying,

  1369. you know,

  1370. Jesus is real

  1371. and he's done these things.

  1372. Um, but I hope more so

  1373. for all of us,

  1374. um, that we see the beauty

  1375. of the things

  1376. that Jesus did too.

  1377. Um, particularly in this passage.

  1378. We experience very little

  1379. of the kind of love

  1380. and forgiveness

  1381. that Jesus demonstrates

  1382. in this passage.

  1383. But you know,

  1384. if you've ever had someone

  1385. that has worked with you

  1386. to restore you

  1387. after you've been beaten down

  1388. by something in life,

  1389. or if you've ever had

  1390. a moment, big or small,

  1391. where someone has come

  1392. alongside you

  1393. and loved you unconditionally

  1394. in a way that's not beneficial

  1395. at all to themselves,

  1396. then you've,

  1397. you've seen

  1398. that these are beautiful moments.

  1399. Like you can remember

  1400. those experiences

  1401. and you appreciate them.

  1402. And those are all

  1403. little pieces

  1404. of what Jesus' love

  1405. looks like

  1406. from this passage.

  1407. And the encouragement

  1408. to us is that

  1409. those are the things

  1410. that Jesus still does

  1411. for his people today.

  1412. So, let me pray for us.

  1413. Lord, I thank you

  1414. for your love for us.

  1415. Lord, I thank you

  1416. that you still

  1417. generously provide for us.

  1418. You still restore us.

  1419. You still work in us.

  1420. That you call

  1421. each one of us here

  1422. uniquely, Lord,

  1423. to different walks of life,

  1424. but to walk together in you.

  1425. Lord, I pray that

  1426. the words of John

  1427. would just ring in our minds

  1428. and our hearts

  1429. for years to come

  1430. just after going through

  1431. John together as a church.

  1432. Lord, I pray that there

  1433. would just be some truths

  1434. implanted in us,

  1435. maybe that we don't even

  1436. realize at this point,

  1437. that we would carry with us

  1438. for the rest of our lives.

  1439. In Jesus' name, amen.