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Numbers 26 - 35 Bible Study - Pastor Daniel Batarseh

Bible Study with Pr. Daniel Batarseh | Verse by Verse Series | Maranatha Bible Church - Chicago

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  1. Father, it's in moments like this.

  2. Where we need your strength. An extra measure of your grace

  3. Lord, we lean into you. And we ask that you by the

  4. spirit which speak strengthen Lord, those who may be sick,

  5. those who may be distracted. Those may be weary and

  6. discouraged or we just ask father that you would be in the

  7. midst. And that you would take these

  8. words from these chapters and soothe our souls Lord.

  9. Let us not leave this place on this final Bible.

  10. Study of 2018 unchanged. But Lord, you This study to

  11. postures for this next year to thank you for what you've done

  12. in the past and to be expected for what you have in the future

  13. Lord Almighty. Would you show Yourself Strong

  14. tonight? How we desperately need you to

  15. speak? Lord, we don't want this to just

  16. be another Bible study. We want this to be a touch from

  17. heaven. Give it to us.

  18. Lord, we pray, let Satan and his schemes tonight.

  19. Fail miserably in light of your goodness.

  20. Lord, in your power in Jesus name we pray.

  21. Amen. Then last week, we came to a

  22. pivotal moment in the Book of Numbers pivotal moment because

  23. we have reached the transition of the first generation that

  24. received God's judgment to be completely obliterated and to

  25. die in the wilderness to the second generation, the new

  26. generation that was given the promise to go into the promised

  27. land. That was given that privilege

  28. and honor. And so where we touched on last

  29. as we discussed the senses. Second census in the book of

  30. numbers and the purpose of that census was to number the people

  31. in order to know how to give out the land and appropriate

  32. fashion, it was to dictate what pieces of land would be given to

  33. what tribes. But not only that.

  34. It was also done so that they would know which people 20 and

  35. up, the men would be able to go to war.

  36. Why? Because in numbers 25, we see we

  37. can't even look there real quickly.

  38. There was Baal worship caused by the midianites.

  39. And so God. Wanting to take Vengeance on the

  40. midianites, ask the people of Israel to get their army ready

  41. and they do. So they go to war.

  42. But before that, Joshua is ordained as the successor of

  43. Moses and following that our laws to remind people.

  44. Oh, you see the reputation in the Old Testament, especially,

  45. you see, why is there so much repetition?

  46. And it's, because we need it, we need it.

  47. You see that from 28 to 30 repetition of various laws,

  48. which we won't touch on and then 31.

  49. We finally see Israel going to war with Midian and God

  50. satisfying, his just wrath against those who have

  51. instigated and tempted his people to fall into sexual

  52. immorality. And this is that chapter in 31,

  53. where Balaam finds himself to be caught in that judgment because

  54. he was the one who whispered that suggestion. and so, as the

  55. readers reading, The holy spirit is writing this.

  56. The author is writing is inspired by the spirit and the

  57. reader is anticipating something after chapter 31.

  58. What's the reader anticipating all?

  59. Here we go. Were finally coming into the

  60. promised land. It's been thirty eight long

  61. years and now all we can smell the milk and honey.

  62. Or do we? Something happens in chapter 32

  63. and again, I praise the Lord. Jesus Christ that through 32 and

  64. 33 especially Is it such a relevant text?

  65. Especially as we are on the border of the new year.

  66. Let's read verse 1 from 32 down. Now, the people of Reuben and

  67. the people of God had a very great number of livestock, and

  68. they saw remember that word. They saw the land of jazz are in

  69. the land of Gilead and behold the place was a place for

  70. livestock. So the people of God and the

  71. people of Reuben came and said to Moses and Eleazar the priest

  72. and to the chiefs of the congregation begins to list

  73. these names and verse 4 says the land that the Lord struck down.

  74. Before the congregation of Israel is a land for livestock

  75. and your servants have livestock and they said, if we have found

  76. favor in your sight, let this land be given to your servants

  77. for a possession. Do not take us across the

  78. Jordan. Is that sound good?

  79. Boost? Who thinks this is a good idea.

  80. Who thinks this is a very bad idea.

  81. Yes, it's a very bad idea. Why is this a bad idea?

  82. Isaac precisely. So we have to understand where

  83. we're at right now. Geographically.

  84. And I wish we had a picture for but we don't have time for that

  85. right now. If you look at the map you see

  86. that they are on pretty much the border of the land of Canaan.

  87. So we know the Jordan River is right there.

  88. They are right there and they're just moments away of Crossing

  89. into the promised land. But they look around, you know,

  90. they see and they go, hey, this is, this is kind of good.

  91. This is neat. This is there's a lot of room

  92. here. You know what, let's try to

  93. convince Moses. To park here and I go over

  94. there. And it all stems down to this

  95. one unfortunate reality. The human nature.

  96. They saw. You know how much troubles your

  97. eyes and my eyes give us? They saw that, it was plentiful,

  98. they saw that it was good and they failed to trust that what

  99. was beyond that River was better than what they could see with

  100. their eyes. How do you think Moses reacted

  101. to this? Let's find out in verse 6.

  102. But Moses said to the people of God, and to the people of

  103. Reuben, shall your brother's go to the war while you sit here.

  104. Why will you discourage the heart of the people of Israel

  105. from going over into the land that the Lord has given them,

  106. your father's did this. When I sent them from Kadesh

  107. barnea to see the land, for when they went up to the valley of

  108. eshkol and saw the land, they discourage the heart of the

  109. people of Israel from going into the land that the Lord had given

  110. them not a favorable response. In fact, it's not just the

  111. reaction, it's a rebuke. What's going on here in essence?

  112. You know what's happening to Moses right now flashback?

  113. Flashback. He's like I've been here before

  114. I've seen this before and it doesn't take much room.

  115. And you can almost sympathize with the man from the

  116. immediately, going to rebuke mode, because he realizes that

  117. something is about to happen that can almost as you're about

  118. to find out. Press the reset button on the

  119. whole Wilderness Journey. Again, this is a very scary

  120. suggestion by these tribes and Moses comes to them and says

  121. listen, Yes, I'm a question. Are you seriously gonna let

  122. these other tribes your brother's go to war while you

  123. sit here? And Moses main concern is that

  124. you're going to discourage them by this decision.

  125. And you can learn so much on a practical level for Moses

  126. response here. And I want to pull out three

  127. main things. Number one, one of the greatest

  128. hindrances to the people of God, moving forward into God's will

  129. is discouragement. Discouragement.

  130. Now if encouragement is one of the greatest methods and means

  131. by, which God has instituted his people to be propelled into

  132. moving forward, you can guarantee that discouragement

  133. has the same effect, but in the opposite direction, what is

  134. discouragement do? It is an emotion that drain

  135. somebody from Confidence. From Hope, from faith.

  136. discouragement to the soul is, What it is like in the physical

  137. was somebody literally get sucker punch in the stomach and

  138. loses their wind. It's like that to the soul.

  139. It literally. Extinguishes any sense of

  140. Desire, almost all desire to take another step into what God

  141. has called them to do. And listen, discouragement can

  142. be experienced in many ways, especially in a spiritual way.

  143. Because there are spiritual Pursuits that God has called us

  144. to and we can be encouraged to move forward in those Pursuits

  145. or we can be discouraged and paralyzed due to something

  146. called discouragement. Now here's a question that we

  147. can all just be vulnerable as the family of God.

  148. What are some ways in the spiritual?

  149. Can we be discouraged from advancing?

  150. Spiritually is anybody know. Any ideas?

  151. Not seeing immediate fruit. That's a huge one.

  152. Why do I keep investing in this ministry?

  153. When I don't see Souls getting saved?

  154. Why do I keep doing this? When nobody else is being fired

  155. up for this ministry? Absolutely.

  156. That's one of the greatest ones anything else.

  157. Sometimes your spiritual walk is it won't.

  158. Yeah. And that's the main one.

  159. We're going to get to the next point.

  160. So there's people and that's the main one, but there's other

  161. things too. Not trusting.

  162. God shirt, failing, maybe ants. Lack of answer to prayer.

  163. I've been I've been pleading with God.

  164. I've been interceding and I'm not seeing anything.

  165. Yes. So many things can discourage

  166. the people of God. And it's sing a simple language

  167. though. There are many ways that

  168. somebody can be discouraged, it all boils down to this one.

  169. Reoccurring thought? No matter where the

  170. discouragement is coming from whether circumstance or

  171. whatever. I don't want to do this anymore.

  172. I'm tired. I'm exhausted.

  173. I rather give my energy to something else.

  174. And listen discouragement can do so many things to somebody, it

  175. can make somebody bitter. It can make somebody extremely

  176. frustrated. Like the Israelites

  177. discouragement the first time from going to the promised land.

  178. You know what it made them do, it made them want to actually go

  179. back. Like what is this whole thing

  180. about? Let me just go back to what I

  181. was doing before. Instead of doing this, it can

  182. paralyze. You, you know what?

  183. I can get so scary and Ministries that you can get so

  184. discouraged that you just begin to go with the motions.

  185. And you're not believe in God anymore, for something new.

  186. You're not believing God to touch his people.

  187. You're not believing God for the things that you've been

  188. believing for when you first started and it just like, let's

  189. just do this thing and just go and see what happens.

  190. And you just lose Zeal and passion happens to so many

  191. people. pray for the spiritual leaders that, you know, as I

  192. said earlier, it can even cause somebody to just say, let me

  193. just Let me just go back to what I first took in the first place

  194. for this whole thing. Discouragement number two, In

  195. this text shows me that it is the strongest when it comes from

  196. within listen, discouragement from outside.

  197. The household of God is something to be expected.

  198. It's called persecution it when the family that there's no God,

  199. when your friends, I don't know, God, your boss doesn't know,

  200. God, when they come In different ways to discourage your

  201. spiritual Pursuit and advancement.

  202. That is to be expected. But this is also, what is to be

  203. expected that in light of all of that craziness happening?

  204. We should be able to come to the Refuge in the house of God to

  205. find encouragement. Now, listen, that's not always

  206. true, unfortunately, because sometimes people experience

  207. discouragement from outside and they come inside and all they

  208. find is more discouragement. That's a whole different level

  209. of waiting anise. That's a whole different

  210. challenge in itself because when you and I come together like

  211. what we're doing now, you know what, we should feel every time

  212. we come into this place, no matter what, you're going

  213. through at least some surge of Hope and Faith to say, you know

  214. what, serving Jesus is worth it. Serving with my brothers and

  215. sisters is worth it. Worshipping him is worth it.

  216. You reminded in the place of God that.

  217. Yes, I know. Why did this in the first place?

  218. And my prayer. I just studying this this week,

  219. my prayer saying Lord, I pray that this house would never be,

  220. never fail to be a source of life for the people of God

  221. because we are all susceptible to feeling discouraged.

  222. From everything outside. It should not come from within

  223. listen. Let's just let's just pause here

  224. and I've been going through the book of Acts and I've been

  225. seeing something and it may be a simple thing but I just I fell

  226. in love with the book of Acts in this one little detail and we

  227. need to just look at it together.

  228. Just turn to the book of Acts beginning in verse 14, I want to

  229. I want to see something very simple but very beautiful,

  230. concerning the life and the breadth of the early church.

  231. Look at Acts 14:22. Acts 14:22, strengthening The

    Acts 14:22 Acts 14:22

  232. Souls of the disciples, encouraging them to continue in

  233. the faith and saying that through many tribulations.

  234. We must enter the kingdom of God here.

  235. I just want to let you know today.

  236. People of God we're going to go through many tribulations be

  237. reminded as hopeful as 2019 is going to be.

  238. There's going to be some things that might knock the wind out of

  239. us. But behold he is with us.

  240. And he will strengthen us go to acts 15:32 the next chapter.

    Acts 15:32

  241. And Judas and Silas who were themselves prophets encouraged

  242. and strengthened the brothers. With many words, depending on

  243. your translation, you might get eggs sorted.

  244. Encourage. And strengthen the brothers,

  245. with many words, their words, encourage the people of God, go

  246. to the next chapter, ax, 1640 So they went out of the prison and

  247. visited Lydia. And when they had seen the

  248. brothers, they encourage them and departed.

  249. Go to acts 1827. You guys see this axe 1827?

  250. And when wish to Across the K of the brothers encourage them and

  251. wrote to the disciples to welcome him, when he arrived, he

  252. greatly help. Those who through Grace had

  253. believed, go to acts, 21 and 22. After the Uproar ceased, its

  254. after a riot. Paul sent for the disciples and

  255. after encouraging them, he said, farewell and departed.

  256. The Macedonia, when he had gone through those regions and given

  257. them much and encouragement, he came to Greece people of God, we

  258. need to know how to encourage one another.

  259. This was literally encouragement, was pumping

  260. through the veins of the church in the book of Acts.

  261. It's what kept Him going. It was fresh breath every time

  262. and how is it done? My words, your presence, my

  263. presence. When we come together, I can't

  264. tell you how many times I'm encouraged when I come on a

  265. Wednesday night. Or Friday, or Sunday.

  266. And I just see the people of God and I know that they're here for

  267. God. Instant life comes to my soul, I

  268. hope it does for you. I hope it does for you now, it's

  269. not General encouragement, the world knows how to encourage

  270. people in a general sense, we're talking about encouragement.

  271. In the things of God, talking about being encouraged to

  272. continue to zealously, pursue the Lord and serve the Lord,

  273. that kind of encouragement. A Divine encouragement, a holy

  274. spirit-inspired encouragement, Going back to number 32.

  275. If there's a third lesson in this amongst many, there's this

  276. that I see here that there are two ways that We can be a source

  277. of discouragement to one another.

  278. Now remember he's reminding them of their fathers.

  279. He's saying, hey, I've seen this before and it's not going to end

  280. up good. If you do this, you're going to

  281. discourage the people, the rest of the tribes from moving in,

  282. just like the spies did with the whole nation.

  283. But what's interesting is, when you compare this to numbers 13

  284. though, discouragement was the final result.

  285. The means of discouragement was different.

  286. How did the people get discouraged from the spies in

  287. numbers 13? What happened?

  288. You're right. So it was a direct verbal

  289. assault to their faith. It was them coming and saying we

  290. can't do this. This is impossible.

  291. And it worked, they lost heart. They said These Giants are too

  292. big. It's just, it's just not going

  293. to work. The walls are too great.

  294. It's not going to happen. And actually unfortunately

  295. worked but then here we see a different means of

  296. discouragement. We don't see a direct verbal.

  297. Disheartening statement being made, what do we see?

  298. What are we seeing this in this sea of stronger, you're trying

  299. to send some isolated bingo. In this case, it's passivity.

  300. In this case, what you have is two tribes that are so content

  301. with their current state, that their contentment and their lack

  302. of Desire of wanting to go further in the will of God was

  303. actually contagious to the others who wanted to move

  304. forward to actually say, you know what, maybe this is better.

  305. Oh man. That's scary.

  306. So I can, I can discourage people in my own words, right?

  307. I can discourage my fellow brothers and Ministry by saying,

  308. oh, this isn't worth it, all God's, not going to do that all.

  309. That's just too much. I'll be realistic.

  310. That can happen. But I believe this version, this

  311. means of discouragement. It's more prevalent and more

  312. real than we actually think it's a greater threat.

  313. What is it is that when you have people within a people group who

  314. don't want to grow in God, and that kind of mindset and posture

  315. can actually, in fact, The rest of the people of God from moving

  316. forward, in the things of God. Although it's so real.

  317. It's scary. And you don't have to be here on

  318. the pulpit to be that kind of a person.

  319. Reuben, Gad I thought to themselves that their decision

  320. wouldn't affect others. It's completely selfish here.

  321. Right there are saying we want this land.

  322. They're not thinking about the Battle, they're not thinking

  323. about the war, they're not even thinking about the glory of God.

  324. All they're thinking about is we have all this cattle.

  325. We have all this stuff and we want to be able to be sustained.

  326. And taking care of, this is about my well, being a Moses as

  327. a good leader, does remind them. Hey, this is not just about you.

  328. This is bigger than you. And we might hear this and say

  329. well it's not a big deal if I don't do my part in serving the

  330. lord it's not a big deal. If my spiritual state is not

  331. intact the way it should be, according to the word of God.

  332. You're right. It's not a big deal.

  333. If you're not a part of a local body, If you are a part of a

  334. local body, it is a big deal. Let's give an illustration here.

  335. That's like saying, Look at your own body and let's say you're

  336. right hand stops working all for a sudden it becomes lifeless.

  337. And every other part of your body is working just fine and

  338. you can be thankful that everything else is working for.

  339. I can speak. I can see, I can move but your

  340. right hand is that and you have the ability to bring it back to

  341. life but you choose not to That's like saying in the

  342. spiritual, it's not important if I'm not active and I'm a part of

  343. my it's like saying with your physical body, doesn't matter of

  344. my right hands, not working, would you say that with your own

  345. body? Would you say that if your ear

  346. stop hearing, would you say that's fine?

  347. Everything else is, it doesn't effect the rest.

  348. Everything else is working. Just fine.

  349. We have another year, we have another hand.

  350. Nobody would dare to say that if they had the opportunity to

  351. actually bring about some restitution and some Revival to

  352. those nerve endings and to those muscles.

  353. And if you are a part of a body, guess what?

  354. No matter what you're automatically, a member of a

  355. body. So, you know what you are,

  356. you're something that offers some operational benefits.

  357. The rest of the body and we can as a body be thankful that we

  358. have everything else functioning but you know, it's much better.

  359. If everything is functioning, it's much better of all my

  360. fingers are working, it's much better.

  361. If all my nerves are in tight, it's much better instead of

  362. trying to justify. And so this is the reality here

  363. is that if you are plugged in You have a contribution to make.

  364. And your spiritual Vitality, your spiritual discipline your

  365. spiritual love for the Lord Jesus Christ.

  366. Has a consequence of how the rest of the body functions.

  367. We might not like that but it's true.

  368. Nonetheless. And so this is a question we can

  369. ask yourself. Am I a body part that's

  370. functioning? Well, Or am I lifeless?

  371. And there's some body parts. Actually bring disease.

  372. That's a whole nother thing, but just talking about life, this

  373. talk about something, that's not moving, something that's not

  374. functioning. The experience of the body could

  375. be different if everything was alive.

  376. Why are Reuben and Gad wrong in this request?

  377. What does it reveal about their hard work by asking Moses for

  378. this? Anybody have an idea.

  379. Why I mentioned it earlier but there's two things being said,

  380. here by them requesting to Moses.

  381. We want to stay on this side of the river because of what they

  382. saw because of what they perceive because of what they

  383. calculated in their own natural understanding.

  384. What they were saying in directly to God was, I don't

  385. believe that what you have to offer across this river is

  386. better. I don't believe that what you

  387. have for me on this other side of the river will actually

  388. provide for my flock and my hair is my family.

  389. God your plan seems nice but it seems like it's a little tight

  390. in there. And right now right here this

  391. seems just fine. So I'm going to stay somewhat

  392. connected to you but I'm not going to go full on in and it's

  393. a very powerful image in a physical sense of a spiritual

  394. parallel reality. This is where the wrong.

  395. Yes. It's a declaration of unbelief

  396. but it is motivated by a sense of contentment again and a

  397. selfishness. I, I'm more concerned about my

  398. stuff and my family more than the glory of God and the

  399. well-being of my brothers. That's what they're saying here.

  400. That's why Moses was so angry. That's why Moses was so ignited

  401. with passion when he responded. And we should not dare to fail,

  402. to think that their temptation is not a Temptation that we can

  403. experience. Listen guys, the promised land

  404. was God's will for the people of God to go in there.

  405. To experience. Those blessings was God's desire

  406. to pull them into. And what they're saying here is,

  407. I don't want to be in the center of God's will.

  408. I want to be right on the fringes.

  409. You how many people are like that and what was their

  410. motivation is materialism? What they are Desiring is not

  411. inherently evil, they're not like Lord.

  412. We love the midianites woman and we want to hang around the

  413. these. No, they're not saying That's

  414. directly sinful. It's not a wrong thing to care

  415. for your flock and to care for your stuff.

  416. When it Trump's over the will of God and God's desire for your

  417. life, it is an idol and this is where they've come to they said

  418. we want to be somewhat connected and we're going to find that out

  419. of the moment. We want to be somewhat connected

  420. but we don't want to be in that. We don't want to live in the

  421. center of your will Lord. We don't want to pitch our tents

  422. in the promised land. We want to just see it from afar

  423. be neighbors with it. Maybe visit sometimes but not

  424. live in it. So many people like that today.

  425. So many people like that today. That have put these things that

  426. God cares about God will provide for so high up that they are

  427. literally forfeiting milk and honey.

  428. Is what they see in the Now is better than what God has for

  429. them just moments away. The here's a question in this

  430. Bible study, are you Desiring to live in the center of God's

  431. will? Or are you satisfied to live on

  432. the fringes? Because Reuben Gad were

  433. satisfied. You can see where their mindset,

  434. as you can see, where their Ambitions are.

  435. They're not, they're not thinking like how God wanted

  436. them to think they're not thinking, oh we're going to see

  437. God's glory manifested. Yeah, it's going to get bloody

  438. in there but oh what an exciting thing, it's going to be to go to

  439. war with our brothers to see God, give us what he promises.

  440. What are we going to know when we plant the Tabernacle?

  441. What are we going to? Censor the presence of God?

  442. What we have for the know? Nothing about the glory of God?

  443. Nothing about the testimonies that God wants to give them

  444. nothing about any of that. My house.

  445. And my sheep my family. Like really.

  446. And we asked ourselves the same question.

  447. Do you think there are consequences to Ruben and gads

  448. decision here. Didn't go smoothly for Reuben

  449. and Gad by making this decision, that's the question.

  450. No, is the answer. You know what, they forfeited

  451. and wanting their way, and their version of Christianity, of just

  452. kind of being right at the border of giving it all in.

  453. Oh, you know, any people are like that.

  454. Like, here's the cliff and to jump off as to say I'm going

  455. all-in and they're going like this.

  456. Taking pictures of it and I almost did it.

  457. No, no, they just the right there.

  458. You know what they forfeited. Three things.

  459. Number one, they forfeited the reality of The Nearness of the

  460. presence of God. Where was the tabernacle

  461. supposed to be in the Promised Land?

  462. And they were going to see that they actually put themselves

  463. away from the glory of God. And it cost them generationally

  464. go to Joshua. Go to Joshua 22.

  465. Anybody know where we're going here with Joshua.

  466. If you've read the book of Joshua, You know that these

  467. tribes resurfaced again? Joshua 22.

  468. It's just read the first few verses.

  469. Then, we'll scroll down the latter part so guess what?

  470. They actually went in to help their brothers.

  471. I'm going to read that in the second.

  472. And this is where they help their brothers and they finalize

  473. everything by doing what they were supposed to do at that

  474. time, Joshua summoned, the Reuben nights, and the gadites,

  475. and a half tribe of Manasseh and said to them, you have kept all

  476. that Moses, the servant of the Lord, commanded you and of

  477. obeyed my voice and all that. I have commanded you, you have

  478. not forsaken your brother's these many days down to this

  479. day, but I've been very being careful to keep the charge of

  480. the Lord, your God, so they did it and they're now returning.

  481. Remember, they cross the Jordan River to help their brothers.

  482. Now they're about to go back. To what they wanted.

  483. And they do something that almost caused the Civil War.

  484. Does anybody know What do they do with our reading?

  485. What did they do? That almost caused an all-out

  486. civil breakout they built an altar.

  487. So scroll down. What do they do?

  488. They built an altar. This huge altar on the other

  489. side of the river and the tribes here of it.

  490. They go. Hold on.

  491. What do they think they're doing now?

  492. Why is that a problem? Because they're so strong to be

  493. one altar in the Tabernacle one place of worship then we're

  494. supposed to duplicate or replicate none of that was

  495. allowed and they did it. Rumor comes in, they bear their

  496. arms and they're ready to exterminate two-and-a-half

  497. tribes. And what happens when they hear

  498. the scroll down to verse 23, Verse 24.

  499. So they explain a down to verse 20.

  500. They go. Whoa, we did not, we're not,

  501. we're not trying to build a place to sacrifice, we

  502. understand the rules far. Be it from us, their clarifying,

  503. and then they give the reason for why they did it.

  504. No, but we did it from fear that in time to come your children,

  505. might say to our children. What have you to do with the

  506. Lord, the god of Israel for the Lord has made the Jordan, a

  507. boundary between us and you, you people of Reuben in the people

  508. of God, you have no portion in the Lord.

  509. So your children might make our children cease to Worship the

  510. Lord. They realized that they were

  511. forfeiting something in parking in that side, the east side of

  512. the Jordan, what were they forfeiting the spiritual

  513. well-being of their own children?

  514. By being so far from the Tabernacle, from the place of

  515. worship, they would have to replicate something in order for

  516. the future Generations that when these other tribes see Ruben

  517. Gallego, who do you think you are?

  518. You're not part of us, this is a boundary between us and you and

  519. they go. No, but there's an altar.

  520. Here we are part of the Israelites.

  521. We are part of your brethren. Do you see what risk?

  522. They put themselves in? and the same goes today, even

  523. with parents, they don't choose to live this wholehearted life

  524. for Christ, and you know, who suffers for down the down, the

  525. road, the children. Instead of bringing them into

  526. their inheritance that have bring them into, introducing

  527. them, to the presence of God, to the people of God to Fellowship,

  528. their just neighbors. They're just on the fringes.

  529. They're just there to see from a distance.

  530. They have an idea of it but they don't have the fullness of it.

  531. because they were so concerned about their sheep, and their

  532. flock, and their well-being, and their houses, and their children

  533. in the moment and not choosing to go into the will of God, they

  534. were forfeiting the reality of the presence of God, number 2,

  535. Think about this geographically. What kind of a risk that they

  536. put themselves in by planting themselves on the other side of

  537. the Jordan River? Think about it in terms of War.

  538. Who's going to be affected first?

  539. When the enemies try to come in? These tribes, these tribes would

  540. be the first to be taken into captivity.

  541. These tribes are more susceptible, they're more

  542. vulnerable to the attacks of the enemy and we can turn there.

  543. But we won't for the sake of time in Judges chapter 10 where

    Judges 10 chapter mention

  544. they come in, and they inflict their pain upon these tribes

  545. before they go into the promised land.

  546. So, you know, what happens when you and I choose to live on the

  547. bow Injuries of the fullness of the will of God we open

  548. ourselves up to Greater attacks of the enemy.

  549. We open ourselves up to. A failure to see God's

  550. protection and provision. Like it could be if we go full

  551. in. Happens all the time.

  552. People wonder why? Because you're not in the

  553. promised land, my friend, you're outside your on the fringes and

  554. God wants you to cross that River.

  555. And thirdly the obvious one. They forfeited.

  556. God's best. They thought that they had their

  557. idea of Life, their idea of their plans, their idea of what

  558. this whole thing is all about. They thought that they can come

  559. up with something better than what God had promised them from

  560. long ago, and I wonder what it would have been like if they had

  561. gone in, we'll never know. We'll never know.

  562. Who knows what kind of profits could have come out of these

  563. two, who knows? unfortunately, it's only down

  564. the road, where you realize and I realize that As glamorous as

  565. it looked in the moment to give up my young years to go full out

  566. for God. Only later, will you realize

  567. what it could have been God Almighty?

  568. Protect me from such a foolish decision.

  569. Ruben and God unfortunately, made that decision.

  570. And then he goes on to, let's go back to number 32.

  571. He goes on from verse 10, down to verse 15 to describe how the

  572. first generation did not wholly. Follow the lord.

  573. Accept two people verse 12, men except Caleb.

  574. The son of jephunneh a they can, as I and Joshua, the son of nun

  575. for they have wholly, followed the Lord.

  576. I've read the numbers so many times, but this time, this verse

  577. in verse 14, 15 popped out to me in a way that it just struck my

  578. heart. Look at verse 14 and behold, you

  579. have risen in your father's place.

  580. A brood of sinful men to increase still more.

  581. The fierce anger of the Lord against Israel.

  582. Look at this receiving, this is scary stuff for a few turn.

  583. Away from following him, he will again, abandon them in the

  584. wilderness and you will destroy all this people.

  585. You don't read the story about the first generation.

  586. The second generation, we automatically almost think like

  587. the second generation is going to directly go into the promised

  588. land, no matter what. That was not the case.

  589. This verse shows that God was willing to restart the whole

  590. thing over again. If they were unfaithful But if

  591. they did not comply and Obey, and cling to the Lord, this

  592. verse shows, Moses, listen, we could have done another 40

  593. years. What are you guys thinking?

  594. That's crazy. I just wonder if they did, it

  595. would have been like how many generations until one really

  596. got. It said, let's do this.

  597. And so it's just it's just a strong reminder that God is not

  598. a respecter of persons. It's a strong reminder that I

  599. do. Although God is so faithful.

  600. He is so faithful. We need to be faithful to

  601. experience what he wants us to experience.

  602. So, what happens? Verse 16 down, they agree to

  603. fight. They said, well do it will go

  604. in, will help the brothers and then we'll come back out.

  605. And in verse 20, Moses agrees and says, okay, you do this, he

  606. reminds them. And then he says these words

  607. here in verse 21, says verse 20. So Moses said to him, if you

  608. will do this, if you'll take up arms and go before the Lord for

  609. the war and every armed, man of you will pass over the Jordan

  610. before the Lord, until he is driven out.

  611. His enemies from before, Amanda A subdued before the Lord.

  612. Then after that, you shall return in free and be free of

  613. obligation to the Lord. And to Israel, and this land

  614. shall be your possession before the Lord.

  615. Now, look at this verse. We've heard it before, but if

  616. you will not do so behold, you have sinned against the Lord and

  617. be sure your sin will find you out.

  618. Famous verse who here has never heard this verse.

  619. So 99.5% of us have heard that verse and it's even more

  620. powerful. When you understand this verse

  621. in its context, it's powerful enough.

  622. When you isolate it from its surrounding text, be sure your

  623. sin will find you out, but it's even more impactful when you

  624. understand what Moses trying to say, remember, Moses is going to

  625. die, he's not going into the Promised Land.

  626. He's not following in with them. And so as he's making this

  627. agreement with Reuben, Gad Reuben.

  628. Gad could have given false Assurance.

  629. Yeah, we'll do it. We'll go in and bear arms, wait

  630. till he dies, and we'll just park here.

  631. Forget all that bloody mess. They could have, you know what

  632. Moses trying to say. Hey, I might be off the scene,

  633. but know this be sure your sin will find you out.

  634. I don't have to be here for that to happen.

  635. It's not dependent upon spiritual leaders is not depend

  636. upon who's accountable to you, none of that that helps But in

  637. the end, God has established a law in the universe.

  638. Be sure your sin will find you out.

  639. Now what does that mean? Exactly?

  640. Because we've kind of centralized it to Define it as

  641. if you sin and secret it's going to come out one way or another,

  642. that's partly true. But that's not the core meaning

  643. because this is not a secret sin.

  644. It's not a secret sin now, that implies that implies something

  645. greater than that though, that whether its private sin or

  646. Publix in, there is a rule concerning sin being entertained

  647. that eventually whether sooner or later sin will come and it

  648. will bring the check for the payment of you participating in

  649. it. Always always, it's just a rule.

  650. And so another way to interpret this is be sure that if you will

  651. engage in sin, that sin will come And require payment for

  652. your participation. whether it's private or public, And so in a

  653. holy way, Moses as a leader, is trying to instill the fear of

  654. the Lord and these men as he's about to depart from the scene

  655. of the earth until he gathered to his people to say, Hey

  656. listen. I might not be here but God sees

  657. I might not be here, but sin has a law that it will come.

  658. Hey, remember you entertain me? Here's the payment.

  659. Always Always. I love the fear of God.

  660. It's the beginning of wisdom. I love the fear of God because

  661. it is a Fountain of Life. I love the fear of God because

  662. those who fear the lord are friends with the Lord.

  663. I want it more and more my life. I pray that you would have to be

  664. sure your sin will find you out. This is why he says, what is he

  665. saying here? Behold, you have sinned against

  666. the Lord. Not against Moses.

  667. Not against your brothers, do you have?

  668. But ultimately it's against the Lord.

  669. Remember that, Ruben remember that God, if you really are

  670. going to do this, keep your word, keep your word and that is

  671. the secret, to victory in Holiness.

  672. That when you understand that, despite Moses watching my life

  673. or Aaron Riley azer, all these guys that I'm account.

  674. If that is the main motivation for you to live, holy and to

  675. live in righteousness, you'll find a loophole around it

  676. because when Moses is not on the scene, well, that's fine.

  677. But when you understand that, the Lord nothing is hidden from

  678. him. Oh, it's awesome.

  679. I'm reminded of Thomas when the boys told him.

  680. Hey, Jesus appears, as he said, yeah, he's like listen until I

  681. see his marks and put my fingers there.

  682. Then, I'll believe it. He didn't even pray it.

  683. It's not like you said, Lord, let me put my Using your marks

  684. and I'll believe in you, he just said it in a comment, you know,

  685. heard it but wasn't there physically Jesus.

  686. He's like, all right. And he shows up and he goes, I'm

  687. here, so cool. I don't even pray about it.

  688. Yeah, because when you talk, he's there.

  689. When you sit, he's there when you're driving, he's there.

  690. The Lord was listening to Thomas, even though he wasn't

  691. directly talking to Jesus. I think Lord, let me live with

  692. that conscious awareness that you are always with me.

  693. Always with me, always watching me.

  694. So we see here, that Moses says in a very Godly way, be careful

  695. with your words. Now we come down to verse 33,

  696. Moses tells Joshua. Hey, this is what they said.

  697. He's giving them the instructions because he knows

  698. that he's not going to be on the scene.

  699. And look at this reader, slowly in verse 33, And Moses gave to

  700. them to the people of God, and to, the people of Reuben and to

  701. the half tribe of Manasseh. What's interesting about that?

  702. Where does the minister come from?

  703. Up to this point, it's only been Reuben, Gad, Reuben, Gad, Reuben

  704. and got ruined. Again, offer said in verse 33.

  705. Once the deal was made, once the contract was side, Vanessa comes

  706. on the scene and now his joy in them and many people have

  707. different explanations. But I believe this is the one of

  708. them at least you could disagree with it.

  709. That when Vanessa was watching and hearing this conversation,

  710. he eventually was persuaded and joined them.

  711. And it goes back to our first point.

  712. It goes back to our first point that you and I based on our own

  713. Pursuit after the Lord can either influence others to be

  714. stirred up to run after Christ or to just be content where you

  715. are and I exhort you Brothers and Sisters in Christ, which one

  716. are you? You don't have to be a pastor,

  717. you don't have to be a leader to have influence.

  718. Just who you are. Whether you believe it or not

  719. your love. For Christ.

  720. The Heat Of Your Passion can affect others even who are cold

  721. when they sense the warmth of your Devotion to the Lord.

  722. It's trust me when I say it. You may not see it immediately,

  723. but there is nothing more attractive than when a person is

  724. on fire, for God. It Comforts those who are on

  725. fire for God and it can fix those who are not doesn't

  726. condemn them. It convinced them.

  727. It challenges them to say, oh this person lives for Christ and

  728. they're not even in full-time Ministry.

  729. How much more can I? I love seeing people on fire for

  730. God, that don't have the excuse that they have learned.

  731. History and I have to do this so that people can see my example.

  732. I love when I see the businessman on fire for God.

  733. I love when I see the father on fire for God, I love when I see

  734. the person. Working the hospital, the

  735. student blazing for the lord. It's it's one of the most

  736. awesome sights. And it's contagious.

  737. Just like, when we read early and numbers that complaining was

  738. contagious, you had a few Rivals that were complaining and guess

  739. what everybody else is. Give me either one, reminder,

  740. either one can affect for the good of for the -.

  741. And unfortunately, because of Reuben Gad where they thought

  742. that their decisions only affected them, a reuben, and go.

  743. Hey, let's just do this for us and Vanessa joined in, This is

  744. exactly what Moses was worried about.

  745. So we got another tribe down now.

  746. You know what the crazy part is when I'm reading this.

  747. The Lord lets him do it. See if you don't want to go full

  748. in for the Lord, is not going to twist your arm to do it if you

  749. want to live on the fringes, okay?

  750. Lemon. The fringes and this is what

  751. they're basically saying. They're saying this will do will

  752. do what you call this to do. Will do the bare minimum.

  753. You want us to fight? We'll fight.

  754. But to live in there. Nah, well sir, at the bare

  755. minimum will scrape the bottom of the barrel and we'll have our

  756. part right? Well what we want.

  757. Yeah sure. If you want to you can have not

  758. going to force you. So we all have to make that same

  759. decision. I think this is what this text

  760. is teaching us and our understanding of our spiritual

  761. State and this is the thought that I want us to leave with as

  762. we go into chapter 33 very quickly, if it was God's will

  763. for every tribe to go into the promised land.

  764. Don't you think that it's God's will for every single one of us

  765. to go in fully? If it's God's will for each of

  766. them to go in, how much more us? Every single one of us, God

  767. says, come in and live here. Don't visit live in the center

  768. of my will for your life. And unfortunately, because of

  769. Ruben and God hear me very carefully because of their

  770. selfishness, because of their contentment because of their

  771. love for materialism. What could have been a different

  772. experience for the whole nation of Israel?

  773. Was not. Listen, this experience

  774. corporately is so much different when everybody's burning for

  775. God. When everybody's burning for

  776. God, when you have some better. And I and some that are, we're

  777. thankful for the ones that are. We pray for the ones that are

  778. not, but it's not the same. It's not the same.

  779. For them, it wasn't the same. Then we come to chapter 33.

  780. Are you guys doing? Okay, good.

  781. Chapter 33 is an interesting chapter.

  782. Because this decisions made and then you almost get this other

  783. sense that you okay, we got that whole kerfuffle figured out.

  784. Let's now go in and all of a sudden, there's a pause, there's

  785. a pause in The Narrative of the book of numbers and it's this

  786. interesting chapter, that's dedicated to one simple thing to

  787. recounting the journey of the Israelites from Egypt to this

  788. moment. Now, look at it, we're not going

  789. to read it, just look at the chapter and skim through it, and

  790. you'll realize something. From verse 5, down to verse 49,

  791. you know what it is, and they were from this place to this

  792. place. I'm from that place to this

  793. place. And from that place to this

  794. placement in every detail, there are 49 verses dedicated to

  795. Simply describing how they went from one post to the other, and

  796. you go. Why would the Lord by the holy

  797. spirit gives so much attention to that?

  798. let's read the first few verses and we'll find out why these are

  799. the stages of the people of Israel when they went out of the

  800. land of Egypt by their companies, under the leadership

  801. of Moses. And Aaron Moses wrote down,

  802. their starting places stage by stage by what command of the

  803. Lord. And these are the stages

  804. according to their starting places.

  805. Then it goes down to describe it.

  806. Does anybody have an idea why God would give this?

  807. Especially at this point? Isaac,

  808. I believe there's the fact that this chapters planted right

  809. here. So strategic because they're

  810. about to go into the promised land and before going into the

  811. promised land, he wants to think about the Wilderness Journey.

  812. They're about to transition into a new phase of life and before

  813. they do. So you know, what he says stop

  814. and think about where it brought you from before.

  815. And it's an awesome practical reality before you move forward.

  816. Think about my faithfulness I want you to think about every

  817. single step that I've LED you through now.

  818. Listen, This is a strategic timing, they're about to move

  819. forward into something brand-new and before he does that it's

  820. almost as those to say stop. And just think about his

  821. goodness before that because this is scary.

  822. You're going to bump into new territory.

  823. You're going to bump and see new battles.

  824. And before that just pause and reflect of how I've been with

  825. you. Not in a general sense, look at

  826. the wisdom of the Holy Spirit but step by step, by step by

  827. step. If you read this, if you take

  828. the time to read this you'll realize that there's a

  829. recounting of the moments that God has intervened.

  830. Look at verse 8 in verse 8, And they set out from before hair

  831. Roth and passed through the midst of the sea Into the

  832. Wilderness. And they went to Three Day's

  833. Journey Into the Wilderness of etham at camp tomorrow.

  834. So there's there's a reminder that God has made a way where

  835. there was no way. And you come down to verse 14,

  836. what does it say? And they set off from alloush

  837. and can't that referred them? Where there was no water for the

  838. people of drink. When there was no provision God,

  839. made provision, you come down to verse 38 and 39, what does it

  840. say and Aaron? The priest went up Mount hor at

  841. the command of the Lord and died there in the 40th year, after

  842. the people of Israel, came out of the land of Egypt.

  843. So they reminded how God comforted them.

  844. When somebody, a great significance to them died, you

  845. come down and see him verse 40, the Canaanite the king of Arad

  846. who lived in an egg up, in the land of Canaan, heard of the

  847. coming. The People Israel.

  848. They stopped and reflect how God dealt with their enemies.

  849. Do you see what God is trying to show me?

  850. That in critical moments of your life and desperate moments in

  851. your life. You remember when I came but

  852. this is the beauty part because we think of those things, but

  853. that's not all that God does. He doesn't just bring the

  854. highlights. There are many names here of

  855. places that they've been through that.

  856. We haven't even heard of in the whole Bible nowhere.

  857. These things. There are stretches of verses

  858. that say, they go from this place to this place is made me

  859. go, what happened there? But it shows to me that God

  860. doesn't just lead us in the, you know, God is Not Just in heaven.

  861. And he says, I'll figure out when there's desperate times,

  862. then I'll come in, he's with you in the mundane, he's with a

  863. step, by step, day by day, when you go in on your nine to five

  864. Monday to Friday, he's there because you remember how they

  865. were LED, right by the pillar fire night.

  866. The cloud by day each one of those stops.

  867. Every time they stop it was that cloud.

  868. His presence was always with him and with you and me.

  869. So it's not just think about the highlights of your life.

  870. All I remember when God provided that moment, I remember when

  871. God's presence was so real, that tragic season, my life.

  872. No, he was with you throughout it all.

  873. That's what he's trying to show them.

  874. Every moment I was there. Every step I was with you.

  875. So remember the faithfulness of God but not just the

  876. faithfulness of God dwelling on on God's unmerited, favor.

  877. That's what God wanted them to do.

  878. Why I wonder if you read this chapter, you'll notice something

  879. very special about God, commanded, Moses.

  880. He commanded him verse by verse you write down.

  881. What I'm telling you concerning these past few years about how

  882. I've LED my people. You'll notice something.

  883. I wonder if anybody's noticed it just look through it quickly.

  884. I'll give a couple seconds that way.

  885. My throat can take a breath too, and just think, Is going on here

  886. that God's doing strategically? It's not direct.

  887. Its indirect. Or obvious, at least.

  888. You know what, you notice. And I encourage you, if you

  889. haven't read this chapter, take sometime this weekend or

  890. something, to read chapter 33, as he's recounting.

  891. There's no. Mention of the failures.

  892. Subtle at most, but no blatant obvious mention of how they've

  893. messed up. And when God wanted them to

  894. recount it, when God commanded Moses to do that he intended to

  895. leave out those details. He did that on purpose, not so

  896. that they would not learn from their past failures for the

  897. future, but to reflect that in spite of their failures, God is

  898. merciful and gracious. And I see a hint of God's mercy.

  899. In this chapter, though, it's a list of place to put it.

  900. You know, what it is, your sins? I remember no more.

  901. I've cast them into the heart of the sea.

  902. I don't reflect on. I don't remember them.

  903. You know, how many people can't move forward because of the

  904. things that happen in the past. You know many people can't

  905. believe God for a greater things because of how they've messed up

  906. in the past. And when God chooses at this

  907. transitional moment of life. He says, I want you to recount

  908. something and I want you to count on my grace mercy, not on

  909. your failures. It's a powerful illustration of

  910. God's immutable, mercy and Grace.

  911. And then he comes down to verse 50.

  912. As we close in this chapter, we're not going further than

  913. this. And the Lord spoke to Moses in

  914. the plains of Moab by the Jordan at Jericho saying speak to the

  915. people of Israel and say to them.

  916. When you pass over the Jordan, into the land of Canaan then you

  917. shall drive out all the inhabitants of the land from

  918. before you destroy. All their figured stones and

  919. destroy all their mental images in the plate, demolish, all

  920. their high places we're here. And I believe this portion is so

  921. awesome for us at this point of Our Lives.

  922. As we're on the border of a new year. if you're convinced that

  923. the end, this Bible study, And all, what you've heard, then

  924. just go out one ear and out the other.

  925. If you're convinced, if you had a place in your life, Were you

  926. like man? I've been living on the fringes.

  927. He might be a truly safe person, but you've been living on the

  928. fringes. Listen, let me testify to this

  929. in a moment. I can this is real to me because

  930. for 19 years of my life, I had my own version of Christianity.

  931. And it was live close enough to the Border but still do my own

  932. thing. Have an altar so I can remember

  933. yeah I grew up Christian and yeah I'll take my kids to church

  934. when I'm 30 and I have my own family, I want to do my own

  935. thing. That was my idea of

  936. Christianity. You know what, for the longest

  937. time it was the best plan. I thought I had hear me.

  938. I'm not lying to you. I'm not exaggerating.

  939. I literally thought those thoughts in college that I'm not

  940. going to go so far where I forget about God, but I'm going

  941. to go and do my own thing and still have some kind of symbol

  942. in some kind of way to remember that he is there and he forgave

  943. me. Oh yeah, and I thought this plan

  944. is brilliant. Let me testify to you.

  945. It's so much better when you cross over.

  946. So much better. When you hear and you see what

  947. this book says to be true. And it took the Holy Spirit to

  948. rebuke me hard like Moses, that would rebuke them.

  949. And I had a choice to either. Convince myself, I'll do the

  950. bare minimum and just stay here to say, you know what, I'm going

  951. to go over and I can tell you this the past eight years.

  952. And this is a special moment. I might try to talk about

  953. myself. I'm just trying to testify and

  954. be real night of this Bible study.

  955. I know Peter and Tim are here and they had their own

  956. experience in New Year's 2011. Correct me if I'm wrong but he

  957. and Tim, they had their own moment without that make that

  958. choice too. it was New Year's 2011 for me this time of the

  959. year where it's just like, okay, it's either all or nothing and I

  960. can tell you in the past 8 years, Has it been that long?

  961. Yeah, seven. Eight years.

  962. It's so much better in the Promised Land.

  963. If you're holding on to your own version, if you're holding on to

  964. your own idea, if you know, you're on the fringes, you know,

  965. if your heart's not fully surrendered, you're missing out.

  966. No matter how much land you have it, no matter how much structure

  967. you have, no matter how many ideas you have it pales in

  968. comparison, To the land flowing with milk and honey.

  969. Trust, God on it. Trust the Lord on it.

  970. And if you want to, if you wanted to and brothers and

  971. sisters, if you're here, you already made that decision and

  972. you want to go into this new year with that same mindset.

  973. This is what we have to expect. There's going to be some

  974. battles. 51 says that there's going to be battles, you're

  975. going to fight some Idols, you're going to fight some

  976. Temptations. You can experience pushback from

  977. different things, but it's going to be worth it.

  978. And this is the warning and verse 55.

  979. But if you do not drive out the inhabitants of the land from

  980. before you, then those of them who you let remain shall be as

  981. barbs in your eyes and thorns in your sides and they shall

  982. trouble you in the land where you dwell and I will do to you

  983. as I thought I do to them. What is he saying there?

  984. It's a scary truth because initially they could have gone

  985. and saying we're right. There's to do it cross over the

  986. river to be in the middle of the promised land.

  987. I'm in God's will. Yes.

  988. And that can be the initial excitement after a Bible study

  989. like this, after a message after initial response, and then when

  990. you go in, you realize, it's tougher than you thought.

  991. And you want to give up and you start to make neighbors with the

  992. things that God called you to kill.

  993. And so, here's my strong exhortation that if you've

  994. decided to go into this new year to fully, give yourself.

  995. If you feel encouraged and like this Bible study to not just a

  996. Content but to believe Got four more, don't give up.

  997. Don't give up. Don't make neighbors.

  998. Don't make friends with the things that God's called you to

  999. destroy. So don't let up even if you

  1000. didn't, initially made that cry out to the Lord.

  1001. Because I tell you something, I've seen many people made that

  1002. initial decision, but then, they go in, and they end up letting

  1003. loose and they're miserable just like God warned them.

  1004. You have thorns on your side's Barb's and that's not

  1005. comfortable. That's painful, it's painful.

  1006. So if you're making that initial don't give up Going strong.

  1007. And it's a new testament old testament version of the New

  1008. Testament. Verse, does, anybody know what

  1009. the last verse of the first book of the book of First, John is

  1010. That awesome Epistle of love that tells us God is love.

  1011. You know what the last verse is who knows Little children.

  1012. Keep yourself from Idols. Once a keep yourself from Idols.

  1013. So what God is saying here, As you go in, keep yourself from

  1014. Idols. Keep your eyes focused on me,

  1015. believe me. When I say that, what I have for

  1016. you is better than what you could whip up on your own.

  1017. That's what I believe at the Lord and lighted.

  1018. This Bible study has to say to us that as we come up to this

  1019. new year, we have a choice to make and that's the call for

  1020. this Bible study tonight. Will you choose to be like Ruben

  1021. and Gad? Or you choose to go in across.

  1022. Even if the fight I could tell you, it's much more comfortable

  1023. to stay with Ruben and then Reuben, Gad area.

  1024. But there are greater consequences.

  1025. I rather go in and fight those battles to know that I have the

  1026. presence of God. You know that I have is

  1027. protection and blessing on my life to know that I have is

  1028. intimacy than to be void of the battle but to forfeit all of

  1029. that. The choice is all of ours.

  1030. The choice is all of ours. Pray with me, please.

  1031. As we ask the Lord for this new year, for God, to bless it, to

  1032. stir our hearts into that direction.

  1033. Father, we praise you for the way that you've helped us end

  1034. this book at the end of this year, Lord we magnify you for

  1035. your wisdom and your Providence in this Bible study, thank you

  1036. for your word for us to reflect on.

  1037. And Lord like Moses was commanded.

  1038. We somehow choose to do the same thing and to record your

  1039. goodness. And we think about the past.

  1040. Thank you for 2018. Thank you that you don't rub our

  1041. failures in our faces. Lord.

  1042. Thank you that you just remind us of how good you are.

  1043. And Lord, if you've been good to us up to this point, you will be

  1044. get to us in the year to come. and Lord, we choose to say yes,

  1045. the cross And yes to remain, and yes, to continue to fight, and

  1046. not to give up. Lord, we pray by the spirit.

  1047. That you would keep this house is a house of encouragement.

  1048. Lord, that we would be able to know how to speak into each.

  1049. Other's lives. Lord, that when people are being

  1050. beaten and bruised by life, they can come here and find bomb and

  1051. love. We ask father that in this new

  1052. year we would truly see greater things than we ever expected.

  1053. And Lord, we choose tonight to say, thank you for this family.

  1054. Thank you for every person that loves you.

  1055. Thank you for every person that has not given up.

  1056. And for those who have Lord, strengthen them and breathe life

  1057. into them. For those who have maybe gone

  1058. astray Lord, call them home, call them home.

  1059. Lord, Lord May Our Lives. Not be content, maybe not Park

  1060. here but believe that there's so much that we have yet to

  1061. experience. And God.

  1062. Right now we just come on and see before you, we don't try to

  1063. pretend We said, Lord ignite my heart again.

  1064. Oh God, I can easily get so cold.

  1065. They can easily get so distracted by things.

  1066. I can see things and be so drawn to things.

  1067. I feel to realize that you not only want to provide for me, you

  1068. want to give me more More than what I can build for myself.

  1069. Lord, help us not be like these Men Who Built for themselves and

  1070. forfeited way. You wanted to build for them.

  1071. We say yes to your will. We say yes to your will Lord as

  1072. this church has been together for these past few years?

  1073. We say together We give 2019 to you, Lord for your namesake, use

  1074. us, and protect us guide us and sanctify us.

  1075. Lord, you are worthy. If there's anybody in here,

  1076. father that has lost the joy of the Lord.

  1077. Anybody if anybody in here is feeling like giving up, anybody

  1078. feels like they don't want to just give it all.

  1079. They just want to kind of cruise control.

  1080. Oh, Lord, touch our hearts. So now even now Lord, we choose

  1081. to sing to you because you have been faithful.

  1082. In the, we choose to thank you, not just for the past but for

  1083. what you will do in the days to come.

  1084. Thank you God. Shepherd of shepherds lover of

  1085. our souls. Shepherd of shepherds lover of

  1086. our souls.